Hidden Marriage Season 2

Prologue

Year - 2010

The car smashed to the tree at the corner of the busy road of Sydney, making a loud sound. The bonnet of the car broke and smoke filled the air. Oil started leaking from the engine as the car door was pushed open with a force and the crowd gathering at this accident zone could see a young girl, in a bridal dress, badly wounded, trying to reach out of the car but had no stamina to do so. Ambulance was called. They reached the car door, caught her arm and pulled her out gently. Her face was bleeding, her arms looked fractured, she needed medical attention immediately. The men placed her carefully on the stretcher, the mangalsutra chain swinging lifelessly on her neck. For the onlookers , she seemed to be an Indian bride wearing the perfect attire on her wedding day.
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Somewhere in the same city, a 22 year old boy, burnt the photo of the only man whom he hated right from his childhood. The man who was responsible for him and his sister to stay on the roads homeless for days. The man who had snatched away all their ancestral property and made them pennyless. The man who was accountable for his Di becoming limp. The man who had stole his innocence and made him a ruthless, heartless boy who had no mercy within. Today marks the end of his chapter. Today marks the beginning of a new era wherein he and his family got back their lost dignity. Today he had taught that man a lesson which he will remember till his death. He would never see his face again. He would never like to hear about him again at his office, at his home or anywhere in his future. For the boy, the man was equal to dead. His mission was finally succeeded and now it was time for him to return back to his country..




Part 1

2015

The Raizada's had always been classy and the most respected family in the society. They had earned their name, their dignity back recently in the last 5 years. What they were before, none of them ever wished to talk about that in the family. This respectable family's every little news was always in magazines and newspapers. Like recently one of the Raizada Son "Akash Singh Raizada" got married to a businessman's daughter Payal Malhotra. Today they had returned back from their honeymoon from Italy. It was a private occassion for the family who were more than cheerful to greet their Son and Daughter in law after almost 20 days. They had even arranged a Puja for the couple's betterment. Payal was a high society girl but with morals and cultures. She was the ideal bahu of this house and they were proud to have her as a part of their family.

The Puja was completed and the Panditji was asked to get seated until Manorama Raizada packs the Prasad for him and his family. Meanwhile Devyani, the eldest member of the family whispered something to her Grand daughter Anjali who was married to a famous Lawyer of the town, Shyam Jha. Few minutes later Anjali and Devyani sat opposite to the Pandit.

Anjali Jha very enthusiastically forwarded the Horoscope of her younger brother Arnav Singh Raizada to the Panditji.

Anjali: Panditji.. Yeh Chotte ki Kundali hai. Akash aur Payal ki shaadi toh ho chuki. Ab hum Chotte ki shaadi ke baarein mein soch rahe hai. Waise toh aap jaante hai ki Chotte aur Akash ki umar mein kuch khaas faraq toh hai nai.. Par jab bhi hum Chotte se shaadi ki baat karte hai woh taal deta hai. Ab aap hi Kundali dekh ke batayiye ki Chotte ki SHaadi ka yog kab hai? ( Panditji.. THis is Chotte's horoscope. Now that Akash and Payal are married. We are planning for Chotte's marriage. You know there isnt much age difference between Chotte and Akash, but whenever we talk about his marriage, he always neglects it. Now you only check his horoscope and let us know when will he get married?

 The Pandit scanned the Horoscope quickly, deciphering the Vivaah yog of Arnav Singh Raizada. In a very sarcastic tone he replied back to Anjali and Devyani. (Nani)

 Pandit: Shamaa kare bitiya.. Par aap ke bhai ki shaadi ka yog toh peechle kuch saalo se chal raha hai. Aur humaara tajurba yeh kehta hai ki woh Shaadi Shuda hai. Ab unki shaadi ka dobara koi yog nahi. ( I apologise bitiya. But your brother's horoscope shows his marriage expectation time from past few years. And as per my experience, he is already married. Now there is no more marriage fortune for him in future. )

Anjali and nani as if got a heart attack listening Panditji's words. Chotte married?

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It was late evening when teh family heard the sound of the car getting parked outside. The Servants opened the door for the most important person of this house, Arnav Singh Raizada, a 27 year old hot headed personality of this family who was always late for almost every function in his family. He passed the laptop bag to the servant and came straight to Akash whom he was seeing after so many days.

Arnav: Hey Akash..How was your trip? Enjoyed?
Akash: Ofcourse Arnav. Had a long break after a long time. ( he replied smiling at Payal who was sitting next to her Saasuma Manorama and cutting the fruits)
Arnav: Good.
Manorama: Hello Hi bye bye.. Arnav bitwa.. Next is your turn to go for such a long break. One minute..

She stopped doing her work and rushed to Arnav with some photos.

Manorama: I have already selected few beautiful girls for you. (She showed the first photo to him).. She is Miss Delhi.. Isnt she cute? And this one here is Miss Ludhiana.. Her father is owning a Gold Mine..
Arnav (moved the pictures away from his eyes): Chachi please.. How many times do I have to tell everyone, I am not interested in marriage.

Anjali and Nani were both silent, only witnessing his reactions. They still wished to believe whatever the Panditji said was false. Their Chotte can never go beyond their wishes. And marriage without their consent was simply impossible..

Payal: Saasuma. Arnav needs a modern girl for sure but not such Model types.. I know why he kept rejecting till now. These girls can never be his choice.. I have a better option. Ek minute.

She quickly checked her mobile and opened a photo .. It was her marriage reception photo and there were bunch of her friends surrounding her and Akash for the picture. Payal pointed at one specific one and made Arnav see it too.

Payal : She is Ridhima.. My best friend. She has done her MBA from Oxford and now she is handling her father's business. Beauty with brains.. How is she Arnav?
Arnav looked at the picture and then turned to see Akash.
Arnav: Akash.. The day you get bored of your current wife, please think of Ridhima. She is perfect for you..
Payal's jaw dropped as she saw Akash smiling as if accepting Arnav's offer.

Anjali: ( finally spoke up): Why do I think the reason behind you denying for every girl like this is something else Chotte?
Arnav: Di please.. Now you dont get started here. Spare me!! Lets get the Dinner ready?  I will change and be right back.

He passed a normal smile to his sister and hurried to his room upstairs.. This was not a good gesture for Nani and Anjali who were still thinking if they should ask Arnav directly about this or not.


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3 Days later

Arnav Singh Raizada returned back to his cabin, finishing a conference with his client. He saw a beautiful bouquet and a big greeting card lying on his table. He really wasnt expecting a gift for no reason. He checked if there was any tag on the bouquet but didnt find any. Finally he opened the card.

"No matter how far you may be, you'll always remain close to my heart.
Missing you Sweetheart.

Your loving Wife..."

Arnav had a smirk on his face understanding whose card it was.

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Sydney Airport

She stood by the Schedule board looking at the status of her flight to Delhi which was delayed by 2 hours. Time wasnt passing for her. She checked her watch and dragged her trolley towards the nearest cafe day.

"One Black Coffee without Sugar" , she ordered for herself and paid the bill. This little wait was killing her. The excitement of what will happen once she reaches her destination, was thrilling her from within. She took a seat and chose to read the magazine placed at the corner of the table. She had to pass another 2 hours until she boards her flight. What else could be a better companion than a Cup of Coffee and a Fresh Magazine to read? She opened the Magazine and started flipping the pages slowly, trying to find her topic of interest.. She didnt had to wait for long to get the right page she was looking for. There was an Article about Arnav Singh Raizada's recent accomplishments and the best businessman of the year award for the present year. He never smiled satisfactorily. Just a little smirk on his face was enough for the media to capture the best Snap for their article. She lingered her finger lazily over his picture, smiling wide without even blinking her eyes for a second.

"No more wait Patiji... Ab hum aap ke paas bahut jald aa raahe hai" ( No more wait Husbandji.. Now I am coming to you very soon)

She sipped the strong black coffee and kept reading that Article slowly, enjoying every word in it. After almost 1 hour 30 minutes, the announcement was broadcasted at the surrounding Speakers.

"This is the last and final call for the Air India Passenger Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada, travelling to New Delhi . Kindly report to the Gate 21 for boarding your flight. Thank You."

She came out of her thoughts and quickly dragged the trolley with her towards the Gate. She can never dare to Miss her flight..!!!

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20 Hours Later

The cordless phone kept ringing in the Living room as none of the servants were around to pick the call. Anjali Jha was so much irritated with that sound which she heard from the lobby that she didnt wait for the servants to answer it. She tried to hurry up to reach the living room quickly, though her limpness didnt allow her to rush fast. She was going to stumble as her shoe got entangled in the carpet but a pair of strong arms supported her at the right time.

Arnav: Di? How many times should I tell you not to hurry like this. Whats so important?
Anjali ( sighed): The Phone bell Chotte.. Cant you hear ?

She pushed him away and then reached the table. She answered the cordless immediately.

Anjali: Hello..
There was total silence from the other end. She repeated.
Anjali: Hello.. Whose this?

There was a pin drop silence again.

Anjali ( looking at Arnav): I think this person didnt like my voice.
Arnav came to her and snatched the cordless from his Di.
Arnav: Di.. Even if this whole world might not be interested to talk to you.. There are two people whose day starts with your voice. Me and your super loving husband ..

He disconnected the call and kept the cordless back on table.

Anjali ( blushing): Dont praise your Jeejaji so much Chotte.. He doesnt love me anymore. He is out to Lucknow from past 4 days and doesnt even have time to receive my calls.
Arnav: Dont you dare talk ill about my Jeejaji. I wont tolerate it..
Anjali: (Chuckled): Accha? Woh mujhse bhi jyaada important hai tumhe?
Arnav ( holding Anjali's arms and helping her walk to the room): You both are equal. Now happy?
Anjali was contended by his reply but there was still something which she wished to talk to him about. The concern about his marriage and the Panditji's belief that he is already married.

Anjali: Chotte.. Are you hiding anything from us? I mean anything we should know?

Arnav: No Di.. Why would I..?
Anjali: Chotte.. Please dont keep us in dark for any matter. Even if it is a major one, we are a family. We ought to know it.
Arnav was quiet for some more seconds and then finally he became very serious.

Arnav: Di.. Woh..
Anjali was getting curious now..
Arnav: Woh.. Main... I mean. .Maine. .
Anjali: Maine kya?
Arnav: Maine shaadi kar li. ( I got married)..

Anjali was shocked.. Her jaw dropped as she kept staring in Arnav's eyes. Suddenly she saw him smiling and holding her arms again.

Arnav: Wasnt that the best shocking reply? You almost became speechless, didnt you ? I think this is the best answer I can give you for your foolish question. I am not hiding anything Di. Trust me..!!

He kissed Anjali's hand and then left for his room. Anjali was still standing in shock. Did he just say that? Was he only making fun? Or was there even a little seriousness in his talks? This matter was getting way complex now..

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New Delhi Five Star Hotel

She checked in, in a five star hotel which was near to her destination.. Raizada Mansion..

Manager: Maam.. Can I have your passport please?
Khushi: Sure..!!

She handed her passport and then signed the Register as "KSR" stylishly.. The Manager took a scanned copy of her passport which clearly stated her Marital status as "Married" and the name of her husband which read " Arnav Singh Raizada". The manager then handed the passport back with her room keys.

Khushi: Thank you.. ( she turned to leave to her room but suddenly remembered something and turned back to the Manager).. Uhh.. How far is J.K Road from here?
Manager: Maam just 2 Kms.
Khushi: Perfect. I will need a Hotel Car to drive me there tomorrow morning.
Manager: Just drop Maam?
Khushi( smiling): Just drop..!!

Why would she require a pick up? She will get her ride by her husband back here.. to collect her luggage and to check out from this Hotel.. She smiled at the Manager and then kept walking to the elevator!!

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Part 2

Raizada Mansion 

Arnav dropped the milk glass from his hand which he was supposed to pass Nani. The milk spilled all over the floor and some sprinkled on his shirt too. Everyone were quiet at the breakfast table when this happened.

Arnav : Dammit!! My shirt is spoiled. I will have to change again.
Akash: No worries Arnav. I will wait for you. We still have enough time for our meeting.
Anjali was unhappy with what happened. She was little superstitious in this matter. The breaking of glass and the spilling of milk was considered to be unauspicious. She didnt know how to react. Was something terrible going to take place today? She just hoped her doubts dont become true. When Arnav came back changing his clothes, she came to him slowly.

Anjali: Is it necessary for you to go to Office?
Arnav: Why? Dont tell me you want me to accompany you all for the Satsang.
Anjali: You never come with us Chotte. ( she complained)
Arnav: Di.. Not today. I have a very important meeting which by no chance I can skip. But you guys carry on. Infact take Akash too. He and Payal are newly married, its better if you take them together.
Akash: Mujhe kyon fasa rahe ho Arnav.. ?( Why are you putting me into risk Arnav? )

Payal:Akash? You are denying to accompany me ? This is what your love is?
Akash ( tried convincing her): Sorry baby.. But. .
Payal: Dont talk to me..

She was about to leave in anger hence Akash finally agreed to go with the family for Satsang and let Arnav attend the meeting alone.

Arnav: (checking his messages once and then turning back to the family): What time will you all be back?
Anjali: Late evening.. Why?
Arnav: Just asked!! Call me when you are nearing Akash..!!
Akash: Sure.. Bye..

He hugged his Di and then left the house. Almost an hour passed, the family was almost ready to leave for Satsang when suddenly Payal gave them the unexpected news.

Payal: The Satsang is cancelled Di.. The Swamiji is going to come tomorrow.

The family were quite surprised about it and even upset because they really had made all the preparations to go there and attend it.

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Khushi Singh Raizada wore a simple red saree which was her husband's favourite color and chose minimal jewellery like her mangalsutra, earrings, bangles and the Sindoor. She chanted Devi Maiyya's name once. Her heart beated faster as the Hotel Car entered the gates of Raizada Mansion. She had never seen this place so closely , only in pictures though. No wonder was little affraid..This was her Sasural and today she was going to place her first step in this house. She paid the Cab and then walked inside towards the main gate. She was nervous.. hell nervous.. Pressing the door bell she waited for the door to be opened. A maid opened it.

Maid: Yes Maam .. Whom do you want to see ?
Khushi: Arnavji.. ( she replied softly )

The maid welcomed her inside and made her sit on the Couch. She scanned the house. It was beautiful and ofcourse this lavishly demonstrated their status for sure. She checked her phone and then was about to pick a magazine to read when suddenly Anjali Jha walked down the stairs and very curiously came to her. For the first few seconds Khushi was startled and then she stood up.

Anjali (smiling): Namaste.. Aap?
Khushi: Sorry. I .. I came to see Arnavji here.. (she nervously replied as if she never expected anyone to be present in the house than Arnavji)
Anjali: Arnav ? He is at office..
Khushi: Office? But.. he .. ( she paused).. uhh.. Never mind.. I will see him there. Thanks..
She was about to pick her purse when Anjali interrupted.

Anjali: You didnt introduce yourself .. Who are you ?
Khushi shiverred while picking up her purse and mobile which Anjali clearly noticed and started doubting..
Anjali: Say something..

Khushi clutched her Mangalsutra holding it tight in fear..

Khushi: Hum.. hum.. woh..
Anjali: ( becoming serious): You seem to be married.. Are you his friend?
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hushi: Nahi.. Hum .. baad mein aate hai.. ( No.. I .. I will come later)
She was about to leave but Anjali caught her hand in anger.
Anjali: You are making me doubt on you lady. Tell me who you are or else I will call the security!!
Khushi's eyes became moist and she finally let out the truth before Anjali.

Khushi: Hum unki Patni hai.. !! ( I am his wife!! )

Now that statement almost made Anjali feel like someone had snatched the floor off her feet. Chotte's WIFE!!

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Arnav was driving his car back home due to the sudden message from his Di wherein she just asked him to come back home asap as there was an emergency.. He tried to know from her the real reason on what had happened but Anjali chose not to reveal anything. Skipping his next meetings, Arnav rushed home, directly to the Living room where his entire family were present..

Arnav: What are you all doing at home ? What happened to that Satsang?

The moment he reached there, Khushi rushed to him in fear.. She stood right before him, her eyes moist and anyone could clearly say she was hell nervous..

Anjali and the others got up from the couch witnessing this scene.

Khushi: Thank God you came .. I was so afraid.. I am sorry.. I am really sorry ... I didnt know they all were home.. They were supposed to go to Satsang, didnt they? I.. I am sorry Arnavji..!!
Arnav was definately clean bowled seeing her.
Arnav: Do I know you ? ( he regretfully asked)

There was a complete silence there for few seconds.. The family were confused and Khushi stepped back ...

Khushi: Aap.. Aap aisa kyon keh rahe hai? (Why are you saying like that?)
Arnav: Thats Because.. I really dont you. Who are you ? ( he furiously asked)

Tears rolled down her cheeks as she tried to fix his words in her brain.
Khushi: You dont know me Arnavji? Kya hogaya hai aapko? ( What has happened to you Arnavji?)
Arnav was no more interested in continuing the conversation with her.

Arnav ( looking at his family): Will someone tell me what is going on here?
Anjali ( angrily coming to him): You have to tell us whats happening here Arnav.. Who is she ? What relation do you share with her?
Arnav : I share a relation with her? What the hell are you talking Di?She is married, dont you see the Mangalsutra on her neck?

Khushi bursted out in tears holding the couch end trying to balance herself.

Anjali: She says.. she is your wife chotte!!
Arnav: WIFE? What the !! Di any random girl with Mangalsutra on her neck and Sindoor on her forehead will come to you and say she is my Wife and you will believe her? Instead of questioning me just ask her why is she lieing?
Khushi's calm blew off after hearing this. She angrily came to him and clutched his collar.

Khushi: I am lieing? I am lieing Arnavji? How could you even say this? I know our marriage was not normal, but that doesnt give you a right to disown me. I trusted you.. I waited for this day to come but for what? To see my husband insulting me that too before his own family? ..

Arnav was just watching he face with no expressions at all..Even in the state of anger she still tried to get a grip over her frustration and caressed his cheek softy.

Khushi: You didnt wanted to introduce me to the family this way.. I know its my mistake that I came here in their presence and ruined everything. .But that doesnt mean you picture them that you never knew me?
Arnav held her hands tight, not allowing her to touch his face anymore.
Arnav: Thats because I DONT KNOW YOU ..

He shoved off her hands with such an intensity that she was about to fall down. Anjali was the only person who held her..

Anjali: Yeh sab kya hai Chotte? Yeh kaunsa tarrika hai ek ladki se baat karne ka? You are almost manhandling her. !!
Arnav: ( fisting his fingers): Di.. This is the last time I am telling you I dont know this woman here. And you.. ( he came once again to Khushi..). If you are so much interested to have your husband beside, ring the bell of the right house and catch hold of the right man.. I am not your husband!! SECURITY!!! ( he angrily yelled)

The guards came immediately there upon his call. Khushi clutched Anjali's hand in fear.

Arnav: Throw this woman out of my sight!! NOW!!

The guards were going to hold her when Anjali stopped them and asked them to back off.

Anjali: Ek minute Chotte.. How can you be so cruel? This woman here is crying before you and instead of sorting the problem you are running away from it?
Arnav: (Clenching his jaw): SHE IS NOT MY PROBLEM!!
Nani: Bus chotte.. You have said enough. Me and Anjali were already in a dilemma about your marriage when the Panditji told us seeing your Horoscope that you are married years ago. We couldnt believe it.. We even thought of confronting this with you but before we could, this woman here came before us.
Arnav: What? You showed my damm horoscope to a Pandit? And you believe him?
Nani: If she is not your wife, and you have never got married then prove it!!

Arnav was bewildered.. Now he has to Prove all that?

Arnav: Fine!! Not that hard!!

He came staright to Khushi who now feared to even look at him.

Arnav: Whoever you are... You say I am your husband right? Where did we marry? What is the Proof of our wedding? Was there any witness?
Khushi: We married in Sydney!! And I dont have any witness..Because we didnt get married with full rituals.. You didnt wanted the rituals to be done..
Arnav: There you go ( he turned to his family.. ).. She has no proof .. Hope this clears the air now..
Khushi: Arnavji.. Please.. Why are you doing this?
Arnav ( turning back and clutching her arms): No you tell me why will I do this? Why will I betray my family and not let them know about my marriage?
Khushi (pause for few seconds): Because I am your enemy's daughter.!! I am Khushi Gupta.. Shashi Gupta's daughter!! ( there was silence spread across the room ).. Now do you remember me Arnavji? ( she confidently asked)

Arnav stood like a dumb!! He didnt know what next he had to speak to stop this matter then and there.. Her throat ached when she revealed this before the family.

Nani sat down on the couch again in distress. She was Shashi Gupta's daughter? That man had troubled this family so much .. And Arnav got only his daughter to get married to? Why did he do this? Anjali was slowly understanding now what must have happened. She knew Arnav stayed in Sydney 5 years back and when he returned he assured the family that the Shashi Gupta matter was solved and he was able to get all their property back from him. He had also told them that he had taught Shashi Gupta a lesson which he will never forget in his life.. So this was the lesson? He married Shashi's daughter and left her there, never acknowleding his marriage? This was so cruel.. !!

There was so much silence around them that they could clearly hear the footsteps of Arnav which he took towards Khushi..

Arnav ( stopping at her): Mera jawab ab bhi wohi hai.. Main tumhe nahi jaanta.. Aur naa hi tum meri Patni ho.. ( My answer is still the same.. I dont know you and neither are you my wife!! )

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Part 3

Arnav ( stopping at her): Mera jawab ab bhi wohi hai.. Main tumhe nahi jaanta.. Aur naa hi tum meri Patni ho.. ( My answer is still the same.. I dont know you and neither are you my wife!! )

His words almost echoed in Khushi's ears.
Khushi: ( wiping off her tears): If this is your final decision Arnavji, then I was a fool to come here hoping for something positive between us. Your behaviour have opened my eyes. Good Bye Arnavji..

She took her purse from the table and rushed outside. Her Hotel Card fell down from her Purse which she missed to notice. Arnav Singh Raizada hurridly left to his room. He had to make some quick calls related to this matter. His family kept on asking him to stop but he didnt even turn once to face them.

Manorama: Hello hi Bye bye.. Arnav bitwa married Shashi Gupta's daughter? I cant believe this.. Here we were thinking of suitable proposals for him.. And he is already married?
Payal: But Saasuma.. Who knows what the truth is? May be she is lieing..
Nani: Nahi Payal Bitya, a woman can never lie about her marriage. Not to this extent.
Anjali: And her tears were not fake. She was deliberately in pain. Whatever the Panditji said was right then. Chotte is already married.
Nani: But Shashi Gupta's daughter? He got only this girl to marry?
Anjali: Its clear to me why he married her. He was taking our revenge from Shashi Gupta.. Thats why he married his daughter and left her stranded.You remember Nani, he didnt speak a word on what happened in Sydney after he came back from there. We all asked him so much on how we got the money and land back which we had lost in that court case. But Chotte was not even willing to discuss that.He never wanted to accept that marriage. This is why he kept everything hidden.

Nani: I am worried what will happen if the outsiders come to know about this fact.
Manorama: If she is Shashi Gupta's daughter then she will definately have traits of her father. She will never let anything good happen in our family. She herself will tell the media about it.
Anjali: Bus kijiye aap sab!! Why are we talking so much ill about her? Didnt you all see how much hurt she was. So what if she is Shashi Gupta's daughter? Its not necessary that she is as cruel as him. Instead of sitting and discussing this topic here, we should be taking a stand!!
Payal ( consoling Anjali ): Whose stand will you take Di? Arnav is not willing to even acknowledge her and after what happened here today, I dont think Khushi will ever want to come back here.

Anjali didnt speak a word, she wanted to think deeply on this matter and that too alone. She was about to leave when suddenly Payal found the hotel card which was fallen on the floor.

Payal: Yeh Card? I think its the same hotel where Khushi has checked in.

She showed that card to Anjali who took it from her and read the name of the hotel once . None of them spoke anything. Anjali took that card and left to her room.

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Arnav's Bedroom.

He was pacing angrily at the poolside angrily screaming over the phone.

Arnav: Search any damm records, fetch anything that points to Shashi Gupta.. I want to know everything about his present whereabouts... Where he is.. what is his motive and why has he sent his daughter here after so many years? You get that Aman?

His orders were crisp and clear but very difficult to get it sorted out so easily.

Arnav: ( Raking his fingers through his hair in frustration):
I wont let that man hurt my family again.. Chahe mujhe kuch bhi karna pade.. ! Kuch bhi!! ( I wont let that man hurt my family again.. I will do anything to keep my family safe from him.. )

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Hotel - Same Night

The door of Khushi's room knocked twice after which she finally opened the door. Anjali Jha was standing right before her in a serious mood. Anjali could clearly understand seeing Khushi's eyes that she was still crying horribly in the darkness of her room.

Anjali: Can I come inside? ( she asked in a low tone )
Khushi wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes and moved aside slowly allowing Anjali to enter. Closing the door, she switched on the lights of her room. Anjali saw the trolley bag open on the bed and some clothes randomly spread on the bed. Seemed like Khushi was preparing to leave again.

Khushi: Why have you come here ? To see if I left back to Sydney or did your brother missed saying something harsh which you want to complete now?
Anjali: ( gulping her nervousness): Chotte doesnt know I have come here to see you. I have some questions in my mind which only you can answer.
Khushi ( folding her palms in a pleading way) : Please go away from here. I am not interested in answering anyone. When Arnavji didnt even acknowledge my identity, why do you intend to worsen my scars.? Your brother has given me enough pain for lifetime. Isnt that enough ?

Anjali seemed to ignore all her questions though she knew it was not right on her part to hurt Khushi more by raising her doubts. But she was only doing this to get things on the right track hereafter.

Anjali: When did Chotte marry you ?
Khushi was quiet as if she would not answer it.
Anjali ( clutching Khushi's arms): It is very important that you reply me Khushi. I have the right to know what happened. I am his sister.

Khushi gulped. The word "SISTER" made a deep impact in her mind and heart.. She finally opened her mouth to speak.

Khushi: 5 years back in Sydney.. We got married.
Anjali: You said there were no witnesses and also that your marriage was not done with full rituals. What is that suppose to mean?

Khushi: Arnavji and I signed the legal marriage papers.. Because that is what Arnavji wanted.. Neither me nor my father knew he was not just taking my signatures on the marriage papers, but he was also making me sign the entire property on his name. He ditched us.. This act was total fraud.. He applied me Sindoor, he made me wear this Mangalsutra ( she waved the chain she was wearing).. All that was just to make us believe he was actually marrying me with full heart. But the moment I signed the papers, he told us the horrible truth... This marriage was only to teach my father a lesson.. I dont know what my father did with your family.. And even if my father had wronged you people, what was my mistake? Only because I was his daughters Arnavji cheated me? It took me years to come over this fact.. 5 Years I lived in that guilt, trying to sort the financial conditions of my family..I hated Arnavji for doing this to us.. But later I realised this hatred is going to lead us nowhere. Afterall he is my husband.. My place is beside him, no matter how difficult it would be to claim back a man who had cheated you once.. I thought Arnavji also might have that guilt somewhere for what he did with me.. Hence I came here.. To India, to talk to him.. To meet him.. But I was wrong.. Nothing changed.. He didnt change.. He still hates me. He doesnt even want to recognise me? How sick is that?

Anjali had tears in her eyes. This seemed to be a horrible truth even for her.

Khushi: I dont know what you and your family thinks about me. I had come here to wipe off all the stains of our past and to co-relate our bonds and happiness. I came here to bind ties with your family and allow myself give a chance to serve you people. But what happens of only me thinking all of this. Arnavji doesnt want me. He never wanted me. So this ends here. I am going back to Sydney tomorrow night. Whatever happened here will never be revealed to anyone, if possible trust me on that. And now, if you have got your answers, then please leave..!! Please leave me alone.

She turned her back to Anjali, wiping her tears. Anjali was emotional. She didnt know what to do. She just left the room without giving Khushi any hopes that she will sort things out. Because this was not completely in her hands.. She will have to talk to the family first, she will have to talk to Arnav first and only then they can come to some conclusion.

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Next Morning

None of the family members talked to Arnav when he sat for his breakfast along with them. He acted normal but he knew the family will never be casual again until this problem.. named Khushi.. sorts from their life!!

Arnav: Why is everyone so silent? And stop staring me like that Akash!!
Akash sighed and continued eating.
Arnav: Where is Di ?
Manorama: Hello Hi Bye Bye.. Anjali bitya is in her room. She is not hungry.. Dont we know why she is not hungry? She is upset because of you..
Arnav was not worried that Manorama was blaming him, he was more surprised that his sister was not ready to have her breakfast. He made her plate and then without talking to anyone else, he left to Anjali's room. When he came inside, he saw her talking over the phone..!!

Anjali: Aap jaldi aajaaiye.. !! Humme bahut darr lag raha hai!! Hum rakhte hai!! Bye.. ( You come back soon.. I am very much scared.. Bye )
Arnav: I have already spoke to Jeejaji about this!! ( he clarified)
Anjali kept her phone aside but didnt speak a word to him.
Arnav :Di come on.. You cant just trust that woman over your Brother!!
Anjali was very much angry when he said this..

Anjali: Have some fear Chotte.. Whatever you are doing is not right!! You have ditched that girl for what? Money and some piece of land?
Arnav: I didnt ditch her!! ( he replied in frustration).. And that money and land was never hers.. Her father snatched it from us Di.. How can you forget what all that man did with us in our childhood?
Anjali: He did everything. Not his daughter!!
Arnav: She told me everything what happened between you and her in Sydney!!
Arnav: ( in confusion): WHAT?
Anjali: Haan Chotte.. Yesterday night I had met her. In the hotel she is staying in.
Arnav ( frustrated totally): What the Hell is wrong with you Di? You went alone? Without letting anyone know? What if all this is Shashi Gupta's plan ? What if he wants to trouble us again? Thats why he has sent his daughter here? It is too dangerous for anyone among us to even think of meeting her ..
Anjali: She came here all the way from Sydney alone Chotte.. For you.. For saving her marriage!! And what did she get ?
Arnav ( clenching his jaw): I DID NOT MARRY HER DI!!
Anjali: But you signed the legal marriage papers at least.. So what if you didnt perform the rituals? It still makes you her husband.. ( she spatted back at him)
Arnav: Did she show you the marriage papers?

Anjali was quiet!!

Arnav: This ia a HOAX di..!! She is a HOAX.. Dont believe her!! Its a ploy!! Give me 2 days and I will get her truth out!!
Anjali: Not two days Chotte!! You have only 5 hours to get the truth before us!! She is leaving tonight for Sydney.. If you dont get the proof of you being innocent, then I know what I have to do next.. I wont mind crossing any barriers to give that woman her rights!! She deserves it.. if not you!!

Anjali was very serious and Arnav had already read that in her sentences and expressions..!! 5 HOURS!! Wasnt that less?

Arnav: Which Hotel is she staying?
Anjali: Kyon? Do you want to go and threaten her to leave this place? So that we can never come to know what happened?
Arnav: Di .. ( fisted his fingers).. Where is SHE?
Anjali: West Turn Hotel!!

Arnav got up from the bed and started walking to the door..

Anjali: 5 hours Chotte!! Thats all you have.. And If you try to harm her or threaten her, you will never see my face again Chotte!! Remember that!!

Arnav gulped down and left the room in a hurry!!

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Part 4

Arnav driving the car while speaking to Aman Mathur..

Arnav  ( on call): I dont have time Aman.. You hear that? Find Shashi Gupta at any cost.. And I need specifics..
Aman ( from other end): I am not a detective Boss to find a man whose whereabouts is unknown to us from past 5 years. Please give us more time.
Arnav: What do you have then? ( he screamed )
Aman: (sighed): I am at the International Airport, luckily I have a friend of mine who works here at a higher position. According to him, we do have a flight booked on her name, back to Sydney tonight. So. this confirms she is definately leaving ...
Arnav ( gritting his teeth): I know she is leaving Aman.. You just Stop her.

Aman was surprised.

Aman ( confused): Stop her? Why you want to stop her when she is leaving? Once she is gone, you can handle your family Boss.
Arnav: I cant let her off my sight..If she can come here looking for me from Sydney, she and her father must have planned more. She can be dangerous.. She has her father's blood afterall. You keep tracking Shashi Gupta until I finish this face off with her!!

Aman had no idea what this face off between his Boss and his so called wife will lead to. He better concentrates on his job rather than wasting time thinking all this..

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Raizada Mansion

The clock was ticking, and Anjali along with the rest of the family members was sitting at the living room. Once again they were busy discussing about Khushi Gupta.

Anjali: I have asked Shyam to come back home.
Manorama: What was the need to involve Daamadji in all this?Let him concentrate on his work.
Anjali: No.. Its necessary he returns back and help us sort this situation.
Manorama: But what is the proof that she is Shashi Gupta's daughter? If Arnav bitwa is so much adamant in his statement that he doesnt know her, may be he is right. What if she is really a hoax?
Akash: I dont know if this is important but I have an incident to share..
Nani: Incident?
Akash: Nani..  Last week at office, I saw a bouquet for Arnav at Office. It had a note with some miss you type quotes and in the Signature it read " his loving wife".. I thought it was Payal who sent me that and may be the Peon mistook and placed it in Arnav's room but when I checked with Payal on call, she denied sending me anything as such. I was confused..I even thought of asking Arnav but later it skipped my mind.

Nani: Bouqet? At his office? This is unbelievable.

Anjali took a sigh of disappointment and then tried concentrating again on the family's talk.

Anjali: I have given Chotte 5 hours time. He will have to prove his innocence by then..

Manorama was shocked just like Payal, Akash and Nani..

Nani: What if he doesnt prove it by then?
Anjali: I am going to get Khushi in this house .. He will have to accept her at least then..
The family got another shock with her confession.
Nani: What? Are you insane Anjali ? This is Chotte's life's matter. We cannot take any decision which is unfair for him..
Anjali ( angrily): Did he think before spoiling an innocent girl's life Nani? He didnt bother to even ask us once before taking this step, now he has lost chance to put his choice.

She got up to leave..

Nani: Where are you going ?
Anjali: To get ready.. In next 5 hours if Chotte doesnt come back with the proof, I will have to stop Khushi from leaving to Sydney..

She walked off to her bedroom. The family kept staring at each others faces pondering over Anjali's decision.

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West Turn Hotel

Arnav Singh Raizada stormed inside the hotel and headed straight to the reception.

Reception: How may I help you Sir?
Arnav: Khushi, I want to meet her. Whats the room number? ( he asked in a hurried and rough voice)
Reception: Uhh.. Let me check.

She quickly looked in her Computer to look for any entry with the name "Khushi" and she indeed found one.

Reception: Did you mean Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada Sir ?

Arnav was shocked. What the hell does that woman think? She openly declared herself as a part of Raizada family? This matter was slipping from his hands.

Arnav: Spell it correctly Lady, its Khushi Gupta. Not Raizada..!!

Reception: But Sir, her passport mentions Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada only. We have a scanned copy of it.

Arnav fisted his fingers in anger. He wont waste his time clarifying to these people what relationship they shared.

Arnav: (With a glint of frustration in his eyes): Room number ?
Receptionist: 1110.

He didnt waste a second there and headed towards the Elevator. His eyes fixed on the screen which displayed the floor number. He was so much desperate to get his answers. When the door opened, he strode ahead looking for her Room. But his phone started ringing.. It was his Jeejaji's call. He stopped and moved aside answering the call.

Shyam: Arnav.. Where are you ?
Arnav: I am going to meet Shashi Gupta's daughter now..
Shyam: No Arnav.. Dont take any decisions in haste.. We will have to handle this matter calmly this time. We need to know why she is here and is her father involved in all this. I know you.. You will lose your temper very easily.. That is why I dont want you to do anything until I reach there.
Arnav: Jeejaji .. I..
Shyam: Will you obey me Arnav?
Arnav ( fisting his fingers): I always do that.. But this time the Gupta's have crossed limits.. They need to be taught a lesson.
Shyam: We will.. But  for that you will have to listen to me... And do as I say, will you?

Arnav was in a fix. He did not need any advise in handling this matter but he still agreed and then what his Jeejaji asked him to do blew his brains..

Arnav : What the .!! Are you out of your mind? ( he screamed aloud )
Shyam: This is a temporary solution Arnav.. We need time to sort this.. We still dont know where Shashi Gupta is and what is his intention behind sending his daughter.. Until we get the insights of all, we cannot react.. And moreover, she is the only one who knows where her father is.. She has proofs which if leaks out to the media or the family anytime, none of us will be spared.. Neither you nor me.. That is why I am saying, do as I said..! Please.. Okay?

Arnav took few minutes after the call was disconnected, to register what he had to do. He was unhappy and very uncomfortable to take this huge step which might change his life again.. Taking a deep breathe, he started walking towards Khushi Gupta's room. He didnt even care to ring the door bell. He pushed the door open as he saw it wasnt locked from inside. Khushi was talking over the phone to someone and was definately startled when Arnav Singh Raizada stormed in her room like this.

Khushi: ( over the call but staring at Arnav): I will call you later. Bye..

She disconnected the call and threw the phone on the bed where her bags were fully loaded as if she was ready for checking out of the Hotel. They looked at each other. Arnav was reading her expressions. She looked prepared for this meet though. He entered inside, not even caring if he was invited or not.

Khushi: Its rude to enter a woman's room without her permission.

He didnt care to respond that. He just picked the receiver and dialed the reception down.

Arnav ( on call): We are checking out.. Get the Bill ready.

Khushi kept looking at him, her hands folded as she tried to intercept what he meant. He dragged her bags down the bed and then placed then at the door. The room service was here to get the bags down. She didnt utter a word. Her bags were taken out and now they were all alone. He turned one last time towards her..

Arnav: I am not giving you any special invitation again..
Khushi: I have a right to know where I am going?
Arnav ( came to her and stopped a feet ahead, not losing their eye lock): Biwi ho naa meri.. ? Toh aaj se mere saath , mere ghar rahogi..  (You are my wife, arent you? Then from today, you will stay with me in my house..)
Khushi had a pale smile on her face.
Khushi: Are you seriously taking me home or is it my dream?
Arnav: Whatever it is, you are going to repent on it very soon.

Warning her he left out to settle her room bills. She took a sigh of relief and then finally smiled heartily..

Khushi: This is my first step towards you "Patiji".. Ab aap dekhiye hum aap ke saath kya kya karte hai ( Now you watch what what I will do with you ahead)

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Raizada house

Anjali was tired waiting for her Chotte to come home with the proofs of his innocence. She cannot wait further as Khushi had her flight tonight back to Sydney. .She picked her purse and then finally got up to leave..Nani stopped her.

Nani: Anjali Bitiya.. Wait for sometime..May be Arnav is on way..

Anjali had decided not to be weak and stand on her decision of getting Khushi but she somewhere still had hopes that Arnav was innocent and he hadnt got married. But suddenly her expressions turned shocking when she saw Arnav and Khushi standing right at the door, and the servants getting her luggage inside.. The whole family was disturbed witnessing this scene.. This surely proved one thing.. The marriage was true... Their relationship was true and Khushi Gupta was really Arnav's wife!!

Nani: Chotte? Yeh sab kya hai? (Chotte.. What is all this?)

Arnav replied back with a heavy heart unwillingly..

Arnav: Ab yeh yehi rahegi..( Now she will stay with us here )

Everyone were shocked. He didnt even wait there to get her in. He simply went to his room in rage while Khushi innocently stood alone before everyone..

Manorama: Hello Hi Bye bye.. What does this mean? Arnav bitwa really married her? How can we allow her stay in this house  ? What will we tell our relatives? Our friends outside?
Payal: Saasuma.. Please control yourself..
Manorama: No Payal .. I am not going to participate in this torture.. Please spare me. .

Manorama left too in her room and Payal followed to calm her down.. Nani gave a frustrated look to Khushi and then left inside. It was only Anjali who had still shown patience in understanding Arnav's decision though she too was hurt from within. Khushi had tears in eyes when she was left alone there. Anjali slowly walked to her. She then held Khushi and with full dignity brought her inside the house. When they reached the living room, she stopped.

Anjali: None of us are prepared to accept all this so easily. We all might take some time Khushi.
Khushi noded weakly.
Anjali: Chotte has done injustice on you Khushi but I hope you are aware why he did all this? Every coin has two sides. The lives of this family had been at stake and ... ( she gulped , her throat almost aching remembering their past).. I dont want to discuss all this now.. I just want to make you realise, you will have to win hearts of each and everyone in this house. Especially Chotte's... And let me warn you .. Its very difficult..

She didnt had to warn Khushi about it, Khushi was well versed that she had signed up for the most impossible mission of her life and she had promised herself to fulfil it at any cost.

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Part 5


Raizada House

The first thing Anjali did was taking Khushi to their temple in Raizada House..  Khushi could sense Anjali was still in a trauma amidst all this.

Anjali: Every bahu of this house has begun their life in this family after taking the blessings of Devi Maiyaa Khushi.. You are the eldest Bahu now.. That is why I have brought you here first.

Khushi understood what she had to do. She joined her palms before the Devi Maiyaa Idol and closed her eyes to worship.!! Afterall she really needed some strength to withhold her patience in this house and to fight for her Rights.. When she opened her eyes, Anjali was still  standing there.

Khushi: Thank you.. Its all because of you that I am here in this house otherwise by now I would have left again for Sydney..
Anjali: I am no one to thank for. Your marriage with Chotte has lead you here. I dont know how easy or difficult it will be for you to convince everyone in this house, especially Chotte.. But I still hope you will never hurt anyone in the process.

Anjali had got too sentimental to speak further. She wiped her moist eyes.
Anjali: Come.. I will show you Chotte's room.
Khushi noded and walked with her slowly scanning the house. When they reached the doorstep of Arnav's room, they heard his strong  voice.

Arnav: STOP right there!!

It looked like he was prepared for this moment when she will be entering his room. Anjali and Khushi both looked at him in surprise. He came at the doorstep with frustration all over his face.

Arnav ( looking at Khushi): Tumhe iss ghar mein rehne ki permission di hai.. Mere room mein nahi!! ( I have given you permission to stay in my house.. not in my room.. )
Khushi was quiet but Anjali could not hold up her irritation.
Anjali: Chotte dont start another drama now.
Arnav: Di please ( he interrupted).. She is here in this house because you wanted that ..
Anjali: I wanted that? Dont try to put the blame on me Chotte. You failed to prove your innocence. Thats why you got her here.. Its not because of me.. She is your responsibility now..
Arnav gritted his teeth..
Arnav: Its just been few minutes that she stepped here and she has already started creating rifts within the family. How can I forget.. She is Shashi Gupta's daughter after all!!
Khushi: Please stop blaming me because of my father.. Whatever happened between you and him is not my fault!!
Arnav: ( Angrily pointing a finger at her): You better stay quiet when I am talking to my family.. Samjhi tum?

Anjali was highly upset with Arnav's behaviour..

Anjali: Enough !! (Khushi jerked while Arnav shockingly looked at his Di).. She is your wife.. You got her here.. Now you guys fight over it, or sort it out and let others in this house stay happy , I leave it on you both..

Giving a final stare at both of them she walked away from there.. This was the first time Arnav had seen his sister so much hyper and this was all because of Khushi Gupta!!

Arnav( giving her a raged look): Get out!!
Khushi: I wont!! This is my room too.. I have not come here to tolerate this behaviour of yours "Patiji"..

"Patiji" ?? What the hell!! He had seen enough of this today.

Arnav: Your place is here.. Out of my life.. Out of my way and out of my family!!

Giving her enough warning, he shut the door on her face. Khushi thought of banging the door again but then gave up that thought. She walked down all alone, again in the living room.

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Next Morning

The last night was like a nightmare for almost all the family members of Raizada house and as the morning shinned, their faces became dull again remembering about the new member in their house. Arnav's wife Khushi ..!! Arnav as usual woke up at 06:00am and came downstairs to reach his gym room .He did some workout every morning with Akash.. When he stepped down, he was stunned to see Khushi sleeping on the couch of the living room. What the Hell!! She must have found a great difficulty sleeping there. It was a very thin sofa and surely not very relaxing for a sleeping position. But he didnt give a damm about it. He was simply waiting for his Jeejaji to return back home today and after that he will fix this problem named "Khushi Gupta" from his life forever. He kept walking towards the gym when suddenly he heard his sister's voice and that too not calling out his name but Khushi's in surprise. He stopped and turned around. His Di rushed to the sofa and woke Khushi up from sleep.

Khushi ( quickly getting up from couch): Morning.. ( she rubbed her eyes.)

Anjali could see tear stains below her eyes. And the way she was sleeping here definately cleared everything what must have happened..

Anjali (with concern): You slept here all night?
Khushi noded slowly not meeting her eyes as if trying to save Arnav's impression.
Anjali: How can CHotte be so cruel to a woman?
Khushi: Its fine Anjaliji.. Please dont ask him about this.!! It will just increase the conflicts between us and others here.
Anjali: But this is insane. When he did not want to give you a place in his room, why did he brought you here ? Its all my mistake. I shouldnt have left you there alone last night. Come with me. I will show you the guest room. You may stay there until things become fine..  Come..

Arnav was watching this all with his fingers fisted and palms turning red.. Akash came there and placed his arm on Arnav's shoulder.

Akash: You fine Arnav?
Arnav shoved his arm off and walked in the gym. Akash followed him . Both the men started with their regular push ups..

Akash: When is Jeejaji's flight landing?
Arnav was not in a mood to speak with anyone but he still held his anger for some time and replied.

Arnav: In an hour. I have already asked the Driver to pick him up.
Akash: Hmm.. Does he know what has happened here? I mean. .about your marriage?

Arnav gave him a cold stare.

Akash: Come on Arnav.. Until you speak nothing is going to get cleared. .Have you seen how much upset everyone is ? Especially Di? At least mujhe toh bata diya hota. .(You should have at least told me about it).. Anyways..Its my mistake too. .I should have talked to you that same day when I saw that bouquet.
Arnav (stopped his exercise): What Bouquet?
Akash: The one which came for you.. With a missing you note .. It was from Khushi right ?
Arnav: What the Crap!! That bouquet was sent by Payal for you. .
Akash ( sighed in frustration): Come on Arnav.. Stop lieing at least now.. Payal didnt send any bouquet..
Arnav: What ? She didnt? I .. I thought she sent it for you.. and unknowingly the Peon kept it in my cabin.. I even asked the Peon to take it back and place it in your cabin..
Akash: Really? But for your kind information.. I never got that Bouquet then..!! I just saw the Peon throwing it in the bin!! Thats when I caught him.. That same moment I realised you wanted to hide some relationship of yours from all of us.. And no wonder in few days we came to know what relationship that was..!

Arnav raked his fingers in hair for this whole bouquet misunderstanding which he self created..

Arnav: That Peon.!! He must know something.. Like who asked him to give it to me. .And why he threw it when I asked him to keep in your cabin..?
Akash: Forget it Arnav.. It was his last working day then.. He has quit the job..
Arnav: Quit?
Akash: You hardly pay attention to these little things related to the staff. .But I know.. He had given a notification almost one month before this Bouquet incident. So there is no chance he would lie or do it on purpose..
Arnav: So you mean I am lieing Akash?
Akash: I dont know Arnav. Just like the others even I have no reason to believe you at the moment. All the proofs that we have is against you.. And what more proof you want when we have Khushi Gupta before us, screaming at us that she is your wife. ? She has told DI everything about what happened back there in Sydney.. About the legal marriage papers, your betrayal and the ways you used to get her sign the property papers.. I know that property belonged to us.. But we could have fought in the court to get it back. Jeejaji would have helped us. What was the need of marrying our enemy's daughter ?

Arnav: (angrily yelling): Stop it Akash! Dont point me when you know nothing what happened out there.. This woman here is not my wife.. She can never be my wife..
Akash: (sighed in frustration): Fine.. Then you tell me why a woman would simply blame you for being her husband? How can she have her name changed in the Passport? Why will she wear a Mangalsutra and Sindoor of your name ? Why?
Arnav: (clenching his jaw): Because.. She is here for Revenging us Akash.. I know its Shashi Gupta who sent her here and I will not let that happen..I will stop her before she even thinks of playing with this family's emotions..

Akash sighed in disappointment..

Akash: She already has started playing Arnav.. You might have not noticed but Di has already started giving her the rights in this family. Its better if you either accept what you did with her or expose her ploy before its too late!!

Akash had never spoke like this with Arnav anytime.. They hardly had few months gap in their age and always behaved like good buddies before brothers but today seemed like their bond got a crack ..

Arnav : Dont speak to me in that tone Akash.. If you cant support me , then stay out if this..
Akash: I just want the family to get its peace of mind again.. Thats all. You know I had no other motive in talking to you rudely Bro!!
Arnav was too much frustrated to respond back. He took his Towel and left to his bedroom for shower.!!

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An hour later

When he came out of the bathroom, wiping his head with a Towel, he was shocked to see Khushi Gupta fiddling with his shirts in the closet!!

Arnav: What The!! How dare you get into my room? ( he screamed again)

She closed her ears by her palms turning to him with irritation..
Khushi: Volume low please.. I am not deaf!!
Arnav gritted his teeth..
Khushi ( moving her palms from ears and smiling at him): You are very lucky "Patiji" that I am still being so kind and polite with you no matter how much you scold me.. But every woman has a patience level.. Dont cross that for God's sake.

He stood dumb at her statements..She turned back to his closet and moved the shirts aside..

Khushi : Black.. White.. Black.. White.. You still dont like colorful clothes dont you ? ( she glanced at him again).. Umm.. I think Red goes perfect with your personality.. Red for Anger.. which you keep displaying to me every now and then..
Arnav stepped in anger towards her to drag this woman out of his room but Hari Prakash knocked the door.

HP: Arnav bhaiyaa.. Shyamji has reached home.. He is downstairs.

Giving this information HP left. .Khushi gulped down her nervousnes which didnt go unnoticed by Arnav..

Arnav: Get ready to spend your rest of the life in Jail Khushi Gupta.. Yeh Natak ab aur nahi chalega!!

He snatched a shirt from his wardrobe and left back in the bathroom to get ready.. He could finally take a sigh of relief now that his Jeejaji was back home.

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Part 6

HP: Arnav bhaiyaa.. Shyamji has reached home.. He is downstairs.

Giving this information HP left. .Khushi gulped down her nervousnes which didnt go unnoticed by Arnav..

Arnav: Get ready to spend your rest of the life in Jail Khushi Gupta.. Yeh Natak ab aur nahi chalega!!

He snatched a shirt from his wardrobe and left back in the bathroom to get ready.. He could finally take a sigh of relief now that his Jeejaji was back home.

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Shyam wiped Anjali's tears as she narrated the whole incident which took place here in past  days.

Anjali: I still cannot believe Chotte can hide such a big fact from us. My brother whom I treat just like my own Son did this with me? How did he change so much Shyam? How could he lie to us for 5 years?
Shyam: Sshh.. Rani Saheba.. Now I have come back. I will settle things here. Please calm down.

Anjali became silent and wiped her eyes as they heard a door knock. She asked the person to get in thinking it was Om Prakash whom she had asked to get Shyam's tea. But to their surprise ,it was Khushi here holding the tea tray, a smile on her lips as she looked at them.

Anjali: Khushi? Why did you get the tea? Where is OM Prakash?
Khushi: He is looking after the  Breakfast so I thought of getting Shyamji's tea.

Shyam was totally shocked seeing Khushi there who met his eyes for few seconds and then came forward.

Khushi: Chai.!! ( she offered him the tea. )

He was so lost watching her and trying to believe that she was really standing before him that he didnt realise he had to hold the tea cup.

Anjali: Shyam.. She is offering you tea..
Shyam ( coming back to normal sense): Uhh.. haan.. Sorry..( he picked the tea cup)
Anjali: She is Khushi, Chotte's wife!!  (she nervously introduced Khushi to her husband)
Khushi: Namaste ..!!

Shyam couldnt speak a word before her.

Khushi: Aap bilkul nahi badle Shyamji ( you didnt change at all Shyamji)

That statement she made startled Anjali.

Anjali: You both have met before?
Shyam was in a fix, he was not understanding what he needs to explain his wife.
Khushi: Arre.. Aap toh chup hi hogaye Shyamji.. Shayad aap hume bhool gaye.. Koi baat nahi .. Main Di ko bataati hoon ki hum pehle kab aur kaise mile hai!! ( Why have you become so quiet Shyamji? I guess you forgot .. No worries.. I will tell Di when and where we have met before.. )

Shyam burnt his tongue trying to sip the tea which was very hot.. The tea almost fell on his shirt and the floor.. He  hissed in pain..!! Khushi stepped back to save her dress from the spilling tea. Anjali became cautious and immediately tried helping Shyam. .

Anjali ( in tension): Shyam.. Ohh God... The hot tea has burnt your hand too.. Come .. Let me help you wash it and put some ointment..

She dragged Shyam inside the bathroom and placed his hand under the running water tap.. Khushi kept looking at them from outside...

Anjali: Aap bhi naa Shyam. .You knew the tea was hot. .Where was your attention?
Shyam (looking at Khushi from the mirror): Rani Saheba.. woh.. Hum.. Humme pata hi nahi chala yeh sab kab hua.. (Rani Saheba.. I.. I didnt even realise when it happened)

Khushi turned around to leave and stumbled with her husband Arnav Singh Raizada who had just entered the room.. He was surprised how come she stepped in his Di's room to meet Shyam?

Khushi: Ohh.. Sorry.. ( she managed to stand up without his support).. Apne Jeejaji se milne aaye hai "Patiji" ( have you come to see your Jeejaji ?)
Arnav: Dont call me that!! ( he angrily muttered throwing an angered glare at her)
Khushi: I like calling you that.. ( she replied smiling and looking straight in his eyes without any fear)
Arnav clenched his jaw and was about to scream at her when she immediately placed her finger on his mouth.
Khushi: Sshh.. Di might hear you misbehaving with me. And she wont be happy. She is already upset with what happened with Shyamji..
Arnav became serious suddenly. What happened to his Jeejaji ?
Khushi: Dont worry so much.. He is fine. .Bus chai gir gayi unpar.. ( He just dropped tea on himself)

Arnav didnt get much time to think about what she said as he saw his Di and Jeejaji coming out of the bathroom. Shyam's hand had turn red. He rushed to him.

Arnav: Jeejaji? What happened to you? yeh sab?
Shyam wiped the sweat from his face and both Anjali and Arnav helped him sit on the bed.
Shyam: I am fine Saale Sahab .. Kuch nahi hua hai humme.. ( Nothing has happened to me)
Arnav: But Jeejaji.. Your hand?
Shyam: Its not that bad.. Relax.. Just leave me alone for sometime please..
Anjali: You have just returned back from such a hectic journey. You must be tired too . You take rest .  I will send some juice for you..

Anjali quickly left the room for making the juice for her husband. Khushi was still standing there.

Khushi: If you need anything else let us know Shyamji. Excuse me!!
Arnav gritted his teeth seeing her acting so cool. Once she was gone, he sat next to his Jeejaji.
Arnav: You saw her guts?
Shyam: ( still in shock):  Is she really here? I .. I cant believe it.. I know you had told me Shashi Gupta's daughter is here and she claims to be your wife.. But Saale Sahab,when I saw her.. I mean this close.. in Raizada house.. beside Anjali... I .. I was unable to concentrate .. I couldnt think ... And in that numbness I dropped the tea all over my hand.
Arnav: She is an Omen just like her father is..
Shyam: Khushi Gupta in this house, staying with us, isnt good Arnav. Its already giving me negative vibes..We have to do something.
Arnav: It was you who asked me to take this step otherwise I would never have get her home.
Shyam: I know.. I did it because I hadnt expected her to be so casual after seeing me.. The way she called out my name.. And .. and you know what? She even hinted Rani Saheba that we have me before.. That is what shocked me more.
Arnav: (fisting his fingers).: She is plotting something big.. I need to know what it is..

Shyam noded ..Arnav left him alone so that he can rest. But one thing was sure, Shyam's sleep had flew away after he met Khushi Gupta today.

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Few hours later

Nani, Anjali and Manorama were sitting at the Couch and chatting. They were planning to have some Pooja at home.

Anjali: Haan Nani.. I had always wanted to keep this Puja once Shyam returns. Its for the well being of this family..
Manorama: Hello Hi Bye Bye Anjali bitiya.. Did you forget this family has an extra member now? I am talking about that Khushi Gupta.. ( Anjali's face became low )...What will you introduce her to the guests? That Arnav bitwa married her? Secretly ?And that too 5 years back in Sydney? Hello Hi Bye Bye.. I am imagining our relatives faces when they would come to know this truth. They will leave no chance to mock on us..

"Aisa kuch nahi hoga Saasuma", Khushi exclaimed from behind. The three ladies sitting there were stunned when she addressed Manorama as "Saasuma". Khushi came towards them.

Manorama: What did you say?
Khushi ( smiling): I said nothing so will happen ..
Manorama ( angrily) : After that what you said?..
Khushi: Umm.. Saasuma..
Manorama ( getting up angrily from the couch): Dont you call me by that name .. I am not your Saasuma..
Khushi: I agree Arnavji is not your Son, he is your Husband's elder brother's son but you are still his Chachi.. So I have the right to call you Sasuma just like Payal does.
Manorama: ( pointing a finger at her): Look girl. I am not going to tolerate your sugar coated talks with me. Whatever circumstances Arnav bitwa married you, that will never allow me to accept you at the same level where Payal is.
Khushi ( sighed): You cannot differentiate like that Saasuma..
Manorama was angry again. Anjali tried to handle the situation.

Anjali: Khushi please. When Manorama Chachi doesnt like you calling her by that name, dont do it.
Manorama gave Khushi a cold stare and left inside.
Anjali: Look Khushi.. Try to understand its not easy for anyone of us to accept you and Chotte's relationship..
Khushi: ( feeling low): I know.. I wont call her by that name again. Sorry for overhearing your talks.  But I have a suggestion for you in that Puja matter.
Nani: (Frustrated and got up): We dont need your suggestion..
Khushi: Par Naniji.. I ..
Nani: Bus..!! Nikal jao yahan se.. Yahan tumhari koi zaroorat nahi hai..

Anjali felt bad for what Nani said. Khushi's eyes became moist as she lowered her head and rushed upstairs in the room.

Anjali: Nani what is this? Why did you shout her? She was just giving us some suggestion.
Nani: Dont forget bitiya, she is the reason why we are even having this discussion. We are facing all these problems because of her.
Anjali: Chotte is equally involved Nani.. You are forgetting that. If you are going to give this type of treatment to Khushi, you should not be biased in treating Arnav then..

Nani understood what Anjali was trying to advise her.

Anjali: Ek baar Khushi ki baat sun lete hai.. May be she really has answers to our problems.. Please Nani..
Nani: Theek hai.. You go and talk to her later. I wont.

Nani left in her room. Anjali was getting sandwiched these days in between Khushi, Arnav and the family .She just hoped all this sorts out soon.

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Few more hours later

After a serious discussion with Aman to know the latest on Shashi Gupta search matter, Arnav finally entered his room and heard someone singing a song. That too at the poolside. He stood at the French door to see who she was. It was Khushi Gupta, watering his plants and singing some Desi Song..

"Aaj mausam hai suhaana
Gardening karne ka hai bahana
What The What the What the.."

Arnav: What the!!
What the hell did that last line mean? Was she immitating him? He slid the door open and came out. She jerked hearing that loud sound and stopped.

Arnav: Who gave you the permission to water my plants?
Khushi: A wife technically doesnt need permission to touch anything that belongs to her "Patiji".  ( she happily replied)
Arnav: You.. ( he stepped towards her in anger and she immediately brought an Axe in between them. )
Khushi: Not me please.. Gussa nikalna hi hai toh inn weeds pe nikaliye.. ( If you wish to take out your anger, then vent it out on the extra weeds).. They are not letting your plants grow.. See..

She pointed in the direction of the weeds.. He glanced at it once, snatched the Axe from her and threw it aside..
Arnav: You have prepared yourself completely before coming here, didnt you? What to speak to Di, how to act before my family, what they like, dislike, everything, didnt you ? So tell me Khushi Gupta... What is it that you arent prepared for? ( he purposely asked)

She passed him a very cute smile looking in her eyes deep.

Khushi:  I am still to learn how to impress my "Patiji".. If .. he gives me a chance..

She didnt break the eye lock between them at all though she knew Arnav SIngh Raizada's nerves were boiling in anger...

Khushi: And by the way you mispelled me.. Its Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada.. Yaad rakhiyga.. ( Do remember)

Letting a soft chuckle she finally left inside the room.

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Part 7

After having that interesting light hearted conversation with Arnav Singh Raizada, Khushi went in the Kitchen looking for some water. The Water Jug in her room had become empty. She saw Nani and Payal inside. Nani was happily giving Payal instructions, infact teaching her how to make Sooji Halwa. It was a very common dessert dish which even Khushi knew to make. SHe stopped there, right at the Kitchen door not disturbing their conversation. It was so nice to see them. Anjali who was at the living room realised Khushi was sneaking into the Kitchen. She at once came there and tried to see what was keeping Khushi so busy.

Anjali cleared her throat to get Khushi's attention. Khushi immediately got alarmed and turned around.

Khushi: Sorry.. I was just.. Seeing them .. It feels so good to learn something from a family member. To cook something for them.. And in return get their blessings..
Anjali: Nani is very fond of Payal. She always teaches her whenever she gets time.
Khushi: Wow.. Lucky Bahu..

Anjali could sense Khushi's anxiety and depression both from her expressions. She realised may be Khushi also wanted to participate in the household activities like Payal does being a Bahu of this house.. She clutched Khushi's hand.

Anjali: I know you want to do all this too but..
Khushi: I understand Di.. None of them have accepted me yet and without that they even wont let me voice my thoughts in this house, forget cooking or serving them.

She lowered her face but Anjali pulled her chin up meeting her eyes.

Anjali: Dont feel bad. I thought you are a strong woman. You can change anything and everything in this house.. ( She tried to comfort her by words)
Khushi: May be.. But that anything and everything doesnt include my "Patiji".. He is like an egoistic elephant. Tas se mas nahi hote.. !!

Hearing that comparison between Chotte and an Elephant, Anjali bursted out laughing. Khushi also joined her in that laugh but very soon they heard Nani's voice from inside the kitchen.. Both the woman controlled ..

Nani: What is happening here ?
Anjali: (Smiling): Kuch nahi Nani..
Nani gave a cold stare to Khushi and walked out of the kitchen. Anjali followed Nani. Whereas Khushi walked inside where Payal was cooking.

Khushi ( looking at Payal): You really dont know to make Sooji ka halwa?
Payal pouted acknowledging it.
Khushi : Mujhse seekh leti.. !! (You would have learnt from me )
Payal's eyes grew wide. Khushi picked a walnut piece from the bowl which had to be put in the halwa and popped it in mouth.
Payal: Learn? from you ?And that too in this house? Khushi.. .I dont want to end my relationship within just 2 months from my wedding with Akash..
Khushi: (Sighed): Akash loves you.. He will never end this marriage.
Payal: Thanks.. But its not just about breaking the marriage.. I cant even withstand his ignorance Khushi. You know that..
Khushi: ( taking the spatula from Payal and started stirring the Sooji Halwa ): Yea yea.. Thats why I didnt let you inform the family here that we know each other from years..!!
Payal: Ssshhh !! ( She placed her finger over Khushi's mouth stopping her from speaking further).. Even walls of this house have ears..
Khushi: I know whose ears they are..
Payal ( confused): Whose?

Khushi kept the Spatula aside..

Khushi : Your Saasuma's..!! (She gigled and rushed outside the Kitchen before Payal could even understand she was teasing her Saasuma)

Payal: (Gigled too ): Pagal!!

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Evening

Arnav Singh Raizada had no time to relax. He was getting very much hyper for silly things these days. It had not even been 2 days that Khushi Gupta was staying in his house, but he felt like it had been ages.

Arnav: No Jeejaji.. I cant let that woman walk around so freely in my house. Now this is the only way I can get things cleared about her motive behind coming here.
Shyam: I leave it upon you. Its very rare that you get convinced by other's thoughts Saale Sahab.. If you think you can make her confront then so be it. But you cannot talk to her in this house. Its too risky. Anyone can overhear and you know Rani Saheba.. She is always ready to defend Khushi.
Arnav: I will take her out.
Shyam (chuckled sarcastically): Huhhh.. As if she would come with you..
Arnav: Leave it on me!!

Arnav picked his car keys and walked out of his room. Shyam just hoped whatever Arnav planned does go well.

Khushi was in the guest room with Anjali who was helping her arrange the clothes in the closet..

Anjali: It makes me feel low to allow you stay in this room Khushi, like a guest. Why isnt Chotte understanding ?
Khushi: Dont feel low Di.. One or the other day " Patiji" will understand and accept me..
Anjali ( smiling at her): You are so positive Khushi. I hope every woman gets strength like you to fight against injustice ..

Arnav knocked the door. Seeing him there, both the woman indeed were surprised.

Anjali: Chotte?
Arnav: Di main Khushi ko bahar le jaa raha hoon..!!
The saree which Khushi was holding in her hand, dropped down, she was that shocked knowing it.
Anjali was cool. Infact she was happy that her Chotte was even thinking about settling his problems with Khushi. Arnav looked at Khushi who had almost froze where she was standing.

Khushi: Bahar? Noo..
Arnav: I am not here to seek your permission.. Its an order..
Khushi: (trying to compose herself): If its an order, I am definately not going anywhere..
Arnav gritted his teeth.. Anjali was witnessing everything calmly. Khushi slowly came to him and stood there meeting his eyes.

Khushi: But if my Husband pleads in a very soft tone asking me to come along, I wont mind!!
Arnav fisted his fingers.
Khushi: (Whispered slowly with a smile ): Gussa itna haseen hai.. toh pyaar kaisa hoga? ( If your anger itself if so handsome, how will your love be?)

Anjali also heard that and gigled softly. Khushi really had guts to say that.. Arnav was totally getting mad by her antics.. If she had been any ordinary girl who had no connection with that Shashi Gupta, it was hard to be so rough with her.

Khushi (blushing): Seriously "Patiji".. I am curious to know the loving side of yours.. Will it have the same intensity which your anger has ?
Arnav had no more patience. He clutched her arm and dragged her out with him. Anjali shook her head not believing this was really happening.. Khushi reluctantly kept walking in pace with him as she too was very much interested to know where he intended to take her.

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In Car

Khushi : Drive slow "Patiji"..

He was really driving rash. Part of it was his anger and rest was the curiousity to get her confession on why she came to India suddenly.

Khushi clutched the seat belt feeling uneasy..

Khushi: Itni bechaini? Aap hume kahan le ke jaa rahe hai ? (So much anxious to take me out? But where ?)

He didnt care to utter a word. After they were at a safe distance from the crowdy roads, he stopped the car with a loud shierk. She almost lost her balance and was about to hit her head to the front but somehow managed to escape being hurt. She pressed her head.

Khushi: My head started aching.. And what place is this? ( she scanned around from the glass..)..

He got down the car and within minutes dragged her out too, spinning her once. She felt the pain in her wrist and was surely unhappy with his rude gestures.

Khushi: Enough is Enough .. Why are we here?
Arnav: To talk Miss khushi Gupta.. ( he angrily screamed)

She took few seconds to read what was going in his mind. A smile curved her lips again.

Khushi: How romantic.. My husband needs some privacy to talk to me.. ? The coolest thing I have ever felt in my life..I understand.. Your house is like a circus.. So many people around.. Humme ek doosre ke liye waqt kaise milega? Hai naa? ( How will we get time for each other there? Am I right ?)

Arnav clutched her arms in frustration.
Arnav: Stop talking useless Khushi and get to the point.. Look around you.. There is no one here to listen our conversation.. Its just you. . and me.. So you dont need to act.. We both know What the truth is..
Khushi: Truth? Which truth? (She still didnt lose her point)
Arnav ( angrily screamed ): Our marriage Dammit!! ( there was total silence for some time )

He shook her arms with force in frustration..

Arnav: We never got married.. Never ever. !! And you know that. You can fool the world with those fake papers, fake passport and fake stories of our marriage. .But you cannot lie to me...I didnt even knew you until you came here in Delhi.. I never saw your face.. I never heard your voice.. So how damm can we get married? All this is a lie.. Which you created.. You and your Characterless father!! ( he spatted everything he had in his heart openly at her )

Khushi heard everything very calmly but the moment he used those words for her father she could not bear it anymore. She forcibly shrugged his arms off hers.

Khushi: My father is not Characterless!! And even if you think he is Mr Arnav Singh Raizada, you are the same!! ( she had no fear saying this.. )
Arnav: Mind your tongue.. .( he replied clenching his jaw)
Khushi: Kyon? Bura laga? I havnt told anything wrong "PATIJI".. ( she purposely chose that name again but this time with much rage in her voice.. )
Arnav had no patience at all seeing her guts rising minute by minute.
Arnav : Stop calling me that..!!
Khushi: Its so strange isnt it..? This is the only truth I have been telling to you and everyone related to your family till now.. But you will never believe it.. But no worries.. One day you are definately going to realise that I am your Wife.. No matter how much you hate me or my father.. But what bothers me is something else "PATIJI"..

She came close to him once again. His eyes were blood shot red..

Khushi: (slowly whispered): Imagine what will happen when I will start confessing the other truths I know about you and your so called Jeejaji? How will your family react? Specially.. How will your "DI" react "Patiji"?
Arnav (Pointed a finger at her): Dont you dare Khushi..
Khushi: Ahh!! Its not you to decide that. Now you and your Jeejaji will have to wait and watch the aftereffects of your own deeds back there in Sydney..

Arnav was highly raged but somewhere he was deeply troubled too seeing her courage..

Arnav: You have no idea what happened there..
Khushi: And you have no idea what happened after you and your Jeejaji left.. You have no idea Mr Arnav Singh Raizada I am still sorting the leftovers of that time.
Arnav: Itni hi nafrat hai mujhse toh yeh dikhawa kyon? Why even showing so much interest in this fake marriage of ours? Why dont you just leave back and finish sorting out the leftovers there in Sydney?

He even dared to say her that?

Khushi (sighed): Firstly, clear your doubts about our marriage "Patiji".. It might be forged.. But its REAL..!! And dont worry about picking the leftovers in Sydney.. Very soon I am going to have the Raizada family members doing it for me.. Aur rahi baat "Nafrat" ki.. Toh woh maine aap se itni ki hai.. ki ab mujhe sirf taras aata hai.. Aap par.. aur aap ke uss Jeejaji par.. Kyon ki kuch hi dino mein aap dono ke liye sab kuch badalne waala hai.. So you just wait and watch .. ( And regarding the "Hate" topic.. I had so much of hatred for you and your Jeejaji all these years that now I feel pity on you both.. Very soon your days are going to be more pitiful.. So you just wait and watch..)

Giving him enough warning and clearing all his doubts on why she was here, Khushi Gupta Singh Raizada waved a hand for a Taxi which was passing by and got in.. She knew her "Patiji" will not like giving her a ride back home.. So its better she looks for one herself..

To be Continued..

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Part 8

It was very hard for Khushi Gupta whenever she closed her eyes and remembered the past 4 years when Life had come to a standstill. Her house in Sydney had to be kept in mortgage, her further education had to be stopped, it had been difficult to earn for a proper 3 meal course every day, forget all the other ammenities which she had enjoyed unknowingly with Raizada's money. She had no qualms of leading a low class life that too in such an expensive country like Australia. That power, that lifestyle was snatched by her father years ago from the Raizada's which one day had to go back to them. But they shouldnt have played such a nasty game to get what was their's. Her eyes became moist. She cannot let her weakness win over strength. Somebody placed hand on her shoulder. She immediately wiped off her tears and turned around. Thankfully it was Payal and none from the Raizada family as Khushi had thought to be.

Payal: You were crying Khushi?
Khushi: Dont worry. These tears are not going to change my motive.
Payal (hugged Khushi quickly): Thats like my strong friend.
Khushi ( pulling back from the hug): Not friend.. I am your Jethani now.. ( Husband's elder brother's wife)
Payal ( gigled): Haan toh? Will it change our bonding ?
Khushi ( thinking deeply): Iraada toh kuch aisa hi hai..
Payal (confused): What? Kya soch rahi ho Khushi? I hope kuch khatarnak nahi hai ( What are you planning Khushi? I hope nothing difficult)
Khushi: Khatarnak toh hai..Aur yeh toh shuruwat hai Payal.. Aage aage dekho yeh Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada aur kya kya karti hai !! ( It is difficult. But this is just the beginning.. Just wait and watch what this Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada does in the coming days)
Payal: Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada? KKGSR?? Isnt it quite a big name?
Khushi: Not big than my "Patiji's" Sins!!

Saying that she quickly rushed to her bag and removed a box. There was a pleasant smile on her face.

Payal: Mosquito coil.? ( She was surprised).. What is this for?
Khushi: ( waved the coil box): Yeh mere "Patiji" ke liye hai. Shaadi ke baad ka humara pehla tohfa!!( My first gift to him after our marriage)
Payal: What? Main samjhi nahi! ( I didnt understand)

Khushi explained Payal exactly what she intended to do.

Payal: This is insane !! He is alergic to the mosquito coil Khushi.
Khushi: Dont you think I know it already? Arnav Singh Raizada ki har kamjori hum jaante hai!! ( (I know every weakness of Arnav Singh Raizada) .. That is what I have done sitting in Sydney from past 4 years Payal.. I have studied him closely.. He manipulates people around him, he thinks he can write his own fate and others.. But from now on, I am going to be destiny.. I am going to be the one who will write his future..

Payal knew Khushi is not going to miss any moment to punish him and Shyam.

Payal: Okay. So when are we going to do this?
Khushi: Not you Payal.. Just me.. I will do this. Wherever my "Patiji" is involved, I cant give that task to anyone else. Can be dangerous.. I dont want you to get caught in any of this plan. You have done enough for me already...
Payal: Whatever I did for you was out of humanity Khushi. And in return I have got a friend cum sister like you. I will be there everytime you need my help. Just let me know. Okay?

She was the only one person now whom Khushi trusted wholeheartedly. They both hugged each other quickly and then before anyone could catch them together talking like known buddies, Payal immediately left the room.

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Night

Arnav paced in his bedroom thinking about the conversation he had with Khushi today evening.. Each and every statement which she uttered today was ringing in his ears strongly.

"I am still sorting the leftovers of that time Mr Arnav Singh Raizada"

"Our marriage might be "Forged" but its still "Real"

"I had so much of hatred for you and your Jeejaji all these years that now I feel pity on you both.. Very soon your days are going to be more pitiful"

"Imagine what will happen when I will start confessing the other truths I know about you and your so called Jeejaji? How will your family react? Specially.. How will your "DI" react "Patiji"

Arnav ( angrily hiting his fist on the wall): Bloody Blackmailer!!

Does she think she can so easily tell the family about what happened out there in Sydney.? Will they believe her? To be honest, they can believe her. She has proofs. How is his Di going to react? Will She be able to digest it ?What about his Di's relationship with Jeejaji? Will it get affected? Arnav was getting entangled in these thoughts .. He had to settle this matter of Khushi Gupta as early as possible. Or else this one woman is going to change the dynamics of relationships here in Raizada family.


He walked out and came in the guest room which was alloted to Khushi. She seemed to be filing her nails sitting on the single couch. When she saw him, she gave him a broad smile.

Khushi: "Patiji" aap yahan? Hum toh dhanya hogaye.. Andar aaiye naa..!! ( Hubby? You here? I am flattered.. Come inside.. )

Whenever she showed so much calm before him, he hated that. Especially the way she termed him "Patiji".

Arnav: What do you want?
Khushi: Arre waah!! Suddenly interested in my needs? When did this happen?

She stood up from the couch and continuing filing her nails, she came to him.

Khushi: Or should I say, Arnav Singh Raizada is giving up ?
Arnav clutched her arm in anger. They kept looking in each other's eyes for few seconds. It was clear to her, he was not in a mood to mess with.
Arnav: Main tum jaisi ladkiyon ko acche tarah se jaanta hoon. You have only one God... MONEY!! When your father couldnt save the money he stole from us, you came here to beg for some share.

He left her arm with force. His fingers already created a mark on her upper arm which was clearly visible to any third person.

Arnav: ( smirking): I completely understand what made you come here Khushi.. You are not used to live in poverty.. No fancy clothes, no parties, no clubs.. Your life have become boring there. So you and your father must have planned all this. He send you to me, so that you can earn some money for yourself and him. Didnt he?

She was so much irritated by his choice of words that she felt like slapping him tight. But she still had some patience left within her to handle such nuisances from him. Also, she very well knew how to turn the game to her side!!

Khushi: (Folding her arms): How much can you offer? ( she unashamedly asked)
Arnav: Enough for you and your sick family to live for the next few years.
Khushi: (sighed): I dont agree. Stop blufing "Patiji"..

Now she was really challenging him. He held her arm and dragged her to his bedroom. Anjali who was sitting in the living room saw him taking Khushi angrily. Khushi looked at Anjali once from the lobby but still lowering her head she kept walking with Arnav who had no idea about they being watched. When they had reached his room, he left her arm and opening his closet, he removed a cheque book. He signed on a blank piece of cheque and tore it for her.

Arnav: Fill in your amount and get out of my house!!

She didnt take it but instead started speaking totally opposite of what she was telling him before..

Khushi: How can you do this Arnavji? You are my husband.. I respect you and instead of accepting me heartily you are trying to buy me with your money? I never thought the man whom I madly love, can talk to me so cheap..

Arnav was confused what made her change her mind so suddenly. He saw her smiling hard and gesturing from her eyes to look behind him. He turned around only to find his Di staring at him from the door angrily.


What the hell!! She chose to play with him purposely ? She faked her tears again just to get him in the bad books of his own family ?

Arnav: Di??
Anjali: (screamed in anger): Enough Chotte!! Bus bahut hua..!! What were you doing? How can you be so cruel? You married her out of revenge and to add more to it, you are throwing money at her to leave this house? I never expected you to act so low..
Arnav moved to Anjali but she extended her arm asking him to stop right there..
Anjali: Chotte please.. You are hurting not just Khushi but each and everyone of us who love you. I never thought I will ever see this side of my younger brother. You might have got our property back from Shashi Gupta but this is on the cost of ill treating an innocent woman. I can never tolerate it.
Arnav: Di.. Listen to me.. She is lieing again.
Anjali: My eyes cant lie Chotte.. I saw and heard everything myself..
Arnav: NO.. You saw.. You heard.. What this woman wanted you to do.. Di why cant you believe me ?
Anjali: Because there is nothing you are doing to prove yourself right.. Each and every thing is going in Khushi's favour.. Because she is right.. Not you.. Now listen to me very carefully Chotte.. I am not going to speak to you until you shed off your ego and accept your wife.. Until you give her the right to be your wife and the bahu of this house, dont expect me to be normal with you .

Arnav was shocked at this decision of his sister. Anjali left his room with a heavy heart. Khushi finally took a sigh of relief and came to him again.

Khushi: Chu... .chu... chu.... chu.. Bechaare "CHOTTE"... You were going to offer me right ? Now I give you ONE OFFER "Patiji". !!! Accept our marriage.. Otherwise you are going to lose your Sister forever!!

He was so much frustrated at the moment that he himself left the room. He had to be alone for sometime.. She took this opportunity to place the Mosquito coil at the corner of the french doors, ensuring the door is little open. She lighted it and then hurridly left the room. By the time Arnavji returns in his room again, the smoke would have saturated evenly in the entire room and he wouldnt even come to know about it until the next day morning when his "Husky Voice" would be "OFF" Temporarily!!

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Next Morning

Khushi placed the bed tea at the side table and slowly shook her "Patiji" who was sleeping on his bed, cuddling the pillow. When he didnt open his eyes, she knew what would make him awake. She opened the curtains of the French door and very gently pushed the remains of the Mosquito coil outside the room so that Arnavji doesnt notice it. The sun rays hit his eyes and he tried to scream at this person to slide the curtains but .. why wasnt he able to hear his own voice. He tried again but the result was the same. He immediately opened his eyes and saw Khushi at the bed folding the quilt he was using at the night. He snatched it from her arms and tried to warn her but once again he realised he was unable to speak. He curiously held his neck trying to understand what was wrong..

Khushi: "Patiji" ki bolti bund? Yeh Chamatkar kaise hua? ( How did this magic happened?)

He angrily got up from the bed and rushed to the bathroom. May be a gargle might help!! Khushi was so much happy that her plan worked. She never felt so relaxing and contended seeing Arnav Singh Raizada's pitiful state!!

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Part 9

After spending almost 15 minutes inside the bathroom, Arnav Singh Raizada came out wiping his face with the towel. He had gargled almost 3 times but his voice was still "Off". Khushi was in his bedroom with the excuse of arranging his bed. As soon as she saw him coming out, she started questioning.

Khushi: Patiji? Whats wrong? Any problem?

He didnt know how to react, what to speak.. Infact HOW to speak..

Khushi: Gala kharaab hai? Kuch bol nahi paa rahe hai? ( Is your neck having problem? Are you unable to speak? )

The way she was asking him made him doubt on her.

Khushi: Toh ab aap kya karenge ? Aap toh chilla bhi nahi sakte..( So now what will you do? You cant even scream aloud ?)

She could read his lips saying "Get out". That made her smile wide.

Khushi: Aap Get out kehna chahte hai? ( You want to say Get out?)

His flared his nostrils getting irritated by her questions..But he knew she wont stop like this. Thus he himself moved out of the room to check some solution of his problem from his family..

Khushi (smiled evil): Bechaare Chotte!! Violent se Silent mode pe chale gaye.. ( Poor Chotte.. Turned into Silent mode from Violent)

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Though Anjali was not talking properly to Arnav she still couldnt help but care for him knowing about his loss of voice. The family started advising their own seperate methods to get him cured..

Anjali: Haldi waala dhood accha rahega..
Maami: Hello Hi Bye Bye.. Warm Salt water is the best option Anjali bitiya.. I have personal experience..
Nani: No Manorama. One spoon Ginger paste with little honey  will work.

Arnav was getting so much frustrated.. He was already in so much stress and here his family was just adding more to it.. He got up to leave..The three woman had no idea when he left, they were so much busy discussing about it and trying to find the best home made medicine for his cure.. Arnav came straight to Akash's room.. Payal was inside talking over the phone. The moment he knocked the door, Payal finished the call in a hurry and asked Arnav to get in. He gestured with his hands asking for Akash. Payal knew what had created this problem. But she still chose to ask him on purpose about the same thing.

Payal: Arnav? What happened to your voice?

Arnav was tired responding.. he was tired GESTURING to everyone that he was unable to speak.. Suddenly Khushi came there..

Khushi: Payal.. Arnavji is on MUTE today..
Payal: MUTE? Ohh .. You mean he is on Maun Vrath??  ( A ritual where the person doesnt chose to speak for a whole day as a type of worship to God)
Khushi chuckled.. Arnav stared at her with anger.
Payal ( on purpose): But Arnav doesnt believe in all this.. Why will he keep a Vrath?

Arnav tried to speak something.. His movement of lips was enough for Khushi to read what he said..

Khushi: SHUT UP? He is asking you to Shut up Payal..

Arnav was surprised seeing how easily this woman read his lips which no one else in this house could do.
Khushi: Actually Payal his voice is gone since today morning. And why not, his voice needs rest too. All the time he just barks on people, be it his associates, his employees or me.. So this had to happen one day.. ( she gigled again)

Payal felt like laughing too but she controlled..

Payal: Uhh.. What can I do for you Arnav?
Arnav gestured again from his hands which Payal didnt understand..
Payal: Sorry Arnav.. I really am not getting what you want to say..

Arnav felt more frustrated.. But even this time Khushi eased his problem.. It was strange that she was really understanding it so well.

Khushi: He wants Akash to take an appointment with a Dr for him.. Thats what he is saying..
Payal: Ohh.. But Akash has gone to work.. And I dont know which Dr he usually consults.. he never got this problem anytime.. So..
Arnav clenched his jaw again but when Khushi gestured her, she quickly replied.
Payal: Ohh Yes.. I still know a good Dr who can help you.. One second. I will take an appointment for you.
Arnav felt relieved..

Payal rushed inside and dialed a number. She infact called the Dr home so that Arnav doesnt need to go out anywhere in this state..

Arnav once again murmured something which Khushi translated for Payal.

Khushi: He is thankful for your help..

Arnav was stunned when this time she lied.. He wasnt thankful.. Payal smiled and then finally left in the kitchen for some work. Khushi looked at Arnav..

Khushi: I know you didnt say a "Thanks" to her.. You wanted to ask her to inform Akash you are not coming to Office today.
Arnav was looking at her with total surprise.
Khushi: But I lied.. You know why? Because Payal deserved to be thanked.. By you. You might be very respectful towards people around you Mr Arnav Singh Raizada.. But sometimes you need to show them how much lucky you are to have them around which terribly lacks in you..Anyways.. I will inform Akash and tell him you arent coming to work.

She walked away making him think deeply on what she just said. He was not a man who can so easily take others advises, specially from the one he hated but why did he feel like whatever she said had a very deep meaning ? This woman who had entered in his life just few days back had known him so much in so less time to advise him like this? Even his family members never thought of doing it anytime. Was he really so disrespectful? Was he really being ignorant towards the people whom he cared the most in this house?

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The Doctor diagnosed Arnav in his room. Even Khushi was around with Anjali, Payal, Manorama and Naniji.. The only difference was that she was standing aloof from them whereas his family members were quite close to the bed where Arnav was sitting with the Dr.

Dr: Hmm.. Do you have any allergies Mr Raizada? Because there is no problem with your vocal chord.

Arnav looked at Anjali so that she can speak to the Dr on his behalf..

Anjali: Haan Dr.. Chotte is allergic to Mosquito coils.
Dr: I see.. His voice is temporarily off because of Mosquito coil only.
Manorama: Hello Hi bye bye.. But we never get a Mosquito coil in this house.

Manorama was a cunning woman. She quickly started scanning the room and at the French door she found the traces of the coil.. She immediately showed it to others..

Manorama: Someone had placed a burning coil here.. ( she looked at Khushi)..On Purpose!!

Arnav was shocked and so was Anjali.. Anjali on the other hand wasnt sure if Khushi can do this. The Dr gave him some medicines and then left the room.

Manorama: Ek ladki.. ( she came to Khushi) ..You did this purposely right?
Anjali: What are you saying Aunty.. ?
Nani: One minute Anjali..Let Manorama talk to Khushi..
Anjali: But Nani.. Khushi cant do this..

Suddenly they all heard Khushi's reply over it.

Khushi: I have done this Di..

Payal was shocked thinking why did Khushi confess it was she who did it? There was silence spread in the room. Arnav stood up from the bed. Even he had the same question. If Khushi did it , why would she say the truth?

Khushi: I am sorry but .. I didnt knew Arnavji is allergic to mosquito coil.. When I had come last night in this room I saw the French door open and there were many mosquito's in the room. I was worried if any of them would bite Arnavji.. So I placed a coil at the door so that he sleeps peacefully.

Payal finally sighed.. Khushi was very intelligent. She knew how to turn things in her favour..

Payal ( interrupted): Its not your fault Khushi. If Arnav had made you aware of it earlier then this day would never come. But he was more busy in ignoring you rather than accepting. So what else can we expect.

Payal purposely fed these talks in the family's ears so that they too dont drag this matter for long now..

Manorama: Hello hi Bye bye.. After Arnav gets his voice back, sit with him and learn all the things he likes, dislikes and allergic to. I dont want you to repeat anything like this in future.

Saying that she left the room and Nani also followed her. Khushi was quietly looking down.

Anjali: Its okay Khushi. He will be fine soon.( she then turned to see Arnav).. Dekha chotte.. She is so much concerned for you.. Wish you understand how much lucky you are to get a second chance in your life.

Anjali and Payal left too. The moment they left, Khushi finally took a sigh of relief. Arnav was just watching her.

Khushi: Your family is too innocent.. Especially your Di.. Its not hard to fool her and gain sympathy ..

Arnav fisted his fingers.. Khushi saw that but she still didnt mind continuing her talks.

Khushi: I know what you are thinking..You are surprised why I confessed  the truth before your family, hai naa? Let me clear your doubt.. I told your family the truth but I didnt tell them the whole truth. I placed tthat coil purposely in your room so that you lose your voice temporarily. (Arnav was shocked..).. I have done a research on you from past 4 years Mr Raizada.. You  think its hard for me to know what you allergic to? ( she chuckled)..Well.. So ?? How does it feel? You want to desperately talk, take out all your frustration on me, but you cant utter a word.. So much of helplessness .. Poor boy!!

THis woman was so sharp. Till now Arnav had no idea she can stoop so low to harm him even physically.. So what if he cannot speak, his hands and legs were still capable enough to show this woman her right place. Within few seconds he caught her hand and dragged her out of his room. She didnt complain. This was expected out of him. He closed the door on her face once she was out of his bedroom. Her guts was increasing day by day. He cannot afford to miss a single  second in knowing what her real intention in staying in this house, under the same roof where he was. But to do that, he will have to think big. He will have to ensure in this game which she started.. he puts an end to it. Permanently.

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It was night.. Anjali had come to Khushi's room to talk to her about that idea which she had once talked about before Nani and Manorama regarding the Puja which Anjali wished to keep in Raizada Mansion calling a few close relatives and friends they knew. That day Nani didnt allow Khushi to complete that idea of hers which is why Anjali personally came to her today. Khushi was more than happy to share it with her because by doing this, she is going to earn some profit in her pockets not the Raizada's.

Khushi: You keep the Puja Di.. I will not come out of my room. In that way the Pooja will be done and none of the guests will ever see me.
Anjali: No Khushi. That is unfair.
Khushi: Might sound so but its not wrong.. I know what respect this family has in the society.. I being a part of this family will never want to ruin that because of me. You wanted to keep a Puja, please keep it. I will feel bad if you cancel it because of me.
Anjali: But Khushi some or the other day people will come to know who you are. That day we all will have to face them and answer their questions on how and why Chotte married you..
Khushi: We will think about it later when this happens .. And looking at Arnavji and his anger, I dont think he is going to accept me anytime soon.

Khushi showed remorse on her face. Anjali pulled her chin up and met Khushi's eyes.

Anjali: I will always pray you get every rights in this family and from Arnav which you deserve Khushi. And I am 100% sure that day isnt far..

Saying that she hugged Khushi tight.. Khushi felt some kind of tinge in her heart.. This woman was so pure. She was unknowingly wishing ill luck for her own family.. !!

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Part 10

Khushi's open war had left Arnav a bit terrified. He had learnt her well in these few days. She was very strong in her planning and she knew what to do when and how. She was not going to give up so soon or leave this house ever unless he really finds some strong force which can drive her out of his family in such a way that she never returns. His voice was still stuck in his throat and even though the Dr had advised him some rest, he knew it was not something he can afford. He was pacing in the room, thinking on what might be her next move when Anjali entered there with his medicines.

Not to mention, Anjali was not talking to Arnav properly because of his ignorance towards Khushi and the way he behaved with her the other night when he tried to pay off their marriage in terms of money. She really had no clue that whatever she saw that night was what Khushi showed her on purpose to create a rift between her and Chotte. Since Arnav wasnt well completely, Anjali was little worried for his health just like she did always. But she had no intentions to forgive him so easily, not until he accepts his marriage and Khushi.

She came inside and kept the medicines and juice on the table. Without meeting his eyes, she was going to leave but Arnav stopped her.

Anjali: Take your medicines Chotte. (she commanded) 

Arnav opened his mouth so that she could pop the tablets in it like she always did but this time Anjali was not going to repeat all that pampering.

Anjali: Do it yourself. I am only fulfilling my duty as a sister. Once you get better, I am still going to maintain this distance between us.

Arnav felt helpless when he wished to talk to her but couldnt.

Anjali: Aur haan.. Tomorrow we are keeping a small Puja in this house. Few relatives and friends are invited, please be there at least for the Prasad if nothing else.

Arnav was shocked. Puja? But what about Khushi? He tried to ask her the same with his gestures. Anjali could read his mind easily.

Anjali: You dont have to worry about her. She is the one who asked us not to skip the auspicious moment and continue with the Puja while she will remain hidden in the room upstairs.

Arnav was still not sure if this is what Khushi really planned to do. There must be something else in her mind which might not be good for them. He already started getting negative vibes thinking of the day coming ahead.

Anjali: You have married a very sensible woman Arnav. She is doing so much for us . I wished to introduce her as your wife before the world, but I know it will only complicate things because you have not accepted her yet. Remember one thing, until this happens, there is nothing going to be same between us like old times. SO now you decide what you want from this family? Love or Rejection.

She was so much straight enough in explaining him what she wanted him to do. How on earth can he prove her that he just like the others in his family was being played by that woman? Anjali left the room making Arnav realise that every minute of this delay in taking an action upon Khushi Gupta was costing him much.

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It was evening, Arnav's voice was little feeble by now. At least he was audible to everyone though not very clearly. He was slowly talking to Shyam about his doubt on Khushi's next move at the Puja in the Guests presence. Even Shyam was disturbed realising if this happens, it would only make create more troubles for all of them. Suddenly Khushi came there with a bowl of some greenish liquid in it. She extended it to Arnav..

Khushi: Patiji drink this.. You will feel better. 

He gave her a very sarcastic look and then concentrated back on Shyam. She felt like laughing at his state but she didnt.

Khushi: Take it Patiji.. I have made it myself.. 

Now that was why he didnt wanted to drink it. If she made that, it had to be harmful..

Arnav: Out.. ( he commanded in his weak voice) 
Khushi: Out nahi .. IN.. If this goes in your stomach via your Vocal chords, you will recover fast. At least I will be able to hear that "Roars" of my Patiji again. .I cant see you so silent. Trust me.. (She pinched her own neck to show him and others on how seriously she meant all of this )
Arnav was furious but he still controlled his anger. 

Khushi ( looking at Shyam): Jeejaji. now you only  explain him why he needs to drink this. Waise bhi. You both always listen to each other. If one is in dilemma, the other helps. So dont you think you should be advising him?

Was that a taunt, Arnav thought? Suddenly they all heard Anjali's voice from behind Khushi.

Anjali: How do you know so much about their bonding Khushi? You have hardly known Shyam from few days.

Arnav and Shyam were stuck at this question from Anjali. She came to them and stood next to Khushi looking questioningly in her eyes. Khushi smiled weakly for getting this wonderful opportunity to tease Arnav and Shyam. She knew none of the two ever wanted Anjali to know anything what they did with Gupta family in the past. So this was the best way to keep them burning on their feets by shedding some light on the situations which they created years ago. But before she could even hint anything to Anjali, Arnav stood up and spoke on her behalf.

Arnav: I told her Di. I had told her long back what Jeejaji means to me..

Arnav obviously had read Khushi's mind and he knew she was waiting to open her mouth and utter the truth to Anjali and make her against them which is why he didnt give this chance to Khushi and spoke before she could. But he didnt know, once again he had lowered himself in his sister's eyes.

Anjali: So that means you agree that you knew Khushi from long.. And even then when you met her before us in this house, you denied knowing her.

Khushi was enjoying this. Even after speaking nothing, doing nothing, she was still winning. Arnav was speechless. This one lie that he had told Khushi about Shyam and his bonding years ago, once again costed his and Di's relationship.

Anjali ( moist eyes): And you still say she is not your wife. I cant believe it Chotte. My brother was not spineless. He accepted his little mistakes always unlike you. This man standing here before me cant be my brother. If you still have little remorse in your heart for what you have done with Khushi and this family, then accept your faults and start a new life with her. Its already too late.

Arnav felt hurt but he couldnt do anything. Anjali wiped her tears and hurried in the room inside. Shyam pressed Arnav's shoulder, trying to give him some comfort and then followed his wife, after giving a sharp look to Khushi for spoiling everything.

Khushi ( looking at Arnav's disstress): Bechaare Chotte!! Kuch bolo toh bhi pachtao. Kuch naa bolo toh bhi.. !! ( Poor Chotte.. If he speaks, is still a problem. If he doesnt its still a problem. )

He clenched his jaw controlling his anger for her. 

Khushi: And please save this anger for future. This is nothing what you seeing now. Big changes are going to happen very soon. Be ready to accept them.

She kept the glass of that medicine which she herself made for his throat on the table, and walked in the kitchen. Arnav kept fuming. This was heights of her irritating nature .. Just once chance, he waited for, which can then turn the tables around. And that day he will decide who is going to need to save anger. He or her.

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Khushi laughed heartily in the locked room with Payal sitting beside her.

Khushi ( holding her laugh): You should have seen his face Payal. He looked as if the School Principal had given him punishment for not attending the class. My God. Wish I could capture that moment forever.

She laughed again.

Payal: Enough Khushi.. Enough. I have never seen you so much happy from past few years. You know what? Now I am confident that very soon , all your sorrows are going to end and you will get your share of happiness Khushi.

Khushi suddenly became serious. "Happiness"?? This was an unknown term for her. She had forgot what it meant being happy. There were times when she used to laugh with joy not because she gave pain to someone else she hated like she did today. She was so innocent earlier. She always helped others. She never even thought of speaking hurtful. She was humble, kind and so much sensitive to other people's emotions. But look at her now. She is no longer that caring Khushi. She has turned herself into a rough woman whose only motive now was Revenging this family. And even after this is done, she can never be the old Khushi again. Never.

Payal: So what have you thought for the Puja tomorrow? Are you really going to stay locked in this room until it finishes down?

Khushi came back in her regular mood and smirked at Payal.

Khushi: You know me Payal. Whatever I do here always has a reason. Tomorrow evening every single guest of this family is going to get the greatest shock of their life. They are going to get the opportunity to meet the eldest Bahu of this house. And I am going to witness the helplessness, embarrassment and tears in the eyes of every Raizada family member.

Payal: Hmmm.. Idea accha hai. Sometimes I wonder how do you get so many creepy ideas in your brains. I cant even get one in mine.
Khushi: ( smiled weakly cupping Payal's face): Thats because you are still innocent Payal. And you be so. At least someone between us deserve to get the happiness they deserve. Hai naa?
Payal: You too will get it Khushi. I have faith on it.

Khushi didnt wish to argue though she knew this aint possible.

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Arnav's voice was finally back and clear due to the Doctor's medication. He was with Shyam in the drawing room having few pegs at late night 11:30 just to cool off his frustration

Shyam: Bahut Shaatir hai woh ladki Saale Sahab. Kitni aasani se usne aap ko Rani Saheba ke nazron mein itna neeche gira diya? ( She is very cunning Saale Sahab.. How easily she lowered your dignity in Rani Saheba's eyes.?)

Arnav gulped the drink down his throat. He was so stressed these days.

Arnav: She must be manipulating us Jeejaji.. But not anymore. I have decided what I have to do.
Shyam: Dont do anything which she can use in her favour at some point of time ahead.
Arnav didnt respond. He was lost in his thoughts, in his plans.

Shyam: What are you planning by the way?

Arnav stood up from the couch.

Arnav: Kuch aisa joh usne mujhse kabhi expect nahi kiya hoga ..!! ( Something which she never expected me to do)

He gulped the drink again and threw the glass at the corner of the room. It was his chance to show some manners and teach some lessons to Khushi Gupta which he would love to do.

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Part 11

Arnav Singh Raizada was already drunk but not that heavily to not realise which room door he was pushing open.

Shyam: Saale Sahab.. Aap hosh mein toh hai? Yeh Guest room hai.. ( Saale Sahab.. Are you in  your senses? This is the Guest room)
Arnav smirked and turned around.
Arnav: I know Jeejaji. I know its guest room and I even know who stays here.
By Arnav's expressions Shyam could say he was plotting something.
Shyam: What are you planning to do?

Arnav smirked again and called Hari Prakash who was passing from the lobby. The Servant quickly came there for help.

Arnav: Get the duplicate keys of this room .
HP: But kyon Bhaiya?
Arnav gave him an angry look which made HP hurry downstairs and get the keys for him. Once he received the keys, he asked HP to leave.

HP left whereas Shyam and Arnav waited outside the guest room.

Arnav: Good night Jeejaji..
Shyam ( surprised): Saale Sahab.. I dont know what your intentions are. I can just tell you not to land yourself in any more troubles. We are already facing a lot these days.
Arnav: Dont worry. Its time we turn the tables now. Good night.

Shyam though didnt understand what was going on, he still allowed Arnav to take it forward from here. Arnav opened the door with the duplicate keys. The room was dark because his enemy Khushi Gupta was sleeping on the bed and snoring softly. He was stunned seeing her sleeping position. So much disoriented like a kid. He took few seconds to admire her. The pillow was at one corner and her head at the end of it. Her quilt lying half on her and half on the bed. Things might have been different in his heart, hadnt she been Shashi Gupta's daughter. Damm!! What was he thinking? It's all because he was drunk may be. He lied down on the couch locking the door from inside. Whatever it was, he will have to be the first person to wake up in this room especially when someone else from the family knocks the door in the morning.
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Morning

Anjali knocked the door twice which made Arnav open his eyes finally. He really got some good sleep last night though the hangover was still there. He pressed his head and then gave a cold stare at the bed where Khushi Gupta was still resting. Now the play begins, he thought. He came to the bed and placed his pillow next to Khushi's. He dumped the quilt which he used last night in the closet so that anyone looking at the bed would realise he and Khushi used the same quilt which was currently lying on the bed upon her. There is no big deal in that. Afterall every married couples do that. Use the same quilt. Thats what he wanted to show his family now onwards. After the set up was done, he immediately came back to the door and opened it purposely with a hard sound so that Khushi wakes up too. He wanted her to hear this conversation between him and whoever had banged the door. To his surprise it was no one but his Di. No opportunity can be better than this. He yawned quickly whereas Anjali was still watching him with surprise.

Arnav: Morning Di. (he stretched his arms high in air )
Anjali: Chotte? Tum? Yahan?

Khushi who had opened her eyes by now was equally shocked seeing Arnav Singh Raizada in her room at the door. When did he come here and why?? She started getting down the bed, drapping the dupatta on her neck.

Arnav: Where else do you expect me Di?
Anjali ( confused): In your room Chotte. .I mean Khushi stays here. And..
Arnav ( interrupted): And Khushi is my WIFE!!

Anjali was totally shocked when he confessed that so easily. Even Khushi who was stepping towards them felt frozen listening those words from THE Arnav Singh Raizada.

Anjali: I. .I didnt get you Chotte..
Arnav: (smirked): Let me clear your doubts then.. ( he purposely turned to the side and saw Khushi coming).. You woke up?.

Khushi was more confused. Arnav Singh Raizada talking to her in such a polite tone? Thats impossible. She was close enough for him to pull her hand and make her stand next to him.

Arnav: Me and Khushi have sorted out the problems between us.. I realise what mistake I did by leaving my wife to herself all these years. But her love and dedication towards our marriage has opened my eyes Di.  We talked about it last night and She has forgiven me..
Khushi surprisingly looked at Arnav's face.. This was a white lie.
Arnav: (smiling fake at Khushi): Hai naa Khushi?

Khushi was so stuck at the moment that she didnt even realise what to do next. Anjali was surprised but she was equally happy that her brother was finally doing something right. She immediately caressed his cheeks with moist eyes. He hated to see tears in his Di' eyes but he knew all this pain which his sister and the other members of the family were going through was temporary. Very soon he will drive Khushi Gupta out of this house and then things will be fine again.
Khushi was still speechless. Anjali hugged her too with a smile on face.

Anjali: It is such a nice day. I am sure today's Puja will be worth it. I will inform the family about this. I am sure they will be happy too. You both get freshen up and come down soon. Okay?

She went downstairs giving them a broad smile. The moment she left, Khushi kept staring at him with silence. She could feel some kind of strength in his tone, expressions and most importantly his behaviour. He folded his arms smirking at her observing the confusion in her eyes. But Khushi Gupta was not that weak. She turned around slowly to see the bed and saw the extra pillow kept beside her's on the bed, no quilt, no other symbol that he was sleeping elsewhere and not with her.

Arnav: You dont have to scratch your brains so much. I was sleeping beside you "BIWI".

She instantly looked again at him. "BIWI"? Seriously did he just called her that?

Arnav: Kya hua? Its annoying right? To hear "BIWI" from me ? Just like I feel annoying when you call me "Patiji".

Khushi was in the observatory mode only. She wanted to collect all the data before she utters something to him.

Arnav: Bahut shauk tha naa meri Biwi banne ka..? Finally your Devi Maiyaa has fulfilled your wish. She has given your "Patiji" enough Brains to accept you as his "Biwi". Let me see how long you sustain yourself of being my Wife in this house. ( he stepped towards her making her clutch the sides of her Dress in little fear though she didnt move back even an inch).. (Arnav looked intensely in her eyes).. WELCOME TO HELL MRS KHUSHI SINGH RAIZADA.. !!

Her heartbeats were rapid and irregular, she could feel that, but even then she maintained the same bold expressions on her face. He smirked and gently touched her cheeks. She do desperately wanted to shrug his arms off her but she maintained silence and a composed form. He cupped her cheeks.

Arnav: Bahut taqleef di naa maine tumhe? Bahut kuch sehna pada naa tumhe? Par ab se.. I promise you one thing Khushi.. Tumhaari har taqleef main badhaunga.. Tumhe itna majboor karunga ki tum khud apna saara samaan leke iss ghar se nikal jaogi. (I have given you a lot of pain, didnt I? You had to go through so much all these years. But now.. I promise you one thing Khushi. Your every pain will be doubled hencforth.. I will make you so much weak that you will yourself pack your bags to leave the house. )

She gulped down her nervousness.  She was continuously reminding herself not to go weak before him. She knew what his intentions were, she knew he had purposely changed his way of dealing with her and make her leave this house. So now if she shows her weakness, he will utilize it to its best which she can never let happen. She slowly held his hands and pressed it more on her face as if she was really liking him and his talks.

Khushi ( smiling): If you shower so much love on me "Patiji".. how will I find time to do the rest of my work? The day has just started.. And I dont judge my day with its morning.. Now if you give me little permission, I will freshen up and pack my bags. (Arnav was surprised .. She was going to pack her bags? Was she scared of his change and planning to leave ? She immediately completed her sentence).. I should shift to your Bedroom now.. Hai naa? That room belongs to me.. Not this.. Toh ab chodiye humme..

Very lovingly she moved him away and giving him a cold blush, she rushed inside the room to start her work. Arnav gritted his teeth.. This woman was surely not made of flesh. .How can she act so normal even when he tried scaring her to hell? Whatever it is, the fun had now begun and he will ensure to win this cat-mouse game between him and his "BIWI".

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Khushi angrily rubbed her cheeks hard with water to erase that touch of Arnav Singh Raizada's hands.. Payal was standing next to her looking at her helplessly. Payal could see the frustration in Khushi's eyes and the way she was hurting her own cheeks was not something she liked. She stopped Khushi from doing it.

Payal: Khushi enough.. Your cheeks have become red. Dont hurt yourself like this.
Khushi: ( angrily yanked at her): Then what do you expect me to do Payal ? Do you realise what I went through when he was smirking at me? Faking his love and concern for me before his sister ?? I could see glimpse of happiness in his eyes when he touched my face and told me how he is going to make my life hell. I am not bothered of what he plans to do ahead.. I just cant see him smiling.. I cant see him living in peace Payal.. He has to suffer.. He and his Jeejaji has to suffer for what they did with my family.

Payal clutched Khushi's arms and tried to cool her down.

Payal: They will suffer Khushi.. They both will get what they deserve. But for that you will have to remain strong. If you start hurting yourself, its like they are getting a plus point for it. They want you to go weak. They want to torture you to this extent that you unwillingly leave this house and return back to Sydney.. Will you allow this to happen? No right? Then compose yourself.. I know you are much stronger than what they think you are. So please get that energy back Khushi. Get that passion back which drove you all the way here in Delhi.. Please.. 

Payal was right. It was not right for her to show signs of weakness before Arnav Singh Raizada and Shyam Jha.. She will have to regain that courage within her to fight back. She wiped her face and took a deep breathe.

Khushi: You are right Payal.. Let me see to what extent he goes to make me leave this house. I know one day I will have to go away from here. But that day I am not leaving alone.. I am going to take the most important person in this house with me leaving this family suffer the loss for the rest of their lives.

Payal exactly knew which person Khushi was talking about. She noded and then hugged Khushi to give her some strength.

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Afternoon

Anjali was surprised to see so much enthusiasm in Arnav today and most importantly she liked the idea which he just presented before the family.

Anjali: Mooh Dikhai?
Arnav: Haan Di.. People dont know I got married but they deserve to get introduced to my wife now. And what best occassion can we get other than this? Today we have called few important people we know for the Puja, let they be introduced to Khushi as well. Afterall she is a part of us now.
Nani was not very happy about it but she too agreed with the idea no matter what the consequences would be.
Anjali: Haan Chotte.. Some or the other day we have to do this. So why not now.. I am okay with it.. But where is Khushi?

"I am here Di", she responded coming down the staircase. She had heard their conversation already. She wanted to get introduced to the whole world as Arnav Singh Raizada's wife but not this way. She had her own plans to make Arnav and his family shamefully accept their deeds, not by pride like they were planning at the moment.

Anjali: Khushi Chotte has thought of getting the Mooh Dikhaai done for you today after the Puja..
Khushi glanced at Arnav once.
Khushi: But Di.. How will we manage all this so soon?
Anjali: What is there to manage in it? We have everything in place already. Me and Manorama Chachi will get a Lehnga for you, which you can wear in the evening for the function. I am so excited to get you introduced to our guests. Its better if we dont let people a chance to know your marriage news from outside. That would be very shameful. So before they get to know, we will ourself let them all know.

Whatever Anjali said got a superb plan in Khushi's brains.

Anjali: Do you have any known friends, or relatives to be called?

Now that was the right question his Di asked . Arnav wanted to get some insights about the people she knew here. That way he would also be able to get to Shashi Gupta and learn his motives behind sending his daughter here.

Khushi: No di. I have no one here whom I know.
Anjali: Theek hai. So lets start the preparations. You get some rest because the evening will be very hectic for you and Chotte.. Okay? Go.. Payal.. Will you assist Khushi in arranging her things in Chotte's room?
Payal: Sure Di..
Arnav: No thats fine Payal.. I will assist her. (he interrupted)
Khushi was stunned when he agreed to do that. She knew he might have another way to torture her behind his approval for letting her stay in his bedroom. Arnav came to Khushi.

Arnav: Come "Biwi".. Lets arrange OUR room!! Chalo..

She unwillingly followed him with a fake blush on her face.

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Part 12

Arnav and Khushi entered the bedroom and he locked it firmly from inside which created some uneasiness within her. She stopped and looked at him curiously. She knew he was not going to let her do things so easily.

Khushi: I dont need your help in arranging my stuff here.
Arnav: You think I was willing to offer you that help either? You are the last person on this earth whom I can do any favour "BIWI" ( he smirked)

He purposely had started terming her as his wife just to keep annoying her though she didnt show any maddening expressions on her face.

Arnav: Let me highlight the very basic rule of this bedroom before you start dreaming your next plans to torture me.

RULE???  Wow. This was going exactly the opposite way now , she realised. Khushi still folded her arms and paid utmost attention to him.

Arnav: (stepping towards her): Toh Rule yeh hai.. Ki iss kamre mein wohi hoga.. joh main chahunga. ( So the rule is.. I will be the Ruler of everything that happens within this room)

She had thought he would come up with something like this. So this wasnt new for her. She turned around and started unzipping her trolley bag to get her stuff loaded in his closet. She had got very few clothes, and that too mostly chudidars and sarees. She removed one saree and kept it aside. He immediately threw it down.

Arnav: I dont like that color and since you are now my "BIWI", I dont want you to wear it either.

She clenched her jaw. Somewhere she was understanding what level of torment he had planned for her. But she didnt react. She ignored even picking that saree from floor and continued removing some other dresses from her bag. He picked another black dress of hers.

Arnav: The color is good but I didnt like the neck pattern. Too low for Arnav Singh Raizada's Wife to wear. REJECTED.

He threw that dress down on the floor, just beside the earlier saree. Khushi was highly frustrated. She stopped going any further with this thought of arranging the wardrobe. She zipped her bags again.

Arnav: What's wrong? Not willing to keep your stuff in MY Closet? Never mind. I wasnt interested either in sharing my things with you. '

She kept the bags down at the corner of the room. She was still silent.

Arnav:  Kya hua "BIWI"? Bolti bund? Where is all that Guts gone which you kept flaunting all these days?

He was just provoking her. It was better she replies something otherwise he should not think she had accepted defeat. She stepped towards him calmly.
Khushi: Be thankful that I am quiet even after the way you are behaving with me in "YOUR" room "PATIJI".. If I open my mouth, not just you but even your family will be left astounded.

She gave him a raged look directly meeting his eyes and then left hurriedly outside. She had a very important task to do which cannot be fulfilled if she was surrounded by Arnav Singh Raizada and his family all the time.

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"Here is the money", Khushi handed a bunch of 1000 rupees notes to the woman, whilst hiding herself in the car. "I hope you know what you have to do?, she added.

Woman: Do not worry Maam, you have given a very entertaining news for our Channel. We are going to use it to our fullest. But I have just one question. Why do you want to do this?

Khushi started raising the glass windows of the car, ready to leave.

Khushi: Thats none of your business.

She drove speedily again towards Raizada House as she cannot stay out for long. The family must not wonder what made her leave when there is such an important occassion planned today?

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Arnav Singh Raizada was looking for Khushi everywhere in the house. Her absence was pricking him. From now on, he wanted to have her before his eyes all the time so that he can keep a constant eye on her every move. She was at home an hour ago, where did she go all of a sudden? Not that he didnt dial her number to check, he did that thrice but she didnt respond. This is what made him more agitated.

Anjali: Chotte? This is your Sherwani ( kurta, Pyjama). Wear it for the Puja . OKay?
Arnav: Di aapne Khushi ko dekha? (Di did you see Khushi? )
Anjali: Yes.. I saw her many times. And she is very beautiful.. ( she made fun of him)

He gave her a cold stare.

Anjali: Seriously Chotte.. I cant believe it.. Till yesterday you didnt even acknowledge her as your wife and look at you today.. You are looking for her like a possessive husband. Great change huh!!
Arnav :Aap khush ho?( You are happy?)
Anjali (smiling): Bahut!! ( very much).. You have got the best Sister in law for me, what else do I need?

Payal immediately reached there.

Payal: Di?? Very unfair.. She is your best Sister in law and me?
Anjali: Aww.. You too Payal.. I am lucky to have such cute and understanding Bhabhi's. Touchwood.

Arnav was not interested in listening praises that too of Khushi Gupta.

Arnav: Payal Khushi ko kahin dekha? ( Payal did you see Khushi?)

Payal was the only one who knew where she was and why but she obviously cannot tell Arnav.

Payal: No.

He sighed in disappointment and thought of checking elsewhere. Payal and Anjali went in to continue their work. Finally Khushi Gupta entered the premises of the house.  She was in a hurry. He blocked her way behind the pillar.

Arnav: Kahan thi tum?  (Where were you?)

Anger was written all over his face. She was not in a mood to discuss it though.
Arnav: Tumhara phone bhi off tha.. Kya kar rahi thi? Kis se milne gayi thi? ( Your phone was switched off too. What were you doing? Whom did you go out to meet?)

She felt irritated to answer his questions.

Khushi: Aap se matlab? ( Why do you care?)
She tried moving past him but he caught her arm and dragged her again.
Arnav: Matlab hai..(There is a reason.. )
She knew he was not going to let her go that easily. She saw Anjali talking to Hari Prakash at the other corner.

Khushi (screamed): Di...
Arnav immediately loosened his grip on her. What the hell was she doing? Anjali came to them.
Khushi: Di .. Please explain your Chotte not to trouble me at this hour .If he keeps needing my time, when will I change? The guests will start coming in an hour..
Anjali (gigled): Chotte? What is all this? Itni bechaini? Dont worry.. Tumhe time milega apne "BIWI" ke saath spend karne ka. Par abhi nahi.. Baad mein.. Samjhe? Chodo Khushi ko.. ( Chotte? What is all this? So much desperation? Dont worry.. You will get time of your Wife but not now.. Later. Okay?)

She gently pulled Khushi's arm, making Arnav leave it and then finally dragged Khushi along with her towards the room. Khushi smiled at Arnav for being able to escape from him.

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Evening

The Guests had started coming.. There were many relatives and friends of Raizada's who were surprised to see a totally new member in the family.. Until the Puja was done, they were not introduced to her. There were little gossips going on here and there at the corners and some women even thought of asking Anjali and Nani on who she was. Suddenly there was a noise from the garden .One of the guard rushed inside and informed Akash that some news reporters had come out and they wanted to meet Arnav and Khushi and interview them .. Akash was shocked how  come the reporters knew about Khushi? He immediately ran upstairs to meet Arnav and Shyam who had still not come down. He informs them about the fuss downstairs at the garden.. Both Shyam and Arnav rush to the other window to see it themselves.. The media reporters are trying their best to take a maximum coverage of their house and sneak towards the main door to see if they are getting any glimpse of ASR's wife. .

Arnav: What the!! How did they come to know? We havnt even informed anyone from the Guests about Khushi..
Shyam: This is shocking..
Akash: These reporters have the habit to dig graves Arnav.. Dont take them lightly.

Arnav clenched his jaw. Somewhere he knew who might have done this. Now he realised why Khushi was not at home for an hour.

Akash: Come down soon and sort this.. I will be with the family till then..

He pressed Arnav's arm to give him assurance that at this situation he is obviously supporting him.. Akash left..

Arnav ( looking at Shyam): I know who did all this..
Shyam: She plans everything perfectly. She has put us in another mess.. We thought she might spoil the Puja but we never imagined she could do something lie this.
Arnav gritted his teeth.. He was so much angry that he could even beat someone to death but he knew this anger will lead him nowhere. He was in a fix. If he denies the media of being married, the family might not like it because according to them he has now accepted Khushi as his wife.. On the other hand if he accepts the blames of the media and confirms them that "he was married to Khushi", it will be Khushi's win.. Not his..

Arnav: Give me some time to think.. You go downstairs..
Shyam: But Saale Sahab.. I ..
Arnav: Jeejaji.. Please.. Go..

Shyam didnt argue.. He left unwillingly.. Arnav looks at the media reporters and thinks what was the best way to deal with them.. Once he was ready, he walked out.. Khushi was watching him coming down the stairs, with despertion.. She had that "Winning" Look already on her face and smile. It was confirmed to him now that she had planned all of this to make his family low before the guests and the media.. He rushed to her furiously and then before all the guests he pulled her from the crowd and in front of his confused family, he took her out at the main door. Khushi was astonished.. What was he doing? The moment Khushi and Arnav reached the door, the media started clicking photos as many as they could. Khushi hated the camera flashes.. She was scared ..She didnt wanted this to happen.. He raises his arm gesturing the media to stop throwing questions at him in such a irregular way ..There has to be some decency only after which he can answer them.. The reporters became quiet.. The Camera flashes were still On them and few reporters came forward with the mike towards the couple..

Reporter: ASR.. Is it true that you got married? When ? We all want to know about your wife.
Arnav very calmly smiled and held Khushi close to him faking his love.

Arnav: Whatever you have heard is right.. I got married privately today morning at my house, amidst few close family members.. She is my wife Mrs. Khushi Singh Raizada.

The Camera's clicked again on them.. Khushi was stunned.. She was so surprised when he introduced her so casually before the media without any remorse..

Arnav: I wanted to announce our marriage officially. Never thought it would get leaked like this.

Khushi was confused..

Reporter: Why a sudden marriage ASR? The world expected to see a grand wedding of yours..Dont you think you have made many of your friends and relatives upset for not giving them a chance to participate in your wedding?
Arnav: Khushi is going to Sydney for further studies which is why she wont be available for sometime.

Khushi was all the more surprised. What kind of fake stories was he building? The Reporters had further questions on his reply. They wanted to know more about Khushi and her plan of education. She was so blank that she had no answers to any of them. It was Arnav Singh Raizada who kept lieing all the time.

Arnav: ( cuddling Khushi more towards him purposely): I want my wife to stand on her feet and become independent. I always wanted such a woman in my life who doesnt depend on me for her little needs. Khushi is one of them.. She is self made, talented and very shrewd. So since she wants to persue her further studies, me or my family can never be a hinderance..
I know working out marriages staying at a two different peaks like this is difficult. But we will manage that. I hope ( he smirked looking at Khushi once again)

She was so much frustrated seeing the way he was telling the reporters a white lie like this.

Arnav:
 We got married not exactly with all those rituals today.. It was just on papers. So when she is back from Sydney after a year or so, we will officially celeberate our Anniversary completing all the rituals before the world. It will be like double celeberation.. I am sure she will make me proud when she is back home.

The media almost clapped hearing his praises for his wife. Khushi on the other hand is clean bowled.

Reporter: So ASR. Thats her plans.. What about your future plans as a couple?
Arnav: ( smirked again at them): Uhh.. Our further plans are little personal. Too early to share with anyone else. Its a husband- wife plans guys.. Dont embarass my wife like that. She is not used to handle the media like this..

That sentence again made the reporters giggle and Khushi was so much irritated on his every word. She struggled to come out of his grip and he realised he should stop now before she plays some other card and lets him down before the reporters.

Arnav: Thats it everyone. No more questions.. Please appreciate our private time here with our guests.. Like you all, even they deserve to wish us.. Excuse us now..!!

Saying that he held Khushi and dragged her back inside away from the media who kept clicking their pictures again and finally the security of Raizada Mansion drove the media out of the Premises.

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Part 13

Arnav dragged Khushi with him inside the house, away from the media. He knew his family would throw some questions again at him. He was ready to answer them. Its just that he cannot tolerate Khushi Gupta's plans to defame his family.

Khushi: Leave my hand. ( she struggled)
Arnav: SHUT UP and WALK.

He murmured with a fake smile on his face and they entered the Living room where the invited guests were waiting for them to clear the air. Before the guests could utter a word, he asked them to calm down.

Arnav: I know you all have been invited here for the Puja but our family had special plans to unbox this surprise of mine and Khushi's marriage with you. None of us thought the media will disrupt it this way. ( he glanced at Khushi once because he knew she was the one who had asked the Media to come here. He turned back to the guests ).. As you all might have heard, I married Khushi today morning legally. So here she is .. before you... My Wife .. Khushi Singh Raizada.

The guests happily congratulated the couple and the family members who were still stunned on why Arnav lied to them that he married today, though the fact was that he had married her few years ago. They knew he might have had a reason for this and the way they read it on his face, they realised it was just to save the dignity of his family in the media and the society. It was so strange that the same man who was responsible for spoiling their family's tradition by marrying a woman and leaving her stranded was now saving their family's name from tarnishing by accepting her before the media. 

"Your Bahu is very beautiful Devyani"

"Anjali, you finally got your Chotte married then. huhh?"

"Arnav, Mooh Dikhaai se kaam nahi chalega.. We need a big reception party.. In The Raizada Style"

"Are you guys going for Honeymoon?"

"When did this Love affair start.. From Sydney?"

"You guys make a lovely pair. May God bless you both"

"May Devi Maiyaa bless you with a third person soon to call you Mummy and Paapa"

The guests had innumerous wishes and blessings to give the couple and the family. Whatever Khushi had planned became totally opposite. Here people were appreciating the family instead of cursing them. This was a big blow for her. She was been defeated by Arnav Singh Raizada once again. Before the other guests could share few more blessings, she left upstairs, not caring that Anjali was  calling out her name and asking her to stop. Arnav smirked at her sudden departure from the Living room like that. Means he was successful in destroying her motives for tonight. What else did he want? Neither he had to break his family's heart, nor make them believe he was cruel enough in not accepting Khushi as his wife.  Smart move!!

Anjali was about to go behind Khushi but Arnav stopped her.

Anjali: Chotte.. Why did Khushi leave like this?
Arnav: I will go and check. You be here with the family and guests.
Anjali nervously agreed and allowed Arnav to go.

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Arnav reached the bedroom and saw Khushi standing at the poolside angrily looking at the pool water. He smirked and stood beside.

Arnav: BIWI.. Why did you come here? There are so many guests down who are still waiting to meet the bahu of this house.. Chalo.!!

Khushi clenched her jaw trying to control her anger. She was still not believing that even after putting so much efforts she couldnt see the Raizada family getting defamed by the media and their own relatives.

Arnav: Ch..ch..ch..ch.. ( he sighed )..What had you thought? Bribing the media will succeed your plan? Khushi Gupta, even after staying so many days with me, you still havnt judged my capabalities. I control every single thread of joy in this family. Without my attention, no person can even think of harming them. Years back your father tried to destroy us.. But what happened? At the end, I WON.. Now he has sent you to play your cards.. But the end will remain the same..

He clicked his fingers at her face to make her eyes meet his.

Arnav: I WILL WIN EVERY CHALLENGE YOU THROW AT ME KHUSHI GUPTA..

She fisted the sides of her Lehnga.. She just wanted to smack someone.

Arnav: Its better if you start packing your bags to leave this house.. And yea.. Dont worry about the Flight Tickets.. I will ask Aman to book the First class tickets for you. I am sure while coming from Sydney you might have come by Economy Class only ..

Khushi lowered her eyes to hide her tears.. She did not wanted him to know she was falling weak.

Arnav: Anyways.. Baatein toh hoti rahegi.. Come down .. "BIWI" .. We are the VIP in the function tonight.. This is the first and the last grand party that you will be attending with the Raizada's. Dont miss it. Come soon.

He turned to leave but at that same instant, she placed her arm on his shoulder to stop him. WHile he talked to her, she had gained enough strength to reply back to every comment of his.

Khushi: You are right "Patiji".. ( she came and stood before him smiling).. Book the ticket for Sydney.. Because some day or the other I will have to leave this house.. And even I am interested to get that day soon in my life.. So please book the ticket.. BUT.. ( she purposely paused to notice the change in his expressions ).. BUT before I leave this house, I am going to complete my Motive here.. Without that no one.. ( she stepped forward ).. NO ONE can throw me out of this place.. Not even you. .Remember that ..

Arnav clenched his jaw seeing her guts..

Khushi: Ch..ch..ch..ch.. ( she sighed ). I know what you are thinking.. You are thinking what that Motive of mine is.. Hai naa Patiji? I have created enough suspense till now .. But its better if I tell you what that is.. Toh Suniye.. MR ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA.. ( she moved closer to him, her eyes locked with his as she wanted to notice each and every change in his expressions ).. You love your Di very much naa? So be ready.. Be ready to see your Di's marriage breaking.. ( Arnav fisted his fingers.. Had it been any man saying this, he would have smacked his face.. Khushi continued.. ) I am going to break your sister's marriage.. Just like you broke my Sister's marriage 5 years back. ( Khushi's eyes turned red in anger remembering that time).. Your Di will be living in this same house forever crying and cursing that day when she had believed in Shyam Jha and married him.. I will tell her everything what you and Shyam plotted against my sister.. against her marriage.. Your Di is very sensitive "Patiji"? I fear how she is going to sustain this much shock ??

Arnav was about to grip her arms and pin her to the wall in anger when suddenly they both heard Anjali's voice from their room. Arnav controlled his anger and Khushi smilingly turned to Anjali who came to them..

Anjali: Chotte? Khushi? Is everything okay?
Khushi: Haan Di.. We were just.. talking..
Anjali ( coming to them): But why did you come upstairs leaving the function?
Khushi: Woh Di.. My head started aching.. I was feeling dizzy so thought of coming back and relaxing for some minutes in the room.
Anjali: ohh.. How are you feeling now?
Khushi ( holding Anjali's hand and smiling): Much better Di.. And Arnavji contributed a lot in making me feel better. .hai naa "Patiji"?

Arnav had no strength to fake a smile he was that much frustrated.. Without meeting their eyes, he just walked out of the room..

Anjali: Arre.. What happened to him now?
Khushi ( gigled): Kuch nahi Di.. Sharma gaye honge.. ( Nothing Di. He must have felt shy)
Anjali ( confused): Shy? Why?
Khushi: Thats because he doesnt want to admit that after coming in the room, he applied some balm on my forehead.. I am feeling better now because of him.. Your brother never takes Credit of his actions.. ( she actually meant it in the other way.. Arnav had never taken the full credit of spoiling Khushi's sister's life by his actions 5 years ago. )
Anjali: Aww.. My Chotte is always like that. He never hurts people.. He always wants to see them smiling and happy..

Khushi controlled her anger.. Only she knew how much fake these praises were .. Arnav Singh Raizada had ruined their lives.. She can never forget that ..

Anjali: Chalo. Lets go down.. Everyone are waiting.. Come..

She took Khushi along with her..

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The function ended and after all the guests were gone, Arnav and Khushi were made to sit with the family on the Couch. Arnav had still not come out of that conversation which he and Khushi had earlier in their room about her motives.. She wanted to break his Di's marriage? Damm!! He can never let that happen.. ever..

Anjali: Chotte..We understood you had to lie the media about the actual marriage date. But one thing is still a confusion for her. You told them that Khushi wants to do her higher studies In Sydney. .Is that true?

Arnav was too much lost in his own thoughts .. He wasnt even  concentrating. Khushi had realised that and hence she took the lead to reply back.

Khushi: Haan Di. .He is right.. I have to study further.. And this is not just my decision.. Arnavji has also agreed for it. He wants me to stand on my own feet.. he wants me to achieve success in every MOTIVE of mine.. Hai naa Arnavji.. ( she purposely asked this question before everyone)

Arnav exactly knew which motive she was talking about.. The motive of breaking his Di's marriage.. he didnt reply. He was that frustrated..

Arnav ( getting up from couch): Di main thak gaya hoon.. I am going to my room. Good night..

Anjali immediately stopped him..

Anjali: Arre.. What is this Chotte? How can you be so tired tonight?
Arnav: Anything special tonight?  ( even if there was anything special, he had no interest to be honest)
Anjali held Khushi's hand and brought her near  Arnav. Even Khushi was unsure what Anjali wanted to say..

Anjali: Today is yours and Khushi's first night in this house together.. You are going to stay in one room Chotte.. That's special for us..

Arnav and Khushi's faces dropped..

Nani unwillingly came forward..

Nani: Now that you have accepted Khushi as your wife so openly. .. there is nothing left for us to deny accepting her. Even though the remorse of not seeing your wedding will always remain.But we do not want to miss any other rituals related to your marriage. Anjali bitiya.. Please make the preperations. Let them both go and rest. Its very late already.
Anjali ( excited): Ji Nani..Come Khushi..

She took Khushi with her in the kitchen.. Arnav was still stunned.. But why was he even bothered of all this? Who the hell will check what happens behind their closed doors? He had nothing to do with this woman except revenging her, failing her plans and not letting her accomplishing her motives.. he had to think how to stop her from letting his Di know what had happened years ago.. He had to stop Khushi from breaking his Di's marriage..He rushed in the room..

Payal followed Khushi and Anjali in the kitchen.. When she entered, Khushi looked at Payal with confusion on her face.. Payal gestured her to be calm..

Anjali prepared a glass of milk for Arnav and handed it to Khushi..

Anjali: Just a ritual... I know chotte is not going to drink this much.. But .. Still.. Chalo.. I will drop you to your room.. Come..

Khushi faked a smile and holding the milk glass in her hand she stepped outside the kitchen..

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Part 14

Anjali and Khushi entered the room, Arnav wasnt around. He was at the Poolside standing alone, fisting his fingers thinking about what Khushi Gupta told him earlier today. So she wanted to break his Di's marriage? How dare she? He will never let that happen. Does she think it will be so easy for her to do something like this? His Di was the most important person in his life, he will not let anyone harm her. So what if Khushi Gupta had made plans to disturb his Di, he will always stand in between her motives and his Di until his last breathe.

Anjali: Chotte.. I have got your "BIWI". Come inside.

He still had his back facing Anjali and he did not want her to see the anger on his face.

Arnav: (controlling his rage): Good night Di ( he said without turning around)

Anjali took it in the other way. She chuckled thinking Arnav was hurrying for her to leave him and his wife alone.
Anjali: Jaate hai baba.. Sabar karo... (I am going .. Have some patience)

She went back inside to Khushi who was still holding the glass of milk in her hand.

Anjali: This is a very special moment for every couple Khushi, and after all the hinderences, misunderstandings and bitterness you both have undergone from past so many years, I am glad that things are settling down for good.

She gently kissed Khushi's forehead as if blessing her again. Khushi felt uneasy, not because of the occassion but due to the fact that for revenging Arnav singh Raizada, she was planning to break his sister's marriage just to show him what it means to see your sibbling hurt. She knew Anjali didnt deserve it. Anjali had always been sweet and gentle towards her from the start then how can she ditch a woman like her who was purely innocent.

Anjali caressed Khushi's cheek and then left the room. The moment she left, Arnav stormed inside the bedroom. Khushi was startled to see his angered face, not that she didnt know why he was so frustrated. He locked the door from inside and turned to her.

Khushi (faking a smile): Awww.. Patiji.. you look stressed.. Do you need me to press your head ?

She was purposely coaxing him and he was well aware of that. Within next second he reached her and dragged her to the poolside door. She never liked it when he manhandled her. Today was no different. He left her hand with a force once she was out of the room. The intensity with which he left her hand was so high that Khushi almost stumbled to balance herself.

Arnav ( gritting his teeth): This is your place..OUTSIDE these doors. OUTSIDE my room.

She clenched her jaw, meeting his eyes with the same frustration which he showed to her.

Arnav: You might have thought things are getting in your control. But keep those dreams out of this room. I have allowed you to stay here inside my room not to win hearts of my family. You are going to regret high Khushi Gupta because every minute you spend here from now on is going to torture you. Get prepared for that.

He slide the French doors which were the only barriers between him and her and looked at her again.

Arnav: Naa tumhaari Shaqal dekhni hai.. Naa tumse baat karni hai..!

Saying that with one jerk he pulled the Curtains of the French doors to avoid seeing her. Khushi angrily clutched the sides of her Lehnga.. This man had no remorse of what he did with her sister. She is not going to free him so easily. He will have to repay high. He had no heart for sure. He was making a woman sleep outside, at the poolside in this chilling weather? He cant be more cruel than that, can he? She hugged herself and sat quietly at the edge of the poolside, rubbing her palms and trying to get some warmth. It was going to be a very long night..

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Next Morning

The door knock disturbed Arnav Singh Raizada's sleep, who was lying on the bed, under the quilt, enjoying its warmth. He placed the pillow on his ears to avoid hearing the knocks. But very soon he could hear his sister's voice calling him from the door.

Anjali: CHotte? Khushi?

He immediately got up and sat on the bed trying to analyse the situation. According to the family, Khushi and he had accepted their marriage which means they would assume her to be in the room, not at the poolside.He quickly got down the bed.

Arnav: Di ek minute!! ( he tried getting some time from his sister who was continuously banging the door.)

He opened the french door and there he saw Khushi Gupta sleeping at the pool edge, almost cuddling to herself and shivering in her sleep. It was pretty cold out. But why was he bothered for her? He stopped his heart from feeling pity on this woman and came to Khushi.

Arnav: Khushi get up.. ( he screamed)

His tone was sharp and loud enough for anyone to wake up easily getting disturbed but Khushi didnt move an inch. Was she doing this purposely?

Arnav: Khushi.. I said GET UP.  Di is at the door dammit!!

She didnt show any movements which now scared him too.. He kneeled down and patted her cheeks.. Thats when he realised she was unconscious..!! From how long? Damm!!! Did he cross his limits in punishing her? He quickly picked her in arms and carried her inside the room. He placed her on the bed and covered her with the quilt.. He rubbed her palms but no luck..Khushi wasnt even opening her eye. And there his Di was banging the door again and again.. He finally had to open the door.. Anjali showed enough decency not to peep in.

Anjali: Chotte? Why so long?

Arnav had no reply but he was trying to find one.. Anjali chuckled seeing him so blank. She pinched his cheeks and then passed the tea tray to him.

Anjali: If you both have got enough sleep then get freshen up with this tea and come down. Lets have the breakfast together. Okay?

She smiled at him and left. Arnav closed the door in a hurry. He was still in a state of confusion on how to wake up Khushi? Should he call a Doctor? What will he tell home? What will he tell them what happened to Khushi and why was she so cold? He had to think something fast.. He cant risk a woman's health like this, not even if she is his enemy. Suddenly he heard Khushi's voice.

Khushi: Worried for me "Patiji"?

He turned around with a shock. She was sitting on his bed, holding the warm quilt properly to cover herself from the chilling cold and grinning at him.

Arnav: Tum? ( you.?? )
Khushi: Hum theek hai.. See.!! ( I am fine.. See.. )

Arnav was totally shocked..

Khushi: What did you think? I fainted? I was unconscious because you made me spend the whole night at the poolside? Huh!! I have seen worst than this Arnav SIngh Raizada. This cold is nothing for me.

Arnav gritted his teeth with anger.

Arnav: So you were fooling me?
Khushi: Ofcourse..I was. I heard the door knock before you. But I pretended to be sleeping. And then when you came to wake me up, this idea popped up in my head. Why not make your condition worse? Why not let your di come in and see where you made me sleep? So I devised this plan. I faked my unconsciousness. And you did exactly what I wanted you to do.

She got down the bed and came to him.

Khushi: You showed me my right place.. HERE.. ( she pointed at the bed).. This is where I belong.. This room is not yours anymore.. Its mine too. You threw me outside last night and today morning it was again YOU who got me inside. Isnt that a cool victory? ( she proudly asked)

Arnav stepped towards her in anger.

Arnav: How dare you?
She placed her arm on his shoulders 
Khushi: Relax Patiji.. This is nothing.. In future you are going to see me doing better than this. Remember what I told you yesterday? I am going to break your Di's marriage? I am going to take it very seriously from today onwards. So now I DARE YOU PAtiji.. if you can, try stop me.

Saying that she slowly moved aside but stopped and again whispered in his ears.

Khushi: I bet you cant!!

She gigled and walked inside the bathroom to freshen up. Arnav threw the tray and the tea cups aside in anger, spilling all the tea on the floor. Khushi shut the bathroom door grinning again. She had expected him to do something like this. The man had no control on his anger for sure. But she loved teasing him and seeing him frustrated made her happy.. very happy..

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Khushi started shivering as she poured the coffee in the cup at the Dining table. As told by Anjali, everyone were having the breakfast together. Arnav was eating his breakfast quietly.

Payal: Khushi ? What happened? Why is your hand shivering?
Khushi: I am feeling cold.
Anjali: Cold? Why?

Khushi and Arnav gave a stare to each other and that one stare raised enough fear in Arnav's mind if she was planning to tell the family that he made her sleep at the Poolside. She smirked at him and he could clearly say she was going to blurt that out, so before she opens her mouth, he shut it by making his own statement.

Arnav: Di we spent the night at the Poolside..

Khushi was stunned when he said that. All the others kept staring at Arnav to know what he meant.. He added.

Arnav: Khushi likes to watch stars.. So . I fulfilled her wish to sleep under the open sky..

He had been known  once to be honest but these days all he spoke was only lie.. He hated himself for being so false before his family. They were so innocent not to catch his lie. He just didnt want to lose them. Payal and Khushi glanced at each other. Though Payal knew Arnav was faking she just wanted to check if Khushi was really fine because the way she shivered, made her worry.

Anjali: How romantic is that.. Saw Shyam.. Thats what couples do. ( she pouted seeing her husband as if teasing him )
Khushi got the right moment to scare Arnav and Shyam again.

Khushi: Uhh Di.. May be Jeejaji wants to do all this with someone else..

Anjali's face became low. Shyam was highly nervous.. She was trying to brainwash his wife. He cannot handle that. Even Arnav was angry on what Khushi said.

Arnav: Shut up Khushi. My jeejaji loves Di.
Khushi: When did I say he faked his love for DI? Neither I meant he faked his love for anyone else too. ( she tried holding her laugh. .She was enjoying this teasing).. I just meant.. Di and Jeejaji also needs to enjoy their married life like us. They have to get some time alone for themselves. Di is always busy in household work and Jeejaji in his office. How will they get time for each other?

Nani: She is right Chotte. What you couldnt think all these years your wife did. Anjali and Daamadji needs a break.
Khushi: Hmm. Right Naniji. And I know which is the best place for that break. SYDNEY!! ( she declared)

Arnav and Shyam's face was worth watching. They were so much nervous. They can never imagine Anjali going to Sydney as Shashi Gupta and his Elder daughter Simran were still staying there. So this is Khushi's plan to break His Di's marriage? To make Anjali and Shyam leave for Sydney so that from there, her sister can take things forward in poking her nose in between the couple and breaking their ties off. He can never let that happen.

Arnav: Di kahin nahi jaayegi.. You hear that? ( he angrily asked)

Khushi got a glimpse already why her Patiji was denying. She was again enjoying his restlessness.

Khushi: But I just wanted them to enjoy Patiji..
Arnav: (gritting his teeth): I SAID DI IS NOT GOING ANYWHERE.. ( he got up from there leaving his breakfast half done and walked back to the room)

The family were surprised why Arnav behaved so odd suddenly. ? What harm will it cause if Khushi was thinking to send Anjali and Shyam outdoor  for sometime? Payal and Khushi looked at each other and smiled. Things were working exactly the way they had imagined. The play has just started.!!

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Part 15

Shyam: Saale Sahab.. Your behaviour one day will grow a seed of suspicion in Rani Saheba's mind. You are reacting exactly the way Khushi wants you to.
Arnav: I dont care Jeejaji.. All I know is I am not going to bear what she throws back on us. Its necessary to give it to her then and there.
Shyam: Kab tak? Till when are we going to hide this Saale Sahab?

Arnav looked in confusion to Shyam.

Shyam: Dont take me wrong.. But the way things are happening in this house, I think very soon Rani Saheba will come to know everything. I .. I fear if someday she knows everything and.. ( he sat on the couch frigtened).. You know how much she hates all this. Even the time when we were leaving for Sydney years back to revenge the Gupta's, she had warned us not to harm anyone in the process.
Arnav: But we had no choice.. We had no other way to get back the Raizada Property. We had to do this Jeejaji.
Shyam: Anjali wont get convinced by this Saale Sahab.. I am scared if she takes any drastic step and .. we lose her.. !!
Arnav ( angrily responded): No one is going to lose anyone in this house.. If anyone would, then its Khushi Gupta. Aman has got a valuable information for us. He is able to trace the information of Khushi's sister.  She is still in Sydney.
Shyam was totally shocked..

Shyam: Simran is still in sydney..? did she... did she marry?
Arnav : We dont have that information yet.. I suppose she might have. And then this can be her plan as well to send Khushi here for revenging us for what we did with them. Shashi Gupta is still untraceable. No whereabouts of his. 
Shyam: Hmm. What if we are wrong Arnav? What if Simram is not the one who has sent Khushi here? I dont think she can do this.
Arnav: (angrily): I dont give a damm who sent Khushi here. All I know is she is one of the Gupta's who want to ruin my Di's marriage and I am not going to let that happen.

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Anjali's Bedroom

Khushi was showing Anjali some best places of Australia, especially Sydney where she and Shyam can spend some vacation.

Khushi : Look at this beach Di.. Isnt it beautiful? Imagine you and Jeejaji here.. Have you ever taken a relaxing Spa at a place like this? Its amazing.. Feels like you are the queen and everyone is treating you ..
Anjali chuckled.
Anjali: I would love to take one.. But Khushi.. I dont understand why Chotte is so against it.
Khushi: I will tell you why.. May be he is jealous.. ( she joked)..He didnt get an opportunity to spend quality time with his Wife at a place like this.. SO he doesnt want anyone else to get that time either.

Anjali : Haww... Never. my Chotte can never be Jealous of anyone.. And definately not on his DI.
Khushi ( smiled): I know.. He loves you very much..
Anjali: May be he cannot stay without me even now.. He is so used to me..
Khushi: Thats because you are the Best DI for him in the world!!  ( she praised)

Anjali suddenly remembered something.. She wanted to ask Khushi this from a long time.

Anjali: Khushi.. What about your Sister? Her name is Simran right? Correct me if I am wrong..

Khushi suddenly froze..

Anjali: Where is she? You never talk about her. Neither you invited her for the Muh dikhai when I asked you if you want to call any of your side relatives. You told me you dont have anyone else whom you know.. But what about Simran?
Khushi gulped hard.. The mere thought of her Jeeji made her weak.. Yea. .She called her Jeeji.. right from childhood.

Khushi: Jeeji.. Uhh.. She is there in Sydney only..
Anjali (happy to hear that): Accha? How is she? Does she keep calling you frequently?

Khushi's eyes watered. She moved the laptop aside and excused herself. She wanted to hide her tears from Anjali.. And whenever she remembered her Jeeji , she always became depressed. Anjali could feel there is something majorly wrong in Khushi's family which is why she acted like this.

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After some time

Anjali: And she left my room in tears Chotte.. I still feel there is something she is hiding from us. I mean, related to her Sister. I hope Simran is doing fine. Or may be they are not in talking terms anymore. But why?

Anjali shared what happened between her and Khushi today so that even Arnav is aware of this.

Anjali: Just talk to her and see what the problem is. You are her husband. All her pain is yours too.
Arnav faked a smile and noded his head. He can never share Khushi Gupta's pain.. But he thought of checking with his Di more about Simran Gupta.. May be he could get some hint on the matter.

Anjali: Remember Chotte when we were small, and Paapa used to take us to meet these girls?

Arnav was surprised.. He had met Khushi in his childhood? He doesnt remember that much.

Arnav: I was too young I suppose.
Anjali ( smiled): Haan.. I think some 4 years may be. But I was older and so was Simran.. I still remember playing Hide and seek with her. She always used to hide you with her, so that you dont get caught..
Arnav was stunned..
Anjali: And you know what she used to say? She wanted to a Brother too.. just like you.. You might not know but she was the first one who started calling you "Chotte".

Arnav was totally shocked. What kind of memories were these? And that too with the Elder daughter of Gupta's whose life he and Shyam had messed with in the name of revenge?

Anjali: Sometimes I think, what if Shashi Uncle had not cheated on us after Paapa's death? What if he had been good to us forever? We would have been raised with Simran and Khushi. It would have been so nice... These sisters are a gem Chotte.. I hope they get all the happiness in their lives.. Simran is still a legal heir to the Gupta's but even after knowing Khushi was not her real sister, she always cared for her so much. She really has a gold heart..

Arnav was startled..

Arnav: What? Khushi is not Shashi's Gupta's duaghter?
Anjali: She is an adopted one. I suppose she is Shashi's wife's sister's daughter. After her parents death she was been adopted by Shashi Gupta and his wife. Khushi was hardly one year old when Shashi Gupta brought her in their house. And since then she became a part of their family. You didnt knew this? Khushi never told you ?

Arnav was getting shocks and surprises all at the same time.. He didnt understand how to react.. There was so much to this Gupta's history that was still a secret for him. Why didnt he find it out earlier? Thats why Shashi had kept the entire property which he cheated from the Raizada's only on his Elder daughter's name.. Simran .. And thats why he and Shyam had to target only her in their plan. Khushi was never in picture.. He only knew those days that Khushi was sent to study in Melbourne which is why she was not staying with Shashi and Simran those days.. It was only once when Shyam had met Khushi. .coincidently when she had come to Sydney to collect some important documents for her exams.. Otherwise she was directly supposed to reach on the marriage day only.. SHYAM and SIMRAN's marriage!!

Anjali shook him.

Anjali: Chotte? Kya hua?
Arnav: (gulped): Uhh.. Kuch nahi Di .. I will just make a call ..Some official work..

Giving this excuse he left the room, but whatever his Di told him today about the Gupta's history was still floating in his mind. Did he hurry in revenging the Gupta's? Noo.. How can he forget what Shashi Gupta did? That man was the reason why Anjali Di was limp today.. he had pushed his Di from the stairs when she was hardly 8 years old. And why did he do that? Only because she was questioning that man how could he snatch away all their property from them? He can never forgive Shashi Gupta in his entire lifetime.. Even in his next births he will keep hating that man.

But in the process, did he hurt a wrong person? Did he hurt an innocent woman who had nothing to do with all this? Who was as pure as his Di was? Dammm!! He punched the side pillar to take out his frustration.Until he reaches the core of this matter now, he can never get sound sleep.

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Night

Khushi was in Arnav's room taking out the quilt from cupboard. Thats when Arnav walked in. After the Breakfast he hadnt seen her at all. It felt so good not to have her around him. He instantly remembered what his Di told him about their childhood. That he and Khushi used to play together, with their respective elder sister's along.

Arnav: Ajeeb baat hai naa Biwi.. Hum yeh sab pehle bhi khel chuke hai!! (Its quite strange Biwi.. That we have played this earlier too. )
Khushi: Played? ( she questioned back)
Arnav ( got inside the room): Hmm.. Hide and Seek!!

Khushi still didnt understand what he meant

Arnav: Earlier we were innocent.. We played the game sticking to its rules.. But now.. we are equally dangerous.. Breaking all rules, all barriers, we just want to win. And not just that.. we want the loser to feel immense pain of his /her loss. Earlier we might have celeberated the victory of one person who won. Today we cant tolerate the slightest smile on the other person's lips. Such a drastic change this is.

Khushi was still not realising on what context he was saying all this to her.

Khushi: Are you drunk? What are you talking about huhh?
Arnav sighed and stood close to her looking in the eyes.

Arnav: Why are you doing all this? For a father and sister who arent even your own?

Khushi was astounded by his question.

Arnav: Why risking your life for a family which adopted you ? In these few days, I have measured your capabilities Khushi. USe them on the right track, you might succeed. What is the point for revenging me because those people, who arent even your own faced the consequences of their deeds?

Khushi was highly frustrated by now. She clutched his collar and pulled him in anger.

Khushi: What had my Simran Jeeji do that you spoiled her life? Only because she was the real Gupta blood?

For the first time they were actually not beating the bush and speaking to the point about this whole fiasco. Arnav was raged by her actions, he held her hand and took it off his collar.

Arnav: She had Raizada property on her name. Had it been on Shashi Gupta's name, I wouldnt have bothered her.

Khushi laughed in sarcasm..

Khushi: Look whose saying this? (She laughed again). .. A man whose blood boils just by hearing the word "GUPTA".. would have spared his Enemy's daughters? Tell this lie to someone else "Patiji".. Not me!!

She pushed him away and left at the Poolside. It was definately cold but she didnt mind sleeping here for decades even if she had to. She never cared for health, all that was important to her was giving sleepless nights to Arnav Singh Raizada and Shyam Jha. Arnav had followed her at the Poolside.

Arnav: You can sleep in the room.

She raised her eyebrow and turned to face him.

Khushi: I cant bear your sight for the whole night. Days are still fine.
Arnav: You think I can tolerate you in one room for hours? Never. But what happened today, I dont want it to repeat every morning. So you better get inside and take the Recliner.
Khushi: I want the Bed.
Arnav: Shut up ( he gritted his teeth)
Khushi picked the quilt and walked inside.
Khushi: I am not giving you a choice Patiji.. Take it or leave it.

Stating that she jumped on the bed and lied down. He kept looking at her in anger for some seconds.

Khushi: Shut the lamps please. I dont get sleep in light.
She knew how much frustrated he was but who cares? Thats how she liked to see him.. She closed her eyes to sleep and he took the recliner .

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Part 16

"Haan Jeeji..I have made things clear in this house. Its just your turn to come here and spoil the rest of it.", Khushi screamed aloud on the phone waking up Arnav Singh Raizada who was sleeping on the recliner. The moment he heard Khushi's voice, he tried to analyse whom she was talking too. Jeeji? Was she speaking to her sister? Simran?

"They are finished Jeeji. I am just imagining their faces when they will see you here before them", she added.

Was she calling her sister here? Damm!!! Arnav got up from the recliner and walked to her. He quickly snatched the phone from her hand only to realise there was no one she had dialed yet. She was speaking all this on purpose. Khushi started laughing heartily. .

Arnav ( gritting his teeth): How dare you ? Mazaak karne ki bhi ek hadh hoti hai.. ( There is a limit to even make fun of )
Khushi: Mazaak? ( she laughed again) .. If this little fun can get you sweat, what if it turns real some day?
Arnav clenched his jaw.
Khushi: What if Simran Jeeji comes here and..
Arnav: ENOUGH!! ( he interrupted)

Khushi smirked at his helplessness and then snatched her phone back from him.

Khushi: Its not good to get angry early morning. Relax Patiji.. Actually guess what? I have a very good suggestion. Go to the Gym.. Do some exercise and stay fit. Because no matter how much you get frustrated, I am still going to play my cards. ( she smiled and turned to leave)

Arnav clutched her hand and stopped her, turning Khushi again to look at him. Anger was written all over his face.

Arnav: WHAT CARDS?
Khushi could see his anxiety in knowing her next plans.
Khushi: You dont know? Dont be so innocent Patiji... ( she purposely teased back)
Arnav pressed her hand more tight in anger.
Arnav: Dont test my patience. ( he warned)
Khushi felt the pain and she immediately withdrew her arm from his.

Khushi: You want to know? Then listen.. I am tired of staying in this house, under one roof with you. So I have decided to leave.

Arnav was surprised and he didnt miss to smile at what she said.

Arnav: Who stopped you then? LEAVE!!
Khushi ( smirked back): You are forgetting something Patiji.. Remember I had told you earlier.. When I leave this house, I wont go alone.. ( she stepped towards him with courage and whispered in his ears). I am going to tell your Di everything what you and your Jeejaji did with my sister. You very well know she wont stand in this house with people like you who cheated a woman for money. She will leave this house and stay away from you.. And thats when I will pack my stuff and leave!! Samjhe?

Arnav was highly irritated by what she said. Within seconds he pinned her to the French doors.

Arnav: You wont do any of this!! Am I clear? ( he asked in anger)

Khushi: Why? Why Shouldnt I ? Give me a reason. ( she tauntingly asked)
Arnav was so much pissed off by her but she still maintained a smile on her lips.
Khushi: Okay.. I wont tell anything to her now.. But meri ek Shart hai.. ( But I have a deal to make)
Arnav: Kaisi shart? ( What deal?)
Khushi: You will act like Puppets in my hands for the next 24 hours. You  will do everything that I make you do and that too before the family. Anything means ... Anything.. Whatever I ask for..

Arnav was shocked. What the hell was she asking him to do?

Khushi: So? Lagi Shart ?( So .. ? Deal?)
Arnav: ( gritting): DEAL my Foot. !! I am not doing anything what you want!!
Khushi: Okay... Your wish.. Then you cant stop me from uttering the truth to your Di. Dont blame me later..

She pushed him away so that she could leave but he stopped her again.

Arnav: 24 HOURS!! ( he confirmed in a harsh tone).. Just 24 hours Khushi Gupta and this Deal is over.!! You get that?
Khushi: Ofcourse!! PATIJI!! ( she tortured him again by that name)

He left her with a jerk and tried to leave in the bathroom when she blocked his way.

Arnav: What the!!
Khushi: I want COffee..
Arnav: Excuse me? So what should I do? Ask HP to get it.
Khushi: You forgot the RULES Patiji? THE DEAL!! Remember? You have to do anything I ask you to do!! So.. GO AND MAKE A NICE COFFEE FOR ME!! GO.!! ( she very lovingly commanded )

Arnav's temper was rising.

Arnav: I have to use the washroom first ( he said fisting his fingers to control the anger)
Khushi: No ways.. How long does it take to make a Coffee? Hardly 5 minutes. Make it .. And then go wherever you want..
Arnav was so much hyper but he knew he cannot deny her words.. Or else she will rush to his Di and tell her everything. He had to agree. He banged his fist on the wall and then left the room in that same state, without even brushing to make Coffee for his "BIWI"

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Anjali was surprised to see Arnav in such a sleepy mode early morning in the Kitchen.. and that too making Coffee..

Anjali: Chotte? Why are you making it? You should have called me if you needed a Coffee..

Arnav was about to say something but Khushi who had followed Anjali immediately replied from behind.

Khushi: Nahi Di.. He is not going to listen to anyone..
Arnav frowned.
Anjali (confused): Wont listen? Why?
Khushi: He wants to impress his wife today.. ( she faked a blush).. He is making that coffee for me.. God knows what happened to him today morning.. When I woke up, he was admiring me.. And then when I asked, he said he wants to do everything which a lovable husband would do for his wife.. Thats where all this started and he landed up here. In the Kitchen! ( she lied)

Arnav was done with these lies she keeps telling to make things in her favour. It was high time he ends it.. He came to Khushi with the Coffee mug and passed it to her. His expressions were still very cold.

Khushi: Thanks.. ( she sipped it and suddenly made a face).. Ekkks.. You forgot to add sugar in it?
Arnav ( smirked): Bhool gayi? What did you tell me? The coffee should be of my style, my taste? Thats how I prefer a coffee.
Anjali: Aww.. You both are just so lovable. Giving value to each other's taste.. How sweet..

Khushi gave an angry stare to Arnav for spoiling her taste buds making her drink that almost black and sugarless coffee.

Arnav: Biwi. You finish the Coffee until then I will get my shower. ( he said with a smile).. Di.. I had to talk to you .. Come..

He purposely took Anjali away so that Khushi doesnt get a chance to speak to her and tell her anything about his and Shyam's past deeds. If she was cunning, he too was not innocent for sure. He knows how to fail Khushi Gupta's plans..

Khushi threw the coffee in the sink unable to drink it. Whatever happens, she is going to make this Arnav Singh Raizada dance on her moves for the next 24 hours. She wont give up so easily.

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An hour later

Shyam: Kya? You agreed to her deal? Whats wrong with you Saale Sahab? And this is so silly. She can make you do anything? What is that suppose to mean?
Arnav was already not in a good mood but he was getting ready for work which means almost 8 - 9 hours he will not have to tolerate Khushi at least.

Arnav: I agreed to it to gain some time Jeejaji.. Otherwise do you think I am so foolish to allow that woman to take my advantage?
Shyam: Buy time? For?
Arnav: Aman is finding Simran.. Once I get her whereabouts, I am going to teach both these sisters a lesson, they will never forget.

Shyam ( sighed in disappointment): Saale Sahab.. PLease.. Lets not get into more troubles. And I dont think Simran is a part of Khushi's plan.. And she has already suffered for something she never did. Lets not bother her anymore.

Arnav wore his waist coat and came to Shyam. He met his eyes.

Arnav: So much concerned for her? I hope she is not going to take precedence in your life more than my DI.. ( he angrily questioned)
Shyam ( shocked): You are doubting my love for ANjali? How could you Saale Sahab? Stop being so much insecured.
Arnav: ( gritting his teeth): How can I stop? Here Khushi is on the verge of letting my sister know everything so that she can seperate her from you and me ..You still think I can chill around Jeejaji? I have to stop Khushi from doing anything further. And even if it means finding her sister Simran and involving her again, I wont mind.

Shyam was hurt.

Shyam: I am tired of this hide and seek. I am tired of keeping Anjali ignorant of the whole past which as a husband I should have told her about atleast now. I am also worried of her reactions.. I also dont want her to take any decisions in haste and leave you or me. But that doesnt mean I will support you in doing any wrong further Arnav.. I wont!!

Shyam had never went against Arnav in any decisions until now. Whatever Arnav thought was always supported by Shyam but today probably Arnav's ideas in sorting the issue had crossed limits which even Shyam Jha didnt like to get involved in. He left the room making Arnav re-think of the entire scenario. The moment Shyam was out, Khushi entered the bedroom

Khushi: Arre.. I hope you are not ready to leave for work.

Arnav became conscious and picked the suit to wear.

Arnav: You have enough free time to play Deal-Deal.. I dont.. I have important work to do..
Khushi: Really? WHats more important to you than your Di?
Arnav stopped realising the meaning of what she asked.
Khushi: Fine.. Go to work.. DI is at home.. I have enough time to sit with her and chat.. !!

She grinned at him. He thought something for a second and then came to her. Holding her hand, he dragged her downstairs.. She was confused what he intended to do. Anjali was sitting down with Shyam, passing him tea.

Arnav: Di.. If you dont mind, I am taking Khushi to my office today.

Khushi was surpised.
Khushi: OFFICE ? And me?
Arnav: ( looking pleasantly at her): Haan Khushi.. You told me last night that you want to see how I work, whom I work with and all?

Khushi could see he was trying his best to keep her away from Anjali.

Arnav ( turning to Anjali): Actually Di... Khushi wants to see all those women I work with at Office.. She is little insecured about that. I just want to clear her doubts and show her that no one else , except her can ever have the honor to be my side.

Anjali was impressed. Shyam didnt make any comment. He knew Arnav was taking Khushi on purpose and keeping her as close to him so that she doesnt make a wrong move and he reads all her plans easily.

Arnav: So.. Chale Khushi ? As it is I miss you when I am at work.. Lets spend some quality time today which can ease off all those days when I have missed you so badly there. .( he winked at her )

Khushi gritted her teeth. She just wasnt ready to go out with him.. She could see how best he was working to get her plans backfired. But she was Khushi Gupta.. She too knew how to win a losing deal. She agreed to go with him.

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Part 17

The moment Arnav and Khushi entered the AR office, the staff stood up to greet them. Most of them were surprised by Arnav Singh Raizada's wife's presence. Khushi smiled at everyone and kept walking with Arnav who didnt look so happy about getting Khushi here. But did he have a choice? Her 24 hour deal was still ON and he didnt wanted her to stay home and tell his Di anything about the past. He knew controlling Khushi all the time was impossible. He will have to soon get rid of her tantrums somehow and that can happen only when he gets some information about her sister. 

Arnav pushed his cabin door open and went inside. Khushi followed him undoubtfully.

Khushi: SO this is the place from where my "Patiji" commands?
Arnav: ( pointing at the couch): Just sit there and do anything apart from disturbing my work . You get that? ( his tone was rude)
Khushi: (chuckled): And you think I am going to follow that "Patiji"? ( she cheekily asked)
Arnav gritted his teeth stepping towards her. But before he could even utter anything, the cabin door was knocked and Aman Mathur peeped in.

Aman: May I come in Boss?
Arnav stopped striding towards Khushi and gestured Aman to get inside.
Aman: Morning.. Boss.. Morning Maam..
Khushi: Aman right? My Patiji's right hand?

Aman was proud to be called that. But he didnt react much knowing how much his Boss might hate that.

Arnav: What's my schedule for today Aman?
Aman: Some meetings from 11:00 pm until Lunch and then you also have to select the Model for our Summer collections Magazine.
Arnav: Select? Havnt I told you before Shaina Ahuja is finalised?
Aman: But ASR you know what happened in the last shoot? Her tantrums are too much for the crew to bear. She takes a lot of time to get ready for the shot even .
Arnav: But she is a Perfectionist. I care for the Profits Aman not the efforts behind it. If the crew is unsatisfied with her performance, change the crew. I dont give a Damm! (he barked at Aman for quesitoning his decision)

Aman gently noded.

Arnav: Anything else?
Aman: No ASR..
Arnav: Get me a Black Coffee.
Aman: Anything for you Maam? ( he politely asked)
Khushi: Double the Coffee but just dont forget to add Sugar in it for me.
Aman: Sure. Excuse me.!!

He left the cabin whereas Khushi was already getting ideas on how to spoil Arnav Singh RAizada's day today.

Khushi: Looks like someone is quite impressed by Shaina Ahuja.. !! Ready to bear her tantrums even? What's so special about her?

Arnav fliped the screen of his laptop, turning it On.

Arnav: Dont talk like a typical wife Khushi Gupta. And stop showing yourself Jealous. ( he met her eyes )
Khushi: Thats not the answer to my question.
Arnav: I dont think I need to answer you ( he replied calmly)
Khushi: Ohh you do "Patiji".. You have to do everything I ask you to do today.. Dont forget the 24 hour deal. Its just been 4 hours since the deal started. 20 hours more to go.  You know the terms right ? Do you want me to break the deal and leave from here? Go straight to Di and..
Arnav ( angrily starring at her): Enough Khushi.
Khushi ( smiled): Good. I love that frustration on your face. So.. Tell me what makes that Shaina so special for this shoot?
Arnav leaned back on his chair looking her standing at the desk.

Arnav: I told you she is a Perfectionist.. She has the right amount of attitude and style to blend with the theme of our shoot. And most importantly she is a woman of this generation.. Modern and western unlike YOU ( he purposely criticized)

Khushi felt her blood boiling at that comment from him. It was a very strange feeling for her. She was been pointed for something she wasnt.!!

Arnav: (getting up and reaching her): I like woman who build their career, their future on their own efforts, not like you who forges signatures of a Wealthy businessman and make him your husband so that you can enjoy his money forever.

That statement was like a slap for her.

Khushi (Angrily): I didnt forge your signatures for your money Mr Arnav Singh Raizada.. Neither am I interested in proving you my worth of building up my career. I came here to revenge you for what you did to my Sister. Once thats done, I am out of your life forever, no matter how much you want me to stay back that time. And one more thing.. Dont be under that impression that I cannot be modern and western like Shaina .. I can be like her anytime I want , but she cannot turn like me even in the next 7 births. ( she tried to gulp her anger down)..  Lastly, this is the last time I am tolerating you insulting me. If you do that one more time, I swear I too wont give a damm to this deal and walk back home to get your truth out.

She met his red eyes for few more seconds and then walked out of the cabin. Arnav fisted his fingers. This woman surely takes him to the boiling level at times.

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An hour later


Khushi didnt come back to Arnav's cabin after their fight. This surely had given him enough time to concentrate on work but it equally raised a concern if she was planning something at his back. He walked out to find her in the pretext of meeting Aman. He didnt want her to know he was looking for her.

Arnav: ( scanning around): Where is Khushi Aman?
Aman: I dont know Boss.. She was with you.
Arnav: Find her Aman.. Before she finds a reason to irritate me again.
Aman quickly got up from his desk and was about to leave when suddenly the fire alarm started ringing and the showers sprinkled everywhere.. The entire staff started running here and there, some trying to save some important papers which lay on their desks.. There was a total chaos. Arnav Singh Raizada was totally drenched by the water sprinkles. His eyes still wandering to find Khushi .The guards quickly came to him after stopping the alarm and informed Arnav that there was no fire in the Office building. This was a faulty alarm which got raised and ruined their time.

The moment Arnav heard this, he realised the Fire Alarm was purposely created .. He knew somewhere Khushi Gupta is responsible for it. The sprinkles stopped. Water still dripping from his hair and suit. The housekeeping people quickly started cleaning the mess on the floor and set things right. It was sure for the next few hours, no one would be able to work again and he would have to bear some loss. The employees were made to wait outside until the cleaning was done. Thats when Aman rushed inside to Arnav.

Aman: The Clients are here..
Arnav's face had turned red.
Arnav: Where is Khushi? ( he asked gritting his teeth)
Khushi: I am here.. ( she answered from the door)

She was totally dry and looked like the Sprinkles had never touched her even. She came inside smiling at the two.

Arnav: Kahan thi tum? ( where were you ?)

His anger was noticable in his tone.
Khushi: Spoiling the Fire alarm! ( she proudly stated)
Arnav fisted his fingers. Aman was not surprised knowing all this was done by Khushi Gupta on purpose.
Khushi: I spoiled your meet Patiji..!! Sorry!! ( she held her ears teasingly. She was definately not sorry for this he could say that)

Arnav was so much angered at the moment but he didnt show any of his reactions  on Khushi before Aman Mathur.

Arnav: Book a Board room of some Seven Star hotel and get the Clients shifted there. I will be there in an hour for the meeting.
Aman : Yes Boss.. (he left)
Khushi: By the way.. I forgot to compliment you in this look.. ( she tried holding her smile ).. Seeing you I remembered that Tom and Jerry episode where Jerry was thrown in the swimming pool by Tom and he got totally wet. You resemble that poor Jerry today.. (she gigled)

Arnav stepped towards Khushi in anger and clutched her arms. She felt immense pain and tried to get free.
Arnav: You are going to pay for this Khushi..
Khushi: Leave me..
Arnav:  I wont!! ( he stated angrily challenging her)..

He started dragging her towards the door.

Khushi: Where are you taking me?
Arnav: Ab tum har waqt mere saamne rahogi Khushi Gupta.  (Now everytime you are going to stay before me Khushi Gupta)
Khushi: No .. (she screamed struggling to free her hands)
Arnav ( dragging her forcefully): Come oooon.. !!

He made her sit inside the car to leave for the Hotel where Aman would book his meet with the Client. He also had to get rid of those wet clothes first. He called his servant and asked him to get his fresh clothes from home in the Hotel so that he can change them. He drove the car speedily almost terrifying Khushi of what this man intended to do further.

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Hotel - Conference room

After changing the clothes, Arnav was finally able to attend the meeting with his client. And he didnt mind getting Khushi along in the conference room.

Arnav: Gentlemen, my wife Khushi Singh Raizada..

Khushi faked a weak smile, she had no choice as Arnav was holding her hand and pressing it when she didnt give the response he desired.  The people wished her and then everyone got seated to start the meeting discussions. It was a lengthy meet and Khushi thought of checking the messages and calls if she had received any on her phone, but suddenly Arnav snatched the phone from her and placed it in his suit pocket. He was so normal while doing so that he didnt even let the people surrounding them know he did that in anger.

Khushi ( whispered): My phone.. Give it back.
Arnav: Not until we reach back home. Consider it as a part of punishment for playing with the Fire alarm.
Khushi fumed in anger while he smirked at her and continued paying attention to the presentation from the Client.
Khushi: (whispered again): You are not taking my deal seriously.  You know the consequences.
Arnav: Do hell with your Deal and its consequences.. I dont give a damm to them anymore after what you did to me today.

She was very much surprised why he isnt bothered of she letting the truth out to his Sister? Did she really mess too much with him today that he isnt scared of her threatnings any more?

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The meeting got over and Khushi was still demanding her phone from Arnav who was so much reluctant to give her.

Khushi: This is heights now.. From past 2 hours I am asking my phone back, what do you think you are doing ?
Arnav: (smirked): ENJOYING!! ( he sat inside the car and started the engine)

She fumed getting inside.

Arnav: Seat belt..!! ( he commanded)
Khushi: Not until I get my phone back. ( she extended her palm)
Arnav: Fine.. Dont tie .. But later dont complain if you stumble due to my rough driving.

Saying that he purposely drove in speed making her jerk. She lost her balance and her head collided with his. It did pain to both but Arnav didnt show it off like her.

She rubbed her head and finally tied the seat belt as she didnt wanted to take another chance of slipping on him. Arnav smirked again for her helplessness.

Khushi: I am asking you for the last time. Give my phone back.
Arnav: Take it (he replied in challenging tone)
She got confused.
Arnav: What happened? Just put your hand in my pocket and take your phone. Its that simple.

She sighed in disappointment. No wonder she had realised he was playing with her now. She tried to slip her fingers in his coat pocket but the moment she did, he steered the wheels on the left making her stumble and jerk back. She tried again and he repeated his actions again which made her fume in anger. She gave up. May be when they reach home, she will make his sister give her phone back to her. She was planning her next moves when suddenly he took off her phone and passed it to her. She was surprised but snatched it immediately from him.

She started checking her messages and something struck her heart while reading one of those.. She immediately made a call to someone, not even bothering Arnav Singh Raizada might hear her conversation.

Khushi: ( in fear): Helllo.. I am Khushi Gupta.. I just got your message. .What happened?

She paused for the other person to speak. Arnav slowed down the car speed. They were almost reaching home. He was alert on the conversation she made. She looked tensed.. Infact horribly tensed.. Tears formed in her eyes which soon started rolling down her cheeks..

Khushi: I.. I am coming.. I will take the next flight. .Thanks for informing..

She disconnected the call and wiped her tears. Her hands were shiverring.

Arnav: Kya hua? Anything wrong? ( he asked genuinely)
Khushi : Not your concern ( she rudely replied)
Arnav: It is!! Whose call was it ? Where are you going?

He parked the car inside the gates. Khushi started getting down. He got down too and within few seconds, he blocked her way from going inside the house.

Khushi: Leave my way Arnav.. I am not in a good mood.. ( she warned him)
Arnav: I can see that.. But I ought to know where my wife is going?
Khushi angrily snapped back.

Khushi: SYDNEY!! You heard that? Now leave me .. ( she pushed him away and rushed inside the house to pack)

Arnav stood there stunned trying to understand why she suddenly got the need to go to sydney?

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Part 18

Sydney?? Khushi was going to Sydney? This was such a soothing news for Arnav Singh Raizada but what he didn't understand right now is why she wanted to go ? It was very clear from Khushi's behaviour that she was in some deep worry and pain after that call. There has to be something urgent that came up unknowingly in her path which is why she had to plan such a drastic step. What if its related to her sister or father? Arnav Singh Raizada cannot miss this golden opportunity to know there whereabouts. After giving a thought to it, Arnav quietly entered his bedroom only to find Khushi packing her bags.

Arnav: Such a delightful scene this is.. My BIWI is finally leaving this house..Hopefully FOREVER

He expected her to argue and say something to win this conversation but nothing so happened.  She just wiped her tears and kept packing whatever she found was hers in the closet. For some unknown reasons Arnav felt a prick in his heart seeing Khushi in so much distress. He was used to see her smiling.. Smirking..and even faking her tears but today probably was the first time he was seeing her behaving  normal. There was some kind of family problem for sure which is why she was so disheartened.

Arnav: No crocodile tears today? ( he teased again)
She was still quiet and kept packing. He became serious too.
Arnav: Whose call was it??

She didn't care to reply. Her actions quickened. She just wanted to be alone and asking Arnav to get out would only make him frustrate her more. So she decided to finish the packing fast and check with the travel agent if they could get a ticket of the immediate next flight to Sydney or not.

Arnav on the other hand was not ready to accept her ignorance towards him. He snatched the clothes from her hand and hide it behind him.

Khushi: Not now Arnav.. Just give me my clothes..( she angrily commanded)
Arnav: First answer to me. Whose call was it that shook your strength so much??
Khushi: Stay out of this. ( she snatched the clothes from his hand and dumped them in her bags)

Suddenly her phone rang again. She answered. It was the travel agent guy.

Khushi: Hello.. ( she paused to hear) what?? You guys cant manage one ticket?? I am ready to pay double. Just.. Just find me  a ticket to Sydney.. ( she paused again to hear from them).. Please.. Check one more time..

Probably the agent was unable to give her a ticket due to unavailability. Khushi was again disturbed by that. She cannot delay reaching there. She angrily disconnected the call and threw her phone on bed. Arnav was watching all this and had realised what might have happened. Khushi sat on the bed beside her bag, hiding her face in her palms. She was stressed. Suddenly she heard Arnav's voice talking to Aman.

Arnav( on call ): Aman book two tickets to Sydney..Send someone home to collect the passports if required.
Khushi instantly got up from bed.
Khushi: Two tickets??
Arnav: Haan Biwi.. One for you and one for me..( he smirked)
Khushi was shocked to hear that.
Khushi: Never.. I am not taking you with me..
Arnav: That's right. I am taking you with me not you.
Khushi: You wont come.. Sunna aapne?
Arnav: Haan .. Sunna Maine.. But I am going with you..

They would have continued to argue but Anjali who was passing by that room heard them and came inside.

Anjali: Chotte?? Khushi?? Who is going where?? ( she then saw the bags packed ).. Arre.. What is all this?
Arnav: Di .. Me and Khushi are going to Sydney. Something urgent came up there which Khushi has to handle and you know I wont leave my wife alone. What if she doesn't come back? Mera kya hoga?? ( what will happen to me)

Arnav teasingly winked at Khushi who frowned  and concentrated back on Anjali.

Anjali ( pinching Arnav's cheek) : Khushi.. This is all your love which has changed my brother. He has started teasing and all now.. I cant believe. I missed this naughtiness in him from so long. But what is that urgent work which came up? I hope everything is fine there.

Khushi faked a smile.

Khushi: Di all is good..
Anjali: Theek hai I believe if you say so. When do you both have to leave?
Arnav: Aman is booking the immediate next flights tickets. We might leave soon.
Anjali: Fine.. Take care of each other. I will inform the family .. Excuse me..

She left the room and Arnav started packing his bags..

Khushi: I know why you are helping me with the tickets.. So that you get a chance to come with me there.. Hai naa? ( she angrily asked)
Arnav: I am not like you.. I can read from your expressions that something worst has happened there. Even if I hate you, I still have that courtesy to help you reach there and handle the matter. And You think I cant follow you to Sydney without your knowledge?

Khushi frowned again. Yea she knew the capabilities of this man. He can follow her anywhere. For that he doesn't need her assistance. She should concentrate on the problem more than him right now. She again remembered the cause of her worry and this travel and felt low. Arnav watched her..

Arnav: Here falls the Mighty..feels great.!!!( he smirked)

Khushi gulped her tears but she couldn't stop a lone tear from rolling down her cheek. A storm was clouding in her heart almost blocking her positivity in handling this situation. She sat again on the recliner thinking..Arnav saw her in depression and his pace of packing the bags slowed. Why did he care if she was so much upset?? Why did he feel so strange seeing her lost?? He hates her, didn't he? But amidst all this hate he also misses her cheerful smiles, the torturous way of calling him Patiji.. her fake tears.. the challenges she keep throwing on him .. the blackmailing part.. And everything else that makes him frustrated on her. He missed all that even though it had hardly been few hours since she had done all this with him.. Why??? He might hate that woman who angers him by her actions.. But this woman today before him was so helpless that he cannot even hate her at this instance..

Arnav:  (sighed looking at her): For a change.. Mujhe tum pe taras aa raha hai..(I am feeling pity on you)

Khushi(sighed in frustration): Kaash yeh taras aap ko kuch saal pehle humaari di pe aaya hota.. Toh aaj hum dono ki zindagi itni uljhi nahi hoti.. ( Wish you had felt pity few years back on my sister's condition.. Atlesst our lives now would have been less complex today)

She wiped off the tears again from her eyes and left the room. Arnav felt a prick in his heart. Does he really doesn't  feel he had dont injustice to her sister? Was he so cruel enough ? Was it really right what Khushi was making him pay for what he did with them earlier?? These questions had been haunting his mind from quite a few days, since the time his Di had told him about their childhood how Khushi's sister was concerned more for him than anyone else.. He closed his eyes trying to erase these thoughts and then kept packing the bags.. He had a lot of instructions to give Aman regarding the work before he starts for Sydney..

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Sydney

THe couple got down from the Plane and reached the Arrivals.

Arnav: Aman has booked the Hotel for us..
Khushi: I have my own house here. I wont stay in a Hotel . You cann!!( she purposely replied)

She had no plans to take him along. He doesnt deserve to know where she stays.. But he cannot leave her alone for sure.. His main motive was to find the whereabouts of her Father and Sister..

Arnav: How can your "Patiji" stay without you in a Hotel? Lets go to your home..
Khushi looked angrily at him..
Khushi: Its small.. Not a bunglow where you stay in Delhi..
Arnav: Cozy enough for both of us? ( he again teased her but she was in no mood to argue or respond back..)

She waved the Airport Taxi and passed the luggage to the Driver who placed it securedly inside. She got in and he followed her.

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It was a small house in the Suburbs of Sydney.. Very much away from the main city but a decent place to stay.. A small bunglow of just 2 bedrooms and one terrace at the top. It was moderately furnished and well maintained.

Arnav: Strange.. This house needs cleaning.. No one stays here?
Khushi: I stay with you from past 2 months, if you remember.. !!
Arnav: Your father? Sister? Where do they stay then?

She gulped when he asked that question and went inside without answering him. He wasnt much happy knowing the other two people are not staying here. Where can they be?

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Though Khushi was tired and the Jet lag made her more dizzy and sleepy, she still couldnt afford to waste much time home.. She had to leave somewhere.. and again.. she had no willingness in taking her husband along. It was sharp 06:00 pm now and hardly been 2 hours after their return. She got ready and came out. .Arnav was lying on the couch in his track suit, trying to get some rest..

Khushi: The maid will come tomorrow morning to clean.. which means you will have to prepare your room on your own for tonight.
Arnav: Where are you going?
Khushi: I have some work outside..
Arnav: At this hour?
Khushi: Yes .. AT THIS HOUR ( she angrily replied and left outside)

Arnav knew she was definately going to meet her family.. And she didnt wanted him to accompany her. He wont miss this chance.. He quickly wore his T SHirt and followed her out picking the other set of house keys..

Khushi hired a Taxi and drove away. Arnav followed her by other Taxi.. She had no clue he was following her though..

After 30 minutes drive, she stopped the Taxi at the entrance of a Hospital .. What work did she have here? He too stopped the taxi, paid him and followed her inside.. He was just few feets away from her and she still didnt know it. She took hurried steps towards the elevator and as there was already a long queue for it, she decided to take the steps.. On the third floor, she finally took the lobby and entered the cabin of a Doctor.. Arnav stopped at the door. He couldnt enter there as he would get caught. But how will he know why she was meeting a Doctor at this hour? Was someone sick? Who?

Luckily after 5 minutes she and the Doctor both came out and started heading to some other ward. Arnav got a perfect chance to follow them again. They entered an ICU. He had to stop at the WIndow but he could clearly see the patient inside .. She was a woman... When observed clearly, he realised.. she was none other than Simran Gupta, Khushi's elder sister.. What happened to her? Why was she in ICU? Is this the reason why Khushi had to come to Sydney immediately? Did she meet an accident? But there were no scars or marks like that? He had to know what was wrong with Simran .. The moment Khushi saw her sister she broke in tears.. Arnav could do nothing.. Khushi had no control on herself today.. She kept weeping, holding her sister's almost lifeless hand.. The Doctor came out .. Arnav stopped him..

Arnav: Dr one minute.. Will you tell me what happened to Simran Gupta?
Dr: You are ??
Arnav: Khushi's husband.. ( he proclaimed..)
Dr: ohh.. I see.. Didnt Khushi tell you ? Her sister is admitted in this hospital from almost 5 years.. She is in Coma all this long.. Yesterday we could find some complications in her breathing.. She is on Ventilator which is supporting her breathe.. But if this continues, she wont survive for long.. Thats why we had to  inform Khushi Gupta and call her here immediately..

Arnav was shocked.. He felt like the whole world was crashing down before him.. Simran was in Coma ? From 5 years? Had it anything to do with him or Shyam? Because 5 years back all he remembered was that day when Shyam had promised to get married to her and on the day of marriage, he left her at the altar telling her the truth about their planned revenge.. Did something go wrong with her after that incident? Damm!! He had no clue such a thing had happened.. Otherwise . He fisted his fingers almost blaming himself for Simran's condition.. He was unable to face his own self today.. It was today that he realised he shouldnt have played with a woman's dignity for getting his revenge fulfilled from her father.. He should have spared her.!!

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Part 19

Sydney

It was 10pm when Khushi entered the house slowly. The room was dark and she didn't care to turn them on either as she did not want Arnav Singh Raizada to see her pale face. She wanted to be strong before him otherwise he will get a chance to mock on her. Neither she wanted him to link the dots and know her sister's whereabouts. If that man can hurt her sister 5 years back he can trouble her even today. Simran di was her weakness and strength both. She could not let anything happen to her again.. She stepped inside her room where she was supposed to sleep alone. The lights were suddenly turned On and she was shocked to see Arnav sitting on the Sofa as if waiting for her to return. A feeling of aggression raised within her seeing him there.

Khushi: Didn't I make it clear we are staying in different rooms ? There is no one here to fake the goodness of our relationship. Please leave..

She kept the door open so that he goes out. She didn't even wish to see his face. Her sisters sudden drop in health had raised enough worry in her mind and heart. She was in no mood to even think of an argument with him.. Arnav got up from the couch and reached her. He held her arms, that touch spoke volumes. It had a feeling of compassion, of sympathy.. She raised her eyes and met his.. For the first time ever she was witnessing a remorse on his face as if he had accepted defeat..

Arnav: What happened to your sister?
Khushi: What are you talking about? ( she instantly replied)

Khushi shivered in bewilderment. How did he know something was wrong with her sister? She flinched when his grip on her arms tightened.

Arnav: I had followed you at the hospital Khushi.. ( he stated)

Khushi felt like the wall which she had created between him and her secrets had collapsed. But at the same time she was relieved that no more she will have to hide such a terrible truth of her life from the same man who was responsible for it. She immediately shoved off his arms off hers and stepped back.

Khushi: Ohh... Now when you have learnt the truth why asking me? What do you intend to prove?? Or should I say you are here to apply salt on my wounds and increase the pain??( she  yelled)
Arnav was quiet.. Today for the first time he wanted only her to speak.
Khushi: So ?? How are you feeling today Mr Raizada?? Happy?? Contended to see the fruits of your revenge?? Are you satisfied that finally you were able to destroy the family whose eldest member had snatched away your happiness?

Arnav still couldn't reply. His throat was dry and words not hitting his tongue for responding anything back to her.

Khushi: It must be time of celebration for you, isn't it?? Tell me what you want to order? Wine?? Champagne?? Scotch??
Arnav ( gritted his teeth): ENOUGH Khushi.. You are crossing your limits now. I didn't know your sister is in this state. What happened to her?? How did she go in Coma?? Bolo Khushi..
Khushi : How would you know what happened to her? Did you ever try to look back once??
Khushi angrily pounced back on Arnav..
Khushi: Just for once you could have turned back that time and seen what harm you caused to my innocent sister. But nope.. Mr Arnav Singh Raizada was so much busy in counting his father's hard earned money in India that he did not even realise for giving his family what they had lost earlier he had stabbed a woman's heart.. ( tears kept rolling down her cheeks as she poured her heart out before him)

Arnav couldn't meet her eyes. He was so much hurt today by his own deeds..

Khushi: ( clutching Arnav's collar): That day you just didn't earn your property back Arnav Singh Raizada, you also earned my curses for being responsible for my Sisters accident.

Arnav was stunned..

Arnav: Accident ??
Khushi: Haan accident.. The moment Shyam jha left her in the court premises telling her  that he faked his love all these months only to get her signatures on the Raizada property papers,  she couldn't tolerate this bitter truth. She drove back from there, weeping over her fate and met with an brutal accident. And since then she is in Coma fighting for life and every moment.

Arnav could feel a lump formed in his throat. His one play to revenge Shashi Gupta costed Simran's health??

Arnav: Why didn't you tell me this before?? ( he gulped his nervousness)
Khushi sighed in disappointment.
Khushi: Why do you think I would have told you this?? Faraq padta aap ko?? ( would it make any difference to you??)
Arnav: Haan faraq padta dammit ( he groaned angrily)

Khushi : Huhh.. You should have thought about this earlier.. Now even if this matters you.. It doesn't affect anything. It wont change anything.. Its better if you start ignoring it now.. Just like you have ignored knowing about my family all these years.

Saying that Khushi walked out and locked herself in the room which she had given to Arnav. She just cant expect to stay along with him in the same place. Arnav fisted his fingers punching the wall. No. He wasn't angry on what Khushi said. He was angry because he had realised whatever she said was true.. He never thought his actions would lead him to this day in future where he wont be able to meet his own eyes. He wanted to hurt himself .. To torture his own self so that he can reduce the guilt he felt from inside. He paced in the room trying to calm down. He wanted to speak to someone desperately.. To share his thoughts.. His feelings with someone.. That's when his mobile rang.. He answered the call.

Anjali: Chotte?? What's happening ? Is all fine there?
Arnav gulped. His voice still not breaking out of his throat. His body still numb with the aftershocks of what he saw and heard today from Khushi.
Arnav: Haan di..
Anjali: And Khushi?? Is she around? She didn't answer my call so I dialed your number. Pass the phone to her..
Arnav shut his eyes tight.
Arnav : Di she is sleeping.. She was tired..
Anjali: Ohh.. No worries. You take care of yourself and her. Let me and your Jeejaji know if anything is needed there.
Suddenly Arnav realised who is the best person to talk to..
Arnav: Di.. Is Jeejaji there??

Anjali immediately passed the phone to Shyam who was equally eager to know what was happening in Sydney..

Shyam: Saale Sahab.. Sab theek hai wahan? ( is everything alright there?)

Arnav took a deep breathe and then slowly shared the incidents that took place today. Shyam was shocked to know about Simran's condition. He too never had in his mind that after he left for India Simran ended up being hospitalized.
Shyam : I always feared something odd might have happened to her. I dont know why Saale Sahab but today when I know what we did with her was totally wrong I feel pity on myself. We shouldnt have done this.

Arnav fisted his fingers again..his condition.. his thoughts were the same which Shyam was undergoing at the other end.

Shyam: You were still small when all this took place. But I ?? I should have stopped you from taking such an action. Revenge is fine but involving an innocent woman we did a sin. We didn't just break her heart but we even are responsible for she spending her 5 important years of her life lifeless in that hospital..  We are never going to repay her and Khushi for what they have gone through. Never .

Shyam was so emotional at the moment that he disconnected the call unable to converse further. Arnav kept the phone aside and sat on the bed hiding face in his palms.. Tonight and  the next coming days were going to be tough for him..

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Next day - Hospital

Khushi hurried to the hospital the next morning without even checking  Arnav or informing him about she leaving to see her sister. Why should she tell this to him? She doesn't need his sympathy nor his help. She rushed to the Dr's cabin to check what more update he has about her sister's condition. She stepped inside the cabin. The doctor seemed to be  checking some reports.

Dr: Come in Khushi.. I was just examining Simran's reports..
Khushi: Will Jeeji be alright Dr? Is she breathing normal again?
Dr: (sighed): Unfortunately Simran is still on Ventilators and we are observing major variations in her breathing levels. We suspect she will have to undergo a surgery again.
Khushi was shocked..

Khushi: Surgery?? Again??
Dr: Yes Khushi. But this can be risky considering Simran's already existing medical problems. The surgery success is 50-50%. You have to be prepared for both the consequences.
Khushi's eyes became moist.

Khushi: And what's the cost of this surgery?
The doctor smiled and came to her

Dr: Its been taken care of. You don't worry about it.
Khushi( confused): Taken care of? I didn't understand Dr.
Dr: Your husband had met me before you. I have explained him everything and it was he who gave us a go ahead for this surgery. Infact he has even called a team of best doctors from a reputed hospital in America. And he has informed not to worry about the bill. If you remember  Khushi already 1 month bill amount was pending but he even cleared that off today morning. He has strictly informed us to talk to him and only him for all financial matters related to Simran.

Khushi's blood boiled knowing all this extra efforts Arnav Singh Raizada was putting to get her sister cured.

Dr: You have got a very understanding husband Khushi. No one these days really care for others. He is doing a lot for you and your family.

Khushi instantly got up from the chair and left the cabin. She had so much hatred for this man already and by putting money and efforts in treating her sister he was just increasing her anger even more. She reached the ICU where her sister was presently shifted. Arnav was right there before the ICU door signing some hospital bills. He saw Khushi there and quickly handed the bills to the clerk who took them away. She stormed towards him like she never cared what would happen if people around them notice her fighting with a man so openly that too in a hospital.

Khushi: What do you think of yourself?? Who gave you the rights to interfere in my Jeeji's matters? What do you think throwing money on us will help you wipe off your deeds? No Mr Arnav Singh Raizada I  will die but never forgive you in my life. ( she blurted angrily)

Arnav felt a lump again in his throat but may be he should be getting used to it now.

Arnav: Khushi listen to me. ( he tried to make her understand but looked like she was not going to even allow him utter anything)
Khushi: No ..you listen to me .. Just leave me and my sister to our Condition. You have done enough harm to us.. Not anymore. Just get lost from here and if possible leave back to India.. I am not interested to even let your shadow fall on my Jeeji again. Sunna aapne?? Just leave..

She pointed at the exit while looking deeply in his eyes. He had never felt insulted so brutally like he was today and that too by a woman. Had he been innocent in this matter today the person insulting him wouldn't have been alive but it was his mistake for which he had to repay now and keep his sense calm. Most importantly he had realised what turmoil Khushi was going through. He can never misunderstand her intentions now. He knows she wants to safeguard her sister. That's all. But this time he too wasn't planning any harm. He had the same motto. To ensure Simran gets her consciousness back and recovers. For that even if he would have to hear such harsh words from Khushi he will hear it bowing his head down.

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Part 20

Hospital - Sydney

Arnav: I wont go from here. Not until I see your sister fine again. Sunna tumne?  (he tried to put his plans forward at which Khushi immediately got raged again)
Khushi: Whom are you trying to fool Arnav? If you wanted to see my sister fine, you would never play such nasty act with her. Mazaak banaake rakh diya aap ne.. You didnt just play with her emotions.. You played with her heart.. You snatched away what she only believed in.. Thats LOVE.. She blindly gave her heart to someone whom YOU plotted to take revenge against my father. What was the need of getting a man in her life and faking love for her? What was the need of showing her the dreams which would never fulfil?  You have not just cheated my sister.. You have put your Di to shame as well. So much trust she has on you and her husband.  Will she like to know that her husband once faked love to some other woman to get property back which belonged to Raizada's ?
No woman can tolerate her husband playing such illogical games in the name of revenge.

Arnav felt immense pain in his heart hearing all this from Khushi.

Khushi: This Surgery might get Simran Jeeji back to consciousness, it might heal all her physical wounds too.  But what about the wounds that Shyam Jha has left on her heart? How will you get them healed? What will you reply her when she asks us where Shyam is? And to the worst of it, how will you tell her that the same man whom she fell in love with and wanted to marry, has now married your sister?

Arnav felt extremely hurt and he had no reply to give.

Khushi :Its very easy to break someone's heart Arnav.. But its impossible for a man like you to mend it again. So instead of staying and increasing my pain.. Just leave from here.

Every word she spoke today pricked him like a thorn. These were the sour fruits of his own deeds.

Arnav : Fine.. I will leave.. But not unless I see your father. Where the hell is he? His daughter is suffering.. Simran was his Favourite daughter, his own child. Why isnt he here to support you ? Or has he left all his burden on you because he is even useless in supporting his own people at bad times? 

Tears rolled down from Khushi's eyes.. But she no longer can stay quiet on this topic.. Its better Arnav Singh Raizada knows everything today. She had  hidden the truth for long.

Khushi: You cant expect a Dead man to become alive again and return to support his daughters, can you?

Arnav was dumbfounded.. Dead man? Shashi Gupta is dead?

Khushi: Yes Arnav Singh Raizada.. My father died 3 years ago.. He could not see the pain you gave his favourite daughter in terms of love.. He could not tolerate Simran Jeeji in coma for such a long period. He died in pain..

Arnav was speechless..

Khushi: Probably you might like to know if he was in guilt when he died or not. Yes he was guilty.. For what he did with your family and what he got return from you.. He wanted to apolozise to you and your family but he didnt had much time.

Even though Shashi Gupta had always been partial to Khushi as she was an adopted daughter, Khushi still felt for that man. He might have done wrong by snatching the Raizada's money and Property from them but in his end days he was really guilty.. Khushi's phone rang at that moment. She as it is was tired of facing this man here and give him explanations of things which happened in the past. It made her feel more weak and sublime. The phone call was a very good excuse to move away from him or even his shadow. She answered the call which was from Payal.She didnt wanted Arnav to know it was Payal who had called her..

Payal: Khushi? How is Jeeji? Is she fine now?
Khushi ( wiping her tears to stay strong): No Payal.. She is not good. The Dr said they might need to do another surgery..
Payal: Ohh.. !! I should have come along with you. I cant see you alone there and handling things Khushi.
Khushi: No Payal.. If you come here, the Raizada's might know how close we both are from so many years. I dont want to put you in trouble. I have already told Arnav Singh Raizada everything about my father and he is well aware of Jeeji's condition too. I dont know what he might do the next instant but I have asked him to leave back. I dont want him near us..
Payal: He knows everything now? What did he say? Did he feel guilty or is he still that stubborn heartless man?

Khushi glanced at Arnav once who was sitting on the Couch aside with his face covered by his palms.

Khushi: I dont care what he feels now..
Payal could understand Khushi's situation. Right from Simran's accident this little girl had faced so much troubles. Right from managing her sister's condition in the hospital till handling her father who himself had broke down realising his fault in all this.

Payal: Should I send my dad there? He will handle things.
Khushi: No Payal. .I told you I dont want to put you or your family in trouble because of me. I have no future in that Raizada house but you do have.. You have a lifetime to spend there which I cant spoil because of my present condition. I will manage everything..
Payal: Fine.. Keep giving me updates on whatever the Dr says further. I will call you at night. Take care Khushi..
Khushi: Hmm.. You too..

She disconnected the call taking a deep breathe.. The Dr came out of his cabin towards Arnav. Khushi saw him and rushed to speak to the Dr. Even Arnav got up from the Couch.

Dr: We will start the surgery procedure in some time. We need you to complete the formalities first.

Before the Dr could give the papers to Arnav, Khushi snatched it from him.

Khushi: I will complete the formalities Dr..
Arnav realised she wasnt going to let him help her.
Dr: Fine Khushi.. Just make 50%  payment of this Surgery at the COunter and the rest can be done once the Surgery is over.

Khushi was shocked.. 50% amount now? How will she arrange it? She will have to sell that house which she had here in Sydney.. Arnav could see the confusion in her mind . Dr left for making things ready for the Surgery. Arnav snatched the papers from Khushi.

Arnav: I will pay the money..
Khushi: No.. Never. .I cannot let you pay for my Jeeji's treatment..
She tried to snatch the papers again from him but he caught her arms.
Arnav: Try to understand Khushi. The situation is critical. Simran Di is swinging in the arms of life and death. Dont take this risk of arranging the funds and wasting time here. I know I cant repay you and your sister for the harm I have caused. But I would never want you both to undergo any further loss in my presence.

Before she could even respond to him, Arnav left to the Billing Counter to make the card payment.

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The American specialists Doctors were finally present in the Hospital to take care of the Surgery. They talked to Arnav for a while. Afterall he was the one who had arranged their flights, their accomodation and their extra fees to come and treat Simran here in Sydney. They told him about the complications that might be faced in this Surgery and how best they would try to save Simran and also get her out of this Coma.. Arnav thanked them and sat on the Couch again once the Operation theatre door was closed. He just hoped Khushi's sister regains her consciousness and becomes fine again. Whatever he did in the past, he never thought the outcomes were so worst. The Operation was supposed to run for 2 long hours. He saw Khushi sitting opposite to him, her eyes closed as she kept praying constantly to God to save her sister's life. He could see how much tensed she was. He wanted to sit next to her and console her saying things will be positive from here on. But did he have that much of courage to do this? This woman hates him so much  and why not? He had ruined her and her sister's life unknowingly..

He started getting phone calls from Anjali who probably just wanted to speak to them casually. She had no idea what had happened here. Arnav had no patience to talk to anyone .He switched off his mobile and leaned back on the couch closing his eyes hoping the Dr comes out with a positive news.

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2 hours later

The Operation was over and all the Doctors came out. They had a smile on their faces. Arnav and Khushi both rushed to them to get an update. 

Dr: Congratulations both of you. .Surgery is successful.. Simran will regain her consciousness within 24 hours. She is out of danger now.
Khushi was so much happy to know that and so was Arnav who took a sigh of relief.
Khushi: Thank you Dr,. I am never going to forget your efforts..
Dr: No Khushi. Thank your husband who called us here on time and got this happened. Excuse us..

The Dr's dispersed while Khushi and Arnav glanced at each other. Thank and him? She will never do that. Arnav also least expected her to be thankful. He hadnt done anything great either.

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Almost 12 more hours had passed. Arnav and Khushi both were at the Hospital still. Khushi was leaning against the wall lifeless. She hadnt eaten anything from almost 15 hours and so did he. Arnav realised this might affect her health too. He went to the top floor of this Hospital and got some sandwich and Coffee for Khushi.

Arnav: Eat something Khushi..
Khushi: Just leave me alone ( she angrily replied)
Arnav forcibly made her hold the sandwich in her hand.
Arnav: I said EAT!!

She was furious at his actions. She kept the sandwich aside getting up.

Khushi: Stop faking your care for me .. You might have paid for my sister's operation but that doesnt mean we will forgive you so easily..
Arnav: You are taking it all wrong Khushi.
Khushi: No Mr Arnav Singh Raizada.. I know you very well. You are selfish.. You only think about yourself. When you could harm an innocent woman, you can do anything..

Arnav: (clutching her shoulders and pinning her to the wall behind): I told you Khushi.. I never meant to harm her.. I didnt even know she went through such a major accident after me and Jeejaji left.
Khushi: Why should I believe you?  Your motive was so silly.. Just for money you could risk my sister's life? Just to revenge my father and hurt him more badly you might have even created that accident.. So that my father suffers more..

Arnav was higly pissed off hearing that.

Arnav ( gripping her shoulders tight): I dont raise my hand on woman like your father Khushi.. Otherwise I would have shown you what it means to blame me for something which I can never even think of doing..
Khushi ( with equal rage): Stop pointing at my father at least now.. Even he never hurt you or your family physically.
Arnav: What do you know about your so called father Khushi? Just stop provoking me to dig the past. I am here for Simran di and I will look after her no matter what. Dont take advantage of my patience.

Khushi was stunned when he asked her that.. What does he mean? Was there any other truth also which she might not have known related to the pain that her father caused to his family?

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Part 21

Khushi ( with equal rage): Stop pointing at my father at least now.. Even he never hurt you or your family physically.
Arnav: What do you know about your so called father Khushi? Just stop provoking me to dig the past. I am here for Simran di and I will look after her no matter what. Dont take advantage of my patience.

Khushi was stunned when he asked her that.. What does he mean? Was there any other truth also which she might not have known related to the pain that her father caused to his family?

The doctor interrupted Arnav and Khushi's heated conversation. He was here with a very good news..

Dr: Khushi.. ??

Arnav suddenly moved away from her to avoid the doctor or anyone else getting the hint that they were fighting here. He controlled his anger too.

Khushi: How is Jeeji Dr??
Dr: She has gained consciousness..( he proudly stated)

Khushi almost jumped in joy knowing that. She  felt like she had regained her energy, her life which had been stuck since past few years.  Arnav also finally took a sigh of relief. His efforts in getting the best Doctors from US had finally succeeded.

Dr: But the very first name she took was Shyam.. Who is he ?? Is he in Sydney to come and meet her??

Khushi and Arnav both were shocked. Khushi glanced at Arnav in anger. This was the fruit of his sown seeds years ago..

Arnav: No Dr. He is not here..(he gulped nervously realising how big this problem would be in few days).. Does Simran di know she was in Coma from past 5 years?
Dr: Yes we have told her that. But please do not feed her everything all at once. Her brain needs time to accept the changes around her which she missed attending all these years. She is still under observation but I can let one of you to go and meet her..

It was obvious that Khushi was the one who got all rights to meet her sister. She was about to go when the doctor stopped her.

Dr: Khushi.. You are forgetting something..

Khushi didn't realise what the Dr was gesturing her to do. Neither Arnav understood that, so the doctor told her openly.

Dr: Simran has missed your marriage fact. So if you go wearing the Mangalsutra it can be a shock to her which we need to avoid at the moment.

Khushi touched the Mangalsutra becoming cold... The doctor excused them and left back in his cabin. Arnav was numb.. He had no idea where this was leading them to. Khushi didn't give a second thought. This marriage itself was only to revenge the Raizada family and Shyam Jha. This revenge was at one side and the sisters life on the other. She can never mix them up and play with her sister's heart. She immediately started unhooking the mangalsutra. When she felt the hook was taking her own time she just broke it which startled Arnav too. Though it wasnt tied by him he was feeling something inwardly but the next moment the reality hit him, she wasnt his real wife to feel for this.  Huhh.. He sighed..This girl could wear it in her neck without even caring once, without even actually getting binded in that relationship for real..then she can even take it off without any emotion linked to it.. and she talks about her sister being cheated by Shyam. Too ironical he thought.

Khushi removed the mangalsutra from her neck and kept it on the chair aside. She didn't even care to keep it at a safe place before entering the ICU.. Arnav fisted his fingers. This was so ackward. He didn't like this gesture of hers.Earlier he wanted Khushi to break all the ties with him and his family and go away but today when she was doing exactly the same he felt weird. Something provoked him to pick  the mangalsutra from the chair and he kept it in his pocket.

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Khushi entered the ICU slowly, her eyes still moist as she walked in towards the bed where her Jeeji was resting. She touched Simran's hand and the very next moment Simran opened her eyes and ssw her. Khushi had so much to express to her Jeeji. She immediately leaned and hugged her tight crying her heart out.. Simran could understand her sisters concern. She tried to raise her hand and caress her but failed  to do so as she was still connected to so many machines which recorded her body readings.
Khushi was unable to speak anything, she was so emotional at the moment.

Simran: Khushi... Rona bund karo.. (Stop crying)

Simran's voice after 5 long years made Khushi happy. She couldn't believe she was really hearing from her sister. She kissed Simran's hand and kept looking at her face, caressing it slowly..

Sirman: I was in coma .. For .. For 5 years?? You and paapa must have gone through so much..
Khushi noded but still didn't utter anything..
Simran: Where is paapa?? Is he out.. ( she had to make some effort to speak .. She had no energy yet hence the difficulty)
Khushi had no reply.. She couldn't just tell her jeeji that their father was dead.
Khushi: ( wiping her tears): Jeeji you need rest. We will talk later.. Just sleep for sometime.. I will wait out..

Simran clutched Khushi's hand tight not letting her go. Khushi saw tears in Simran's eyes.

Simran: Paapa can never delay to meet me had he been here.. Tell me honestly Khushi. How is paapa??

Khushi had no words to explain but her eyes spoke volumes. Simran started crying recalling all her memories with her father. However bad he was, whatever wrong he had done all his life, he was still their father. It was obvious for her to miss him and cry for him.. Khushi sat again next to Simran and wiped her tears..

Khushi: Jeeji please dont stress yourself.. You have regained your consciousness after 5 years.  You are the only one I have of my own.. You have to get better. You need to recover soon Jeeji.. Please don't cry..

Simran was understanding what Khushi was trying to mean. She stopped crying and then drifted to sleep again. She was really very weak at the moment and as the days will pass she will regain all her energy..

Khushi came out of the ICU wiping her tears and trying to be strong again. She saw Arnav talking to the doctor. She purposely came to them and stood next to him.

Dr: That's a good thought Mr Raizada if Simran stays with her family, her own people she will recover soon. But I would still not allow you people to take Simran for the next 10 days. She will have to be in observation here and then as you wish, we will discharge her and send one nurse at home who can take care of Simran there along with you both.
Arnav: No problem Dr. 10 days is fine for us.. ( he assured)

The Dr left and Khushi angrily asked Arnav..

Khushi: Who are you to decide when Jeeji can be discharged from the hospital? Let me make it very clear to you Mr Raizada.. She is my sister.. I am the only one to take decisions for her. And I will still let any unknown man to assist me in this decision but not you.. Do you understand?? So just stop pretending like you care and go back to India. I will return all your money that you have put for Jeeji's operation once she is out of here.

Arnav had expected this kind of response from her.

Arnav: I know you can return my money Khushi.. But I didn't pay it to get it back someday.
Khushi: Ohh right.. This is not any favour you have done on us. Its what you owed us , isn't it? After all, you and your witty plans are responsible for my Jeeji's accident..So what was this money? A Compensation for it?

Arnav got raged..

Arnav: Dont blame me for something I never did. Had I known that Simran di met an accident that night, I would have never returned to India until I had seen her fine again.
Khushi pushed him with anger.
Khushi: Stop being so innocent .. I very well know what you are capable of doing.. If you are so much sorry for what happened, will you be able to confess your deeds to your family? To your Di? Will you do that Mr Arnav Singh Raizada?

Arnav was quiet. He had no reply to give her. Probably until now he hadnt even thought on these terms but probably he should now.. Till when will he let his family be in dark? They need to know what he did and why.. Even if it means they never forgiving him, he cant hide it more from them.

Khushi: You cant do this.. You can never do this.. So stop talking big big things.. 

Her head spinned and darkness blocked her eyes. She had not eaten from past many hours which is why she was fainting.. She had cried so much in the past few days that she didnt had the stamina left inside her body to even stand still. Her eyes started closing.. The moment  realised she was fainting he quickly took her in his arms , not letting her fall down and hurting herself. He made her sit on the Couch before the ICU room and patted her cheeks..

Arnav: Khushi? Open your eyes.. ( he patted her cheeks again and then quickly sprinkled some water)

She opened her eyes slowly.. She really had no energy remained in her body. He made her drink the water, holding the glass for her. His other hand holding her back, ensuring she doesnt lose her balance again. This was the first time Arnav Singh Raizada was showing so much concern for Khushi Gupta and it was quite genuine.. She gulped the water slowly and tried to breathe normal. She realised he was holding her back. With efforts she shrugged his arm off hers and leaned her head behind to relax on the couch.. Arnav quickly brought the Sandwich for her which she had denied eating earlier.

Arnav: At least now eat this..

She pushed his hand away but gently.. She had no energy.. Arnav gritted his teeth and sat next to her. He started unwrapping the Sandwich which was packed and then forcefully bought it near her lips.. SHe looked at him with anger..

Arnav: Eat or else I know other ways to make you eat this..
Khushi's head was still spinning.. She had no energy to even argue.. She snatched the Sandwich from his hand and slowly started eating.. He took a sigh of relief and left the place so that this woman atleast eats it fully. If he stays there she might not do that..

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Almost 3 days had passed. Khushi spent most of her time in Hospital. She was happy that her sister was finally recovering.. Even though Simran was still in ICU and under observation, she was still able to sit now though with support. She was yet not allowed to walk. The Doctors had planned to help Simran walk after 5 days. Arnav was a frequent visitor too but he chose to stick outside the ICU door only. He really had no guts to meet Simran Di. It was his guilt which didnt let him watch her even once. Though the urge to see SImran Di once had always pricked his heart, he still chose not to reveal himself before her atleast until she recovers completely.

He was just standing outside the ICU, pacing around there , keeping an eye at Simran Di from the transparent peice of glass on the ICU door. He saw her sitting and thinking something, Probably she was thinking about Shyam Jha and the way he cheated her. She had asked about Shyam's whereabouts many a times to Khushi who never revealed her anything. The most crucial thing among all this was that she had no idea Arnav Singh Raizada was involved in all this. She thought it was only Shyam who had wanted to steal their money which is why he framed all this, ie.. faking his love for her .. Once she recovers, Arnav had planned to confess to her that Shyam did everything on his commands. Though that wont make his Jeejaji innocent in Simran Di's eyes ever.

He was still pacing there when suddenly he saw Simran struggling to get the water glass from the side table of the bed. In the attempt she lost her balance and fell down from the bed. Arnav couldnt wait there to call someone else to assist her. Without thinking about the consequences he rushed inside the ICU to help her. She screamed in pain as she fell down the bed and was about to call for help when suddenly a pair of arms picked her up and placed her back on the bed.

Arnav: Di you alright? Kahi chot lagi aap ko? (Did you get hurt anywhere? )

He started looking a her arms and forehead to see if she got any scratches anywhere. Simran was stunned to see this new face though  she felt like she knew him. .She kept looking at the way he was worried for her..

Simran: You called me Di? Kaun ho tum? Do I know you ?

Thats when Arnav realised what he had done.. He felt numb .. His entire body was cold and in a state of shock.. What would he reply now? Simran was waiting for her answers. ALl of a sudden the Doctor came inside.

Dr: Good morning Simran.. Good morning Arnav..

The moment Simran heard the name "Arnav", her eyes filled with tears again and her lips curved for a smile.

Simran: Arnav? Tum Arnav ho? Arnav Singh Raizada?

Arnav fisted his fingers.. He couldnt hide his identity anymore. He kept his chin low unable to meet her eyes.. She immediately touched his arm and made him sit next to her..

Simran ( caressing his cheek): Kitne bade hogaye ho tum.. Chotte?

Arnav was so much touched when he heard that word " Chotte" from her mouth.. His di had told him it was Simran who named him CHotte in the childhood first.. He touched her hand which was still caressing his cheek and then wiped her tears..

Arnav: You need rest Di.

He then turned towards the Doctor in anger.

Arnav: What kind of care are you providing Di? Why isnt anyone here inside to look after her? She fell down from the bed.. Is this what the hospital gives to its VIP patients?

The Doctor understood his concern and felt apologetic..

Dr: I will ask someone to be here 24/7.. It wont happen again Mr Raizada..

Simran was shocked to see so much concern Arnav was showing towards her treatment ..But how was he here? Did he knew she was in Coma from past so many years ? DId he also knew Khushi?

Simran: Khushi never told me you are here too. Tum jaante ho Khushi ko?

Arnav had no reply again.. What would he tell her about their Hidden and fake marriage drama?

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Part 22

Simran Di's question startled Arnav.. Words stuck in his throat as he realised he had not just got introduced before her but he also had somewhere sowed the seeds of surprise in Simran's Di's brains if he and Khushi are related. He was still trying to find an answer when suddenly Khushi entered the ICU. By the looks of her, Arnav had read that she had picked up the situation here.

Khushi: Jeeji.. We just know each other. Thats all.

JUST KNOW EACH OTHER?? THATS ALL??? Khushi's response ringed like bells in Arnav's ears.

Simran ( smiled): Its strange.. You both never got well with each other in childhood. Always kept fighting.. And see now.. In my absence, you guys met and now even know each other.. (she chuckled)

Both Arnav and Khushi were numb after hearing that little glimpse about their childhood.

Arnav: Di.. We know each other doesnt mean we dont fight anymore. ( he sarcastically looked at Khushi who seemed frowning by now)
Khushi: Yea.. There is no reason we can ever be docile with each other. ( she complained)
Simran: Khushi ? CHotte? What is this ? You are not kids anymore. And I never liked to see you both getting bitter with each other before, neither will I accept it now.

Khushi ignored Arnav and came to Simran. She sat next to her and opened the lunch which she specially cooked for her.

Arnav ( instantly replied): DI cant eat that food yet.
Khushi ( gulping her anger for his interference): I have checked with the Dr.
Simran: Haan Chotte.. It was me who asked Khushi to cook for me. I am tired of eating the hospital meal.
Arnav didnt argue but he still had a final say.

Arnav: Just for today Di.. Once you get back home, you will get home food forever. I dont want any simplest mistake from our end affecting your health again.

Simran liked his concern. Arnav excused from that ICU and left outside.

Simran: He is such a good boy.. SO much caring.. so much concerned for us..

Khushi fisted her fingers in anger. She cant even tell her DI what grave Sins that man had done in his life!!

Simran: Khushi? But how did you meet him? Where did you meet? here in Sydney ? Is his family here too?
Khushi could see how excited Simran was getting to get the replies.
Khushi: Jeeji.. relax.. First eat and then we shall talk about it.
Simran: But..
Khushi: Jeeji.. ( she stressed again )
Simran pouted as if she was being commanded by her elder and started eating quietly. Khushi meanwhile made some excuse and came out of the ICU. She saw Arnav talking to the Doctors. The moment he was alone, she stopped him.

Khushi: Himmat kaise hui aap ki Jeeji se milne ki? ( How dare you came before my sister? )
Arnav ( clenching his jaw): Arnav SIngh Raizada ko kisi se milne ke liye.. yeah unse baat karne ke liye HIMMAT ki zaroorat nahi hai..
Khushi: Accha? If you have so much courage in you, then why did you not speak up before your family about what sins you and Shyam Jha did with SImran Jeeji? Why were you tolerating all my lies and antics in Raizada house as your wife?

She had asked him a very valid question whose answers even didnt had at the moment.

Khushi ( smiled sarcastically): Its easy to talk big things Mr Arnav Singh Raizada.. But it really takes a lot of strength in a man to face his own deeds.. As far as I know, you lack that strength..

Arnav fisted his fingers.. Her words were hurtful. She gave him once more angered glance and left back in the ICU.. Arnav was so much affected by what she said.. She wasnt totally wrong.. He lacked that strength to let his family know about the truth.. He is afraid they will leave him. He doesnt want to lose them. Damm!!! Where had he landed himself? His conscience was pricking him. He cannot breathe properly until he clears all this. He  closed his eyes trying to decide what to do next. After few seconds he opened them again. His eyes showed strength.. He had to speak up.. He will speak before his family, his Anjali DI and tell them everything. He cant lead his life hiding the truth forever. He felt suffocated. He has to find a way and talk to his family somehow. Doesnt matter what they do after knowing. It is high time he confesses.

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Few more days passed. Arnav was not getting a right time to talk to Anjali. WHenever he called, either she was not at home, or she was busy in preparing for some or the other ritual to keep peace and prosperity in their family.

Here Simran was recovering. She was able to walk but with support. The doctors had confirmed she was now in the state of getting discharged from the hospital. There was no reason they could keep her in observation any longer. She  only would need to pay visit to the Hospital once every week though for follow ups. Arnav finished the formalities in the hospital. Khushi helped Simran walk outside to the parking. Simran was already getting vibes that something was cooking between Arnav and Khushi. Though they said they know each other, they still never talked with ease. From Khushi's behaviour she felt as if Khushi was unhappy whenever Arnav was around. Why? What was it? And the most important question was still unanswered.. Why was Arnav doing all this? Why so much concern for her? Now that she is going to stay with them, she will get into depth of this matter and resolve it.

They reached their home. Arnav moved the pillows from the bed away so that Khushi can help Simran sit on the bed and relax.

Simran: Huhh.. finally..  I am home..

Khushi smiled happily and so did Arnav,..

Simran: Chotte.. At least now will you both tell me how did you meet and where? I am tired of being in suspense..

Khushi and Arnav were again standing like dumb.

Arnav: Di.. woh..
Khushi; (interrupting): Jeeji.. Later.. First tell me what will you eat?
Simran ( becoming serious): Khushi ek minute.. This time I am not going to hear any excuses from you both. I am getting a different feeling.. I am feeling like you both are hiding a very crucial thing from me.
Khushi: Di.. aisa kuch nahi hai..
Simran: Then what is it Khushi? Tell me .. I am perfectly fine now. I am capable to face any difficult situation right now. Just tell me .. Please..

Simran had tears in her eyes which Arnav saw. He couldnt see her like that.. He felt apologetic. He quickly sat next to her on the bed and held her arms in his .

Arnav: Di.. Just calm down.. You want to know everything, we shall tell you but please dont cry like this. Seeing you worried, scares us.. If not me, at least think about Khushi.. She is been living a dreadful life all these years when you were not with her. ( khushi looked dumbly at Arnav hearing his concern for her).. I know learning the past is important for you.. but more than that you should be concentrating on spending ample of good time with your sister who missed you and your affection. We have a lot of time to share what has already gone..

Simran felt relieved.. She pressed his arm.

Simran: I always feel good when you talk to me Chotte.. I never thought you will be so sensible to us.. You took such a huge burden on your shoulders even after facing all that odd from our father.

Arnav looked down.. He exactly knew what Simran was talking about.. Khushi was still unaware of all this. All she knew was that her father Shashi had snatched away the Raizada property. Was there something else too?

Simran ( tearful): Dad is the reason of Anjali's limpness. He gave you and Anjali such a horrible life in your childhood and you still care for his daughters ? I am proud of you CHotte..
Arnav gulped. His throat was dry. Khushi was astounded. Her father was the reason for Anjali's limpness? She never knew that. She thought Anjali was limp from her birth..

Arnav: Di lets talk something else now.. Lets not get that past amidst our present.. Tell me what shall you eat. Today I am going to cook something for you.
Simran's lips curved for a smile.

Simran: You cook too? I am impressed. What other qualities have you hidden inside you ? Your wife will be very lucky to have a husband like you.. hai naa Khushi?

Again that statement pricked both Arnav and Khushi..

Simran: I.. I never asked you.. CHotte.. ARe you married?

Now that was a Punch for the other two.. Khushi gulped nervously.. Simran's questions were leading them to tell her the truth which Khushi wasnt prepared for at the moment. She feared if Simran Jeeji will be able to take things lightly or will she be shattered again affecting her health in turn?

Arnav ( glancing at Khushi once and then meeting Simran's eyes): Yes DI.. I am married.

Khushi almost felt her throat choked. She started coughing hard. And this wasnt fake.. Arnav and Simran immediately concentrated at her.

Simran: Khushi? What happened to you now?

Arnav didnt wait . .He instantly poured some water in the glass and got it towards Khushi's lips making her drink it. Khushi was so much disturbed that she didnt realise Arnav was still holding the glass from one hand and his other arm was pressed on her head behind trying to hold her head in position while she sips the water. Simran was again stunned with the way Arnav cared for Khushi. Something didnt seem right.. Yet it looked perfect..

The moment Khushi felt better she realised Arnav was still holding her .She moved his hand away wiping off her lips.

Khushi: I . I Am fine.

Arnav kept the glass aside. Simran shooted the next question.

Simran: Is your wife here in Sydney now? Or is she in India? You have stayed here for so many days for me, she must be concerned for you Chotte..

Khushi gasped.. She felt suffocated again .Arnav realised Khushi wasnt comfortable with the scene.

Arnav: Di.. the world is not ending today.. We have time to share everything. If you start asking another question now, I am going to get you admitted in the hospital again.. You need rest.. Only then you will recover fast.. Alright? Let me put the pillows back so that you sleep .. wait..

He got up from the bed and placed pillows behind Simran . She slowly leaned behind and rested,. Arnav pulled the Duvet on her and then turned the table lamp off..

Arnav: We shall wake you up when the Dinner is ready.
Simran noded. Arnav left for the kitchen to make some soup for Simran. Khushi got up too. Simran clutched Khushi's arm stopping her.

Simran: Khushi...
Khushi: Haan Jeeji..
Simran: Help him.. He looks stressed already.. I think something is bothering him.. Talk to him and see if he tells you.
Khushi though had no such intentions to talk to Arnav, she still noded acknowledging it and left the room.

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Dinner time

Simran sipped the soup which Arnav prepared for them.

Simran: Umm.. Its delicious.. Whom did you learn it from? Your wife?
Arnav and Khushi shared an eye lock.
Arnav: Di taught me.. She used to make this when I felt sick.
Simran: (smiled): Anjali is a gem.. I can see where you getting these good cultures from, Its all her teaching.
Arnav smirked and kept eating.
Simran: Does she know I am back home? WHy didnt she call me? Is she that busy? Ek minute.. she must have got married by now.. Hai naa? Is that why she couldnt call? She is busy in her family I suppose..

Arnav gulped. How was he supposed to tell her that yes his di got married and that too to Shyam Jha? Suddenly his phone started ringing.. It was his Jeejaji's call. He didnt let Simran see his phone display with showed Shyam's name.. He wiped his lips with the towel and excused from there..

He came to another room and answered the call.

Arnav: Haan Jeejaji.. How is everything there?

Shyam revealed Arnav the fact that he couldnt keep the secret hidden any longer. He told Anjali the truth. Arnav was shattered knowing this.

Shyam: Sorry Arnav.. But Anjali had started raising so many doubts these days. She felt we are hiding something from her. She infact was going to book the Sydney tickets to come there and see you, Khushi and Simran. I couldnt stop her questions. So I had to tell her.

Arnav's eyes became moist. He could realise what Anjali would have been going through now.

Shyam: Anjali isnt talking to me since I told her about this. She has locked herself in a room.

Arnav shut his eyes tight trying to bear that pain which his Di was going through.

Shyam : I was helpless Arnav. Anjali is hell angry with me but what she told me pricked the most. She said she hates you more than anyone in this world and will never forgive us for this.

Arnav cut the call without talking a word as he stood numb. Tears fell down from his eyes. He never had thought such drastic changes will happen in his life. All this had to happen for his deeds and he regrets for that one mistake he did to Simran which has been haunting him from quite a few days. Had he made an effort to know about Simran di before, he wouldn’t have let such things happen to her.

He felt a hand on his shoulder and as soon as he turned around he saw it was Simran who was worried to see him in this state.Before she could open her mouth he launched himself on her hugging tightly and crying his heart out. Simran was shocked to see him weeping like a small kid.

Simran was shocked. SHe caressed Arnav's back, trying to make him feel better.

Simran: Chotte? Kya hua? Is everything allright in your family? WHose call was it?

BEfore she could raise more questions, she felt Arnav's arms wrapping around her more securedly and he whispered something in her ears.

Arnav: Mujhe maaf kijiye Di.. I ruined your life.. Forgive me.

Simran was clueless.. Why was Arnav asking forgiveness from her ?What had he done?

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Part 23

Arnav: Mujhe maaf kijiye Di.. I ruined your life.. Forgive me.

Simran was clueless.. Why was Arnav asking forgiveness from her ?What had he done?

Simran: Maafi? (Forgiveness? ) For what Chotte? And whose call was it ?

She pulled back from the hug. She couldnt bare his tears. She wiped them off from his eyes. His mind, his heart were both very unstable. If Arnav Singh Raizada feared anything in his life, it was this day. He never wanted to feel this kind of heartbreak. He loved his Anjali Di more than his life. Today after knowing that she doesnt even wish to see his face because of his deeds, he felt lifeless.

Simran ( shook him): Chotte.. Your silence is killing me now.. Tell me whose call it was ?
Arnav gulped. He knew it was high time he confesses his sins.. YES. He agrees that he had done a SIN..

Arnav: It was .. ( he felt his lips shiverring.. he was that nervous ).. It was Shyam Jha's call.

The moment Simran heard that name, she felt numb.. SHYAM? Her Shyam? There were so many memories with that man.. But she gave all those a halt because she first wanted to know why he called Arnav?

Simran: Shyam? He .. he knows you ? How Chotte? WHy didnt you tell me this all these days? I was dying to know where Shyam is and you.. hide that from me?

Arnav was quiet.. He knew all her questions were valid..

Simran (in anger): Arnav... How do you know Shyam?

THis question needed lots of guts for Arnav to reply.. He knew what her reactions would be the very next moment he responds to this. But today he will keep no more secrets between them.. He clutched her arms gently, meeting her eyes..

Arnav: Di... Shyam Jha is .. my ... Jeejaji.. He and ANjali Di married 5 years ago...

Simran was shocked.. JEEJAJI? Shyam married Anjali? 5 years back? SHe felt dizziness and was stumbled.. Arnav got alarmed.. He quickly held her on time and made her sit on the bed..

Arnav: Di you alright ?

He didnt get any proper response from her. it was like he was talking to some unconscious person..

Arnav: Di.. ( he patted her cheeks.)

Her eyes were opened, she was sitting stable on the bed but her attention was no more on Arnav.. She was lost in all those memories she had with Shyam Jha.. Right from the time they met.. how he developed his connection slowly with her father.. how they became friends.. how she started falling for him.. how he proposed her for the marriage.. how she signed the papers of her property for saving his house which was a fake story made by him only to get her money,.. and lastly .. how he ditched her right at the wedding altar.. saying he never loved her... confessing to her that he did this to snatch away all her money..

Arnav ( shook Simran a bit): Di.. Are you listening to me? ( when she didnt respond even to that .. he gave up ).. Let me call the Doctor..

He didnt wanted to take any chance with Simran's health now.. He knew she hadnt recovered totally yet.. He was about to get up when she caught his arm stopping him from going anywhere.. All the bits and pieces had started falling in place for Simran.. SHe blankly starred in his eyes..

Simran: So it was for YOU that Shyam played with me and my family?

Arnav felt an electric shock running inside his body.. He kneeled down before her, holding both her arms in his..

Arnav: Di.. I .. I just wanted to get back what my family lost.. I..
Simran: Haan .. Yea Naa Arnav.. Just tell me that..
Arnav gulped. He read the anger and frustration in her voice..
Arnav (shutting his eyes ): Haan.. ( Yes)

Simran felt totally shattered. She felt like she was not just ditched 5 years ago.. But also today by a man whom she had trusted..

Simran (angrily): Do you even realise what have you done Arnav ? You spoilt so many lives.. I cant believe you did this. What was your age then haan? How could you think so much cruel? DId you even know what Love is that time?

Arnav could feel rage in her voice.

Arnav ( holding her hands tight): Di..  I only knew what Suffering is that time.. I had lived it for years.. I had seen that pain in Di's eyes for all those years of my childhood. I had seen her struggling to walk... ( he nervously gulped the lump of tears formed in his throat while uttering all this )

Simran was too cold to take all this.. She was blankly looking at him.

Arnav: Di.. I might not have judged whats right and wrong that time.. But believe me I never knew you met with an accident and were at Coma all these years.. I would never hurt you physically.. Never.. ( his eyes conveyed to her that he really meant it)
Simran: Do you think Physical pain is worse than what I am going through today?
Arnav had no words..
Simran: I had trusted Shyam.. I had loved him Arnav.. And no woman can bear the pain of losing her love or his betrayal..

Arnav might not have realised all of this earlier, but today he also knew what importance LOVE carries in human life.

Simran: I am not defending my father's deeds. I know he was a monster for your family. But only for revenging him, you have hurted his two innocent daughter's too,
Arnav knew she was right.. But he still had one question to raise.
Arnav: What was Di and my mistake when Shashi Gupta betrayed my parents? Werent we innocent Di?
Simran was numb again.
Arnav ( sighed ): I know all that doesnt count now.. However hard I try to prove to you and Khushi that I never meant to harm you both, the way I have already, you will never understand.. For irradicating the pain which Di and my family was facing all these years, I gave pain to you and Khushi . I should have found some other way to fight with Shashi Gupta.

Simran was quiet..

Arnav: Since the time I have come to Sydney and came to know about your condition, all my anger, all my revengeful attitude has wiped off. You have given me a new life Di.. But in this process, I have lost my old life too.. I have lost my dear ones.. I have lost Anjali di's trust, I have lost the faith which my family had on me.. I might never get it back either.. May be.. may be this is my redemption .. ( he paused and then gulped again meeting her eyes).. But I wont stop you from punishing me. I owe that from you.. PUNISH me DI.. Punish me.. ( he begged)

Tears fell down her eyes as she removed her arms from his hold.

Simran: Leave me and Khushi alone.. Just go away from here.. Leave us on our state.. we dont need you...

This was the hardest thing for him to do.. But had he expected the punishment to be less harsh than this? Probably not.. He had seen this coming already.. He didnt wanted her to notice the immense pain in his eyes as he accepted the punishment silently. He stood up. She kept looking away from him.. This man had broken her trust.. she cannot forgive him.. He left the room and the moment he reached the door, he stopped and turned aside.. Khushi Gupta was standing there and by the look of hers, he could say she had heard it all. Khushi didnt stay there long.. She rushed inside to console her sister. Everything was finally out except one truth.. The truth of their forged wedding..

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Few hours later

Arnav was packing his stuff finally.. He had to leave this house.. this city.. this country and go back to India where his family was. Leaving Simran di was painful but even facing ANjali Di would not be easy anymore. He had to confront her as well. He was feeling weak already.. He didnt know how he was going to make things fine again.. Leaving Simran Di and Khushi just like that will be good ? He felt responsible for them.. He sat next to his bag on the bed, closing his face by his palms.. Suddenly he felt a door knock. He opened his eyes only to see Khushi coming inside the room. He got up.

Khushi passed him an envelope..

Arnav: What is this?
Khushi: The expenses you made for Di's hospitalization..
Arnav didnt take it from her.
Arnav: Where did you get this big amount from?
Khushi: I am not answerable to you. .( she angrily replied.. )
The very next moment he clutched her arm and pulled her forcibly towards him.

Arnav: You are Damm answerable to me Khushi. Biwi ho tum meri.. ( You are my wife)

This was the first time he was openly claiming her to be his wife.. All these months he hated to believe that.. Yes their marriage was forged.. Khsuhi had got his signatures on the marriage papers done . SO what if he didnt knew which papers he was signing that time.. The fact is .. she is still his wife.. LEGALLY.. Doesnt matter if they had ritually got married or not.. Khushi pushed him away from her with force.

Khushi: I am NOT your wife.. Just like you plotted everything to get your money back from us.. I plotted our marriage. The purpose of which is over now Arnav Singh Raizada.. You are no longer my husband.. I am no longer your wife.. So we better stop addressing each other that way and walk our own paths..

Arnav was hurt.. For the very first time he was HURT so badly from the TRUTH she just shed light upon..

Khushi: You dont need to know where I got this money from.. This is your hard earned money which we sisters dont want to keep with us as your favour. Today everything is clear and equal between us.. No more lies.. No more need to fake anything..

Arnav knew what she wanted.. She didnt want to continue anything.. Even though it was build only on the base of a lie..He walked back to her. He clutched her arm and tried to bring it forward. She fisted her fingers unsure of what he was about to do next.

Arnav opened her fist slowly while she kept staring at him with surprise. He removed the mangalsutra from his pocket and kept it in her open fist. To be honest she had almost forgot about this chain and now somewhere her heart had started beating rapidly the moment she touched it.

Arnav: This might not have any importance in your life.. Neither I had Until ( he paused looking nervously in her eyes)

Khushi astonishingly looked in his eyes trying to understand what he means.
Arnav: Tum iss rishtey ko todna chahti ho.. Main nahi.. ( you want to break this relationship.. Not me)

The moment he said this Khushi withdrew her hand from his in anger. Did he just say he wants to keep this marriage ??

Arnav: Dont look at me like that.. I havnt said anything out of the world. I dont care if those signatures were forged or the papers were real or not.. I only know one thing. YOU ARE MY WIFE.. And this fact will remain in my life forever. Doesnt matter if you give it a thought or not.

He turned back to the bed and zipped his bags.. Khushi was stunned. She had no idea what she should reply back to him..

He picked up his bag and gave a last long stare to Khushi. She was standing like dumb there watching his face.. He didnt pick the Cheque envelope either. It was still on the bed..He broke their eye lock and finally made his way out of that room.. that house towards the Sydney Airport.. He was flying back to Delhi taking all those ill memories with him which will remain as a black mark on his life forever..

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Part 24

Delhi - India

It was a very tough time for Arnav Singh Raizada as he confronted his deeds before Anjali and the rest of the family members. His Jeejaji Shyam was also present there and they both were been looked upon with utmost anger. Anjali was already in tears as she kept questioning Arnav and Shyam.

Anjali: ( to Arnav): I had promised myself not to talk to you ever Chotte.. I didnt even wish to see your face but I could not hold myself from asking you why you stooped so low to get our Property back? Was money so important to you that you even didnt care whose innocent lives you were sacrificing?

Arnav did not meet her eyes. She had full rights to be angry on him.

Anjali: And Shyam you ? Arnav was in his 20's that time but you were enough grown up to understand what is right and what is wrong. Then how could you support him? Were you blind for money too?
Shyam: Rani Saheba.. It's not money I did all this for. Like Arnav even I wanted to see you and your family happy.
Anjali: ( sighed ): Such happiness which is earned by destroying others, is like a poison for me. You both on whom I trusted upon blindly have broke my heart. Your deeds are inacceptable.. What is the difference between you both and Shashi Gupta then?

Now that question hit Arnav's brains. He clutched Anjali's arm..

Arnav: Shashi Gupta started all this. He cheated Paapa, he is the reason you are limp.. He stole our property and almost got you and me on the streets. How could you forget all that Di? (Anjali became silent) The difference between us and Shashi Gupta is that.. he knew he was hurting us and he still didnt stop.. He was a monster.
Anjali : And you both are God's? ( she sarcastically asked).. Do you think by helping Simran recover, by paying her medical bills, you have done something good for them? Arnav you have just tried healing their wound which you only gave them years ago..
Arnav : I know that.. I am not taking any credit for that help. Neither I am trying to prove our innocence here.
Shyam: Haan Anjali.. We are sorry for what we did. That moment was so crucial.. We could see no other way to get the property back and hence we chose that wrong way.
Arnav: Our motive was never to harm those sisters.
Anjali: But the harm is done now and you both cannot repay that ever..

Arnav sighed in disappointment.. He knew his Di will never forgive them so easily.

Anjali: I feel disgusting to stay with you both under this roof. Every day I will see you both, it will remind me of the Sins you have committed, the false marriage hopes which Shyam gave to Simran. I cant stay with you both..

Arnav was shocked and so was SHyam.

Arnav ( stopping Anjali): Di please. Dont say like that..
Anjali shrugged his arms off .
Anjali: You have lost the rights to stop me Chotte..
Shyam: I cant let you go anywhere. It's better I leave .. This is your house.. Your family.. ( he was getting very emotional now. Controlling his own tears became difficult)

Anjali for the first time was so strong that she didnt even show a tinge of depression on her face when she heard Shyam planning to leave her and this house.

Arnav: Jeejaji wait.. You cant leave us like that.
Shyam: If this is going to lessen some of Anjali's burden I am ready to stay without her forever. I deserve it Arnav.. I being elder to you shouldnt have supported in all this. I hadnt realised things will turn ugly this way some day. Wish I had seen this future of ours before doing that Sin and stopped you too at the right time.

SHyam left to pack his bag and leave the house. Anjali didnt move .. She wasnt going to stop all this from happening ..

Arnav: Di stop him.. please.. he is your husband.. You love him Di..

Anjali didnt speak a word neither she moved.. Nani supported her and made her sit on the couch.

Arnav: Nani you please make Di understand.. She cant spoil her life like that.
Nani: You are responsible for spoiling for her life Chotte. Her fault was that she believed you and Shyam.

Arnav gulped. He kneeled down to Anjali.

Arnav: Di. Please..
Anjali ( to Nani ): Nani.. I dont wish to have any more conversation with him either. This is his house, I cant ask him to leave but I am not interested to talk to him ever. He is a stranger for me henceforth..

Arnav's eyes became moist.

Arnav: Di?

She didnt let him touch her even..He gulped the lump of tears formed in his throat. He was always scared of this moment and today it finally arrived. His motherly figure Di had thrown him out of her life.

Arnav: Di please.. Forgive me.. Forgive Jeejaji Di.. I cant see your marriage breaking.
Anjali ( chuckled sarcastically): this is what happens Chotte.. When you break one sister's love life for settling other sister. Today you have succeeded in destroying both your sister's life. Neither Simran is happy, nor I am. Neither you could do any right with Shyam who supported you all the way in that act, Nor you could do any justice with your wife Khushi.. We are all unhappy and suffering because of YOU.. Main mar bhi jaaun toh bhi tumhe kabhi maaf nahi kar sakti.. ( Even if I die, I wont forgive you.. ) A man who has played with so many innocent people's life cannot be my Brother.. He was probably dead the same day he plotted all this..

Arnav was numb.. Did she just say he was DEAD for her? Anjali got up from the couch and went in the other room. She didnt want to see his face anymore. He had to be punished though this would mean punishing herself too. Arnav sat there on the floor, at the couch, thinking again and again about what his Di told him. He was dead for her. She doesnt take him as her Chotte anymore? He never thought things would mess up to this extent..

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Shyam Jha finally left the Raizada house. He was staying there as a Ghar Jamaai from past so many years. Today that same wife had thrown him out of her house and heart. It was a very weak moment for him. But Arnav Singh Raizada didnt lose hopes. He was defintely sorry for what he did, he wanted to mend things now. He will not let his own people live such seperate lives, He felt responsible for all of this and now it will be his duty to ammend and set their lives back on track. He will not lose hopes. He believed himself. He might have been cruel to destroy the Gupta's to this extent and in turn ruin his Di's married life too but he had to take a stand and get their lives back to normal. He was ready to strive for that his entire life. He wont stay calm and steady until he sees them happy again.

Even though Arnav stayed in the same house with Anjali, their conversation was nil. Infact no one talked to him, not even Nani. He felt isolated. Akash was still handling the business with him so they talked on proffesional terms. Payal never liked him and she was always in Khushi's support so there was no chance she could speak to this man ever. Sometimes Maama and Maami did have a word with him to know if he was fine. That gave him little courage to work on his motto.

Days were passing superfast for Arnav but there in Sydney time passed slow for Khushi . Arnav's last sentence before he left that place still haunted her.

"Tum iss rishtey ko todna chahti ho.. Main nahi.. ( you want to break this relationship.. Not me)"

This one statement had vanished her sleep. She had come to know about all the events that took place in Raizada Mansion after Arnav returned there. Each word of that confrontation , Payal told to Khushi as they both were still in touch. Khushi was aware Shyam Jha had left that house. That's what she always wanted. But today when it had happened, she felt bad for Anjali.. Where was Anjali's fault in all this that her marriage broke ? Thats what Fate is probably. On one side she felt extremely pity for Anjali but on the other side she was becoming a greatest support for her sister Simran. She wanted Simran to continue her education where she left earlier. Simran was studying law and Khushi insisted her to complete it.

Arnav had totally become isolated in his own house. He had no one whom he could share his grief with. Aman was still there at work before whom he could open his heart, but it didnt help him much. Shyam had started living in another apartment and even though he had lost all ties with Anjali and the rest of the Raizada family, he still didnt stop being in touch with Arnav. They both often met each other. Shyam could get updates on Anjali from Arnav and hence he never wanted that connection of theirs to ruin by any chance.

Simran recovered slowly and she also took admission in a University at Sydney to complete her Law Degree. She had to clear only one Semester which means only 6 more months and she will be a Law Graduate. Khushi became the financial support for her sister in completing her education by taking up a Job. She had few savings with which they could still manage living a normal life. Though none of them had a peace of mind yet, they still were enough for each other.
Arnav made a new client meanwhile.. Suraj Bhatia. He was almost of Shyam's age, unmarried and running a successful garment factory.

Almost 7 months had passed by now. The lives of 5 people.. Arnav, Khushi, Anjali, Shyam and Simran had no change. ANjali had been noticing her brother's lonliness. She sometimes felt like forgetting the past and embracing him back, but when she recollected the pain which he gave everyone, she stopped herself. Anjali wanted to know Simran and Khushi's whereabouts, she wanted to meet them and apolozise for all of this but she had no idea Payal was in touch with them and had their contact numbers. Anjali was helpless.

Arnav had already asked Aman to keep a tab on Simran and Khushi. He got their news every week and he was happy that they both had started living normally again. He was satisfied though his eyes always wanted to see them again. HE was walking the path of redemption . He had to keep a control on his emotions. There were times when Arnav dialed Khushi's number but disconnected it before she could answer. He didnt know what to speak even if she picks his call. This was so frustrating.. He would take out all his frustration then by meeting Shyam and having a drink with him. That was the only way he felt better.

Simran by now had finished her Graduation and she also had received an Offer letter to join as an Assistant to some famous Lawyer in Delhi. The pay was good and she had a very good scope there to start her career with. But in India? She shared her concern with Khushi who also was in Dilemma if Simran should take this up or not. Settling again in India is going to cost them again. Afterall if not Simran, Khushi had a lot of memories there.. Staying in the same city where HE is can bring them face to face again.. But she cannot explain all of this to Simran as her Di still had no idea what relationship Khushi and Arnav shares.

Finally after a good discussion the Gupta sisters decided to Move to India.

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Part 25

Sydney

The tickets to Delhi were booked. The decision of going back to India and settling there was not very easy for Khushi. But she couldnt deny Simran Jeeji whose career had just started. Neither she can allow Simran to go alone in India. So leaving all those hard thoughts, Khushi had decided to support Simran Jeeji's decision. The final packing was still pending . Simran came inside her room.

Simran: Khushi do you need help?
 Khushi : No Jeeji. I  have almost finished.( she softly responded keeping the dresses in the bag.)

Simran could read the dullness on Khushi's face. She sat down next to her.

Simran: You dont want to go there , do you ? You have to sacrifice again for me. I think we should reconsider this Khushi. It's not that I wont get good offers here.
 Khushi: No Jeeji. Please dont think I am sacrificing. To be honest, we need more savings now as the one we had has almost become nill. Staying here will always be expensive irrespective of how much we both earn. So settling back in India is a wise decision. ( she smiled weakly at Simran)

Simran: Hmm. And sitting here I wont be able to find a perfect Indian Groom for my little sister. ( she pinched Khushi's nose )

Khushi was astonished hearing that. She kept looking at Simran with surprise.

Khushi: Matlab?
Simran: Matlab yeh.. Ki you have taken enough responsibility on your shoulder for me. Now its my turn. I want to see you getting married and settling your life.
 
 Khushi was blank. Marriage?

Simran: Why are you staring me like that? Do you have someone in mind already ? Then let me know. ( she gigled)

The moments of her past clouded Khushi's mind and heart. "BIWI" ... thats what he called her.. She had lived in Raizada house as a bahu. She used to wear the Mangalsutra and Sindoor like every married woman. She had signed on the Legal marriage papers and had made Arnav Singh Raizada sign them too unknowingly through Payal. Technically she was married. How can she marry again? She didnt know where this relationship with Arnav Singh Raizada will lead her to. She cannot accept him, neither he is agreeing to get seperated. How long will they both hold on to this weak ties? All this pricked her every day and night but she tried ignoring them. But today she was getting more restless realising that once they step in INdia, it wont take much long for Simran Jeeji to know she and Arnav were married. What will happen then? Will she be able to digest this fact ? Will it affect her health? It was high time she confesses that truth to her Jeeji before she gets to know it from someone else.

Simran ( clicking her fingers): Khushi? Where are you lost at?
Khushi: Jeeji.. Woh.. I .. I have to tell you something ( she gulped once making up her mind to tell the truth )
Simran: What?

Khushi was about to speak up when suddenly Simran's phone rang.

Simran: Ohh.. It's my new Boss's phone. I camt skip it. May be he wants to know when I am starting the work from. Hold on. I will be back

Simran answered the call and left the room talking to her Boss. Khushi's strength started weakening again. She needed to collate all her will power somehow and make sure her Jeeji is aware. Whatever happens later can be handled.

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Delhi - Pub


Shyam Jha gulped the third shot and placed the glass down. He just couldnt believe what Aman told him  and Arnav now.

Aman: It's a 100% true news. I have confirmed. Khushi Bhabhi and Simran Jeeji are coming back to Delhi forever. They will settle down here now. ( he then turned to Arnav to see his reactions. Arnav was cold and numb. ).. ASR.. I think you should meet bhabhi..

That advice wasnt as beautiful as he thought. Arnav gulped the drink and wiped his lips.

Arnav: Main uss se milna nahi chahta.. ( I dont want to meet her)
Shyam (sighed): Saale Sahab milna nahi chahte.. Aur main mil nahi sakta.. ( Saale Sahab dont wish to meet and I dont want to meet them)
Aman: But why?
Shyam ( in frustration): How will I face SImran? I have broke her heart. I cant just meet her and say Sorry.. I dont think she will even consider that. I am too much guilty to go before her.
Aman: I know.. But somewhere things need to get sorted now.. Jeejaji, you and Anjali Di and ASR and Khushi are husband - wife. You 4 need to patch up.. Dont lose hope like this.

Shyam: No Aman.. Its not that easy.. Whenever I think about patching up with Anjali, I am drawn back by guilt. Anjali Will never accept me again. She hates me.. As far as I know, even if Simran forgives us, ANjali wont.

That comment made Arnav gulp his 4th shot.

Aman (sighed): ASR.. Say something..
Arnav looked at Aman. His eyes were clearly expressing his fear, his pain and much more.

Arnav: Lets get back home. Di will be worried.
Aman : Di will be worried? I thought you both are not in talking terms with each other..
Arnav: We arent talking AMan.. But that doesnt lessen her worry for me. I know she hates me but somewhere still fears if I am late home. She has taken care of me like a mother, that affection in her heart for me can never be erased however hard she tries.

Aman and SHyam understood and agreed to what he explained.

Aman: You think she is happy seeing her Chotte drunk almost every alternate night?

Arnav had no reply to that. He just paid the bill and got up to leave. Aman was the only person who had drunk in his limits. He would drive the two men to their respective homes.

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Arnav entered the Raizada house, the living room was dark, it was late night and he expected everyone to be fast asleep. He was overdrunk. Today he couldnt control his emotions after knowing Simran Di and Khushi were coming back to India. He had those mixed feelings in his heart.. He wanted to see them but he was equally afraid if he would be able to face them again or not.  He was about to stumble when suddenly he felt someone holding him .. Anjali looked at him with an unhappy expression. His eyes were swollen and red. She didnt talk to him though but just helped him walk to his room. Arnav too didnt mind her dropping him. It would atleast give him some time to be with his Di. They reached the room, she made him sit on the bed and was about to leave when he caught her hand. She didnt turn, he leaned his head on her hand and closed his eyes.

Arnav: They are coming to Delhi Di..

Anjali first didnt understand what he said but later she did. So Simran and Khushi were returning to India?

Arnav: I dont know.. I .. Di.. I . I .. dont want to meet them.. I dont want to hurt them again.. I..

His throat ached. A lump of tears had already formed in his throat which hurted him. He never felt so fragile like today. He wanted someone to give him strength..But.. he had lost that right from his DI.. He cant expect her to do anything for him. Anjali turned around. With a heavy heart she managed to look in Arnav's moist eyes. She felt the pain he was going through for revenging two innocent souls.

Anjali: This guilt you have in you .. is not enough.. It can melt our hearts Arnav.. But not to that extend that we three forgive you. So dont even expect us to...

It pinched Arnav a lot what she just said. He left her hand.. Yes..

Arnav: I .. I know I did wrong.. But.. Can I never do right again Di?

ANjali was blank..

Arnav: Dont you see that desperation in my eyes to make our lives better again?

Anjali could see the intensity in his tone and will.

Arnav: I cant change what I did. But I am working on our future.. A .. A future where none of us wont be hating each other.. Can this happen?

Damm!! This boy had really mellowed Anjali already by his words and intentions but she didnt show it to him. SHe just left his room. Arnav failed again to prove himself .. his thoughts.. his motive.. He leaned on his bed, closing his eyes..

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2 days later

Arnav was fiddling with the paper weight in his cabin.. From past two days he had not shown much interest in his office work either. Aman was handling everything for him which was commendable. Even Aman was not sure how to help ASR , Shyam and ANjali back to normal again? These people need to reunite somehow with their respective partners. Now he was the one who should be riding their horses to success. He made some quick calls and got a very wonderful information he needed. After that he came to Arnav's cabin.

Aman: Uhh.. You can talk for a minute? ( he quickly asked to which Arnav plainly noded).. Okay.. Suraj Bhatia has invited you on his Birthday party tomorrow.
Arnav: Tell him I am busy. Send a bouquet and card.
Aman: Wont look good. He is our new client. And also a good friend of yours I suppose.
Arnav: Aman.. ( he breathed heavy).. You know I am not interested in parties at the moment.
Aman: Your interest will be revealed once you reach there. ( he tried holding his smile)
Arnav: What ? What do you mean?
Aman: I mean.. Even Di is invited.. And Shyam Jeejaji too. Who knows something might click in between them there?

Arnav was getting the point but he wasnt so sure .

Arnav: You think Di will attend it ?
Aman: I will convince her. BEsides she too thinks Suraj Bhatia as her good brother..
Arnav ( leaning his head back): I suppose she has started hating the term "Brother" these days..
Aman :Come on ASR.. I told you, leave it on me. I will manage to get di. Bus you and Jeejaji reach there on time. Okay?
Arnav: Hmmm..

Aman was about to leave when Arnav asked.

Arnav: When is Khushi's flight landing today?

Aman smiled at his question.

Aman: Kyon ? Pick up karne jaana hai? Gaadi ready karu? ( Why? Do you wish to pick them up? Should I get the car ready? )
Arnav looked at him. He was understanding the fun AMan was trying to create. He took the Paper weight in his fist.

Arnav: This weighs 700gm Aman..
Aman knew exactly why he was referring that to him.
AMan ( chuckled): Dont keep it near you when you meet Khushi bhabhi.. It would hurt your head otherwise.!! ( he winked at Arnav who was totally stunned by his advise , AMan rushed out)

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Part 26

Khushi and Simran had arrived to India a day ago. They had been given accomodation by Simran's new Boss Mehra, a 45 year old Lawyer, who managed to run a Legal Advisory Firm to provide Legal assitance to the Enterpreneurs. He had some most famous clients and Suraj Bhatia was one of them. So it was obvious Mehra was invited today at this Birthday party in a Lavish Resort. Mehra had passed on the ivitation to Simran and her family too as he wanted to formally introduce his new Intern to Suraj who would now be working on His company Legal affairs too.

Simran was excited to start her career and she was liking the idea of attending this Party. She Chose a Dark Blue Gown and stood before the mirror looking at it.

Simran: Khushi? Will this look good for the party tonight?

SHe didnt get any response from Khushi who was lying on the bed and lost in some serious thoughts. Khushi had still not got the chance to tell Simran about her and Arnav's marriage. She had tried her best to say it out and clear the matter but somehow always she got stuck. Today she had finally decided to confess it but not now. May be after the party because she didnt wanted to spoil her sister's mood in that party.

Simran ( shook her): Khushi? Where you lost? I am talking to you. .
Khushi: Uhh.. Haan Jeeji.. I was just .. forget it .. What did you ask?
Simran: What's wrong Khushi? Arent you interested in coming along with me ? Should I cancel  ? I will tell Mehra Sir that we cannot make it.
Khushi: No Jeeji.. I didnt mean to show my disinterest.. Its just that the hectic travelling has taken a toll on my mood. Nothing else. ( she lied)
Simran: Then this is the best way to relax yourself Khushi. Wear something great.. Let's pamper ourselves today as much as we can.. Who knows may be I might find the groom for my sister? ( she pinched her cheeks)

Khushi became cold again.. GROOM? Well.. In few hours she will be letting her Simran Jeeji know that she already had a Groom.. An Unwanted Groom!!

Simran: Alright.. Lets get ready then? We dont have much time and the Cab will arrive in one hour to pick us .. Chalo..

She dragged Khushi out of the bed so that they can start getting ready for this Party..

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Party

Arnav Singh Raizada hugged Suraj Bhatia after presenting him a Bouquet of flowers.

Arnav: Many Happy returns of the Day Suraj..
Suraj :Thanks Buddy.
Arnav: So turned up 30 today? ( she teased )
Suraj: Do I like like 30?
Arnav: From that stuble.. Yea.. you do.. ( he teased again)
Suraj had a hearty laugh and he punched Arnav on his stomach gently.

Suraj: Where's Shyam? Hope he is coming..
Arnav: Yea he will reach in some time. So?? When are we seeing you married then? I am sure your mother must be looking out for a prospective Bride for her Son.
Suraj: Dont ask me. I am tired of seeing the pictures and profiles every day and night. Have even met a few but.. you know these high society girls, I cant handle their tantrums..
Arnav (chuckled softly): I know.. So what kind of girl you looking for?
Suraj: Decent.. Typical Indian woman who values her family, respect her elders, loves her youngsters  and ofcourse who doesnt have a problem if I drink at least once a week.
Arnav raised his eyebrows high..

Arnav: Quite a heavy profile.. Let me see if  I can find such a woman for you..
Suraj smiled.
Suraj: Forget finding a bride.. You have still not introduced your Wife to me.. I heard she is in Sydney, am I correct?

Arnav's smile had vanished away.. He had to face such questions almost frequently. The media also had always poked him about when his Wife was returning back.

Suraj( sensing the tension in Arnav's eyes): Did I hit the wrong button? Missing her?

Well.. He Missed her.. No wonder how much he hated her to be his wife earlier, after returning back to India, he had missed her.

Arnav: Forget it..
Suraj: Excuse me? You .. guys had a fight? Sorry to poke like this but.. I cant help knowing it.. You are my best Buddy now..

Arnav had no reply.. FIGHT? It was just not a normal Husband wife fight.. How on earth can he explain others?

Arnav: No.. we are good..
Suraj: I get it.. Long distance relationship.. hai naa? It never works Arnav.. I mean.. Its ridiculous if you dont see you partner for months ..So frustrating.. Let me give you a short advice. Either call her back.. Or you go to Sydney for a while and stay with her. You guys will feel good. Trust me..

Arnav liked the tips but he knew how difficult it was for him to meet Khushi. She would kick him out if he comes before her. And though she was now in India, in the same city as he is, he still didnt had the guts to meet her. His thoughts were interfered when Shyam came to them and wished Suraj for his birthday.

Suraj: I was waiting for you Man.. Thanks . Where's your wife ?

Shyam and Arnav looked at each other blankly..

Suraj: What?? Why do you both get stuck when I ask you about your respectives Wives? Where is Anjali Shyam?

"Di is here", came a response from Aman who had taken the responsibilty of getting Anjali in this party. She walked slowly towards Suraj without even meeting eyes with Arnav or Shyam. She was ignoring them as usual.

Suraj ( hugging ANjali): Hey Anjali.. How are you ?And thanks for attending my party..
Anjali: I had to attend or else you wouldnt have talked to me for years.. ( she smiled)
Suraj: Obviously.. I dont have much close friends and you guys are like my family now. I very much feel Jealous on Shyam.. He has got a beautiful wife who has everything I am always looking for in my partner..

Shyam was pleased to know that. Yes Anjali was really like that.. A woman whom any man would desire.

Suraj: I am sure Arnav's wife also will be like you Anjali.. Can you both find a partner for me? I guess thats my Mantra for this year. To get married and settled..

Arnav was again little touched when Suraj reminded him about his wife ... !! Though he easily managed not to show his nervousness on face.. Suraj was called by his other friends and he had to excuse.. The moment he left, ANjali tried leaving but Shyam stopped her.

Shyam: Kaisi ho? (How are you?)
Anjali( not meeting his eyes): You dont need to know that..
Shyam : Dont say like that Anjali.. You have no idea how I am staying without you.
Anjali: Dont make it like I purposely seperated you from me. You deserved it Shyam..
Shyam ( gulping the pain): Will you never forgive me for that ?
Anjali looked in his eyes. She could see him repenting but she was still not convinced to forgive him or Arnav so easily. She didnt reply. She just walked away from them. Shyam looked down sighing. Arnav placed his arm on his shoulder.

Arnav: Things will change Jeejaji..
Shyam: Hope it happens before I leave the world ( saying that picked the glass of Vodka and gulped down)

Arnav was so much upset by his choice of words.. All of this, only he was responsible for.. When on earth will he make things right ?

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Khushi wore a Light Pink Anarkali dress and was looking stunning as usual. Even Simran was looking pretty in that Blue gown she had just bought from Sydney for such occassions. They entered the Party hall hoping to find Mehra soon so that they dont feel isolated in this party. Before they could find Mehra, a woman came to them and stopped Khushi.

Woman: Hello Khushi.. How are you ?Recognised me?
Khushi was surprised. She had no idea who this woman was and how she knew her name?
Woman: I guess you didnt recognise me. We met in that Mooh Dikhai ..I am Mrs Motwani..

The moment the woman uttered Mooh Dikhai, Khushi freezed.. How can someone known to Raizada's be a part of this party? Were these people somewhere related.. Simran was totally confused ..

Woman: Arnav didnt tell me you were back to India.. ( she chuckled) .. Anyways.. Enjoy the party and haan dont forget next month its my Son's birthday, Arnav and you are specially invited.. I will send a formal invitation somewhere next week. See you. .Bye..

The name "Arnav" had created more ripples within Khushi especially because her sister Simran had also witnessed this talk between Mrs Motwani and her..

Simran: Arnav? Mooh Dikhai? What was that woman saying? What has Arnav to do with you?

Khushi was totally nervous.. She was not understanding what to respond. Thats when Mehra found them ..

Mehra: Hello Simran.. You are here.. I was waiting for you.
Simran: Hello Sir. She is my Sister Khushi..
Mehra: Ohh Hello Khushi.

Khushi faked a smile.

Mehra: Okay come let me introduce you to Suraj. He was waiting for you.

Mehra took Simran away and Khushi could finally breathe. She had not expected someone knowing about her and Arnav will meet her like this in the party.. She just hoped there were no media around who would catch her and start questioning about her return.

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Suraj: Hi.. uhh.. Simran? Right?
Simran: Yes. I am Simran Gupta.. I will be working with Mehra Sir as a Legal Advisory for your Company.
Suraj: Good. Nice meeting you Simran..

Suraj liked the way Simran smiled. He was a man who could never hide what he felt for others so he just spoke up.

Suraj: You got a very cute smile Simran. Dont think I am flirting.. I never do that..
Mehra laughed.
Mehra: Haan Simran. Suraj always talks his heart out. Doesnt delay a bit in confessing things.. Kyon Suraj?

Both the men laughed again. Simran was shy.. She had no idea how to react. Her first client had just praised her.. !!

Suraj talked to Simran and Mehra for sometime and then dispersed from there. Simran came back to Khushi and by now she had forgot about Mrs Motwani.. Suraj was passing by when suddenly he heard Aman looking at someone and saying "Khushi bhabhi? " in shock.. He stopped at Aman.

Suraj: Khushi? Do you mean Khushi Raizada, Aman?

Aman was shocked that Suraj heard him.

Aman: Uhh. .Woh..
Suraj: Dont lie.. Is Khushi Raizada here? Kahan?
Aman knew he couldnt hide that fact for long. he pointed at Khushi who was talking to Simran a little away from them. Suraj was highly impressed by Khushi's presence. He quickly ran to Arnav who was standing in a group and dragged him towards Khushi..

Arnav: Suraj ? What happened? Where you taking me?
Suraj: To your right place..

Saying that he stopped at Simran and Khushi.. Thats when Arnav noticed the Gupta Sisters.. They too were shocked seeing him.. Suraj was the only innocent among them who had no idea what these people shared..

Suraj: Hello Khushi.. Sorry for popping us like that.. But kya karein.. Arnav didnt tell me you are here.. I was just talking to Arnav a while ago giving him tips about how to avoid long distance relationships and see.. here you are.. !!

Khushi was cold.. This was the worst surprise of all. Simran was blank. She was thinking once again what Khushi had to do with Arnav and everybody were linking her to him? And what does Suraj mean by Long distance relationship?

Suraj ( staring at the two): Uhh. .What ? Ek minute.. Was it a surprise even for Arnav? He didnt knew you here? Oh God ( he tapped his feet).. I am so sorry Khushi I spoiled your surprise..

Now he was speaking more than required Arnav thought. He had no idea if Khushi had made Simran aware of their relationship.. Khushi's eyes became moist.

Suraj: Sorry Sorry Sorry Khushi bhabhi.. I think I should leave you guys alone.. But Arnav.. Let me tell you. .Your wife is beautiful.. You both make a lovely pair.

Khushi shut her eyes. The cat was out of the box.. Simran got the greatest shock of her life.. Arnav and Khushi are husband - wife? How was this even possible? When did it happen? Suraj excused from there leaving Arnav, Khushi and Simran sort this mess.!

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Part 27

Suraj Bhatia had unknowingly revealed the truth of Arnav and Khushi's marriage before Simran. The moment was painful for the three. Before Arnav could even understand the level of truth Simran Di knew about their marriage, he was hit hard. Simran slapped Arnav's cheek in rage and clutched his collar without bothering where they were and why? Khushi's eyes rolled up in shock.

Simran: (angrily): How dare you spoiled my sister's life ?I am sure you must have threatened Khushi to marry you taking advantage of my hospitalization. What you did with me, wasn't enough that you harmed Khushi too? You are more vicious than a devil Arnav. God will never forgive you.

All the while Simran was hurting Arnav by her statements, he was merely gazing at Khushi only. So she never told her jeeji about the truth of their marriage? That he was totally ignorant and innocent in this wedding fiasco? Why was he even taking these blames for something he never did? He wanted to shrug off Simran Di's arms and scream at her why doesn't she clear the facts of their marriage from her blood sister ? But he chose to remain still and calm. Khushi was not prepared to face this marriage confession in front of Arnav Singh Raizada. She had planned to wind this talk just between she and Simran but she cannot let Arnav accountable for it.

Khushi: Jeeji.. ( she tried to stop her from hurting Arnav anymore)

Simran shrugged Khushi's arms off hers.
Simran: Nahi Khushi. Dont think I am going to forgive you either. How could you not tell me about all this before??

Khushi gulped her tears.

Simran: What were you worried of? My health?? Khushi the more you delayed in making me aware of yours and Arnav's relationship, the more pain you have made me swallow now.
Khushi was numb.. She wanted to calm her Jeeji down but in vain.
Simran: Just leave.. I don't want to see you both before my eyes.  Just get away from me please..

Her words hurt both Arnav and Khushi but they didn't wanted Simran to get more tortured due to their presence. Khushi walked out from the party holding her tears whereas Arnav clenched his jaw for once again seeing the Gupta sisters in pain because of him.
Aman had witnessed all of this and he followed Arnav towards who was also leaving the party venue too not to come in front of Simran Di again.

Aman: ASR??? Please wait.. You cant leave the party like that. What will I tell Suraj ??
Arnav didn't care. He unlocked his car door and sat inside. Aman came to the glass window of his car.
Aman: ASR stop. Please.

Arnav started the car engine and speedily drove away.

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Simran wiped her teary face in the washroom and came out again. She had a lot many questions juggling in her mind for answers. Arnav Singh Raizada's presence in this party and he also being friend of Suraj Bhatia ?? Has Arnav purposely made her get this job?? So that she and Khushi comes to India forever? What does he want from them now?? No.. She cant accept this offer. She does not need favours from that same man who was the sole reason for their problems.

She was about to look for Mehta Sir when shockingly she faced that man who had shown her his acting skills years ago by faking his love for her. Shyam Jha was standing right before her, looking apologetically in her eyes. She couldn't hold her eyes from becoming moist again. All those memories of their past flashed before her eyes. How badly she had fallen in love with him and how brutally he broke her heart at the wedding altar.

Simran( trying to speak finally): Himmat kaise hui tumhari mere saamne aane ki? Jo tumhe chahiye tha woh sab kuch tumhe mil Gaya hai naa?? Ab kyon aaye ho?? Arre haan. Yaad aaya.. Shayad apni shaadi ki Mubarak baat lene aaye ho?? Hai naa?? Congratulations Shyam Jha.. Anjali Raizada ke saath shaadi Mubarak ho aap ko. Toh?? Kaisi chal rahi hai aap ki shaadi shuda zindagi?? Love marriage hai naa?? ( she teased)

Shyam was feeling too weak to face her.

Simran: Anjali saath nahi aayi? Yeah phir tum usse mujhse milaana nahi chahte? (She purposely asked) .. Ohh Haan.. Kaise milaoge? Woh tumhari biwi hai.. Aur main woh hoon.. jisse tumne biwi banaane ke sapne dikhaaye the. ( Tears rolled down her cheeks again )

Shyam felt all the more guilty. He knew facing Simran will never be easy again.

Shyam ( gulping the pain in his throat): Galti hui Simran.,

Simran got raged again.

Simran: Galti? Galti nahi Shyam.. Gunaah kiya hai tumne.. WHo gave you the right to play with my life? That Arnav Singh Raizada? Who himself didnt know the meaning of Love that time? How could you easily get played in his hands? He was so much younger to you.
Shyam: His side .. his revenge felt genuine to me Simran..
Simran (clenching her jaw): Then I must say you dont owe to be a Lawyer Shyam Jha.. If this is how you judge people, then  I am worried how many innocent lives you have spoiled because of your wrong judgemental skills.

Shyam stood helpless before her. He had no more reply to defend himself. Simran was still standing 2 feet away from him.

Simran: If you would have asked me to give back the Raizada property without playing that Love game, I would have happily given it back. I never was fond of money and fame Shyam. But you and Arnav both judged me and Khushi by my father's character and hurt us, destroyed us.. All of this guilt which is seen in your and Arnav's eyes cannot give us what we lost. So please stop coming before us again and again and hurting us more. We do not have that strength any longer to face you both.. I Beg..!! Just do this much of favour on us.. I Beg! (She joined her palms and giving him one last cold stare, she walked away)

SHyam was so much upset.. His eyes filled with tears as she saw Simran distancing from him. He had never thought life will end up in this way.. He played with Simran's love and hence God had punished him by taking away his love Anjali away from him.. He turned around.. Anjali was watching all this from some distance. She had heard this conversation and no wonder her respect for Simran and disgust for Shyam grew all the more.

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After almost half and hour later Simran could find Mehta Sir and she asked him to spare some minutes to talk to her. They came aside. Mehta was confused why Simran suddenly looked so dull.

Mehta: Simran? Whats wrong?
Simran: Sir.. I... I cannot take up this job of becoming an assistant Legal Advisory to Suraj Bhatia.
Mehta ( shocked): What? Why?
Simran: I have my own reasons which  I cannot let you know.
Mehta was getting angry.
Mehta: Do you think this is all a Joke Simran? I have spent a lot to get you here in India. Paperwork is done, Bhatia is informed about this. How can you change your mind all of a sudden? Show some respect to your Job offered and think again. Dont take any hasty decisions right now. Give me a call by tomorrow evening. And if the answer is still a NO then you might need to pay a huge sum to get out from my Firm. You have signed a contract with us Simran and if you quit, you wont be spared from paying us the loss. Remember that.

Giving her this strict warning, Mehta left her and joined the group again he was talking with. Simran felt weak on her knees. Paying off for the loss? How can she manage that ? Right now nothing was going in her head. She had no more reasons to stay here in this party. She was about to leave when Suraj blocked her way.

Suraj : Hey.. Alone? I suppose you came with Mrs Khushi Raizada?

Simran fisted her fingers.. She hated to hear that Raizada tab before Khushi's name.
Simran: She is my sister.
Suraj ( confused): Sister? Like real sister? Blood sister?
Simran weakly nided.
Suraj: That means you are Arnav's sister in law? ( he asked happily)
Simran ( in anger): As if you didnt knew this all the while.?

Suraj's smile faded.. What did she mean?

Suraj: What?
Simran: Stop faking it Mr Bhatia. At least you dont spoil your image by walking the footsteps of Arnav Singh Raizada and Shyam Jha..

That statement hit right in Suraj's brain. Simran walked off. Why did she say something like that?

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When Simran reached back the House, she saw Khushi coming towards her. It was clear from Khushi's eyes and expressions that she had been crying all the while.

Khushi: Jeeji.. ( she tried nearing her)
Simran : Not now Khushi..
Khushi ( still continued): Arnav didnt force to marry me.. It wasnt his choice..

She had been dying to utter this truth to her sister and finally she spelled it out. .Simran was shocked. She stopped by Khushi to understand more about this..

Khushi ( bowing her head): I wanted to revenge him jeeji.. So.. I.. I unknowingly got his signatures on the marriage papers.. He .. He was unaware until I came to Delhi and claimed him as my husband.

Simran was totally shocked. She almost felt dizzy hearing this.. She was losing her balance but she held the chair beside her and then sat on it. .Her sister could plot a marriage?Khushi immediately kneeled down at her feet and held her hand.

Khushi: Jeeji.. I couldnt see that family staying happily when you were suffering so much. I .. I wanted to take away that smile from Arnav's face.. I wanted to teach a lesson to him and Shyam Jeeji . I know I was wrong.. I should not have played with marriage .. But I was shattered.. I had no one to guide me if I should be taking this step or not. Right from the day you have met with that accident, I have always waited to revenge that family. And this was the only way .. I wanted to enter their house, stay right under their nose and destroy them..

Tears rolled down Simran's eyes again.

Simran: Shaadi Khushi? Itna bada mazaak?

Khushi: Sorry Jeeji.. Please dont hate me for that.
Simran: Shyam ditched me at the wedding altar and I am unable to forgive him.. Tum ne toh Shaadi karke Arnav ko hi nahi.. Hum sabko dhoka diya hai.. Kaise maaf kar doon tumhe Khushi?

Khushi was numb. She had never thought in this way. She was no different than Arnav and SHyam in all this process.

Simran: Arnav's tricks broke my heart without me getting binded in marriage with Shyam but you had plans to break Anjali's marriage? A bond which she and Shyam lived for 5 years? How can you be so cruel ? So like those two men Khushi?
Khushi: Sorry Jeeji (she cried on her lap)
Simran pushed her away and got up.

Simran: Can you three stop revenging game and lead a normal life ever? This revenge has no end Khushi. At least learn it now from me. Both me and Anjali are not some toys who you three can play with. We have heart.. We have feelings..
Khushi: I know Jeeji.. I realised that hence I stopped myself from revenging that family anymore. I promise  I wont be part of all this anymore. But please dont stop talking to me.. I have no one other than you Jeeji.. Please..

She hugged Simran tight and even though SImran was highly upset with what Khushi did, she still comforted her. Life had become so crooked for them. They were tied into a web and only time will unwind them from this pain.



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Part 28

Simran had not spoke much the last night after Khushi asked for her forgiveness. She was just confused what had to done hereon. Everything was at stake.. Right from her career, till Khushi's so called marriage. She took one whole night to decide some solution over all of this.

The next morning when she woke up and came out, Khushi was already there in the Kitchen making the breakfast for them. It was  clear from Khushi's expressions and face, that she too didnt get any sleep last night.

Khushi: Jeeji.. You look pale.. I have made Paratha's for us. Come.. Lets eat. ( she tried keeping their conversation normal)
SImran: Get ready by 10:00 , we have to go somewhere.

Simran started assisting Khushi to serve the Paratha's. She didnt seem to be in normal mood. Even her tone sounded unfriendly.

Khushi: Where Jeeji?
Simran: Dont you trust me?
Khushi: I do.
Simran: Then just come with me. You will understand why and where..

Saying that she took her plate and sat on the chair to eat.. Khushi gulped.. She had no clue where her Jeeji wanted to take her but obviously she will never deny.

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It was only later that Khushi got to know, after getting down from the cab that her Jeeji had got her to Raizada Mansion.. Khushi felt her knees weak. She couldnt take a step ahead.. This house had memories.. Right from the first day of her entry here claiming to be Arnav's wife till the last day when she and Arnav started for Sydney..

Khushi : Jeeji.. Why are we  here?
Simran had expected Khushi to show her hesitation in entering this house.

Simran: I have found a solution to our problems.. Till when are we going to fight with this family and hurt ourselves? Lets get rid of all of this at once.

Khushi didnt understand what solution her sister had found out. But somewhere she felt it was not going to be easy one. Simran clutched Khushi's hand and dragged her along. They reached the door where the security guard stopped them.

Security: Namaste Maam.. (he greeted Khushi as he knew already that she was his boss's wife)

Khushi felt a bit uncomfortable to face these people again. She just smiled.

Simran: We are here to meet Arnav Singh Raizada and Shyam Jha..
Security: Shyam Sir doesnt stay here anymore. But Arnav Sir and Anjali Maam are inside. Please come..

Khushi and Simran had no idea why Shyam didnt stay here? Does that mean Anjali and Shyam have distanced? As far as they knew, it was possible that ANjali could take such a decision. She was a noble woman afterall and she can never forgive anyone doing injustice, especially someone from her own family.

The guard escorted them inside the house. Khushi was totally nervous.. She remembered each and every corner of this house. She was familiar of this large living room where the family enjoyed sitting and chatting together at evening times. The dinning room where they all shared their Lunch and dinners, the Kitchen where she cooked for this family.. and finally the Stairs..which lead to Arnav Singh Raizada's bedroom.. She tried to keep her mind stable. Why was she even bothered to remember all this? She had come here only for her Jeeji. Apart from that she had no feelings for this family.

Payal was the first one to see them inside. She immediately came to Khushi and hugged her.

Payal: Khushi? I am so glad to see you. Hello Simran Di..

Simran smiled at Payal. She knew Payal was the only support to Khushi in all those bad times.

Simran: I will always be in your debt Payal for helping Khushi in my absence..
Payal: Thanks Di. .And please.. we are not different.. You and Khushi are just like my sisters.
Simran: Hmm.. But you acted more like a friend and not a sister to Khushi, in one matter. (Payal was confused what she meant).. It was you who got Arnav Singh Raizada's signtaures on the legal marriage papers, without his knowledge, for Khushi, right?

Payal looked down in remorse..

Simran: You should have advised her not to play with a bond like this.. ( she sighed).. Anyways.. now that its done.. no point in remorsing. Where is Arnav?
"I am here", came a reply from the stairs where Arnav was standing in his Black Suit, probably all set to leave for work. No wonder his expressions were puzzled seeing the Gupta sisters here.


Khushi was the first one to see him and then arrogantly look elsewhere. Arnav walked down..

Simran : I have to talk to you.. ( she had no smile or calmness on her face)
Arnav ( gulped): Regarding?
Simran: You would know.. Can we three sit somewhere and talk ?

Arnav extended his arm, guiding the ladies towards the study room which wasnt much far from the Living area.. Khushi and Arnav both were uncomfortable.. But none of them showed it while facing each other. Once they settled in the Study room, Simran Spoke.

Simran: What can you do for my forgiveness.?
Arnav: Anything..
Simran ( gulped): Think again Arnav.. I have two conditions to ask for.
Arnav knew those conditions might not be as easy as he thinks.
Arnav: Demand..
Simran: Divorce to Khushi..And SHyam to me.

Arnav gulped. He took few seconds to register what she asked for and then finally he was ready with the reply.

Arnav: I broke one sister's heart to get happiness to the other. I wont repeat the same mistake again Di. Jeejaji and Di's seperation should be their choice, their decision, not mine. Aur rahi baat Khushi ki. This marriage was never in my hands. I had unknowingly signed the papers and accepted her as my wife. We lived for a small period of time together. Its her wish to break or make. For all the wrongs your father did with my family including limping my sister who was your best friend that time, I had done only one wrong.. I made Jeejaji cheat you. But you being in comma and your father's death was not in my hands. For that I feel guilty. I dont want to argue my actions were right but they werent intentional. But Khushi marrying me was intentional so its upto your sister now if she finds solace in breaking off this relationship. If I had been so cruel I would have asked jeejaji to marry and leave you but I know how sacred that bond is. I have seen my parents live it. Atleast not like your sister who used it as a tool for vengeance. I revenged your father using your emotions but your sister revenged me using my entire family. Let her decide what she wants. I have and will always be a "No ONE" to her.

He left the room after giving a stare at khushi. He had already passed in the test which Simran planned to take. She wasnt serious about her two conditions at all. She just wanted to see if Arnav will ever accept those terms and make the same mistake like he did earlier or had he changed for good?

Khushi on the other hand was totally frustrated when he left the ball in her court. And most importantly she was furious because it sounded like now he was blaming her for everything.. She walked behind him and blocked his way out. .

Khushi: What are you trying to do Arnav? You are potraying me .. only me .. in the wrong picture.. That doesnt make you a saint , remember ..!! ( she argued in a hoarse voice)

Arnav was shocked seeing her finally speaking to him, so what if this was still an argument? He was calm yet..

Arnav: No.. I am sorry if it looked like that.. But I am not potraying just you in the wrong frame , safeguarding myself.. I am just trying to say.. No one played good. I was evil.. So were you in few terms.. We are humans Khushi.. Not God's to put every step safely with wise decisions. We can be wrong..

Khushi felt better, should she be worried for that? Does it mean that his justification had somewhere made him gain little goodness in his eyes? Simran was just observing them.. She didnt wanted to interrupt their much needed talks. .

Arnav: I told you back in Sydney.. You want to break this relationship, I dont. So if you want to make it legal, I will never stop you but before you take that decision out of your sister's advise, for once, think again Khushi. Not for this family.. not for your Jeeji. .Not for anyone else in this world .. but you.. !!

Khushi's eyes were moist.. His talks might be sensible but its equally difficult to accept it.

Khushi: Why dont you want to end this? What will you get? Arnav.. This marriage was made up.. Only for Revenge.. Which might not have practically got fulfilled but even then I was able to get your lies, your deceit before your family.
Arnav ( interrupted): And I am thankful to you that you came in my life .. Otherwise I would never have known what happened to Simran Di after me and Jeejaji left Sydney.. I would never have understood how much pain and trouble I have given you both, unknowingly though hurting Shashi Gupta was my intention.. And it is this goodness you have done in my life which is Why I dont want you to put an end to it..

For a change, this time, he was so very clear of what he wanted from her.. Simran was highly surprised knowing Arnav's intentions.. His respect for this forged marriage was appreciable..

Khushi ( still not breaking the eye lock between him and her): It is your Guilt Arnav which is speaking all this..
Arnav: You might be half right..

Yes.. He definately was guilty. But he also felt the need to maintain their relationship and keep it strong against all odds. But this was solely if SHE WISHED THE SAME!!

Khushi: (angrily): I can never give you anything in return of holding this marriage.. I cant love a man who ruined my family.. Do you expect me to forgive you Arnav? Thats not going to happen..
Arnav: (sighed): I know.. I am just asking you to give a Chance to me!! Not exactly as husband - wife , we still can have some sort of positive connection between us.
Khushi : Your face has always reminded me of your ill deeds..
Arnav: Give me a chance to change your memories..

His direct responses were so right on target. Simran needless had to say she was already impressed though she could understand her sister's point of view too.

Khushi was speechless.. How else can she convince him?

Arnav (noticing the freckles on her face): Dont hurry now.. Take your time and decide.. I will accept whatever your final say is ..!!

Khushi shrugged off her next thoughts.. May be yes.. She needed time.. She cannot think anything good for her at this hour.. She looked at her sister..

Khushi: I want to leave this place at once Jeeji.. Please..
Simran understood her feelings.. She came to her and both giving a final stare at Arnav, left the house.. Anjali was not even aware when they came and left as she was in her room.

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Part 29

All the way from Raizada house to their Home, Khushi didnt speak a word to Simran. She was just very quiet and trying to show herself calm though Simran was aware Khushi was going through a turmoil now after knowing Arnav doesnt want to end this marriage. They reached home but before Khushi could get to her room and be alone, Simran stopped her.

Simran: Look Khushi.. I dont mean to impose my decisions over you or Arnav..
Khushi: Lets just forget me and him for a second Jeeji. Tell me one thing.. How can you ask Shyam for yourself? This is insane..
Simran: I know.. But do you really believe I want him back?

Khushi was stunned..

Simran: I was testing Arnav.. Thats all.
Khushi : And he passed, didnt he? ( she was now understanding what her sister was trying to do )
Simran: Yea.. He passed.. Somewhere I knew he wont do the same mistake like he did before and ruin people's lives.
Khushi:I agree with the decision he took for Anjali Di. It should not be he who decides if ANjali and Shyam should get along again or seperate.. But what he is doing with me, isnt right at all.
Simran: Why? I didnt find anything wrong in what he talked to you. .He is giving you and this marriage a chance, which is good Khushi. Marriage isnt something which can be tied and broken anytime you want. Its a sacred knot, you both have already insulted it all this long, dont disgust it more..

Khushi was perplexed by her sister's explanation.

Khushi: He ruined us Di.. You expect me to forget all that and be his wife forever? That cant happen..
Simran: ( clutching her arms): Why not? Khushi.. He came to revenge us for what Daddy did to his family. And you came to revenge him for what he did with me. It's over.. Lets put a full stop to this and move on..
Khushi: I have moved on.. I give no damn to this revenge anymore. And as of now, thats all I  can expect from myself. Apart from this, I have no judgement to make about this marriage..

Simran sighed.

Simran: Dont hurry.. Take some time.. Give some time for that pain to heal. Everything will be alright..

She cupped Khushi's face and then hugged her gently.. Khushi hugged her back. She was so much confused at this moment on what to do , what to accept and what to avoid?? She cant think anything straight about this marriage atleast for few days..

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Same time in Raizada House

Anjali : Simran and Khushi had come here ? Why didnt anyone tell me?
Servant: Maam.. They only met Arnav Sir and left..
Anjali: Where is Arnav?
Servant: In his room Maam.. Should I call him?
Anjali: No.. ( she thought for a while). Dial Aman and ask him to come home.. But not in Chotte's presence..
Servant: Okay Madam. I will call Aman Sir  today.

Anjali noded and left to the temple for doing some Puja. Today was Monday and every Monday she went to a specific temple of Lord Shiva. From past few days even her husband Shyam followed her to that temple secretly. Though she had seen him every Monday there, she didnt make any move in talking to him. .Neither he. Shyam would only stay away from her, admire her and then leave, hoping she would talk to him the next Monday at least.. Anjali was well aware of his pain, she even felt the same in her heart when she saw him there, but she had very much strength within her to not give in to his efforts . More than her love for him, it is his deceit that she remembered these days.

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Evening - Bhatia's Office

Suraj Bhatia twirled the paper weight on his desk as he kept thinking again and again about Simran.. Why did she ask him in party not to spoil his image by walking the footsteps of Arnav Singh Raizada and Shyam Jha.. ?? Was something wrong between these three people? Is that why Arnav's wife Khushi wasnt staying with him anymore? Gosh!! This was so complicated.. Should he intervene? No. .Wont look good. If Arnav ever wanted to share it with him, he was most welcome, but he will not ask by himself and spoil the new friendship which was developed between them.

He was still lost in these thoughts when his cabin door knocked.. He gave permission for whoever knocked to enter the cabin. His eyes were still stuck on the rolling Paper weight but the soft voice of this lady diverted his attention. He raised his head to see none other than Simran Gupta standing before him with a file. He was so lost to see her that he didnt realise the Paper weight fell down from the desk on his feet , hurting him.

Suraj: Oooowww..

He got up from the chair and jumped on one feet holding the fingers of his other leg to soothe the pain..

Simran: Sorry.. I . I didnt mean to scare you ..

Suraj: No.. It's okay. Uhh ( he stood straight forgeting the pain at the moment).. Come.. Sit..
Simran: Yea.

She came ahead and stood before him, her eyes lowered as she began her next sentence..

Simran: Let me apolozise for the other day.. I was rude and .. I didnt mean to make such an comment on you.. I was just not in my best mood that day..
Suraj smiled..
Suraj: I believe you.. I have seen women with such mood swings before too..
She met his eyes and he felt the urge to clear the meaning of what he said.
Suraj: I mean .. My bhabhi.. When she was expecting a baby, she too had these unusual mood swings.. She scolded me for almost nothing ..
Simran chuckled softly.

Simran: But I am not pregnant.. ( she clarified)
Suraj felt like an idiot..
Suraj: Ofcourse you arent.. Gosh.. I.. I am weak in constructing valid statements at times.. Bear with me. .

She tried to hold her smile while he pulled a chair for her. She sat and he took his own opposite to her.

Simran: I wasnt too sure of taking up this Job offer after that party incident.. But.. I changed my mind.. And talked to Mehta Sir too. He sent me here. Seems I will have to learn about your company before we start the Legal consulation you require..

Suraj was happy to know she was going to work for his company. .

Suraj: Great..
Simran passed the file to him.
Simran: I would need these details before we sign up.. Just let me know when its ready..
Suraj took the file form her and kept it on his desk.
Suraj: Coffee?
Simran: No Thanks.. I already had one while coming here. I should leave then..

She got up. . Suraj extended his hand for a handshake.. She didnt step back. She joined his hand and then smiled at him wishing him a bye.. Suraj liked her attitude and her simplicity. It's hard to find people like her, he can say that already..

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Next Morning

As called, Aman met Anjali who wanted to know the whereabouts of Simran and Khushi. Though he hesitated to share it in the beginning, he still provided the same to her hoping she would only help to sort the lives of all of them sooner.

Anjali chose to come all alone to meet Simran and Khushi at their home. She rang the bell. Khushi opened the door and was totally surprised to see Anjali here..

Khushi: Di..?
Anjali smiled at her..
Anjali: Can I come in?

Khushi noded and moved aside giving space for Anjali to get in.. She closed the door and then followed her. .

Anjali: Servants told me you and Simran had been to Raizada Mansion yesteday.
Khushi gulped..
Khushi: Ji..
Anjali: Where is Simran?

Simran came out meanwhile to check who rang the bell. She too was over surprised to see Anjali.. She hadnt seen her after they grew up but she could still remember that face as Anjali very much resembled the same in her childhood.. Anjali's eyes became moist seeing her.. The very next moment she hugged Simran tight, tears rolled down Simran's cheeks too. It felt so different.. She was embracing the same woman whom Shyam has now married to. But what was ANjali's fault in this? She was innocent.. So she shouldnt be blamed. Both these women's pain wasnt much different from each others.. Anjali pulled back from the hug and looked at Simran's face..

Anjali: Sorry.. I.. I cant offer anything else apart from this Simi .. For all the loss that you suffered because of Shyam and Arnav..
Simran's heart melted.. (she called Simran as Sim since childhood)
Simran: I am not blaming you Anju.. I know you were unaware. .( She called her Anju since childhood )

Anjali wiped Simran's tears..

Anjali: I am at fault too. I should have checked your whereabouts.. I thought you both were in your own world of happiness. I didnt want to disturb you when we were facing odd days that time..
 Simran: Odd days because of my father, isnt it?

Anjali didnt comment.. She just bowed her head..

Simran: Dad can never be forgiven for what he did you and your family.. Your limpness is because of him.. ( she reminded)
Anjali: Lets not remember all that now.. How is your health? You should contact a good Dr here in Delhi and keep doing regular check ups. Khushi knows our family Dr..

Thats when both the ladies realised Khushi too was there in the same room.. Anjali left Simran and came to khushi..

Anjali: I am angry on you Khushi. I hadnt expected it from you. .
Khushi looked down gulping nervously..
Anjali: You could have told me everything.. Why.. why forged marriage?  You have unknowingly spoiled your life marrying Arnav..
Simran (interrupting): Arnav can be blamed wrong for what he did with us, but he isnt a bad human being Anju..
Anjali: I know.. But I even know what it means to be in a hopeless marriage like this.. I feel the same pain.. ( her tears rolled down again)
Simran: Shyam loves you Anju.. Dont call your marriage Hopeless at least..
Anjali: He has kept me in dark all this years, I cant forget that and morever he has cheated my best friend.
Simran: Let it go!!
Anjali (sighed): Not that easy..

May be Anjali is right, Simran thought.. It was not easy for any one of them to Move on so easily..

Simran: Anyways.. Whatever these men did, lets not get it between we three.. We are happy that you came all the way here to see us..
Anjali smiled happily and hugged Simran again. Khushi was delighted to see how good bond these two had.. She always had seen her own sister in Anjali Di when she had stayed in Raizada house. And now that even Simran Jeeji was with her, she has got double reasons to be happy. .

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Evening  - Raizada house

The entire family were eating Dinner, including Arnav who had just returned back from work. As usual he was quietly having the food not talking to anyone as none of them had forgiven him yet.. It was Anjali who finally spoke up.. though not directly to him..

Anjali: I met Simran and Khushi today.. ( she said this to nani but her eyes later got fixed on Arnav whose pace of eating decreased)
Nani: How are they?
Anjali: They are good Nani. Simran has joined Suraj's office ..
Nani: And Khushi?
Anjali looked at Arnav again..
Anjali: She is looking for opportunities..
Nani: Ohh!! She is a brilliant girl. She will get something soon.. My blessings are with both of them..
Anjali: Par Nani.. It's not going to be easy for her to fetch a job.. Everyone knows she is Arnav's wife. If she starts hunting here, a lot of speculations will be made about Arnav and Khushi's marriage. Media wont be kept hidden for long. They will soon start hunting why these two are distancing even after staying in the same city. Khushi is a girl finally, what will she answer them?

Arnav still didnt speak and thats what annoyed Anjali..

Anjali: Do you have any reply for that Arnav? ( she angrily asked)
Arnav wiped his lips and looked at his Di..
Arnav: She is not dumb Di.  She has two options.. And she knows that already..
Anjali was confused what he meant.

Arnav: It's either she accepts the marriage and stop people from mocking at us. Or... ( he paused for few seconds and then continued).. Or she can break it lawfully and chose her own path. I am not stopping her for any of this..

Nani was stunned..

Nani: Chotte? How could you even say this ?
Arnav: Because more than anyone here, its me and her whom people will be questioning.. I dont give a damn to the people around but being a woman, she wont be able to handle this for long. I dont want her to break down for such silly questions and comments from others.
Anjali: Did you ask her what she wants?
Arnav: All she wants now is TIME.. Let time play its cards and help her decide whats good for her.
Anjali : And what about you ?
Arnav didnt want to answer this question but he still does.

Arnav: I have hurt everyone enough to think any better for myself now.. The day each one of you frees from the pain undergone because of me, I might think about my wishes too.

His statement was so clear yet complicated to understand.. He got up from the table and left for his room leaving the family behind totally speechless by his matured talks.

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Part 30

The Raizada family were very much awaiting for Khushi's reply about her and Arnav's marriage. They didnt know what to expect? Somewhere even they didnt want Khushi to break this knot. So what if it was tied only for revenge? Simran had the same views. She knew her little sister had faced a lot of problems all these years when she was hospitalized. Now it was her turn to get her share of happiness. Simran very well knew that Arnav wasnt a wrong guy for Khushi. He did his part of mistake by revenging them because of their father's deeds but apart from that, he never hurt them or anyone else. Everyone should be given a second chance, so why not to Arnav, she thought.

It had been a week now since Simran had joined her Legal work for Suraj Bhatia and she was managing it quite well. Suraj was very coperative and friendly which made her job easy and relaxing. She took her Coffee after a long meeting and sipping it alone, standing at the corner of the Pantry when Suraj intervened her.

Suraj: Hi.. Good you took a break. I am seeing Ms Gupta, you are working very hard. Looks like you are going to sort all my legal issues in just few weeks time when the actual deadline is for a year.

Simran chuckled.

Simran: I am just learning to be more productive after a long span of rest.
Suraj: Rest? I didnt get you..
Simran: ( face becoming pale): I was in Coma for almost 5 years in Sydney.. Just came back to consciousness almost a year ago..
Suraj ( stunned): Gosh!! Accident?
Simran just noded sipping her coffee again.
Suraj: Thats terrible. I know Girls cant drive well, ( he teased).. but not to this extent that they give a break to their life for 5 years..
Simran ( widening her eyes): Oh ..So typical Boyish response that was. I thought you are different from those men out there who think Women can just handle home and nothing else.

Suraj ( chuckled and pinched his own ears): Sorry.. I was just teasing you. Trust me I know woman power.
Simran: You better be teasing only. Anyways.. Time to work .. Excuse me..

She passed him a sweet smile and left for her cabin.. Suraj kept looking at her till she was invisble. Somewhere he knew he had started liking her.. But wasnt it too soon to finalise further things?

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ASR Cabin

Arnav Singh Raizada was flipping pages of a very important file, having no time to even look at anything else apart from this. His Intercom rang and he answered the call with little frustration. These days he didnt needed reason to lose his temper. He heard Aman's voice on the other end.

Aman: hey.. you know whose going to knock your cabin in few seconds?
Arnav: Dont play these games with me Aman.. I.. ( Arnav paused as the Cabin door really got knocked and Khushi peeped her head in )

Without a next word, Arnav disconnected the Intercom line paying total attention to Khushi Gupta.. SINGH RAIZADA who looked as disturbed as he was meeting her.

Khushi: Can I come in?
Arnav: Yea
Arnav leans back on his seat without breaking their eye contact.
Arnav: I hadnt expected us to meet that soon.!!
Khushi gets inside and head straight to Arnav's desk.
Khushi: The earlier I decide the fate of our marriage, the sooner I can be happier again. ( she replies with little haste)

"No divorce Khushi", he murmured not too loud enough for her to hear.

Khushi: You said something?
Arnav: (sighed): No... You should be the first one to say. By the way.. Sit.
Khushi doesnt sit.
Khushi: Thanks. I am fine here.

She looks around, probably trying to get some courage to say this. Arnav keeps staring at her, he knows what she is going to tell him next. He too is getting prepared for those hurtful phrases.

Khushi ( breathing hard): Lets..lets get seperated.

Her sentence though guessed by him already, leaves him stuck. He takes a minute to understand she really meant it with her full heart and mind.

Khushi: I cant take this forward any more. I know Simran Jeeji wants it to work. But she doesnt know how much I am suffocating into this. I will convince her later.

Arnav gets up from the seat.
Arnav: Hmm.
He doesnt have much words to say further.
Khushi: And I want to keep it as low as possible. No much media hypes.
Arnav: I understand.  I will try to keep it as low as possible. Anything else? ( a kind of disinterest is expressed in his tone which Khushi understands but ignores)
Khushi: Ofcourse .. No alimony.. ( she gulps).. I dont want your money.
Arnav puts his arms in his pocket, eye lock still maintained, though only from his end, she wasnt looking at him now.
Arnav: I know that.
Khushi: I .. I havnt contacted any attorney yet. How do you want us to do this? Through one attorney only? Mutually?

She was going way too fast for Arnav to bear.

Arnav: Can we do this a month later?
Khushi: (confused): What? Why?
Arnav: I have my own reasons.. Unexplainable to anyone at this moment.. ( he clarifies it before she asks him those UNEXPLAINABLE reasons)
Khushi: We got to be transparent Arnav. It's a Divorce. Not a joke.
Arnav: Just one month. Shouldnt be too long for you.

Khushi gulped looking away from him as if trying to come in agreeable terms with him.

Khushi: Okay. One month. Fine.
Arnav: Thanks. Coffee? ( he asks like a true gentleman)
Khushi: No. Thanks.
Arnav: You need one. Sit..

Arnav dialed his Intercom asking for two coffee's to be sent in the cabin. He gestured Khushi to get seated on the Couch next to his Desk. She hesitated first but later took a seat.  The coffee tray was got inside and kept before them.

Assistant: Anything else Sir?
Arnav: No.. Shut the door.

Both Khushi and Arnav touched the Kettle the same time to serve. Their fingers touched and Arnav was the first one to withdraw. He felt uncomfortable as just few minutes back, she had asked for a Divorce from him. Looked like all the remaining weak connections, which they still had between them were breaking slowly, and this was such a painful process though they both had no such LOVE feelings yet for each other.

Arnav : You serve.

She was reluctant in the beginning but later started serving the coffee. Someone had to speak to keep the conversation going..
Arnav: I heard you are looking for a Job here..
Khushi: I dont need your help in that too.
Arnav: I wont offer it either. I believe in your skills. You dont need anyone's  support in that.
Khushi sighed passing him the Cup.
Arnav: Where have you tried?

Khushi didnt tell anything but kept looking at him.

Arnav: Dont worry.. I am not going to ring them and put my influence.
Khushi: Then why are you asking?
Arnav: Just an update. Cant I have that until we are Divorced?
Khushi: (Sighed again sipping the coffee once): You have your sources.. Why not find through them?
Arnav: I would be glad if you tell me that.
Khushi: I dont see a need Arnav. When we have to walk seperate paths, why keep updating each other about what we do?

Arnav noded. Though she made a valid point he wasnt much happy to follow it. She finished the coffee in a long sip and she got up to leave.

Khushi: We will talk about the Divorce after a month then. The clock's ticking finally..
Arnav (noding): What after that?
Khushi: What do you mean?
Arnav: What after the Divorce happens? Are we ending our normal talking terms phase as well?
Khushi: I dont see a need to keep that ongoing.

Arnav gulped. Her replies were rough and to the point.

Arnav: As you wish. I dont want you or Simran Di to land into any kind of discomfort keeping me in your Zone. I understand that..

Khushi felt an unknown pinch in her heart. She was so straight forward this time. How did she manage to gather so much strength ? Firstly she was so polite to Arnav Singh Raizada, that was strange and to add more, she was even having a coffee with him when they were discussing about breaking everything they ever had between them.. She picked up her purse and then without even concluding this meet with him, she left his cabin. Arnav stood there with the coffee which was all cold by now.

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Arnav and Shyam for a change were not drinking tonight. They were in the Pub and though the drinks were right on the table before them, they didnt touch it. Both looked totally lost over the conversation that Arnav shared with him about Khushi's choice for seperation.

Shyam: This had to happen. I felt it right from the beginning Arnav.. She is very strong in her decisions. She knows clearly what she wants and she can seggregate her life in a way she wants to live it. After all this, she has no room for you in her life.

There was a long pause and then he continued again.

Shyam: I sometimes feel.. It wont be longer that even Rani Saheba will ask this from me.
Arnav: Jeejaji please.. Dont mix things up. I know Di is angry but she loves you. Di has a special place for your marriage in her heart. She will never come up with the seperation thought.
Shyam: You think so Arnav.. But arent you forgetting that she is able to stay without me from past so many months. What other proof you need to confirm that the love she carried for me earlier has started vapourising. I am afraid now. If she asks something like this from me, I will shatter. There will be nothing else left in my life then.. It's just a hope that I still have that my wife will forgive me, if she doesnt, I dont think I can ever survive that..

He finally took the glass and gulped the drink down his throat.

Arnav (stopping him from picking the next shot): Drinking wont sort that out. Work on it.
Shyam: What do you mean?
Arnav (sighed): We should make Di realise that there is still a chance she can give you to make your marriage work, your love work. Fix this Jeejaji.. I can give you ideas but at the end it should be you who will implement it.
Shyam (noding in agreeement): Yes. You are right.. I will woe her. She is my wife.. My love..  I will leave no stone unturned in making her mine again.. ANd this time I will not break her heart. Never!!

Arnav was happy that his Jeejaji finally was going to start working on his marriage rather than mourning over his lost love.

Shyam: And what about you? I didnt understand why did you ask one month time from Khushi?
Arnav smirked nervously.
Arnav: I dont know.. ( he gulped his drink finally)
Shyam(confused): What do you mean you dont know?
Arnav: ( keeping the glass down): I was just trying to get some time from her. Thats all.
Shyam: Time? for what Arnav?
Arnav: I dont know Jeejaji.. I dont know anything.. All I know is, right now I am not prepared for this Seperation. I didnt think Khushi will so soon be ready with her answer. She might be ready, but I am not. I have to mend things up between you and di. Simran Di life is still on track now. She is working , standing on her own feet. But even that doesnt end my responsibility towards her. I want to see her getting stable and settle down with a good life partner. Until all this happen, I cannot mess with my seperation in between. Hence I needed time for sorting all this out.

Shyam felt Arnav's pain.

Shyam: This feeling within you, to get things sorted for Simran and your Di itself has completed your repentance Arnav.. In my eyes you have already earned enough respect again, its just time now which will lead others also to see the real you and forget our mistakes.

Arnav smirked at him.

Arnav: I know.. But this present time sucks!!!

He had his next shot and paid the bill to leave. He wanted to sleep and get rid of all that painful feelings he was fighting today against.

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Part 31

Simran came back home from work, she looked little tired but she was enjoying every bit of her work life. She had made few friends and her Client Suraj also was not too bad. Simran removed her shoes and saw Khushi circling something on the Newspaper.

Simran: Hi.. I am back home. .( she lovingly stated)
Khushi smiled at her putting the papers aside.
Khushi: I will heat the food. You get changed.

SHe got up and started heating the food. WHen Simran came to her after getting freshen up, she saw Khushi wasnt really concentrating on the Microwave. She was lost somewhere. Simran reached in the Kitchen and turned the Microwave which was beeping , off. After the beeping stopped, Khushi realised that and saw Simran who was observing her expressions.

Simran: Whats wrong Khushi?

Khushi wished to hide anything wrong she was facing at the moment but deep inside her she wanted to share it too. So she decided to openly discuss it rather than keeping it in her heart.

Khushi: I took the final decision about my marriage Jeeji.

Simran was stunned..

Simran: So quickly?
Khushi ( noding her head): It's not quick. I had decided this long ago, ever since I had planned to marry Arnav. I told you Jeeji, this was only to revenge him. Now its all over. Why would I extend it more?
Simran: So you are divorcing him?
Khushi: Yes.

She took the plates and walked out to the dining table. Simran followed her.

Simran: Have you told him?
Khushi: Hmm. Had been to his office today morning.
Simran: What did he say?
Khushi: He wants one month.
Simran: For?
Khushi: For some UNEXPLAINABLE reasons. I didnt ask what they were. I can wait for one month.

Khushi started serving. Simran didnt know how to take this truth forward.

Simran: You sure Khushi? ( she pressed Khushi's arm trying to get her attention. )
Khushi met Simran's eyes and she was totally blank for some time.
Khushi: Haan Jeeji. This will help me come out of all those unworthy bindings. That marriage never meant anything to me.

Her eyes became moist which Simran noticed too.

Simran: Why arent your words and expressions matching then?

The moment Khushi heard this, a lone tear rolled down her cheek. She instantly hugged Simran and stayed like that for few seconds. Simran caressed Khushi's back.

Khushi: I am feeling suffocated Jeeji..I know Marriage is sacred. I know how powerful meaning it has. I feel hurt for playing with Marriage vows, twisting it on my terms just for a sake of revenge. I dont understand how I landed up taking the decision of marrying Arnav Singh Raizada that time. I shouldnt have done that. I .. I shouldnt have spoiled the values of it for my benefit. I feel sorry..

Simran hugged Khushi more tighter. She felt Khushi's pain and no wonder she hated to see her sister weep like this. After few minutes she pulled back Khushi from the hug and cupped her face.

Simran: You realise your mistake, thats more than enough. What's that saying? Everything is fair in Love and War, right? So you played everything you could in throwing a "WAR" at Arnav. And now, you want some peace. It's okay Khushi. Stop crying now..

Khushi felt little lighter. She wiped her tears and then sat straight. Simran fed her a morsel which Khushi happily ate.

Simran: I hope this one month sorts this inner turmoil you are going through. It will help you and Arnav both to prepare for the Divorce. By the way, what were you doing in the newspapers?
Khushi: Hunting a Job. What else? ( she pouted)
Simran: Any luck?
Khushi: Yes. I want to keep this Job profile Low at the beginning. You know the media and all. If I work in a very known company, they might easily spot that out and start making statements as to why Arnav Singh Raizada's wife is Working ?
Simran: But you have an answer. You both are Divorcing Khushi. You wont be Mrs ASR any longer. ( she kind of teased Khushi on purpose to see her reactions)

Khushi as expected felt numb. That Mrs ASR was so common to hear when she stayed in Raizada Mansion with him.

Khushi: Uhh.. Yea.. But after the Divorce is granted we want the public to know. Or else there will be just more gossips and news everywhere which I am not prepared to face at the moment.
Simran: Alright.. So have you found some suitable role?
Khushi: Yes. Desk work. You know I am good at Software. So.. Got a reasonable one. The interview is tomorrow hopefully I might crack it.

Simran was happy that Khushi was Moving on in her life both personally and professionaly. She will wait to see what this one month would get changes in Arnav and khushi's relationship. She knew how stubborn Khushi was. SO if she had decided to Divorce, it would be interesting to see if Arnav also takes it so seriously or changes the dynamics of this marriage as Simran had cleared noted one thing the other day she met Arnav in his House. He wanted the relationship to work. He wasnt happy for Seperation, even though this marriage was only based on Revenge earlier. So it would be good to sit back and watch what difference he  creates in Khushi's heart to work on their marriage.

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5 days Later

Arnav was driving on the main road to reach his Office. He applied brakes at the Signal, waiting for it to turn green. He was surprised to see Khushi standing at the Bus stop on the other lane, all alone, looking little tensed and in a hurry. He took a Left turn from the Signal to reach the Bus Stop and check. He halted the Car right at her feet. She stepped back in surprise but the moment she saw Arnav getting down from the car she froze.

Arnav (taking off his Sunglasses): Want a ride?
Khushi (folding her arms looking elsewhere): No thanks.

She was wearing a Light Blue Anarkali Dress, her purse almost matching her clothes, her hair left loose on her shoulder and she was looking amazing in those Silver hanging earrings. What the hell was he noticing? He met her eyes again.

Arnav: It's a Public transportation strike. You wont find a ride Khushi.

Seemed like she didnt know about it. But now that he made her aware, she still did not wish to take his help.

Khushi: I will manage.
Arnav(sighed): Soch lo.. You might get late for work.

The moment he said this, Khushi surprisingly looked at him.

Khushi: How do you know I got a Job?
Arnav: Just guessing seeing your appearance.

She didnt believe him so easily which he realised too.
Arnav: Come on Khushi. I am not Stalking you.
Khushi ( taking a deep breathe): You may not but right now if I take a life from you, you will see where I work..
Arnav:( gritting his teeth): Jesus!! So what if I see your office? (he took a pause ).. I dont know why I am still bearing your tantrums. I am asking for the last time, do you want me to ride you till your Office or not?

She took few seconds to judge this situation. If it was a transportation strike, she might never reach Office today and thats not what she can afford. It's just been two days that she joined. She walked to his car ,  opened the door and got inside. He got in too.

Arnav: Seat belt!! ( he started the engine as she fastened the belt)

None of them spoke to each other in the entire ride. There was so much silence in there and also some suffocation. Why was God teasing her by sending him for assistance? What is Devi Maiyaa's plan in all this? Finally after 15 minutes, they reached her office premises. He stopped the car. She tried opening her side door but looked like it got jammed. Her continuous efforts in opening it were not frutile.

Arnav : Let me try.. Leave..

She left her hand and he leaned over her seat the next second making her gulp and widen her eyes seeing him that close. Though he had managed to hold the handle of the door, he couldnt open it without moving more closer to her which obviousluy she will never like. He pulled back himself and got down the car. For few seconds Khushi could feel her breathes abnormal. It was all because they were still tied in this relationship. When it breaks off forever, it wont happen.

Arnav opened her side door. She got down, not meeting his eyes at all. Thats when they both heard some familiar voice calling out Arnav's name. It was Suraj Bhatia who cross the road and reached them.

Suraj: Hi Arnav... ( he then realised Khushi was also with him).. Ohh.. Hi Khushi Bhabhi.. So you guys patched up? I knew it.. ( he happily patted on Arnav's back).. I knew you both will end up together.
Arnav(trying to interrupt): Suraj.. We..
Suraj( not letting him talk): Dont give any explanations now. Though I dont know what exactly had happened, by looking at Bhabhi, I can say the fault was yours.

Khushi felt irked when someone was again addressing her as Arnav's wife. She wanted to retort, loudly blurt out at this man asking him to stop addressing her that way but she knew he was Suraj BHatia, her Jeeji's client. So there was no chance she can disappoint him. She tried to ignore his continuous blabbering but Arnav could sense her discomfort.

Arnav: Suraj STOP!! ( his tone sounded frustrated)..

Arnav then turned to Khushi..

Arnav: You go..!!

The way he discontinued this conversation somewhere impressed Khushi and the gesture of him asking her to leave and concentrate on her business rather than waiting here with them added little more respect for him in her heart. Unknowingly, unwantedly she passed Arnav a SMILE which he acknowledged with a lot of surprise. .She lowered her eyes realising what she just did and then hurried to take the Elevator for reaching her Work Floor.

Suraj: Guess I spoke something wrong..
Arnav: Totally ( he pressed his fingers on his forehead in frustration)
Suraj (becoming serious): Sorry Arnav.. Seeing you both together, I thought you guys patched up.. Sorry yaar..
Arnav: It's okay.
Suraj: Let me make it up to you.. Coffee?
Arnav: Seriously? THats how you make it up to a person you wronged?
Suraj ( chuckled): I would love a DRINK if I didnt had a meeting later in the afternoon today..
Arnav: Let's meet in the evening then. I will wind up my work too.
Suraj: Great. See you in the Country Club at 08?
Arnav: Cool. Bye.

He got back in the car wearing his Sunglasses again and drove out of that place.

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After finishing the whole day at work, Khushi finally winded up and came down the Office Building. Thats when she remembered the Transportation Strike had still not been lifted. How will she reach back home? She dialed a Private Cab service numbers but due to heavy customer calls today, their number was not contactable. What should she do now? Walking all the way at this hour was not good. And the distance also was huge. May be taking a lift from someone would work. Though uncomfortable she had no choice.

She was about to wave her hand for some vehicle when suddenly a Motorbike stopped right at her feet. She didnt recognise who the person was as he was wearing a helmet. But very soon the man took off his Helmet and she saw he was none other than Aman.

Aman: Hi..
 Khushi: Aman??
 Aman: Yea. I was just passing this way and I saw you needed a lift. I can drop you.

Khushi thought something for a while.

Aman: Hey?? What are you thinking so much? I have really no pain in giving you a lift. And besides its better to take a lift from a known enemy than a total stranger.
 Khushi: ENEMY?? ( she questioned back)
 Aman: Yes.. Me being Arnav Singh Raizada's follower, I mean his order's follower, you might hate me too. Right??

Khushi sighed sitting behind him on the Motorbike. She chose not to speak much. But Aman liked that she agreed for taking lift from him. Aman started the bike after Khushi gave him her residence details which obviously Aman already knew.

After a half and hour ride, they reached the building premises. Khushi got down. She had tried to hold up asking Aman this but she could not do that any longer. Aman was starting the Bike engine again when she blurted out.

Khushi: He asked you to pick me from office.. Correct??

Aman froze. Khushi saw his expressions turning out cold and nervous.

Aman: who?? (he purposely showed as if he didn't understand why she asked so)
 Khushi : Aman stop pretending.. Did Arnav ask you to pick me up today evening??
 Aman: Uhh..
 Khushi: And don't lie to me Aman.

Aman realised she would not believe him if he lied.

Aman: Yea.. ASR told me to pick you up because of this Transportation Strike. He had dropped you today morning and he felt you wont like it if he again comes to pick you from work. So.. he sent me..

Khushi got mixed feelings.. Pain.. and anger both bubbled within her.

Khushi: ( little frustrated): Just.. just tell him not to make such unwanted efforts next time. Me and my sister are capable of self managing our lives. He doesn't need to worry how we will survive..

Aman felt hurt but he sometimes didnt understand whom to support. Should he support Arnav because he has realised his mistake or should he support Khushi because she had to undergo so much pain because of Arnav??

Aman: I will tell him.

He started his Bike engine and rode away.

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Same time - Raizada House

Arnav dialed Suraj's number and was desperately awaiting to get his update...

Suraj: Hello.
 Arnav: I had assigned you some work.. Is it done??
 Suraj: (looking at Simran who was sitting next to him in the Car): On going.. Will call you once I finish it

Arnav disconnected the call closing his eyes for some seconds. Just like he had asked Aman to pick Khushi from work, he had informed Suraj to drop Simran di also at home just for today due to the strike. He didnt wanted to take any chances related to their safety. Even though Khushi would end this marriage some day, he will never stop himself from caring about her and Simran Di just like he did for his own family. They might not like it if he does it directly , hence he decided to look after them hiding his identity. Now the next thing he had to do was putting his efforts in patching up Anjali Di and Shyam Jeejaji.

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Part 32

Khushi paid the Cab driver and hurriedly entered the Cafe Shop, looking around, searching for someone and then rushed to the last table where her Simran Jeeji and Anjali Di were already sitting.

Khushi (keeping her bag and taking a chair for her ): Sorry . .Sorry.. Sorry.. I am late. My Manager passed some additional work just when I was about to leave. Anyways.. Shall we order something ??

Simran: We already had one round of Coffee.
Anjali: But we wont mind having one more with you. ( she smiled)
Khushi (chuckled ): Great..
She quickly checked the Menu and then placed the order.
Khushi: Okay.. So why are we meeting here ?
Anjali: Since when did we need a reason to meet ? Or is it that, because you are separating from Arnav, you are also going to break all ties with me and others in the family?? (Anjali's tone became low)
Khushi ( holding Anjali's arm): Di.. dont make me feel guilty. It's my honor to be in touch with you all even in future, doesn't matter If I share a relationship with Arnav or not.

Though Anjali was relieved she still felt pain knowing Arnav and Khushi were heading for Divorce.

Anjali: Sometimes we have to face the same situations which we never expected to happen, isn't it??
Simran: What's wrong with you now Anju?? Why are you saying all this?
Anjali took a deep breathe because what she was going to tell them now, she knew would shock them both.
Anjali: I am also going to separate from Shyam. ( she firmly replied )
Simran and Khushi were speechless for some seconds.
Anjali: It's no point to keep our marriage intact when I no longer feel that same love for him I had earlier.
Simran: Anju but..
Anjali: No Simi.. It's enough now. I tried my best to forgive him, to give Shyam one chance but I couldnt prepare my heart to follow it. I dont think I will let him go that easy after all this.
Simran: But he loves you Anju..
Anjali: And he faked his love to you Simi.. He left you at the marriage Altar.. That one scene always keeps haunting me. I cannot imagine he can..(her tears started clouding her vision)
Simran ( pressing Anjali's arm): He never crossed his limits with me Anju, if that's what is haunting you.
Anjali was quiet.
Simran: I was so naive not to realise he was faking all that love. I wanted his attention, his eyes on me, but I missed to realise that the look he gave me was so normal as if he would see any other woman the same way he saw me. I wanted him to say those cheesy little sentences like a lover boy, but that never happened. It was almost like a one sided love. He was too adamant sticking to his motto, which I failed to notice. So if this is why you want to leave him for, please don't. I am sure you both have a bonding much beyond all that.
Anjali was understanding Simran's point of view. Even Khushi continued taking Simran's side.
Khushi: Haan di.. Jeeji is right. My motive to come in your family was only to break your marriage and teach Arnav a lesson. But when I started staying with you all, I realised how truly Shyam loves you. I have seen him taking care of you, he doesn't even care about your limpness. He has loved you beyond all your physical issues. He went wrong in terms of Simran Jeeji but all that was ages ago. It hurt me and Jeeji, but we dont want to hurt you in this process anymore. It will be difficult for any woman to end her marriage especially when she still has feelings for him. Dont do this.. Please give it a thought..

Anjali was somewhat satisfied with their explanations..
Anjali: Cant you give a thought too about your marriage with Arnav ??
Khushi froze.
Khushi: Where did this topic come out from??
Anjali: We are discussing about marriages Khushi. You too can rethink just like I will.
Khushi: THis cant happen ( she rudely answered )
Anjali: Why??
Khushi: Di you and Shyam have more for each other apart from just a tag of being husband and wife. You both love each other.
Yes there are trust issues between you both now but that can be sorted. Mine and Arnav's relationship has nothing out of these. The base of this marriage was a forgery. We have no love between us and neither we can trust each other over any matter. So whats the point of giving it a chance?

Anjali and Simran understood what Khushi was trying to imply.

Anjali: I heard Chotte needs one month before he thinks about the Divorce. Did he tell you why??
Khushi: Some UN EXPLAINABLE reasons he said.
Anjali just smiled at that. Luckily the coffee's were served at the same instance and the three women got engrossed in relishing it, discussing other topics.

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Raizada House

Arnav: Stop biting your nails and hold this ( He gave a box to Shyam )
Shyam looked terribly uncomfortable.
Shyam: All this seems filmy.
Arnav: Di loves being filmy sometimes.

Arnav gave a final check to all the decorations made in the Living room of the Raizada house, the shinny lights and rose petal pathway to the staircase right from the main door was fantastic.

Arnav: Everyone will come back late night. ( he checked his watch) which means you have 4 hours. Dont miss this opportunity.
Shyam: But.. What if she hates all this??
Arnav: She will pretend to hate it. But you know its high time you start sharing with her how badly you miss her and want her back.
Shyam( gulped): Then??
Arnav: Then what ?? What am I supposed to tell ??

Shyam was highly nervous which Arnav realised and hence patted his back.

Arnav: Just be yourself Jeejaji.. Di needs the real you.. She will forgive you.
Shyam: what if she doesn't. ?
Arnav: Then leave for your home again.. (Shyam got upset).. That wont happen. I know my Di. She has been hard on you, but she still loves you.

Shyam nodes.

Shyam: What about you? Where will you go ?
Arnav: Aman has booked a hotel for me tonight. I will come tomorrow morning.
Shyam: All this.. feels odd to me..
Arnav: To make things even sometimes you need to double the odds. Now Good luck and good night.

He chuckled and picking his laptop bag and keys, he left the house.

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When Anjali returned back home, she saw the dim lights in the living room when she stepped inside. For some seconds she froze seeing Shyam in the house again. He was standing there at the staircase, looking intensely at her. She took a step towards him and then realised there was a beautiful rose petals pathway made for her to reach him. Her eyes filled with tears but she kept walking towards him, even Shyam took steps to reach her. They were at the middle of this pathway when they both stopped. Had these been his efforts when everything was normal in their lives earlier she would keep her heart before him. But tonight she had just returned home discussing with Khushi and Simi to take a separation from him. How was she supposed to react?? No.. She cannot mellow down.

Anjali: ( little angry): What is all this?? And what are you doing here??
Shyam: Dont get mad at me please.. let me complete what I want to say.. Please.. ( he pleaded )

Anjali was stunned.

Shyam: Anjali.. I know I have hurt you. I should not have supported Arnav and also I should have made you aware those days what Arnav and I were planning to take revenge from the Gupta's. I really regret my decision's. I have thought about my sins day and night after I left this House and believe me I couldn't sleep in peace ever since then. I am not here to express my pain, I know I deserve it. Saale sahab wants to see us together.. This whole family wants us to reunite but I know you can never build castles on others pain. You and Saale Sahab are both the same. He is walking path of repentance and you are hurting yourself by suppressing your love for me and Arnav. I am not going to force you to forgive me. I will just keep waiting for that day when you will think our repentance is over. Doesn't matter if I will have to wait for that day till my last breathe. But I have just one request Anjali.. Don't think of ending this marriage. Please.

Anjali was surprised. How did he know she was giving this a thought?

Shyam ( cupping Anjali face): No matter what but my God knows, you are the only woman I have loved truly. I might still live in the hope of winning you back but if you throw me away, I will die that same instant.
The moment she heard this, she closed his mouth with her palm. Tears rolled down her cheeks. She hated him for what happened but she can never think of his death.
Anjali: Stop all this.. Please..Stop emotionally blackmailing me Shyam..
Shyam felt her pain again. He wiped the tears and then thought of leaving.. But her next words stopped him.
Anjali: Give me some time...
Shyam turned back to see her. She looked very confident right now to know what she wanted.
Anjali: ( meeting his eyes): Give me some time to accept you back in my life. I dont know how long it might take..
Shyam( interrupted): I can wait.. ( his throat ached. He wanted to hold her, embrace her and tell her that he will wait for her till lifetime if thats what she wants)

Anjali couldnt wait in that room any longer, she rushed to the bedroom. Shyam kept looking at her until she was no more visible in the corridor. Even though he had failed Saale Sahab's efforts for this night, but he was still happy that he could get some positive vibe from Anjali that she will rethink of their marriage.

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Arnav's time was not passing in the hotel room. He felt so lonely. Not that at home he always had a huge company to keep himself engrossed with. At least not after his past was out. Even at home he felt isolated and wished to talk to someone, at least he could see the faces of his family members but here in the hotel he felt more suffocated. Hence he decided to take a walk on the road. There was so much happening around him. He saw a new college going couple roaming on the bike, the girl sitting behind on the bike was teasing that guy whispering something in his ears. At the signal there was a married couple crossing the road , the husband was holding his pregnant wife's hand and helping her to walk, a father was feeding his child the goal gappa at the roadside stall, a middle aged woman was assisted by her son to the temple. Everyone had someone to take care of and who would equally look after that person. But even after having his family, they were no longer considering him as part of them. He didn't blame them. It was all his fault which broke that bonding he earlier shared with his family. He took a left turn and kept walking. He heard a familiar voice. He looked around to see where that voice came from. After a quick scan he saw a traffic police arguing with a woman who was on two Wheeler. She was no one else but Khushi Gupta. He quickly reached them.
Police: This is a one way Madam and you are not even showing me your license. How can I let you go?
Khushi: Look I don't have my wallet and my license is in that. I had no idea this is a one way.
Police: Every person who breaks the rule says the same! I am sorry but I cannot leave you..
Khushi was disturbed and highly confused how to come out of this problem. That's when Arnav has intervened. He had heard everything.

Arnav: Officer?? Please let her go.
Police: Aap kaun?? Aur yeh aap ki kya lagti hai?
Arnav: Yeh meri BIWI hai ( he replied without even looking at her)
Khushi's eyes widened. What was he doing here?
Police: Your wife ? Okay then show me her license and she is free to go.
Arnav looked at Khushi then. The police guy stopped another vehicle meanwhile and started talking to that driver.
Arnav: Where is your license??
Khushi( frowned): I don't have it.
Arnav: What? You mean you never applied??
Khushi( sighed): I have applied now.
Arnav: Then whose two Wheeler is this?
Khushi: Our neighbor. That uncle had no one to drop him till the station. He asked me to drop him using his vehicle and then park it back at our building.

Arnav sighed in frustration.

Arnav: Look at the clock before helping anyone. It's 11:00 pm. Not safe for a woman alone to ride on these roads.
Khushi: don't care for my safety, I don't need your favours.
Arnav clenched his jaw. This woman will never show regards for his help. He walked to the police and explained him something. Khushi kept looking at the two. They both finally reached her.
Police: ( to Arnav): All wives are the same. I also have to run behind my wife when she leaves me and goes. Anyways good that you told me. You may go madam! But next time please be cautious.

He left.

Khushi: What did you tell him?
Arnav: Yehi ki we had a fight at home. You got angry and started for your Mayka. You even forgot the wallet home. And I am here to take you back.

Khushi gave him a very ridiculous type of expression. He didn't get any other excuse?? Well. Who cares? She was free to go. She started her bike engine. Arnav was raged at her ignorance. He removed her bike keys.

Khushi: What the hell.. Give me the keys..
Arnav: Have some courtesy to say a simple Thank you at least.
Khushi's nostrils flared in anger.
Khushi: I didn't ask you to help me.
Arnav: That excuse won't work.

He played with her bike keys ensuring she doesn't snatch it from him. Khushi sighed in frustration and finally uttered what he wanted to hear.

Khushi: Thanks..
Arnav: Be loud and clear..
Khushi ( gritting her teeth): Thank you ( she was now loud enough)

Arnav passed her the keys smirking seeing the level of anger she possessed at the moment. She started the engine and rode the bike towards her home. Arnav turned around to leave back to the Hotel. Wasn't he meeting her quite often these days?

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Part 33
Simran was enjoying her work with Suraj Bhatia. That man was much simple to understand for her. Apart from being a good boss, he was also known for his concern towards his Employees. There had been a lot times when she being his Legal Advisor had to travel with him to his Clients premises and understand the type of work they doing. During all those times she was able to know this man all the more better. They had started building a healthier relationship now and most importantly she was judging him from her own mind and not because he was Arnav's friend.

No wonder Suraj had always been praising Arnav for his brilliance in Business even though Arnav was younger to him. Whenever the topic " Arnav" was discussed between them, Simran chose to be on the listner side as there was a lot she had started knowing about Arnav too now. Looks like apart from harming her family, Arnav had no other sins on his head. He was a good human being as stated by the people who knew him, Suraj being one of them.

Suraj was liking Simran's company too. He felt like finally he was getting a person in his life who actually knows what he is and what he expects, what his likes are and how he wants to lead his life in future.. He almost had shared half of his life agenda with Simran till now considering her more than just his Legal advisor. But all this while he never found SImran being open minded and sharing her past too. There was something this woman had been holding up from him. Probably she doesnt consider him the same way he does. But he never pressurised her either. He was ready to wait to hear from her about her life agenda.. If not her past, at least what she had plans for her future.

Today Simran had invited Suraj for Dinner at her home. And the Gupta Sisters were having the same conversation while cooking the food for him.

Khushi: But he is your Boss Jeeji.. I mean.. Wasnt it you who kept asking me to be professional and not mix up things?
Simran: He is little more than my Boss now.. ( she claimed)

Khushi was surprised. She stopped cutting the Veggies and turned Simran around.

Khushi: What do you mean? Do you like him?
Simran realised Khushi was thinking in a totally different direction.
Simran: No buddhu.. I meant he is like a friend now. And his mother has gone out of town. He is fed up cooking himself at home or asking the maids to do it. He wants to eat homely food. SO I called him here.
Khushi (sighed): Thats all. Just a friend? You sure?
Simran: You are asking all this as if you are elder , not me. Trust me Khushi, he is just a friend now.. You fine to help me or ..
Khushi( interrupted): Ofcourse I can help.. Move.. I am making  Salad..
Simran: Okay just dont add OLive Oil in it. He is allergic..

Khushi's eyes widened seeing the concern which Simran Jeeji shared for that Suraj. So it is not exactly what her Jeeji was telling her. She feels more than she thinks for this man. Anyways, coming few hours will reveal more to it, Khushi thought and kept cooking.. But this topic "Allergy" got her old memories back too. She remembered Arnav was allergic to Sweets and obviously.. mosquito's. She also remembered that day when she was staying as his wife and how she implemented her plan to make him suffer by placing a Mosquito coil in his bedroom. His voice was off for many hours and she had utilised that time in irritating him. She cannot imagine now that she had actually hurt some man using his allergies. This wasnt good, aint it? But why was she thinking all this now? She concentrated again on her cooking forcing such thoughts to wipe off from her head.

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Suraj handed the Bouquet of Yellow flowers to Simran at the entrance of the door.

SImran: Whats this for?
Suraj: For inviting me here. I hope your Sister doesnt mind..
Simran: She would if you start behaving anything more than normal (she chuckled).. Any ways get in..

Suraj stepped inside.

Suraj: :Lovely house..
Simran: (keeping the bouqet aside): Yea. Small and cozy..Enough for the two of us..
Suraj's expressions filled with questions..
Simran: I mean for me and Khushi..
Suraj ( smirked): Ofcourse who else.. You didnt had to explain me that.

Simran felt little uneasy now so did Suraj.. Suraj did feel there was a very strong reason that Khushi was still staying with Simran and not with Arnav in the Raizada house. What had happened between them that created so much rift? Khushi meanwhile came outside and greeted them.

Suraj: Hi. We have met before.. Twice..
Khushi ( little uncomfortable): Yes. Please sit. Jeeji you guys talk. I will arrange the food on the table..

She excused them and kept doing her work. All this while from the kitchen she could hear the gigles of her sister.. The way Suraj talked to her, behaved with her and made her feel so happy, just clicked  Khushi's mind to think she was right. Her Jeeji and Suraj shared something unknowingly which probably they never discussed.

The food was served by Simran. Khushi made her own plate.. Suraj shared many such light hearted talks with them. Khushi liked his company too. This man was good.

Simran: Where had you been yesterday evening? You left early from work.
Suraj: Yesterday I was with Arnav. We had been on a long drive. Actually I meet him every week or in fifteen days. We booze together. Oops. Sorry.. But dont think I am a drunkard. I am always in limits ( he purposely clarified. )
Hearing Arnav's name Khushi speed of eating slowered.
Simran: Ohh.. How. how is he?
Khushi glanced at her Jeeji .. Why did she have to ask him this? They shouldnt be bothered about him now.
Suraj: He is Okay .. Alive..!!
Simran: What's that supposed to mean?
Suraj took a deep breathe and wiped his hands. He had finished eating.

Suraj: How would a man be when his own family has distanced from him? When his wife stays in the same city but not with him.

Khushi interrupted.

Khushi: You dont know anything to comment like that.
Suraj: I might not know much but having a human mind I can judge some things by his behaviour. He is unhappy.. He is alone.. He is looking for some comfort from his own people..

Khushi clenched her jaw.

Khushi: He deserves this..
Simran was quiet.. She wasnt supporting either of them.
Suraj ( couldnt take Khushi's words): No man deserves a life like this Khushi. I am not saying this because he is my friend. You know there are two categories of people around us.. One who always keep bickering they have been wronged and the others who have realised their mistake and choose to stay quiet and repent.

There was a pin drop silence..

Suraj: I know there must be something really bad you all had to undergo. I have no idea what that is.. I dont know the intensity of that pain either. May be Arnav was wrong and you guys right.. But.. When is all this ending? How is this ending?

Khushi had no reply for some time..

Simran: Suraj.. Lets not get into that .. Please..
Suraj: Sorry Simran but I think you guys should openly talk and come to the conclusion. Stop judging a man by his past.. Embrace his present and if possible.. Keep both him and yourseleves happy.
Khushi was unable to take all this..

Khushi: Thanks for your advise ..We are ending this soon.. You will know it too when our Divorce gets filed.
She picked her plate and then left in the kitchen excusing them. Simran looked down. Suraj was surprised.. They were divorcing? God!!

Suraj: (Sighed in disappointment): Sorry Simran.. I shouldnt have raised all this. I just got carried away. Probably this is your Personal matters, and I have no rights to intervene..
Simran: It's okay..
Suraj: I should leave now.
Simran: No.. Dont leave because of this argument here. We have desserts made too. I wont like it if you leave without tasting it.

Suraj smiled.

Suraj: I am glad you think so much about me.. ( he teased her to lighten her mood)
Simran ( holding her smile): I just dont like to waste food. Dont get personal. ( she teased him back and left in the kitchen to get the Ice cream)

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It was 11:30 pm. Suraj had left home now. Both Khushi and Simran were cleaning the Kitchen. Khushi was very quiet since that conversation took place during Dinner. Simran had realised that too.

Simran: I shouldnt have called Suraj home.
Khushi: No Jeeji. I am not angry on him..
Simran: But you are upset .. And I dont like to see you like that, you know..

Khushi stopped doing her work and turned around.. Her eyes were moist.

Khushi: Jeeji.. Am I at fault? Why is everyone so much supportive for him ? Why dont they understand my state?

Simran felt bad for her. She came to Khushi and clutched her arm.

Simran: I dont know how this sounds to you Khushi.. But I personally feel, Arnav has repented enough..
Khushi was perplexed knowing her Jeeji's thoughts..
Khushi: In just few months? He made us suffer for 5 years Jeeji..
Simran: Sometimes its not the duration of repentance which matters Khushi. And if it does, then Arnav has still suffered more than us. We went through all the pain when we were still capable to understand it, handle it. But Arnav's agony is from his childhood, when he didnt even know what pain means. Because of our father, he had to lose his house, his property. He had to see his Di getting limp because of our father Khushi..

Yes.. Khushi knew that her father was responsible for Anjali Di's limpness. She had heard that earlier. But today that truth hurt a lot more than earlier.. May be because now the walls of hate in her heart had started to fade slowly, opening the doors of warmth and compassion for that family.

Tears rolled down Simran's eyes too.

Simran: Imagine, if his maternal family, his Nani, hadnt supported him and Anjali where would they go? Where would they live? They had no shelter, no food, because of our Father's greediness. Our father didnt think twice in hurting those two innocent souls when they were so young, so now, who are we to keep hurting them again when they have already realised their mistake?

This one statement pierced like a dagger in Khushi's heart. Her hatred was weakening.. Her pain felt nothing compared to what Arnav went through..

Simran: I am not asking you to be his wife forever if you arent comfortable, but I think we should both forgive him now and be docile in our behaviour towards him.

Khushi had no idea what she was going to do. Was she going to obey her Jeeji's thoughts?

Simran: Dont think much.. If its hurting still, take your time. Alright?

Saying that Simran wiped Khushi's tears and then continued the work. Khushi left to her room. SHe wanted to breathe normal again after such a huge conversation.. She needed to be alone for sometime and decide what she really wants and why.

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Part 34

Khushi entered the garden hoping to find the reason why Suraj Bhatia had called her here all of a sudden. Actually she had got a message from Suraj this afternoon asking to meet him here. When she replied back and asked him what exactly he wanted to talk, he denied texting that on phone. She just hoped it was nothing serious. She was looking around for him but couldn't find him. Instead she saw someone she hadn't expected to be here at all. Arnav Singh Raizada was amidst few 8 to 10 year old boys kicking their football which probably had come his way. The boys cheered when he kicked the ball and earned a goal for them. Few of them waved hands at him and he smiled back at them waving his hand and turned around. That's when his eyes met Khushi. He too looked equally surprised to see her there. Without delay he reached her.

Khushi: Are you following me Arnav??

Arnav took a deep sigh. WOMAN!!!

Arnav (inhaling deep): You wanted me to follow you??
 She gritted her teeth. He doesnt need to invoke the sarcasm within her.
 Arnav: Anyways..  Kissi se milne aayi ho ?? ( have you come to meet someone here??)
 Khushi: Aap se matlab?? ( Why do you care??)

It was always difficult for her to have some decent conversation with him without using such harsh words and tone.

Arnav: Carry on.. !!

Arnav was about to leave her alone when suddenly they both saw Simran coming there too. Simran was confused seeing them too.

Khushi: Jeeji?? What are you doing here??
 Simran: Meri choddo. What are you doing .. with Arnav?? ( her question was valid)
 Khushi: Suraj called me here.
 Simran( Surprised ): Suraj??  But he called me here too..
 Arnav was silent but his expressions were similar to that of the Gupta sisters..

Arnav: Mujhe bhi.. Suraj ne bulaaya hai.. ( Even I am being called here by Suraj )

Simran and Khushi were not understanding what all of this was about?

Arnav: Let me call Suraj..

He immediately took out his phone and was about to dial Suraj when suddenly an arm touched his shoulder. It was Suraj.

Arnav: Suraj what ?? Why did you call us here?
 Suraj : I will tell. but  now.. for the next 10 minutes, whatever I do, no one is going to stop me.
 Simran: Suraj par..
 Suraj: Especially you.. ( he added interrupting her)

He quickly kneeled down and removed a red rose from his jacket. He extended it towards Simran who was totally stunned by his actions.

Suraj: Simran.. Will you marry me ??

Khushi's jaw dropped whereas Arnav stood like an idiot there watching his friend propose Simran Di.

Simran: Shut up Suraj.. Stop this nonsense. Dont I know your pranks??
Suraj: This is not a prank.. You know it Simran.. You know I have feelings for you. You dont have to pretend as if this is fake.

Now Simran's heart started beating rapidly. Yes she had observed Suraj's special concern for her in the office. These days they had started interacting more and she always had got an intuition from his message replies that he was passively flirting too. But did he just propose her for marriage just now ? This was so early.

Suraj got up and stood close to Simran pulling her chin up.

Suraj: Until you came in my life everything was still cool and normal for me. But after you entered, its become more exciting.. I was always punctual to work even before you started working there. But now I wait desperately at nights for the next morning to come so that I can reach office before you, to see you entering that door , smiling at your colleagues and wishing them a Good morning.

Simran was so touched by his words. Arnav and Khushi both glanced at each other in shock and then again looked at Suraj and Simran.

Suraj: And last but not the least, I love everything that you cook. After my mother, you are the only one who feeds me with so much affection.

Simran's throat ached.. She had got such a proposal from Shyam too once when he was faking love. That time she couldnt judge that fakeness in Shyam's eyes and tone but today while she tried judging Suraj's seriousness, she could only find the truth in every word he uttered.

Simran ( with moist eyes): You know nothing about me..
Suraj: I know your name.. thats enough for me..
Simran: Its not as easy as you say Suraj..
Suraj: Thats why I got Arnav and Khushi here to make it easy for you. . I didnt wanted you to give excuses of talking to Khushi first about this proposal and then thinking about it.. Thats why I called her here.. They both are your family. I wanted to openly declare it before them so that just like you care for their decisions, they too would give this proposal their opinions and help you respond to me...

Now .. to that Arnav had to interrupt..

Arnav: You shouldnt have called me Suraj!!

Suraj was confused.. He left Simran's arms and turned to Arnav.. Even Khushi and Simran were looking at Arnav only now.

Arnav: (stepping forward to Suraj): If you think my decision or opinion is anywhere going to be needed for Simran Di and your future, then scratch that off from your head.
Suraj: Why not? Khushi is Simran's Sister and you are Khushi's husband still..
Arnav ( clenching his jaw): I have lost the right to decide anything for both of them. It's a tragic past for all of us which is stopping me.

Suraj took a deep breathe. He was not sure why Arnav was not supporting him,. Khushi was definately surprised when Arnav said he had no rights in deciding for them.. Though that statement was correct, she still never thought he would believe and follow that so easily.

Suraj: Okay.. forget your opinion for them.. But you tell me one thing.. You consider Simran as your Di, would you not like a man like me taking her responsibility forever? I love her Arnav.. I have never felt this feeling for anyone else to this extent..

Arnav became quiet.. Suraj returned back to Simran.

Suraj: I am sorry if I have hurted yours and Khushi's sentiments by calling Arnav here. But I just had to confess all of this.
Simran: You are a nice man Suraj.. I really respect you. And you didnt do anything wrong in calling Arnav here. He is your close friend. He has all rights to give his opinion about you and your seriousness in this proposal.

Suraj felt better.

Suraj: Simran.. Just dont let me down.. Please... I have promised Mom to introduce you to her tonight..
Simran was surprised again.
Simran: What?
Suraj: She is waiting to see you.. I am not asking you to reply to my proposal right now.. Take time but will you meet my Mom at least? She is more excited than me..
Simran: You told your mom about me?
Suraj: Why not? And she was the one to spot this major change in me since I met you. Obviously she wants to thank you for getting some light and extra happiness in her Son's life .

Simran was confused at the pace this matter was going through.

Khushi: Jeeji.. you should go.. ( she replied smiling at Simran)
Simran: Khushi you really think so?
Khushi immediately came to Simran and cupped her face..
Khushi: Though you never told me anything, I was sensing your feelings for Suraj from long.. It's just that you have to kill your past memories and give him a chance to fill your life with love and happiness. Go for it Jeeji..

Arnav was happy with Khushi's agreement so was Suraj..

Suraj :Thank you Khushi.. I got at least one supporter..
Khushi smiled weakly at him..Simran hugged Khushi for few seconds and then looked at Suraj..

Simran: I have some major responsibilties towards Khushi Suraj.. Until I finish those, I might not be able to give you any proper commitment.
Khushi: Jeeji but.. ( she was trying to interrupt but Simran didnt allow her speak)
Suraj: No problem.. I am just happy that you arent rejecting me.. I can wait.. Now all your concerns are mine too..

Simran knew this would be his response.. Arnav clearly knew which responsibilties Simran was talking about. Khushi and he were still bonded by unwanted marriage. So its obvious until Khushi gets free and get her share of happiness, Simran Di wont be marrying either..

Suraj: Alright.. Should we go to meet Mom then?
Simran noded..
Simran: Khushi can come too?
Khushi: No.. I wont.. What will I do there? I will go home..
Suraj: I am okay if you come Khushi..
Khushi: No.. Please.. some other time.. You guys carry on..
Suraj: Perfect.. So.. Arnav will drop you ( he instantly replied at which both Arnav and Khushi were little uncomfortable).
Khushi: No.. I will manage to find a ride..
Suraj: Its hard to get a ride from this place so easily. Thats why I am saying.. Why waste time when Arnav can offer you a drop?
Simran: He is right Khushi.. Let Arnav drop you home, my worries will also lessen. .Please..

Khushi sighed in disappointment. Arnav looked at Suraj.. Was this guy plotting to wipe off the differences between him and Khushi? Well.. He can talk on that matter later with Suraj..

Suraj: ( hugging Arnav ): Thanks for coming Arnav,..
Arnav: Take care of Di.. ( he whispered )

That one statement was enough for Suraj to realise Arnav's consent for their relationship. He smiled happily and then Arnav and Khushi walked towards the parking..

Suraj: They look good together.. Dont they?
Simran ( smiled seeing them leave): Hmm..
Suraj: chale? Mom is waiting.......
Simran: Yea.. But before we meet your mother Suraj, I want to share my past with you and how this is all connected with Arnav and Khushi's relationship too..
Suraj: Now?
Simran: Yes.. Its necessary for you to know before we show your mother dreams of me becoming her Bahu..
Suraj: Fine.. Shall we sit somewhere?

He pointed at a nearby bench and they both walked till there to talk.

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Arnav was quietly driving but Khushi had so much in her mind right now that she couldnt help asking him.

Khushi: How well do you know Suraj and his family?
Arnav: ( not looking at her ): They are good people. Simran Di will be happy with them..
Khushi: I didnt ask your opinion about Jeeji and him.. ( she angrily replied).. And its good that you didnt poke your nose when Suraj was asking your decision there.

Arnav kept driving gripping the stearing wheel more tight.

Khushi: I just hope Suraj is not like you, cheating and ditching others.. (She had no control over her choice of words)

Arnav felt a pang on his heart but this time he didnt kept quiet.

Arnav: I havent ditched my wife yet ( He replied with utmost patience and glanced once at Khushi who looked surprised by his response)

He then again looked at the road.

Arnav: I still have some feelings for our marriage but if my wife wants to go away from me, am I to be blamed ?

His question was relevant but she chose not to remain silent..

Khushi: Feelings? ( she asked angrily).. We never had a proper relationship.. So What feelings you have for a Forged wife whom you never ritually got married ?
Arnav: The same feelings you have for your sister who doesnt share a blood relationship with you . Even you and Simran Di arent bonded with a proper relationship, yet you have feelings for her, you respect her, right?

He didnt wish to argue but his questions had shut her mouth for sure.

Arnav: Anyways.. I am not going to trouble you henceforth. We can apply for the Divorce now, just as you wished. I will talk to the lawyer to see if we can settle it out of court. Things will be easy that way..

Khushi was shocked.. He was ready for the Divorce? Didnt he needed one month's time?

Khushi: ( looking keenly at him): You washing off your hands from me so easily?

Arnav stopped the car. This topic needed to be clarified right now..So he didnt wanted any hinderances.. He looked at her and she was already staring at him,

Arnav: What do you want me to do then? You came to me for divorce. I am giving you what you want. I am fine with it.
Khushi: Ek minute.. You needed one month.. Right?
Arnav: Yes.
Khushi: What was your motive then? Will you happen to tell me that ever? I ought to know.

Arnav took a deep sigh ..

Arnav: Fine.. Then listen.. I wanted to settle everything in Di and Simran Di's life first before we both get into all of this additional mess.

What? Thats why he asked time from her? To concentrate more on Anjali and Simran Di?

Arnav: Di is already thinking about giving Jeejaji a chance. And today seeing Suraj's seriousness in Simran Di I am convinced she too will get her share of peace soon. So now, I can finally think about us.. !!

Something was hurting her. May be his neglect and his easy acceptance for divorce. But shouldnt that be a plus point for her? She closes her eyes for some seconds to think wisely and then opens them again.

Khushi: My preferences have changed now..

Arnav's heart almost stopped beating.. What has changed ? HAs she changed her her mind of Divorcing him?

Khushi: Earlier you needed time, now I do. Didnt you hear what Simran Di said to Suraj? She wont commit until she sees me happy.

Ohh!! So this delay was only for time being then, he thought..

Arnav: I heard it. And thats why I want you to get what you want and be happy ..
Khushi: Our divorce will make Simran Jeeji think I am in more pain because of lonliness. She wont leave me alone in that house to suffer for enjoying her togetherness with Suraj. Do me a favour.. We will wait till Simran Di and Suraj marry.. It's high time Jeeji gets her happiness now .
Arnav: ( disagrees): Its high time you get your happiness too which lies in this divorce Khushi. I know Simran Di suffered a lot of pain but she was still in Coma for 5 years, and in those years you have lived a dreadful life facing the outside world. It should be YOU who first deserves the share of happiness now between we four.

Khushi was totally amazed by his response and thoughts. He really thinks she deserves to get happiness first than all the others ? He was behaving selfless.. He was giving her a priority to his own sister and even Simran DI whom he doesnt consider less than his own sibbling. .

Khushi: Kya baat hai Arnav? Koi aur ladki dekh rakhi hai kya? Iss liye Divorce ki itni jaldi dikha rahe ho.. !! (What is it Arnav? Have you found someone else already? Thats why so much hurrying for the Divorce? )

Arnav gritted his teeth.. Does she think he is so desperate for a WIFE?

Arnav: More than me.. You need a good partner whom you can trust upon and share your grief's with Khushi.. I know you will never see that quality in me. And thats why I am hurrying for this Divorce now..

Saying that he started the car Engine again. .Khushi felt her body trembling.. He was the first man to realise what she was grieving for. .Whatever odds she faced all these years , she was tired of it. She wanted to settle down with someone.. She wanted that life partner who would really listen to all her agony and give his shoulder for her to cry on, who would let her snuggle into his chest and provide her the warmth of his love.. It was so irnonical that no one else but that same man read her inner mind who was the sole reason for her pain.

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Part 35

Khushi wiped her tears trying to avoid letting Arnav know she was feeling weak by his statements.

Khushi: Lets drive. I am getting late.
She gently wiped the little drop of tear from the corner of her left eye paying no attention to Arnav anymore. What was hurting her so much? Whatever it is, she hadnt expected Arnav to be the man who would worry so much for her lonliness in life. Did she fail to understand him? Is she so blind enough in hatred that she cannot even see the glimpses of concern this man has always showered upon her?

Arnav dropped Khushi at her apartment, she got down, thanked him and without wasting more time hurried towards the elevator.

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Simran told the entire related past about Khushi, Arnav, Shyam and her to Suraj who was more than shocked to even believe that Arnav and Shyam could harm 2 innocent women to this extent.

Suraj: Now I seee where Khushi gets all that hate from when she sees Arnav around. She isnt totally wrong.
Simran: More than pitying myself, now I pity her Suraj. She has seen a lot worse than me. She has seen people's changing colors, she had to bear the pain of seeing her sister in Coma for years, she had to see our father die. Thats why she has cultivated so much dislike for Arnav that she can never think of keeping this marriage forever.
Suraj: I heard that they both are heading for a Divorce.
Simran: Yes. Which is why I know how much she will need me after that. Thats why I dont want to commit for any relationship to you. Not until I settle her.

Suraj understood and respected her decision.

Suraj: Fair enough. I am in no hurry for marriage either. Your problems are mine now. I am with you Simran. ( he held her arms in his and gently caressed them) But meet my mom. She is eager to see you. I will explain her later how we cant think of marriage at this instance.

Simran couldnt deny that. She agreed.

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Simran met Suraj's mother and dinned with them. Though she had totally denied for a Dinner as she knew Khushi might be waiting for her, she couldnt ignore Suraj's mother's pleas. So she messaged Khushi about this and hurried to reach home after finishing the quick dinner.

Anjali was the next person to know about Suraj and Simran's interest in each other. She was more than happy to realize that Simran finally got her perfect match.  She congratulated Simran over the phone and decided to meet her and Khushi next day evening to talk more about this.

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Next Day

Khushi, Anjali and Simran met again in the Coffee shop. Anjali hugged Simran tight.

Anjali: I am soooo much happy. Suraj is a very nice guy.
Simran: Thanks Anju. I know he is nice. I have felt that too.
Anjali: So you accepted his proposal ?

Simran was quiet .

Khushi: Di.. Thats what I want you to explain her. Jeeji doesnt want to commit until she sees me happy. Look at me.. Dont I look happy ?

Anjali then realised why Simran was denying for marriage so soon.

Anjali: Simi is not totally wrong Khushi. She is your elder Sister, she worries for you.
Khushi: Cant I stay alone after she goes to her Sasuraal? I can cook my own food. I can stay Di..
Simran: Its a sister's concern.. You know I am right Khushi still you dont wish to acknowledge it. All these years you have stayed strong behind me as a support when I was in Coma. I couldnt do anything for you. So now when the time has come when I can stand beside you, I wont leave that chance.
Khushi: But Jeeji..
ANjali ( interrupted): She is right Khushi. Enough of all this troublesome past and present. We all want to see you happy now.
Simran: And Arnav too. We want to see him happy too. Either you part your ways or not, you both deserve your share of happiness.

They hadnt even finished discussing all this when Khushi's phone rang. She took the call because it was from Arnav but she didnt speak to him before Anjali and Simran. She came aside.

Khushi: Bolo..
Arnav: I have spoken to my Attorney. He will make the papers ready by tomorrow. I might send it to you through Aman if you busy.

For few seconds Khushi was trying to digest the information he just gave her.

Khushi: Arnav wait.. I... I have to talk to you before all this.
Arnav ( sighed): Okay. Speak.
Khushi: Phone pe nahi ( Not on phone)

She looked at her sisters who were noticing her from the other corner, trying to decipher whose call it might be.

Khushi: Meet me out.
Arnav: Abhi? (Now?)
Khushi: No.. Tomorrow morning?
Arnav : Uhh.. ( checking his work schedule).. I have some back to back meetings tomorrow.. Let me see if I can shift those and make a time slot for us.
Khushi( interrupted): No need. Meet me now then.

He checked his watch. It was half past 7:00.

Arnav: Alright. Where are you ?Let me pick you from there.
Khushi: No need. I am with Di and Jeeji. I dont want them to know we meeting.
Arnav ( raising his eyebrow): Okaaayy.. then..
Khushi: Meet me at Dinshaw's ice cream parlour. Its near to this place.
Arnav: Okay. See you in 20 minutes. Bye

He dropped the call and so did Khushi who hurried to her sister's to give them some excuse and leave.

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Arnav was the first person to reach, obviously he could drive there in no time. There were so many couples around enjoying the Ice cream, sharing lovely talks. He tried to divert his gaze from them. Thats when he saw Khushi getting down from an Autorickshaw. She saw him too .

Khushi: Sorry.. I am late..
Arnav: I reached early.

BEfore she could say anything, he uttered.

Arnav: Ice cream?
Khushi was surprised.
Khushi: We arent similar to all these couples here, I hope you remember that.
Arnav: Who said only couples can enjoy Ice creams here?

He had a point but will she like to eat an Ice cream with him here? That too when they were both going to discuss about their Divorce ?

Arnav: Which flavour?

Khushi sighed in disappointment. Truly speaking the different flavours of Ice creams around were tantalizing her taste buds too.

Khushi: Chocolate.

He was more than happy that she agreed and quickly left to the Counter to get those. She kept staring at him. He removed his wallet, ordered the ice creams, paid by card and then took the receipt and walked inside to get the Candies. Why the hell was she admiring all this? She tried looking elsewhere but the coziness of the other couples made her feel sick. It was better she sees Arnav than all that. He reached her. She took her candy.

Khushi: Shall we walk?

Arnav realized she too was equally uncomfortable to be amidst these young cozy couples.  They started walking eating their respective Ice creams.

Khushi:
Ask your lawyer to wait for some time and not to make the papers ready yet.
Arnav: Didnt we discusst this yesterday? We should be waiting.
Khushi: We should. I want to convince Simran Jeeji to marry Suraj and this wont happen if she knows we have filed the Divorce.

Arnav became all quiet for sometime.
Khushi: I want to see Jeeji happy..
Arnav: Your happiness? ( he questioned)
Khushi: My happiness lies in hers..
Arnav: So you have decided to stay in that apartment all alone after Simran DI leaves? It's not that easy Khushi. Life sucks alone..

He licked his Ice cream again and she looked at his face.

Khushi: It's already sucking Arnav. What more worse can it lead to?
Arnav: What if you fail convincing her?
Khushi: We will see it later..
Arnav: We should have some deadline to wait for.
Khushi: Deadlines never work ( she licked her ice cream)

Arnav was silent again. He didnt know what to induce from Khushi's requirement. She wanted Divorce but had her own terms and conditions listed to even apply for that.

Khushi: As far as I have calculated, you wont be at loss if we delay this a bit longer. It should be me who should worry about. Because I dont want the media to find about my present job, I dont want the public to keep raising doubts about our present status. You have never given a damn to others before neither now. SO please wait..

Arnav: You calculated all this?
Khushi: I always did. Even before I thought of entering into a forged marriage with you. ( she stated without any remorse) Do you think only you are smart?

Arnav had a weak smirk on his face though he tried to be as normal as possible to her.

Arnav: Still.. Just imagine. What if all your calculations would go wrong about me?

Khushi kept licking the chocolate ice cream candy taking baby steps ahead with Arnav who wasn't really interested in the ice cream anymore now.

Khushi: How wrong?? ( she asked without even looking at him and just concentrated on the candy)

Arnav licked his candy and then continued.

Arnav: Like... What if I was not that decent enough with you when we stayed together?

She stopped walking and looked at his face.
Arnav: I mean.. You didnt know me at all. Hadnt met me ever, you still thought I would never cross my limits while you stayed as my wife?

Now this question made Khushi tongue tied for some time. None of them spoke for few more seconds except they kept gazing at each other. SHe was the first one to break their eye lock later.

Khushi: So what do you want ? You want me to give some credit to your sincerity for those times?
Arnav smirked again.
Khushi: Bolo ( she insisted)
Arnav: I want you to consider it whenever you need me next time. ( his tone changed to husky)

She didnt understand what he meant by that.

Khushi: Mind explaining me that?
Arnav: It meant.. In the near future.. or far.. when you have convinced your Jeeji to get married and she leaves you all alone, if  you think you need someone who can drive away your insecurities, your fear , you are straight away going to call me, taking into consideration my past records.

Khushi felt a strange feeling inside her. She still coped up to look strong before him,

Khushi: Looks like you have started saving Damsel's in Distress these days..!! ( she teased)
Arnav ( still not breaking their eye lock): Not all Damsel's!! Just a few specific ones..

Saying that he moved his finger towards her cheek. She stepped back. He sighed seeing that but still very roughly managed to remove the eyelid from her cheek which had stuck there past long.
Arnav ( keeping it on her wrist):
 Make a wish!!
Khushi looked at her wrist and then at him
Khushi: I dont believe in this.
Arnav: Me neither. But who knows something good might click for you this time?

He was so convincing these days. She closed her eyes and then blew the eye lid.

Arnav: What did you ask ?
Khushi: No divorce for some time. ( she said licking her ice cream again)
Arnav (sighed): You wasted One wish. I was as it is going to obey your orders.

He walked ahead finishing his Candy while she kept staring at him. Something was changing between them. Probably she had started seeing him from a second angle too rather than only Hatred. Arnav stopepd and turned around. He saw her all lost.

Arnav: Chale? ( he asked)
Khushi noded coming out of her stance and started walking again.

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Part 36

Suraj Bhatia was driving through the same road where Arnav and Khushi were taking a walk enjoying Ice creams. He saw them and couldn't resist calling up Simran and informing her the same.

Simran: What?? Arnav and Khushi?? Together and that too eating Ice cream? Impossible.
Suraj: Simi.. I am not an idiot to even joke about this. Really they are right before me.
Simran was astonished.

Simran: But Khushi said she had some urgent office work. Why did she lie to me ? I would not have stopped her from meeting Arnav if she wanted to.
Suraj: May be she and Arnav are deciding about their future. It's good for them, isn't it?
Simran: Yes. But I dont think Khushi can give Arnav a chance in their marriage. She might have been there to discuss about us. I hope they both dont plan anything foolish like faking they are again bonding up and are happy to accept each other so that you and me can get married. I will never tolerate that.
Suraj: Simi.. Calm down. They are two matured souls and I am sure they will decide the best for them. You dont worry. If you find out anything from Khushi about this meet, let me know too. Meanwhile I will try to see if Arnav has to share anything about this with me.

Simran agreed and disconnected the call.

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Khushi checked her watch. It was almost 8:30 pm. They both had reached a long distance away from their actual meeting point.
Khushi: It's getting late. I should leave. But you know what you have to do next, right??
Arnav nodded.

Arnav: I will speak to Simran Di tomorrow.
Khushi: Convince her. Ensure that she doesn't think you are faking.
Arnav: Faking what??

Khushi sighed.

Khushi: That you will take care of me after she marries. That I wont be left alone even if we both dont stay together. That you will stand as a support to me no matter if the world comes to an end.

Arnav kept looking at her quietly. She didnt understand why he wasnt responding.

Khushi: I am not speaking Foreign here. Say something.
Arnav: I AM going to take care of you after she marries. I AM not going to leave you alone an I WILL stand beside me always as your support. I dont need to fake her all this because its true Khushi.

Khushi was tongue tied. Hadnt expected to hear from him at least.

Khushi: We will see that later. This is not about you and me now. It is about Jeeji and Suraj. Think about uniting them.
Arnav: ( little angrily): I would be the most happiest man if Simran Di gets married. I know what I have to do to convince her. But in all this, it would be again YOU who will have to sacrifice. What if Simran Di asks you to stay with me if we are faking a patch up again?? What if Di expects you to wear all those marital jewellery, sindoor and follow the responsibilities of being my wife?? Are you ready for all that??

Khushi knew he wasn't wrong in thinking all this.

Khushi: Yes I will. If that can get happiness in Jeeji's life I am ready to do it forever.
Arnav lost control on his anger now. He clutched her arm and pulled her close to him .
Arnav: But I wont!! I wont let you play with this marriage anymore Khushi. We both are no toys to play with each others
emotions. Enough of all that we faked until now before the world. It's high time we mend things and move forward. You get that ??

Khushi felt the pain in her arms by the way he had caught her but more than that she felt the pain and agony in his voice. He might have been foolish earlier to play with Simran Jeeji's heart but today he was so much sensitively handling each relationships he was bonded to that he would not let even one of it get hurt. Seeing her hissing in pain, Arnav loosened his grip from her arms.

Arnav: Get in the car, I will drop you.

Khushi didnt argue. If she could come to meet him hiding from the world, if she can share ice cream with him and take a walk alone on this pathway, she can allow him to drop her home too. He opened the car door for her and she got inside. He drove to her apartment.

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Khushi rang the door bell. Simran opened the door with a smile.

Simran: Done with your office work ??
Khushi felt strange to lie but she had no choice.
Khushi: Hmm.. I am hungry..
Simran: Good. I will serve and after that we are going to eat Ice cream ( she purposely replied)
Khushi: Ice cream?? AGAIN??
Simran knew what made her say that but she showed surprise on her face.
Simran: AGAIN?? when did you have Ice cream recently??
Khushi: Uhh .. Today.. I mean at work my colleague gave an Ice cream treat.
Simran: I see. anyways you freshen up I will serve.
Khushi faked a smile to her and rushed to her room.

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Khushi was almost going to sit for eating when her phone rang. It was Arnav's call. Simran was just sitting before her so she disconnected the call and tried to focus on the food but the phone rang again. She got frustrated and moved aside with the phone.

Khushi: Arnav.. what is this ?? I am with Jeeji..
"hello.. who is this??" some unknown voice spoke from the other end. Khushi checked the number again to see if she had misunderstood it to be Arnav's number but she was right. It was indeed Arnav's number. Then who was this man??

Khushi: Aap kaun hai ?? Where is Arnav???
Man: There is a Car accident happened here at the Mall Road, the man has injured his forehead and become unconscious. His latest dialed number was yours, so we called you..

Khushi's felt choked. ACCIDENT?? Seeing her frightful face, Simran came there .

Simran: Khushi kya hua?? Whose call ?
Khushi was so much disturbed. She balanced herself and the call got disconnected. Simran held her hand.
Simran: Khushi bolo naa .. What happened ??
Khushi: He ha just dropped me.. how can... ohh god..

She hurried towards the door to leave. Simran followed her. She had no idea what was wrong. Mall road was hardly one Kilometer far from Khushi's house. They both reached there and saw Arnav's car which had broke down hiting a tree.

Khushi: Arnav ?? ( she screamed trying to find where he was )
A man from the group came to her.
Man: He is been taken to the City hospital. It's me you talked to. Thats his phone.

He gave the phone to Khushi who immediately stopped a Auto rickshaw. Simran also got in. By now she too had realised that Arnav had met with an accident. But she hadn't expected Khushi will react so much stressed for him. It looked like Khushi was trying to hide her pain but she wasn't able to. Even though Khushi's eyes were moist she didn't cry. Khushi checked Arnav's phone which she was holding tight in her palms. The dialed contacts screen was open and she saw her number saved as "WIFE". This word carried so much importance in a woman's life. Though she had always ignored it,looked like Arnav had still not untied the chains of their relationship. That's why he had saved her name as WIFE and not KHUSHI.

They reached the city hospital and after enquiry they got to know the room where Arnav was diagnosed.

Simran: Looks like his family is not informed yet. I will call up Anju, you go and check Arnav.

Simran purposely didn't wanted to accompany Khushi while meeting Arnav. Khushi didn't argue. She went inside the room. Arnav was conscious now but his forehead was bruised and the nurse was bandaging it. When he saw Khushi, he tried showing as if he was alright.
Arnav: They called you??
Khushi had already scanned his bruises. She didn't respond to him but asked the nurse.
Khushi: Is he alright??
Nurse: Just a few tests are to be done. After that his family can take him. Who are you???

This question had landed both Arnav and Khushi in confusion. She gulped nervously. Arnav could have answered it but he wanted to know what will she reply. He remained quiet. The nurse was still hoping to get some answer from Khushi which she got the next minute.

Khushi: I am... I am his family. ( she softly replied)
The nurse smiled and then asking Arnav to rest she left the two. Khushi took baby steps towards him. She passed him the mobile phone.

Khushi: Jeeji is calling up Di to inform.
Arnav: Not needed. I don't want anyone to feel pity and come here to look after me.
Khushi: You are late. Jeeji must have informed them already.

She came and stood next to his bed. Arnav sighed in disappointed and tried leaning behind but he wasn't able to on his own. Khushi instantly offered help but he stopped her.

Arnav: Main kar lunga. ( I will manage)
Khushi: ( in frustration): Shed your ego for some time. I am doing all this as humanity till your family reaches.

She placed the pillow at his back so that he could lean properly.
Arnav( meeting her eyes): Tum bahut Khushi hogi naa, ki mera accident hogaya?? ( You must be very happy right that I met with this accident??)
Khushi was shocked to hear that.
Arnav: I was the reason for Simran di's accident few years back. I faced the same today but the only remorse is that I didn't go in coma like she did. That would have been a total tit for tat. Hai naa??

Khushi clenched her jaw.

Khushi: If you hadn't been hurt your forehead, I would have hit that face of yours for thinking something like that. Main sapne mein bhi tumhara accident ho yeh soch nahi sakti ( I can't even think in my dreams that you face such an accident)
Arnav( interrupted): Maine bhi kabhi nahi chahta tha ki Simran di ka accident ho. Par kuch cheeze humaare bus mein nahi hoti Khushi. Woh ho jaati hai. ( I also never wanted Simran do to end up in accident. But we can't control some things in life. They happen unplanned)

That advise made her realise what he was trying to tell her. However hard you try you can never control your fate. Arnav had broke Simran di's heart through Shyam but he never would have imagined her to be physically hurt. And had he known that she had met with such a critical accident then he would have turned the world upside down to treat her and get her back to consciousness. Their fate had penned down the situations in such a way that everything got entangled in the name of revenge and hate. It was finally now that both she and him were wanting this phase of pain to end.

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Part 37

Hospital

Simran knocked the room, Arnav and Khushi who were both lost in understanding how fate had played with their personalities, finally came out of their stance. Simran saw the Bandage on Arnav's forehead.

Simran: Arnav.. how are you feeling now ??
 Arnav: Di I am fine. Thanks for coming.. ( he really was thankful that even after all their bitter past, Simran and Khushi were here in his time of need)
 Simran: I have informed Anjali, Aman and.. .Suraj also.
 Arnav: Why?? I am alright. The Doctors will ask me to leave anytime. I dont want people to assemble here for no reason.

Khushi sighed and got up.

Khushi: I will see when the Tests will be done.
 Simran: What tests?? ( she got worried)
 Khushi: Some blood tests Jeeji.. Thats all. You sit with him..

She glanced at Arnav once who was really surprised that she was doing so much favours on him, and then she left out to check for the Doctor in charge.

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The blood tests were done and also some regular checks which Arnav forcibly had to undergo under the commands of Simran Di and Khushi. However hard he tries to thank them for their help, it will always be less. Suraj and Anjali reached the hospital. Anjali was so nervous that she forgot for some time that she and Arnav were not in proper talking terms. The moment she saw Arnav on that hospital bed, though sitting, she rushed to hug him.

Anjali: Chotte?? Yeh sab.. kaise? How many times do I ask you to drive slow?? Why dont you listen to me??

Arnav was feeling blessed that his Di was talking to him normally. He was ready to always be hospitalised if this is how his family was going to pay attention on him. He missed this love, this pampering, this homely feeling.

Arnav (cupping her cheeks): Di I am fine.. Nothing happened to me. Just few bruises.. Look..

Anjali glanced him head to toe and confirmed he was telling the truth.

Anjali: What did the Dr say??
 Khushi (interrupted): The tests are done, they will get the reports now..

Anjali was happy that Khushi somehow took this initiative to look after the hospital formalities for Arnav in his family's absence.. Just like a Wife would do for her husband in such conditions.. Anjali smiled at Khushi who soon realised she was probably showcased as over concerned wife to everyone..

Suraj: Arnav.. This is cool man.. So much pampering.. ?? You should have done this accident long ago.. At least both your sisters would have started talking to you since then..

Khushi disliked this statement. So did Simran ..

Simran: Suraj what is this?? Things are serious here..
 Suraj: Sorry.. ( he said looking at Simran and then Arnav)

Thats when the Dr came inside..

Dr: Hello Mr Raizada, how are you feeling now??
 Arnav: Super fine.. ( he said giving one glance to Khushi whose presence itself was making him feel better)
 Dr: Good . The reports are fine. But your diabetes have shoot up.

Suraj: Ice cream ka asar hai Dr..Kyon Arnav?? ( Its effect of the Ice cream Dr.. Right Arnav)

Anjali was confused. Ice cream?? And Arnav??

Arnav: What the.. ( he was surprised how Suraj got to know about the Ice cream which he shared with Khushi today evening)..
 Anjali: Ice cream??
 Khushi was tongue tied too. Did Suraj see them together??
 Suraj: I mean.. I saw today Arnav was eating Ice cream at the Dinshaws..Right Arnav?? ( he winked at him) Were you alone or..

Arnav: ( interrupted): Suraj.. The Dr is still here.. Can we show some respect to him, please ??

Suraj chuckled and stood next to Khushi and Simran. He loved pulling Arnav's leg sometimes. Khushi tried to maintain a cold expression on her face as if she did not want anyone to know she had met him.

Dr: Mr Raizada needs some rest and please continue his regular diabetes medicine. Next week I am giving an appointment again. I will assign a nurse who will come every day to dress his wounds. Also, ensure that he is maintaining a proper diet to get his Diabetes back to normal.

Khushi was almost memorizing each and every little detail in her mind which the Dr gave. She herself didn't know why she was so much concerned about Arnav's health. This accident had changed the dynamics of their relationship a bit.

After an hour Suraj settled all the Hospital formalities, Aman was here to drive Anjali and Arnav back to Raizada House. Suraj agreed to drop Simran and Khushi at their apartment.

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The next morning when Khushi woke up very early than usual because she couldnt get proper sleep last night and the first thing she remembered was Arnav. .How would he be now?? And his diet?? Will he follow it or again ignore because of the guilt and repentance process that he is still undergoing?? Though she felt Anjali Di will take care of her Chotte at least in this condition , forgetting all the anger she has on him, still should she do something too ?? His diabetes shot up.. She turned On her laptop and started googling some recipes for Diabetes people. Almost 30 minutes passed and she was still researching. Simran woke up at her usual timing and came in the living room only to be surprised seeing Khushi googling the recipes. As Simran was standing behind the couch, Khushi could not see her yet. Simran smiled. So her sister had started taking some interest in Arnav.. Hmm... This cant be fake.. She purposely cleared her throat now which made Khushi jerk and shut the laptop screen. She turned behind then.

Simran: Good morning..
 Khushi: Good... good morning Jeeji..
 Simran: What happened ?? You look scared..
 Khushi: me ? No.. I was .. Haan I was reading a horror fiction on laptop so when you came all of a sudden, I was scared.. Nothing else.

Simran knew she was lieing. But she purposely didnt intrude on what Khushi was planning to do.

Simran: Okay I will make the breakfast.. And haan I have some work at Office today. JUst for few hours. Will come back soon. Alright??
 Khushi was happy that Jeeji wont be home when she cooks for Arnav today..She didnt wanted to give any kind of hopes to her sister when she herself wasnt sure about what she would name all this going on between her and Arnav these days.


Khushi:  I am home.. No work on sundays.. You carry on..
 Simran nodded and left for the Kitchen.

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Late Morning

Khushi had cooked finally something beyond the Diabetes recipes which she had been googling so far. She packed it in a Tiffin. But who will deliver it to Arnav? SHe wont go.. SHe doesnt want to create another scene there for the RAizada family to start having hopes from. She thought for some seconds and then found the right person who can do this.

Aman Mathur reached Khushi's apartment. He was handed the bag of tiffin. AMan was holding his smile.

Khushi ( looking at Aman): What?? It's just as humanity..
Aman: DId I ask?
Khushi: Dont tell him I made.
Aman: Okay.. But he knows I am a bad cook. So what if he doesnt eat?
Khushi: (confused): uhh.. fine.. If he asks tell him I have made.
Aman ( smiled): ANd what if he asks me "WHY YOU MADE"??

Khushi had no reply. But very soon she was able to find one.

Khushi: I was free today to cook lunch. So made some extra. It's nothing special.

She had all the answers ready, Aman thought. He agreed and quickly made his way to Raizada House.

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Arnav Singh Raizada was resting at home, he wasnt allowed to even think of work again. The entire Raizada family was bust caring for him. Though he liked that, he would have still appreciated if this wasnt due to the accident but because they have forgiven him and wanted to start living normal again.

Aman knocked his bedroom door and came inside.

Arnav: (surprised): Aman? I wasnt expecting you here at this hour. Any Urgent work?
Aman: No.. All is fine at Office. Akash is handling. Though we are all missing our Boss, we can manage without him for some days.
Arnav: I might come in 2 days to Office. ( his eyes suddenly wandered at the little tiffin bag which Aman was holding).. Whats that Aman?
Aman : Uhh..thats the reason I am been sent here.. ( he smiled and opned the bag to handover the tiffin to Arnav)
Arnav: You cooked?
Aman didnt respond.

Aman: Here it is.. Taste and tell me..
Arnav was surprised to see the Oats recipe which really looked awesome by its aroma. He dipped the spoon and tasted it.. He was about to say "Delicious" and praise Aman but suddenly he realised it cannot be Aman who made this.. The perfect blend of spices used in making this dish was so similar to Khushi's cooking style. It tasted just like Khushi had cooked it. He had tasted Khushi's cooked food earlier when she stayed with him. And he always had savoured that taste even though he hated her that time for all other reasons..

Aman: Kaisa laga? ( How is it?)
Arnav: Why did she send you? She could have come here, the doors of this house are still open for her.

Aman was highly enchanted seeing the level of familiarity Arnav had towards Khushi and her cooked recipe's

Aman: That day would come too. Anyways, you enjoy the food and I shall leave. Dont forget to give the feedback to the REAL COOK. Though she didnt say that, I am sure she will be expecting it from you.

Arnav only smirked and kept eating.. Aman reached the door to leave but stopped right there and turned around.. Arnav was confused what else Aman had to say ..

Aman: Arnav... Can I ask you something??

Arnav nodded eating the third morsel.

Aman: Iss Pyar ko Kyaa naam doon? ( WHat should I name this love?)

Now that was something which made Arnav blush, which was his FIRST blush ever. But he didnt want Aman to notice it or tease about it. Hence to avoid Aman he picked the pillow from the bed gesturing to him that if Aman doesnt leave now,  the pillow will soon land on him.

Aman: Alright. .I am leaving.. Bye..

The moment he left, Arnav kept the pillow back and kept eating the food cooked by his so called Wife Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada.. Aman had raised a very silly yet important question to him.. "What should he name this love? " Was this even Love? Why did Khushi out so much efforts in cooking for him? Did she care? Was it only care? Was this some kind of indication that they might have a chance of being together in future? Was Khushi forgiving him finally? Or was this just out of humanity? He sighed. It was better if he doesnt keep much hopes from Khushi.. She was not an easy woman to win over. She had her own insecurities related to their relationship which might take ages to sort out.

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Part 38

Though Arnav wanted to give a proper feedback to Khushi on how delicious she had cooked, he still kept a control over his words and feelings. Probably it was too early. She might have just showed some concern out of humanity. And even though they had some past bitterness between them, she was still binded into this marriage. That also could be another reason why she cooked for him. Whatever it was, he liked that concern from her and he will remember it for lifetime, whether they stay together or not.

He has just finished eating and was trying to open his laptop and check emails at least, when Anjali and Simran both entered there. He was surprised.

Arnav: Di? ( he said looking at Simran )
Simran (smiling): How are you now?

Arnav kept the laptop aside as they made their way inside his room.

Arnav: Recovering. It's nice to have you here.
Simran (sighed): I had to meet Anju. And besides I had already decided to come here to check your health until you are home. Once you back to work, I know you wont have time.
Arnav liked her consideration towards him.
Anjali: Saw Simi. He again started checking his emails. Dr has asked complete rest and this boy has no regards for that advise.
Arnav: DI main theek hoon.
Anjali: ( checking the small box and spoon): What did you eat?
Arnav was stunned .. He had no idea if he should tell his sisters who sent him the food. SImran was kind of guessing and she confirmed it seeing the box.

Simran: That box belongs to my house. What is it doing here?
Anjali: You sure it belongs to you?
Simran: Yes. 100%
Arnav ( finally responding): Khushi had cooked something for me. Aman got it here.

He had a slight smirk on his face which made the two ladies smile happily too.'

Simran: Khushi? You mean my Sister Khushi? ( she teased him back showing her surprise)
Arnav: Haan Di. Aap ki Khushi( YEs Di. Your Khushi)
Anjali: Ohh. Someone is taking care of my brother even after not being in this house. Good.
Simran: Why did she send it through Aman? She could have come here to give it.

Arnav: Ask her. I have no idea.

He wanted Simran Di to ask her, at least that would make some of her inner feelings clear to herself.

Anjali: Okay. Now you both talk, I will get some tea for you.
Simran: No Anju. I dont want tea now. You sit.
Anjali: Simi please. You hardly come here. Allow me to treat my best friend.

Simran couldnt deny. Anjali left and Simran and Arnav sat before each other.

Simran: So?? How is it going? I mean.. You and Khushi?

Arnav takes a deep breathe. Now that Simran Di has asked him, he should be clearing out some important matters.

Arnav: Di.. I wanted to talk to you about it.
Simran was little nervous after seeing the serious expressions on Arnav's face.
Arnav: Suraj is a nice guy.. I know him personally from few years and he has always been very considerate and open in every relationship, be it with his Mother ,friends or clients. I know I have no rights to advise you on your marriage. But believe me Di just like others, even I want to see you happy.

Simran was getting emotional now. Arnav held her hand softly. 

Arnav: I know you like Suraj. So please go ahead and say a Yes to him. Marry him Di. (Simran gulped).. Do not hold your decision because of Khushi. I am there ..

Simran was confused what he meant by that.

Arnav: I dont know where this marriage will lead us to? Togetherness or seperation. But I promise you I will be there to look after her throughout my life. It's not only because I feel guilty for what she faced due to my silliness. It's because I genuinely want her to get the best in life. If you wont move forward, she wont be relieved in any way. You both want to see each other happy, but someone has to take a step forward. Khushi cant, considering the mess of relationship between me and her. But you can Di. Khushi needs time in deciding her future but you can already see yours with Suraj.

Tears rolled down Simran's eyes considering how much Arnav was thinking about her and Khushi's happiness of course.

Simran: I never thought you will be explaining me so beautifully Arnav. Mujhe laga you will agree to Khushi's idea of faking acceptance for each other as husband and wife till I get married.
Arnav: You knew Khushi had planned something like this?
Simran: I know my sister more than you. I can read her mind at times.
Arnav (nodding a yes): She told me about it but I had to deny. I have lied enough, I have disturbed your heart enough, no more now. So I wanted to show you the real and clear picture. Dont think Khushi will be alone after you get settled with Suraj. I will always be her shadow, she wants me or not.

Simran was so much proud of this man here. She never thought the same man who ruined her past will give her new hopes for her bright future.

Simran: (touching Arnav's cheeks): This Arnav singh Raizada is turning back to my Chotte now.. Good to see you like this.
Arnav touched her palm which was on his cheek.

Arnav: Di .. Maaf kar do.. Un sab buri yaadon ke liye.. I am really Sorry for what I did. ( Di.. Forgive me.. For all those bitter past.. I am really Sorry for what I did )

Tears rolled down her eyes as she now properly held his face in her palms and kissed his forehead.

Simran: Maaf kiya.. ( I forgive you) From now on none of us will ever think about the past. It's an order.
Arnav (smiling weakly): Thank you.
He hugged Simran tight trying to keep a control on his  weak heartly  emotions. Simran embraced him with the same warmth. She then wiped her tears pulling back from the hug.

Simran: I was always linient compared to Khushi. But  I am sure just like you and your goodness have changed my thinking about you. One day Khushi's heart also will melt down. I will pray for you both.

Arnav passed a weak smile again. He had no idea if that day will ever come or not considering how adamant Khushi Gupta was from the beginning.

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It was evening, Khushi somehow couldnt resist herself from coming to Raizada house. She had many reasons for that. Firstly, even after Aman had told her that Arnav ate the food she cooked, Arnav never responded to her on message or call. Neither she got to know about his health from Simran di who confronted to her that she had been to see Arnav today morning. So what was she supposed to do? She was desperately waiting for some excuse to meet Arnav and she got one. Simran Jeeji was ready to marry Suraj after Arnav convinced her today morning. So she should be thanking Arnav for this major help. That was the only excuse which made her enter Raizada Mansion once again.

Luckily the family had been out to temple for performing some small Puja for Arnav's well being. So when Khushi came she was told that only Arnav was at home and that too resting in his room. She walked upstairs and knocked the door.

Arnav: Come in

She entered the room and Arnav was totally surprised.

Arnav: Tum? (You?)
Khushi: Kissi aur ka wait kar rahe the? (Where you waiting for someone else?)
Arnav (holding his smile): Haan..
Khushi ( little eager to know): Who's coming?
Arnav: The Nurse.. Anyways.. get in.. How did you come here?

She was about to answer when he himself responded on her behalf.

Arnav: I was also waiting for Aman to send your Tiffin back, if thats what you came here for.
Khushi (frowned): You want me to leave? ( she angrily asked)
Arnav (smirking): Sorry.. Get in..

He moved little to give her some space to sit on the bed. She saw that. Does he want her to sit on the BED? How can she forget? She used to sleep here some months ago.. And he on the Recliner.. And sometimes at the Poolside. She sat at the edge of the bed, little away from him.

Khushi: The nurse was supposed to come in the afternoon. Why is she late?
Arnav: Stuck in traffic, she had called me, might reach anytime.
Khushi: Hmm.. ( why was she showing so much concern about the Nurse being late?)..Uhh.. Jeeji told me you have managed to convince her for the marriage. So.. Thanks..
Arnav: It was my responsibility too. Dont thank me for that.

The nurse knocked and entered inside.

Nurse: Good Evening Mr Raizada.. hello Mrs Raizada..

Both Arnav and Khushi were both shocked.. The Nurse just addressed them as husband and wife.. Well .. For the outside world they were married still. So what if they didnt stay together? They both exchanged a quick eye lock and then the nurse came to Arnav to dress his forehead wound. She removed the cotton tape from his forehead little forcibly which made Arnav yelp.

Khushi: Careful ( she screamed in anger).. What are you doing, it's painful. Are you new to this profession?
The nurse apolozised. Arnav was just observing.. LOVINGLY!!!
Khushi: Let me help you.

She came to Arnav and stood before him. Her fingers on his forehead to slowly dress his wound with the Nurse who was busy applying the antiseptic. Khushi's bangles kept brushing Arnav's cheeks. He closed his eyes to gulp the unknown desires they were evoking inside him. Khushi was so engrossed that she had no idea what havoc her closeness was creating in Arnav's naive heart. The nurse left her hand and it was Khushi who finally applied the bandage well on his forehead. There was no pain he felt.. As if her touch took off all his pain. She then slowly realised the closeness between them and looked at his face. He was staring at her too. This was .. Embarrassing. She moved back and sat again on the bed like earlier.

Nurse: Sorry Maam I will send someone else tomorrow. ( she then extended some papers to Khushi).. Please sign here, I will have to submit this report to the hospital today.

Khushi checked the reports once, it was like an attendance form for the Nurse that she had visited Raizada Mansion.

Nurse: The Patient cannot sign.. We need his family's signatures. So..

Khushi nodded and signed the report.

Arnav: SHOW ( he asked on purpose )
She signed and then gave the papers to him. He looked at them and a broad smile appeared on his lips. She saw it too. Why did he smile? She snatched the papers from him and looked exactly the same space where he was smiling at. THE SIGNTAURES!! Damm!! She just signed as Khushi Singh Raizada!! How can she?  There was no point in changing the signatures now. She felt uncomfortable before him now. The Nurse took the papers and left from the room. The silence between them was making her more nervous. What was happening to her ? Was she.. was she softening her heart for him?

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Part 39

The Nurse had gone but the nervousness in Khushi was still the same, for signing the papers as "Khushi SIngh Raizada". Arnav did enjoy her expressions for some time and then finally broke the ice between them.

Arnav: It happens.. When you are used to some habits you cant break it that easily.
Khushi: What habits? Do you think I keep on signing like that everywhere?
Arnav: May be not. But having two signatures are considered illegal. Start adopting only one.
Khushi ( getting up from the bed): It was by mistake Arnav. It's not my habit.
Arnav: Okay .. then rectify it forever.
Khushi: What do you mean? ( she asked in a little frustrated tone)
Arnav: Why are you always so loud with me? Be little docile at least considering my present health.
Khushi: ( frowned): If I wasnt docile, I would not have cooked for you.

She was finally coming to the point.

Arnav: (twisting her earlier words): But you didnt specially cook for me, that is what Aman said.

Khushi was tied into her own web.

Khushi: Whats your point? You think I care for you?
Arnav: (nodding a No): At least started to .. ( she froze).. which is normal.. As we are still tied into this forged marriage.. Until those chains are unwinded its genuine if you show this concern for me.
Khushi: You seriously look in a hurry Arnav to break this marriage. I will fulfil that dream of yours but not until Simran Jeeji gets married to Suraj.
Arnav: But she is convinced to get married then why to delay?
Khushi: Because I know my Jeeji. She is emotional and she might change her decision anytime. I dont want that to happen. SO until she marries.. We arent divorcing.. You get that?

Arnav: (sighed): Yea. I get that. Now sit.. I will ask HP to get some Juice. You look dehydrated talking so much.

Khushi denied.

Khushi: No I dont need anything. I should leave.

She was just going to turn when he held her arm and made her sit again on bed, this time little closer to him. She felt her body reacting instantly to his touch. So insane of her!!

Arnav: Kabhi toh meri baat maana karo .. !!( Listen to me at least sometimes)

He picked the receiver and connected to the Kitchen ordering some Juice for both of them. She removed her wrist from his hold.

Arnav: Okay.. So .. in this so called process .. What are we going to be to each other?
Khushi: Matlab?
Arnav: Matlab.. Our marriage is oscillating.. neither we can term each other as husband wife nor we can call ourselves Divorcees. So what are we?

He had raised a very valid point. What was their relationship?

Arnav: Iss.. RELATIONSHIP ko kya naam doon?

Khushi met his eyes. She could feel some strange feelings inside her. Who was he to her now? Not husband.. not her Ex husband.. neither a friend.. nor an enemy.. Who is he to her?

Khushi: Is it necessary to define? Some relationships are better left open ended.. No strings attached..
Arnav: No expectations..
Khushi: No responsibilities..
Arnav: No demands
Khushi: No feelings
Arnav: Hmm.. If we go on like this, we might define a new relationship in the Dictionary soon.

Khushi stopped speaking further, Hari Prakash came inside and gave them Juices. She sipped it quickly and then got up.

Khushi: I will go now..
Arnav: No formalities. ( he reminded)

Khushi noded. Hope whatever they have defined, they both stick onto it forever. She took her purse and hurried out of the room. Arnav kept staring at her for a while and then closed his eyes to capture this moment forever..

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Two days passed. Arnav had finally recovered from his minor injuries and had resumed work. He liked this new change in his life now. Anjali Di and his family were back to normal with him. They talked to him and also took care of him like earlier. Even Simran Di had forgiven him now and most importantly Khushi didnt hate him completely. She too was mellowing. Not that he will take any advantage of it. Whatever she would want in the end, he will grant her, even if its Divorce. !!

He was in his Office cabin working on Laptop when the door was knocked and opened. Simran entered the cabin.

Arnav: Di aap? ( he got up to welcome her)
Simran: Yes. Did I disturb you?
Arnav ( pulling a chair for her): Didnt disturb.. Just surprised me though.
Simran: ( chuckled): Nice cabin.. ( she then looked at the family photo which was placed on his table. )

The photo had Khushi too in it with the rest of Raizada family. It was probably taken by the media on the Mooh Dikhai function in Raizada House. She held the Picture and admired it closely.

Simran: Lovely snap.
Arnav: Hmm.. ( he too looked at the Photo frame and smiled.
Simran: I never thought you would be so attached to your family that you will keep their picture at your working desk.
Arnav ( taking the frame back from her and keeping it in its original place): You and your sister both have a huge misconception about me. You think I am still a Villan.
Simran ( giggled): Are you a HERO then?
Arnav only smirked and got back on his chair opposite to her.
Simran: Well you have a HERO's looks, personality, built up muscles and sharp husky voice. Any girl would fall for that. ( she teased)
Arnav: ( clearing his throat): Di.. I am committed, if you have forgotten. ( he meant about Khushi)
Simran ( realising that): What after her?
Arnav: Excuse me ? (he was surprised on that question)
Simran: Hmm.. What if she sticks firm to her decision of Divorce? You will have to find someone else then.

Arnav became serious but he knew he had to respond to her.

Arnav: DI aap ne Kuch Kuch hota hai Movie dekhi hai ? ( Di have you seen the movie Kuch kuch hota hai?)
Simran started laughing.
Simran: Ohh okay. That famous dialogue right? 
Arnav ( nodding a yes): Hum ek baar jeete hai.. Ek baar marte hai. .Shaadi bhi ek hi baar hoti hai ( he ended it there)
Simran: Aur Pyaar? ( she asked seriously).. Woh bhi ek hi baar hota hai .. hai naa?

Arnav was speechless.

Arnav: What are we even discussing? You will have coffee? ( he tried to divert the topic)
Simran: ( still very serious): Ek baat kahu Arnav?
Arnav: Hmm
Simran: I dont think you both should consider that forgery as marriage. Marriage is not just signing papers Arnav. Its a bond between two souls. Two families are united in the presence of God with blessings.

Now that statement was a blow to Arnav. He hadnt expected anyone to actually tell him that. He remained quiet.

Simran: Every relationship has an emotional binding, I know you have that with Khushi already, though she feels the same or not, but dont take this marriage so seriously that when it breaks, you no longer think of finding some other partner. Life is too short but without a correct partner its way too long.

Arnav: You have come all the way long to tell me this? ( he was really very serious)

Simran knew he wasnt interested to talk about this. So she herself changed the topic.

Simran: (Taking a deep breathe) : Okay.. forget all that.. I came to invite you for Dinner tonight. Suraj and his mother is invited. For deciding the marriage dates and all. Anjali is also coming .You join her. Okay?

Arnav took some time to reply.

Arnav: You sure Khushi wont mind? I dont want to make her awkward before Suraj and his mother.
Simran: I have talked to her already. She is okay with it.
Arnav: Okay
Simran: ( getting up): I will see you tonight then. .Bye..

Arnav dropped her till his Cabin door and she then asked him not to do the formality of coming till the main exit. He agreed and Simran left his office.

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Simran - Khushi Apartment - Night

Arnav and Anjali had reached the apartment before Suraj and his mother. Anjali was busy helping Simran dress up in a nice Saree whereas Khushi was busy in the kitchen, all alone, arranging the Sweets and Dinner. Arnav came there.

Arnav: Should I assist you ?
Khushi jerked first not expecting he would want to help her.
Khushi: Raizada men dont belong in the Kitchen.
Arnav: Thats not a hard rule ( he entered)
Khushi: No Thanks.  I will manage.

Arnav (snatching the knife from her) : Sab kaam tum akele nahi kar sakti .. ( You cant do everything alone)
She was overwhelmed when he showed so much interest in helping her.
Khushi: Okay. Cut these veggies. They are for salad.


She allowed him to help and then kept stirring the Kheer. Arnav had experience in Cutting and chopping veggies but only if he has his full attention on the knife and plate, which didnt seem to happen today. Khushi saw how badly he was cutting them.

Khushi ( quickly coming to him before he gets hurt by the knife): Arnav what are you doing? This is the way you plan to help me? Look.. ( she held his hand to guide him how to cut).. This is how you should cut.

She started giving him some demo and Arnav was already very much lost in the moment. Khushi also realised what she was doing and met his eyes. They both felt an unknown heat raging in their bodies. She left his arm and backed out.

Arnav ( clearing his throat): You teach well.
Khushi kept quiet.
Arnav: GIve me a big plate to keep all this

She immediately handed him a plate and again concentrated on the kheer.

Arnav: This apartment is given by Mehta Company to Simran Di right?
Khushi: Hmm. NO rent. .She is working for them so..
Arnav : And after she gets married? I heard Suraj saying that he will get Simran Di work directly for her and not through Mehta's.
Khushi: Haan So? Whats your point?
Arnav ( eating one piece of Carrot in the process): The point is.. You should start looking for some other place to stay. This apartment will have to be vaccated.

Khushi had never thought it that way. He thinks way too beyond her.

Arnav: As it is, this locality is not very popular and safe.
Khushi: (sighed): Why do you bother? I will hunt some better house when the right time comes.
Arnav: I have a Broker very much known to me. I can guide you.
Khushi: No Thanks. I can manage.
Arnav : Drop this attitude first Khushi. Why do you always push me and my help away?
Khushi : Because I dont need it from you.
Arnav turned Khushi to face him.

Arnav: I am just making your work easier. And it's not any favour. I would have done the same had it been any other known woman of my life.
Khushi gulped nervously.
Khushi: Wish this sweetness and maturity of yours had been on me and my family from the start.. Things would have been so different..

Now why was she getting the past again in the middle, he thought.

Arnav: ( clutching her arms strongly): Things always happens for a reason Khushi. I am not promoting my past Sins on your family, but had that not happened, we would never have met each other. And I would have repented that for my life.!! However bitter our relationship is, I am still happy that I could ever know a strong woman like you.

Khushi felt her nerves tingling inside her skin. Even after she being so rude and cold with him, he was praising her .. ?? Arnav was the first one to come out of this stance.

Arnav: Lets finish the cooking . Suraj and his mom will be here anytime. I will check if Di is ready.

He passed her a weak smile and then left the kitchen.  Khushi could only.. STARE at him.. Even if this was never in her list, she couldnt ignore but gaze at this man whenever he makes such heavy statements..

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Part 40

Arnav knocked the bedroom door where Anjali was helping Simran get ready.

Arnav: DI.. how much longer? Suraj and his mother will be here any moment now.
Anjali opened the door slightly.
Anjali: Chotte dont disturb.
Arnav: Di, Khushi needs help in the kitchen.
Anjali: You help her please..
Arnav (sighed): She is denying my help
Simran: Manaao usse ( Convince her) (She screamed from inside)

Arnav raised his eyebrow whereas Anjali smiled.

Anjali: Go.. (She pushed Arnav away)

Arnav had no other option but to walk in back to Kitchen to help Khushi. What was he supposed to do ? His DI and Simran Di wanted him to help Khushi but she didnt needed his help. It was becoming so frustrating..

Arnav ( to Khushi): Give me some work. They are not ready yet.
Khushi: Doesnt matter I will finish it alone.
Arnav: (angrily): Whats your problem if I help?
Khushi: Why are you taking off their anger on me? Maine kya kiya? (What did I do?)

Arnav looked the other way.

Khushi: Seriously Arnav.. Your Anger has always been your trait..!! (She complained)
Arnav: (meeting her eyes intensely): You have no idea how I have started controlling it these days..

Khushi was speechless for a moment. Whom was he referring to? Did he mean she still got the anger out in him and he controlled it because he wants to pacify things between them now?

Arnav removed his Suit and placed it on the table aside. Khushi was already staring at him, though she wanted to put her eyes off him, she couldnt. He started cutting the veggies for Salad. Khushi looked at the veggies.

Khushi: Slice it more thin..
Arnav tried..
Arnav: Is this fine?
Khushi: No.. Little more.
Arnav again tried.
Arnav: Now?
Khushi pressed her lips and came to him.
Khushi: Little more Arnav.
Arnav: Okay.. You show me how..

She didnt wait even for a second to reach his hand, hold it and start teaching him. Arnav froze.. Probably she still had not realised it . Arnav kept looking at her. Though he was holding the knife, he didnt really have to move his hand as Khushi was doing it for him. WHo cared how good the  veggies were getting sliced now, his eyes didnt even blink for few seconds. Her hair strand tickled his face, especially on his cheeks and the end of it even lingered on his lips. He had no idea if he should move them off his face. Khushi wasnt doing this deliberately for sure. He knew that but even then he felt as if this was some kind of sign which signaled him what it will be if they were made to be together. When Khushi didnt find him reacting at all to the way she was explaining him how to cut the veggies, she looked at him. It wasnt hard for her to feel the intensity in his gaze at her. Something striked in her stomach too, an unusual, unwanted yet much needed feeling arising slowly and steadily in her body. His lips still kissing her hair strand which she gently moved away from his face and stepped a feet away from him looking elsewhere. Arnav was out of his reverie and he concentrated back on cutting the next instant. He neither felt it necessary for her to know what he felt at this moment nor he spoke anything to clear off that  uncomfortness. Somethings had to be left undecided, unspoken and undetermined for good. He was doing the same. Even if he ever thinks to unhide and unleash his side of feelings to her, he knew what her response would be. She will never want to settle down with her enemy as her husband. No woman would. So why to speak about it and spoil the remains of this already broken relationship?

Anjali and Simran came inside that same time.
Anjali: Guys.. Isnt Simran looking gorgeous today?

Arnav looked at his sisters and indeed was astounded seeing Simran Di in a Pink Saree.

Arnav: Stunning !! ( he praised)
Simran: Thank you Chotte. And sorry for keeping you busy in Kitchen. It's not your work, I know.
Arnav: Thats okay.
Anjali: Khushi. You go and get ready now. I will look into the remaining cooking here.
Khushi: No Di. Its fine. I will finish this.
Simran: No .. Anju is right.. You go and get ready.

She pushed Khushi away towards the bedroom now. Arnav tried not to concentrate on her. This was getting messy. He needed some fresh air to come out of this uneasy thoughts about her. But that was impossible at the moment as Suraj and his mother would be here anytime. So why not spend the time in kitchen doing something productive?

Arnav: Di main Salad banaa lunga (Di I will make the Salad) ( He insisted)

Anjali could easily see on what context he wanted to do this. She didnt deny. Probably he and Khushi both needed to be alone to decide within themselves on how exactly they want to see their future and with whom.

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Suraj and his mother Sudha Bhatia were finally here and after little introduction, the Dinner was then served. Simran was made to sit next to Sudha, followed by Khushi whereas Arnav, Suraj and Anjali were opposite to them on the Dinning table. The food was served and they all started eating too.

Sudha: Yummy food..
Simran: The credit should go to Khushi. She has been cooking everything today except the Salad which Arnav made.
Sudha: This Salad is the best salad I have ever had.
Arnav smiled and continued eating.
Sudha: Lucky Boy Arnav, you have got a very good wife who can cook so many dishes for you.
Arnav and Khushi stealed a quick sneak peak at each other and concentrated back on food. Sudha was aware of their past but she still wanted to praise them considering they were still together.

Sudha: I know you both are still undergoing some difficulties in your marriage, but relationships work that way.. Life works that way. Nothing is permanennt. Neither love.. Nor Hate... Being an elder I can only advise one thing to you both, sort it out quickly..
Suraj ( interrupted): Maa? You came here to talk about them or me and Simran?
Sudha: Arent they my kids too like you both?
Suraj knew winning an argument with his mother was never fruitful.

Sudha: ( looking back at Arnav and Khushi): Its good that Simran and Suraj are getting married soon, after that, I want you both to settle down your problems too. Some by talks and the rest by Love (she giggled)

Khushi almost choked the food in her throat.. LOVE? ? She started coughing.. Simran quickly offered her water. Khushi gulped it and then got up.

Khushi: I will get some more sweets.. Excuse me..
Suraj sighed. His mother talks too much sometimes.. He was about to pick the jug of water but realised it was empty.
Arnav: I will get water.
Suraj: No I will take it.
Arnav: It's fine Suraj..

He got up and left in the Kitchen. He saw Khushi fiddling with the Sweets boxes to check which ones should be kept in the plates.  Arnav filled the water. she realised his presence but chose not to speak anything.

Arnav: You alright?  ( he asked very gently)

His tone had all that warmth and concern which he had started showing her all the time these days.

Khushi: Why did you follow me? It will only create more doubts in everyone's eyes.
Arnav: What doubts?
Khushi sighed and turned to him.
Khushi: That there are chances we might patch up.. I dont want them to be in false hopes Arnav. All the ones sitting outside are dear to me. I dont want to hurt them later.
Arnav was little angry now. He kept the jug aside and clutched her arms.

Arnav: You think I want to hurt them anymore? YOU have binded my hands Khushi or else I would have given you your freedom back long ago. And you still blame me for that? I dont think you will ever understand yourself, forget knowing me better. ( he paused ) I dont know what they think, but I am very well aware that there will no patch up between us. I have that much faith on your hatred for me. ( he gritted this teeth and left her. ).. ANd guess what? I am done with this.. Every time I try to do something good for us, you keep blaming me even for that. It's better I stay away. I shouldnt have come here.

He met her eyes for few more seconds. There was pain in them, he saw yet ignored realising that pain would only worsen their state. He left taking the jug back outside.

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The Dinner was done, Sudha decided the marriage should be soon which means the Engagement will be next week.

Simran: But Aunty.. I still have responsibilities here.. I ..
Khushi (pressing her hand): Jeeji.. Dont think too much about me.
SImran: Khushi this house we will have to leave if I quit..
Khushi: SO? I will find another one.. ( she looked at Arnav remembering he had offered her help in finding it through his known brokers)

But Arnav wasnt looking at her anymore. He was busy texting on phone.

Simran: But how will all this happen in one month?
Khushi: I can manage it. Dont worry. ( she looked at Sudha).. Aunty. You fix the marriage date through your Priest. We are ready.

She once again looked at Arnav to see if it affects him that she has taken this decision so soon. But to her dismay, he didnt look at her even now and that tortured Khushi all the more. WHY?? She didnt wanted to think over it now.!! Anjali was observing this change in Arnav's behaviour and she too was unsure what might have happened? Did Arnav - Khushi fight because of Sudha Aunty's statements?

Suraj finally started back with his mother. Arnav didnt take long to decide it was high time he goes home too.
Arnav: Di chale?
Anjali: After some time Chotte? I will help Simi and Khushi with the dishes and all.
Simran: No Anju. We both can do it. You leave. Even Arnav is looking tired
Anjali: Yea. You okay Chotte?
Arnav: Hmm. Have some work to finish.
Simran: (smiling): Thanks for coming Chotte.. ( she touched his cheek and then gently hugged him)

Arnav hugged her back with the same warmth. Obviously he had no qualms for Simran Di. He was hurt by Khushi's words. And he will not forget that so easily.  They pulled back from the hug.

Arnav: I will get the Car out. Come soon.
He smiled at Simran again and without even looking at Khushi, made his way down. Khushi gritted her teeth. What was so wrong that he was ignoring her to this extent?
Anjali left.
Simran (closing the door): Why Arnav's mood changed ?

Khushi was quiet.

Simran: Did you say something to him ?
Khushi: I did. But in anger.
Simran (sighed): Where do you get all this anger from these days? When he has calmed down so much you are heating things up. This is what worries me. What will happen when I go from this house?
Khushi : Jeeji.. Dont relate your marriage with mine and Arnav's cold relationship. I will handle that.
Simran: A Silent and ignoring Arnav is dangerous. You might not like to have him that way for long.
Khushi:  Trust me Di.. I have seen almost every shade of his.. Revengeful.. Angered.. Troublesome.. Guilty.. Possessive.. Passive and what not.

Simran: (smiled): In all these moods he at least talked to you. .SILENT will be the Worst of all. Anyways you know better what to do. Take some rest. I will wash the dishes..

She patted Khushi's cheeks and walked to the Kitchen leaving a confused Khushi behind. Will it really be difficult to handle Arnav's IGNORANCE?

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Part 41

Almost 5 days passed, Khushi heard nothing from Arnav Singh Raizada, not that she was expecting it either. But something pricked her always after that Dinner which happened in their apartment with Suraj and his mother. Arnav really seemed pissed off by her argument. Her sister's wedding preperations were on a swing and though Bhatia family had told them not to take much pressure about any arrangements, still the Gupta sisters contributed their little share in this marriage.

Khushi calculated the savings she had made until now and placed the Bank Pass books on the bed where Simran was working on her laptop.

Khushi: We can manage the wedding with this.
Simran looked at it and quickly denied.
SImran: No .. This is your savings.. I cant take it for my marriage Khushi.
Khushi ( sitting next to her): Why not? Arent we a family?
Simran: Dont convince me by such emotional dialogues. I am not taking your savings. You too will need it some day Khushi.
Khushi: SOME DAY right? That SOME DAY wont come that soon.
Simran: It will.. And besides you also have to find a new Rental house. .The brokerage and Deposit will need this money. I wont take it.
Khushi: Jeeji please.. Why are you becoming so adamant now a days?  Didnt I tell you all that can be thought about later?
Simran: :Who is elder? You or me? Me right. THen let me decide this time. You shut up and keep the bank pass book back in the closet.
Khushi took a deep breathe and finally came to the point.

Khushi: Di.. I dont want any financial help from outsiders for this wedding.. You know what I mean..

Simran was little surprised.

Simran: Take that name Khushi.. Dont generalise your statement.
Khushi ( gulped): Arnav.. I know he will put all his efforts and may be some money for this wedding to happen grand from our end. I dont want him to do that..

Simran got up from the bed and clutched Khushi's arms.

Simran: Once again you proved him wrong.. He has clearly drawn a line between him and you Khushi.. He is a part of this wedding but he has promised me not to involve financially until I want him to. And you know why he decided this? Only because you wont like it.
Khushi was stunned. When did all this happen?

Khushi: Is that supposed to mean you wanted him to pay wherever necessary?

SImran: I too dont want him to pay but you know whats the difference between yours and mine thinking right now? ( she paused and cupped Khushi's cheeks).. You dont need his emotional support too.. You dont want him to be anywhere around you unlike me.. I have forgiven him Khushi.. Long back.. It was not easy for me either. But I have seen the real Arnav Singh RAizada in him now. He is no longer the man we hated. But I know.. you will not accept this ever.. I know your pain is more stronger than what I had. You have lived those crucial 5 years of suffering when I was in Coma.. So you forgiving him has to be this difficult. So never mind. Let us not drag this conversation for long. Dont worry about the finances for this marriage. I am taking a short loan. As you know I will be working even after marriage. SO I can repay. Neither you have to use your savings nor I will have to ask from Suraj or Arnav. Got it?

Khushi weakly nodded and hugged her sister. Her eyes were moist.

Khushi: Wish I was as forgiving as you are Jeeji.. But somewhere even if I can see the goodness in him.. I am unable to accept it deeply in my heart..
Simran: (pulling back from the hug): You need a counselling on this.. Seriously Khushi.. How many times are you going to punish the same man for the same crime he did years ago which was nothing but out of  foolishness? He has made things right now.. He wants to protect us .. He wants to protect YOU.. I dont see you should step back. There might not be LOVE between you and him.. But there can be a normal relation at least right in coming future? Sort it out Khushi.. Before you repent of not even trying.. Please..

Khushi gulped and nodded acknowleding her sister that she will try.

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The next day Simran and Khushi were called in Bhatia's house to get some discussions done on the wedding preps. They were having Tea with Sudha ( Suraj's mother) in the evening when suddenly they saw Arnav and Suraj both entering the house. Khushi stiffened.. Arnav also acknowledged their presence but he never had an eye to eye contact with Khushi.. Neither he spoke to her. Simran stood up and he hugged her gently.

Arnav: When did you come here?
Simran: Just an hour back. Aunty had called to discuss the marriage preps. What are you doing here with Suraj?
Arnav: He needs my assistance ( he smirked)
Suraj (reaching them): Ohh Arnav .. Instead of praising me before my would be wife, you are proving I am dull and dumb.. But yea.. on a serious note.. I really need help from Arnav on dealing with one of my new arrogant client. ( he chuckled and then looked at Khushi who also had stood up by now).. Hey Saaliji.. ( Sister in law)

Khushi smiled and greeted him too. She had realised one thing. Arnav was not going to talk to her at all. He was totally ignoring her.. So be it then..

Simran: ( to Arnav): How is Anju?
Arnav: I see her less these days.. Whenever  I come home she is never home.
Simran ( little surprised): Really? Where does she go?
Arnav :(surprised): Not with you both?
Simran: No.. She saw us last the same time when we all met you for dinner. Though we do talk a lot over phone, she couldnt come.. May be her Temple visits have increased ( she teased)

Arnav was confused.. He always thought that may be his Di was spending more time with the Gupta sisters as the wedding was nearing..

Simran: Never mind., I am meeting her tomorrow at home, will ask her then..
Arnav: No thats fine.. I dont want her to think I am spying on her. .
SImran: ( giggled): Alright. Sit.. We are there for sometime..

Arnav agreed and sat next to Simran whereas Suraj was busy talking to Khushi.. Arnav had no eye contact yet with Khushi neither he planned one. Something churned in Khushi's stomach when he ignored her to this extent. She knew her sister had warned her about this but then why was she getting so much impacted? After few minutes, Arnav and Suraj went to the Drawing room to discuss business and then she and Simran kept talking to Sudha. The maid kept the tray of tea and left to water the plants.

Sudha: Ohh the boys didnt have tea yet.. uhh. .Khushi will  you do me one favour? Just serve Suraj and Arnav some tea.. They are in Drawing room.. There..!! (She pointed)

Khushi and Simran looked at each other. Simran realised it will be awkward for Khushi to go there as Arnav is already present. But before Simran could interfere, Khushi got up to leave.

Khushi: Jee Aunty.

She picked the tray of tea cups and walked to thd drawing room. She knocked and realised the door was open.. Suraj and Arnav, both saw her but Suraj was the one who gave her the permission to get in and not just that he also rushed to take the tray from her. Khushi denied passing the tray to him.

Khushi: It's okay Suraj.. I will serve .. You continue your talks.

Suraj sat again on the couch before Arnav who immediately started concentrating on his phone rather than looking at Khushi.. That irritated her a bit .She kneeled down placing the tray on the center table and started pouring the tea. She asked Suraj how much sugar he would prefer.

Suraj: 2 cubes please..

She put 2 cubes in the cup and for Arnav she served the tea sugarless. Arnav was surprised that she remembers he is diabetic. When she served him the cup he denied.

Arnav: No thanks.. I don't want tea.

He said that giving her one quick stare. Khushi swallowed the slight anger which bubbled inside her by his denial.

Khushi : You have tea every evening at this hour Arnav.. I know. I have stayed with you.
Arnav: But now you don't stay with me to know my habits have changed.

Suraj sipped his tea enjoying this couples fight. Arnav concentrated back on his phone.

Khushi: This is all because of that silly argument we had, isn't it??

Now he met her eyes but his expressions were still very cold.

Arnav: SILLY? That was the most needed conversation we had to know where we stand in each others life. Don't insult it by terming Silly..
Khushi: ( taking a deep breath): You draw conclusions too soon .. This is what I hate in you..

Suraj quickly gulped his tea and left the room so that they can have this fight a bit privately.

Arnav stood up..

Arnav: I have shown enough patience in understanding what you want. Now my brain has stopped working. When I give you attention you push me away.. When I stay away... You want me to be normal like before? Is it only because the wedding is nearing and you don't want the guests to make any strange conclusions about us which can get the ceremony bitter??

Khushi was stunned that he was even thinking it that way.

Khushi: What do you think?? ( her tone softened)

She really wanted to know what he thinks about this whole confusion she carries in their relationship. Arnav gulped his anger.. He too softened his tone and replied.

Arnav:All I know right now is that you DONT need me. I am just another piece of rubbish in your life whom you want to throw off but not until the dustbin is ready. After this marriage is done, one or the other day you are going to throw me out of your life. So why bother now if I pay attention to you or not? Let's start being matured and accepting the future as it comes.

Her eyes teared.. He felt he was too rude in explaining her this but it was necessary so that both come out of this matter without much longterm  pain. From past few days he had started expecting from her when she took care of him after his accident. But their last meet at dinner confirmed she did it only out of humanity. There can't be anything between them beyond that level. He doesn't need her humanity if that's the only thing she wants to offer him. But this pain he saw in her eyes at the moment made him feel pity of her.

Arnav: Stop crying Khushi.. Because that hurts me more realizing I can't wipe your tears even though I want to.

His throat ached. She met his eyes which had the same pain she was going through at the moment.  He just wanted to hit himself for being so rude with her but wasn't it good that he was giving her the space she needed instead of dreaming she will come back in his life forgiving his earlier sins??

He just thought of walking out because thats the best way to keep things controlled between them but the moment he tried passing by her, she held his hand. Arnav stiffened though he didnt turn around.. WHy did she stop him now? Within few seconds he heard her murmuring weakly.

"Sorry"

Did he just hear that from her? An Apology? He immediately turned to see her. She had still held his hand. When she knew he was looking right at her , she met his eyes.

Khushi: I ... dont know how I keep getting this anger all the time .. Jeeji tried to explain me many times .. She is right.. I .. I cant keep punishing you everytime for the same mistake.. And you are not the only one who did mistake.. I have equally ruined few months of your life acting as your wife.. I have played legally with our fake marriage .  The worst of all.. I have even played with your health those days which I am sure makes me all the more guilty. There were lot many things of our past whichI didnt know until Di was out from Coma.. The mistakes of my father towards your family when you were kids, where this grudge and revenge thing  began.. We all have lost something deeply in the name of this revenge but you and ANjali Di lost your entire childhood because of my father. It's something which none of us can return you back .. Jeeji is right.. I have to learn things to go away rather than holding them up till my end.. ( she gulped and looked deeply in his eyes .. She had no more pain in hers now).. I FORGIVE YOU ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA.. I FORGIVE YOU..

Arnav felt like the world collapsed.. Did she really mean it? He suddnely felt all weak and empty.. As if the guilt inside him was leaving his body slowly and steadily.


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Part 42

Khushi: I FORGIVE YOU ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA.. I FORGIVE YOU..

Arnav felt like the world collapsed.. Did she really mean it? He suddnely felt all weak and empty.. As if the guilt inside him was leaving his body slowly and steadily.

Khushi: I dont want to count who among us lost more in the past.. Doesnt matter now.. I dont wish to judge anything anymore..
I want to learn to let it go away just like you did when you came to know Simran Jeeji was in Coma. ( tears started rolling down her eyes again).. I dont want to understand who tortured the other more, you or me? Neither I wish you to apologize to me nor am I sorry  for this fake marriage. It all happened one by one, so drastically that none of us could think what is right and what not. But now at this moment of our lives, we are both equally strong to understand that somewhere we both have committed sins and now we are the only ones left repenting. So why give pain to each other further? I know you have stopped it long ago, but today, I am putting an end to it too. I want to feel relieved.. Light.. and care free. Just like I used to be earlier before Jeeji was in coma. I want to enjoy my Jeeji's wedding. I want to see her happy and ensure she sees me happy too.

Tears kept rolling fast from her eyes and she was feeling totally weak while explaining all her needs to Arnav. He realised that and the very next instance he reached her. He wanted to comfort her, only if she needed it from him, at this moment. In few seconds, he realised she was going to collapse down, he held her arms strongly. The moment he did this, Khushi wrapped her arms around him,tight, and leaned her head on his chest ,hugging him intensefully. Time halted for Arnav Singh Raizada again. THis was so unexpected. Khushi kept crying bitterly on his chest while he was still unsure if he had that right to soothe her pain. He decided .. Do hell with what is Right and Wrong. He wrapped his arms around her possessively and took her in his embrace comfortably. They stayed there, in that same position for long.

She remembered what he had said some day to her. She needs a man who would support her when needed. Whom she can embrace and let out all her worries and frustration with.. Who would understand her pain and would also share it equally with hers. It was irony that he himself was that support to her.. And she had realised that too. She knew what she was doing. She knew she was in Arnav Singh Raizada's arms but she wanted to remain so for some more time. He knew she had stopped crying.. He knew she was aware whom she was leaning against..Yet he didnt wished to leave her. After few more minutes, Khushi slowly pulled back from the hug and without meeting his eyes she rushed outside that drawing room. Arnav didnt follow her. He stayed there for some more minutes, closing his face by his palms and relieving those moments when Khushi said she had forgiven him.

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That night both Khushi and Arnav slept peacefully. Somehow they both were relieved and already feeling light-hearted. The next morning when Khushi woke up she saw her sister sitting next to her and caressing her hair. She tried to get up.

Khushi: Jeeji?
Simran: Uhh.. Lie down.. You dont need to get up.
Khushi did as commanded. She moved her head on Simran's lap though.

Simran: You were smiling in your sleep. Looks like all your worries are getting resolved slowly.
Khushi remembered how last evening she had told Arnav that she forgave him. Khushi noded.
Simran: Anything I should know?
Khushi hugged Simran's lap tighter.
Khushi: I forgave him..
Simran was confused but very soon that confusion turned to a smile..

Simran: What? Really? Is that what you both were discussing in Suraj's house? And then you left back home suddenly without me on the pretext of some work?

Yea. Khushi couldnt stay back there after that Hug. So she chose to leave without letting anyone know why?

Simran: I am so happy.. What did he say? I am sure he must have been happy .. very happy infact..
Khushi closed her eyes to remember how Arnav had reacted. He was shocked..
Simran: Bolo Khushi..
Khushi: He didnt utter a word..
Simran : Aww...
Khushi: I am feeling good now.. As if I have kept a heavy burden from my head aside.
Simran: Really. .I felt the same when I forgave him.

Khushi got up and sat on the bed.

Khushi: So now.. No more tears.. Just happiness. I want to enjoy your wedding. ( she added hugging Simran tight)

Simran was so relaxed seeing this side of Khushi. She just hoped now Khushi can think with clear minds about her relationship with Arnav..

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Arnav Singh Raizada was finding it hard to believe that Khushi had forgiven him. Last night he though slept peacefully, all he could see in his dreams was that same scene  of her confrontation and the hug, again and again. Whatever it was , but that still doesnt solve one thing.. Where do they stand in each others life? Together or not? What about their marriage? Are they married or not? How will they behave henceforth with each other? Will they talk? Or Ignore? These were some frustrating questions he wanted answers desperately from her. But he wont push her for replies now. She herself might not be aware of those. The family had come to know too about things settling down between Arnav and Khushi. The tensions had finally reduced and all were eager to concentrate on Simran's wedding.

Arnav saw her Di talking secretly over the phone and then when she saw him watching her, she disconnected.

Arnav: Di? Who was it?
Anjali was little taken aback.
Anjali: No one.. Uhh.. You know what todays plan is, dont you?

Arnav realised she was hiding something. But what ?And why?

Arnav: What plan?
Anjali: Chotte .. You forget a lot these days.. Or may be you have so much good to remember these days that our plans are no more in the priority list ( she teased)
Arnav (sighed): Come to the point Di. I am getting late for work.
Anjali: Ohh haan.. Listen.. Suraj wants you to accompany him for the Sherwani selection.
Arnav: What ? Is he okay? I am the last person on earth to have good ideas about wearing SHerwani's.

Anjali chuckled..

Anjali: I know but..
Suddenly Arnav's phone buzzed. And he was highly excited to see the caller name as "Khushi"
Arnav: Excuse me!! ( he moved little away from Anjali and started talking).. Hello..
Khushi was initially feeling awkward to talk but she managed to gather some courage finally.

Khushi: Hi.. Uhh.. I needed one small help..
Arnav: Bolo.. ( he was more than willing to help her)
Khushi: You remember telling me about some house broker? Can you pass me his contact? I have to meet him and look out for some good houses in the same locality..

This information kind of pricked Arnav. So she was not going to come back to him, that means..

Arnav: Sure.. I will text you his number.
Khushi: Thanks..

She waited to see if he wanted to talk more but since he didnt she continued.

Khushi: okay.. Bye..
Arnav: Bye..

He disconnected the call after this short talk and turned around .

Anjali: What happened?
Arnav: Nothing ( he didnt share this on purpose. He didnt wanted his Di to feel bad especially when her mood was so good at the moment) Tell Suraj I will try, if I cant then surely Jeejaji will assist him.

The moment he said that Anjali froze.. He realised hardly anyone were talking about his Jeejaji here.

Arnav: Di.. Everyone is done with this.. Simran Di and Khushi both have forgiven me.. I suppose you should be forgiving Jeejaji too.
Anjali didnt utter a word. Probably she already had done that but not letting the family know.
Arnav: Anyways.. You think about it. I shall leave ( he hugged her and then left)

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Arnav was at work and he had already texted Khushi the broker's number. But something was pricking him. May be he should check with her that. He messaged her.

"Talked to the Broker? "

He waited for the message reply and got one instantly.

"Yes. Meeting him at 05:00 today"

He texted back "Take someone with you"
She replied back "Not required. And Jeeji is not free either. "
"Ask Anjali Di"
"She has plans to go out elsewhere. Not sure where. So forget it"

"Should I join you?" Arnav wanted to type this.. but .. he erased it twice.. Thats when her next reply surprised him.

"Are you available that hour?"

He smiled.. She was considering him for this? Not bad.. !! He replied back

"Always!! See you at 05:00 then"
"Thanks" came here reply.

He didnt message back . He had to message Suraj infact and cancel his meet with him for the Sherwani.!!

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Khushi was the first person to reach the Venue. The Broker had given her the Apartment name and address on message which is why she landed up here without meeting him elsewhere. Arnav parked his car outside and reached Khushi. Initially both were very uncomfortable to face each other again. But the good part was that whatever feeling they had now, was free from revenge, hatred or guilt.

Arnav: Hi..
Khushi: Hi.. ( she smiled fiddling with her phone).. Thanks for coming ..
Arnav: Didnt had anything on my schedule ..
Khushi: But Jeeji told me you were supposed to help Suraj pick his Sherwani..

Arnav was tongue-tied. He had try to lie and he was caught.

Arnav: He has others to help.

Khushi smiled again and thats when the Broker Mr Shinde came there. He was a well known broker of that area but he didnt knew ASR not directly.

Shinde: Hello Sir.. Hello Maam..
Arnav shook hands with him.
Shinde: So.. You both are looking for an apartment.. Two bedroom or One?
Arnav: (interrupted); She is looking for one.. Not me..
Shinde chuckled.
Shinde: Whats the differece? You are a married couple afterall. Anyways please come..

Arnav and Khushi glanced at each other.. Sometimes it was too bad to be known wrongly.. Yes they were a couple but what will they tell the world? Their marriage was forged and both were still confused what to do about it. Khushi followed the broker and so did Arnav. The flat was on the 5th floor. Good ventilation, cozy and most importantly very well maintained.

Shinde: This is the best flat in this society. It has always been vaccant. The owner never wanted to give on rent yet..
Arnav: Then why is he giving now? ( Arnav had to be sure that he is giving Khushi a comfortable shelter. )
Shinde: Old couple Mr Raizada. They are going to America to stay with their Son. So no point in keeping this house vaccant for more time.
Khushi: What about the water ?
Shinde : 24/7 Maam. They have ample of storage..
Arnav: Any terms the Owner has?
Shinde: No Bachelors.. Thats what they have always been insisting. This has been common everywhere now..

Khushi looked at Arnav again who was utterly disappointed realising what she was thinking.

Shinde: But as you both are married, there is no problem at all. You both can comfortably stay.
Arnav: Mr Shinde I told you before..She will stay here.. Not me..
Shinde was confused and Khushi kind of worried seeing Arnav losing his cool.
Shinde: But. Why will you both stay seperate?
Khushi: Mr Shinde.. Please excuse us for a while.
Shinde nodded and left out.
Arnav ( pressing his temple): We should have clarified that earlier to him.. I dont want the owners or anyone else to point at you later.
Khushi: It's not that we are fixing this house. Besides the rent is huge.. I cant afford..

She had a point which even Arnav didnt deny..

Arnav: The place is good. At least for your standard.
Khushi: But still Expensive and they dont want Single Wife's for sure.. ( she mocked)
Arnav met her eyes for long this time.
Arnav: Look I know you are self esteemed woman. You wont like me offering you something. But still, I can buy a better property than this and you can stay there, pay me rent which you can afford, I dont mind. But at least you will not have to be burdened by the Owners terms and conditions..

Khushi was about to say something when he placed his finger on her lips to shut her up.

Arnav: It's not a favour.. I always wanted to buy a house like this for a small investment.. Instead of keeping it vaccant why dont you utilize it ? At least I will be releaved that you are under my scrutiny..

He had no fear in stating her that he wanted her to be before his eyes. So that he knows she is safe and sound all the time..

Khushi blinked giving one short peep to his finger which was still lingering on her lips. He took off his finger and allowed her to speak finally.

Khushi: You know what others would call it? The headlines would be "Arnav Singh Raizada gives a luxurious apartment to his Wife as Alimony.." However attractive you make that offer to me, It still wont look nice.
Arnav: Who cares what people say? We both know what the truth is, thats enough.
Khushi: No..

Arnav wanted to shout and keep his point forward but he didnt.

Arnav: Okay.. Lets see some other place then.. I will ask Shinde to fetch and let us know by tomorrow.
Khushi nodded in agreement and then both moved out of the house..

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Part 43

Today was Suraj- Simran engagement in Suraj's house. Anjali chose to come with Simran and Khushi to Suraj's house. Sudha Aunty was very busy looking after the arrangements. Suraj was almost getting ready in the room with Arnav and Shyam.

Suraj: Isnt this Sherwani too fit? ( he asked looking himself at the mirror)
Arnav: No it looks good this way. 

Arnav was texting someone on his mobile and both the men were not aware who.

Suraj: Arnav leave the phone at least for today.
Arnav: Suraj. .I would have but its important.
Shyam: Dost se bhi important? (he curiously asked)
Arnav looked at both the men.
Arnav: I wont fall for such emotional blackmailing.
Suraj: Forget it Shyam. Dont ask him anything, he didnt even accompany me to buy my wedding clothes, what else can I expect from him? If you havnt helped me with the costumes I would still have been wandering around to find them.
Arnav: Suraj? Really?

Arnav knew Suraj was simply exxagerating this.

Suraj ( smiled placing a hand on Arnav's shoulder): Whom are you busy with these days? If I may ask?
Arnav shrugged his arm and stepped away.
Arnav :You cant ask. Brush your hair. They look messy.
Suraj: Why should I listen to you when you dont care for answering my simple question.
Arnav: Alright.. Dont tell me then if the Engagement pics dont come out good. Simran Di shouldnt feel she is standing beside a Hippy.!!

Shyam chuckled and Suraj dropped his jaw.

Arnav (smirking): Alright.. You want to know then listen.. It's Khushi keeping me busy these days. OKay?

Both Shyam and Suraj looked at each other and then concentrated back on Arnav.

Shyam: Ohh I see. So Saale Sahab 's marriage is getting back on track , I suppose.
Suraj: How about two weddings together? I dont mind sharing the expenses. ( he teased)
Arnav: Shut up guys.. It's not what you both thinking. No marriage and please dont keep hopes from us. It's different between me and Khushi now.
Shyam: Love starts differently always Arnav..
Suraj: Exactly. I have heard from Simran how Khushi keeps talking about Arnav all the time.
Arnav: Doesnt mean she has fallen for me. ( he prompted)
Shyam: Why dont you both clear it out? Why this suspense between yourselves?
Arnav: She is already under pressure for looking for a new house and then her Jeeji's marriage. I dont want to trouble her more.
Suraj: Hmm.. SO you are busy texting her from morning today?
Arnav: No.. I am just having a word with the various Brokers we have hired to find a suitable home for Khushi. SHe is not on line.
Shyam: Whatever it is, I am sure things will work out in favour of you both. Anyways.. I have some work out, I shall leave. I might be late for the engagement..
Suraj: What ? NO..
Shyam: ( sighed): Please Suraj. It's important. I have to submit some papers in the court related to one of my client.
Suraj: Thats an utter lie Shyam. I know you have no work. you are ignoring this occassion on purpose.

Shyam had no answers.

Suraj: Come on Shyam say it.
Shyam: (nodded a yes): Haan. I am not ready to face Simran yet. She has not forgiven me and I dont think it will be good if I stay around on such auspicious occasssion of you guys.
Arnav: Jeejaji.. You are overthinking.. Simran Di has forgiven us..
Shyam: just you Arnav. She cant forgive me so easily. I have done nothing to earn that.
Suraj: Your feeling of repentance itself has made you earn it. We all have walked much ahead of that Shyam.
Shyam: You  think so.. I dont.. ( his eyes were moist).. I am still in the convincing phase towards Rani Saheba.. Khushi doesnt talk to me either. And Simran, she has no word against me neither favouring me. All this is just too much for me to withstand sometimes..

Arnav's throat ached. His one silly idea of revenge in the past had landed his Jeejaji in trouble even today.

Arnav: Simran Di has forgot everything Jeejaji.. Please dont distance from us..
Suraj: He is right Shyam. And this is not just Simran's engagement, mine too right? I want you to be a part of it. And dont worry about Simran, if she has still not forgiven you she would in the coming days. Thats my gut feeling.

Shyam was not fully convinced but he hoped this might be true some day. He agreed to stay back for the engagement.

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Khushi had wore a beautiful Green saree today. She chose to look as simple as possible. She was little afraid that people might again point at her with questions related to Arnav and their marriage. She had no answers to any of those yet. She was aware that the media was kept away from this function and that was really a good decision which Suraj and his family took, Somewhere it had benefitted her too. She didnt wanted the media to keep troubling her either.

They were greeted warmly by Sudha Aunty and some more relatives. Obviously Simran Jeeji was the center of attraction today and Khushi was always with her to ensure she doesnt feel lonely amidst these new people. Her eyes did wander around to find Arnav. He was standing with Suraj at the Living area, in a Grey Tuxedo. He was one man whom she thought such Royal suits are made for. Though Black and grey were his favourite, she was sure any color would go very fine on him. He did acknowledge her gaze on him and smiled at her weakly. She blinked her eyes and stood next to Simran and Anjali. People started the rituals and the rings were exchanged. Everyone clapped for the new couple and started wishing them one by one. Khushi moved aside. A woman in her late 50's, one of the Raizada's long friend came to her. She was also coincidentally also know to Suraj Bhatia and hence a part of this function.

"Hello Khushi.. Seeing you after a long time."

Khushi smiled at her and repied.

Khushi: Yes. I wasnt in India for long.

"Yea. I know. Arent you with Arnav now?"

Khushi was speechless. What should she reply? Suddenly she felt someone closing the distance between her and that lady. It was Arnav.

Arnav: Khushi..Will you mind walking with me upstairs? I am confused which Thali Di is talking about that she needs.
Khushi herself was not sure what he was talking about but he didnt give her a chance to think either. He held her hand entwining his fingers with hers. She was bewildered.

Arnav ( to that lady): Excuse us Mrs Saxena.. Got to finish some work.

The lady stood amazed as she didnt see any change in Arnav and Khushi's behaviour towards each other like she had heard from others. They looked like a cool happily married couple still. Arnav walked Khushi very far away from that woman's eyes and by now Khushi understood why he did all this. They stopped at a corner.

Khushi: Thanks for coming on time. She would have grilled me with her assumptions otherwise.
Arnav: Start ignoring such people Khushi. They wont let us live happily ever.
Khushi (nodded): Yea. I am trying to.

They both realised he was still holding her hand. He slowly left it and placed it in his pant pockets.

Arnav: I got a call from the other broker. He wants to show you some property in Meera Road. Is that fine for you?
Khushi: Meera RoaD? Thats too far from my office.
Arnav looked down sighing. She realised he wanted to tell her something.
Khushi :What is it?
Arnav: Forget it.. You might not like to hear that.
Khushi: Stop judging me and tell me what's going on in your head?
Arnav gulped hoping she takes this nicely.

Arnav: You just have only 10 days to actually shift from that house. And the marriage is in a week. I dont think we can get the best place for you within that.
Khushi: (sighed): I know, Di has talked to her Boss, Mehra, who couldnt extend our stay in the present house for more than 1 -2 days as the person filling Di's place at his Office will need that accomodation too.
Arnav: Right. So that made me think .. what if ( he gulped again as he met her eyes).. What if you come back to Raizada house?

Khushi stiffened. How could he offer her THIS?

Khushi: What?
Arnav: Why not ? I am not asking you to stay in my room Khushi. Just in the same house. Is it that difficult?
Khushi had no idea how to put down this offer.
Arnav: We havnt Divorced yet so it doesnt really matter if you come back till we sort out the formalities..

The term "Divorce" was still running in their minds. That was still happening right?

Khushi: You dont understand Arnav.
Arnav was losing his patience a bit
Arnav: You do ? Do you have any better option?
She looked in his eyes again, What did he mean?
Arnav: If you think I am going to entangle you somehow in the chains of our wedding, please dont get that in your mind. I have no such intention.
Khushi: It's not that.
Arnav: Then what is it? Please explain..( he demanded)
Khushi was falling short of words.
Khushi: This is not the right time to decide all this. Lets focus on the engagement first. I will think over it.

Arnav inhaled deep. Fine.. She was at least going to think about it which is good at the moment.

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The couples danced on the floor, envying every other bachelor's at this party, including Khushi who was standing far off at one corner observing each of them dance. She literally felt the same urge of being in that Special one's arms and forget all her worries for some time. May be she wasnt that deserving enough for Devi Maiyaa to grant her the honor like the other woman had here. Arnav was busy away on some call but when he came back in, he noticed Khushi's gloominess and the way she was staring at every couple dancing on the floor. He felt poor for this woman and unknowingly he even stepped towards her but very soon he realised she can never chose him if he asks. He stopped himself from doing anything unwanted at the moment and headed to the Bar counter to quench his thirst.

It took another few hours for the party to end. Sudha was so much happy about the engagement of her Son that she wasnt ready to leave Simran back home. Arnav was looking for his Di who was nowhere to be seen around.

Arnav ( to Aman): Aman where is Di?
Aman: I dont know. Even Shyam Sir is missing.

YEa. that was right. Even Jeejaji was missing. Were they together by any chance? He dialed Anjali's number.

Arnav: DI where are you ? We should leave back home.
Anjali: Chotte I am already onway.
Arnav (confused): What? With whom are you?
Anjali paused and then finally blurted out her response.
Anjali: SHyam. He is dropping me. I tried calling you but your number was unreachable.
Arnav was surprised to know his Di was slowly changing her mind about her husband. Probably he was the one she was meeting again and again outside his knowledge these days.
Arnav: Okay. I will come in some time after dropping Simran Di home.
Anjali: Okay. Bye

He disconnected the call and then reached to Suraj and Simran.

Suraj: Arnav you dropping them?
Arnav: Yes. ( he removed the car keys from his pocket)
Simran smiled at Suraj and then taking blessings from Sudha, she and Khushi started back with Arnav. The entire drive, Arnav was quiet and serious. SImran was sitting next to him and Khushi at the back seat. After they got down Simran hugged Arnav.

Simran: Thanks for the drop Chotte.
Arnav smiled back but didnt utter anything. Khushi who also got down the car by now wrapped the shawl around her. It was indeed very cold outside. She was still noticing the gloominess on his face.

Khushi: Tum theek ho? ( You all right?)

Simran was astound that Khushi even asked him that. Arnav looked tired and in need of some serious sleep. Also, Khushi could understand why he was so much disturbed.

Arnav: Hmm. I am okay. ( he looked away inhaling deeply)
Khsuhi gave herself a minute and then turned to Simran.
Khushi: Jeeji.. I  am going to stay in Raizada house till I get a good flat.

Simran's jaw dropped. Khushi didnt feel the need to explain herself to her sister. She knew Simran Jeeji would take it nicely. She then met Arnav's gaze. He looked desperate to know why she decided this so soon.

Khushi: By the end of this week I will move some of my luggage there, is that okay ? (she asked Arnav)
Simran (holding Khushi's hand): Are you sure Khushi?
Khushi: Haan Di. Thats the safest place for me after you get married. Arnav offered me this today and I couldnt deny.

Arnav finally got some peace on his face. He didnt wanted to show good this decision of Khushi had affected him.

Arnav: Get inside the house before you both fall ill. It's too cold out. ( he then looked at Khushi) I will send Hari Prakash to collect your luggage in a day or two.
Khushi weakly nodded and both the sisters waited there till he got back in his car and drove away with much energy than before.

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Part 44

Simran helped Khushi pack some of her stuff which she was sending through HAri Prakash to Raizada House.

Simran: It's a fair decision Khushi. You will be safer in that house than anywhere else. That family still loves you so much. And Arnav.. ( she paused to look at Khushi's expressions)

Khushi suddenly slowed down her pace of packing the bags. Though she wasnt meeting her sister's eyes directly she still managed to pass on all her uneasiness to Simran.

Simran: I mean.. Arnav is also there. ANd he has always been helpful. I am glad that he even gave you that option. At least I will be contended that my sister is not left alone.
Khushi: It's a temporary arrangement Jeeji. Until I find some better place to live in.
Simran: Last time you left that house to come to Sydney, you might not have felt that bitter. But this time when you leave it again Khushi, try not to hurt yourself in the process.
Khushi looked at Simran.
Khushi: What do you mean?
Simran: Nothing ( she wiped the lone tear at the corner of her own eye)
Khushi: Jeeji.. Dont leave such statements incomplete. Tell me what did you mean by that?
Simran: Himmat hai sunne ki? (Do you have that much guts to hear it?)
Khushi: Jeeji come on.. Tell it..
Simran held Khushi's hands in hers and looked deeply in her eyes.

Simran: You said Arnav gave you the option of staying in his house for some days, during my engagement ceremony, right?
Khushi: Hmm.
Simran: Firstly I had never expected you to say a Yes to him considering the fact how long you took to forgive him for his deeds. But what shocked me next was your response time. You didnt even took few hours to decide about his idea and tell him a YES to stay along in his house. What does that mean?
Khushi had no clue what her Jeeji was pointing at.
Khushi: What does that mean? ( she asked shrugging her shoulders)
Simran took a pause for few seconds and then replied to her.
Simran: You are falling for him slowly Khushi.

Khushi immediately withdrew her hands from SImran's in shock.,

Khushi: WHAT? Jeeji please.. THis aint going that way.. You are too much. How can you even think I am falling for Arnav Singh RAizada?

The way Khushi answered.. The little stammering .. the long pauses in between her words.. and her expressions were enough to give Simran her answers..

Simran: You might not realise it today.. Thats why I said the day you again leave that house after finding another shelter for yourself, please dont hurt yourself. Express your feelings to him if you have any..
Khushi: (getting up from the bed): I dont feel anything for that man beyond .. ( she was short of words.. )
Simran: BEYOND WHAT? Humanity? Dont tell me that again Khushi.. I have heard it from you many times..
Khushi: Fine.. Think whatever you want to but this is not true. I am not falling weak for him, I have just forgiven him thats all. No more feelings and no more attachments. It's hard to explain what we both share now. But it's surely not love.

Simran : Okay.. We will see. Now tell me should I pack this dress too or you planning to wear it any time soon?

Khushi nodded a no folding her arms on her chest and thinking deep. Was everyone going to get this impression if she stays in Raizada house? That she is falling for him hence wanting to stay there? No.. !! What about Arnav? Does he think the same? Whatever it is she will have to clear it to him soon. .SHe cannot give anyone any false hopes especially about her and Arnav's togetherness.

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Raizada House

Arnav was at the poolside talking to Aman when Khushi stepped inside his bedroom. This place always made her heart beat faster. She had unpleasant memories here. They fought.. they misbehaved.. hurt each other.. both physically and mentally in this same room. So may lies . so many plans she made sitting here to teach Arnav Singh Raizada a lesson for lifetime. ANd look what was happening now? She was going to take shelter soon in this same house. Such an Irony.!! She scanned the room once and everything looked the same like had left it months ago.. The closet door was half open and what surprised her was that her clothes were still hung beside his business suits inside. That was strange. Suddenly the poolside french door opened and Arnav walked in. He too was equally stunned to see Khushi here.

Arnav: Hi..

She quickly moved her gaze back to him and smiled weakly.

Khushi: Uhh.. I came along with Hari Prakash.
Arnav got inside and stood beside the recliner, just some feet away from where she stood.
Khushi: I wanted to talk to ANjali Di too about the wedding preps so..
Arnav: (interrupted): You dont need an excuse to step in this house Khushi. ( he declared)
Khushi felt uneasy.
Khushi: Where is everyone? OM Prakash said only you are at home. So I came to ask you.
Arnav: They have gone for some shopping. Everyone.. Including AKash and Payal.
Khushi: Ohh!! I should have called them once and checked before coming here then..
Arnav stepped towards her.
Arnav : As I said, you can come here anytime. Doesnt matter if they are here or not.

She smiled faintly and then looked at his closet again.

Khushi: My clothes are still here?
Arnav turned to see where she was hinting at.
Arnav: I talk to them when I am frustrated. They give me a nice company..! ( he mocked)

Khushi's eyebrows raised.

Arnav: Just kidding. Come.. Sit. I will ask OM Prakash to get coffee.
Khushi didnt deny. She sat on the recliner little uncomfortably. Arnav dialed his kitchen service and ordered some coffee in the room. He then made his way to the bed and sat on the edge of it, facing Khushi.

Arnav: No Office today?
Khushi: Took an off. Today and tomorrow. It's so hard to wind up everything at home and also prepare for the wedding.
Arnav: Need a helping hand?
Khushi: No.. I have many .. Anjali DI, Payal are already spending time with us to help. Thats enough.
Arnav: Hmm.. ( he looked at her earrings which glowed as the sun beam from the French doors fell on it. )

She had a great choice of accessories and he had appreciated that in his heart right from the first time he had seen her. ANd then her clothes.. very decent and natural. She didnt like exposing much, not even through her night dresses. That was another quality which he had liked. Or may be she didnt tend to expose before him those days. Whatever it was, he liked her simplicity.

Khushi realised his eyes were no longer meetings hers but wandering somewhere around her ears.. She touched her earrings..

Khushi: Anything wrong?
Arnav came out of his stance.
Arnav: Uhh.. no.. That reflection was pricking my eyes.. Thats all. ( he lied)

The coffee's were served and OM prakash left. Everything was so stable between them until she hadnt forgiven him, why is it that now she was unable to talk much or look in his eyes? Why did she feel so blank and confused when they talked to each other?

Arnav: (sipping the coffee): Have you started distributing the wedding cards yet?
Khushi: We dont have much family or relatives here. Just a few close friends and colleagues. Thats all.
Arnav: Hmm..
She sipped her coffee quickly and then got up.
Khushi: Okay then.. I should leave.
Arnav (getting up): Why? Wait for sometime. They might come back soon.
Khushi: I know.. but its okay. I will come some other time. Bye..

She turned to leave when she heard his voice again.

Arnav: Khushi??

She stopped.. He reached her and met her eyes.

Arnav: You want to tell me something ? For which you came here?

How did he know she wanted to talk to him on something?

Arnav :Come on Khushi.. You know you can tell me.

Khushi took a deep breathe and then finally stated what she had in her heart.

Khushi: Me staying here in this house will not change anything between us. Thats all I wanted to declare. ( she looked away from his eyes)
Arnav (gulped): I have known that even before you decided to stay here.
Khushi: (taking a breathe of relaxation): Cool.. It's better we both be on the same page. I know the family and even my Jeeji might have hopes from us but... it's ..
Arnav: ( completing her sentence): It's not possible.. I know.. Main samajhta hoon.. ( I understand) ( he further addeD)

Khushi could sense a feeling of emptiness in his words. As if his lips said something but his heart felt something else.

Arnav: Dont think of all this and lose control over yourself. As far as we both know what we indulging at, it shouldnt be a problem.

Khushi was happy that he was speaking just what she wanted to hear from him. Even though the words looked forced ..!! She thanked him again and then left his room. Arnav closed the door behind her and then leaned back on it. This woman is not a tough nut but a hard rock which cannot be melted until a huge volcano errupts. Will that happen ever?

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Today was the Sangeet and it was arranged in Suraj Bhatia's house again. The music was loud and people were enjoying the dances as if there is no tomorrow. Suraj and Simran were the center of attraction but Khushi being the only sister of the Bride, was also keenly pulled in for the dances. Arnav was far away from that circle, dancing was not his cup of tea but he was an excellent admirer. He stood at the pillar, leaning behind, sipping his drink while watching Khushi dance on a very popular music number that too with her Jeejaji Suraj. Seemed like she was totally lost into the dance, trying to prove how the girls side is more better than the boys in terms of entertainment. Arnav had a wide smirk on his face when he saw Khushi giving some Thumkas's on the beats. She danced well.

Shyam came there too with his glass of Vodka.

Shyam: Never seen you getting so much engrossed in watching others dance.
Arnav continued admiring Khushi but gulping his drink to finish it.
Arnav: Sometimes I so wish to rewind my life..
Shyam: Rewind until where? ( he asked gulping his drink again)
Arnav: I dont know.. Forget it ( he kept the glass aside) I heard Di and you are attending some marriage counselling classes?
Shyam: Hmm.. It was my idea. I was not hoping her to agree though.
Arnav: How is it going?
Shyam: Good. We get to talk to each other and also express our emotions about all this bitter problems that we shared recently.
Arnav: Good for you both. I am happy and very sure that the result will be positive.

SHyam smiled and realised Arnav's eyes were back on Khushi dancing..

Shyam: How about you fill up a form too ?
Arnav: Excuse me?
Shyam: Yea. Why not? You and Khushi also can join there and see if this takes you guys somewhere together ahead..

Arnav's expressions became all pale.

Arnav: She will kick me out if I even share this idea with her. I dont want her to feel I am cornering her Jeejaji..
Shyam patted his arm in understanding.
Shyam: But so much space isnt good either. Sometimes.. some cornering is necessary.. for both of you to realise if that affects your heart and body.
Arnav was little skeptical what that meant.
Shyam: Understood?
Arnav: ( smirking): You want me to corner her? Khushi Gupta?
Shyam: Yea.. Why not? Try.. In a healthy way of course.

Arnav was totally confused over this idea. He turned again to see Khushi who had just finished the dance and was hugging her sister feeling totally shy for the dance number she just played. Should he TRY?????

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Part 45

SHyam's thoughts about cornering Khushi sometimes, try to get her feelings out , make her realise what Arnav wants from this marriage and her seemed fine but what if at the end he gets a rejection? Khushi Gupta had always been very unpredictable to him. When he thought initially she might forgive him easily, she took this long long months to do so, when he thought she doesnt care if he lives or dies, she just took the best possible care of him when he met that accident, when he thought she will never accept the offer of staying in his house unti she finds another one, she agreed that same night he asked. So taking into considerations all these past experiences with her, he cannot take the risk of cornering this woman. Who knows if he does, she might start pushing him away all over again? It was just now, that she was bridging the gaps between them, he didnt  wanted to lose that.

He picked another glass and left out of Suraj's house. The loud music was not soothing his problems. Khushi, who was busy cheering her Jeeji and Suraj's dance did have an eye on Arnav too. It wasnt that she didnt wanted to know where he concentrated when she was dancing. It was an unexplainable feeling. To be admired by the same man whom she hated the most few days ago. Now her heart was filled with much compassion for him. SHe had lost everything once because of him, like her Jeeji, her step father, and even the monetarial stuff like bank balance and home. But the good part was that she had gained all those again. Thanks to his support in Australia when Jeeji was in hospital, thanks to his immediate help on paying off the bills there, thanks to that freedom he gave her of distancing from him , thanks for the understanding he showed in agreeing for the Divorce, thanks for his non interference initially in Jeeji's wedding decision with Suraj, thanks for the support he gave her in looking for a new home and now.. thanks for offering her his home as shelter to her until she finds another place. He might never return what she had lost in the past but he had still managed to give her enough. And thats why she had a mixed feelings for him these days. There were a lot many things she had started liking about him. He never talked unnecessarily, thats the trait he followed right from the beginning. He showed that urge to get attention from her, though he never openly declared it. She was very sure there was a lot going on in his head about their marriage and her. But that was something she will herself need to give a thought about. Unless she is pretty sure, she might neither head for the legal seperation nor stay back as his wife. People might call her stubborn, but why shouldnt she be so? It was the decision of her future and she cannot take it by closing her eyes and ears only because she thinks Arnav wants her to stay back with him. She had no doubts on his husbandly qualities.. He will always be a good partner but then she never got to see the demo till date. WHen they stayed together earlier in Raizada house as husband - wife, they kept fighting and throwing challenges at each others. May be now when she stays with him in that same house again, she will be able to see his lighter side too and then decide about their future.

Khushi saw Arnav leaving out and she too couldnt hold herself from following him. He was standing by a pillar, looking at the dark sky. She stopped beside him quiet. He saw her and was little surprised..

Khushi: Why did you come here?
Arnav: ( gulped the drink again): Suffocated inside.

His expresssions were stern. THere was a lot going inside his head and he was unaware she faced the same.

Khushi: Me too..

They both stood there looking at the sky for sometime untill Khushi realised he was still drinking.

Khushi: This is your 4th peg?
Arnav tried to remember the count but failed.
Arnav: Or 5th I suppose !! ( he gulped the drink but before he could finish it she snatched the glass from him).. What the!! ( he snapped back)
Khushi: Enough!! You have to drive me and Jeeji back home.
Arnav raised his brows.
Arnav :I can drive even after 8th peg.. Give it back.. ( he extended his hand to get the glass back from her)
Khushi: No..

She hide the glass behind her.

Arnav: Excuse me? Tumhe kya faraq padta hai how many pegs I have? I assure you I will drop you both safely..
Khushi: Faraq padta hai Arnav.. ( she bluntly replied)
His eyes fixed on hers.. "FARAQ PADTA HAI??"  DId she really say that? He folded his arms on his chest without breaking their eye lock
Arnav: REALLY? Kaise? ( he asked in a commanding tone as if demanding a clarification to that)
Khushi knew she had messed up with words and feelings in the wrong time. But she wont step back now.
Arnav: All this stuff usually a wife does to her husband.. ( there was a long pause between them now and he continued again) Tum meri BIWI thi.. Ab nahi ho.. (You were my wife once.. now you are not)

It was quite a thrill to hear him calling her "BIWI" again.. How they both remembered those days when he used to tease her calling "BIWI" in their revengeful marriage.. And she in return called him "Patiji".. Wow!! Those days looked better now.. Those moments looked better now!

Khushi took a deep sigh and then handed the glass back to him.

Khushi: You are right.!!

She had nothing else to say and that irked him.. She tried leaving him alone there . Thats when he caught her wrist, stopping her. Their eyes met again.. She could see him gulping something.. His Adam's apple protuded in his neck and then laid back in the default position. He didnt break their eye lock but then poured the drink slowly out in the grass without uttering a word. He probably wanted to show her, even if they werent Husband - Wife properly now, he still wanted to obey her. THat was a good sign, isnt it? As the glass kept becoming empty, her heart started filling with so many emotions again. He paid heed to her commands, she appreciated that. Once the glass was empty, Arnav left her wrist. She was free to leave. She droped their eye lock and then hurried inside the Hall again to attend the Sangeet function which was still not over.

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Simran was tired of dancing though she thoroughly enjoyed her pre marriage rituals. Anjali passed her some water to drink.

Anjali: Wow Simi.. You really dance well.. EVen now..
Simran blushed.
Simran: Stop praising me Anju.. And what do you mean EVEN NOW? We are still young, okay?
ANjali chuckled.
ANjali: Yes of course.
Simran: You should join us too. come.. ( she tried to drag Anjali who stopped her though).. Kya hua? Chalo naa..
Anjali pressed her lips together and then gestured towards her limp leg.
Anjali: Not a good idea. Forget it. You dance. I am enjoying it by seeing you all.

Suddenly Simran's eyes filled with tears and she hugged Anjali tight..

Simran: Sorry Anju.. I really didnt realise that while asking you to dance..
Anjali caressed her back.
ANjali: Its okay Simi..
Simran ( pulling back from the hug): Its not okay.. Dont I know how much you love dancing? Remember when we were kids, we used to put a competition between us on who dances better?
Anjali smiled heartily.
Anjali: Yes. And I always used to win
Simran: Always? Jhooti.. I bet you twice.. Remember?
Anjali: Yea yea.. You wont twice out of those 15 - 20 competitions we bet on..

Both of them laughed aloud remembering their childhood times..

Simran (touching ANjali's cheek): Sorry Anju.. It's my father who snatched this ability from you. I cant give it back even if I would die.
Anjali patted Simran's cheek.
Anjali: Dont be sorry for anything. Me and Chotte have no grudge on you or Khushi. WHatever happened is gone now. Much away from our happy lives, isnt it?
Simran wiped her tears and noded .
Simran (holding Anjali's hand in hers): I have a wish to make.. Consider it as a gift from you on my marriage.
Anjali: Ask me anything.. I can give you my life too.
Simran: Shut up.. I dont need your life.
Anjali :Okay baba.. I wont talk all that. Tell me what you want?
Simran: Hold on .. ( she scanned where Shyam was standing and then dragged Anjali to him)

Shyam was shocked to see Simran and Anjali together before him.

Simran: Hi SHyam..
Shyam gulped his nervousness and managed to smile.
Simran: I was telling Anju what I want as a marriage gift from her. But since this is something which she cannot give me alone, I want to include you as well in this discussion. Anjali and Shyam both looked at each other blank.

Simran: I want you to do my Kanyadaan on the wedding day..

Anjali and Shyam both froze.. Kanyadaan is a very pure ritual which usually the bride's parents or sister / brother follows, its like officially and ritually handing over the bride to the Groom and his family. Anjali would be honored to do that but one thing she cannot forget is that this ritual can be done only by a couple together...

Anjali: Simran par..
Simran: Dont give me any excuses.. Please..
Anjali: No I am not giving you any excuses. You know I cant do this alone..
Simran: I know.. This ritual has to be collectively done by a couple.

Anjali's eyes teared.. And Shyam couldnt hold up his next question to Simran.

Simran: What are you made up of Simi? You want the same man who ruined your life, you left you at the altar years ago, participate in such an auspicious ritual of your wedding?
Simran: I am just closing the gaps Shyam.. Everyone has lost something or the other in this process. And all of us have got the required pain of seperation too. I have forgiven you a long time ago and Anju being your wife and my best friend, I want you both to do this ritual for me.. Will you ?

SHyam was speechless and so was anjali.

Simran: I know you both are not in proper terms of marriage either. I have no idea what decision you both might take up in future, either stay together or seperate. But all I know is, right now you are a couple and only you both can give this happiness to me, no one else. Take your time to decide and let me know..She hugged ANjali and then left back to Suraj who was witnessing this scene from far and was already well informed by Simran on what she expected from Anjali and Shyam.

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The Next day was the Haldi and both Bride and Groom side were doing this seperately in their respective homes. Arnav and Shyam  were attending Suraj's function though and Anjali was with Simran and Khushi at their apartment. Arnav applied the haldi on Suraj's face and then whispered something in his ears which made Suraj blush like hell.

Suraj: Shut up Arnav..
Arnav: Okay. If thats what you want,,

He passed the bowl to Shyam who applied the haldi now to Suraj. Arnav's phone buzzed. It was Khushi's call. He answered it .

Arnav: Hello..
Khushi: WHen are you coming here with Suraj Jeeju's haldi bowl?
Arnav was confused..
Arnav: Excuse me?
Khushi(sighed): Arnav.. Jeeji will have to start her Haldi by applying the groom's used haldi first. So when are you getting it? Sudha Aunty knows about it, had told her yesterday..
Arnav: How would I know all this? Humaari SHaadi mein yeh sab kahan hua tha ?

It was a very straight statement and a sudden one. Again there was some silence from both the end. Arnav cleared his throat.

Arnav: Uhh. .I mean.. I will ask Sudha Aunty and get it there as soon as I can.
Khushi: Hmm..

He noded his head for being such a jerk sometimes. How can he talk about their marriage to her and make her feel low? Damn!! He found Sudha Aunty in the group and then quickly asked her to do the needful.

Aman: I will go there and give this. You wait here..
Arnav: Kyon? ( he snatched the bowl from Aman again) .. I can go..
Aman: But Boss.. You should be here with Suraj Sir.. ( he looked at Arnav's not so happy expressions and commented again).. Ohh okay.. I understand.. Kisi aur ko dekhna shayad zyada zaroori hai .. Go.. ( Its more necessary for you to see someone else)..

Arnav smirked at this teasing tone and sentences from Aman but didnt really defend himself. He strode outside to get in his car and drive to Khushi's apartment.

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Part 46

Arnav rang the door bell of Simran Di's apartment where the Haldi ceremony was going on. He was holding the bowl of Haldi. Khushi opened the door and no wonder for the next few seconds, Arnav felt his heart skipping a beat. She was wearing a White Sleeveless Chudidar, her hair hung open on her shoulders. She had just washed her hair, he could smell that fruity shampoo which he used to hate it when they stayed together in Raizada house as husband-wife. Khushi wasnt expecting to see Arnav in a White Kurta either. She smiled at him.

Khushi: Hi.. 

He composed his senses back and passed the Haldi bowl to her. He was still at the doorstep.

Khushi: Thanks. Come inside.. ( she moved little behind to give him way to get in)
Arnav: Am I allowed? I heard its going to be strictly a women function.
Khushi: It is.. ( she acknowledged).. but ..Akash is here too. I mean he came to drop Payal and Jeeji asked him to wait. You might accompany him then..

Who would deny this open invitation? Arnav got inside and Khushi locked the door. Anjali and Payal were talking to Simran who was sitting on the couch. As soon as she saw Arnav, she stood up to greet him. Arnav hugged her while Khushi started mixing up the Haldi which came from Suraj Bhatia's home with the one which they had to apply to Simran.

Simran: How did the Haldi go there?
Arnav: Blast!! Sudha Aunty has asked me to ensure no one spares you today. I dont understand one thing though.. Why is Haldi even important? The brides already have enough glow as the marriage day nears. ( he teased)

Simran shied away but Anjali responded to her Chotte.

Anjali: Chotte.. Har rasam ka ek mahatwa hota hai.. Mehndi, Sangeet, Hadli aur Phere.. in sab ke bagaair ek Shaadi adhuri hai.. !!

Khushi who was mixing the haldi in a bowl stopped her actions.. Something pricked her as Anjali said that. Yes she knew how important all these rituals are in an Indian wedding. What she disliked at the moment was how she skippped the purity of all these rituals and faked being married to Arnav Singh Raizada just to complete her revenge. That Sindoor she applied on her forehead had no meaning.. That Mangalsutra she tied in her neck had no meaning.. Even the papers she took forged signatures of Arnav, without his knowledge, through Payal, had no meaning..  How could she play that time without hearing her own inner conscience?

Arnav who was also little shaken when his Di tried to teach him the real meaning of a marriage and its related rituals, had eyes on Khushi. And he soon realised she too was thinking the same. What they had in between was nothing less than a play which can be so easily mocked by anyone who knows it. He was still trying to concentrate on everything but looked like Khushi was lost. She needed a push to come out of those thoughts. He reached her and clicked his fingers before her eyes. She jerked.

Arnav: Tum theek ho? ( You okay?)

She didnt understand how to react.

Khushi: Uhh.. Haan.. Kyon? ( Uhh.. Yes.. Why?)
Arnav: (nodding his head): Nothing.. You looked little serious again. So asked.
Khushi faked a smile again and then left to the crowd to finally start the function.

It was always more interesting to watch a women's function. They played it so well. There is always a charm, a joy when you are amidst these beautiful angels who have the ability to spread happiness across just by their smiles. Arnav felt the same difference when he was attending Simran Di's Haldi function. His Di, Payal, Khushi were so excited. They kept teasing Simran Di and there was a satisfaction on their faces for being a part of this ritual. He just  imagined what it would be like if he too had the similar functions during his marriage? The level of enthusiasm in his family would always be double than what he had seen so far.  Anjali saw him admiring all of them and thought of playing with him too. She came to him.

Anjali: Chotte.. What is it on your cheek? ( she tried to tactfully apply some haldi on his face but Arnav was smarter. He held her hand stopping her from doing that )
Arnav: Di.. That wont work on me..
Anjali pouted.
Anjali: Thodasa.. ( Little ?)
Arnav: Not required Di. I as it is dont like all that for myself.
Anjali sighed..
Arnav: Excuse me.. I have to make a call..

He left in the balcony to make a call to Aman to check some arrangements of the marriage. Almost for 10 minutes he stood there talking. Thats when Khushi came there looking for something. He saw her. Her white dress was no longer white, it had all those yellow haldi stains on it. Her face was still saved by it though her hands were covered by Haldi. He realised she was searching something.

Arnav(on call): Aman I will call you back. Bye..

He disconnected the call and placed the phone in his pocket.

Khushi: Where did I keep it ?
Arnav: What? ( he asked in a helping tone)
Khushi: I had placed a cloth here. I guess its in the bedroom then..

She turned around to leave and the very next moment her leg skid on the floor. She was losing her balance. Within two strides Arnav reached her out and pulled her arm, ensuring she doesnt fall down on the ground hurting herself. She breathed hard

Arnav: (angrily): Dhyan kahan hai tumhaara? Agar gir jaati toh? ( Where is your attention? What if you had fallen down?)

She looked at his face and neck where her palm was touching him. He looked angry but that didnt worry her much. What caught her attention was that, his cheek and neck were covered with haldi stains too. He realised where she was watching and why? She tried to bring her other palm in action to wipe off that haldi stain from his neck but Arnav caught her arm. She met his eyes and he gestured her to understand that her other palm was clean neither. If she had tried wiping it off, she would end up coloring him more. He had no expressions on his face and that made her feel little low. She had seen how he had avoided Anjali from applying this on his face. May be he didnt like even she doing it, though it wasnt on purpose.

Suddenly they heard someone clearing her throat. Khushi was the first one to push him away and stand straight, covering her neck with the dupatta properly. Anjali chuckled. She had witnessed the haldi on Arnav's neck and what she liked was that Arnav didnt try to hide it either.

Anjali: Arre waah Chotte? Hum ne lagaana chaha toh manaa kar diya.. Par Khushi ke liye yeh sab allowed hai? (What is this Chotte? When I tried to apply it, you denied but you allowed Khushi so easily for the same?)
Arnav: It was by mistake.
Anjali: Sometimes good things happen by mistake. .

Khushi excused from that place leaving the siblings alone. Arnav stood quiet until she left and then looked at his sister Anjali.

Arnav: Di I don't think anyone of us should make her uncomfortable.
Anjali: I didnt mean to do that. I was just teasing you.
Arnav: Di very soon she is coming to stay with us. I dont want her to change that decision only because she doesnt like others relating me and her again. I hope you understand what I mean?

 Anjali had always loved this extra concern which came out of her Chotte towards Khushi.

Anjali: Okay baba.. Tum naraaz mat ho.. I wont this again. Happy?? Now come here. I will wipe that stain from your neck.

Anjali was about to wipe but Arnav didn't allow her though.

Arnav: Main kar lunga.. ( I will do it)

He walked out from the balcony and Anjali kept thinking if she had really did anything wrong by teasing them.

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It was night, the Haldi ceremony was over and people had dispersed back to their homes except Anjali and Payal who chose to stay behind for the final packing of Simran's stuff. The next day was the wedding and they couldnt leave everything on Khushi's shoulders. Besides Anjali also had something important to convey Simran.

Anjali: Simi.. Me and Shyam wont be doing your Kanyadaan.. (she pressed her lips apologetically meeting Simran's eyes)..
Simran was surprised.
Anjali ( holding simi's hand): I was still ready but Shyam is not very comfortable.
Simran: But why Anju? I have forgiven him..
Anjali: I know and he is greatful for that. He is ready to accept any responsibility but not this one. ( Anjali's eyes became moist all of a sudden).. I wont describe much about it.. It's better you talk to him once and hear it what he has to say. If thats okay with you.

Simran noded. She somewhere had already guessed this. Anjali and Payal then left back for Raizada house too and Khushi who was also aware of this sudden request made by her sister about the Kanyadaan, came and shook her.

Khushi: I think he is right. Talk to him once if you want.
Simran noded and dialed Shyam's number. This would be their first acquaintance in terms of communication after that bitter past.

Simran: Shyam.. Its Simran..

Shyam: Hey.. I knew you would call me up. Anjali might have told you that..
Simran ( interrupting): It's all over Shyam.. I have moved on and you are also trying to get along with Anju again. I have forgiven you then why ? Why this hesitation?
Shyam took a deep breathe standing in the balcony of his house and prepared himself to explain her.
Shyam: You wont understand this..
Simran: Really ? Is that what you have known about me till date Shyam?
Shyam: No.. I didnt mean that.. You cannot understand my position in this marriage. Suraj is my friend and he even after knowing our past have taken me very positively knowing I realise my mistake. But what I dont understand is what are you trying to prove by asking me to do your Kanyadan Simran?

Simran was quiet.. She herself needed some light on her own thoughts.

Simran: You enlighten me if you know what made me ask you this favour?
Shyam: (sighed) : You have always been very kind and forgiving to everyone. I know you have moved on and thats easily noticed by this marriage. I know you are the one who convinced Khushi to forgive Arnav and me.
Simran: Whats your point shyam?
Shyam: My point is that you could prove easily to yourself that you are in good terms with Arnav again because you could shower your sisterly feelings on him. But You needed one chance to show Anju and yourself that you have forgiven me too. So you made this huge decision Simran... ( She gulped)... Its not needed ( he added).. That ritual is very pure. Someone who has always supported you, treated you with care and loved you sincerely should be doing that. Anjali suits that purpose but not me. I hope you understand why I am saying this.. It wont be hard at all for giving your hand to Suraj.. Its just that I dont feel deserved to do this.

Simran was getting his point.

Simran: You have always been like this Shyam. Every mistake you make,  you take it so much to your heart. Sometimes I really wonder how could you end up doing so much horrible in the past. (Shyam was quiet.. ) Anyways.. I totally understand what you mean. It's okay. I wont burden you by this responsibility.
Shyam: I am sorry Simran. For everything. . ( he apologized again )
Simran: I know you are Sorry. Just come out of it like I have. And start your family again with Anju. She needs you just like you need her.

She disconnected the call and Shyam finally felt a bit relieved that he could make Simran understand his point of view too.

Simran told this to Khushi who was also agreeing to why denied. Anjali called up and told Simran how Akash's parents wishes to do this Kanyadan of Simran considering they too never had any girl child. Simran couldnt deny. She was still happy that the Raizada family was taking this responsiblity despite of the bitterness they always had between them in the past.

Finally after preparing everything for the next day, the sisters lied on the bed. Khushi was next to Simran and thinking something deep. SO was Simran.

SImran: I always wanted to settle you down before me. I feel as if I am still hurrying with all this Khushi.
Khushi: Jeeji please.. DOnt even think so.. ANd you know I am not going to be alone here. I am shifting to Raizada house for sometime.
Simran ( turning to Khushi): When?
Khushi: Uhh.. In a day or two after your marriage.
Simran chuckled.
Khushi: Why are you laughing?
Simran: Because I dont think Arnav will let you stay alone here even for one night.. ( she proudly stated)
Khushi  was stunned. But somewhere it also felt soothing to hear.

Khushi: Tumhe aisa kyon lagta hai Jeeji? (Why do you think so Jeeji?)
Simran: (touching Khushi's cheek): I have seen a sense of care and worry in his eyes for you. He knows you have stayed alone enough when I was in hospital. MArk my words, he will take you tomorrow night only from here. And one request.. DONT DENY .. Please..

Khushi gulped her emotions.. She didnt know how to respond.. She just held her Jeeji's hand tight and then closed her eyes to sleep. These days not just her days but even nights were guarded by that man. She just hoped all this will start getting clearer to her soon.

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Part 47

The Baraat had just arrived at the Venue, a grand Garden hall which the Bhatia's had booked to accomodate the guests. Most of them belonged to the Bhatia's side as the Gupta sisters had a very few known relatives or friends here.  Akash's parents had been assisting Khushi since morning with all the preperations. Anjali and Payal were helping Simran to get dressed up.

As soon as Khushi came to know the Baraat was at the entrance, she rushed outside with the Puja thali to welcome the Groom and his family. She had wore a designer Lehnga. Anjali also accompanied her. Arnav's Nani was standing with Sudha Aunty. The moment she  reached there ,her eyes automatically searched for Arnav and she saw him standing next to Suraj and Akash. He was wearing a Maroon sherwani and looked quite decent among all other friends of Suraj who were right beside him.

As Khushi circled the Thali around Suraj, Arnav heard someone from Suraj's friends group murmuring.

"Suraj ki Saali badi kamaal ki hai yaar" (Suraj's sister in law is very beautiful)

Arnav was still okay with that comment but not the one he heard after that.

"Soch raha hoon pata loon"(How about proposing her?)

Suraj was too busy to hear all that but Arnav fisted his fingers in anger. These guys had come from abroad specially for this wedding and had no clue what relationship Arnav and Khushi shared. Shyam heard that too and pressed Arnav's shoulder asking him to ignore.

The guests entered in and so did the boys who were just now praising Khushi.

Shyam: Saale Sahab.. Ignore their talks. It happens in such atmosphere. Take it healthly.
Arnav: They just said that about my wife Jeejaji.. And you want me to be quiet? ( his tone reflected the anger bubbling inside him)
Shyam: They dont know she is your wife.. Otherwise they wouldnt have said all this.

Though Shyam tried to be very convincing, he couldnt make Arnav understand it fully. Arnav wasnt wrong in one place. Any husband would lose his mind hearing such comments for his wife. SO what if their marriage was just on papers? Khushi reached them and she had no clue what had happened.

Khushi: Arnav? Nani wants you to see her. ( she passed Nani's message)
Arnav gave her a quick glance which was surely not very soothing and then walked away without even uttering a word to her. She didnt expect him to be so cold. SHe kept looking at him standing next to Shyam.
Khushi: Why is his mood low?

Khushi and Shyam didnt talk much. This was the conversation happening between them after a long time.

Shyam: WHy dont you ask him?

Now that reply from Shyam raised her curiousity all the more. Shyam was called by one of Suraj's guest and he left to attend them.

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The rituals started. Arnav was standing much aloof from Khushi, opposite to her below the Shamiana, where the wedding was taking place. Everyone were concentrating on the wedding but not like Arnav and Khushi did. The traditions, the little customs which the priest made Suraj and Simran follow tickled their hearts too. When Suraj applied the Sindoor on Simran's forehead, Khushi felt totally nervous. She had been wearing the Sindoor too earlier but it never had been through this process. Where Khushi was feeling the guilt of making a mistake by faking such a pure Vidhi.. ( ritual).. Arnav was remorseful thinking all this can never been a part of his life. There was a time when he used to run away from the name of marriages. His Anjali Di always bugged him to see her selected prospective brides, but he never used to turn up there on time. When did this feeling of being married and wanted to stay that way, arised in him?

When Suraj tied the Mangalsutra on Simran's neck, Khushi's eyes became moist. SHe remembered how in the Hospital at Australia she had removed the Mangalsutra from her neck so casually,  before she could go and meet her Simran Jeeji, who was just out of a Long Coma,  in the ICU. She had showed no value to that holy chain. She had broken a lot many traditions and she just hoped some day she will be able to repay all those. She moved her eyes on Arnav who looked equally disturbed by watching the marriage ritual sequences.. At the end the Phera's started. Those 7 promises which every wife and husband make to each other. That sounded so pure.. Now she realised what she missed in their fake marriage. Nothing could turn the things back in her favour ever. And this disturbed her so much. 

The Priest announced Suraj and Simran as husband-wife and they started taking blessings from the elders. Khushi got busy again in winding up the other requirements from the Priest. Arnav was around but he didnt disturb her. Besides he too later got busy in preparing for the Bidaai of his Beloved Simran Di.

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The Bidaai was very emotional. Simran had hugged Khushi tight, not wanting to leave her sister like that. The two had shared a couple of tears after which Anjali got them seperated.

Anjali: Simi.. You dont have to worry for Khushi so much. .We are there for her.
Suraj: Yea. Besides where are we both going? Me and SImran are going to be your frequent visitors too there Anjali..
Anjali (chuckled): Anytime..
Simran and Khushi chuckled too finally wiping off their tears.. Simran then came to Arnav and hugged him too. He kissed her forehead.

Arnav: Stay happy now..
Simran: I will.. And you both work a way out.. ( she gestured looking at Khushi once who had no clue what her sister was talking about as she didnt say it aloud)
Arnav: I will take care of her.
Simran (smiled): I know that. You wont let her miss me.
Arnav smiled back and then opened the doors of the car. He made Simran sit at the backseat and then he shut the door. Suraj and Arnav hugged each other next.

Arnav: You better take care of my Di Suraj..
Suraj: Jeejaji bol ab.. !! ( Call me Jeejaji now)
He proudly commanded. Arnav frowned.
Suraj: And me and Shyam need equal respect now.. We both are your Brother in laws after all.
Arnav: Okay Jeejaji.. Aap ko der nahi ho rahi ? ( Okay Jeejaji.. Arent you getting late?) He reminded.
Suraj: Thanks for reminding. ( he patted Arnav once and then got inside the car. )

Khushi waved bye to her sister as the car drove ahead.. She was just controlling her tears.. Somehow she felt shattered today even after knowing that her sister was now in safe hands.. She felt lonely all again like she did when Simran was in coma.. She had no control on her tears. Arnav was the first person to notice her in the crowd. He walked to her and before she could burst out crying, he reached her.

Arnav: Chale?
Khushi met his eyes.. She wanted to cry .. Wont he allow her to do that even?
Arnav: You have anything to collect from that apartment for tonight? Or we can directly shift it tomorrow? ( he was keeping her engaged in thinking and talking so that she stops crying at least)
Khushi: I will shift to Raizada house tomorrow.. ( she said wiping her tears)
Arnav: Nahi.. You are coming with us right now.. If you want I will drive you to the apartment, get your urgent stuff and we shall leave to Raizada house.. ( he adamantly replied)
Khushi: Arnav but..
Arnav ( placed his finger on her lips) :Sshh..

She looked at his finger which had zipped her lips and then her eyes met his again.

Arnav: I will get the car out. Wind up from here soon.

He always had to be so kind and generous? She sometimes thought if they hadnt gone through all that revenge process, she might have really fallen hard for this man. Hadnt she, YET?

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They reached the apartment and Khushi's eyes were moist again. She had lived with her Simran Jeeji here and she will never forget those beautiful memories of this place. The house was furnished but all this furniture belonged to the company Simran worked with. So apart from clothes, there was hardly anything that Khushi needed to carry with herself. She slowly went in the bedroom to get her luggage out. She was still unable to believe that she was going to step in and stay in the same house, with the same family whom once she had hated so much. Just like her Jeeji's Bidaai to her Sasuraal, Khushi too felt like her Bidaai to Raizada house had begun.

When Khushi didnt come out from the bedroom even after 15 minutes, Arnav thought of checking her there. The door was open and he got inside without knocking as he saw Khushi sitting on the bed thinking something deep.He sat next to her and clicked his fingers before her face. She came out of her stance and saw him.

Khushi:
 I cant go Arnav. Not tonight..
Arnav: We have talked that already. Try to understand.
Khushi: No you try to understand Arnav ( she replied roughly)

Arnav remained quiet allowing her to speak.

Khushi: Tomorrow Jeeji have to come for Pag Phera.
Arnav: She will.. At Raizada house.. Me and Anjali Di have talked about it ..
Khushi: Nahi.. That is not her Mayka.. Its her sister's sasuraal Arnav. How can she do her Pag Phera there? ( That was a very spontaneous response from her and she didnt even realise she said that)

Arnav kept looking in her eyes.

Arnav: Tumhara Sasuraal? REALLY?
The way he asked this and the way he asked this made her understand what she just said.
Khushi: Uh..  I mean.. ( she broke their eye lock).. Wohh.. Haan.. It is my Sasuraal for others. Outsiders dont know what we share. I was already facing its repercussions today in the marriage. Your far side relatives kept on asking me why I am not wearing Sindoor or Mangalsutra?

Arnav had a weak smile playing on his lips seeing her so confused

Arnav: What did you reply them ?
Khushi gulped. She didnt thought he would ask her that.
Khushi: Doesnt matter now. I handled it well.

She tried getting up but Arnav held her arm stopping her . She was standing now and he was still sitting on the bed watching her expressions closely though.

Arnav: How did you handled them? ( he repeated his question)
Khushi was getting entagled in his gaze.
Khushi: Wearing the signs of a married woman doesnt matter. ( she gulped ) It's the heart to heart connection that matters.

Arnav was so much delighted that she responded that to his relatives. He could see how deeply she had involved in this conversation right now and might have been expecting some heart warming statements from him too but he was little clever here. He wont extend this by himself.

Arnav: Smart reply. You know how to shut people's mouth. Good.

Khushi came out of her emotional state.

Khushi: Anyways.. SO I am staying here tonight to welcome Jeeji tomorrow for Pag Phera
Arnav (sighed): So you wont listen to me?
She denied clearly noded her head.
Arnav: Theek hai. But I had promised Simran Di not to leave you alone.  So you fulfil your duty, I will do mine.
Khushi was confused
Arnav: I will rest on the couch outside. ( he was about to turn when she asked)
Khushi: Couch? Kyon?
Arnav: Ab tum mujhe iss kamre mein toh sone dogi nahi naa Khushi? Thats why I will take the couch. (Thats because you will not let me sleep in this room with you right? So I will take the couch)

He was staying with her tonight? Impossible!! However wrong it looked, it still felt right to her. She too had no plans to stay alone here tonight. She needed a company.. HIS COMPANY!!

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Part 48

The mere thought of Arnav Singh Raizada sleeping in her house, just one room far got uneasiness in Khushi's body. She got into her night dress and then came out to see if Arnav was comfortable. She saw him moving the packed boxes aside, to make some space around the couch where he can spend the night with ease. Khushi quickly rushed to assist him. She held the box too which he was also holding already.

Khushi: I.. I am sorry .. I should have come here to help you..

Arnav was amazed to see her in the same pink night salwar which she used to wear earlier when they stayed together in Raizada house. There were no good memories they shared about their past stay together but even then it made him feel a lot more close to her.

Arnav: Main kar lunga.. Its heavy. You leave it. ( I will do it. Its heavy. You leave it)
Khushi: I wont. (she started walking towards the side with the box and in turn dragging Arnav also). Lets keep it there.

They kept the box and then she helped him clear the other stuff too which were placed in the center of the room. Suddenly they both held the same box again coincidently and thats when their heads collided with each other. They both screamed together. Khushi started rubbing her forehead. She then realised Arnav was hurt too and he was not even doing anything to soothe his pain. So instead of rubbing her forehead, she started rubbing his. She even blew air on his forehead making Arnav totally speechless. The moment itself was so heartful that Arnav couldnt react at all. He kept staring at Khushi for the extra concern she was showing to him.

Khushi: Does it hurt still? ( she asked with much worry)
Arnav had no words to reply. He only smirked at her and that smirk turned into an innocent smile. She stopped her actions and kept looking in his eyes with confusion.

Khushi: Why are you smiling?
Arnav: You look cute when you worry. ( he commented with seriousness and utmost admiration)

This was the first time Arnav was openly flirting with her and she had no remorse. A small smile crept her lips which he noticed too but she didnt let him see it for long. She cleared her throat and moved away. Arnav too tried concentrating back on keeping the box away.

Khushi: You must be hungry after so much efforts. I can make some thing.
Arnav: No.. You have done enough today. You need rest.
Khushi: I am hungry too so thats okay. Its my every day task to cook. You need not worry.

She was about to leave in the kitchen but he stopped her by holding her hand.

Arnav: Allow me ..
Khushi: You?? You can cook? How come I didnt know it yet?
Arnav: ( taking a deep sigh): To know me, you need to stay with me forever.
Khushi was stunned.
Arnav: And thats not going to happen, I know.. So (he dragged her to the couch and switched on the TV)..Sit here and relax. I will make something quickly for us.

Khushi was so much pleased with his behavior.

Khushi: No one made me feel so special Arnav..
Arnav was touched by her words. He would make her feel more than this for his entire life, if she agrees. He smiled.
Arnav: I have always got the worst out of you, didnt I?
Khushi: Doesnt matter anymore. And how many times are you going to remind me what I dont want to even think about in my dreams?

Arnav felt sorry for spoiling her mood. He pinched his ear and ensured that his fingers stayed that way until she sees him.

Arnav: Ainda se dhyaan rakhunga ( I will keep this in mind from next time)
Khushi moved his hand away from his ears.
Khushi: You dont have the whole night to cook. ( she reminded )
Arnav remembered he was supposed to cook something. He immediately left in the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. Khushi was still sitting on the couch and smiling over the little antics of Arnav. She surfed few channels but eventually she had no interest in them. She was missing her sister but she was also happy that her Jeeji was now in safe hands and will be starting a happy life from today. So now the next important thing that she should be thinking about was her and Arnav's relationship..She was lost in some deep thoughts about it. Glimpses of the good times when he supported her, motivated her, given her space to build her life the way she wanted flashed before her eyes. It was so strange. Earlier she remembered this man for all the bad he did to her and now she remembers him for only his goodness.

She got up and thought of checking if Arnav was okay in the kitchen. He had been cooking from almost 30 minutes. She turned the TV off and came in the kitchen. Arnav had just finished but she had no idea what he cooked? He turned around with the two bowls.

Khushi: (peeping in the bowls): Salad?
Arnav: Thats all I could make in such a short time. You will like it ..

She took one bowl from him and both walked to the couch again. Khushi was so much engrossed in eating while Arnav was taking his own time in looking at her regularly, noticing her expressions. She finished the entire bowl and licked her spoon. It seemed that she had loved what she ate but then she didnt appreciate it, neither Arnav asked. While Khushi washed the bowls, Arnav made his couch ready. Just a pillow and a duvet was enough to get him a comfortable sleep. Khushi saw his sleeping arrangement.

Khushi: Anything else you need Arnav??
Arnav patted his pillow placing it in position and again smirked. He didnt meet her eyes though.
Khushi: And why did you smile again now ?
Arnav: Nothing.. Good night..
Khushi: No good night. Not until you tell me what made you smile at my simplest question? ( she retorted )
Arnav lied down on the couch without answering her. She was furious. She stood before him.
Khushi: You cant sleep .. (she tried snatching the duvet from his body)
Arnav: Khushi.. ?? Give it back..
Khushi pulled the duvet totally from him and hide it behind her.
Khushi: First tell me
Arnav: NO

He got up and tried to get the duvet back from her. She kept moving back.

Khushi: I just asked what else you need to have a comfortable night. Why did you smile? You were thinking something in the back of your head. I know.

She hit her back to the wall behind now and the light switch turned off. The room became dark obviously, scaring her a bit. She met Arnav's hazel eyes which sparkled even in that dim light. Sparks definately ignited between them and she wanted to escape this situation now. She tried leaving from the right but he placed his arm there, on the wall, blocking her exit. She looked at his arm and without meeting his eyes tried to leave from the left but he repeated the same. She was blocked in between him and the wall. Her hand still held his duvet and she had no clue what was happening.. He sensed the tension in her expressions and pulled her chin up. She closed her eyes. What the hell was happening. She dropped the duvet on the floor and clutched the sides of her dress. Arnav's fingers were still holding her chin up, to his face level. None of them spoke anything.. He kept admiring her tensed look, the urge in her expressions sensing what was coming next, the shivers in her body as she clutched her own dress. He wished to capture this moment forever in his life. It felt so right .. such a pure feeling it was.

Arnav: I need my wife beside me for the night to be more comfortable. You cant give me that Khushi. Not until you clear your mind.. ( she opened her eyes slowly and met his. ) Thats why I smiled.

She had no words in her throat to utter anything. He was somehow entangling her by his behavior, care, concern, goodness, and... love.. Was she ready for that? It looked like she was ready. Why would she close her eyes otherwise hoping he was about to give her something else when he pinned her to the wall?? Arnav didnt wanted to tense her more. He left his arms from the wall and quickly leaned down to pick the long fallen duvet. He went back to the couch and lied down. It needed a lot of patience to bear this torterous distance from her even though she was so close and submissive.

Khushi waited there for few more seconds and then hurried to the bedroom. She closed the door tight, rechecking it, because somewhere she was losing faith on herself now. She was falling hard for this man and if this continues, that day isnt far when she will be confessing it to him and making fun of her ownself for falling for the same man who was her enemy once.

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The next morning when Khushi woke up, she recollected the scenes that happened last night. She better faces Arnav like nothing happened. Or else she might not get the courage to handle the Pag Phera of her Jeeji today. She looked at the watch and it was already 08:00. Not wanting to waste much of her time, she came out of the bedroom . The Couch was vacant means he had woke up too. The common bathroom door opened and Arnav came out having his bath. He was wearing a robe and wiping his head. Obviously seeing her Arnav also was reminded of the last night's talks but he didnt wanted to embarass her more . So he behaved ignorant.

Arnav: Good morning.
Khushi: You got your clothes ?
Arnav: I asked Di to send them through Hari Prakash.
Khushi noded and left in the kitchen to make tea for them. Arnav meanwhile got ready and came to her.

Arnav: I had called Sudha Aunty in the morning. She said Simran Di and Suraj will come by 10:30 and they will spend half of the day with us. But they wont have lunch as Sudha Aunty's guests will be waiting back for them..
Khushi: Thanks. You did half of my work. I was going to call Sudha Aunty now and check their schedule.
Arnav picked two cups and she started serving them tea.

After tea Khushi had her shower and chose to wear a simple Saree today. She knew her sister would love to see her in Sarees. Besides she herself hadnt wore one since she left Raizada house. She picked a Yellow saree for today and wore it quickly. It felt strange to face Arnav in Saree for some unknown reasons though. She still made up her mind and came out. He was on call but he did managed to give her a little admiration when she started looking in the mirror and wearing the earrings. Why did she chose this common mirror to wear those earrings? She could have wore it in her bedroom too, he thought. Does that mean something ? Or may be he was thinking way too much. He turned around and kept talking again to Aman on the phone. Khushi realised he wasnt seeing her anymore and speeded up with the earrings. She had a lot to do still .Firstly she had to prepare the Puja thali. She thought of circling it when her Jeeji and Jeejaji comes.

She placed the diya , match stick to light it, little rice and obviosuly the sindoor dibbi too. Thats when Arnav came to her.

Arnav: All set ?
Khushi: Did I miss anything?
Arnav: I dont think so..

The Sindoor dibbi was about to fall down from the thali as it was placed on the edge. Arnav saw that and immediately held it in place. The Sindoor got stuck to his fingers too and accidently got applied to her forehead, right on her hair partition.

Khushi touched her fingers on her head and felt the Red Sindoor. She was perplexed with this sudden action. She knew he didnt do it on purpose. It was a kind of indication probably which she had to read carefully, a sign from Devi Maiyaa herself, is it? Arnav gulped seeing the Sindoor on her partition. It had been ages seeing her in Sindoor like that. But he didnt wanted to be impulsive on her. They gazed in each others eyes. Arnav extended his arm to wipe it off her forehead before she feels tensed but them moment he reached his hand on her forehead, she caught it. She almost stopped him from rubbing it off. She didnt know why. Arnav was surprised why she stopped him. What did it mean? The door bell rang and Arnav and Khushi both came out of their stance. Khushi rushed to open the door and Arnav followed her. Khushi knew the first thing her sister would notice will be the Sindoor on her forehead. Also Arnav's presence in the house will surprise Simran Jeeji. But all this will not stop Khushi from welcoming her. There are some things which are better not spoken than hidden. She took a deep breathe and then opened the door with a smile.

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Part 49

Khushi opened the door. Simran and Suraj were happily standing there and they had bright smiles on her lips. Looked like they both were just teasing each other before the door was opened.

Khushi: Welcome Jeeji.. ( she quickly hugged Simran and then pulled back)

Thats when Simran saw the Sindoor on Khushi's forehead. Before she could ask Khushi anything, Arnav came at the door.

Arnav: Morning Di.. ( he hugged her too and then he took Suraj inside)
Khushi: Come Jeeji..
Simran (stopping her at the door): What is Arnav doing here?
Khushi: He never went home last night. We ...  (she gulped).. we stayed here.
Simran had no words but her jaw dropped for sure.
Simran: You.. BOTH.. stayed..here?
Khushi: Can we talk all that later? It's your day today.. Get inside..

She dragged Simran in and then closed the door.

Suraj: (whispered To Arnav ): You stayed here last night? Any pleasant news for us?
Arnav: Shaadi kiski thi? Yours right? You tell me what happened?
Suraj blushed.
Suraj: I wont.!! Not until you tell me why is Khushi wearing that Sindoor?
Arnav glanced at Khushi and then his eyes were back on Suraj. He himself was unaware why Khushi didnt allow him to erase that Sindoor off which had accidently got applied on her partition?

Arnav: Why dont you guys relax ?

He forcefully made Suraj sit on the couch. Simran sat next to him.

Khushi: See.. I forgot circling the thali . I will get it right now.
Simran: Anju didnt come yet?
Arnav: She will be here in sometime.
Simran: I have asked her to get Shyam too. ( she announced)

Khushi and Arnav were both unaware of this plan.

Suraj: Yup.. He also deserves to be part of us now.. (he placed his arm around Simran who was sitting next to him. They both smiled at each other)
Arnav: I am glad he is been forgiven too.
Suraj: We all have moved on now. Koi shikwe geele nahi.. (No more blames and remorses between us anymore)

Arnav liked the maturity this couple showed in getting Shyam Jeejaji closer again. Khushi had nothing to say here. She always had focussed her revenge mainly on Arnav Singh Raizada . Shyam Jha was just a pawn for her too in revenging Arnav. So if she can forgive the main culprit, Shyam also needs to be forgiven.

Khushi: Okay.. I will keep for tea.
Suraj: Uhh.. If you dont mind Saaliji.. Can I help you?
Khushi (chuckled): Why? itne jaldi bore gaye meri Jeeji se? (Did you get bored from my Jeeji?)
Suraj: Saali bhi toh aadhi gharwali hoti hai.. Usse waqt dena bhi zaroori hai na? (Even your sister in law is half your wife. So I need to give some time to her as well right? )

Suraj purposely looked at Arnav to see if he was jealous because of this little healthy flirting. Arnav had no strong opinions about that. He was actually lost somewhere and Suraj got his go ahead without the need of pleading. He and Khushi walked in the kitchen. Simran realised Arnav was lost. She shook him.

Simran: Khushi didnt open her mouth. But at least you tell me whats the matter? What is brewing between you two? And why is she wearing Sindoor?

Simran's queries were genuine.

Arnav: Di.. I have a request to make.. Dont ask me or Khushi anything about this right now.. I need  to find those answers which you are looking for. Let me get those from your sister first and once that happens I will not delay to answer you. Is that okay?
Simran: Okay. (she happily smiled) ..I am sure you will get your answers very soon from her. And I am totally positive this time. Khushi is my sister. I can see her grieving for you already.

Arnav knew what she meant by that. Yes.. He too internally grieved for his wife and all this was not easy for him to get along with. Khushi and Suraj came out with the tea cups. Very soon they were joined by Shyam, Anjali , Payal and Akash. They had a wonderful time with each other.

Shyam: I am finally relieved seeing Simran so happy with you Suraj.
Suraj: (patting his arm): I will keep her always happy Shyam. Itna happy  jitna tum bhi Anjali ko nahi rakhte..(More than you can keep Anjali happy)
Shyam: Why are we comparing? ( he asked sipping his juice)
Suraj: No we are not.. I know we all love our wives equally.. AFterall thats what True love is.. It's different for all yet same.

Arnav who was also a part of this conversation was only physically  present in the group. Mentally he was in some other world. His eyes kept wandering on Khushi as she kept moving in and out of the room. She was busy and the way she portrayed herself in that Saree and SIndoor was just getting all the wrong signals in Arnav's head. He just hoped whatever he was thinking about, she doesnt disappoint him.

Half of the day passed and Suraj and SImran had to leave back home. They had promised to have lunch with the guests who were present in Suraj's house. Khushi passed a hug to her sister and then bid her bye.

Simran: Do come soon for the reception. ANd when are you going to settle yourself in Raizada house?
Khushi: Tonight.
Simran: Great.. I dont have to say this.. But I am really happy with that decision of yours. And yes.. Not to miss.. I loved this look of yours.. Keep it that way.. Always..! ( she clearly meant the look of a wife which Khushi had potrayed today.. )
Khushi: I will see you at the party. Bye.. (She hugged her again and then Simran and Suraj took a leave)

It was obvious that every one present in this house today had learnt about this Sindoor which Khushi had applied on her forehead. Though no one were raising any questions to the couple directly. They knew when the right time comes, they will be informed.

The other two couples also got ready to leave from the house.

Anjali: Chotte.. Will you be coming home to get ready for the reception?
Arnav: Di you go ahead... I will come in sometime with Khushi.
Khushi: Why in sometime? We can leave now. I am done here. ( she purposely chose to avoid being alone with him because she knew he will have many questions for her )
Arnav: ( looking at Khushi): But I am not done HERE!! ( his tone was rushed and not a normal one)
Anjali realised they both needed to be left alone.
Anjali: Okay.. Bye..

They left and Arnav shut the door. He hadnt even started asking her anything that the door bell rang again. He clenched his jaw and opened the door. There was a man with some Envelope.

Man: There is a Speed post for Khushi Gupta.
Arnav ( moving aside): Thats her. !! ( he took the envelope from the man's hand and then closed the door)

It was a letter from the court. He knew what it is and hence without making any additional comments he passed it to Khushi.

Khushi: What letter is this?
Arnav pressed his fingers on his forehead. He looked stressed.
Arnav: Our Divorce petition is filed.
Khushi ( surprised): WHAT? FILED? Who filed?
Arnav ( angrily looking at her): You forgot? You wanted to wait till Simran Di's wedding. After that, this was supposed to be our next step .
Khushi: I know.. But who asked your lawyer to file it without our concern?
Arnav (stepping angrily towards her): Kyon? is it hurting ?

Khushi was speechless. She had no words to explain what she felt right now..

Arnav: You know what Khushi? I will go mad someday.. just trying to read what you want..

Khushi looked down. She knew how difficult she was making it for him to understand. She felt responsible for all the stress that Arnav was going through within. Arnav saw she was losing her joyful mood which she had few minutes ago. He didnt wanted to spoil her mood.

Arnav: Lets go... Main tumhe aur pareshan nahi karna chahta.. (I dont want to stress you more ).. I have just promised your sister to keep you happy.. I will get the car out.. Come down..

He was about to go when Khushi held his arm and stopped him from leaving.

Khushi: You want to know what's going in my head ? ( he silently kept looking in her eyes.. ) Wait here.. ( she walked inside the kitchen and got a matchstick box.. )

Arnav was curious to see what she planned to do. She opened the letter and then lighted the match stick.. She then held the letter towards the flame. She burnt the Divorce Petition..

Khushi: Mujhe Divorce nahi chahiye Arnav..  ( I dont want the Divorce Arnav)

Arnav looked at the burnt paper which she still held in her arm. She was so much lost in him that she didnt realise the flame might burn her fingers too. Arnav pushed the burning paper away from her. He was so much relieved by that statement. At least something cleared between them. At least he came to know she doesnt want to end whatever they had between them.

Khushi ( composing herself): You should have guessed it the same time I didnt allow you to wipe my Sindoor.
Arnav: (nodding a No): I dont want to make any guesses when it comes to you.. ( he placed his palm over her cheek and drew her close).. Tum iss duniya ki sabse strong aur Ziddi ladki ho.. I hope you know that.. ( You are the most strongest and stubborn woman in this world.)
Khushi: (gulped): I was not like this earlier. Situations demanded it and I closed all the walls of my heart just to protect it from more pain.

Arnav felt that same pain within him too. He could understand what made Khushi so tough. Somewhere it was him who made her so much unaffected by the feeling of love.

Khushi: I dont know if  that "Love" insect exists in me anymore!! I am hollow inside Arnav... I dont know if I will ever overcome that.

Her eyes started tearing.. She wiped off her tears and then met his eyes again collating some strength.

Khushi: I am sure I dont want a Divorce from you Arnav.. Par tumhe pyar karne ki himmat bhi mujhme nahi hai.. !! Shayad yeh kuch din joh main tumhare saath uss ghar mein bitau.. .mujhe woh himmat de sake.. !! (But I dont have that strength to love you. Probably these few days which I will be staying with you, gives me that strength.)

Arnav was controlling a lot till now, but not after this statement.
His eyes filled with tears too.

Arnav:
 Aur agar phir bhi woh himmat tum naa zuta paayi toh? Chod dogi mujhe? (Even then it doesnt happen then? Will you leave me?)

Khushi nervously gulped . He was holding her palms in his hand. She pressed her fingers into his hands all the more. Their eye lock yet unbroke.

Khushi: Agar tum se pyar nahi kar payi toh kisi aur se bhi nahi karungi Arnav.. Yeh mera vaada hai tumse !! (If I cant love you, I can never love anyone else either. I promise you that)

A small assuring smile played on Arnav's lips. He liked that commitment she showed.

Arnav: These few days are enough for you to get that feeling for me Khushi. But my concern is something else.. (he raised )
Khushi was obediently waiting to know what that concern was.
Arnav: Do you realise.. you just burnt court papers.. Thats an offense!! ( he added but with a broad smile)

She was so serious for few seconds. Why does she play with such matters so easily? She shows no regards for the legal matters for sure. Their forged marriage itself was one big example..

Arnav: Okay relax now..I will take care of that through my lawyer.

Khushi: Dont give me so much liberty.. I will sit on your head otherwise..
Arnav: I dont doubt that.. ( he chuckled seeing her smiling too and then his eyes fell on the wall clock. ) Ohh Lord. We are going to be screwed if we dont reach home in 15 minutes . Chale!!

She noded affirmatively. Crossing the burnt ashes of the divorce petition, both left the house with a sigh of contentment.. Things were going to change between them after this. No more games. No more hide and seek. Arnav was confident that very soon Khushi will be able to confess her love for him and that day he will be marking it as the best day of his lifetime..

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Part 50

The reception of Suraj and Simran went well. All happy faces around, including Arnav and Khushi. The family were still unaware of what decision they had been taken or planning to take regarding their marriage and Arnav thought to keep it that way until Khushi officially declares her love for him. He doesnt want to rush, not with Khushi's feelings at least. It will be good if she takes her own sweet time to judge him. And she will be able to do that only when they stay together, which was again, happening from tonight.

He was holding a glass of Wine, talking to Akash when his eyes saw glimpse of Khushi who was getting down the stairs, entering the Venue. He knew she was going to change her Saree but in turn she would wear a Red Saree was totally unexpected. Upon that, the Sindoor which was slightly visible earlier was now highlighted all the more on her forehead partition.  His glass was empty but he didnt realise it. He tried sipping the liquid, without breaking his gaze from Khushi and suddenly heard Akash and Shyam laughing loudly.

Arnav: What?
Akash: Nice trick Arnav.. We want to learn it too.
Arnav was still having a confused expression on his face thinking what Akash and Shyam were laughing for.
Shyam: Saale Sahab... Glass khaali hai ( The glass is empty)

Arnav saw the glass and then placed it aside. He again looked at Khushi who was also giving him a faint smile , probably she had noticed his blunder too.

Shyam: Akash.. We should mind meeting other guests. What do you say?
Akash: Ofcourse. Chaliye.. Bye Bhai.. ( he winked and left with Shyam)
Arnav smirked at them and made his way towards Khushi who had no company yet. He was just few feet away when someone came and started talking to her. Arnav stopped. Khushi saw that but still pretended to smile at the person she was talking to and it was so clear from her expressions that she was winding up the conversation. Arnav turned aside and picked up another glass. He waited for her to finish . The man left and she was about to take a step towards Arnav when one of Suraj's cousin sister came to her and dragged her along to introduce her to some of her friends.

Khushi kept turning and looking at Arnav who was equally disturbed seeing her so busy. Even though she was in a group of 5 girls now, her eyes wandered over Arnav who was standing far away picking a third glass of drink. The frustration of not being able to communicate with her was making him drink all the more. She finally excused from the group and was going again towards him when Simran came there.

Simran: Thank God I found you. Sudha Aunty wants to gift you Khushi, come.
Khushi: Jeeji..? Abhi? I mean I am here for some time right.. I can take it later.
Simran: I cant deny her now. She is already inside.. Chalo..

Khushi looked at Arnav who blinked his eyes as if giving her a Go ahead. She sighed and then walked with her Jeeji. Almost an hour passed and Khushi could finally get rid of Sudha Aunty and her guests. The party was almost to an end. She came out to the garden area and started looking for Arnav. He wasnt seen anywhere. She stopped Akash and Payal.

Khushi: Akash. .Where is Arnav?
Akash: Bhai's gone..
Khushi was surprised.
Khushi: Gone? Where?
Akash: Home.. Where else?

Khushi almost felt a prick in her heart. How can he go home? He was supposed to drive her to Raizada house. Was he angry that she didnt give attention to him? Akash and Payal were holding their smiles seeing her so upset.

Payal: But he has a message for you..
Khushi: What message? ( she was curious to know)
Akash: The message is that.. He has asked you to call him when you are done here..
Khushi: What? Call him? Thats it..?
Payal: Haan.. Why ? You expected anything more?

Khushi felt her blood boiling. How can he do that? She moved away dialing his number. He answered it within two rings.

Arnav: Done there?
Khushi: You left? Without me?
Arnav: Where are you now? ( he didnt answer her question)
Khushi: Where you left me.. ( she angrily replied)
Arnav: I never left you..
Khushi: Really.. Then why are you at home? You should have been here..
Arnav: (smirking): I forsee a lot of expectations coming.!

Khushi felt like strangling someone.. She felt so much frustrated that he left her in the party just like that.

Arnav: Okay.. Get outside the venue. I have my Driver and Car waiting for you.
Khushi: Why this favour now? I could have taken a cab.. Or the best solution, I would go back to that same apartment and spend the night alone.
Arnav: Sshhh.. Just do what I say.. Go out and take my Car.
Khushi angrily disconnected the call and walked out.

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After a drive of 20 minutes, Khushi had reached Raizada Mansion. She got down the car as the Driver opened the door for her. She was still in that Red Saree and totally feeling out of place. And that was only because Arnav was not accompanying her. Since when did her life start getting dependent on him so much? She stepped towards the entrance door of the house. It was open but very dark inside. She was about to step in when she heard his voice from inside.. "STOP"

Khushi took back her feet and stopped where she was, outside the entrance door. She then saw the shadow of Arnav who was advancing towards her. Was he alone home? Probably yes. All others were in the party still. He came and stood right before her. His eyes never leaving hers.
Khushi felt an unusual spark in his eyes, and her body tickled the same way it did the other night which they spent in her apartment alone. Without any approval from her, he picked her in arms. Khushi was speechless. She clutched his shirt to cling onto him.

Khushi: Arnav? yehh??
Arnav: (interrupted): This is the first time you are entering this house with full commitment.. I just want to make it special for you..

Okay!! THat was fine.. But why did she feel butterflies in her stomach? She clutched his shirt tight. Arnav stepped inside with Khushi in his arms.

Arnav: In every walks of life, good or bad, I am always going to carry you away from all troubles.

His serious promise caught her breathe for sure. She kept looking in his eyes as he kept walking to the stairs. If someone had told her she would be in Arnav Singh Raizada's arms like this some day, she would have killed that person for even thinking so. But today.. everything felt so much right and needed.

Arnav (climbing the stairs): Every heights of success that I may acheive, you will be always by my side like my Shadow.

She could feel lump of tears forming in her throat.. Why was he doing this? She had no expectations at all from him.. She just wanted to give their marriage a chance. But looked like he was totally prepared to make it work.

Arnav had reached his bedroom by now and he pushed the door closed once they were in. Khushi was highly surprised seeing the candles glowing in the room and on the bed, there was "WELCOME" written with Rose petals.. He had still not placed her down. What did all of this mean?

Arnav (smirking): Dont worry.. Until you are convinced of our relationship, I am not going to end up showing my rights on you.

Khushi gulped. She was still looking in his eyes.

Khushi : Then why have you got me in this room? ( she was hardly audible)
Arnav placed her carefully on the bed and then kneeled down at her feet.
Arnav: This room.. this bed.. and me.. everything belongs to you. I want you to stay here, I will move my stuff in the guest room.

Khushi couldnt believe this..

Khushi: Is this a trick ? So that I stop you from shifting to the other room and we both end up together here?
Arnav: (taking a deep breath): Iraada kuch aisa hi tha..(I wished this would happen) But I am a very decent guy now.. I know my limitations..
Khushi smiled.. This man had the aura to take away her breathe for some time.. Was he this CUTE always ?How could she miss it earlier?

Khushi: I had never even imagined that the person whom I hated the most, I will end up liking him so heartily some day.
Arnav: I am honored you at least have started thinking about me.. And keep it that way.. Because the more you stay with me.. the more rapidly you will fall for me.. ( he stated with pride)

Khushi blushed and pushed him away.

Khushi: It can take years for that to happen. Are you ready to wait?
Arnav: (getting up ):Even if it's births, I will wait !!

Khushi was speechless. The lights turned On and she was highly surprised to see that the room was really decorated well.

Khushi: So thats why you came early from the party?
Arnav: It's really not my creation. You think after 3 pegs I can handle myself to do all this? I had ordered HP to do it..

That was some honest response she thought.

Khushi: Arnav.. but.. I cant stay here.. I mean not in this room.. It's yours and most importantly, you know we arent really married. Not by rituals at least.. ( she looked down remembering her own mistake of getting into a forged marriage)
Arnav pulled her chin up and met her eyes.

Arnav: The first thing I am going to do after you confess your love for me , is marrying you with all the rituals. Stop thinking orthodox like Di and make yourself comfortable here. Understood BIWI? ?( he called her by this name after a real long time)

It got a smile on her lips for sure and this time a broader one.

Khushi: I can already feel my life changing.. For good. ( she added)

The next thing she did was to hug Arnav Singh Raizada tight.. There was nothing less she can think of right now than embracing him with full warmth... He took her with the same feeling and they stayed that way for few minutes.

Arnav ( still hugging her): When you hadnt entered my life , I felt something missing always. I might have won my property back, the happiness and luxury back for my family, but it never could make me feel complete. I always had that guilt in me for playing so aweful with a woman's emotions. Someday I even thought to check on Simran Di and see if she had moved on or not. But I never got that courage to look behind the remains of my own deeds. I was battling myself from within and I knew I cant win. Then you came and I got a reason to fight with someone who was equally challenging like me. Situations started getting clearer when I saw where and in what condition Simran Di is. That was my first step towards redemption Khushi. A lot changed after that within me and even though Simran Di forgave me and moved on, that hollowness was still residing in me. It's hard to raise in your own eyes sometimes after commiting a sin like this..

He paused for some seconds. She looked up to meet his eyes, and their embrace was still intact.

Arnav: If you hadnt decided to come back in my life today, I would have still lived but that hollowness would kill me totally from within.

He kissed her on her forehead. She closed her eyes momentarily and then opened immediately after she lost his lip's contact .

Arnav: Thanks for giving me a reason to live for someone Khushi..
Khushi was totally emotional by his confession. All this time she thought it was only she who needed healing, but he too was not different than her. If she had been fighting with the world to get her Sister's life back with dignity, he too was fighting his own demons inside. Today she had no doubts about him anymore..

Khushi: Aaj.. un saari baaton ka matlab samajh mein aa gaya Arnav.. (Today... I have got the answers for all my doubts Arnav)
Arnav: Except one.. ( he added)
Khushi was little taken back. What was it that he still didnt an answer about..

Arnav held the end of her Red saree pallu and brough it before her eyes.

Arnav: Why did you chose to wear a Red Saree today? ( she never thought he would ask it so directly)..  If you hadnt clarified to me about needing more time, I would have concluded you wanted to wipe off all distances between us..It's quite a Turn On for me .. ( his husky voice and his flirty talks were creating the right impact on her to give in but  she wasnt that weak too. When she sets her mind , she sets it really hard)

Khushi realised she was in his arms still. She pushed him slightly away.

Khushi: You want me to stay in this room then dont tease me again on that. I have had enough already.
Arnav smirked. He could see her cheeks turned crimson red already. It was too much for her to handle for sure.
Arnav: You get settled here. I will see you in sometime.

He touched her cheek lovingly and then left the room . She kept smiling for some time, trying to get accustomed to this henceforth and then sat on the bed picking the rose petals from it. The feeling was totally new for her and if he keeps pampering her like this, it wont be too long until she actually gives her heart to him forever.

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Part 51

Anjali was the first one to question where is Khushi and why did Arnav not informed them that he had left with Khushi early from the party.

Arnav: Di will you allow me to explain?
Anjali stopped questioning.

Arnav: Okay.. ( he held her arms ).. Khushi is here. In my room. She will be staying there "ALONE" ( he specified) until we sort few more things between us.. I have shifted to Guest room.
Nani and Anjali looked at each other and then back to Arnav.

Arnav: I wanted her to stay in my room. Not elsewhere. I hope it should not be a problem.

Anjali nodded whereas Nani had something else to add too.

Nani: But Chotte.. There must be something decided between you two about the future. Give us some clue at least or else we might pass out of curiosity.
Arnav: Nani.. All looks good between me and her now. It's just that she needs time to mend her feelings. And I want to give her that.
Anjali: This is perfectly okay Chotte. We are satisfied even with her presence in this house. I am sure this little stay together will be for life long..
Nani: But amidst all this we shouldnt forget that their marriage was not proper Anjali Bitiya..
Arnav: We will have that too once all sorts out.
Anjali chuckled.
Anjali: Looks like my brother has taken care of everything then.. I am so happy for you Chotte ( she quickly hugged him )
Akash: Waise Bhai.. What about the preperations? You left early to surprise her right?
Arnav had a small smile on his lips. He had never been so open towards his actions, especially for any woman.

Arnav: I managed.. !! Now will you all stop questioning me and get back to your rooms. All are tired and we need some sleep..

Everyone did disperse in their respective rooms except Anjali and Arnav.

Anjali: Chotte.. I also wanted to tell you something..
Arnav: Haan Di.. Boliye.. ( tell)
Anjali: You might be knowing me and Shyam were undergoing some sessions at a marriage counselor. 
Arnav gulped. Yes he knew that and he hoped whatever his Di was about to tell him was not serious.
Arnav: Yes.. Jeejaji had told me that.
Anjali: We have stopped that now.. It's not needed anymore. I have decided what I want..

Arnav totally became serious.

Anjali: Shyam is a part of my life, he always was since I loved him. I might live without him but only when he is happy at the other end. ( she paused for a brief time).. And I know what he has been going through since we distanced. I want to forgive him completely and give our marriage a chance.

Arnav smiled happily.

Arnav: Di you took my breathe away for few seconds. ( he held her hands and kissed her wrist) I am happy if you can do that. Jeejaji was never at fault, I was. And if a cruel man like me can be forgiven, then he too deserves a chance .. I am happy that you are not ending your beautiful marriage.
Anjali smiled with total joy.

Anjali: But that also means something else..
Arnav : Now what?
Anjali: I will shift to his home. Enough of staying at my Mayka now..

No.. This was not what he expected. His expressions changed.

Arnav: Di.. but initially also you both stayed with us.. We had decided that long back, didnt we? ( he paused) Okay.. Hold on.. Is it because now Khushi is staying here and Jeejaji will be uncomfortable ?
Anjali: No chotte.. It's not what you thinking. It is mine and Shyam's decision together. Dont you think we both also need some privacy to get our marriage back on track? ( she asked teasingly)
Arnav was still very serious.

Arnav: Di.. Take your time .. Take as much as privacy you both want. But after that just come back here. Stay with us because we are all a family.
Anjali: Chotte..We have taken that decision. Please dont make us change it. Please..
Arnav was disheartened.. He had always made his Di stay under the same roof . He was incomplete without her and Shyam in this house.

Anjali (touched Arnav's cheeks): And we will just be few kms away. We will come here when you want and you all can come to our home anytime too. What's so bad in that? 
Arnav was still not okay.
Anjali: You have always guarded your sister, protected her from all the harms. Now give that burden to your Jeejaji for some time.
Arnav: ( cutting her words): You are never a burden for me DI.. Dont say that again..
Anjali smiled and kissed his forehead.
Anjali:  I wont. But are we done on this topic now? Tomorrow Shyam is coming to take me. Dont make me more nervous while leaving with him.
Arnav: Is everyone else aware?
Anjali: I told Nani .. She has informed others. I am sorry without letting you know I decided all of this. I knew you wont agree so easily. So I kept this convincing you part last..   

Arnav frowned but he was understanding and respecting his Di and Jeejaji's decision.

Anjali: Start your life with Khushi too.. I am sure she wont take longer to confess her feelings for you. We are eager to get you both ritually married.

Arnav had nothing to comment over it right now. He was already unhappy that his Di would be leaving this house the next day.. He hugged her tight and stayed like that until he could ease off his nervousness.

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Next Morning

Khushi opened her eyes gently. She had got the best sleep last night. For years she hadnt slept so well. It looked like she was finally coming back to her normal sense. She was still lying on the bed but she scanned around in the room. The light from the french doors had illuminated this place already. She cuddled the pillow looking at the Photo frame of Arnav with his Di which was placed at the side table. Arnav looked very boyish in that as compared to the strong manly features he had now. This picture might have been clicked when he was 20 -21. That explains why he looked so skinny. He had eventually built up his personality and features in the past few years and today was the best looking man according to her. So what if she didnt openly say that to him, she obviously feels attracted to this man now. She closed her eyes again remembering how he picked her in arms last night and got her in the room. The promises he kept taking in between their walk still tickled her senses. Even the seven vows to be taken during the Pheras cant beat that. Love had changed this man completely. She bit her lower lip hiding her face in the cushions. What the hell was wrong with her? Why was she blushing? This is what Arnav wanted probably. He wanted her to go through all these emotions every day and night and thats why he made her stay in his bedroom, where every touch was his. She suddenly heard the knock and she woke up from the bed neating her Red Saree. She opened the door only to find the man she was thinking about, right before her.

She tried holding her smile but he was too intelligent to catch that.

Arnav: Were thinking about me?

She looked elsewhere and nodded a clear NO..
Arnav: Kam se kaam aankh milake toh baat karo.. (At least meet my eyes when you talk)
Khushi: ( meeting his eyes): Good morning.. What are you doing here at this hour? ( she tried to deviate her attention and he realised that too)

Thats when HP came with a tray of two coffee cups. Arnav took it from HP and then asked him to leave.

Arnav: I thought we might like to have coffee together.

The idea was nice. She moved aside giving him space to get inside the room. She closed the door after they settled in.

Arnav (passing her the coffee mug): You slept in that? ( he pointed to her Red Saree)

She had no reply.. He moved to her and her breathes became unsteady..He noticed that too and the smirk was back on his lips.

Arnav: You dont seem okay..
Khushi: (sipping the coffee once): I am perfectly alright.. Dont keep cornering me like this, I lose my words otherwise.

She was being honest. He said a weak "Okay" and then sat on the recliner. He saw the photo frame on the bed which she had probably picked up to admire.

Arnav: Got a good sleep?
She sat on the bed.
Khushi: Yes . you ?
Arnav: Not that pleasant. Di is going to stay with Jeejaji now. He will be taking her today.
Khushi was equally surprised to know this.
Khushi: They can stay here like earlier. Is it because of me..
Arnav: (interrupted): No. Dont blame yourself unnecessarily. It's their decision. I tried to convince but Di wants this.
Khushi saw the little upset expressions on Arnav's face. She came to him and sat next on the Recliner.

Khushi: Look at the brighter side. If they stay alone, it might bloom their relationship again. Thats what we want, right?

Arnav was not really ready to accept that fact though. She saw his mood was turning off and that made her feel bad too. She kept the coffee mug aside and wrapped her arms around him to hug. He leaned his head at the crook of her neck. They stayed that way.. for almost few minutes. No words exchanged. His grip on her back tightened everytime she caressed his head. She could hear his breaths in her ears. He slowly withdrew himself from the hug and met her eyes.

Arnav: Tha
Khushi: (interrupted): Dont thank me. You had promised to heal my pain. Same applies to me too.

Arnav smiled and picked her mug again and handed it to her.

Arnav:Finish this. I have some calls to make. When are you resuming back your office?
Khushi: Tomorrow.
Arnav: Okay. I will work today from home then. Will give you company.. !! ( he smiled lovingly and then made his way out of the room)

Khushi kept smiling while finishing her coffee. She felt a lot better when she was able to give him some strength. Till today he was been doing that for her wonderfully, it was her turn now.

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Payal and Khushi took the lead of making the entire Lunch for the family. Shyam was invited for lunch today after which he would take Anjali along.


Payal: It's so pleasant to have you back in this house Khushi. I always missed you. But obviously, less than Arnav.
Khushi gave her a quick glance and kept cooking.
Payal: Waise ek baat poochu? It must be hard to resist Arnav, right? ( Khushi looked at her again) I mean.. He is such a lovely husband these days. Remember how much you tortured him earlier? By that mosquito coil and god knows what not. !! (she chuckled)
Khushi: They should have been my bitter memories. But he has changed it all to good now. I never thought I will fall for that man's charms Payal.. It feels so right sometimes but then something stops me..
Payal: Its your fear Khushi. All these days you hated him and now that your heart is changing its feelings for Arnav, you fear if it is totally right to submit to these feelings or not.

Payal had so easily caught the problem Khushi was having all this time in accepting Arnav wholeheartedly.

Payal: Look at the brighter side Khushi. He snatched your world earlier, but he is giving you a whole universe now to live in. Dont let his efforts go in vain. I myself hated him so much for what he did with you and Simran Di. But now, seeing his other side , I realised that you cannot blame a single person for what happened in past. There were a lot of reasons why he did all that. Likewise I think you also have a lot many reasons now to move on.. Dont you?

Khushi ( nodded): I am trying ( she smiled ).. Looking at the speed he is winning my heart these days, I dont think I will be able to hold back my feelings for him.
Payal: Aww.. I am so glad about that.. Now everything is going to right.. No more tears.. Just happiness.. ( she chuckled and both of the bahu's of this house continued preparing the lunch)

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Part 52

Lunch was served on the table where the family was all seated. Arnav was very much disturbed at the moment and Khushi was totally understanding why. She served Nani and few others while Payal served Shyam, Anjali and the rest of the family members. Khushi then made her way to the seat next to Arnav. He wasnt really eating yet, just breaking the Roti into pieces. She saw that and gently placed her palm on his leg to get his attention. He saw her hand on her leg and then turned at her.

Khushi ( whispered): That wont stop Di from going.. Haste haste vida kijiye Di ko.. Unhe accha lagega.. ( Smile while you bid bye to Di. She will feel good)

She was right. Her words gave him some strength. He smiled weakly. Both kept looking at each other for few more seconds. Akash cleared his throat to get their attention.

Akash: Di.. Aap ab aapke Chotte ki chinta karna bund kar dijiye.. He has got better people to look after him now.. Kyon Bhai?? ( Di.. Now you stop worrying for your Chotte. He has got better people to look after him. Isnt it Bhai?)

Anjali smiled seeing at Arnav and Khushi.

Anjali: But Akash.. You will have to give me each and every update of here.. You know which ones I mean.. ( She teasingly looked at the couple again)
Khushi remained shied and concentrated on the food whereas Arnav finally was able to cheer up his mood .

Arnav: Di you wont get any updates until you keep coming here frequently.
Anjali: I will Chotte.. You think I can stay there without seeing you all?
Shyam: Rani Saheba.. They all are behaving as if you are been sent to some boarding school now.
Arnav: Jeejaji.. That applies to you too. We want you BOTH to be close to us..
Shyam: We are just one call away and may be some 3 Kms away. How long do you think it will take us to come here?
Nani: Daamadji.. What about your Out of city work ? Can Anjali bitiya come here and stay with us atleast those days?
Shyam: Why not? She can come anytime.
Anjali: Chotte.. You not eating anything yet..
Khushi immediately served some Sabji to Arnav though he made a face not wanting to eat it.

Khushi: Khaana padega..( You will have to eat).. I didnt make it so that you make such faces.

She was totally taking the lead today.

Arnav: You made it?
Khushi: Me and Payal.. You will like it. I have cooked it exactly as you like.
Arnav still had questions how could she know what type of cooking he likes. She read his mind.
Khushi: I had done this research on you, remember ? Before coming here as your wife? This was one of that.
Arnav smiled putting a morsel in his mouth. He savoured the taste. She indeed was a great cook. Everyone sitting there did appreciate the cooking. Khushi was already feeling a part of this family again.

The time passed on real quick. It was the moment when Anjali was leaving to her Sasuraal. Akash guided HP to load all her bags in the car. Anjali hugged Arnav and then cupped his face.

Anjali: DOnt be upset.. I will call up Khushi and keep asking about you. Remember, I too wont be able to smile there if you dont smile here.
Arnav: I will be fine.. You dont keep doing much work there. Take  some assistance. There is no one to see after you once Jeejaji goes to Court.
Anjali (Chuckled): I promise not to take much load of work at home. Happy? Now smile.. ( she tried spreading Arnav's lips to make him smile)
Khushi came there.

Khushi: Di.. Your purse.. ( she handed Anjali's purse to her )
Anjali: ( wiping the corner of her eyes and then smiling at them): Chotte ka khayal rakhna.. Aur apna bhi..

Arnav and Khushi quickly glanced at each other. They both then made Anjali sit in the car. Shyam hugged Arnav and then smiled at Khushi. she smiled back weakly. She wasnt hating Shyam anymore but she needed time to mend with him completely. The car finally left the vicinity.

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Khushi tossed in Arnav's bed hoping to get some sleep. But the conversation and advises from Payal were just keeping her mind busy. Payal was right. Arnav had already won her heart then what was she waiting for? Her dreams were already invaded by Arnav. She got down the be, wore her slippers and came out of the room. This might be the best room in this entire house but she couldnt get sleep here and this was all thanks to Arnav and his touch in that room. She saw the guest room door open. For a second she thought of checking inside but then it was 01:00 am, it wont look good. She tried walking past that room but couldnt. The urge to see what he was doing didnt let her move away from there. She finally decided to enter. She walked in slowly in the room just to ensure she doesnt make any sound which might disturb him. But to her surprise, Arnav was not in the bedroom. Where had he gone? She came out of the room and started searching him down. Not finding him there either, she came out of the house, at the lawn. She found him swimming in the pool at the backside of the House. She froze. She hadnt realised Arnav Singh Raizada looks so captivating when he swims. She tried diverting her gaze but failed miserably. She kept herself glued to the lawn where she was standing, just to ensure he doesnt notice her. She had no intentions of disturbing him or letting him know she was liking what she saw. But her legs failed her attempts of remaining rooted to that place. She started walking towards the pool and in the next few seconds Arnav caught her presence. He was amazed to see her here at this hour. He reached the edge of the pool and looked at her. Water was dripping from his hair on his face as he placed his arms on the cool slab at the pool exterior.

Arnav: Didnt sleep yet? Kal Office nahi jaana hai kya? ( Dont wish to go to work tomorrow?)

Khushi came out of her stance and tried finding some answers to his questions.

Khushi: Same applies to you. What are you doing here at this hour?
Arnav swimmed towards the railing to come out of the pool. She caught her breathe as he came out and she turned around just to avoid seeing him in so less clothes. Infact just in his swimming shorts. Arnav realised that and wiping quickly his chest he wore a Robe.

Arnav: You can turn back now..
Khushi felt little uneasy to meet his eyes though she did turn back to him now.
Arnav: I was not getting sleep.. And this is what I do when I dont get sleep till late night. I Swim..
Khushi: Must be a new habit then.. Because when I stayed here earlier, you never did.
Arnav: Hmm.. It started when I returned back to India from Sydney.

They both started walking back towards the house.

Arnav: I know talking about it doesnt matter now, but I still want you to know I have really repented each and every action of mine, after knowing Simran Di was in Coma. I had returned to India, but my soul was somewhere missing. Bad dreams, nightmares kept spoiling my sleep and this is what I did to relax myself and think of someway by which I could set things right again.

Khushi gently held his hand and entwined her fingers in his while walking. It was some sort of comfort she tried giving him again and he appreciated it. After a few minutes walk, they reached the lobby of the house. Their room doors still open and waiting for them to get inside. This little time they spent was enough for Arnav to come out of his temporary grief. She was about to say him a good night when he gently pushed her to the wall behind and pinned her there in between his arms. She was startled.

Arnav: So you were stalking me? Tum mujhe miss kar rahi thi.. Intna miss ki tum mujhe pure ghar mein dhoond rahi thi.. Hai naa? ( You were missing me.. So much that you kept looking for me in the entire house at such odd hours)

Khushi kept her gaze low. He pulled her chin up to meet his eyes.

Arnav: I saw you admiring me swimming..
Khushi's eyes widened. He saw her? Ohh Lord. That wasnt good. But why was she so nervous? She has to face this side of teasing Arnav now.
Khushi: Without admiring you, how will I decide if I should love you or not?
He liked her witty response. He moved a bit closer to her. She had no space to move anywhere now.
Arnav: Toh? Kya decide kiya? (So ? What did you decide?)
Khushi: I need some more time.. ( she definately was lieing)
Arnav: So that means I will have to flaunt myself in lesser clothes for little longer?

His talks were getting out of her control now. She had never encountered any such man in her life who came this close to her. She was breathless but didnt reveal it to him. She kept a very good control on her expressions.

Khushi: ( wiping the water droplets that had dripped on his cheeks from his wet hair): Think about that later. First wipe yourself.. You will get cold otherwise.

Genius.. She was trying to avoid this conversation after getting him so close of losing his own control. No.. He wont let that happen. He held her hand and dragged her to the guest room. She shivered. What was he intending to do? He got her inside the room and made her hold a towel.

Arnav: Wipe my head ( he commanded in his husky tone)
Khushi's jaw dropped.
Arnav: DI asked you to take care of me right? Then do it.

He sat on the bed edge as she kept holding the towel in her hand

Khushi: Is this some kind of trick to change my mind soon?
Arnav: Is it changing?
Khushi hold her smile. It was enough for Arnav to know her response was "Yes". He held her hand and brought her closer again. she was still standing.
Arnav: I want that change rapid.. Itna intazaar, itna suspense ab bardaasht nahi hota.. ( So much wait and suspense now is unbearable)

Khushi had already lost in his complaints. She started wiping his head.

Arnav: Its like my favourite toy is just next to me and I cant even hold it properly. ( he added making her stomach churn all the more)
Khushi: Stop talking.
Arnav shut his mouth after that. Today's dose of love to her was enough. Had there been a Love meter installed in her wherein he could see how much percentage love she had grown for him in her heart, it would have blasted by now. He kept enjoying this little moment until she again bid him a good night and walked in the room to sleep, leaving him all alone, yearning for her again.

The next morning, Khushi was all set to join her office again. She chose to wake up early, though the sleep wasnt enough, and prepared breakfast for everyone. They were all at the dinning table now, except Arnav.

Nani: Khushi .. You have to go to work today, why did you strain yourself to make all this?

Khushi: Thats fine Nani. The day I really get late, I might not make it.
Maami: Where is Arnav by the way? He isnt late today?
Khushi: He wont have got up yet I suppose.
Akash: How is that possible? He is always the first one to get up in the house.
Khushi: But he was awake till 02:30 last night. This had to happen.. (she was about to bite the sandwich when she realised all pair of eyes were on her)

Payal ( in a teasing way): How did you know he was awake so late?
Khushi (stammering..): Uh.. I had come down to fill water in my jug... Thats when I saw him..

Everyone started laughing seeing her caught in her own talks.

Payal; Ohh God Khushi.. You dont need to be afraid. Its fine if you guys have decided to see each other at late night..
Khushi felt totally shy but she gestured Payal to stop teasing her and continued eating. Thats when Arnav came down wishing a good morning to everyone. He chose to sit next to Khushi and then smiled at her.

Arnav: You forgot this in my room last night,.( he handed her the phone)

Khushi's jaw dropped whereas all others tried holding their blushes..

Khushi: I.. ( she snatched the phone from him widening her eyes)

Why did he say that aloud? What will they think about all this?
Khushi: I should leave..
Arnav (holding her hand): How you going?
Khushi: I will take a cab, The office is not far from this house.
Nani: Arnav.. ask the driver to drop her.
Khushi: No Nani I am fine..
Arnav: Main chod dunga.. come. ( I will drop you.. Come)

He got up.

Khushi: Arnav... Its not necessary. You are already tired..
Arnav: Itna bhi tired nahi hoon ki apni biwi ko drop na kar saku.. I am out.. come soon..

He probably hadnt realised it that he called her "BIWI" again.. It's like he never stopped considering his wife, doesnt matter if they were married properly or not. Khushi saw the glowing faces of the family..

Khushi: Bye..

Everyone said a Bye to her and she hurried behind Arnav. They reached his car and he opened the door for her. She punched his chest gently.

Arnav: Oww.. What the
Khushi: Keep your what the in your mouth.. What was all that inside? You gave a hint to everyone that I was in your room last night..
Arnav: So?
Khushi: So? I was so uncomfortable to meet their eyes again..
Arnav sighed and pulled her gently from her waist towards him.
Arnav: You can end it all.. Just say a YES.. All this will be legal then.. You wont be further uncomfortable to meet their eyes..
Khushi: Blackmailing me?
Arnav pressed his lips and nodded a yes.
Arnav: What are you doing today evening?
Khushi: Coming back home. What else?
Arnav: Dont.. I have some other plans. Will pick you by 6:00 from your office.
Khushi: Why?
Arnav made her sit inside the car.

Arnav: Stop asking questions and rely on me.. You wont be dissappointed, thats for sure.

Of course she trusted his words. She was already wearing her thinking caps to guess what the evening would be like?

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Part 53

Khushi was looking at the clock frequently. It was still 04:00pm and the office would leave at 05:00. One more hour to go.. She checked her phone to see if Arnav had messaged. !! NO luck. This suspense was killing her. Where would he take her today? There were butterflies in her stomach already. She hadnt been on any date before, and considering the present situation, Arnav's behaviour and talks were out of her control. She had no complains though. She was enjoying this phase of their new relationship. She glued her eyes back on the screen of her computer and tried working.

Arnav was finishing his last conference today and his Client suggested him to have Dinner with them. Arnav had never denied such informal meetings with his clients before as he always believed in building healthy tie-ups with them but today he had to turn them down..

Arnav: Not today Sharmaji.. I have some other plans.
Sharma: Cant those be postponed?
Arnav: (smiled heartily): Taking my wife out tonight. And you know how hard it gets to cancel such plans at the end moment.
Sharma laughed.
Sharma: In that case Mr Raizada, I wont force you. I have myself experienced what happens with last moment cancellations. You will get a cold shoulder for at least a week from them.

Arnav was delighted that his client understood the seriousness of the situation. He thanked him and then winding up the other work quickly left to pick Khushi up.

He opened the car door for her. She stopped there without getting inside.

Khushi: I am not getting in until you tell me where we are going. I dont like surprises.
Arnav: Then start liking them Khushi ( he insisted )
Khushi: You cant force me LIKE something.. ( she re    torted)
Arnav shut the car door again and leaned against it.
Arnav: I want your TIME Khushi. So that I know you better and vice versa. I think its important for you, so that you can help decide about us!!

The way he explained all this with patience increased her heart beats for sure.

Khushi: That means you are clear about us?
Arnav: Totally ( he replied smiling and taking a step towards her. )

He clutched her shoulders and gave them a gentle squeeze.

Arnav: I want you in my life as my partner.
Khushi: Why? Is it deliberately?
Arnav: I didnt get you  ( he kind of became serious again)
Khushi: Is it because of guilt that you think I should remain as your life partner?

Arnav was astounded.

Arnav: They both are different topics Khushi. My guilt over the entire fiasco is on one side and my feelings for you on the other. Dont collate them.
Khushi: Why shouldnt I collate them Arnav? (her tone went high too).. Thats the first impression any woman in my place would feel.
Arnav was holding his anger, he hadnt expected this evening to be so pitiful.
Arnav: Guess what? ( he took a deep breathe) Lets just get back home. I am done with this argument.
Khushi's eyes became moist by his sudden change in plans.
Arnav: I dont know about you, but I was desperately looking forward for this evening. I should have waited!! Until all your remaining suspicions about me clears off.

He opened the car door for her again and this time she didnt delay in getting in. She sat in and he took his seat too within no time.

When they reached back home, Nani was the first person to realise they came together. She stopped by them.

Nani: CHotte? Good you picked up Khushi. It's nice to see you both together like this..
Arnav: (stern expressions): Excuse me Nani.. I am little tired. Will you send some coffee in my room. ?
Nani: ( realising something was wrong): Haan. I will.

He hurried to the steps while Khushi and Nani kept staring at him for a while.

Nani: Did anything happen? Why is his mood off?

Khushi didnt say anything.

Nani: Leave it. He will be okay in some time. You get freshen up . I will send your coffee too.

Khushi passed her a weak smile and headed for her room.

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Khushi was pacing at the poolside thinking about what happened while he came to pick her up today. She really spoiled the evening. Did she ask the wrong question at the wrong time? She should have spent time with him to get her answers, not shoot the questions directly on his face, like she did today. He had been waiting for this evening and so had she, but everything got ruined. But it was her right to know what he actually feels for her and she was not wrong in doing that. Before taking any decision she needs to be clear about him in her own mind.

She decided to see him right now and clear this out. There was no point in waiting and arguing with herself. As usual he was not in his bedroom. She knew where he might be. At the swimming pool. She came down and reached the king pool. He was there but not swimming. Instead he was working on his laptop , sitting on a Recliner next to the pool.

He heard her footsteps and when he raised his head, she was standing before him.

Arnav: Kuch kaam tha? ( You had any work with me?)
Khushi: I came here to tell you that , it wasnt only you who eagerly waited for the evening. I too was desperate about spending time with you Arnav.
Arnav: Didnt look so. !! You were desperate in judging me.. LIKE ALWAYS!!

Khushi was again losing her calm.

Khushi: Getting my mind clear from suspicions means nothing to you?

Arnav got up.
Arnav: No.. !!

What the hell!! Why did he say that, she was more pissed off.

Khushi: Every relationship has a reasoning behind it.. Kya yeh bhi aap ke liye koi matlab nahi hai? (Even this doesnt matter to you?)
Arnav: Nahi!!
Khushi gulped her anger still yelled back.
Khushi: If clearing my doubts doesnt mean anything to you.. reasoning the base of our relationship doesnt mean anything to you.. Toh phir kiss cheez se matlab hai Arnav?

Arnav clutched her arms and pulled her close to him, yelling at her in anger.

Arnav: That I love you dammit!!

His voice echoed everywhere, he was so loud. His sound waves had created enough ripples in her heart as she tried analysing what he just said.. Time froze for both of them for a while. He kept meeting her eyes and then left her with a shudder. He walked away from her in no time and she stood there, holding that smile of happiness and contentment on her face as if she doesnt wish to waste it, not when he wasnt watching her.

That night was the longest one for Khushi and also Arnav, if only he would accept that. He had controlled all this while and shown extreme patience towards handling the confusions of Khushi since the time she had returned back in his life. He was handling so many things for her and she cant even understand that it was never the guilt which got him so close to her, but his genuine growing feelings? It might look a very silly topic to fight over but it was high time he makes her understand that he wont be taking forward his LOVE for her on the wheels of his GUILT trip. He wanted a fresh start.. With her.. Only her.!! And until she feels the same, he wont be putting his efforts in convincing her to like him or feel the same.

That long night and the confessions from Arnav on those 3 magic words were enough for Khushi to know what she wanted. All her insecurities, suspicions and fear had gone out of her mind and she was openly embracing this new bubbling mutual feeling between them called "Love".

The next day Arnav was busy attending his meeting at work. He was finalising a very important deal and to crack it he was himself giving a presentation, not wanting to skip even the minute details of this Project. He was half way through the presentation when he saw Khushi  outside, talking to Aman and glancing in the Conference room from there , as if to see him. She wore a simple Orange Chudidar and it was needless to say she was looking beautiful. Arnav's sudden pause during the presentation made the people wonder what was he so keenly looking at? Mr Sharma was the lead from the client end. He looked out in the direction where Arnav was gazing and then a smile crept his lips
.

Sharma: Mr Raizada.. Why dont we take a break for 10 minutes?

Arnav came back to his senses.

Arnav: Not necessary to me, unless you need one.
Sharma: I do.!! ( he wanted to give the couple some time)

Mr Sharma had known Arnav through Suraj Bhatia and obviously he was also present in Suraj-Simran's wedding which is how he knew the woman standing out was Arnav's wife. Everyone dispersed from the room for a short break.

Sharma ( patting Arnav's shoulder): It's hard to concentrate when the wife is around, isnt it?
Arnav: Especially when she surprises you by coming into your office ( he added smiling)
Sharma laughed.
Sharma: Go and see her. I will call up my kids too just to know where they are.

Arnav walked out of the conference room and Aman got Khushi to him.

Aman: Your wife, ASR!! ( he teased)
Arnav and Khushi's eyes met.
Arnav: Thanks for reminding me Aman ( he gave a similar response)
Aman left.
Arnav: What are you doing here? No work?
Khushi: I had. But I finished it early because.. ( she looked down)
Arnav: Because?
Khushi: Can you take me out? After you finish of course.

It took her some courage to ask that directly.

Arnav: Where out?
Khushi: Simran Di's house. I havnt met her since the Pag Phera
Arnav nodded. He too hadnt met Simran Di.
Arnav: I will take an hour to finish. Can you wait?
Khushi: I can wait.
Arnav gestured AMan to come back to them. He came running.
Arnav: Get her seated in my Cabin and serve some coffee/sandwiches.
Aman: I will.

Arnav gave her a quick stare and then returned to the Conference. Aman showed her Arnav's cabin and then he left to get some coffee for her. Meanwhile Khushi scanned his cabin and tried getting familiarised with it. She saw a photo frame on his desk. SHe picked it up. It was a picture of Anjali, Simran and Khushi together which was clicked some day in a Coffee shop where they met regularly. They had named it "3 Angels" and the same was printed at the bottom of the frame in nice font. So this is how why she keeps getting hiccups whenever he is at work. He keeps oogling her picture whenever he is here. She kept the frame back on desk. She saw his Coat hanging at the back of his chair. She touched it lovingly and then something striked in her mind. She took it out and wore it, placing her Duppatta aside. She looked at the transparent glass window wherein she could see her blurred image and started acting like him.

Khushi: Hi.. This is Arnav Singh Raizada ( she enacted him and chuckled)

It felt so powerful wearing his coat. And this name.. especially his full name can give goosebumps to anyone.

Khushi: I am done with this argument Khushi ( she enacted again and giggled)

Suddenly she felt a gust of wind blowing and she felt his presence in the room. She saw his shadow in the glass pane and immediately turned around. Arnav Singh Raizada was standing at the door, hands folded on his chest , watching her antics with a smirk on his face. She became all red suddenly as blood gushed on her face. He stepped towards her and she froze. She was getting attracted to him like a magnet.  Without breaking their gaze, he moved his hand to remove his Coat from her shoulders.  She shut her eyes tight. Though he was just taking off the coat that she was wearing ,  It felt like he was mentally undressing her. She kept her eyes shut until he was done taking it off. When she opened it, she saw him wearing back that coat. She moved a step back and tried to compose herself. She was scared he could even hear her erratic heart beats. She was so affected by this one moment that she even forgot to take the Duppatta back on her neck. He did it for her after wearing his Coat. Once he was done, he picked his car keys from his desk drawer.

Arnav: Chale Khushi? ( Lets go?)

She weakly nodded and followed him out, biting her own lip for all that just happened..

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Part 54

Suraj Bhatia loved painting from his childhood. He could create masterpiece on the Canvas, anytime. After marriage, it was obvious that Simran also showed interest in his works. Suraj was painting something while Simran was busy assisting him with the color plate. More than his works, she was busy admiring her husband. He noticed that too and then used his free finger to move her chin to see the Canvas.

Suraj: The painting is here Simi..
Simran: I know that ( she said looking at his face again) You see what interests you, I am looking at what interests me. .( she replied teasefully)
Suraj raised his eyebrow hearing such a romantic sentence from his wife. He left the brush aside and pulled her close to him.
Simran: Someone was more interested in painting today.. I suppose?
Suraj: My interest has drifted now..

He was about to take her more close when they both heard someone clearing throat to get their attention. Simran and Suraj both looked at the door and saw Arnav and Khushi standing there and watching their romantic antics. Simran quickly pushed Suraj away feeling caught.

Khushi: Jeeji? Should we come in later ? ( she teasingly asked)
Simran: Shut up.. Come here.. ( she immediately rushed to hug Khushi)
Arnav and Suraj did the same.
Suraj: So? We didnt expect you both here. Not that I am complaining. Its always fun to have you both here. How is my Sister in law? ( he quickly turned to Khushi who was busy gossiping with Simran, and by the looks of the sisters, it felt like she was almost teasing Simran for what they just saw)

Khushi: I am great Jeeju.. And I am very impressed by your hidden creations.. ( she said looking at the Canvas paintings)
Simran: Khushi.. Dont praise him a lot. He gets easily carried away. And instead of devouring his wife, he is busy doing all this.!! ( Others chuckled at her complains)
Arnav was simply admiring the newly weds. It felt so blissful to see them happy. Suraj realised that he wasnt talking much. He shook Arnav.

Suraj: hey? What are you thinking so much?
Arnav: If someone had told us a year back that WE... Suraj we will fall in love with someone..? I would have laughed at that person.. ( he became a bit serious).. But Look at us now.. It feels like this is what we were missing in lives..

Suraj totally agreed. Khushi was blown by his emotional dialogue. .Simran was surprised that Arnav was openly declaring himself in love too. Does it mean he has confessed that to Khushi? She looked at Khushi and realised that she was very much lost in admiring Arnav. Something was brewing up between them. She was happy that Khushi was slowly falling in love with Arnav. Wasnt that the whole agenda behind letting Khushi stay in Raizada house, close to him?

The two couples spent some more time with each other and Sudha Aunty and then Arnav, Khushi left back for Raizada Mansion. Arnav was pretty serious while driving whereas Khushi kept stole his glances frequently. She remembered how he had confessed those 3 magical words to her last night. That intensity still gave shivers and goosebumps to her.  She was all the while admiring at his face, he had a very cute stuble. He must be trimming it at least once a week. His hair were always gelled but there were two strands of hair which mostly kept falling on his forehead and whenever that happened he looked more cute. She moved her eyes lower on his neck and saw the bend of his Adam's apple. It keeps signalling whenever he gulps, making it very clear when he gets emotional. She then gave a long stare at his arms and then rested her eyes on his wrist and then his finges which kept steering the wheel. This is the same way he had gripped her upper arms while confessing his love to her.  She was on full roll tonight to observe and think about him so openly. Arnav moved his head to see her once and she stared back at the window. He kept driving while she controlled herself and thought of coversing something, or else she will be unable to keep her eyes off him.

Khushi: Where were you going to take me yesterday?
Arnav didnt respond for few seconds and then changed the gear to accelerate the car.
Arnav: Somewhere!!
Khushi pressed her lips hearing his cold reply.
Khushi: Still angry on me?
Arnav: No..!!
Khushi: Then why arent you showing interest in talking ?
Arnav: I am avoiding it on purpose. ( he maintined his eyes on the road strictly)
Khushi understood what he meant. Everytime he talks or tries being good, she has a doubt ready in her mind about his intentions behind it. If its out of guilt or something else.

He stopped the car inside the gates. Both got down but Khushi kept leaning against the car door while he walked ahead to get inside. When he was few steps away he stopped and looked at her. She was not following him but just looking at him from far. He came back.

Arnav: Dont want to get home?
Khushi: Aaj mann nahi kar raha.. ( I dont feel like)
Arnav: Toh phir kya karne ka mann kar raha hai aap ko? ( Then what do you feel like doing? )

He said placing his hands in pockets.
Khushi: (gulping ): To hear it again from you..  ( she took a big risk by saying that to him)
Arnav's eyes sparkled at her request. He knew what she wanted to hear again from him.There was a pin drop silence as they kept gazing in each others eyes. He came forward and with touched his palm over her cheek. She could feel her beats rising. He was taking in every reaction from her as he touched her carefully. It didnt look like she disliked it.
Arnav: I love you Khushi.. From the bottom of my heart..
Khushi was emotionally high right now. She held on his wrist while his palm still rested on her cheek.

Khushi: How do you know its true love?
Arnav: Because when you are unhappy, I feel the same pain inside me. My day starts thinking about you.. And it ends dreaming about you. The only thing that I want to do again and again.. is holding you in my arms for the rest of my life. The only thought that keeps running in my mind is if you will ever love me back or not..The only desire that keeps me alive is to give you enormous happiness in however short or long life span I have. The only passion that keeps burning within me is to hold you close and love you.

Khushi was totally breathless with that kind of confession again.

Arnav: I have no shame in telling you Khushi Gupta that right from the time I have realised its love, I have wanted you in every way.. I have already dreamt what I would do to you, when you choose to submit yourself to me completely. I am that mad for you.

Khushi was so weak on her knees that if he hadnt held her so close, she might have fell down unconscious long back.

Arnav: And I know... You have already started feeling the same for me... So what if you havnt confessed it yet? ( This added more color to her already pink cheeks)
Khushi: Then whats stopping you?
Arnav: Dont tickle my nerves Khushi.. I might lose control ( he warned her  to limit her talks now before its too late)
Khushi: You think only your nerves are high and sensitive tonight? ( she again asked the most dangerous question which needed a lot more patience and control for Arnav to respond just in words and not actions)
Arnav: You didnt mean it right?
Khushi: It's exactly what I meant.. I love you Arnav. .I am sure I do.. And I dont want to restrict myself from asking more time from you.. I have learnt a lot about you all these days.. I have seen every shades of you each time we have been together. Staying like strangers even after knowing we both love each other will hurt us more. And I am not In for any more pain of those sorts.

Arnav felt like he had been to heaven for few seconds and then returned back.. Did she just say she loves him too?

Arnav: ( he cupped her cheeks with both his palm, caressing her cheekbones with his finger): You sure you dont need more time?
Khushi: No.. ( she confidently replied)

He passed her the most satisfied smile he could give and then picked her in arms. Whatever might happen, she was ready for this. He brought her back to the room and then placed her on bed.

Arnav: We arent properly married. Now that we have agreed for a fresh start, lets give it a very clean beginning as well.. Though I am equally tempted to ignore that at least this night!! ( he added in a husky tone and she blushed all the more, placing her head on his chest)
Khushi: Stay here tonight!!( she pleaded)
Arnav couldnt deny.. If they sleep away from each other tonight, it would kill the moment plus devoid them of peaceful sleep too. It was better they stay close .. He got up from the bed and she held his hand confused..

Arnav: Closing the door!!

She smiled brightly and left his hand to adjust the pillows for him. She had no clue what had gotten into her to break all the laws and allow him to sleep next to her. But this is what she needed at the moment. To be in his arms. Arnav locked the door and came back to her shutting the lights. It was a blissful night for them as they slept in each others arms, talking about their future.

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The next morning Arnav didnt allow her to step out of the room, not unless he was ready to leave. Before she woke up he was already awake and dressed to leave for the Office. He just couldnt afford to miss the Client meeting with Mr Sharma as this would be the final one to decide the contract. He passed the tie to Khushi gesturing her to tie it to him. She didnt deny. This was her future with him. She loved doing this already. He held her waist while she tied it on his neck.
   


Khushi: Wont you drop me to work?
Arnav: I can.. I will just have to re-schedule my meeting then.
Khushi: What a diplomatic reply... ( she laughed)
He held her close, moving her hair locks aside.
Arnav: Tum theek ho ? (You okay?)
Khushi sighed.
Khushi: You are asking me this 7th time since morning.. I am fine Arnav. Never had been better than this..

She finished tying and he kissed her forehead. This was the safest place he could kiss her today, not wanting to miss his meeting by indulging his attention elsewhere.

Arnav :Come..
Khushi: No.. I have to shower first..
Arnav: I have something for you down.
Khushi: What?
Arnav: Chalo. You will see it ..

She wore a robe over her gown and then walked down with him.. It felt ackward as she was still in her night gown this morning. It was totally his fault. He didnt let her sleep early.. Infact she didnt wanted to sleep early.. Even when he fell asleep, she had been admiring him for quite a long time.. She heard voices of her Jeeji, Anjali Di and others. When they reached the living room, she even saw Shyam and Suraj.. They all watched the couple with the same shock.

Khushi: Arnav? Why is everyone here?
Arnav: I called them.. Come..

He took her towards them.

Arnav: We have an announcement to make.
Khushi kind of guessed what he wanted to tell everyone. The moment he started telling them, she hid her face on his chest again.
Arnav: Me and Khushi have decided to get married.

Everyone let out a scream of joy.. Khushi who had been clinging to Arnav, pulled back and hugged her sister and Anjali. Suraj and SHyam were all ready to know how did things change in one night. And the most important question in everyone's mind was that, what was Khushi doing in a gown like that with a Robe over it. Didnt look like her regular night attire.

Anjali: You have given us a beautiful surprise Chotte..
Simran: Okay so when can we decide on the date?
Arnav: Soonest  the best.. ( he looked at Khushi who was glowing like a Jugnu)
Suraj: This weekend then? I am totally available.. Because after that me and SImran are going to Mauritius for honeymoon.
Shyam: Good date for me. I am also taking Rani Saheba to Singapore . Lawyers need vacations too right?
Simran: Where will Arnav and khushi go ? Anything decided ?
Arnav and Khushi both responded together.. "Bali.."

Anjali: Hmmmmm SO a lot has been decided then by you two... I am so happy..
Simran: SO weekend is the day then.. But till then Khushi will be staying with her Jeeji and Jeejaji.. In her mayka..
Arnav: No. Thats not needed. Khushi will continue staying here. As it is we are not going to make this marriage public. People will go mad thinking why we marrying again?
Anjali: He is right Simi.. Let the love birds stay together and enjoy their upcoming wedding.
SImran looked at Khushi who wanted the same.. She cannot think of leaving Arnav for long.. So the family congratulated the couple again and discussed who will prepare what for the wedding..

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Part 55

No one is always right. Making mistakes is human tendency. What Arnav did with Khushi and Simran was totally wrong but the path which Khushi used to revenge him was not justified either. But the past few weeks, they had started accepting their mistakes and walk ahead towards a loving future, together.

The weekend had finally arrived and everyone in Raizada house were on their toes to finish the wedding rituals in the simplest way possible. As decided, Khushi was staying in Raizada house only from the past one week and she had got splendid surprises from Arnav in every form. After their confession of Love towards each other, they had almost spent night together, obviously, in a secret way. Arnav had taken her out every evening for shopping their wedding outfits and jewelleries and of course they had  ample of Private candle dinner's too. Payal, Anjali and Simran kept giving her tips to glow on her wedding whereas Suraj, Akash and Shyam took care of all the wedding arrangements. Aman was working extra hard at Office so that Arnav could spend extra time with Khushi. In short, when two people are meant to be together, the entire Universe comes to their help. She might be legally his wife already but the joy of being tied to him, performing the sacred rituals was exciting her even more.

Arnav wore a Maroon Brown shade Sherwani and came down looking for his Jeejaji. Shyam was busy taking to the Pandit over the phone.

Shyam: Panditji.. You cannot be late today. It's the most auspicious day for our family. I will send you the car and Driver. Please make it to the temple soon.( he saw Arnav coming towards him and he speeded his conversation).. Yes we have got all the things that you mentioned in the List. Okay then, I will send the car and my Driver will call you. Thank you..

He disconnected the call and smiled at Arnav.

Shyam: Saale Sahab.. I didnt expect you to get ready this soon.
Arnav: It's 05:00pm Jeejaji.. The mahurat is of 07:00 if I am not wrong..
Shyam: Yes. But whats the point if only the Groom is ready before time? The Bride will need more time still.
Arnav: (smirking): No way.. I know Khushi... She is not going to delay this.
Shyam chuckled and patted Arnav's back.
Shyam: We will see..

Khushi was getting dressed in the bedroom. Simran was assisting her with the make up and jewellery.

Khushi: Jeeji.. More than me, you are glowing today.
Simran: Why not ? I am already feeling so relieved that my sister has got a life partner to look after her now..
Khushi smiled weakly. She had seen how her sister always kept worrying for her.
Khushi: It's such a fresh start for all of us, hai naa Jeeji? Now when I think of the past, all that hatred seems wasted..
Simran: Indeed.. I guess destiny had planned all this happiness in our lives, much before it wrote our bad days.  Anyways.. I have got something for you..

She quickly made her way to the purse and then opened a small box.. It had an Anklet pair. Khushi was so overwhelmed seeing it. She almost jumped out of the chair, she was sitting on.

Khushi: These Anklets.. These are the same ones which..
Simran( interrupted): Which you kept asking from me all the time and Paapa used to deny.

Khushi remembered her childhood days. She was an orphan afterall and adopted by Shashi Gupta. These Anklets belonged to his wife and hence the real rights if anyone had over it was Simran, their daughter.

Khushi: But Jeeji.. You dont need to give this to me.. It belongs to you.
Simran: If mother had been alive, she would do the same. So dont you deny. Take it as her blessings.
Khushi smiled hugging her sister. Simran had always been generous, in terms of sharing her valuables, even forgiving her enemies, thats why she was the first one to forgive him, seeing his goodness.
Simran( pulling back from the hug): Okay now.. If we dont leave now, your Arnav will surely not spare me. He has strictly warned me to get you down before time.

Khushi felt a blush appearing on her face thinking about Arnav. Today they were getting married in real terms, to stay together and become inseperable..

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When Simran got Khushi down from the stairs, everyone present there were praising her. She looked marvellous in that Red lehnga but the one who was all quiet and flabbergasted was Arnav Singh Raizada. His gaze scanned Khushi from top to bottom. The last thing that he recalled between them was just last night when they were at the Poolside of his bedroom and she had dozed in his arms while he was describing her how he wanted to make their marriage night special. Who sleeps in between such romantic talks? It wasnt her fault though. She was sleeping less from past few nights, all thanks to his ministerations on her. He had to pick Khushi in his arms and then place her back on the bed inside.

Anjali clicked her fingers to get Arnav out of his reverie.

Anjali:Chotte. ? Kahan khoye ho? Kuch aur waqt aur phir.. Khushi tumhaari hojayegi ( Chotte? Where are you lost? Little more time and then Khushi will be forever yours)

Arnav passed a weak smirk trying to divert his eyes from Khushi but was unable to do so. He gulped down all the errupting desires seeing her and then turned to Suraj.

Arnav: You and Jeejaji take everyone to the temple ..
Suraj: Everyone??
Arnav (smirked): I will get Khushi..
Simran: No... This wont happen. Today you both are getting married. Bear some distances between you two for little more time..
Arnav (touching Simran Di's cheek): Di.. Would you deny your Chotte's wish on his wedding day?
Simran sighed and pinched Arnav's nose.
Simran: Nice way to blackmail me.. But that wont work today. Today I am your bride's sister.. And I will ensure she is kept away from you for some more time.. Chalo Khushi.. ( she dragged Khushi along with her to the cars specially parked outside to take them all to the temple. )

Khushi turned around to see Arnav looking at her. She smiled brightly as if teasing him even more. Arnav's diminished his eyes at her actions. He wont be sparing her for that.. Nani patted Arnav's back.

Nani: CHotte. Chaliye..We are coming with you in your Car...
Arnav: Whatever!! ( he replied in dismay and followed the family out)

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The three cars got parked in the Temple vicinity. Everyone got down, including the Bride and Groom who were made to travel in seperate cars.

Arnav: Akashh.? I hope the Pandit is here.. Had somebody gone to pick him?
Akash: Bhai.. He is already here. Dont worry.. The marriage will take place on time..

Everyone chuckled seeing the hurry in Arnav's talks to get married.

Shyam: Saale Sahab... Seeing your condition, I remembered an old story..
Arnav ( scrouching his eyebrows): Story?
Shyam: Haann.. In that story, the groom is so desperate to get married, that he ties the Sehra (turban) on his knees instead of his forehead in hurry..

Everyone laughed heartily.. Arnav did look desperate, only if he accepted that so easily.. Anyone could notice the excitement in his eyes to make Khushi his wife forever. The same reactions were seen in Khushi's behaviour too but she still managed to hide it from getting displayed directly on her face.

Arnav: What nonsense.. I am not desperate. Definately not.. ( he dusted the wrinkles of his Sherwani )
Khushi's jaw dropped. By now, she was standing next to him.
Khushi: (whispered to him): Not desperate?
Arnav (meeting her eyes): No..
Khushi: Right.. Why would you be? You got everything already from me in the past few nights..!! ( she tried to keep her tone as low as possible)
Arnav: Excuse me?

Did she just say that? Like really? Okay, he agrees that they had been very close in the past few nights but that didnt end his desire for her. He needed her almost every second in his life.

Simran: Chale..?? ( Lets get in?)
Khushi didnt move an inch.
Khushi: When the groom says he is not so desperate, why to hurry? I will take my own time in getting inside the temple ( she folded her arms and stood rooted at the car door)

Arnav clenched his jaw. This woman, always pushes him to limits.. While everyone kept looking at each others faces to know why she said something like that, Arnav came forward and in no time, picked Khushi in arms. She gasped wrapping her arms around his neck forcibly.. She had no choice.  The onlookers, their family kept holding their smiles and blushes just to ensure they dont disturb this lovely romantic moment between Arnav and Khushi.

Khushi (to Arnav): Put me down Arnav.. Sab dekh rahe hai.. ( Everyone is watching)
Arnav: ( holding her more firm): Dekhne do..Yeh mujhe Challenge karne se pehle sochna chahiye tha. ( Let them see. You should have thought the consequences prior to Challenging me)

Her cheeks instantly got red as she met his eyes. He climbed the stairs of the temple, holding her in arms. Even the Pandit was surprised to see them getting inside in that position. Everyone else followed them. The rituals began. While the others were sharing this joy by watching Arnav and Khushi perform the rituals, the couple was busy in dreaming their future together, already. Arnav had already given Khushi all the promises that a husband should, whatever he was doing now, was just a formality. Likewise Khushi also had left no stone unturned in accepting Arnav Singh Raizada wholeheartedly in her life. She had fallen in love with this man, a love which no hatred, no revenge and no bad past can even think of creating space between them ever.

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Khushi tossed on the bed, getting back in Arnav's arms. It had been a wonderful day...She never thought that she would cry during her Bidaai.. Though she had only Simran Di as her side family now, and Simran wasnt too far either from Raizada house, Khushi still felt like seperating from her forever. But all that sorrow got covered up easily when Arnav took her in his arms and carried her to their bedroom to take the night forward. She hadnt expected to be so submissive tonight. But the joy of being his legally married wife, had made her bend towards all of his desires.

She looked at Arnav who was sleeping totally exhausted. She had never seen him so satisfied, not in the past few nights at least. She kept her head on his chest and closed her eyes.

Khushi :( holding him tight): I love you..
Arnav who was in deep sleep, still managed to hear that from his wife. He took her in his embrace and then kissed her hair.

Arnav: I love you too baby..

That put a smile on her face and she finally closed her eyes to sleep in the warmth of her husband's love.

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Part 56


It had been 7 more months for Arnav and Khushi's marriage. Life had taken a complete U turn for almost everyone now. Anjali was happily staying with Shyam in his house but they both ensured to keep visiting Raizada house whenever needed. Sudha Aunty was blessed to have a Daughter in law like Simran who took care of all her requirements like a daughter would. Suraj was highly impressed how quickly Simran had managed to hold the entire responsibility of his little family on her shoulders. Payal and Akash had plans to settle down in US , establishing one Branch of Raizada Office there. Though Maama and Maami were earlier little hesitant to send them, they agreed, only with a promise that the couple will keep visiting India every 6 months. Nani was devoting much of time in meditation and Satsang. She had no more worries of any of her grandchildren. They all were happy in their respective lives. Aman had got engaged to his childhood sweetheart. No one was aware he was dating someone from such a long time, not even Arnav. So obviously when Arnav got the invitation of Aman's Engagement, he had argued for being informed so late. But nonetheless the Boss was happy for his such a loyal Manager. No wonder the engagement of Aman had also got him one more success in his cap as he got promoted to Senior Manager and now he handled most of the work from home too, just like his Boss Arnav did when he wanted to spend time with his wife, Khushi.


Now coming to Arnav- Khushi, their life had never been so smooth and comfortable like now. Within one month of their proper marriage, Arnav managed to convince Khushi to join his Company. She was reluctant to use her husband's high designation offer but later settled for being his Junior Finanacial Accountant. She was obviously having the perfect degree and knowledge for that. Arnav used this opportunity to spend the maximum time with her, even at office. But what he didnt know was that, his wife was a thorough professional. Whenever they were together in the elevator, alone, and he tried stealing a kiss, she would point at the Camera's and ask him to be in his limits. He was her Boss here, not husband. It would turn him off definately but his generous wife would make it up for him by the night and problems were resolved then and there, not carry forward the next day.


Now apart from being a good wife and a professional, Khushi also was a good daughter in law in Raizada house and though she got less time to spend at home, she ensured to cook a dish or two every night. She was a great cook and Arnav was never left half stomach, having his wife beside, who ensured that he eats what he needs to eat and not anything which can affect his health.


Today Suraj had kept a small exhibition of all the paintings that he had put his efforts on, from past 8 years. Obviously, every peice was a masterpiece. The Exhibition was in a Lounge of a Posh Hotel and apart from his close friends and relatives, many outsiders and Art lovers were here to admire his works.

Simran: Khushi? Where is Arnav? Why isnt he here yet?

Khushi checked her phone and then gave an assuring smile.

Khushi: He must be reaching. You think he can skip such an important occassion?

Anjali made her way in the Lounge with Shyam holding her hand. Today she looked little more cute. The couple joined the Gupta sisters in few seconds and gave each other a hug.

Simran: Hello Shyam.. And Anju.. Anything special ? You are almost glowing today.

Shyam thought of leaving the trio to continue their talks.

Shyam: I will meet Suraj by then.. Excuse me!! ( he gave Anjali a very quick smile and walked away)

Khushi: Di.. Is your belly swollen or are you standing that way? (confusion on Khushi's face appeared almost immediately)

Anjali's silence over the question and her gentle smile later, said it all. The girls jumped in joy and hugged her turnwise.

Simran: Ohh.. So this is why you are glowing. ? Which month?

Anjali: 4th started. ( she whispered)
Khushi: And you are telling us now? When did you get to know Di?

Anjali: I wasnt sure if it would stay.. The Doctor had told me I have some deficiencies and then its not too hopeful to have the first trimester go safely without any miscarriage.


Simran: Ohh Anju!! You made it well then.. And dont worry of deficiences.. No one is 100% healthy.. Just start taking more precautions on your diet. You and the baby will be fine..

Khushi: Does Arnav know?

Anjali: No.. Chotte has no clue. Tonight after this celeberation, me and Shyam were going to say it out to you guys.

Simran: Why not!! But just saying it out wont end our excitement. We need a party..  ( she paused).. Temple Party!! ( she replied with a chuckle)

It was obvious both Simran and Anjali were very much into Puja Paat. They wanted to offer prayers and thank God for this blissful moment.

When Arnav came here, he did come to know about his sister's pregnancy and nothing sounded more pleasurable than that. He kissed his sister Anjali, taking her  into a long hug and then thanked her and Shyam, both, for making his day with this news. A few times Khushi did glance at Arnav but he maintained a grim face. Simran noticed that and once the others got busy talking , she took Khushi aside.

Simran: Is he ignoring you ?

Khushi: Who?

Simran :Dont pretend Khushi. I am seeing from a long time today, he is not even meeting your eyes while you are giving him constant glances. What has happened?

Khushi didnt wanted anyone to notice this but she failed.

Khushi: It's my fault actually. He had planned a surprise Candle light dinner last night for us and I denied going out with him.

Simran sighed.

Simran: Why did you deny ?

Khushi: I had promised Nani to accompany her to the Satsang that same time.


Simran understood but she wasnt happy that Khushi chose Nani over her husband.

Khushi: I know its my fault. Arnav even suggested talking to Nani and arranging Maami to go along instead of me. But you know me, Jeeji. If I promise something, I ensure to keep that promise. So I denied and chose Nani over him.

Simran : Buddhu!! Thats such a silly fight. Make it up to him. None of us like to see you so cold with each other.

Khushi noded.


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The exhibition went well. Even Khushi bought one artistic painting from her Jeejaji's collection . She was in the Car, Arnav had his hands on the steering wheels and his gaze obviously on the road. Khushi tried placing her arm on his leg but Arnav shrugged it very gently and then continued driving. Khushi pouted feeling depressed. After they got down at home, Arnav made his way in the bedroom and Khushi followed him without much fuss. They got changed and Arnav was sitting on the recliner working on his laptop. Khushi came behind him and encircled her arms around his neck. He gulped. She placed her chin on his shoulders and whispered in his ears.


Khushi: Mujhe bhi baby chahiye. ( I want a baby too)

The mere thought of having THEIR baby tickled Arnav's senses. It created havoc in his heart and if she would have requested this during some other good time, he would have started working on her request then and there. But the present situation was different. They had argued the last night and since then he wasnt talking to her. He still held her hands and loosened them from his neck.


Arnav: Wait for few more months, Di will give you her baby to play. .

He shut the laptop off and got up. Khushi frowned at his response. He was not going to nudge at her silly tricks. He was about to lie down on the bed when she sat on his lap, not letting him lay.

Khushi: How many more days you wont talk to me? You do realise this is our first fight after marriage? I am already feeling sick, staying like stranger with you in one room.


Arnav met her eyes. She was going to fall down from his lap as she was on the very edge but the very instant he realised that, he pulled her closer to him and wrapped his arms around her. She was still on his lap and now her eyes sparkled predicting what was coming next. He kissed her. Khushi's eyes widened with surprise and after then she submitted equally. After few minutes they pulled back and he sharply met her eyes again.

Arnav: I am hurt! I hope you know that!! ( he was still serious)

Khushi gulped and her eyes turned moist the next instant. She touched his cheek.

Khushi: I know you are hurt.. I regret denying you too Arnav.. I just thought about the promise I gave Nani , but what I didnt realise is that, there are innumerous promises we gave each other while we fulfilled the marital rituals. I should have kept your happiness in front of everything else. I am sorry.. It wont happen again..

Arnav had a weak smile on his face finally.. All that grim expressions had flown away.


Arnav: If my heart beats faster when you are closer to me, it stops when you walk away.. I feel breathless Khushi.. So dont you ever dare to avoid me and my love.


Khushi: I never will ( she wrapped her arms again around his neck and closed her eyes. )

After next few minutes the two of them got entangled in the joy loving each other. 

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Few days later - Temple

Khushi hurried in the temple with Simran Jeeji. Today was their father's Death Anniversary and both the sisters had planned to offer prayers and then food to the poor people who sat by the temple. Suraj had already arranged the Priest and he was present before the two sisters. Khushi had took an off from her work. She obviously had informed Nani where she was going and why? She didnt wanted to invite them though. Somehow the Raizada's had accepted her and Simran but forgetting the mistakes of their father Shashi Gupta was practically not possible for them, neither she wished to force them, not even Arnav. Infact she had just casually told Arnav about this idea of offering prayers and food on this day and he hadnt uttered a word about it. Somehow it pricked her. He never removed the topic of her father and she too avoided it everytime. It was better that way. She had no intention of killing his mood.

Suraj: Where were you both? The Priest had said 10:20 am sharp.
Simran: Sorry Suraj.. We had stopped by to get these flowers.

She offered the flowers to the Priest and then sat next to Suraj. The rituals were going to start. Khushi sat too.

Suraj: Uhh.. Hold on Priest.. 5 more minutes please.. ( he said looking at his mobile phone)

Khushi and Simran were confused.
Simran: Why? Just now you were saying we were late. Why 5 more minutes then?
Suraj looked at the entrance of the temple and smiled happily.
Suraj: Your answer is there ( he pointed at Arnav who got inside the Temple in a Plain white Kurta)

Khushi's jaw dropped. Arnav came here? Looking at his attire, she could say that he came here to attend these rituals. Arnav sat next to Khushi, passing her a smile. Simran looked at Suraj to know what was happening? How was Arnav here?

Arnav ( to Priest): Panditji.. Now we can start the rituals..


The Priest noded and started chanting the Mantras. Everyone closed their eyes and joined palms to pray. Even Arnav did that, making Khushi bewildered. The rituals continued for an hour and then like Suraj, Simran and Khushi, even Arnav started serving the Poor people with the Prasad and food. Khushi kept admiring his little efforts. She had never seen this side of his. Once the people started eating, Khushi came back to Arnav.

Khushi: Arnav.. Yeh sab ?

Arnav: (interrupting): Didnt we agree to put behind all our past? ( his voice was calm. He held her arms in his).. I am standing beside my wife on her important day. And I always will..!! ( he assured her)

Khushi was totally proud of him. The respect for him had grown all the more in her heart. She gave him a bone crushing hug and then the two kept looking at the poor people who kept blessing both the couples for their generosity. Forgiveness doesnt cost you. It only lessens your pain and the other's too. Learn to forgive. Arnav had learnt the same. He had burried the scars given by Shashi Gupta deep inside the walls of his heart ,never to unleash them again. Khushi's love and support had strengthen him to take such a major step today. All the hatred had died and love had bloomed in their lives. A relationship which started with a Hidden marriage, finally accomplished its goal..


THE END