Jiya Jale Jaan Jale

Prologue

I dislike when someone calls me his imposed wife. So what if our marriage was just for conveience? Wife is a wife.

I dislike when they link him with some other Models / Actress, every single opportunity they get. Because no wife can tolerate any other name attached to her husband's identity except hers.

I dislike when my family questions me if he is keeping me happy. So what if he hardly spends time with me, our  relationship can never change. I value his time, I value his Profession just like he values mine.

I was once a girl who dreamed of a  PERFECT Married Life , today, I have one, but why is that burn still in my Heart and Soul engulfing my present?

Will I sustain this marriage of ours?

There are occassions when we actually try to speak with each other on this relationship, but either he backs off or I do to avoid any kind of arguments.

I hate Silence but these days thats all I have around me , apart from the soft chuckles of Anu, our 2 year old baby girl.

I am Khushi Singh Raizada, wife of The Superstar and Hearthrob of millions Fans, Arnav Singh Raizada.





Part 1

"Arnavji dil ke bahut acche hai. Jitne andar se saqt hai utne hi bahar se samajhdaar" (Arnavji is very good by heart. He might be stubborn inside but he is equally understanding)

"Woh har kaam mein humaari madat karte hai. Kabhi Hume akela nahi  chodte."( he helps me in every work. He never leaves me alone)

"Jab bhi hum aap sab ke baarein Mein sochkar dukhi hote hai.. Toh   pata hai woh kya karte hai? Humaare chehre pe muskurahat laane Ki jee tod koshish karte hai"( whenever I feel depressed remembering you people, you know what he does? He does everything to get a smile on my face)

"Agar humme thodi Si bhi kharoch  aati hai toh woh humse jyada pareshan hote hai" ( if I get even a slight of pain, he gets worried)

"Humaari aankhon main aasu unse bilkul bhi bardasht nahi hote"( he doesn't like to see tears in my eyes. )

"Arnavji iss duniya ke sabse acchi pati hai" ( Arnavji is this worlds best husband)

Her tears had not even dried neither she got the opportunity to wipe them off, when the door of her room was forcefully opened and the maid rushed inside holding a two year old cute baby girl in arms who was crying aloud after awakening from sleep. The moment the baby saw her, she waved her hands in air mumbling "Maa". 

Khushi Singh Raizada rose from the couch and rushed to pick her baby from the maid. Only she could calm her down, no one  else, not even Arnavji.. !! She soothed the baby,  carressing her back and tried to put her back to sleep. It took few minutes to accomplish this task. She kept on cuddling the baby towards her. A smile crept on her lips seeing the baby sleeping peacefully again.

"My Anu," she kissed the baby's nose and then turned to her mother who was still sitting and admiring the bond between her daughter and the baby.

Khushi: Maa, I should be  leaving. Some officials are coming home . I cannot make them wait longer.

Garima dropped her till the door and gave Khushi a side hug,

Garima: Dont forget to ask Arnav come home early from his shoot today. Its a special day for you both. Wish we all could celeberate it together here.
Khushi: Dont worry Maa. I will call him. You take care of yourself and Dad. Bye ..

The Driver opened the car door for Khushi. She sat inside , ensuring  Anu's sleep is not disturbed. The car headed towards Raizada House, her Sasuraal.

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He was standing at the edge of the Garden from where the valley began. Sky blue jeans with a White shirt tucked in, glares covering his eyes, protecting them from the scorching heat of the sun. She tip toed towards him and closed his eyes from behind. He caught her hands.

"I have come back to you. Leaving everything behind.. To start a new life.. Please take me back from here.. I cannot live without you. I love you. ", the girl presented her feelings to him without any hesitation.

He turned around. His happiness had no bar. He cupped her face in his palms.

"I waited for ages to hear that from you Shona. I love you too."

The Camera's circled them twice as they kept a steady posture, starring in each other's eyes and finally the Director screamed " Cut..!! Perfect Shot ASR.. .. "

The crew boy rushed with an Umbrella towards Arnav Singh Raizada who was walking back to his Vanity. His fans who had specially come here at the Studio to get a glimpse of him were screaming his name, waving their hands to get his attention. He didnt seem to notice them much. He entered his Vanity followed by his Secrertary Aman who was detailing him about his next schedule.

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Khushi checked the papers thoroughly and threw the file back on desk.

Khushi: Whats all this Sharmaji. The entire figures are wrong. Prepare the charts again and I need them by tomorrow morning.
Sharma: Sorry Maam. I will clarify them again and get back to you.
Khushi: Send the papers at home. I am not coming  to Office tomorrow either.
Sharma: Jee Maam. I will take your leave then. Have a nice day. 

Sharma left and Khushi was about to Switch off the TV which was currently on Mute but the moment  she saw Armavji's photo and old videos on the screen, she unmuted the Channel..The news seemed to be latest.

"We have got a latest news which was wrapped until now from every ardent fan of the Bollywood King ASR. After 2 long years we will see ASR working again with his Co-Star Natasha Chopra. They have recently signed a movie together for the Roy Productions whose shoots will start early next quarter. Seems like ASR's fans will yet again witness his sizzling chemistry with Natasha Chopra who once used to be his Ex girl friend too.

Bollywood News.."

Khushi 's grip tigtened on the remote control. This was such a sudden reaction which even she herself failed to understand. SHe shut the TV off and left back to her room. It was better to ignore such gossips. Her husband was a Star and she had to learn how to fight her insecurities.

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Night

Arnav was back home. Today's shoot had already drained a lot of energy from him, especially the  dance rehersals for the last song of the movie he was currenly shooting. Whenever he entered the house, he missed those old days when he was been welcomed with so much of anxiety and pampering. Time changes so quickly. He yearned to get back home earlier but these days he forced himself to increase his workload so that he is away from his own house.!!

He entered the bedroom hoping his wife Khushi was asleep. But to his dismay she was dozing on the recliner, in a maroon red Anarkali and heavy jewellery. The Sindoor on her forehead always reminded him of the day when he helplessly married her. If he was ever granted one wish wherein he can rewind his past and make a change, this would be it. He would erase his marriage with Khushi. Only if it was possible. He walked to the closet. She opened her eyes hearing his footsteps.

"You back? ", Khushi asked checking the time on the wall clock. He just noded.

She helped him take off his coat. Something was pricking her mind since morning when she  heard the news on the Bollywood channel today. It better to ask than be in dark forever.

Khushi:I heard you have a signed a new movie with Natasha.

Arnav stiffened but soon he continued taking off his leather shoes sitting on the recliner.

Arnav: I have signed a new movie with Roy Productions. Now if they have selected Natasha as the  actress, I dont think it should bother us. (he purposely glanced at Khushi who was still holding his coat in her hand and staring at him)..  I  thought  you are not that type of wife Khushi who is insecured with her husband's past.

Khushi: I am not insecured. Neither am I asking you to keep informing me before signing your contracts.
Arnav: Thats it then. Its not worth discussing. I have to go out for a promotion tonight. Will be late. Dont wait for me.

He stood up to leave at the Poolside when he heard her next sentence. 

Khushi: I am fasting Arnav. Its Karwachauth today.

He fisted his fingers, his jaw stiffened as he turned around to give her a reply.

Arnav: Why? I told you not to fast for me.
Khushi: I am your wife.
Arnav: We married for a purpose Khushi.
Khushi: But I am still your wife.

Arnav was speechless seeing her defending.

Khushi: I am not forcing you to stay back to break my fast. I will wait till you come back from your promotion. Thats all I have to say.

She kept the coat in the Closet and left the room.

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She never expected Arnav to stay back neither did he show that curtousey to break her fast and then leave. He had gone for his promotion party. Khushi looked at the moon, sitting alone on the poolside chair. Her mobile rang. She checked the caller and was trying her best to avoid speaking to him at this moment. She cannot afford him to know she was not in a mood. But she cannot ignore his call. What if its something professional? She answered.

Khushi: Hello.

"Fast toda?" , his voice was humble.

Khushi: It should not matter to you Saahil. Why did you call me?
Saahil: Khushi the moon is high in the sky. What are you doing then? Just finish the Puja and break your fast. You are not supposed to be hungry for so long. Didnt he come back home?
Khushi: Stop Saahil. Please stop interfering in my life so much. Its not the same as before. When Arnav comes back, I will break my fast. I am not hungry.

Saahil: You cannot lie to me Khushi. I dont understand for how long you are going to sustain such a relationship. I hope you open your eyes soon and start living for yourself than others.
Khushi (Angrily): Are you done Saahil? Then please cut the call. And I am not coming office tomorrow. Please manage my meetings if possible. Bye.. Good night.

She cut the call and placed her phone aside. She cannot let Saahil's words seriously. He was a nice guy who always wished good for her. He cannot tolerate anyone neglecting her, but he has to understand their relationship was not like before. She was Arnavji's wife now and mother of Anu. She had put a stop to her past with Saahil to give a future to Anu and she will always stick to it no matter what.

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It was late night 03:00 am when Arnav was back from his promotion party. He was very sleepy, it was nice that the next day he had his shoot late evening. He would be able to get some rest . He came inside the bedroom and saw Anu sleeping peacefully with Khushi next to her. It was good that she didnt wait for him and broke the  fast herself. He just couldnt participate in it and hurt himself more. Changing into his night clothes, he took his side on the bed ,  closing his eyes and drifted to sleep, hardly aware of the fact that his wife had still not broke the fast and from past 24 hours she didnt even consumed a glass of water, forget eating anything else.

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Morning

The baby had held her Mangalsutra and was pulling it since long , trying to wake her mother up. She even cried but her cries didnt reach Khushi's ears but Arnav's. He woke up and pulled Anu towards him trying to calm her down. Anu was happy to cuddle Arnav. SHe became quiet instantly. Anu was hungry. He could feel that. He got up from the bed and shook Khushi. She didnt wake up. This was unusual. She never slept till late. Her body was burning .. She was unwell. He quickly called the maid and passed Anu to her.

Arnav: Feed her something .. Did Khushi eat her Dinner last night?
Maid: No Sir. Maam didnt even drink water.

He clenched his jaw in anger. Wish he could control his rage someday.

Arnav: Call the Dr .. Now.

The maid rushed downstairs with Anu to do the needful. Arnav turned back to Khushi. He sprinkled some water on her face to get her back to consciousness and it worked. She started opening her eyes slowly though she had no energy left within her to react anything.


To be Continued..

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Part 2

Arnav: Call the Dr .. Now.

The maid rushed downstairs with Anu to do the needful. Arnav turned back to Khushi. He sprinkled some water on her face to get her back to consciousness and it worked. She started opening her eyes slowly though she had no energy left within her to react anything. She wanted to get up but he didnt let her to do this.

Arnav: Anu is fine. The maid will feed her. Rest for some time. I have called the Dr.
Khushi (Weak voice): Dr ? No.. I am fine.
Arnav: Your body is burning. You have fever.

She didnt agree to what he said. She tried getting up and he had to help her. He placed some pillows behind and helped her sit if not get down from the bed completely.

Arnav: You will never listen to me, will you? Why didnt you eat?  I told you I will be late, Didnt I?
Khushi: I waited.  (She replied in a low tone)
Arnav: You had dozed off by the  time I returned. I thought you broke your fast Khushi. How can you be so emotional? For God's sake dont make me land into more troubles by doing all this.

He wanted to say so much today but not after seeing her eyes moist. He always hated to see her tears, though he never did anything to wipe it off. He becomes weak seeing her in this state but he will never confront that. The maid entered the room again after  a knock with a glass of juice. Arnav took it from her. The Maid left.

Arnav ( helping Khushi drink it): Finish this fast.

Without a word she started drinking it while he kept on holding the glass in his hand. She would get some energy at least till the Dr is here. Soon the Dr was in the house, she thoroughly checked Khushi and asked her to have some healthy diet. She wrote some medicines too. Arnav was still in his night suit, waiting for the Dr to finish.

Dr: ASR.. I have a best solution for Khushi's present medical condition. Take her out for some days. Away from this city life. A hill station would be perfect. She needs a break.

Khushi glanced at Arnav. She had kind of guessed his reply.

Arnav: She is busy Dr.. Handling both the  business , her father's and mine. It's not that easy.
Dr: Make some time out of this busy schedule. A week should not harm. Anyways, I said what I think is the best. You both decide how to make it possible. I will take your leave then. Good Bye.

The maid was asked to leave the Dr till the Car. Another maid got Anu inside the room. The baby was hardly 2 years old. She could speak little in her cute accent. She ran towards her mother and tried to get on the bed but it  was too heighed for her. Arnav picked her up and placed her just beside Khushi.

Anu: Maa. maa .. (she pointed at the drawer).. lolly... pop..

The baby had very much liking for chocolates and especially jelly lolly pops.

Khushi: No lollypops. First Anu will drink milk and have bath.

She tried to cuddle Anu but she slipped from her hand and hugged Arnav's leg. He picked her in his arms and kissed her cheeks.

Anu: Paa.. lollypop...
Arnav: Give a Kissi to Paa first. (he moved her cheek forward.. Anu kissed almost covering his cheek with her saliva. )
He wiped it off and then opened the  side drawer. Khushi stopped him.

Khushi: You are spoiling her habits. She had 3 jelly pops yesterday Arnavji.
Arnav: There is no one else to Spoil her other than us. I want to give her everything she wishes for.
Khushi: I agree but..

Arnav didnt wait for her lectures. He opened the drawer and gave one jelly pop to Anu who started licking it happily. He put her down and she was rushing outside the room. Khushi stopped her ..

Khushi: Anu.. Say Thank you to Paa.
Anu (Smiling at Arnav): Thanksssh Paaa

Arnav passed her a flying Kiss and she ran out. The maid followed her. Both Arnav and Khushi had always been protective for Anu. They raised her with love and even though they both had so many differences, issues, problems in their married life, they never reflected that over the baby. Anu deserves happiness.

Arnav (Turning to Khushi again. His face dropped): Next time.. No more fasts. I dont want the Dr to think Bollywood hearthrob ASR is not feeding his wife well.
Khushi: You cannot rule me Arnavji. I am your wife..
Arnav: Biwi ho iss liye samjha raha hoon. Fikar hai mujhe tumhaari.. ( You are my wife.. So I owe to explain you.. I care for you )
Khushi: Fikar hoti toh kal raat jaldi aate.. (If you cared, you would never have come so late last night)
Arnav: You think I purposely delayed?
Khushi: I didnt mean that.
Arnav: Okay let me make it clear then.. We agreed never to expect things from each other like a normal married couple. I think you are breaking that rule now.
Khushi: We never agreed NOT to break those rules we self created? And apart from those rules , we also have taken some vows in the marriage Arnavji.. To be there for each other whenever needed. What happened to that?

Arnav (little frustrated): We did? I dont think I remember any of those vows we took on our marriage day. And its better if even you forget them as early as you can.

He was getting rude now. The phone call saved their argument and he left to the Poolside to take the call.

***********

Arnav was in his vanity reading the dialogues of his next scene.

" Love happens only once Dad. I dont think I can ever love anyone again. So what if we are not together anymore. I can never give her place to any other girl. I cannot keep any girl happy other than her."

He crumpled the dialogue sheet and threw it away in frustration. His secretary Aman entered the Vanity at the same moment.

Aman: ASR?
Arnav : Who the hell rights such pathetic dialogues..? Ask the Director to change the script. Men cannot be so weak.
Aman (Picking the paper from the floor): ASR.. Calm down. Your role in this movie is of  a die hard lover. He cannot love anyone else, he is weak without her. This scene is necessary. We cannot make changes in it. You know how much expressive your eyes are, and the way you potray such emotional scenes, of broken heart, your fans love it.. This scene is already a HIT. I can see that. Please dont change the script now.. I beg.!!

Arnav : You came here to predict the future of this scene?
Aman: No.. Sorry.  Actually.. Natasha Maam is here. She had some shoot just at the next studio so she thought of dropping here. Uhh.. You want to see her?
Arnav gave Aman an angered expression.

Aman: ASR.. Dont see me like that. I didnt call her. She came herself and was asking if you are here. Tell me , what should I say?
Arnav (Sighed): Send her in.. And please ensure the media doesnt get to know this. I dont want them to create another hype for no reason.
Aman: Okay. I will send her in. And your Shot will be ready in 20 minutes. So see you soon.

Aman left and after 5 minutes Natasha entered in. SHe was tall and fair. She initially started her career in the Modelling industry and later because of her beauty and acting skills she got an easy entry in Bollywood. Her first movie was with the Hearthrob Arnav Singh Raizada which rocked on the silver screens earning a huge profit. Their fans loved to see them together. Later the news flourished everywhere of they dating each other. But it had not even been a year to that news, when suddenly there was yet another buzzing hot news everywhere.. ASR tied knot with the Business tycoon Shashi Gupta's daughter Khushi Gupta. Natasha seemed to be off from the country after this marriage. She needed a break and she took 5 months to return back to this Industry here signing her next movie with the Roy Productions with ASR casted opposite to her yet again.

She saw Arnav standing at the mirror and wearing the Sweater for his next shot. She stood behind him and waited for his acknowledgment.

Arnav: You should not have come here. (he saw her from the mirror)
Natasha: I wasnt planning either. I know what we decided Arnav. But.. I could not help.

She was talking with a heavy heart and it was quite understood by Arnav who now turned to face her.

Natasha: I wont take much of your time. Actually , I came here to inivte you for my Birthday party. I.. I hope you remember when my birthday is Arnav..
Arnav (Noded in affirmation): I do. But I cannot guarantee I will come. You know I am busy these days with the shoots.
Natasha: Whats holding you? The Shoots? Really Arnav? Dont lie to me at least.

Arnav had no reply..

Natasha: Look .. I dont want to force you.. but. .if you come, I will be happy.. At least on my birthday.. !! So... Its your wish ..

She  hide her tears by wearing the Sunglasses and left his Vanity.. He was lost for some time.. Where had his decisions landed them ? He had no path towards happiness. All he had was RESPONSIBILITIES.

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Raizada Mansion

Since the shoots got over early, Arnav was able to return back home sooner than everyday. He got down his car and was surprised to see Saahil's car already parked in there. His body stiffened. Why was Saahil here? Professional reasons or ... ? He got inside the house.

Saahil (sitting next to Khushi): Why didnt you tell me? I would have come to see you..
Khushi: Its just a damm fever Saahil. You dont have to worry so much. And I am cured now. Arnav had called the Dr.
Saahil: Ohh well. He first becomes the reason for your ill health and then calls the Dr himself? Wow.. I am sure you must have still appreciated this gesture of his.

"YES .. SHE DID", came a response from behind them. Arnav was standing right next and of course had heard their conversation.  Khushi stood up and then Saahil too.

Khushi: You .. came early today..
Arnav: You didnt wanted me to come early?

Why was he saying like that? She didnt like it but she didnt complain either.

Saahil: Hi ASR.. How are you?
Arnav : Good. Fit and Fine..
Saahil: Yeah.. Of course.. I came here to get some papers signed from Khushi.. She is not coming to work from past 3 days and I doubted she would come tomorrow either.. So.. I just came.. And got to know she is not keeping well.

Arnav: And you think thats because of me?
Saahil : Well. I dont think.. I know it .. ! She fasted for you..
Arnav: So?
Saahil: So? You asking me that?

Khushi (intervened): Saahil .. I think you should leave.. Dont forget you have a Official dinner to attend tonight.. And I am coming to work tomorrow. So lets catch up there.. Okay? Bye.. !!

She didnt  wanted to give Saahil or Arnav a chance to argue.. Saahil sighed . He knew Khushi would do this all the time. Saving their fight. But till when? She had to realise it one day that marrying Arnav she has taken the worst life for herself. He left.. Arnav then turned back to her..

Arnav: I dont like  this Man coming here all the time.
Khushi: He hardly does.. And it was strictly professional.
Arnav: Is it? I never felt that. Anyways.. Lets not complicate things more..

He threw his suit on the couch and left back to their bedroom. Khushi had no idea how to handle this matter. Here Saahil cannot stop thinking good for her and Arnav on the  other hand cannot stop complexing their relationships.. What will be their fate? His one decision had torn 4 lives apart.. His, Hers, Natasha's and Saahil's.. She just hoped whatever they both were facing today, Natasha and Saahil should move on from now. At least they had a  right to be happy ..

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Part 3

Arnav stormed inside the room in anger followed by his wife Khushi who wanted to understand what was so wrong with him suddenly. ? He started taking off his coat and threw it on bed. Luckily Anu was not around to hear her father and mother fighting.

Khushi: Whats so wrong that you are displaying this level of frustration Arnavji? Did anything happen on the sets?

Why had she reminded him about the set now? Did she know Natasha had come to see him there?

Arnav(Turning back to her): Dont you know me? Main aisa hi hoon Khushi. My mind blows out for every simple thing I dont like.
He was clearly talking about Saahil and his presence in the house..

Khushi: We cannot stop people from coming at our home Arnavji. He came here to know about my health.
Arnav: Who told him you are sick?
Khushi: Of course I told him..
Arnav: And whats that supposed to mean??

She was blank. He came to her and clutched her arms.

Arnav: (Gritting his teeth): It means you tell him every damm thing that happens here.. Every single fight and argument that happens between us is communicated to him.. Why Khushi? Why do you do this? Or should I say, you are still living in the past? You are married dammit, for God's sake just keep distance from other men.!!

Her mind blew off after such pathetic advises from her husband. She pushed him away..

Khushi: I cannot believe this.. Are you just trying to say I am in love with Saahil? Only because he is still my business partner and like you cut off all the ties with Natasha after our marriage, I could not do the same with Saahil? Is that what you mean?

Arnav didnt reply because whatever she was asking him, he really wanted to know the answers from her.

Khushi: Disgusting Arnavji.. You know what your major problem is? You only believe yourself. You cannot believe others.. Not even your wife.. Marrying me was your decision..!! At least respect that.
Arnav: My decision? Just mine? Were you a puppet then to accept that decision and sign the wedding papers?
Khushi: I accepted your decision because I trusted you and the need for getting into this relationship. I am doing everything to make it work.
Arnav: It will NEVER Work. NEVER.. I have realised it too... This marriage is the biggest mistake of my life Khushi.. Its one hell damm MISTAKE.!!

Whose face did she see early morning  today that all this evil was happening in the house? She controlled her tears not letting them come out. She does not want Arnavji to see them and feel sorry. She does not need his compassion. They both were quietly looking at each other's face. Thats when the door knocked and the maid stood there holding Anu's hand.

Maid: Jiji. Anu wants to play in the garden accross this lane. Should I take her there?

Khushi wiped her tears quickly not letting the maid or Anu know they were fighting. Arnav too turned around and started fiddling with the clothes in the closet..

Khushi: No Simmi... You dont have to . I will take her there.. I need some fresh air.. (She looked at Arnav while saying this and left out holding Anu's hand )

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Garden

Khushi worked on the Laptop, dropping some important emails to her client, but she did have an eye on Anu who was playing with her age group kids around ,  just few feet away from her. Anu liked playing here because she had her own friends whom she liked spending time with. She was  hardly 2 year old and after some 6 more months, Khushi was planning to put her in the play school where she can learn more and grow up as an intelligent kid. She was her biggest responsibility in this world. She stopped typing the email watching Anu who was tapping her feet on the grass and trying to dance with the other kid. She captured this moment of her daughter in the Camera and sighed. She looked up at the Sky..

" I am sure you are happy watching your baby grow.. She is just like you wanted her to be... Wish you had never left us ..", she gulped down her tears before anybody else could watch her in this state. Her mobile rang. Arnavji was calling her. She waited for some 4 to 5 more rings to pass and then answered the  call.

Arnav: Uhh.. I am leaving to meet Roy (the producer of his next movie with Natasha).. I can be late. If Anu is done playing, just come back home. Its getting dark already.
Khushi: Why so much of concern for someone whom you think is the biggest mistake of your life?

She had  raised a valid point. He was wearing his tie while speaking to her over his bluetooth. He didnt answer her. But his silence sometimes spoke much than his words. She was used to read his silence these days better than what he speaks to her.

Khushi: You want to tell me anything else Arnavji ?

All she got was a silence again from his side for some seconds. He picked up a small paper before replying her back.

Arnav: Check the side table of your bed side. Bye.

The call got disconnected and she kept gazing at her mobile screen. Side table? Another unusual way of conveying her what he does not want to speak directly. She called Anu back who came running to her and hugged her feet. Khushi picked her in arms and kissed her cheeks. The Maid who had accompanied them took the Laptop bag and the 3 left back towards their car.

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Raizada House

The first thing she did was entering the bedroom after reaching home. Hari Prakash told her Arnavji had left for the meet with the Production house. She saw a small note placed on the side table below the lamp. She picked it up and read.

"I didnt mean IT.. You know how easily I outspeak when I am angry.. .Arnav. "

She sat on the bed holding the paper in her hand. So he wanted to say Sorry and this was the way he used? Indirect mode of communication.  If he couldnt say a "SORRY" to her on face, he could have still written that word in this note. But she knew.. she was overexpecting.

************

He came back home late, as informed .. Anu was sleeping on the bed but Khushi was not here. He checked the side table. The note was not there either. Means she read it. He took a sigh of relief and kissed Anu softly. The curtains of the French doors swayed with the cool breeze , forcing Arnav to come and shut the doors but thats when he found Khushi sleeping on the Recliner outside the French doors with a Novel on her lap which probably she was reading to cut her time until he is back. But who asked her to wait for him? He went and picked the Novel gently. It was a business novel. He placed it aside but in the process woke her up unwantedly. She rubbed her eyes..

Khushi: Sorry.. I dozed off.

Arnav: Get in ..! Its quite cold out here.

She sometimes could not understand his concern. He gets angry on her , shouts at her and then pacifies her, cares for her  too? Arnav got changed into his night suit while she made the bed ready , ensuring Anu is not disturbed. The TV was switched On.

Khushi: How was your meet with Roy ?
Arnav (Leaning back on the recliner, changing the TV Channel): Good. The shoots will start next week.
Khushi: Out door shoot?
Arnav: Yes. For a month.

This was not new. His profession compelled him to keep moving outdoor, away from his family. Wait.. FAMILY? Were they even a Family? Or just two people binded together to be with each other for a reason?

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On TV

"Tell us something about your wife. What's the best quality in her?", asked the reporter.

Had he been given a choice, he would have passed this question but the cameras were on him and he did not wish to give them a chance to dig his personal life.

Arnav: My wife... Uhh.. She has a lot of patience.. To handle a husband like me. That's the quality I appreciate most in her.
Reporter: Wowww. We have recently heard a gossip about her pregnancy. Is that true?
He twitched his eyebrows' and looked in the cameras.

Arnav: I thought you guys are wise enough to understand its hardly been few months we got married. And the greatest rumour I heard was just one week after our marriage when they published on the social networking site that we married because she was pregnant. ( he smirked). I would like to tell everyone if this is happening anytime soon, we will announce it happily. There is nothing to hide about it.

He started walking out of the party, followed by his guards who were securing him from the media. All this was telecasted on the TV channel tonight which coincidentally was turned ON in their bedroom. Khushi looked at Arnav who tried his best to show himself unbothered.

He was such a fine Actor. This little video proved it today. Even after having so many issues in their married life, he could still fake so much that even the media got convinced.

Khushi: Patience ? You appreciate my Patience ? Thats new.!!
Arnav: (Getting up and turning the TV off): I thought you will be more curious to know my reply on that Pregnancy part.!!
Khushi: That was my next question.
Arnav: Then I better answer none. Good night.

She blocked his way to the bed.

Khushi: You cannot always ignore my questions Arnavji.
Arnav:  I am saving an argument.
Khushi: This way? Raising another argument between us by not responding? Arnavji.. Please talk.. Unless you talk and clear things out of your mind, we cannot surpass or resolve our marital issues.

Arnav: Why put brains in something which is not meant to be resolved? We dont have the same ideologies, neither we have any compatibility Khushi. Our worlds were always different. They might overlap someday but never meet forever.  So lets continue living what we are doing at the moment and let time and fate decide its future. Now will you please move aside? I am very tired and equally sleepy..

She had nothing else to stop him. She walked away, to close the Curtains and shut the lamps off. Yet another day they passed of their blissful hurtful marriage.

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Khushi had always managed both the offices .. AR Designer House and Gupta Textiles. Luckily she was supported by her father too which made her work less hectic and Saahil , her business partner for Gupta Textiles was also there for help. As promised she came to office and continued with her meetings. Whenever she had work and Arnavji too wasnt available home , she kept Anu with her mother Garima in her Mayka. At least there will be someone who can take care of her baby in her and Arnavji's absence. She cannot rely completely on the Servants to take care.

She was done with the meeting when Saahil entered the cabin. She seemed very tired still. He had got her some Juice to change her mood and to drive her exhaustion.

Saahil: All okay at home?
Khushi: Yes.
Saahil: Doesnt seem so seeing your face. Did he shout at you after I left?
Khushi (Closing the file in anger): Saahil bus yaar.  I dont like you telling again and again , stay away from my family matters now. And what do you think? Arnavji is not keeping me happy? Did I ever complain?

Saahil: Thats your problem Khushi. You never complain. Even then when he proposed you for marriage.. no .. not proposed.. Compelled you for marriage, you agreed readily. Without even thinking about anything.. Without even realising what will happen to our relationship.. You just agree for every damm thing he asks from you.. !!

Khushi (Getting up from her chair in frustration): Yes I agree.. And I have no regret Saahil.. I will keep doing things for his betterment.. He has no one else left now to expect such care from.. He is alone dammit. Cant you see that? Its been months for that accident but even today I see that pain of  losing his close ones , in his eyes.. He needs someone to be called as HIS. He needs a Family.. I am just giving him that..

Saahil: How will you give him a family? Just by staying in his house ? Is he even trying to give you a place in his heart? You deserve more Khushi.. He is not the one for you.. He never was..
Khushi: Enough!!
Saahil: Fine.. Let me zip my lips .. But you better keep your eyes open.. Tomorrow is a very special day for him and he is celeberating that with his old love.. NATASHA..

Khushi kept gazing at Saahil with confusion..

Saahil: She has thrown a birthday party and he is cordially invited.. DId he tell you that ? (Khushi was stunned).. Never mind.. Keep the television ON. He is so popular that every little thing he does will be captured.. You dont need to give you proofs .. The media will do that tomorrow..

He picked some files from the table and left the cabin. Khushi took a deep breathe and sat again on the chair pressing her forehead.. Should she be bothered what Arnavji's plan will be for the next day? Will he go to Natasha's birthday party? Why didnt he tell her anything about this? Or should she wait and see if he tells her tonight anything.. ?

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Part 4

Raizada House

Arnav was in the bathroom, with his hands on either sides of the mirror, his eyes shut and as he faced the floor. He was a fine actor, he never needed any rehersals.. He was a one take actor but today he had to reherse this scene well before he can act. Natasha was coming to Raizada house with the Producer, for their movie script narration and he didnt wanted his past griefs to overshadow his present. He heard his bedroom door being knocked. He was alert. It cannot be Khushi. She doesnt need to knock their bedroom. It must be someone else. He looked himself one last time in the mirror and then came out to open the door. Hari Prakash was here ..

HP: Arnav bhaiyaa..Mehmaan aa gaye hai.
Arnav: Aa raha hoon.. Khushi aagayi?
HP: Nahi bhaiyaa. Khushi bhabhi abhi tak office se nahi aayi..

HP left .. Arnav turned around in his room.. He had not informed Khushi yet about the guests. She should not be shocked seeing them here.
But circumstances made him leave this task at the moment because he didnt wanted his guests to keep waiting for him. He thought of messaging Khushi while he hurridly left his room. He had reached the hallway when he saw Khushi entering the house. He was late to inform her. He had sent the message which beeped right at the moment she entered in and saw Mr Roy and Natasha sitting there. She read the message and her eyes starred at Arnav who was getting down the stairs looking only at her. May be he was trying to read her reactions. She appeared as calm as she could and placed a smile on her face.

Both Arnav and Khushi walked towards the guests from opposite direction. Both intended the same.. To be good with the guests as well as with each other.. They were too good at pretending since the time they got married. Anu came out from the kitchen seeing her Maa back home. But the moment she saw the guests, she hide behind Khushi.

Khushi: Hello Roy Uncle.

Being a Star's wife, she was well aware of the Bollywood people who were close to her husband. And Roy Uncle was one of closest family friend.

Anu licked the cholocate which had melted on her fingers hiding behind Khushi who was greeting Mr Roy and Natasha who had come to Raizada Mansion for discussing the script of their upcoming movie with Arnav. Roy pinched Anu's cheeks gently while she hid more behind her mother feeling terribly shy.

Khushi picked her in arms so that she doesnt run away without meeting her father's guests. Natasha and Arnav shared a quick glance after which Natasha said a "Hi" to Khushi. Both the ladies smiled weakly at each other.

Khushi: (To Anu): Anu.. Say Hello to Natasha Aunty.
Anu stretched her arm towards Natasha who saw the chocolate coating her fingers and avoided giving her a handshake. She just patted Anu's cheeks once. Arnav had noted this gesture of Natasha which was not much different from earlier. There was a huge difference between her and Khushi in terms of handling Anu. No one could have ever replaced Anu's mother's position than Khushi. He saw Anu putting her fingers in Khushi's mouth asking her to taste the chocolate. Khushi readily did that having no objection and kissed Anu's cheeks.

Khushi ( To the guest): Please be comfortable, I will send some Tea and snacks for everyone.
Anu tried getting down from Khushi's arms to go to Arnav but Khushi didnt allow her do so.

Khushi: Paa has work Anu. Later. Chalo.

She gave one last glance to Arnav and went straight to the Kitchen to order the servants for snacks and tea. He was familiar with that look of hers. She was unhappy for being informed about the guests so late. She being the woman of this house should have been notified much earlier. Very soon the snacks were served by the servants, and Roy started sharing the script with Arnav and Natasha. This was not new that the Directors and script writers came to Raizada house for discussing about their movies but today Arnav still had noticed one major difference. Khushi didnt even come and joined their narration even once. He knew why.. Natasha was his co-star.. And may be thats why Khushi chose to remain away from this entire scenario. 

Roy: So .. ASR.. Natasha.. How did you find the script? I know you both have signed this movie already without even reading this script once. That shows how much you both have faith on me. All I want to say is that, just like your first movie together, this will again be a Super Duper hit. I promise.
Natasha: I know Royji. I can never doubt your production.

Arnav had the same to share. It was time for Roy and Natasha to leave, Arnav asked HP to call Khushi down. Roy went in the washroom  and Natasha got the perfect opportunity to ask Arnav..

Natasha: What have you thought then?
Arnav was not meeting her eyes.
Arnav: I just gave my opinion about the movie.
Natasha: I am not asking about the movie Arnav. About my birthday party tomorrow. You are coming, arent you?

Arnav and Natasha shared a glance and then he saw Khushi standing right behind Natasha. It was evident from her expressions she had heard their talks. But Khushi didnt show to be affected. She saw Roy Uncle coming out and she greeted him.

Roy: Khushi. I am going to give your husband a promising award this year. Be prepared with his Thank You speech.
Khushi: (Smiled):  I am doubtful if he is even going to take me along for the award function Uncle.

Though Roy took it playfully, Arnav could understand what she meant. Does she think he will ignore her? She was not wrong in thinking so. He always had tried his best to ignore their relationship except from being good parent to Anu.. Even after few months of their marriage, accepting Khushi as his wife was just impossible for him. The guests left and Khushi turned back to leave. Arnav followed her. None of them wanted to raise this conversation in the living room where Anu was playing with her baby sitter.

After reaching the room, Khushi started collecting some files and her laptop from the bed hurridly.

Arnav: Khushi..
Khushi (turning around ): Arnavji..  I dont need any explanation on this matter. Its totally fine. You informing me so late about the guests, and then now hiding this birthday party invitation.. Its Okay. I will get used to this. I am fine..
Arnav: (Holding her arms): No you are not fine. You are hurt. I can read that in your eyes.
Khushi: I am hurt or not, shouldnt bother you. Dont use such intenseful dialogues. It might work for your  audience. Not me.. If you cared so much about my pain, today, we would not have stayed like two seperate individuals under one roof.

She pushed him back and left the room. She had a video conference to attend from home which she  always conducted from the drawing room. And this was the best option she can choose to avoid spending time with him discussing how wrong their relationship was.

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Khushi had always been a very smart and matured girl who lived life based on her terms but she was equally connected to her family. She had dreams of a perfect life partner, a man who can just not understand her, love her but also respect her , guide her in every foostep of life. Saahil was her best friend right from the time she was schooling. Being family friends, Saahil was always around whenever she needed him. When Saahil proposed her for marriage, she was more than excited to get married to a man who almost met all her criteria. She had not even started  dreaming a life with him that she was forced to marry someone who never had such feelings for her. Wish that accident had never happened. Wish that their life would still be the same like it was before, playful and fun loving. Wish she and Arnavji had never lost anyone so dearest to them.

Arnav Singh Raizada had always dreamt to become an Actor right from his childhood. And he got the needed support from his family always. His dedication towards acting, lead him to where he was today, a bollywood heartthrob of the country, Winner of numerous Best Actor's award from the past 4 years. Being in Bollywood there were many instances when he was linked with his co-actresses while working but the most accurate news which reached his fans was about he dating his co-actress Natasha. They were known for their sizzling chemistry onscreen in their first movie together. He himself didnt understand how matters extended and he lost the control over his self centered and Single status. He dated Natasha and things were going pretty well. Marriage was never in their cards so soon as both wanted to concentrate on their career but then he had to quit his relationship with Natasha and get married to Khushi Gupta who was never even in the list of his close ones.

If fate hadnt played its nasty game with them, they would have lead seperate lives happily without any regret.

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Next Morning

Khushi was busy making the milk ready for Anu who had woke up in the room and was playing with her father on bed, both unwilling to start their day in this chilly winter morning, unlike Khushi who had no choice but to leave for work, having some meeting with the clients today. She was talking to her mother who gave her a call early morning after listening to the latest news of her Son in law ASR.

Garima: Khushi are you telling me you dont have an objection if he works with Natasha again?
Khushi stirred the milk and placed Arnav's morning tea cup, and Anu's milk bottle on the tray.

Khushi: I should trust my husband more than my negative instincts Maa. Thats what I am doing now. We both agreed for taking up a responsibility which we can never leave halfway for our personal reasons. When I can continue working with Saahil even after marriage with Arnavji, why cant he make movies with Natasha then?
Garima: I dont know how you can act so cool Khushi but I just want to tell you one thing. Men dont give  a second thought all the time. Sometimes they take decisions which they think is right at the moment. This shouldnt be the case of Arnav. If situations started dragging him away from you, then it will be you who would be left alone and dejected, not him.
Khushi: (Walking through the hallway): I have Anu with me Maa, I can never be alone. Now please finish this call as I have to serve tea to Arnavji and feed Anu as well. Will speak to you later. Bye.

She entered the bedroom and saw Anu sitting on her father's stomach and playing with his stuble, touching it and then gigling feeling its roughness. Arnav seemed to be very much engrossed in this play. Khushi placed the tray on the bed at the side and sat there watching them.
Khushi: Anu... chalo milk time.

Anu was quite innocent to understand the cold war going between her parents. She held Khushi's arm and tried to pull her towards them. khushi didnt  make her baby use so much strength and herself did the needful. She sat beside Arnav who was still lying on bed and watching his baby's actions.

Anu ( dragging Khushi's hand towards Arnav's cheeks): Mumma. .. tach..(touch)

Her innocent command had just created havoc in her mother and father's bodies. They didnt speak a word after their fight last night and now in the morning, Anu wanted them to patch up with her innocent moves?

Khushi: Anu.. Aap karo.. Okay?
Anu: Nahi,,...(She screamed aloud, tapping her feet on the bed ).. Aap...  tach karo..

Anu could hardly frame such phrases but she still tried. Khushi and Arnav's eyes met for few seconds. This was getting uncomfortable for both but they had to act smart and end the situation rather than dragging it for long and bringing tears in Anu's eyes. Khushi gave up. She gently touched Arnav's left cheek. The moment she did this, he closed his eyes moving that cheek forward to let her fingers completely touch his stuble, just the way Anu wanted.

Anu started clapping in excitement which made him open his eyes and see Khushi again. They kept watching each other for few more seconds but the ring on his mobile phone broke their stance. It was Aman's call. He moved Anu to Khushi and got up from the bed to answer the phone call. Khushi looked at her palm which had touched Arnavji's cheek just few seconds back and then concentrated on Anu who was trying to get down the bed and run away to save herself from drinking the warm milk.

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Part 5

Khushi was just back from her meeting. She usually disliked carrying her mobile phone in the conference room but since the time Anu had come in her life, she had sidelined this policy because her baby can need her attention any time. Whenever she came to work, she dropped the baby at her Mayka. Today she did the same. She also had the habit of giving a call to her mother every hour and enquire about Anu. She did the same now. She dialled her mother's number.

Garima: Haan Khushi.. I was going to call you now.
Khushi: Kyon Maa? Is all okay? Is Anu fine?
Garima: Yes she is fine. But she is not ready to drink milk. Your father and I are running behind her from past 20 minutes but she is not listening to us. You know what happens when we try to force her. She will cry and we do not want to spoil her mood.
Khushi: Maa.. Give the phone to Anu.. I will convince her.

Garima agreed. Somehow she managed to catch hold of Anu who was running in the house in a playful mood. The moment Garima told her that her Maa was on call, she stopped. Garima placed the call on speaker mode.

Anu: Maaaaaa
Khushi: Anu.. Kya kar raha hai mera baby?? Mumma aap ke liye kya leke aaye?
Anu could hardly speak much as she was hardly 2 years old.
Anu: Lollipop... Lolli..lollipop ..
Khushi: Okay.. Mumma will get lollipops but first Anu will drink milk.. Anu is a good girl naa? Hai naa baby..
Anu: No good.. Lollipops.

Khushi: Mumma will give lollipops only when my baby will drink the milk.. Chalo. Go and drink..
Anu quickly took the bottle from Garima's hands and started drinking the milk. Garima was happy. She informed Khushi that her command was been accepted by her daughter. Shashi took Anu inside as Khushi kept talking to Garima.

Khushi: Mumma. Thanks for taking care of Anu in my absence.. You really are making my work easy. Keeping her with you for some time helps me manage my professional life. Otherwise it would have been very difficult.
Garima: Khushi.. Don't we know how many responsibilities you have on your head.. Managing work, taking care of Anu and then your Arnav.. I think he is your biggest concern these days.

His mere name created nervousness within her because their relationship and this marriage was never stable. But however differences they had between them, she never let that out before anyone.

Khushi: Mumma.. For every wife, her husband is always a big concern. Its like handling an additional baby along with Anu.
Garima(chuckled): Rightly said Khushi. Even after 24 years of marriage, your father is still the same. And playing with Anu he becomes just of her age.

Khushi laughed heartily. She had not laughed like this from past few months because her life had taken a complete turn adding some complexities in it. One major complexity was Arnav Singh Raizada. Today was Natasha's birthday and he was invited. She didn't had any problem with that. She might have even agreed and taken it easily as always but not what hurt her most was the fact that Arnav hide this invitation from her. He was always like that.. A closed book. No one can read his mind anytime.. It was hard to decode him.. Sometimes he acts quite strange. He gets possessive unnecessarily on her and at times he ignores her to his level best. What does he want? What does he think about this marriage? Is it still the same like it was before? Will they be able to stay together like this with so much differences?

Garima: Khushi. Are you there? Where have you lost?
Khushi: Uhh.. I am here Maa.. Have got some important work now. I will call you in sometime. Take care ..
Garima: Bye bitiya....

Khushi kept the phone down and gazed at the photo frame kept on her table. These two people in the photo carried so much importance in her life.. Even though they were no longer around, she still missed their love..their bonding.. For her they were her icon of a true couple. Who had thought a day would come when these major people will live them all alone forever.

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Evening - Raizada Mansion

The driver opened the car door.. Khushi carefully got down holding a sleeping Anu in her arms. Though the maid came out to take Anu from her but Khushi didn't allow her to. The maid in turn held the laptop bags and followed her inside the house.
Khushi: Saahab aaye??

Maid: No Ma'am.. But Sir had called up earlier. He informed that he might be late to come back. He asked us to let you know.
Khushi didn't had to use her brains much thinking why he might be late. So one thing was confirmed. He was going to Natasha's birthday party. Khushi reached her bedroom and placed Anu on bed. Her secretary Sonia knocked her room. She had come here to pass some important files to Khushi.

Sonia: Ma'am.. I will keep the files here?

Khushi noded caressing Anu so that she sleeps peacefully.

Sonia: And Ma'am. I forgot to inform you that you have received an invitation from Natasha for her birthday party tonight. Should I confirm your presence?

Khushi was startled. She was invited too? So Natasha sent a separate invitation to her and Arnav. She personally gave this invite to Arnav and for her she made it official. Was this invite only because the other evening she had heard Natasha and Arnav talking about the party ??

Sonia: Ma'am??
Khushi( coming back to the reality): Send a bouquet. I wont be able to attend it.
Sonia: Right Ma'am. So the bouquet should be from Mr and Mrs ASR?? Or just from Mrs Khushi Raizada?

Khushi one frustrated look was enough for Sonia to understand she was rising her Maam's temper. She excused and left the room.. Khushi sighed looking at Anu again, the only angel of her survival in this house. She had a husband but just on papers and legal terms. Their marriage was registered but they never performed any rituals of a wedding. They didn't even take pheras, the most important ritual of a Hindu marriage, a ritual where the bride and groom take promises for being with each other for a lifetime, promise of loving each other, promise of respecting each other and understanding each others responsibilities towards a happy married life. But all this seemed so fake and unnatural in their case. She believed in love.. Not compulsive relationship like theirs was. Her mind always kept poking her that one day she will accept Arnav as her husband and may even start loving him. But she didn't believe it. Love should be a natural process. Only because they are a couple and two people who stay under a roof ought to start showing some feelings for each other at some point of time, she didn't wanted to sacrifice her feelings and thoughts about love. Only time would reveal what will be the climax of their relationship.. A dead end or a blessed married life.

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She sat alone on the recliner, holding the dinner plate in her hand and kept eating her food slowly watching the Bollywood channel. This was the only channel that she showed some interest from the past few months. She was able to hear some interesting gossips about her husband which sometime shocked her and at times made her laugh too. Today the channel showed some live telecast of the party which was arranged in the 7 star hotel of Delhi on behalf of Natasha's birthday. Her eyes glued to the screen to see what the media had to say today about Arnav and Natasha. The reporter was showing some interviews of the guests who were attending this party. Directors, actors, actresses, producers and almost every known Bollywood personality was present here. The reporter announced how the viewers and Natasha ASR fans were eager to see them both in one screen. They were that crazy for this pair. Khushi was eager too to know what the media captures, how they make him and Natasha click some pictures together and give a short interview which can soothe their fans hearts. The volume was muted because she cannot risk Anu waking up from her sleep. She had almost finished her food when she heard his footsteps which suddenly stopped at the entrance of their bedroom. She surprisingly turned around. Arnav was standing there in his casuals. He saw the TV once and then his eyes fixed on her. She kept the plate aside and stood up.

Khushi: Arnavji? You.. You didn't go ???
Arnav: ( entering inside): Where ??
Khushi: Party.. Natasha's party.. You were invited..
Arnav: Bahut jaldi yaad aaya tumhe Khushi.. Invite tumhe bhi kiya tha.. Did you go?

He walked to the bed and leaned down to caress his sleeping baby who was snoring softly. Khushi's phone rang and seeing Roy  Uncle's call on her number she was little more confused. She answered the call and Roy asked her why they aren't coming for the party.
Roy: What's keeping you both so busy that you cannot make it for this party which is arranged so close to your house..when I asked ASR he gave me his headache excuse.. And now you don't tell me you have to look after Anu. Its just a matter of one hour Khushi. And think professionally. ASR and Natasha are the lead pair in my next movie. The media want to see them together. Arnav cannot hide himself.

 Khushi. Do you understand what am I telling?

Khushi was understanding the seriousness of this matter. She had to make him attend it. She knew Arnav was listening to her conversation from the bed hence she purposely declared he would be coming to the party and cut the call. She started selecting a party suit for him which might go well with the theme. Arnav understood what she was intending to.

Arnav: Don't mess with my clothes Khushi. I don't like it.
Khushi: I am not messing. I am fetching the best suit for you tonight.
Arnav: I am not going anywhere..
Khushi: I have given my word to Roy Uncle. Doesn't that matter to you?
Arnav( getting up from bed ): Did you ask me before giving your word related to me ???
Khushi : Some rights come default in a relationship.. I am just using those rights.
She had no idea how she unwantedly had given Arnavji a hint in the process. He folded his arms looking straight in her eyes.
Arnav: Toh phir tumhe bhi meri baat maanani hogi.. Just like you did , I too want to utilise that default right on you and you cannot deny. Manjoor hai?

She had no chance of saying a NO. Rights should be equal. She noded hoping he doesn't ask her something she was not prepared for.

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Hotel - Party

A black Mercedes car entered the premises of the hotel, guards securing the venue and the media clicking as many pictures as possible of the celebrity who was sitting at the backseat with his own wife Khushi Singh Raizada. This was the right he used on her. He agreed to attend this party only if she accompanies him, not otherwise. This was a total surprise even for her because they never made such entry together publicly. But somewhere she was also happy that he came up with this thought. That way he will not hurt her neither create another news in his professional life.

They got down the car and the reporters surrounded them. Arnav had no time to keep responding their individual questions. He was here for the birthday party not for some interview. His manager Aman handled the media as he held Khushi's hand and took her inside the venue..

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Part 6

 The media was strictly kept outside the vicinity of this party venue and they were given a slot of one hour later to enter and take pictures/ interviews of the celebrity and the birthday girl Natasha when the party will be at its peak. Arnav was still holding Khushi's hand while walking inside. She glanced at him once and slowed down.

Khushi: I am not Anu.. I can safeguard myself in the crowd.

Arnav left her arm. Does she think she is over smart ?

Khushi: Jokes apart. But Do you really think I should be a part of this function?
Arnav: ( becoming serious): Now that's what I call a joke Khushi. After reaching this place you are asking me such a silly question? Who made you a business woman??
Khushi: I am serious Arnavji..
Arnav: And so am I.. Keep walking..

 He walked ahead leaving her behind. She didn't follow but kept looking at him. He stopped some feet away and turned around. He sighed seeing her lost in some thoughts. He purposely called her with a sharp tone to get her attention.

Arnav: KHUSHI..

There was no chance she could avoid that call from him. She stepped forward. Both entered the party. Many known faces around, some praising them and some watching them from far with witty thoughts. Parties were not new for her because she had her own business parties to attend many a times but there was a difference in those parties and the one like today where she was accompanying her husband. Her husband had a huge fan following, not just among the common people but even here in the Bollywood industry. Many of the models had tried their best to seek his attention but luckily he never got involved with anyone else except.. NATASHA.. And today attending the birthday party of your husband's ex lover with your husband beside, was never easy for any wife. But if she hadnt come here, Arnav would never attend it too. For the first time in their married life, he had used his husband right on her keeping his decision of coming in this party, only and only with her. So there was no chance she could deny him. Gossips might blow up here related to the Trio but she doesnt care. All she cares now is that she was here as Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada, the hearthrob's legally wedded wife.

They were still walking when Khushi got a call on her mobile, some official call which she could not ignore. She excused him and answered the call. Arnav kept moving ahead getting welcome from his co-stars and old friends. Natasha was surrounded by some of her close friends too but the moment she saw Arnav, a smile appeared on her face. She sidelined everyone and came to him.

Natasha: I knew you would come Arnav. You have made my birthday special .. Just like before..

Arnav gulped down but managed to fake a smile on his face. He knew people were watching them. He cannot create a scene asking Natasha not to connect anything back to their past. It was Over.

Arnav: Many happy returns of the day..

He tried to be as formal as he could. Natasha was happy and was about to welcome him inside when suddenly she heard one of the guest speaking and praising none other than Arnav's wife.

Guest: Hello Khushi. Long time didnt meet you.. And by the way you are looking very stunning in this black dress, isn't she? (The guest asked the other lady holding Khushi's hand)

Both Natasha and Arnav turned around and saw  Khushi thanking for the praises and then excusing them on the behalf of meeting the Host of this party.. Natasha thus came to know Khushi had accompanied Arnav. He was not alone here.

Natasha: Khushi??

Khushi stood beside Arnav and leaned forward to hug Natasha. The ladies shared a formal hug.
Khushi: Happy birthday Natasha..

Natasha( pulling back from the hug): Thanks. I.. I didn't expect to see you here. I mean..you are a busy woman.. And you even have Anu's responsibility now.
Khushi: ( looking at Arnav): Arnavji insisted me.
Natasha ( smiling sarcastically): Strange.. Since when did Arnav need a company? Or should I say he wants to keep reminding himself that he has a wife now and that he should maintain distance from other woman?

Arnav and Khushi both didn't like what she just said. Natasha was not bad but sometimes she spoke more than necessary. Especially when she was upset with someone on some matter. Arnav would have replied back but he chose to remain quiet. But how could Khushi accept such indecency? Never..

Khushi: He just wanted a good company Natasha.. Thats all..

Arnav: Excuse me..

He purposely left aside to meet some producer friends. Natasha had no more reason to stick to Khushi either. She asked Khushi to enjoy the party and started welcoming her other guests.

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Almost 2 hours passed, Arnav was busy with his group at the bar counter enjoying their temporary company. He was a very reserved man but even then he always had people surrounding him who never stopped praising him for his acting and hard work. Khushi luckily had got a company too but all the time she had her eyes fixed on Arnavji. She didn't wanted him to get overdrunk. He gets out of control after that. And handling him in that stage was impossible for a lady like her. She cant stand the smell of alcohol and most importantly she hates men who doesnt stay in control. And And And... Arnavji very well knew that. Roy took Khushi along with him towards the bar Counter where Arnav was toasting his next peg.

Roy: Thanks Khushi. You made him come here. The media would have made their own speculations otherwise.
Khushi: I never stopped him from coming here Uncle. Its always his decisions. Whatever he likes or wants, he is free to do that, without my concern.
Roy: Wow.. No restrictions huh? Good. Teach my wife too. She is too poky sometimes. SHe thinks I am dating some debut actress of this industry. (he chuckled)
Mrs Roy pinched her husband gesturing him to speak only what is necessary..

Mrs Roy: Khushi, dont mind him. He is drunk and he speaks rubbish after that.
Khushi smiled.. Arnav was still quiet.Roy and his family excused Arnav, giving him some time with his wife. Arnav was still seated at the Bar counter waiting for his next drink and the moment it arrived he picked the glass but Khushi stopped him.

Khushi: Arnavji, you already had 3 pegs.
Arnav: (Holding her hand and drawing it away from him): And who said 4th one will knock me out?

He gulped the drink which was his 4th peg and winked at Khushi. That wink proved he was on the verge of getting knocked out. It was better to leave the party and reach home. But she had not even shared that thought with him, when a reporter came there with a Camera and requested Arnav if he can click a picture of him and his wife together?

Khushi: No
Arnav: Yes

They both gave opposite responses at the same time. The reporter was confused but Arnav drove his confusion away by pulling Khushi beside him and posing for the photo.

Arnav (looking at Khushi's face ): My Wife is bit shy to face the Camera's directly. But Isnt she beauuuuutiful?

The reporter smiled seeing the Bollywood Hearthrob ASR praising the beauty of his wife. He clicked the picture at the same instant when Arnav and Khushi were still lost in each others eyes, as if reading each others hearts. The photo potrayed a sizzling chemistry between them which was never openly shared in public before.

Reporter: Thank You Sir.. Thank you Maam.

He had disturbed their eye lock but she was not complaining. It was necessary. She stood up and held his arm.

Khushi: We are leaving.
Arnav: Aagai naa asliyat pe..? (You came back to the reality, didnt you?) Just now you told Mr Roy, Whatever I likes or want, I am free to do that, without your concern. ?
Khushi: That doesnt apply when you are drunk. Just look at you Arnavji.. 4 Pegs? The Dr has asked you to drink in controlled limits.
Arnav: (pulling her again): He cant decide my limits.. ASR apni limits khud banata hai..
Khushi: Again Mr Arnav SIngh Raizada, this applies only when you are normal.. not drunk. Define your limits tomorrow morning.. Now lets go..

She tried to make him get up from his seat but he was too muscular for her to easily do that. She still managed to get him out of the party, holding his arm tight. The car was parked but the Driver was not around. She cannot wait for the Driver to come because anytime the reporters might take this opportunity of having short interview or photosession with them, she cannot afford that. She made him sit at the backseat and then she herself sat on the Driver's seat. The moment she started the engine she fisted her fingers, closing her eyes.. Flashes of that night crossed her mind.. The laughs, the teases , the dark road and then the Truck which came from the other direction.. !! Her fingers shivered and sweat beads formed on her forehead. She had never drove a four wheeler after that accident. She cannot do it.. SHe cannot drive..

Luckily the driver was back and he knocked the door. Khushi took a sigh of relief and got down. She sat behind with Arnav asking the driver to take them back home.. She turned around to see Arnav, he was watching her since the time she was shivering with the idea of driving the car.. She turned her gaze aside.. Sometimes it becomes difficult to meet his eyes.. That guilt would never ease off. Never.!!

When they got down at their home and she tried to help him again to reach their room, Arnav waved her arms off.

Arnav: Dont touch me.. !! I will go myself..! (his voice was harsh and she knew why.. Old memories had disturbed his mind too when she sat at the driving seat..)

She didnt force herself to help him. She gestured the driver to assist Arnav till the room while she just followed them. But whatever happens she knew the next morning even if he remembers this incident, he will never talk about it to her.

************

Next Day

Khushi was startled to find her mother Garima in their house earling morning. She rushed down the stairs and welcomed her mother. She seemed to be holding a news paper in hand and smiling continuously.

Khushi: Mumma? How did you come here? Anything special?
Garima: Everyday you come to drop my grand daughter so today I thought to pick her up myself.
Khushi: Liar. I know you Mumma. And why are you smiling? And whats that in your hand?
Garima (hiding it behind): You didnt read today's paper?
Khushi: No. Why? Anything I should know? Our business share price scoring up?
Garima: Ufff!! What should I do to my daughter? Always business..Sometimes give time to think about your personal life too Khushi. But guess what? This time I have no grudges on this matter. Seems like you and Arnav are finally settling scores ..

Khushi: Mumma.. I am really blank. .Whats happening? Tell me ..
Garima showed her the newspaper Page 3 which she was hiding until now.

Garima: This is happening..
Khushi was surprised to see the same photo clicked by the reporter last night, in the newspaper and what caught her attention was the headlines "ASR's Offscreen Real Romance"

The name itself got some goosebumps in her body and there was no chance she could read this little article in her mother's presence. She just didnt wanted to feel more embarassed.

GArima: Kal party mein kya hua?
Khushi: Nothing mumma. I mean.. why do you even want to know?
GArima: HAyee.. Are you blushing or did something bit your cheek last night? May be in the party?

Garima was a hardcore teaser in such matters. A person who wasnt blushing  at all would blush hearing her comments.. Same thing happened with Khushi too. Thats when Arnav came down. Khushi got alarmed. He woke up?

Arnav: Good Morning Aunty.
Garima: Morning  beta.

Arnav came and touched her feet taking blessings from her. Khushi moved aside.

Arnav: How's Uncle?
Garima: He is good. Missing you. We always see Khushi and Anu but guess its been ages having your presence in our home.
Arnav: Yea. Had hectic shoots these days.
Garima: And you are going for some outdoor shoots too I heard.. (She was talking about the movie which he signed with Natasha.)
Arnav: Yea..

He wanted to end this topic here .. He purposely asked Khushi to give the newspaper. Atleast he can walk back to the gym with it.. But Khushi hide it behind her.

Khushi: Uhh.. I havnt read it yet..
Arnav : So? Read later Khushi. Give it to me.
Garima: I will check Anu and come back. Where is she?
Khushi: Our bedroom.
GArima left them alone to handle this sensitive article ..

Arnav: What? Why are you behaving so strange? Just give me that damm paper..
Khushi: Fine..
She handed him the paper and he saw the same article .. Khushi was observing his reactions..

Arnav (gritting his teeth): RUBBISH!!

Khushi was hurt.. She blocked his way as she turned the next page.

Khushi: Rubbish? How could you say something like that Arnavji?
Arnav: I didnt mean that way. I just..
Khushi: Just what? Dont find excuses now.. And this might be rubbish for you now.. but when you were drunk last night, you were actually praising your wife to be beautifuuuull.

Arnav was little embarrassed.

Arnav: Now what has this to do with your beauty? Look.. I have a severe headache.. Ask HP to get something to take off my hangover.. Excuse me.!

He hurried to the gym hoping she was just not following him again for continuing this argument..

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Part 7

Khushi was just winding up her work in the office. She was gettting late to pick Anu from her her Mayka today. Saahil entered the cabin.

Saahil: Khushi just give these files to Shashi Uncle. Its about the Project financials.
Khushi: Sure. I will pass it to Dad.

She smiled at him and continued her work. He should have left the cabin but he didnt . When she realised that she looked at him again, waiting to know what made him stand here?

Saahil: Uhh!! I saw your and Arnav's photo from Natasha's birthday party. (She kept watching him.. ).. You guys look great together.
Khushi: Thats the first positive compliment you have ever given to us. Thank you Saahil.
Saahil: I just said you both look great together but just  a piece of paper cannot define the existing relationship.
Khushi: (Smiling abruptly): We are working on that as well.
Saahil: Hmm. I hope so.

Khushi's extension rang and she answered the phone. She didnt seem happy because her car needed servicing and the Driver had left for the same. She had no means to reach her Mayka the earliest now.

Khushi: Here Anu is troubling mumma today and the car had to get punctured now ?
Saahil: I will drop you.
Khushi: No. Thanks. I will hire a cab. I will ask my secretary to book one.
Saahil: You know that cab wont reach the premises soon Khushi. SO stop bothering yourself and allow me to drop you home.

Khushi could not deny. She really had to get back home soon. She agreed.

*************

Gupta House

She got down the car and quickly said a thanks to him. He drove out and Khushi happily turned around to get inside. Arnavji was standing right in her way. She had not expected him to be here. Never in her dreams !!

Khushi (Stammered): a.. aaap?

He didnt answer anything to her. His eyes conveyed her he had seen Saahil dropping her here. Why does he have a problem with Saahil so much? Does she treat Natasha the same way? Of course not.. Then why cant he be a bit human and talk to her about his insecurities, if he has any?

Anu came running in the garden seeing her parents. Khushi picked her in arms and gave her quick kisses.

Garima: Thank God you came Khushi. She was crying for you today. God knows why. She never does that. Kids are really moody..
Khushi: Anu misshed mumma? (She kissed Anu's cheeks again . Anu seemed to be sleepy.)
Garima: WHen you told me you will be late, I messaged Arnav if he was around to come here and handle Anu. Only you both can make her quiet. So he came without any delay. At least because of Anu, he stepped in our house after so many months.

Ohh!! SO he came for Anu here.

Arnav: Aunty, we should be leaving now. Convey Uncle my regards.
Garima: Have dinner with us.
Arnav: Some other time.

He bent down and took Garima's blessings. That meant the end of this conversation. He was very specific in his ways of letting people know he was a man of few words. Khushi hugged her mother, passed the file for Shashi and then left with Arnav towards his car. They both sat at the backseat together, with the driver driving them back home. He was quiet while she made lovely talks with Anu who was not ready to leave her even for a moment.

Even after they reached home and Khushi had put Anu to sleep, Arnav had not spoken a word with her. He was sitting in the drawing room down and reading some script. She came there and sat opposite to him with her laptop. Afterall she too had some emails to finish. He didnt look at her even once. She could not take his ignorance to this extent.

Khushi: How was your shoot today?

After almost 10 seconds he said "GOOD".

Just one word? Good? Thats it? If they dont communicate properly how was this marriage suppose to work?

Khushi: Uhh. Today I was checking some Pre school for Anu. There are really some good ones nearby.
Arnav : She is hardly 2+. We will think about this after next 6 months.
Khushi: I was pre planning.
Arnav: Dont waste time in that. You have better work to do.
Khushi: Waste time? Anu is our daughter Arnavji.. Nothing related to her can be waste of time for anyone of us.
Arnav : I didnt mean that .. ( he replied apologetically)
Khushi (Sighed in disappointment): Thats your problem. You speak without thinking sometimes and then apologise.
Arnav: THATS ME!! And you should get adjusted with it by now.
Khushi: I am already trying.
Arnav : (getting up): Good for you.. Good night.

She stood up too and blocked his way.

Khushi: Whats the matter with you Arnavji? I can see you are angry on me. Just say it out.. Dont keep it within you please.
Arnav: When you know I am angry, you must also be knowing WHY?
Khushi: I have said this 100 times Arnavji.. Saahil is just my good friend and a business partner now.
Arnav: Plus he has very intense feelings for you still. Dont forget to add that.
Khushi: Feelings? (she was upset but yet managed to speak).. Fine.. May be.. But that affects nothing.
Arnav: It does Khushi. It affects a lot.
Khushi: To YOU?

Now she had twisted this topic to a very accurate angle which he could not escape from.

Arnav: Haan!! Me..!! It affects me because for the world you are my legally wedded wife.. Your husband is a Bollywood Star Khushi. Every simple news related to him and his family is the talk of the town and in headlines everyday. So you better watch your steps before you walk with that Saahil.
Khushi:  And you? Are you watching your steps Arnavji?

He clenched his jaw in anger. How could she even ask him so?

Khushi: You are going to work with Natasha now who still has feelings for you. So are you not concerned these same media will relate you both again? It might never impact you but it does to me, as your wife. Whom should I complain? Whom should I expect to sort this fear within me?

Arnav was very serious and silent. She was unable to understand what he was thinking at the moment. He calmed his stern expressions and caught her forearms drawing her close. She was stunned again.

Arnav: When I signed our marriage papers, I promised myself to be loyal towards you. I am sticking to it Khushi. Natasha's come back cannot wipe off my commitment.

She was so much overwhelmed hearing that statement that her eyes became moist again which didnt go unnoticed by him. There was something in her which always made him feel weak, may be her tears. He had never seen her weak or fragile like other girls who break down for every small purpose. She was strong willed and a very stable person in her life. But things changed and today this same girl who was the most unbreakable person of their family shed tears so easily, sometimes before him and sometimes at his back. That one accident changed it all. The rememberance of that accident always shook his heart. None of them can forget that night in their lifetime but they never spoke to each other about it openly.

Arnav: Now if we done discussing our insecurities we should sleep.!!

He left inside whereas Khushi stood there for some more time alone. Whatever he said meant a lot for her. She never pointed out his dishonesty in their relationship but the way he conveyed her, looking straight in her eyes, holding her in arms was out of the world.

*************
2 Weeks Later - Morning

Khushi was startled to see his bag missing in their room, neither his clothes were arranged in the closet. Last night before she dozed off with Anu on bed, everything was at its place. Her room door was knocked. Was it him? He always returns back from his Gym at this time. She opened the door hurridly but saw a maid who was here to keep the laundried clothes.

Khushi: Where is Arnavji?
Maid: Sir left for Malaysia early morning for his outdoor shoot.

That was a big blow for Khushi whose face turned pale, not because he left , but because he didnt even bother informing her about it. This was not unusual for her. He hardly shared his shoot dates or trips with her and by the time she gets to know, he would be travelling. The maid finished her work and left the room. Khushi sat on the bed with utmost disappointment. Her mother had planned a lunch together at her home as it had been really long they all met and shared some time. But as usual, even today, her parents will have to welcome their Son in law's absence. This man should never have got married. When he cant fulfil a single duty towards his wife and her family, he had no rights to play with their emotions this way.

**********

Arnav was sitting  at the boarding gates in the Airport, awaiting for his flight. The director had hired a private plane for the entire crew who were travelling to Malaysia for this one month shoot. His mind was oscillating if he should call up Khushi and inform he has left or just like other times wait for her to notice it on her own. He was fiddling with his iPad when Aman got a coffee for him and sat next.

Aman: Coffee?
Arnav: Thanks.

He took the mug and sipped the coffee once looking blankly at the iPad.

Aman: Bhabhi ka phone aaya tha..!!
Arnav was surprised. She called Aman?He maintained a  stern face and continued sipping the coffee without meeting Aman's eyes.

Aman: She has wished you a safe journey.

Now that broke his silence.

Arnav: Are you her messenger Aman? You are my Secretary, not hers!! Dont take such messages for me indirectly. I dont appreciate that.
Aman: I know. She conveyed it to me may be because she thought you are busy. By the way didnt you inform her about leaving today?

Looking at Arnav's expressions Aman had already guessed what might have happened. ASR was always like that. He had stopped sharing about anything related to him to anyone. The flight was ready to board. Arnav got up and left towards the flight.

*************

Afternoon - Lunch - Gupta House

Khushi: Sorry Mom but he really had to leave. And he had told me about it that his trip has been preponed. It somehow skipped my mind. Sorry..

She touched her ears apolozising but Garima made her relax.

Garima: Thats okay beta. Dont be sorry. We know his work schedules. But we are happy you made it here for the lunch today. I will serve the food, you sit and talk with your father till then.

GArima left inside. Khushi sat beside her father asking him if he took his medicines before lunch. Shashi was very intelligent father.

Shashi: MY daughter has started lieing after her marriage. Not good Khushi.
Khushi: Lie? No Paapa. I ..

Shashi: Your mother sees what she wants to see happening but your father sees the reality. I know you and Arnav are still not comfortable as a husband wife. There is a lot missing between you two. What is holding you both from forgetting the past and living the present? Today Anu is small. She wont understand anything but as she grows up she will feel this missing love between her parents. What will you answer her that time?

Khushi was very touched by her father's thoughts.

Khushi: Paapa... You know my ideologies, my thoughts better than Maa. I believe in Love happening on it's own. Only because me and Arnavji are married, we should be falling in love, I don't accept that. We need some more time Paapa. But this uneasiness between me and him will never affect Anu, I promise.
Shashi: I know that you both love Anu more than yourselves. But Khushi if you want this marriage to work, someone among you have to take a step ahead. If you both keep waiting for the right time to come and you both genuinely fall in love with each other, it might never happen. Think about it. Okay?

He had  a point but its hard to get  a change in your own ideologies that easily. Her phone rang,. The number was international. She excused her father and answered the call.

Khushi: Hello..
Arnav: ( in Malaysia unpacking hia bag): I had a safe flight.. Is Anu okay?
Khushi: (Sighed in relief that he called her): Yea.. but she was missing you this morning. She searched you the entire house not believing me that you have gone for work. But she is fine now, convinced that you will come soon.
Arnav: Is she around?
Khushi: No..Playing with Paapa inside.
Arnav: I will call her later. You.. (he stopped..).. Uhh.. You take care..

He never said that before .. But she liked his concern..

Khushi: You too Arnavji..
Arnav: Bye..

The call was disconnected but Khushi was happy that he made an attempt at least if nothing beyond that ..!!

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Part 8

It had been 2 weeks already that Arnavji had been for his outdoor shoot. He called his wife once a day or sometimes even twice and as expected, his talks were very much restricted about Anu, their daughter. Khushi kept her work load low so that she could spend more time with the baby and compensate the fatherly love which Anu was missing very much these days. Initially when Arnavji went for such outdoor shoots, Anu was still small to understand and miss him but now since she was 2 years + she could feel the need to see her father, hear his voice and that was her right. But did they have any choice to cover this up? No.. Work was important too and just like every other couple and parent, Khushi and Arnav tried their best to manage their personal and professional life and keep them sorted.

It was a Sunday but Khushi had some important agenda on her list and hence she was at office for an hour. But Anu was with her grandmother Garima at home so Khushi need not worry about her. She was finishing her peice of work when Arnavji's call started ringing on her phone.

Khushi: Hello..
Arnav: Is Anu awake?
Khushi (Sighed easing her fingers from typing continuously on the laptop): Might be.  I will have to check .
Arnav: Check? Why? Where are you?
Khushi: Office. Just finishing though. Will reach in an hour home. I will make her talk to you. She is so desperate to hear your voice.
Arnav: I miss her too.

He meant that.. Truly.. He loved Anu very much, anyone could see that in his eyes. Suddenly Khushi heard a girl's voice on the call and seemed like this girl was quite close to Arnavji at the moment.. Also.. not to mention, the voice was familiar..

Khushi (Curiously): I heard a woman's voice around you..
Arnav: Yea.. I am in Natasha's vanity.. We were discussing the next scene..

Khushi was taken back by these words but she liked when he told her what the truth was. He knew, being his wife, Khushi was little insecured of any other woman around him, especially Natasha but he didnt mind telling her the reality.. She liked it..

Khushi: Is she still around?
Arnav: Roy called her for the next take. She's gone.

She had a smile on her face after knowing this.

Khushi: Uhh..Usually a husband lies to his wife when she is not arund to catch him red handed. I am glad you didnt.
Arnav: I am saving my lies.
Khushi: Saving lies? For future? (She chuckled shutting her laptop down and concentrating on this interesting phone conversation with her husband.)
Arnav: Hmm.. Looking at the type of marriage we had, lies are permitted.

Her smile faded. So he started again, she thought..

Khushi: Is it necessary to keep reminding ourselves what kind of marriage we had?
Arnav became quiet for few seconds..He never had this answer.
Arnav: My Shot is ready. I will have to go.

The best excuse which she hated to receive from him.

Khushi: What kind of marriage did you forsee Arnavji?

Did she really ask him this? There was some silence again from both ends.

Khushi: You might not have time now to answer this. But do think about it. I want to know. Bye.

The call got disconnected and Arnav kept looking at his phone screen for a while until Aman came inside and told him the Shot was ready...

**************

Raizada House

Khushi: Awww Anu.. See whats this? Lollypops.. Paa gave this to Anu. Hai naa? Come on take it.. Come..

Anu was crying loudly not obeying anything that Khushi asked her to do. She was only crying to see her father. Garima had purposely stayed back to help Khushi handle Anu today. The baby seemed to be very disturbed.

Garima: Anu.. baby.. dont cry.. Paapa will come soon.. Okay?
Anu kept crying tapping her feet on the ground .
Anu: (crying): Paa.. ..paaaa...

Whenever Anu cried to this extent, Khushi could never stop her tears seeing her baby ..Though Anu was her weakness, she had to be strong. She wiped off her tears and embraced Anu to her heart, trying to calm her down..

Khushi: Sshhh.. We will call Paa..

Garima handed the phone to Khushi and she quickly dialed Arnavji on his number. Aman answered the call..

Aman: Good Evening Bhabhi..
Khushi: Aman? Where is Arnavji?
Aman: Uhh.. Boss is in a shooting. One last take for today..
Aman: Ask him to call me back urgently.. Anu wants to hear him.. Okay?
Aman: Yes Bhabhi.. I will tell him right away..

Khushi cut the call and waited till her husband calls her back. Meanwhile she kept assuring Anu that her Paa will call her and talk very soon. Luckily after 10 minutes Arnavji called and Khushi made him talk to Anu.. The baby screamed aloud wanting her father to come right back from wherever he was. Arnav could understand her desperation and again tried to put some sense to his baby on her demand. They even had a video call wherein Anu could see Arnav but the moment she saw her father on the tablet screen she started kissing the screen but with tears still dropping from her eyes.. Arnav was very emotional.. Khushi picked Anu and tried to calm her down. Anu closed her eyes hugging Khushi who was trying to make her sleep.. Meanwhile Garima spoke to Arnav. Khushi wasnt too far. She too was listening everything..

Garima: Arnav.. I think you should come back home.. You know whenever Anu cries so much, there are chances she can fall sick..
Arnav: Yes I know that Aunty..Let me see what I can do..
Khushi: But Arnavji, your shoot?
Arnav: Uh!! I will cancel them..
Garima: Or wait.. How about Khushi getting Anu there? (she turned to Khushi who was quite shocked).. Khushi.. do you have any important work here? Cant your father and Saahil handle everything for 2  -3 days?
Khushi: (Looked at the tablet Screen where Arnav was still online waiting for her reply): Umm.. Yes.. Its possible..
Arnav: (Sighed in relief): Good. I will ask Aman to book a  flight for you and Anu.. Will you be able to get her alone?
Khushi: yea.. dont worry.. I will take my assistant along. I wont have a problem..
Arnav: Okay.. Pack your bags. I will call you once the tickets are done..

He cut the call and Khushi could finally see a hope of calming her daughter..

************

Singapore Airport

Khushi was holding Anu in her arms. The baby seemed to be little better than the day before when she was desperately looking for her father. Khushi's personal secretary had assisted her from India so as to take care of all the formalities. Khushi was hoping a car and a driver who would take them to the Hotel where Arnavji was staying along with the entire crew but to her surprise, she saw Arnavji stepping out of the backseat of the car and walking towards them while removing  his sunglasses to get a  better view of his wife and daughter..The moment Anu saw her father she jumped in joy. Khushi allowed her to get down and the very next moment Anu ran towards Arnav and held his feet. She was been picked up by him and the father daughter had their usual way of showing love towards each other. None of them cared for Mumma (Khushi) then.. But she had no remorse.. She always loved seeing them so happy and smiling.. Arnavji smiled heartily only for Anu.. How can she miss witnessing this moment ?

After almost 5 minutes she finally cleared her throat. Her assistant and the driver had loaded their bags in the car..Arnav looked at Khushi while the baby hugged her father like she would never leave him alone henceforth..

Arnav: Had a safe flight?
Khushi: I did.. But your daughter gave tough time to the Cabin crew..(she said smiling and caressing Anu)
Arnav: She is a born Raizada!! Thats what we love doing..Get attention...(He kissed Anu's hair while Khushi kept watching him mesmerised. )

What was so changed in him? Or was she over noticing? He opened the door for her. She got in followed by him. The assitant took seat right beside the driver at the front..

************

Hotel - Singapore

Khushi helped Arnavji place sleeping Anu on bed. Finally they had arrived in the hotel and she can rest for a while. The place was really happening and not to mention this was the first time she was out with Arnavji and Anu to a place away from her busy life schedule.

Khushi: Your shoot?
Arnav: Its at night. For some two hours. You need anything then give Aman a call. He will arrange it. And when Anu wakes up, just call me. I will be back in the room..

He turned to leave but she caught his arm. He stopped turning back to her.

Khushi: I need your presence in this room for sometime.. !! Is that possible Arnavji?


Sometimes her demands were tricky and more adamant than Anu's. He looked everywhere around trying to get some excuse to leave.. He was not sure why she needed his presence.?

Khushi: Dont worry.. I wont ask you anything or say anything.. Lets just be quiet and..
Arnav: You need rest!! People dont need company when they rest Khushi..
Khushi: (Little frustrated): Arnavji what is wrong with you ?
Arnav: I want to ask you the same. Whats wrong Khushi? You know we dont actually spend time like this..ALONE!!
Khushi: (Sighed): You like sticking to your so called poilicies and terms. Right? Fine.. Then leave.. I will be fine here.. Alone.!!

She moved away and locked herself in the bathroom. Arnav clenched his jaw and giving a short glance to sleeping Anu, he left the room..

*************

An hour later

Anu was still sleeping peacefully. Khushi was tired being alone within these 4 walls. She had no entertainment.. How long will she watch the TV and keep herself glued.. All her work was been handled by her father already.. She had no one to talk here.. Calling her mother will just make it more worse because Garima will start asking her loads of questions on where Arnavji was. So it was better if she doesnt use that option. She felt like talking to someone.. Someone who was really known to her. Someone who can understand her better.. She dialed Saahil.. She knew Arnavji wont like it much. But he shouldnt bother if he cannot care to spend some time with his wife..

Saahil (answered the call): Hey.. Reached ?
Khushi: Hmm..
Saahil: Got a warm welcome? By your husband? I guess you did..
Khushi: Stop mocking Saahil..
Saahil: Sorry.. But.. I didnt expect your call..
Khushi: Anu is sleeping and Arnavji is out. I was bored..
Saahil: I insist call him up and tell him you are bored. He might understand..
Khushi: Why ? Are you busy too? Cant you talk to me for some time?
Saahil: Ohh I can Khushi.. I was just giving you a better option.. Tell me whats wrong? Fought?
Khushi: Leave all that.. Tell me how did the Video conference go? Is client happy ?

Their talks continued and obviously she kept it restricted only to business..

*************

Night post Dinner

Anu was sitting in the baby arm chair and playing with her teddies. She loved teddy bears and especially the red ones.. Khushi was cutting fruits and keeping her mouth zipped. Even though Arnavji was right before her, she didnt wish to talk. Not until he wanted to. He only cared for Anu, so her presence was important. Not his wife's..Arnav was realising her actions. He knew she was unhappy but what was his mistake. He feared having a normal conversation with his wife.. Because he was doubtful these talks will only lead to that accident. And he never wished to talk about it.. But may be he can try being a little informal towards Khushi.. At least that might help reducing some gaps between them.. He sat next to her and picked the knife to cut the apple. She was astonished ..

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Part 9

Arnav sat next to her and picked the knife to cut the apple. Khushi was astonished but she didnt utter a word or poke him. She kept doing her task.

Arnav: Before you and Anu came here, a very crazy thing happened with me.

Khushi looked at him once and then continued her work. Not that she had no interest in talking or listening to him but she was still upset with his earlier behaviour.

Arnav: Uhh.. I was returning from the gym back in the room and suddenly a girl blocked my way in no time. She seemed to be my huge fan and she wanted an autograph and a photo with me.
Khushi: And then she jumped on you. She was so much excited that your guards had to practically pull her back and save you from this unexpected treat.

Arnav was surprised.

Arnav: You know all of this? How?
Khushi: Its good to keep your husband's facts and figures on fingertips. Especially when he is such a  shinning Star.
Arnav smiled weakly.

Arnav: What else do you know about me? I mean as a fan not as a wife.
Khushi: Excuse me? Fan? Who said I am your fan? Sorry to say this but you are my favourite actor is bollywood.

Arnav was flagbustered again.

Arnav: Is that so? Then who's that lucky one?

He could see Khushi becoming little more happier while discussing all this.
Khushi: Salmaan. (She never thought she would ever say that to anyone.. Especially Arnavji..

She was not a girl who had so much time to keep watching movies of her favourite actor. She was too busy for doing this. Moreover she was a mother now and a wife too apart from being a  businesswoman. She had so many responsibilities that she never actually had the freedom to share such small fantasies of her life with anyone. The only person who knew it and shared the same likes was no more in this world.

Arnav: What? Salman? He is 40+
Khushi: So? What his age has to do with my crush?
Arnav: What The!! Crush? You even had a crush on him?
Khushi: Had? Correct your vocabulary ASR.. I still HAVE a crush on him. He is such a nice person, a true gentleman.

 No man would like his wife to praise someone else other than him. Arnav wasnt different in this matter.

Arnav: He is still unmarried. You have a chance !! Think about it.
Khushi: (Sighed and leaned back looking his face): This is the first trait I have seen in you as a husband. Feels good Arnavji..

Now Arnav exactly knew which trait she was talking about. "Jealousy".. Was he jealous? Did he make her feel that ? Who wouldnt be when his wife openly states she prefers being fan of some other man than him. Anu started screaming for her father to pay attention towards her . Arnav and Khushi's stance broke and they concentrated back on their daughter.

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Next Day

Natasha was just out from her car at the shoot location and she was shocked to see Khushi and Anu getting in the vanity of Arnav. What are they doing here, she thought but she had no time to keep a track on them because she had to prepare herself for the shoot.

Khushi entered the vanity and saw Arnavji reading some script. Aman was also around. Seeing Arnav, Anu rushed to him.
Aman: Good morning Bhabhi..
Khushi: Hello Aman.
Aman: Its nice to have you here on the sets. Just be comfortable I will send some Coffee here.

Aman left and Khushi turned back to her husband who was busy allowing his daughter to brush his hair. Anu was actually messing it then making him look neat and ready for the shot.

Khushi ( held Anu's hand): Anu.. Paa has to go for shoot. He has to look nice. We will play with his hair later. Okay?
Arnav was all the time just watching Khushi utter this.. What made her come here? Did she wanna see the shoot or keep an eye on him and Natasha ?

Khushi: I hope you didnt mind me coming here? Actually Anu was insisting so I had to get her.
Arnav: Thats okay. Pass my Jacket. ( he gestured her to the couch. She picked his jacket and suddenly some passes fell down. She picked them)..
Khushi: Whats this?
Arnav: Uhh!! Some Dinner passes.. Roy gave it to me yesterday.We get best sea food there.
Khushi: Sea Food? Wow. So you going?
Arnav: I dont know.. May be..

Khushi smiled and helped him wear the jacket. Anu was meanwhile looking in the mirror and dancing.  Arnav thought something for a while.

Arnav: Lets go there tonight.
Khushi: We?
Arnav: Haan .. You me and Anu. It will be a good change for her as well. They have a kidz zone around the buffet area so she will have recreation options too.

Does he really want to take her out? They had never been for a private dinner like this.. Never alone..

Khushi: Okay. We will go.

Aman came back in with the coffee's but ASR had to go out and start the shoot. She didnt stop him either. She enjoyed her coffee alone and then took Anu back to the Hotel which was quite nearby the shoot area. She had so much to prepare for the dinner date with her husband.

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Night

Khushi was fully ready for the dinner. She was wearing a Pink Dress which was quite a match for such an event. Even Anu was dressed and they both waited for Arnav to come back. It was 08:00 pm already. Time kept passing. Khushi messaged Arnav to know if he started but he didnt respond. It was 09:00 pm.. She called on his number. Aman answered.

Aman: Yes Bhabhi..
Khushi: Aman.. Is Arnavji done with the shoot?
Aman: Uhh. No Bhabhi.. He is still shooting. And his phone is with me. Anything urgent you wanted to convey?
Khushi: He was supposed to come back early and take us out. But thats fine. Will wait for some more time.
Aman: Ohh I see. Actually bhabhi.. This is a very crucial scene of the movie and Natasha Maam is taking some time in retakes. The shot has to be perfect.
Khushi was little hurt but she didnt show it off to Aman.

Khushi: I understand Aman.. Never mind. Just let him know we are waiting.. Bye..

Time kept passing, Khushi fed Anu her regular meal because she cannot make the child starve. She kept pacing around in the room looking at the clock. It was 10:00 and no reply back from Arnavji. This was heights of carelessness. Doesnt he remember he had planned a dinner with his family?


**********

It was 11:00 and Arnav was returning back to the Hotel from his shoot. Aman had passed Khushi's message to him and thats how he remembered about the Dinner date with Khushi. How did he miss it? Sometimes he gets too much professional which screws his personal commitments. Since the time he had got the message from Aman, he kept calling Khushi who didnt answer his call. That was height of ignorance a  wife can show towards her husband. He entered the hotel and without waiting for anyone, he just kept rushing towards his room. Luckily he had a duplicate key otherwise it would have been embarassing seeing him knocking the door and his wife not opening it up for him as a punishment. He got inside the room and saw Khushi packing the bags. She saw him coming in but even then she didnt care to speak a word.

Arnav: I.. I was stuck there. ..Uhh... Did you eat?

She was terribly frustrated and his talks were just adding up to her anger.

Arnav: Let me order something for you. .(he was about to dial the room service but thats when she caught his hand and stopped him)
Khushi: Why so much of concern now? Ieat or dont, you shouldnt be bothered off. Just stop faking all this Arnavji..
Arnav: Khushi.. I told you.. I was stuck ..
Khushi (angrily): So much stuck that you couldnt even message me and inform we are cancelling this dinner plan? Ohh come on Arnavji.. Whom are you fooling? Tell me straight away that you forgot!! Just say it.. You forgot it like you do everytime.

Arnav could never stand anyone talking to him in this tone. He caught her arm and dragged her towards the living room of their presidential suite.

Arnav: Khushi watch your tone.. Anu is sleeping..
Khushi was more angered..
Khushi: Stop treating me like Anu's nanny Arnavji.. I am also your wife.. What did I ask from you ?Just some care and respect.. Is that too much for you to give me? Tell me Arnavji.. (She shook him wanting answers )

Arnav (screamed at her loudly): Yes.. Its too much sometimes.. Did you hear? Its too much for me to even live the fact that I am married to you...

Khushi was stunned. How could he be so rude..

Arnav: Thats why I keep forgetting such small gestures related to you.. Its hard for me Khushi.. I am not a normal person who can forget things so easily.. I take time.. Both .. To forget and forgive!!

He really was pissed off for stating all that to her. But Khushi was very upset with his choice of words..

Khushi: (gulping down her tears): Thanks .. Thanks for letting me know this truth.. At least I wont have false hopes from you Arnavji..Thank you..

She walked inside the bedroom again and zipped her bags.. Arnav knew she was hurt but she started this fight, he didnt. He saw Khushi picking up sleeping Anu from the bed.

Arnav: What are you doing? Where are you taking her ?
Khushi: Back to India. We have stayed enough and disturbed you. But not anymore.. You continue with your hectic schedules Mr Arnav Singh Raizada ,we will manage to get back home..
Arnav was frustrated. He blocked her way.

Arnav: Stop doing all this. Its too late now to start for India and that too without a flight ticket. Leave tomorrow morning.  I will ask Aman to book the plane.
Khushi: I dont need your favour .I know how to take care of myself and reach back safe.

The door was knocked. Khushi moved away from Arnav and opened the door. Khushi's secretary was standing there.

Secretary: Maam.. The tickets have come. Should we start?
Khushi : Yes.  Send someone to collect our bags, we are leaving now.

The secretary noded and left to make the arrangements of collecting the baggages. Khushi gave one short glance to Arnav and then walked out with the baby.. Arnav clenched his jaw and punched his fist on the wall. She was insane and quite arrogant in her terms!!

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Flight

The flight attendant gave a voice to Khushi for the second time, Khushi was that lost in her thoughts. She got alarmed only on third call from the attendant.

Khushi: Yes..
Flight Attendant: Maam. What kind of meal will you prefer for yourself ?
Khushi: Uhh..I am not hungry.. Thanks. But can you please serve some warm milk for my baby once she wakes up?
Flight Attendant: Sure Maam.

Khushi looked at Anu who was sleeping peacefully on the seat beside. She brushed Anu's hair softly ensuring she doesnt wake up. She just hoped Anu doesnt cry for Arnavji again and is satisfied with this little time she got to spend with her father in Singapore. THis trip which was supposed to be the first outdoor visit with Arnavji and Anu would always be memorable for Khushi. But in a bitter sense. Her eyes were moist as she held clutched the mangalsutra tight in her fist. This marriage came with so much of compromises between them but was it necessary to remember this for their whole life? Can they ever lead a normal life again free from all these Complexities? At least that would save her from lieing to her family about their happy married life.

Whatever happened today between them she will ensure she doesnt give in that easily to his apology this time if he makes one. It was enough of however lightly she took their relationship until now. She will have to keep herself strong so that Arnavji understands if he is still suffering, she too was .

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Part 10

It had been 2 days for Khushi to return from Singapore. What a horrible trip was that.!! Everything went wrong except one good thing and that was Anu's satisfaction of seeing her father. As expected Arnavji did call on her number to check if she had reached safe but Khushi purposely didnt answer his call. She conveyed him about their safe flight by a SMS. He might have been furious for ignoring him to this extent but he deserved that. If it hadnt been for Anu, she would never stay with a husband like him. He had no feelings for her. She wasnt expecting LOVE to bloom between them, she just needed some gestures of care and bonding. And he was depreiving her from even that.

She looked at the photo frame on her desk and picked in her hand.

Khushi: He will never Change, will he? You both had over pampered him.

She was lost in those old days when they were more than a happy family together. She had recently joined her father's business and was always found spending maximum time in her Raizada house, her Anjali Di's sasural.

Flashback Begins

"Di".. "Di"??, Khushi screamed on top of her voice searching for her sister Anjali in the house. She finally found her in the kitchen making Gulab Jamuns.

Khushi: Here you are!! I am so dumb sometimes. I forget cooking is your favourite pastime these days.. Who loves Gulab Jamuns in this house? Jeeju?

She popped one Jamun in her mouth.

Khushi: Eww.. Its not very sweet. Guess you forgot to add some more sugar..
Anjali: Its Sugar free Jamuns.
Khushi: For?
Anjali: Arnav, Khushi. He is diabetic, dont you know that?
Khushi: Ohh!! Yeah.. I just forgot.. But are you going to courier it to him? He is in Switzerland Di. Forgot ?
Anjali: He is coming back today. We could never celeberate the success of his Debut movie. So I thought of making some sweets for him. He will like it.

Khushi: Ohh my God. So much love for your husband's brother. You never loved me like this.. (she pouted)
Anjali: Khushi baby.. You wont understand this now.. When you become a bahu someday, you will realise what it means to love your sasuraal and your in laws family.
Khushi: Aww.. When I have you to teach me , I dont fear to learn..

She hugged Anjali tight and kept popping the Jamuns one by one..

After 5 hours of wait, finally Arnav Singh Raizada, the most awaited personality of this house made an entry and to everyone's surprise he got his so called girl friend Natasha too.. He was an obedient son of the house but as their family constituted of only his brother Shyam raizada and Anjali Raizada, it was difficult to say who loved him more. These two brothers never had a family. They were orphans from a very small age but Shyam managed to grow his business and give all the support to his younger brother Arnav for getting into the acting school and make his career as an Actor. Arnav was lucky to have been given the opportunity of chosing his life. Arnav was busy introducing Natasha to his brother and bhabhi afterwhich the turn was Khushi's.

Arnav: And she is Khushi Gupta.. She is .. uhh.. no one actually ..
Khushi fumed with this sudden reply..
Khushi: No one? I am no one to you ?
Arnav: Yeah.. You arent a Raizada. Bhai is a Raizada, bhabhi is, I am and even Natasha might be some day.. But you wont.. SO you are odd man out.. I mean Odd woman out..

Anjali and Shyam chuckled seeing them fighting like teenies..

Khushi: You will never stop making fun of me, will you ? And by the way, Raizada is no such big tag which I would like to join to my name either. I am happy as a Gupta..
Anjali: Khushi, why are you saying so? Raizada's are a very reputed family. They have a good background..
Arnav: Rehne do bhabhi.. Bacchi hai.. (Forget it Bhabhi. .she is a kid)

Khushi: (fumed in anger): Bacchi? For your kind information Mr Arnav Singh Raizada, I have now joined my father's business. I am not singing, dancing and acting like you..
Arnav stepped forward while she took steps back unable to understand what he would do next..

Arnav: Acting is my profession. I dont just do it for free. And I get fame more than you. Who knows you huhh? Only your employees? Friends? Collegues? I am popular not just in India but also abroad..Now tell me whose more successful?

Khushi was scared.. She rushed to her Jeejaji to complain..

Khushi: Jeeju.. See what your love and pamper have done to him. He is gone mad. He just knows it misbehave.. Teach him something good..
Arnav: What The

Shyam (Getting up): Okay.. Fine.. Now stop you both. Think about Natasha.. She is our guest. Lets have some Dinner together and then decide who is more pampered among you both. Okay?
Khushi: Huhh!! Doesnt matter Jeeju.. Because very soon you and Di will stop pampering us and divert your love to your own baby.. (she pouted again)
Anjali blushed while Shyam denied.

Shyam: This wont happen. We both will keep loving you two and in return you and Arnav keep pampering our future child. Hows that?
Arnav smiled.
Arnav: Deal!!
Khushi: Deal.!!
Everyone smiled and dispersed for Dinner.

Flashback Ends

Khushi placed the photo frame back on the table to wipe her moist eyes. So many unforgetful memories they had. It hurt to even remember them.. The cabin door was knocked and her secretary came inside in distress.

Secretary: Maam, you should check this news.

She turned the LCD on and flipped the channels for the right one.

Are Mr and Mrs Raizada heading for a Divorce?

One of our major source has just flourished the news of Khushi Singh Raizada's sudden departure from Singapore. Bollywood Heartthrob Arnav Singh Raizada was shooting for his upcoming film with the Roy Productions along with this Ex Girl Friend Natasha, when we heard his wife visiting him there. According to the sources something has turned majorly wrong which resulted in this melodrama between the couple and Mrs Raizada chose to leave. What is this secret which lead this husband wife fight? Are past relationships gearing up again between  ASR and Natasha? We are sure most of their fans who still believe they should be together would be very happy. But on the contrary, we still see few who support this newly married couple. Whatever happens, B Channel is not going to let you miss any news. Stay tuned with us and we will get you clearity on this subject very soon.

Nandita Singh
Head Reporter
B Channel

Khushi was hyper seeing this disgusting news. What is wrong with these reporters? How can they intrude in the personal lives so much? This was too much. She had to intervene before they start building castles from this little news.

Khushi: Hold a conference. I need to clear this out..
Secretary: Maam.. Actually ASR had called up. He informed me about this news too and he asked you not to take any further action against them.
Khushi: (Angered): He wants me to be quiet? Even after this?
Secretary: Just for some time Maam. Once he is back, we can schedule a conference and sort this out together.
Khushi was convinced.. It looked better. Only she answering the media will add up another story..

**************

A week later

It was a Sunday and Khushi was busy playing with Anu in the living room with her toys. Suddenly she heard Arnavji's husky voice calling for Anu and she quickly turned around. Arnavji was back from Singapore. He looked tired, he had grown his beard and badly needed a haircut. Anu ran in his arms. She started kissing her father showing him how much she missed him. Khushi was happy. She always loved this bond which Anu and Arnavji shared. She felt as if she and Arnavji were really successful in showering their love to Anu as they had promised Anjali Di and Shyam Jeeju..

After the father -daughter scene was over, Arnav concentrated on Khushi. Their eyes met for a few seconds, each of the remembering their Singapore fight. Khushi seemed more stronger today to express her coldness towards him. She called for the maid who came running to them.

Khushi: Get some warm water ready in the room for Arnavji's shower .And ask him to trim his hair until its not his new look for the movie.

The maid controlled her laugh bowing her head down while Arnav and Khushi shared another quick glance. Was she making fun of him? If she plans to be cold, he too knows how to warm up the situation ..

Arnav ( looking at the maid): Tell your Maam, I need her to get my water ready.

Khushi twitched her eye brow. She gestured the maid to leave and stepped towards Arnav. Anu was still in his arms.

Khushi: Your baby's Nanny wont do it..
Arnav: My Wife would..! ( he commented normally but looking straight in her eyes)

Khushi liked what he just said but did he really mean it.? Cant be.. Not that easily.. She still left for their room to make his water ready..
 Arnav and Anu followed her.


*************

When he was back from his shower, he looked the real Arnav Singh Raizada personality which she was used to being with. She kept arranging his clothes in the closet quietly. She preferred having no conversation until it was absolutely necessary. Anu was sitting on bed having her Cerelac. Arnav started wiping his head.

Arnav: So I heard the media is Divorcing us?

Khushi didnt utter anything. Arnav had realised she was still grumpy about their last fight.

Arnav: Your father had called me yesterday and  I promised him for Dinner tonight at your home. How much time you need to get Anu and yourself ready?

Why was he doing all this? So much favour suddenly? She took another set of his clothes to arrange when he blocked her way,

Arnav: Say something Khushi. I am not talking to walls here...
Khushi( SIghed heavily): Yes the media is divorcing us, unless we dont clear their thoughts. And I had no idea about this secret dinner at my place. But me and Anu will be ready whenever you want. Now leave my way..

She tried moving from the other side but he blocked her way again. She again tried from her left but he was back there to stop her.

Khushi: Arnavji?? Stop this.. Please..
Arnav: Where's that old Khushi who fought for her way, didnt plead like this .?? I know you can push me... You always did that earlier whenever you fought with me. The best way to take out your frustration. So use your hands and push me back if you want to leave from here. (Her eyebrows twitched high ). Come on .. Dont give me that look. I know you can do it.. Go on..!!

Anu started screaming in joy seeing her mother father playing some kind of push push game.

Anu: Maa push Paa. Maa push Paa. (she gigled saying this and clapping her hands)

Khushi: (looking in Arnav's eyes): Are you provoking me?
Arnav: Are you provoked? Then push me. Simple!!

Khushi had no plans of forgiving him by just giving a push. This push wont be sufficient to take off all the anger she had within because of him. She picked the coffee mug from the table and threw the coffee on his face. She was that much angered. Arnav had never expected her to do something like this even in his dreams.

Khushi: This makes me feel better than that push!!

Khushi tried to leave but he caught his hand and twisted it on her back.

Arnav: Crazy Woman!! What do you think of yourself?
Khushi (Smirking): Your Raged Wife!! (she proudly made that statement)
Arnav: Mrs Rage, your husband is a Star!! He doesnt like his face getting spoiled by sugarfree coffee's.
Khushi: Never mind. I will keep some Tea ready for next time. Will that be okay STARji??
Arnav ( gritted his teeth though he wasnt that angry after this sugarfree conversation with his wife): You .. !!

Suddenly the door knock interrupted their moment. Natasha was at the door with a small bag  in her hand. Khushi struggled to get free from her husband's clutches because that might seem little disturbing for anyone to witness a couple like this. Arnav slowly loosened his grip looking at Natasha.

Natasha: Uhh.. Sorry.. to disturb.. But you forgot your bag in my Car so I came to return it.

Arnav noded and turned to the bathroom to wash his face again. His wife had spoiled even his shirt which was full of  coffee stains.

Khushi: ( taking the bag from her): Thanks. ! You could have send someone else. Why so much trouble ?

Natasha didnt respond to that but she had other question in her mind. She already had entered in the bedroom.

Natasha: Uhh.. You guys were fighting?
Khushi immediately corrected her.
Khushi: We were just playing around with words and some coffee.. Nothing major Natasha.. Thanks for your concern though. Would you like something? Juice?
Natasha: No thanks. I will leave. Just remind Arnav we have a wind up party tomorrow on the sets after the shoot.
Khushi: Okay. I will remind him. Bye.

Natasha gave a short smile to Anu and then left the room. Khushi looked at the bag which Natasha just got. Arnavji forgets right things at wrong timings!!

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Part 11

Arnav came out from the bathroom changing his shirt. He saw Khushi talking to Anu and feeding her the milk. The small bag which Natasha brought was lying on the bed unattended. The maid was called to clean the floor which was stained with coffee. After cleaning the floor, the maid left and Anu rushed behind her to play in the drawing room. Khushi told the maid to take care of Anu until she comes down. She was just waiting for her daughter to leave so that now she can confront with her husband.

Khushi: (Looking at Arnav): You drove in her car ?
Arnav: I wanted to give you a surprise!! Thats why I didnt ask the driver to come and pick me from Airport. Neither could I take a cab!! Its too complicated for a known bollywood actor to hire a Cab to reach home!! Natasha asked me if I needed a drop. I didnt deny!!
Khushi: (Sighed in disappointment): Wow!! ( she folded her arms ).. If you still call this a surprise Arnavji then I am sorry to say, it isnt!! Because I am not at all impressed.
Arnav: (In  frustration): So be it!! I am not back to impress you. I wanted to apologise for what happened in Singapore nothing more than that. But you dont seem to be in a good mood to forgive me so easily, are you?

Khushi paused for some seconds because his behaviour really had no change.

Khushi: Is this a way to ask for forgiveness? There is no remorse in your eyes. You are fighting again Arnavji.!!
Arnav: You started this..!!
Khushi: Okay.. I will end it too then..

She left the room hurriedly.. There was no point in waiting here and discussing dead topics!!

***********

Few Days Later

Arnav and Khushi were still on the same page and infact these days they were not even in good talking terms. Khushi was sticking to her thought. She will not forgive him so easily this time. He will have to earn that respect and feelings again. He cannot get away so easily. But will he repent? Will he ever bend down and accept his fault? Will he understand how much pain he is unknowingly giving his wife? Just naming someone as your wife is easy but holding on to that relationship was way difficult. Till date she never found that need in his eyes to hold their relationship intact forever. Somewhere he was still taking her and their marriage lightly.

It was morning 08:00am when Arnav came down and sat on the sofa picking the newspaper in his hand. He saw Anu and Khushi in the Temple room praying. Khushi was looking little different from other times today. She was in a Anarkali dress and not in her formals which she usually wears when she goes to office. Khushi finished the Puja and made Anu touch the feet of the Devi Maiyaa idol. She then applied tikka on Anu's forehead and held the Puja thali in her hand. She walked out and Anu followed her. What was she doing, he thought? This was the first time he was observing this extended puja his wife was doing at home. She circled the Thali at all the corners of the house, allowing the vapours of the Incense stick to scatter in the living room properly and then came to him. He stood up to take the Prasad. He knew she always makes Sugar free prasad taking his diabetes into consideration. He ate some and then fed to Anu too.

Arnav: Anything special today? This wasn't your usual Puja procedures!!
Khushi had expected him to forget..

Khushi: So you dont remember ?
Arnav was confident the day was important but what's his mistake if he doesn't remember? He has so many other things to note in his mind..

Arnav: May be I never knew..!! Or never been told about this special day..!! Would you mind clarifying ?
Khushi: (Noded a NO): Forget it!! Nothing so important for you to remember!! I am leaving early for work. Will drop Anu in Mumma's house!!
Arnav: Dont!! I will take care of her till I am home!! I have late shoots today. I will drop her to your home when I leave!!

Khushi didn't mind.. She picked Anu in arms and kissed her cheeks.

Khushi: Dont trouble Paa.!! Be a good girl. Okay?
Anu: Okkkk..

Anu smiled and extended her tiny arms for Arnav to pick her up. In cuddled to him and he embraced her.

Arnav: Paa will bathe Anu today.. Ready?

He started rubbing his stubble on her cheeks. Anu gigled as Arnav left with her to the bedroom. Khushi passed them a weak smile and left for her car..See.. He was not even bothered what special day today is !! Huh!! Arnavji really is too much..

*************

Office

Khushi took the bouquets from her staff and thanked them for the wishes. Once they were gone from her cabin, Saahil then presented his flowers.

Saahil: Happy Birthday Khushi.
Khushi: Thanks Saahil. Who informed the staff? Was it you?
Saahil: Yea. They ought to know their Boss's birthday. And I wanted to make this day little special for you..
Khushi: (Smiled):  Aww. That's sweet. I am grateful for having such a good friend
Saahil: You should be!! (he sat on the sofa and started serving some coffee to Khushi). .. What did Arnav give?

Khushi became quiet suddenly. She didn't know what to answer. She was not a woman who can bicker about her husband and family neither she liked lieing all the time.

Saahil: It's okay.. I understand.. Does he even remember its your birthday today?
Khushi: (sipping the coffee): He might remember later today. He has so many things going in his mind and in his schedule!! Anyone can forget.
Saahil: Not a husband.. If he loves you..

LOVE? THat was something impossible between them. Seeing her mood off Saahil suddenly changed the topic..

Saahil: I have arranged a small party for you in the office conference room today. I know you will not let me arrange one outside this place. So I thought why not involve the staff too. They were really excited to do this. Just a cake cutting celebration, that's all. I hope you wont deny ..
Khushi: Thanks Saahil but its not necessary.. Really
Saahil: It is necessary..!! Dont decide everything by yourself..So its done.. Celebration at tea break in the evening today..Now you continue with your work, and let me do mine.. Bye..

He left the cabin. His efforts were really appreciated by her. But wish these efforts were taken by Arnavji some day!!

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Raizada House

Arnav was monitoring Anu while reading some script of his new venture. Aman came in with some flowers. He wished Arnav a good evening and scanned the room.

Aman: Where is Khushi bhabhi?
Arnav: At office.
Aman: Office? Even today? I thought she will be taking an off.
Arnav: What's so special that you expect her to be home ?
Aman was surprised.. He sat on the couch beside Arnav..

Aman: Its Khushi Bhabhi's birthday ASR.. Her first birthday after marriage.. Dont tell me you forgot to even wish her!!

Now that shook Arnav like never before. Khushi's birthday!!! Ohh ! He never remembered this day ever but he should have at least guessed it today morning noticing the difference in her behaviour.. Damm!! He fisted his fingers and looked at Aman..

Arnav: Couldn't you remind me earlier?
Aman: Why should I ASR? I didn't know you wont remember!! But its never late.. Just give her a  call and wish her. She will be happy..
Arnav: No.. I know her.. She will not be happy so easily.
Aman: Then gift her something which she likes and doesn't have..
Arnav: This woman is not like others Aman.. She is one unique wife in this whole universe who will deny her husband gifts considering it to be a bribe ..
Aman : Then do something which she likes. You are termed as the most romantic actor ,you are been awarded for that. Should I organise a candle light dinner for you two?
Arnav (in frustration): She will remember that dinner date which got messed up in Singapore.
Aman : Then I am out of ideas now. You screwed it , so you think how to make it up for her. I am leaving. Have some meets with your Public relations team. Pass my wishes and flowers to Khushi Bhabhi.. Bye...!!

Arnav's thought process of re-creating such ideas which can win a woman's heart had died a long time ago but he had to really do something .. Which she might consider and accept !!

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Office

Khushi was standing before the cake and talking to her father who was also a part of this little birthday celebration at the office. She was overwhelmed seeing the love and surprises her office staff had planned for her. However bad the start was , the end of the day seemed blissful.

Saahil: Come on birthday girl make a wish and blow the candles!
Shashi: Haan Khushi.. Just go for it.. Come on..

Khushi chuckled closing her eyes and the first person she saw behind her closed eyes was Arnav Singh Raizada. Why did she see him? Does she wish to ask something related to him? What? Does she want him to remember her birthday and wish her? Does she want him to gift her, pamper her today and be good? No wait..!! Why was she even thinking about him? He was not the one who will remember this day so easily!! She opened her eyes without even wishing anything and was thrilled to see Arnavji standing right at the cabin door and watching her. Was he real? Or was she hallucinating him around her? Why would he come here? He has better things to do. But why did he feel so live and real? She pinched herself slowly ensuring no one else notices these actions. The pain was real which meant he was real too.

Saahil and Shashi both looked at the direction she was watching from past few seconds. They saw Arnav standing there.. Shashi was happy to see ASR here. The other staff people rushed towards him to take his autograph.. He was almost mobbed.!! Shashi moved everyone aside and came to Arnav..

Shashi: Arnav beta.. Glad you came here.. Everyone please move aside. We are here for celebrating Khushi's birthday.. ASR will give the autographs later.. Please give him way.

Everyone moved aside and Shashi got him where Khushi was standing. Saahil stepped back. Khushi could say Arnavji wasn't much happy with this celebration.

Shashi: Chalo Khushi.. Now even your husband is here. Cut the cake...

Khushi slowly blowed the candles and then cut the cake. Everyone clapped and sang "Happy Birthday" song. She took a piece of cake and fed her father. Shashi fed her in turn. She was not sure if she had to feed Arnavji because he might not like it or want her to do that but till she was thinking about all this, she saw him taking a peice of cake and holding it before her lips. She was shocked..Was he doing it in real? Arnavji was feeding her the cake? Like really? Their eyes met. She wanted to read what was going on in his mind. Also she didnt wanted to forget their present arguments!! Neither could she insult her husband by not eating the cake he was ready to feed her. So she herself took some peice of the cake from the one he was going to feed her and ate it. She didnt allow him to feed and that was really frustrating for Arnav. He didnt show off that anger before everyone though. !!

Arnav got busier in giving the autographs to some of her staff while Shashi was beside him introducing him to some of their important managers handling their work. Khushi was watching Arnav from the corner when Saahil came to her.

Saahil: SO he remembered finally!! Good surprise!! Chalo then.. You would be getting late.. I will manage the work you leave..
Khushi: Leave? Where? I am not leaving early Saahil.
Saahil: But ASR told that to your father.

Khushi was confused. She had no idea what Arnavji had planned. Suddenly Arnav came there intruding their conversation.

Arnav: Chale Khushi?
Khushi was stuck..Where was he taking her?
Arnav: I will wait for you in the car. Come soon..

He smiled at his father in law once and taking his blessings he left with his guards downstairs. Khushi was blank.. Either something was fishy or Arnavji was getting bored of his work and hence wanted to take her out on her birthday. She took her purse and handing over the work to her father and Saahil, she followed Arnavji..

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Part 12

The silence was killing her in the car. She was not sure what he planned, infact whether he even planned anything for her birthday or not. She had to speak something in order to stop her mind from making any assumptions. But the cold fight between them had still not reached any conclusion from past so many days. She ignored the idea of speaking first and kept fiddling with her phone to dial home and check with the maids if Anu was fine and needed anything. Thats when he spoke to her before she could act further.

Arnav: Anu is with your mother. I dropped her there before coming to your office.

She eased down knowing her daughter was in safe hands and now she even got a chance to speak further. He kept the conversation going so that she can safely continue them...

Khushi: Where are we going?
Arnav: Wait for some more minutes, you will get your answers.
Khushi: (Sighed): Is that what you call a surprise?

Arnav kept driving without answering that.

Khushi: When did you remember its my birthday? Or did someone told you that?
Arnav: Doesnt matter anymore. !! ( he strongly commended)
Khushi was becoming argumentive now.

Khushi: It does Arnavji.. I ought to know if my husband is actually interested in doing all this or is he just pretending?

It was very easy for Arnav Singh Raizada to lose his patience these days and Khushi's talks were just coaxing him all the more.He stopped the car and gave her a serious look.

Arnav: Will you just stop making statements like that and allow me to celeberate your birthday my way Khushi?

"His Way?" , What he meant by that? She zipped her lips and looked ahead as if giving him a positive reply to carry on with "His Way". Arnav turned back the engine ON and kept driving. She was one hell of an attituded woman for him. The rest 25 minutes were again filled with silence until he finally parked his car at the Sea port. She was more than surprised that he had got her here. He got down the car while she kept on sitting inside looking at him from the glass door. He was secured by his guards who got down from the other car which followed them all the while from her office to this place. He gave them some instructions and then talked to another man who passed him some papers. He shook hand with that man and then came back to the car, opening her side door.

Arnav: Come..

He held her hand and drew her out of the car. She didnt speak a word and kept going with the flow. He took her to a private boat which was ready to take them off this place. What was his plan? A boat ride? She didnt ask anything though. They got inside the boat while the guards were asked to keep waiting for them at the port. The boat started to take them away from the land, somewhere deep into this ocean which was really a thrilling and calm experience for her. She stood by the railing of the boat at the deck, watching the peaceful waters. The Sun was setting and the breeze was becoming cold as they kept moving away from the land. She just wanted to capture this moment forever.. Thats when she heard Arnavji's voice from behind her.

Arnav: Enjoying the ride?
She turned around. He was opening the champagne bottle.

Khushi: Where have you learnt giving such surprises Arnavji?
Arnav sighed in disbelief getting the glass of champagne towards her.
Arnav: Why are you always interested in When why where and how? Live the moment Khushi.

He handed the glass to her but she didnt accept it.

Khushi: Your wife doesnt drink alcohol.
Arnav: Got you!! ( he turned around and opened the mini refrigerator picking a tin of cold drink for her. )

She was just staring at his face. He was taking an extra step today but was it only because it was her birthday? Or was there anything more to it?

Khushi: Thanks.. I hadnt expected any of this from you.. I really appreciate your time and efforts in planning and implementing all this. Thank You..
Arnav: This aint everything.. Hold a second.

He went aside and got the same papers which the man had handed him at the port. He gave them to her.

Khushi: Whats this?
Arnav made her turn around and pointed at some island which was quite far away from their present location.

Arnav: Thats yours!!
Khushi was confused.
Khushi: What?
Arnav: I have bought that island for you.. A small gift on your birthday!!

She was totally amazed by that gift.. Was he serious? Could be.. The papers proved it.. She had a glint of happiness in eyes..

Arnav: Somebody had told me you always wished to buy something like that .. So I thought of fulfilling it for you. And this was the best day I could present it.
Khushi smiled but then gulped down her anxiety..She exactly knew who that SOMEBODY was.. It was her sister Anjali. She was that only person who knew all her fantasies.

Khushi: That SOMEBODY told you my half wish!! Not the whole..
Arnav ( little confused): What do you mean? You needed something extra with it? Say it.. I will organise..
Khushi kept the papers aside.

Khushi: No thats fine.. Its something which you just cant organise.. It has to be felt.. Now that half of my wish has come true, I am sure the other half will get fulfilled too someday.

Arnav didnt understand it actually what she meant by the other half of her wish. She sipped the cold drink looking at the Island from far and smiling.. Arnav gazed at her for few seconds. This was the first time she looked happy around him after their marriage.. He felt like smiling too ..

Arnav: You have a very contagious smile Khushi..
Khushi's eyebrows twitched suddenly as she looked at him. These talks felt odd from Arnav Singh Raizada. .He never praised her.. But then her eyes scanned his empty Champagne glass and realised it was the alcohol which made him say these romantic phrases..

Khushi: The alcohol is working Mr Arnav Singh Raizada. Dont drink beyond this level or you might repent tomorrow ..

She chuckled and tried leaving for the other side but he caught her hand stopping her. She froze.. He held her both hands in his and soothed them for a while looking directly in her eyes. He had to say something, she could feel that.

Arnav: I apolozise for misbehaving in Singapore. I know.. I .. I went overboard that night and said all that which I shouldnt have..

So finally he wanted to talk something about that night and this existing cold war between them..

Arnav: You know I .. I just dont understand the line of limits.. I tend to cross it always in my anger and then.. (he breathed heavily).. You understand me right?
Khushi noded acknowledging that statement..

Arnav: Our past had beautiful memories Khushi.. Memories which none of us can forget.. I need time to get past them.. I dont know how much.. But I need more time.. Its not letting me accept my present..accept you .. or our relationship wholeheartedly.. I .. I tend to forget these little things about us.. I .. I am not taking you casually.. I know I have responsibilities towards you.. But ..

Khushi's eyes filled with tears hearing all this.. Arnav stopped talking..

Arnav: I made you cry again.. On your birthday!! Damm!!
Khushi (smiled weakly): But these tears today arent painful like other times.. I am feeling better shedding them off.. I am fine..

A gust of wind blew high, blowing her hair. Arnav subconsciously tucked the hair strand behind her ear, looking in her eyes. There was something within her which made him feel attracted. She looked beautiful when she left her hair open like that. He had seen Anu always rubbing her face on her hair whenever she was in Khushi's arms. Today he got the reason behind it. Her hair were soft , silky and he could even smell the fruity shampoo she applies to maintain them.. Khushi's heart skipped a beat when he looked so intensefully in her eyes. Her confusion was clearly reflected on her face which then got Arnav out of his thoughtful world. He realised he was soothing her cheeks by now .. He moved his hand off her face..

Arnav: Lets.. lets eat something. I am hungry.

Khushi noded wiping her tears quickly and then walking along with Arnavji towards the other end where the food was organized.. They had a very quiet early dinner together, both thinking about their eye lock a while ago but none of them ready to think beyond that..

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Raizada House - Same Night

The couple were back home and Arnav was getting ready to leave for his shoot. He had a late night shoot which he didnt wish to postpone. His wife's birthday was almost over and now he had no more reason to skip his work. Khushi was packing his bag like always with his extra set of clothes, fruits, toileteries and so on which he always needed whenever he went for shooting for hours like this.

Arnav: I will come by afternoon tomorrow.
Khushi: Hmm. I will drop Anu to Mumma. Will you pick her from there or
Arnav: You get her. I am not sure of reaching on time . I might be late.

He finished dressing and then walked straight to the bed to kiss Anu. He did that always when he left for shoots. She was his soul and he missed her whenever she wasnt around.

Arnav: She slept early today.
Khushi: She seems to be dull and tired too. Mumma said she didnt eat properly and you know what happens when Mumma forces her to eat. She cries uncontrollably.
Arnav: Lets wait till tomorrow and if this persist we will call her Doctor.

Khushi handed the bags to the maid who just came in and informed the car was ready. Khushi was still waiting for something from Arnavji.. Though he had celeberated her birthday, he still didnt wish her. That was so unusual. He took his mobile phone and started walking to the door to leave.. Khushi kept watching him until he finally stopped and turned around..

Arnav: Uhh.. Happy Birthday Khushi.

He could see her lips stretching for a smile which she wanted to hide from him but was unsuccessful. And now whenever she smiled she remembered his statement about her smile being contagious.. That made her smile even more. Arnav smirked once at her, seeing the way she behaved differently after their cold war finally came to an end and then left the bedroom hurridly. He never liked to be late for his shoot. Khushi closed the door and she noticed she was still smiling. She hit her palm on her forehead once as if stopping her childish thoughts and came back to the bed beside Anu. She felt little positivity in their relationship today.. She kissed Anu exactly where Arnavji had kissed her on cheeks and then smiled again.

Khushi ( to sleeping Anu): Your Paa isnt that bad..!! He just needs a push..

Gosh!! What was wrong with her? Why was she still smiling like an idiot? She lay down beside Anu and took the baby in her embrace. Tonight she might get a sound sleep unlike before. What else can a wife expect ?

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Part 13

After Arnav left for his late night shoots, Anu didnt sleep for long. She was already dull from morning and now she had fever too, very high. It was 02:00am and Khushi was doing every efforts to make the baby feel better. She had even called their family Doctor and informed about this emergency. The Doctor advised Khushi to get Anu to her clinic and that she too will reach there in some time. Khushi agreed. But then there was a very big question running in her mind. Who would drive the car? Their driver was off to his home long back and calling him now will only delay everything. There was no one at home here among the maids or servants who knew driving. Khushi dialed Arnavji on his number but as usual it was not reachable. She dialed Aman too but he too didnt answer. Probably Aman also was busy in assisting Arnavji's shoots. Anu kept crying and her body was burning in fever. Khushi had to take a decision and she decided to drive. She picked Anu in arms and rushed outside to the car. She sat in the car and made Anu hug her tight. She tied the seat belt to protect them both and finally started the car engine. This wasnt easy for her. She had not drove car from such a long time and she still had that moral fear of driving it. But today that weak woman who was afraid of driving lost by a mother's worry to get her baby cured on time. She drove the car with normal speed on the dark roads .. Her hands shivered as she moved the steering wheel but she kept a grip on it. She cannot let her fears overrule this time. She cannot hurt Anu in anyway. She kept driving, tears shed from her eyes which she kept wiping off quickly and with much efforts finally she reached the hospital. She parked the car in a hurry and then took Anu inside where their family Dr was already waiting for them. Until the Dr treated Anu inside, she made some quick calls to her parents and dropped a message to Arnavji and Aman too about this incident. She had no idea when her husband would read it but he should be informed too.

Almost an hour passed. Khushi was sitting outside praying for her baby when suddenly she could hear his footsteps. She turned around and saw Arnavji coming there hurridly. She stood up. How she wished to get in his arms and share her pain. But the moment he reached her, he gripped her arms in anger. She was surprised. His eyes raged fire on her and she had guessed it by now she was the reason for his frustration.

Arnav: Why the hell did you drive? Maine manaa kiya tha na Drive karne se? Then why dammit? You know I dont trust your driving skills anymore. Why do you always find a way to piss me off? Why do you take a risk and put the life of my loved ones in danger ?Why dammit?

Khushi was hurt. She had never thought out of all this, he will question her this before knowing how their baby was. She shoved his arms off her.

Khushi: I drove because I had no choice Arnavji. Anu was burning with fever. She was crying continuously and as her mother I did what I thought was right. You should be worrying for her rather than hurting me ..
Arnav: (Angrily stepped ahead): You are bound to get hurt if you keep doing such things. You tried calling me fine, you dropped a message which I checked late, I agree. But why the hell didnt you wait for someone else to come and drive you both here? You could have called your father.. Why didnt you  Khushi?
Khushi: Because I didnt realise anything at that moment Arnavji.. I was alone and I was unable to see Anu cry like this. If you would have been in my position you would do the same for her.
Arnav ( clutched her arms again): Dont you dare compare yourself with me. If I would have been in your place, my Brother and Bhabhi would have been alive today. Our lives would have been happy like it was before.. I would have been saved marrying you Khushi Gupta.. You understand that? ( he angrily questioned)

Khushi was very much hurt by his choice of words. But she had to reply him..

Khushi: (Tears flowing from her eyes): It was an accident Arnavji. .I .. I didnt kill them .. If they were your brother and bhabhi, they were related to me too. If you have lost them, I too have .. That was not fun what happened. I didnt chose to do it on purpose. It happened.. It just damm happened. I regret it even today .. I will regret it my whole damm life.

Arnav was very cold on her especially when the matter came about discussing that accident.

Arnav : You better regret it Khushi because that one mistake of yours has cost all our lives!!

He left her arms with force that she almost stumbled behind a few steps. He turned around and walked towards the room where Anu was treated by the Doctors. Khushi kept looking at him with tears in her eyes. He had said enough today. She never thought he had so much of poison filled in his mind and heart for her. How could he still blame her for that ? How many times does she have to tell him it was not her choice. That accident was not intended by her .. She too wanted her loved ones to be alive today.. Till when will he keep blaming her for that? When?

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The Doctor finally came out to Arnav and Khushi who were standing away from each other but both worried for Anu equally..

Arnav: How is she Dr?
Dr: She is having fever still but it will lessen in some time. She will be fine by morning but you have to ensure she gets enough rest for few days. Kids at this age dont rest at all. They just need to play. ( she smiled at them but they both were very serious to respond to this gesture of the Dr)

Dr: (Turning to Khushi): Khushi, you got Anu at the right time. A little delay from your end would have been risky.

Khushi saw Arnav to know how he would react to this statement now. Does he still think she did a mistake driving and getting Anu here? Arnav though had heard it from the Dr, he chose to ignore that for the moment.

Arnav: Can we take her home now?
Dr: I suggest No. Let her rest till morning. I will also be able to look after her incase needed.
Khushi: Can we see her Dr?
Dr: Sure. Please go . She is sleeping by the way.

Arnav and Khushi rushed inside to see Anu who was sleeping nicely on the bed with her arms at the sides of her head. Seeing her sleeping peacefully, Khushi finally felt better. The Dr left. Arnav sat next to Anu on bed and caressed her cheeks slowly .He kissed her forehead and murmured her name. Khushi stood away from them. She kept watching Arnav and Anu's little love though. Garima and Shashi came there too and queried how Anu's health was. After knowing she was better, they too relaxed.. Aman was here..Arnav had skipped his shoots to reach here but he was not ready to leave his baby after this. It was Shashi who made him understand he need not worry as they all will take good care of Anu. Arnav finally agreed to leave back. The couple didnt talk to each other. A lot had happened today and Khushi needed to decide what her next steps should be. Everytime he cannot just hurt her and leave. When is he supposed to understand and live with the fact that he or she cannot change their past. They have to live with it. They both have to do this even though it was unbareable.

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Morning

Anu was awake and she was in Khushi's arms. The Dr checked Anu once and told the fever was gone hence they can take her home. Shashi was outside completing formalities while Garima was with Khushi and Anu.

Khushi: Mumma.. Can me and Anu come home for some days and stay with you and Paapa?
Garima was confused but she agreed.
Garima: You dont have to ask this Khushi. Its your home too. You and come and stay anytime. But whats wrong. Is everything okay? I mean between you and Arnav?
Khushi ( faked a smile): Nothing is wrong. I was just missing you both and Anu needs rest and care. So this would be best if I stay with you there for some time. At least in my absence you and Paapa can look after her.
Garima: Agreed. Anu's Nana and Nani will be more than happy to take her responsibility. Chalo.. Lets leave. Inform Arnav about this or else he will be worrying why his wife and daughter are missing suddenly . ( she chuckled )

Khushi faked a smile again and picked Anu in arms. She knew Arnavji had to be informed and he will never be happy with her decision of staying in Gupta house like that. But he had to realise why she left suddenly. He had hurt her like always and this time even crossed all the limits in pointing her again for that accident. He had said enough to her. How could he say if he would have saved from marrying her if that accident hadnt happened. Does he think he's done a favour on her by this marriage? That was a mutual decision which they took for Anu's betterment then why does he show off like this wedding was imposed on him? She had tolerated it from long time but now she had no more strength to keep hearing such painful words from him. She had to take some stand for herself. For Anu..

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Late Morning - Raizada House

Arnav Singh Raizada was back from his shoots and the first thing he did was reach his room to check his daughter. But the room was vaccant. Where was Anu? And Khushi? He screamed for his maids who rushed in and told that they both had not come home since they had been to the hospital. He was worried. Was Anu fine? Why was she kept in the hospital still? He dialed the Dr to know. But from the Doctor he came to know Anu was discharged few hours back.. What is that suppose to mean? Where were they ? To know this he didnt dial his wife but his father in law indirectly. Shashi answered the call.

Shashi: Hello Arnav. Dont worry your wife and daughter is safe with us here.
Arnav ( shocked): They are there?
Shashi: Haan. Why? Didnt Khushi tell you ?I had asked her to inform about her stay so that you dont worry for them.
Arnav fisted his fingers.

Shashi: Anu is sleeping right now and Khushi too. They both needed some rest. You too get some Arnav and come here anytime to meet them. Okay?
Arnav: Bye Uncle. !!

He disconnected the call and threw his phone on bed. How the hell did she leave there without informing him? And how long does she wish to stay? Was their argument the reason why she chose to stay with her parents for few days? May be!! Fine!! If thats the case, let her stay there as long as she wishes. He wont call her back. She can come when she wants to come.. But Anu? She was his baby.. He cannot stay away from Anu for so many days. He will get her here. He took steps towards the door to get Anu back but suddenly stopped. Anu needs a mother the most in such health issues. He cannot snatch that right from their daughter. It was wrong to get Anu back home like that when she is already suffering. He will do that after few days. He will get his daughter .And if his wife wishes to come back, she can or else she wont affect him anyway staying with her parents too.

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When Khushi woke up, she checked Anu's fever immediately and realised that her body temperature was normal. She kissed Anu's cheeks lightly not waking her up but that little push from her was enough for Anu to open her eyes. Seeing Khushi so close, Anu wrapped her arms around Khushi's neck smiling.

Khushi: Good morning princess. Mumma was so scared for you last night.

She kissed Anu's chin..

Anu: Paa. (she started scanning the room to find Arnav)

Khushi's smile faded.. She knew how much Anu misses her father if he wasnt around. Suddenly Anu waved her arms looking at the door screaming "Paa" aloud..

Khushi was confused . She looked at the door too and saw Arnavji walking in.

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Part 14

Anu: Paa. (she started scanning the room to find Arnav)

Khushi's smile faded.. She knew how much Anu misses her father if he wasnt around. Suddenly Anu waved her arms looking at the door screaming "Paa" aloud..

Khushi was confused . She looked at the door too and saw Arnavji walking in. Khushi immediately got up .Arnavji? Here? Arnav glanced at her once but without any smile on his face. He then came to the bed and sat next to Anu who was still resting on the bed with her arms stretched to hug her father.

Arnav: Anu's Paa is here. How is my baby?

He picked her in arms and made her sit on his lap. Khushi just kept watching them.

Anu: Anu missi Paa.

She kissed his cheeks and he pricked her the stuble gently making her gigle. They repeated that again and Khushi was happy seeing Anu back to her own self. She moved away from them, opening the closet and taking out Anu's clothes for changing. She had been told by the Doctor not to bathe Anu today but she had to change her dress for sure. She selected another cute night dress for Anu. Luckily she always kept some spare clothes of Anu and hers in this house. Today they seemed useful.

Garima came inside with Anu's milk and she too was stunned seeing her son in law here.

Garima: Arnav? Thats a pleasant surprise. Good morning.
Arnav: Morning Aunty.

He got up with Anu still in his arms. She seemed to be sleepy and hence had leaned her head on Arnav's shoulder.

Garima: Anu, chalo baby, Nani will feed you the milk. Come.
Anu was not ready to go first but later she did. Garima took her.

Garima: I will get the breakfast ready downstairs .Arnav have it with us.
Arnav: No Aunty. I will be leaving now. Had a hectic shoot so need some rest.
Garima: But there is no one Raizada house. Your wife and daughter is here. So you better have the breakfast with us and then leave.As it is for the next coming days you have to eat what your maids cook for you as Khushi is here with Anu. (She said in a teasing way). .Chalo. COme down you both.

She left with Anu and Khushi was still standing there holding Anu's clothes. She had no idea what made Arnavji come here. Was it only for Anu? She didnt wish to ask him though. She remained silent and kept the clothes aside.

Arnav ( looking at her in anger): Ignore karne ka accha tarika chuna hai tumne. Thats why you came here with Anu. Hai naa?

She didnt speak. She just stood before the mirror and found the clutch to tie her long silky hair. Arnav was watching her in the mirror.

Arnav: Say something dammit!!

She didnt speak and that made him more furious. He walked to her and turned her around, holding her arm.

Arnav: I am speaking to you.. Not the walls here.
Khushi: What should I speak? You have said a lot to me in the Hospital. Wasnt that enough that even here you started?

Arnav: Galti tumhari bhi thi.
Khushi: I drove the car today for my daughter. No fear was bigger to me than her health. You need a woman's heart to realise this Arnavji. And I dont understand what is your problem?  It was you who asked my hand in marriage , I didnt beg you Arnavji. I broke my engagement with Saahil only to get married to you.
Arnav: (clenching his jaw): I married you for Anu, you know that very well Khushi. And you did the same. You too married me only for Anu's betterment. I had to leave behind Natasha just like you left Saahil. So no need to over exaggerate this matter. If you wish to stay here. Then Fine. Stay here. As long as you wish. I am not going to call you. Come back when you want to, when you feel like coming. But remember one thing. You cant keep Anu away from me. I am waiting for her to recover. After that I am taking her back home.  I dont care for anything and anyone else.

He left her hand and walked out of the room. She wiped the tears from her eyes. Yeah. She was right. He never cared for her. He just wanted Anu. Thats all. So be it then. When he wishes to take Anu back, let him.

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Dinning Table

Shashi had noticed the discomfort on Arnav and Khushi's face today. Was it only because of Anu that they were worried? There was a lot of hesitation in Khushi's eyes this time even to look at her husband. She never behaved so cold with him. Why suddenly today then? However hard their relationship was, she was always generous enough to live with it and give her best in fulfilling the responsibilities of being Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada, then what was so wrong with her today?

Shashi: Uhh. Pass me the Paratha's please. (Shashi purposely looked at Arnav and Khushi once)

Both Arnav and Khushi picked the same plate to pass it to Shashi and then when they both realised what they did, they both stopped and gazed at each other for few seconds. Khushi was the first one to leave her hand and continue eating. Arnav passed the plate to his Father in law. This was kind of clear gesture that something did happen between the couple, probably a bad fight. But for what?

The breakfast was quick and quiet after which Arnav kissed his daughter, promised her to meet her soon and left back.

Garima: Wished Arnav would have stayed here with us. Now that Khushi and Anu are here for some days, he too could have joined them.

Khushi behaved like she had no concern if he stays with them here or not, she didnt react at all to her mother's statements.

Garima: Khushi, why dont you force him to stay with us? For a day at least? I know he is tired with his last nights shoots. But he can rest in Raizada house the whole day and come here at night. This way Anu will also be happy and you will get your husband beside you. ( she chuckled teasingly)
Khushi: ( in a fix on what to reply): Umm. Yea. I . I will ask him Maa. But I cant assure he would come. He doesnt like staying elsewhere. Uhh. Anu.. come here baby.Let me change your dress. Today no bathing.. Yehh!! ( she came back to her naughty self with Anu and took her in the room )

Garima: Huhh . These generation kids are so different. Earlier when we got married Shashi, do you remember when was the first time I stayed in my Mayka  ?
Shashi: I guess when you were carrying Anjali. (He replied smiling but suddenly both Shashi and Garima faces dropped remembering their daughter who was no more in this world)
Garima: I wish she and Shyam were alive.

Garima could not control her tears, after all Anjali was her first baby, any mother would break down missing her daughter.. Shashi hugged her from the side and soothed her down.

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Night

Khushi was in the kitchen making food for Anu. Today she chose to stay home and work. She knew her baby might need her anytime. But she cannot continue this for long. She will have to resume back to work the next day and Anu will have to stay here with her grandparents. But Arnavji? What about him? Was he happy staying alone there? This was the first time she had come to her Mayka to stay and she had no idea for how long. She dialed up in Raizada house and one of the maids answered her call.

Maid: Yes Maam.
Khushi: Uhh. Did Your Sir eat his dinner?
Maid: Maam he is out for Dinner Party. He said he will be coming late.

Khushi was little taken aback. Out for Dinner? With whom? She didnt extend the  conversation and disconnected reminding the maid to give Arnavji's medicines on time when he returns back.

Khushi ( to herself): Men dont have hearts. Especially Arnavji.. Here his wife and daughter are away from him, and instead of convincing me, he is out for Dinner party? Huhh. WHy do I always expect so much from him?

She kept the phone aside and continued making her baby's food which can give Anu some energy. Though she had come out of the fever, she was still weak. Khushi could not keep herself from thinking about Arnavji and his harsh words earlier.

"I married you for Anu"

"You cant keep Anu away from me. I am waiting for her to recover. After that I am taking her back home."

She dropped the spoon from her hand in the fear of losing Anu. She quickly leaned down and picked it up. She was so much stressed that she sat on the chair aside thinking what needs to be done. If Arnavji really takes only Anu back home, can she stay away from her baby? What will she tell her parents why is she not going with them? Wont they come to know she and Arnavji had a major rift which is why she chose to stay away from him? What if she doesnt allow him to take Anu? But Anu? Anu loves her Paa very much. If in few hours she doesnt meet him, she might not like it. What is the solution for all this? Should she return back to Arnavji for Anu? Is this right? Will she always keep sacrificing her dignity like this? When is Arnavji supposed to understand her  then?


Tears pooled in her eyes as she kept finding answers for these questions. And thats when she remembered that day, the day they got married to each other for Anu.

Flashback Starts

Khushi was dressed in a Red Saree with simple golden border before the registrar in the court. Her heart was beating rapidly thinking about her future. She turned once around to see his expressions. Is this what they were destined for? Arnav Singh Raizada was sitting next to her and had no smile on his face just like her. He too seemed to be doing all this with a heavy heart. Since the time they had come to the court for the marriage procedure, he had not even met eyes with her for few seconds. As if he was doing some kind of favour by marrying her today. The registrar wrote something in the Register and then turned the book towards them.

Registrar: Who is the Witnesses from the Groom's side?

Aman Mathur came ahead and signed in the register where he was asked to. Likewise Shashi Gupta came ahead and signed from the bride's end.

Registrar: Mr Arnav Singh Raizada and Miss Khushi Gupta, please sign.

Arnav took almost 5 seconds to register what he was told to do. He picked the pen which Aman handed and then signed roughly on the sheet. Without even looking at her, he forwarded the same pen to her. She looked at his face once but he still maintained the cold expressions on his face. She took the pen from him and before signing the sheet looked once at Anu who was sleeping peacefully in Garima's arms. With a heavy heart, Khushi wiped off all the thoughts from her mind and signed the papers. This marriage was quite a private affair at that time.

Registrar: Now you may apply the Sindoor and put the Mangalsutra Mr Raizada.

Aman forwarded the needful to Arnav who turned around and applied the pinch of Sindoor on her forehead. He had no feelings for her, it was so clear from the way he applied it, very rougly and quickly. He then tied the Mangalsutra on her neck. They both stood up and put the flower garland on each other.

Registrar: Congratulations. You are both now husband and wife.

Garima handed Anu to Khushi as she was now awake and looking for her.

Shashi hugged Arnav and wished him. Garima was wiping off the extra sindoor from Khushi's forehead.

Shashi: Arnav beta, What about completing the marriage rituals? I mean the phere and all ?
Arnav: No Uncle. I think this is enough. We are already married in a legal way now. I dont have time for all that . I have to leave for my shoots tomorrow.

Saying that he left with Aman towards the car, expecting Khushi to follow with her parents. They cant stay here for long. Afterall he was a Bollywood star, anyone can see him here and surround him. He wanted to make his marriage public but not this way. Aman was told to let the media know about it after few hours. He wanted to stay alone for some time. Even away from his newly wed wife!!

Flashback Ends

That was a horrible day for her. She entered into a new phase of life with Arnavji, whom she didnt love nor he loved her. This marriage came up only with sacrifices from both ends and even after 9 months of their wedding, they were still doing the same.

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Part 15

Arnav Singh Raizada was continuously drinking alcohol sitting on the bonnet of his car which was parked at the cliff top from where he could see the entire city. It was dark and almost 10:00 pm.. He was here from past 2 hours, engrossed in drinking and keeping himself busy. Whatever happened in the past few hours was still haunting him. Anu  was his heart and when he came to know she was hospitalised, he almost had stopped breathing until he saw his baby sleeping peacefully and out of danger. What scared him the most was the other fact that Khushi drove the car and bought Anu to the Hospital. He had never expected Khushi to drive again after that tragic accident. She on the driver's seat always reminded him of those moments which he never wanted to witness again in life. He knew Khushi was not at fault in doing so because like him, she too was just cared for Anu, being her mother .. But he could not keep a control on his tongue and mind.. He just spatted out all that to her in anger and initiated another non-required fight between them. He was wrong.. He knew that. But was she right enough in chosing to stay with her parents and not returning back to him? What kind of gesture was that? She was his wife, they were binded into this relationship , so what it was only for Anu, they were husband and wife, and she should have respected that. .But does he respect this relationship? Yes.. He does.. And thats why even though its hard to tolerate a known stranger like wife "Khushi" in his house, he keeps himself aloof from any extra relationships in his life. He is not short of relations.. He has a strong fan following.. he could chose anyone to give him moral support and fill his life with joy again, but if he doesnt, its purely because he wants to respect his marriage. He wants to be loyal in it. But may be Khushi is blind to this motive of his.. She knows him, may not be in and out, but she still knows what he wants, even then she keeps playing such games with them. She knows he doesnt believe in rituals anymore, but she still does it.. He had no objection if she keeps believing in God and all those traditions but why include him too? Why did she keep a fast on Karwachauth when she knew he doesnt care if she fasts for him. She knows he doesnt feel for her, the way a husband does for a wife, then why does she keeps trying on him? He needs time.. She knows that.. He doesnt know how much.. Month, year, decade or may be his whole life.. he doesnt know how long will it take for him to forget who was the cause of that accident which snatched his brother from him. All he knows is that, he is still living with that just like Khushi who is living in the guilt. !! He knew being a good wife, she might even call up his home and check with the maid if he had his dinner, thats why he lied to his servants that he was going out for a Dinner party. He did not wanted her to think he is in grief. If she can stay there at her parents home and be happy, he too wants her to think he is happy without her. But Anu? He cannot stay without her. No matter how much Anu needs them both, he will still get his daughter back. If then Khushi wishes to, she can come back taking her own time.

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2 Days Later

No talks between the couple.. Not even message sharing.. They kept the distance between them as if they were strangers again.. As if they never had concern for each other.. Khushi was home and making Anu's cereals.. Anu was holding her Dupatta and walking all the way where her mother leaded her to in the kitchen..

Khushi: Anu baby.. Sit on the chair.. I will serve you the breakfast.
Anu reluctantly denied doing so.

Anu: Anu wants Maa..
Khushi: Maa wants Anu too. But give Maa few minutes and then she will be all yours. Okay?

Shashi came inside the kitchen finishing his morning tea and saw the scene between the mother and daughter..

Khushi: Dad? Good you came.. I wanted to speak to you about Anu's pre-school admission.
Shashi: Go ahead beta.. What is it?
Khushi: Sharma Uncle's neice is running a Pre-school in the city which is quite reputed .. I am planning to get Anu's admission done there. She is already 2.8 years. Should start her schooling by now.
Shashi: Yea. Anu is already very intelligent but I agree.. She should start her pre-school. These days kids start their pre-schooling just in 2.5 years. Anu has crossed that already.

Anu was unaware what the discussion was. But the moment she saw her "Paa" coming their way, she left Khushi's dupatta and rushed in Arnav's arms screaming "Paa". Khushi gulped seeing Arnavji there but she composed herself remembering their current "non talking" status.. They were not in talking terms..

Shashi: Aahh!! Good you here Arnav.. Morning..
Arnav: ( Picking Anu in arms): Morning Uncle..
Shashi: Well Khushi.. Now regarding the pre-school you and Arnav decide.. I will come in a while. Arnav.. be comfortable Son..
Arnav: Sure.

Shashi left them alone and that made Khushi even more uncomfortable.. Arnav seemed talking to Anu and kissing her on cheeks.

Arnav: How is my Anu?
Anu: Anu is good.

She gigled when Arnav rubbed his stuble on her cheeks. She loved when her father did that. Khushi kept stealing glances of the duo and then finally poured Anu's food in the bowl and came to them.

Khushi: Anu.. Come on lets eat..
Arnav snatched the bowl from her..
Arnav: I will feed her today..

He didnt even meet Khushi's eyes and just took Anu outside at the Dining table . Khushi was amazed but she didnt speak a word and just kept following them. He sat on the couch and Anu was on his lap. He started feeding her slowly, talking to her, asking her what she played today. Khushi picked the pre-school brochure and showed it to Arnav. He scanned it for a moment and then replied back.

Arnav: I will ask my Manager to get her admission done.
Khushi ( little frustrated): You think I cant ask my PA to do this? Arnavji its not about getting this done. We are her parents. We need to find out how good and secure this place is for our daughter.
Arnav: (Angrily staring her) : Toh main karunga Khushi. You dont need to tell me what my responsibilities are.. !!
Khushi saw Anu who seemed to be scared and confused why her parents were screaming that way.. Arnav realised that too and became quiet not extending this conversation anymore.

Khushi turned around to leave when suddenly he interrupted in a normal tone.

Arnav: I am taking Anu back to Shantivan..

Khushi skipped a heart beat.. The moment she was afraid was had finally come. He was taking her baby away from her. She stood frozen for a while. He had a very good idea what she was going through. He knew Khushi cannot stay away from Anu much. But who has stopped her from returning back to him? She can come along too but he wont ask her directly. She is not a kid to understand all this. Khushi turned back to him and came to Anu who was still on Arnav's lap.

Khushi( faking a smile): Anu? ( she cupped her cheeks).. Will you go with Paa?
Anu innocently noded.Khushi's eyes became moist but she still managed to place a kiss on Anu's cheek. She was about to move away but Anu held her Dupatta stopping her.

Anu: And Maa?
Khushi heart was filled with sorrow to answer Anu's naive questions.

Khushi : Maa will come later. Okay?

The child had no idea what this "Later" meant and how long would it be. Anu noded in agreement. Arnav was feeling a kind of pain too when he witnessed Khushi and Anu's conversation. Was he doing wrong? Khushi got up from there and rushed to the bedroom to pack Anu's bag.

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Some time later

Garima: But why didnt you go with Arnav? What is wrong Khushi?
Khushi: Nothing Maa.. I just wish to stay here for some more time. Thats all.
Shashi could feel something majorly wrong.

Shashi: Dont lie to us Khushi. You can stay without seeing your parents for years but not even one  second without seeing Anu.. How could you make such a decision and for what? Look.. I know you and Arnav have fought for some reason. I dont want to know that if you dont feel like sharing with us. All I want to say is Anu needs you..
Khushi ( wiping her tears): She needs her Paa too Dad. And I dont want her to snatch him from Anu..
Garima: (Angrily): But he can snatch you from her? How fair is that?
Khushi: He will send ANu here whenever she wants to see me, so I dont see any problem here.
Shashi: He is not doing any favour by doing that.. Anu needs you both.. Together.. Thats what you kept telling us everytime. Then what happened this time?

Khushi was done answering them.

Khushi: Sorry Dad.. But .. If you dont want me to stay here, I will leave..
Shashi caught her hand.
Shashi: This is your house.. No one is stopping you from staying here. We just wanted you to understand this decision is not right.. Thats all. But if you want this, then so be it. Me and Garima will not interfere in your marital issues.

Khushi: Thanks Dad.. For understanding.. ( she hugged her father. Garima caressed her head to make her feel better)

Khushi withdrew from the hug and wiped her tears..

Khushi: I have to leave for work.. Lets discuss this some other time.

She took her purse and left to the Office..

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No wonder Khushi was unable to concentrate on anything at Office.. Her mind was simply busy thinking about Anu and Arnavji..She knew her decision might hurt her close ones but this time she was just taking a stand for herself... Arnavji should have asked her once to come back with him. .And not just that he should also realise her importance .. Until this happens, its difficult for them to stay under one roof like strangers..

Arnav was at Shantivan reading his script for the shoot next day while Anu was playing with the toys around him.. She seemed happy.. The maid bought Anu's food and placed it on the table.. Arnav dipped the spoon in the bowl and tried feeding her but it was hot and Anu started crying feeling her lips burnt though she didnt had a big portion of it yet.. Arnav quickly made her drink some water and tried to calm her down.. He angrily yelled for his maid who made Anu's food ready.

Arnav: Dont you understand to serve warm food to the baby?
Maid ( looking down): Sorry Sir.. But Khushi Maam always does this.. Even though the food is hot, she blows air before making Anu baby eat..

Arnav became silent all of a sudden. This was the first blow he got of not being a good parent in comparison to khushi.. He asked the maid to leave and then took Anu on laps. He blowed some air at the spoon and then checked if the food was warm . Only after that he fed Anu who started eating it slowly.

Arnav ( kissing Anu's forehead): Paa will take care of Anu's requirements from today..

Anu didnt understand much but she happily hugged him and kept eating..

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Part 16

It had been a day and Arnav till now was able to manage without Khushi though he really had to put his brain working 24/7 towards Anu's safety and comfort. He ensured she doesnt miss her Maa much. Whenever Anu spoke about Khushi, Arnav cut her words somehow and got her engrossed in some play. This way he survived keeping the kid happy but he cannot continue this for long. Once she misses Khushi to that extent, she will start crying and want to go to her. Arnav could not sleep the whole night properly because Anu was all the while hugging him tight in sleep . She didnt move an inch from bed and neither allowed him to toss. He had seen Khushi and Anu sleep the same way, almost hugging whole night and never realised it was so difficult. His back was aching in the morning but he still managed to get the warm milk and bread jam for Anu who had just woke up. It was time he feeds her, bathes her and then even gets her dressed. He had never done all this alone. He was always supported by Khushi. Why didnt Khushi come back? He never thought Khushi would stay without Anu even for few hours. Its heights now. How can she be so ignorant? It might be her Ego which was not letting her come back. What does she expect ? A Sorry from him? Thats not going to happen in the near future. Anu kept eating until he made the tub ready for her bath. His phone was in the silent mode and he didnt realise Aman had been calling him from the last past 20 minutes. Finally Aman Mathur had reach their home to look for him. He knocked the door and asked permission to enter.

Arnav ( surprised): Aman? What are you doing here?
Aman: What am I supposed to do? You arent answering any calls. Whats keeping you so busy?
Arnav : Damm!! Guess my phone is in silent mode. Anu was sleeping so I didnt wish her to wake up by the phone ring.
Aman: Hmm. I had to call Khushi Bhabhi then. And she told me she is not with you. Is she in her Mayka?
Arnav: Yea why? She didnt tell you that? And who asked you to call for me on her number?
Aman: Its genuine ASR.. You are husband and wife.
Arnav: Whatever. Next time if I dont answer, call on the cordless phone here.
Aman: As you wish. Hey Anu..  (he looked at Arnav).. uhh would you mind if I just play with her? )
Arnav: Shut up Aman.. You dont need to ask me that ever. Be with her until then I will make her bathing water ready.

Aman readily sat next to Anu and started talking to her. Anu was good with Aman. She tried feeding Aman too who had to accept it. Arnav folded his jeans till the knees and then came out to take Anu for bath.

Aman: (Smiling): I think the next role you sign for should be of a father. You seem good with that.

Arnav was already busy and Aman's talks were of no help.

Aman: By the way you have shoot in an hour. I hope you will manage to finish this household work by then..
Arnav: Cancel today's shoot.
Aman ( shocked): What? Cancel? Why?
Arnav: Dont you get it Aman? I am busy taking care of Anu today. I cant make it for the shoot.
Aman paused trying to understand the situation.

Aman: Anything wrong between you and Bhabhi ASR? I mean.. I know I have no right to ask but..
Arnav ( picking Anu): She is staying in her Mayka .. I dont know for how long. I got Anu here because she belongs to be here.
Aman: But Khushi bhabhi is matured and she loves Anu very much. If she still preferred to stay there, without you both, then I am sure its something serious.
Arnav placed Anu in the tub.

Anu: Maa sits here to bathe me.

She innocently pointed inside the tub. Arnav was .. uhh. thrilled with the demand.. Khushi really sits in the tub with Anu and bathe her? No wonder why she takes so much of time to get her shower after that. Arnav hesitantly sat inside the tub and then started pouring warm water from the hand shower on Anu who seemed enjoying this bathe with her father today. Aman was standing at the bathroom door and watching.

Aman: You carry on ASR. I will speak to the producer and ask him to re-schedule this shoot.
Arnav ( not even looking at him): Hmm..
Aman was about to turn and leave but he stopped and looked at Arnav again.

Aman: And uhh.. please try to get bhabhi back home. If not for you then at least for Anu..
Arnav was angered but he didnt wanted to extend this conversation before Anu..
Arnav :Close the door after you leave Aman..

This statement was clear sign of letting Aman know he should get out from here. Aman sighed and then left the room.

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Gupta Office

This was the fourth time Khushi had called up her mother home to check if Arnavji had left Anu there to attend his shoots and everytime she got a denial. So was he staying back home to look after Anu? Will he really manage? She was missing Anu so much. Saahil was just sorting out the typos in the business email she just typed.

Saahil: Gosh.. Your mind is not on work today Khushi.
Khushi : Sorry Saahil. But I cant just concentrate on it. 
Saahil: I know that. You better go home and relax..
Khushi mocked at herself..

Khushi: Home ? Which home?
Saahil : What do you mean which home ? Anything wrong again between you and Arnav?

She was so much hurt that she took the file of their next conference and stood up.

Khushi: There was never anything right between us.

She opened the cabin door and rushed to attend the next meeting leaving Saahil puzzled.

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Raizada House

Arnav was chasing Anu who was running everywhere in the living room in her tri-cycle. She was in a playful mood today. She was not even ready to eat her evening snacks.

Arnav: Anu, Paa is getting angry. Come here... At once.

She gigled and kept cycling. Arnav heard someone clearing throat. He turned around. It was Natasha. He kept the plate down on the side table.

Natasha: Hi Arnav.
Arnav: Natasha ? What are you doing here?
Natasha: I just finished my todays shoot and was passing by. Since you didnt make it for the shoot today, I thought of checking if everything is fine with you.
Arnav : All is good. ( he lied)
Natasha: I dont think so. ( she kept walking towards him)
Arnav: Even if isnt, I dont think you should be concerned about it. Our paths have seperated long back. Its better we keep walking ours rather than crossing each others.
Natasha ( in depressed voice): Wish I could do that. (She looked in Arnav's eyes ).. I always thought never to bother you again but , whenever you arent around, I feel worried for you.

She tried to touch his cheek, but Arnav shoved her hand off and stepped back.

Arnav: I have to feed my daughter.
Natasha smiled cunningly.
Natasha: Nice work. Should I try?
Arnav was in no mood to give her the plate but she took it from him and stopped Anu's tri-cycle with a force.

Natasha: Anu.. Your Paa is tired. Eat this and free him baby.
She brought the spoon near her lips but Anu pushed it away in anger. She never liked any stranger feeding her. Natasha was absolutely frustrated.
Natasha ( clenching her jaw): Arrogant kid! ! I am sure she is just like her Khushi Maa.

Anu got down the tri-cycle and rushed in Arnav's arms. She felt insecured when Natasha was around.

Arnav ( to Natasha): You are forgetting Natasha that this is my house, no one can insult my daughter like that.
Natasha (coming closer to them): I was not insulting her but your so called wife.. Where is she? Shouldnt she be doing all this? Why do you have to cancel all shoots?
Arnav: ( angrily): Thats our personal problem. We will handle it. Would you mind leaving now?
Natasha was even more angered but she somehow managed not to reveal it in her expressions.

Natasha: I dont understand why have you given so much freedom to Khushi. A day would come when she will dance on your head Arnav and you wont be able to do anything. She never liked your profession. I think she has already started to drag you out of it and assist her in family business. Just be careful.
Arnav ( fisting his fingers): Out!!!
Natasha: I am leaving.

She hurridly left while Anu kept staring at her in anger just like her father did. Natasha was not so bitter earlier when they were together. Dont know why she changed so much, may be his betrayal in their relationship made her so rude, especially towards Khushi. He picked Anu in arms.

Anu: I want to go to Maa.
Arnav: Uhh.. ( he didnt wished that to happen )
Anu: I want Maa. (she had tear drops in her eyes which would roll down any moment)
Arnav can never see her cry.. Not because of him at least..

Arnav ( kissing her cheeks): Okay.. I will get you dropped at Maa's house. Happy?
Anu smiled weakly. Arnav called out his driver and the baby sitter who worked here part time to take care of Anu and her needs in Arnav and Khushi's absence. He asked them to drop Anu at Gupta's house. May be tonight she would love staying there. He cannot seperate Anu from her mother. No matter how much he tries. Anu happily left with them waving a bye to her father.

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Gupta House

Khushi kneeled down taking Anu in arms and kissing her all over the face, like she was seeing the baby after years. Khushi's eyes were already moist. She pressed Anu for a hug and then picked her up. Anu kept laying her head on Khushi's shoulder. She always liked her mothers warmth. Khushi's eyes scanned the door to see if Arnavji was coming in too. But when she saw the Baby sitter , she understood Arnavji had not come.

Shashi: Aisa kab tak chalta rahega Khushi? ( Till when do you expect this to work Khushi? )
Khushi was quiet for some seconds. She knew what her father was asking her about. Anu was getting divided between her parents. When will this stop?

Khushi: Until Arnavji learns the importance of our relationship.

Saying that she took Anu with her upstairs. She had so much to talk to her baby. Anu started telling her everything slowly while Khushi took the stairs and the latest of what she told was about Natasha coming to their home. Khushi was startled..

Khushi: Natasha Aunty came to meet your Paa?
Anu noded confirming.. Khushi was displeased.
Anu: She tried to feed me . I didnt eat. She shouted me .I dont like her.

She quickly embraced Khushi again. Khushi was getting angry on how Natasha behaved with her child.

Khushi: Your Paa didnt say anything to her?
Anu: (gigled): Paa said Get out. ( she gigled again and this statement surely brought a smile on Khushi's face too )
Khushi ( pinching Anu's cheeks): Badmaash. You are gigling on that ? Not good.
Anu: Then why you smiling? Not good. ( she spoke in the same tone like Khushi did )

Khushi chuckled at her daughter's intelligence and then closed the door of her room.

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Next Morning

Arnav was already getting late for his shoot today. He could not afford to skip this shoot. He was looking for his T shirt but couldnt find it anywhere in the closet.. He groaned in anger and yelled out..

Arnav: KHUSHI.. Where do you keep my damm T shirts?

He kept looking for it for another few seconds and then realised Khushi was not here at his home. She stayed in her Mayka from past few days.. How could he forget? Arnav was always bad at managing his own things, earlier his bhai Shyam ensured all this stuff is in the right place, then that responsibility was taken by Anjali bhabhi and after they both passed away, Khushi did it for him being his wife. But now that even her presence was no more around him, he felt lonely.. He felt something major part missing in his life again but he never would acknowledge that openly. His manly ego will never let him down before anyone.. Not even his wife.. The day when he learns to keep this ego off their relationship, he will win Khushi back. And he still needed time and situations to make him realise this and get his and Khushi's relation back on track wherein they can start a healthy lovable and unbreakable bond of lifetime..

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Part 17

3 days after - Morning time - Raizada House

HP: Khushi bhabhi used to cook the pan cakes Bhaiyaa. We didnt.

Arnav angrily clenched his jaw.

Arnav: So you mean to say, all these months none of you guys have learnt it from her?
HP shivered lowering his head.
Arnav: Dammit!! Ab Orange juice milega yeah woh bhi nahi aata ?
HP : Uhh.. I will get it now Bhaiyaa.

HP rushed inside the kitchen to get Orange juice for Arnav. It seemed like Khushi controlled everything in this house. Well, he wasnt much surprised with that fact. But that doesnt mean in her absence, the servants of this house cannot even serve him properly. He sat on the couch , leaning his head back and closing eyes. He never got good sleep since the time Khushi wasnt here. Not because he missed her, no.. he  will never admit that. He felt so tired these days, running behind Anu, managing keeping her happy and not miss khushi much that at the end of the day, he could not even spend a little time for himself. How did Khushi manage it all then? She worked at Office, took care of Anu and even his needs. Women are super fast in everything, he cant deny that fact.

HP got the juice for him and placed it on the table. Thats when Aman entered the house.

Aman: Morning ASR.. You arent ready yet? We have shoots at 11:00. And let me remind you its for 12 continuous hours. Is your lunch packed?
Arnav: (gulping the juice angrily): Order some breakfast for me Aman. Pancakes would do.
Aman: (sighed): Sure. Umm.. You still didnt get Khushi bhabhi home?
Arnav fisted his fingers getting up from the couch.

Arnav: Is she a kid that I need to get her back myself? Cant she come home understanding her duties here?
Aman: Dont get hyper ASR.. Its Okay.. I just asked. Never mind.. you get changed, I will order some breakfast till then. Okay?

Arnav tried to compose himself.

Arnav: Aman ... I didnt mean to scream at you.. Its just that these days I am little messed up..
Aman: Yea.. I can see that.. Any plans to come out of it?
Arnav : What do you mean?
Aman: I meant.. Why dont you and Khushi bhabhi just end this? Talk to each other and sort it out. Its been almost a week now , isnt it ?
Arnav: There is nothing to talk about Aman. She left this house. I didnt ask her to get out. So she has to come back. I had asked her once. And hence I am not going to call her again.
Aman: Whats stopping her to come here? Have you thought about that?

Arnav was quiet.. Well.. .to be honest he really didnt think that way.

Aman: Look ASR.. I dont know much about women.. Never had one in my life. But as far as I know  Khushi Bhabhi.. she will never take such a decision until its really above her patience level. I have no idea what happens between you two under this roof. You have to think yourself. She is your wife.. She is your daughter's mother. You might not, but Anu needs her. And I am sure even Khushi bhabhi is not happy staying away from you both. SO why extend this matter so much? Just sit together ,talk and finish it for once. Please..

Aman patted Arnav's arm gently and then quickly moved aside to make some calls and order ASR's breakfast. Arnav was silent for some seconds and then he walked straight to his room..

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Evening

Khushi was just back from her work. As soon as she entered the house, Garima blocked her way. Looking at her mother, Khushi realised there was something major her Maa wanted to talk to her. Garima handed her the newspaper and gestured her to read. It was Page 3 where all the bollywood gossips were posted. She saw Arnavji's photo in it, black suit wearing glasses. She read the little headline beside his picture.

"Is hearthrob ASR really heading for a Divorce?"

Khushi's heart almost sank but she still didnt show up on her face. She kept reading the post slowly.

"Our secret sources have found that ASR and his wife Khushi are no longer staying together. We had earlier heard how Mrs Raizada had returned back from Singapore alone while ASR resumed his shoots there for his upcoming film for Roy Productions. Differences have grown to this extent between the pair that now they stay in seperate houses. We wonder whats next in store for us. Is this the end of ASR's marriage? Looks so..."

Khushi gathered some thoughts and then kept the newspaper down. She clutched her mother's arm and looked in her eyes.

Khushi: You know this media. This is not new Mumma. They exxagerate a lot, plot their own stories out of a phrase. We should learn to ignore it.
Garima: What are you made of Khushi ? There is so much happening around you and even then you want to keep calm? Look Khushi.. Men dont think twice on their decisions. I am worried if this seperation between you and Arnav because permanent some day.
Khushi: It wont be. You are simply worried. I know Arnavji.. He might not think about me but he will never let Anu suffer.
Garima smiled with sarcasm.

Garima: Open your eyes Khushi. ANU is already suffering. You think she is happy getting loved by you and Arnav seperately? Just today morning when she was here, she was telling me how much she misses sleeping BETWEEN you and Arnav every night. You understand what that means Khushi? Stop overlooking this matter. Its getting serious now. Pay some attention before someone snatches you out of Arnav's life.

Garima left inside but Khushi could not stop her tears from shedding. She felt the intensity of her mumma's words today. Somewhere even she knew this advice from her mother was not wrong. But how on earth can she explain them, whatever she is doing today, is only for the betterment of her, Arnavji's and Anu's future. Today if she suceeds in building a strong relationship between them, tomorrow will be brighter for them.. Forever..

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2 more days passed - Birthday Party 

After innumerous pleads Khushi finally agreed to attend the Birthday party which her Client Akash Mehra's wife Payal Mehra was hosting for her husband.  It had been almost 1 year now that Khushi knew them. They were  a very romantic couple and their love life was always in talks between their known ones. Khushi had worked with Akash on a major project for Raizada Company and in that terms she got introduced to Payal too. Once a month or twice, Payal did meet Khushi or called her. They were becoming good friends now. And ofcourse Akash was always a sweetheart. A lot many celebrities were invited which attracted the media too.

The driver parked the car at the vicinty of this party, Khushi had to hurry up with the phone call with her mother and Anu. Arnavji had left Anu some hours back in Gupta House. He had some urgent work. Khushi did spend some time with Anu at home and then quickly left for this party unwantedly. She just didnt wish to upset Akash and Payal. She finished the call and got down the car. Flashes of light sparkled around as she walked inside. A lot many questions came up from the media who surrounded her but she ignored them and kept walking, following the guards. Facing the media was always a problem when you had so much of Ups downs in your life. It was better avoiding them rather than answering their framed questions.

As soon as she entered inside, she met few other known people who greeted her and kept talking to each one of them for few minutes. She could hear a loud noise from outside and many girls screaming " ASR". No wonder she had realised by now, her husband might have just got down from his car to make an entry here. She knew he was called but he would make it, she never expected. She kept her focus on the other people here, ensuring her husband doesnt get a chance to think she was affected by his presence. She met Payal and hugged her.

Payal: Thanks for coming.
Khushi: Couldnt help. I knew Akash and you would not have talked to me for months if I hadnt come.
Payal: Right. (she chuckled).. You didnt come with ASR?
Khushi's expressions became dull.
Payal: Never mind. Lets not discuss all that. Did you meet Akash? Wished him?
Khushi: No.. Where is he?
Payal: There.. ! (she pointed).. come.

Payal took Khushi towards Akash who was standing and talking to few guests.

Khushi: Many happy returns of the day Akash. ( she formally gave him a formal hug .. It was a part of their classy gesture. )
Akash: Thank you Khushi. Nice to see you here. Where's Arnav?

"ASR is here Akash", a familiar voice echoed from behind Khushi. She moved aside to give Arnavji way to greet the birthday boy .

Arnav moved forward and wished Akash who seemed extremely happy seeing Arnav here.

Akash: The hearthrob is here.. My party is going to gain TRP's..
Arnav ( smirked): Hey Payal.
Payal: Hi Arnav ( she formally hugged him and then stopped the waiter and handed Arnav a drink )..Khushi Wine?
Khushi: Uhh.. No Thanks. I will go with the soft drink.

Arnav glanced at Khushi once. She was looking quite stunning in the red black designer saree. He was used to see her in formals or Anarkali's because thats what she wore all the time before him. Sarees was very uncommon. She chose it only during such parties. And one thing he would like to appreciate about her was that she never missed wearing the Mangalsutra on any dress she wears. Be it her formals or casuals.. She never removes it off her like he has seen most other woman doing in the name of fashion. Khushi kept her gaze away from Arnavji in all ways. She just didnt wanted him to think she was expecting him to talk to her.

Payal: So how is Anu?
Arnav / Khushi ( together): Good .
They both quickly shared a glance of each other and looked at Payal again. Akash and Payal had to look upon the other guests too.So they chose to leave the couple together for some time.

Akash: Be comfortable guys.. We will be right back.

Khushi could feel little uneasy when they both left and Arnavji was the only one standing with her. He too wasnt much comfortable. Even after being husband and wife, sometimes they had to think what they should talk to each other. Khushi fiddled with her purse and then decided to move away. She turned around without even speaking a word to him. But as soon as she put a step ahead, she could feel a sharp pull. Her Saree pallu seemed to be pulled behind. Her eyes widened in disbelief. Arnavji stopped her? This way? She gulped down her nervousness and angrily turned around to face him. She gave him a furious look but he seemed to be enjoying his drink, gulping it down his throat, but LOOKING at her. He gestured from his eyes to look down at the bush where her Saree pallu was stuck. She was amazed.. SO Arnavji was clean in this matter, he didnt pull her. She leaned to unwind her saree from the thorn in the bush. Her fingers shivered nervously because all this was happening before Arnavji. Had he not been here, she would have managed to free herself. The very next moment she felt Arnavji's fingers, assisting her in unwinding the saree from the thorn. She was all the more shocked seeing him helping her. After few seconds he was successful in his task. She was about to Thank him but Mr Sharma intervened with his daughter for Arnavji's autograph. He kept describing how big fan his daughter is and how she watches all Arnavji's movies first day first show. Khushi quietly made her way out while Arnav helplessly signed for Sharma's 16 year old daughter.

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Part 18

Wherever Khushi walked.. whoever she met today in the party, she could feel being watched .. Not by any stranger.. But by her husband. It was such an irony that they were both so much close to each other in this party yet acting like two unknown identities. She had just finished her talks with Mrs Sinha that she bumped with Saahil who was just picking his Wine glass from the tray.

Khushi: Sorry .. I didnt realise you were behind ..
Saahil: Dont be Khushi. Its fine. And you are Looking good.
Khushi smiled tucking her hair strand behind her ears.
Saahil: Why dont you wear such sarees often ?
Khushi: Office mein? ( she questioned with another smile)
Saahil: Haahaa. Jokes apart. So ( he scanned around).. Where is your husband?
Khushi: Why do you always end up asking about my husband everytime we converse?
Saahil ( chuckled): Just to check if he is around to strangle me for chatting with his lovely wife outside the office hours..
Khushi: Woh aisa nahi karenge!! ( she tried to take her Husband's stand)

Saahil noded as if he understood what she is telling him. Khushi tried to see from the corner of her eyes if Arnavji was still looking at her. And yes.. he was.. She purposely gestured as if she was absolutely cool talking to Saahil or any other man in this party before her husband. Why should she care when he doesnt think about her?

Saahil ( clicked his fingers): Hey? Kahan Kho gayi?
Khushi: Kahi nahi. !!

She and Saahil shared a few minutes talking to each other and then she was dragged by Payal again to the corner.

Payal: I have a proposal for you Khushi and please do not deny instantly.. Take your time to decide.
Khushi was perplexed with what proposal Payal was offering her.
Khushi:Payal sorry but I didnt get you..
Payal: Ohh come on Khushi, ASR didnt share it yet with you? I cant believe this. Anyways.. It's a one year Endorsement for "Star Diamonds & Pearls" wherein we will shoot an Ad with you and ASR. Just a 1 minute Ad may be.. Leave the marketing and promotions on me and ASR.. We will handle it all. You just have to shoot the Ad and that too with your husband.

Khushi was more than surprised with what she was hearing.

Khushi: Endorsement? Ad? And that too with Arnavji? Payal, I am not a Celebrity, my husband is. I think you should plan to get some Model or his co-stars to pair him in that Ad and the Endorsement. You are chosing a wrong person.
Payal: ( holding her hand): My selection can never be wrong. I know ASR is a celebrity and you are not. You are a businesswoman .. A very busy person.. But Khushi these days you both are always in talks. Almost everywhere.. Magazines, Newspapers, TV gossips.. etc etc..
Khushi: Those talks are about our seperation Payal..And there is nothing good about that.. ( she clarified)
Payal ( becoming serious): But you arent getting seperated.. Are you?

Khushi sighed in disbelief.. This question was always complicated for her to answer.

Khushi: I dont know Payal.. Neither I wish to think upon that.
Payal: Whatever is happening between you two I am not going to ask unless you wish to share with me. But I have already talked to Arnav about this endorsement a week ago.
Khushi was surprised that Arnavji didnt share it with her. Why does he hide things so much? She checked the time in her watch.. I should leave.. Anu will be missing me.. I will see you soon. Bye..
Payal: Think about it Khushi. At least once.. For me.. Please..

Khushi didnt deny neither she accepted it. She faked a weak smile and started walking towards the exit..She knew Payal offered her this because she really cared for them but accepting this offer will never be easy. Not until she and Arnavji sort their relationship issues. She hurridly came out, escaping the media's eyes and walked to her car. The driver was on call but when he saw her, he rushed to her in disappointment..

Driver: Madam.. The front tyre got punctured.

Another problem!!

Khushi: Kya? Mohan Kaka.. This is not done. Wasnt the car sent for servicing?
Driver: No Madam. I will service it tomorrow.
Khushi: Tomorrow? How am I supposed to go back home tonight then?
Driver: I will call a CAB.

"Iski koi zaroorat nahi hai Mohan" , Arnav replied from the other end. He slowly came towards them. Khushi kept watching elsewhere.

Arnav: (looking at Khushi): I have to pick Anu from your house. Chalo.. Main chod dunga.

CHOD Dunga? Didnt he leave her already, she thought..

Arnav: Kuch kahan tumne? ( Did you say something?)
Khushi became conscious and looked in his eyes.
Khushi: Why troubling yourself Arnavji? It's fine.
Arnav: Stop over reacting.. Chalo..

He started walking towards his car.. She didnt follow him though. His driver got down. Arnav spoke few words to him and the driver rushed to assist Mohan Kaka to drop Khushi's car for servicing. Arnav drove the car and parked at her feet. He even pressed the horn alarming her to get in.

Was he giving her attention now? Why does he care how she will reach home?

Arnav ( sliding the glass window down and popping his head little out ): Stop creating a scene Khushi. Get in ..

Khushi took a deep breathe as if giving up her idea of not taking any help from him. She opened the car door and sat inside. He drove the car out..

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After a few minutes of silent drive, Arnav finally opened his mouth to talk .

Arnav: I have completed the formalities of Anu's admission in the Pre-School. Its starting from next week.

Khushi didnt utter a word. She kept looking ahead. She was still thinking about the Endorsement talk she had with Payal today. She was about to ask him about it and turned to see him but she saw a scar on his palm. All her anger went out of the window and she immediately touched his arm.

Khushi ( with worry): Yeh Scar?
Arnav stared at her for one second and concentrated back on the road.
Arnav: Jab biwi ghar pe naa ho, toh pati ke saath yehi hota hai..!! (When wife is not at home, a husband goes through all this)
Khushi was confused and she kept looking at his face.
Arnav ( clarifying her confusion): Tried to cook last night.. Got my fingers burnt and this cut on my palm.

Khushi had tears in her eyes.

Khushi: Aap ko khaana banaane ki kya zaroorat thi? ( Why did you try cooking ?)
Arnav (angrily): I am tired eating that food Khushi.. Its tasteless dammit!!

He let out his frustration so easily because he really was getting affected internally since the time Khushi had left the house.. He would never have voiced it out but sometimes things get out of his control. Khushi was absolutely feeling bad for him. She was responsible for this state of Arnavji.. How can she hurt her husband so much.. He doesnt even get proper food to eat.. how does he manage ? Her strength, her decision in teaching Arnavji the importance of his wife was weakening..Arnav could see her eyes moist. She quickly composed herself.

Khushi: So? What have you decided then? (She purposely asked this to know if he was willing to ask her come home, at least now. )
Arnav was very adamant in this case.. He will not let her win so easily when he is not at fault..

Arnav: (parked the car at Gupta Mansion and turned to see her): I will keep trying until I learn to cook well..!! Thats what I have decided Khushi..

She was irritated with his reply. He will not give up, will he? Both knew what the other was thinking in their heart. He got down the car listening Anu's voice. Khushi got down too. Garima stopped at the main door as Anu rushed to her parents feeling overjoyed.. Arnav picked her in arms.

Arnav: Paa got late.. Sorry baby.. Lets go home..

Khushi gulped down feeling sad again. Why was his heart so cruel? Couldnt he see her pain? Anu was happy to go back home but she immediately caught Khushi's hand too.

Anu: Maa come ... will go home.
Khushi's heart ached hearing that. Arnav kept looking at Khushi as she tried giving excuses again to Anu..
Khushi ( kissing Anu's fist): Maa will come later. Okay? Go with Paa.. Good night ..

Anu's face became low again but she still hugged her mother once and then wrapped her arms around Arnav's neck closing her eyes. She might have been sleepy. He made her sit in the car and put the seat belt. He kissed her forehead, brushing her hair slowly and then took his seat. Anu waved her arm for a good bye to Khushi. Arnav starred at Khushi in anger and then drove off. Khushi almost broke down in tears after they left. She rushed in her room not even stopping when her mother called her name out.. She just wanted to be alone.. She locked her room door and lied on the bed , hiding her face in the pillow and crying..

Why does it hurt so much when Arnavji behaves rudely with her. Why cant she let her ego off and get back to her home, stay with Arnavji? Why she has to make him realise her importance? Its fine if he doesnt.. Life wont stop if he keeps treating her like this.. At least she will not have to see her daughter and her husband go through so much pain.. She knew Arnavji wanted her to come back. But why was it so difficult for him to ask her once? Why cant he become a little softer in their relationships? Why was he punishing her and himself? Why?

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Almost half the night had passed but Khushi didnt get sleep. She was just looking at the ceiling lost in some thoughts.. Suddenly she felt different.. A gust of wind blew in the room from the Poolside.. POOLSIDE? her room had no poolside.. It was in Arnavji's room .. In Raizada house.. She quickly sat on the bed and scanned her surroundings.. She saw herself in Arnavji's bedroom. Alone.. All alone .. The poolside french door was completely open, making the curtains almost fly.. And then she saw Arnavji standing right at the poolside with his arms open and asking her to come to him.. She had a weak smile on her face which started growing brighter as she rushed towards him . She reached him .. He passed her some big glass bottle .. She opened the knob and pulled the paper out of it.. It had something written on it. She opened the paper and it read "Come back home .. Khushi"

She had a broad smile on her face. .Finally .. he called her home.. finally he realised she was important to him.. She immediately saw him again but he was no longer there.. She had no longer the bottle or the paper in her hand.. She scanned around.. called out his name.. but soon realised she was not in Raizada house.. She was in her home.. Gupta Mansion.. her bedroom.. all alone.. just dreaming this was true.. dreaming she was been called by her husband.. back to him.. tears rolled down her eyes..

She walked slowly back towards her room and stopped at the curtains holding them in her fist..Her mind could hear a slow music around her..

"Aaoge jab tum ohh saajna.. angana.. phool khilenge... " (When you come Ohhh beloved.. the courtyard will bloom with flowers)

Rain started pouring outside and she kept looking at it from the window..

"Barsega saawan... Barsega saawan.. Jhoom jhoom ke... do dil aise milenge.. " (the rain will come down in torrents.. this is how the two hearts will meet)

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Part 19

Gupta House

Garima: This is no longer a normal husband-wife fight Shashi. Why cant you see what I am seeing? Khushi is not happy. And Arnav? He is not even bothered about her. All he cares is just Anu. Isnt Khushi anything to him?
Shashi: Garima I know what you saying is right. But..
Garima: Shashi if you dont want to talk to Arnav about this, then dont. I will do it. I will go tomorrow to Raizada house and talk to him about whats happening.
Shashi: Garima.. ? This is not right..
Garima: If this isnt right, nothing is ever going to right again in our daughter's life then.!!

She almost warned Shashi and left the room.Shashi knew Garima was not wrong in thinking so. Being a mother, she was taking this matter to her heart. Not that he was becoming blind in noticing his daughter's troubles. But will it be right to speak to Arnav on this ? What if he doesnt understand?

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The next morning Shashi helplessly had to accompany Garima to Raizada house in order to speak to Arnav. He just couldnt let his wife worse the situation more. If she outrages in her talks, he will at least calm things down. With that thought and intention he and Garima reached Raizada House and asked the servants to call Arnav down.

Arnav had not even guessed that the Gupta couple had come to talk to him about his and Khushi's current marital issues and when they did open their mouth to discuss this, he immediately stopped them.

Arnav: I dont mean to hurt you Aunty.. But I dont give rights to any third person to interfere in my personal life.
Shashi: ( unhappy with this statement): We have a right to question Arnav. Khushi is our daughter. You and Khushi have taken Vows to be together and raise Anu. I think you should at least care about that.
Arnav: Does KHUSHI care? ( he cross questioned).

There was a pause from the couple for few seconds..

Arnav: Look Uncle.. I dont want to get into details on what happened between me and Khushi and what didnt happen.. Its better that, instead of questioning me what happened, ask your daughter if she is interested in coming back home or not. If she expecting me to ask her that, thats never going to happen.
Garima: Never going to happen? What do you mean by that Arnav? She is your wife.. She is not any other woman in your life whom you can even think of letting go.
Arnav: I didnt ask her to go Aunty.. She left this house..
Garima: Till when will you both keep pointing fingers at each other? Can someone of you please take responsibility of patching up?

Shashi held Garima before she could raise her Blood pressure further.

Shashi: I told you Garima.. There is no point in talking to them.. They will have to sort this somehow. We still tried advising them both.. now its their decision. They are not kids now. They should understand their duties towards each other and also towards Anu.. Come.. Lets go home.

He took Garima forcefully out of that house..

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Evening - Gupta House

Khushi was in the garden talking to Payal while keeping an eye on her daughter Anu who was playing with the ball and her caretaker.

Khushi: No Payal.. I didnt get an opportunity to talk to Arnavji on the Endorsement matter.
Payal: I knew that. So I have done that on your behalf.
Khushi( confuseD): What? What have you done?
Payal: I have reminded ASR about this deal and he might be talking about it to you tonight.
Khushi: Tonight?
Payal: Yea.. Why? Is there a problem?
Khushi: No.. I .. I will talk to him and get back to you..
Payal: Great..!! Take care.. I will wait for a positive response from you guys.. Bye..

Khushi cut the call and turned around only to get surprised seeing Arnavji playing with Anu. After a long time she was seeing the father-daughter play before her. These days, no matter how much busy he was, he didnt waste the opportunity to visit her house and pick Anu himself. She walked towards them. As soon as he saw her, he asked the caretaker to continue playing while he walked to Khushi. He ignored playing with Anu for her? 
Now That was different.. Was he going to speak about that Endoresment?

Arnav (coming to Khushi): When you always wanted to come back home, why did you do all this drama then?
Khushi: (Confused): Drama?
Arnav: You were just trying to get some attention, dont you? And when that didnt happen, you sent your parents to talk to me? To plead before me to call you back home?

Khushi was shocked.

Khushi: What do you mean?
Arnav: Now dont become so innocent. Your parents had come today morning to meet me. You know I dont like anyone asking questions about my personal life Khushi. How could you still share our relationship problems with them?

Khushi started understanding slowly what must have happened.!! She was just surprised that her parents actually went to Arnavji and tried sorting their marital issues.

Arnav: Say something dammit! ( he replied in rage)
Khushi: ( meeting his eyes): I didnt send them to you. I can never do that Arnavji..
Arnav ( caught her arm in anger): Stop lieing to me Khushi..

Khushi's bangle broke and it even pricked her wrist making her hiss in pain. She tried to struggle and free herself but he probably had not realised it yet. Only after few seconds he felt her eyes becoming moist and he left her arm.. SHe withdrew her hand and looked at the scar on her wrist. He unknowingly showed his conern.

Arnav ( trying to hold her arm again and check her wound) : Khushi . I ..
Khushi (angrily snapped at him): Dont you dare touch me again!!
He stood shocked hearing that level of tone from her. Suddenly Anu ran towards them calling out " Maa" And "Paa". Khushi quickly wiped her tears and kneeled down when Anu came to her. She purposely moved her hurt arm behind to ensure Anu doesnt notice. She also had to fake a smile on her face .Arnav was watching her feeling totally guilty for what he did.

Anu: Maa.. I threw the ball very far.. (she gigled).. so much far .. ( she spread her arms in the air and tried measuring the distance, how far the ball was kicked by her)..
Khushi: Good girl.. Now play with your Paa.. Maa has some work.. Okay?
Anu noded and hugged Arnav's feet. Arnav was standstill. He was just looking at Khushi and the way she was controlling her pain. Khushi stood up and without even facing him, she started walking hurriedly towards the house.

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She washed the wound with water and started fetching the antiseptic cream to apply on it. She opened the drawers and finally found in one of them. Her eyes were still moist remembering all that happened downstairs..Arnavji thinks she can use her parents as a bait to sort her problems ? How can he ? Why was he like this? Why was he so cold towards her? Only because she was responsible for killing his elder brother, his Bhabhi who was also her elder sister? And that too accidently?
She was still in her thoughts and not even applied the cream yet when she felt someone snatching the cream tube from her hand. It was him.. Her husband Arnavji. He tried holding her hand and from his gestures it was quite clear he wanted to apply the cream on the scar. She stepped back. He frowned and pulled her back towards him.

Arnav: Khushi mujhe dekhne do.. ( he insisted)

She resisted again but when he wasnt ready to release his hold on her arm, she stopped and allowed him to check her scar. She kept looking at his face while he continued scanning the scar properly and then applying the cream slowly. She hissed again but he seeing him taking so much care of him, soothed her pain already..

Arnav: Maine yeh jaanbuzke nahi kiya.. ( I didnt do it intentionally).. You know me..!!
Khushi sarcastically replied back withdrawing her hand.
Khushi: I know you Arnavji.. Its only that I know you.. You never have known me even in all these years.. !! Even when a man gets a pet in his house, he starts feeling for it, he starts taking care of it, starts trusting it some day or the other .. How could you think I will send my parents to beg to you for calling me back? I didnt know they were even planning to do this.
Arnav ( gulping ): Khushi.. Listen ..
Khushi: No you listen to me Arnavji.. I am tired of all this.. I am tired of expecting something good in our marriage.. I know its never going to happen.. I have realised you will never forgive me for what I did .. And you will never start accepting the fact that apart from being Anu's mother, I am also your wife.. So why should we keep hurting each other and the people who care for us.? This is never going to end.. This is never going to be right Arnavji.. ( she paused giving a brief thought about what she was going to say next)..

She wiped her tears and tried controlling her weakness. Arnav was just watching her and trying to understand what she wanted to say..

Khushi: So I have decided something.. ( she kept gulping down her tears).. Lets.. lets just get divorced.. ( she closed her eyes in fear)

It was very hard for her to even think about Divorce.. Arnav was shocked.. And at the same time he was so much frustrated on Khushi for what she said and what she thought for their future, that he fisted his fingers wishing to hit something hard. Khushi opened her eyes and both stared at each other for few seconds.. She was waiting for some response from him.. And indeed she got one.. He angrily walked to the closet and opened it with a force. She was confused.. What did he intend to do? She saw him removing her clothes from the closet and packing them in a bag. She followed him with confusion.

Khushi: Arnavji ? What are you doing?

He didnt reply. He kept packing her clothes and then finally zipped the bag. She again asked him what was he doing but in reply he caught her arm, with his other hand dragging the bag and started walking to the door. She had no idea what he planned..

Khushi ( walking with him): Arnavji? Please tell me what are you doing ?
Arnav stopped at the stairs and turned around in anger.
Arnav: Divorce chahiye naa tumhe? Toh woh tumhe mere saath rehkar bhi mil sakta hai. ( You want Divorce from me right? Then that you can get staying with me too )

She was awestruck. What did he mean by that? She was so much confused. He dragged her towards the door. Garima and Shashi were now in the garden with Anu. Even they were shocked seeing Arnav dragging Khushi to his car. Anu rushed to her Maa and Paa. She didnt realise his father was in no mood to talk to anyone..Arnav made Khushi forcefully sit in the car and then handed Anu in her arms. Shashi and Garima came there.

Shashi: Arnav ? What is all this?
Arnav: ( trying to control his anger): I am taking my wife home.. And I hope no  one has a problem with that..

He didnt wait for anyone's reply. He got inside the car and drove from there. Khushi was so much tensed with whatever was happening with her that she didnt even utter a word after that. Anu kept talking to her Maa and Paa in the car though she didnt recieve any proper response from anyone of them.

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Part 20

He opened the car door and dragged Khushi out of the car, ensuring he doesnt hurt her physically. Anu by now was getting a feeling of something wrong between her Maa and Paa. Anu was in Khushi's arms when they reached the Living room.

Arnav (to the maid): Feed Anu something and keep her engaged with you for sometime.

The maid could clearly note anger on Arnav's face and tone. She quickly took Anu from Khushi and rushed in the kitchen. Anu kept turning behind only to find her Paa taking her Maa towards their room upstairs. Closing the door of the bedroom, Arnav spinned Khushi around , almost making her drop on the recliner. She was furious at his actions.

Before she could utter a word, she saw him sliding the closet door and taking out some papers. She very well knew what legal papers they were. .He came back to her and made her hold it forcefully.

Arnav: You know what these papers are Khushi?
Khushi gulped meeting his eyes. His hands were still holding hers and their legal marriage papers in between their palms.
Arnav: Do you realise why we signed them? Do you understand the seriousness of these papers? Do you ?

Khushi gulped. Her eyes were moist..

Arnav: (screaming): You ( he pointed at her) and me.. ( he pointed at himself) .. two different identities.. united into this marriage for a reason .. We ..are responsible for making Anu orphan!! You remember that? Do you?

The moment he said this.. Tears bursted out from her eyes.

Arnav: Dont cry Khushi.. Lets face it.. Thats the reality..2 years back, if I hadnt forced Shyam Bhai and Anjali Bhabhi to join me for my success party, none of this would have happened..But they never went anywhere without you.. They loved you.. They loved you just like they loved me.. So you joined us too.. And then that dumb idea we got.. to see you drive.. (his eyes became moist too remembering next).. It was supposed to be fun .. But it didnt..!! You .. you lost the control on the wheels .. and we ... we lost them.. forever!!

Khushi pushed him away and turned around unable to cry before him..Arnav had no control over his talks today. This was the first time he was even discussing this topic with her so openly.. This was the first time he was showing the guts of blaming her as well as himself for that accident.. And all this was to get Khushi's mind think straight about their payoff towards Anu rather than taking a decision of Divorce...

Arnav (standing right in front of her again): We tried taking care of Anu for few months as seperate identities.. didnt we? But what happened? It never worked. And thats when we decided to marry.. Sacrificing all our likes, all our dreams, all our wishes we accepted this bond between us Khushi. And today, only because I am unable to take it further on your expectation levels, you want a Divorce? How could you be so selfish? How? (he yelled at her again)

Khushi was unable to hear all this.

Khushi: ( screamed in anger): Enough..! just stop it.. I am not selfish.. I can never be selfish. .If I had to think only about myself Arnavji, I would never have married to you. Never!! ( she met his eyes)

Arnav became quiet.. There was a pause between them for few seconds and then she wiped off her tears.

Khushi: For some time I had forgot this marriage had only one purpose.. The purpose of giving Anu the love of a mother and father. There has never been and there can never be anything beyond that. Its my mistake.. I had to keep that in my mind.. You are right Arnavji.. You are right..

She handed the papers back to him.

Khushi: Thanks for reminding me again.. Thank you. ( she gulped controlling her tears and opened the door leaving the room)

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Whatever happeend today was quite disturbing and gave Khushi a terrible headache that night but she didnt even bother to cure it. She kept caressing Anu who was sleeping on her lap in the living room. It had been 4 hours for that conversation between her and Arnavji and since then she had not been into her room again, neither he came down to check on her. Or may be he did but she didnt notice.. Neither was it required now.. She had realised her fault..The Fault of keeping hopes. She had to kill all that softness she felt in her heart towards this marriage. It might be difficult in the start but she will adopt this slowly. When he doesnt want anything out of this marriage, why should she? She picked up sleeping Anu in arms and walked to their room. Arnavji was already sleeping on the bed. She placed Anu beside him and covering them both with the quilt, she slowly made her way to the poolside. She had no sleep in her eyes. She just felt like sitting on the arm-chair and watching the calm water in the pool.

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It was morning 08:00 when Arnav woke up and he quickly looked beside him on the bed. Her side of the bed looked vaccant as if she didnt even sleep there all night. Where was Khushi? He came at the Poolside and saw the quilt lying on the arm- chair. Thats ridiculous. She slept here ? Without even minding his morning business, he came down looking for her. He called out her name twice, scanning the living room and finally turned at the Kitchen where he saw her preparing his tea. She exactly knew what time he wakes up and what he needs. All these days when she wasnt home, he missed this type of perfection in his lifestyle. He came inside and purposely made noise of the door to ensure she knows he was here. She kept doing her work without even turning behind.

Arnav: You alright?

He demanded a reply and why not, he ought to know her patience level after last nights fights.

Khushi: Never better like today. ( she replied in a low tone)

Was it a slap to him? He avoided even thinking about the reply to his self realised question.

"Smile" she instructed herself and turned towards him passing his tea cup. She avoided meeting his eyes. He held the tea cup but also caught her arm before she could leave.

Arnav: Khushi.. Kal raat maine kuch zyaada hi .. ( Yesterday night I spoke little more.. )
Khushi ( Interrupting): Never mind. It was absolutely necessary for me to underdstand Arnavji.. Now I do have a clear picture. (She shrugged his arm off)

Arnav could feel she was not fully saying that with heart.

Arnav: I value you Khushi..
Khushi: Me too.. (She really means this and she knew he did it too )

Anu came down rubbing her eyes and she was here at the kitchen door. Khushi quickly put a smile on her face and went to her. Arnav sipped his tea though he could not take his eyes off his wife's face and expressions. He was trying to read her.

Khushi ( kneeling down and kissing Anu): My baby woke up.. ?
Anu: Ummm.. Paa shouted Maa?? ( she hugged Khushi raising that question directly to her)

Kids these days were very intelligent to guess what happened around them. Though it was a very shocking question for both of them,Khushi knew what she had to answer. She picked Anu in arms and came back to Arnavji.

Khushi: Paa and Maa are batti again ( Paa and Maa are in good terms again)
She never lost that smile on her face while speaking to her daughter. Anu was happy, she hugged them both together. Arnav passed a quick glance to Khushi who didnt even give him a look. She was just smiling and caaressing Anu softly..

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Office

When Khushi entered the office, she found her father and Saahil already present there. She passed them a warm smile wishing a Good Morning. Shashi was more concerned about her especially since the time Arnav took her back home.

Shashi: Khushi? How is everything at home there?
Khushi: Its good Paapa. We.. we sorted out .. And this time we dont intend to screw up things between us again, I promise.
Shashi was delighted to hear that.
Shashi: I am happy to know but dont mind Khushi I am also little curious to understand how did Arnav readily accept everything so suddenly?
Khushi: He didnt accept Paapa. I did.!!
Shashi was confused..
Shashi: You accepted? What?
Khushi: Relax Paapa. All is good now. Lets begin with work.. I have to leave early today. Got to go to Anu's pre-school and collect her admission letter.

She left to her cabin only raising a doubt in Shashi's head if everything had really sorted between this couple. Even while working hard in the office, Khushi still kept reminding herself about what she had to do in her personal life. She had resigned from a very important post today.. She was definately a married woman but she quit the role of a wife. She was only a mother and some random known person in Arnavji's life from now on. She will obviously fulfil all her duties of keeping his work and personal life balanced but she will never interfere, neither will she raise any demand, or assurance from him towards their so called secure future. From now on she would be taking a backstage in Arnavji's life. Of course he will be kept informed of everything related to Anu. He was her father and he oughts to keep track of everything that his child does or wants. But anything that relates to her will no more be shared with this man. After her marriage she always lacked that 100% concentration on work, which she will take care of from today. No more Stress. No more dreams and No more pain. She took a resolution of continuing her marriage with Arnavji and at the same time proving to everyone who cared for her that nothing is wrong between her and Arnavji. That was the only way to clear their hearts from worrying for her and at the same time keeping everyone happy...

Khushi smiled weakly on her thoughts..She had faith that this hurtful smile will slowly turn into a heartful one. She had wasted her time and energy over a man expecting unnecessary moments from him all these months.. Today was her re-birth.. She will utilize her forthcoming life over people who really loved her.. not on the ones who just VALUED her because she is Anu's mother..

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That evening when she returned back home, she heard Arnavji screaming at Aman over the phone. She sticked to her resolve of not interfering into it. He noticed her and then winded up the call. She was drinking water in the kitchen.

Arnav: I need to have a word with you. Get Freshen up first if you tired.
Khushi: No. I am fine. Tell me.
Arnav: My shoots have pre-poned for some reasons. I have to fly to New York.
Khushi : Ohh.
Arnav: Whats your work schedule?
Khushi: I am tied up. (she wasnt lieing)
Arnav: Entirely for one month?

Khushi noded affirmatively. Arnav sighed in disappointment.

Khushi: I know you will miss Anu ( she purposely said this. Because Anu was the only person he wanted to stay close to... always.. thats why may be he wanted to take his wife too in New York).. but .. She has her pre-school starting too.

Arnav knew that well though he wasnt much happy about it.

Arnav: You want me to cancel.
Khushi: ( quickly interrupted): Please go ahead with your shoots Arnavji. I will keep you posted about Anu's updates.

Her rushed response worried him all the more. She placed the bottle back in the refrigerator and left the kitchen. Arnav could feel something majorly changed in his wife but he lacked understanding the reason behind it. He took her encouragement to fly new York as casual as always and followed her in the room to get his bags packed.

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Part 21

One week after Arnav left to New York

Anu had her pre-school started from today and it was not easy again for Khushi to make their baby feel safe and comfortable enough on her first day. No wonder she tried her best to convince Anu that pre-school would be enjoying for her but when the baby still refused to accept anything what she said, Khushi decided to dial Arnavji. That was the best solution she could use at the moment. It had been just a week that Arnavji had left for New York and this was the first time she called him by herself . Otherwise until now it was he who dialed her and that was not because he wanted to talk, according to Khushi, it was only to double check whatever happened between him and her, havnt made his wife de-motivated. He just wanted to ensure they were in good terms still... She quickly dialed Arnavji who when answered it didnt sound much active.. She realised it was late night there.

Khushi: Uhh.. Arnavji.. Its me..
Arnav tossed on the bed, shrugging off the duvet from his body and looking at the clock.
Arnav: Is all okay there Khushi?
Khushi: Aahh. Yes.. Well.. Its Anu's first day of Pre-school. She is little afraid to go. I tried my best to convince but..
Arnav rubbed his eyes and sat on the bed, trying to become fully awake .

Arnav: Pass the phone to her.

Khushi kept the phone on speaker and told Anu her Paa was on the other end.

Anu: Paa.a..
Arnav: How is my Sweetu babbbyy?
Anu: Paa. No school.. Anu doesnt like school.
Arnav: You know what happens in school? You will make new friends.. You get candies.. And toys to play. Dont you want that ?
Anu: No.. ( she screamed)

Khushi was just standing beside Anu listening everything Arnavji tried to say and get the baby convinced.

Arnav: If Anu goes to school, then Paa will take Anu to Disney land!! To play with Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck..

That seemed to be a fair deal for Anu..
Anu: Plomise? ( she asked in her babyish voice)
Arnav: Plomise!! So want to go to Disney Land?
Anu: yeshh Paaa.
Arnav: Okay.. Then go to school.. Paa will come soon.. Okay baby?
Anu: Hmm.. Okay..
Arnav: Where's my flying kiss?
Anu passed a huge flying kiss to her father on the phone and in excitement turned to Khushi..

Anu: Maa.. Give Paa a flying kissh!!

That was again a very ackward situation for the couple.
Anu: Maa. give.. ( She shook Khushi once to make her do that)
Khushi: Anu.. Maa will give Paa a flying Kissh when he comes back. Not now.. Okay?
Anu jumped in excitement and then agreed to the fake words her mother just gave her.

Anu: Bye Paa..
Khushi: (to Anu): Say good night to paa..
Anu: Good night Paa..
Arnav: Good night baby.. Khushi ek minute.. I have to talk to you. .
Khushi turned off the speaker and asked Anu to quickly get her school bag. She was going to drop her while going to Office..

Arnav: You there?
Khushi: haann. ( she ackwardly replied)
Arnav: Payal had called me today.. Regarding the new Endorsement.. That Advertisement of the new Diamond collection which is coming up.. She said you denied ..
Khushi( interrupting): Yes Arnavji.. You heard it right.. I denied signing that Endorsement.. ( she confidently answered)
Arnav : Why?
Khushi: Why? ( she sarcastically chuckled).. You wanted me to work with you?
Arnav didnt reply.
Khushi( becoming serious again): Look Arnavji.. I dont want to discuss this but let me get it straight now.. I was hoping you would talk to me about this Endorsement and I would have even agreed to do it if you had asked me earlier . But whatever happens is always for good, I believe that. I dont think I can do it.. Neither I can act well.!! So its better if you and Payal look for some other lead to cast against you.. Someone whom YOU are more comfortable working with!!

She sounded much confident!! He didnt like the way she talked.

Arnav: What do you mean SOMEONE whom I am comfortable to work with? What are you pointing at Khushi?
Khushi: ( sighed ): Things would become ackward if we shooted together.. So what if its only for 5 minutes.. We NEVER HAD and we NEVER WILL have any chemistry between us which can gain TRPs. I dont want that Ad to be a flop because of this silly reason. And what doesnt exists between us, why to fake before the Public and give them a reason to mock at us? So I took this wise decision taking into consideration all these points. I hope you will understand it Arnavji.. It was Nothing personal!!

Arnav was amused by her decision and also the reasons that she provided him.

Khushi: Anyways.. Anu will get late to school. I should drop the call. You have a good sleep.. Bye..

Without even listening to him, she disconnected the call. She was feeling so much better after doing this. She felt strong.. She felt as if today she was able to voice out her feelings , her thoughts correctly before Arnavji.. She knew he wont be happy with this.. His ego would never let him fail. But she was proud of her decision. She wasnt ignoring Arnavji, she was just showing him the bitterness of their relationship.. If he doesnt want her to expect anything from him.. he too doesnt have the right to expect things from her in his favour. !!

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That next one month when Arnav Singh Raizada had been to New york to complete his shoots was a very challenging month for Khushi. She had cultivated many changes in her life.. She was habituated to things which she had never done or practiced since the day she got married. One month is a very less time to get accustomed to something new but Khushi made it possible because the earlier she gets out of that expectation from Arnavji, the more happier and easy her life would be. These days she smiled, not because there were people watching her, it was because she truly felt happy.. She was no more in the clutches of  confusion of what her marriage was.. She was not being ignorant either towards her duties.. She was just living freely.. Without Expectations.. She loved doing that now..!!

Arnav on the other hand was very much doubtful if things between him and Khushi were still in place .She didnt call him even once after that pre-school conversation for Anu, though whenever he messaged her, she did reply stuffs pertaining to Anu only. He was desperately waiting for the day he would reach his home again and confront to her.

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One Month Later

When Arnav Singh Raizada finally returned back home, he thought of surprising Anu and ofcourse even Khushi this time but he inturn got surprised knowing his wife was not home.

Maid: Sir, Khushi Madam has gone out for a Dinner  Party..
Arnav: Dinner Party ? Whose party?
Maid: I dont know Sir. She didnt tell anything to me.
Arnav: And Anu? She left her again to the Gupta's?
Maid: No Sir.. She took her along.

Okay. Now that was soothing, if not the fact that his wife went for some party that too without even letting him know. She always told him where she goes, who invites her and stuff like that. Why didnt she tell him this time? He loosened his tie in frustration and then thought of dialing her but the sudden sound of a car halting at their doors, stopped him. He opened the window of his room to peep down. Saahil opened the car door for her and she got down along with Anu.

Khushi: Thanks for dropping us Saahil.
Saahil: It had always been my pleasure.
Khushi ( asking Anu): Anu.. Say Bye bye to Saahil Uncle..
Anu swiftly waved her hands and even Kissed Saahil's cheeks.
Anu: Bye Saahil Uncle..!!
Saahil: Bye sweety. Good night ( he said that to Anu ofcourse but someone upstairs witnessing all this was burning with unknown jealousy)

Khushi had no idea her husband had returned. When she entered the house, she saw Arnavji walking down the stairs. No wonder he was only looking at her, not even at his daughter Anu this time. Following her new motto was easy until Arnavji was not around.. What would happen now since he is back? Will she be able to continue ? Of course Yes.. She has come far off from that previous life. She cannot turn back now. Anu rushed towards her Paa feeling absolutely happy seeing him back home. He picked her up, swallowing his anger for sometime..

Anu: Paa Disney land..
Arnav: We will go.. ( he kissed Anu's cheek and then placed her down).. Wont you show me your school bag?
Anu: Yesh ( she jumped with joy).. Paa come..

She started dragging him. Arnav saw Khushi walking towards them. He cannot let this slip off..

Arnav: Anu.. You get the bag out.. Paa is coming.. Go..
She agreed and ran upstairs ..Khushi stopped few steps away from him when he starred at her again.

Khushi: Aap kab aaye? (When did you come?)
Arnav: Kyon? Mere aane se tum khush nahi ho?(Why? Arent you happy that I am back? )
Khushi: Yeh mere sawaal ka jawab nahi hua ( This is not the answer to my question)

Arnav (clenching his jaw): Yeh mere bhi sawaal ka jawab nahi hua (This is neither the answer to my question)
Khushi could realise his mood was off but she didnt care self-explaining him anything. She tried moving upstairs, but for that she had to cross him and the moment she tried doing that, he swiftly held her hand and pulled her back to him.. Khushi's eyes opened wide. The worst thing here was, he was just starring at her, he didnt utter a single word. Almost few seconds passed and she was unable to meet his eyes anymore. She feared her resolve to stay independent would break.. Not to forget, his hold on her wrist was very tight and if this extends for some more time, she was sure to feel that pain..

Khushi: Aap.. Batameezi kar rahe hai!! (You .. Are misbehaving)
Arnav: Kyon? Nahi kar sakta? ( Why? Shouldnt I?)

What the hell did that reply mean? She struggled to get free from him and when she couldnt, she replied back.

Khushi: We should concentrate on ANU Arnavji...All of this which you are doing at the moment doesnt come in that list!!

LIST?? Which List was she talking about? She seemed damm serious when she said this.. His grip loosened and she took this opportunity to run upstairs without even looking back. He followed her. The moment he came inside the room, Anu dragged him till the bed and started showing him her school bag, her slate, her pencil,, everything that her Maa had bought for her in Paa's absence..!! Khushi didnt even bother to disturb them. She took her face wash and then rushed to the bathroom. Arnav was just observing his wife.. Anu was expecting his comments on the new stuff. He passed some real quick sentences to his baby..

Khushi washed her face and was patting it dry, looking at the mirror when she saw her husband Arnavji standing right at the door inside the bathroom, looking at her in the mirror... She was shocked.. He never behaved like this..

Arnav: Main dekh raha hoon Kaafi kuch bhool rahi ho tum.. (I can see you are forgetting something today)
Khushi placed the towel aside murmuring..

Khushi: Yaad rakhne layak kabhi kuch tha hi nahi Arnavji.. (There was never anything to be remembered Arnavji..)
Arnav: Kaafi badal bhi gayi ho..(You have changed too )

Khushi felt a tuck in her heart.. But she didnt reply.. She kept taking off her bracelet and bangles.

Arnav had seen enough of her attitude..
Arnav: (bursted out in anger): Khushi aisa kya hogaya ki tum mujhe dekh kar baat bhi nahi kar sakti? ( Khushi what is so wrong between us that you cant even look at me while I am talking to you? )

Khushi let out a deep sigh and met his eyes finally..
Khushi: Aap ko taqleef ho rahi Arnavji?? (Are you getting hurt Arnavji? )

Thats it!! He had no idea where this conversation was leading to.. But he would like to respond to that question of hers. He closed the bathroom door from inside.. She stepped back in fear.. Something was definately not right in him.. She dropped the towel from her hand as he reached her.

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Part 22

Arnav: (bursted out in anger): Khushi aisa kya hogaya ki tum mujhe dekh kar baat bhi nahi kar sakti? ( Khushi what is so wrong between us that you cant even look at me while I am talking to you? )

Khushi let out a deep sigh and met his eyes finally..
Khushi: Aap ko taqleef ho rahi Arnavji?? (Are you getting hurt Arnavji? )

Thats it!! He had no idea where this conversation was leading to.. But he would like to respond to that question of hers. He closed the bathroom door from inside.. She stepped back in fear.. Something was definately not right in him.. She dropped the towel from her hand as he reached her. She unknowingly became very much attentive to Arnavji especially his eyes which spoke volumes today. He stood a feet away staring deeply at her with a sort of frustration in his gaze and even in his voice.

Arnav: If my LEGALLY WEDDED WIFE.. keeps me uninformed of her social events and get together parties, toh mujhe taqleef hoti hai Khushi.

The ball was finally in her court now. He had confessed his insecurities for her but why does he care what she does, whom she meets when he doesnt consider this marriage as normal.

Khushi: You need to brief yourself again on our marriage terms Arnavji.. The more we get into these meaningless topics on insecurities, jealousy, possessiveness, the less we would concentrate on Anu.. who is the whole and sole reason of our wedding.

Arnav's expressions were filled with shock.. He probably never expected that kind of reply from her.

Khushi: Dont be surprised Arnavji, this is what I learnt from you..!! We never fulfilled any of the marriage rituals, no phere, no Sindoor, nothing.. We just signed some papers for being together forever to take care of Anu.. So Lets consider this way.. We have a contract between us.. A contract of conveinance whose every single condition points us towards Anu..  We are supposed to walk together.. But Parallely!! Our togetherness is only and only for Anu..  We have been following that already from past few months..I know I slipped off in understanding it earlier but now I do Arnavji..

He gritted his teeth in anger, he was that frustrated on her thoughts..She kneeled down,  picked the fallen towel and looked again in the mirror. He was still watching her from behind, she could see that..

Arnav: So now .. you dont want to acknowledge our marriage.. !! ( he tried making a statement here just to know if this is what she meant )
Khushi ( looking at him in the mirror): Marriage is not a mere acknowledgement Arnavji.. There is a lot stronger force needed to keep it intact and running.. For others that force is named as LOVE .. ( she gulped as her throat ached).. for us... that force is ANU!!!

For the very first time Arnav felt like something important was slipping from his hand.. Something which he always felt he had a hold on.. Something which he always was convinced was working fine.. But today, Khushi's thoughts, her feelings towards their relationship was breaking his hold!! He never thought a day  would come when he would even feel terrible about
his and Khushi's relationship worsening.. May be whatever happened between them from all these months, had finally changed her.. But this cant be for good. He didnt feel this was good!! The door was knocked by Anu who was wondering why her parents left her suddenly? The moment Khushi heard it, she rushed to open the door while Arnav kept glued to his place trying to get a grip over this situation.

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That night, after the discussion over their marriage topic, Arnav left for a drive outside. He was suffocating in his own house.. A long drive should help him to calm his boiling nerves. Some years back when he got frustrated deciding what his career should be, whether he should be a part of his family business like his brother or make his own identity in Bollywood, he always chose to drive long for hours, sometimes alone.. and sometimes with his brother Shyam. That would give him solace..

Arnav had always been a very reserved personality.. He had only his elder brother with whom he shared his secrets.. Right from his childhood, he adored his elder Bhai.. He always aspired to become like him. Shyam Raizada was Arnav's next mother.. In all the worst and best situations Shyam guided him, advised him to do what he thinks is right.!! Today he missed him.. No wonder how much he tried to be stable after Shyam's death, he still missed him very much. Arnav pushed the breaks hard, his car finally stopped at the corner of that dark road with a shierk. It was midnight and luckily the road was deserted having no passer by. At least he would be saved from his fandom here. He leaned back on his seat, closing his eyes for some time.

Marriage !! This word was never in his dictionary even when he dated Natasha. Not that he didnt believe in it. He knew this term comes with many responsibilities which probably he was not prepared to take up at that stage when his acting career was on a roll. He planned to get married at his late 30's which will make him a little more sensible towards understanding and maintaining relationships. He would have sticked to this plan but the sudden death of Shyam bhai and Anjali Bhabhi changed the entire picture of his life story.

Anu was hardly few months old when he completed the final cremation process of his brother and Bhabhi.. It was obvious Anu needed complete care and attention which only a woman could provide.. Only.. someone next to her mother can provide.. Khushi took that responsibility whole heartedly though she and Arnav after the death of Shyam and Anjali had completely stopped talking to each other. They didnt speak for months.. until that night when Shashi Gupta invited Saahil and his family for deciding the date of Saahil and Khushi's marriage. Arnav still remembered that night.. how much tensed he was.. how much worried he was for Anu.. What was Anu's future? Will she just be divided between Raizada and Gupta family? What was Anu's role in Saahil and Khushi's marriage? He very well knew Khushi had made her terms clear to Saahil and his family about Anu.. She would not leave Anu to her parents nor to Arnav who himself had no fixed place to stay.. His acting profession made him travel frequently to far off destinations. How was he supposed to take care of Anu alone, if by any chance he plans to get her here. He spent days thinking over this question and finally decided what was the only and the best option for him.

Flashback Starts

He entered the house of the Gupta's only to find Saahil's family sitting and chatting with the Gupta's over something.. The Pandit had been called to fix the marriage date. Saahil and Khushi were sitting on the side coach.. Saahil looked over excited for this wedding.. Khushi was happy too, he could say that from her face. As he entered the house, the Gupta's were surprised. Not that Arnav was invited here, but then he never stepped much in Gupta House after Shyam and Anjali's death. They still greeted him but he seemed to be interested over something else. He came straight to Khushi.. She looked in his eyes. Somewhere she already knew the reason of his arrival.

Arnav: Mujhse shaadi karogi?

That one question stunned almost everyone who were standing there. Saahil's family were disturbed highly.. Shashi and Garima were equally shocked on Arnav's behaviour. But Khushi.. She was silent.. That night only tears rolled down her eyes as she slowly moved her gaze on the little baby who was sitting in her rocking chair and playing with the teddy..

That night changed the equations of many relationships.. That night invited both him and Khushi to share some unwanted complexities which probably were not that easy enough to be handled. It were those days when Arnav's relationship with Natasha was in the open..It were those days when Khushi was already engaged to her childhood friend Saahil. Yet both he and Khushi crossed these barriers and made their way towards a life long bond which would be the first step towards Anu's secured future..They decided to adopt her.. as a couple.. as a married couple!!

Flashback Ends

The sound of the car horn forced Arnav Singh Raizada to open his eyes. There were visitors on this road which he almost had blocked by his vehicle. He started the car engine again and drove back home..

Though when he returned back to his room, he still felt uneasy within seeing Khushi and Anu sleeping peacefully on the bed, leaving his portion vacant. He was quite disturbed to join them. He took a seat on the recliner, and leaned back. Some seconds passed and he turned towards the bed.. He had never taken time to witness his wife and baby sleeping .. Tonight this little effort from his side gave him relief but also a pain deep in his heart when he realised sorting his marital issues this time is not going to be easy..!!

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Anu's soft gigles and her footsteps running around here and there made Arnav open his eyes from deep sleep. He saw Anu in a Towel climbing the bed and gigling at someone. He turned his head only to find Khushi holding another small towel in hand which she wanted to wipe Anu's head from. But where the hell was he? RECLINER? Damm!! He slept the whole night here? And Khushi? She didnt even care when she saw him sleeping here? He tried getting up and realised his whole back was aching!! The pain was worse!! He stretched his body to soothe his pain and get him back in his normal morning mode!! Anu and Khushi both registered he woke up. Anu came running to him, her hair all wet and water dripping from it.!! She hugged Arnav's feet jumping...

Anu: Paa will wipe .. Paa...
Khushi and Arnav gave a quick glance at each other and unexpectedly Khushi chuckled and teased Anu back.
Khushi: Yea yea.. Now make your Paa do everything for you..Maa is getting late for work ..

She handed the towel to Arnav to wipe Anu's head. So now she was acting all normal.. As if nothing ever happened between them? How worse is that?

Anu: Paa .. wipe!!  ( she commanded)
Khushi started preparing her laptop bag, putting all the necessary files and cables inside which she might need at office. Arnav sat on bed, taking Anu on his lap and started wiping her head gently.
Anu: Paa.. You sleep there? Not here? ( she pointed at the recliner and then the bed)
Khushi chose to speak nothing.. This should not be her topic of discussion. She better avoids it.
Arnav: ( purposely looked at Khushi once and then again at Anu): Paa slept there because of Maa..

Khushi was surprised when he said that.. She turned around and saw that smirk on his face.. Wow!! So now he was going to use these cheesy dialogues like his movies to get her attention?

Anu: Maa ? She told you to sleep there? Why?  (Anu innocently asked)
Arnav : ( in his husky morning voice): Uhh.. . I dont know.. May be Maa is angry on Paa..
Anu was serious.. She looked at her father's innocent face.
Khushi: Anu.. Chalo.. Let me feed you baby..
Anu: No.. Maa come here.. ( she called Khushi waving her hand)
Khushi unwantedly came to Anu who was still on Arnavji's lap. When she came close, Anu held her hand and made her sit beside Arnav. Anu then kissed Arnav and Khushi on their cheeks with a smile.

Anu: Now do Batti both of you.. ( Now drop your anger both of you)

"NEVER", Khushi murmured in her mind. Anu had a very unusual way of doing "Batti" to her friends.. This was specially taught to her by Arnav some days back. She tapped the nose of the other person gently, smiling and uttering the word "Batti" which meant everything is fine again.. She expected her father to do the same with her mother. She raised Arnav's hand gesturing him to touch her Maa's nose. Arnav and Khushi both were not ignorant of these gestures.. Had it been other times, Khushi might have even allowed to fake herself accepting this so called "Batti" from Arnavji for Anu.. But not today. The moment Arnav's finger was close to her nose, she waved his hand off and faked a smile to Anu.

Khushi: Okay.. Batti done.. Now happy Anu? Chalo.. ( she picked Anu in arms).. Your school is waiting for you..

Arnav clenched his jaw disliking the way Khushi behaved and then angrily left in the bathroom .. Khushi was very well aware he didnt like this change in her. But he must get accustomed to it now.. Afterall this was the aftereffect of his actions only.

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When Arnav came down after his bath, Anu and Khushi had finished the breakfast already.. Anu rushed to hug her Paa again before leaving.. Khushi waited till Anu finishes..Arnav kissed Anu and then sent her back. Khushi held Anu's hand.

Khushi: Your breakfast is ready. Hari Prakash will serve you.
Arnav: Kis haq se yeh sab kar rahi ho? Biwi ke haq se?( On what right are you doing all this? As my wife? ) ( he purposely asked)
Khushi allowed Anu to go out because it was necessary she replies to Arnavji again.

Khushi: Ab Hum aap ko apna pati nahi maante..!! ( Now I dont consider you as my husband )

She was about to leave but he caught her arm. He touched the Mangalsutra she was still wearing in her neck.

Arnav: If you dont consider yourself married to me, then take this off! ( he was serious enough )
Khushi gulped down and then removed his fingers off her chain.
Khushi: We have a whole bunch of people to answer if I take this action.. The media is already sneaking in for every bit of information between you and me.. And my parents... I have convinced them we have sorted our marital problems so they too will raise questions.. If I wasnt bound to these situations Arnavji, this chain would have been in the locker long back!! Your breakfast is getting cold!! Enjoy your pancakes!!

She made her way to the door without even turning around once ..Let Arnavji think whatever he wants.. She just wanted to stick to her "BEING SINGLE" policy.!

Arnav frowned at her retreating back.. She was making the conditions more worse by her tortureous talks.. He sat on the chair to eat his breakfast.. Hari Prakash came forward to serve but Arnav denied. He doesnt need his wife's substitutes for this work. He served by himself and tasted the pancakes. They were indeed yummy. He knows Khushi doesnt eat pancakes.. And Anu too doesnt like it at all. The taste confirmed that Khushi had made it for him, not any servant. Why so much of concern for him, to make his favourite meal if she doesnt consider him as her husband? Women were so complex to understand!!

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Evening

Aman was driving Arnav back home from the Studio... Arnav had no shoots today, just some contracts to sign but then he also had made a small decision today which had put Aman into a lot of confusion.

Aman: 2 weeks off? Why ASR? I mean .. you always told me to keep your schdules tight all these months.. You hated staying at home even for a whole day ..Anything serious?
Arnav texted something on his mobile and then noded a Yes..
Aman ( glancing at Arnav once): You seem busy! Any new girl friend? ( he teased purposely)
Arnav (sighed in frustration displaying his phone screen to Aman) : I am messaging my wife Aman.. And this one woman in my life has already replaced the tensions of having 10 girl friends .!!
Aman chuckled hearing that..

Aman: All wives are same!! But I liked it!!
Arnav ( texting again): Whats there to like here?
Aman: ( continued driving): You never authoratively called Khushi Bhabhi as your wife!! Your tone today is different from other times!!

Arnav became cautious suddenly because whatever Aman said wasnt wrong .Since the time Khushi had started ignoring him, he was paying more attention to her. Why?

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Same time

Khushi was in the car sitting at the backseat waiting to reach Gupta House so that she can pick Anu from there and start for Raizada Mansion. She read the message on her phone.. Arnavji's message ? This was a very unique moment for her.. He never messaged much .. But so what? Why should she care ? She still opened the message thinking what if it had to do something about Anu?

"You still didnt tell me where had you been last night?" , the message read!!

Khushi fumed .. This man can never stop until he gets his answers.. She didnt reply.. She asked the driver to drive fast. She was very hungry.. And not to forget her mum told her about the Pani Puri that she had made specially for Khushi today..When she got down, she saw Arnavji's car outside and Aman waiting beside it.

Aman: Good Evening Bhabhi..
Khushi: Evening Aman... what are you doing here?
Aman: Ask that to ASR! He is inside !!
Khushi was stunned.. Arnavji was here? Why?

She rushed inside the house only to find Arnavji talking to her father... When they saw her, Shashi was even more happy..

Shashi: Come in Khushi.. Its so rare to see my daughter and son in law together here..
Khushi nervously came to her father, she knew Arnavji was starring at her. The moment she reached there, Arnavji purposely asked her.

Arnav: Khushi I messaged you something.. didnt you check?

He very well knew she was holding the phone in her hand. He knew she purposely chose not to respond to any of his messages which were not related to Anu, yet he asked this? Purposely ?That too before her father? He knew she will have to answer him now!!

Arnav ( holding her arm): Kya hua? Tum theek ho? Kal se kaafi pareshaan lag rahi ho!! ( What happened ?You alright?You seem to be little worried from yesterday)
Shashi: Pareshaan? ( Worried)
Khushi: Nothing Paapa..I am fine..
Shashi: May be you were tired after last night's party. Thats why Arnav might have thought so..

Arnav was confused.. Shashi Gupta knew about that party where his wife had been? But asking Shashi would make it more complicated.. Khushi too didnt wanted Arnavji to ask Shashi about the party.. Its better she clears off Arnavji's questions or else this might make her parents to think again something wrong between her and Arnavji..

Khushi: Paapa.. You know how much Anu was running around in the party hall..!! And then even my car broke down.. Saahil had to finally drop me and Anu leaving his function and newly engaged fiancee!! Shashi noded agreeing. That is when Arnav joined the dots and understood it was Saahil's engagement party.. So he finally found a match for himself!

Garima: Arnav.. Khushi.. Shashi.. Come in here. .The Pani Puri's are ready.. See even Anu wants to taste it.. Come..
Shashi left to help his wife whereas Arnav and Khushi both were standing there.. Khushi wasnt standing willingly.. It was only because Arnavji had held her hand. He did this always when he wanted to talk to her privately..

Arnav: Saahil got engaged? ( he demanded a reply)
Khushi: ( giving up): Haan.. To Sunaina.. She is from his mother's far off relative side....
Arnav: Couldnt you tell me this when I asked last night?
Khushi: It had nothing to do with Anu.. So I chose to remain quiet!!
Arnav ( getting pissed): Khushi stop all this nonsense Alright? Why cant you behave normal?
Khushi: Ek hi din mein itne pareshaan hogaye Arnavji? Abhi toh puri zindagi baaki hai!! ( she knew her parents and Anu were watching them from far.. So she slowly gestured as if they were both having a general and loving talk.. She smiled patting his arms slowly ).. Koi baat nahi.. Aadat hojaayegi!!  ( In one day you are so much pissed off  ? We still have a whole life ahead.. Doesnt matter... you will get used to this.. )

Arnav:( in angery):  Lets see who gets used to what Khushi..!!

He made his way inside to the dining table where Anu and Khushi's parents were waiting for them. Khushi never liked pissing off Arnavji to this extent. But she wasnt doing anything wrong. She was just following something which her husband always wanted from her. Then why was he not ackowledging it so easily now? or is it that he had changed his mind?

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Part 23

Khushi popped the Pani Puri in her mouth savouring its taste with utmost pleasure.. Pani Puri had always been on top of her favourite junk list which recently she had stopped eating since she hardly got much time to make it home. Work pressure and Anu's responsibility had kept her busy. But today when her mother specially made it considering how much she misses this, Khushi could not decline the invitation. Arnav was just sitting there having his tea along with Shashi Gupta but his eyes were fixed on Khushi's expressions. He never thought eating  a Pani Puri can evoke so much of happiness in her. Garima was feeding Anu the dry puri and not exactly allowing her to relish it as she was too young for eating all this. As Anu's mouth watered seeing her Maa tasting the Puri's, she too insisted on having one.

Garima: ( feeding Anu): She is totally like you Khushi. See how she is eating .
Khushi swallowed and then started making another one ready for herself.
Garima: Khushi, why dont you make one for Arnav ?
Khushi choked. Shashi passed her some water which she gulped and then replied back to her mother.

Khushi: He doesn't like it Mumma.
Arnav ( Interrupting): Ek Kha lunga !! ( I can eat one )

Khushi was surprised when Arnavji agreed for eating. She knew he doesn't like it. Anjali Di had told her once how he hated junk food and especially Pani Puri's. He says he cant open his mouth that wide to eat it. So how did he agree today? Or was this again a part of his plan to make her behave like before?

Garima: Khushi? Where are you lost at? Arnav is waiting..

Khushi looked at Arnavji. He had kept the tea cup aside and staring at her. She could say that from his look, he was just doing it to see her reactions. So be it.. She knows to act very well now. She prepared a Pani Puri and walked towards him. He anxiously kept looking at her though she showed herself busy in handling the Puri, not allowing it to leak while she walked to him.  She reached him and passed the bowl with the Puri. He knew what to say further.

Arnav: I dont want to spoil my hands Khushi.

Her eyes were about to widen in surprise again knowing he wanted her to feed him but she controlled. None of those reactions she would give now which can make him guess his Wife was still there behind the mask of Anu's mother.

Garima ( blushing): Khushi.. Khilaao Arnav ko.. ( Feed Arnav)

Khushi gulped the nervousness and then slowly fed him the Pani Puri. As expected he hardly opened his mouth to eat it but managed to swallow roughly. She wiped off his chin by her fingers so that he doesn't spoil his hand like he said before. Their eyes met for a brief moment and then she chose to walk away. Arnav had deduced a lot from her expressions, from her sudden change in behaviour at this instant. She was purposely doing all this, she was ignoring him and their relationship probably to teach him a lesson and make him realise her importance. Does she think he doesn't know what she means in his life? Well, initially he really hadn't understood her need but hadn't they come a long way now to know what they both meant for each other? It was so hard to explain Khushi that at this stage of his life, when he had lost his brother and was trying to concentrate only on his brother's daughter and her future, he cannot think of enjoying his relationship with Khushi taking her as his wife.. More than a wife, he needed a friend who can understand him, with whom he can share his concerns, his worries and his feelings.. He doesn't want to justify his previous gestures. He knew he did wrong by completely ignoring her but he did so because he was just not in a position to accept his marriage at that moment. He cares for Khushi, he values her but Love..??  This was something which never developed between them. May be he didn't give time.. But that never meant he wanted to cut off their husband-wife ties like this. Initially their marriage was just a formality, he didn't like to share even his room with her considering the fact that somewhere she and he are responsible for Shyam Bhai's and Anjali Bhabhi's death. But then later as days passed, he tried to accept few things related to their relationship. Whenever she was sick, he was the first person to send a Dr for her no matter where he was. He hated when she fasted for him on Karwachauth not because he didn't consider her to have those rights, it was because he did not believe in these rituals and moreover marriage was never in his cart. So accepting these wifey gestures was out of questions. He loved to stay like a Bachelor. If it hadn't been for Anu, he would still have been single. And the day she drove the car herself and took Anu to the hospital, he was furious on her not because he only cared for Anu's well being, he also cared for Khushi that time. He knew after that previous accident she never got the courage to drive. Even when in some party earlier, he was over drunk and she thought of getting him back home, her hands had shivered when she held the Stearing wheel. Luckily their driver came on time and saved her from driving the car.  So when she was so much afraid to drive again, how could he imagine her getting Anu safely to hospital ? It was his mistake that he pounced at her in the hospital instead of showing some concern towards her which is why she decided to stay in her Mayka for few days and probably this stay had created enough distance between them which is why she thought of getting a Divorce. And then when he forced her back home, explaining her, briefing her again what this marriage meant to them, she decided to only stick to her role of Anu's mother and shed the wifely relationship with him. This indeed had become very complicated now.

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They finally took aduie from Shashi and Garima and came out. Her parents followed them till their car. Anu was fast asleep hence Arnav had taken her in his arms. Aman was on call but as soon as they were out he winded up.

Arnav: ( To Aman): Khushi's driver will drop you back home Aman. Take her car.
Aman: Okay ASR.. And you confirmed about that 2 week thing?
Arnav: Yea. You know what to do..  ( he strictly questioned )
Aman: ( smiled): Dont worry. I will handle it .Good night. Bye Bhabhi..
Khushi: Bye..

She was thinking what that 2 week thing Aman was talking about to Arnavji. But she wont question Arnavji. She has no rights to do so now. Arnav opened the car door for her and once she got in, he passed Anu on her lap. Shashi and Garima were simply watching this couple and the way they handled Anu, this was out of the world. He took his seat and drove off the Gupta Mansion.

Garima: They look wonderful now. You saw how Arnav insisted on eating the Pani Puri ? And that too from Khushi's hand? This never happened.
Shashi: Yes. This indeed never happened. I think now everything is on track finally.

Shashi and Garima were finally convinced now that their children had learnt the marriage relationship well. Hardly did they knew it wasn't true.

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There was nothing much to talk about after they returned back home. Even during the Dinner time, when she asked Arnav, he denied being hungry and skipped his meal which was definately not good for a Diabetic patient like him.

Khushi: You have medicines to take Arnavji.. Dont skip your dinner.
Arnav: Do you care? ( he purposely asked)
 Well that was just another twisted way of getting her intentions clear about their marriage, she deciphered. She kept looking in his eyes while commanding Hari Prakash who was just few feets away from them and waiting for her orders if he should be serving food to them or not.

Khushi:  ( Looking at Arnav): Hari Prakash.. Keep the food in the Refrigerator.

That one statement from her made Arnav more mad. She turned around to leave but he caught her arm and dragged her back to him.

Arnav ( Clenching his jaw): Stop behaving like you dont care Khushi.. For God's sake stop lieing to me and yourself.. Do you realise what the consequences of your behaviour will be? Some damm day Anu is going to understand the differences we share in our marriage.. What answer will you give her then ?
Khushi ( with pain in her eyes): What answer had you planned to give Anu when you behaved the same way with me Arnavji?

There was a brief pause after she said this but they were still looking in each others eyes.

Khushi: Share it with me too.. Our replies should match!!

She forcibly made him leave her and then rushed upstairs. Her every sentence, every expression was making him feel guilty all the more. Khushi locked herself in the bathroom and stood before the mirror weeping.. All those harsh sentences she said to Arrnavji were ringing in her ears. But what else was she supposed to do? This was the best way to make him understand. She felt better shedding the tears today.. That made her feel lighter. But Arnav on the other hand was very much disturbed. He went to the Drawing room and picked up a Wine Bottle and sat on the Sofa aside. He surely needed some distraction from what was happening in his life.

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Next morning when Khushi woke up, she didnt find Arnavji in the room. Does that mean he never came here last night? She rested Anu properly on the bed and came down looking for him. He was sleeping on the couch there with two empty bottles lying on the floor. Alcohol was not good for him. She sighed in disappointment and walked out giving special instructions to the servants of clearing the bottles from the room before he wakes up. When Arnav woke up, he saw Anu standing right next to him as if waiting to get his attention. He sat on the couch and took her in lap. They had a little talk wherein she again asked him why was he sleeping here. He lied that he had some work which made him doze on the couch. She believed it. Both Arnav and Khushi had already started becoming fabulous liars. They just lied to their daughter.. To keep her ignorant of their marital issues. Khushi came there looking for Anu and when she saw her father woke up too, she was just hoping he doesnt start another conversation over her behaviour change now.

Suddenly a thought popped in Khushi's head. She quickly went in the Kitchen and got the breakfast ready. She took the tray inside the Drawing room and then placed it before Arnavji and Anu. .Arnav looked at his wife seriously but she didnt afford to meet his eyes.

Khushi (to Anu) : Anu.. you wanted to feed Paa today, hai naa? Chalo.. you and Paa eat until then Maa will finish some calls. Okay?
Anu readily agreed. Arnav had already read her mind. She purposely did this so that he would eat. She knew he will never deny Anu for anything. So she used Anu as a bait to make him eat.. This only meant one thing. .No matter how much she changed these days, she still cared for him. This was such a relief for him after all those hurtful moments he spent returning back from US..

Though he hadnt brushed and not even washed his face, he still chose to allow Anu feed him. He was really hungry. Khushi gave a last glance at them from the door and a relaxed smile crept on her lips. She made him eat finally.!!

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Part 24

Anu and Arnav had just finished the breakfast. As thought, Khushi was successful in making Arnavji eat .. All thanks to their baby Anu for this. Khushi was still smiling with that idea which she just implemented, while clearing Anu's toys from the floor when she felt someone standing at the door and watching her. She quickly turned around.. Arnavji was leaning against the door, his arms folded as he kept staring at her spending all his leasuire time. She felt uneasy but without speaking anything she continued her work.

He was still watching her in silence.. Why? What was he trying to do ? How come he had so much time for her suddenly? She got irritated now.. She stopped collecting the toys and turned at him.

Khushi: What are you looking at ?
Arnav: (Still being stiff enough at that position without disturbing his gaze from her): I am looking at my WIFE!!
Khushi( little frustrated): I am not your Wife now..
Arnav: PROVE IT!! ( he commanded)

What the hell did that mean ? She kept looking at him while he finally relaxed and stepped towards her. She could feel her heart racing fast.. He stood before her now.

Arnav: You heard it right Khushi.. If you dont think you are my Wife.. Then prove it!!
Khushi was quiet and definately she too wasnt interested in disturbing this eyelock between them..
Arnav: What happened? Cant do it right? Because however hard you keep telling me that you are not considering yourself as my wife anymore, you keep doing the opposite all the time.. You keep signaling me again and again, showcasing all that responsibilities which a good wife does.. Just like you made me eat through Anu. Why so much concern for a man whom you dont take as your husband ?

The chord striked right at her heart now.. Ohh!! So he caught that action of hers.. She cannot lose this conversation now.

Khushi: I have clarified this earlier too Arnavji.. No matter what I think about us now, I cannot display it fully in my actions.. We are been watched.. By our daughter, by my parents and the society we live in..
Arnav: Bulshit!! ( he huskily replied) You cant sell that excuse to me!!

Why was he speaking like this? So much softly today? Ohh Well ...Now she gets it why... Its his last night's hangover may be..

Khushi: If you think this is Blulshit.. then so be it. Not my concern..!!

She tried to move past him. It was better if she leaves the room.. She had no intentions to keep this conversation going.. May be because she herself was in short of replies.. The moment she tried stepping , he blocked her way.. She tried the other side and he blocked her again.. She surprisingly looked at him again.

Arnav: You know when does a wife hesitate to meet her husband's eyes? ( She gulped feeling uneasy).. When she HIDES something from him.. Or She is SHY.. I know you are not Hiding anything from me.. So.. That leaves you with only one option..!!

He clearly indicated to her that she was little uneasy to extend this light conversation with him which is why she is leaving.. But she was clever enough to reply back..

Khushi: Jee Nahi Arnavji.. There is one more reason why a wife doesnt meet her husband's eyes.. ( she stepped once towards him and met his eyes ).. When she wants to IGNORE him.. Totally!! Thats what I am doing..

Damm!! It HURTS!! He felt the seriousness in her talks.. She got the perfect opportunity to walk away.. He turned back to see her leaving and then fisted his fingers.. She was such a hard nut to crack, he had never realised earlier..

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An hour later

Khushi was all set to leave for Office and Anu had her pre-school holiday which is why she was busy playing with her father in the living room.

Khushi: Anu.. Chalo..
Arnav: No need to drop her at your house.. I am home today..
Khushi: Theek hai. Call me if she needs anything..
Arnav noded holding Anu who was trying to sit on her Tri-cycle for a ride. Khushi kneeled down and kissed Anu on h er cheeks. Arnav was watching them..
Khushi( to Anu): Be a good girl and dont trouble Paa.. Okay?

Anu kissed her back . She then waved a bye and started walking to the door. Aman Mathur came inside with some Lady.

Aman: Good Morning Bhabhi..
Khushi: Morning..

She kept walking to the car but surely was surprised what was Aman doing here. Didnt Arnavji say he was on a 2 week off? But why was she shocked? She knew how much priority he gave to his work.. May be in a day only he got bored staying home ...Thats why he must have asked Aman to fix his schedules again.. But that lady? Who was she ? Any script writer? Or any new Director? Why was she thinking so much? Its better she concentrates on her agenda. She got inside the car and
left for office.

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Office - Few hours later

She was reading some important client papers when her mobile rang. She answered it quickly as it was from Raizada house.

Khushi: Hello..
Arnav: Anu wants Milk.. How much sugar do you put in her milk?
Khushi: One spoon.
Arnav: Okay..

She was about to cut the call and continue with her work when he interrupted..

Arnav: How many dresses you think Anu wears in approx 7 days?
Khushi ( confused): Kya? Dresses? Why are you asking me that?
Arnav: 12 dresses are enough? ( he questioned again)
Khushi: May be.. But..
Arnav: Where are her boots? I see only 2 pairs in the closet.
Khushi had to know what was going on..

Khushi: Arnavji. What are you planning?
Arnav: Come home.. You will know..

He disconnected the call.. She looked at her mobile in surprise.. Understanding Arnavji had always been difficult.. But today it was different.. He was definately planning something .. She should go home and check..

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She winded up her work almost 2 hours prior compared to her regular time and reached home. Anu was down playing with the caretaker now.. After speaking to Anu for some minutes she finally came to the bedroom looking for Arnavji. He was stuffing his clothes in the bags.. Ohh..!! So he was going somewhere.. May be for his Outdoor shoots again.. But why did he ask Anu's clothes and boots? Was he taking her? No way..

Khushi: Anu has her Pre-schools from tomorrow again.. She cant go anywhere with you..

Arnav turned back at her and quickly took some paper from the table and placed it on her hand.

Arnav: I have taken the permission from the school already..!!
She checked the papers in hurry and it indeed mentioned Anu would be off for a week..
Khushi: YOU went to her school? ( she stressed on the word "YOU" because it was impossible for Arnavji to go out so openly in his daughter's school.)
Arnav: No.. Aman did.. You know I cant just pay a visit there just like that..
Khushi: ( sighed): Yes I know.. Bollywood stars have no rights on their own personal life ...

She was definately complaining , he could feel that.

Arnav: Correct.. I cant roam freely around with my daughter here but that doesnt mean I will not enjoy my two week off. So We are flying to Disney Land.!! Tomorrow..

Khushi was totally shocked ..

Khushi: Kya? Disney Land?
Arnav: Yup.. In Hong Kong!! I had promised Anu..
Khushi: She is too young to understand and enjoy the rides there.. And how will you handle her alone.. I mean..
Arnav: Who said I am going there alone with her? WE are taking her Khushi.. YOU and ME.. So pack your bags..!!

Now this was something she had never expected him to ask her.. He was taking her out on a vacation? Giving Excuse of his daughter? Like this?

Arnav ( showing the tickets ): Tickets, Visa's everything is arranged . Infact even the Private Jet is on schedule to take us there and get back in a week.
Khushi: You planned all this without letting me know?
Arnav: Its called SURPRISE Khushi!! (He pinched her cheek gently and that gesture blew off her brains.. )

She wished to acknowledge that pinch he gave her but she cannot melt down so easily.. She shoved his arm off her cheek. He surely wasnt impressed with that action of hers which pissed him off a bit.

Arnav: Kuch din mere saath rahogi, sabse dur, toh realise karogi Ki tum aaj bhi meri biwi Ho. No matter how much you deny.. Pack the bags..

He turned around to leave giving her enough instructions but she was equally adamant.

Khushi: ( folding her arms): I am not going anywhere.

He had expected this sort of reply.

Arnav: Theek hai. I have better ways to take you where I want.

He snatched her phone from Khushi's hand. She hated that.. She struggled to get it back from him.

Khushi: Arnavji give me my phone..
Arnav ( holding her hands which were troubling him): I will after making this call.

He dialed her secretary and purposely kept the phone on speaker mode.

Arnav: Ana? Its Arnav Singh Raizada.. Postpone all important meetings which Khushi has in the next coming 2 weeks.. She is not working that time.
Ana was surprised at this sudden short notice of her Boss's leave but she also was equally excited that she was talking to the Bollywood Hearthrob ASR..!!
Ana : Sure .. Sure Sir.. I will re-arrange everything..
Arnav: Good. Bye.

He disconnected the call and handed the phone back to Khushi..
Arnav: No work pressure now..
Khushi: ( snatching the phone angrily): Who gave you the right to schedule my meetings like this?
Arnav: I am 50 percent Owner of that company, if you remember..!!

Khushi was highly frustrated.

Khushi: I am still not coming with you..

She left the room in anger while he kept smirking seeing her leave..

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Night

The bags were packed but only Arnav's and Anu's. Khushi was not participating in any of this event. She tried concentrating in the kitchen when suddenly a maid informed her about her parents arrival. She was surprised and curious to know why her parents had come to her home at this time? She wiped her hands and came out to greet them. Arnavji was already there, taking their blessings.

Khushi: Paapa, everything alright? You both here at this time?
Shashi: ( smiling): Arnav informed us about you three leaving to Hong Kong tomorrow.. So obviously we couldnt wait to see you all once. Tomorrow might be hectic for you guys to spend time with us.

Khushi angrily looked at Arnavji who glanced at her once and smirked.

Arnav: Good you both came.. Khushi was very confused on what to pack. At least now Garima Aunty can help her packing.
Garima ( happily): Sure .. Why not.. Infact this is the first time you both are going on a holiday. I will be more than happy to assist Khushi..
Khushi ( stopping her) : No Mumma.. I will manage to do my packing..
Arnav: NO you wont Khushi. You didnt even allow me to help you. .Dont deny your mom atleast...

Arnavji was really getting cunning.. He was just proving what he challenged her. He will take her with him at any cost.. And these are his ways of wining the challenge!! She unwillingly had to take her Mother in the room upstairs and start the packing. She had no other choice..

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Bedroom - After some time

Garima: I cant believe my daughter has no good clothes..
Khushi ( in surprise): What do you mean Mumma? All these clothes are bad?
Garima: I am talking about some nice dresses.. Which can impress your husband.. Not these formals ones here and these Sarees!!
Khushi sighed in disbelief..
Khushi: We have a 3 old kid Mumma..You cant expect us to behave like a typical newly married couple now..
Garima: Why not? When are you both going to give some time to yourself then?

Arnav entered the room that same second with Shashi and Anu.. Anu was asleep and hence he had to put her on bed. While he did that with Khushi's assistance, Shashi sat next to Garima who continued her talks..

Shashi: What were you telling Garima ?
Garima: I was advising Khushi about her and Arnav's future! They have to give time to each other now .. And this vacation is a perfect moment..

Arnav and Khushi unknowingly stole glances of each other. Here Khushi was in a full swing to stop treating Arnavji as her husband whereas her mother was thinking totally opposite..

Garima: Arnav and Khushi should plan for a kid .. Their own kid I mean.. !!

That statement gave some rapid goosebumps to Khushi who quickly covered Anu with the quilt and walked away to the closet, not to face anyone of them present here especially Arnav who now sat next to Anu lying on bed and caressed her.

Arnav: Anu is also our own Kid Aunty.. None of us ever think she is not.!!
Garima: This is your goodness Arnav.. But that doesnt mean you both are not going to have your own child in future!!

Khushi kept packing her stuff trying not to give an ear to their conversation but she couldnt help herself from hearing each and every word they spoke..

Shashi: Garima.. Stop poking in their lives.. They know what to do..
Garima: I was just..
Arnav ( interrupted): Thats fine Uncle.. As a mother she has all rights to think about Khushi and me. !! I understand what she means.. !! We will think .. ( he said calmly looking at Khushi who was more than shocked that he even said this much )

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Part 25


Arnav hugged his Father in law Shashi as they were now returning back home. Garima had been able to help Khushi pack her bags which she hardly knew her daughter did unwillingly.

Arnav ( pulling back from the hug): Thanks for coming here Uncle..
Shashi: No problem. Its nice to see you taking your wife and daughter out. You all need a short break and this is the one. Utilize it fully. (he commanded smiling)
Arnav: ( looking sharply at Khushi): I hope your daughter co-operates Uncle.. !! ( he had a wide smirk on his face which Khushi had to notice unwillingly. She just could not ignore that statement he made .. )
Shashi (chuckled): If you treat her nicely, she will co-opperate. You know Arnav whats the secret of a happy marriage?

Arnav was keen to know. May be he could utilize it in his and Khushi's relationship too in order to avoid this kind of incidents between them in future.

Shashi: Firstly, a man should always keep his wife happy no matter what conditions she lays down. If a woman of the house is happy, everything else will automatically turn beautiful around her. And last but not the least, a couple should talk to each other. On anything and everything.. Communication gaps between them may be disasterous.. Got it?

Arnav noded agreeing to what he said. WHo better than this would know what communication gaps lead to. ?

Arnav: Got it..

Whatever Shashi said did have a lot of meaning if Arnav and Khushi take it seriously.. Khushi
could see how Arnavji was trying to show her father how good husband he is. So why allow him take all the credit? If he can play it so well before her parents, why cant she?

Khushi: Paapa.. You dont know him.. He will agree everything now and then forget it once you leave..

Shashi and Garima didnt take her comments seriously. They thought she was purposely teasing her husband. Arnav scrouched his eyebrows high at her special statement.

Arnav (looking at Khushi who was now standing beside her father): If not anything else, I am atleast successful in getting a reaction from you. Warna subah se mooh phulaake baithi thi.. ( Otherwise since morning your face was swollen in anger )

She frowned at him.

Garima: (Curiously): Why? What had happened to her ?
Arnav ( to Shashi and Garima): She didnt like the surprise I gave her. I mean this Hong Kong trip.. Infact she isnt even talking to me properly.. Ask her..

Khushi's jaw dropped.. What the hell was he doing? She was afraid he will let them know what was going on between them.
Khushi ( interrupting): No.. No Paapa.. Aisa kuch nahi hai.
Arnav: Liar!!
Khushi : Arnavji please.. (she just wanted him to stop all this)
Arnav: Nope.. They ought to know whats happening between us khushi..

Shashi and Garima were totally confused with what was happening and whom to support.

Khushi: Whats happening between us? There is nothing happening Arnavji.. You dont scare my parents..

She made big eyes as if daring him not to utter anything further.

Shashi: One minute.. Khushi.. Let him speak..
Arnav was enjoying this moment.. Finally he felt as if he was controlling Khushi and not letting her play this ignorance game with him anymore. Though he also very well knew it was temporary.. Once the Gupta's leave she is not going to spare him..

Arnav: Nothing much Uncle.. Actually she had her Official meets arranged already and I asked Ana to postpone it for our trip. That angered MY WIFE!! Hai naa Khushi?

Khushi was releived that he didnt tell her parents about she ignoring him these days..

Garima: ( chuckled): Ohh .. Itni si baat? You scared us Arnav beta.. And khushi.. Whats so harm if he cancels it without your permission? Its not always that husbands pamper their wives so much. These little special moments will be remembered by you lifelong. Dont waste them by silly fights.

Khushi: Mumma.. Dont worry.. I am fine now..
Arnav: Sure? (he asked purposely in a teasing voice).. I mean after they leave you are not going to torture me again ?
Khushi: (holding her anger): No Arnavji.. I am not going to torture you.. happy?
He again smirked at her helplessness. Shashi and Garima blessed the couple and wishing them a safe journey, they left the house. The moment they did, Khushi hurried inside the kitchen to finish the cooking. Arnav followed her. Both were in the Kitchen now.

Arnav: Kya hua? Phir se Naraaz hogayi? (what happened? You got angry again?)
Khushi: Arnavji please stop all this. Mom and dad have gone. You dont need to act now on how perfect husband you are or how much bad wife I am..
Arnav: I didnt prove you bad out there neither I consider myself to be a perfect husband Khushi. I am just trying to be one..
Khushi (angrily): Not needed. Whatever you were earlier, be the same.

She looked totally depressed while saying that. He moved forward to console her but she extended her hand gesturing him to stop.

Khushi: Leave me alone please..
Arnav gritted his teeth.
Arnav: Why are you so stubborn Khushi? ( she didnt respond. She just kept working which pissed him off even more).. Fine..!! When you compose your anger and come back to your normal self, let me know. ( he too wasnt much happy when he stated this. )

He left to their room to check if Anu had woke up by any chance and was looking for them.

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Next Day

The couple got down from their Mercedes car with Aman and two guards who were going to escort them till they board the flight.. Anu was not allowed to walk because that would only slow down their pace which none of them could afford at the moment considering the media spotting them here. Why to make this much needed trip a hype within his fans? But no wonder how hard they kept this trip matter confidential, they were spotted by few female fans of his in the Airport who readily rushed to take his autograph. He quickly signed and they requested for a Photograph..

Arnav: Sure.. ( it was always hard for him to deny his fans)
Fan girl: Is your wife okay to give us a picture of you both together?

There were not many fans who liked to see him with his WIFE.. Khushi and Arnav were both aware of that but today this girl did surprise them both. Arnav looked in Khushi's eyes as if seeking her permission to allow his fans capture a pic of their together. Gulping down her hidden feelings, she held his hand and stood close by, both looked at the camera smiling as the fan took their pciture. Anu was with Aman and the couple never really liked their baby to get exposed to the media so soon. As soon as the fans left and the couple walked ahead with the guards, Khushi whispered to him.

Khushi: You owe me for that..
Arnav: (Sighed): My wife is getting commercial these days..
Khushi: (Stopping at the security counter): Didnt I tell you I have quit that role? ( he noded slowly acknowledging he knew that already. She had told him this almost 100 times by now that she doesnt consider him as her husband now.)
Arnav: So that means for behaving like my wife before the society, you are going to charge me?
Khushi: You got this wrong again Arnavji.. Whatever we did here, just minutes back before your fans, its the first and last time something like that to happen. Next time onwards I am not doing this favour again.. !
Arnav definately didnt like it but he still calmly accepted that statement and walked in for the security check in. Khushi on the other hand felt ridiculous for talking so materialistically with Arnavji but this was the only way she could make him realise how serious she was in her resolve of ignoring him..

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Private Jet

This wasnt the first time Anu was sitting in a flight but she was definately first time going somewhere together with her Maa and Paa. She was sitting opposite to Arnav at the Window seat with Khushi beside. Aman and the guards had bid them bye at the International Airport itself. So now the couple and their cute daughter were on their own.

The flight had taken off and Khushi was adjusting Anu's seat belt whereas Arnav and Anu were busy talking and making plans for Disney land tour. There were hardly two cabin crew to make their flight journey comfortable. One of them came there serving chocolates and Pasteries for Anu.

Anu ( happily chirped): Jellies.. Maa.. See I got jellies.. !!

Arnav was satisfied seeing Anu's smile and so was Khushi.
Cabin crew ( looking at Khushi): ASR had strictly given us Anu's preferences for the on board meal and snacks.

As soon as the cabin crew left inside, Khushi glanced at Arnav once and then started helping Anu open the cover of the Jellies. The cabin crew lady came out again and served the meal on the table for Arnav and Khushi. She was stunned to see her favourite Salad and Macroni. She purposely looked at Arnav who was enjoying serving meal to himself.

Cabin Crew: Your special Macroni Maam.. Just the way you like it.. Sir had special instructions on your meal too.

This was another surprise which he gave. He cared to order her favourite meal. How did he know she liked it by the way. Earlier he hardly spent time to notice her choice in food. How did he gather this information then?

Cabin Crew: Anything else Maam?
Khushi: Uhh.. I am not hungry at the moment so you can take it away and just give me some Juice. That would be enough..!!
Arnav was startled. Here he did so much efforts in asking her mother about what she liked the most in meal and she instead of appreciating it is ignoring ? The cabin crew lady was about to pick those dishes again but Arnav stopped her.

Arnav: Dont worry to take those.. Just leave us alone..

She left whereas Khushi folded her arms looking the other side. Anu was busy eating which meant she had no ears on her parents talk.

Arnav (slowly whispered to her holding his anger): Stop fussing about the meal Khushi..
Khushi: You stop giving me so much attention.. Its not going to favour you Arnavji.. I have come a far away now.. Dont pull me back in that mess please..
Arnav: No I wont stop..I wont stop until you give me that Khushi back who was my wife!!!
Khushi: You dont want her back.. You just want to ease down your ego from getting hurt every day seeing someone ignoring you. Thats all.

Arnav gritted his teeth, he cannot just raise his voice on her because Anu was right beside. He dipped the fork in the macroni and then forcefully got it towards her mouth..

Arnav: EAT!!
Khushi turned her head away. If they had been home, she would have walked off but here in the flight, she had no place to avoid him or his actions. Arnav forcefully pulled her face and made her eat it. She felt choked .. She had to swallow it but later started coughing.. He became worried..

Arnav: Khushi ? Are you okay? Drink this water.. ( he tried to make her drink the water but she stopped him right that moment. )

Their eyes met, he could see tears in her eyes. He surely didnt like it . Was it because he fed her forcefully? She unbuckled her seat belt and rushed to the lavatory.. That was the only place she could spend some time away from him..

She took some 5 minutes inside to compose herself from what just happened out. Arnavji fed her. And why he did that? Not out of love but only to prove her that he can make her do things he wants. That he still has right on her. .That he wants her to behave like his wife .. But no matter what happens or what he does she wont let him win this time. She came out of the lavatory and saw him standing right there.

Arnav: Tum theek ho?

She didnt care to respond and was about to go to their place and sit when he blocked her way..

Arnav: Main tumhe hurt nahi karna chahta tha Khushi.. ( I didnt wish to hurt you Khushi)
Khushi: But you still did Arnavji..
Arnav: I wanted you to eat it because I know you like it. Not eating something only because I had specially asked to make it for you is insane!!

She kept quiet and still stood there without struggling to leave.

Arnav: Talk Khushi..
Khushi: (sighed heavily): Taking me out for a much needed vacation, or promising my parents that you and me will think of having a child soon, or ordering my favourite meal on flight is not going to change me now Arnavji.. This is not a rapid change that I have got in me..I was living that pain, that agony for months.. Each day of our marriage, I was just hoping things to get fine and when it didnt, I decided to let that feeling go away.. So now these few gestures are not going to improve anything. Please dont waste time in doing all this henceforth.

She had once again hit his wrong nerve. He was very distressed to hear that.

Khushi: And regarding the meal now which you specially ordered, I will have it ..Because yes I am really hungry.. Thank you for taking care of that..

She moved his arm away and walked to their seat where Anu was still enjoying the pastry alone. Arnav leaned against the door thinking how much hard it had now become to Win her.

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Part 26

HongKong

It had been few hours that the couple and Anu had checked in into a luxurious Hotel and were resting. Anu seemed already excited that they were out and she was continuously nagging her father to take her to Disney park at once. Khushi was able to convince her that they will be going the next day morning and spend their whole day out there. It was night here and Khushi put Anu to sleep few hours early than usual as the baby was tired from this journey just like them. Arnav was busy in the living area of this Presidential suite watching the Television. She came out to take her mobile phone which was lying on the table before the couch. The moment she leaned down to pick it, he snatched her phone away. She gave him a very sarcastic look. What sort of childishness was this? She extended her arm.

Khushi: Give me my phone Arnavji.
Arnav: Sit with me for sometime.

Sit with him? That was not in her list anymore.
Khushi: Since when did this happen? ( she folded her arms)
Arnav: (confused ): What happened?
Khushi: Arnav Singh Raizada having time to spend with his wife ? Over a talk I suppose!!
Arnav ( little angered): Khushi har cheez ki ek hadh hoti hai. Tumhe mujhe ek hi galti ki sazaa baar baar nahi de sakti. (Khushi every thing has a limit. You cant keep punishing me over the same mistake again and again.)
Khushi: Yeh main decide karungi Arnavji. Aap nahi. ( I will decide this Arnavji. Not you)

Arnav got up from the couch holding her phone in his hand.

Arnav: This Khushi totally amazes me.. She is so different from what she used to be earlier. The Khushi I knew was never so rude to anyone, but this Khushi before me is overspoken and full of herself. Khushi I agree some change is mandatory in everyone's life to make it better. But remember, a change like this.. which you are portraying, is spoiling everything that we both created from past few months. Dont let it happen Khushi. Stop it before it really changes us to this extent that none of us ever turns back to our normal self.

Khushi's eyes were moist. Whatever he said touched her heart..

Khushi: Huhh!! ( she sarcastically smiled at him composing herself).. Where were these saneful thoughts when I was begging for your attention? Why didnt this Arnav Singh Raizada who is standing before me couldnt grasp the same, follow the same earlier? It was you who needed this advise Arnavji.. Not me.. And let me make one thing clear to you. .Only by showing how much right you have on me, by taking me on a vaccation, by ordering my favourite meal, or by trying to talk cheesy things, isnt going to change anything now.. I am not a baby like Anu who can be won with few play toys.. I am that sophisticated woman who has seen enough in her married life and who left everything behind which pricked her conscience. Do you even realise what a woman must have gone through emotionally that she literally starts thinking of divorcing her husband? That other night you got mad on me when I asked to get seperated. You gave me such a big lecture, reminded me that we tied this knot together only for one reason and that can never be changed. You practically preached me not to have any kind of hopes from you or our marriage because you still consider me guilty for that accident. When you were so much hurt staying with that same woman as your wife in your house, when you even hated her sight, when you warned her not to fast for you, not to wait for you if you come home late at nights, not to stay hungry for you or expect to have dinner together, then why do you want that woman back in your life now? Let her keep this distance from you.. Let her be where she wants to be..

She would have gone on and on and on but she could see some pain in his expressions as if he was feeling each and every pain she had undergone till now.

Khushi ( wiping off her tears which by now had started rolling down her eyes): The moral of this conversation is .. Please stop making such meaningless efforts Arnavji.. Lets continue our real goal of staying together as Anu's parent only. I am not angry on you. .Neither you need to be sorry for what happened. The more we accept this fact that there is no place we can create in each other's heart, the better we can raise Anu.. Let us be normal.. Let us stop concentrating on the fact that we are a couple no matter what we share between us.. We will get used to this life, I know.. And within months everything will be alright.. I am already happy with this distancing.. So will you in few days and of course Anu too will never realise anything wrong between us seeing both of us happy and contended with each other. Thats the only solution we have for her bright future. !!

She broke the stance between them and taking her phone from his hand she left inside the bedroom to sleep beside Anu. She too was tired of their air journey and needed rest .. Arnav was numb. He just heard the bedroom door closing in some seconds. This little talk was must.. It didnt just allowed him to know what was going in Khushi's mind but it was also a eye opener for him. She was right.. Why was he doing all this ? Why did he want her to take the position of his wife again when he himself never thought of giving her that place willingly.? He needs to be clear himself first what he wants from her rather than forcing her to act like his wife again.

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Next Morning

When Khushi woke up in the morning, she saw Arnavji lying beside with Anu playing on his stomach. They both were gigling. This sight was such a bliss. She rubbed her eyes and sat leaning her back to the pillow.

Anu :Maa..
Khushi: good morning baby.. ( Anu came in her arms, sitting on her lap now)..
Anu: Maa. . Disney...
Khushi: Yes.. Today we are going to Disney.. Come come come.. lets get ready..
Anu: I will get my teddy..

She ran to get her teddy bear which she always took inside when she bathed. That was one of her favourite toy. Khushi then glanced at Arnav who was till now waiting for her to pay attention. She didnt know what to speak, infact does she even have to speak also or not. After last night's conversation, it should be clear to Arnavji now what role they have to play towards each other. She was about to get down the bed but he stopped her. She was stunned when he held her hand.

Khushi: Arnavji please .. I dont wish to start that conversation again.
Arnav: Neither I.. ( he replied very calmly and took a deep breathe ..) Khushi .. I thought a lot yesterday night about whatever you said, whatever you had to go through because of my ignorance, and all that. You made me realise where I stand in your life now.. You made me think what I really expect from you now.. Infact even I am allowed to expect or not. !!

Khushi gulped down, her hands still in his.

Khushi: I dont know where you leading with these statements Arnavji..
Arnav: Remember what your father said the other day? A relationship is maintained when two people happen to communicate.. You and me both want this relationship to continue because of Anu which is fair enough.. But if we keep ignoring each other or stay like two strangers in the same house, under the same roof, its not going to work.. Lets name this relationship Khushi...

Khushi was still blank though she was kind of eased seeing this much maturity from him.. He clutched her hand tight..

Arnav: I never had a friend after Shyam Bhai's death.. I desperately need one.. You never had anyone to share your secerets with after Anjali Bhabhi.. So lets be each other's friends.. What do you think?

"FRIENDS" !! That was an imaginable relationship she could ever think with Arnavji..

Arnav ( shook her arms gently ): Kya hua ?Biwi nahi banna chahti .. Dost banne mein koi problem hai? (You dont wish to be my wife.. So do you have a problem to be my Friend? )

She was absolutely startled at his question..

Arnav ( sighed): See Khushi.. We really have to maintain something between us.. I know this marriage was kind of imposed on both of us.. But what I am asking you today is my decision.. Its completely my choice.. I really want you beside me...
Khushi: Why?  ( he was about to continue but she interrupted)
Arnav : What?
Khushi: "What" nahi Arnavji.. "Why"?? Why do you want me beside you?

That was a cool question to ask .

Arnav: Because you and Anu are my only family. I dont think you will ever believe me for this, but Khushi its true.. You just like Anu are an integral part of my life.. I cant lose you.. I might have ignored you but I can never let you go away from me.
Khushi: Why did you let me go away then ? Why did you allowed me to stay with my parents for so many days? Why didnt you call me back? ( her eyes were moist)
Arnav ( slowly wiping her eyes): I wanted you back.. I even asked you to come back with Anu.. But you didnt..
Khushi :Asked me to come back? Really Arnavji?
Arnav (sighed in frustration): Okay fine.. Ordered you to come back.. Happy ? But lets not get into that now.. Whatever happened .. happened. Not the past but our present and future is in our hands.. So tell me Khushi.. Will you be my friend? Like forever ?

Whatever he was asking her was not as simple as he thought. But she still liked the fact that he really wanted her beside him. He cant let her go .. He cant bear her ignorance no matter how much he kept ignoring her all these days.. And the best part among all this was.. he wasnt lieing.. He was speaking the truth. That impressed her .She comfortably allowed him to hold her hand nicely nodding a Yes..

Arnav (smiling): I want to hear that from you lady!! Dont just nod!!
Khushi: You are making me uncomfortable now..
Arnav: Really? Come on Khushi.. School mein kisi se friendship nahi ki thi kya ?( Didnt you do friendship in your school ? )
Khushi: Those were old days..
Arnav: We are not that old.. Yet..!!

Anu came rushing to them with her teddy..She started dragging her Maa for bath.. Both Arnav and Khushi always gave Anu their priority, which meant, Khushi was saved from actually confessing to Arnavji that Yes she was ready to become his friend.. Arnav kept staring at Khushi as she left in the bathroom. He was contended of making something right between him and her if not all. THis friendship would the first step of making things blissful in their marriage.. He had always wanted a friend in his life more than a wife.. So here he got one now.. His own wife in the role of his friend.. Khushi Singh Raizada..

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The couple happily took Anu to the Disney land.. She thoroughly enjoyed all the rides. They took a lot many pictures of Anu, few selfies too with Anu who was seen playing with the dummy teddies, mickeys and bears around..For the first time both Arnav and Khushi were enjoying their time solely with each other and Anu which had never happened before. Anu got their time either seperately or even if together, it was never with so much of smiles on her Maa and Paa's face. Arnav had realised he had taken the right decision. At least opening his heart out and making Khushi aware of what she means to him, he had solved 50% of their problems. .The rest would be sorted too in the coming time..

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Part 27

Hong Kong Hotel

Arnav Singh Raizada was sleeping peacefully on the bed when he felt someone pulling his quilt off. With half eyes open he saw Anu trying to play with him. He also heard Khushi's voice from the corner asking Anu not to disturb her Paa's sleep. Anu rushed to her and Khushi made her sit on the dressing table, moving all the cosmetics aside. Khushi was drying her hair.

Anu: Maa. I want this.
She picked a lipstick showing Khushi.

Arnav smiled seeing his daughter growing. Make up from  3 years of age? Not bad!! He was ready to pamper his Angel from any point.

Khushi: Anu.. You are too small to have this..
Anu pouted but opened the lipstick cover and gestured Khushi as if she was still going to apply it on her lips. Khushi widened her eyes clearly inducing some fear in Anu not to do it. Anu chuckled as if making fun of her and then stood up on the dressing table extending her arm towards Khushi's face.

Khushi: What are you doing Anu?
Anu: I will color your lips Maa.

Now that interested Arnav again. He smiled again not moving his gaze off the dressing table. The mother and daughter had hardly an idea their moments were being witnessed.

Khushi: My baby wants to put me Lipstick.? Okay.. Come here.

She held Anu close, trying to balance her body so that her baby doesnt slip her leg and fall.

Anu: Maa close your eyes. ( she commanded)
Khushi: Okay.. Ye lo... (She closed her eyes.)

This was fun for both mother and daughter.. Not to mention ANu's father was more curiousity to see the perfection of his daughter. He got up from the bed. Anu was about to scream his name but Arnav gestured her not to let Khushi know he was awake. Anu gigled accepting her father's demand. This was like a hide and seek play for her. Arnav stood next to Anu ..

Khushi: ( still eyes closed): Anu . jaldi.. Maa has to dry her hair baby..
Anu: Yesh Maa.. (she gigled again and finally started applying Lipstick to Khushi)

At first Khushi felt Anu' s hands shaking, it was obvious to happen as Anu was still a kid but later it looked like Anu learnt to balance her arm while doing this. She had no idea it was Arnav who held Anu's arm and guided her to apply the lipstick. Anu kept gigling .. Now Khushi was suspicious something was surely wrong. She opened her eyes and was totally shocked seeing Arnavji participating in Anu's experiment of colouring her lips.

Khushi: Arnavji? Aap ?

Arnav: Sshh..!! Ek minute.

He did not wanted their efforts to get wasted. He didnt allow Khushi to move. Khushi felt butterflies in her stomach already.

Arnav: Let us finish what we started..!!

She could feel her heart racing fast. It would have been the most tantalizing moment of her life had she and Arnavji shared a true Husband wife relationship. She shouldnt forget they were friends now.. At least to start with.

Arnav: Done.. ( he quickly moved behind Khushi and made her turn towards the mirror)

She saw herself and was smiled.
Arnav: Theek hai?
Khushi (sighed): Ummm.. Perfection nahi hai ( she teased purposely)
Arnav: what the!! Do you think I am some make up artist to do it perfectly ? I am an Actor Madam!! I dont keep applying Lipstick to my Heroines on set!!

Khushi chuckled wiping off the extra lipstick from the corner of her lips and then paid attention to Anu ..

Khushi: Paa ki bacchi. You didnt tell me Paa is helping you?

She tickled Anu who squirmed in Khushi's arms and hugged her. For the first time both Arnav and Khushi noticed extra happiness on Anu's face. There might be many reasons behind it. They were outdoor and that too in Hongkong Disney land which she always fancied about. But the most important aspect was the unity in Anu's Maa and Paa which was only possible due to the new relationship building between them... Their Friendship...

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After a long hectic day out for some sight seeing in the city, Anu was fast asleep on bed, much early than her regular timings. Khushi was at the Balcony of their Hotel room terrace looking at the spectacular view of the Hong Kong city from 55th floor. The French door was opened and Arnav came in with a cup of Coffee. He usually never had Coffee at this time.

Arnav: Tumhe join kar sakta hoon?

"Formalities huhh!!" She thought and replied back.

Khushi: Join kar sakte ho.. Par Disturb nahi!!
Arnav raised his eyebrows but even he knew she was kidding.
Khushi: Coffee? Abhi? Seriously?
Arnav: Not sleepy..!! You?
Khushi: Me too.. Though I am very tired..
Arnav: In that case tumhe bhi Coffee peeni chahiye. !! 

He quickly offered the same mug to her. She kept staring in his eyes .. He wanted to share the same mug?

Arnav: What? Its fine.. I dont mind.. Take it..
Khushi took the mug from him and sipped the hot coffee. She again started looking at the view ..
Khushi: Ek baat kahoon aap se?
Arnav: Hmm..!!
Khushi: I am not used to all this.. The amount of time you spending with me, being naughty with Anu and experimenting on my face, sharing the coffee in the same mug.. shopping , going out.. etc etc..  Not that I am unhappy ..But.. Feels.. different..
Arnav: I am just making up for what we missed.!! And you saw how happy Anu is ? She is having the best time here .. She is actually feeling her Maa and Paa's presence around.. Not physically but mentally too..

Khushi passed the cup again to him and he continued sipping the coffee which was still hot.

Khushi: Lets see what changes after we reach India again... !!

Saying that she was about to leave but he caught her hand and made her stand at the same place like before..

Arnav: To be honest, even I am not sure whats going to happen ahead. My Profession, your business, Anu's school, things are going to be the same again but one thing is going to remain constant.. And that is the new bonding between us..
Khushi: (Sighed): Hopefully ..

She gave him a weak smile and leaving his hands, she went inside the room again to lie down beside Anu whereas Arnav stood at the Balcony enjoying his coffee and the view outside.

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2 days later - India

Khushi was making the Pancakes as usual but she was in a hurry today. This would be her first day of office after the vaccation. No wonder the hangover of HongKong had still not gone from her mind. She was feeling absolutely lazy but she cannot let this cooking task allocate to any maid. Her Arnavji liked the Pancakes only which she made. Suddenly she heard some phone ringing, but she had left her phone in the bedroom then where was this sound coming from? She turned around only to find Arnavji who had woke up, and was holding her phone.

Arnav: You changed the ringtone? ( he asked passing her the phone)
Khushi: No.. I think Anu did.. She was playing with my phone last night... Ek minute..

She answered Saahil's call which was ringing constantly on her mobile and holding the phone by her ear, she kept working too. Arnav leaned by the kitchen wall staring at her while drinking loads of water from the bottle.

Khushi: hey.. How you doing Saahil? ( PAUSE) .... Haan.. Of course I am back.. (PAUSE)..I am fine Saahil.. And yea I am coming.. Anything to worry about? (PAUSE and smiled ).. OKay .. See you at office then.. Bye..

She disconnected the call and placed it on the kitchen slab. Arnav came forward and stood next to her watching her cook.

Arnav: He cares a lot for you, doesnt he?
Khushi stopped whatever she was doing.
Khushi: Arnavji.. He is my bestest friend and you know we were also engaged before.. No matter that relationship didnt extend but our friendship does.
Arnav: I just asked..!! ( he tried to defend himself)
Khushi: No.. That was a typical husband type question .. !!
Arnav: haan toh?  I am your husband Khushi. Haq hai mera poochne kaa.!!
Khushi (Sighed): Stick to one.. Friend yea husband ?
Arnav: Dont make me choose on that please..
Khushi: Okay.. So I choose. Friend! And Friends dont suspect each other. And for God's sake he is engaged again now .. Dont link his concern for me with anything else.  Now please excuse me.. I have to get ready .. Hatiye..

She moved him aside as she had finished the cooking. She hurried to the bedroom to get her shower and leave for work. She cannot sit and argue with Arnavji at least on Saahil's matter. She and Saahil were both clean on that. Arnav ate a peice of Pancake in the kitchen and later followed Khushi to the bedroom.

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Evening

When Khushi came back home, she realised Anu was not here. Khushi hurridly came to the bedroom and saw Arnavji sitting on the Chair at the Poolside thinking something deeply.

Khushi: Arnavji? You were supposed to get Anu back from my home.
Arnav : Haann wohh.. I.. was going to go now..
Khushi: (Sighed): If you had told me, I would have got her along while coming back.

He didnt reply. It was clear from his expressions and tone that he was not in a good mood. She saw some Models photographs on the table before him.

Khushi: Kuch hua hai kya ? (Has anything happened?) You look tensed.. Anything I should know?
Arnav: ( gave her a warm smile and placed his arm on her shoulder): You must be tired. I will sort it out. You relax..

Khushi folded her arms staring at him angrily.
Arnav: I am looking a partner for myself!!
Khushi's eyes widened but the moment she saw a smirk on Arnavji's face, she realised he was making fun of her.
Khushi: Arnavji I swear you are boiling my blood now..
Arnav: You show no patience when the matter is related to me.. Hai naa?
Khushi ( giving up): Forget it.. I dont want to know anything..

She was turning behind to leave but he caught her arm.

Arnav: Okay. .Fine.. Come here..

He made Khushi sit on the chair beside him and handed her all the photographs..

Arnav: These are few models Payal has asked me to check and confirm one of them for the "Star Diamonds & Pearls" Ad which you rejected.
Khushi took the pictures from him and started looking at them one by one.
Khushi: Its hard to tell which of them can act well just by looking at the picture..
Arnav: I know. And its equally risky to take a new comer especially when we have no idea on their previous work.
Khushi ( looking at him): So what have you thought?
Arnav: Auditions..
Khushi: Hmm.. I am sure you will get the best one during the Auditions.
Arnav noded acknowledging what she just said.
Arnav: Will you be there at the Auditions sparing some time from your busy schedule?
Khushi: Me? But ..
Arnav: Not a compulsion. Only if you can. We might get some help in choosing. And most importantly you are good in doing this.. For our Fashion company you have always chosen the best Models. It will be easier if you be a part of it.

Khushi sighed trying to think if this was possible. She had always chosen to draw a line between Arnavji's career and herself. Not that she was disinterested in it. She just didnt wanted the media to create more hypes or stories about them. She was not a woman who would like to face the Camera's so easily. But being Arnavji's wife she cannot step back from providing a helping hand to him in his need.

Khushi: Okay. Tell me the Venue and time, I will be there. But for now, let me go and pick Anu. She will be waiting for us.
Arnav: You be home. I will get her.

He left the room. She was amazed to see this level of change in him. Earlier the same man who didnt like to see her face and hence came late from work.. now he wanted to seek her advise in making some important decisions ..Whatever existed between them now was much soothing and comforting. It was a much needed change in their lives..


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Part 28

Auditions

Khushi entered the premises of the Auditorium where Arnavji had called her to assist with the auditions today. It had already been a busy day for her but she didnt wanted to skip this responsibility. The Camera's.. The lights.. The Spot boys.. The make up artists.. It felt like everything and everyone is just concentrating on her. It was very rare that she came to Arnavji's sets anytime. To be honest, she had never seen him acting Live before the Camera's. She had no reason to come at his shooting sets because earlier their relationship was good for nothing. Even if she felt like watching him act, she would have kept that feeling to herself only. She heard Payal's voice calling out her name from the other corner. That gave her a little more strength. She smiled as Payal came to her and both the women hugged each other.

Payal: Its an honour to have you here Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada..
Khushi: Didnt see you for a long time.
Payal: I was here but you were busy with Arnav and Anu in Hong Kong.. How was it?
Khushi: MInd blowing.. Anu enjoyed a lot.. We never saw her so much excited..
Payal: Share some snaps on the social network too. You never come online there and neither Arnav..
Khushi: Thats because we are not good at it.. Its hard to remain so much social Payal.. Not my cup of tea..
Payal: I know but what is wrong with Arnav? He is a star.. His fans die to see his new pictures, to know what happening in his personal life..And the media..They have already hyped a lot about this trip of yours..Give them something for their dedication.. At least release one picture of you both with Anu in Hong Kong?

Khushi was short of words and was trying to think what to respond... Payal realised it.

Payal: Okay .. I dont want to make you nervous.. Do whatever you feel is right for your family. Happy? Now please be my guest.. Let me introduce you to some of the top Models..

She and Khushi started walking towards some room.

Khushi: Uhh.. Where is Arnavji?
Payal: He is flirting with those Models.. ( she gigled)
Khushi just smiled not reacting to it. Payal was surprised by her behaviour.
Payal: I just said your husband is flirting with some Models and instead of losing your calm you are smiling?
Khushi: Thats because I dont mind him flirting...
Payal's eyes widened..
Payal: Gosh!! Really? Wish every husband gets a wife like you.. !! Never say that to Akash okay? Or else he will always give me your example !!
Khushi chuckled and so did Payal. Finally the room door was pushed by them and they got into the room where Arnavji was seen talking to some Model.. He had no idea Khushi was here.

Arnav: You are Neena right?
Neena smiled broad when Arnav recognised her.
Neena: Yes ASR..
Arnav: I have seen your portfolio.. Nice Pictures ..
Neena: Thank you.

His single praise was enough for any model to feel appreciated and top of the world.

Payal: (gently pushed Khushi by her shoulder): See.. Didnt I tell you what your husband was doing here?

Khushi remained quiet but she was still smiling with this entire teasing that Payal was doing with her.

Arnav ( seeing them): Dont brainwash my Wife Payal..

Khushi and Payal both became conscious as they saw him coming towards them.

Arnav (looking at Payal): She gets jealous only when she sees me with Natasha.! (he purposely pointed)
Khushi's jaw dropped but though she had met his eyes and wasnt ready to leave that eye lock so easily, she didnt utter a word to defend herself. It was like only their eyes were doing all the talking.

Payal felt their conversation interesting. She moved aside giving Arnav some way to reach his wife. The moment he reached her, Khushi ignored his gaze and concentrated on Payal.

Khushi: Should we start with the Auditions?
Payal: Ohh yes. Its in that room over the left. You guys reach I will join you in few minutes.

Saying that Payal rushed to the Photographers and the Camera man..Khushi was about to walk away when Arnav clutched her hand.

Arnav: Strange!! Tum ne jawab nahi diya..!! ( You didnt reply)
Khushi again met his eyes for few seconds. She could see a glint of pride in them. May be Arnavji felt happy believeing the fact that she didnt like to see him and Natasha together again.
Khushi: I can never be jealous of any woman you work with Arnavji.
Arnav: But Natasha is just not someone I work with.. You know we were dating each other earlier.
Khushi: Yea.. I know.. But its over right?
Arnav: (smirked): What do you think?

What kind of question was that? Why was he messing with her mind like this?

Khushi: Your common fans love to see you together.. And to be truthful, even I liked your pair .. I am not the one who can suddenly start hating a pair just because one of them is my husband now.

She casually moved him away and started walking again towards the Audition room.

Arnav ( screamed from behind): Toh tumhe faraq nahi padta? (So you are not bothered about it?)

She chose not to reply. May be because she cant lie to him anymore.. Faraq padta hai .. Ofcourse it matters to her.. but she doesnt want Arnavji to fly high knowing her insecurities again.

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Almost 2 hours had passed and Khushi, Arnav and Payal had still not finalised any Model for casting against Arnav in this Ad. It was such a simple task yet so tidious.. Khushi felt her head aching. The whole day she had back to back meetings and she didnt even get some rest before coming here to help Arnavji.. She did not wish to tell him about the pain. Before the next Model could come in and begin, she excused Arnavji and Payal asking for the Vanity..

Arnav: Tum theek ho? (You alright?)
Khushi: Yea.. Just give me few minutes. I will be back .

Saying that she left hurriedly. No wonder Arnav was a bit suspicious about it. He asked Payal to take over this auditions and that he will look whats wrong with Khushi and be back in sometime. Payal readily agreed. Arnav followed Khushi in his Vanity.. She had no idea he was coming behind her. Once she got in the Vanity Vehicle, she literally sat on the Couch and started pressing her head. She was seriously in pain. She closed her eyes to relax and within fraction of seconds she felt Arnavji's warm hands pressing her head softy, ensuring it doesnt hurt her more. She opened her eyes but before she could react, he hushed her.

Arnav: Sshhh.. Relax.. Let me handle this..

She didnt mind him doing this especially when he himself showed so much of interest. Arnav kept pressing her head, sitting next to her on the Sofa.

Arnav: Close your eyes. !!
Khushi did as he told. She really felt some relief in some time. If he would continue doing this further, she might even doze off. Earlier whenever she was in pain and she would inform him about it, he would never delay in calling for a Dr or taking an appointment for her. But today what he did was extremely more appreciable. He himself was engrossed in treating her pain which any wife would prefer it as the first option.

Arnav: How are you feeling? ( he softly whispered )
Khushi: Heaven!! ( she replied with her eyes closed)
Arnav had a wide smirk on his face. He too was questioning his own self why was he getting so much involved personally in treating Khushi? He had other choices. He could have called for a Dr here. He could have took Khushi back home and allowed her to get rest. There were so many options available. But he preferred to offer his assistance to cure it. And no doubt, he was feeling immensely good in doing so.

Khushi ( opened her eyes): You should go back and continue the auditions..
Arnav: Goli maaro Auditions ko.. Its not worth it..!! ( Shoot the Auditions .. Its not worth it.. )
Khushi: Arnavji??
Arnav: Sshhh.. Not a word more. It can wait.. The Ad Director and Payal are continuing with it. So you dont worry.Lets just go home now..

Khushi noded and tried to get up. He helped her to do that even.. She was feeling it funny when he assisted her in getting up from the sofa by holding her hands..

Khushi: Arnavji.. My head is aching.. I am not Pregnant that you are taking so much care of me!! ( she gigled)

But that gigles quickly faded as she saw Arnavji's calm yet confused look on his face which was enough for her to realise what she just said. That was such an akward statement.. How could she even say that so casually? She immediately shrugged her hands from his and lowered her eyes. She had no idea how to handle this situation and get it to normal again. But before she could do any of it , Arnavji's next statement added more to her shyness..

Arnav: I am practicing for those days.. Think that way!!

Arnav himself didnt know why he said that.. It was surely not a slip of tongue.. She didnt know what to say .. She didnt know how to react. All she did was rushed and opened the vanity van door and moved out without even turning behind to check on him.

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The couple were back home and Khushi was putting Anu to sleep on bed. It didnt look like Anu wanted to sleep. It was good that Arnavji was not in the room yet. He was down in the living room from sometime reading some scripts thinking which one to finalise. Anu though was sleeping next to Khushi, she was calmly playing with the Teddy bear toy, talking to it and asking Khushi something in between. But she never got any answers from her "Maa".. Her "Maa" was that much involved in her thoughts.. And why not.? Those thoughts itself were so ticklish..That Pregnancy related talk which happened in the Vanity Van with Arnavji had clouded her mind so much. She knew Arnavji was never like this which he was these days..So much of teasing.. So much concern.. So much respect.. It was nice to have him this way but it was equally difficult to adjust around him. Especially after she had made it very clear to Arnavji that she doesnt take him as her husband anymore. Suddenly she felt Anu being dragged at the other corner of the bed. She got scared thinking Anu might fall down and immediately got hold of Anu's hand. But she then realised Arnavji was lying on the other end of the bed and he was the one who had dragged his daughter and cuddled her.

Arnav ( to Anu): You were troubling Maa huh??

He tickled Anu and then made Anu sleep on his chest. She always liked so much pampering which her father showered. Within seconds she closed her eyes as Arnav kept caressing her back. Khushi was admiring their bond but the moment Arnav saw her, she looked away..

Arnav: What were you thinking so deep? You didnt even realise when I came inside and slept on the bed..
Khushi: About work.. ( she lied and was going to turn the other side but he caught her hand)

His one hand caressing Anu and the other holding Khushi's hand. She felt numb meeting his eyes..

Arnav: ( looking intensely in her eyes): Jab tum itni chup hoti ho.. Toh Tumhaari aankhein sab kuch sach sach bata deti hai Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada.Shayad tumhe yeh pata nahi hoga.. ( When you are quiet.. Your eyes speak always the truth Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada.. You dont know that probably)

Khushi felt a shiver in her spine. He had called her by this name for the first time. It felt so nice listening him addressing her Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada.. She gulped nervously.

Arnav ( continued): Dekhte hai yeh aaj kya kehti hai.. (Lets see what they are saying today)

Was he serious? How can he think of doing that? She knows she cant let him stare in her eyes for long.

Arnav:Dont blink.. ( he demanded in his husky tone).. Mera concentration chut jaayega.. ( I can lose my concentration)

They kept looking in each others eyes. There was so much they unknowingly felt. .Those few seconds turned into a minute when finally she blinked her eyes and turned the other side of the bed. Arnav gulped down the uneasiness he felt within him just like she did. What was happening to him? Since the time he had started being friendly to Khushi, he felt the distances between their hearts was erasing slowly. Only time would show whats in store for them in future.. He switched the lamps off and drifted to sleep..

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Part 29

Next Morning - Breakfast table

Khushi acted perfectly natural as if last night nothing happened different between Arnavji and her. She had so easily got over those two incidents, ie, the pregnancy talk and their eye lock later at night, that no one could say that it had even happened between them. Like usual, she arranged Arnavji's breakfast on the table, while he was feeding chocos to Anu  who was ready for her Pre-school. Arnav was curious enough to understand why Khushi was reacting like this? What does she want to prove?

Arnav: ( looking at Khushi who was filling Anu's tiffin): Yesterday after our Vanity Van conversation, you seem little different.
Khushi ( glanced at him once and smiled): Really? In what sense?
Arnav: Dont be so ignorant Khushi..
Khushi: I am not being ignorant Anavji..
Arnav: You are.. Because I know you are still thinking over what we talked yesterday. ( he tried describing it himself)
Khushi: We talked something odd? I dont think I remember much because my head was aching so much that time, you know that, dont you? ( she continued being ignorant)

Arnav scrouched his eyebrows seeing her level of negligance to his point. She was almost moving around the dinning table to get the Jam bottle which was at the other side when Arnav cuaght her hand and pulled her down, so that he could whisper..

Arnav: Main Pregnancy waale topic ki baat kar raha hoon.. dammit!! Ab yaad aaya? (I am talking about that Pregnancy topic. Dammit.. Now do you remember?

Anu stopped drinking milk from her sipper and looked at her "Paa" and "Maa".. Khushi saw Anu was watching them and she quickly stood again, smiling weakly at the baby and coming to Anu she made Anu drink the milk again. Arnav was just watching them..

Khushi (seeing Arnav ): Yaad aaya.. !!

He finally got relaxed and kept waiting to know what response she wanted to give him further.

Khushi: Hojaati hai aisi baatein kabhi kabhi..(Such talks happen sometimes).. Between FRIENDS!! There is nothing to be embarrased of it. I didnt take it in any other way. I know it was just a slip of tongue from both of us.

Arnav was silently watching her and one thing was confirmed, she was not meeting his eyes properly.

Khushi( wiping Anu's lips which had the milk content at the corner): I will drop Anu while going to office. Will you get her back home after pre-school or should I ask Mumma to pick her up?
Arnav got up and very swiftly came to her.
Arnav: Smart reply Khushi..
Khushi knew what "Smart" he was talking about.
Khushi: Kya karein.. Staying with Arnav Singh Raizada, I have to act smarter. ( she tried to bring their conversation in a lighter mood.)
Arnav ( smirking): I am scared of your smartness these days.. Try reducing it and be yourself.. We are Friends now.. There is nothing we should hide or feel embarass about.. Its fine if you got attracted to me or my words.. ( he hit straight to the point. enough of this hide and seek play )
Khushi: Excuse me? I got attracted to you? Huhh!!
Arnav: You didnt??

He asked blocking her way.

Khushi: No..
Arnav: You never did?
Khushi:No Arnavji.. Ab kya likh ke doon? ( Now do you want me to write it and give you ?)

Arnav kept looking at her with a smirk..He could feel she was not telling him the truth.

Khushi: By the way why are you suddenly so much interested in knowing if I am still attracted to you or not?

This one question tickled his brains too. Why was he suddenly interested in knowing if she still feels for him? Seeing him blank, Khushi gave up and uttering a quick "Bye" she started walking hurriedly behind Anu who was running towards the door to leave for the car. Arnav kept staring at her. What was it that he wanted from her? What was it that he felt has started brewing up inside him? This was a very different feeling.. Something which he might have never felt it for anyone? Not even Natasha!!

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Night

Khushi was keeping a watch on her daughter who was playing with her toys on the bed while she finished checking her emails. She suddenly remembered something. She saw Arnavji talking over the phone at the poolside. He looked tensed. He was probably talking to Payal about their hunt for a model. He spoke for another few minutes and then came inside. Very cleverly he smiled at her as if everything was good. He just didnt wanted his worries to bother her. That was a sign of a good relationship though he knew she doesnt think it that way. For her Sharing things would make it more easier, may be good or worse, but sharing is important. She thought of saving that conversation for some minutes because she really wished to do something else before that.

Khushi: Got the Model?
Arnav ( nodding No): Second day of the auditions was also like the first. Not worth it!! Leave that topic. !!

He removed his slippers and sat on the bed taking Anu in arms.

Anu: Paa. drink this.. ( she gave him a small toy cup and asked him to gesture as if she had served him water)
Arnav reluctantly gestured what she told him to .That was a different kind of joy for Anu. It felt like her Maa and Paa also participated in her play. Khushi was watching them with an "Aww". Her baby was growing both physically and mentally. No wonder both Arnav and Khushi were enjoying this phase .

Khushi: Uhh.. Give me your Social networking account details..
Arnav: Mine? Why? Want to spy on me and check whom I message?
Khushi ( chuckled): No.. Why would I do that?
Arnav: Wives die to do that at least once in their life..
Khushi: Whatever.. ( she chose not to argue on that now)..  I need your credentials for posting something..
Arnav: Are you serious? The moment you login, you will see the Notifications bar crashing down .. Thousands of pending notifications each day..
Khushi ( feeling proud): Thats called Fandom Arnavji.. Its crazy I know.. But its their love which they try to express it in form of such posts, tweets and messages and help them reach you.

Arnav lied down on the bed.

Arnav: Tumhe bada pyar aa raha hai mere fans par!! ( Arent you showing too much of love for my fans?)
Khushi: Why not!! I feel one of them..
She feels one of them? So she likes him as an Actor? Before Arnav could even react to what she said, she herself claified..

Khushi: I did the same when I was a teenager.. Those days we didnt had these many social networking sites. So I actually used to write letters and buy cards and send it to him..
Arnav: ( raising his eyebrow): HIM?
Khushi: Salmaan Arnav.. Who else!! ( she clearly stated)

Arnav frowned again.

Khushi: I wish you and he work in a movie together some day.. Trust me I am going to accompany you on the sets everyday!!
Arnav: Zyaada ho raha hai Khushi.. ( he warned with a sharp tone) ( You are speaking too much now)

Khushi smiled weakly. She got a point to catch hold of him now just like he keeps doing with her these days..
Khushi: Yea right! You get jealous whenever I talk about my Crush, my ex fiancee or my favourite actor!! I am sorry I forgot!!
Arnav: What the hell!! Why would I be jealous? You had a crush when you were not even a proper teenager.. I know you longer adore your Ex Fiancee in those terms and now he is engaged too. And coming to your favourite Actor.. Its just some crazy fandom which you show.. Nothing else. So why would I get jealous ? You want my Password right? Take it.. Its Anu_2013..

Khushi holds her smile and logs in quickly into his social networking account. No wonder he was right when he said about those notifications.. Thousands of it are pending and she randomly clicks one to check what kind of posts, he keeps getting.. The post opens with a edited Picture of his from some of the recent movie. He is looking very handsome no doubt in that. And then those typical blushing smilies of his fan girls commenting how good he looks and acts .. And morever not to forget its been re-posted and re-posted thousand times again .. She sighed but feeling proud that her husband was really in so much demand even after being married. She quickly closed the window the moment she felt his presence behind. He sat next to her on the Recliner.

Arnav: Crazy, isnt it? You know I want these kids to spend time studying and concentrating on their career rather than utilizing so much time in making my pictures ..
Khushi (smiled): Its their way of loving you. Its okay within a limit.
Arnav: Hmm.. What you trying to do here?
Khushi: Payal was advising me to post some picture of yours and Anu.. Your fans are waiting to have some insight in your personal life. You shouldnt mind if it, I suppose..
Arnav thought for few seconds and then agreed..
Arnav ( taking the laptop on his lap): Let me select a picture..

Khushi was excited. She kept sitting next to him and watching him scroll for the right picture to upload. He found one after few seconds.. He opened it.. Khushi was stunned when he chose a picture which had all three of them. She , Arnavji and Anu in HongKong..

Arnav: This one is nice.
Khushi: No... They want to see you.. Not me.. And most importantly there are many of your fans who actually dont like us together.. Dont you read the articles? They want to see you with your other co-stars.
Arnav: Who are they to decide whom I look good with? Everyone has their personal space Khushi.. So do I.. They will see me with other co-stars on-screen but my Off screen partner will always be you..

She felt butterflies in her stomach again.. They kept looking at each other for some time and he finally interrupted

Arnav: Stop blushing..
Khushi's jaw dropped.
Khushi: (pushing him away): I am not blushing.. Why would I? You want me to post this. Fine.. Doing it.. Right away..

She took the laptop again and started uploading that picture. Once it was done, she logged off.  Arnav was about to get up from the recliner but she stopped him and became little serious..

Khushi: For that Ad, I am thinking to accept Payal's offer.. ( Arnav was shocked but quiet).. I know you will find a better one if you keep hunting like this but time is getting wasted too which we cant ignore .. Its hardly a matter of 2 minutes.. So.. Uhh. .I am okay to cast opposite of you..
Arnav: You dont have to do this .. ( he clearly replied)
Khushi: We call ourselves as friends now dont we? So why cant I just help you and lower your burden a bit.. ?
Arnav: Khushi you had clearly denied doing this before and I accept it. I dont have any qualms in those regards.. I dont want you to get uncomfortable. Besides.. Marketing, press conferences, it might require you to join me which is  very hectic considering you are already managing a lot at office. You will get stressed..
Khushi: We will manage that. 

She had a reply to everything, he knew. He took a deep breathe and clutched her arms. She felt little uneasy because they indeed had maintained a lot of distance in this marriage. It was only from few days that they were even sitting together on the same recliner so close.

Arnav: Fine.. I will tell Payal to stop the auditions .. But I am worried on one thing.
Khushi: Kya?
Arnav: Hope some producers dont start offering you Modelling Offers after seeing you on Camera's !!

Khushi chuckled while he smirked at his own comment.

Khushi: Model ? And me ? Look at me Arnavji.. I am not that lean and slim for that post. And in our house, we already have a Star.. No need to create another one..

Very smartly she answered that and climbed the bed to reach Anu. Arnav just followed her. It felt so good to have someone again in his life who can advise him, think on his problems, share his concerns, and considers his worries as her own. After Shyam Bhai, if he found someone so close, it was Khushi.

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Part 30

Payal was heartily enjoying this moment when Arnav told her about Khushi agreeing to do the Ad with him.

Payal: ASR.. Hats off to you. Kaise convince kiya Khushi ko? I know how adamant she is. How did you manage to?
Arnav: I didnt convince her Payal. Its totally her decision and I appreciate her help.
Payal: Yea. Ofcourse.. It had been so hard to get the right partner for you to do this Ad. Now I am relieved because Khushi is not just the right one, she perfectly suits this role. Even at the initial phases of this Ad discussion, we always wanted to get a Real couple casted and your's and Khushi's pair has always been on limlight.
Arnav: Limlight not for good reasons though.. The media have always exxaggerated our personal matters to this extent that they didnt mind announcing that we are getting seperated. I mean you know what was the first thing I did after I heard that? I actually went home and asked Khushi, "Do you know we are getting Divorced?" ( he let out a soft chuckle just like Payal did)
Payal: You cant stop media from making Stories Arnav..
Arnav: But make a story which is worth believing.. Which is atleast 50% of truth.
Payal: Hmm.. And you remember that interview wherein they asked you if Khushi is pregnant and you both are expecting your first child?

Arnav's expressions lightened up unknowingly..

Arnav: People are crazy Payal.. It had not even been 6 months for our wedding and they are expecting such news from us? It was so shocking for us..

Payal laughed while Arnav was lost remembering his and Khushi's recent slip of tongue about the baby topic and all. It felt so embarrasing to even think so. But it was less scary than those earlier days when it looked mere impossible. But looking at the present situation, wherein he and Khushi were atleast talking friendly, it didnt feel that imaginary to have a baby at some point of time ahead.

Payal: Anyways.. Now we dont have to worry on what kind of scene we can make the AD couple potray.. Some intense eyelocks and all that will be mindblowing..
Arnav: Excuse me!! INTENSE Eyelocks? No way. I dont want Khushi to get Uncomfortable..
Payal ( raising her eyebrows teasingly): Khushi will get uncomfortable? Not you?

Arnav was speechless.. She was right. Why only Khushi? He too would be uncomfortable acting all that romantic with her.

Payal: ASR.. you guys are a REAL Couple. If you both feel shy before the Camera's then who would perform it casually? And wait a minute... You never had such uncomfortness working with your REEL Co-stars then why with your wife?

She was again right to ask him so but Arnav cannot explain her the dynamics of his and Khushi's relationship.

Arnav: Whatever it is.. Lets keep it simple Payal. We are shooting the Ad tommorow right?
Payal: Yes.. We Shall start by 10:00 am. What do you say?
Arnav got up from the couch to leave.
Arnav: Perfect. We will be there by 09:00 here. Costumes, jewellery all ready?
Payal: Yes. You explain Khushi the scene if possible. I mean the theme of our Ad.. Hope you remember it ASR.. ( she teasingly asked)

His looks at her clearly hinting that she should stop teasing him so much and allow him to go back home and relax. She quickly bid him a good bye and then got back to work. Co-Producing an Ad like this with a Star couple was not that easy..

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Raizada House

Khushi was busy talking to her Mother who was here to drop Anu from School on Arnav's order as he couldnt get time to do it. Khushi forced her to have a cup of tea with them and she readily agreed. She was informed now about the Ad which Khushi agreed to shoot with Arnav and this news made her very excited.

Garima: All these years we saw only Arnav on Television.. And now even my daughter? Woww..
Khushi ( serving the tea): Mumma.. Its hardly one Ad.. I am not enrolling myself for Modelling. So dont fly high..
Garima pouted while Arnav kept smirking.
Garima: Whatever it is, I am still very thrilled. Can I come to your sets tomorrow to see the shoot ? Please..

Arnav and Khushi were both surprised and unsure of what to reply. Garima and Shashi just like Khushi had always chose not to disturb Arnav on his sets. But today may be because even their daughter was a part of this shoot, Garima couldnt resist. Arnav was fine with it and was about to respond when suddenly Khushi interrupted.

Khushi : No.. Mumma.. Its not required.
Garima: But Why?
Khushi: Just like that..
Garima: Just like that? What kind of reply is that?
Arnav: Aunty...Rehne do.. Its ackward for Khushi.. I can understand why she doesnt want you to come.
Khushi: What? Ackward? Why.. why will I feel ackward? ( she purposely asked to show them that this wasnt true but it was clear from her expressions that whatever Arnav said was right. She will definately feel ackward.)
Arnav: I dont need to say that Khushi.. Its obvious..
Khushi: No..Just say it.. !! (she innocently demanded)
Arnav (smirked again): You sure?

Garima was totally confused what was going on between them. She kept her lips zipped allowing this conversation only between her daughter and Son in law.

Arnav: Mumma ke saamne apne pati ke saath romance karna thoda ackward hoga right.. ? Iss liye tum nahi chahti ki Aunty Set par aaye.. (It will be ackward for you to romance your husband on the sets. That why you dont want your mother to come there and witness all this. Right?)

Khushi's jaw dropped while Garima was hiding her smile. Since when did her Son in law start teasing Khushi so much? Khushi immediately hit Arnav on his lap.

Khushi: Chi.. Arnavji aap bhi naa.. Kuch bhi sochte rehte hai.. ( Chi.. Arnavji.. you keep thinking senseless sometimes)
Arnav: It's your dirty mind.. Not mine.
Khushi: Arnavji? Aap? (she gritted her teeth for being put in such a situation by him while she knew how much he was enjoying it).. Theek hai.. Mumma.. You come on sets.. Because nothing so is going to happen which Arnavji said.. We are shooting an Ad.. not a romantic song that I should feel ackward about it.

Garima bursted out laughing seeing Khushi's turmoil. She immediately pinched Khushi's cheeks.

Garima: My innocent baby.. Dont worry your mumma will not interrupt any of the scenes with your Arnavji.. I will be quietly sitting with Payal and watching you both Act.. ( she suddenly stopped .. thinking something and continued her reply).. Not "Act".. I mean.. Romance.!! ( she started gigling after that)

Khushi couldnt hide her red cheeks from them which is why she chose to leave from that place.

Khushi: I will see what Anu is doing ..Excuse me..

She got up from there and hurried out in the garden where Anu was playing with her Caretaker.

Garima( to Arnav): In real sense now I see Khushi and you happy. Earlier I always doubted if you both were acting to be good with each other. But now I dont doubt on you anymore.. It had been years seeing Khushi smile like this . Thank you for changing her back to my old daughter.
Arnav ( pressing Garima's hand in his ): I havnt done anything Aunty, except realising what she means to me. Unlike today, even I had some grudges on her. But all that was due to my wrong way of seeing and judging our accidental past. I have realised what sacrifices she had to do to reach at this place. And in all that she has still kept losing everything which for any other woman wouldnt have been that easy. I want to give her back everything she deserves only if she gives me a chance..
Garima ( smiled proudly): Awww.. I am lucky to have you as my Son in law.
Arnav: Wish Khushi was here to hear that.. ( he teasingly replied)

Both Mother in law and Son in Law chuckled at that comment and continued relishing their cup of tea.

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Night

Khushi finally got time to sit alone with Arnavji and listen the script of the next day's Ad they were going to shoot together. But the moment Arnav gave her a glimpse of it, she bursted out laughing.

Khushi: Lehnga? Wedding Sequence? ( she started gigling aloud)
Arnav: (serious): Haan..Toh?  Whats there to laugh about it?
Khushi ( trying to hold her laugh): Whose idea was this?
Arnav ( quickly replied): Mera Idea tha..

Khushi was shocked but she again laughed. 

Khushi: Payal toh hai hi Paagal..But how did you agree for it Arnavji?

Arnav was not liking the way she was pointing a finger on his thought of the Ad sequence..

Khushi: (again holding her laugh): Okay See.. Its a Diamond Marketing.. Anything apart from Wedding sequence would have done.. There are so many Ad's which have featured such wedding sequences only..
Arnav immediately held her hand to get her attention on him.
Arnav: But those Ad's dont have Arnav-Khushi pair in it..

She became quiet and speechless while meeting his eyes.. There was a lot that she suddenly got reminded of which she wanted to shared with him.

Khushi: So strange naa.. A couple who did court marriage, signed some legal papers, didnt even undergo any rituals, are now going to "ACT" for a Grand and lavish Wedding Sequence. ?

He noticed her eyes turning moist. He clutched her arm tight, trying to soothe her emotions.. He was quite weak in consoling people but this time he unknowingly was trying the best he  could.

Arnav: Khushi.. We cant change what happened.

It didnt look like she was satisfied with this one statement. He gently wiped off the tears from the corner of her eye. She moved back feeling strange.
He stopped and looked intensely in her eyes as if seeking her permission to let him wipe off her tears. She didnt react much after that infact she wanted to stay alone for sometime.

Khushi: Let me check Anu and come..

She tried getting up from the bed but he stopped her and didnt let her move.

Arnav: Anu is fine Khushi and you know that.. Dont find excuses to run away from me..
Khushi gulped her pain. She didnt know what to say. Today Arnavji was also turning out little emotional just like her.
Arnav: This shoot might hurt our sentiments a bit.. But at the same time, it will also create few memories which I suppose will get some change in our relationship for good. Kuch aur naa sahi toh atleast mujhe yeh toh pata chalega ki meri biwi Shaadi waale Lehnge mein kaisi dikhti hai!! (If nothing else.. then atleast I will come to know how my wife looks in a Wedding Lehnga?)

Khushi's heart started beating rapidly .. Arnavji was never like this. So much attentive to all her reactions, all her thoughts, her feelings..

Khushi: Aap.... Humme dekna chahte hai? Woh bhi Shaadi ke Lehnge mein? Kyon?  (You want to see me in a Wedding Lehnga? Why?)

Arnav: Har sawaal ka jawaab dena zaroori hai kya? (Is it necessary to answer all your questions? )
Khushi: Har baat sirf apne tak rakhna bhi toh zaroori nahi.. (Is it necessary to always keep things hidden within you?)

She had a point..

Arnav: Pehle Wedding Lehnga pehanke saamne aao.. Who knows.. Shaayad mere dil ki baat bhi bahar nikal aaye..!! (First wear the Wedding Lehnga and come before me.. Who knows.. Whatever is hidden in my heart might come out..!! )

Khushi felt her cheeks turning red. But she knows letting Arnavji win her, woe her should not be that easy.

Khushi: Dekhenge!! Aap ko bhi.. Aur aap ke dil ki baat ko bhi.. Ab hum chale?
Arnav (smirked): Cartoon Dekhne?
Khushi noded. He got up from the bed and when she was going to get up too, he extended his arm for her to hold. She was surprised to see him doing that.

Arnav: Come oooonnnn ..

He knew she would make some fuss of this hand hold too and hence before she could say anything, he caught her arm and dragged her out of the bedroom.

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Part 31

Arnav was the first one to reach the Sets and that was only because Khushi chose to drop Anu to school first, finish assigning some of her work to her Personal assistant and then come for the shoot. As it is, Arnav had some extra scenes to be shot compared to her which means his requirement on the sets was more immediate. He was in the Vanity looking at the Grand wedding Sherwani's which was placed before him. Payal was just beside him checking if he had everything that was needed for the first shot.

Payal: I think the Maroon one will go well on you. What do you think?
Arnav: Doesnt matter.. As long as it goes well with Khushi's wedding Lehnga, I have no issues.
Payal: Awww. Trust me the Designers have taken your advises and they have come up with the best Wedding Dress for her.
Arnav: Yea.. that reminds me.. Has all her jewellery, costume and footware arrived here? Just dont let her fetch anything at the last moment, she hates that. And send a Cup of Cappucino in her Vanity when she arrives, she is used to have it every morning after reaching her Cabin. Lets make her feel homely here. And I have already asked the Director not to overpressure her for any of the Scenes if she is unable to give it in 3 or more Shots. We can alter the script slightly and move for the next sequence.

He would have gone on and on about the list of things he had planned to make his wife comfortable on the sets. Payal immediately stopped him right there.

Payal: I am impressed ASR.. Is that really you? I mean.. I have always seen you getting ready, giving your best shot and coming back to the Vanity without even giving a look to anyone else, forget the co-stars or Producers but you didnt even think of giving some interview to the media who frequently come at every shoot location of yours to get some byte for their Channel.This man here before me today is totally opposite than the one I knew. Seriously ASR.. You never stop amazing your fans.
Arnav (smirked): You are MY Fan? ( he asked innocently)
Payal: Offcourse.. I am that lucky fan of the Bollywood Hearthrob ASR who gets opportunities of Co-producing with him too.
Arnav: Okay. I am honored. But can you do one favour on your Favourite Actor in that case?
Payal: You need a FAVOUR? From me? Sure.. Ask.
Arnav: Spend some extra time with my wife. Show her few of my movies.. Make her a bit crazy for me just like my other fans are. Will you be able to do so?

Payal started laughing heartily.

Arnav: Come on Payal. I am serious.
Payal ( controlling her laugh): Seriously? Who told you Khushi isnt your fan? She ofcourse is..
Arnav: She is not. She told me the other day.
Payal: She is lieing to you then. I have read her eyes. She admires you a lot. And upon that she is your wife too. I am sure she is just playing with you. She is a die hard fan of your acting skills.
Arnav: She isnt!! ( he tried being practical) I stay with her.. So I know it.. She doesnt do anything which a true fan should do for me.
Payal: Okay.. But I bet you she does.. Its just that you dont notice it because she is also your wife.. Men dont see or feel the emotions in people beside them. They look that into others.. You are nothing different. Start admiring her, watching her, understanding her and I am sure a day would come when you will get a confirmation how much she adores you.. Okay ..? Enough of my friendly and Fan-ly advise now.. I will go out and check if the Shot is ready. Excuse me.

Arnav noded as his Hair Stylist entered inside the Vanity. Arnav got seated and the Stylist started brushing his hair, styling them neatly. Arnav was busy checking his mobile and texting Khushi to check where she had reached.

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After almost an hour Khushi made her way on the Sets and the very first thing she did was coming to Arnav's vanity. Till then Arnav had already finished giving one shot and had returned back to the Vanity for adjusting his Sherwani which had become little uneasy for him to carry. She didnt even consider knocking the Vanity door, she just stepped in and started laughing seeing Arnavji fiddling with the Kurta. Arnav turned around to see her.

Arnav: Bahut hasi aa rahi hai ? ( Getting too much of laugh?)

He asked that sarcastically so that she becomes serious and not make fun of him but didnt look like she had any plans to stop her laugh so easily.

Khushi: Arnavji? What were you doing? Even Anu can make you wear it properly. Its that simple. ( she gigled again)
Arnav raised his eyebrows as some nice thought hit his brains.
Arnav: Accha? Then you do it.. Come..

She stopped laughing which made him feel better. Khushi was stuck what to do.? Was he challenging her?

Arnav: Kya hua? Its simple right? So come here and assist Anu's father to button this Kurta..

She gulped the uneasiness and came forward. Without uttering a word, or seeing him, she started helping him wear the Kurta neatly. There was silence between them for few minutes and she thought of breaking the ice by starting some general talks.

Khushi ( still assisting): How do you manage during the other shoots? Do you call your Co-stars to do all this for you?
Arnav: Wish I was that lucky ( he teased her)
She pinched his arm making him hiss in pain.
Arnav: Owww.. What the!!
Khushi: Remember this pinch whenever such bad ideas come in your mind. I dont want any gossips about you with your Co-stars henceforth. ( she commanded)
Arnav: Open my Social networking account and you will already find plenty of posts like this which can screw your head. But know what? I read something interesting there. You know this Ad shoot matter is also been publisized and there is already a much needed hype about me working with my Wife. You might not know this but as a "Couple" we both have a fan following too. I mean they like to see us together.. You know what they call us ?

Khushi noded a "No"..

Arnav: ARSHI!! Arnav + Khushi.. !! Isnt that cool? They guys come up with such beautiful names. They have also created few accounts on the social sites on our name where they have posted our pictures together, some VM's, fan edits and what not. I am totally impressed though I am really against my fans wasting time in all this. But seriously, I appreciate their efforts.. These guys even fight over messages and posts with the other groups trying to prove whom I look better with.. I mean with you or the other co-stars.. Gosh.. They have so much time to do all this? And they even take these things to their heart. They cant hear a word against their loved pair.

Khushi smiled.

Khushi: Crazy.. But worth praising.
Arnav: Yup.. So just to make them happy, I think we should give them some picture together after we finish shooting today.
Khushi: Uhh... Okay.. As you say..

Payal knocked the door and walked inside.

Payal: There you are Khushi .. I was almost going to call you now to check where you reached. You need to dress up.. But your Vanity isnt ready yet. Some lights issues which they are fixing..
Arnav: Ohh.. I dont think we need to worry about that Payal.. Khushi can use my Vanity..
Payal:Cool.. Why didnt I realise it? You guys are married and obviously can share the same Vanity.. Damm!!!  I will get her things shifted here then..
Khushi was little uncomfortable because the Vanity is just like a one room .. She cannot change in the bathroom there which was too small .. Arnav had read her mind already.

Arnav: I am leaving out for the next shot. You get ready till then.. Is that okay now?

She bit her lower lip feeling extremely shy but chose not to make him realise that. So she again chose to change the topic.

Khushi: Uhh .. I have dropped Anu to school. But she needs to be picked up soon. I have informed Mumma to do it.
Payal:(interrupting): My god...!! Khushi. For this one day, do not think about anyone else but you and Arnav.. Enjoy this day like your wedding day ..Your baby is going to come after that..
Khushi ( sighed): We wouldnt have got married if it wasnt for the baby Payal.. So Anu always comes first.. She is our priority..

Arnav kept glancing at her ,as if realising the fact that she was little touched by Payal's words.
Payal :

Payal (caressing Khushi's arm): I know she comes first.. But Seriously Guys? Do you think if it hadnt been for Anu, you both wouldnt have been together?

She had raised this doubt to both of them.

Khushi: I dont know about me, but Arnavji would have still been single. He didnt wanted to get into relationships and  commitments like this till atleast he was 40 I suppose. Hai naa Arnavji?
Arnav : ( giving her a cold stare): Everything happens for a reason I believe. Whatever future I planned earlier, doesnt matter now.. What matters is.. Today.. I am happy.. Whatever my life status is at this moment, with you and Anu, nothing else would have been better than this.

That was truly a compliment for her. She never thought Arnavji will ever be satisfied with their marriage. For her , it was like a chain which he was tied into. But his little confession made her feel strong and pleased. Payal could see they needed some space, which her presence will never allow. She pretended to have received some call on her phone and rushed outside the Vanity. The moment she was gone, Khushi became more conscious in his presence. She was unable to maintain that resolve of being only Anu's mother.. The feelings of being Arnavji's wife was overflowing from her expressions and behaviour. Arnav smirked at her reactions and quickly opened a side drawer. He took out a small rectangular box which was gift wrapped.

Arnav: Tumhaare liye ( For you)

She was surprised. Was Arnavji gifting her? That happened only when it was her birthday earlier.

Khushi: Whats this for?
Arnav: Huhh.. You waste a lot of time asking questions Khushi. Open it.
She nicely opened the box taking her own time and saw a beautiful chain studded with real diamonds ,the box had the logo of "Star Diamonds" on it for which they were shooting this Ad today. He took that chain out and made her wear it on neck. Both kept looking at each other in the mirror.

Arnav: Pasand aaya?  (Liked it?)

Her eyes sparkled with joy.. This was probably the first gift ever from him which made her feel so warm and loved.
Khushi: Is it a bribe so that I act good in this shoot?

He frowned but he knew she was teasing him. She touched the chain.

Khushi: I loved it Arnavji. Thank you.
Arnav: Sirf Thank you? ( he teasingly asked at which she blushed profusely).. Save these blushes for the scenes ..Get ready and come out soon. Bye..

He caressed her cheek lovingly, which he never did before, and made his way out. Khushi touched her cheeks with smile. That was such a huge change she was experiencing in their marriage. Whatever it was, she just loved this change. Their relationship was growing strong and right now she felt like a newly married woman who had started dreaming of a healthy and blissful marriage... the same marriage which she never had any hopes from..

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Part 32

Khushi was amazed getting the same Cappucino which she usually got at her Office whenever she started her work. When asked, the spot boy told her it was Arnav Singh Raizada's strict orders to make his wife's shoot day comfortable. That gesture of Arnavji definately got another smile on her face. Arnavji was changing.. She had realised that from past few days but she wanted to give him and his change a bit more time so that they both realise this was not temporary. She sipped the hot coffee and then immediately started dressing.. The Wedding Lehnga was more than perfect.. She touched the artistic work over it. She had never got this opportunity to wear such heavy Lehnga's anytime except on one day, her Anjali Di's wedding. It was so much fun that day. Not to forget, she had even hide Shyam Jeejaji's shoes as per the tradition and given Arnavji a very tough time in finding them. Those days she hardly knew Arnavji and whatever she heard about him was not so positive. The very first thing she disliked was the fact that he was disinterested in handling his Brother's business.. But today she understands him.. She realises his passion for Acting profession.. He is good at that and she respects that he is still continuing it despite of his Brother's death. Part of appreciation goes to her as well. She had handled the business so well that there luckily wasnt any need of Arnavji putting his brains in it.

Khushi had not realised that she had almost finished wearing the Wedding Lehnga, she was that much lost in her thoughts. When Payal knocked the Vanity door and came inside with Khushi's permission, only then Khushi saw herself in the mirror.

Payal: Ooohh laa.. laa.. You are looking gorgeous Khushi.. I am sure ASR wont even realise to blink after seeing you today..

That comment made Khushi remember what Arnavji had told her last night. About that "Dil ki baat" ( hearts talk) which he said might come out after seeing her in a wedding lehnga.. A blush appeared on her face which Payal quickly noticed and gave Khushi a side hug.

Payal: You dont need a Makeup too.. Your blush is enough to make you glow..
Khushi bite her lip and pushed Payal away.
Khushi: Stop teasing and help me wear these heavy Jewellery..
Payal: With pleasure darling.. ( she chuckled and started assisting Khushi)

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Arnav was talking to the Director, instructing him to take care of the Scenes and not pressurise Khushi if she isnt able to perform. Afterall she was a non-actor and was doing this only to help them.She had to be given this liberty.  Suddenly he felt a gust of wind blowing on his face, this was not natural.. He slowly turned around and thats when he saw his wife coming in that Red Maroon Wedding Lehnga, looking like a typical bride. He felt bubbles tickling inside his stomach, goosebumps rising and fading on his skin as he kept admiring his beautiful wife who was trying her best to not meet his eyes. She was doing that purposely, didnt she? She was using her ignorance towards their husband-wife relationship even today but was she even realising his heart had ignited him to accept her as his wife?

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Arnav's POV

"You will never realise when an unknown stranger becomes your beloved and which that special moment would be when that same stranger touches your heart. Does it ever happen when you hear your own heartbeats? Everywhere you just start seeing that same person..?? I feeling the same today..first time.. Khushi looked NOT BAD..She looked like someone whom you will fall easily in love with. Earlier to this, neither I wished to believe in it,nor realise it, understand it, nor feel it..But something has happened to my heart today..Something really mesmerising. A silent music started ringing ringing in my ears..(Rabba Ve. )I knew she could hear it too.. Its just that she wont comprehend it on her own."

(Stole these lines from IPK-Jashn.. Couldnt resist .. LOL)

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Khushi stood at some place which was meant to be her first position. They were planning to take a close up of her Necklace , Diamond earrings, Bangles and the Bindiya which she wore on her forehead. The assistant director explained her how she needs to act, how she needs to smile, what her hand gestures should be and all that. Khushi was finding it hard to concentrate on the moves taught to her because she knew Arnavji 's eyes were only on her at the moment. She felt little tickles within her body. It was so terrible to shoot around your life partner, especially when you know he is all smitten by your charm. Should she meet his eyes and check ? She desperately wanted to read his expressions but she still controlled herself not letting her emotions ruin her own stand. She wanted Arnavji to speak out his feelings for her, she wont initiate it until then.

Payal came to Arnav and stood next to him..

Payal: Huhh.. its so hard to convince Khushi.. I can very well understand what you go through every day..
Arnav ( looking at Payal): What do you mean?
Payal: The Mangalsutra. She is not ready to take it off. I mean we are showing a wedding sequence so at the initial shots she doesnt need to wear it. But Madam is not agreeing for it. (she sighed).. So we finally decided to hide it behind the Dupatta.. Its not visible now .. So all is well..

Arnav smirked and again looked at Khushi who was practicing her scene with the assistant Director.. He knew how much "Pativrata" his wife was in these terms.. The Mangalsutra was her life.. He still remembers when he made her wear it in the Court during their marriage, he had no feelings for it. Infact even she had no much emotions linked to that chain. It was a mere responsibilty which they both undertook for Anu. But as days passed, she was the first one to abide by all the terms of their marriage and do everything to show the world how much happily married they are. And what did he do? He was such a Jerk to keep avoiding her feelings, to keep ignoring her care and concern..

The shoot started.. After almost  2 takes khushi could finally give a perfect close up shot. She was given a break for few minutes to get ready for the next few scenes where even ASR will be in the picture. The make up artist came to give a touch up to Arnav who immediately pushed him away and took steps towards his wife who was now sitting alone on the chair, handling the long Dupatta on her head and looking in the mirror if her jewellery was still on place. She became conscious seeing him helping her with the Earrings whose screw had become loose and there were chance it might fall off. He started tightening it again, his eyes fixed on hers as if he had still not finished admiring her completely. She gulped the uneasiness they shared at the moment. It was ackward.

Arnav: Anjali Bhabhi Sahi kehti thi.. ( Anjali Bhabhi had said it right.. )

Khushi was stunned.. She looked at him with confusion on her face. He finished helping her with the earrings and hence folded his arms around his chest looking intensely in her eyes.

Arnav: Tum wakai iss duniya ki sabse khoobsurat ladki ho.. ( You are really the world's most beautiful woman)

Khushi first time felt like hiding somewhere.. Did he just say that? Did Anjali di really say that to him or was he framing his own sentences?

Arnav: I am not framing Khushi..( he clarified)

Now that was another blow for her because he just read her mind. Since when did he learn this art? She composed herself not to fall weak and maintained a small smile on her face.

Khushi: Toh yeh thi aap ki "Dil ki baat"? ( So this was your heart talk which you wanted to confess to me when I wear the Lehnga?)
Arnav: (let a soft smirk and kept maintaining that attituded look on his face): "THAT TALK".. is still pending..

Khushi's uneasiness had no Pause today.. She moved a little away.

Khushi: Behave Arnavji.. You are giving enough "Bytes" for the reporters to write about your immense admiration towards your wife..
Arnav ( stepped towards her): Its more than an "ADMIRATION". And they are intelligent enough to guess that.. UNLIKE YOU..
Khushi felt like turning around and run away from his gaze.
Khushi: I understand.. Its a wedding Theme.. So you are getting into the nerves of your character..  ( she knew this wasnt true and that Arnavji was actually smitten by her but she still chose a safe excuse)
Arnav: Nice excuse to keep yourself calm Khushi.

Khushi had no words left. She just wanted to concentrate on the Ad shoot as their personal romantic talks on the sets were making her forget everything..

Khushi: First lets finish the business here..Shall We?

She acted like a typical business minded woman who gave work and commitments priority than her husband and his desires.

The shoot started.. It was tough time for her to react normal at all especially when she was doing the scenes with Arnavji.. But both of them managed to give their best and wind up the shoot in few hours.. The pack up was finally announced .. The Director was impressed by the way the couple looked together onscreen. Few reporters surrounded the couple to interview them. Arnav knew Khushi was media conscious ..He asked her if she wishes to stop with him and share her feelings about the Ad or wants to get back to her Vanity and change the dress. She was happy he made her decide that. But for the first time she wasnt hesitant to allow the media interview them, she chose to stay back and reply. They sat on the Couch together while the reporters sat opposite to them asking enough questions to make the couple blush. Few pictures were clicked and all the time the reporters observed how much comfortable ASR was trying to make his wife everytime she was been asked any personal questions about their marriage..

Arnav ( to the reporters): I think this is the first time ever we are together giving an interview like this.. I hope after this Ad comes out, people stop bulshitting about our marriage problems.. Which relationship on this earth goes smooth? There are ups and downs.. We have faced it enough.. Finally we have settled down all the odds and moving ahead for the evens. I hope that people who have loved us will support us rather than drawing their own conclusions about our marriage..

Khushi was awestuck. She never thought he would ever clarify so openly that she and him are now moving towards a successful marriage. Arnav handled a few more questions and then finally chose to leave back to his Vanity, with Khushi ofcourse.

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They were in the Car, leaving back home, where their daughter was waiting for their arrival. Arnav was giving his wife enough glances but she seemed to be busy in texting and smiling. He was surely feeling insecured by it.

Arnav: Whats catching your attention so much?
Khushi ( stopped messaging for a while): Its Saahil. He is unable to believe I just shot for an Ad without making much fuss.

She said that and continued typing the message. He snatched the phone from her and kept it in his pocket,

Arnav: Ask him to concentrate on his fiancee now.
Khushi was surprised when he took her phone away.
Khushi: Arnavji? Whats this? You are acting like a kid. Give me the phone.

He knew she wont realise it until he talks clearly.

Arnav: I dont text Natasha Khushi. ( she was quiet for some seconds but enough attentive to his explanation).. Some relationships which we come out from need to get closed at some point of time. You are good enough to understand it.. Rest, I leave it on you to handle.

He passed the phone back to her and kept driving. Khushi was still looking at his face.. he felt like giving a little more explanation to her.

Arnav: I am not asking you to stop working with Saahil,  I know these are major business decisions and cannot be taken hastily. Its just that I need your attention on me atleast when we are together.

Now this is what she was waiting to hear from him, She broke her silence finally.

Khushi: Why Arnavji? Why do you suddenly need my attention so much? Earlier you hated that, didnt you ? It was your ignorance which made me find someone else whom I could share my emotions with. So why do you care now?

Her questions were justified and it was high time he clarifies her what he had in his heart. But they were almost reaching home.

Arnav: Lets talk after Anu sleeps.

He put a weak smile on his lips and then got down the car.

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Part 33

"This marriage is the biggest mistake of my life Khushi.. Its one hell damm MISTAKE.!!"

"Its too much for me to even live the fact that I am married to you... "

¨Dont you dare compare yourself with me. If I would have been in your place, my Brother and Bhabhi would have been alive today.¨

¨You better regret it Khushi because that one mistake of yours has cost all our lives!!

¨You dont need to tell me what my responsibilities are.. !!

"Today only because  I am unable to take our relationship further on your expectation levels, you want a Divorce? How could you be so selfish?"

"I value you Khushi.."

"My wife is getting commercial these days.. "

"Biwi nahi banna chahti .. Dost banne mein koi problem hai?"

"You, just like Anu are an integral part of my life.. I cant lose you.. I might have ignored you but I can never let you go away from me Khushi."

Khushi stood at the Poolside reminscing her past with Arnavji.. Their married life was a mixture of lots of such rude words from his end but that was in their initial stage of life. As time passed she had noticed a change in her husband. The same man who once considered their marriage a MISTAKE, started valuing it. Slowly Arnavji had named their relation as Friendship and today it had even crossed that level. Earlier he hated to receive her attention, her concern and today he was just wanted her to think about him? Why? What was happening to him? Was this a permanent change?

She was still lost in her thoughts when suddenly Anu came and hugged her feet gigling.. Khushi immediately wiped her tears and picked Anu up in arms. Even Arnavji came there at the same time. Probably he was chasing Anu which is why she came to her to hide from her Paa..

Khushi: ( kissing Anu's cheeks): Anu.. Did you brush?
Anu: No.. I will brush now..

She got down from her arms and ran inside.

Arnav: Anu.. careful.. ( he screamed aloud looking at Anu till  she reached the room )

Once she reached safely inside, even Khushi was going to get in but he caught her arm and stopped her.

Arnav: Why were you crying?
Khushi:( wiping the corner of her moist eye): I am fine.. ( she wasnt ready to meet his eyes though)
Arnav pulled her chin up making her see him directly. She gulped meeting his eyes.and moved his arm off her chin to get inside their room. He held her Dupatta stopping her again. It was about to strangle her neck, but she managed to hold her Dupatta and turn around to see him.

Khushi: Arnavji? ( she was surprised when he acted so childish .. Anu does this always.. She holds her Dupatta and keeps playing with it. Arnavji definately has learnt from his daughter only)
Arnav: ( still very seriously looking at her): How many times should I tell you not to leave our conversations in between?

They were still looking at each other when Anu came out brushing her teeth with her mini toothbrush.. She was also trying to say something while brushing which was not properly audible to her parents..

Anu: Paa.a.a. Maa. Dupataa.. Maa.. Paa.. Mine.. Paa..Leave..

The couple looked at Anu to understand what she meant. Anu finally rushed inside again to gargle leaving her parents alone to continue their Unfinished conversation.

Khushi: Arnavji chodiye humme..
Arnav: You can manage to do anything right? Then try taking your Dupatta from my fist.. !! ( he challenged her which made her eyes widen in surprise)
Khushi: Kya?

She was still trying to believe and understand what Arnavji was trying to do that suddenly he pulled her Dupatta almost making her drag one feet towards him. Both too adamant to leave the cloth. Arnav had a smirk on his face seeing her so much startled by his actions.. ANU came there again..

Anu: Paa leave Maa.. She is mine..

Saying that Anu hugged Khushi's feet tight. .For sure the baby was disturbing this conversation and most importantly at that time when the conversation had heated up. Arnav was still holding the cloth in his fist.. Khushi finally let it go from her hands and then picked ANu again..

Khushi ( giving a cold stare to Arnav): Keep it.!!

She had no remorse of not completing that challenge which Arnavji gave her. She picked Anu in arms and walked inside the room to put the baby to sleep. Arnav fisted his fingers and followed them. Even after winning, he lost it. Anu started to talk to Khushi, telling her everything she did the whole day . She was used to share all this with her parents but for a change she was more into her Maa today..Arnav sat on the Recliner waiting for his daughter to finish and sleep so that he can actually talk to Khushi but it didnt look like happening..

Arnav: Anu.. keep some talks for tomorrow.. Paa will put you to sleep. Come..

She denied it, hugging Khushi all the more. The baby was truly testing her father's patience today. Khushi could see how much desperate Arnavji was to talk but he deserves this..
Anu: Maa.. Its cold.. 
Khushi: Lets wear warm warm sweaters.. One moment.. ( she tapped Anu's nose and got up)

She left Anu on bed and opened the closet. Arnav followed her in the pretext of searching something in the closet.. He almost blocked Khushi's way back to the bed. She raised her eyebrows again looking at him.

Arnav: ( murmured): Put her to sleep Khushi.. I have to talk ..
Khushi: You have to WAIT Arnavji.. I have waited enough... Its your turn now..

Saying that in a rude tone, she pushed him away and came back to Anu. She started making Anu wear the sweater. Arnav clenched his jaw sliding the closet door in anger. Khushi was very well aware of his frustration but she ignored it completely. Khushi turned the side lamps of her bedside and pulled Anu for a hug, trying to make her sleep. Arnav angrily sat on his side of the bed reading some magazine. He wont get sleep until he talks to his wife. Khushi caressed Anu's hair, brushing her fingers slowly in and out of Anu's silky hair to put her to sleep. Anu was continuously talking. Khushi glanced once at Arnav and he was looking at her too when Anu saw it. She immediately pulled Khushi's chin so that she doesnt see Arnav but only concentrate on her.

Anu: Maa.. Shuno naa.. ( Maa.. Listen.. )
Khushi kissed Anu's knuckles..
Khushi: Yes Anu.. I am listening baby.
Arnav groaned in anger and shifted his pillow on the bed to sleep. He knew this was not possible though. Khushi felt pity seeing Arnavji in this state. What was it that he wanted to talk ? He looked so desperate to speak to her. Khushi patted Anu softly on her back so that she gets some sleep and it did happen. Though Anu had wrapped her arms around Khushi's neck tight, not to allow even an inch gap between her and Khushi, she started closing her eyes slowly and her talks reduced. Arnav was finally feeling better. Khushi looked at him, he was also watching her still.

Khushi: Whats wrong with the father and daughter today ? Both want my attention?

That comment surely made him smirk and he turned properly towards her side so that he can watch her without any barriers.

Arnav: She slept?

Khushi slowly checked Anu's eyes and saw them half open half closed.. She noded slowly and positively at him..

Khushi: ( murmuring softly): But she wont let me go.. If I move her aside, she might wake up..

Arnav sighed in disappointment..

Khushi: Give me few minutes.. She might turn.. !!
Arnav noded in agreement. They both were still gazing at each other.
Arnav: What has happened to Anu today? She is so much attached to you.
Khushi: ( softly murmured): Kids are like that.. Their mood and priorities change every minute. And I think Anu is becoming little possessive now..
Arnav ( interrupted): Like me? ( he questioned her back)

Khushi had no reply.. Yea. May be.. Anu was becoming possessive like her Paa...

Arnav: I asked you something.. Jawaab doh.. ( Reply)
Khushi (sighed): I can understand Anu's possessiveness .. But yours? I still cant comprehend..
Arnav: (smiled weakly): Thats what I have to make you understand tonight.. Remember that "DIL KI BAAT"?

She gulped her nervousness and managed to keep no excited expessions on her face.

Arnav: She slept?  ( he asked again)

Khushi saw Anu once and then noded a clear "NO"..

Khushi: The moment I move, she will wake up.. I think you better tell me tomorrow that "DIL KI BAAT".. ( she suggested normally)
Arnav: Nahi.. Abhi!! ( no.. Now.)
Khushi ( softly murmuring ): Dont be stubborn Arnavji..

Arnav didnt utter a word .. He kept gazing at her which gave Khushi some unknown shivers. He really looked very serious. He suddenly held her arm and caressed the back portion of her palm with his finger keeping his eyes fixed on her face. She could feel her voice stuck in her throat witnessing his gesture. Almost after 10 seconds he finally opened his mouth..

Arnav: Khushi.. I love you.. ( he huskily declared)

Her eyes widened in shock, her hand which was still in his hold became cold and numb. Did he just say that or were her ears ringing? She was too much stunned to even react at his statement. She didnt wanted to think about the past.. She didnt wanted to judge the present.. She was hardly able to breathe properly, her heart was beating that fast. She kept looking in his eyes. Were these pair of eyes the same one which months back even hated to see her? All these months, since the time she had started giving their relationship a "Go" from her end, she had been waiting for this day to come when Arnavji will accept their marriage too and today when he just confessed the most sensitive matter between them, she was unable to even think what should her reply be?

Anu moved in her sleep, changing her position. She completely slept on Khushi, which she did sometimes in her sleep, her tyconda positions were well aware by the couple and they always wondered where kids learn all this from? She patted Anu gently to put her to sleep again and for that she withdrew her arm from Arnavji's hold..She turned away from him, unable to meet his eyes anymore. A lone tear rolled down her cheek and rested exactly on Anu's head. Khushi gently wiped it off and shut her eyes tight. She wanted to sleep.. Just sleep..

Arnav's arm was still extended towards her waiting for her to turn back to him and hold it again but when she didnt, he fisted his fingers, not with anger, but with remorse. He gulped down his feelings of rejection and pain, and shut the lamps off his bedside. Did he mess up things between them by confessing what he had in his heart ?

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Part 34

05:00 am - Next Day

Did she sleep last night? She doesnt think so. All the time she was only hearing his confession ringing in her ears. Wasnt she waiting for this from long? Then why was she unable to face it? She finally gave up the idea of sleeping and got up from the bed. Arnavji was sleeping with Anu in arms. Men are men. They really dont care much when it comes to sleeping and getting some rest to their busy brains. No wonder she had heard his breathes ,infact heavy breathes for a long time last night which usually came when was wide awake. Then suddenly he felt asleep when she hadnt given any response to him for his confession of love. Infact she didnt even turn to his side the whole night. But now that she had decided to wake up, even though it was hardly 5 am, she looked at her husband. ..Love? Was it really love ? Or just another settlement from his side to make things fine? Why was she so confused ?Why did she have to judge everything? Why cant she just accept things easily as they come?

She felt frustrated from within and immediately dispersed for bath. She will get mad if she keeps thinking about it. Or may be she should think , when she is alone, away from Arnavji for a while so that she decides whats right or more specifically what truly exists between them now.

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08:00 am

He looked at the watch and realised it was 08:00 am already. Damm!! Khushi didnt wake him up? One minute, where was Khushi? He was about to call her out when suddenly he remembered what he confessed last night to her. That moment itself was so weak.. He was highly frustrated that Anu was not letting him talk to Khushi. He couldnt hold his feelings for long, which is why he just came straight to those 3 magical words. He should have paraphrased it though, may be a little gentle talk to Khushi first about what he feels and then hit those 3 words? Damm!! She might have been shocked. Thats why she isnt around. He screwed it up for sure.

Anu tossed in her sleep ,opening her eyes gently and looked at him.

Anu: Paaa...

Arnav leaned and caressed her head, kissing her cheek gently.

Arnav: Sleep!! Paa will talk to Maa till then.
Anu: Ummm.. (she closed her eyes to sleep again)
Arnav caressed her for some seconds and then once she was asleep, he rushed downstairs to look for his wife. He saw Khushi talking over the phone in the kitchen. She seemed busy.. He waited for her to finish.

Khushi ( on call): Yes Mumma.. I have some urgent work piled up at office. And Arnavji's schedule I am not pretty sure of. You know how much Anu troubles him when he is alone handling her. So Will you be able to come here and be with them until I finish my office work? ( She paused to get her mother's reply but suddenly felt Arnavji's presence around.)

She slowly turned around to see him continuing the phone conversation ahead.

Khushi: Great.. I will see you soon then. Bye.

She disconnected the call and kept the phone aside. She already felt tickles in her stomach as he was standing really close to her by now, almost blocking her exit from every corner. She had no choice but to stay there but She ignored meeting his eyes though she was very well aware he was looking at her only.

Arnav: Tum theek ho?

She nervously noded a Yes and kept cutting the veggies for his Sandwiches. He could see her fingers shivering as she held the knife on the chopping board.

Arnav: Doesnt look like.
Khushi: Arnavji I have to hurry with this breakfast. Will you please mind to leave?

His eyebrows cocked high at that direct hit of words from her.

Arnav: You mean I should GET OUT?

She knew he was misleading her statements now. She slowly turned towards him.
Khushi: I mean. Move little away from me.
Arnav: Kyon?

What the!! Why did he ask that? Doesnt he realise this closeness especially after his confession last night was making her uneasy? Arnav read the hesitation in Khushi's eyes to speak clearly.

Arnav: Okay.. Take your space..

Saying that he moved a little away from her but didnt leave the kitchen.

Arnav: Anything serious popped up at Work?
Khushi: (continued cutting the veggies): Haan.. woh..I have to go..

Arnav gulped hard as he really wasnt sure if she was telling the truth or wanted to ignore him hence choosing a safer option to flee away.
Arnav: Why do I have a feeling you want to purposely run away from me?
Khushi ( gulped ): Why would I?

She was about to put sugar in between the sandwich bread instead of a pinch of salt but luckily Arnav caught her arm at the right time. She shivered again. He gestured her to look at her fingers and see what mistake she was doing. Her jaw dropped realising that. There was a very weak smile on Arnav's face as he saw the nervousness in his wife's expressions and tone.

Arnav: Its okay .. Dont get stressed so much..
Khushi shoved his arm off.
Khushi: I am not stressed.
Arnav: Yes you are Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada..( he firmly declared)
She didnt wanted to lose this conversation today.
Khushi: Why would I ?
Arnav: Because I said all that last night. ( he tried clarifying)
Khushi: What did you say? ( she purposely asked)
Arnav was about to say that again but suddenly stopped.. He just couldnt do it..
Arnav: I.. ( he paused looking breifly at her) I just cant say that again so easily.
Khushi: Thats because you said those words bluntly last night.. Under some kind of pressure.. Not because you really felt it. Or should I say you just thought it to be another measure to keep our marriage safe?

Arnav was stunned to hear that from her.

Arnav: Its not true. I meant each and every bit of it.. !! ( he gritted his teeth to control his anger)

Khushi didnt really believe him. She looked away from him and he understood what had to be done in this situation. He came back to her and clutched both her arms. She was forced to meet his eyes again. He was warm and she could say with the way he caressesd her arms with his thumb that he really was trying to assure her all was good.

Arnav: You need time probably to accept my confession which is fine. I am in no hurry. I had a lot to tell you last night what I have started feeling for you or our relationship from past few weeks. But Anu wasnt allowing that to happen which is why I came straight to the end of it. But never think I was JUST trying to make things fine between us. Thats not the way I would use to make you stick to our marriage forever. I dont lie Khushi. And who better than you would know ?

She felt so much relieved hearing that from him.

Arnav: I have no shoots today. I am at home so if you dont mind, lets make a Candle light dinner happen tonight?
She felt goosebumps over her skin which even he noticed as he was still holding her arms. He smirked.
Arnav: I am sure Garima Aunty can manage taking care of Anu till we Dine.
Khushi was speechless. Not that he was expecting her to speak now. He just didnt wanted her to deny. So he kept speaking..
Arnav: I will talk to her when she comes here. Should I pick you from Office or you would want to come home first?

Khushi was still confused what to say.. Was he really taking her out? This never.. never.. never happened earlier..

Arnav: You might want to get rid of those formal clothes, dont you? So come home first.. We shall leave from here together.

She couldnt respond to any plans he was making.

Arnav: And this time I am not going to repeat my earlier mistake. I want to make it up to you. I want to show you Khushi that things have changed. ( he paused meeting her dreamy eyes).. For good.. ( he assured her again and left her arms )

Arnav: So ... See you in the eve then? ( he tapped her nose once gently. )

She didnt even move an inch, she was that frozen by his sugar coated words. Was this happening for real? He left the kitchen giving her a long stare. As far as he knows her, she would be going crazy with this thought of dining with him tonight. Hope she concentrates on her important official work too as he cant bear to see her frustrated or worried, while spending the most beautiful time with her tonight at a Private Beach resort.

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Office

Khushi was flipping the pages of the file, without concentrating on the contents of it. She was so much lost in her thoughts.. Arnavji's confession had clouded her mind and his wish to have a candle light dinner had mellowed her heart. What was happening? Were the good days around the corner? Saahil got inside her cabin and clicked his fingers to grab her attention. She jerked and sat straight tucking her hair behind the earlobe.

Saahil: Whose that lucky man who has made you so restless?
Khushi: Shut up Saahil. I am fine.
Saahil: Lie to someone else Khushi, I know you since childhood. You dont look fine. Share it with me, I am sure you will feel better.

He took a seat opposite to her while she tried looking at the files.

Saahil: Wait a second, its about your husband? Right?
Khushi froze again.
Saahil: Caught you Lady!! So.. whats up with him?
Khushi gave up the idea of hiding anything from Saahil. She closed the file.
Khushi: He is taking me out for a Candle light Dinner tonight. Thats bothering me.

Saahil was surprised to know about it.
Saahil: Finally!! He got some time for you? Good.. He is trying that means. So whats the problem then?
Khushi: There is no problem. When did I say there is a Problem?
Saahil sighed in disappointment.
Saahil: Are you scared Khushi?

She immediately widened her eyes looking at him.

Khushi: Scared ? Why will I be scared? I am going out with my husband not any kidnapper to be scared. And its just dinner.
Saahil ( mocked): CANDLE LIGHT DINNER ( he specified on purpose)
Khushi gulped.
Saahil: Okay.. I dont want to scare you further. You enjoy your dinner.. I mean.. Candle light dinner, let me concentrate on work meanwhile. See you. And huh..!! look into these papers for me. We have to send them to our clients. Okay? Bye.

He left the cabin whereas Khushi leaned back on her chair thinking about her action plan for tonight. Even after talking to Saahil, the tension wasnt fading. What else is she supposed to do now? Hardly few more hours and then she will have to go home.

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Evening

Arnav picked a Black Armani Suit and placed it on Bed. Garima was feeding Anu cereals..

Garima: What is Khushi wearing?
Arnav: ( looking for a Tie): I didnt ask..
Garima chuckled grabbing his attention.
Arnav: Whats there to laugh on it??
Garima: You dont have to ask Arnav.. I think you should select a dress for her too. Let her wear what you like. Its your treat.. !!

Arnav smirked at his mother in law who was giving him some good tips but he had different thoughts.

Arnav: I will let her decide what to wear. She is already uncomfortable, I dont want to make her more.
Garima: Good thought. By the way where is she? Did you check why isnt she home yet? Its already 7:00pm.
Arnav looked at the watch and then realised he should call Khushi once to see if she had started. He was about to make a call when she entered the room.

Garima: There she comes.. Khushi? Why so late?

Anu rushed in Khushi's arms and forced her to pick up.
khushi (kissing Anu's cheek): Mumma.. Client meet ended up late.

She slowly glanced at Arnav who was watching her with folded arms. SHe suddenly became conscious. Garima realised she should leave them alone.

Garima: Anu.. Come .. Lets go and meet Nanu ( shashi). He is going to give us Ice cream.. Will you like to eat Ice cream?
Anu happily jumped in Khushi's arms.
Anu: Anu loves Ice cleamms..  ( she replied in her childish tone)
Garima immediately extended her arms and took Anu from Khushi.
Garima: Say bye bye to Maa and Paa.
Anu : Bye Maa.. Bye Paa.. ( she kissed her parents individually)
Khushi: Mumma. We will pick her soon. And just one cup ice cream. Not more than that. She doesnt have control over it. But you please ensure she doesnt eat much .She will end up having cold.
Garima: I will take care of her. Now you and Arnav dont think anything else except spending some good time with each other. Okay? Go.. Enjoy..!!

She kissed Khushi's forehead and then left the room. Arnav's phone rang.. He answered the call in her presence.

Arnav: Yea Aman.. Is the reservation done? ( he paused). Good. We will reach in an hour. Bye.

He disconnected the call and then looked at his wife who was still in a thinking mode.

Arnav: Shall we get ready?
Khushi: uhh.. haan.. Woh.. I... I was thinking .. can we take .. ANU?
Arnav was puzzled when she asked him that. He slowly walked to her.

Arnav: I know what you thinking..She is my daughter too..  leaving her like this and enjoying out isnt our cup of tea actually. But Khushi, trust me she will do fine. Its just a matter of few hours. The next time we go out for Dinner, I promise we shall take her too.

Khushi noded approving his suggestion and then left in the bathroom to freshen up. Arnav took a sigh of relief that he could make Khushi understand how necessary it was for them to spend some quality time with each other. Had it been a normal marriage for them, this would never be an issue.

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Part 35

Khushi chose to wear a Black Saree for the Candle Light Dinner. She was skeptical on where exactly this Dinner would lead them to. Arnav was down in the Living room waiting for Khushi to come. He looked at the watch. She was getting ready from past 30 minutes.

Arnav ( screaming from the staircase): Khushi??

The moment he screamed, he saw Khushi coming down the stairs. No wonder her one glance at him, created the same ripples in his heart like it did during their Ad Shoot. She always looked enthral in Sarees. He didnt even realise when she reached him. She maintained a calm and steady expressions on her face as if they were ahead for a normal dinner. He gestured her to walk ahead and he then followed her to the Car.

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They were drove to the Private Beach resort by the Driver in car.  Khushi had never guessed he would get her to such a romantic place. She had always heard about this Resort and its specialities. Apart from best Food and Wine, it was well known for the privacy and light romantic music played in the background at the Private Tables. People make their reservations quite in advance and no wonder the Prices were way high too.

Khushi got down the car with Arnavji. He seemed to have planned everything perfectly. The moment they got down, a staff from the Resort came forward and welcomed them inside. The Resort had a Private beach at the backside where the Dining was arranged and to Khushi's surprise there was only One table at the center. Usually this area had atleast 40 - 50 Private Dining tables. Her confusion was soon cleared by the Staff lady who pulled the chair for Khushi to sit.

Staff Lady: ASR has booked the entire Dinning Lounge for the next 3 hours. Please make yourself comfortble Maam.

As soon as Arnav and Khushi got seated, the lady passed them the Menu and left them alone to decide.

Khushi: Quite an expense you have done just for a Simple Dinner Arnavji..
Arnav smirked at her .
Arnav: Its our first Candle light Dinner. Didnt wanted any intruders to spoil it in the name of Autographs and Selfies.
Khushi: I never mind them doing that. I know what it takes to be a wife of a Bollywood Hearthrob.
Arnav: (Holding her hand on table ): This time it is not about you.. Its about us Khushi!

He pressed her hand gently, inducing the most tickish feeling in her stomach already. She smiled weakly ensuring it doesnt turn out to be a blush.. But she failed miserably as Arnavji saw her blushing hard as her cheeks turned red.

Arnav: Your Cheeks are more sensitive than your heart!!

That statement made her withdrew the hand from his. She lost the eye contact also immediately and opened the Menu. Arnav smirked again realising how easily his wife melts down by his talks.

The Waiter got a Champagne bottle and placed it on the table. Arnav popped the bubbly and pour the liquid in the Glass.. The other waiter immediately got a Soft drink for Khushi and placed it before her. Khushi was surprised for it , as she hadnt even ordered yet..

Arnav : I know my wife doesnt drink alcohol. So thats a Mocktail for you, with extra Berries. You will like it.
Khushi: Red Berries? ( he noded in confirmation)... How did you know I like Red Berries?
Arnav: Anjali Bhabhi had told me once. !! ( he replied very calmly which surprised Khushi)

Arnavji never really liked discussing anything about his Brother and Bhabhi because somewhere the pain of their death was still fresh in his heart just like it was in her heart too.

Arnav: Lets toast.. ( he picked his glass and she picked hers)..

They toasted the drink and he sipped it watching his wife carefully. She was totally feeling ackward of this entire Dining thing especially because there was no one else here except them.

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The Dinner continued. There were Candles lighted all around them which was the only light that could illuminate their table. The music played softly in their ears apart from the sound of the waves flowing in this cold and breezy night. She wasnt getting hungry at all as his gestures and attention on her was making her stomach full already. Arnav wiped his lips with the cloth and gave her a warm stare again. Khushi tried being normal.

Khushi: These days you dont miss a single chance to observe me, do you ?
Arnav: (smirking): Does that affect?

His replies made her feel all the more warm even in this cold weather.

Khushi: Makes me feel like an Alien!! ( she tried to give him a very cold reply and divert the topic safely)

She even gigled hoping he would laugh too but inturn he became more serious.. To be more clear, he was not serious.. he was intenseful. He got up from the chair and came to her. She just kept looking at him. He extended his hand. Unknowingly she held it and stood up. He took her little away towards the sand.

Arnav ( whispered to her): Lets see if this ALIEN can dance.!!

Was he making fun of her? Does he want to test her ? Or was he just finding an excuse to dance with her. 

Khushi : I dance better than Humans!! ( she teased him back and chuckled)

Without any delay Arnav held her hand firm in his and they started ball dancing , looking in each others eyes..  This was such a warm feeling. There was so much in this emerging relationship of theirs to share with each other. They were seeing those sides of their partners which once they never thought would happen. Khushi tried her best to come out of that intense web Arnavji was winding around her. She chose a safe topic to discuss. Her work.. !!

Khushi: Today at office I..
Arnav (placed finger on her lips): SShh!!! We are not discussing that here..!!

She felt goosebumps over her skin as he commanded her. She liked that authorative husband in him always.

Khushi: Ek baat poochu? ( Can I ask something?)
Arnav: Hmm. Anything apart from work. (They were still dancing slowly. )
Khushi: That Island you gifted me on my birthday..?? Whose thought was that?
Arnav: Aman ( he replied apologetically)..

Khushi frowned but she wasnt that unhappy about it. She knew how their relationship was earlier. So it was obvious such romantic gifting ideas would never come from him.

Arnav: I might not have realised the intensity of gifting my wife something earlier, but today I know how to put that gifts in use. !!
Khushi was confused what he meant by that.
Khushi: How is that? 
Arnav thought for a second.
Arnav: We are going to celeberate our next Anniversary there!!  ( he unashamedly replied)
She stopped dancing.. Her eyes again trying to look away from him.
Arnav: Shouldnt we?
Khushi gulped hard. She met his eyes regaining some courage.
Khushi: You are taking things way too fast Arnavji.. !!
Arnav: You think so?

She had nothing to hide. She noded a Yes.

Arnav: But I am enjoying this pace Khushi. Whatever is happening, these days, is just so .. ( he was short of words.. )

He stopped dancing.. She removed her arms from his.

Arnav: I have never been much vocal in sharing my thoughts with anyone after Shyam bhai. But let me try this tonight, with you.  Khushi. .. had Shyam bhai been alive, it would never have taken me so long to understand my feelings for you.
Khushi: (interrupted): If Jeejaji was alive, we would never have got married Arnavji.
Armav understood what she meant but he didnt wanted this topic to take any emotional turn. He held her hands gently in his again, bringing close to him.

Arnav: But now we are married. It was difficult for both of us.. But we managed to come a long way.. I know these few months journey of our togetherness was more sacrificing from your end than mine. You remember how you always wanted to perform each and every tradition like a married woman? You fasted for me on Karwachauth, but I never broke your fast.. I was so mean to you.
Khushi touched his cheek gulping her tears.
Khushi: Yeh sab... aap ab kyon keh rahe hai ..? Iss ki koi zaroorat nahi hai Arnavji.. ( Why are you saying this all now? )
Arnav: Zaroorat hai Khushi.. Main galat tha.. Maine apne aap ko kabhi mauka hi nahi diya tumhe samajhne ke liye. Tum kitna kuch karti rahi... Anu ko Sambhalna.. Office ka kaam.. Upar se mere nakhre..!! Aur maine kya kiya? Tumhe ignore kiya.. Sirf apne career pe. Apne Stardom pe dhyan diya.. Sirf Anu ki fikar thi mujhe.. Par tum sabki fikar karti rahi.. !!

Khushi's eyes were moist hearing his apology. Very delicately he pressed her hand to his heart. His tone softened a bit more.. His pitch reducing..

Arnav: I am sorry Khushi.. Unn saari buri yaadon ke liye.. Unn saari kadvi baaton ke liye .. Un saari galat haalaton ke liye.. I am really Sorryy..

Khushi was absolutely touched by these words. She cupped his face looking intensely in his eyes. Tears pooled in the corner of her eyes too.

Khushi: We are not discussing this anymore .. Is that clear to you Arnavji? Never .. ever in our life again.. I wasnt good to you all these months to get this apology from you.. I dont need it Arnavji.. I always wanted your support.. Your time.. Your love.. And I know you are going to give me that ahead. So no more remorse.. No more tears either. You get that?

Arnav noded gently. Why couldnt he see the goodness in his wife earlier? The moment he agreed for her terms, she passed him a bright smile, wiping off the corner of his eyes. She didnt wanted to see him crying ever.. Not even in the worst situation..

Arnav: ( smiling too with her):  You really have a contagious smile Khushi ..
Khushi chuckled softly.
Khushi:  I know.. You have told me that often..

Her lips quiverred feeling cold. As the night passed, it was getting colder there. Arnav realised this and quickly removed his coat and wrapped it around her shoulder.

Arnav: Lets get you out of here!! Come..!!!

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While coming back from the Dinner, Arnav Khushi had to pick Anu from Gupta house. Anu was asleep when they reached. Khushi carefully picked her in arms.

Khushi: Mumma, we will leave. She has her School tomorrow.
Garima: No problem. How was the Dinner?

Arnav and Khushi both gave each other a glance.

Garima chuckled.
Garima: Okay.. Okay no need to tell me that secret.. I can read from your faces that the Dinner was awesome. !! And I am happy for you. .
Khushi blushed.
Arnav: Mother-in-law is getting genious day by day!!
Garima chuckled again.
Garima: Ohh yes.. And thats why I can say that very soon you are going to start a family of yours soon.
Arnav and Khushi were totally embarassed..

Khushi: Mumma.. There's still time for that..  Now Good night.. We got to go.. Bye..

She hugged garima from the side and then walked with Arnav to the car!! He didnt wanted to make Khushi more uneasy hence didnt tease her back .. He just drove the car home.. THEIR Home!!

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Part 36

A month more passed since Arnav and Khushi had that Candle light dinner. Things were going smooth for the couple in terms of compatibilty atleast. Arnav was doing his best to get Khushi comfortable and feel the growing love in his heart for her. But Khushi was still a very stubborn woman. She wanted more time.. Just to ensure this change in their life wasnt temporary.. Even after those 3 magical words from her husband, which even though were uttered only Once till date, she never confessed the same to him yet. It wasnt even necessary. So what if she never says.. Her heart knows she loved this man.. She loved her husband.. her Arnavji..

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It was 07:00 am and Khushi was sipping her coffee reading a newspaper , sitting on the Couch in the living room. This was not her usual routine to relax at this hour, that too on a weekday when she is always loaded with business meetings and commitments. But today she planned to work from home if required, and she hadnt informed this to anyone yet..

"Morning", she heard Arnavji's voice which made her turn and see him walking to her in his Track pants and loose T Shirt. He just woke up probably.  She smiled back at him, remembering all those sweet times they had been spending these days. Truly their relationship was glowing and it reflected on their faces too. Though he had a lot of space to get comfortable,  he still chose to sit next to his wife which made her feel little uneasy.

Arnav: Kya hua? ( he saw her moving herself little away from him)
Khushi: I will get some Coffee for you ..

Before she could leave, he held her arm and made her sit next to him again.

Arnav: Coffee baad mein.. At this moment I need YOU...( he stated very clearly making her eyes go widen. )

He was just holding that smirk right on his face seeing her expressions and in the next few more seconds he decided not to keep her uncomfortable for long.

Arnav: I mean.. My head.. Its aching.. Would you mind pressing it?

Khushi finally relaxed with his statement.

Khushi: Headache ? Why didnt you tell me earlier? Lean behind, let me press it.

He closed his eyes and leaned himself back to relax on the couch. She pressed his head softly. None of them spoke for few minutes .. Now that his eyes were closed, Khushi took this chance to admire his face.. This man never missed the chance of looking handsome, did he?

Arnav(eyes still closed): I saw a dream last night.
Khushi ( became attentive to his talks rather than his face): Good dream?

He opened his eyes and looked at her. She was still pressing his head.

Arnav: Best till date..
Khushi ( confused): Really? Aisa kya dekha?
Arnav passed a weak smile to her and then stopped Khushi from pressing his head further. He entwined his fingers with hers and then brought it to his heart.

Arnav: We were holding each other's hand like this.. Walking in a lush green garden, smiling... talking. You leaned your head on my shoulder after a while. Your hair strands blowing in the wind, caressing my face.. ( he never let their eye lock break while he narrated all this to her.).. You were laughing over something.. May be I was sharing some funny moments with you .. And then we stopped.. You looked in my eyes.. There was a pin drop silence around us.. I kept waiting for you to speak.. It felt like the time had halted.. As if no one else existed in this Universe except us..

Khushi was so much lost in his dream.. She almost felt like she was watching it LIVE before her eyes.

Khushi: Then?
Arnav: Then you came close to me..
Khushi: And? ( she was getting curious)
Arnav(smirking): And..
Khushi was getting impatient.
Khushi: AND what Arnavji?
Arnav: ( finally continues): And.. You bang your forehead with mine and ran away laughing aloud, spoiling our moment!!

Khushi's expressions changed.

Khushi: Kuch bhi.. You are making this story... Why would I bang our foreheads like that?
Arnav (giving her a lopsided smile): You wont? What else would you plan to do then? Coming so close to me? ( he cross questioned on purpose)

Khushi realised she would land up in trouble if she replies to that. So she chose not to..

Khushi: Yea right.. I couldnt  do anything better than that.. I agree..
Arnav: ( sighed in disappointment):  I Thought so..Do you realise how opposite we are as a couple? I am known to be the most romantic Actor on screen and my wife can probably write a book on 100 ways of Spoiling such romantic moments.. What a Match!! ( he sighed again)

Khushi felt like laughing over what he just said. But she chose to remain quiet and just hear it all from him. It felt so good to see Arnavji complaining about her so openly for such little yet important things which holds their marriage..

Arnav (kept on raising his complaints to her): I am willing to postpone my shoot dates for you.. but you cant even come home early to spend time with me.. I text you amidst my shoot breaks and you dont even call me once when you are attending your meetings. How fair is that?

Khushi: I do call!! ( she clarified)
Arnav: Hardly .. !! And not daily by the way ( he complained again)
Khushi: Arre.. Hadh hai!! What do you want to prove ? (This is heights.. What do you want to Prove?)
Arnav: That you dont love me. ( he gave a straight reply)
Khushi: Its not true. Ofcourse I do love you. ( she instantly replied)

And the moment she responded this, Arnav finally gave a winning smile.. Khushi then realised he was only trying to get her confess those 3 magical words to him.. Thats why he did all this.. She felt extremely shy and conscious of this moment.. Unable to stay there before him, she stood up from the couch and tried to leave again. Arnav stopped Khushi from running away and stood before her. He pulled her chin up, forcing her to meet his eyes.

Arnav: (huskily): Its high time you stop running from me Khushi.. We have walked together enough.. Dont you think its time we take steps towards each other now?

Khushi gulped down the extreme uneasiness she felt within herself. She had no clue Arnavji would trick her this way and demand her for next steps towards their married life.

"Paaaaa", Anu called from the stairs, getting down slowly, holding the railing. She just woke up and finding no one in the room, she came out looking for her Maa and Paa..

Khushi immediately struggled but Arnav kept holding her firm in place, not letting his wife move away.

Arnav: STOP!! ( he warned Khushi)..
Khushi: Arnavji.. ANU?
Arnav: I know.. And by the way she is hardly 3..
Khushi: Thats why.. She tells everything to everyone what she sees..
Arnav: So? Dont give a damm!! Biwi ho tum meri.. !! ( You are my wife)

Khushi's eyebrows raised with that sudden right he showed on her. Anu meanwhile rushed to them and clinged to Arnav's feet. That surely forced Arnav to leave Khushi and pick Anu in arms. He cannot let his baby yearn for his attention. Khushi stood there looking at the duo.

Arnav: (kissing Anu's cheek): Morning sweetheart. Kaisa hai mera baby? (How's my baby today)
Anu: Paa.. no school ( she said grinding her nose on his shoulder)

Arnav and Khushi glanced at each other.

Arnav ( to khushi): Let her be home with me today..
Khushi : With Us!! ( she clarified happily)
Arnav: Us?
Khushi: I have taken an off today. And this is not after listening to all your complaints about me being unromantic.. So dont get any such ideas!! ( she added)

Arnav smirked at Khushi who quickly kissed Anu's back and then left in the kitchen to make their breakfast. The father will continue handling the baby's tantrums till then.

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Anu closed her eyes by her tiny palms, facing the wall so that her Maa and Paa can run and hide somewhere. The three were playing hide and seek. And it was Anu's turn to find her parents now. She started counting one to ten. Thats all the numbers she knew until now. Khushi was looking for a place to hide in the room but Arnav had got one already, not just for him, but he had place for his wife too... Behind the Curtains of the French doors. He pulled Khushi with him before she finds a different place for herself.

Khushi: Arnavji? (she whispered in surprise)
Arnav: Sshhh!! Dont be loud. Anu will catch us in no time otherwise..
Khushi: We cant hide together ( she whispered to him )
Arnav: Its not a Rule.. We can..! ( he clarified)

He was just admiring the drops of sweatbeads forming on Khushi's forehead because of this unwanted hide with her husband that too behind the curtains.. She was so bad at keeping herself composed. These days she had hardly any control on her thoughts and heart, especially when Arnavji was around..
Arnav: Tum theek ho? ( he purposely asked)

She had to nod in affirmation but she knew he was aware of her restlessness. Khushi smiled. Thats all she could do at the moment.. He gently wiped off the sweatbeads from Khushi's forehead with his fingers. She felt goosebumps in her skin, her eyes closed automatically but soon she realised Arnavji was enjoying her expressions and state.

Khushi: Uhh.. the AC is not switched On probably ( she blurted blankly to give him some reason for the sweatbeads.. )
Arnav: ( whispered huskily): No Khushi.. Its On and very High!! ( he smirked again when she met his eyes innocently)

Anu was looking for her parents desperately around.. Luckily she still hadnt found where they were.

Arnav: Anu loves this game so much.. We should play it often..Hai naa? ( he teased )

Before Khushi could react, Anu traced them and opened the curtains wide apart screaming in happiness..

Anu: I found you.. yehhhh..

Arnav: That was so quick!! ( he murmured not getting enough moment to spend with Khushi and no wonder she heard it too.)

Anu: Your turn Paa..
Arnav: Anu.. You caught both me and Maa right? So now we both will find you.. Go and hide.. Go..!!
Khushi: NAHI..!! ( she spatted)

She had no plans to be alone with Arnavji again and land up in any more uneasy situations.. Not that she didnt like to, but her quota for today was done.. She cannot resist her husband for too long if he keeps becoming so cheesy with her. She loved his attention , she wanted his attention but she was equally too shy to accept it all of a sudden like this..

Arnav: Excuse me? What NAHI? Dont you want to play ?
Khushi: (composing herself): You both play.. I will see if the Lunch is ready.
Arnav: DONT !! ( he warned her holding her hand )

She stared in his eyes for few seconds.. She knew these moments with him are precious.. She cannot afford to miss them either.. No matter how much she is shy, she cannot hurt Arnavji at this point and ignore him when he is so much interested in fulfilling their relationship.. Anu was pulling Khushi's Dress pleading her to play too..

Anu: Maa.. One more time.. Please.. maaaa..

Khushi sighed seeing her husband and daughter and then replied back.

Khushi ( cupping Anu's face): Okay.. Go and hide.. Maa and Paa will find you.. Go..

Anu happily left the room to hide while Khushi met Arnav's eyes which looked pleased by her decision.

Khushi: Dont get ideas!! I told you that earlier ( she clarified again)... Chaliye ..Lets find her..

Arnav: ( held her arm and stopped her): Actor main hoon.. But you too act very well Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada.. And you know what's the best part of it?  ( Khushi was clueless.. She kept looking at his face as he leaned closer to whisper in her ears).. We both want to stay close.. Its just that I accept it openly and you are hiding it still giving some damm excuse!!

That definately made Khushi blush again and this time she didnt hide herself either. She just kept staring at his eyes.

Arnav: Ek baar main shoots ke liye outdoor gaya naa.. Tum Miss karogi mujhe.. !! Next flight pakad ke aaogi mere paas.. ( Once I go outdoor for my shoots.. You are going to miss me like hell and taking the immediate next flight, you will come to me wherever I am)

Khushi scrouched her eyebrows but her intentions were not to defend herself this time.

Khushi: Thats not going to happen.. Know why? ( she gently brushed his hair with her fingers smiling at him ).. Because.. I am not letting you go away from me and Anu again.. Not even for your shoots.. And even if you have to.. We will go together..
Arnav Loved her reply.. Thats what he wanted to hear from her.. She was equally in love with him, she proved it by these few lines..
Arnav: Promise?
Khushi blinked her eyes..

"Maaa.. Paaa. .Find me.. ", Anu screamed from somewhere outside the room. Thats when the couple realised they had to wind up their romantic talks and find their daughter who was hiding from them. They dispersed from the room together, holding hands, to fetch her..

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Part 37

It was just a warm get together in Raizada house arranged for the success of the Ad which Arnav and Khushi had shot together for the STAR Diamonds. Only the very close friends and relatives were invited to celeberate this success. Khushi came in the kitchen to take the sweets outside. Arnav was in the Kitchen opening the bear bottle. They both gave a glance to each other. But he quickly looked the other way gulping the bear down. She kept the sweets plate aside and came to him, clutching his shirt gently.

Khushi: Are you so busy outside that you arent even acknowleding your wife's frequent stares at you?

Arnav held her wrist and made her leave him.

Arnav: You know why I am behaving so Khushi. Dont try to butter me up by these gestures now.

He was about to leave but she blocked his way placing her hands on either sides of the Kitchen slab, blocking him there.

Khushi: Arnavji.... ( her tone was sweetish and no wonder it got some goosebumps on his skin too as she fiddled with his shirt button)

He had to admit his wife knows how to convince him these days. Her simple gesture of pinning him somewhere aloof from the worlds eyes also was enough to feel the romantic air between them. But this time he wont give up so soon. Suddenly Garima entered the kitchen for getting something and she was stunned to see her daughter and Son in law there that too in a not so okay position. She cleared her throat to get their attention looking elsewhere. Khushi immediately left her hands and Arnav got a chance to leave the Kitchen. Khushi felt embarrassed. She hadnt expected anyone in the kitchen at this moment.

GArima ( walking in): Dont worry. Its okay.. I understand. Your husband has returned back after 2 weeks from his shoots. This happens.
Khushi fiddled with the Saree Pallu ends blushing hard.
Khushi: Mumma.. Its not that what you thinking. We were just talking..
GArima: Yea. yea.. I could see that.. ( she teased back) Anyways.. Guests are waiting for you to join them.. Come..

Garima was about to drag her but Khushi didnt look so much interested in it.

Garima: what happened? Any problem Khushi?
Khushi: ( pouting): Kind of..
Garima: What? Did Arnav say anything?
Khushi ( sighed in disappointment): No.. infact he isnt saying anything. Thats the problem.

Garima: I didnt get you Khushi.
Khushi had to elaborate the problem so that her mother can understand.
Khushi: You know he had been to Mauritius for 2 weeks. Actually I had promised him that whenever he goes for outdoor shoots, I would join him. And after all the problems we had between us in the past, this was the first shoot he was leaving for after we sorted. And I couldnt even manage to go with him. You know I had those International clients coming up here which is why I had to wait. He understands that.. I mean he knows my work is important too. But he expected me to be there atleast after the clients left . I should have gone. He waited for me so desperately and I.. Damm!! Ruined his plans.. He had set everything up there. How could I do this?

Garima: Ohh.. So this is why my daughter is looking gloomy even after her husband's return?
Khushi: Hmm.. He didnt even talk to me properly since last night. I was so eager to hear from him about the shoot, but he purposely spent most of the time with Anu only. He ignored me Mumma.. I know its my fault but..
Garima ( sighed): Hmm.. such things happen Khushi. Its hard to convince a husband when he is upset due to such reasons. But you can do it.
Khushi: Hopefully. !!  (she smiled weakly)

The mother and daughter then left outside to entertain the guests again. Arnav was sitting amidst his best pals, those were his friends from bollywood. One of them called Khushi to join them. Arnav once again met her eyes as she walked towards him. No wonder they were always best in pretending before the guests everything was cool between them. She stood beside Arnav and started talking to the other men. Arnav was still gulping his drink when he felt Khushi's fingers entwining with his. Though she was busy talking to the others, her hands had found their way to hold his fingers in the hope of pacifying him. He very gently slid his fingers off her grip and leaned to her ear whisper. People watching them could just be " Awwed" seeing him whispering some loving notes to her.

Arnav: ( whispered to her): This wont work baby.. !!

He pulled back but his eyes still not leaving hers. He passed a smile at her and then left away to meet the other bunch of people waiting for his attention. Khushi nervously sighed again. If he keeps ignoring her like this, she will die. Yea. She was serious. All these months after their marriage she had faced the odds in this relationship.. It was only few times that she got attention from him after he confessed his love for her. Now if he stops that again, she cannot survive.

An idea popped in her mind and she immediately played the a light music for the guests to join the floor with their partners and dance. Arnav stopped and turned at her. He could see the smile on her lips which was conveying him so much tonight. She purposely played the music, he knew. Before she could advance towards him, he asked Garima for a dance. Garima was surprised but she could not deny her son in law. He took Garima on the floor and danced casually. Khushi was burning in anger now. Just few minutes she waited to decide how on earth will she manofy her husband Arnavji and when she didnt get any proper answers, she thought of doing what she thinks is right. She walked towards him and her mother and within a swift motion, she stopped them from dancing.

Khushi ( looking at her mother): Can I borrow my husband Mumma.. ??
Garima chuckled whereas Arnav was holding up his smirk. He knew she was jealous of any woman these days whom he even talks nicely with. Garima left the floor and Khushi was about to drag Arnavji out when he roughly pulled Khushi for the dance. Their fingers coiled up again with each other, eyes locked, smiles and smirks faded as they felt the heat rising up between them with the music.

Khushi: I am sorry Arnavji.. ( they kept dancing)
Arnav: Its not enough. ( he swayed her once and again danced in rhythem)
Khushi: If you ignore me like this, I wont be able to do more either.

This one sentence had so much depth in it. He crashed her on him while continuing the dance.

Arnav: What more? ( he asked huskily)
Khushi gulped down. But she really meant everything what she told to him now.
Khushi: You know it. ( she tried not to explain him as it would be difficult for her)
Arnav still wanted to hear it from her. Thats all.
Arnav: WHAT MORE? ( he repeated)

They had stopped dancing at the moment, but were still in the same position. Luckily no one had time to see them. ALl were busy in their own dance.

Khushi: I wont say lets start a family Arnavji... Because we already have one daughter to care of. But as a husband and wife there are still some gaps which we might need to fill in. ( she looked down )
Arnav had no words to say but he still poured his heart out.
Arnav: Thats why I wanted you in Mauritius . To fill those gaps between us.. !! Do you realise how much I missed you there?
Khushi ( cupping his face): You think I was getting sleep here? I even tried changing my side of the bed and sleep on yours but no luck.. I was depreived of sleep totally. I even messed up one of my Client meet when instead of taking my Clients name I took yours!!
Arnav ( smirked): Good. I am happy I could make that effect on you staying far off. ( he pinched her nose)
Khushi: Oww..

Garima again came there but even this time she really didnt mean to disturb the couple.

Garima: Khushi I will leave. Shashi is alone at home . And haan.. I will take Anu too with me.
Both Arnav and KHushi looked at each other with mixed emotions. Did his mother in law hear their romantic conversation which is why she took this decision of taking Anu along?

Khushi: Why mumma?
Garima: You both will need ample of rest after this tireing party. I will put Anu to sleep there with us .You can pick her tomorrow morning. She will be fine dont worry.
Arnav didnt deny.
Khushi: Uh.. ( she looked at her husband once and then she too didnt deny what her mother proposed)
Garima: Alright.. You both enjoy .. Good night.

Garima slowly pulled Khushi away to pass her final message.

Garima: ( whispering ): Sort out the issues between you and Arnav.. I am giving you enough time.
Khushi's cheeks turned red.
Khushi: I will.. Bye..

She pushed her mother away and then came back  to Arnavji who was desperately waiting for her.

Arnav: We should end the party soon.
Khushi had the same thought. He left her arm to go and stop the music. She kept on watching him .. All the time ..Finally she could convince him and this was leading them to a new step in their marriage too. She just hoped from here on, there will be no more conflicts which can ruin their sweet relationship.

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Few weeks later

Headlines..

"Looks like the love life of our Bollywood Hearthrob ASR and his wife Khushi is on a full roll. Yesterday they were spotted in Roy Productions Premier, walking hand in hand and watching the movie with some close group of friends. Seems the couple have been spending lot more quality time together as ASR has taken one month off from his next shoot schedules. Our sources have also confirmed the couple is also going to attend the "Bollywood Awards Festival" in South Africa next month as ASR is been nominated for 4 different award categories. It will be good to see this lovely pair who are termed as "Arshi" by their fans before the cameras once again"

Arnav smirked at the headlines on TV and started calling Khushi who was bathing Anu. When she didnt respond, he himself made his way inside only to find Anu and Khushi playing in the Tub.

Khushi (sprinkling the warm water on Anu's face): You naughty girl.. Take this now.. ( she gigled)

Anu splashed more water on her feeling excited of this play. Arnav came there and kneeled outside the tub grabbing their attention.

Arnav: My two angels , damped in water.. ummm .. delicious.. ( he said looking at Khushi who immediately pinched his arm before he could hold her)
Khushi: Arnavji? ( she gestured him not to talk unhealthy before Anu )
Arnav: What? I didnt just compliment you alone.. I said TWO Angels.. Not ONE!!
Khushi blushed hard and splashed some water on him too.
Arnav: What the!!

Anu started gigling and splashing the water more on Arnav than Khushi..

Arnav: I wont leave you both..

Saying that he started splashing the water on both of them.. All the three laughing like never before. Their life was never so beautiful like today.  Arnav and Khushi might have married for a reason year back but who had thought that one turn in their life would end up landing them into a blissful eternity?

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8 Months later

Khushi was eating Jalebi's sitting on the Kitchen counter at 11:00pm in the night, while Arnav was watching her eat, standing right next to her. He had a contended smile on his face as he admired his wife in that simple pink night gown so much hungry all of a sudden. Not that he didnt knew the reason behind it.

Khushi ( munching the jalebi's): One last one .. ( she demanded)
He passed another Jalebi to her but then stopped suddenly and fed it himself. She smiled happily and munched it meeting his eyes.

Arnav: Water?
Khushi: Hmmm.. Cold..
Arnav: No, You might catch cold. I cant risk that.
Khushi: No Arnavji.. I am used to it. PLease give me some cold water.
Arnav: No means No Khushi.

He walked to the filter and poured the normal temperature water in a glass and got it to her.

Arnav: Drink.
Khushi: Little colder than this.. Please.. ( she pouted)
Her demands were increasing day by day but he loved the fact that he was going through all this in his life. THis moment was so much unique and blissful. He sighed in frustration and mixed some cold water in the glass. She drank it quickly. Thats when Anu came down looking for them.

Anu ( rubbing her eyes): Maa.. Paa.

Arnav: Anu?
Khushi: Come here baby.. How did you wake up? Got scared in the room?
Arnav picked Anu up and gave her in Khushi's arms as the baby demanded to go to her mother . Anu rested on Khushi's lap while the father was still standing close to them.
Anu: ( touching Khushi's stomach): Maa.. Your stomach is blowing like baloon. ( she gigled caressing it gently)

Arnav and Khushi looked at each other with a sort of appreciation.

Khushi: We should tell her. ( she said to Arnav)
Arnav: Hmmm.. Go ahead.
Khushi ( blushing): No.. You tell her. You explain so well.
Arnav( raising his eyebrows and coming closer): I do? What have I explained to you for getting that praise?
Khushi bite her lower lip not wanting to say anything which can get them into an unwanted position before ANu.

Anu was getting sandwiched between her parents. She tried moving on Khushi's lap which made the couple realise they should concentrate on her.

Arnav: Okay.. I will tell her.
He diverted his gaze on Anu and holding her arm, he made Anu touch Khushi's stomach.
Arnav: Anu.. You know why Maa's stomach is blowing like a balloon? ( Anu noded a No).. Thats because.. She is having a baby inside this.. A baby just like you..

Anu's eyes sparkled with happiness.

Anu ( screaming): Baby? Inside this. Maa.. really?
Khushi noded blushing hard but smiling.
ANu: Bring it out . I want to play with the baby.
Khushi: The baby will come out in few months. Just when you will be having your Pre-school holidays. Then you can play with him/her as long as you wish.

Anu was elated. She hugged Khushi tight.

Anu: ( turning to Arnav): Paa.. You also blow your stomach. I want a baby from you also. ( she demanded)
Arnav: What the !!
Khushi bursted out laughing and later so did Arnav.
Arnav: Anu.. Baby comes out only from Mumma's.
Anu: Then what do Daddy do?

Now she was going overboard. This was something both Khushi and Arnav couldnt explain her.

Arnav: You would like to Explain that to her Khushi ? ( he mockingly asked)
Khushi patted his arms widening her eyes gesturing him to be quiet.
Arnav: Alright. Lets get you both to sleep now. Come. .

He slowly made Khushi get down from the Kitchen slab.

Khushi: I can walk. You hold Anu.
Arnav: Sure you can walk baby? I can carry you up.
Khushi: I am just 6 months pregnant. You can carry me when I am 9. Chaliye.. ( she replied )
Arnav: Yes Maam..

Saying that he picked Anu in arms and started patting her to sleep while walking with his wife to their bedroom. Soon their lives was going to change again and their family count increasing. Nonetheless, the couple was super excited and waiting desperately for these few more weeks to pass.

The END