You Ought to be Mine - Season 1

Prologue

It had been an hour she was sitting like this on the bed, in her Bridal Lehnga, wearing all those heavy jewellery.. She was battling herself from past 6 weeks and finally she had to lose this Battle and marry the most Cruel man on this earth whom she till date only knew by his name and face.. She had no idea what life she would have with him from today.. Would it be as told by her Friend Preeto?? Will it be all Dark, Gloomy,  full of pain and depressions?? She had googled about him once before the marriage day and there she did find some real messed up things about his character. Is he really a Rich Spoilt Brat?? She shut her eyes tight to supress that fear which she had within her regarding her husband and the life he would give her ahead.. She snapped the thoughts from her mind , trying to remember what her mother had told her once when she was just 14 years old.. "Accept your Husband's goodness and evil together Khushi.. Only then you can be happy with him.."




Tears welled up in her eyes remembering her mother.. Wish she was still alive.. If she would have been alive, she would never let her marry A man like Arnav Singh Raizada.. It was only Fate that made her take such a decision or else she would have not even thought of marriage for the next 3 years.. She was hardly 21 and the Man she married was already 28. That wasnt a huge Age difference. But still she was sure, he wasnt a one who can understand what a girl of her age would be wishing for.. And vice versa.. She just hoped she would be able to get upto her husband's expectations..

She came out of her thoughts when she heard the room door getting knocked.. Her breathing rate did increase and with much efforts she did open her eyes and see the peron whom she expected to be none other than her husband but no.. It wasnt him.. Some maid had come inside with a Tray of some Milk and Fruit Juice .. She was surprised.. She pulled her Ghoonghat aside looking at the maid and managed to ask..

Khushi: Where is He?
Maid: He just left from his Car somewhere..!!

Saying that the Maid placed the Tray on the side table and left the room.. Khsuhi was really surprised.. He Left?? Where? And that too tonight? Is this the time to go out of the house? And that too on his marriage night? She got up from the bed and walked to get the door shut from inside.. SHe had no idea what was happening.. She closed her eyes remembering the last few scenes with him which could try finding out why he left her like that??

She remembered how the Priest declared after she and Arnav took the Seven Pheras around the holy Fire ..

"Ab Aap Pati Patni Hue.. Yeh Vivaah Sampann Hua.. " (Now you both are Husband and Wife.. The Marriage is fulfilled ritually)

She remembered how he dragged her angrily towards his Car while she was crying hugging her friend Preeto at the Bidaai time.. She remembered how he himself drove the Car towards his House with full speed not even realising she wasnt comfortable enough with his Driving..  She remembered how he denied the maids from doing anything special to welcome them in this house, not letting his newly married wife fulfil any of the Griha Pravesh rituals which are usually done when a Bride enters the new house.. She remembered how he roared in anger at one of the Maids tried to tell him about some Sheetal ..

"The Maids of Raizada Mansion should know what to speak and before whom.. Maria.. Take her Upstairs.. "

She instantly opened her eyes remembering this scene.. Who was this Sheetal? Why didnt her husband allowed the maid to talk to him about Sheetal before her? What was he hiding?? And why?? She was his Legally wedded wife now.. Doesnt she have the right to know each and everything about him? Why did he make her leave upstairs? And now.. he isnt even home? Where did he go? All these questions haunted her mind like never before.. She had no answers to any of them.. She walked towards the Mirror, and stood there adoring herself.. Right from the Sindoor on her forehead till the Toe ring she wore in her feet , everything was glowing on her.. The charm of a Bride was always so pure and serene she thought.. She started taking off some of her heavy jewelleries one by one and in few minutes, she already had packed them in a Big Box and placed it inside the Closet.. The Closet which was full with her husband's stuffs. His Shirts, his trousers, his Suits, jackets, watches, wallets, shoes, ties, everything was just arranged in the most decent manner.. But then where would she stuff her belongings?? That was a major question.. She just thought of finding some place for her stuffs too but may be the next day. Today she was totally tired by all the rituals and her husband's absence in the house was also not giving her any good.. She walked to the bed to lie down.. Holding the Mangal Sutra in her palms, she closed her eyes to gets some sleep.. She didnt knew when her husband would return , infact she didnt even knew if he would return before morning or not..





The Sunshine glowed the entire room, waking up Khushi too who managed to get a real good sleep last night.. All her tiredness and stress was soothed and she heard another door knock.. She instantly remembered her husband wasnt there with her at night and pulling the Ghoonghat back on her head, covering it, she hurried to the door and opened .. The maid named Maria who had dropped her to this room last night smiled at her and wished her a Good Morning.. Khushi wished her back..

Maria: Sorry to wake you up Maam.. But.. Since you are new to this house, I wanted to know what will you like to have for breakfast..I will ask the Servants to cook that..
Khushi: Anything Maria.. But.. They dont need to cook .. I will do it on my own.. For both of us..
Maria (Little surprised): Sorry Maam.. But you are not allowed to enter the Kitchen or work.. Thats strict orders we have got ..
Khushi :(Smiling): But why? I mean I am the Bahu of this house.. And I have a right to cook for my husband,..
Maria: You surely do Maam.. But please dont force us to break ASR's words.. Just freshen up, we will get the breakfast ready till then..

Saying that Maria was leaving when She stopped her again..

Khushi: Is he back home??
Maria : No Maam.. Not yet..
Khushi: What? But.. Didnt he tell where he is going??
Maria: He never lets us know Maam.. And we dont have the authority to ask him too..!!

Maria's words did build some fear in Khushi's heart for her husband.. What kind of man was he? He never told anyone where he was going.. Even if Khushi wished to go to a small shop, she would inform her Driver, her Maids, everyone .. Her husband was totally opposite to her.. She turned back to the bed to arrange it properly when she heard some footsteps .. She turned back realising it must be her husband's and thats when he entered the door and stopped seeing her inside. It was clear from his face that he didnt sleep properly last night and now his expressions were changing  reflecting immense anger..

Arnav: Maria.. Maria.. (He Screamed in anger which could shake whole of the Raizada Mansion for sure.. )

Khushi herself was shocked to see him screaming like this.. Maria rushed there to check what was wrong.. She was already scared..

Maria: Yes ASR.. (She said looking down ).
Arnav (Seeing Khushi angrily): I asked you to take her Upstairs.. That didnt mean you had to drop her in MY ROOM..
Maria was surprised and so was Khushi.. He continued looking at her confused face..
Arnav: GET OUT..!!

Maria felt bad for seeing her Boss Scolding his newly married wife like that and specially when he asked her to Get Out..

Arnav (Seeing her not moving at all): I said.. Get out.. (his voice was surely rough and enough for Khushi to jerk once in fear)
Khushi : But..
Arnav (Turning to Maria): Maria.. Do I pay you to be a Statue here?
Maria realised what she had to do.. She rushed inside and held Khushi's hand..
Maria: Maam .. Let me show you your room..
Khushi: Maria.. But.. This is..

Arnav: (Interrupting):  MY ROOM.. ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA'S ROOM and no one other than me ever has a right on it.. Understood .. Now Get Out..!!

Khushi had nothing to say after this.. Her mind was so much confused with this behaviour of his but Maria managed to get her out of the room in no time and the moment she stepped out, she heard a loud bang of the door getting shut behind her.. She turned back to see, he had closed his room door and she was standing exactly outside the room premises.

Maria: Maam.. This way..!! (She gestured Khushi to walk with her but Khushi denied.)
Khushi: What is going on? Have you ever seen a Husband and Wife staying in two different rooms?? How can he just throw me out of his room? And what was that way to talk ???
Maria (Feeling bad): Maam.. Let me show you your room first..ASR is in a bad mood since last night.. Let him sort his mind first.. I am sure after that he will talk to you..

Saying that and holding Khushi again, Maria led her towards the next room which was attached to Arnav's room .. She opened the door for her and then Khushi came inside..

Maria: Let me get your luggage here.. Just freshen up and get ready maam.. And if you need anything just dial 3 from the extension and I will be right at your service..

Maria closed the door and left the room only for Khushi to be still stunned on Arnav's behaviour.. She had heard what kind of Man he was.. She knew he was short tempered, ruthless and stubborn personality but what was this behaviour?

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After an Hour

She scanned the Kitchen of Raizada Mansion which she found after almost 15 minutes of her home tour .. The house was really big enough for almost 6 to 7 families to stay but it currently had only a newly married couple staying here and that too with some 8 to 10 servants.. Maria was guiding the Maids to arrange the breakfast at the Dinning table when she saw Khushi at the Kitchen door..

Maria: Maam?? Why did you come here? You could have called me.. You needed something?
Khushi: Uhh .. No.. I just wanted a phone charger.. I have to call up my home.. And my Mobile Battery has drained out.
Maria: Ohh Sure.. But till then why dont you use the Landline Phone.. Please come this way Maam..

Khushi followed Maria to the Living room where Maria showed her the Cordless Phone placed at the Centre Table in between the Couch..

Khushi: Thanks.
She instantly picked the Phone and conincidently she pressed the "Last Dialed Number" Button which showed  the name "Sheetal".. This was the same name she had heard from the maids last night .. She stopped Maria and asked her..

Khushi: Who is Sheetal?
Maria was glued to the floor hearing this question from her Maam.. She turned back to face her and seeing Khushi's questioning eyes she didnt understand if she indeed needed to answer this to her or not..
Maria: Maam.. Just make the call and I will serve the Breakfast for you..
Khushi's anger was totally on her nerves now.. What was happening in this house?

Khushi: What is going On here? Why is everyone so much disturbed  ..? I asked a simple question to you Maria.. Who is SHEETAL??

"THATS ME".. Came a reply from the other end.. Both Maria and Khushi turned towards this direction and saw a Young Girl standing in her formals, holding a File in her hand and giving a Fake smile to Khushi.. She walked to the Living room , with her heels making the perfect sound on that Marble Floor.. She definately was stylish and beautiful.. She extended her hand towards Khushi who was standing confused wishing to know the exact relation this girl Sheetal shared with this house and specially with her Husband..

Sheetal (Extending her hand for handshake): Hi.. I am Sheetal Mathur..

Khushi didnt know why but she just couldnt give a formal handshake to this lady.. What she could do at the moment was only question back..

Khushi: You and .. Arnavji ..
Sheetal:  (Interrupting) : Are Partners.. !! I mean.. Bussiness Partners.. (She said cunningly and her eyes did roll aside towards the stairs seeing Arnav Singh Raizada all set in his 3 piece Suit to leave for work probably..)

Seeing Sheetal here and that too before his newly wedded Wife, he was little surprised but he still managed to compose himself.. Khushi also saw her husband walking towards them and she continued observing him.. He straightly walked to Sheetal first and gave her a formal Hug before Khushi whose eyes surely popped seeing them like this..

Arnav: (Turning back to Maria ): Maria.. Get your Maam ready by today evening.. We have a reception party held in her Brother's house..

Maria noded and he and Sheetal turned back to leave the house, probably for Office whereas Khushi was left all Stunned to their behaviour.. Why the hell was she thinking that they both did share something other than just being Business Partners?

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Part 1

Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada was in her room alone trying to get the answers of what she saw sometime back down.. Why was her husband Arnav behaving so odd with her? Why didnt he let her stay in his room? Why did he marry her if he didnt wish to accept her as his wife?? What relation did he share with that girl Sheetal? Were they just Bussiness Partners or was there anything else too that they shared? Was it true what she googled about him the other day? Was his character really messed up? She was unpacking her stuffs in the Closet , though she felt it wierd using this room .. This room wasnt her husband's.. It was a Guest room.. This is not where she belonged.. It looked like a nightmare for her wherein she got married to someone she didnt wish to and now she was also been ignored by that same person.. She was still all lost sitting on that bed and unpacking her bags when suddenly she heard the door knock.. She asked the person to come in and there she entered inside.. Anjali Gupta  was standing in a light pink saree holding a small clutch in her hand and smiling at her..

Khushi couldnt control her smile and her tears flooded out seeing her Bhabhi here.. She felt as if it had been ages that she didnt see her which wasnt true.. It was her Bhabhi who had always supported her in all her stuffs. Right from participating in a Dance for the College Functions, or going out to meet her friends at their homes on weekends for group study, everything she had supported her till now.. Anjali was very much attached to Khushi and vice versa.. Khushi left everything on the bed and rushed to hug Anjali.. She hugged her as tight as she could and started crying bitterly..

Anjali caressed her back and tried to soothe her down.> She wasnt understanding why Khushi was crying so much ? What was wrong with her? She pulled back from the hug and cupped her face..

Anjali: Khushi.. Why are you crying so much? Is all Okay here? Where is your husband?? And .. What are you doing in this room??

Khushi was sobbing still but when Anjali asked her all this, she couldnt be quiet.. She replied back wiping her tears..
Khushi: He .. He is out..
Anjali: Out? For work? How can he leave his newly married wife like that and go for work Khushi? Did he speak properly to you? Did he behave good?

Khushi had no idea what she needed to describe to her Bhabhi and what not.!!! Will she understand ? There wasnt anything till date which Khushi hide from her.. Then will she be able to hide her relation with Arnav now? She was still lost in all these thoughts when Anjali shook her..

Anjali: I am asking you something Khushi.. Reply something..!!

Khushi was totally confused what she needed to reply and finally she thought of telling Anjali everything that happened last night and today morning.. Thats when the door knocked again and Maria walked in..

Maria: Maam.. Its Sir's Call for you..!! (She said extending the Cordless phone to her and Khushi was stunned.. He called her??)
Anjali was only watching Khushi's expressions and she clearly understood that Khushi was hiding something from her..Khushi took the phone and did manage to put it on her ears uttering a weak "H...e.. lllo.."

Arnav : Your Bhabhi called me sometime back to take my permission . She wants to take you home for Pagphera.. I denied her... So dont even try going .. Just stay back till I come to pick you in the evening.. !!

Khushi's eyes widened when he heard the loud sound of him cutting the call from his end.. She wasnt even allowed to speak ?
Anjali : What happened? What did he say?
Khushi (Keeping the Phone aside ..): You had asked his permission for Pag Phera??
Anjali: Yes.. I had to.. He doesnt have his family .. It is so obvious that since there are no elders in his house, I had to ask him about this Rasam.. Did he tell you he denied me taking you home??
Khushi: Yes..!!!  (She turned the other side and quickly wiped her tears making up her mind that till she knows why her husband is doing all this with her, she wont tell about his and her relationship status to anyone.. Not even her Bhabhi Anjali..

Anjali:  (She walked before Khushi to face her):Khushi.. I can feel something is majorly wrong between you two.. You have to tell me if he is really treating you like a Wife.. Or is he not even bothered of anything?? Because I didnt find him talking properly to me.. I could feel he is neglecting anything that is related to this marriage..
Khushi (Looking in Anjalis eyes): All is fine Bhabhi.. He is behaving good with me.. Or else why would he call me like that??
Anjali: But then why did he deny the Pag Phera? Why did you cry like this when you saw me here??
Khushi: He denied because he doesnt believe much in all these post marriage rituals.. And .. I missed you.. I missed staying with you .. So seeing you here I couldnt control my tears..

Saying that she walked back to the bed and continued unpacking her stuffs..

Anjali: You Sure Khushi? Are you lieing to me??
Khushi: No Bhbahi.. (She said not meeting Anjali's eyes)
Anjali: Then why are you using this room?? Maria told me you were in Guest room which is this.. Where is Arnav's room? Why arent you staying with him in his room then??

Khushi (Thinking what to tell Anjali now): Uhh!!
Anjali (Walking to her and holding her hands): Tell me the truth Khushi.. Please..
Khushi wished to tell her everything yet she was not sure of disclosing her marriage secrets or not .. She remembered her mother used to tell her , that after marriage, a girl should be handling her marriage issues herself without expecting any help from her her family. Only then she would be getting better resolutions..

Khushi (Faking a smile): Bhabhi.. I am not lieing.. We shifted to this room today morning..Actually Arnavji wishes to renovate that bedroom to accomodate some more furnitures and he wishes to change the wall colours too.. So until then we will stay here..

Anjali was not sure if she should believe this or not.. But at the present she did agree..

Anjali: Fine.. If you say you are Happy, I believe it.. But remember if there is anything you wish to tell me, I am there for you.. Always..
Khushi was really happy hearing this.. She held Anjali's hand and noded a weak Yes..
Khushi: I know Bhabhi.. EVen if Bhai doesnt care, you are always there for me.. After Maa, If I could ever find some comfort and warmth, it was only in you.. Thank you..!!

Anjali and Khushi did hug each other again assuring the other that no one would ever replace their place in each others heart..

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AR Office

He entered his Conference room where some 8 - 10 Clients were sitting there waiting for him to come so that they could start with the meeting.. The moment he entered, they got up to wish him a Good Morning and also to wish him for his Marriage.. Sheetal Mathur followed him and did take her chair next to his while Arnav was still being wished for his marriage and he wasnt much happy in getting these wishes..

Arnav: Lets not get personal life within these walls.. We are here for discussing the Project.. Lets get started.. Where is AMan?? (he said scanning his room )
Sheetal: He is on call with someone out.. Will join us in a minute..
Arnav: Good..!! Lets wait for him then..

He took his seat too and the lights were dimmed for the presentation to be started.. Aman Mathur walked in with his Laptop smiling at everyone and took his seat opposite to Sheetal..
Aman: Sorry for being late.. Lets start then.. !!

The meeting started and Arnav, Sheetal and Aman spent almost 3 hours here in this cabin for finishing the discussions of the new project with the Clients.. When it came to work, no one could beat the spirit in Arnav Singh Raizada to make things work as per his wish. Everything was always His ideas, His Potential, His Brains, His Demands and His deadlines.. Perfection was what was inbuilt in him from birth.. The meeting finally got over and the Clients left the room.. There were only Aman, Sheetal and Arnav inside now with Aman winding up his laptop and other files while Sheetal talking to Arnav..

Sheetal: Are we going out for Dinner tonight??
Aman (Looked at Sheetal and Arnav angrily): Put some sense in your tiny brain Sheetal.. He is married now.. Its his Wedding Reception party tonight in Gupta's house.. And you asking him if he can have dinner with you out??
Sheetal: Am I speaking to you??  (She asked angrily)
Aman: You may not.! But being your Elder brother, I have all rights to guide you.. Do not mess with his married life now.. Enough of this relationship of yours... You get that??

Arnav who was still busy typing some email on his laptop was hearing it all yet ignored to speak anything.. In anyone's favour.. Sheetal was totally angry with the way Aman just spoke to her.. She picked her files and rushed outside the Conference room while Aman stayed back and looked at Arnav..

Aman: I think I am clear enough Arnav.. Hope you will follow my words.. !!
Arnav : Is this Sheetal's Brother Advising me or my Best Friend (Looked at Aman to ask)
Aman: Be it anyone...!! But my point is the same.. Try sorting your new relation instead of sticking to the old one.. !!

Arnav wasnt much pleased with what Aman advised.. Still not barking at him, and maintaining as much as peace possible, he did get up to leave..

Arnav: Lets meet at night then.. I am sure you wont miss my wedding party..!!
Aman just noded his head in amusement seeing Arnav acting so cold towards his new relation and walked out of the room..

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Gupta House

Anjali was back from meeting Khushi.. She was at the present very much busy in checking the arrangements of the Party which was held in their house today.. It was her husband's idea that the reception party would be here in Gupta HOuse.. Though she was surprised knowing her husband actually doing something like this for Khushi, yet she showed her full understanding taking this positive approach from his side.. She was still busy checking  the Flowers Decorations when she heard her husband talking to her .. "Good Work Rani Saheba.. "

She instantly turned back and smiled at her husband Shyam.. She walked to him ..

Anjali: Your one and only one sister's Wedding party is been arranged Shyam.. Why wouldnt I give my best??
Shyam: One correction Rani Saheba.. Its not my Sister's Wedding Party.. !! Its my STEP SISTER's Wedding Party.. (He said grinning wickedly at her while she continued watching him blankly)..
Anjali: She is already away from you now.. But I can see that Hate which you have for her in your heart and mind is still the same.. Will it ever fade Shyam??
Shyam: Never..!! Infact I got her married to the Most cunning man on this earth Arnav Singh Raizada , thinking she would be getting what she deserves, from me and also from him.. So even if I try changing my mind for her... HE NEVER WOULD.. (A wicked smile crept his lips and there he started walking back to the other side of the Living room asking his Servant if the Wedding Cake was ready or not..)

Anjali was feeling truely bad for Khushi.. Because of a brother like him, she was living in a Hell..!! Even then.. And Even Now..!!!

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Part 2

Raizada Mansion

Khushi was fully ready for her Wedding Reception Party which was in her Mayka.. She was waiting for Arnav to come back home so that she can leave with him..But the question was, will he come on time.. She checked the clock. It was already 08:00pm and the party did start an hour back. Anjali had given her innumerous calls until now to know if she and Arnav started.. And there Anjali called up again. Khushi picked the call..

Khushi: Bhabhi.. Just few minutes.. He is not home yet..
Anjali: Not home yet? Did you ring him on his phone? Has he even left from work??
Khushi: I dont know.. May be Yes..
Anjali: Khushi call him and ask.. Everyone here is asking for you both.. Please come soon..
Khushi: Jee Bhabhi.. Just give me some time.. I will call him up and confirm..
Anjali agreed and cut the call.. Khushi had already taken his number from Maria some time back which she dialed now.. No doubt she wasnt comfortable in making this call. But she had no choice..The Phone bell rang and he answered in few seconds..

Arnav: Come outside the door.. I have reached..

He cut the call and she rushed outside in that Pink Lehnga.. She saw his Car parked and he got down hurridly.. He looked at her once and then without spending much time in seeing her, he walked past her asking her to get inside the Car till he changes his Suit.. She didnt deny.. She walked inside the Car and took the front seat .. She comfortably adjusted her Lehnga and checked herself in the front mirror.. She looked outside the window to know if he was coming or not ..May be he needed some more time.. She sighed and then her eyes fell on the Strawberry Red Lip Gloss placed in front of her.. She picked it in her hands..

Khushi( to herself): Whose gloss is this? And what is it doing in Arnavji's Car??

Before she could think anything further, Arnav who sat inside, snatched it from her and threw it at the backseat, starting the car..

Arnav: Its Sheetal's.. She forgot in the Car today morning..!!

Saying that he drove the car outside the Gates and Khushi didnt know how to react to this ..She did steal glances of his in between to know if he was seeing her or not but nope, he looked totally disinterested.. Infact half of the time he was on bluetooth talking to someone and the other half time he was all silent .. They reached the Gupta House where he parked the Car and then got down.. She waited for him to come towards her so that they could get inside together.. But he got some of his friend there coming and congratulating him..

Sunil: Many Many congratulations on your Marriage ASR..
Arnav smirked back and Khsuhi just waited at the side..
Sunil (Turning to Khushi): Bhabhiji.. Congrats . So.. How did you manage to steal an Iron Heart haan??

Khushi just smiled and Arnav started walking with him inside forgetting that even Khushi needed his attention. She followed him and there she met Anjali who was desperately waiting for them to come.. She saw Arnav engrossed in talking to his friends while Khushi walking alone from behind.. She came and hugged her and then took Khushi along with her .. Almost an hour passed and Khushi did receive many wishes from the friends and families.. She glanced once again at her husband who was busy enough with her Brother Shyam and his friends pouring the Champagne in their glasses.. He was so much engrossed in everyone that he didnt even care for her.. And something which really caught Khushi's attention at the moment was the presence of Sheetal Mathur beside Arnav all the time when he was talking to his friends and Guests.. Why?? Only because she was his bussiness partner, she had rights to be with him all the time? She was very much uncomfortable when she saw her husband talking all nicely to that Sheetal and not even making effort in knowing what his newly married wife was doing.. She walked angrily outside her own house feeling suffocated.. She walked to their garden and started crying .. She wasnt happy with what all was happening in her life.. Everything was such a mess.. She never got the love of people she always wished to have in her life.. Firstly her mother with whom she spent only few years of her childhood .. And then her Brother Shyam.. How she wished to get all that warmth from him , that care and concern from him but he never even talked to her properly.. Infact even when they stayed in the same house, he didnt even spend a second to know how his sister was ? Whether she needed anything? Who were her friends? How was her studies going on? How much marks she passed with? Did she like someone in college ? Did she wish to marry at such a tender age? Nothing.. All he did was keeping his heart closed for her.. Only because she was his step sister.. But was this her fault..?? Did she choose to be his step sister?? Why did he hurt her? And now her husband Arnav.. He was the worst of all. Forget paying attention to her needs, he didnt even bother to look at her.. Infact he didnt even wish to stay in the same room where she is.. What kind of relation is this? Will she able to withstand such a relation throughout her life?? Her tears did roll down her cheeks but she wiped them instantly when she heard some foot steps from behind her.. Turning her head she saw some unknown man walking towards her .. She composed herself knowing he was one of the guest and she had seen him with Arnavji in the party.. The man before her and introduced himself extending his hand..

Man: Hey Bhabhi.. I am Aman Mathur .. (His words surely spread some smile on her face..)
Khushi (Joining her palms): Namaste..
Aman really was impressed with her behaviour.. Such a true Indian Bride she was..
Aman: What are you doing here? You should be with ASR..
Khushi: Yeah.. But .. I was feeling suffocated.. So came out for some fresh air..
Aman wasnt convinced. He could clearly see the stains of some tear drops on her cheeks.. But he knew who the reason was for letting it happen.. His sister Sheetal.. Definately seeing some husband so stuck to some other girl wont be tolerated by any wife..

Aman: Uhh!! Never mind.. You had some fresh air atleast.. Come.. Lets get back in..
Khushi smiled and they both walked towrads the house again..
Khushi: You are Arnavji's friend?
Aman: Yeah.. Infact we are Bussiness Partner too..
Khushi : Partners?
Aman: Yeah why??
Khushi: No.. I mean I still dont know much about his professional life.. Like.. How many partners he has .. His clients.. Etc etc..
Aman (Chuckling): First know his Personal life and take a control over it.. Then think of his Bussiness..
Khushi noded and then finally reached in.. Anjali was again searching her..

Anjali: Where did you go Khushi? Come.. You and Arnav need to cut the cake..
Khushi excused Aman and then Anjali took her towards the Centre table where Arnav was already standing.. He did see her with Aman and for sure his mood was little off . She came and stood beside him and he passed her the knife..

Shyam: Hold it tight Khushi. Never know when it will slip and fall down forever from your hands..
He was surely saying this talking about the relationship Khushi had started with Arnav and not about the knife.. He really knew one thing.. Seeing  Arnav's ignorance, it wouldnt be long when Khushi would leave him or he would leave her and she will return back to her Mayka forever.. Everyone cheered the couple when Arnav held her hand to hold the knife together and they cut the Wedding Cake.. She took out a small piece and then fed Arnav looking in his eyes.. He obviously wasnt seeing her. He ate the peice she fed before the guests and then continued opening another Champagne bottle, spilling it out and pouring it in the glasses .. She just hated this..

Everyone again started enjoying the party while Anjali could clearly see how Arnav was behaving with Khushi..She tried to talk to Khushi on this matter but she never got a straight answer from her..

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The Party was finally Over.. The guests started leaving and so was even Sheetal.. She scanned for Aman and found him talking to Khushi .. She poked Arnav and asked him to see that side where his wife was gigling with Aman Mathur , with Anjali besides them..

Sheetal: Now I dont understand why Aman is taking her side so much.. ??
Arnav: Aman is always with us Sheetal.. But his over concern for this girl surely irks me..
Sheetal: And upon that his Million dollar advice asking me to stay away from you.. !! Haa..!! As if I would listen to him..!
Arnav: Forget that.. Its too late.. We should be leaving..
Sheetal noded her head and Arnav walked to Shyam to bid him a formal Bye..

Anjali : Aman... You really made us laugh too much today..
Aman: My pleasure Anjali.. But this was all for the New Bride.. !!
Khushi: Thanks Aman.. Really means a lot to me..
Aman: Ahh!! Stop being formal.. Friends..  (He said extending his hand towards her and she joined it too)..
Khushi: Friends.. (She replied smiling.)

Thats when Arnav came to them and stood beside Aman..
Arnav: Does that mean you forgot your old friends Aman?
Khushi instantly took her hands off Aman's and then looked aside..
Aman: That wont happen.. Dont worry.. Leaving?
Arnav: Yeah.. Damm Sleepy..!!
Aman: Okay..!! Good night then.. Bye Khushi..!!
Khushi bid a bye to everyone and then walked with Arnav outside back to their Car.. Anjali did come out with them to drop her till the Parking..Arnav was far ahead to get the Car and Khushi and Anjali walked slow..

Anjali: Take Care Khushi and call me when you get some free time there..
Khushi: I will Bhabhi.. And stop worrying about me.. I am really fine.. You take of yourself and Bhai..
Anjali hugged her tight and then Khushi left for the Car.. Once again after some minutes of a silent Journey, he stopped the Car at  the door and she opened the car door to get down.. But she didnt find him doing the same.. She turned back and asked him..

Khushi: Arent you coming in??
Arnav: Later.. Get down..!!
Khushi: But..
Arnav (Angrily): I said.. GET DOWN DAMMIT..!!!

That words were really loud enough for even the guards of their house to listen.. Tears welled up in her eyes and she got down feeling disgusted seeing his this level of unnecessary behaviour.. The moment she shut the car door, he drove with full speed outside the gates leaving his Bride once again all alone in his House.

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It was late night 02:00am and Khushi was still awake in her room.. Sobbing hugging her pillow.. She was missing her mother now.. She really wished her mother was alive..How peaceful her life would have been.. Why did her mother leave her alone in this world?? Why?? Why was she always made to suffer for no reasons..?? Why did Arnavji marry her if he wasnt interested??

She instantly got up from her bed.. All these questions were haunting her mind and she know it was already too late to ask Arnav this.. She should have done that right at the time when he removed her out of his room today morning.. But not anymore.. She got up from the bed and then adjusting her night suit, she walked out to his room. She knocked the door once only to find it open.. She entered inside and saw the bed was vacant.. Means he wasnt home yet.. Where did he go? Whatever it was, she wont be sitting quiet and taking all this things from him..Whenever he returns back home, be it anytime, she would get all the answers from him.. She sat on his bed and started HER WAIT.. !!

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She didnt realise when she dozed off on his bed at night.. When she opened her eyes, it was early morning 04:00 am and she heard a sharp noise in her ears .. Like someone was screaming at the top of his voice.. She opened her eyes fully and saw the person standing before her.. Her husband was watching her dangerously and she knew what was wrong with him.. She got up hurridly from the bed.. Within no instance , he covered the distance between them and grabbing her hand , he dragged her towards the door to throw her out and she started struggling..

Khushi: Arnavji.. Stop.. !!
Arnav: I dont like people repeating the same mistakes twice.. Didnt I warn you not to enter this room??
Khushi (Stopping at the door): WHY?? WHY am I not allowed.. You married me Arnavji.. Fulfilling all the rituals, taking a vow before the holy fire that you will share your life with me till death then why cant you share this room with me? Why cant you share your love with me? Why cant you give me some respect just like every wife deserves from her husband?? Why?? (She screamed in anger and he saw the fire in her eyes which was burning her from inside.. )

Arnav: Because I HATE YOU. Did you get my reply? Now leave..

He almost pushed her back and she balanced herself still .. He was about to shut the door of his room when she placed her hand in between to stop him from closing that door before answering her questions.. But in that small tug of war, the door did hurt her hand very badly giving her immense pain.. She hissed feeling that pain inside her and he too was shocked to see her like this.. In no instance he started screaming for Maria..Who came there in some minutes ,waking up from her sleep.. Seeing Khushi's hurt hand she too was worried a lot..

Arnav: (Commanding Maria):  Dress that wound of hers .. (Looking at Khushi then).. And you better stick to your room then loitering in mine..!!

He shut the door on her face again and walked inside the Bathroom to get a Shower. She was such a pain in his life. How he wished he had not married her..


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Part 3

Maria: (Walking Behind Khushi who was angrily getting inside her room): Maam.. Please let me dress your wound..
Khushi didnt speak a word.. She rushed inside her room and pulled her bag which she had unpacked yesterday..
Maria: Maam.. The wound is fresh.. You cannot leave it open like that ..
Khushi: (Angrily): Why do you care Maria..?? If your Sir doesnt, so shouldnt you..!!

Maria truely felt bad for what she said.. But she continued pleading..
Maria: Maam.. Please understand..
Khushi didnt hear a word and continued packing her clothes from the closet.. Maria was shocked to see her packing bags..
Maria: Maam.. Why are you packing your clothes?
Khushi: (Wiping her tears which were flowing continuously from her eyes ): I am not staying here anymore..
Maria: (Shocked): Maam.. Dont do this.. Sir would be angry if we let you go..

Khushi didnt reply anything.. She packed her bag hurridly and took as much as she could and started pulling the Bag outside the room with her.. Maria followed her..

Maria: Maam.. Just wait.. Dont go like this. Maam..

Khushi had nothing to reply to her.. She started walking down the stairs taking her bag which was really heavy for her .. MAria rushed to call Arnav from his room as she knew only he was the one who can stop her at the moment.. It was very hard for Khushi to get that heavy bag down the stairs alone and that too when her eyes were filled with tears and blocking her clear view..

She was about to miss one step and slip on those stairs when suddenly she felt someone holding her hand and balancing her.. She was so scared realising the fact that she was going to fall down but then the sudden feeling of someone holding her hand and balancing her , made her open her eyes and look in that direction.. Unexpectedly she saw her husband Arnav holding her hand at the moment and Maria taking her bag from her other hand.. Maria left upstairs taking the bag while Khushi and Arnav just kept looking at each other.. This was the first time that he held her hand .. If he leaves it by any chance, no one would help her from falling down all those stairs and hurt herself.. Neither did he pull her back nor did he leave her.. He just held her hand and kept looking at her..

Arnav: Bahut jaldi hai ghar jaane ki? ( Too eager to go back home?)
Khushi: Haan.. But why do you care? Just leave me..!!
Arnav: You will hurt yourself if I leave you Khushi.. There some 20 more stairs waiting to give you immense pain if I leave this hand.
Khushi (Gulping down her fear hearing his words): Its better I take that pain than the ones which you keep giving me..!!

Arnav: Soch Lo.. Ek baar agar maine yeh haath chod diya, toh phir nahi pakdunga.. (Think again Khushi.. If  I leave this hand now, I wont be catching it back anytime..)
Khushi: (Confidently): Soch liya..!!! Chodiye humme.. (I thought about it.. Leave me ..!!)
Arnav: (Shrugging his shoulder): Theek hai.. Agar chot khaane ka itna hi shauk hai toh lo.. (OKay.. If you are so much eager to invite pain then take it.. )

Saying that he started loosening his grip from her wrist but not breaking the eye lock with her.. He could easily see the change in her facial expressions when he loosened his grip like that as if she wished him not to let her go.. There was only one inch of her wrist that he had held hers now and if he left that, she would have slipped down the stairs.. She closed her eyes tight to bear that pain which she would be getting after some fraction of seconds praying to her Devi Maiyaa to help her giving some courage to bear it.. But the moment the she felt him leaving her completely, in next few fraction of seconds, she felt his grip back on her and this time more stronger.. He pulled her back towards him making her hit him.. She was actually out of her senses not realising what just happened.. Everything was so quick that she couldnt notice or feel anything properly.. But when she opened her eyes she saw herself before him, and completely safe..

Arnav: Dont go Khushi..!! You are my Wife.. I am always used to staying alone in this house.. But not any more.. Just stay with me.. Forever..!!!

The moment Khushi heard this sentences from him, she was shocked .. Did she really hear all this from him or was this just a dream? Before she could answer him anything, she could see an evil smirk on his face which once again made her blank..

Arnav: Agar tumhe lagta hai main yeh sab kehke tumhe rok lunga then you are wrong Khushi... Main yahan tumhe rokne nahi aaya.. Agar tum mujhe aur iss ghar ko chodkar jaana chahti ho toh iss sab se mujhe mujhe koi farak nahi padta.... Lekin.. ( If you think I am going to say all that and make you stay back here, then you are wrong.. I am not going to Stop you from leaving me.!! If you wish to go .. Then I am obliged to let you move out.. But..!!!) (He paused for a second or two and then continued looking in her eyes)..

Khushi: Lekin Kya? (But what?) (She wished to know what he wanted to tell her.. If he didnt expect her to stay with him in this house then what did he wish from her?)
Arnav: Agar tumhe iss ghar se jaana hai toh humaare beech ke iss rishte ko todke jaana hoga..!! Aur yeh expect mat karna ki main tumhe lene aaunga.. Never..!! Maine tumhe iss ghar mein apni marzi se laaya zaroor tha par tumhara yahan se jaana tumhari apni marzi se hoga.. Aur woh bhi...Humesha ke liye..!!! ( If you wish to step out of this house then you will have to break the relationship between us forever before leaving this house.. Dont expect me to come and get you back here anytime.. Never..!! I did get you in this house with my own wish.. But if you want to leave this place then I wont come in between that decision of yours..You may leave.. But Forever..!!!)

Her tears had almost dried by the time he confessed all this to her.. He was such a cruel man by heart.. He had no emotions, no respect for that relationship which he tied some hours back with her.. If this was how he wished to behave with her, then she had no reasons to stay back in this house with such a burdened relationship on her shoulders..

Arnav (Turning and taking a step back towards his room but then stopped again ): I am sleeping for an hour or two.. When I come back down, if you arent at home, I will understand where you must be and the Divorce papers will reach there in no time..!!!

Saying that he walked towards his room and she stood their helpless.. All this was so easy for him? DIVORCE?? He didnt even accept this marriage properly and he was thinking of Divorce? How can he be so lifeless? His room door shut and she checked the time in the clock. It was hardly 06:30am.. Maria had kept her bag and was out again to her..

Maria: Maam.. Please reconsider your decision.. Please..!!!
Khushi sat there on the stairs feeling numb.. Whom will she reconsider this decision for? Her husband? Who wasnt even bothered of it? Who was himself eager to end it? Why?? Maria was very much upset seeing her Maam like this.. She sat beside her and tried to console her a bit though she herself didnt know if she was even having that right or not??

Maria: Maam.. I know I am no one to you.. But I have been working in this house from past 8 years.. Since the time ASR was just 20.. His anger, his misbehaving nature, his stubborn attitude, nothing is hidden from me.. I have seen him breaking relationships with people more than building them.. He had no one in his life then to correct him, to make him understand how his behaviour affects the other person.. But after he married you, I really had a hope that things will now take a new turn in his life.. He will finally realise basic values which no one could teach him.. He will finally get his share of true love and peace which  somewhere deep down in his heart he is still hunting.. Just think again before taking the decision.. Please.. !!!

Khushi was very much confused.. She couldnt think anything straight.. Maria was about to get up and leave when Khushi held her hand stopping her..

Khushi: Why is he alone? What happened to his family?
Maria: I dont know much.. I had heard that time when he was hardly 14, his mother committed suicide.. And since then he is alone..I have no idea about the rest of his family.. Thats all I know..
Khushi left her hand.. His mother Committed Suicide? Where was his father then? Who else did he have in his family? She sat there leaning her head on the Railing and thinking what she needed to do next..

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Gupta House

Same Morning 9:00 am

Anjali was busy making Breakfast for her husband.. It was her usual routine.. She cooked for Shyam herself.. Initially when Khushi was here, she too helped her but now since she too got married and left for her Sasuraal, Anjali did this all alone.. She made Shyam's Bread Toast ready and walked with the Breakfast Tray in their bedroom. The moment she opened the door, she saw her husband checking some papers and completely engrossed in it.. She smiled and entered in..

Anjali: Shyam.. Here's your breakfast..
Shyam: Thanks Rani Saheba.. Wont mind if you feed me.. I am so busy today..
Anjali: Ohh Sure.. Why not? (She sat beside him and started feeding him the bread toast and Juice while he continued checking the papers..)

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Raizada Mansion - Same time

Arnav stretched his arms yawning and sat on the bed.. Today was Sunday and he had no much plans for the day except checking some mails and a small party in the evening at Aman's house.. Afterall today wasa Aman's birthday.. So it was obvious without his presence, the party wouldnt have life in it.. Arnav Singh Raizada was a Party Guy.. He himself like throwing parties for his friends and Bussiness Partners / Clients even for a small reason.. And todays Aman's Birthday party was completely organised by him and Sheetal.. He texted a message from his mobile to Aman wishing him a "Happy Birthday" and then threw his phone aside to get up.. Thats when He suddenly remembered what had happened today early morning when he returned back home.. How he was pissed seeing  his New wife sleeping peacefully inside his room on his bed.. And then that fight which he had with her, the argument which lead her to think  of leaving this house and him forever.. No doubt he knew what would have happened after he slept here.. So to confirm that, he picked his mobile and then gave a call to Shyam Gupta..

Shyam who was still eating his breakfast by his wife's hands answered the call instantly..

Shyam: Yes Arnav...
Arnav: So?? Did she reach??
Shyam: Reach? Who?
Arnav : Your sister !! Did she reach there ? I am sure she must have made another fuss coming back there .. Didnt she? I cant believe how you managed to spend so many years with her there.. She talks so much..!! (He said walking out of his room wearing his slippers )
Shyam : Khushi??? She came here?? (He said looking at his wife Anjali who just noded a No in surprise)

Thats when Arnav reached his Living room and there he saw her.. His wife Khushi Singh Raizada was inside the kitchen cooking something.. That shocked him.. She didnt go?? Anjali had managed to snatch the phone from Shyam and was asking Arnav what was wrong and where did Khushi leave? Why did she leave but he wasnt in a state to reply anything..

Anjali: Hello?? Arnav.. Are you hearing ?? Why did she leave? And why did you let her leave? She is your wife. It was your responsibilty to stop her.. Then..
Arnav didnt had patience to hear anything more.. He cut the call without responding and Screamed in anger purposely for his wife to hear..

Arnav: Maria.. Maria. !!!
Maria (Rushing to him): Yes Sir..
Arnav (Angrily): Where is my Tea? Why isnt it in my room yet?
Maria: Uhh!! Sir.. Acutally..
Arnav: Actually what ?? (He asked gritting his teeth)
Maria: Maam.,.. I mean Khushi Maam said she will serve it to you.. She.. She denied me getting it today.. !!

Arnav (Totally surprised): Who is she to give you orders?

"Your Legally Weded Wife" came an answer from behind him .. She was holding a Tray of his breakfast and tea in her hands..

Khushi: Where shall we have the breakfast then? At the table or in the room?? (She asked confidently.)

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Part 4

Arnav (Angrily): Where is my Tea? Why isnt it in my room yet?
Maria: Uhh!! Sir.. Acutally..
Arnav: Actually what ?? (He asked gritting his teeth)
Maria: Maam.,.. I mean Khushi Maam said she will serve it to you.. She.. She denied me getting it today.. !!

Arnav (Totally surprised): Who is she to give you orders?

"Your Legally Weded Wife" came an answer from behind him .. She was holding a Tray of his breakfast and tea in her hands..

Khushi: Where shall we have the breakfast then? At the table or in the room?? (She asked confidently.)
Arnav was surely shocked seeing this side of hers.. He never expected her to be so gentle enough after that stairs fight which they had in the morning.. Didnt he tell her, he is least interested in this relationship? Was she giving another chance for this bond between them? He kept staring at her with his regular rude looks and then gestured Maria to leave.. She noded and left the place at once giving this couple some time alone..

Arnav: You think you can overpower me with those wifey rights?
Khushi knew this Man before her wasnt the one who could bend easily.. SHe noded a No with a sweet smile on her face and then walked towards the table while replying back to him normally..

Khushi: I am just doing my duty here.. You were alone all these days and hence your Servants took care of your needs.. But now since I am here, I dont think they should be bothered of what to serve you and when.. I am there for that..
Arnav (Turning back and seeing her placing the tray on the Dinning table): Keep your duties to yourself and mind your own work here.. No need to show any rights on me..!! You get that?? (His commands in that Angered tone would have feared anyone including Khushi but she still tried to control the situation..)

She noded a NO again and started making his plate ready..

Khushi: So you are diabetic? Maria told me that today morning.. Have you ever tasted Sugarfree Pancakes?

She finished serving him and then turned and gestured him to come and have it , again putting a smile on her face.. Her fearless nature was not giving Arnav any good vibes about his future.. He called Maria again who came there instantly..
Maria: Yes Sir..
Arnav: (He replied looking at Khushi who was also little confused why he called Maria now): Get a Psychatrist  here. Your Maam needs a treatment..!! She has lost her mind after our fight.. She thinks she can win a small place in my heart doing all these things for me.. But least does she know she will never get anything from me except hate..!! (He then took steps towards Khushi while she just kept looking in his eyes not sure of imagining what will be his next reactions.. The moment he was just a feet before her he continued..).. You are playing with Fire Khushi.. Just stay away from me or else I will burn you to such an extent that a day would come when you yourself wont remember what relationship we share.. (Tears welled up in her eyes but she gulped down not letting them roll over her cheeks).. And yeah.. Cook whatever you want.. But only for yourself.. Never cross the barrier between us or else you will hurt yourself.. This is my last advise to you.. Stick it in your head forever before its too late..!!

Saying that he walked towards the Stairs asking Maria to order some Pasta's from his Favourite restaurant.. Maria had no option but to agree to his commands.. She walked to the Living room to order his breakfast while Khushi stood in the same position she was at the dinning table becoming all cold.. His words were ringing in her head like a Fire Alarm.. She had no idea if she made the right decision of staying here in this house with him. No doubt she didnt feel safe here but she had no other choice.. Without knowing what problem he has with her, she will never leave him nor this relationship..

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After an Hour

Khushi was in her room talking to her Bhabhi on phone.. Anjali was really scared to hear from Shyam about Arnav's call that Khushi wasnt at her home.. So without much wait, she did give a call on Khushi's number to check where she was.. Khushi didnt wish to tell her Bhabhi anything that happened between her and Arnav today.. Afterall that would spoil Arnav's impression in her eyes. And this was a Husband wife matter which shouldnt be leaked out..

Khushi (Folding her clothes): Bhabhi.. I was just outside in the garden and he thought I am not in the house..
Anjali : Are you sure Khushi? Why do I think you are lieing to me these days..?
Khushi (Sighing and replying back): Bhabhi you worry a lot for me.. Dont do that.. Just take care of Shyam Bhai.. He shouldnt crib that his wife is all the time busy in knowing how his sister is ..! (She faked a gigle on the phone and Anjali wasnt still satisfied..)
Anjali: Whatever you are hiding Khushi, I hope it will get cleared in your life soon.. Take Care of yourself and him.. Will call you later..
Khushi: Okay.. Bye..!!

Saying that with heavy heart she cut the call and then sat on her bed.. She had no idea what she had to do.. Will she ever be able to know the reason he married her when he hated her so much? Will she ever be knowing his past life and the reason he had such a Dark personality??

She heard a Car horn and she rushed towards the Window to check whose Car it was .. She saw the same girl Sheetal parking her Car inside the Gates and getting out and waiting for Arnav to come out.. She was in her casuals and obviously looked like she and Arnav were off for some unofficial work today.. But the next moment Khushi saw Hari Prakash coming out and keeping a small Luggage bag in Sheetal's Car and then walking back in.. Luggage? Was Arnav going somewhere? But he didnt inform her? She rushed downstairs and then towards the Living room to ask where he was leaving but the moment she came out, she saw the Car moving out and Arnav was already inside it.. She called his name a Few times so that he can hear her and stop the Car .. He did see her from the Mirror almost waving her hand and asking him to Stop but he didnt bother.. Sheetal drove the Car outside the Gates and that gave another reason for Khushi to feel devastated..

Maria came out following Khushi and then asked her if she was alright.. Khushi noded a Yes breathing hard just because she had really ran as fast as she could to reach down..

Khushi: Any idea where he left with her?
Maria (Nodding a No): Sorry Maam.. Sir never informs us about his schedules.. But.. May be Aman Sir knows..
Khushi: Aman?? You mean Aman Mathur? His partner?
Maria: Yes Maam.. Do you want his number?
Khushi: Yes.. And make that quick..

Saying that she walked inside with Maria to check if Aman knew where Arnav and SHeetal had been..

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Aman Mathur was busy attending a meet with his Clients in the Office when he could see a new number flashing on his mobile.. He never missed any unknown calls like that.. So excusing from the rest, he picked the call ..

Aman: Aman Mathur here..!!
Khushi: Hi Aman.. This is Khushi..
Aman: Who Khushi??
Khushi: Umm... Khushi Singh Raizada??

There Aman was surprised to know she called.. He smiled and then replied back..
Aman: Ohh Yeah.. Sorry Khushi I didnt recognise your voice.. Anyways.. How did u call me??
Khushi: Aman.. Is Arnav at work today??
Aman: Work? Its Sunday Khushi and Arnav Singh Raizada doesnt work on Sunday's unless its extremely important..!!  Why?? Isnt he at home??
Khushi: No.. He just left with someone.. And that too with a Bag .. I thought he had some work .
Aman: Bag??  (Thinking something and then remembering).. Ohh Yes.. Now I know where and why he took the Bag.. Actually today he is throwing a party in my Boat House.. On the occassion of my 28th Birthday..!! So like every year, he will be staying with us..!!

Khushi then sighed in relief..
Khushi: Ohh! Happy Birthday Aman.. May God lord give you success, prosperity and a Loving partner soon..
Aman (Chuckling): Heehehe. Success and Prosperity is still understood.. But what was that Loving Partner one??
Khushi : Only Money and Success wont complete a Man's life.. He will always need a Partner to share that Success with her..!! So I wish you too get her soon..!!
Aman : Thanks Khushi.. And by the way.. You are invited too in the party today..
Khushi: Me?? No .. I mean .. You guys carry On.. I will prefer being here..
Aman: WHy? Not comfortable with such parties?? Dont worry..! Have invited some good and close friends only.. It will be a decent one.. You can join in..
Khushi: No.. Thats not a problem Aman.. I just meant.. I am comfortable with these parties and stuff however decent it may be.. I am good at home..
Aman: You are my best friend's wife and if you dont come, I dont think I will enjoy it either..!! Please Khushi.. Please.. (He pleaded and Khushi couldnt deny.. )

Khushi: Alright.. Text me the address.. I will be there..
Aman: OKay.. The message is on its way then.. Bye.. Take Care.. !!
Khushi cut the call. She liked the friendly bond she was creating with Aman .. It was so easy to decipher him , to have a conversation with him unlike her husband where she didnt even understand when his mood changes and for what reasons..

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Evening - Boat House

The Boat House was actually owned by Arnav and he, Aman and some of his close friends always celeberated most of their parties here.. Sheetal was greeting her friends though her eyes were all on Arnav who was standing with Aman and some others at the next corner..

Ronit: ASR.. Where is your wife? Didnt she come??
Arnav: (Little uncomfortable to answer): No.. I mean.. She doesnt like parties and stuff..
Ronit: Really? Ohh!! She is complete opposite to you then.. !!
Aman: But I know she will come.
Arnav (Confused and looked at Aman): Excuse me..!!
Aman (Smiling): Yes.. Because I imvited her specially..!! She couldnt deny..
Ronit: Great.. We all wish to converse with her.. The wedding was in such a hurry and even the reception that we hardly got chance to speak with her..
Aman: Dont worry Ronit.. Today you will get ample of time to talk to your Bhabhi.. I promise..!!

Ronit happily walked aside to make a drink and Aman was also going to follow him but Arnav stopped him..

Arnav: You didnt tell me She is invited..!! You know I hate even her sight.. Then why the hell did you call her here??
Aman: Because she must be your wife but she is also a new friend of mine.. Am I not allowed to invite my friend in my own birthday party??
Arnav: (Controlling his anger): Fine..!! Then host her yourself.. Dont expect me to be with her even for a single minute.. She is your guest.. So you look into her needs now..
Aman (Happily ): My pleasure.. I hope you dont regret someday for giving me this right..!!

Saying that Aman walked towards the Bar Counter for making his drink. The sight of some girl in a White Pink Anarkali Dress catched Arnav's atention and he stopped at the place.. There he saw his newly wedded wife entering inside with a small gift in her hand covered in Blue wrapper.. She wasnt wearing any Mangalsutra and nor did she applied the SIndoor.. !! Her hair little curled and were bouncing on her shoulders while she walked.. She looked angelic in that simple yet designer dress and definately caught the attention of everyone in this Party, including Sheetal's..

She saw her husband standing right before her eyes and ofcourse looking very handsome like always.. She was about to take steps towards him as he was the only one she knew here at the moment as Aman wasnt visible anywhere.. But the moment she took a step towards Arnav, she stopped seeing Sheetal nearing Arnav, holding his hand and taking him aside to meet some of her friends.. That surely added a Minus point again in his behaviour towards his wife who really needed his attention in this new place.. Though Arnav was speaking to Sheetal and some friends, his eyes involumtarily moved towards his wife who was now ignoring him and searching Aman.. There he saw Aman coming and greeting Khushi in a very formal way and then gesturing her to come inside with him..

Khushi (Handing the gift): Happy Birthday Aman..
Aman : Gift?? Wow..!! Thanks a lot.. But you didnt had to give me a seperate gift.. Arnav already had given me one..!!
Khushi (Seeing Arnav from the corner of her eyes and knowing he was watching her she purposely replied): If he can forget to take his wife for this party, I thought he would forget gifting you on her behalf as well.. So I got a seperate one..!!

Aman could suddenly laugh heartily and his mind was hinting one thing for sure.. SHe was perfect for ASR.. Only she can be the one to show him his right place which was not beside Sheetal but beside Khushi now..!!

Aman: Well said Khushi.. You have a good sense of humour.. Well come.. Let me introduce you to some of my friends..

Saying that he took Khushi along with him while Arnav just fumed within seeing her here and so uncaringly she was getting comfortable with this party where she wasnt invited by him.. He walked angrily to the Counter and served a Drink for himself .. Sheetal followed him..

Sheetal: She is just like I expected her to be..!! A two faced women..!!
Arnav : Shut Up..!!
Sheetal (Confused): What??
Arnav: Stop filling my ears against her.. I know what she is.. I dont need others to show me her true face.. Is that clear?
Sheetal: Ohh Really?? Now you think I am filling your ears? Wow..!! Just 2 days and she has changed you so much.. Fine..!! Just do what you want.. I am not going to poke my nose in between..

Saying that Sheetal left him alone there but he hardly cared.. Why would he..? He had no feelings for her as well.. For him every woman was the same..!! Weak .. And emotional Fools.. They cry because of one person and then Pray for that same person's well being.  How sick of it. He sipped his drink in anger and there he heard Khushi's gigling and laughing sound.. He turned his face to see what happened that she was laughing so much.. Aman was getting very much friendly with Khushi and vice versa.. Surely that wasnt a question to bother as of now for Arnav.. Aman invited everyone towards the Table where the cake was kept and Arnav also had to leave towards him.. Sheetal stood beside Aman and Arnav on his other side.. Khushi was standing at the opposite.. Aman cut the cake and then everyone clapped for him including Khushi.. Arnav and Aman then opened the champegne bottle while everyone waited it to be poured in their glasses.. Khushi was now out of this.. One thing she never understood yet.. Why is Alcohol a crucial part of every parties these days.. She moved towards the other corner watching everyone enjoying.. She glanced once at her husband and saw him fully busy with his friend circle .. She wished a day to come when she too would be a part of his circle and he would show some concern towards her too just like he did here for almost everyone here..

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Part 5

Boat House

Khushi sipped her Orange Juice finishing it and then placed the Glass aside looking at Aman..

Khushi: Okay Birthday Boy.. I will leave now.. Its late..!
Aman: Why do you worry?? Your husband is here.. And you know it already he is staying tonight with us which means you are staying too..
Khushi: Sorry Aman.. But then I dont wish to eat my husband's head more.. He is already not liking my presence here..
Aman (Turning around to see Arnav who was standing with Ronit and talking but his eyes were surely on AMan and his wife): Ahh!! Yeah.. May be..But thats Okay. I mean he wont mind if you stay with us..

She didnt reply anything.. She saw Arnav nearing her and that made her little conscious.. Meanwhile Aman was been called by some other friend and he excused and left from there.. She waited there alone till her husband reached her.. He was definately looking little mad at her but she had no idea what was next.. He held her hand in a go and started walking towards the exit.. She was surprised by this act of his..

Khushi (Struggling): Arnav.. What are you doing? My hand.. Just leave my hand.. (She screamed but he didnt leave her.. )

He dragged her till the door and then left her , turning back to face her..

Arnav: This is the door.. And that is the Car waiting outside for you.. Just get back home..!! Now..!! Without any arguements..!!

She was shocked when he once again showed his Rude behaviour towards her.. Was this the way to ask a wife to leave ?? What kind of man was he? She stood there with tears in her eyes , looking at his face but he had no repentance for saying all that..
Arnav: Didnt you hear what I said ? I said LEAVE DAMMIT..!!

His tone reflected his anger and she didnt wish to grow it by her arrogance of staying back.. She quietly walked towards the Car not even turning back once .. She had no intentions of staying here tonight not even when her husband was himself staying back but this wasnt a way to make her leave the place she thought.. Sheetal rushed towards Arnav to see where he left like that with Khsuhi all of a sudden but finding him at the door she was relaxed..

Sheetal: Thank God you are here.. I thought you left..!! (He didnt reply a word but then kept staring at his wife who was still walking towards the Car. She had drove herself to this place.. She unlocked the Car doors and got inside.. Wiping off her tears she started the engine and drove outside this Place.. Thats when he started breathing normally again knowing she wasnt around..

Sheetal: Good she left.. It was so ackward to see you staring at her regularly.. Whats wrong ASR? By any chance are you changing your mind ??
Arnav started walking inside and she followed him..
Arnav: What do you mean??
Sheetal: Are you planning to start a normal life with your new wife forgetting why you married her for?
Arnav: (Stopping and turning back to face her): Dont you have any other topic to talk Sheetal?? I am bored hearing about her Again and again.. !!
Sheetal (Smiling ): Thats what I wanted to know.. I dont wish that girl to affect you by any chance.. !! Dance..?? (She asked extending her hand and Arnav noded a No)
Arnav: I need a Drink.. Excuse me!!

Arnav left for making his Drink while Aman came to him asking if by any chance he saw Khushi .. Arnav continued making his drink while responding back to Aman in his way..

Arnav: She is where she has to be.. !! Dont bother about her so much Aman.
Aman: What do you mean? Where is she ASR?
Arnav: Back Home..!! My Home..!! Raizada House..!! You have a problem with that?
Aman: (Shocked): Home? But I had asked her to stay with us..
Arnav (Interrupting): And She denied ..!! She left back for home.. Lets enjoy this party now without thinking much why she left and for what?
Aman (Not fully satisfied): But.. Why didnt you stop her? I mean if you are here why does she need to go back?
Arnav: ENOUGH !!  (He roared in anger which surely made Aman scare too ).. Not a word about her Aman.. She is out of this place and thats all I wished.. Now if you dont like my Company here , I will leave too...

Aman had no reply to this.. He knew ASR hated Khushi but that doesnt mean he should have allowed her to go back without him.. He had no choice but to continue with the party and attend his other guests which needed his attention at the moment..

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Next Morning..

Arnav Singh Raizada was back home after his night out with Aman and other friends at the Boat House.. The first thing he remembered after entering the house was how he had asked Khushi to leave back from the party.. How she cried while walking back to the Car.. How she drove back from that place without arguing.. He screamed for Maria in anger throwing his Coat on the Couch and seating there.. Maria rushed to him and asked  him what he needed..

Maria: Good Morning Sir.. What should I get for you?? (She asked polietly)
Arnav (Taking his Wrist Watch out): Your Maam..!!
Maria was surprised with his reply which he changed in a second..
Arnav: I mean.. Where is your Maam??
Maria: She was out for the same party where you had been Sir.. I thought she will come back with you..(She said in a confused tone and that surely opened Arnav's sleepy eyes)
Arnav: What??  You mean she didnt come back?
Maria: I am sorry Sir.. But she isnt back home yet.. Is it anything to worry about? (She showed her concern but Arnav wasnt in a mood to reply back..)

He got up instantly and waited for his mind to give him some answers where she could be if she didnt come home .. He knew if she would have gone to her home, Shyam would have told him but he didnt which means she isnt in Gupta House.. Then where the hell can she go?? His brain wasnt working anymore.. He dialed Khushi's number but it was Switched off at the moment.. He rushed outside in his Car and thought of dialing the Police Commissioner asking him to search his wife..The Commissioner took details from Arnav and then asked him to be patient.. SHe would be somewhere around and asked her to check with her friends..

Arnav: (On Call): I dont know who her friends are Commissioner.. Just search her ..
Police: Mr Raizada, its good to have information about your Spouse and her friend circle.. Its always helpful but anyways I will find her.. Dont worry..

Arnav kept the call and continued searching her at the same route which he thought she would take to return and there he found his Car hit to the Side tree.. He rushed down and saw some police investigating the accident.. He got down his Car and rushed towards them..There was no one inside..

Arnav: Where is she? (He asked in a worried tone and the Police replied back to him..)
Police: ASR.. ??? Is this your Car??
Arnav (Angrily): Yes it is..!! Now tell me where is my Wife?
Police: Ohh!! The lady driving the Car has been admitted in City Hospital last night.. We couldnt get any statement from her about her identity as she was unconscious.. SO we were checking if we get any details about her inside the Car..

Arnav didnt wait any longer there..He rushed back to his Car and drove with full speed towards City Hospital. He didnt knew what was so wrong with Khsuhi that she met with such an accident,.. Parking his Car inside he walked towards the Reception from where he was guided towards the Private Ward where she was admitted.. Not caring anything and anyone, he pushed the door open and entered in... She was lying on the bed and the Nurse was injecting some pain killer on her arm.. She had got some minor injuries on her forehead but he didnt care to ask her if she was Okay.. All he did was barked at her again..

Arnav : Damm!! If you dont know to Drive a Car then why the hell didnt you take a Driver?
Nurse was stunned seeing such a reaction from some unknown person. She had no idea how the patient was related to this man who was howling here..
Nurse: Ssshh!! Mr.. Please.. Do not talk so loud here.. This is a Hospital and please move out..
Khushi (Holding the Nurse's hand): He is my Husband ..!!
Nurse: Husband>?? Ohh!! Okay.. (She finished injecting and then walked towards Arnav).. Your wife is lucky to save such an accident.. I am sure your Love saved her.. She..
Arnav(Angrily interrupting and seeing the Nurse): Get out..!!

The Nurse gave him some serious looks and then sighed while she left outside the ward.. Khsuhi tried to get up and sit but she wasnt able to and nor did he help her even after seeing her in pain...
Arnav: Stop moving and answer me first..!! (He commanded and thats when the Dr came inside )
Dr: Mr Raizada.. Please talk low.. This isnt your house..
Arnav turned back to see the Dr and there she walked inside towards Khushi.. She helped Khushi to sit on the bed and then turned back to Arnav..

Dr: I am Dr Payal.. I am a Surgeon here.. And I am looking after your wife since last night..!!
Arnav: I dont need your bio data Dr.. Just tell me when can I take her back home??
Dr: (Totally shocked seeing his behaviour): Never!! (She replied in anger and Arnav and Khushi both looked shocked at her words)
Arnav: WHAT THE..!!
Dr: No need to distress yourself Mr Raizada.. By Never I meant.. You can never take her from here if this is how you wish to treat her after taking her back home..!! She is your wife.. She needs rest and some care ofcourse from your end..
Arnav : You dont fit to be Dr.. Payal.... Why dont you work for some NGO protecting Womens against Violence.. That Job will suit you more..!!

Khushi wasnt able to speak a word now.. She was so much stressed seeing her husband behaving like an animal with her even publicly.. Instead of knowing how she met with the accident he was shouting and screaming at her for no reasons.. Payal on the other hand realised how this man must be ruling his wife even at home if this is how he behaved before others with his wife..

Payal: Thanks Mr Raizada.. I would take that as a compliment..Incase if I ever start an NGO like that, you will be the first one I will fight against for her..!! (She pointed towards Khushi who just shrugged off Payal's hand from her)
Khushi: Enough Dr.. If I am quiet, doesnt mean you can blame my husband for anything.. He is shocked to see me here thats it.. Please leave us alone.. I will handle things here..
Payal: (Sighing seeing a wife defending her husband): Okay Mrs Raizada.. If this is what you wish, I wont disturb.. But you need some more rest.. So if your husband allows then I would suggest you should stay back for some more hours here .. !!
Khushi noded and Payal left the room hurridly to check her other patients..

Arnav : (Looking back at Khushi): I will make your discharge papers ready.. You arent getting treated here but at home..!! I will ask some Nurse to take care of you there..
Khushi didnt argue.. She was all quiet as what he told now was also too much to expect from him.. He left for the Reception to sign the papers making sure he calls up the Commissioner and tells him he found his wife..

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City Hospital - After an Hour

Dr Sharma, Head of the Hospital was talking to Arnav as he knew him very nicely..

Dr Sharma: You dont need to worry on anything Mr Raizada.. We have allocated a Dr for your wife.. She will be treating her till she is all fine ..
Arnav: I will arrange for her stay in my House.. And ofcourse she will be paid extra for that care which she gives to my wife..
Dr Sharma (Smiling): Ohh No No.. You dont need to pay anything for that Mr Raizada.. Thats our duty to serve the patients.. Anyways.. There she comes.. Dr Payal..

Arnav turned to see Payal coming along with Khushi, holding her shoulders to balance her.. Surely seeing the sameDr again , Arnav's brain was hit again..

Arnav: Cant we have someone else appointed?
Dr Sharma: (Chuckling): Why ? She is the best here.!!
Arnav: She speaks too much..!! (He replied arrogantly and Dr Sharma chuckled again)
Dr Sharma: Just like her mother.!!
Arnav (Confused): What?
Dr Sharma (Smiling): Dr Payal is my Daughter Mr Raizada.. And dont worry.. I will ask her to speak less.. Atleast with you..!!

Arnav sighed knowing that and then thanking the Dr formally he left for his Car expecting Payal to get Khushi along..

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Part 6

Raizada Mansion

Arnav was the first person to rush inside and walk towards the Living room still with the same expressions of anger and grief which he carried since morning today.. Wasnt anything new for him or the people surrounding him though.. Maria came out to check if he was able to find Khushi and there Khushi entered along with Payal who held her arm to balance her giving dangerous looks at Arnav for not helping his wife in this situation..

Maria (Holding Khushi's other hand): Maam.. What happened to you?? Where were you?
Before Khushi could speak anything, Payal responded on her behalf...
Payal: She met with an accident last night.. But not to worry.. She is almost fine now..
Maria instantly prayed to God to give strength to her Maam and help her recover soon .. They made Khushi sit on the Couch while Maria asked the other maids to get some water for them..

Arnav who was making some quick calls at the other side now came back to them..

Arnav: Maria.. Show The Dr her room and make sure its beside your Maam's room.. I am going upstairs.. Send some coffee there .. !!
Maria noded and left .. Arnav was about to leave when Payal questioned him again..
Payal: Dont you guys stay in one room?

That was an utter shock for both Arnav and Khushi seeing some outsider asking this .. Khushi instantly pressed Payal's hand gesturing her not to ask anything at the moment but it was late.. Arnav Singh Raizada who was already frustrated with this Dr turned back to reply her..

Arnav: Dr Payal dont forget what you are here for.. Dont try to poke your nose inbetween me and my Wife.. Or the relationship we share.. I wont tolerate that henceforth..

Saying that he left for his room while Payal surprisingly turned to see Khushi..

Payal: What kind of man you married Mrs Raizada.. ?? He is so
Khushi (Interrupting): He is my Husband Dr.. And please I wont like anyone bad mouthing about him before me..!Next time please be careful with the choice of words..!! (She had no hesitation in saying this to Payal who just noded a Yes and then helped her again to get up and walk to her room)

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AR Office

Aman: What ??????? She... She met with an accident and you telling me now this?? (Aman was totally furious on Arnav for not letting know about what happened to Khushi after he forcefully made her leave the party last night)
Arnav: (Typing on his Laptop): Stop exaggerating this matter Aman.. She is fine now..
Aman : This is heights Arnav.. You have started hiding things from me these days. Do that I wont mind.. But if its anything related to Khushi.. Just.. (He was hesitatant to say this but he still continued..).. Just keep me informed.. !! Thats it..

Arnav stopped typing and then gave Aman a Question mark Look raising his eyebrows..

Arnav: Keep you informed? Why?? Are you her brother??
Aman: Shut up Arnav..!! I dont need only this relation with her to know about her health..!!
Arnav: No Aman.. Lets get this cleared now..!! Why are you so much interested in knowing about her? I have seeen you from the day 1 of my marriage.. You seem to be completly supportive to her.. Be it in the Wedding reception party arranged by Shyam or your birthday party.. Everytime I did feel you are acting special sweet to her.. Why is that??

Aman  took some papers from the desk and started walking back to the door without responding but before he could leave the cabin he did hear another warning from Arnav..

Arnav: She is my Wife Aman..!! She is your best friend's wife .. Never forget that..
Aman didnt turn nor did he nod to his warning.. He just left and that gave Arnav another reason to bang his hand in anger on the desk almost dropping some pens from the pen stand..

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Raizada Mansion

Payal injected some sedative in Khushi's arm and then helped her to rest on the bed. She was really doing a lot for Khushi .. Not even a nurse would do this much like she did being a Doctor.. That surely gave Khushi a reason for being suspicious on her.. Why was she doing all this for her?? Payal pulled the quilt on Khushi and then checked her temperature..

Payal: You had fever in the morning but now even that is gone.. Just a day or two and you will be perfectly fine..
Khushi (Smiled): Its difficult to find Dr's like you these days who give such special attention to their Patients.. Looks like I am very Special for you..
Payal (Taking a Magazine out and sitting beside her to read): Indeed you are special.. You know Mrs Raizada. In life you meet many people.. Some become close to you just in a matter of time.. And some people indeed take lifelong to be your friends.. You come in the first category..
Khushi (Chuckling): That means Arnav would come in the next category.. Wouldnt he??
Payal (Suddenly making a wierd face): Ohh Please.. That man can never be even last in my friends list.. he. (She was about to start again saying all against him but remembering Khushi's words on not speaking ill about him atleast before her, she stoppd).. Uhh!! Sorry.. But dont ever consider I will be a friend to him.. He is never my type.. Infact he is not your type too.. How did you get along with him? I mean the marriage??

Khushi's smile suddenly faded and Payal did notice that...

Payal: Okay Wait.. You can avoid answering this if its hurting you.. I mean I speak a lot and sometimes I go overboard in knowing about people's personal lives.. So you can ignore it..

Payal was about to get up from the bed and walk the other side but Khushi held her hand stopping her.. They both did share a small eye lock where Payal could easily guess she was about to reply her the question she just asked about her marriage.

Khushi: He is my brother's choice.. I guess they are doing some new Deal together and I was just a piece of token between them..!!  (She replied with a heavy heart)
Payal (Astonished): TOKEN?? Are you some toy or piece of money that they can exchange you for their Deal??

Khushi had no reply to this but Payal had innumerous questions...

Payal: But.. You could have denied..You could have asked some other family members to support you.. Why didnt you fight back Mrs Raizada?
Khushi: I just had Anjali Bhabhi by my side.. She is the only one I have except my brother.. She understands me so well.. No matter she took so much care of me just like every mother..!!
Payal: Then she didnt convince your brother?
Khushi: She tried but Bhai rules our family and his decisions arent ammendable ..!!
Payal (Sighing): Sick.. For sure he isnt your real brother.. Is he?
Khushi: Doesnt matter.. !! For me.. He is more than that.. !!

Payal (Getting up in anger): Seriosuly Mrs Raizada , you are only surrounded with people who can never give you love and peace.. I pity you..!! And the worst thing is that you cannot even stand up for your rights.. Seeing the way you always hold yourself and take all the rubbish that your husband speaks to you, I am sure you did the same when you stayed with your brother.. !!

Khushi had tears in her eyes when Payal said this to her.. Payal looked at her and then again sat beside her wiping her eyes..

Payal: Just stop shedding these tears and save them for future..!! We can find Blood in Blood banks but if you are out of these tears we dont have a Tear Bank .. Remember that..!!
Khushi definately gigled hearing this and Payal was happy seeing that smile on her face..
Payal: You are beautiful Mrs Raizada.. Both from outside and inside.. I am sure your family will realise it one day..!!
Khushi (Nodding a Yes): I hope so..!! But why do you call me Mrs Raizada?? You can call me by my name.. Khushi..
Payal: Then in that case I give you the liberty to call me Payal and not Dr..!! Is that okay with you??

Khushi noded a Yes again and they both did give each other a normal hug to start this new relationship between them.. Khushi got a friend in her and Payal got a sister for sure..!!

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Same Day Evening

Maria opened the door and Aman walked inside with a Bouquet of Red Roses in his hand .. He asked Maria where Khushi is and he was guided to the Backside Garden where Payal was helping Khushi to walk..!! The moment he reached there, he stopped seeing Khushi almost gigling while Payal was supporting her to walk..They had no idea they were been watched by Aman there.

Khushi: It feels like I am learning to walk now ..!! I never enjoyed walking like this till date..!! (She said holding Payal firm while she put her other leg forward)
Payal: See thats the difference of a parent teaching the child to walk and a friend teachings..!!  (She smiled and continued helping Khushi.. )

Aman: (Interrupting): People forget their old friends after making new ones.. Got a LIVE example today..

Khushi stopped and turned back along with payal hearing Aman's voice.. She did see him standing with the Rose Bouquet in his hand and smiling at her.. She smiled back..

Khushi: Aman?? Hey.. I . Didnt expect you to come here..!!
Aman (Walking in): And I didnt expect you to hide your accident matter from me.. I thought we are friends now..!!
Khushi: We are Aman.. But.. It all happened so suddenly and then you know I didnt even inform Anjali Bhabhi and Shyam Bhai about this or else I know they will worry..!!
Aman: (Handing her the Bouquet): Okay Okay.. Stop giving me reasons.. I have already heard some from your husband..!!

Payal was still confused on who he was.. She And Aman helped Khushi sit on the Chair and Aman pulled his chair close to Khushi's to ask something to her privately.. Payal noticed that and moved back..

Aman (In Khushi's ears): You didnt  tell me you have such a beautiful friend?
Khushi blushed seeing Aman falling for Payal and then cleared her throat leaning back..
Khushi: I met her just last night Aman.. !!
Aman: Damm!! She is dangerous then.. You met her and then straight to Hospital? ??
Payal: (Angrily): Excuse me!! I am a Dr.. And we met after her accident.. Not before..!!
Khushi: Payal.. Dont take his words to heart.. He always cracks such jokes..

Aman (Smiling and Holding his ears seeing Payal): Sorry Payal... If that hurt you , I am asking for an apology here.. Please accept.!! (He almost pouted and that brought a smile on Payal's face for sure)
Payal: Huhh!! Who is this Guy Khushi?
Khushi: He is Aman.. Arnav's Best Friend..!!
Payal (Surprised): Cant be! ! I mean A guy like him can never have a friend like Mr Raizada.. Its Impossible..!!
Aman: Yeah I agree.. Actually.. The problem is I just sympathized on ASR you know. He didnt had anyone beside him.. SO I thought why not give him some comapny and make him a friend..!?? (He said in a teasing tone only to hear the next words coming from the same person they were just talking about..)

"Swear to God I will Hang you right here Aman for making up stories like that before my Wife and some NGO Dr..!! "

They all turned to see Arnav standing some feet away holding his Black Suit in his hand looking perfectly stunning for anyone to drool his evening stressed up look.. !!

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Part 7

Khushi: He is Aman.. Arnav's Best Friend..!!
Payal (Surprised): Cant be! ! I mean A guy like him can never have a friend like Mr Raizada.. Its Impossible..!!
Aman: Yeah I agree.. Actually.. The problem is I just sympathized on ASR you know. He didnt had anyone beside him.. SO I thought why not give him some comapny and make him a friend..!?? (He said in a teasing tone only to hear the next words coming from the same person they were just talking about..)

"Swear to God I will Hang you right here Aman for making up stories like that before my Wife and some NGO Dr..!! "

They all turned to see Arnav standing some feet away holding his Black Suit in his hand looking perfectly stunning for anyone to drool his evening stressed up look.. !! His eyes were initially on Aman but then they rolled on to Khushi as well who looked utterly scared hearing his voice..

Arnav: (Seeing Payal next): The Dr's job is to take care of the patient not stress her!!
Payal (Angrily): Stress? You mean I am Stressing Khushi??
Arnav: HELL YES DR PAYAL.. Its evening and you are making the Patient sit in the garden to shivver in the Cold Breeze? I wonder who made you a Dr.. Send your certificates some day to my Office.. I need to check them..

Aman started laughing hearing this but Payal's one angry look to him made him stop again..
Aman: Sorry Payal.. But here I agree with ASR.. Its so cold out here.. Khushi will be more sick then.. Why are you making her walk here?? She can walk in her room as well..(He asked in confusion)
Khushi: I asked her to get me out..!!
Payal: Exactly.. And as a Dr, I very well know when to agree to the Patient's needs and when not to.. UNlike her husband who doesnt even realise that if his Wife is stressed its only because of his Howling ..!!

Arnav fisted his fingers in anger and Aman and others saw that..

Arnav: I am repenting why I let Khushi leave alone last night.. She wouldnt have met that accident atleast which would have got you in this House..!!
Khsuhi was totally feeling bad after hearing this..
Khushi: Arnav Please.. She is helping me recover.. You cannot insult her like that..
Arnav (Seeing Khushi): I AM NOT TALKING TO YOU.. (Every word he uttered he did that gritting his teeth supressing the anger within him for seeing his Wife cutting his words before 2 people)

Khushi could see that madness in his eyes but that didnt mean she will feel keep quiet.. Even if she cannot stand for her rights sometimes, doesnt mean she will let Arnav insult her friends..

Khushi: You may not be talking to me.. But you have no rights to speak against my Dr.. She is treating me in this house and I wont tolerate anyone hurting her.,!!
Payal felt good seeing Khushi showing her husband what is right.. Arnav kept looking at Khushi's face for some more seconds quietly and then he did continue his comments, looking in her eyes..

Arnav: (To Khsuhi): Just few hours and this Dr created such a huge difference in you .. She has taught my Wife to backanswer me before others!! I hope this is the last time I am witnessing this change in you..!! I wont tolerate it the next time..!!

Saying that he walked again inside angrily only to be followed by Aman who gave Khushi a "RELAX.. HE Wont do anything" Look and then hurridly followed Arnav to talk to him while Payal held Khushi's shoulder's and made her sit again on the chair..

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It was late night and Khushi wasnt getting any sleep still. She was twisting and turning on the bed alone thinking about none other than her husband.. How can some one be so rude all the time..He was a very mysterious person.. He tells her that he doesnt consider her as his wife but then he himself uses that term "Wife" before others when arguing for her. He says he isnt bothered if she exists or not, if she is fine or not but then he himself scolds the Dr to make his wife shiver in the cold .. He was such  a confused person within.. No doubt he doesnt care much for his wife but he can atleast show it before people .. Everytime Payal or anyone else speaks ill about him, she doesnt like to hear it.. Being his wife, even if it just for namesake, she can never let others disrespect him.. But then what did she do today evening?? Before Aman and Payal, she backanswered him for talking rudely about Payal.. If she herself doesnt give any respect to him and this relationship, how can she expect others to respect him then??

She was very much upset on this matter.. This was the only reason she wasnt getting sleep.. She got up from the bed and walked straight to the Windows.. Her inner thoughts about the future of this marriage always bothered her for sure but today she felt something more than before.. She had a remorse for speaking roughly with him.. Standing up for a friend like Payal was fair enough but that didnt mean she had to vent so much of frustration on her husband before others.. She looked outside the window only to find her husband sitting in the backside lawn on a Wodden chair and having his drink .. She checked the time it was 01:00 am .. Was this the time to be awake and that too sitting outside and drinking alone?? She immediately draped her Shawl over her night dress and walked down slowly.. It was difficult for her to get down the stairs as she was still unable to walk properly, yet , avoiding her pain, she came outside at the lawn and walked towards him.

The moment she reached there, she already saw him leaning his head on the chair and his eyes closed as if he was asleep now.. She didnt know what she needed to do. Wake him up and ask him to get inside ?? Or just leave him like that as she very well knew talking to him means welcoming his anger once again. But it was too cold out and she cannot leave her husband there for getting sick. She immediately took her Shawl off and then covered him with it to ensure he is warm.. The moment she did that, he opened his eyes and looked at her.. Seeing his wife standing before him surely made him lose his calmed senses.. He threw the Shawl aside which she had placed on him and got up in anger..

Khushi: You are drinking at this hour of night??
Arnav didnt wish to reply her anything.. Avoiding her once again, he took steps towards the Door but her voice stopped him again..
Khushi: Not answering me has become your habit these days.. !!  (She picked the shawl from the ground and covered herself once again)
Arnav (Turning back): Why the hell are you behind me Dammit?? If I am drinking, its my problem.. You dont have to disturb your sleep and come down to advise what is right and what is wrong for me.. This is my nightly routine.. Stay awake till late drinking ..

His reply was surely straight forward and as expected.. But she had a reply for his reply too..

Khushi: How would I know this is your nightly routine.. This is the first night that you are at Home..!!

She had no fear to tell him this. He should understand she wasnt happy with him staying outside the house at nights. Staying in two seperate rooms was already enough for him to avoid her.. Going out of home at nights was just too much from his end and no wife will surely tolerate it for long.. She slowly walked towards the Door before him while he continued staring at her retreating back.. SHe really had Guts sometimes to poke him like this..!!

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Next Morning

When Payal got up and came to Khsuhi's room to check her, she wasnt on the bed which surprised her a bit.. She walked down only to find her in the Kitchen making breakfast..

Payal: Who gave you the permission to enter the Kitchen?? (She asked in a Stern voice)
Khushi smiled at her turning back and wished her a Good Morning..
Payal: Thats not my answer Khsuhi.. I asked how did you get into this Kitchen without my permission.. (She entered in )
Khushi: Payal please.. This is my daily work.. I am making his breakfast and dont worry I am feeling better now..
Payal (Sighing): Huhh!! Did you forget you guys fought last evening?? How can you make his breakfast so easily then? You should be asking the maids to do it.. Dont forgive him for everything so easily.. He wont understand your value..!!

Khushi surely heard her advise but didnt wish to follow it..

Khushi: Payal, if I start doing this, there wont be a difference between  me and him.. He may not understand my value now , thats Okay.. I am sure as time passes, he will mellow down.. And that evening fight wasnt that big that I stop cooking for him.. You wont understand this now.. Be a wife first and then you will know..

Payal: What? Wife? And me?? Never..!!
Khushi: (Chuckling): Why? Wont you marry?
Payal: If arranged marriages are like this then I am better single..!!
Khushi: So you dont have a Boy Friend then?? Or atleast someone whom you like??
Payal (Biting an Apple): Naa..!! Dad is against Love marriages.. !! So he told me right before I started my college that he wont allow me to chose my partner myself.. He will choose one for me..

Khushi: Thats sad.. I hope he changes his mind.. What if you get someone really worth by heart ?? I dont wish you to reject him just because your father doesnt like Love Marriages..
Payal: Forget Khushi.. Why are we even talking this? If I find a suitable groom I will let you know.. Go and talk to my Dad and conince him .. Fine?
Khushi noded and then made the Tray ready with Arnav's breakfast ..

Khushi: There he is.. I guess he is going to work.. Let me make him eat first.. Okay?
Saying that Khushi rushed towards Arnav who was all set to leave the house when she suddenly blocked his path forwarding the Tray towards him.. He angrily tried moving from the other side but she blocked that way too and without speaking again extended the tray..

Arnav: I dont wish to throw this tray aside.. So better you move back and let me go to work.. (Once again his anger was all she saw in his eyes.. )
Khushi: But its your morning breakfast.. You have it every morning before going to work..
Arnav: I used to..!! But since the time you started making it for me, I prefer eating out.!! Now move before my mind provokes me to push you aside!!

Before Khushi can speak anything to defend herself Payal did it for her..!!

Payal: How can you act so cold towards a beautiful and caring wife?? (She said coming out of the Kitchen )
Arnav : (Pointing a Finger at her): Shut up and mind your work.. You are here to take care of her .. Dont ever mess with me..You understand?
Payal: No I Dont.. (She said taking a step towards him in anger while Khushi just placed the Juice tray aside to calm their fight)
Arnav: Look Dr.. I am just concerned of your Father Dr Sharma.. I dont wish to spoil my relations with him because of you..!! Or Else..
Payal: Or Else What?? (She asked in anger and he too couldnt resist himself from uttering this)
Arnav (Screaming in anger): Or else I would have thrown you out of this house right now..!!
Payal (In the same intensity): Just like you threw your Blood sister out of here.. Right??

Arnav: ENOUGH>. (He roared at the top of his voice only shutting both these ladies standing before him.. One his Wife.. And the other who knew a lot about his past life probably)

The whole house was silent for some seconds after his roar. His eyes turned red in anger while he stared angrily at Payal who didnt repent on what she just said.. But Khushi was totally stunned.. His SISTER? He had a sister? Whom he threw out of this house? Why?? How can a brother be so cruel?? And the main point was, how did Payal know all this? Who was she? How did she knew so much about Arnav's life?

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Part 8



Payal (In the same intensity): Just like you threw your Blood sister out of here.. Right??



Arnav: ENOUGH. (He roared at the top of his voice only shutting both these ladies standing before him.. One his Wife.. And the other who knew a lot about his past life probably)



The whole house was silent for some seconds after his roar. His eyes turned red in anger while he stared angrily at Payal who didnt repent on what she just said.. But Khushi was totally stunned.. His SISTER? He had a sister? Whom he threw out of this house? Why?? How can a brother be so cruel?? And the main point was, how did Payal know all this? Who was she? How did she knew so much about Arnav's life?



Arnav couldnt believe this.. The Dr knew a lot about his life.. He will surely have to find how does she know about Avni..??? He took his mobile out of his pocket and then dialed a number making sure he doesnt leave the eye lock which he gave angrily to Payal at the moment..



Arnav: (To the caller): Dr Sharma.. Arnav here.. My Wife is all fine now and your daughter Dr Payal is no more needed here.. I will send the fees to your hospital today evening.. I am sure there are many other patients who need your daughter's care..!! As she is done here, I am sending her back to the hospital. Today only..!!



Khushi and Payal both were shocked to see him saying so firmly to Payal's father Dr Sharma that his daughter isnt needed here anymore..!! Dr Sharma himself was confused but he didnt argue. He agreed for this and then cut the call .. Arnav then walked a step towards Payal smirking back at her..



Arnav: Thats how I take my enemies out of my life.. Now without wasting time in giving me angry glares, go and pack your bags Dr Payal. Your Job is over here.. My Wife doesnt need you here..!! Nor do I..!! Get out..!!!



Payal was totally frustrated seeing this side of his.. Khushi was just shocked with all the things happening here..



Payal: (Looking in his eyes): I too dont wish to stay here with a person like you Mr Arnav Singh Raizada.. You dont fit to have good people around you.. !!! It wasnt for you but for your wife that I came here or else even if you would have pleaded and bent your Attituded nose before me, I wouldnt have given a ear to it..!! Good Bye.!!



She rushed upstairs to pack her bags and leave this house as soon as she can. She was suffocating.. Khushi didnt realise whom she needed to pay some attention here at the moment.. To her husband or to Payal who was off to her room angrily.. After seeing Payal's chapter close in this house, Arnav finally gave a winning smile to his wife and then walked out of the house for his work.. Khushi felt disgusted to see her husband hell bound in spoiling every relation around him..



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It had been 15 minutes since Arnav was out to work and Khushi was banging Payal's room door asking her to open it.. She didnt wish Payal to leave this house and her in such a sad note.. After another 10 minutes , Payal finally opened the room door and Khushi entered in. Payal walked back to the bed and continued packing her final stuff..



Khushi : Payal please.. Dont leave this house .. I am sorry for what Arnav said.. I .. I will try to convince him.. But..

Payal (Turning back and gesturing her to stop speaking): Enough Khushi.. Why are you sorry for what he did or what he said? He is the culprit let him feel he did wrong.. Dont hide his mistakes and never be sorry for them..

Khushi: Payal.. I will really feel bad if you leave like this..

Payal ( Zipping her bags): But your husband will be very happy Khushi.. Infact he will celeberate tonight.. Why do you wish to steal this happiness from him? Let me go..





Payal started walking but Khushi held her hand making her turn back to her . Payal could see she was already on the verge of crying.. She really felt bad for her. Putting her bags down, she hugged Khushi as tight as possible..



Payal (Caressing Khushi's hair): Sshh!! Khushi dont cry .. Please.. You are making it difficult for me to leave now..

Khushi: (Sobbing): Dont go Payal.. I .. I will be left all alone again..!





Payal pulled back from the hug and then wiped Khushi's tears..

Payal: I have to Khushi.. If I dont go how will I help my other patients?? And well .. (She moved a step back and scanned Khushi from top to bottom).. Your husband was right.. You are all fit and fine now.  You dont need me anymore..

Khushi: But..

Payal: But that doesnt mean I wont come to meet you again.. We will be in touch Okay? We are just some kms away from each other Khushi.. You can see me in the hospital anytime and not just that there are numerous COffee shops in the city open for us.. And you know how much I like Coffee's.. So.. We will meet regularly.. !! OKay?  Now smile. !! (She cupped Khushi's cheeks and Khushi finally smiled a bit..)



Khushi: Thanks Payal.. You really have done a lot for me.. And ..

Payal: Never say Thanks .. We are friends..!! And we shouldnt be thankful to each other.

Khushi noded a Yes and then they both once again hugged each other when suddenly Khushi remembered something



Khushi: Payal.. What did you tell down about Arnav's blood sister??

Payal was speechless at the moment.. She didnt know if Khushi was even aware of his family background.. She would never have let this out to if Arnav wouldnt have crossed the limits of his anger today..Khushi shook her and asked her again ..



Khushi: How do you know so much of Arnav and his family?

Payal: Forget all that.. You just have your breakfast now .. You also have to take medicines after that..

Payal tried to cut the topic but then Khushi didnt let her to.. She wished to know how Payal was so much familiar with Arnav's life..



Khushi: Payal I have rights to know about my Husband's past and his family.. What will you get in hiding things from me? You call me your friend right then dont you think you shouldnt be hiding such facts.. ??

Payal (Finally giving up): Yeah.. You are right.. But what should I do Khushi.. ? Just like you are my friend now, even she is.. And not just from few days but from years..!!

Khushi (Confused): She??

Payal: Avni..!! (She looked in Khushi's eyes while saying this which still showed some confusion not realising who Avni was..!!)

Khushi: Who is Avni??

Payal: Ohh!! So that means your husband didnt even tell anything about his family members? Not even their total Count or names?

Khushi noded a No feel bad and Payal held her hands..



Payal: Avni is Arnav's younger sister Khushi.. His blood sister..!!

Khushi was stunned to know about this girl.. Sister? Blood Sister? She instantly started pouring out her questions to Payal to clear the next doubts..



Khushi: Blood Sister? Then.. Then where is she? I mean why isnt she with Arnav? What is she doing? DO you know where she stays?



Seeing Khushi's anxiety to know about Avni and her past, Payal clutched her hands gesturing her to relax..



Payal: Calm down Khushi.. I will tell you all but you please dont stress yourself so much..

Khushi: Why shouldnt I Payal? Till now I only felt he doesnt have any family.. And now when I know he does have someone who is his own, I really wish to know everything about her..

Payal had to tell her everything what she knew .. After seeing this much desperation from Khushi she didnt wish to hide anything more..



Payal: Avni Raizada was my School mate.. She and I are good friends since then. Infact we even studied medicine together..!

Khushi: (Smiling): Together? You.. You mean she is also a Dr?

Payal: (Nodding a Yes): Yes.. A Surgeon just like me.. But she isnt here KHushi.. I mean after we got our degrees , we parted.. She is practising in Singapore and I am here with my father..!!

Khushi: Singapore? Wow..!! Is she alone there? Is there no one to take care of her? Why cant she come back to India, stay with us and practise here?

Payal: (Sighing): You think your husband will let her do that? Infact when he was the one to throw her out of this house when she was hardly a teenager, you think he is even interested in getting her back in his life? I dont think so Khushi.. He is very cruel and that one act of him removing his sister from her own house proved it long back.. He has no heart.. He is a merciless Devil ..!!



Payal's anger was actually rising but seeing Khushi feeling bad to hear all such words for her husband she composed herself..



Payal: Anyways.. Thats who Avni is.. We are still in touch but rarely.. These days she is very busy and she hardly gets time to speak to me.. Our profession is like that.. !!

Khushi:  When was the last time she spoke to you??

Payal (Remembering): A week back I guess..!!

Khushi: Does she know her brother married?

Payal: May be.. He is Arnav Singh Raizada afterall. His marriage News was all over the Media and I am sure it must have reached her too.. I will call her today or tomorrow.. Will ask her then..!!

Khushi : I wish to meet her Payal.. I mean I need to know what made Arnav leave his sister like that..

Payal: Meet? Are you crazy? If your husband know he will kill you first and then me.!! Never ever think of that. Samjhi.?? And dont tell me you are going to question him about Avni tonight??



Khushi (Seeming lost): I have to get into his life Payal.. I have to know what made him so cruel ?? Even if it means the end of my life, I wont bother but he is answerable to me .. I am his wife and I will make him realise that.!!



Payal felt little relieved seeing Khushi taking her stand .. She knew Khushi had the confidence in her.. She just needed to be boost up and after that she is the only tigress who could tame her injured Tiger.!! Payal finally left the house giving Khushi her wishes to fight for herself and her rights..



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AR office



Arnav threw the paper weight down the desk in anger and then held the collar of the person standing before him..



Arnav: Not a word more about him Mr Saxena .. Or else I will forget that we ever shared a good bussiness before..!!!

Mr Saxena: ASR?? (In anger).. How could you insult me like this? What wrong did I say??

Arnav: Judging what is wrong and what is right in my personal matters is MY DECISION and I dont let other take it on my behalf..



Saying that he left the collar of Mr Saxena who almost trembled with the intensity of Arnav's hold.. He angrily turned back to Arnav and pointed his finger at him..



Mr Saxena: You will have to pay for this ASR.. I wont keep quiet..!!

Arnav: OUT..!! (He roared in anger and Saxena didnt wait for even a minute after that in the cabin. He opened the door and almost bumped on Aman who was trying to enter inside the same time.. Saxena gave some angry looks to Aman too and then left the room.. Aman was confused to see the reactions of Mr Saxena and ofcourse he was also surprised to see his friend's anger once again overpowering his Human nature..!!



Aman: What was Mr Saxena doing here? And.. Why did it looked like he was angry?

Arnav (Taking back his seat): Cut off all the deals that we have with the Saxena's.. I dont wish to do any bussiness henceforth with him..

Aman( Shocked): What? Cut off? But why? He is a very old Client of ours ASR.. I think you should decide that again..

Arnav (Angrily): My word  is final Aman.. Do you understand?

Aman sighed in frustration and replied back ..



Aman: No ASR.. I really dont understand this.. Infact I dont understand what you are doing with your bussiness these days.. I have no idea what made you decide this but being your friend I can still agree with your decision but not as your Partner.. Lets have a board meeting and decide it then.. Untill that we are ON with the Saxena's..



Aman commanded Arnav with the right of being his Partner.. He never wished to go against Arnav's decision but only when its his personal matters.. Not Professional..!!



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Part 9

Raizada House

Anjali was in Raizada House to meet Khushi and she was really feeling bad that Khushi didnt inform anything to her about the accident that she had faced.. It was only through Aman that Shyam came to know and through him even Anjali..

Anjali: Whatever Khushi.. You really disappointed me this time.. I never thought you will hide this from me.
Khushi: Bhabhi Please.. If I didnt tell you about my accident its only because I knew you will be tensed. And it wasnt a major one..
Anjali : So what? I can see you are still not walking properly.. That shows how major it was..
Khushi: Okay .. I am sorry.. Happy? (She said holding her ears and smiling at her)

That definately got a smile on Anjali's face who moved Khushi's hands off her ears and hugged her. The door bell rang and Khushi got up to open the door..

Anjali: Arree.. Why are you getting up? Let the maids open the door..!!
Khushi: It must be him.!!
Anjali (Smiling) : So What? Is it a rule here that he has to see your face first after coming home? (She teasingly asked her this but Khushi suddenly felt bad..)

How would she make anyone understand that her husband prefers not to see her face anytime.. !! Before she could react anymore, Maria had opened the door and there Arnav stormed inside the house loosening his tie and barking on someone over his bluetooth..

Arnav: Do hell with the Board of Directors.. I dont care if they agree for this or not..!! Its my company and I have rights on it.!! We are cutting off Ties with Mr Saxena and thats final.!!

He was walking through the Living room when he saw Anjali there. Not wishing to wait and talk anything to her, he just walked towards his room. His ignorance pricked Anjali for sure.. She turned to Khushi and then asked her.
Anjali: He saw me , didnt he? And he still behaved as if he doesnt wished to talk??
Khushi : Uhh!! May be he was on call and hence he couldnt come and talk with you.. Let me check if he needs anything.. I will get him down..!!
Anjali: (Stopping her): No Khushi.. I dont think its necessary..Let him finish his work.. And as it is, I am leaving now.. Shyam will be home anytime and if he doesnt find me, his mood will be off too.
Khushi: Okay Bhabhi..!! (She hugged Anjali and then walked with her till the door to leave her..)

Once Anjali left, Khushi ordered Maria to make Arnav's coffee and take it upstairs..She wished to do this herself but then she knew her husband hardly would like her doing it.. She could realise his mood was off and she didnt wish to worsen it by her interferance.. She quietly
walked towards the Couch to sit when suddenly the Phone started ringing.. She answered it at once..

Khushi: Hello..
Caller: May I speak to Mrs Raizada please?
Khushi: Yeah thats me.. Whose this?
Caller: Uhh Mrs Raizada I am a well wisher of yours..!! I just wanted to warn you about your husband's motives behind marrying you..!!
Khushi (Little amused): Excuse me..! What are you talking about Mr??
Caller: The Truth Mrs Raizada.. A truth which can take your breathe off for some seconds but you need to know this. Believe me..!!

Khushi was hell angry on such bulshit call she had picked.. She got up from the Couch ..

Khushi: Mr wellwisher I dont care what you wish to tell me.. But next time if you ever try to make such calls here I wont take it lightly..

She wished to say much more to him but then her phone was snatched from her by someone .. She turned back in shock to know who did that and saw her husband hearing the conversation.. !! His face was surely red at the moment .. May be seeing someone wasting his wife's time like this .. She felt happy for some seconds seeing him taking this lead of atleast knowing who was troubling his wife calling her like that.. But then the next moment there was a slight smile on his face and he spoke to the person

Arnav (On call): Shut up Akash..!! You can fool my Wife.. Not me.!!

The caller was no one else but Akash Raizada.. Arnav's Cousin.. He started laughing aloud for fooling his Bhabhi Khushi like this..
Arnav: Akash Stop laughing Dammit..!!
Akash (Holding his laugh): Sorry bro.. But I really enjoyed this.. Man..!! Wish I was there to see Bhabhi's face..!! She must be all Red blue.. Isnt she??

Arnav's eyes saw Khushi's face for some seconds and she literally looked little confused, little angry and was probably trying to decipher who Akash was .!!
Akash (Clearing his throat): Hello Bro.. Are you there or lost in your Wife's face?
Arnav was out of his Stance and he turned to the other side talking to Akash..
Arnav: Forget that..!! How did you call by the way??
Akash: Umm.. I missed your wedding Bhai.. So I thought lets call up Bhabhi and introduce myself.. But how could I do that without having some fun before.. Anyways.. Pass the phone to her I will ask for a Sorry first.. Hope she doesnt scold me much..!!

Arnav sighed and looked at Khsuhi extending the Phone to her..
Arnav: (Seeing Khushi): My Cousin Akash..!!
Khushi then relaxed thinking this call was just a Prank from her Brother in law..! She took the phone from him and started speaking..

Khushi: Hello .!!
Akash : Sorry Bhabhi.. I really didnt mean to scare you..
Khushi: Huhh!! If another 2 minutes you would have continued that , I would have blown your heads off for speaking ill about my husband.!!
Akash : Gosh..!! Really? That shows how much you Love Bhai.. I am happy to know that..

Arnav was still there watching his wife talk to his Cousin .. He could have left the place passing the phone to her but he didnt do that.. And When he heard how his wife supported him and didnt believe any bulshit what the caller wished to fill her mind with, he was little surprised with her behaviour.. She really behaved like everything was smooth in her married life..

Akash: Okay Bhabhi.. Is Bhai around?
Khushi:  (Seeing Arnav once and replying back): Yes..!
Akash: Come aside.. I need to talk something private...!!
Khushi (Sighing): I dont entertain private talks with anyone Akash.. (She teasingly replied ).. And its bad to hide things from husbands.. That ruins their relationship.. So whatever you wish to tell , I will share it with him too..  (She confidently replied and Akash chuckled)

Akash: I am impressed Bhabhi.. You are the best Wife Bhai could get.. Anyways.. I was planning to give a Surprise visit to Bhai next week.. But if you wish to let him know then fine, I wont mind..!!
Khushi : That can be hidden.. (She said in a low tone moving aside ).. Dont worry I wont tell him..
Akash: Aww.. How sweet of you.. Okay then.. Bye.. Catch you later.. Give my Hug to Bhai.. Got to go..!!

Khushi smiled and cut the call saying a Bye to him and then turned back to Arnav who was waiting to know what she just spoke going aside ..!!
Khushi: Uhh!! He is Cute.. How are you related to him?
Arnav: What did he say at the end?
Khsuhi could clearly see some possessiveness in his voice and look.. She thought of taking this opportunity to tease him a bit as this was the first time she was seeing her husband showing some concern towards her..

Khushi: End? What End? Ohh Haan.. he said Byee..!! (She said smiling)
Arnav (Gritting his teeth): Before that Dammit..!!
Khushi: Before that?  (She gave expressions as if she was thinking hard to remember )..
Arnav: Forget it..! As if I care..!! (Clearing her doubts of him being possessive for his wife, by saying these words he showed her once again that all this doesnt matter to him and left the room)

She smiled seeing him going back to his room.. Whatever it was, she liked him coming down and snatching that phone from her seeing her frustrated on some unknown call. This was a slight beginning of a husband's duty from his end she thought .. So he did have a cousin named Akash..!! Huhh!! She hardly knew anything about his family yet.. He wouldnt tell her all in once and she had to wait for unwinding about him and his past life ..!!

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Maria came down with the Food Tray from Arnav's room.. As usual he had barked on her for getting Khushi's made food to his room. He wasnt interested in eating what she cooked.. He had strictly informed Maria today that if henceforth he is been served the food which Khushi makes, he will fire all the servants and maids from this house.. Khushi heard it all. Afterall when he started screaming at others, even the neighbours would hear his Rough voice.. He was that angry on everyone..!! She asked Maria to hand the plate to her..

Maria: But Maam.. Sir will shout at you.!! Please dont force him..
Khushi (Taking the plate): I know what I have to do Maria.. I will sort this matter for once and all today..!1
Maria: Maam.. I know I am no one to come in between but trust me, Sir will really be worse on you if you force him..
Khushi : I will handle him..!!

Saying that she walked with his food plate towards his room. Lucikly the door was open and she could enter inside easily.. He wasnt inside the room.. Some papers lying liflessly on the floor probably because of the Breeze that came in from the French doors.... His laptop was On and there she heard a Shower sound from the bathroom. So he was having a Cold shower to get off his anger.!! She kept the food plate on the table and started clearing the mess inside this room.. She was collecting the papers lying on the floor to keep them back on the table when suddenly her eyes fell on one of the paper. It had the name Shyam Gupta written on it.. She was curious to know what matter it contained.. They were some contract papers wherein it was clearly mentioned that Arnav Singh Raizada for marrying Miss Khushi Gupta is handing over a part of his business share to Mr Shyam Gupta, brother of Khushi Gupta as a goodwill.

She was shocked to read such a legal paper. Before she could even react to it, the paper was snatched from her by none other than her husband who was furious seeing her inside his room and touching his bussiness documents..

Arnav: What the hell are you doing here? Is the whole house less for you to loiter that you have started intruding in my personal space too?
His anger wasnt justified but she didnt care for that.. What mattered to her at the moment were those papers..
Khushi: Aapne humaare Bhai ko paise dekar humme kharida hai? (You paid my brother to get married to me? )
Arnav wasnt expecting her to ask this to him.

Arnav: (Smirking ): Dowry Khushi.! Its called Dowry ..!! Everyone has seen the girls side giving Dowry to the Husband's side family for getting their daughter married..!! But in our case.. I paid your brother a lumsome amount in order to agree for our marriage.. !! Now I am not interested in extending this topic .. So just get out of my room..
Khushi was stunned to hear this reality from him.. She didnt move an inch from that place but continued throwing daggers at him..

Arnav: OUT.. !! (His tone was harsh but this time for a change she didnt take his orders for granted.. )
Khushi (In Frustration): Why?? Why should I go out ? When you were so desperate to marry me.. When you could give such a huge amount of money to my Brother so that he agrees to handover his sister to you, then why are you throwing her away from you all the time? Why are you making her suffer like this alone? Till now I thought this marriage wasnt initiated from your end.. May be you were forced to accept this relationship of ours.. But no.. Here the case is entirely opposite.. You paid to get married to me.. For what Arnav?? Why did you spend so much on a girl like me whom you didnt even know? Whom you didnt even wish to shower with your Love and Care? Whom you hate so much that you didnt even wish to see her face??  Why ??

Her questions were relevant but Arnav wasnt much interested in answering any of those.. He dragged her towards the door while she struggled to come out of his grip. He opened the door and threw her out.. She almost stumbled on the floor but managed to balance herself.. He gave her a final cold look and then replied back ..

Arnav: I wished to see you in this same state throughout your life.. And no one else than me can make your life this miserable..!! So I married you to make you walk the thorns till you die.!! Trust me Khushi..!! Seeing your life posioning with tears and pain, I will celeberate my revenge.!! This is my answer.. Get that in your head.. And never ask me this again !!

He locked his room door saying this and she fell almost dead on the floor knowing this harsh reality..!!

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Part 10

There was a huge difference the other day when Arnav got up and came down having his shower.. He remembered what he did with Khushi last night.. How he confessed to her that he wished to see her life in pain of rejection .. He had no remorse for what he said. That was him. Arnav Singh Raizada.. A man who can never take his words back however worse they may be and whatever effect they may create on the opposite person. Like everyday he expected Khushi to be waiting to serve him her made breakfast . But some slight confusion ran accross his mind when he didnt find her anywhere at the Living room or the Dinning table.. But why did he care. She must be in her room crying on her fate of making her married to him, he thought..

Taking steps towards the Dinning table, he took his seat and Maria started serving him the breakfast. He was eating and reading his newspaper at the same time.. Thats when he heard some footsteps descending the stairs and he turned once to see that person. Khushi was dressed in a Blue Chudidar and was holding a Puja Thali in her hand .. Probably she was going to the Temple.. He wasnt bothered of that but what surprised him was that she didnt even look at him. She just walked towards the Living room .. Her ignorance pricked him for sure..

Arnav (Keeping the paper aside): Where are you going??
Khushi stopped at the spot hearing him talking to her but didnt respond him back. Instead she started instructing Maria.
Khsuhi: Maria.. I will be late.. Ensure you dont cook anything for me today..
Maria: Sure Maam.. But wont you have your breakfast?
Khushi: No.. I am fasting..!!

Arnav (Teasing in anger): Your "n" number of fasts wont help you getting your husband's true love .. Stop wasting time in that..!!

Khushi felt really bad when he said this.. But her mind didnt let her argue with him. Not after what he told her last night.. Without uttering a word, she walked outside the house and he followed her out to check if she was going alone or was someone accompanying her.. When he came out, he saw the Driver opening the Car door for her but she noded a No..

Khushi: I dont need a ride..
Driver: But Maam, the temple is very far from here..
Khushi: I will manage..!! Tell me the direction..!!
Driver started instructing her how she needs to reach the famous Devi Maiyaa temple here which was some kms away from the house.. Which would need almost 45 minutes to reach by walk.. Khushi thanked him and started walking towards the gate when the Driver stopped her again..

Driver: Maam.. You havnt wore the Sandals..
Khushi: I know..

Arnav's eyes immediately scanned her feet and he was surprised to see she was planning to walk for 45 minutes on such rough roads to reach the temple and that too without sandals? Is she Mad?? A little concern developed in his mind for her.. But that was soon faded when he realised he was over thinking about her.. It was her life and if she had no problem in walking barefoot, he too shouldnt bother.. He walked to his Car and then drove from beside her outside the gates not without giving her some glance from the front mirror but she wasnt looking at him at all. SHe was trying her best not to interrupt in any of his matters and be herself from now on. She will not go behind him for every small thing and she wouldnt even bother him with her actions.. She chose to be aloof from his shadow in that same house just to ensure he gets his peace of mind..

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AR Office - Board Room

When Arnav entered inside the Board room, he found everyone already present inside including Sheetal and Aman.. For sure Aman looked all set to put forward his point before the Board of not letting AR cut off its ties with Saxena's Company. Sheetal can never take her brother's side when she was facing Arnav at the opposite. Arnav joined beside her and then the meet officially started..

Arnav: (Addressing the Board): Its a waste of time gentleman on discussing such a small issue.. We are cutting off ties with Saxena's forever.. Whatever projects we are still pending with them, will be completed in a week's time with everyone spending some extra efforts for the closure..!!
Aman: The Board isnt here for taking orders ASR.. We have a right to know what made you decide this?
Arnav: (Angrily): I am the Chairman and CEO of AR Aman.. You think I can ever decide anything for the wrong of my own Company??
Mr Roy : Agreed ASR.. You will never let that happen but we have almost 45% of our projects sourced from this Client.. We cannot neglect this fact..
Aman: And we need to provide a reason to the Media too ASR.. And that can affect our other clients too.. I mean when we can cut our ties off so easily with a Company like Saxena's, what assurity will our other Clients show on us??

Arnav: I dont give a Damm to what the outcome will be Aman.. I have decided and my decision is final..
Aman: Angrily): We are Partners.. That doesnt mean I will agree to every decision you take..
Arnav: That partnership is 51 - 49 percent Aman.. Dont forget, I have 51% ownership here unlike you who have 2% less than me. !!

Aman was stunned when he said that.. He was now taking their bond and leveling it in terms of how much each of them invested in it? That was really ridiculous. The other Board members discussed amongst themselves and finally concluded that they would go with Arnav's decision only.. Sheetal was happy but little worried for Aman too.. She tried to hold Aman's hand and assure him to give some time for this issue to get resolved but Aman wasnt in any mood to be here .. He shoved Sheetal's hand off his and holding his laptop, he was out of that Board room.. Arnav didnt stop him. The others dispersed slowly back to get the work started while Sheetal kept on looking at Arnav's expressions which looked little frustrated still..

Sheetal: Now why are you still giving such looks? The board is with you ASR..!! And So am I..!! (She came behind him and leaned on his chair but he got up..

Arnav (Getting up): Just get back to work Sheetal.. And tell Aman not to think over this matter so much.. Saxena's are not worth to be our Clients anymore.!!
Sheetal (Sighed seeing him distancing from her): Uhh..!! You know what day is today?? (She tried to change the topic but he seemed very much engrossed in packing his stuff to go back to his cabin,..

He didnt reply and hence she walked towards him again and started assisting him in picking som files from the table.. She smiled when they both caught the same file.. He waited for her to leave the file but she held it more firm and pulled it towards her , looking in her eyes..
Arnav: Whats wrong Sheetal? Why are you wasting my time??
Sheetal: Wasting? Its so easy for you to say that Arnav.. And here I am fasting for a person like you...

She left the file and moved aside hoping him to come back to her.. For seconds, Arnav was confused on why Sheetal was fasting for him..
Arnav: Dont term your Zero Calorie Diet as Fasting Sheetal.
Sheetal: Diet is different ASR.. And this fasting is different..Thats why I asked you what day is today..!! Its Teej Arnav.. And.. I have kept fast for you..!!
Arnav was stunned.. Teej!!! This day always was special for some important person in his life.. He gulped down his inner thoughts when he felt Sheetal's hand on his shoulder.. She made him turn to face her.. She had no idea what he was going through..!!

Sheetal: So..?? (She started adjusting his tie again while he blankly watched her face).. Can I expect you to break my fast tonight? In the Shiv Mandir??

The moment she asked him this, he immediately pushed her back only making her hit the table.. She hissed in pain while he stared in her eyes dangerously..
Arnav: Right now, just order your favourite food and stuff it in your mouth. Break this damm Fast that you kept it for me,,!! Did you get it??
Sheetal: What?? (In Shock).. But.. But Why ASR? I mean.. I LOVE You.. And..
Arnav smashed the side Flower Vase down on the floor..
Arnav: (In Frustration): Shut up.. Just Shut up Sheetal.. Dont mess with me using that Word.. LOVE means nothing to me..!! Now just leave this place before I.. (He gritted his teeth  in anger fisting his fingers and looking angrily at her..)

She had no intentions to wait in that Cabin after seeing this mood of his. She left the room and he closed his eyes tight to supress that anger. Flashes of his past started pissing him more.. Before he could even think of anything else, he now understood what made her wife go the temple today .. She said she was fasting.. What else that fasting would be for..? Teej.. She had fasted for him on this Teej.. For her husband..!!

He composed himself and dialed her number..

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Temple

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Khushi  covered her head with her Dupatta and closed her eyes to pray to God. She had kept her Phone on a Silent mode in her purse.. She had no idea if her phone was ringing or not. SHe just kept her eyes closed .. Her tears were not in her control at the moment.. Right from the time she was married to Arnav Singh Raizada, she was remembering all the ill moments she spent with her.. Every torture that he gave her mentally., every pain that he gave her in all these days she spent with him.. Everything.. His every words that he just spoke

"I married you to make you walk the thorns till you die.!! Trust me Khushi..!! Seeing your life posioning with tears and pain, I will celeberate my revenge.!! "

She opened her eyes shiverring those words.. How can a man be so cruel.. Why cant he just realise a simple truth of life? She was his wife and no matter how much he hurts her, she will take it all on herself no matter what.. Until his every wish to make her life hell is fulfilled, she will allow him to ruin her. A day would come when he would himself be fed up of his motives and stop his cruelity.. That would be the end of her life with him too.. She promised herself to leave him then and there and show him that since he married her only to give her a life of thorns, now that he had finished his intentions, she had no rights to stay with him anymore.. Her inner self wasnt that weak that she would fail in this little mission of hers.. She had always failed to grow a good relationship with anyone .. Be it her mother, her brother and now even her husband.. No matter how much she missed all these people's love and care, she will never miss fulfilling her duties towards them... Never...!!

The Priest took the Puja Thali from her and then gave her back some fruits and Sindoor in it as a blessings from the God.. She joined her palms once again and then walked outside the Temple to get back home.. Thats when she thought of calling her Anjali Bhabhi and checking if she finished this morning Puja of teej.. The moment she checked her phone, she saw some 12 miss calls of her husband..

Khushi (To herself): Now why he is calling me ?? What does he want to know.. If I am still alive or met with an accident while returning back home? (She was about to call him when she got his next call.. )

Without a delay she answered his call and was going to say Hello when she heard him howling at her from the other end..

Arnav(On Call): Dont you ever ever do that again Khushi.. If you think by ignoring my calls you can keep me away from you, then you are wrong.. !! Where are you ?
Khushi: Aapse Matllab?? (Why do you care?)
Arnav (Angrily): Shut up and tell me where the hell are you??
Khushi: Temple.!!  (She said walking towards the gate of the temple with the Thali)
Arnav: Why did you fast ?
Khushi: Kyon?? Aapko toh khush hona chahiye ki hum kuch kha nahi rahe. Aap toh yahi chahte hai naa.?? (Why? You should be happy that I have fasted.. You wished the same right?

Before he could speak anything, he heard a Loud scream of Khushi on the phone..

Arnav: (Totally Shocked to hear her Scream like that..): Khussssshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii? Khuuuushhhiii??

The Phone got cut from Khushi's side and everything was silent immediately like a big storm was awaiting to burst out anytime..!!!

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Part 11

He Drove the Car with full speed dialing her number but it was still not reachable.. He had no idea what had happened in the temple. Why did she scream? Did she fell down? Did she hurt herself? Or did somebody kidnap her ?? Yes.. He knew he had always made many enemies than friends. So could it be possible that some of his enemy kidnapped her or harmed her to revenge him? Damm!! He hit his hand hard on the steering wheel and increased the accelerator ..His only motive at the moment was to reach that spot and find her.. He had no idea why all this happens with her only.. First that Car Accident and today again something similar to that.. Or may be more horrible. He was never so tensed for anyone in his life.. Infact he never had anyone whom he could bother of.. He was always alone and hence all his concentration was only for himself. He sometimes hated his decision to marry someone and that too a girl like Khushi who kept on messing with him all the time..

He parked his Car roughly at the Temple corner and got down hurridly.. It took him almost 15 minutes to reach there. Finding no crowd inside he was more tensed thinking of the consequences.. May be she was alone when someone harmed her.. He had no stop to his thoughts today. He was thinking from all the possibilities on what could have happened and where she was at the moment.. He  rushed inside the temple and started finding her.. But to no use.. She wasnt seen anywhere.. He almost stopped 2 ladies to ask them about her..

Arnav: Did you see Khushi?
Ladies (Confused) : Kaun Khushi ?
Arnav: My Wife.. I mean.. She is wearing a Blue Chudidaar. She came an hour before here.. Did you see her?
Ladies: No.. Sorry..!!

He moved to the other side to ask someone else when his eyes fell on the end of the blue Dupatta dancing in the wind at the backside stairs of the temple.. Without much thought he ran towards the pillar to check if she too was present there or not or was it just her Dupatta which was here.. And luckily, he found her.. She was sitting on the Stairs leaning forward and doing something to her feet.. She was facing her back to him at the moment and he couldnt wait to scream at her for taking almost his life by this act of hers..

Arnav: What the hell are you doing here?? Pichle aadhe ghante se main tumhe paagalo ki tarah dhoond raha tha aur tum yahan aaram kar rahi  ho? What did you scream like that Dammit?

In all this anger he couldnt even notice her tears when she turned back to see him. And the moment he did, his eyes rolled down her hands towards her feet which she was holding at the moment.. He could see some blood on her feet which made him more mad but not towards her but her fate which keeps making her face such accidents.. She looked at him for a minute or two and then turned her attention back to her feet trying hard to get the little piece of glass off her feet but was unable to do so. She always was scared with such pricky things.. She could never ever see a thorn getting pricked on her feet and today it was really a hard day for her seeing the glass piece.. The moment her fingers reached her feet, she shiverred with the thought of the pain she would get while taking it out and then shut her eyes tight.. Just in some few more seconds she could feel him holding her feet and she suddenly opened her eyes.. He was kneeling down before her on the stairs and was looking at her feet probably analysing how he had to take the glass piece out.

The moment he reached his fingers to take it out, she flinched and wished to get off his hold.. But his one angry look at her made her stay back and pray that all will be fine..

Arnav: This is what happens when people walk barefoot. Now shut your eyes and dont open them till this is done..

Khushi followed his words as she too was very much eager to get that glass peice off her feet.. But what confused her was why was he bothered? Didnt he show her all the time that he didnt care for her? Didnt he make her feel he had no concern for her even if she is alive or dead? Wasnt he the one who said he would make her walk the path of thorns and feel happy seeing his revenge fulfilling then why was he so much worried now? Why did he keep calling her number of times to check where she was? Why did he leave all his work only because she screamed in pain while talking to him over the phone? Why did he rush here to check what was wrong with her? And now after knowing the real reason for her pain, why was he helping her take it out? He could have still left her alone to bear it.. Why was he reacting to her pain?

Before she could herself get any answer for all these questions, she heard him asking her to open her eyes. She instantly opened her eyes and checked her feet. The glass peice was out and he had tied her feet with his handkerchief so that the blood doesnt come out..!! He took it off? And she didnt even come to know? She had no pain when he removed it? How was that possible?

Arnav: Now get up from here so that I can take you back home..!! Or do you wish to have some more glass pieces prick you for no reason??

Arnav could see the innumerous doubts in her mind which she wanted to ask him on why he helped her. He had a standard answer for that but then she never asked him .. She held the pillar and tried to get up but she couldnt walk with one feet for sure..He walked ahead and then turned back to see her balancing herself to walk.. Sighing in frustration, he came back to her  and picked her in his arms . He didnt care what the surrounding people would think. According to him, he was just carrying his own wife and he didnt give a Damm to what others would think.
She was stunned on this act of his.. Never ever did he show this much of concern for her.. She kept looking in his eyes holding him while he just looked forward, avoiding her gaze. He knew she had a lot many confusions about him but he wasnt in a mood to clear off those..

Making her sit inside his car and ensuring her leg is safe, he drove back for home. She didnr speak anything. The way he drived rashly made her panic a bit and hold the side handle tight shuting her eyes.. She was always afraid of speedy vehicles.. It was like she was sitting holding her life in a fist. One wrong turn, and the fist would open, and death would consume her forever..He turned once to see her.. The uneasiness on her face surely made him slow down and drive carefully.. She opened her eyes when she felt this and almost thanked devi maiyaa for giving brains to her husband.. The rest of the journey was quiet.. She had no idea what made him behave so soft with her..??

The moment he parked the car inside the gates, Maria rushed outside when she saw Khushi trying her best to get down from the car.. She supported Khushi while somewhere Khushi was still expecting Arnav to pick her and get her to the room.. But he just kept watching her and then replied back reading her face..

Arnav: I didnt had a choice there .. Here I have.. (He then turned to Maria).. Take her in .. The Dr will be coming soon..
Maria: Yes sir..

She helped Khushi walk towards the door while Arnav made a call again at his work to inform Aman that he would be joining him for work a little late.. He didnt tell Aman the reason for this.. He hardly liked anyone to meet his wife and spend some time with her.. He came inside and saw Maria rushing to get the first aid kit..

Arnav: Where is she??
Maria: In her room Sir.. But Mamm is denying for getting treated. She isnt allowing me to check her wounds..
Arnav: Then Force her dammit.. .. I dont care how you treat her.. Is that clear??
Maria noded a weak Yes and left hurridly back upstairs.. Arnav knew what he had to do.. The only person who could treat her at the moment was Payal Sharma.. He didnt like this Dr at all but he had no option .. He dialed the City Hospital to ask them to send Dr Payal here immediately..
She was busy in attending a patient when her phone rang.. She had no idea whose number it was. She gave the medicines to her patient and then answered the call..

Payal: Dr Payal here..!!
Arnav: Dont flaunt your designation on every call.. Just pack your bags and come to Raizada Mansion..
Payal clearly understood whom she was talking to. She can never forget this voice.. She was doubtful on why he called her at this time?
Payal: Are you taking me on a Picnic Mr Raizada? Hope you havnt forgot that you dont like me much..
Arnav: I can never forget that Dr.. And I dont have time to explain you everything at this moment too.. So leave everything you doing at the present and get inside the Car I am sending you to come here..
Payal: (Sighing): What if I dont?
Arnav: I know very well how to pick others from their workplace and get them to me..
Payal (Shocked): What the hell do you think you are?
Arnav: A Devil.. Now if you are done with the question answer round then start getting ready.. I will send the car..
Payal : No I havnt finished my questions.. What is this regarding? Is Khushi well??
Arnav: Your questions do have the answers hidden in it..
Payal: (Little worried): Khushi.. Khushi is not well? (She got up and started taking her purse and Kit to leave).. What happened to her? Did you.. ?? Did you hit her?
Arnav: Shut up... Wait for my Car outside..

Saying that he cut the call and then found Maria coming down again helplessly.. She noded a No towards him which meant Khushi was still not ready to get cured from anyone..

Arnav: Leave her.. Dr Payal is coming.. She will handle things.
Maria was happy knowing Payal was coming. She was the only one whom her Maam was happy to be with.. She agreed and continued her other work,,

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Khushi was still watching the handkerchief which Arnav had tied on her feet.. She still wasnt ready to believe he did so much for her today ..She had no idea if she should be happy seeing this change in him or not. The problem was he changed his mind every minute.. If he wished to do something for her today, the next day he hates even seeing her.. No doubt her feet was paining a lot but she didnt wish anyone to change the dressing which he did on her feet.. Though her eyes were wet with the pain of the wound, she still was admiring her feet when the door was knocked and Payal came inside with Maria.. The moment Payal saw her , She was already screaming at Khushi in anger..

Payal: What is wrong with you Khushi? What do you think you are doing? (She walked towards the bed and started opening her kit for bandaging her wound).. Why arent you allowing anyone to dress this wound properly.. ?? Its not good to lose so much of blood ..

The moment she was about to touch the handkerchief, Khushi moved back..

Khushi: He tied it Payal.. Dont take it off please..
Payal was surely in trauma after knowing what Khushi was thinking at the moment..
Payal: Shut up Khushi.. Only because he tied it, you dont wish to dress your wound properly? Are you mad?
Khushi (In tears): Its the first time he actually helped me coming out of pain Payal.. I ..
Payal could see the little tears coming out of her eyes.. She wiped them gently off Khsuhi's face and then replied back..

Payal: DOnt love him so much Khushi.. It isnt worth it..

Saying that she slowly started opening the handkerchief and checking the wound.. For sure Khushi felt bad to hear this. It was so true though..Arnav SIngh Raizada wasnt worth her Love.. But did she LOVE him ? Or was it just her knot with him which made her feel so..??

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Part 12

Payal bandaged the Wound of Khushi's feet properly and then held her hand ..

Payal: Next time dont act so foolish.. Only because he tied it on you, dont think you will lose something precious if you take that off..
Khushi had nothing to say to Payal.. She was just depressed with the thought that after coming back home, her husband didnt even come to check her if she was fine.. Suddenly she realised something..

Khushi: But Payal.. How did you come to know I was hurt?
Payal: Your husband called me here.. He told me.
Khushi : What? He.. he called you?
Payal : Yeah. Surprising right? Infact even I didnt understand what made him think only I can cure you.. He already hates me so much.. But then, may be God gave him some brains..

"God havnt given me anything Dr.. Its always me who has given him" came a reply from the door .. They both saw Arnav standing at the door and looking at them..

Payal (Angrily): Dont over estimate yourself Mr Raizada..Never play with words related to that mighty power.. Who knows when you will loose everything to him just because of this attitude of yours..??
Arnav: (Smirking back and walking inside): I hardly have anything to lose ..!!
Payal: But that hardly includes your Wife too..!! (She pointed straightly )

Arnav 's eyes scanned his wife who was tensed seeing her husband and her friend Payal arguing once again before her.

Arnav: (To Payal): I am in no mood of dispute again Dr.. So just finish your work and leave.. Your payment will reach you in no time..
Payal: (Sighing): As expected..!!! You know I had thought that good people change the bad ones in their company.. I had expected the same to happen when you stay with such an innocent soul in this house.. But Alas.. (She started packing her things).. I guess every bad things dont include Arnav Singh Raizada..
Arnav: (In frustration): You are standing in my house and you have no rights to bicker about me..
Payal: I wasnt bickering.. I just advised your wife not to fall in Love with you..Thats it.. As she would be hurt in the process.. Not you..

Khsuhi: Payal please.. !! (She didnt wish Payal to argue with Arnav anymore and make this matter worst like she always did..)
Payal: Dont worry darling.. I am just leaving..

She hugged Khushi tight once and cupped her cheeks..
Payal: Just take care and call me directly if you need anything.. I will come to see you tomorrow..
Khushi: (Smiling): Sure..!!
Arnav: Drive yourself tomorrow then.. I dont have spare cars to honour you all the time..
Payal (Smiling sarcactically): Poor you..!!

She walked towards the door giving a Winning smile to Arnav for not hearing him replying her back for her taunt.. She left the house and then Arnav turned back to Khsuhi..

Arnav: I so hate that damm Dr..!!

She wasnt looking at him.. She just waited for the real reason he was here for.. Maria came inside with the food tray and on his orders placed it before Khushi..

Maria: Anything else Sir?
Arnav: Leave!!
Maria noded and left the room while hs stayed back.Khushi had no idea what made Arnav get the food tray here.. He knew she was fasting.. Then why did he wish her to eat? Before she could continue thinking she heard his sharp tone..

Arnav: EAT.!!
Khushi : (Turning the other side): I cant..!! I am fasting.
Arnav: And I dont wish you to fast..
Khushi: Its every normal wife's right.. (She said looking at him again)
Arnav: And you arent normal.. Firstly this marriage of ours is based on Pure Revenge, pure pain and Pure destruction.. Secondly I dont treat you as my Wife.. And THirdly I hate anyone fasting for me..!! Be it Sheetal or you..!! So stop fussing and eat the food..!!!

Khushi was stunned when she heard even Sheetal was fasting for him.. She couldnt help herself ask him about it..

Khushi : What is that suppose to mean.. Why is SHeetal fasting for you?
Now Arnav didnt realise he had no need to tell her that.. It was purely a slip of tongue. But he had to cover it up..
Arnav: Thats none of your bussiness..
Khushi: (In anger): It is my Bussiness.. !! I have to know on what basis she is fasting for you..
Arnav: Sheetal is my girlfriend ..( He replied instantly looking in her eyes).. And I am sure you wont like to know beyond this.. Now stop asking questions and eat your Lunch..

Tears rolled down her eyes hearing this truth from him.. She had a feeling that Sheetal and Arnav share some relation between them and today he himself told what it was.. She wasnt sure which revenge he was taking from her which made him marry her leaving Sheetal.. She remembered what she had promised herself some time back.. To let him revenge her till he wishes , without even asking her real fault in it.. She checked the food placed on the Tray before her.. She remembered what she was been taught by her Bhabhi.. This was her first teej where she had got the opportunity to keep fast for her Spouse's well being and happy life but here that same man was forcing her to eat.. Would she be able to do this? Before she could decide anything , she heard him commanding her again..

Arnav: Dont think so much... I wont force you to eat just like you wont force me to break your fast at night.. I am least interested in doing that.. So if you continue this fast then find some other means of breaking it too later as I wont be doing that for you..

Completing his sentence he walked out of her room, once again leaving her in misery and solitude .. She thanked her Devi Maiyya for allowing her to continue the fast.. She knew what her husband said is final. If he wont come to break her fast, she still had other ways to do it.. She dialed Maria and asked her to come and take the food back.. It was so difficult for Maria to see her Maam like this.. But she had no choice..

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Night

Khushi was able to walk slowly till the small Puja room which Maria had managed to clean up and decorate on her own . According to Maria, this Puja room was closed since the time she had joined this House as a Maid.. From years.. Maria helped Khushi to come inside the Puja room.. Khushi was wearing a Red Saree and some minimal jewellery on her..Maria held the Puja THali so that Khushi could do the Puja quickly and complete her fast..

Khushi: Maria. You have indeed decorated this place beautifully..
Maria: Thanks Maam.. I did it with the help of other Maids..
Khushi: Why was it closed from so many years then?
Maria: I have no idea Maam.. But all I know is after Sir's Mother expired, there was no one to take care of these traditions..
Khushi: Now that I am here, lets ensure that this room is always kept neat and Devi Maiyaa is worshipped everyday here ..

Maria noded in agreement and Khushi started her little Puja in that room.. The sound of the bells in the Puja room surely alarmed Arnav who was busy on a Call with his client.. The moment he heard the bells he realised from where it came.. He cut the call angrily and walked down towards the Puja Room.. He had no idea why Khushi was testing his patience.. How dare she even entered that room without his permission.. The moment he reached there, he saw Khushi finishing the Puja and keeping the bells aside.. Maria was also standing right beside her.. The way this small Mandir was decorated only made him remember the good old days when he and Avni used to sit right beside his mother Aastha, holding her Pallu , waiting for her to finish the puja and give them Prasad.. He shut his eyes angrily for remembering his past.. He couldnt bare it anymore. His anger reached to a level where he had no control and he angrily pushed the flower vase placed at the corner of this room, down on the floor.. That harsh sound surely made Khushi and Maria turn behind and check what was wrong.. She saw his eyes and it clearly showed her he wasnt in any good mood.

Arnav: Out.. out of this room .. Now..
Maria walked out from there but Khushi didnt.. She kept on staring at him holding the Pallu on her head.
Arnav: I wont give a second warning Khushi..With whose permission did you open this room???
Khushi: Its a Temple Arnav.. Why do I need a permission to get it clean ? I am the bahu of this house and..
Arnav: (Pointing a finger at her angrily): No you are not Khushi.. You are not allowed to do anything here.. This is my House..I am the only one who is allowed to take decisions here.. This Place will stay close ..!! And you are specially not allowed here.. Do you understand?? (His anger was reflecting on his face but she wasnt afraid of him this time)

Khushi: Give me a valid reason why I should be away from this room.. What memories you have with this place that makes you get so wild seeing it open and used by me?? I know you dont believe in God but that doesnt mean you close this Temple forever..
Arnav (Gritting his teeth and taking a step forward towards her): Watch your words Khushi.. Mujhse koi aise baat kare mujhe pasand nahi.. (Watch your words Khushi.. I dont like anyone talking to me in this ton)

Khushi: Toh phir mat kijiye aise harkate jisse humme aap par gussa aaye..Aapne saath phere lekar humse shaadi ki hai.. Hum aapki patni hai.. Chahe aap humme apni patni maane yeah nahi.. Yeh Ghar humaara bhi utna hi hai jitna aapka.. Aur isi haq se humne iss mandir ko khulwaya hai.. Aur ab yeh aise hi rahega.. (Then dont do anything which makes me talk to you in this tone.. You have married me completing all the rituals.. I am your wife.. You consider me or not doesnt matter. This house is equally mine as yours. And based on that right I have opened this temple.. And it will remain open from now on..)

She had a reason to fight back this time.. But he was absoluetly pissed off with her behaviour. He took steps towards her in anger and holding her hand, he dragged her outside that room to throw her out. Her struggles to get off his grip made her hit her head on the side wall and she screamed in pain.. He stopped dragging her hearing her scream and immediately left her hand.. She held her forhead shutting her eyes tight feeling dizzy..Arnav had no idea what happened to her.. She was about to collapse down when he held her firm.. She wasnt able to balance herself and was in a semi unconscious state .. He screamed for Maria to get some water for her.. He didnt wish to let her happen anything again.. She had already hurt her leg and now he didnt wish to make her unconscious which would arise the need to call Dr Payal again.

He was almost kneeling down on the floor with Khushi's head on his lap..

Arnav(Patting Khushi's cheeks): Khushi..?? Khushi...??
Maria rushed with the water and passed it to him.. He sprinkled some on her face and then made her drink some water. Maria leaned down and carressed Khushi's hair..
Maria: Maam is already fasting.. How will she have any energy to survive a fight Sir??
Arnav: (Angrily): Excuse me? How could you question me that? Did you forget what place you have in this house Maria?
Maria: No Sir..I will never forget that. I am sorry for speaking in your personal matters.. I respect you and Maam equally.. I just wish you dont hurt her physically atleast.. And its a sincere request.. !!

Arnav's head blew off hearing his Maid advising him what needs to be done and what not .. Before he could even raise his voice and shut her up, he saw Khushi opening her eyes and trying to get up.. He left every other matter at this moment and helped Khushi get up and stand on the floor herself.. Maria also assisted them..

Arnav: Get her eat something Maria..
Maria: But Sir.. She is fasting..
Arnav: And I just broke her fast now.. Didnt you see that?? Now take her to the room and feed her something..
Khushi wasnt in a very good condition but she could definately realise what just happened.. Due to her unconsciousness , her husband finally broke her fast by making her drink the water.. Though it was untintentional, he still followed his duty.. She was happy that all this happened after she had finished the Puja. So her Teej was finally successful.. She was happy with it.. She didnt ask anything ele from Devi Maiyaa after this.. All she did was walk back to her room with Maria and eat something.. No doubt she was very much hungry..

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Part 13

Teej Night

Sheetal was busy standing before the mirror while Arnav continued adjusting his tie..

Arnav: Sheetal Move..!! How am I supposed to see myself??
Sheetal: From my eyes.. (She teased back to him and he sighed in frustration..)
Taking quick steps towards her, he pushed her aside and continued checking himself.. She chuckled at his frustration and then held his coat in her hand.. They both were leaving for a Dinner outside with some of their Close Associates.. It was purely a Bussiness Dinner and being Partners they both had to be present. Aman was out of City for few days and hence he couldnt participate in it..

Sheetal: You dont have to be so presentable ASR.. You always are like that.. Neat.. Classy.. Stylish..!!
Arnav (Looking Sheetal from the Mirror): What would you take to shut your mouth Sheetal?? I am really tired with your talks..!!
Sheetal (Angrily): Why?? Have you started liking someone else voice now??
Arnav stopped dressing and turned back to her..

Arnav: What do you mean?
Sheetal: Your Wife..!! Ooopss!! Your LEGALLY WEDDED WIFE.!! She has started weaving her magic on you..Isnt she?
Arnav was once again furious for hearing anything about her.. He walked back to the Closet and started taking his Wallet out..
Arnav: She means nothing to me Sheetal.. And you know that very well.!!
Sheetal: Then why did you break her fast?? When I said I am fasting, you didnt let me do it and now she not only fasted for you, but you also broke it like a Good husband? What is that suppose to mean??
Arnav (Turning back in anger): I didnt do it purposefully.. She fell unconscious and I had to make her drink the water..That doesnt mean I broke her fast willingly..
Sheetal: Who knows? She must have faked that dizziness.. Just inorder to make you feel worried for her.. She can do anything ASR..!! They all are the same.. Just like their Father Mr SHASHI GUPTA..!!

Arnav's anger was taken up to a level where he couldnt help hurting her to stop this conversation.. He almost held Sheetal's neck in anger looking in her eyes dangerously..

Arnav : Dont you ever.. ever take that man's name before me.!!
Sheetal was unable to breathe.. She was struggling to come out of his hold and seeing her sweating by that grip, he left her , almost making her breathless for a while..She started caressing her neck gently as it was paining like hell while Arnav turned the other side fisting his fingers and shutting his eyes for even getting to this level on a girl .. But it wasnt his fault.. That man and his deeds only made him remember that Brutal day of his life when everything changed in his family..!! He tried to control himself and finally looked at Sheetal again..

Arnav: I am waiting down.. !!
He was about to move when she held his hand to stop..
Sheetal: I thought you will be sorry for this ASR.. For holding my neck like that.. !! I am a girl Damit and you have no rights to be so cruel on me..!!
Arnav: Then stop reminding me about HIM.. You get that??
Sheetal: (Sighing and giving up this fight): Fine.. I am sorry.!! Happy?

He didnt reply anything but just opened the door to get out of here but the person standing before him surely made him more uncomfortable.. Khushi was holding his food tray in hand and was going to knock his door but then before she could do that she saw her husband fully ready to leave somewhere and not just that but even Sheetal was present inside his room.. When did Sheetal came here? And where were they leaving like this??

Arnav tried to walk away not bothering to wait for her questions when she did ask one..

Khushi: Your Food??
Arnav heard it but without even answering her anything , he just left downstairs.. He didnt wanted to get into another fight with her.. His mood was already off and he had no intentions of spoiling his night now.. Sheetal definately took this opportunity to reply it on behalf of Arnav.. She smiled and came towards Khushi ..

Sheetal: Why do you take so much efforts in cooking for him Khushi?? Just stop doing this.. He doesnt like you and neither your made food.. Anyways .. Now that you have made it.. Eat yourself.. I am sure after such a big fast, you must be still hungry.. And dont worry about him, I am there to look after.. I will ensure he has a perfect Dinner date today..!! (She chuckled seeing the helpless look on Khushi's face and walked off from there following Arnav who wasnt even aware what Sheetal commented to Khushi )

Khushi felt totally dejected knowing Arnav and SHeetal were out on a Dinner date.. So that somewhere proved to her today.. Sheetal was really his girl friend.. Tears of pain started rolling from her eyes.. This pain was very much intense compared to the physical ones which she always got from him.. She sometimes wished to leave this place then and there and go back to her home.. But was that even her home still? Who cared for her there? Her brother didnt bother to even talk to her.. It was only Anjali bhabhi who was still concerned for her.. But she too had a life.. Her own life.. Will they accept her calmly knowing she is back to her Mayka forever? All these questions only made her more weak and she gave up the thought of going back to her house.. She was married to Arnav and she had a right to stay here .. Taking this into her mind, she walked back to the kitchen and started keeping the food back in its place.. Maria placed her hand on her shoulder as she could clearly notice her Maam was sobbing while doing this work..Khsuhi wiped her tears not letting Maria see them and started ordering Maria to turn the lights off and go to sleep..

Maria: Maam.. How long will you keep taking these things from him? Just look at yourself.. You have really become so weak .. And Sir isnt even bothered a bit..  I wish to help you in some way.. But being the Maid of this house, I hardly can do anything..!! I feel sorry Maam..

Maria was really kind enough in atleast showing her willingness in helping her.. She held Maria's hand and replied back..

Khushi: No one can help me Maria. This is my life.. My Fate has got me married to him which means I have to go through this pain.. No matter what.. !! And I dont want you to come in his bad books because of me.. I know you always feel for me.. And thats really enough.. I dont need anything else..
Maria: Sir's childhood was always in dark and I guess this is the reason he has started loving it now.. But I can feel it Maam.. Its only you who could give a ray of light to his dark world.. Only you who could brigthen his coming future.. !! But not risking your life..!! You have to get control of the situation here Maam.. !

Khushi did find a point in Maria's words.. She should be taking a lead.. Remaining quiet and letting him take his revenge on her was Okay.. But she should be knowing what is that revenge? Why he hates her so much ? She wanted to know all of that past which made him so Dark .. She had to know each and every minute detail of his life which can make her understand him and his situation more better .. Maria left the kitchen asking Khushi to call her if she needed anything else.. But khushi knew what was next for her.. She had to start some kind of search which would help her know what was holding him from giving her his love..!! There has to be a reason why he wished to get married to her and make her life hell. And this was the best time she could start her search as he wasnt at home.. She quickly took steps towards his room and came inside.. She knew turning the lights on was of no use.. Incase if he comes back soon, she will be caught.. So keeping the lights shut and opening the curtains of the French doors to let some moon light illuminate the room, she started scanning the place to check where can she start the search from.. Is this even the right place she is starting with?? She had no idea.. She walked towards the door slowly as her leg was still paining from the morning temple accident.. She didnt give a damm to that pain currently as she needed answers.. She opened his closet and started scanning it , searching for some piece of information.. She had almost searched every corner of this Closet but she didnt get anything.. Some randoms files, papers, diary, belts did lie in the drawers.. Thats it.. Nothing which she can feel suspicious about .. She closed the cupboard and then started scanning the other corners of the room but to no use.. She could hardly find anything..

She continued the search for some more minutes and not finding anything relevant, she walked back to her room feeling lost ..

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In An hour

Khushi was pacing around in her room talking to Payal over phone comvincing her to somehow make her speak to Avni..Only she was the option left now who was related to Arnav's past and hence would know something atleast why Arnav was like this today.. But Payal was only denying her ..

Payal (On call): Nahi Khushi.. I really cannot do this.. You know Avni doesnt even know that I am your Dr..She hates your husband so much that she doesnt even wish to take his name.. And you think she will be ready to talk to you? Thats just impossible..
Khushi: But Payal. She is the only hope I have..
Payal: I understand.. But you cannot expect her to speak about her past Khsuhi.. Can you even realise how young she was when Arnav threw her out of his house?
Khushi could feel that little girl's pain for sure.. She sat on her bed giving up this thought finally..

Khsuhi: Fine.. Let me try something else then..
Payal: No.. !! Dont even think about it.. Khushi you are still not well and you should rest rather than getting into all this.. You have days ahead to look into this.. But not now.. Please..
Khushi: Hmm..
Payal: What Hmm?? Did you take the medicines?
Khushi: Yes I did..
Payal: Great.. So hows the pain in your leG? I will come to change the bandage tomorrow morning.. By 10:00.. Okay?
Khushi wasnt in  a mood to talk about anything else at the moment.. She winded up the call and then sat on her bed thinking what she should do next.. She closed her eyes thinking what else could help her and thats when she remembered she had seen a "Diary" in his Closet drawer.. It looked like a very old one.. What was it? Arnav Singh Raizada wasnt a man who can write his daily routines in some diary. Even if he had maintained some contact list there, may be it could be of any help.. She immediately rushed back to his room .. She opened his closet and then picked the diary.. She was about to open it and check when she heard his voice "Maria.. Send Coffee in my Room"..

She was horrified knowing he was back home.. What will happen when he will find her in his room that too with his Diary in hand.. She had to hide it somewhere.. But not just the diary also herself.. Finding no other place to hide, she finally thought of hiding inside his Closet..He stormed inside the room and definately stopped at the door feeling something.. He scanned the room once to see if she was here as he could smell her perfume.. Well.. Arnav Singh Raizada was very bad in terms of knowing who uses what but he was surely very much used to his wife's presence .. Finding nothing around, he walked towards the French doors and waited there to make a quick call.. Khushi was very very scared inside that closet.. She had forgot one thing.. What would happen when he will open this door to take his night suit..She cursed herself for choosing this place to hide but suddenly his voice diverted her attention back to him..

Arnav (On call): I think Saxena has something to do with him.. !! Whatever it is.. Just ensure he is been watched.. !! I want to know why he is planning next against me..!!

Saying that he cut the call and turned back towards his Closet.. He was about to open it only scaring Khsuhi to death but Maria entered inside with the Coffee..She also had his clothes dry cleaned with her..

Arnav: Keep the clothes on bed.. I will arrange it later..
Maria agreed and handing him the coffee she placed the clothes on bed and left.. Luckily even his white night suit was in those heap of clothes giving him no reasons to open the closet now. He sipped his coffee and started changing his clothes.. Khushi had no chance of getting outside this closet.. Not until he leaves the room for some reason.. She suddenly hit her leg inside to something hard there and hissed in pain.. Arnav was surely alarmed by this.. His eyes stuck to his closet from where this sound came and he quickly finished changing .. His mind did point him that his guess was true.. SHE WAS HERE. IN one go he slide the Closet door and his eyes saw her sitting quietly inside the closet on the lowest rack.. She had almost moulded herself in that little place to fit her in.. For a second, he rememebered the old days.. The days when he did the same to hide from his mother.. He involuntarily kneeled down and scanned her flushed face.. Her eyes looking in his to know what cruelty is yet to come out of him.. Her hands almost shivering holding her Dupatta firm in her neck .. Her toe fingers pressed in with fear of being dragged out by him from this place.. But nothing like this happened..He definately didnt like her being here but this time he didnt man handle her for sure...

Arnav (Angrily): WHAT THE.. !! What are you doing here?
Khushi pressed her lips in confusion  gulping her fear.. She pushed him aside almost making him tremble and sit on the floor due to that force.. She came outside from there and was about to run but he caught her hand and pressed it behind her.. She was breathing abnormally hard to overcome the fear of his next words.. He could see she FEARED him.. It was clear enough from her eyes.. And he ENJOYED seeing this helpless Soul..

Arnav: I should have remembered that a girl's brain resides in her feet.. !! Now since your feet is injured already, I should have asked Dr Payal to check if your brain is working well or not.!! This act of hiding yourself in my Closet proved you need a treatment..!!
Khsuhi (Struggling): Leave me.!!
Arnav: Not unless you tell me what you were doing here..!!
Khsuhi was totally scared of him and his acts.. She knew he would be worst on her if she tells him she wanted to search his room and know which revenge he is taking from her.. So she had to lie something..

Khsuhi: I.. I .. needed.. pills.. Sleeping pills..
Arnav (Suspiciously looked at her face to know if she was really finding this in his closet?? ): Dont lie..!!
Khushi: I .. I am not lieing.. I needed sleeping pills. I am not getting sleep.. So.. I thought of checking with you if you have any ..
Arnav: (Smirking back in anger): I dont have sleep problems.. Next time I find you here, I swear you wont sleep for a week after that..!!

Saying that he left her hand and then she rushed outside his room without even waiting there for a second.. She had luckily hided the Dairy in her dupatta and he didnt notice it.. She closed her room door and started breathing normally. Finally she was relieved that she did escape him today.. She checked the dairy cover once and it read "My Chotte".. She really had no idea who "CHOTTE" was.. So not giving her brain extra time to think, she walked to her bed and started reading the contents of this diary..

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Part 14

Khsuhi: I.. I .. needed.. pills.. Sleeping pills..
Arnav (Suspiciously looked at her face to know if she was really finding this in his closet?? ): Dont lie..!!
Khushi: I .. I am not lieing.. I needed sleeping pills. I am not getting sleep.. So.. I thought of checking with you if you have any ..
Arnav: (Smirking back in anger): I dont have sleep problems.. Next time I find you here, I swear you wont sleep for a week after that..!!

Saying that he left her hand and then she rushed outside his room without even waiting there for a second.. She had luckily hided the Dairy in her dupatta and he didnt notice it.. She closed her room door and started breathing normally. Finally she was relieved that she did escape him today.. She checked the dairy cover once and it read "My Chotte".. She really had no idea who "CHOTTE" was.. So not giving her brain extra time to think, she walked to her bed and started reading the contents of this diary..

She opened the Diary with extreme care and the first page she saw had a small picture of a Baby Boy who was playing in the little bath tub..A small smile appeared on her lips seeing this baby. She gently touched the photo and then she scanned the title "My Chotte" again written below it..

Khushi (Happily): Accha.. Toh aap hai Chotte..!! (Ohh.. So you are that Chotte)
She gigled and continued flaping the page ..It was a very old diary and hence she paid extra care in handling it.. The second page was very inetresting.. She saw some more pics of the same baby and with some little brief description written at the side of each photo..

"10th December 1984 - Chotte's first toy"

"16th May 1985 - Chotte's first step to walk"

"5th July 1985 - Chotte's first naughty kiss to me"

Khushi saw the third picture clearly and it did show a lady in a saree beside this Chotte .. The baby was kissing her cheeks standing on his toes and the lady really looked much much happy feeling it.. Another smile crept her lips when she could feel how much love this lady had for herbaby. But the next question that came upto her mind was , who was she?? She turned the page again and then came some brief writings..

"21st August 1985 - Chotte's first Birthday"

"I feel on top of this world today.. Its Chotte's first birthday.. And I wish his Paapa was here.. Never mind.. I have Manorama with me..!! And we are making Cake for Chotte's birthday"

Khushi was blank.. Who was this lady? Who was Manorama? She continued fliping the page and there she saw another picture of this lady with her Chotte and another lady with another baby in her arms..

"19th July 1987 - Manorama and Me with Chotte and Akash.."

Akash??  Khushi was blank.. Was this the same Akash whom she talked with the other day on call? Does that mean this lady here was no one but Arnav's mother? And that Chotte meant Arnav? She was more excited to read further.. She saw many many more pics of Chotte, his mother in the next pages and later she saw another small baby girl in those pics named Avni

"01st February 1990 - Chotte and Avni's third Raakhi.."

"Chotte gifted his little sister Avni a Barbie set and promised her to safeguard her and her baby doll for his entire life.. My Chotte is very kind .. I know he will fulfil this promise.. I am proud of him"

Khushi had tears in her eyes when she read this. So the mother was expecting her Son to take care of her daughter forever but it didnt happen. That same Son threw his sister out of this house .. She could see how much the mother was bonded to Arnav .. She could realise what pain Arnav must have gone through when his mother committed suicide.. But why did she commit the suicide? She wanted to know this and probably the next coming pages would give some clue to it.. She continued reading the next pages one by one seeing ample of Arnav- Avni pictures and she could clearly see how possessive Arnav was for his sister.. Then why the hell did he take her out of his life? She had no idea..

The moment she checked the second last page, she was stunned.. She could see only some random handwritings all over the page.. Which looked like his mother had written that in a hurry..

"Chotte.. I wish someday you know what your father and He planned.. They will never let you happy .. Be strong.. Every pain has an end ..And My Pain ends here........"

That was all.. There was nothing else on that page.. She checked the last page of this diary and found the page half torn.. Probably something was written on that page which was not intended for others to know and hence it was torn.. But who did that?? She had no idea what this end was all about.. The initial moments were so happy between the mother and Son.. In none of the pages here, Arnav's father was ever mentioned.. Why?? She had so many questions running in her small mind.. And what had his father planned? Who was the other person who along with Arnav's father had planned something.. ?? What was that plan? Why wouldnt a father not let his own Son live happily? She was just trying to find some reason for this puzzle but couldnt..!! She was so emotional at the moment reading this entire diary.. So her mother in law did have immense love for her Son Arnav and daughter Avni.. But nothing could make her lead a long life with them..She was in some deep pain which she wished to erase it for once and all and hence she committed a Suicide..!! Where was Arnav's father then? She got up from the bed in anger and started pacing around.. She always felt there was  Dark mystery behind her husband's current behaviour.. And today this diary proved something more worst happened in the past which made him so revengeful.. The whole night She was lost in joining the Mystery dots but still couldnt get it resolved..

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Next Day

Khushi had successfully placed the diary back in his Closet when he had been for a shower.. She was now in the Kitchen ordering Maria to take his breakfast before he starts grumbling for not finding it in his room.. Maria left upstairs while the door bell rang.. Thinking it could be Payal, she rushed to open it.. She knew Payal had to come here for changing her bandage.. But the moment she opened the door, her smile vanished seeing Sheetal Mathur giving her a sarcastic smile..

Sheetal: I guess ASR Promoted you from a wife to a Maid.!! (She started laughing alone while Khushi angrily kept looking at her).. Know what .!! Be happy in this new role.. Because atleast a Maid of this House gets more respect than the Wife here..!! (She again chuckled for insulting Khushi and was about to get inside but Khushi caught her hand and moved her back to her original place..)

Sheetal was stunned.. She never thought Khushi can even retort back..

Khushi: Dont think I cannot answer your foolish comments.. !! If I am quiet then its only because I respect Guests .. And you are my Husband's special Guest.. ! How can I forget that?? So next time when you come here, dont provoke me to show you what place you belong here in this house..

Sheetal was damm angry on what she said.. She frustratingly shoved Khushi's hand off hers and replied back staring in her eyes..

Sheetal: You took a wrong step by arguing with me Khushi.. Now wait and watch how I give back to you what you deserve..!

Saying that she walked inside hurridly and straight towards Arnav's room.. Khushi felt hurt when she saw Sheetal going in her husband's room so casually.. Here being a wife she didnt get that right anytime which Sheetal did even now .. She felt disgusted for even not being able to do anything to stop this from happening.. She turned behind to leave when suddenly she felt someone closing her eyes.. She guessed it instantly who the person was..

Khushi (Holding the hands which closed her eyes): Caught you Payal.!!
Payal smiled and moved before Khushi..
Payal: Hows your pain?? All gone or still there in traces??
Khushi: Its almost gone.. Especially seeing you here..
Payal: Haww..!! Thats nice.. To tell you the truth , Patients always fear Dr's but you are an exception..
Khushi: Thats because my Dr is outstanding in her treatment.. Wherever she treats gets cured in seconds..

Khushi and Payal both laughed heartily for praising each other and finally sat on Couch.. Payal started checking Khushi's foot while Khushi's eyes were still stuck to her husband's room door.. Payal was talking to her but she wasnt even listening which Payal realised soon..

Payal: Whats wrong? Expecting your husband to be down ? If Yes then please dont do it till I am gone from here. I dont wish to see him..

Khushi instantly moved her feet aside not letting Payal touch it..
Payal (Sarcastically): What?
Khushi: I will do this myself.. !!
Payal: Bandaging?? Why?? Its my job Khushi..
Khushi: Only because you are a Dr , this is your job then dont you have any responsibilties for being my Good friend??
Payal (Confused): What do you mean?
Khushi (With tears in her eyes): You know sometimes I feel there is no one who wishes I should be succeeding in this marriage.. Everyone thinks I shouldnt mind whatever is happeneing around me.. But I have a heart payal. I feel when I see my husband treating me like I am no one to him. I feel dejected when he doesnt even notice me when I am before him.. Dont I have a right to change his mind and heart and make him fall for me??

Payal (Cupping Khushi's face): Ssshh!! Khushi.. Dont stress.. I understand what you mean .. I know you are the only one who wish this relationship to succeed.. But not anymore now.. I may have issues with your husband but since you are my best friend I will help you.. I will help you succeed this relationship.. But before that you have to be sure that you really want this.. I mean think again..!! There may be a day ahead when you repent on your decision.. That time it would be late to turn back..
Khushi: I have learnt one thing from my mother Payal..After marriage, the Groom's house , his family is the only Shelter a Bride has.. I will try to follow this I can.. !!
Payal (Sighing): Okay.. So if this is what you have thought, I am with you..
Khushi (Happily): Promise??
Payal  (Nodded a Yes): Do I have a choice?? NO right.?? Then Promise..!! (She placed her right hand on Khushi's to assure her that no matter what but she will always help Khushi in changing Arnav and getting his love..)

Both the girls hugged each other tight and Payal was really happy for doing this for Khushi.. Poor girl, she hardly had anyone who could take her out of this mess..

Payal: (Pulling back from the hug): By the way, where is he??
Khushi (Being Sad again): In his Bedroom.. With.. Sheetal..!!
Payal: Sheetal? What is she doing there? She is his bussiness partner right? That doesnt give her a right to be in his room like that..
Khushi had no idea what she needed to reply.. Should she tell Payal what relation he shared with her?

Payal (Seeing khushi's confused face): Wait a minute..!! Dont tell me she and he are going around.?
Khushi had no reply and that confirmed Payal..
Payal: Look Khushi.. The first thing that I would need you to do is not to hide anything from me.. Because If I have to help you, I need to know what is going on between you and Arnav here.. Understood??
Khushi noded a weak yes and then Payal got up changing her bandage..

Payal: Now that I know what the matter is.. Lets start with something..
Khushi: Matlab?
Payal (Smiling sarcastically): Matlab yeh Khushi.. That we have to show that Sheetal her right place..
Khushi (Happily): How??
Payal: What is she doing there? I mean did you send any breakfast for her?
Khushi: (Noded  a No): I was going to but then you came by then..
Payal: Good you didnt.. Because today's breakfast would let that Sheetal know what it means to mess with Mrs Raizada in this house..

Saying that she held Khushi's hand and started taking her to the Kitchen.. Khushi was very innocent.. She had no idea what Payal planned but one thing was sure.. This plan of hers wont be a FLOP..!!

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Part 15

Khushi wasnt sure if this plan was good. She saw Payal putting some Red chillie powder in Sheetal's tea and she immediately stopped her..

Khushi: Nahi Payal. This is not good. What if something wrong happens to her?
Payal: Khushi? I am a Doctor and a little chillie powder wont harm. Leave it on me.. The  moment she drinks this hot tea with so much of spice, she will need water which by no chance we will give her that easily. Samjhi?? Let her suffer some time and then she will know what it means to make others suffer.

Khushi was still not feeling good about this. She had never played such pranks on anyone and doing it with someone who is so close to her husband was just not giving her any good vibes.

Khushi: But.. But what if Arnav comes to know and he shouts at us?
Payal: He wont understand. You are thinking too much Khushi.. Now stop showing so much concern to her and ask Maria to pass this tea to Sheetal in your husband's room. GO..!!

Khushi noded a weak yes and asked Maria to take the tea upstairs. They stayed back in the kitchen as there wasnt a chance for them to check Sheetal drinking it as there were risks of getting caught..

Khushi: I am scared Payal.
Payal: Ohh Hoo..!! You and your fears Khushi. Give it a chill Okay and just see how Payal plans work.!!
She proudly raised her collar giving a wide smirk to Khushi when suddenly they heard someone coughing in the living room. It sounded like some man was coughing very badly.

Payal: Yeh Sheetal ki aawaz ko kya hogaya?
Khushi (Little tensed): Kahi Arnavji ne toh nahi pi lee woh Chai??
Payal (Gigling): I wish its so.
Khushi hit Payal gently and rushed out to see what was wrong with Arnav. Payal followed her but both the girls were surprised to find a handsome young man coughing loudly and searching for water .. Khushi and Payal saw him holding the tea cup in his hand which they had prepared for Sheetal. So he drank it?? Maria instantly rushed to get some water for him while he continued coughing ..

Payal (whispered to Khushi): Who is he?
Khushi: How would I know? Let me ask.
Payal: How will he reply.? He is already coughing loud. How can he drink that tea? He wasted my one attempt.
Khushi: Shut up Payal. We should think about his health rather than crying for flop of plan.

Khushi rushed to him taking the water glass which Maria got and gave him . He gulped the water in one go and finally felt little better. Payal continued admiring him while he took his seat on the couch to relax down. Arnav and Sheetal who were upstairs did hear this coughing and came out immediately to check what was wrong here..

Arnav: AKASH?
Khushi instantly got conscious when she heard her husband coming down. Arnav was shocked to see Akash here. Akash on the other hand just wiped the sweat beads from his face and hugged Arnav as tight as he could.
Akash: Hi Bhai.
Arnav (Pulling back from the hug): When did you come? And whats wrong with you? Why are you coughing?
Akash: Dont know Bhai. Probably my Tea was mixed with something.
Arnav: WHAT THE!!1

He angrily turned towards Maria who was looking down having no idea what was wrong with the tea which was made by her Maam and Payal.

Arnav(To Maria): Who made the tea?? (His voice clearly reflected that he wasnt in a mood to avoid this topic)
Maria was quiet and so were Payal and Khushi. Maria knew she had to save her Maam or else her Boss would once again get a chance to scream at her. She was about to take her name when Khushi replied back.

Khushi: I made it. !! (She had no guilt of confessing this. She shouldnt have done something so cheap which would make people suffer)
Payal: Dont lie Khushi. I made it.
Arnav had no idea what was happeneing here. He was about to yell at them for making his brother suffer like this but before that Akash held his hand..

Akash: Bhai come on.. The tea wasnt bad. I drank it really fast in one go which made me cough . I am fine now. Really..
Arnav (Sighing): You sure? Should  I call a Dr?
Payal: I am a Dr. No need to call anyone else..
Arnav(Angrily): Shut up .!! I am not talking to you..
Payal: Neither am I Mr Raizada. I am telling your Brother. You hate me , he doesnt. So he wont have a problem to get treated from me.

She moved towards Akash who was dumbfolded hearing their conversation. No doubt he liked this girl whoever she was.

Payal : You Okay Mr Akash?  Tell me exactly what you feeling inside? I mean any kind of burning sensation in your throat or..
Akash (Interrupting): I am fine. Trust me I am good.. Thanks. But you seriously are a Dr??
Payal: (Angrily): Ofcourse. Why? Dont I look like one?
Akash: No.. I didnt mean that. But Dr's are good cooks too , I heard. May be you thought of trying some Chillie tea instead of Ginger tea . Right?
Payal  (Smiled feeling bad for him ): No.. Me and Khushi were just talking so probably added the wrong ingredients.. I am sorry..
Akash: Forgiven Dr??
Payal: Payal (She said extending her hand)
Akash shook hands with her smiling and liking the innocency of this Dr. Sheetal who was observing all this realised what was wrong here.. So probably the tea was for her which luckily Akash drank . How she wished to strangle these two girls here but she couldnt.

Khushi cleared her throat so that she too could get introduced to this Akash who was none other than her Husband's brother. He was so opposite to him. Akash and Payal left hands and then he turned towards Khushi..

Akash: Khushi Bhabhi.. I must say you are very beautiful. Bhai has made a right choice this time.
Arnav and Khushi stole a glance of each other while sheetal just fumed more.
Arnav: Enough of praising Akash. Now get some rest. Maria.. Show Akash his room.
Akash: Rest? No way Bhai. I have so much to talk and also maa and dad have given ample of gifts to you both.
Arnav: Not now Akash. I am going out for work. So may be will meet in the evening..
Akash: Okay.. I will spend some quality time with Bhabhi and Dr Payal then..
Arnav: Dr Payal will be leaving soon too.. Right Dr?

He surely didnt like Payal and hence he never wished Akash to get close to her just like his wife did. Payal angrily stared at him and then replied back

Payal: Well he is right. Its time for me to leave. Khushi take care of your leg and have medicines on time.
Khushi: Yeah. When I am seeing you again?
Akash: Tomorrow at Party Bhabhi.. Thats the best time..
Khushi : Party??
Akash: Haan.. Wont Bhai give a welcome Party to me?
Arnav was surprised to hear that. He couldnt deny Akash was very demanding at times. He agreed for it.. Payal thanked Akash for the invitation and then left the house. Arnav and Sheetal left too and now Khushi was once again all alone. She still had Akash but she knew he too needed some rest.

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The moment Arnav reached his Office, he remembered one important thing. He instantly dialed Khushi's number to talk to her. She answered his call with a surprise..

Arnav: Pack your stuff and place it inside my room.. Now..
Khushi: Jee? But why??
Arnav: Do as I say Dammit.. !! I have no time to explain. I dont want Akash to think things are wrong between us.. Understood?
Khushi then realised why he wished her to settle down in his room now. Only because of his brother..!!

Khushi: Aur agar hum aisa naa kare toh? (And If I dont follow it then?)

There was a complete silence from both the ends for some seconds as Arnav was thinking about what guts she was gaining day by day to question him ..

Arnav: I know to pick my wife and take her to my room. Dont make me do that..!!
He was about to cut the call when he heard her responding back..
Khushi: Aapko kya lagta hai? Aap jab chaahe jo chaahe humse karwa sakte hai?  (What do you think? You can make me do anything you wish?)
Arnav (Angrily): Yes Khushi. You are right. And I just dont think like that, I also ensure this happens. Dont boil my blood so much. Do as I say..!!

He cut the call in anger looking himself at the mirror which was opposite to him. How much cruel he acted with her. She was the only girl who he wished to give pain for his whole life but sometimes his inner conscience did ask him again and again if he was doing right. What will he get by doing all this? Will the past be corrected by hurting Khushi? He always felt blank within fetching these answers.. And at such times his only companion was a Bottle of Whiskey on the rocks.

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Akash had a small nap as his head was still spinning due to the Jet lag but finally he got up and was served with some nice juice which refreshed his mind and body instantly. He asked Maria to send Khushi bhabhi in his room so that he could give the gifts to her. It had been almost an hour that Akash and Khushi were gigling and talking to each other like they were the best buddies from years.. She was really comfortable with Akash too. He was sweet and a gem from heart..

Akash: So you and Payal became friends after the accident?
Khushi: Yes. She was really sweet Akash. You know she devoted a lot of time for me. And now she is my best friend.
Akash: Wow. She looks sweet no doubt.. (He blushed while remembering Payal's face but Khushi didnt see that)

They both were still exchanging talks when the door was opened and Arnav entered the room . Looked like this was the first room he visited after coming back from work. He was still in his formal outfits but the only difference was that his Suit was not on him but in his hands.. He looked stressed out after such a hectic day and that was proved by the folded sleeves of his shirt.. Khushi got up from the couch seeing him here and remembering that she didnt bother to shift her stuff in his room yet. He was surely giving her some dangerous looks but Akash's interruption in between made him cool down a bit..

Akash: Bhai you back? Great.. You know me and Bhabhi were planning for a Dinner date tonight.. Would you mind to join??

Now that sentance surely was a stress builder for him. So she once again managed to win another heart here and this time from his own family.. ? He angrily looked at his wife who was still looking everywhere else but him.
Arnav: I had assigned some work to you Khushi? Is it done??

He hinted the shifting to his room task to her and she clearly noded a No to him building up some courage in her as she knew he wouldnt hurt her before Akash atleast..

Arnav (Gritting his teeth): Didnt I tell you what the consequence would be?
Khushi remembered what he had told her on call. He wont mind picking her up and taking her to his room if she avoids staying with him. But will he really do that? No..!! So taking it normally she continued denying him ensuring Akash doesnt know what they talking about..

Khushi: I dont fear the consequence Arnavji. And I know you wont do anything before your brother.
Akash was simply waiting and seeing what was wrong with them and on what topic were they arguing when suddenly he himself feared seeing his brother throwing his suit on the bed angrily and walking towards them. Probably his Bhai was here to catch hold of his wife and make her do things that he had asked her to do before he comes. But why angrily? Khushi moved a step back in fear seeing him ascending towards her.

He cornered her to the couch ensuring she is at a safe distance from him as he didnt wanted Akash to know he was bullying his wife here..

Arnav: (Looking in her eyes): Dont challenge me Khushi. This is something which I can win very easily. And If I win, you will lose very badly. So come with me out and do as I said before I really get mad at you..
Khushi gulped down the little fear that was developing inside her even if she knew he wont hurt her before Akash.. She noded a Yes and then left the room hurridly in fear. He continued looking at her till she was out of his reach and then turned back to Akash..

Arnav: No one is going out for Dinner.. We are having it here at home..
Akash: (Clearing his throat in fear): Yea..h.. Ofcourse we can Bhai.. We will have the date some other time..
Arnav: I will change and be back .. We can talk then..
Akash noded and Arnav left back to his room to ensure his wife is actually following his orders..

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Part 16

Khushi had just finished moving her stuffs and arranging it in Arnav's bedroom. It looked so scary here. THis room had always given her bad memories right from the time she had came into this house. How could she forget the night when she was been thrown out of this room by her husband saying he hated her. That he married her for his revenge. Tears formed in her eyes which she wiped and then turned to leave when suddenly her eyes saw a greeting card placed at the side table. She had no idea what that card was about. She picked it and opened the card t read. It was a "I Love You" card from Sheetal to Arnav with a small lipstick mark on it inside.

No wife can ever see something like this being gifted to her husband no matter how worst their relationship is. She instantly threw the card on the bed in anger. Why was Devi Maiyaa playing with her emotions so much? If this is what she wished for her after marriage then it would have been good if Devi Maiyaa had killed her when she was born rather than showing her such pathetic days with her husband. She turned to leave the room but Akash knocked the door and came inside..She composed herself not to let Akash notice she was crying.

Akash: Bhabhi.. What are you doing here? I thought you will be in the kitchen..
Khushi: Kitchen? You needed anything Akash?
Akash: No.. But I thought you will cook here for us.
Khushi (Surprised): But you said we are going for Dinner out.
Akash: Didnt Bhai tell you he denied that plan? He said we will eat at home.

Khushi was very much confused. So he really will eat at home? Something which she will cook ? She readily agreed to what Akash said and rushed to the Kitchen for starting the cooking. Akash joined her too..

Akash: Should I chop the vegetables?
Khushi (Wearing the Arpon): No Akash. You dont need to do anything. I will manage.You just sit and relax..
Akash: Ohh come on Bhabhi. I am not asking much. You know Maa and I always cook like that together. Its fun.
Khushi: (Smiled): I may not be a good cook like your Maa.. But I will try making something nice today..
Akash: Aloo ki sabji ..???
Khushi (Happily): You like it?? Its my favourite too..

Akash extended his hand for Khushi to give a Hi5 which she gave and started keeping the Aloo's for boiling.

Akash: We are so similar.. Wish we had met earlier.. !!

Khushi just chuckled and continued cooking while Arnav fumed standing at the kitchen door thinking how easy it was for her to mingle with everyone.. Akash saw Arnav there and immediately got down from the Kitchen Slab her was sitting before..

Akash: Bhai? Why are you standing there? Come in..
Arnav: You think I need invitation to come in my own house?
Akash (Smiling): Never..

Khsuhi wasnt seeing them. She made herself busy in her work.. The moment she saw him there she remembered the little card which was gifted to him. What would have been his reaction when he received it? Does he really LOVE that Sheetal? Does he feel for her still? He would be or else why would he accept such gifts from her.? SHe was mentally disturbed realising how her husband was cheating her before her eyes everytime. She continued cooking silently while Arnav saw her and couldnt resist asking her this.

Arnav: Did you do what I had asked you to??
Khushi (Continuing her work not wishing to pay any much attention): You can check yourself.
Arnav: (Angrily): Excuse me? Are you ordering me ?

She didnt reply anything. Akash was confused seeing Arnav behaving so rudely with his wife.

Akash: Come on Bhai. Dont be so hyper. Should I check what you asked her to do? Tell me ..!!

Arnav stood there looking at her not responding back to Akash who got a call from his home and he rushed outside talking to his Maa. This was the best opportuinty Arnav got to talk to his wife . He angrily stepped towards her and turned her around holding her wrist.

Arnav: What do you think you are doing Khushi? I gave you the permission of staying in my room doesnt mean I have changed. So never underestimate my behaviour. I am the same with you as I was before.. Is that clear?
Khushi (Struggling ): I have no doubts in that Arnav. I know you will never change. And now leave me.. I too dont wish Akash to know whats going on between us here..
Arnav: Who the hell are you to decide that?
Khushi: Your wife.. (She replied with immense anger).. A wife who has no role in her husband's life except taking misbehaviours from him and being manhandled. I hope what revenge you are taking from me is worth the pain that I must have caused you knowigly or unknowingly Arnav. Because I dont want a day to come when you will repent on these big mistakes of your life .

His heart was filled with some unknown feelings hearing these things from her. She was looking in his eyes straight showing the pain which she always felt when he tortured her like this without even knowing the real reason.

Arnav: (Grabbing her wrist firm): Arnav Singh Raizada is known for his cruelity Khushi. Be it anyone. I give people back what I get from them. And you are one of them in the list ..You May not be directly involved but you are a part of this. And today what you are going through is only because you have His blood in you.. And until that remains, I will keep hating you..

He left her hand and turned back to leave only to hear the next words from her in utter depression..

Khushi: Then kill me once for all Arnav. Just Kill me.. !!
He turned back in shock when she said something like this. Her tears were not in control anymore. She was leaning back on the Kitchen slab for support beng so much stressed because of his behaviour and joined her palms almost pleading him..

Khushi: If you end my life, I would fulfill your revenge forever .. This blood in me which you hate will be dried forever Arnav. Just take my life and end this chapter here.. Neither would you burn in revenge nor would I suffer..
She had nothing left to say after this but he still had. He just smirked back at her reply though this smirk was a forced one. He didnt wish to smile like that seeing some girl so helpless before him but he still did as he knew he hated her no matter what..

Arnav: Seeing you suffer with me forever is the best way to cool my nerves and draw a satisfaction out of it that I am hurting you in a similar way you and your family hurted  me . I like it this way .. !!

He left the kitchen leaving her devastated.

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The Dinner was quite silent as Khushi and Arnav both were not in a mood after that fight of theirs in the kitchen which Akash wasnt aware of . He was the only one who was continuously talking and sharing his good times and childhood times of his and Arnav with Khushi who only smiled occassionally and that too a fake one. Arnav was tasting her food for the first time. He wouldnt say it was the best but she did cook well. He kept on eating quietly and then after finishing asked Akash to get rest soon as he was planning to take Akash to work the next day. Akash bid Arnav a Good night and then checked back his Bhabhi who was assisting the maids to clear the table..

Akash: Bhabhi. You should go to sleep .. Bhai is already upstairs..
Khushi: I will finish this Akash and then go.
Akash: Why? You dont need to do all this. Look. You are newly married. You should spend  time with Bhai more than the maids here.. Go ..

He almost pulled Khushi but she still kept on denying..

Khushi: Akash please.. He must be working inside and I dont wish to disturb him..
Akash (Not agreeing with her): Come on Bhabhi. You are his wife and you have all rights to disturb him.

He continued taking her towards Arnav's room. She knew he wont listen to her and she quietly started walking with him .They came and stood before the door and Akash stopped..

Akash: Okay Bhabhi.. Good night.. See you tomorrow morning..
Khushi smiled and was about to open the door when he stopped her again.
Akash: Wait.. Let me first see if Bhai is really waiting for you or is he busy in working.. I doubt on the later one though.

He chuckled and opened the door only to find Arnav flipping some papers of his file while his phone was on a speaker mode and it was Sheetal's call. The moment Akash opened the door, both Akash and Khushi heard Sheetal saying "I LOVE YOU ASR" while Arnav replying back to her " Hmm" while engrossed in his files..He probably had no idea that his brother and wife were just at the door watching and hearing him. Akash almost frozed hearing this while for Khushi this wasnt new. She knew it since the time she was married to him.

Arnav (To Sheetal on call): Okay lets meet tomorrow and tackle this client together. When is Aman coming back??

He asked moving to his closet while his Phone still on speaker on the bed..

"He is coming tonight . Will get him at office. "

Arnav (Keeping the files and taking his night suit out): Great. Good night..

She said a Bye and the call got cut and thats when Arnav realised someone was at the door. He turned to see who it was and thats when he saw Akash and Khushi standing there.. Akash's expressions clearly showed he was stunned with this call and probably he had heard a lot..

Arnav: Akash?? What are you doing here? Didnt sleep yet??
Akash: (Angrily): What are you doing Bhai?? I mean that girl. Was she sheetal??
Arnav: (Angrily): Thats none of your business.. Anything else you wish to speak to me.?
Akash knew his Bhai very well. If he doesnt wish to talk on something, he wont . No matter how many questions the opposite person asks.. He  just turned to see his Bhabhi's reactions on that call and found her controlling her tears and walking inside the room. Arnav moved aside while she walked to the closet and picked her night dress and rushed inside the bathroom.

What she wished to keep hidden from Akash came out before him in no time. She spashed some cold water on her face to erase the words that she heard from Sheetal for her husband so openly but hardly that was possible. She wept bitterly inside the bathroom for long ensuring he or Akash doesnt hear her crying.. Seeing his Bhai not wishing to answer anything about that call , Akash left back to his room feeling utterly bad for his Bhabhi. She was so naive and a perfect Wife. Why was his brother ditching her like this?

After almost 2 knocks, Khushi opened the bathroom door  and came outside. He yelled at her asking what she did inside for so long but she didnt reply.. She took her Duvet and Pillow from the Closet and walked to the Poolside. He stood there checking what she intended to do. She spread the duvet on the Poolside floor and then leaned down to sleep. She knew this was her place in his room. Even if he didnt ask her to sleep there, she hardly had the rights anywhere else inside his room. She closed her eyes turning the other side so that he couldnt see her face. Tears continued rolling down but today she felt no emotions and pain in those tears. As if she was now getting used to this.

Arnav was shocked seeing her sleeping there.. So she wished to punish herself on his behalf? She cant..!! Because only he had the right on her to punish her.. He walked angrily till the French door and was about to open it and get her back inside but he stopped.. Why should he attempt this? He knew it will be very cold at mid night and she herself will come in after that. So if now she wanted to enjoy that cold breeze outside, she can.. He purposely didnt lock the door and kept it open so that she can come inside anytime she wishes to and turned the lights off.

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Part 17

The door knock disturbed Arnav's sleep and he rubbed his eyes and screamed a "Come In". But that same instance he also realised that since last night, he and his wife had started sharing the room and she had slept at the Poolside. He instantly opened his eyes and looked at the poolside which looked normal just like everyday. So she didnt come inside? She kept sleeping there the whole night? Who cares ? He checked the person who came inside and it was none other than his wife Khushi who came in and without even noticing him she directly moved to the French Door. She opened the door and started watering the plants which was not her job in any case. They were his plants and he never liked anyone else doing this other than him. He moved his quilt aside and walked angrily towards her. Snatching the water pipe from her hands, he threw it aside only making her jerk back in fear.

Arnav: Dont you dare touch my plants again.

She didnt meet his eyes nor did she feel bad for what he said. How would she know what he liked and what he didnt? It was only when she did something and he reacted on it, she could understand that he doesnt like her doing that and she should stop. She didnt argue nor did she wait there. She went in and then started folding the quilt which he had taken at night. She wasnt bothered for ignoring him. All she was doing is what he wanted her do.

He followed her back to the room and was trying to decipher what she was doing. She acted different from usual. It was clear from her actions that she was IGNORING him. But was it affecting him? Never. He took his clothes and went for his shower inside..

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After some time

Akash came inside the Kitchen to check if Khushi was fine. He had seen her a bit changed today compared to what she was yesterday when he met her. It was so obvious that any wife would react a similar way when she comes to know that her husband Loves someone else and not her. So thinking Khushi's actions today to be a side affect of that, she thought of changing her mood and trying to help her. The moment he came in, she smiled at him continuing her cooking..

Akash: Good Morning Bhabhi..
Khushi: Good Morning Akash. Did Maria give you the tea?
Akash: Yes. I got it in my room..
Khushi: Great. The breakfast is almost ready. Let me serve.

Maria came inside to keep the Tray which she had taken in Arnav's room to serve his Morning Coffee.

Khsuhi: Maria, call Arnavji too for breakfast. He is already late for his work. He has a meeting today at 10:00.
Maria: Yes Maam. I called him and he said he is coming .

Maria went out and Akash just stood blank seeing Khushi reacting so normal.

Akash: Bhabhi.. Are you Okay? I mean after what happened last night I thought you will..
She didnt let him finish the sentence.
Khushi: I am fine Akash. Come let me serve you the Breakfast. Are you joining Arnavji at work today??
She walked with the Bread toasts in her hand towards the Dinning room and Akash followed her.

Khushi: I hope you are coming back home early as you are the Evening's party is in your honour and I dont want the people to keep asking for you..

Akash stopped her and turned her back to face him. He knew she was going through a lot and was just supressing thse feelings in her heart only not letting anyone know about her problems.

Akash: Bhabhi please react something. I know things between you and Bhai are not good.. That call yesterday made everything clear. You know intially seeing Bhai's attitude with you, I thought you both dont get well along but then I never imagined in my dreams that there is some other girl in Bhai's life who is the reason for this. Trust me Bhabhi, I will talk to him and make things right.. I know Bhai. He is tough from outside but he is really good by heart. He will realise what he is doing and he will stay away from Sheetal. Just give me one chance and I will make things fine. I promise..

Khushi's eyes filled with tears hearing this from Akash but before they could roll down her cheeks she just wiped them and gave a thanking smile to Akash.

Khushi: (Almost crying): Everything is over Akash. Everything.. What you have come to know last night, I knew it from the first day of our marriage. I tried to get things sorted but everything went wrong. Not because I failed. It was because your Bhai can never see me win. And the reason for this is that HE hates me.. His intentions for this marriage were just to fulfil some revenge from me. For a pain which I gave him unknowingly.. He wants me to suffer like this the whole life with him and only that will make him happy.. So I am doing the same now.. You know Akash.. When two souls tie the knot of a marriage between them , they take vows to keep each other happy . He will never fulfill those vows from his side. So now its my responsibility to fulfil both his and mine for this Wedding to reach a conclusion... I dont need anyone's support or help in this. Let me walk the path which Devi Maiyaa has Chose for me. I may be wrong , but nothing seems to be right other than this. So please.. Dont talk to him  about anything. I dont want  two brother's to fight for me and break their bonds. As it is, he hardly has few good people around him . So be with him. Dony spoil your relationship because of an unknown girl like me.

Akash got tears in his eyes and he couldnt wait before Khushi anymore. He got back to his room hurridly and Khushi stood there at the Breakfast table helpless.. She was happy that Akash was just a good person who offered his help to ease the tension between her and Arnavji. But it was of no use now. And definately not after what she heard the last night from Sheetal over that phone. Intially she thought Arnav was doing this purposely to annoy her so that she feels dejected but it was only last night that she realised all this was happening for real. She wiped her eyes when she saw Arnav coming down with his Laptop bag for breakfast. She started serving his plate quietly.

He took his seat and screamed for Maria asking her where Akash was and if he was ready for work or not. Thats when Akash came back from his room getting ready. His moood was little low though after knowing what his Bhabhi was bearing in this house. But as she had told him not to fight with Arnav, he obeyed her words. He took his seat beside his Bhai . Khushi served him too and she talked only to Akash not him. Still Arnav didnt bother to this. He knew this wont last long. She will start talking to him soon. The Brothers left for work while she stayed all alone at this house deciding this was the best way to continue her days here with her husband.

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AR office

The meeting between the Board of Directors was On from a long time and everyone were discussing an important issue.

Aman: So Mr Patel is resigning and we really are in need of one more Director on board who can take his place.
Sheetal: But to get an experienced person on his role is so difficult to find in this short time.
Akash: And not to forget we have the new Projects coming in next month for which we need all the Directors on Board for their signatures.
Arnav: Mr Patel why cant you withhold your stay with us for some more months?
Mr Patel: ASR you know how much loyal I am to this Company but I have my own Problems to sort out. I am flying to Sydney this week and in no case I can think of returning back anytime soon.

Arnav: Its not the question of loyalty Mr Patel. You have given many years of hardwork to this company and I just wished you to be with us for some more time. But I understand everyone here has a reason to step back from this duty. So our next mission is to find another member on Board as soon as we can.
Aman: Why dont we make each one of us suggest someone who we think would be capable of this role. Not necessary experienced because when we started here, we too were new.
Sheetal: But experience and professinality counts Aman. And what if that new person uses his or her rights for some wrong purpose here.? We cannot trust anyone like that.

Aman: I know. Thus I already have someone in mind who is the best for this role and we will never have the fear of being shown disloyalty by her.

Everyone were just guessing who this person is and Aman was only smiling thinking that finally he was doing something fruitful for her.
Sheetal: SHE?? Who is that lady Aman ? Do we know her?
Aman: (Seeing Akash): We all know her.
Arnav just waited for his guess to be right. He could feel the name what Aman was going to take and if his guess was right then he would never let this happen.

Aman: Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada.

Arnav gritted his teeth in anger staring at Aman whereas everyone started discussing this matter seriously with each other. Akash and Aman shared happy looks whereas Sheetal fumed while Arnav got up from his chair.

Arnav: She cannot join.
Akash: Why Bhai? She has the capabilities to do this. And morever she is your wife.
Arnav: And thats the reason I dont wish her to be on Board.
Aman: It was just a suggestion. And every member here has a right to decide this. Why not take a vote and decide.?
Arnav: Aman dont complicate things here..
Aman: I am simplifying it ASR. I know she is new to this but we all here to guide her.
Sheetal: I am not happy with this. She cannot handle the pressures here.
Aman: She is a woman , a wife who very well knows to handle her home. And on a special note, if she can handle ASR, she can handle his office too..

He teasingly commented on this for others to chuckle while Arnav only hated Aman. The discussion continued and majority did agree on Aman's suggestion but Arnav wasnt still convinced. Having no other ready source for taking this role and for the benefit of his company he knew he had to leave the personal grudges aside and think again on this.

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Evening

Arnav was in his room ready to leave downstairs for attending the party which he had kept for Akash's welcoming. He gelled his hair and turned back to pick his suit when he realised  that the button of his shirt fell down becoming loose. He was already late and had no time to change it again. The button was picked from the floor by Khushi who just entered the room and then opened the closet to find something else for her husband to wear. He gave her space to the closet but also warned her he didnt had time for this change..

He saw her taking a small sewing kit out and he knew what she intended to do. So she will button his shirt now?? He waited for her to come to him with that Needle and do it as he knew this would save his time and energy on changing everything again.
Khushi: May I?? (She asked in a very low voice as if hiding all her pain inside her and obviously not meeting his eyes. )
So now she will take his permission before doing anything for him? That sounded nice. He took a step towards her gesturing that the permission was given. With heavy heart and mixed feelings, she pierced the needle in his shirt holding the button firm in its place and ensuring he doesnt get pricked by her needle actions. What was surprising for him was that he wasnt able to take his eyes off that face which was helping him at the present.

Her eyes were pluffy showing she slept less and this cannot be a one night effect. Probably she didnt sleep well from the time they were married. Her cheeks all pale yellow as if she lacked a proper blood circulation in them and the one reason for this was that she hardly smiled and laughed like she did before he married her. Yeah she was a bubbly girl that time as he had heard from Shyam. Though she had always felt the lonliness in her for not getting her brother's love, she still managed to laugh and smile when she was with Anjali . But since the time she was here with him even that hardly happened. She either hurt herself in some accident or kept such uncountable fasts for him which made her eat less and that was yet another reason for her pale face. And above all, the little tortures that she got from him everytime in terms of manhandling and sometimes in the form of Ill words was yet another add-on of her current situation. Today for the first time he was noticing her so closely and she reminded him of her mother today who had a similar condition years back.

He closed his fists for even comparing this girl to his mother as she wasnt worth it. Her father was responsible for his mother's death and he will never forget that. He will make the entire Gupta Family suffer for what they did with his mother and this was just a start. This girl before him whom he had married out of revenge had many things yet to see before he could satisfy himself that his revenge was finally successful. She finished buttoning his shirt and moved her shivering hands off him. He picked his coat and rushed down to greet the guests and introduce them properly to his Younger brother Akash. Khushi stared at him till he left that room and then sat on the recliner holding the needle in her hand.

The door knocked again and Anjali came in.

Anjali: Khushi?
Khushi hurridly got up seeing her Bhabhi here and placed a fake smile on her face.
Anjali: You are not ready yet? The guests are asking for you.. Get changed.
Khushi; Yes Bhabhi. Just few minutes and I will be down.
Anjali: Is all okay Khushi? (She could see Khushi was looking very dull but Khushi knew to hide her pain from everyone these days. She had learnt to do this now)
Khushi (Smiling): Haan Bhabhi. I was just stitching button on his shirt and hence didnt get time to change. I will come down soon.
Anjali: Okay. I will wait.

She went out and Khushi sighed in nervousness. So she has to fake being Happy again downstairs showing everything is perfect between her and Arnav. She opened the closet and chose  a Designer Red Saree for this evening . She knew it was Arnav's favourite colour. But even if he doesnt notice it on her, she will still wear it.

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Part 18

The room door knocked and she opened it assuming it to be Payal or Anjali. But surprisingly it was Akash..

Akash: Ready Bhabhi?
Khushi (Smiled): Akash you should be down.. Not here.. This party is for you..
Akash: And its incomplete without my Bhabhi.. By the way, let me not waste time in complimenting you before anyone else does.. You are looking Stunning in this Red Saree Bhabhi..
Khushi: Thanks..

Akash (Gesturing her to wrap her hand in his being a gentleman): Shall We?
Khushi wasnt used to all this but she still held his hand and they both started walking for the Party Hall. The lights were dim and everyone were enjoying the Drinks and the Soft Music played by the DJ. Though Akash and Khushi couldnt see much from the stairs but everyone else could clearly see them coming down. Including her Husband Arnav Singh Raizada who was busy talking to some of his Client there. He heard someone asking "Isnt she Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada?" and his face automatically turned to see her at the Stairs.. The moment he got her glimpse, he was stuck to her face for some seconds.. Her hazel eyes, the little red blush on her cheeks, a fake smile, some nervousness in her mind, everything was noticed by him in just a matter of few seconds. "She is so beautiful" he heard from another lady who was standing next to him. Now he never had to know that from others..He knew it already. He tried to turn his gaze to somewhere else but he could hardly do that.

The moment Khushi and Akash came down, Aman was the first person to rush to them and compliment Khushi..

Aman: Mashallah !! What should I say more Khushi.. Where did you hide this look of yours from us before?
Khushi (Smiling): Stop teasing Aman. How was your trip??
Aman: Fabulous.. But I missed your husband there. I mean initially we always went together you see. Its only this time that he denied.. Probably you were the reason..
Khushi (Confused): Me? I didnt even know you had some business trip like that. And why would I stop him?
Aman: He knows his wife keeps needing him all the time.. I mean.. The little fasts, accidents and what not you face for him, shows how busy he is these days..

Akash also smiled hearing this while Aman kept staring at Khushi's face which suddenly went low.

Aman: WHat happened? Looking pale.. Where is your Dr??
Akash (Instantly): Yeah.. I too was searching for her. Didnt she come yet Bhabhi??
Aman : Wait a minute.. You too know her?
Akash (Blushed): Yes. We met once .. She is really nice..
Aman (Clearing his throat): Dont tell me you are following my footsteps behind her..
Akash: WHAT??

That depressed look on Akash's face made Aman clear on what was happeneing to him..
Aman: Okay fine, I clear your way.. Go and win her..!!
Khushi (Chuckled): Guys stop.. What is wrong with you two? Aman .. Akash?? You both are behind Payal?
Aman: I am no more in the list.. I will find someone else..
Akash: Bhabhi.. Its not like that . We are just ..

He was about to continue but they all heard Payal saying a "Hi" to everyone. She was also in a very classy modern outfit with her hair left open. She smiled at the three and then hugged Khushi first..

Payal: My Patient is looking beautiful today..
Aman: All thanks to your medicines then.. !!
Payal : Mention not Aman.. Long time didnt see you haan..!!
Aman: Had been on a Official Trip. But I missed you.. !!
Akash cleared his throat indicating Aman that he just had changed his mind some time back of not flirting with payal anymore ..

Aman (Realising): Ohh Forget that.. You met Akash??
Payal looked at Akash and smiled .. SO did he..
Payal: Yes.! Hi ..!
Akash: Hi..!!
Khushi could feel some sparks flying between these two and she didnt wish to disturb them at the present..

Khushi: You guys talk. I will meet Anjali Bhabhi till then.
Aman: I should join you too..
He walked with her leaving Akash and Payal alone for sometime. Khushi met Anjali too with Aman and asked for Shyam. Anjali told her that he couldnt make it for the party yet as he had some work so she came alone.. Khushi's expressions suddenly changed knowing her brother was not here..

Anjali: What happened Khushi?
Khushi: Bhabhi, I wanted to talk to him. But may be not today.. He still leaves early for work??
Anjali: Yeah.. But tomorrow he is at home. So you can come there and talk. But what is it regarding??
Khushi: Some past.. Dont bother about it. I will explain when I come there..
Anjali had no idea why Khushi wanted to talk something to Shyam. They hardly talked to each other like that. And even if they did it was all to show the people around them that everything was fine between them..

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Arnav had noticed every move of hers.. Yeah for a change he was totally lost in his Wife's sight.. Sheetal handed the Red Wine to him which he gulped down his throat in no time but still watching her smile with Aman beside her..Sheetal turned to see what was making him so much angry and then noticing her brother with Khushi, she too couldnt handle it..

Sheetal: How easily she grabs everyone's heart right? Very cunning.!! You know sometimes I think how can she still be happy when you torture her so much? Now I know, she is all behind your money and the tag of being Mrs Raizada, or else any girl would have left this house long back.

Arnav : I am not going to repeat this Sheetal. I have told you this many a times.. Stop filling my ears about her. I know it much better than you what she is..!! Is that clear? ?
Sheetal: Fine. I can see your inclination towards her from long. But today seems special. Is that colour she wearing a reason for it?
Arnav (Gritting his teeth): I dont give a damm to what she looks like.!!
Sheetal: Then stop admiring her so much. Anyone can guess how Interested you are on your wife today.!!
Arnav: Enough!!

He didnt wish to argue with this girl at the moment and walked to the Bar Counter to make another drink for himself.

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The party was still ongoing while Arnav was continuously gulping the drink one by one to ignore the little attraction he was getting towards his Wife.. She was meant to be ill treated. Not loved by him. Thats when the lights were dim again and this time for a slow dance between the couples.. Akash was the first one to ask Payal and she couldnt deny it.. Aman invited Anjali for the dance as Khushi denied for this. Khushi was searching for him. She knew he would never take her for a dance like that but what she wished to know was if he was interested to dance with Sheetal??  She saw Sheetal convincing him for the dance while he was denying it angrily..Sheetal gave up the thought and walked off while Arnav turned back to face everyone and made the DJ to stop the music.. Probably he wished to announce something to the public here.. Khushi stood blank just like everyone else on what he wanted to tell and waited for him to start..

Arnav: This Party was been kept for 2 different reasons . One.. To celeberate Akash's comeback in AR and handling his workload from here in Delhi.. And the second one was to announce the new member of the Board of Directors of AR Group. !!

Everyone started gossiping on who that person would be while Aman, Sheetal and Akash were numb and trying to figure out whose name did he intend to take now..

Arnav (Staring at Khushi in the crowd): Ladies and Gentlemen, Please put your hands together for my Wife, Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada, the new member on board of  AR!!

The entire crowd clapped and congratulated Khushi who was still shocked unable to believe when did this happen. She had no clue about this matter .. Her husband never informed her about this but directly announced it before everyone ? How could he do that? And why?  Aman and Akash were damm happy knowing this. They always wanted this to happen and it did.. Aman instantly walked towards Arnav and started getting the crowd's attention too

Aman: Okay everyone, lets congratulate the Lady for her new position in AR by Opening a champagne..

The waiter handed him the bottle while Akash got Khushi on the floor where Arnav and Aman were.. She was hesitant at the beginning to stand beside her husband or even look in his eyes but then she had no choice.. Arnav snatched the bottle from Aman's hand and opened the bottle beside her, almost spilling some Champagne on her Saree too.. She could feel he did it purposely.. Even Payal noticed that and looked at Arnav in anger.. But he hardly cared.. He passed one glass to Khushi who had no idea what he intended to do..He forcefully made her hold the glass and then poured the champagne in it..

Aman was shocked and so was Akash.. Sheetal was enjoying this. She knew Khushi would never drink something like this.

Arnav: Lets Toast for your new position??  Come here.!!
He took his glass too and toasted with hers.. He gulped his drink in one go while she stared at him blankly..
Arnav: (Whispering slowly): Dont think I am giving you this Role because I want to be with you all the time.. I just want to prove it to my Brother Akash and Aman that you arent FIT for it.. Just like you arent fit to share this drink with your husband. !!

His eyes clearly told her how he enjoyed teasing her, blaming her for not being comparable with him and she had no intentions of proving him wrong.. Yes she was not a modern society girl who can drink but she still wish to gulp this drink. And the reason was the pain inside her which she wanted to hide from everyone here.. Before he could take his eyes off her, she brought the glass to her lips and without a second thought gulped the drink down her throat. It was not easy for her. But she did it for her own self. Arnav was Damm Shocked when she did this.. Tears rolled down her eyes which she tried not to reveal to anyone of them and keeping the glass aside, she walked down away from her husband.. Sheetal was happy with this too. Who cared she drank or not, all she wanted was to see her hurt and looked like Arnav did tell her something painful.

Aman wished to follow her but some client stopped him to talk and so was the case with Akash too.. Payal rushed behind Khushi to check if she was fine.. She found Khushi standing and weeping at the little fountain outside the Living hall and she couldnt help hugging her tight.

Payal: Sshhh!!1 Its Okay Khushi.. Its Okay.. Stop crying..You didnt had to do this for anyone Khushi.. He was just provoking you and you allowed him to do it by drinking ..!! But now forget all this.. Let me arrange something for you which can make you feel better.

She caressed Khushi's back and then wiped her tears.. Aman came running there in sometime and saw Khushi pressing her head while Payal was still caressing her hair..

Aman: Is she okay ?
Payal: Not sure..
Aman (Angrily): Why Khushi?? Why did you drink that? You know him, dont you?
Payal: Stop it Aman. Its okay now.. I already have told her enough ..
Aman : ASR needs a lesson for this.. I wont leave him for making his wife suffer like this..
Khushi: It was not his fault..
Aman (Angrily again) : Is it? Then whose fault khushi? Mine? Akash's ? Or Payal's? I dont understand one thing why are you bending for his demands? Damm!!!

He fisted his fingers and Payal only gestured him not to utter a word after this as Khushi needed some peace of mind rather than discussing the same topic..

Aman: Look after her.. I wish we end this party soon..
Payal: It will happen only when you and Akash get inside and try winding up..
Aman: Right.. Let me do something..

He left while Khushi was feeling dizzy and going to fall but Payal managed to make her sit on a chair ..

Payal: Be here.. I will get some lime water for you.. Okay??
Khushi noded a Weak yes trying to keep her eyes wide open but she still wasnt able to do it though.. Payal walked in too.. It had been almost 10 more minutes that none of them came out and checked her and she thought of finding them..She got up balancing herself and tried to take a step forward only to collide on someone before her.. She was no more in her senses now and was muttering only one thing

"Aap bahut bure ho Arnavji. I hate you.. Sunna aapne.. I Hate you.. "

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Part 19

It had been almost 10 more minutes that none of them came out and checked her and she thought of finding them..She got up balancing herself and tried to take a step forward only to collide with someone before her.. She was no more in her senses now and was muttering only one line.

"Aap bahut bure ho Arnavji. I hate you.. Sunna aapne.. I Hate you.. "

This person never moved from her way or else she would stumble and fall down not being in her senses. Neither did he hold her to balance her. He stood there as a support to her while she continued muttering in anger..

Khushi: You always hurt me Arnavji.. Alone.. And before others too..Hum pehle kitne khush the. Humaari bhabhi, Preeto, sab humse kitna pyaar karte the. Ab humse koi pyaar nahi karta. Hum akele hogaye hai Arnavji... Pehle Bhaiyaa aur ab aap bhi humse nafrat karte hai. Hum kiske paas jaaye? Kaun Pyaar karega humse? (You always hurt me Arnavji.. Alone.. And before others too. I was so happy in the past. My Bhabhi, Preeto , everyone used to love me so much. Now no one loves me. I am all alone Arnavji. My brother hated me and now even you. Where should I go? Who will Love me? )

He fisted his fingers as he never expected her to blurt these things out in the alcohol effect. She turned her face up to see him and continued.

Khushi: Hum nafrat ke kaabil hai naa Arnavji? Toh phir kyon aap humme sahara de rahe hai? Chod dijiye humme. Lagne dijiye humme chot. Aap ko accha lagega naa? Aap khush hojayenge naa. ?? Toh phir girne dijiye humme neeche. ( I am not even worth your Hate Arnavji. Then why do you always give me your support?  Leave me . Let me fall down and get hurt. You will be happy. Right Arnavji? )

She tried not taking his support anymore moving a step back and was going to collapse down when he held her hand and balanced her.

Arnav: Chot ka mazza tab aayega Khushi jab tum hosh mein hogi.  ( The pain is realised in consciousness Khushi. ) (His jaw clenched while uttering that line which was probably not in his "TO BE SAID" list but his pain inside made him do that)

She passed a sarcastic chuckle and then allowed him to hold her.

Khushi: Toh phir hum kabhi bhi hosh mein aana nahi chahte Arnavji.. Hum thak gaye hai uss chot se jo aap humme har roj pahunchate hai. Hum sona chahte hai. Aisi neend mein jo kabhi naa Khule!! (Then I dont wish to be back to my senses anytime Arnavji. I am tired of taking these little pains from you all the time. I wish to sleep. A sleep wherein I will never have to wake up again)

Arnav's heart did feel a prick when he heard this side of her confession. He almost had seen the same condition of his mother when she was passing her last few days of life. She was waiting for death to engulf her just like today he felt Khushi praying for the same. So was it done? Was he able to give this girl the same pain which his mother suffered? Was he able to fulfil that Promise which he gave to Khushi's father before he died that he will take the father's revenge from his daughter for making his Mother suffer to hell ? Should he stop this here ? What if Khushi follows the same step which his mother tried ?  What if she tries to end her life? Will he want this to happen? Does he want to kill a girl to satisfy his mother's revenge  ?? Is his mother happy seeing him like this? Is his mother's soul resting in peace seeing him giving so much pain to a soul who didnt even know why she was been tortured day and night? What explanation will he give to his mother after he dies and reaches her? He closed his eyes in frustration while she continued struggling to get off his grip.

Khushi: Maa.. Call me Maa.. I wish to come to you.

Those words Snapped his mind and he opened his eyes in one go pulling her back to him ..
Arnav; You are going no where Khushi.. You belong here .. With me.. Living a life in Hell.
She laughed loudly seeing him come back to his terms and showing her where she belonged..

Khushi: De dijiye.. Jitne chahe gum dijiye Arnavji. Hum kahi nahi jaayenge. Kyonki aapke paas rehna humara dharam hai. Humaara kartavya hai. (Give it to me then. Give me as much of pain and hurt as you can Arnavji. I wont go anywhere. Because staying with you is my duty.)

Arnav: Do hell with your Kartavya Khushi. Not a word more or else I wont mind we have a party going on here.
She placed a finger on her Lips to shut herself from speaking anything further. But she still had something to ask him.
Khushi: Arnavji.. Agar hum chale gaye, toh kya aap humme miss karenge? (Arnavji.. If I go away from you will you miss me?)

"Was she mad?" What kind of question was she asking him. Miss? why will he miss her? After his revenge is over, after seeing her in the state where his mother was years back , he would himself throw her out of his life. Why will he miss her then? But then was he just convincing himself with this answer? Or was he trying to mask his feelings from her?

Payal who was noticing all this from the other corner holding the lime juice in her hand was so much touched seeing a wife like Khushi. A girl who hardly got love from her own brother and now was seeking some from her husband which was next to impossible. She came out there before Khushi could start something else again for which he would reply something again painful. She held Khushi's hand asking Arnav to leave her.

Payal: Come Khushi.. Drink this.
She tried making Khushi sit to the side couch and forced her to drink the Lime juice.Khushi had a sip of it and then made a bitter face..
Khsuhi: Khatta hai..(She said seeing Payal with innocence)

Arnav was only watching her from there without moving inside. Payal noded a Yes and made her drink the juice again..
Payal (Seeing Arnav): You dont need to waste your time here Mr Raizada.. Just get back to your party and let me concentrate on your wife.!! Its no use to leave her with you now.
Arnav: Look Dr.. I dont say anything to you doesnt mean you can speak to me anyhow..
Payal (Angrily):Is it? Then what will you do Mr Raizada? Hurt me too? Make me suffer? Is there anything else you even know ?
Arnav (Pointing a finger at her in anger): Dont cross your limits Payal. And stay away from my wife. I dont want you to brainwash her..
Payal: I am not that lucky enough Mr Raizada to brainwash your wife's mind. Or else I would have done it long back. Its so sad  that she is still sticking to a man who is imparing her all the time. I cannot brainwash her Because when God created her, he only gave her heart to love and feel. He forgot to give her brains or else she wouldnt have clinged to you for such a long time bearing all anguish.

Arnav : (Angrily): Mind your words !!
Payal (With Similar Anger): No Mr Raizada.. Now you mind your Actions. I dont know when you planning to end this torture on her. But I am not letting her stay with you in this house at all. I am taking her with me and dont you dare Stop me or else I know how to call up the Police here and inform them of everything you ever did with this innocent girl.

She took a turn to make Khushi get up and take her out..

Arnav: She is not in her senses and I wont let you take her out of my house..
Payal: Try stopping me !! (She challenged back with similar anger)

She held Khushi and started walking towards the exit while Arnav wished to drag his wife back in but probably this was right. He exactly knew what would happen. When his wife would wake up the next morning and find herself in Payal's house, she will be the first person to shout at her friend and come back home running , to him. And he will like it that way.!! He allowed Payal to take Khushi back with her while he kept watching them till Payal drove out from his House..

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Next Morning - Payal's House

She woke up with a difference today. Her head was spinning and She wasnt sleeping on any hard floor of the poolside but a Soft and bouncy bed which didnt look known to her. She swiftly got up holding her forehead and scanned the room trying to check where she was. This wasnt her house. This wasnt Arnavji's house then how did she come here? She tried getting up from the bed but in the process hit her hand to the side table and the flower Vase fell down. Thats when the door opened and a Tall handsome man entered the room to check if she was fine. He still had the decency of not entering the room completely but just wait a step inside the door and check if she was alright or not. He didnt look familiar either. Who was he?

Khushi: Aap? Hum.. Where am I?
Guy: In your best friend's house.!! You feeling Okay now?
Khushi: Friend?
Guy: Haan. Payal.. Your best friend and my lovely young sister ..

Khushi then took a sigh of relief knowing she was in some known family's house only. But how did she reach here? She didnt remember anything. Thats when Payal came inside the room with a Glass of Lime Soda again and wished Khushi a Good Morning.. She placed the Glass aside and the first thing she did after that was hugging Khushi tight..Khushi hugged her back.

Payal : How is Darling feeling now?
Khushi: I am fine .. When did I come here? And .. Where is Arnavji??
Payal : Relax Relax.. First drink this as remove your hangover and then I wille explain you everything..

She extended the Glass for Khushi to hold..
Khushi: Hangovr.??  I was drunk?
Payal: You dont remember even that?
Khushi noded a NO looking at payal's brother who was still standing there..

Payal: Okay by the way, he is my Brother Rudra.!!
Rudra said a Hi to her while she passed a weak smile and looked again at payal.
Khushi: Payal please tell me how did I come here?
Rudra: I guess you both should talk while I check if the breakfast is ready. Payal.. Get your friend down soon. She must be hungry..
Payal: Haan Bhai.!!

Rudra left while Payal made Khushi sit on the bed again and explained her exactly why she had to get Khushi here. She told her everything that happened after Khushi drank the alcohol, how she blurted some pain to Arnav and inturn how he still managed to hurt her saying " Chot ka mazza tab aayega Khushi jab tum hosh mein hogi. " Then the little fight between Arnav and Payal which was the real reason for her to get Khushi to her house last night..

Khushi (Getting up): What? And you got me here? Payal how could you do this? He is my husband and you fought with him for me?
Payal: (Angrily): Then what else you wished me to do? Leave you there ? In that drunken state>?
Khushi: Payal he didnt force me to drink. It was my choice ,my decision. Hey Devi Maiyaa,.. What will he do now? He must be very tensed .. I should go back home..

She tried leaving but Payal stopped her..

Payal: Khushi dont do this. That man only knows to give you pain. Please dont be his Slave for no reason.
Khushi (Turning back to Payal in anger): Arnavji humaare pati hai Payal. Hum unhe nahi chod sakte. Tab tak nahi jab tak unka badla pura naa ho.!! (Arnavji is my husband Payal . I cannot leave him until he fulfils his revenge on me)
Payal: Dont be mad Khushi. That revenge will kill you one day.. Why are you putting your legs in that Mess again when I have got you out of it?
Khushi: Because this is my duty.!! Consider me fool Payal, I wont mind. But I cannot leave that house and Arnavji at any instance..!! I have to go.

She turned again and Payal held her hand..

Payal: Fine.. Then let him come to take you..!!
Tears formed in her eyes while she looked back at Payal .

Khushi: Woh nahi Aayenge Payal. Woh humme lene kabhi nahi aayenge..!!(He wont come Payal. He will never come to take me back)

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Part 20

Payal had managed to convince KHushi to wait for some time and check if Arnav comes here. Though Khushi knew this very well. It was impossible that he would come to take her. She took shower and came out only to find Payal holding a beautiful Pink Saree for her.

Payal: How's this?
Khushi: Very pretty.!
Payal: Good. Now that you have liked it. I want to see you in this..
Khushi: No Payal. I will wear something else.. Its your Saree. I cant wear it..
Payal: Do you have your spare dresses here Mrs Raizada? I wont mind if you start keeping some because as I said earlier, I dont trust your husband. He can always do anything which will make me get you here.. So I would be obliged if you really start making some wardrobe in my house too. But before that wear this Saree and come down for breakfast. Bhai and Dad is waiting.
Khushi: But..
Payal: Come on Khushi. Cant you do this for me ?

She pouted placing the saree back on bed and Khushi knew this girl will never listen to her no matter what. She agreed to wear it and come down and Payal happily kissed her cheeks and left the room.

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Raizada Mansion

Aman: This is ridiculous man. First of all its your mistake that you allowed your wife to go with Payal and now you are doing the same mistake again by not getting her back.
Arnav sipped his Orange juice and continued eating his breakfast.
Aman: Are you even listeneing to me Arnav? Because I am talking to walls here..
Arnav (Screaming): Maria.. Serve me some more juice.

Aman's mood was pissed seeing him so unbothered..
Aman: Fine. I can see how happy you are for not having her in the house. But think professionally too Arnav. We have to introduce her to the Business modules today. And the board will be waiting to do that. If she isnt present it will only mean wrong for everyone of us..
Arnav: So get her.
Aman: Nope!! I am not the one who allowed her to go with Payal. You did.. So you better get her to Work.!!
Arnav: In your dreams Aman. I am not stepping in that Dr's house..
Aman: Dont be so egoistic Arnav. It shouldnt be that you repent on this decision of yours.. I came here to take Khushi with me on her first day of work and I am leaving alone hoping you will hear my advise..!! Good bye.. See you at Office with the new board member..

Saying that Aman left the house while Arnav continued eating..!!

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She came down in a while scanning the house while she walked. It was just as beautiful as it should be. She saw Payal arranging the Plates at the table and seeing Khushi coming in that Pink Saree she almost whistled which was enough for her Dad and Rudra to glance at Khushi too..Dr Sharma, Payal's father welcomed Khushi down..

Dr: Payal told me she got you to stay with her last night. I wasnt at home, but in the hospital for an emergency or else we would have talked for sometime.
Khushi turned to see Payal whose looks confirmed that she didnt tell why and on what basis she had to get Khushi here to anyone else from the family.
Rudra: I guess Payal was never close to anyone so much like she is with you. Thanks for being such a good friend of my Sister.
Khushi : Its the other way round. I am lucky to get a friend  like Payal.
Payal raised her collar and started serving them the breakfast. Khushi also started serving..

Payal: Ehhh!! You dont have to serve. Be my guest and get seated.
Khushi: No . I am not used to it. Let me help you serving first..
Rudra: No Khushi. You should be sitting with us and eating. Let this Fatty serve.

Khushi chuckled when she heard Rudra calling Payal as fatty..
Payal threw a spoon angrily on her brother for calling her that which he catched before it hit him and placed it back on the table. Khushi smiled seeing such a cute brother - sister bonding which she never got from her Shyam bhai anytime.

Payal: Okay So Khushi the plan is like this. Me and you are going to have some fun today shopping and then a cool Lunch in my favourite restraunt..
Khushi: You dont have to go to Hospital today?
Dr Sharma: She is officially on leave today for you..
Rudra: In all these years she never even took an off on Raksha Bandhan and see her now? She is doing it for her friend which she never did for her brother.
Payal (Teasing him ): Bhai you need to be worth my time for that..

This was the first time Khsuhi laughed heartily hearing their talks. It seemed so nice here in between this family. The Maid came there informing they had  a visitor..

Payal: Visitor? Who's it?
Maid: Arnav Singh Raizada. He is waiting in the Living room.
The moment Khushi heard he was here, she instantly got up from her seat and rushed out. Payal sighed in frustration seeing Khushi giving up so easily.. Khushi came out and stood behind him making him realise by her short gasps that she was here. He turned back to see her only to find Payal and her family coming out too.. He knew what he had to do. Before they could ask him something or she could react, he  took steps towards her and clutched her hands.. She stood frozen..

Arnav: Tumhe bilkul andaaza nahi hai naa? Ki tum gusse mein kitni sundar lagti ho? (You have no idea, do you? How beautiful you look when you angry?)

Her eyes widened in shock to hear something like that from him. He was acting so romantic husband today.

Payal raised her eyebrow thinking what made Arnav say something like that.

 Arnav (Seeing Khushi): Par iska matlab yeh toh nahi ki tum mujhpe humesha gussa karo. (But that doesnt mean you always be angry on me)
Khsuhi was totally blank with his comments. She had no idea what she should reply..
Dr Sharma (Interrupting): Hello ASR. Good Morning..!!
Arnav: Hi Dr. I was going for work so thought may be I should take Khushi back with me.
Dr: Oh!! So early? We wished her to stay for a day or two atleast. Payal planned a holiday today for her..
Arnav turned to see Payal whom he always hated ..

Arnav: Thats nice .. But.. Khushi had some important work at Office today. But I leave it on her. If she wants to wait here, I wont mind.. But then I dont think I will come to pick her again after this..  (he purposely said this to get some brains in Khushi that he did come here leaving all his Ego and if she now doesnt turn up with him, he will not give her a second chance)

Payal: No problem Mr Raizada. I can drop her when you want. But today she aint going anywhere.. Hai na Khushi?
Arnav clenched his jaw for seeing Payal cutting his statement. Khushi realised that and she replied immediately..

Khushi: Payal I guess he is right. I have work at Office as its my first day there. I promise we will meet tomorrow and spend some time together..
Payal (Noded her head giving up): I knew you will ditch me.. Fine. Your husband is always your priority.. So what should I say. You go with him if you want to..

Payal was upset and Khushi could feel that. She immediately wrapped her arms around her and hugged her tight

Payal (Whispering gently): Be strong kHushi and dont you dare come in his words and praises. He is surely showing it off before my family purposely to take you back.
A tear fell down KHushi's eyes as she knew what Payal told her was true. He was only faking to be good to her. She pulled back from the hug and wiped her eyes..

Arnav : Khushi I am waiting out.. Come soon..
She noded and he started talking to Dr Sharma something. Khsuhi moved towards Rudra who was waiting to be acknowledged by her .

Khushi: It was nice meeting you Rudra. You are a good brother and be like this forever..
Rudra: Dont talk as if we arent meeting again. I wont mind disturbing you girls tomorrow when you plan a girls day out..!!
She smiled and so did Payal. Arnav surely couldnt take his eyes off them. Once again she proved she can win many hearts with just one meet of hers.. First Aman, then Akash and now this Rudra.. He finished his conversation with Dr Sharma and went to start his Car. She came out in that same Saree and rushed inside the Car without saying anything. She didnt even see him nor did he wish her to do that. He drove the Car outside straight to their Office.

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Aman and Akash saw Arnav and Khushi getting inside the Office where all the Staff were wishing them a Good Morning. She was very curious and excited to start her life here. This would be a stress buster for her. She always wanted to stand on her own feet and she had got a wonderful opportunity this time. She followed Arnav in his Cabin where Sheetal was already present and adjusting some flowers in the Vase beside his Table. Seeing kHushi wit him she didnt look happy.

Sheetal: Morning ASR..
Arnav : Good Morning.. (He took his seat while Khushi waited to know what she had to do).. You and Khushi wait for us at the Board room. I will join you guys in 5 minutes..
Sheetal had to agree even if she didnt like Khushi's company. She and Khushi stepped out of the cabin and were walking towards the Board room when Sheetal thought of hurting Khushi again..

Sheetal: I heard you were in that Dr's house last night?
Khushi just noded her head and continued walking trying to ignore her..
Sheetal: Which wife does that? I mean leaving her husband alone like that? But know what? You didnt had to bother about ASR. I stayed back in your house last night. (Khushi stopped and so did Sheetal )..
Khsuhi: What? (She asked in a nervous tone)
Sheetal : Yes Khushi. Somebody had to look after ASR right. So I stayed back. Didnt he tell you that?

Khushi gulped down her pain knowing how unaffected Arnav was in her absence. He must not have been bothered at all about her because he had sheetal with him. Sheetal passed a Evil smile seeing all that happiness gone off Khushi's face knowing this and then continued..

Sheetal: You know Khushi. Its pity seeing you like this. Some day or the other you are going to get the worst from your married life. Why wait till then ? I can see how unhappy you are with him. Why drag the relation which has no proper base? Take my advise..!! LEAVE ASR..!! (Khushi's eyes welled up hearing this ).. FOR ME..! (Sheetal added this phrase purposely at the end only to make her more depressed)

Khushi couldnt wait there anymore. But she wasnt at home . She was here for work and not to take things like this from anyone. Sheetal moved forward While she kept standing there.

Sheetal: Come on. Dont you wish to work ? We will be late for the meeting. Come on..
Khushi: You go ahead. I will join in few minutes, (She commanded and Sheetal didnt argue)
She went straight to the washroom to control her tears and wash her face. In all this, both the girls hardly realised that they were been overheard. And this time by no one else but ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA himself. He was shocked to hear Sheetal filling Khushi's ears saying she stayed last night in his house. No doubt it was true. But the sole reason for her stay was that she was drunk too heavily and Aman had already left his party. So having no option , Arnav had made the maids to arrange her stay in the Guest room only and she had left early morning before Aman could know she was here..Then why the hell didnt she say that to Khushi ? He didnt like this what Sheetal did and for sure he will not mind showing this girl her right place now..

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Part 21

The meeting had to be started but Khushi still didnt come inside the Conference room. Aman checked the clock and then got up from his seat.

Aman: Should I check whats delaying her?
Arnav: (Raising his eyebrow): Not needed Aman. She knows the way to the Conference room. She will come.!!
Sheetal (Sighing): Its her first day here and she already started breaking code of conduct here.
Arnav angrily stared at Sheetal for some seconds while she didnt realise what made him look her like that. The door was opened and Khushi got inside the cabin. Aman smiled at her and she took her seat beside him opposite to Sheetal who was teasingly smiling at her as she could see her mood was totally off by knowing Sheetal stayed back in her house last night.

Arnav on the other hand just waited for her to settle and then the meet began. Akash was the one to chair it while others concentrated on him.

Akash: So as well know Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada will be the new board member from today. AR welcomes her with full respect and wishes her the best for this new role.
Khushi faked a smile which didnt go unnoticed by Arnav who was sitting at her front beside Sheetal. Why was he noticing her? Only because he knew why she was so late here? Only because he knew she was crying inside the washroom once again on her fate for getting married to a man like him? He tried to concentrate back on Akash.. The discussion went on and finally it came the time to decide which will be the first project to be handed to her. That she can manage solely without anyone's interference. Everyone had their own opinions but Khushi was still silent.

Aman: Wait Wait.. I guess instead of we deciding what she would work on, we need to know what kind of work she is intersted in.?

Before Khushi could be asked by Aman what she would prefer choosing, Arnav opened his mouth, commanding what she had to do.

Arnav: Khushi will work on the Winter Collection Project which we bagged recently .
Their eyes met when he took a decision for her but again , will she deny him? Can she deny his choice? Never!! She remained quiet but everyone else were surprised to hear that. Especially Sheetal.

Sheetal: One minute ASR. The Winter wear Collection was to be given to me. I told you I would like to lead that Project..
Arnav: Yes you did Sheetal but I think Khushi can handle it in a better way. You take up something else.
Sheetal was frustrated and Aman and Akash were confused on what made Arnav decide this? He was favouring his wife and not sheetal?

Sheetal: This is not done. I am not leaving that Project for her.
She looked angrily at Khushi who still seemed to be disinterested in knowing what made Arnav do something like this.
Arnav: Okay. Let the board decide it by majority then. WHo has a problem with my decision please raise your hand now..

None of them raised their hands confirming their approvals for Khsuhi's new project .

Akash: Come on Sheetal. You can help me in my Project. Me and Aman are loaded with work. Right Aman?
Aman: Absolutely.. I wont mind my sister's help if she is ready for that. (He passed a smile to Sheetal who inturn only frowned as she could realise how happy Aman and Akash were for Khushi)

Arnav: Thats all gentleman. The meet is over.!!

Everyone got up to leave congratulating Khushi once again for her new role. Aman and Akash were very happy with Arnav's decision. Sheetal had left the cabin first to calm down her anger..

Aman: Wow!! You bagged the best project of this year Khushi. All the best. We need a treat from you..What Say Akash?
Akash: Do we need to ask that from her? No ways. She is gentle enough to treat us without requesting..
Khushi: Stop praising me you both.
Aman: Hayee hayee.. Look at that smile Akash.

Khushi smiled again and this time heartily. Arnav on the other hand was waiting for Aman and Akash to finish so that he could talk to her .. YES. He wanted to talk to her. But these two guys were stuck to his wife so much that they continued their silly topics.

Akash: No one works on Day 1 Khushi Bhabhi, How about a Lunch together?Just 3 of us.
Aman: Not a Bad idea.. I will reserve the table.
Khushi: Lunch? But..
Aman (Interrupting): You wish to call anyone else ?

He teasingly asked her as she was  looking at Arnav to see his reactions on this Lunch treat topic. He seemed little frustrated but he never wished to show he was unhappy with this.

Akash: DOnt look at Bhai , Khsuhi Bhabhi. He wont mind we taking you out.
Arnav :(Angrily): Will you guys just get out of here and let me talk to her?

The time stood still for her when he said that. For the first time ever he was wishing to talk to her like that. She gulped down in fear of knowing what he wanted to tell whereas Aman and Akash agreed to his orders..

Aman : Okay. We give you 15 minutes ASR. Make it soon. After that we need to plan with her about where to go for Lunch.
Arnav; OUT..!!

This was his final command which was readily followed by Aman and Akash leaving them alone there.. She continued looking down while he walked towards her. She didnt move nor did he stop. After reaching her, he did pull her chin up making her look in his eyes.

Arnav: Dont think I did a favour on you by  giving you the best project of this year to work on. I need results. Thats all what matters to me..

Khushi moved his finger aside and then noded a Yes. He was surprised at her gestures of not letting him touch her. Before he could question her anything else on that she continued some other topic which he never had expected.

Khushi: I am sorry for last night.!! I was not in my senses to know Payal was taking me to her house. I shouldnt have gone like that.

He was surprised when she apolosised for something he never thought was her fault. He remained rooted to know what else she wished to tell him.
Khsuhi: Humme pata hai aapko iss sab se koi faraq nahi padta. Chahe hum aapke paas rahe yeah dur, aapko iss baat se koi matlab nahi hai. Par, phir bhi, humme maaf kar  dijiye.. (I know all this doesnt seem to affect you anyway. Whether I be with you, or away from you, that doesnt bother you anytime. But I still wish to say a Sorry )

Arnav: Khushi stop saying a Sorry for every thing you do. I am not even interested in these Sorry's.. Just get one thing in your tiny brain. It was never my decision to get you in this role. You know how much I hate your sight ..!! I was pressurised to make this happen. This is one of the reason I have given you plenty of work which will keep you busy here and I will get some time for myself rather than concentrating on you, which you know I am least interested. So dont be in any fake understandings that you will be able to eat my head even here at work.

She gulped down her tears not letting him see those and noded a Yes turning the other side. He left the room leaving her all alone. She had no time to ponder over these words.. He liked hurting her and she should like respecting his likes.

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ASR's Cabin

Sheetal: How sick of you ASR. I never expected you to do this. You gave my place to her?
Arnav: Lower your voice Sheetal, or else, I will forget you too owe some respect here..

Sheetal's anger was very much raised but she wanted answers from him on why he decided something like this..
Sheetal: Fine. I will keep quiet. But dont think I am Khushi , Arnav, who will take everything what you give. I am not so innocent. I know to fight for my rights..
Arnav: (Angrily): Rights? Which Rights? You have lost all the rights long back Sheetal and its high time you get that in your brain. Khsuhi is my Wife. I married her with full rituals. Not because I loved her, but to fulfil my revenge and before doing that, I have ended every personal relation I ever had with you.

Sheetal (Little confused): So? How is it related here?
Arnav: It is related Dammit. (He clutched her hands in anger while she kept looking in his red eyes).. Initially you kept filling my ears against her and now you are doing the same with her.. How dare you told her about the last night's stay at my place?

Sheetal was absolutely stunned. She had no idea how he came to know this.. She pushed him as he was hurting her arms and replied back.

Sheetal: Ohh!! So now she has started to complain you about me?
Arnav; She didnt had to Sheetal. Because she is Khushi.. She never complained about me to anyone then how can she do that with you? I heard it myself.

That surprised her more..

Sheetal: So? So What ASR? I didnt lie.. It was the truth that I stayed in your place last night..
Arnav; But you were indicating her to the wrong direction. Dont forget Sheetal. If I can raise you to a heights where no one else can reach without my support, I can make you fall down in no time. Next time I find you filling Khushi's ears, you will have to pay for that in Professional terms because there is nothing left between us personally..!!

Sheetal was shocked to hear that from Arnav. She tried to hold his hand and ask for forgivness for the time being but he didnt allow her to and moved back..

Arnav: Dont even dare touch me again !! This right is no more yours..!!

Saying that he left the room and she sat on the Couch in anger. She felt disgusted to know he was changing so much for that wife of his. It was only Khushi's tears that were affecting him day by day. Nothing else. But why? Did he start liking that girl now?

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The door definately got closed when Arnav left the room but Khushi hided herself from him not letting him know she heard it all. Yes. She was here to ask his permission to go with Aman and Akash for Lunch but when she heard Sheetal and Arnav fighting she couldnt stop herself from hearing their talks. And that was fruitful. Atleast she came to know that Arnav had broken all ties with Sheetal before their marriage. Which means all these days he was only lieing to her that he and Sheetal still had an affair. He wasnt involved with her anymore. She couldnt believe her ears when Arnav uttered the last 2 sentences.. "Dont even dare touch me again !! This right is no more yours..!! ". Yes he was right. That right wasnt Sheetal's now but His Wife's. A Smile crept on her lips thinking how lucky she was that Devi Maiyaa cleared the biggest doubt she ever had on her husband. Though he doesnt love her and married her for revenge, atleast she is satisfied that he didnt had any other girl in his life now. Which means there was chance of filling his heart with her love. Another good thing was that Sheetal will never try to hurt her henceforth as she was warned by Arnav which was yet again a good sign. She happily thanked her Devi Miayya closing her eyes when someone patted her arms..

Aman: All Okay Khsuhi ?
Khushi (Smiling): Yeah Aman.
Aman: Did you get his permission?
Khushi: No. he left for some other work.
Aman: Thank God. Because I doubted he would have given it . Come on Khushi, you dont need to ask him anything. Lets go. We are getting late..

She noded and walked with him only to be stopped by her husband's voice.

Aman : Shit!! Bad timing (He murmured to her and they both turned back)
Arnav: Did you show Khushi her cabin?
Aman (Thinking something): No.. I guess you do it ASR. I remembered I need to make a call.

He purposely left this task for Arnav who seemed disinterested from outside. Khsuhi's heartbeat started beating loudly when Aman left and as Arnav strode towards her. He asked her to follow him which she did and in no time she was been introduced to her new cabin. It was beautiful and just like a read Board of Director should be having. Upon that it was decorated with her favourite flowers. It was just Very professional and quiet still .!! She smiled seeing the cabin and looked at him.

Khushi (Smiling): Thanks..
Arnav: I didnt decorate it..
Khushi: I know. But you spent time in showing me atleast..!!

She continued staring at his face which was blank at the moment thinking how can a girl find happiness in such smaller things.. She never expected big from him. What he gave her, good or bad, she was always contended in it.

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Part 22

After seeing her cabin which ASR himself showed her, she was taken by Akash hurridly downstairs towards the parking so that he, She and Aman could leave for the Lunch. Aman was still talking to Annie, his PA and assigning her some work. Seeing Arnav moving back towards his cabin, he excused Annie and then stopped Arnav.

Aman: Thanks.!!

Now Arnav already had no idea what made Aman thank him. All he rememebred was that he just had removed Sheetal, Aman's sister from a crucial Project and assigned the same to his wife Khushi.

Arnav: I didnt promote your sister Aman. So why are you thanking me?
Aman: Uff ASR. Do you always feel I think only about my sister? This is not about her. Infact I never have to bother about Sheetal. I know how cunning she is. So now that you have demoted her, I am sure she will plan something else against Khushi. So you better be careful of her .
Arnav: You should be concerned for Sheetal Aman. Because if she even plans something again, I wont mind showing her the right place.
Aman: (Sighing): You dont have to tell me that. I will try to explain her tonight. But thats all I can do. You know how argumentative she is. Never listens to my advises.

Arnav: Thats not my problem then. What did you thank me for?
Aman: Now thats the right question you have asked. My Thanks were for 2 things. Firstly for giving Khushi her dignity at work and secondly for allowing her Lunch with me and Akash.
Arnav : (Angrily): I gave her a place in my Office and its only because I didnt see any other choice. And secondly, I didnt allow her to have Lunch with you guys. Neither did she ask my permission for this..
Aman: Ohh Wow..!! For the  first time she did something right then. I dont think she needed your permission. She is an individual and she can take her own decisions.
Arnav (Gritting his teeth): Aman I am not interested in talking about her. Excuse me!!

He moved Aman aside and walked back to his Cabin to continue the work while Aman only smiled teasingly.

Aman: (To himself): The day isnt far ASR when she would be the only topic you will have interest upon.


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Restaurant

Khushi: But why didnt we invite him too?
Aman: Not worth it Khushi. He will spoil the entire fun.
Khushi frowned while Akash chuckled along with Aman.

Akash: Aman be careful buddy, you are ill speaking about her husband. She wont tolerate it for long.
Aman: So what? Arnav is my best friend too. But that doesnt mean I cannot speak truth. He really is a fun breaker. Dont you remember what he did last night in the Party?

Akash: Agreed.. He shouldnt have forced Bhabhi to drink.
Khushi (Interrupting): He never forced me to. And I am tired of explaining this to everyone. Stop pointing him for things he never did ..
Akash: Okay. Sorry. Henceforth we wont speak ill about him atleast before you. Happy ?
Aman: Yeah now we better concentrate on the food to be ordered.

Khushi continued reading the menu card and Aman and Akash were contended seeing her smile. So finally she was one of the board member of  AR and she will atleast get some time away from her husband's thoughts and pain.

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Night

She was dropped by Aman back home after her today's work and she really had enjoyed her day today. Firstly her husband came to pick her from Payal's house in the morning, then he making her the head of a Project which was supposed to be Sheetal's, the main highlight of the day was the truth that unfolded before her about Arnav - Sheetal relationship. So they did date each other before marriage, now they were only business partners, nothing more, nothing less. And how could she forget that sentence which her husband told Sheetal " Dont even dare touch me again !! This right is no more yours..!! " She already got some goosebumps on her skin realising what it means. So her husband was not playing with her rights now and he was still loyal to her in someways. She was sitting on the Couch and thinking all this when Maria came with her Coffee.

Maria: Good Evening Maam. You look very happy today.
Khushi: Yes Maria. I am really very happy today.
Maria (Smiling): May Lord keep this smile always on your face.

Maria extended some Envelope to her

Khsuhi: Whats this?
Maria: There was some courier for ASR. Do you wish me to give him directly.?
Khushi: No. I will give it to him.
Maria handed it and then left from there. Khushi checked the Addressee and looked like this was some receipt of a payment made to a Hospital in the form of some Charity .She didnt think much. He does so many transactions every day, so it had to be one of those. But why did this courier come at Home? Hasnt he given his Office address for all Business transaction? And most importantly, this was not in the Company's name but his individual name. What was it ? She wished to know everything about him but not until he wishes to share such things with her.

She took the envelope and went back to her room waiting for her husband to come back home soon.

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Night - 11:00am

He leaned his back to the Car which was parked at the side road. He was waiting for some important person to come. The road was very silent with hardly any vehicles moving around. He checked the time and pissing off of this Wait picked his phone and dialed some number. But the same time he saw another Car coming from the other direction and getting parked some feets before him. He kept the phone back and waited for the Commissioner to get down from the Car.

The Commissioner passed a smile to him and shook hands with ASR..

Commissioner: Sorry to trouble you ASR at this time. But the matter was really serious.
Arnav: Is he Dead?
Commissioner: No. He is in Coma. I told you how he tried killing himself last night inside the lock up. But we managed to save him.
Arnav had no feelings knowing about him. Not that he wished this man to Die. But surely he didnt wish to see him alive too,
Arnav: So what made you call me here?
Commissioner: Before he went to Coma, he tried to speak something. But he wasnt in a condition to speak clearly. So we made him to write it in a peice of paper. And this was what he could scribble

The Commissioner showed the paper which he had got with him and gave it to Arnav.

Arnav didnt wish to hold it nor read it. He had no interest in anything related to this man now. With heavy heart he still took the paper and read the contents. It clearly showed that while writing these 2 words, his hands must have shiverred. "Sorry Chotte" this was what the two words were. Was he repenting on his actions? Had he realised what mistake he did in his young days which made him suffer like this at the end? Huhh!! He tore the paper into peices in anger and threw it aside. It was clear from his face that he was very much hurt, angry and not even in a condition to talk to anyone at the moment.

Commissioner: ASR, control yourself. He is your F..(He was about to continue but Arnav interrupted)
Arnav: (Gritting his teeth): No.. He is no one to me . You get that commisioner.?? He is no one. I hate him. If he Dies, I am not even interested to participate in his funeral.

He walked back to the front seat and opened the Car Door. Sitting inside, he started the Car and drove from that place without even any more word.

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He stormed inside the house and threw his laptop bag on the Couch downstairs. Maria came running asking him if he would have dinner.

Arnav: Get Out.!!

Thats all she heard from him as he climbed towards his room. He opened the door and walked in the darkness not even realising there was someone else in this room too. He loosened his tie and threw it on the recliner. He moved to the closet to switch the lights On when suddenly he registered that she was inside. The little table lamp at the side of the bed was On .He turned his face to see where she was and found her sleeping peacefully on the bed without covering herself from the Duvet.

Arnav: WHAT THE.!!

She slept on his bed? How dare she? How could she claim his bed like that? Didnt she know he hates to share anything with her? He was about to scream aloud to ensure she wakes up but something stopped him. His inner self stopped him from doing so. She was sleeping peacefully there as if this is where she always belonged. He fisted his fingers wishing to ignore her face and charm and taking his night suit went inside the washroom.

That night he slept on the Recliner. Though he was devoid of a proper rest as the thoughts of his past haunted him. Whenever he closed his eyes he could remember the voices of his mother and father fighting on little issues. He could hear the sound of the Slap which his father never thought before imprinting on his mother's face, he could hear the little sobs of his mother from the locked room and finally the scream of the servant of the house finding his mother dead in the room.

It was so difficult for him to clear his mind from such thoughts . And this would never happen till he was surrounded by the people of THAT family. THE GUPTA FAMILY!!

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Morning

When Khushi woke up, she was surprised to find herself on the bed while her husband sleeping on the Recliner. When did he come? How could she sleep on the bed like that? Why didnt he woke her up? She didnt eat Dinner last night waiting for him. But did he eat? He was sleeping like a baby on that recliner, some lines curved on his forehead as if he was in some deep tension while sleeping. She instantly got up from the bed and having her Shower, she rushed down to ask Maria when Arnav returned from work. She never got the courage to wake him up and ask him to sleep on the bed. From Maria she came to know that he came very late and was in a frustrated state. He didnt eat anything just like she didnt.. She quickly made his Coffee and thought of serving him that atleast. And then she will make his favourite breakfast which she was sure he wont deny as he would be already hungry.

She finished her Puja and then giving the Prasad to Akash who joined her for the Puja, she asked Maria to serve Akash his Tea and Omlette's till she wakes up Arnav and gets him down.

Akash: So the Cat is entering the Lion's Den to wake him up? What if he roars? (He asked teasingly)
Khushi: I will Meww moving back..(She replied in a teasing note and smiling and walked with the tray of his Coffee to their room).

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She entered inside and found him sleeping in the same position . His hair strands tickling his forehead but she feared to move them off his face in the fear of being caught. A sense of being his Wife overpowered her fear and she brushed his hair aside..

Khushi (To herself): Hum aapse wada karte hai Arnav. Aapke dil mein humaare liye itna pyaar bhar denge ki aap saari nafrat bhool jaayenge. (I promise you Arnav. I will fill your heart with so much Love that there wont be any place for hate in it.)

The moment she said this in her mind, he opened his eyes as he if heard what her inner feelings were. He felt her fingers on his hair and he moved her hand aside in anger sitting straight on that Recliner.

Khushi: (Moving to him and extending the tray): Your Coffee..
Arnav: Khushi please. Just get the hell out of my sight. I dont wish to spoil my morning..

No doubt Khushi didnt like what he told her. She was his wife not some maid whom he can ignore all the time. But what she liked was that for the first time he did say a "PLEASE" to her and that too in such a soft tone. Something was wrong in him. Was anything going on in his mind? She had no idea. Not wishing to spoil his morning by staying there any longer, she placed the Coffee cup at the side. She was going to go out when she rememebered about the courier which had come for him yesterday. She moved to the closet and took the envelope out and handed it to him.

Khushi: THis had come for you yesterday.
He checked the addresse and realising what it was, he snatached it from her and got up in anger.
Arnav: This is not your Job Khushi. Maria is paid to receive them on my behalf and hand it to me personally.. Next time.. Dont even dare to touch them again? Is that clear?

She gulped noding a Yes looking in his eyes. He walked towards the Closet and heard a soft "SORRY" from her again. He was tired of such sorry's from her ..

Arnav: (Turning back): And stop saying that again and again. I dont like it.

Pulling a towel from the Closet he walked inside the washroom leaving her pouting. One thing was confirmed, this time she would not step back from her determination. She would win her husband at any cost.


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Part 23

Kitchen

Akash : Hmm. So this is the problem. ??
Khushi pouted and continued making the Breakfast plate ready for Arnav.
Akash: Well, if he doesnt wish to see your face then dont show him? Its that simple.
Khushi didnt understand what he meant by this.

Khushi: Akash? How can I see him without showing my face?
Akash: You know Khushi sometimes to grab the hearts of a modern generation husbands, girls have to try some ancient techniques!!
Khushi: Ancient? Like?
Akash: Take a Ghoonghat. Ensure when you come before him, you hide your face behind that Ghoonghat and in that way, neither will he see you , and nor would he ask you to be away from his sight.!!

Khushi gigled. This was surely a very bad idea.

Akash: Ohh Come on Bhabhi. I am not kidding, It will work. Trust me!! If nothing else, Bhai will atleast be tired seeing your Ghoonghat and ask you to take it off.. Which means he will allow you to be before him.. Isnt that good ??

Khushi: And at Office? You think I should wear a Ghoonghat there too ?
Akash (Chuckled): No. Ofcourse not. The Staff will run away seeing this new side of their Boss..

She hit him gently for teasing her and he continued..

Akash: Okay at work you avoid him. I mean you will have your own work to do Bhabhi. And why are me and Aman for. We will keep you entertained. Just avoid Bhai at Office. Dont go before him until its really important.!! See how he misses your face then.

Khsuhi (Smiling): Aisa hoga ? Woh humme miss karenge? (Will this happen? WIll he really miss me? )
Akash: I bet it !!
Khushi: Hayee.. Why didnt you come before Akash? I didnt had to take foolish advises from Payal atleast.

Akash's mood was suddenly charged hearing this name..
Akash: Payal? She too helped you in this?
Khushi (Sighing): Everytime.. She is my best friend.. You remember when you came here in Raizada Mansion and drank some tea which made you cough ?
Akash (Remembering): Yeah... What was that?
Khushi: That wa a Special Chillie Tea for Sheetal which unluckily you drank.. Payal had made it..

Akash and Khushi both started laughing on this and thats when Maria came inside and informed them that Arnav was at the table and needed his breakfast. Khushi quickly made the tray ready and was giving it to Maria when Akash stopped her.

Akash: Not to Maria Bhabhi. You will give it to him. And that too after taking this Ghoonghat.

He helped Khushi to wear her Dupatta on her head which covered half of her face too and then made her hold the tray. Maria was gigling seeing her Madam like this..

Khushi: Humme kuch dikhai nahi de raha hai Akash..(I am unable to see anything Akash)
Maria: One minute Maam. I will help you..
Akash moved aside and Maria helped Khushi to cover her face with her Dupatta only  till required so that she can see whats coming in her way..

Khsuhi: Now this is better.
Akash: Okay. So all the best .. Go...
She smiled and walked outside with the tray slowly. Arnav was reading a newspaper sitting at the Dinning table waiting for his breakfast to come. He heard her footsteps and turned his face only to be shocked to see his wife in such an Avatar.

Arnav: WHAT THE..!!
She heard his words but remained quiet. She placed the tray on the table and continued serving the plate to him.
Arnav: Khushi what is wrong with you? Why have you covered your head like that?
Khushi (Serving him): You said you dont like to see my face.!!

Arnav (Sighing in frustration): If I tell you I dont wish to see you, just not your face toh kya Egyptian Mummy banke aaogi??

She chuckled but softly. But Akash couldnt control it. He came outside laughing heartily and Arnav controlled his anger.

Akash: Bhai you are such a tease at times.. I like to see you like this..
Arnav: Akash, just tell her to take this Off her face.. Now..
Akash: Kyon Bhai? You wish to see her ?
Arnav (Angrily): Akash just do what I said. Okay?
Akash: Why should I tell her? You tell. She is your wife.!! She will listen only to you..!!

Arnav: (Seeing Khushi angrily who was standing at the table near him): Khushi mujhe nahi pata ki tum kya kar rahi ho, but this is not required. Just take that damm Cloth off your face and be normal.
Khushi pressed her lips in excitement holding her smile and took off her Dupatta putting it back on her shoulder.

Arnav: Better!! ANd next time dont come in Akash's words. He is never right when he teaches others.. !!!
Akash started coughing as he didnt expect Arnav to know this was all his idea.. Arnav continued having his breakfast and so did Akash. He didnt wait for Khushi to join him at work, He hardly cared about her on how she would come as he knew Akash will not leave her alone like that.

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AR Office

Arnav: (On call): No Lee. The report should be in my email before the end of business today. I dont care how long you have to work for that today. I need results!! Thats all.

He cut the call and then turned back to Aman who was smiling at him sitting before him at the next chair.

Arnav: (Seeing Aman): I wasnt singing songs here Aman. Be serious!!
Aman: It wasnt less than a Jazz for me. How do you manage to get all that anger everytime? Are you on Drugs Arnav?

Arnav :Excuse me ? Am I on what ? (he asked in confusion and Aman started chuckling)
Aman: Look at you Arnav. Look at the thick lines on your forehead out of tension and curiousity. MAN.. You are really extraordinary Arnav..!!
Arnav couldnt take all this fun anymore. He got up from the Chair and then started collecting some files to go for his Conference while Aman kept on continuing..

Aman: Khushi was right. You are a coconut!! Hard from the top and soft from inside.!!
Arnav stopped and saw Aman in anger.
Arnav: She said that?
Aman noded a Yes and got up.
Aman: I know it sounds funny..!! I mean where is a small tender brown coconut (he pointed at the floor).. and where is the Great Egoistic Arnav Singh Raizada (he pointed the sky).. but I liked what she said. Anyways..!! Lets go for the Conference?
Arnav: (Gritting his teeth): You go ahead, I will join in a moment.

Aman holded his smile and left the room. Arnav dialed Khushi's cabin extension but she didnt answer which made him more mad. How could she just name him something as silly as a "COCONUT" and that too before Aman? Damm!! Why was he even calling her? Whatever she says, whatever she does, he shouldnt be bothered of!!

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Lobby

Khushi was walking hurridly towards her cabin to start working on her important project when suddenly Sheetal blocked her way. Khushi never wished to waste time with her and tried moving from the other side but she blocked her again.

Khushi: Sheetal move from my way.!!
Sheetal: In a Hurry ??
Khushi: Yes I am. Now move.!!
Sheetal: How easily you trapped my Arnav? How easily you snatched my project? You think I will let you go so easily?

Khushi knew she had to react like this after everything that happened. Sometimes she felt pity on this girl. She was in Love with Arnav but never got a chance to be his wife, she wanted to work with him, but that too was taken away from her and she was now all mad at everyone for stealing her rights.

Khushi: Look Sheetal. I havent snatched anything from you. We can work together if..
Sheetal (Angrily ): Never!! I cannot share anything with you. And I dont need your support Khushi. Because I am worth for much better than this.

Khushi (Didnt argue): Yes you are!! And all the best for that. Now please can you let me work? You know how complex this Project is and I dont wish my husband to think he took a wrong decision by handing this project to me. Excuse me!!!

She moved from the side back to her Cabin and Sheetal passed a Wide grin.

Sheetal (To herself): Wow Khushi. You made my job easy. You gave me an idea on how to make you LOW before Arnav's eyes!! Now just wait and watch what I do. I swear you will regret this decision of joining the AR office.!!

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Raizada Mansion

Her day at work was awesome today specially because of Aman and Akash. She was in the Kitchen when she heard him coming back home and calling Maria asking her to press his head. He looked tired and why not, today she realised how much he worked at office. Back to back meetings, Press conference, client talks and what not. How does he manage everything so well. Now she got the reason of his anger. He never got Love from anyone then how is he supposed to Shower Love and concern to others?

Maria: Sir , I will get some Coconut oil and massage your head. That will give some relief.

He just noded and keeping his laptop bag on the side table he sat on the Couch, leaning his head back and closing his eyes. He needed some relief out of this headache. Maria came inside the Kitchen and Khushi worryingly replied.

Khushi: I will Massage his head. Pass me the warm oil.
Maria: But Maam. If sir comes to know he will,
Khushi: He wont understand!!
Maria: OKay.
Maria quickly warmed the oil and gave it to Khsuhi who rushed outside to treat her husband. All Maria could do after this was pray to God that he doesnt come to know and even if he does, he dont harm Khsuhi again.!!

Khushi stood behind him and dipping her fingers in that Warm oil, she placed it on his head , massaging his scalp and the start of his forehead gently. He could feel a difference in that touch. But he was too tired to verify the reason for this. He continued keeping his eyes shut, taking in the relaxation by the Oil massage. He was so tired at the moment that soon he drifted into sleep and she could hear him snoring gently. She chuckled seeing him taking this short nap like a baby. His hair all oiled and shinny whereas his hands resting peacefully on the couch.

She stopped the massage and asked the Servants not to disturb this short nap of her husband. He really needed it after the hectic day today. She admired him for a second or two and then went back to her room to keep his laptop bag at place!!

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Part 24

When he woke up, he was shocked to know he just took a nap in the Living room. There was no one around there and he checked the time. 11:00pm?? How could he sleep like that? He got up and then took a deep yawn. He could smell coconut oil. Damm!!! He touched his hair and it was all sticky due to the Oil massage which Maria gave him. Thats the reason for his sleep? He saw Maria arranging the Dinning table. He quickly came to her.

Maria: Sir how is your headache now?
Arnav: Its good. Your massage worked.
Maria was very happy to know this but she forgot she didnt had to tell him whose magic it was.
Maria: You should thank Khushi Madam Sir. Not me. It was her fingers magic which worked on your ache and its gone!!

She realised what she said seeing Arnav's changing expressions. She looked down feeling sorry for what she did and also worried for Khushi on how her Boss will now react on this matter. Arnav was pissed.. So she did it? And he didnt even feel it was her?

Arnav: (Gritting his teeth): I had asked you Maria, not her!!
Maria: Sorry Sir.. But.. She is your wife and..
Arnav: Do hell with my Wife!!! (He roared in anger and she flinched back in fear).. Next time before you assign any of my tasks to her, remember that it will be your last day in this house then.

She noded gulping down her nervousness while he stormed back towards his bedroom. Khushi was talking to Anjali about something and was sounding really happy. He came inside willing to scream at her for that massage but seeing her so happy, his heart somewhere stopped him.

Khushi(Happily on call): But Bhabhi.. Now you have to take extra care.. And yes.. I am coming to see you tomorrow.. I am so happy Bhabhi.. You gave me the best news tonight.. Love you.. And Love Bhai too.. (PAUSE)...Okay. You too take care.. Good night.. Bye..

She cut the call seeing her husband inside and couldnt control herself from letting him know too. She rushed to him.

Khushi: Bhabhi is pregnant!! Isnt hat great? (She happily asked while he continued gazing at her without any expressions)..

Khushi was not happy getting no reply from him. She shook him once..
Khushi: Boliye naa.!! (Talk something)
Arnav (Moving her hand aside): She is Pregnant, Not YOU.. Dont be so overexcited.!!

He crossed her and moved towards the closet to get his night suit whereas she pressed her lips feeling depressed..!!

Khushi: Hum Pregnant hote toh Pure ghar ko sar pe utha lete.. Jalebi banaate, Mandir jaake Devi Maiyaa ka shukriya karte. Payal, Akash, Aman, sabko phone karke yeh khush khabri dete, aur phir aapko khoob sataate.. Apni har baat aapse manvaate.. !! ( If I would have been pregnant, I would have taken the whole house on my head in happiness, I would make Jalebi's , Thank Devi Maiyaa in the Temple, inform Payal, Akash and Aman about this good news. and then I would have played with you, I would have made you fulfil each of my demands in my pregnancy)

She had no idea why was she even dreaming that day  and that too before him, telling him what her plans are for the day when she would come to know she is expecting a baby..She realised what she was planning and she quickly turned to see his reactions. He was standing before her and staring at her face. He had no idea if this day would ever come in their life..

Khushi: (Feeling nervous): Sorry.. I was just .. Umm.. I ..
Arnav: Sapno ki duniya se bahar niklo Khushi .. Aisa kuch nahi hoga..!! (COme out of your dreamy world Khushi. This aint gonna happen)
Khushi (Angrily): Why? Why wouldnt it happen ??
Arnav :(Angrily stepping towards her ): Because I hate you!! Remember that!!!

She felt bad but this was not new to her. Instead of moving a step back in fear, she moved a step towards him with courage..

Khushi: And what if I change that Hate to Love?
Arnav couldnt believe she said this.
Arnav: Impossible!! I can forget my name one day Khushi but never one thing. That I have married you for revenge. And I am allowed only to hate you, give you pain and make your life miserable.. Not to love you and settle my life with you having a family!!

She was hurt but she didnt let it on her face.. He was leaving to the washroom but she blocked his way..

Khushi: Toh phir aap sapno ki duniya se bahar aajaiye Arnavji, because when a wife thinks to change her husband's intentions, even God doesnt interfere in between. (Then you need to come out of your dreamy world Arnavji. Because when a wife thinks to change her husband's intentions, even God doesnt interfere in between..)

She happily commented and moved aside to give him way to the bathroom. She looked happy and contended as if she didnt mind taking his anger again and again as she was now used to it.. He didnt argue. He left inside.!!

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He came out and found her sleeping peacefully on his bed at her side just like she did the last night.. But who gave her the permission to sleep like that? If he didnt tell her anything yesterday doesnt mean he will let her sleep there today .

Arnav: Khushi get off my bed!!!
Khushi pulled the Duvet on her being quite normal and then closed her eyes again.
Arnav: (Gritting his teeth): Khushi I dont repeat my words you know that!! Just get off that damm Bed.!!

She feared but still maintained her courage and sat on the bed..

Khushi: I am your wife, your better half.. So I have full rights to sleep here. I am not occupying the whole of it. Aap ke liye jagah rahi hai.. Aaiye.. (I have not occupied the whole of it.. Have kept some space for you too.. Come)

He couldnt believe she had started to tame him now.. He angrily walked to her and holding her hand dragged her out of the bed and pointed his finger at her face.

Arnav: You better stop these acts Khushi. I hate it when you show your unnecesary rights on me. Did you forget what I told you the other day? I am not going to fall in Love with you because I am already dating someone else!! And you know who she is..!!
Khushi : Sheetal Mathur.. Hai naa?

Arnav was again shocked seeing no change in her expressions. She had folded her hands on her waist and was looking at him confidently..

Khushi: If she is the one you are talking about, then why did the other day you screamed at her telling that you have put an end to every personal relation you had with her before marrying me?

Arnav was surprised that she knew all this.. Did she overhear their conversation ??

Khushi (Looking at him): You dont have to lie to me now. I have heard everything. I have seen everything from my own eyes.. I dont understand what makes a husband lie an affair to his wife?  Only because he wants to hurt her ? Thats all Arnavji ?
Arnav (Gritting his teeth): Shut up Khushi.! I give no rights to you to question me anything. You wish to sleep on the bed.. Then do that. I have better places to get some peace of rest..!!

He walked out of the room and she did gave him a voice to stop. But he didnt. She felt bad again. Only because she wish to share the bed, he left the room like that. How on earth is she supposed to handle a husband like him ?

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Next Day

She didnt sleep on the bed because he didnt come back to the room. Infact he had went for a long drive alone in anger and when he returned back, he made himself comfortable in the Living Room couch. Akash got up early today and he did see Arnav getting up from the Couch rubbing his eyes. Somewhere Akash realised what must have happened. So his Bhai and Khushi Bhabhi fought again and thats the reason he was sleeping in the Living room. He didnt let Arnav know he saw him getting up from there.. So something had to be done seriously to get his Bhai and Khushi closer. But what ? Will his Bhai really understand the worth of his wife ever??

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AR Office

It was raining heavily that evening and his wife was waiting at the Office exit talking to the Security..!!

Khushi: I need a Cab urgently.!
Security: Maam, its a strike today. You wont get a Cab and its pouring out heavily. SHould we ask the RM driver to get another Car for you?
Khushi: How long will it take?
Security: Including the traffic delays, I guess the Car should be here in an hour Maam.
Khsuhi: An Hour? Ohh God!! That will be very late..

She was fiddling with her Dupatta thinking what she would do next. He was talking to some manager of his but his eyes were clearly on her unintentionally.!!

Khsuhi: Okay pass me an Umbrella, I will manage to get a ride myself..!!
Security: But Maam its heavy rainfall today..
Khushi: I know. But I have to reach my Mayka at any cost.. Just pass me the Umbrella..

The Security warned her but she didnt listen. He passed an Umbrella and she walked out opening it and holding firm. She loved Rain.. But what she loved doing in such rains was frying hot Jalebi's and eating it sitting at the Window pane. She continued walking outside at the main road expecting to get some Auto atleast if not a Cab . She was already half drenched and she hoped not to fall ill the next day. She heard a Car Horn behind her and moved aside giving space for the Car to move ahead but it instead stopped right beside her. That White SUV clearly indicated who was the person inside ..He  slid the glass down and asked her to get inside..

Khushi: Nahi.. I will manage .. Shukriya..!!
Arnav (Angrily): Khushi I said get inside the car !!

The thunder sounds was not letting her argue more. She folded the umbrella and got inside the Car. She was feeling cold and he Switched the AC off and drove towards the Gupta House.

Khushi: How did you know I am going to my house?

He didnt speak anything but just drived and she sighed knowing she was expecting too much sometimes from him. He can help her but not tell her the reason behind it.. She started wiping her hands with the Dupatta and in seconds she sneezed once..

"God Bless You" was the instant Phrase that came from his mouth again subconsciously..! She pressed her lips in happiness for seeking his blessing like that ..

Arnav: I am not waiting there for more than 15 minutes.. Just meet your Bhabhi and lets get back home.

He was not just dropping her but infact coming inside and waiting for 15 minutes in her Mayka was more than enough for her. She readily agreed and just wished he would keep changing like this slowly so that a day would come when he will finally give up all his anger and revenge and consider her his Wife forever..!

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Part 25

Gupta House

As soon as Arnav and Khushi got down from the Car, the security came and saluted them. Arnav passed the keys to one of the Driver and asked him to park the Car. Khushi seemed very happy and excited. It was almost the first time that she had come to her Mayka with her husband like this. The Gardner Ramu came and asked Khushi how she was. Arnav stopped too.

Khushi: (Happily): I am good Kaaka. How is your daughter? I heard from Bhabhi, she was ill?
Gardner: She is good bitiya by the grace of God and your and Anjali bitiya's wishes.
Khushi: (Seeing Arnav): Aapko pata hai, Raamu Kaaka always gave me one Rose from our garden when I went to school.
Arnav: SO?? (He asked normally showing no reactions and Khushi sighed remembering whom she was telling all this. Did he even care anytime to know about her? )

Gardner: Let Devi Maiyya keep showering her blessings on you both.

He blessed them verbally and left back to his work. Khsuhi was happy and she stood there admiring the Garden when she heard Arnav speaking to her.

Arnav: 17 minutes.!!
Khushi : Jee?
Arnav: Just 17 minutes and I am out of this place Khushi. Make it fast.!1
She remembered he had told her he wont wait for more than 20 minutes and probably she had already utilised 3 minutes talking to Raamu Kaaka. She rushed towards the door and Arnav followed her. They entered the house and saw Shyam was making his wife Anjali sit on the Couch.

Anjali (Not realising yet that Arnav and Khsuhi were here): Arre. I can manage to sit Shyam.
Shyam: (Happily): So what ? You have given me such a big happiness Anjali. Cant I do this much for you? Infact I have already decided. I wont let you keep your feet down on the floor. Whatever you want, I will get it for you. You will not get up from the bed henceforth.
Anjali chuckled hearing these words from her husband while Khushi had tears in her eyes seeing her brother. How she wished her brother also shows some concern to her too some day. Arnav was about to clear his throat to let the couple be aware that they were here but her soft sobs stopped him and he turned to see her. She was CRYING? Doesnt she have any other work to do? Not that he didnt like her crying. But surely not when her tears were due to anyone else other than him.

Arnav: Paagal Hogai ho? Yeah phir Jalan ho rahi hai apne Bhai aur Bhaabhi ko itna khush dekhkar? (Have you gone mad? Or are you jealous seeing your Bhai and Bhabhi so happy?)
She instantly looked at him anger.
Khsuhi: Why will I be jealous? I am happy for them. And you will never understand my tears Arnavji. So stop making your own assumptions.

This was the first time she was defending him so immediately and he was shocked . She was about to move ahead but he caught her hand .

Arnav: Looks like you got wings entering your Mayka.
Khsuhi smiled and made him remove his hand from her
Khushi: Hasne ke liye aap ke ghar mein Ticket lagta hoga. Yahan nahi lagta. Aap bhi has sakte hai.!! Koi nahi rokega.. ! (She gigled) (It may be your house where a ticket needs to be bought for laughing. Not here. Even you can laugh.. No one wil stop you.)

Arnav was confused. This girl was really in a good mood today. Probably her Bhabhi's good news was the reason behind it. She was taking everything so positively.!! He was about to continue this speech but Shyam and Anjali saw them .

Anjali: Khushi?
Khsuhi turned to her and forgetting her husband she rushed like a baby would do seeing her mother. She ran to Anjali and hugged her tight, then kissed her , scanned her face and hugged her again.

Khushi: I am soo soo soo happy Bhabhi.. You cant even imagine what happiness I will get becoming a Bua of my Bhai's daughter.
Shyam frowned but he happily welcomed Arnav who was still staring at Khsuhi only. Seeing all her antics..!!

Anjali: Aww. How did you know it will be a baby girl.?
Khushi (Happily): Because my Bhaiyaa wants a Pari. I know it.!!

She happily turned to see her brother's face but he was only ignoring her as if he was not even interested in her talks. Her expressions changed. Her face was pale again which Anjali noticed and she tried to change the topic.

Anjali: Khushi you and Arnav have come here together for the first time and we didnt even ask you to sit. Come..! Come Arnav.

Arnav and Khushi took their respective seats on the Couch and Shyam and Anjali sat opposite to them.
Shyam: So ASR.. I didnt expect you to be here.
Arnav: Neither did I plan to be here Shyam. But..
Khushi; (Interrupting): But he still came here to congratulate you both for the baby..!! Hai naa? (She looked at him who was little furious as this was not what he was going to tell )
Anjali: Let me make some tea for you both.
Shyam (Stopping her): Not you Anjali. the maids will do it. Didnt I say you wont even step down.
Anjali blushed while Khushi smiled and got up from there..

Khushi: I will make Tea for everyone. After so many days I will see the Kitchen here..
Anjali: No Khushi. You dont need to do it either. Just sit and talk to us..
Khushi: Bhabhi just 10 minutes..!! Cant I work in my own kitchen..
Anjali couldnt deny. She agreed and Khushi rushed to make the tea for everyone. Arnav meanwhile started talking to Shyam.

Arnav: Congratulations to you both.!! Good to see you guys happy..!!

He was just faking all this. He hated this family. But if he did this it was only as a formality!!
Shyam: Thanks ASR. But I am surprised to see you so normal with Khsuhi.. I mean when this marriage happened, I never expected her to be so happy with you. Thats strange.
Anjali clutched her husband's hand purposely as she didnt like Shyam telling all this to Arnav.
Arnav: She is a good Actor Shyam. Even if she is not happy, she can act to be one.!! Thats in Gupta's traits I guess.!!
Shyam : (ConfuseD): Traits? What does that mean?
Anjali (Interrupting): Stop it both of you. What are you even talking ? Shyam , Khushi is your sister. NO matter how much you hate her  she is still related to you and same to you Arnav. I didnt expect this conversation from you. She is your wife.!!
Arnav: So What if she is my Wife? She is still forced on me!! And hence what she is getting, she just deserves it.!!
Anjali had no idea what force he was talking about but Shyam just chuckled and turned aside to see a dull Khushi standing with the tray of tea. So she heard it all? As if he cares. Arnav too saw her from the corner of his eyes and ignored checking her reactions. Khsuhi composed herself and reacted as if she didnt hear anything.

She placed the tray on the table and kneeled down to serve everyone..

Anjali (Feeling bad for her): Khsuhi leave it.. We will make it ourselves..
Khushi: No Bhabhi.. If Bhaiyaa starts making his own tea, he will add less sugar. You know he never remembers how much sugar he has to put in his tea. And Arnavji also doesnt drink a Sugared tea. So this one is made specially for him.(She took a seperate cup and handed it to Arnav who was shocked to see her behaving so normally still and the way she answered regarding her brother and his sugar habits, looked like she really knew Shyam a lot unlike he who didnt even wish to see his sister's face)

Anjali was happy seeing her being normal even after hearing all this. They all had the tea and then Anjali thought of changing the conversation now.

Anjali: Khushi, why dont you show your room to Arnav? He has never seen it..
Khushi (Scared): NOOOOOOOO

Her answer was so instant and loud that it shocked all the 3 here.. Specially Arnav. What was in her room that she was denying to show him her room?
Anjali: Why? Whats so wrong in it?
Khsuhi (Faking a smile): No Bhabhi. He ..He wont like it.. And thats fine.. We are fine here. Hai naa Arnavji?
She expected him to deny just like her.. But he was more interested out of the blue to know what was wrong ..
Arnav: I wont mind seeing it ..

Before she could even react he got up from the Couch while she stood unrooted from the spot..Anjali was very happy seeing Arnav taking some interest in his wife atleast. Khushi had no option now.. Shyam got a call and he excused them for a while.
Anjali: Go Khushi. Show him your room.
Khushi : Haan Bhabhi...(She faked a smile again and with a low face she gestured him to come with her)

They walked quietly towards the stairs and he followed her. In few minutes he reached her room which she opened and switched the lights on. She was still hesitating to show him this place. He scanned the room once and no doubt he thought as if he entered a different world. So colourful and so much full of wall hangings and  wind chims. The pink coloured bedsheet, the white furry duvet, a variety of Soft toys on the bed and what not.!! He sighed and turned back only to find her sticking to the side wall as if hiding something. She faked a smile again and asked him.

Khushi; Thats my room. Ab chale? (Should we go now?)
Arnav: Why are you sticking to that wall Khushi?
Khushi (Gulping in fear): Sticking? No. Ofcourse not. I am just standing here.. Thats all.
Arnav: DOnt lie to me Khushi. What the hell are you hiding?
Khushi : Kuch bhi toh nahi. (Nothing.)

She could see his expressions changing from normal to angry ones and she knew it was high time she tells him this..

Khushi: Actually Arnavji, I always wanted to tell you this but I feared..!
Arnav : What? (He was little confused on what she wanted to confess to him.)
Khushi: Regarding my First..
Arnav (Little more anxcious to know): First What Khushi?

He fisted his fingers to control his anger as he took a step towards her as if he knew what she wanted to tell him.

Khushi: First Crush..(She bite her own lip in fear and his looks were worth seeing)

His face was all red for some unknown reason as if he wished to hit that man who was her first crush. Though he had no idea why he even thought so much. Why did he care if she loved someone else before?

Arnav: So thats his Picture there which you are hiding?
Khushi noded a Yes in fear and he clenched his jaw in anger.
Arnav: Khushi move from there..
Khsuhi; But Promise me you will not tear this picture!!
Arnav was totally mad. He could not understand how can she even keep such a man's picture in her room whom she had a crush on. And was this the reason she didnt want him to come to her room and see?

He angrily walked towards her and pushed her aside to see the photo stuck on the wall. And There he saw a Shirtless Salman Khan Poster there.

Arnav: WHAT THE!!!

He was bewildered cum surprised cum unsure of how can an Actor be someone's first crush.. Specially Khushi's.!!
Khushi (Holding her ears): I am sorry Arnavji.. But I didnt get any other Poster of his.. And this one is my favourite.. Please dont tear it.!!
Arnav sighed in frustration and looked at her..

Arnav: I dont even care how much you love him.. It doesnt matter to me..!!

He said that and turned around to leave but he she caught his hand and smiled ..

Khushi: Really Arnavji? But I can still smell something burning.. Kissi ka Dil jal raha hai.!! A Sugarless heart is burning!!
She gigled seeing "What Nonsense" look on his face.. The door knocked and a Servant came inside calling them down..

Servant: Shyam Sir is calling ASR down!!
Arnav shoved her hand off his and left outside and she smiled happily and followed him. Whatever it was she could see streaks of jealousy in her husband's eyes today and she was happy because that proved somewhere he had some corner reserved in his heart for her.

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Part 26

Khushi couldnt go with her husband who was been called by Shyam in the other room as she was been taken by Anjali for something else. Anjali made her sit on the bed and then showed her some Pregnancy Books.

Khushi (Happily): Wow Bhabhi. What is all this? When did you get them?
Anjali: You think I did? Your bhaiyaa got it. He is so quick in this matter Khushi. I never seen him happy like he is after getting my pregnancy news. I wish he stays like this forever.

Khushi: (Holding Anjali's hand): I am sure he always will be the same now Bhabhi. I am so happy for you..
Anjali: Thanks. Now you tell me one thing, How is it going with your Arnavji? Is he okay with you? Does he still fight?
Khushi: All couples fight Bhabhi but that doesnt mean I should be pondering over it and keep being nervous. And he too has changed a bit. I can feel that. You know I could sense some jealousy on his face when he saw Salmaan Khan's photo in my room. Isnt that great??

Anjali had tears in her eyes remembering how this girl was finding solace in his little actions. She hugged Khushi tight and caressed her hair.

Anjali: I know a day would come soon in your life Khushi when you will get everything that you deserve..!!
Khushi's eyes teared too. She hugged Anjali back more tight.
Khushi: May be I am getting what I deserve only Bhabhi. !!

Anjali felt her tears on her shoulders and she pulled back from the hug and looked at Khushi's face.
Anjali; Khushi? Why did you say so? What is happeneing there which made you think you deserve this life from him?
Khushi (Wiped her tears ): Nothing. We should get down and check if they finished their talks. Arnavji asked me to hurry up here and now he is busy engorssed in talking to Bhaiyaa..

She got up to leave but Anjali held her hand.

Anjali: One minute Khushi. I remembered you had asked me  in that party which Arnav kept for introducing you as the Board member and for Akash's welcoming. You wanted to meet Shyam. Hai naa? What was it regarding.?
Khushi: Casually Bhabhi.. Cant I meet him like that?
Anjali: You are lying. Dont I know even when you both are before each other, he hardly talks to you?
Khushi: Whatever!! I have forgot all that and so should you. Lets get down now.. Please..!!

Anjali didnt force her for revealing anything more. She knew when time comes Khushi will herself tell her everything..

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When they came down , Anjali went into the Kitchen to get Curd and Sugar to feed Khushi before she leaves the house. She always did that atleast with Khushi as she felt it would benefit her and give her good luck for performing all her duties. Khushi was finding Arnav when suddenly Shyam came before her.

Shyam: You cannot rule me.. Is that clear?
Khushi was stunned. She had no idea on what context Shyam was talking to her..
Khushi: Rule? What are you saying Bhaiyaa,, Why will I rule you?
Shyam: Dont be so innocent Khushi. I know what you will try to do. Inorder to show you care for me you will keep favoring me before the clients but one thing let me make you clear. Its my project and no one will stand a chance to show me inferior ..

Khushi: Business? Clients? What are you talking about Bhaiyaa? I really didnt understand.
Shyam: Then go and ask your husband. He told me that my dream project is now in your hands. Whether to raise it or crush it will be now your decision. Dont think I will ever let you come close to me Khushi. I may be your brother. But I can never forget that we are STEPS.!!

Khushi's eyes filled with tears again. SHe had no idea what matter Shyam was pissed for. All she felt at the moment was only one thing, He was pointing again to her that they were STEP Sibblings..

Khushi: Bhaiyaa.. I never considered you as a Step brother. I always wanted to love you , respect you like we are from the same parents. Then why?  Why do you think me so different from you? I always wished to tie a Rakhi on your arms but you never gave me that right. I never demanded it or forced for it. I always did what you wanted me to do. And the very important proof of this is my marriage with Arnavji. Did I ever deny for anything which you asked me Bhaiyaa? Then why? Why do you still hate me so much? Why do you have so much presumptions about me which are all wrong?

Shyam had no time for her questions. At the moment he was only angered on Arnav whom he had a faith that he would take him to heights of success in his new project by supporting him but just today he came to know that the same project was been assigned to Khushi by him which means now Shyam will have to act puppet in his sister's hand to acheive his goal. He had invested a lot of money and even this house for the same project and in no terms he could ever think of losing it all because of Khushi's mistakes ..

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Without even waiting for Anjali to come out and see her tears she rushed towards outside where she expected Arnavji to be. She saw him sitting inside the Car and waiting for her. She wiped her tears and sat inside the Car while he drove it immediately from there without even knowing if she was fine. He could hear her sobs in between while driving which was revealing one thing for sure. Shyam must have been angry on her for the Project reason. He controlled a lot not to poke her but he still did.

Arnav: How does it feel when your own brother hates you for something you never did.!!
Khushi was quiet. She was trying to understand what he meant by this.
Arnav(Driving): But you know how I feel?

She turned to see his face while he smirked at her.

Arnav: I am on top of the world today Khushi. All thanks to you.!! I like this brother - sister fight for no reasons.. !!
Khushi: I couldnt expect anything more from you Arnavji. A man who can throw his sister out for no reasons can like his wife going through the same.. A wife whom he hates to the core..!!

Arnav fisted his fingers in anger as she once again removed Avni's topic today.

Khushi: I understand your revenge for me somewhere but what I fail to know is what makes you happy seeing Shyam bhaiyaa avoiding me? What makes you happy knowing he hates me too ?
Arnav pulled the brakes of the car and halted it aside..

Arnav: Because you are meant to get all these hate from everyone. Just because your father gave my mother the same torture through her own husband. Just because your father was greedy and a worthless man, he proved my mother a characterless woman in the eyes of her own husband so that she is been abandoned by my father along with his childrens so that your father's family can come up and gain all wealth which my parents earned for years.!! You know what I hate you so much Khushi??  Because your father is the reason why my mother ended her life. She committed suicide before my own eyes because she couldnt prove her innocence as your father destroyed all the proofs of her being good. I had to throw away my own sister from her house only because your father plotted to kill her as she was the nominee of all our wealth.!! You must be very depressed from years Khushi that you didnt get the love from your Step brother. But can you imagine what I am going through? I myself had to be bad in my little sister's eyes just to make her safe from your father.!! He killed my innocence , he killed the Arnav inside me and he is the reason for the Revengeful ASR that you are seeing in your husband all the time. I promised him before his death.. I promised him to make his daughter suffer the same way he made my mother suffer. I still remember his wet eyes.. The first time ever I could see any pain in them only because I promised him to make his daughter go through hell. Whenever I see you in pain, I see your father in the same condition Khushi and that gives me Solace. That gives me some peace of mind that I am doing something which could burn his soul.!! You think everyone who dies becomes a Star, isnt it? So he is watching you Khushi. He is watching me making you walk the thorns each and every second. He is watching us.!! And he is repenting somewhere. His soul is repenting for the mistakes he did with me and my family. I want his soul to Rot in hell and keep burning and crushing seeing his daughter in so much of pain. Only that will give me happiness.. Only that will earn some peace to my Soul!!

He was breathing hard as all the past which he revealed to her was once again pricking his fresh wounds. He wanted to smash someone or hurt himself for letting her know the truth why she is been tortured like this. He didnt intend to let all this out so soon but today he couldnt control his damm emotions. He got down the car and left her alone there. She was traumatized. Her vision was blurred by her tears which were flowing down continuosuly. She was not feeling her own body . She was cold. She was numb.The reason for his pain , the reason for his torture , everything was out. Her father ? Her father whom she always thought to be a good person was the reason for the misfortune in Arnavji's life. And not just Arnavji, but his whole family suffered only because of her father? How could her father think of settling his childrens by ruining someone else's house? Why didnt her mother didnt tell her anything about the true face of her father? She had questions but no answers to any of them.

He was standing outside the car leaning his back to the door and getting drenched in that rain all alone. He was cooling down the fire which burnt him from within. In next 10 minutes, he opened his eyes and got inside the Car. Without even noticing her he started the Car again. All his attention was reaching back home from here. He needed a Whiskey to settle down his inner turmoils.

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They got inside the house with him walking ahead and Khushi blankly following him. He was totally drenched in rain while she was better than him. They heard some voices from the living room along with Akash's and stopped.. Akash's parents and Nani were here.!! They all stood up from the COuch as Akash informed Arnav and Khushi were back home. Khushi immediately wiped her tears and passed a weak smile to them. Arnav though was not in a mood he tried to compose himself and look at them in confusion.

Maami: No Hello hi Arnav Bitwa? Not happy seeing us here?
Arnav (Faking a smile ): When did they come Akash? Why didnt you tell me?
Maama: We asked him not to inform you.
Nani: We are meeting after almost a year CHotte. Wont you take our blessings??

Arnav sighed. BLESSINGS? Will these blessings even work? Arnav walked towards his family and then leaned to take Nani's blessings. She blessed him and then looked at his wet body.

Nani: Lagta hai aapne Chaaata aapan patni ko de diya aur khud baarish mein bheeg gaye.. (Guess you gave the umbrella to your wife and yourself got completely wet in the rain)
Arnav frowned at that comment as Maami started gigling over it..
Nani: (Seeing Khushi): I am your husband's Nani. You can take the blessings from me if you wish.

Khushi then rememebered she had to do this. She immediately leaned and took Blessings . Nani stopped and hugged her. She did the same with Maama and Maami too. They blessed her..
Akash: Bhai. where had you been?
Arnav: Gupta House. She had to meet her Bhabhi..!!

Nani smiled while Manorama only commented again teasingly.

Maami: Lagta hai Arnav bitwa is a complete family man now. Thats why he didnt miss us for long Saasuma.
Nani just smiled but her eyes were all on Arnav and Khushi's expressions. Though she had seen them together for the first time she could feel something is wrong. !!
Nani: You both go and get changed. We are not leaving that soon. We are here for the Holi and may be for a week after that. We have enough time to discuss things. Go..!!

Khushi didnt argue. She needed some time alone to digest things that happened between her and Arnav today. She was the first one to leave followed by Arnav.

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Part 27

Khushi didnt enter the room, she walked straight to the Terrace alone and he knew what lead her not come to his room. SHe wanted to be alone and so did he. Not caring for her or where she was going, he himself entered his room and then walked straight for a Shower. He wanted to cool down his temper and come back to normal as his family was here. If not for others then definately for his Nani. He remembered how the last time he had fought with Nani regarding his marriage decision with Khushi and after that he didnt speak to her for the next 3 months.

FLASHBACK STARTS

3 months back - New Jersey

Arnav: I just came here to inform you I am marrying her Nani. I dont need advises.

He continued packing his bags. It was high time he leaves for the Airport and catches his next flight to India. He was here only to inform the family that he was getting married to someone and that someone was the daughter of Shashi Gupta.

Nani: Why are you spoiling an innocent girl's life Chotte? Will it give back your mother to you ?
Arnav's anger rose to a height which could only lead to destruction now.

Arnav: ENough Nani. I am not interested to know everyone's opinion. I am marrying Khushi and thats final. Anyone who doesnt wish to see this and stay here and not attend my wedding. I dont care.
Nani felt truely bad to hear this.
Nani: So that means your revenge is bigger than ypur family Chotte ?
Arnav (Gritting his teeth remembering what Shashi Gupta did with his family): My Revenge started because that man killed my family Nani. What else do you expect to be a priority in my life now?

He zipped his bags and then walked to the Door when he heard his Nani's final statement.

Nani: Theek hai Chotte. Do what you want but remember one thing. We are not going to participate in that Revenge if you are planning to ruin an innocent girl's life. I just pray God gives you some brains to make you realise what you doing is wrong, before its too late.

He didnt turn back. It was so easy for the family to say this but only he knew what all he had to suffer because of his Cruel past. He walked out of that door giving a quick call to Shyam Gupta and confirming to him that the marriage should happen within a week.

FLASHBACK ENDS

He shut the shower off trying hard to shut his mind too from thinking about the past. He wanted some peace of mind and he could only get it when he was away from her and her father's sinful deeds. He came out and found the room still vaccant. So she was still not here. Did he care? NO. DId he wish to Care? NO . Then why was he thinking about her so much? He angrily threw the towel on the bed and sat on the recliner, leaning his head behind and closed his eyes. Her tears, her shattered face, her confused eyes, her broken heart, nothing was new to him. He knew what she was going through. He knew she would be sitting at some corner of this house and weeping her heart out for landing in a situation like this where she was been punished for no reason but he wanted to ignore Her still. He wanted to ignore her silent tears because he knew if he sees them before his own eyes, it wont be long enough when he will try to stop his torture on her seeing her helpless condition, forgetting that revenge.

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Her strength was fighting with her weakness to win. She was cuddling her knees towards herself to find some solace after all that pain he gave to her , telling her why he hated  her so much. She wont say it was a silly reason. It was a Big mistake which he father committed in greed. But Was she at fault only because she was Shashi Gupta's daughter? Was that the only reason he married her and wished to revenge her his entire life? She couldnt possibly find an end to this revenge. It seemed like she will have to wait for years to pass by for mellowing down his anger for her and accept her as his wife. She was crying bitterly sitting at the corner pillar of the Terrace. She did get many calls on her phone from Payal who seemed to have no talked to her for 2 days but Khushi never picked any calls and tried to cut off her ties for sometime from this world , needing some time alone to ponder over every word that he told her in the Car today.

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Next Day - Morning

Akash was surprised to find Payal coming inside the house so early morning. He welcomed her with great pleasure..

Akash: Khushi Bhabhi didnt tell me you were coming.
Payal: How will she tell you when she herself doesnt know ?And how will she know when I didnt tell her? Where is she? I tried to call her so many times but she didnt answer any calls.
Akash: Really? But she was at home. I mean she was out for sometime . Later she came back with Bhai and went back to their room. They looked tired.
Payal : Can I meet her? I dont know why but I am not feeling good about her condition. Seems like she is in some pain.
Akash: Pain? I dont think so Payal. But lets not judge it like this. Let me call her. Sit..!!

Payal was seated at the Couch and Akash sent Hari Prakash to call Khushi down. It was very early morning, hardly 07:00 and Arnav didnt even get up from his sleep yet. He heard the door knock and opened his eyes. To his surprise he realised he slept on the Recliner the whole night and the shocking fact was that Khushi was still not in his room . He quickly opened the door thinking it must be her. But seeing Hari Prakash his mood was off again. Before HP can tell him anything he inturn asked HP about Khsuhi,

HP:(Confused): I dont know Arnav Bhaiyaa, infact I came here to call her down. Payalji has come to see her.
Arnav (Angrily): Ask her to get lost.

Saying that he closed the door on HP's face in anger and started thinking where Khsuhi could be.

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In next few minutes he came down to find Khsuhi and there he saw Payal and Akash talking, He tried to ignore them but Payal teased  him purposely.

Payal:( To Akash): I guess Hari Prakash called the wrong person Akash. !! I asked for Khushi not her Husband!!
Arnav: (Looking at her): Will you just shut your mouth for once? Atleast when you are talking before me ?
Payal: I am not talking to you though. And I have rights to speak Mr Arnav Singh Raizada.
Akash (Stopping Payal): Its Okay Payal. Dont fight. Bhai.. Where is Khushi bhabhi?
Arnav: I am finding her and if you guys stop commenting on me, I can do that peacefully.

He continued walking but Akash and Payal were hell confused. Finding ? What is that suppose to mean? Payal rushed behind Arnav to know what had happened.

Payal : What kind of husband you are ? You dont know where your wife is? Is she even in this house or not?

Arnav stopped and turned back to her in anger.
Arnav : Back Off Dr. I am in no mood to argue with you.
Payal: So do I. But if I find Khushi not in a good state then trust me Mr Raizada, I wont mind getting the Police here and telling them how you keep harraassing her every day and night..
Arnav: (Gritting his teeth): Do whatever you want. I dont give a Damm to you and your stupid Women rights Idealogies..

He walked off that room thinking of checking the terrace but thats when he heard Khushi's gigling sound while entering inside the house with Nani and Manorama Maami. Looked like she was coming from some temple. He could finally breathe again but that frustration still remained in his heart on her for making him search her so much. Payal was also relieved and so was Akash seeing Khushi back. They all were simply exaggerating on her absence. Arnav angrily walked to her and she saw him coming.. She immediately forwarded the Puja Thali towards him so that he takes the blessings from the Lighted lamp but he inturn snatched the thali from her hand and placed it aside in anger.

Arnav (Looking in Khushi's eyes): Kahan thi tum? Tumhe pata bhi hai maine tumhe kahan kahan nahi dhoonda? Kitna pareshaan tha main Khushi. (He clutched her arms with force continuing his speech)..Dont you ever... ever do this to me again. Samjhi tum? (Where were you? Do you even realise how much tensed I was on your absence? I searched you almost everywhere in the house. Dont you ever... ever do this to me again. Is that clear? )

Maami and Nani were stunned to see such intense reactions from Arnav for not finding his wife in the house for sometime whereas Khushi too was trying to belivee what he just said. She wasnt struggling to come out of his grip.

Khushi (Looking at him): Aap humaare liye pareshaan the? (You were worried for me? )

That sentence and that confused look from her made him realise how foolish he was to throw off all his anger and frustration on her like that for such a small reason. He didnt reply. He left her hand and turned back to leave only to be stopped by her . She placed her hand on his shoulder to stop him from leaving. He clenched his jaw in anger and this time that anger was on himself for losing his control over the situation.

Khushi: Janamdin Mubarak ho Arnavji.!! (Happy Birthday Arnavji..)

Nani's and Maami's eyes widened when she wished him for his birthday. The whole house had forgot which day was today. Even Akash and other family members.. This was so common for them to forget this day because He never liked to be wished on this day. This day had memoris of his childhood and he wanted to keep those memories only in his heart not sharing it out with anyone here.. He himself had forgot that today was his birthday. How did she know? How did she remember? He turned behind to see her , in surprise and found her giving him a Million dollar smile. A smile which was filled with mixed emotions. The pain which he gave her last night was still lingering in that smile but she was trying her best to hide it from everyone , including him.

KHushi : I had been to temple to pray for you. So that this year and coming every years in your life give you immense Love, happiness, success and good health. I was going to drop you a message today morning that I am going out. But you were sleeping so peacefully that I couldnt wake you up. Humme maaf kar dijiye!!  (Forgive me !!)

She quickly took the prasad from the Thali and then brought her fingers near his hand so that he takes it. But he was just lost in seeing her, in thinking about why she still did so much for him and his happiness. Nani was very happy seeing Khsuhi's behaviour with Arnav. She took this opportunity for the benefit of this couple and quickly held Khushi's hand and fed Arnav the same Prasad from Khushi's fingers only.

Nani (Making Khushi feed him ): When a husband is not ready to take the Prasad in his hands, you should feed him directly Khushi bitiya. Just like this.

That reaction from nani was so quick that Arnav couldnt back off and ate the prasad which his wife fed him just now. Everyone almost clapped for the couple and started wishing Arnav one by one. He hated this moment, but he was still taking the wishes silently watching only his wife who stepped behind gently as others started coming in between him and her. Her eyes still fixed to his and they were conversing nothing at the moment through that eye lock and still spoke volumes..!!

Payal also had to wish Arnav though she hardly wished to do this. He didnt react much and kept looking at Khushi who was later hugged by Payal and seemed like Payal whispered something in Khsuhi's ears which made his wife smile gently. He turned to leave. His daily Quota to admire his Wife was done for today. Infact he had adored her a lot today in these few minutes. He heard again a familiar voice behind him wishing him and he had to turn one more time towards this person. Aman Mathur was here with a Bouquet of red roses for Arnav and the first thing he did after coming here was hugging Arnav tight.

Aman: Many happy returns of the Day ASR. Where's the party?
Arnav (Angrily): So it was you who told her about my Birthday?
Aman: Wrong. !! I never told her anything. Infact she called me today morning and reminded me this ..
Arnav : (ConfuseD): Then? How did she know?
Aman: She is your Wife ASR. She has to know it someway. And you know what I think? She is more genious in this matter. Atleast better than you.
Arnav : Better than me ?Really? Prove it!!
Aman: Aww. Thats simple.. Look she knows what your birth date is. But do you know hers?

AMan chuckled seeing a Blank expression on Arnav's face and then replied back..

Aman : See..!! I proved.. Now dont go to Office and start finding her birth records.!!

Arnav knew he was purposely teasing him and he was least interested in it. He walked towards the stairs to go back to his room and Aman followed him too still continuing his teases..

Aman :(Following him) : Or you can ask Shyam. He must be knowing..

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Part 28

Raizada Mansion

Payal: Why didnt you pick my phone Khushi? I was so scared for you. Specially when your husband started searching you like mad in the house today morning.
Khushi stopped beating the eggs for the Special cake she was making today on Arnav's birthday. She turned to see Payal.
Khushi; He was really looking worried for me?
Payal (Sighing): Well I wish I could lie. Because I dont want him to show any kind of fake feelings to you. But YES. He was worried for you. I too was surprised..!!
Khushi's lips curved for a smile and she was suddenly lost in some different world. Payal shook her.

Payal: Why didnt you tell me about his birthday? I would have got a gift for him.
Khushi (Chuckled): Gift? You hate him, dont you?
Payal: Yes I do. But for formality sake I will have to gift him something. And however bad he is to me, he is still my best friend's husband. I cannot avoid him even if I wish to.

Khushi smiled again and started mixing the flour with the Eggs and added some flavour to it.

Payal: You are taking much efforts KHushi. But will he even eat it?
Khushi (Noding a NO): I dont think so.
Payal (Confused): Then why are you making it ? You know he wont taste if he comes to know you made it. Then why taking so much effort?
Khushi: He is fulfiling his duty and I am doing mine.

Payal felt bad. She immediately hit Khushi gently on her hand.
Payal: You are mad Khsuhi. You know that, dont you?
Khushi (Smiled and continued her work): Wish I was really mad Payal. Atleast I wouldnt have taken things so much to heart.

She gulped down her tears remembering the reason of his hatred for her which seemed to be so vast that he would never change a bit for her.

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Arnav's Room

Arnav: Shut up Aman. And get out. I need to go for a Shower.
Aman: Eekks.. You didnt bathe? That shows how much you care for her.!! Mr ASR who never steps out of his room without being neat and tidy, today changed his own rule for searching his wife? Wow..!!
Arnav (Amgrily): Aman enough of this. I dont wish to scream at you on my birthday.
Aman: (Biting the apple): I wont mind if you do that because today everything is fair enough from your side. Its your birthday Dammit and I have arranged a Party for you.
Arnav: (Pulling his towel out of the Closet): I am not coming.
Aman (Blocking his way): The birthday boy has to come.. Dont show me that attitude ASR. I know you. Okay?
Arnav (Angrily): You know I dont like celeberating my birthday . Then why the hell Aman?
Aman: Because everything should change coming at a point ASR. You are married now. Change yourself slightly if not fully. Look how wonderful wife you have got who is making Cake for you. Wont you cut it.??
Arnav: Cake? (He asked in surprise while Aman just noded a Yes).. My Foot Aman!! Tell her not to take efforts and waste time.

He pushed Aman aside and went for his shower. Aman chuckled and banged his door again.

Aman: Okay lets make a fair deal. You come to the party and I will allow you to dance with your Wife or else there are many in queue ASR.. Including me and Akash.
Arnav: I dont care Aman.!! So go to Hell.

Aman knew he would come for the party. he was just acting not interested. !!

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Arnav was off to his Work after the morning wishing session from his family. He didnt even see Khushi after that nor did she come before him as she knew it would only piss off his mood again which she didnt wanted atleast today.

It was evening and the party was arranged in a Five Star Hotel. Arnav was got here by Aman on the pretext of meeting some client . When he entered the venue he was surprised to see the whole known crowd present here and wishing him for his birthday. He was angered by all these wishes as this was the first time he was celebrating his birthday in such a grand way. He turned to see AMan who shoved his shoulders off stating it was needed. Shyam was also present with Anjali here and they came forward too to wish him. Shyam only wanted things to settle down between him and Arnav. He wanted to butter Arnav and ensure that the project wherein he had invested almost everything  was taken care by Arnav only and not his sister Khsuhi. Arnav ignored any more talks with him except the wishes on his birthday. His eyes scanned for her. Was she here? Where was she? Why didnt he find her anywhere ? Aman was introducing Arnav with some close friends of his and he could see Arnav's eyes wandering. He pushed him gently with his shoulder to grab his attention back and whispered at his ears.

Aman: She is not coming..
Arnav (Gulping his reactions): As if I care!
Aman: If you dont care then why are you searching her? Concentrate on Guests ASR and let her concentrate on her health.

That line caught his attention again.

Arnav: Health? What is wrong with her Aman?
Aman: (Just ignoring the topic): Nothing ASR.. Forget it. She is fine now.
He started to move away but Arnav blocked his way and looked at him angrily.

Arnav: What the hell is wrong with her Aman.?
Aman: She's Sick!!
Arnav wanted to know more on what sickness Aman was talking about as she looked fine till morning while Aman continued but this time with a smile.
Aman: LOVE SICK.

He chuckled while Arnav was confused initially then understood the point that Aman was just teasing him. He turned to leave but someone wearing a Designer dark blue saree caught his attention. He glanced once again at her and there he realised who she was. His wife seemed busy in greeting the guest. She had left her long hair lose on one side of her shoulder, her blue saree with the silver brooch was really eye catching. Some gentleman offered her a drink only raising Arnav's anger but she politely denied and then walked off from that place earning a smirk on his face. He himself had no idea what was going inside that heart of his seeing her in this Blue saree.. Blue wasnt his favourite. His favourite was RED. And she knew it. But still on his birthday, she chose to wear a Saree which wasnt his favourite colour? WHy? Was it because of the last night's fight? But did things changed really, did it? Though she didnt step inside his room last night, she still prayed for him this morning going in the temple, she still wished him a Happy birthday , she still made a Cake for him, she was still wearing a Saree which he always thought suits her, she was still in this party and just like every good wife she was greeting his guests. She never failed to perform even one of her duty ever. Why>  Why was she so good? Why didnt she have a single negative trait which would stop making him feel guilty for ruining her life like that? Why was she so kind and loving him all the time ? Why?

He continued staring at her standing alone at this corner and he didnt even realise when she came and stood before him. She couldnt believe he was admiring her from such a long time. She had never seen him so much into her like he was today. She clicked her fingers to get him back to sense and he blinked his eyes with the surprise that he was caught admiring her by no one else than his wife only. He wanted to hide what he felt for her at the moment and hence he thought of poking her a bsit.

Arnav: Nani ne sikhaaya hoga ki pati ko impress kaise kiya jaata hai. But dont forget Khushi you can never win my Love. Its impossible. ( Nani must have thought you how to impress husbands. But dont forget Khushi you can never win my Love. Its impossible.)

Khushi: Yeh aap ko humme yaad dilaane ki zaroorat nahi hai Arnavji.. Kyon ki sach humme aapke aankhon mein dikhaayi de raha hai. (You dont have to remind me that Arnavji. Because I can see the truth in your eyes.)
Arnav(Gulping yet showing anger): Kya dikhai de raha hai ? (What did you see? )

She didnt reply. She kept looking in his eyes. Was she seeing a fear in them? Was it because she caught him admiring her? She didnt wanted to spoil his mood by revealing it to him on this day.

Khushi: Kuch nahi.  Woh Cake..?? (She was about to ask him which cake he would cut but he interrupted)
Arnav: Joh kaam log karna nahi chahte main unhe push nahi karta you see. Bad manners hote hai. And I expect the same from others too. Mujhe koi cake nahi kaatna. Did you get that? (What people dont like to do, I dont push them to do that work, Its bad manners. And I expect the same from others too. I dont wish to cut any cake here. Did you get that?)
Khushi: (Confused): But?
Arnav: Aur ek minute. Tumhe invite bhi kisne kiya? Yeh meri Birthday hai and main yahan wohi log dekhna chahta hoon jo mujhe pasand hai. !! So obviously you dont stand a chance to be here Khushi.!! (And one minute. Who invited you here? This is my birthday party and I would like to see only the people I like. So obviously you stand a chance to be here Khushi.!! )

She couldnt believe he just said this. But she never expected sweet words either from him.

Khushi: (Sighing): Hum toh bhool gaye the. Aap ko Sugar ki bimaari hai naa? Aap kuch meetha kaise bol sakte hai?  (I had forgot that you have diabties and hence you can never speak sweet)
Arnav gritted his teeth when she defended herself.
Khushi: Ek patni ko pati ki birthday party mein aane ke liye invitation ki zaroorat nahi hoti Arnavji. (A wife doesnt need invitation to come to her husband's birthday party.)
Arnav: You amaze me Khushi. After what I revealed to you last night I thought of seeing some guilt in your eyes but .. Whats that suppose to mean?
Khushi(Interrupting) : This means only one thing Arnavji. You are finding the guilt in wrong person's eyes.

There was silence again between them as they kept sharing looks to each other. What Khushi said was a question to think about. The guilt which he wanted to see in her eyes will never be visible because she was innocent and pure. Aman and Akash came there and shook Arnav who seemed to be lost in her.

Akash: Bhai. You and Khsuhi bhabhi are still here? Everyone is hungry. We should cut the cake.!!
Arnav: No. I am cutting any cake guys. Just serve the cake directly  at the counters
Aman: Ohh Come on ASR. Dont show so much attitude..!! Come.

He dragged Arnav towards the Cake cutting table and a Pineapple cake was placed at the centre. Aman asked everyone to gather at the centre so that the cake could be cut and then the champegne bottle could be open. But Khushi didnt join that crowd. She stoo away from them but not that far that she cannot see her husband,. She knew he wont like her beside him. So she stayed away herself before he could ask her to do that. He picked the knife and was about to cut it when he stopped and looked for her. He didnt expected her to be so far. She was his wife and she was so confusing him these days. At times she got close to him and sometimes didnt mind to maintain a distance too. The moment his eyes saw her standing away from the crowd alone, Aman and Akash too realised what was happening.

Aman: Arre? Bhabhi why are you there? Its your husband's birthday. Come here. You should be beside him. Come.

Everyone's attention went on her but she didnt wanted to come. Not atleast till he calls her. And surprisingly it happened.

Arnav: Haan Khushi. Wahan kyon khadi ho? Yahan aao.!! (Yes Khushi. Why are you standing there? Come here?)

Her happiness had no bar when he himself invited her. She walked towards him and everyone else gave her a way to join her husband. She stood beside him and he closed his eyes to make a wish on Nani's insistance. She continued staring at her husband who opened his eyes and then blew the candles. He cut the cake and everyone clapped for him wishing him a very happy birthday. She clapped too. Nani getsured khushi to feed him. She noded a No knowing he wont like it. She moved a step back but Aman and Akash pulled her forward again.

Aman: Dont run Khsuhi. Just feed your husband the first bite of this cake. Afterall you made it so lovingly for him.

Arnav now realised that he cut her made cake only. He didnt react at this . She looked at him and then couldnt control her rights of feeding him first. Cutting a small peice of cake, she fed it to him. He ate it and everyone started talking to each other again and sharing the cake, feeding each other. Thats when Arnav leaned at her and she gulped down her uneasiness.

Arnav (Whispering in her ears): Har kisi ka career uske personal life se zyaada important hota hai Khushi. (Everyone's career is more important than their personal life)  I didnt wanted my Clients and guests here to know whats not between us. So I am sharing this space with you only to show them . Zyaada udne ki zaroorat nahi hai. (Dont fly high)

She knew she would hear something like this very soon from him. She smiled at with the same ease she just noded her head and walked away from him.

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Part 29

Hotel - Party Venue

Aman twirled Khushi once while dancing with her on the floor while replying back to her questions.

Aman: Sheetal is out of town. But I heard she wished him today morning when he was at work. Kyon?
Khushi: Just asked. I was surprised not finding her at this party. So..

Aman smiled and then continued ball dancing with his Bhabhi cum friend.. Arnav was gulping his drink one after the another at the Bar Counter. He didnt know what was the real reason of his frustration. Was it because he was seeing his wife dancing with someone else? Or was it because even after he confessed to his wife the real truth why he married her and was revenging her, she still was all calm and loving to him? What was his problem? He didnt know. He continued gulping his drink again staring at his wife who seemed to be gigling now on Aman's comment. Was he getting more angry seeing her gigle like that ? Was it because she was not allowed to be so much happy? Or was it because someone else was the reason for her happiness, not he? Once again , he had no replies. He got up balancing himself and then took steps towards the dance floor, exactly where Aman and Khushi were dancing. He knew this was not right. He  believed Aman and had no issues with him if he chose to be Khushi's friend too. But that doesnt mean he would see his wife dancing with Aman like that. He knew he was too much drunk and it was not good for him to go like that and talk to them as it can mess things up, it can screw his created web of hating her, but he didnt care any of these thoughts and walked to them. Aman had no idea as he was lost in making Khushi laugh a bit atleast today. He twirled Khushi once again expecting her to come back and continue the dance but she was been caught by her husband who intruded them in between. Aman could see streaks of jealousy in Arnav's eyes and a bit of rage too for Khushi. She too was shocked when he held her wrist tight not letting her come off his grip.

Arnav (Looking in Khushi's eyes and gritting his teeth with anger): We are going home.
Khushi: Home? But the party?
Arnav: Its OVER.

He didnt wait for any further clarification and dragged Khushi out of this place where people were all engrossed in dancing with their partners. No one concentrated on them or saw them leaving the hall. Even Payal was busy dancing with Akash and had no idea that the main couple had left the party now. Nani, Maami, Maama , everyone were still unaware of this fact and Aman was confused if he had to tell them so that they also go back home and ensure Arnav doesnt hurt Khushi or should be allow Arnav and Khushi to be alone for a while? He knew Arnav was pissed off seeing Khushi dancing but that wasnt a matter to feel hurt for. If he was so much into his wife then why couldnt he ask her for a dance? He didnt so Aman did to cheer her mood up. Thats all. Should he follow them and check if Arnav doesnt mistreats Khushi ? Will that be good?? He was blank. !! He just hoped God helps Khushi if she is in some trouble tonight.

************

The road was lonely and Arnav kicked his Tyre for bursting at the wrong time, mid way from the party venue to Raizada Mansion. Khushi was almost holding her heartbeats and still sitting inside the car in fear. Only she knew how fast and rough he drove from the party hall till here. If the Tyre wouldnt have bursted , they might have met some major accident going further with the same speed. In next few seconds she saw him opening her side door and dragging her out. He was very harsh as always. She whinced in pain when he got her out of the car and asked him what was so wrong with him all of a sudden.

Arnav; We are walking.!!

This was his only answer and she was shocked again. Arnav Singh Raizada who had hell number of options to get another vehicle if one gets damaged wished to walk with his wife , at this hour of night on the lonely road ?

Khushi: Walk? But its not safe to walk here..!!
Arnav moved forward making her hit her back to the Car door again.
Arnav; Kyon? Dar lagta hai? (Why? Do you fear?)

Her main fear of getting hurt by some accident was gone and she knew walking was still better compared to letting him drive some other car. She nodded a No approving she was okay to walk. He stepped back and gave her space to walk ahead. She took her mobile and purse from the Car while he locked it and then both started walking on that lonely road. It was freezing cold of winter outside and she wrapped her Saree pallu over her shoulder to find some warmth in it. He was silently walking , balancing himself and keeping himself calm , avoiding any eye contact with her, keeping the flames of ignorance and revenge burning inside him but the moment he felt her shiverring , he turned and saw her. SHe was rubbing her palms and involuntarily, he removed his Coat and then passed it to her.

Arnav: Wear!!

Her eyes glint with hope when she saw this gesture from him. Was he really wanting her to be protected and hence giving her his coat? Not bad.!! Though her inner conscience was screaming at her to take it and wear but her mind was poking her to avoid it.

Khushi: No Thanks.

She continued walking but he didnt follow her. He was just watching her from behind. She sensed he wasnt with her and turned back. She stopped and thats when he started walking towards her. His eyes conveyed how he hated when she didnt listen to his orders. He stopped a feet before her and then forcibly wrapped his coat on her back. She didnt miss to see the little concern in his eyes amidst the anger and a smile crept on her lips. But she chose to remain silent. It was his day and if ever anyone of them should talk, it should be him. She pulled the coat with her hands for some warmth and then turned back to walk. She didnt know what was wrong with him today. So much of concern? Or was he doing right for the first time. She chuckled to herself and continued walking. A sudden lightening sound scared her and she clutched his arm tight in fear. She was always like this. Thunderstorm and lightening frightened her. She pressed her eyes shut to calm herself down that the horrible sound will ease off soon. She leaned her head on his shoulder for believing that she wasnt alone on the road. He was here. Her husabnd was with her and she had nothing and no one to fear for.

He had no idea why he allowed her to hold him when she feared the thunder. His eyes were stuck on her panicked facial expressions which later started easing slowly and she opened her eyes when the sound was no more scaring her. She realised he was watching her and left his hand and moved aside.

When she turned back to see him she was surprised to find him extending his hand for her to hold. She didnt knew what he meant though his eyes conveyed he wanted to dance with her. That happens  only when a husband who hates you is Overdrunk. She unwillingly gave her hand in his and he spunned her around to ball dance with her on the middle of his lonely road at late night. She never thought she will ever get a chance to dance with her husband but seemed like Devi Maiyaa was having some little packets of happiness and surprise still intact with her which she was opening it slowly. He never left the eye contact he shared with her though at times she looked down, aside and every angle where she could think he cannot see her properly but nothing worked. He was gentle in twirling her around in between their dance and she never knew he could dance so well. They didnt even recognise that it had started raining long back and their clothes were drenched completely. She sneezed once and thats how he stopped the dance. There was a shock written all over his face realising he just danced with his wife,. The same wife whom he only wished to give pain, was been given happiness by him unknowingly. She was amused too. Though it was his birthday looked like she was getting the gifts today from him.

He didnt wish to do anything further now in this alcoholic effect. He started walking again and so did she. They maintained a one arm distance between them while walking together. It seemed like there were miles of distance between them. Will they ever cover it up for each other? They both had no answers. Together they walked in silence and the security opened the gates for them becoming surprised to see their Boss and his wife coming back walking and fully wet in rain. A guard came in immediately to him asking if he was fine and wanted to pass an umbrella to them but Arnav just waved him off since he didnt needed so much attention at the moment. The Guard backed off and they kept walking towards the door.

They came inside in their room and she quickly grabbed a towel to wipe his head. He was sitting on the recliner and removing his shoes. The moment she was about to wipe his head, he snatched the towel from her and replied back.

Arnav: Main kar lunga. (I will manage).

She didnt argue. Taking her clothes she walked inside for changing into her night dress. When she came out, she found him lying on the bed in his Night suit. He was tired after this hectic day in Office and then the party. And after drinking so much, how can she expect him to stay awake and fight with her.? She walked to the bed and sat beside him brushing her fingers in his hair moving the locks away from his forehead. She pulled the quilt properly on him to cover him from the cold breeze and then shut the lamps off.

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Next Morning

His head was aching badly for drinking more than required last night. He shut his eyes in pain rubbing his forehead while waking up and resting his back on the headboard of the bed.

"Maria.. Maria", he screamed in anger needing some lime water or Black coffee to remove his hangover. The door opened and Maria came inside with his Black Coffee. He sipped it and turned the other side to check where Khushi was. She came out from the bathroom in a fresh new pink Chudidar wiping her hair with the Towel.

Maria: Maam, Naniji aapko bula rahi hai. (Maam, Naniji is calling you down)
Khushi: I am coming in few minutes.
Maria left and Khushi continued wearing her little ornaments which she did daily. SHe was looking extra happy today and Arnav had to actually ponder over what happened last night which made her look so happy and contended.. He remembered how he was mad at her for dancing with Aman, how he drove her angrily out of that place and got the car damaged, their little walk, he giving her his coat to wrap, he forcing her to dance, the rain and then they coming back home. Not to forget he also had felt her sitting beside him and moving his hair locks but he was too sleepy at that moment to ask her not to touch him.

Her excitement had a new level today probably because she danced with her husband last night. May be she was thinking that things were changing for good, he thought.

Arnav: I need my birthday present . (he said sipping his coffee while she stood confused)
Khushi; Jee?
Arnav: Why do you look so surprised. Wont you gift your husband for his birthday?
Khushi couldnt believe he just asked this. She happily noded a Yes and came to his side of the bed.

Khushi: What do you want Arnavji?

He passed a wide smirk to her which only lead her into more confusions. Whatever it was , looked like this was yet another incident which will put her to test.

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Part 30

Khushi: What do you want Arnavji?

He passed a wide smirk to her which only lead her into more confusions. Whatever it was , looked like this was yet another incident which will put her to test.

He got up from the bed gently making her move back because she was blocking his way towards the other part of the room. But seemed like he wanted to walk to her and nowhere else. That was surprising and shocking. She turned the other side not meeting his eyes while he held her hand. She shiverred not being sure what was next. He never caught her hand like that then why today? He looked in her eyes to see the reaction of his next words.

Arnav: Tumhaare Bhai ki barbaadi. (Seeing your brother getting ruined)
Khushi: Kya?
Arnav: Samajh mein nahi aa raha hai naa? Let me explain.. (Not understanding anything? Let me explain)

He dragged her towards the closet and opened with roughly with his other hand. He picked a grey file and handed it to her for reading.

Khushi: What is this?
Arnav: Your assignment Khushi. Your fresh new project in AR group!!
Khushi  (In Confusion): Par aapne abhi jo kahan woh? (But just now what you said, what about that?)
Arnav: All starts from here..!! THis is the same project which your brother has quoted and thus is now a joint venture between Gupta's and Raizada's. Something which I was waiting from years to happen. Its your responsibilty to ensure this PROJECT FAILS

Her eyes raised in shock hearing such a statement from him.

Khushi: Kya ? Fail?
Arnav: Yes Khushi.. FAILS.! I want to see your brother on roads, begging before people to give him some means of earning.. (He said fisting his fingers remembering the day when he almost had spent a similar condition years back. All thanks to her father's deeds. If his Nani had not come to India on time, he never knew where Fate would have driven him.)

Khushi on the other hand was very depressed hearing what he expects her brother to go through. She kept on looking at his face which revealed he too was undergoing some kind of pain in making her do this. She felt he was not doing all this on purpose , he definately was living in his past still and wanted to revenge her whole family only because her father ditched his happy family once.

Arnav: (Shutting his eyes for some seconds and gulping down the pain): This is the gift I need from you Khushi.

He was very straight forward in letting her know what he expected her to do. Failure of this project would mean End of her brother's bussiness and he will be homeless too. Which she can never let happen.

Khushi: This is your revenge Arnavji..
Arnav: And you are my Wife.. My Legally Weded Wife.. You are sharing this revenge with me against your family!!
Khushi had tears in her eyes seeing him forcing her for such an act which she cant even think of doing even in her dreams.

Khushi: Wife? Huhh!! You confuse me Arnavji.. You treat me like your biggest enemy when we are together, you ignore the rights I have on you, you make me cry day and night because you like to see me like that. And now you are asking me to share your revenge because I am your better half? Is this what a better half is? Whose side I am in? Yours ? Or my Brothers? Which path am I walking Arnavji?? The right one or the wrong one?

All that happiness which she just got from him the last night was driven off by his intentions and wishes which he claimed from her today morning. Arnav had no reply. He hated when she questioned him something which even he doesnt have answer to. But in order to prove her that he was still strong and untouched by her tears, he angrily pinned her back to the closet door.

Arnav: I am asking you for the last time Khushi. Are you going to do this or not?
Khushi (Looking in his eyes): Hum aap ke liye apni jaan bhi de sakte hai Arnavji, par kissi ko dhoka nahi de sakte. Hum aap ki tarah maasoom logo ko takleef nahi de sakte. Aap shayad bhool rahe hai , Anjali bhabhi Maa bananne waali hai. Shyam bhai ki sazaa hum unke biwi aur bacche ko nahi de sakte. Humme maaf kar dijiye, par yeh hum kabhi nahi karenge. ( I can even die for you Arnavji. But I cannot cheat anyone. I cannot hurt innocent people for no fault of theirs. I guess you are forgetting, ANjali bhabhi is pregnant. I cannot give the punishment of Shyam bhai to his wife or his baby. PLease forgive me but I can never do this what you want me to)

She had no fear letting him know her reply. He fisted his fingers and banged his fist angrily just beside her on the closet and walked away from there.

**************

As expected he left her alone and didnt take her to office with him. Why would he? He was angry on her for not accepting his condition of revenging Shyam. She came down in some time and was serving the breakfast to everyone on the table. Akash seemed to be in a hurry too..

Akash: Waise Khushi bhabhi when did you and Bhai come back from the party? None of us knew it. We searched you for long and finally called up Maria to know if you back home.
Khushi: Haan Akash. We came early. Actually he..
Maami: He wanted to spend some time with his wife probably, not with all of us. Hai naa?

Khushi's lips curved for a smile realising how good time she spent with him last night. They were together  for such a long time outside and did things which she never expected from him so soon. Specially the dance.. Their Rain Dance.

Nani: Khushi Bitiya.. What have you planned for the Holi next week?
Khushi: Nothing Nani.. But for sure when I come back home tonight from work, we will discuss it.
Akash: I guess this will be Bhai's first holi with all the family members then..
Nani: But you know Chotte, he will never come down this day.. He will stick to his room and his laptop.
Khushi (Being curious): Kyon Nani? He doesnt like colours?
Nani: He did when he was young but time and situation changes everything Khushi bitiya . What he loved once, he hates all that now.!! He is no more the same Chotte who enjoyed every function with his family. He has reached too far for us to get him back..

Khushi realised what the family must have gone through seeing Arnav in this state . SHe calmed Nani and then promised her that this Holi they will get atleast a tinge of their old Arnav back. They were happy seeing her determination. Nani blessed her and then she and Akash left for Office..

*************

AR Office

The file was open before her on the table and she was still thinking about her husband's demands on how he wishes to destroy Shyam. She had no idea when all this revenge track of his will come to an end. There should be something which can change him back to what he was before. Her extension beeped and she answered the call.

"Maam, Mr Rudra Sharma is here to see you. Should I send him in? "

Khushi was confused why Rudra came to meet her. She hardly had expected to see him again..

Khushi: Yeah. Send him in.
She closed the file and kept it back in place and waited for Rudra to come inside. He came in and she got up to greet him. After a formal hi hello he took seat opposite to her and started telling her what made him come to this place.

Rudra: First of all Sorry to bother you like this. I know you must be busy and..
Khushi (Interrupting): No.. You dont have to say that. And I am not that busy .
Rudra: Thanks. So I was concerned about Fatty .. I mean.. About Payal..
Khushi: Payal?  Whats wrong? Is she Okay?
Rudra: Yes.. She is doing perfectly fine but its not about her health and all. I meant, she is hiding something from me. I think something to do with her relationship..!!
Khushi (Confused): Relationship? What relationship?
Rudra: Uhh.!! Okay.. Let me tell you frankly. I think she is going around with someone and trying to hide that fact from me and Dad. It may sound perfectly fine for you because everyone has a right to choose a life partner but you know how important it is to get the right person in your life.. So I know you both are best friends and I thought may be she told you something about that man,,!!

Khushi (Smiling and little shocked too): Honestly speaking Rudra. This is a news for me too. I cannot believe Payal is dating someone.. But if this is true. I will find it out from her. Just believe her. She is sensible in her decisions. The man she chooses in her life will be the best one for her.

Rudra was little relaxed by this assurance..

Rudra: Havnt told Dad about this because he is striclty against such relationships. So thought of sharing it with you. I hope you didnt feel bad that I came here and wasted your time like this..
Khushi : Rudra please.. You really making me upset now. Dont be so formal. !! I will talk to Payal and check who he is. Happy?
Rudra: Sounds good.!! Okay then let me leave.
Khushi: No. Not so easily. You came here for the first time and you are my guest. One minute..

She dialed a number asking to get two coffee's in her cabin. She then got seated with him on the Couch as that place seemed good for talks like this .

*************

Sheetal came inside Arnav's cabin  with a Bouquet of Fresh red roses. He knew she will do something like this when she is back from her outstation trip. SHe was coming to hug him when he placed his hand in between not allowing her this.

Arnav: This is my Office Sheetal. And such indecency is not allowed..!!
Sheetal (Smiled): This wasnt followed before ASR.. Why now?
Arnav (moving aside): I dont have time for nonsense. Now that you back from holidays, get back to work.
Sheetal: Where should I keep this flowers then?
Arnav: Suits in your cabin. Not mine.. Out..!!

Sheetal frowned geting such reactions from him. He was changing rapidly which she didnt like..

Sheetal : Fine. I guess I should keep it in Khushi's cabin then. Afterall she is your wife and she has rights on the gifts which her husband's close friends give him on his birthday.
Arnav snatched the bouquet from her and threw it down.
Arnav: Stop acting like a possessed Cat Sheetal and get some life of your own. I told you do not intefere betwen me and my life anymore.!! Especially between me and my Wife!!
Sheetal (Angrily): WHy dont you tell the same thing to your Wife's boyfriends too then? Your wife is so open to her outside ties, then why cant you? You dont even look at me ASR.. You were never like this..
Arnav was shocke when she pointed Khushi for having some relationships outside which he didnt knew.

Arnav (Caught Sheetal's wrist): What did you say about Khushi?
Sheetal could see the desperation in Arnav's eyes to know everything about his wife..
Sheetal: Some guy has come to see her. Talking to her from past half an hour and now I guess both must be enjoying their coffee's .. Didnt she tell you? I thought she tells you everything ASR..

He didnt wait to listen any more updates from her. He was out of his cabin , walking towards his wife's room to know who the hell was this man whom Sheetal was talking about. If this by any chance was a fake news then SHeetal will be out of this office very soon. He barged inside Khushi's room only to find his wife wiping the coffee which fell on Rudra's wrist by mistake. She and Rudra got up from the Couch seeing him. He clenched his jaw scanning his wife's hand which was still holding the tissue paper which she used to wipe the hot coffee from Rudra's wrist. Seemed like Rudra didnt realise Arnav was mistaking them for something else. He gave a smile to Arnav and wished him a Good Afternoon. Having no reply from Arnav he normally turned to see Khushi again.

Rudra: Okay Khushi. Take care. ANd thanks for the coffee. Dont worry about my wrist. It will soon be alright.

SHe smiled but not openly as she could see her husband was not happy with what he saw. Rudra then started walking towards the door where Arnav was standing so that he could leave but stopped and turned back to Khushi.

Rudra: And yea Khushi.. Dont forget to call me okay? I will wait for your call.

Khushi smiled again just hoping that her husband was not taking all this in different terms. Rudra left and Arnav didnt wait to lock her cabin and turn back at his shivering wife. She knew he was furious on her. But what did she do? She was just talking normally to Payal's brother when her coffee mug slipped from her hand and some of which feel on Rudra's wrist too. She couldnt see Rudra in pain because of her and like every other person would do at such moment, she too was just wiping the coffee off Rudra's wrist with the tissue maintaining her own distance with him . She just hoped her husband understands her. It was good to know he was jealous seeing her with someone else but not to this extent that he will hurt her mentally again..

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Part 31

She moved a step back hiting the desk behind but tried to balance herself seeing him coming towards her.

Arnav (Gritting his teeth angrily): Kaun tha woh?? (Who was he?)

Khushi gulped feeling nervous as it was so clear from his tone that he was Jealous and very angry on her for entertaining any other man than him. She thought of taking this conversation in a lighter mode. She smiled back even if she was very scared inside.

Khushi: Aap bhool gaye? Kuch hi din pehle toh hum unse mile the.. Woh Dr Payal ke Bade Bhai Rudra hai. (You forgot? Just few days back we had met him. He is Dr Payal's elder brother Rudra)
Arnav stood before her staring at her in the same frustrated mood.
Arnav: Yahan kya kar raha tha? (What was he doing here? )
Khushi: Uhh.. He came to talk to me about Payal. Nothing else..!! But why are you so much concerned.

Arnav angrily slid all the important papers, pen holder, paper weight, etc down from her Table while she could just jerk at the sudden noise created by his actions.

Arnav: Concerned my Foot .. This is my Office Khushi, and I dont want anyone to point at my wife for her character.!!
Khushi :(Confused): Who pointed you that? As what I believe in  there is no one here who will blame me for something so cheap.!! Why are you hiding your own thoughts in the name of others ?
Arnav: (Clutching her arms in anger): You know I dont need others support to put my point forward Khushi. Sheetal told me about this man here.!!

Khushi did feel the pain of his hold but hearing the name Sheetal she couldnt stop herself from replying back to him ..

Khushi: Such double Standards Arnavji..!! That girl who is already sticking to my husband everytime she gets a chance has now started to fill his ears against me?
Arnav: Enough!! (He clenched his jaw asking her to stop )
Khushi (Shoving his hands off her): Why? Why Enough? Only because I got your relationship with her in between this argument you are not ready to continue it further, do you? Rudra was here to clear some doubts he had regarding Payal and me being her good friend now he thought I can help him. There was nothing else we were doing here in this cabin except some general talks . I didnt drop the coffee on his arm purposely and when it still happened due to my fault I was helping him wipe off.. Thats all. Atleast I dont get his messages on my Phone saying how much he misses me and Loves me!! I atleast dont pretend to have an affair with him inorder to jealous or hurt my husband.!!

He angrily banged his fist on the table seeing her reminding him what he tried to do using Sheetal between them before. How he faked to have a relationship with Sheetal inorder to give him wife the pain of dejection.

Khushi (Looking in his eyes with anger still):Kya hua? Gussa aa raha hai naa? Par shaant ho jaayiye Arnavji, kyon ki hum aisa kuch bhi nahi karenge jisse aap ko takleef ho, jisse aap ka sar jhuk jaaye. ( What happened? Getting more angry? Try calming down Arnavji because I will never do anything that will hurt you or make you feel low in other's eyes)

Arnav could read her eyes.. She really meant what she said but he couldnt drop his anger and attitude that easily. How can he let her win this argument?

Arnav (Pointing a finger at her): This is my last warning Khushi.. Nahi milogi tum Rudra se..!! (You wont meet that Rudra again). Is that clear?

She didnt reply but he turned back to leave the cabin,

Khushi: Kyon maanu main aapki baat? Takleef hoti hai aapko humme kissi aur ke saath dekh kar? (Why should I agree to your commands? Do you feel hurt seeing me with Rudra? )
He stopped knowing her denial to his commands and turned back to her
Arnav: (Gritting his teeth): Stop fussing Khushi and agree to what your husband is asking you to do..!
Khushi (Folding her hands ahead): Theek hai.. I will agree but you will have to confess to me saying you feel jealous when you see me with any other man. Be it talking with your brother Akash and making plans to go out with him for Dinner, be it dancing  with your best friend Aman or be it sharing my time with any other unknown Man like Rudra.. Just say this and I swear I will do what you want!!

Arnav was blank. She wanted him to confess all this? How dare she? She was not wrong in what she asked him to do. She should have some reason what makes him intrude her personal space with she shares with other people . She already had seen that tinge of jealousy and possessiveness in his eyes many a times before for her and now all she wished was that he confesses to her that he feels neglected when she is happy with others..!! She wasnt asking much but for him it was like confessing all the things that he had started feeling for his wife these days which was next to impossible.

He didnt wait there any longer as Arnav singh Raizada was afraid he would speak something more than required in defending himself here before his wife.. For the first time she won in an argument with her husband. It was not that easy but not that tough too. She liked that streaks of insecurity that was in his mind for her. This will be her first step to get her rightful love from his end. She smiled seeing him leave her cabin without any answers and started collecting the things that had fallen down..

***********

Raizada House

It was a surprise that Payal came in RM at this hour of evening and when asked she said she was missing her. Khushi was busy cooking inside and seemed like Payal was more interested in looking at the Kitchen door straight towards the Living room where Arnav and Akash were sitting and discussing work. Khushi pinched Payal once earning a scream in return.

Payal: Ouchh..  Khushi why did you pinch me?
Khushi: Where is your attention Payal? I am asking you to give me that tray and you seemed to be lost somewhere else? Whats wrong?
Payal : Uhh. No.. I was just seeing outside..
Khushi : Who is there outside? Its Arnavji and Akash.. No one else. Are you staring at my ARNAVJI?

She teasingly asked and got a wierd look from Payal back.

Payal: Eekks.. Never!! I hate that man.. If I will ever like him then it will be only for one reason and that is because of him I met you. Thats all!!
Khushi: Aww.. Then are you admiring Akash? (She purposely asked and got her doubts cleared when Payal's cheeks changed colour to red blushing..)
Payal got down the Kitchen slab where she was sitting anf hit Khushi gently on her hand.

Payal: No Khushi. Why will I admire Akash? Uhh.. Anyways.. Let me help you.. Whose juice is it?
Khushi : The Orange Juice for Arnavji and Apple Juice for Akash!
Payal held the tray in her hands and then gave Khushi a pleasing smile!!
Payal: I will give them and be back Okay?
Khushi : Okay!!

Payal left the room with the tray and Khushi followed her outside to see her reactions while she hands the juice to Akash. Payal first gave the juice to Arnav who took it without even looking at her and then she went to Akash. Both stared at each other for some seconds which even Arnav noticed.. It was Arnav who picked up the Juice glass for Akash and handed it to him.

Arnav; Concentrate Akash and dont forget Dr's even know to hypnotize.!!
Khushi chuckled and Payal frowned at Arnav for teaching Akash wrong things..
Payal: You mean I will hypnotize Akash?
Arnav: You can..!! Thats what I meant.!! Now leave so that me and Akash can work.!!
Akash (Interrupting): Bhai .. Please.. Its Okay..
Arnav (Raising his eyebrow): You cutting my words Akash?

He angrily asked and Khushi knew she had to intervene.. She came there blowing air on her fingers purposely as if she had got some pain there .. Arnav was the first one to notice her like that.

Arnav: Ab tumhe kya hogaya? (Now what happened to you? )
Khushi (Faking a low face): I touched the hot vessel unknowingly and my fingers burnt..
Arnav : What The..!!

He immediately got up from his place and moved towards her. Without a delay he held her hand and checked her fingers but they seemed to be all good. There wasnt even a little mark of burns on them. He looked back at her face and saw her smiling..

Arnav: You lied to me?
Khushi: Sometimes we have to lie to your husbands to let them open up their Love and Concern.!! Look at your face Arnavji,  seems like you have got hurt not me!!  (She gigled as he kept staring at her in anger and waved her hand off from his)
Arnav: Never do that again. Samjhi tum? Now take your friend from here and get out of this room!!

She became serious again and gestured Payal to follow her. They left and Arnav sat back beside Akash to continue their work discussion.

************

Akash was in his room to pick his Car keys to drop Payal while she was waiting for him at his room door.

Payal: Akash jaldi.!! I am getting late. I havnt told Bhai that I am here. He thinks I am at Hospital!!
Akash: 2 minutes Payal. Dont worry. And please dont get scared of your brother so much. I will handle him..
Payal (Smiled): Accha? Jab woh saamne aate hai you start shiverring and now you telling me not to fear him?
Akash (Turned back to her ): I am not scared of him okay.!! Afterall he is my Saale Sahab now..!! He has to bend before him for his sister's love!!
Payal made faces to Akash and showed him a thumbs down..

Payal: Bhai and bending before you is impossible!! He is like Dad.. Doesnt like such relationships and definately not the ones which his sister will make without letting him know..
Akash: Then what do you suggest.? Should we tell him? I think we should. Atleast before he and your father starts looking for some other groom for you..
Payal: Aww. So much worried Akash?
Akash held her hand and then brought it close to his heart.

Akash: I know I will never get a good partner like you.. So dont want to miss a chance you see.!!
Payal blushed and then checked the time again.
Payal: God.. We are late Akash.. Did you get the keys?
Akash: No.. I am just finding them.. Yahi toh rakhi thi.. Kahan gayi? (I had kept them here only. Where did they go?)

Khushi (Standing at the door ) Keys are here Akash..

She smiled extending the keys towards them while they both were blank to realise how did she come here?

Khushi : So thats the secret Payal? Thats why these days you have started missing me so much and hence you come to see me in Raizada House.. Or precisely you come to see Akash..Not me?
Payal (Biting her lip feeling sorry ): Khushi.. I ...
Khushi (Faking anger): Forget it.. I thought you are my best friend and you will tell me everything.. But you proved me wrong today.. You hide such an important relationship from me? And Akash you? I assumed we had started sharing some good talks too.. Even you ditched your bhabhi?

Akash and Payal walked to her and Payal immediately pulled Khsuhi close..

Payal: Sorry Khushi.. Everything happeend so fast that we couldnt inform anyone.. And these days you are so busy in work and handling your own issues that we thought we will give you this news when everything is fine!!
Khushi (Pinching Payal's cheeks): Baby.. You dont know how much happiness you have given to me with this news.. I cant believe you and Akash really are dating each other.. I .. I am so happy Payal/...

She hugged Payal who happily hugged her back. Akash was just watching the ladies share this cute moment..

Akash: This is unfair Bhabhi.. No hugs to me?
Khushi (Chuckled): You will get a Pinch Devarji ..!! (She pinched his cheeks and then made Akash and Payal stand close to each other).. You guys make a great couple.. All my wishes with you both..
Payal: Thanks Khushi..
Akash: Bhabhi. We havnt told this to anyone..Not even Maa and Nani..
Khushi: But I guess you should let Payal's family know it now.. Because today Rudra had come to meet me ..

Payal was shocked.. Khushi started telling everything that happened today and what Rudra asked her to find out..

Payal: Ohh God.. I knew this will happen. Now what should I do ?
Khushi: I have a better plan..!! I guess me , Arnavji and Akash's parents and Nani will come to meet your father and brother Payal and fix this marriage. Its better to have all this legally and ritually now.. What do you say? Just imagine how happily we will stay here together..
Payal blushed and nodded a Yes.. So it was finally decided that today Khushi will speak to Maama, Maami , Nani and her Arnavji about Akash and Payal's relationship.

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Part 32

Arnav: Are you kidding me? Akash and that Arrogant Dr? No way.!!
Khushi followed him towards the closet and continued sharing her opinion about this relationship while he started fetching his night suit..
Khushi: But why Arnavji? Payal is really a nice girl. I know she doesnt like you.. But..

He angrily turned to see her and she gulped down in nervousness and moved back..

Khushi: Humaara matlab hai I know YOU dont like her but that should not be a problem. She and Akash loves each other and everyone should get the person they love.
Arnav (Angrily): This is just Akash's infactuation.!! I know him. He will never be serious atleast for a Dr..
Khushi: Why? Dr's cannot fall in love with normal people ?
Arnav: They can.. But Akash is not normal. Because he is my Brother.. Arnav Singh Raizada's brother.!! So stop thinking about them and fetch my night suit.!!

Khushi's eyes widenend in surprise when he asked her to find his clothes. Was it just a slip of tongue ?? She didnt wait for him to ponder on his demands from her again and quickly started fetching his night suit.. A wife always finds things easily than a husband and she proved that. She handed him the night suit and he walked to the washroom door.. She followed him again continuing the same topic.

Khushi: We are no one to deny Arnavji.. Its their life, their decision, their feelings..!!

He stopped at the washroom door and she almost bumped on his back because it was too late for her to balance herself and stop.

Khsuhi (Rubbing her forehead): Sorry..
He turned back again in anger but seeing her rubbing her forehead gently in the most sweetest and childish way, he forgot everything..
Khushi: Toh should I inform Payal that we all are coming to see her and fix things tomorrow?
Arnav (Coming back to senses): Have you gone mad? Ek baar kahi hui baat tumhe samajh mein nahi aati? I hate her.. I dont want her to stay right before my nose..! Is that clear?
Khushi (Angrily): Hate Hate Hate..!! If you hate everyone Arnavji, who do you love then?
Arnav: No One..!! I LOVE no one Khushi because I dont believe in it. Now stop following me everywhere and mind your own business.

He opened the washroom door and moved in banging it right on her nose. She angrily walked out of the room realising that Arnavji wont change his mind that easily.!!

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Morning

She was sitting on the bed and watching him sleep but her main intention was to wake him up and let him know what her plan for today is. But even when she moved her fingers in her hair caressing him , he didnt mind nor did he realise probably that she was trying to wake him up. She sweetly whispered a Good morning in his ears only making him open his eyes and look at her face, her smiling face.. Was it a dream? She never woke him up like this then what was wrong with her today? He immediately pushed her behind though he wasnt that harsh in doing so and sat on the bed. She cleared her throat and passed him the bed tea which he took but again in surprise.

Arnav: You are buttering me for that Payal? Dont think I will change my opinion about this relationship.. Its still the same like last night.
Khushi (Frowning): But dont you love Akash?? He will be very depressed if you dont let this marriage happen..
Arnav: Akash meri koi baat nahi taalta.!! I know how to make him understand.. (Akash never denies anything I ask for. )
Khushi sighed and got up from the bed. She started folding the Duvet and neating the bed. He got up and sat on his recliner starting the laptop. Almost an hour passed and after their last talk in the bedroom today morning he didnt see her coming back to him or even talking to him.

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Office

Sheetal was  finishing her work when she saw Khushi coming inside her cabin. She surprisingly leaned back on her Chair playing with the pen she was holding in between her fingers..

Sheetal: Am I dreaming or is Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada really in my Cabin?
Khushi (Smiled): Expect the unexpected Sheetal. Especially these days when I have started realising what I mean to my husband!!
Sheetal (Confused): Aww.. Such a dream you are living in Khushi. I really pity on you to feel that Arnav has started caring for you.. !! He will never do that. No matter what ..!!
Khushi (Sighed): Thats your point of view.!! Anyways I am not here to argue with you. I just came to give you the invitation for Holi tomorrow. Me and my family are celeberating it and every close friend and relative is invited.
Sheetal was shocked again. Holi? Arnav will play Holi?

Sheetal: Arnav hates this festival of colours Khushi because your family made his life colourless years back..
Khushi: Then its my responsibility to fill his life again with colours. I really hope you will be a part of this to see me and Arnavji playing Holi. I will wait for you.!!

She gave a winning smirk and walked out from that cabin. Sheetal was really confused seeing Khushi's determination. So now Arnav's wife had started expecting a lot from Arnav which really was next to impossible..

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Aman: No.. I wont be able to handle it today. May be at night Arnav.. Not now please..
Arnav: Kyon?
Aman: I am going out with Khushi to shop some colours for tomorrow..!! She really has no one to join her in this.. Payal is in the hospital doing her duty and Akash is in meeting..!! Anyways.. I hope you know your family is celeberating Holi tomorrow..! Infact your wife has invited all of us.!! Including Sheetal. Thats strange but I know Sheetal will not miss this opportunity..!!
Arnav: (Angrily): What the!! Holi? She knows I hate that festival...
Aman: You hate Arnav.. Others dont..!! Why do you want her to think about your likes and desires all the time? She is free to enjoy her likes too and by the way its her first holi after marriage. She should enjoy.!!

Khushi entered inside and finally took a sigh of relief seeing Aman here..

Khushi: Thank God I found you Aman. Come .. Lets go.. I have work at home too after the shopping..!!
Aman: Yes Khushi.. Lets go..
They both turned to leave and heard Arnav's "STOP" from behind..Arnav was already mad at her that she chose to remain silent today with him as he didnt give permission to ask for Payal's hand in marriage for Akash. He was already fuming on her decision of celeberating the Holi and now to add more fire to the fuel she was taking Aman along , ignoring her husband , for shopping? How could she?

Arnav: No one is going anywhere!! Just get back to your respective cabins and continue working..
Aman: But Why Arnav??
Arnav: Because I am the CEO of this Place and I am not allowing anyone to step out..!!
Khushi (Angrily but not seeing Arnav): AMan. Just tell him we too are member of Board here and we have our rights to take decisions.!!
Arnav : Dont forget I made you one of that member here.. Warna tumhe utna dimaag hi nahi ki tum yahan kaam kar sako.. (Dont forget I made you one of that member here. Or else you dont have the brains to work here at this place)

Khushi (Still watching Aman and not Arnav): Aman. Tell him I have brains though a Pea sized one and I utilise it full time to think about him . How am I supposed to concentrate on work then ? And he doesnt need to bother about my responsibilities here. I have finished all the important jobs!!  Ask him if he is jealous that I am taking you out with me and not talking to him?

Arnav : (Confused): Jealous my Foot.!! I dont care where you go..!!
Khushi knew he was lying. Aman was just watching this little change in Arnav and Khushi's relationship. They both seemed to be far better than what they were before.. Definately this was Khushi's attempt to settle their relationship or else Arnav would have never made an effort..

Khushi: Aman.. Tell him I have to get some colours for everyone..!! And he doesnt need to think I will miss him.. I have already decided his colour too..
Aman: (Smiling): Wow..!! What a Wife.. ?? Waise which colour have you decided for my ASR?
Khushi walked to the door as she knew  after telling this, she will have to run away from his cabin.. Arnav was waiting for her to reveal the same.!!
Khushi : Kaala. (Black)..
She rushed outside the cabin hearing a WHAT THE from him as he got up from his chair and angrily came forward towards her.. Aman stopped him and Khushi was free from his anger..!!

Arnav: This girl is seriously crazyy!! How can she play with words like that before me so openly?
Aman : Because she loves you Arnav.!!
Arnav was quiet and a little surprised too when Aman told him this.. He kept on staring Aman's face and he continued.

Aman: Yeah.. Dont look at me like that. You think we all dont know? We all can see how she is trying to make you fall in love with her.. She is changing you Arnav.. A good change in fact. And everyone wants to see that in you.. Be it me, Akash, Khushi or your whole family.. We want the real Arnav back from that ASR mask.. Hopefully that day would come soon.!!
Arnav: Stop dreaming Aman.. This aint going to happen. And you know how much I hate her.. She loving me or not will never change my mind!!
Aman: Well then..!! We will See that soon.. Who changes whom and how? Now let me go before Khushi starts for this cabin again to drag me out.. Bye..

He left the cabin whereas Arnav just kept on pondering over Aman's words.. His wife was changing him.. She loved him.. Her Love was changing him.. He closed his eyes fisting his fingers as this was something he never wished to happen..

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Night

It was night and she was still not talking to him directly.!! She was not even repenting or depressed for not conversing with him and that point was pricking him. She was good with everyone here , she was laughing, gigling and making Akash blush with her talks about Payal , she did everything to prove she was happy without talking to her husband, just like this was normal for her.. But he couldnt take it so lightly. He wanted her attention and that too FULL TIME only on him. No matter if its in good terms or bad, but She was ought to be his and she had to keep realising that.!! She was sitting in the Living room enjoying the Chess with Akash and Maamaji.. She was on Akash's side whereas Mamaji was all alone on the opposite side of this game..

Khsuhi: Akash use the pawn.. Only this pawn will lead you to the queen..

She was helping Akash to play his next moves.. Akash was able to hit the Queen of Maamaji and place it out of this game only making him happy and give a Hi 5 to Khushi. She gigled again and maamji was praising his Bahu for her tactics of winning.. Arnav was jealous.. His condition was so unqiue.. He would never praise his wife and nor would he allow others to do.. He would never love his wife and can never see her being loved by others.. He will never like to spend time with her and wont even allow her to spend time with others. He was really

Arnav immediately got up from the couch and walked to them. His eyes glued to his wife as he sat next to Maamji to help him ..

Maama: Thank God Arnav you are here. See what this Son of mine and Bahu are doing with me. I will lose if they play so cunningly..

Khsuhi was shocked to see him before her and that too participating in this game ..She never saw Arnavji playing with the family like today..

Arnav: (STaring at Khushi): Dont worry about them Maamaji.. Now that I am here, they dont stand a chance to win..!!
Mamaji: Thats like mY boy..
Akash pushed Khushi gently to grab her attention and mumured softly for her to hear..

Akash: Stop staring at Bhai, Khushi bhabhi.. Or else we will lose brutally!!
Khsuhi (Concentratng back): Dont worry Akash, I am with you.. And infact we have a best chance to make him agree for yours and Payal's marriage..
Akash (Confused): how?
Khushi: Leave it to me..

She gigled again and then cleared her throat..

Khushi: So Maamaji, ask him if he is joining this game legally till the end or will he leave in between by the fear of losing ??
Arnav (Angrily): Stop conveying me things through others Khushi.. Talk to me directly.. And Arnav Singh Raizada never loses any game.!!
Khushi: (Seeing him): Accha? Toh phir agar hum jeet gaye toh aap Akash aur Payal ke rishtey ke liye taiyaar hojayengee .. DEAL??  (Really ?Then if you lose , you will have to agree for Akash and Payal's relationship.. DEAL? )

She almost uttered the word "DEAL" in her husband's tone only making him miss his heartbeat once seeing her innocent face.. He didnt know why he was so much concentrating on every expression of hers these days but he extended his hand towards her for a formal handshake and confirming that he was ready for it..

Arnav: DEAL!!
She happily moved her hand forward and they shook hands tight looking in each others eyes for some seconds and she purposely was the first one to move her hand behind and concentrate on the game.!!

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Part 33

Arnav: DEAL!!
She happily moved her hand forward and they shook hands tight looking in each others eyes for some seconds and she purposely was the first one to move her hand behind and concentrate on the game.!!
Chess was never so exciting for Khushi like today. She was already on cloud 9 that her husband was playing with her but the moment she remembered what DEAL they have signed verbally before starting this game, she started becoming nervous. Arnav Singh Raizada played very confidently and Maamaji was busy cheering him up.. His next move was so good that even Akash started clapping for him and Khushi's
expressions were worth watching. She pinched Akash on his arms earning a hissing sound from him.

Akash: Awww. Bhabhii!!
Khushi: Bhaabhi ke bacche.. Dont cheer him for his moves.. Cheer me.. If I lose, you wont be marrying Payal..!!

Akash realised the depth of Khushi's words and gave her a thumbs up. He started cheering Khushi now who was more than elated feeling good.. Seemed like Arnav's concentration was never on the game. It was his luck and destiny that he still played the best because his eyes were on his wife's changing moods and expressions. For the first time he was noticing happiness and bubbliness on her face most importantly because of him. For the first time he was admiring those hazel eyes which widened everytime he picked his pawn for the next move in the anxiety of knowing which soldier of hers  would be out of this game now. For the first time he was hearing her heart beating even after sitting a one arm distance away from her because she was really breathing hard to win this game at any cost . For the first time he was noticing the glint in her eyes and a ray of hope that she would win from her husband. He picked his queen and placed it right in between her King and Queen giving her full chance to win this game if only she really played with brains today. He immediately saw that winning look on her face as she didnt waste any time in beating him on his moves and raised her arms in air for victory..

She hugged Nani who along with Maami was surrounding them to know who would win.. Maami cheered aloud and so did Maamaji whereas Akash was just trying to believe he will now be able to get married to his love.. his Payal..!!

Arnav was still staring his wife like never before. He didnt know, his one purposed wrong move will give her so much of happiness. A happiness which she was deprived of since the time she married him.. Happiness she always strived hard for to get in her life.. She started jumping in joy on the floor congratulating Akash for his marriage.. Yes.. THat marriage which was yet to be fixed, she was already in the dreams of having it finalised..

Akash thanked her innumerous times and was still thinking if all this was really true or just a dream.. He then went to his Mother and father to take their blessings.. Arnav was watching all this. Till now Arnav never knew his one decision was important in his family's life to give them happiness.. His one Loss would give smiles and victory to his family to this extent that instead of feeling bad for him they all were enjoying it..
But he didnt repent on this. He knew what he did was against the rules. But if he wouldnt have done it, Khushi would have lost and the marriage deal would never take place. Not that he liked Payal and Akash to be together.. But afterall he was a Brother who also wished for his Younger's happiness.. If his happiness Lies in Payal, he will never come in his way.. He walked towards his wife who was still jumping with joy and holding her arm he dragged her with him a little aside..

Khushi: Arree.. Leave me Arnavji.. I have to celeberate!!
Arnav (Stopped and left her hand turning to see her): You have no idea how you won Khushi..

As usual he was trying his best to show that attitude in him but she baffled him with her next sentence..

Khsuhi: Humme pata hai.. Aap jaan bujke haare..!! (I know you lost purposely.. )
Arnav: WHAT?

Khushi (Smiled): Yes.. I know that.. Dont think I didnt watch you Mr Arnav Singh Raizada..!! I know you lost the game for me.!!

She raised both her eyebrows just trying to do something similar to what he does all the time by raising his eyebrow but she couldnt copy him as usual..

Arnav (Faking anger): For you? Never Khushi.. I did this for Akash.. And for the family. Dont think I will ever do anything for your happiness.!!
Khushi : But why do you forget my happiness lies in the family's Arnavji..!! And I am very happy that you too are sharing it today..!! Thanks so much for losing this game.. I owe you for this.. Ab hatiye.. Humme Payal ko phone lagaana hai.. (Now move.. Let me call up Payal and inform her this.. )

Arnav: What will you tell her ? That you won??
Khushi: (Chuckled): No.. I will tell her my husband LOST..

She gigled and rushed away from him before he could realise what she meant.. He definately had a smirk on his face seeing her behaviour..
Arnav: She is Unbelievable..!

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Night

From past one hour she was on call with Aman, then Anjali and now Payal to invite them again for the Holi tomorrow. All the time she kept the call he would think of talking to her about how he hated that festival and not to invite him forcibly in it, she would make another call before he could reach her , irritating his senses..

Khushi: Haan Haan.. I have made all the arrangements Payal.. Infact me and my family have full plans to propose your father for your hand tomorrow .. I am so happy. I wish to see this marriage happeneing soon.. I cant wait,,!! Okay.. Now I will cut the call. Have to still do a lot many things.. Bye baby.. Love you..

She passed a flying kiss to Payal on the phone shocking Arnav how could she do that to a girl and then she cut the call. He was now walking towards her to talk again when she started dailing another number. His anger raised and he snatched the phone from her and threw it on the bed..

Arnav: Enough of this Khushi.. No more calls.. You get that??

Khushi: No.. Not enough.. Arnavji.. Dont worry.. I wont ask you to pay the bill. Now I also earn Okay?
Arnav was really confused and his face showed it very much to her..
Khushi: Haaan haan.!! See.. I am also a member of board now.. I will get the salary which I can utilise in making such bill payments.. Now move..I need to make an urgent call.

She pushed him aside and all he could do was stare at her blankly.. What was happening in this house? Was she really bossing him or had he mellowed down?

He saw her dialing the next caller and he walked off that room without much fuss..!!

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Morning

He woke up when the rays of the sun hit his eyes from the French doors.. Rubbing his eyes softly he turned towards the other side to see if she was anywhere here but seemed like she had gone down.. He found a small note placed exactly on his side with something written on it..He picked it up and started reading with his sleepy eyes..

"Happy Holi Arnavji.. I know you hate this festival of colours because you are bound to be a  Black and White personality but not anymore. Today I will prove to this family that my Arnavji also can be colourful just like everyone out here. If you wish to prove me wrong, come down and meet me at the Dinning Table. I will wait for you.. Yours Lovely Wife, Khushi Singh Raizada.."

Arnav: WHAT THE...

This was the only phrase that came out of his mouth at the moment. She was giving him open challenges these days and he could do nothing.. No Khushi.. THis time he will show her she cannot win him everytime. He pushed the duvet aside and without even giving another thought he opened the door and came down the stairs. As promised in the Note, she was with the family at the Dinning Table. Wearing a Off White Chudidar she was serving the morning breakfast to everyone.. She did notice him coming down and wished to gigle seeing his face but she controlled. Because she wanted everyone to notice her drawings..

Arnav (Coming to her): What the hell is going on Khsuhi ? Kya tha woh Note? (What was that note about? )

Khushi looked at his face and so did the others.. Everyone siting there started laughing seeing his face and he didnt understand what was wrong in that? Was he here to make people laugh? He was so serious here and his family was laughing? He turned to see Khushi again who had joined the family in laughter some minutes back..

Arnav (Clutching her arm and pulling her in anger): This is not funny Khushi.. Why the hell are you laughing like that?
Khushi controlled her laughs and then moved a mirror between him and her making him see his face in the mirror. He was scared to see himself in that.. Using some yellow colour a moustache was drawn for him which gave him a typical clown look. Some coloured patches here and there on his face too..

Khushi: (Moving back): Holi Mubaarak Arnavji.. Kahan tha naa maine.. Aap pure rango se sajaa dungi.. Dekh lijiye.. Hum ne yeh bhi kar dikhaya.. ( Happy Holi Arnavji.. I had told you right that I will fill you with colours.. See.. I just did.. I even finished this complex task too so easily..)

She ran towards the other side of the table to avoid him pulling her again.. He threw the mirror on the floor in anger..

Nani: Chotte.. Dont be angry now..You are really looking nice in so many colours..
Maami: Haan bitwa.. Bilkul Black and White Film se EASTMAN colours hogaye ho..!!

Everyone started laughing again and Arnav angrily gritted his teeth again watching Khushi..

Arnav: You will pay for this Khushi.!! I swear!!
Khushi (Chuckled): After I get my Salary!! Pakka!!

She was only making fun of this matter but she didnt know what he was capable of..! He walked back to his room and angrily pushed the bathroom door open for washing his face.. For the first time in all these years, he was once again marked by the colours.. He had beautiful memories of his childhood when this festival was celeberated with full enthusiasm in his house but after all that ill which took place here, he hated these festivals because it reminded him of his mother and his Sister Avni.. Today what khushi did with him was surely not forgiveable!! He splashed the water on his face and wiped off that colour..

************

An hour passed and she never came up to their room. He could hear sounds of people outside the room.. Some familiar voices and some unfamiliar.. So the Guests had started coming here as per his wife's invites and they all were in full mood to celeberate Holi.. His door was knocked and he angrily asked the person to come in thinking it will be her..But it was Akash.!!

Akash : Bhai..Will you really not come outside? Everyone is waiting for you Bhai.. Please.. For me.!!
Arnav: Akash.. Please.. You cannot force me for this.. I am not coming..
Akash: But Bhai.. Payal has also came down with her family.. It was only because of you that all have agreed for this wedding.. Please bhai.. Come down .
Arnav (Angrily): Akash dont you get once what I said? I said I am not coming..
Akash (Giving  up): Fine Bhai.. We will miss you though..!! And happy holi..

Saying that Akash left downstairs and as the door was getting closed again Arnav could hear his wife's gigling sounds.. So she was nearby their room..He opened the door again and came little outside to find her and to his Surprise he saw Khushi in the white dress running around the couch in the living room trying to escape from Payal who was chasing her to apply the colour on her.

Khushi (Running): Payal please.. I have taken an oath that I will get the colour first applied by Arnavji only. Please stop.. Dont chase me.. I swear the second chance will be yours.. Please go..

She was still running and Arnav couldnt believe she just said that.. She was still expecting him to come and apply her the colour first ?

Arnav (Looking at her from top floor): In your dreams Khushi.. Arnav Singh Raizada will never play with colours.. And definately not with you.!!

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Part 34

Khushi (Running): Payal please.. I have taken an oath that I will get the colour first applied by Arnavji only. Please stop.. Dont chase me.. I swear the second chance will be yours.. Please go..

She was still running and Arnav couldnt believe she just said that.. She was still expecting him to come and apply her the colour first ?

Arnav (Looking at her from top floor): In your dreams Khushi.. Arnav Singh Raizada will never play with colours.. And definately not with you.!!

He smirked and turned behind to leave but stopped hearing another voice from there . It looked such a familiar Voice.

Rudra: Come on Khushi. Dont spoil the fun. Holi mein sab maaf hai!! Who will wait for you to finish the oath?
Payal: Right Bhai!! Lets deal with this girl together today..!!
Khushi: Nahi..!! Please.. Guys...

She was still gigling and saving herself from being coloured by these sibblings and Arnav's eyes already were red seeing Rudra in his house. How Dare this man came here! And how can he think of applying colour to Khushi ? Doesnt he realise she is someone's wife and he should be appreciating her wish of not playing the Holi with them until her husband applies the colours on her? He fisted his fingers and continued  watching his wife running across the living room while Payal and Rudra chased her ..

After a chase of almost 10 more minutes, finally Khushi was blocked by both the ways from Payal and Rudra and she knew she cannot avoid this now!! She closed her eyes when Rudra started extending his palm to apply the colour on her face but when she didnt hear them screaming or laughing anymore for catching hold of her she opened her eyes slowly and to her surprise she found her husband standing right before her holding Rudra's hand not allowing him to apply colour to his wife. Rudra was confused seeing Arnav's rageful state while Payal was shocked as she never felt Arnav will come and stop them like that.. Khushi's eyes opened wide seeing her husband present here in this white Kurta and Black Jeans.

Arnav (To Rudra): Khushi meri Patni hai.. Usse sabse pehle rang lagaane ka haq sirf mujhe hai. Aur main apna haq kissi aur ko nahi deta!! (Khushi is my wife. And I have full rights to apply the colour first to her. Neither do I like giving my rights to someone else!!)
Rudra moved his hand behind as he found Arnav's grip on his wrist loosening.. Khushi felt like her ears were ringing. Did he really say something like that? Her heart was beating louder than usual as she saw Arnav turning towards her. He dipped his palms on the colours contained in the plate which Payal was holding in her hand and then rubbed those palms on Khushi's cheeks lightly. She continued staring in Arnav's eyes and he did the same on her left Cheek too.!!

Their eyes never left each other as this was a very special moment for them. Arnav was playing Holi after so long years.The last time he applied such colours to anyone was his little sister Avni who was hardly 10 then!! He had bitter memories all his life after his Mother passed away and his sister was made to stay away from him and these memories never allowed him to paticipate in such lively festivals again anytime but things changed after he married Khushi. He married her to give her pain but inturn his wife was giving him life again.. His wife was like a life giving machine these days who was making him breathe happiness slowly and steadily..

Khushi on the other hand had never thought Arnav would so easily come and apply the colours on her. She was seeing his jealousy turning out to be that one main reason for this change in her husband's behaviour. He never liked others claiming a right on her, he never liked when she spent her time mixing with others, he never liked when she ignored him and concentrated on others, he never liked when she showed him that she was okay with his ignorance and was accepting him  the way he was.

Payal and Rudra were been pulled by Akash and Aman for playing the colours with them and everyone seemed to be very happy seeing Arnav and Khushi so lost in this moment that they hardly cared of others.. After few seconds when Arnav was finally done marking her with his favourite colour Red, he moved back to leave but she caught hold of his hand..

Khushi: Hum jaante hai aapko yeh tyohaar kissi aur ki yaad dilaata hai Arnavji.. Par unn yaadon ko jeene ka kya matlab agar woh aapko itni chot, itni taqleef de? Kya aap ko aisa lagta hai ki aap ki Maa aapko aise dekh ke khush hai? Aaj ek baar sab kuch bhulkar kya aap humme aapke dil mein zhaakne ka ek mauka nahi de sakte? Aaj Shaadi ke baad ki humaari yeh pehli Holi hai. Har patni ki tarah hum bhi apne Pati ko rang lagaana chahte hain Arnavji.. Kya bus ek baar aap humme yeh haq nahi de sakte? Bus Ek baar?
(
I know this festival reminds you of your past Arnavji. But why to remember those memories which gives you nothing else but hurt and pain? Do you think your Maa is happy seeing you like this? Today for just once can you forget everything and allow your wife to  see through your heart? Its our first Holi after our marriage Arnavji and like every wife even I would like to put colour on my husband. Just for one time will you give me this right being your wife?)

Arnav's silence was killing her from within. She just wanted to know if he will really agree for this or not. Will he allow her to put colours on him too? She was still thinking when he caught her hand in his rubbing the colour of his palms on her palms. A smile crept on her lips as she could read what he wanted to tell her by these actions of his. She didnt had to dip her palms in any seperate Colours to aply it on him, she gently extended her both palms towards his cheeks and he quietly moved his cheek towards the direction of her palm allowing her to apply the colour. This was the best moment again for Khushi and she loved this change and soberness in his behaviour towards her.

Khushi (Applying the colour on his cheeks and looking in his eyes): Holi Mubaarak Arnavji.. (Happy Holi Arnavji )

Her eyes teared but these were happy ones and she didnt wanted to break this cute moment of theirs by being so emotional. She quickly wiped them and then held his hand trying to drag him.

Khushi: The whole family is waiting to apply colours on you Arnavji.. Even they should get a fair chance like I did.. Come..!!
She tried pulling him but he held her wrist and made her leave his hand. Before she could even question anything he left back inside not wishing to be a part of this anymore.!!

She sighed in disappointment.. She checked her palms which still had the colour she had applied on his cheeks. She then touched her cheeks too and blushed happily. She thanked her Devi Maiyya for giving this special moment to her which she can remember for lifetime and cherish it day and night.. Sheetal Mathur who had just entered this garden of Raizada House as she was invited here for Holi was watching this entire scene between Arnav and Khushi where Arnav allowed his wife to put colour on him and not just that but he also applied the same on her. She couldnt believe this girl was changing Arnav so much. If at this rate the things progress ahead , that day isnt far when her ASR will slip completely from her hands and fall for his wife hard which she never wanted to happen!!

Khushi was still lost in those moments when suddenly she was hugged from behind by Payal who applied colours on her cheeks ..

Payal: Happy Holi Khushi.. And see I didnt let you break that oath. I am applying this colour on you after your husband.. Happy?
Khushi turned around and hugged her back..
Khushi: I am very happy Payal.. Did you see how he allowed me to.. (she was excitedly telling Payal everything and Payal just stopped her )

Payal: I know everything baby.. I am happy for you.. The Leopard is already mellowing down and everyone can notice that.!! A day would soon come when he will be welcoming you in his den and allowing you to take care of him ..
Khushi: Really Payal? Will this day come?
Payal: I bet.. It will come very soon.. Now come and help me apply some colours to that Akash.. Where is he ? I am not finding him..!!

Payal took Khushi with her and started finding Akash. They finally saw him and Aman all engrossed in helping some men making Bhaang!!

Payal: Akash?  Whats this ?
Akash : Bhaang.. Its all ready to be served and since you both are our first customers you should be the honour of guest here to taste it before we actually serve others.
Payal : Is it even good?
Akash: Try it!!

He handed one glass to Payal and then he extended the other towards Khushi..

Khushi: No way Akash.. I dont drink Bhaang.!! I am strictly against it..!!
Akash: But why? Its a part of tradition to drink it on Holi Khushi Bhabhi...
Aman: Exactly.!! So today no one will be spared..!!

He was about to make Khushi drink it when she pushed him and ran away denying to drink it..
Aman (chuckled): She wont drink like this.. I have a plan for that..
Payal: Aman Please.. You better dont make a plan to make her drink this.. Khushi is going to talk to Rudra and Paapa on my marriage with Akash today after this Holi Celeberation. And I dont want her to lose her senses with that Bhaang effect and forget it..

Akash : Ohh Yes..!! How can I forget it? Khushi Bhabhi better doesnt drink this.. Dont you know what had happened in that earlier party where Bhai had forced her to drink?
Payal: Hmm.. I remember it better than you both!!
Aman: Fine ..! If you think she is good away from the Bhaang then let it be that way..!! But ASR should drink this..
Akash: Absolutely right.. Bhai should taste it today.. So lets search for him.. Come..
Payal: I am out of this..

Akash and Aman filled a glass of Bhaang and started searching Arnav. All this conversation was once again heard by Sheetal who found the best medicine of her problems. BHAANG..!! She knew if she will make Khushi drink this somehow, she will blurt the truth of how much she is hurt staying with Arnav and how much he troubles her before the entire family , infact before every guest who is present here and that will make the Raizada's head bow down in shame. Also Arnav will never spare Khsuhi if she does something like this. So in order to show Khushi her right place she will have to make sure she loses her senses tonight by the Bhaang . She quickly exhanged the glasses of Bhaang and Thandai (Normal Juice) and then waited for someone to come and make Khsuhi atleast drink this so that her work will be done!!

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The Holi was fully enjoyed by everyone out here from Raizada Family.. Shyam and Anjali were also invited but Anjali didnt actively participated as she was pregnant. She stayed back and saw everyone enjoying. Even Khushi was standing with her. Khushi was already full of colours on her cheeks and her dress and was in search of her husband when Payal came there and dragged her towards the Bhaang Counter again..

Khushi: Payal please.. I told you I cant drink Bhaang..!!
Payal (Stopped): I know that  hence we have something else for the non Bhaang enjoyers too.. The Thandaai (She handed a glass of Thandaai to Khushi).. You can drink this.. Its safe!!
Khushi : Pakka?
Payal: Pakka..!! Drink..

She and Khushi cheers'd their glasses and gulped down their drinks individually.

Khushi: (Gulping it all down her throat and looking at Payal): Its different!!
Payal just smiled and continued taking Khushi towards the dancing crowd for dance!!!!

Akash and Aman were finally able to make Arnav drink the real Bhaang forcibly and that too not just one glass but almost 3 in total..

Arnav (Keeping the glass aside): Thats it.. No more Bhaang now..!! I am going inside and I dont anyone to disturb or stop me!!
Aman was going to stop him but Arnav interrupted..
Arnav : Shut up Aman!!
Aman placed a finger on his lips not to utter a word more now. ASR coming down and atleast allowing them to apply colours on him and then drinking Bhaang was more than enough!! So if he wished to get back to his room now , they were okay with it..

Arnav turned to leave but thats when his eyes fell on the crowd who were dancing at the opposite side and more interestingly his beautiful wife was exactly in the middle and enjoying her dance moves.!!

Arnav : WHAT THE..!!!

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Part 35

Arnav turned to leave but thats when his eyes fell on the crowd who were dancing at the opposite side and more interestingly his beautiful wife was exactly in the middle and enjoying her dance moves.!!

Arnav : WHAT THE..!!!

Was she drunk? Seemed so. Waving her arms in air, putting a smile on her face, balancing herself amidst the crowd, shutting her eyes, moving her waist with the beats she was doing something. This wasnt exactly a dance but for her it was more than that.

He stopped Aman who was going to join the crowd for dancing.

Arnav: Who gave her Bhaang?
Aman: Bhaang? To whom? Khushi? (he turned to see where Khushi was and seeing her dancing that too with so much fun he realised what Arnav was asking.).. Ohh Yes.. Seems like finally she had it..Its Okay ASR.. Bura naa maano Holi hai.. (Dont feel bad its Holi man)

He started dancing then and there holding Arnav's hands too but Arnav stopped him again.

Arnav: Aman I am serious Okay.!! Did you make her drink that?
Aman: I wanted to but she denied . I have no idea whose work this is. You relax ASR. Why so much bothered on that?
Arnav: (Angrily): Because you have no idea what she does in such alcoholic effect. Last time in the party where she consummed it, she blabbered many things to me and not just that but stayed with that Dr at her place that night.!!
Aman (Chuckled): Ohh I seee.. So you dont want her to repeat that again? Specially the staying part right ? You know what ASR? (He placed his hand on Arnavs shoulder).. You like her man. Seriously.. I can read that in your eyes, that jealousy which you feel seeing her with someone else, the anger in your body when someone tries to hurt her, the pain in your soul when you see her shedding tears, even if the  tears are because of your tortures, still you feel bad for her..If that isnt LOVE then what it is ASR?

He patted Arnav's shoulder once..

Aman: Think again.. Just stop being so rude and arrogant husband. Be gentle towards her and ensure she gets all the lawful rights from you. She needs it.!!

Arnav pushed Aman aside as his words were not letting him think any good. His current mission was to safeguard his Wife who was surrounded by unknown Guests dancing. He caught her hand and got her out from the dancing crowd. He stopped when they came at some distance from the rest and he left her hand.

Arnav: You drank Bhaang?
Khushi was just admiring his face continuosly.
Arnav (Clutching her arms): I am asking something serious Dammit. Answer me!!
Khushi : Aapki Aankhein.. !! (Your eyes)
Arnav: Kya ? (What?)
Khushi: Aapke Baal..!! (Your hair)
Arnav knew this was the Bhaang effect. He remained quiet and kept waiting for her to finish her praises..

Khushi : Aapki Smile!! Hayeeee.. Yeh toh Salmaan Khan ji ko bhi maat de de. Aapko pata hai hum humesha yehi sochte hai ki hum kitne khush naseeb hai ki humme aap jaisa Pati mila. ( Your Smile.. Hayeee. You beat even Salmaan Khan in that. You know I always think how lucky I am to have you as my husband.)

Arnav (Interrupting): Khushi what rubbish..This is all the Bhaang Effect okay..?

Khushi: Sshhh .. Aaj aap chup rahenge.. Aur bus hum bolenge. (Sshhh! !! Today you will remain silent and only I will speak)
Arnav: Shut Up Khushi and.
Khushi (In frustration): You Shut up Arnavji..!! Hum itni jarrori baat kar rahe hai aur aap hai ki.. abhi tak Bhaang pe atke hai..!!! (You shut Up Arnavji.. I am talking such an important matter and you.. Still stuck on the Bhaang?)

No matter how much angry he was for poking him to this extent but he liked it today when she took dominance and was describing  what she thinks about him. He was hardly been praised by anyone for his personality till date, so she was the first one in the list and somehwere in his heart he wished to hear more from her. Seeing him quiet and ready to hear what she had to say, she continued again, but this time, wrapping her hands around his arms, leaning her head on his shoulder and taking a walk in between the crowd who was busy playing Holi but seemed like they were not disturbed anymore by the others.

Khushi: Aap ko pata hai aaj kal hum bahut saare sapne dekhne lage hai.. Kuch band aakhon se aur kuch khuli aakhon se.!! Aap.. Main aur humaari Chotti si duniya..!! Kitna accha lagega naa sab kuch? Aur phir kuch mahino mein hum dono ke beech koi teesra aayega.!!! ( You know these days I am dreaming  a lot. Some with my eyes closed and some keeping them open.. You.. Me and our small little world. How happy everything will be. !! And then after few months we will have the third person coming between us.. )

She chuckled and blushed both together. Arnav stopped walking and in anger turned towards her

Arnav: Teesra? Who dares to come between us? ( Third Person? ?? Who dares to come between us?)

The Bhaang had started effecting him too and he hadnt realised that he was getting involved in his Wife's talks. She knew he was innocent to even realise what she was talking about..!!!

Khushi (Extending her hand towards him): Choose one finger.!!
Arnav: WHAT?
Khsuhi: Dont ask me anything .. Just choose one!!!
Arnav sighed and tapped her forefinger!!
Khushi (Smiled): Humme laga tha.. Aap yehi chunenge!! (I knew it.. You will select this..)
Arnav: Now would you mind telling me what that was for?
Khushi wrapped her hands again around his arm and continued walking ahead. They were already much aloof from the rest of the people!!

Khushi: Humme beti chahiye!! Aur aap ko bhi!! (I need a daughter.. And even you. )
Arnav stopped again as he never thought she was thinking so much for their future.. Together..! He looked at her face and could see the little tears in her eyes..

Khushi: Hum ne toh naam bhi soch rakha hai..!! AASHI..!! Arnav aur Khushi ki Aashi.!! Kaisa laga naam? (I have even thought about a name for her.. AASHI.. Arnav and Khushi's Aashi!! .. You liked the name?)

Arnav was very much touched knowing how much engrossed she was in dreaming a perfect future for them..

Arnav: (Gulping his pain): Khushi main.. (Khushi .. I...)
Khushi: Sshh!! (She interrupted him again not allowing him to speak..)
Khushi: Humme pata hai aap ko kya kehna hai..!! Aap ne kuch aur naam socha hoga.. Hai naa?  Par Arnavji.. Yeh naam perfect hai.!! Aashi..!! Aap ko pata hai Aashi ka kya matlab hai? Aashi matlab muskaan..!! Smile..!! Humme yakeen hai.. Uske aane se hum dono ki zindagi mein sab theek ho jaayega..!! Hum dono ke saare dard door hojaayenge ...!!  Sacchi.. (I know what you have to tell. You must have thought of another name for her.. Right? But Arnavji.. This name is perfect.!! AASHI.. You know what it means? AASHI means SMILE..  I have full faith .. Because of her coming in our lives, everything will change.. All our pains will vanish!! Really. .!! )

He had heard it enough. Today he was actually most hurt knowing her thoughts about their relation and their future. Why did she had so much of patience in her? Where did she save this much of tolerance within her? He didnt had the courage to hear any more dreams she had planned for their future. He knew these would never complete.. It will only remain as dreams in her life .. He turned to walk away but she caught his wrist and turned him back to her. She cupped his face and he looked in his eyes, giving time to both of them equally!!

Khushi: Hum jab bhi inn aankhon mein dekhte hai , humme in me sab kuch dikhaai deta hai Arnavji.. Hum apni poori zindagi inn aankhon ko dekh kar bita sakte hai..!! ( Whenever I see in your eyes, I always find everything I need in them Arnavji.. I am ready to Live my whole life seeing them..!!)

He wished to stop her somehow from uttering anything further..!! He moved her hands away from his face but she continued..!!

Khushi: Agar aaj humaari har pareshani, har taqleef , har dard ki wajah aap hai, toh humme yakeen hai ki aage chalke aap hi humaari har khushi, har sapna aur har muskurahat ki wajah banenge. Hum aapse pyaar karte hai Arnavji. Bahut Pyaar. (If today you are the reason of all my pain and problems then have a belief that you would be the reason for every dream, happiness and smiles going ahead. I Love you a lot Arnavji . I Love you)

Her eyes teared as his hold on her hand tightened while he stared at her face.

Khushi: I Love you Arnavji.!! I Love you!!!

This was the final nail in the coffin. He stared at her face for some seconds and then left the place, leaving her alone thinking if she had crossed the limit? She had no repentance for telling him what she felt. But seeing him leaving her made her little upset. She had no idea how he was going to react to this truth from now on. All she wished was that he thinks it from his heart this time, forgetting all the revenge that he had planned ahead for her, because all this will lead him nowhere.

Someone placed a hand on her shoulder and she turned back to see who it was. Sheetal Mathur was standing right before her and was looking at her with full anger written on her face.

Khushi (Smiled): Sheetal? When did you come? Holi Mubarak.!!

She immediately dipped her hands in the colours placed aside and tried to apply it on Sheetal's cheeks but Sheetal didnt allow her to do so. Infact she angrily threw the plates of colours from the side table scaring Khushi for some seconds with her behaviours..

Sheetal:(Angrily): Stop doing all this Khushi. Stop taking my ASR away from me. He will never be yours. !! What did you think haan? Acting to be all good before him, taking care of his likes and dislikes, you will win his heart? He will never even look at you.. You have no idea how much of anger he has in his mind and heart for you. He made all this plan to take revenge from you with me beside him. He hates you Khushi. He hates you so much that he can never accept the love that you are showering on him . Dont stay in false hopes. He was mine.. He is Mine and he will remain Mine!! Forever!!

Khushi was calmly listening to whatever Sheetal had to say.

Khushi: Done with your Blames Miss Sheetal Mathur? Then now you better listen to me. What did you think ? I will never come to know who exchanged my glass of Thandaai to Bhaang? (Sheetal was speechless. She knew it? Still she drank this without any hesitation?).. What did you thought haan? That I will drink this and make fun of my Husband's reputation?

Sheetal: Huhh!! Ohh Wow.!! Seems like your brain has finally started working in the right direction Khushi. You are so much changed these days. You werent like this before.. Staying with ASR you really have started thinking like him..!!
Khushi: Not just thinking Sheetal, I have inbibed a lot from him. And will keep doing that because I am his wife. I dont need to act good before everyone. People like you need to fake faces before others everytime, not me!! What did you tell me? That my husband planned all this revenge sitting with you .. He has loads of anger for me within him etc etc.. You think I dont know that? I know everything what he feels for me. No one more than a wife can read her husband's eyes. I have seen what he felt for me before and what he feels for me now.

Sheetal was fuming at her words and was only trying to control her anger.. Khushi took few steps towards Sheetal and then looked in her eyes with equal rage..!!

Khushi: Ek aur Baat Miss Sheetal Mathur.!! Arnavji aapke the.!! Par ab..!! Woh humaare hai aur humaare hi rahenge!! Aap jaise hazaaro Sheetal Mathur ab humare Arnavji ko humse cheen nahi paayenge!! Aur yeh ek Patni ka waada hai!! (One more thing Miss SHeetal Mathur.. ! Arnavji was yours.. But now..!! He is mine and will be mine forever!! 1000's of Sheetal Mathur like you will not be able to snatch my Arnavji from me.. And this is a Wife's promise!!)

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Part 36

"Hum jab bhi inn aankhon mein dekhte hai , humme in me sab kuch dikhaai deta hai Arnavji.. Hum apni poori zindagi inn aankhon ko dekh kar bita sakte hai..!!"

"Agar aaj humaari har pareshani, har taqleef , har dard ki wajah aap hai, toh humme yakeen hai ki aage chalke aap hi humaari har khushi, har sapna aur har muskurahat ki wajah banenge. Hum aapse pyaar karte hai Arnavji. Bahut Pyaar."

" Arnav aur Khushi ki Aashi.!! Kaisa laga naam?"

"Aashi matlab muskaan..!! Smile..!! Humme yakeen hai.. Uske aane se hum dono ki zindagi mein sab theek ho jaayega..!! Hum dono ke saare dard door hojaayenge ...!!"

Every word she confessed today was pricking his heart today. She loved him? She really Loved a man like him? How can she love a man who never gave her happiness? How can she love a man who ruined her life? How can she love a man who married her only for revenge and is tolerating her beside him, in his room only because he wishes to give her more pain each and every minute? How can she love a man who never even talked to her properly? How can she love a man who always manhandled her? How can she love a man who badmouthed her, insulted her, spoiled her day, made her cry, spoiled her each and every day since the time she met him? How can she love a man who is manipulating her each second and using her according to his plans and motives? How??

He banged his fist on the closed door of his room locking it from inside. His wrist was bruised by his action and so was his heart by Khushi's confession. She was dreaming a happy life with him , a life full of love, respect and tremendous joy. She planned to have a baby from him, she even decided it should be a baby girl and she named her already. AASHI.. A name which was the combination of her and his initials. Everything seemed to be revolving around him today, his head was spinning and so was his heart. He wanted to control himself from landing into a situation which would lead problems ahead. He wanted to go back to her and tell her she had to come out of her dreams because she will never have them fulfilled. He wanted to do everything that she can never imagine would be her future, a dark scary future wherein she will be shattered just like he is because of her father. But wait a minute, will he be able to see her in that state? Will he be able to see her all alone and in pain , shedding tears and remorsing for being his Wife? He had numerous questions juggling in his mind and he felt like banging his head somewhere to stop all these thoughts from coming up and spoiling his day.

He saw himself in the mirror and the red colour which she had applied on his cheeks was clearly visible. The touch of her fingers on his cheeks so lovingly was heartbreaking. With every touch of her fingers she made on him, he had skipped a beat of his heart because he was never made to feel that much loved by anyone yet. When he was a kid he was loved by his mother, by his sister but then what happened after that? His mother suicided, his sister was made to go out of his life and he remained alone in this house, all those memories still haunted his mind. His mother's open eyes when her dead body was been laid down on the floor , his sister's screams when she realised her Maa was dead, everything was reflected today in the mirror as if laughing on him for getting attracted towards the daughter of that same man who was the reason for all the mishaps in his life and family. He angrily threw the flower vase on that mirror breaking it into pieces. He walked to the Poolside to come out of his thoughts. This poolside had always been his companion in lonliness. But the calm water of that pool had reflection of his wife. He had seen her sitting at the edge of this pool, dipping her feet in the water and enjoying the cold weather sometimes. Today that same water was laughing on him for falling in love with that same woman whom he had promised to destroy along with her whole family. He pushed the Glass table placed aside inside the pool in anger to stop the visions of his wife. There was no place in this house where he can be alone, totally alone without the memories of his past or the confessions of his present. Everything was marked by HER. Everything was making him remember either his dead mother, his lost sister or his loving wife. He wanted to go away from this place, so far away where no one can reach him.

He turned to leave and opened the door but stopped again .Arnav Singh Raizada can never run away from his responsibilties. He was like a hard rock who could neither be melted nor made to bend before anyone. He will not go away from here. This was his house, he will not step out anytime. He turned back to the poolside in anger. He could think of nothing to stop that anger inside him from growing. He was about to hit his hand again and this time on the French door at the Poolside when suddenly he felt someone holding his hand and stopping him from hurting himself. That similar touch again which he never wished to feel anytime. He knew it was her . His wife was in his room now to check if he was okay .

She scanned the entire room and the poolside. The broken mirror, the table floating in the Pool everything cleared her doubts on who did all this and why? She realised her husband was in a very bad mood and probably it was because of her love confession. She didnt know if this was the right time to talk to him but when Arnav Singh Raizada is your husband, no time can be the right time. She looked at his face and especially in those eyes which he was trying to hide from her.

Khushi: Itna Gussa? Kyon Arnavji?  (So much of anger? why Arnavji?)

He clutched her arms pinning her to the wall behind to reply back to her questions in his language. The only language he knew and followed. The language of Hate and manhandling.

Arnav: Kya sochkar yahan aayi thi ?Ki main tumhaare intazaar mein baitha rahunga? Tumhe kya laga mujhe propose karke tum mujhe humesha ke liye paa sakti ho ? Galat sochti ho tum Khushi. Arnav Singh Raizada ko paana itna aasaan nahi hai aur khaas kar ki tab jab tum mere maa ke kaatil ki beti ho.  Main sab kuch bhool sakta hoon Khushi par yeh kabhi nahi bhool sakta ki tumhare Paapa ne meri Maa ko maar dala. Apni family ki khushi ke liye.. Tumhaare acchi parvarish ke liye.. (What did you think before coming here? That I will be waiting lovingly for you to come inside this room? You must have thought you will get me forever by proposing me. But you thought wrong Khushi. Its not so easy to win Arnav Singh Raizada's love and definately not when you are the daughter of his mother's murderer. I can forget everything in my life but not the truth that your father killed my Mother for his family's benefit, for your benefit.!! )

She was stunned seeing his anger and hearing the venom he was spilling on her by his words.

Khushi: Kab tak Arnavji? Kab tak aap yuhin apne aap ko dard dete rahenge? Hum padh sakte hai aapki aankhon mein.. Aap ko pyaar ki zaroorat hai, kissi ke sahaare ki zaroorat hai. Kuch haasil nahi hoga Arnavji itni nafrat se. Bus ek baar kissi ki apne dil ke andar zhaakne ka mauka toh dijiye, aur phir dekkhiye kaise aapki zindagi, aap ke apne pariwaar ki zindagi badal jaayegi. Humesha ke liye. Koi khush nahi hai aapko aise dekh kar, naa main, naa Nani, naa Akash aur naa apki Maa, jo aapko dekh rahi hai Arnavji.. Humaare liye naa sahi, kam se kam uss Maa ke liye toh..  (Till when Arnavji? Till when will you keep hurting yourself? I can read your eyes. You are in need of immense Love and support. You will get nothing carrying this Hatred forward. Just one time allow someone to enter your heart Arnavji, and then see how your life will be different. Your life and your family will change forever. No one is happy seeing you like this, not me, not even Nani, Akash and not even your Maa who is watching you from somewhere. If not for me, atleast for your Maa.. )


She was about to continue but hearing her talk about his Maa, he couldnt help raising his hand on her, though he stopped it at the right time before slapping her. She had never sensed this coming from him. A SLAP? He raised his hand on her? What wrong did she say?  She just told him what the truth is. Though he didnt slap her in real, he would have done that . Something would have stopped him today, but may be tomorrow or some other random day in future, she was ought to recieve this slap from him for no fault of hers. She was breathing hard supressing all that pain and fear she had within her seeing him in this state. He himself had no control on any actions of his today after her confession. He was not a coward to raise his hand on his wife and definately not when she was not at fault. He knew what she told was just for his benefit but he had temprament issues and he will never be able to take such advises from anyone related to his Maa and never from his wife!!

He walked out of the room not to disturb her and ruin the moment more. He needed some peace of mind, he needed to sort himself before he could actually drift in darkness. She sat down on the floor all numb and cold to his actions!!

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After almost an hour of long drive Arnav was back into the house, he was still in the same clothes which he wore for the Holi in the morning. His mood was better than what it was an hour back. He walked inside the house with an aim to get changed quickly and leave for work. He was in no mood to stay back in this house and Face his Wife. But the moment he entered he was been called by Nani and Akash who had gathered at the Living room with the Sharma family fixing up Akash and Dr Payal's wedding. He quickly scanned the Living room and realised she was not here. He came inside and stood next to his Nani.

Nani: Where were you Chotte? We all have finally fixed Akash's marriage with Payal. You are the main person of this family and we all wanted to discuss the same with you.
Arnav : Nani I have already given my approval . So you decide what and when , I have no much idea on that.
Akash: But Bhai you can still be here with us for some time right? I will be happy.

Arnav wanted to leave but Akash's words stopped him. He agreed to stay back for sometime down till the Sharma family leaves. Rudra was sitting with Payal and looked happy that his Fatty sister finally got a man of her choice. So Akash was the one whom she was dating from past few days . He knew Akash Singh Raizada and had no problems with his sister tieing his knot with him. Maama and Maami were fixing the dates of the engagement while Nani was talking to Mr Sharma. Akash and Payal were all the time busy blushing as Aman was teasing them continuosuly. But his main question was where was Khushi? His eyes scanned the house once again and thats when he saw her coming out with a Tray of Tea cups for everyone. She was looking pale and her eyes glued on the floor. She was faking that smile on her face to show everything was normal and fine with her. How can she be fine when so much happened today? He wanted to shift his gaze back on the family but he couldnt. She did realise he was present here as she had heard him talking to nani when he came in. She quickly served the Tea to everyone and at last came with the tray towards him with his Black Coffee. She didnt meet his eyes and fixed it down on the floor and he didnt pick the cup at all but continued staring at her face.

Aman (Chuckled): ASR..The Coffee is getting cold. Pick the cup and admire your wife later.

Everyone concentrated on them but he didnt care to pick the cup still. He continued  looking at her face. She was having a lot of difficulty in standing like that before him in such a mood. She could still feel her heart thumping after remembering how he raised his hand on her today.

Arnav : Khushi .. I..

He wanted to show little remorse for raising his hand like that on her but he couldnt complete that sentence as she no longer stood before him with the tray. Since he didnt pick the cup, she placed it on the table and excused herself from the rest of the family on then pretext of getting some snacks for everyone and left the room. He clenched his jaw seeing her ignoring him and his talks. Not bothering for the family sitting over here and discussing something important which needed his attention, he followed his wife  towards the Kitchen.

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Part 37

Arnav : Khushi .. I..

He wanted to show little remorse for raising his hand like that on her but he couldnt complete that sentence as she no longer stood before him with the tray. Since he didnt pick the cup, she placed it on the table and excused herself from the rest of the family on then pretext of getting some snacks for everyone and left the room. He clenched his jaw seeing her ignoring him and his talks. Not bothering for the family sitting over here and discussing something important which needed his attention, he followed his wife  towards the Kitchen.

She placed the tray aside and continued wiping the Plates. She knew he was following her and by now he was also inside the kitchen , behind her. She didnt move an inch to notice him but continued doing her work. He waited for some seconds and when she still didnt turn back , he angrily turned her around holding her wrist tight.

Arnav: Main jab tumse baat karu , toh palat ke jaaya mat karo.. (He said gritting his teeth).. (When I am talking to you, dont you dare walk away)

She struggled to come out of his grip while he continued staring at her face.
Arnav: I didnt wish to. ..(he wanted to speak to her but something was stopping him and that something was his EGO).. I.. I ..
Khushi (Angrily): Leave my hand Arnavji.. They must be waiting for me..
Arnav (Angrily): They? Who the hell are they to get so much of importance from you? (He screamed aloud almost sliding some glass plates down the floor and breaking them..)

His anger had still not cooled down. He was in the same mood like he was some time back when he had raised his hand on her.

Khushi (Angrily seeing him): Pariwaar hai mera .. Aur aap se toh kahi gunaa acche log hai woh.. Kam se kam woh log humme samajhte toh hai, aap ke jaise hum par bina wajah haath nahi uthaate. !! (They are my family. And much much better than you..At least they know what I am .. They dont raise their hands on me for no reasons like you did.. )

Her pain was clearly visible in her eyes and her words made him feel more guilty.! He loosened his grip from her wrist and she took this opportunity to move away from him. She turned back and continued doing her work here but heard him defending himself softly..

Arnav: I didnt do it purposely.. !!

Khushi: That doesnt raise you in my eyes Arnavji!!

He turned her once again to face him and his anger was again rising
Arnav: I said I didnt do anything purposely Khushi. Stop acting like a hard nut and..
Khushi (Angrily): And forgive you? Hai naa?

There was a silence again between them as they both stared in each others eyes..

Khushi: Nahi Arnavji..!! Why should I forgive you when you didnt even ask a Sorry for it.?  Does Arnav Singh Raizada even know to apolozise? Can Arnav Singh Raizada guarantee his wife that this will never happen again? I wont mind you hiting me or killing me if I am at fault Arnavji, but without my fault when you raised that hand on me showed me how wrong I was.. I thought you may be rude, stubborn and ruthless man but you still are a human Arnavji.. But today you proved me wrong.. You are not a human.. You are an Animal.!!

Here he was trying to sort this matter while his wife was hell bent in making him more raged by her taunts!! He stared in her eyes angrily holding a Glass in his hand which she probably had not seen yet..

Arnav: So you wont forgive me?
Khushi didnt reply but she could see some pain in his eyes and he was gulping that down quickly. She scanned towards his right arm and there she saw it bleeding as the glass he was holding had already broken and he was hurting himself, pricking it in his Palm.. She quickly pushed the glass down  and held his hand in hers.. She was almost crying seeing Arnav hurting his own self to this extent!!

Khushi: What did you do? How can you hurt yourself ? Come here.

She tried to drag him towards the running tap but he didnt move an inch which made her look in his eyes again..

Khushi: Arnavji.. You are bleeding.. Please let me dress it..
Arnav: Tumne mujhe maaf kiya yeah nahi..!! (Did you forgive me or not? )
Khsuhi was stunned..!! Just for a Forgiveness he did so much? He pierced that glass pieces in his palm?
Khushi: We will sort that later. first you have to allow me to dress you..

She again tried to drag him but he didnt move and stood still which made her give up..

Khushi: Haan kiya.. Kiya maaf aapko.. Khush? Ab yahan aayiye.. (Yes I did. I forgave you... Happy? Now come here.. .)

She angrily dragged him towards the running tap while Arnav continued staring at her face.. Seemed like his pain was shedding from her eyes in the form of tears.!!

"Kyon nazarein teri yu anjaan hai"
"Aankhein hai meri bhi nam"

She was continuously crying while bandaging him and a lot of changes was going inside Arnav's heart seeing her so much affected by his wounds!!

"Kyon paakar bhi tumko khoya hai"
"Hum kyon naa ban paaye hum?"

The bandage was tied and she was still holding his hands and watching it.

"Kyon Dard hai itnaa.. Teri Ishq mein.."
"Rabba Vey.. Rabba Vey.. Rabba Vey Rabba Vey.."

Something happened and Arnav moved his other hand towards her face and wiped off the tears from her eyes..!! She was bewildered with his actions. She never expected him to wipe off her tears like this. It was the first time he did something like this and she was already in a confused state to reciprocate or to continue giving him silent treatment!!

They heard some footsteps coming towards the Kitchen and she quickly left his hand and moved back composing herself so that none of them comes to know she was crying here.!! Payal came there and saw the couple standing next to each other.. She realised something had happened..

Payal: Khushi? What are you doing here? Come .. Everyone is calling you out..

Khushi faked a smile and then walked out with her not before turning once behind to see Arnav for some seconds.. They shared a small eye lock and she rushed towards the Living room..

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Today's day was quite hectic for her as a lot happened in this one day. Firstly she was managed to apply colours to her husband and also made him apply the same on her, then the sudden confession of love that she couldnt resist, his anger in the room in response to that confession which made him almost raise his hand on her, then the kitchen scene where he wanted her forgivness and when she didnt give him so easily, he hurted himself. What was happening with him ? Why did he wipe her tears when she cried seeing him in so much pain. Was this a hint that he was changing? Or was it again a change for some few minutes and then everything would be back to square one from tomorrow? She had no much hopes from him to change so easily. She was on the bed lost in thinking all this when she realised he had shut the lamps off from her side. She stared at him for some seconds and then turned her gaze to the other side ignoring him. He was well aware of her actions but he didnt disturb her. Pulling sheets on himself he drifted to sleep while she was awake for some more time thinking what the future beholds for them.

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Next Day

He was surprised when he found Maria getting his Tea inside the room and not Khushi. So she was still on the mission of ignoring her husband? That was unexpected. She was a girl who forgot and forgave everything easily and was back to being a good wife the next morning till now but seemed like this time she was not so easily going to give in.

Arnav: Where is Khushi?

His tone was sharp.
Maria: Maam is downstairs with the Sharma family. They all have come to take Naniji, Maamiji and Khushi Maam for some shopping today as the engagement is nearing.
Arnav: Send her upstairs (he replied gritting his teeth)
Maria was confused who he wanted to see.
Maria : Whom should I send Sir?
Arnav (Angrily) My Wife Dammit!! Send her now..
Maria could read the urgency in his eyes for seeing his wife and left down to call Khushi.

Khushi was sitting with the Sharma family and the Raizada's discussing where they planned to go out today and what to buy.

Khushi: The jewellery and the Engagement dress should be bought today. We can delay the other things but not this.
Rudra: I agree. But what about the invitation cards ?
Khushi: Thats Akash and your Job Rudra.
Payal: She is right Bhai. Kabhi toh kuch kaam karo. (She teased him and in return got a tickle from her brother Rudra to which Khushi only could smile happily seeing their brother sister bond)

Maria (Coming there): Khushi Maam, Sir wishes to see you in your room.

Khushi's expressions changed as she didnt wanted to go there and meet him.

Nani: Go bitiya, check what Chotte wants.
Khushi (Hesitating): Haan Nani, I will go in sometime. First lets finish this discussion.

Nobody took it in a negative way and continued their discussions . When Khsuhi didnt come to their room even after 15 minutes, Arnav's mind was out. He walked down and saw her sitting amidst the family. The Sharma family's presence was all the more disturbing. He didnt care for anything more after this. He came there and screamed at Khushi before everyone.

Arnav: Khushi. Tumhe sunaai nahi deta?  Kab se bula raha hoon tumhe. Chalo mere saath. Abhi. (Khushi? Cant you hear ?I am calling you since long. COme with me. Now. )
Khushi gulped down her uncomfortness seeing everyone watching them. She got up in embarrasment and followed him. She was holding some necklace box in her hand which she forgot to place back on the table. She carried it all the way to the door with him. He was leaving for work probably but why he wanted her to accompany till the door? They came out of the main door and she stopped.

Khushi: How can you scream at me before everyone?
Arnav (Turned back): I dont care. You are my wife and I have all rights to get your attention everytime I need it.
Khushi (Angrily): How can you term your disrespect towards your wife as your right of seeking attention Arnavji?

Arnav had no reply to it. His eyes saw the box she was holding intact in her hands.

Arnav: Whats this?
Khushi: (Sighing and realising she had carried it all the way here ): Necklace. Your Maa's last peice of ornament which Nani gave to me today.

The moment she said this, Arnav's mind was again out of control. He stepped towards her in anger.
Arnav: How did you even touch it?
Khushi: I didnt had a choice Arnavji. You dont have to tell me what my place is in your life and heart. I know what I deserve from you. Even if I took it from Nani to keep her heart, I swear  never to wear it on myself until you allow me to.
Arnav (Gritting his teeth): And that day will never come Khushi. Because I cannot see my Maa's belonging on her murderer's Daughter's neck.

Tears formed in her eyes because of this statement

Khushi: Aap itne gusse mein kyon hai Arnavji? Hum ne aisa kya kiya hai jiski aap humme aisi sazaa de rahe hai? Aap sabse nafrat kyon karte hai?  (Why are you so much angry on me Arnavji? What did I do that you hurt me so much? Why do you hate everyone around you?)

He stepped towards her in anger clenching his jaw.

Arnav: Main itna gussa Iss liye hoon kyon ki tumse nafrat hone ke bawajut mujhe har roz tumhaari shakal dekhni padti hai. Fas gaya hoon main tumhaare saath iss stupid revenge marriage mein.Main tumse nafrat karta hoon iska matlab yeh nahi hai ki puri duniya se nafrat karta hoon (I am so much angry on you because even when I hate you, I have to keep seeing your face everyday. I am tired of this Stupid revenge marriage of ours. I hate you doesnt mean I hate the entire world.)

Khushi: (Angrily): Galat faimi hai aapko. Aap jaise log toh pyaar ke kaabil hi nahi hai. Agar itni nafrat hai humse toh phir chod dijiye humme. Kyon apne aap ko itni takqeef de rahe hai? Chod dijiye humme. De dejiye humme talaaq.. (You have a misconception .. People like you are never meant to be loved. If you have so much of anger on me then why dont you leave me forever? Give me a Divorce )

The moment she asked for this Divorce, he gripped her arms in anger giving back his reply.

Arnav: Nahi chod sakta tumhe. Because You Ought to be Mine Khushi. Tum meri thi.. meri ho.. aur meri hi rahogi.. Naahi main tumhe khushi dunga aur naahi tumhe kabhi khush rehne dunga. Did you hear me ?? (I cannot leave you because you Ought to be Mine Khushi. You were mine, you are mine and will always stay mine. Never will I give you any happiness nor will I allow you to be happy. Did you hear me ?)

He screamed at her and in the Process she dropped the box of necklace from her hand breaking it into two pieces.. Arnav left her hands almost making her push back a step and then walked away. She kneeled down to pick the peices of his Maa's necklace with tears clouding her vision.

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Part 38

THough she was out with Rudra buying the Engagement ring for Akash and Payal, all her concentration was in her husband's hurtful words today.

"Main itna gussa Iss liye hoon kyon ki tumse nafrat hone ke bawajut mujhe har roz tumhaari shakal dekhni padti hai. Fas gaya hoon main tumhaare saath iss stupid revenge marriage mein." (I am so much angry on you because even when I hate you, I have to keep seeing your face everyday. I am tired of this Stupid revenge marriage of ours.)

"Nahi chod sakta tumhe. Because You Ought to be Mine Khushi. Tum meri thi.. meri ho.. aur meri hi rahogi.. Naahi main tumhe khushi dunga aur naahi tumhe kabhi khush rehne dunga."(I cannot leave you because you Ought to be Mine Khushi. You were mine, you are mine and will always stay mine. Never will I give you any happiness nor will I allow you to be happy.)

She jerked when Rudra patted her arm asking her if the Ring was fine.

Rudra: Hey Relax Khushi. Its me . Are you okay? Why are you sweating?
Khushi wiped the little sweat beads formed on her forehead and faked a smile.
Khushi: Hum theek hai. (I am okay)
Rudra: I dont think so. I am watching you since the time we started from your house for buying the rings here. Something is bothering you for sure.
Khushi: (Faking): NO Rudra. I am really fine. Lets just finish this and please drop me back home.
Rudra: Ofcourse. You dont have to tell me that. I will drop you. Come.
She and Rudra walked to the Billing counter to pay the bills. Khushi just wanted to be back home before Arnav comes back from his work. She hadnt informed him that she was going out with Rudra today for buying the rings. He already had left home in much  frustration and she didnt wished to add any more to it.

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Same Mall

Arnav: Make it fast Aman.. I have to get back home and attend the video conference from there.!!
Aman (Selecting the Suit for Akash): One minute ASR. Let me decide if Akash will actually like it or not!!
Arnav (Angrily): Know what? You should have got him and not me here.. Its his engagement not mine!
Aman (Chuckled): So true.. Waise you never gave me a chance to do such preperations for your engagement!! You directly married Khushi and made her your wife. So much desperation ASR!!

He purposely teased him and in return only got to see his angered look.

Arnav: Okay thats it!! I am leaving. Happy Shopping.

Saying that he left the store and Aman only smiled seeing his desperation to reach home. Video conferencing was all a Bahaana, he wanted to see his wife probably. However he shows he hates her, he misses her all the time. AMan continued shopping.. Arnav was just standing on the escalators to get on the next floor when suddenly his eyes fell on his wife who was busy walking with Rudra towards a Coffee Shop. What the hell was she doing out with him? Didnt he warn her before not to entertain this man? Infact not to entertain any man in her life? His anger started ruling his mind and he fisted his fingers walking towards them.

Khushi: Rudra, we will be late..
Rudra: One Coffee Khushi. Nothing will harm and if you wish I should ask your husband's permission for that, I can really call him up and ask.

Hearing that she almost stumbled in fear but Rudra helped her to balance. This one scene fixed in Arnav's eyes while walking towards thwm.

Khsuhi (Balancing herself and standing straight): Nahi.. No need. I will tell him later!!

"TELL WHAT KHUSHI?" She heard her husband's voice from behind her and that stunned her to a huge extent. She turned behind in fear and saw her husband's raged eyes..

Khsuhi(Gulping her fear): Arnavji? Aap yahan ?( Arnavji? You are here? )
Arnav (Angrily): Why so shocked? Didnt expect me to see you here with this man?
Rudra: Uhh.. I guess you are mistaking us ASR.. We ..
Arnav (Pointing a finger at him): Dont you dare to come between me and my wife!! Stay away..!!
Rudra: I wont!1 I will never do that but you need to have some patience to know what is happening here.. Dont just bark on your wife for no reasons!!

Arnav (Angrily holding Rudra's collar): Now you will teach me how to behave with my Wife? I know my duties very well Mr Rudra Sharma so stop interfering and Leave!!
Rudra: You are crossing your limits ASR!!

He tried to free himself from Arnav but was unable to.. Khushi came in between  them and held Arnav's hand

Khushi: Arnavji stop.. What are you doing.. Leave him.. Please..
Arnav finally left Rudra with a Jerk pushing him back. But his eyes still were on that same man..
Arnav: LEAVE!! (He barked on Rudra again )
Khushi: Rudra please go.. I will handle this..
Rudra: But Khushi?
Khushi: Please!! (She pleaded and Arnav was all the more angry that she was still not getting his point.. How can she support Rudra again before her husband?)

Rudra couldnt see Khushi in so much pain but staying here meant she will have to go through more than this because of her husband so he left the place..

Arnav (Turning to Khsuhi): What were you doing here with him haan? badmouthing your husband? Telling him how much I trouble you? How much I give you pain all the time? Or flirting with him because you cant do that with your husband?

Khushi felt very cheap when she heard something like this from him.

Khushi: Arnavji please. How can you even thinK I will do something like this.
Arnav: Kyon ki tum ussi ke layak ho (he said gripping her arms in anger) (Because you are fit for that)

She was really unsure why he was creating a scene like this for no reason.

Arnav: Its sad ki meri aur tumhaari family tumse itna kyaar karti hai kyon ki tum uss pyaar ko deserve hi nahi karti. Tumne woh sab kuch try kar liya joh tumhe laga ki hum dono ke beech sab theek kar dega.. Pehle meri family ka dil jeetne ki koshish ki, Aman, Akash, Nani, Maami, sabko apni taraf kar liya aur yahan tak ke mujhe bhi.. Tumhe kya laga ? Mujhe propose karke, mujhe humari acchi aane waali zindagi ke sapne dikhaa ke tum mujhe badal dogi? Meri nafrat kam karne mein kaamyaab hojaaogi? Nahi Khushi. Aisa kabhi nahi hoga. Aur jab tumhe iss baat ka realisation hua ki main phir bhi tumse nafrat karta hoon, tum mujhse naaraaz rehne lagi, mujhse dur hone lagi taaki mujhse chutkaara mil jaaye. But Maine yeh nahi expect kiya tha Khsuhi ki tum itna gir jaaogi ki apne pati se chupaakar tum kissi gair ladke  ke saath ghoomne phirne lagogi.. Accha hai ki tumhaari Maa aaj yeh din dekhne ke liye .... (Its sad that our families love you so much when you dont deserve to earn their love. You tried almost everything. You started winning my family's heart, then Aman, Akash, Nani , Maami and even me to some extent. What did you think? That proposing me and showing me the dreams of our forthcoming beautiful life you will be able to change my heart and decision? My Hate for you will lessen? No Khushi. This will never happen. And when you realised everything still being the same you planned to ignore me. All that was still fine but I never expected you to hide things from me and meet this Rudra without informing me. Good that your mother isnt alive anymore to.. )

(He couldnt complete the sentence as she interrupted him in anger)

Khushi had heard it enough. She never thought in her dreams that Arnav will blame her for something so cheap.

Khsuhi: Bus.!! Ek aur shabd nahi Mr Arnav Singh Raizada!! (Enough.!! Not one more word Mr Arnav Singh Raizada)

She was angry and it was very well noticed in her face. And she never called him by his full name from long .. After months he was hearing that full name from her.!!

Khushi: (Angrily): Agar aapke dil mein humaare liye itni Ghatiya soch hai toh aap humaari safaai ke laayak hi nahi hai. Agar aap yeh soch sakte hai ki humaara Rudra ke saath affair chal raha hai toh aapki soch aapko mubaarak.. Lekin humaari taraf se aapko sirf Khaamoshi milegi. ( If you have so much bad thinking about me in your useless brains then I dont owe an answer to you. If you think that me and Rudra are having an affair then so be it. But from my end you will get no response but silence)

Arnav (Gritting his teeth seeing her yelling at him): Khushi tumhaari himmat kaise hui? (How dare you Khushi?)
Khushi (Moving back but replying in anger): Himmat nahi thi humme Arnavji.. Ki hum aapko palat kar jawaab bhi de sake.. Par aaj aapne hadh kar di. Hum sirf Payal aur Akash ki rings kharidne aaye the yahan. Socha tha ki aapko leke jaayenge par aapke paas time kahan hota hai humaare liye? Aur hum khud nahi gaye the Rudra ko bulaane.. Woh aaye the Payal ke saath. Payal ko emergency case ke liye Hospital jaana pada aur bus reh gaye hum aur Rudra. (I never dared Arnavji.. I couldnt even backanswer you. But today you crossed all limits. I was here to get engagement rings for Payal and Akash. I wanted to take you for this work but you never had time for me.And I didnt go to Rudra asking him to take me here but he himself with Payal had come to me. Since Payal got some emergency and she left for Hospital, I had to come alone with Rudra here.)

Arnav: Tumhe kya laga main sab kuch itne aasani se sach maan lunga? (You think I will believe your words so easily?)
Khushi: Toh mat kijiye.. Waise bhi aapko mazzaa aane laga hai humme chot pohuchake. Ko wohi kijiye .. dete rahiye humme dard aur khushiya manaayiye.  (Then dont believe me. And as it is you get happiness hurting me. Then do it. Keep giving me pain and be happy)

There was a complete silence for some seconds between them and Arnav was the first one to see people watching them and gossiping. He didnt wanted the Personal family matter to leak like this before the public.

Arnav: Ghar chalo. (Lets get back home)
Khushi: Nahi.. Nahi jaayenge hum aapke saath..(No. I wont come with you)
Arnav (Angrily gritting his teeth): Khushi stop fussing.. Maine kahan ghar chalo mere saath. (Khushi Stop fussing and come home with me)

He tried holding her hand but she waved it off and moved back..

Khushi (Angrily): Hum nahi aayennge!! Aur aapke saath toh bilkul bhi nahi. (I wont come home and definately never with you)
Arnav was very much frustrated seeing her denying to come with him
Arnav: Theek hai..!! Raho yahan pe.. Waise bhi tum jiyo yeah maro, mujhe koi nahi faraq nahi padega!! (Fine then. Be here.. As it is you live or die , I dont give a damm to it..)

Her eyes teared hearing such cruel words from her husband whom she really loved no matter how much he hated her, whom she really cared no matter how much he ignored her. She saw him walking towards the exit and she too started taking baby steps towards the exit. Her mind was clouded with the thoughts of how he gave her pain and ensured she never recovers from it anytime. All those hateful words which he had told her till now was right in her mind.. He hated her and this hate will never lessen. She will never get her rights from him no matter how much she tries. This 4 months of her marriage with Arnav had made her live 4 births of hell. She loved him immensely and she knew he will never accept that.

She was walking out of the Mall towards the road blankly. She had no idea where she had to go, she didnt know anything except this that her Arnavji Hates her and he will never love her. He can only mistreat her, abuse her , manhandle her and do everything which will worsen her condition day by day and one day just like his mother had committed suicide bearing all the tortures which Arnav's father and Her father made her go through, even she will attempt the same. That would be the end of his revenge probably. She heard the sound of a Truck coming from the other direction, she knew she was walking in between the road and her life was in danger. She wanted to risk it today. She wanted to end it today. Hearing the continuous horns of the Vehicles which were passing by Arnav who had unlocked his Car turned to see what was happeneing and his heart skip a beat seeing Khushi walking in between the road all distressed.. He screamed at her once asking her to move aside but she only glanced at him in silence and even though she could see he wanted to save her, she happily risked her life and purposely came in the direction of the truck. The Truck Driver was confused and pulled the brake hard but it
was too late.!! The truck hit her rashly and she collapsed on the floor hurting her head which was bleeding badly. Arnav screamed her name aloud and ran towards the crowd which gathered to help her. He moved everyone aside and reached her finally. He pulled her head on his lap caressing her bleeding face screaming at people to call for an ambulance. Aman who was just out of that same shopping mall came there seeing the crowd and was shocked to see Khushi met with such a fatal accident. Arnav was almost in tears seeing Khushi in such a painful state. She was still conscious and watching his face , she was finding difficulty in Breathing, her eyes wer shutting down but seemed like she didnt care all that. She looked in Arnav's eyes smiling and murmuring some words which were audible only to him.

Khushi: Fre...eee.. me... Ar...nav....ji... Free... me.... from reven...gee...

Saying that she closed her eyes piercing Arnav's heart ,mind , soul and body with a fear that he had lost her forever!!

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Part 39

Hospital

The Nurses and ward boys were pushing the Stretcher on which an unconscious Khushi was lying, towards the Operation theatre. Arnav who himself whose shirt was completely marked by her blood was following them along with Aman who was calling Payal on her number. Luckily they had got Khushi in the same hospital where Payal worked. In few seconds, Payal came running there while Khushi was taken inside the Operation Theatre. She was already very nervous but trying to be strong before everyone.

Aman: Thank God you are here.. Khushi.. Khushi met with an accident.. She .. She is unconscious..
Payal : I will check her.. Dont worry but luckily we have the best Dr's available today at this hour. She will be fine.

Aman was convinced but Arnav's attention was definately not at them. He was standing beside the Operation theatre door, leaning himself on the wall behind and his eyes shut trying to remember how she committed this suicide and why? Today once again Fate had made him witness a Suicide attempt and this time it was Khushi in place of his mother. The same Khushi who was his mother's murderer's Daughter, the same Khushi who is his wife, the same Khushi who loved him immensely and he knew that but still ignored, the same Khushi who always tried to make things right between them, the same Khushi who had dreamt a happy future with him , the same Khushi who was so positive that she was almost convinced that one day everything will be fine and her Arnavji will love her back but ..all her dreams, her motives and her patience broke down when he met her in the Mall today and accused her for things she can never do. He knew it but he still didnt leave a chance to abuse her and to link her with Rudra because he wanted to hurt her . He didnt like she hide this fact from him. He didnt like she had been out with another man . He didnt like she was roaming around with someone other than him. Though he would never give her those happiness which she deserved , he also couldnt see anyone else giving her that because he pretended to hate her.

Payal looked at him angrily once and then without wasting much time she rushed inside the ICU. Shyam, Anjali, Nani, Maami, Maama, Akash, Rudra, everyone were here at the hospital by now. Rudra had told everyone what had happened today in the mall which probably was a reason for Khushi's accident. None of them had an idea that this was not an accident but a suicide from Khushi's end.

Anjali was crying badly and she came towards Arnav and held his Collar in anger shocking everyone there. Arnav was still rooted at the same place , beside the ICU.

Anjali: I knew this would happen day. Why do you always give Khushi so much pain that she doesnt concentrate on herself at all? If you didnt wish to keep Khushi happy  then you should have never married her. Why did you spoil her life .? What wrong did she do that you are giving her so much of pain everytime. Never did Khushi utter a single word against you and nor did she allowed anyone else here to talk ill about you. When she could care and love you so much , why couldnt you melt down seeing and feeling her love? You are a Stone hearted man who crushed an innocent flower like Khushi . If anything goes wrong today, I curse you Arnav Singh Raizada, you will rot in hell. You will wish for death but never get it because you have to live life in hell until you repent on all the actions that you did on Khushi for no reason. Mark my words because I really mean it this time.

Nani felt very bad hearing all this but she had no strength in convincing Khushi;s bhabhi. Shyam came there and took Anjali in his embrace.

Shyam: Rani Saheba, please stop crying. You are pregnant and this much stress is not good for you or the baby!! Please calm  down. Nothing will happen to Khushi. Stop crying.

The assurance from Shyam that Khushi will be fine was really making Anjali feel better but nothing was changed in Arnav's heart and mind. He was still counting the innumerous Sins which he did in his life especially on Khushi and how was he responsible for her miserable state today.  His silence was killing Aman somewhere because he could feel there was lot going on in ASR's head.. He came and stood beside him placing his hand on Arnav's shoulder. But he had no words to assure Arnav that everything will be okay.

After almost an half an hour, Payal came out and she didnt look good. The family rushed to her but Arnav was still rooted to that place.

Payal: She has lost a lot of Blood and her blood group is not available in the blood bank. We have infact contacted many other nearby Blood stations but no response yet.. (She then turned to Shyam ).. You are her brother , whats your blood group?
Shyam (Little depressed): Sorry but I am her Step brother and our blood groups dont match either.

Aman: Whats her blood group?
Payal: AB- and its a very rare one. We are just finding a perfect donar or atleast availabilty of this blood group in some banks. But we dont have much time.

Aman saw Arnav walking litte away and talking to someone on the phone!! He was trying to call the best known people and banks from whom he can expect to get Blood for Khushi. But nothing seemed to happen in such a short time span. Suddenly a Nurse came there and told to Payal.

Nurse: Dr Payal , we have got a Donor for this Blood group.
Payal (Happily): Really? Okay good. I am coming.

The family once again sighed in relief but were still worried for Khushi. Arnav heard that too and wished good for this Donor who at such a crucial moment came in for help.

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2 more Hours passed and finally Payal came out with a set of Dr's from the ICU again. The Operation was over and everyone waited to know what the result was and how Khushi's condition is at the present.

Akash: Dr? How is Khushi bhabhi?
The Dr's turned to Arnav who was also waiting to know her status.
Dr: She is out of danger at the moment!!
Arnav (Confused): At the moment? What does it mean Dr?
Payal: It means we cannot tell anything as of now. When Khsuhi will come back to Consciousness only then we can tell how she is. Her internal bleeding has stopped but she faced major wounds on her head which is making us suspicious. In next 48 hours she should be be conscious so that we can diagonise her well.!!

The family was still happy with the fact that Khushi was stable and now they all had to pray that once she comes to consciousness, she will be okay.

No one from the family was allowed to see her inside the ICU. They all saw her resting only from the glass door. Aman and Akash were helping the family to calm down and asked everyone to get back home. So many people were not allowed to stay here.. Everyone left back except Arnav, Aman and Akash. Arnav had still not changed that shirt which had the blood stains. He didnt even sit down to relax for a minute..

Akash: Bhai, you should be going home. You also need to change. Me and Aman will be here tonight. And Payal is here so dont worry about Bhabhi..
Arnav: I am not going anywhere!!
Aman: ASR..

Arnav interrupted..

Arnav: Aman please!! Dont force me. You both leave. I am not going anywhere!!
Akash : Fine. Let me get some clothes for you from home. I will be back in an hour.!!
Aman: I will be with ASR till then.
Akash left and Aman patted Arnav's shoulder and made him sit on the Couch aside.

Arnav: Aman.. I want to see her!!
Aman: (Noding a No): Its not possible Arnav!! The Dr's have strictly denied..!!
Arnav: I DONT CARE!! I want to see my Wife and no Dr can stop me from doing that.. You have no idea Aman but today , I am responsible for her condition. I have to see her Aman.. I have to see my wife!!

Aman could understand what he was going through. Never did he see Arnav so restless like today. The true love which Arnav had started developing in his heart was finally coming out of him today seeing Khushi in this state. The Dr who was inside treating Khushi inside came out and Aman and Arnav got up.. Arnav demanded to see Khushi but the Dr denied and after much requests from AMan's side he allowed Arnav but only after changing the stained clothes!!

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Arnav entered the ICU where she was still in the unconscious state. Her head was bandaged and it had some bruises on it. There was no glow on her face which once she atleast used to fake before the family to show them she was happy with her Arnavji. There were innumerous tubes inserted in her hands and wrists to supply her the required blood, and glucose. In all these 4 months of their marriage, he had already made her half dead by his tortures and this is what her cold body made him realise today. He can never forget the scene where she smiled at him for one last time and came before the truck on purpose to end her life. That showed how much pain she had lived all these months with him and finally had lost all hopes. His stumbled hiting himself to the side table as all his concentration while walking towards her was only on her face. His eyes were moist, his lips dry, his body still aching for not relaxing even a  minute since today morning. He kneeled beside her bed and wanted to touch her hand. He wanted to hold her to his heart and cry for becoming so blind in his revenge that he didnt notice what she was going through. He never was able to save his mother from that suicide and he didnt wish to lose Khushi just like he lost his mother years back.

He leaned his forhead on her hand softly and tears of repentance rolled down his eyes which never stopped after that moment. He had stopped having faith in the almighty God after he snatched his mother from him. But today he was praying in his heart to the same Almighty to give Khushi all the strength that she can fight her injuries and come back to consciousness soon. He needed her. He needed his wife and after this incident he will never lose her again. He promised himself to make things right between them. The revenge that he was taking on her for something which her father did was no longer going to come in between him and her. He will shower all the earthly love and care on his wife and will never let anymore tears or pain even touch her. But was this enough? Will she forgive him that easily? Will he be able to convince her that he has changed now? He knew none of these answers were so easy to get until she comes back to consciousness. After weeping beside her holding her palms softly in his, he finally heard the ICU door being opened and the Dr came inside again. He quickly wiped his tears and stood up looking at the Dr.

Dr: Mr Raizada, I understand what you going through but its against the policies that I have allowed you to be inside for so long. I hope you understand my condition and please wait outside.

Arnav didnt argue. His wife needed rest and he wont disturb her anymore. He walked out and Aman was still waiting for him out to check if he was okay. He and Arnav then sat on Couch outside with Arnav still silent and not uttering anything much on what he was going through. He closed his eyes for some seconds visualising his wife's innocent face which he always had ignored to admire. He had feared of falling in love with her and today he was repenting on his own deeds wishing his wife to forgive him for everything he did  though he knew after this act it was next to impossible.

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The next day when Aman didnt find Arnav beside him on the Couch after opening his eyes, he was scared for a moment and he looked him everywhere outside and in the lobby. Finally he asked Payal who was coming in to check Khushi.

Aman : Payal, did you happen to see Arnav? I didnt find him anywhere here.
Payal (Sighed in anger): After knowing what he did yesterday, I dont care where he goes Aman. And please from next time dont even take his name before me. It spoils my day.

Saying that she rushed inside the ICU only to be surprised seeing Arnav inside, sitting beside Khushi's bed holding her hand. Khushi was still unconscious but her pulse reading  and heart beats count was looking normal. Arnav was only admiring Khushi's face like this was the only thing he could see and rest whole of the world was dark for him.

Payal (Angrily): Whats the use of doing all this now Mr Raizada? You already have ruined her in every way.

She expected him to pounce at her and tell not to interfere in their life as he did always but he was still the same. Cold, numb and blankly staring at Khushi.

Payal (Sighed): Move out. You are not allowed to be here for long. The patient needs rest. At least give her some peace now in this stage!!

He still didnt move and she finally had to call Aman inside to take him out. Aman came in and then made Arnav understand not to interrupt the treatment. If he wishes to see Khushi fine then he will have to wait outside.

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Part 40

Arnav had no eaten anything from the past 15 hours and hence Aman went to get something for him to eat. Arnav was sitting on the chair outside the ICU but his eyes fell on the Devi Maiyaa Idol which was placed on the opposite side.He remembered how much Khushi believed in worshipping God . He involuntarily took steps towards the Idol and stood right before it with moist eyes. He knew how to pray but almost some 14 years had passed that he joined his palms before the almity. He knew it when his mother was alive but since the time she left him, he could no more believe in this Stone statue. But today after so many years he once again wanted to show some faith in it, not for himself but for Khushi's life.

He joined his palm and closed his eyes wishing Devi Maiyaa to bless Khushi with good life and heal all her wounds. Thats all he wished at the moment.

The Dr came out treating Khushi from the ICU.

Dr: Mr Raizada
Arnav (wiped his eyes and then turned back): Yes Dr. Is Khushi Okay?
Dr: Uhh.. She is currently in a Semi conscious state. She will be coming back to full consciousness soon. The medications are working and seems like she will be fine.
Arnav let out a sigh of happiness hearing that.
Arnav: I want to see her .
Dr (Smiled): Mr Raizada, you already have seen her twice from past one hour. But I understand , just 5 minutes . Okay?

Arnav noded and then walked inside the ICU where his wife was still lying on that bed with closed eyes. He sometimes felt like waking her up and telling her how sorry he was for making her life miserable. There was a time when he showered only hate on her and gave her immense pain but he had promised himself that from now on he will make things fine between them. He will finally give his wife her needed love and dignity and tell her she is the only one he wishes to be beside him all the time. If someone had taken the place in his heart after his Maa then it was his wife Khushi. He had so many things to share . He wanted to tell her what his condition was in these 2 days since the time she met with the accident till she is back to consciouness. He wanted to apolozise for blaming her and linking her with Rudra when he clearly knew that she was innocent. He wanted her to slap him hard on his cheeks and take out all the frustration she had cultivated in her mind and heart because of his actions. There was so much more he had to talk to her and above all, he wanted to tell her that he loved the name "AASHI" and that will be their baby's name in future no matter what.

He sat beside her bed and held her hand in his softly. The moment he touched her hands, he saw her opening her eyes gently and looking at him. Seemed like she was coming back to consciousness but not fully. He wanted her to see him , he wanted her to talk to him even if her words would be hardly audible , he wanted her to know that he was with her and he will never henceforth leave her alone. She opened her eyes and looked at him . She saw his face and was trying to remember where she was and what was happening around her.

Arnav: Khushi ? (he touched her forehead softy to get back her attention)
Khushi : (In a very weak voice) : Ar..nav.. ji.  (she closed her eyes again to his disappointment but was still speaking something ).. Kyon? why did you come in my life..? .Go .. go away from me..
He felt a prick in his heart seeing her condition.

Arnav: Khushi main ..

He had no words to speak to her or assure her that he wanted to make things fine now onwards. She opened her eyes again and tried to free her hand from his. Seeing her struggling so weakly, he himself left her hand and stood up while she continued staring in his eyes.

Khushi: Hate you.. I hate you Arnavji.. Just relieve me .. I dont even wish to see you.. Go.. Go away from me and my life.  Go..

She was finding difficult in breathing and Arnav's presence before her was all the  more making her condition more serious. Aman was inside along with the Dr and no doubt Aman had heard everything that Khushi said. He knew she was blabbering in her half consciousness but still whatever she spoke today was from her heart. Arnav had injured her to a major extent and no more repair was possible.

The Dr rushed to treat her while Arnav kept on taking steps backwards , away from her. He could read the pain in her eyes and words when she uttered this to him. She was still screaming the same and now on top of her voice as if this was her only plead from her end towards him

Khushi: Relieve me .. Arnavji.. Relieve me from this revenge. .. Free me..  forever.. Arnavji..
He hit his back with Aman who was blocking his way outside and turned around. The Nurse started forcing these men to get out of the ICU and Arnav was not even in his senses to hear that. All he was hearing at the moment was Khushi's pleads to Free her from the revenge. Aman dragged him out and the ICU door was closed again.

Aman : Happy Arnav ? Thats what you wanted to see her like, isnt it? See what have you done? Even if she faced such a major accident all she remembers is that revnege which you take on her every minute for something she never did but her father did. You should have never involved her Arnav. This revenge had to be ended when Shashi Gupta died because of his deeds. Thats all. But you continued it , dragged Shyam , Khushi , everyone. Why? What are you still expecting now? Anjali cursed you, Nani and the whole family is not happy with the way you blamed Khushi and linked her with Rudra, and now even Khushi asked you to free her. What more is left now in your life? Khushi is in a depression state Arnav and god knows how much time she will take to recover and come back to normal. But know what I think? She will never be normal again if you are before her. She will never be happy again because this time you already have crossed all limits. She will never be able to love you  the same way she did before because you hve bruised her heart not once but innumerous times ASR.. You are free now ASR.. You are free from that revenge marriage with Khushi forever!!. Its Over..!!

Aman fisted his fingers and hit it on the side table to take out all his frustrations. He didnt wish to lash out at Arnav like this knowing he was suffering too from inside but it was necessary to show a mirror to Arnav today on how he successfully killed an innocent girl's heart who loved him immensly. Arnav was blank. He walked towards the lobby with  a blank mind. He unintentionally hit himself to the passing by people who shouted him to see and walk but he didnt care. All he heard was Khushi's screams asking him to free her. He sat inside his car and drove back speedily towards his home. The family had already left for the hospital by now and hence none of them had an idea that Arnav had gone home. He luckily missed hitting the vehicles coming from the opposite direction. Today every sin he did was right before his eyes. Especially the Sins he did on his wife Khushi. He reached home and walked straight into his room.

Arnav Singh Raizada sat on his bed losing all the hopes which he probbaly had started building in these few days. He remembered everything he did in the past 2 days and the sour fruit which he got today for the same. Aman's words were still piercing his heart.

"You are free now ASR.. You are free from that revenge marriage with Khushi forever!!. Its Over..!!"

He closed his eyes with his palms to wipe the tears off them.

Arnav (To himself): How Khushi? How could you say that?

He leaned behind on the bed closing his eyes and losing himself in the darkness of the world around.

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The whole day passed but Arnav never came back to the Hospital after that. Aman was worried and that made him reach Raizada Mansion to check if Arnav was here as he didnt even recieve any calls from anyone. He asked the maid Maria who told him that Arnav was upstairs . Aman without any delay walked towards Arnav's bedroom. He opened the door and found Arnav standing at the poolside alone and thinking something. Aman knew this was the aftereffect of what he heard from Khsuhi today and also the words spoken by him in the hospital. May be Arnav never expected such things to come out from his best friend. Aman placed a hand on Arnav's shoulder and then looked at him.

Aman: Why didnt you come to the hospital again?
Arnav (Not seeing him): How is she?
Aman : She is coming to consciousness but not fully yet . She will be okay. (Arnav was still quiet and Aman couldnt see him like this. ).. ASR I am sorry. I spoke all that to you and ..
Arnav (Interrupting): Will you promise something Aman?
Aman (Confused): Promise ? Ofcourse.  Just tell me what is it about?
Arnav: (Holding Aman's right hand in his): Promise me you will take care of Khushi and support her no matter what happens ahead. You will be always there to advise her, to make her choose the right.

Aman was totally blank why Arnav was asking him such a  promise .

Aman: ASR but..
Arnav : Haan yeah Naa Aman?
Aman: Ofcourse Yes. I mean I promise you. but..
Arnav: Get back to the hospital then.  The family needs you there..!!
Aman: And You? Dont you wish to come?
Arnav was suddenly speechless. He gulped down the feelings inside him and then faked a smile

Arnav: I will come later.
Aman : Tum theek ho ASR ? Why do I think you are not okay. There is something going on in your brains. Please tell me what it is?
Arnav: Kuch nahi Aman . Just leave.
Aman: No. I wont leave unless you come with me.
Arnav: (Angrily): Aman Please .. Dont force me like a Kid. I promise I will start from here in few minutes.
Aman: Fine ..

Arnav stopped Aman and gave him a tight hug all of a sudden which again baffled Aman. Something was definately wrong. But knowing Arnav needed this hug he gave it back to him and then patted his back..

Aman :We are waiting ASR. Come soon..

Aman left and Arnav removed the small note from his pocket. He read it once and then with heavy heart he placed it at the dressing table just below the Sindoor box. He wanted Khushi to read this by hook or crook. It was necessary she reads this and realise what she should do with her life in future. WITHOUT HIM.

He walked to the closet and then took out the same diary which belonged to his mother's where she had pasted all his photos and written how much she loves her son and touched the picture of his mother inside it. Drops of tears fell on that picture which he gently erased and hugged that diary closed to his heart closing his eyes and asking forgiveness from his mother .

Arnav : I am sorry Maa. I am sorry .  I know you are watching me from somewhere .. You are not happy and today neither am I.. I shouldnt have broke her Maa. . I dont deserve her .. I am sorry for her hurting her.. I am really really Sorry..

After few minutes he opened his eyes realising he had to leave before its too late. He didnt wish his mind and heart to stop him at any point from taking this step. He took the diary along and then coming outside the house he drove the Car Speedily on that unknown road!!

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Hospital - 2 hours later

Akash checked the time and then came to Aman.

Akash: Aman, why is Bhai still not here? Did you ask him to come soon?
Aman: I did Akash infact I told him to join me . But he said he will start soon..
Akash: Let me try calling him..

Akash tried Arnav's number but it was unreachable. He thought Arnav must be onway and waited for some more minutes.. After some half an hour later there was an unknown call on Aman's cell. He moved aside and picked the call..

Aman : Hello Aman Mathur here..!!
Caller:  Mr Aman Mathur, this is Police Inspector Rathod .
Aman: (Little confused): Yes Inspector ..
Inspector: There is an accident taken place on the Malabar Hill road. A Car has dashed a Tree and crashed inside the Valley below.
Aman : Accident? But how is it related to me?
Inspector : Do you know CAR No DL XXXX.
Aman's heart started beating faster. .

Aman (Stammered): Uhh.. haa... its. its Arnav's car..  Is he okay? Where is he?
Police: Sorry Mr Aman Mathur.. Though we have managed to recover the Car parts, the body is yet to be found..

Aman  was totally furious hearing this and he screamed angrily at the Police..

Aman : What the hell do you mean by Body? Arnav is Alive..  I know that.. Just find him..
Police: Sorry Mr Aman but. seeing the condition of the Car, its impossible that he must have survived this accident.. !! We are trying our best ..

Aman was totally broken hearing this statement.. Was this really an accident or Arnav purposely did this to end his life? He now realised why Arnav asked that kind of promise from him? He know realised the need from Arnav for that Last hug.. Now he realised that his friend Arnav had lost all hopes and instead of repenting he planned to end his life which he thought was much easier..!!!

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Part 41

The accident news of Arnav had shaken the entire Raizada Family. It was like someone had cursed this couple which had led into these back to back accidents. First Khushi suffered with such a major mishap and then now her husband Arnav. What was more scaring part out of the whole accident fiasco was that even if Arnav's Car was recovered but Arnav was still missing. There was no chance he could have survived this accident because the Car had fell down a big cliff and had half burnt too. The search was still ON but no signs of the Business Tycoon Arnav Singh Raizada. This news had been on the front cover for all the leading newspapers and also the News Channels had created n number of stories on how this accident might have happened. Some of them suspected that his wife's health tension made him lose his balance on the car and meet the accident, some concluded he was having some business troubles and this accident  might have been planned by some of his rivals. There were many stories related to it but the truth was complely different.

The Raizada family had faced a huge loss with this accident and were still doubtful if their Son Arnav was even alive or not. When the 4 day search didnt give any fruits, their hopes were losing and now the main question that arised in their mind was how to let Khushi know that her husband was missing and probably not even alive. Everyone knew how much she loved him no matter how he behaved with her in these 4 months of their marriage. And accepting this fact wouldnt be easy for her in such a state where she had herself fought with death some days back.

The Doctors had warned everyone not to give her any major shock like this one as they expected to know her brain condition first on how bravely she can face this situation. She had already come to consciousness 2 days back and from that time all she asked was where her ARNAVJI was to which everyone had lied to her stating he was out of town for some business work. She couldnt believe it so easily. Out of Town? How can he leave her in such a condition and go somewhere else? She knew he didnt like her but she also knew one thing that he always pretended to hate her. She had read it somewhere in his eyes when he took her on his lap after she met the accident. He was guilty and majorly hurt seeing her in that condition. She had hoped things to change atleast now but the family's confirmation that he wasnt in the city shattered her dreams again. She was not allowed to watch any television, nor was she allowed to know what was going in the outside world. She had pleaded to Payal to connect Arnav's number atleast so that she can talk but Payal lied to her that she first needs to get better only then she can give permission to call her husband and speak to him. Khsuhi could feel things fishy . Aman and Akash were half the time busy with the Police to know if they could trace Arnav. And the rest of the time they were at the hospital to see Khushi inorder to show her that everything was fine. After a week more, finally Khushi couldnt take their excuses anymore and she asked the Nurse to pass the phone so that she can dial her husband. The nurse had no much idea and her phone was given to Khushi. She immediately dialed Arnav's number but found it switched off. Tension started building in her mind and heart. She tried this number almost 10 more times on that day and when she couldnt connect to it, she realised something was truely wrong.

She asked her Bhabhi Anjali on what the matter was but even she remained numb not responding anything. She had no major expectations from her brother Shyam because she knew he would always find solace in seeing his sister in pain. When Nani, Aman and Akash were again inside her Private ward to meet her, she finally couldnt stop asking them all innumerous questions on where her Arnavji was. She placed Akash's hand on her head giving her promise to him asking him not to lie anymore. Akash was in tears and he finally uttered the truth to her.. He told her about Arnav's accident and his sudden disappearance too. She was numb, cold and speechless. Her heart skipped a beat knowing her Arnavji was missing and everyone presumed him to be DEAD. She screamed aloud in anger and pain realising what she has lost. She lost the most important person in her life whom she loved selflessly. She lost that man who always hated her but she knew one day she would be able to change his mind. She lost that person with whom she had dreamt a happy life ahead. She lost  her heart today which beated within her only because she loved him. She angrily threw every instrument connected to her body down in anger not thinking once if she will be facing any problems because of it. Nani, Aman and Akash tried to control her but she was not in her senses. She was screaming at top of her voice wishing to go to her husband and see him, find him. She wanted him to come back to her , no matter if he continues hurting her, but she wanted him back in her life. Her Life was incomplete without her husband and she could never fill that gap with any other person.

It had been a two weeks now that Khushi was back from the hospital in Raizada house. She didnt allow anyone to do any of his post death ritual because she somewhere believed he was alive and that he will one day return back to his family. The search of Arnav Singh Raizada started fading day by day now. Staying in the same bedroom where she and Arnav lived all these 4 months was not easy for her. All his memories, even if they were bitter ones, haunted her. She cried day and night hugging his shirt missing him. She was sitting before the dressing table cold and looking at herself. All those colours she had on her in the form of clothes had turned to lifless white Chudidars now. There was no Mangalsutra on her neck and neither did she wear the Sindoor. She cried bitterly missing Arnav again and again thinking what could have lead into that accident. She opened the drawer to keep her Red Bangles inside it as now they werent of any use to her, when her eyes fell on the white paper placed below the Sindoor dibbi. She quickly picked it in her hand and opened to read. Her eyes became moist realising whose handwriting it was and she started reading the note slowly.

"By the time you read this note, you will have known there is no point in looking for me again in your life Khushi. Distances have grown to this extent that we will no more cross each other's path.As you wished you are freed from this revenge of mine. I had been the destructor of your dreams and wishes, torturing your life to the maximum. From now on even my Shadow wont reach your proximity. You are free to live your life the way you want. But I know you will still never get the deserved happiness in your life. Because my absence will kill you, you will never be at peace because you loved me Khushi. Setting you free will not give you the desired joy because you will remain incomplete throughtout your life. Neither I will be there in your life to complete it nor would you give this chance to anyone else . I have full faith in you. You will never forget your first love Khushi .. You will never forget your Arnavji .. I am breaking all the bonds between us.. And hopefully these broken bonds will be your life from now on and forever.. "

She cried bitterly again reading that letter. Everything was so crystal clear now. He freed her but he planned to go far from her forever. Probably he was leaving the city before she can come back to consciousness and he met with that brutal accident. He never repented on what he did. Not even seeing her suiciding. Though he freed her from that revenge he still wished bad for her. He almost had cursed her in this letter that she will never get the desired happiness in life which she deserved. But fate planned something for him. Fate Killed him for torturing her to this extent.. Even before fate could decide death for him,  he had cut off all the ties from her even after making her free from all the revenge. Even if he hadnt planned to leave the city, he would never have accepted her as his wife.

She continued crying reading that note when Nani came there and snatched it from her. Nani read the whole note and was shocked that her Grandson can be so cruel. She hugged Khsuhi tight trying to erase her pain and that day she took a promise from her. The Promise was that , never in her life will she ever think of this man again and cry. Even if he was not there in her life anymore she will ensure to be happy and she will show him that her life was far better in his absence. It was hard for Khushi to give such a promise but she still did for the sake of Nani's happiness. She left it on time on how she will fulfil this promise.

They both never disclosed this note to anyone in the family and kept it to themselves. Her life had started to take a change and it all started after reading this note and realising what he intended to do. She stopped crying because there was no point in crying for a man like Arnav Singh Raizada. She started strengthening herself for the family which were her only hope now.

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2 Months Later

AR Group shares were falling down. Sheetal Mathur who was also in shock and same grief of losing Arnav so suddenly hardly concentrated on work. Aman too couldnt concentrate much at office and neither did Akash. One fine day Aman suddenly walked in to Khushi and told her that AR Group needed her.. She was one of the Board members and Owner ASR's wife so she had to take his responsiility on her shoulders now. There was no compulsion but Khushi did not want to miss out any of her duties which would make her feel low in Arnav's eyes. She knew with how much efforts and difficulty Arnav had raised this Business to a level where he didnt had much competitors. This was the one thing she couldnt ignore. Not willing to ruin the business because of Arnavji's absence and their bitter past, she thought of holding it in her hands now.

She joining the company was appreciated by everyone except one and she was Sheetal Mathur. Sheetal was so furious seeing Khushi in office and that too in Arnav's cabin that she lashed her out privately pointing at her on how she was responsible for Arnav's accident. She clearly blamed Khushi for being the reason for Arnav's stressful mind and heart. Khushi didnt speak a word to Sheetal to defend herself which made Sheetal more furious. Their cold war continued for some more months and finally Sheetal resigned from the board not being able to bear Khushi in Arnav's place. Aman and Akash supported Khushi fully to take up this role and slowly things started progressing, the reputation of the AR Group was getting alligned once again on the right track.

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Months passed into years and now it had been 3 years for Arnav's death. A lot many changes did take place in these 3 years. Akash was married to Dr Payal and she was now staying in the Raizada family. Anjali had a 2 and half year old daughter. Shyam was a changed man now. His sister Khushi after joining the company did work on Shyam's dream project with AR which had inturn given him a lot of success and fame. He had earned a lot of profits and all thanks to the efforts Khushi had put in from her end. These 3 years did make Shyam realise the mistake he did in ignoring his sister until now. Even when he was so cruel towards her, she always fulfilled her duties till now and that changed his heart , softening it for her. He wished to shower his brotherly love towards Khushi who now ignored it as she was in no need of this favour from Shyam anymore. He had spoiled her life enough by getting her married to Arnav for his benefits. Even if she was doing her role successfully, she had no expectations from him. She was better without a brother's love until now and even in future. In simpler terms she had not forgiven her brother for his deeds..


Aman was still single but was totally involved in the AR Business and hardly had any time in thinking about his personal life. He ensured Khushi never has to deal all the matters alone. He was her guide, her advisor. Whenever Khushi felt alone in the midst of her small happy family, Aman cheered her mood and gave her hopes of building a strong foundation of AR which was Khushi's only motto now. She was not a weak girl unlike before but a strong woman who knew how to handle work easily. She was a Business woman who was appreciated and awarded many a times for the decent and quick growth of her company AR Group in the market in such a short time span.

The family hardly talked about Arnav in Khushi's presence. They never wanted her to live in her past and be cold again . They knew she was mentally strong before everyone but somewhere probably she was still missing that person in her life whom she considered to be everything in her past. She didnt drag that bitter past in her present or future. She initially was quiet and preferred staying away from happiness but as days passed she started getting what she deserved. The Raizada family loved her more now for the way she handled the business life and the family together. She had friends like Aman, Payal, Akash, Rudra and on the other hand she had a family which included her bhabhi Anjali, Nani , maama and Maami. She probably was getting everything she ever needed from life and thus erasing off the past started becoming easier. She started coming out of that nut shell and realising life was lot more than what she had expected it to be. She started enjoying the little moments of happiness she got these days. The whole family loved her and she inturn supported them and took care of everyone like a responsible Bahu. A Widow Bahu.!!

Even this status was soon changing in her life because she was been proposed by Rudra who wanted to give her a husband's love which she was always devoid of till now. The family was more than happy with this thought because they always wanted Khushi to be happy . 3 years were more than enough for her to stay alone like this without any life partner. Now she should seriously look out for a relationship .Aman was not much interested in this proposal because he had his own reasons but he never showed his denial to anyone. He had seen Rudra taking care of Khushi all these months and probably he would be a good partner to Khsuhi who at least now deserved the best in her life. But something was still not in place. Till now Khushi always meant to be Arnav's wife and suddenly accepting her not to be a part of Raizada family anymore was little hard.

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Rudra and Khushi exchanged the rings and this was a talk of the town published in every newspapers and telecasted on every TV channel. The Raizada family had got a new reason to celeberate after a long time span of 3 years. They were getting their Bahu Khushi re-married to Rudra who was  also a part of their family now. He was Payal's brother afterall.

Khushi took the wishes from the Guests and then Rudra came to her with the Glass of Juice. She happily took one and then sipped it smiling at him.

Khushi; Why are you seeing me like that Rudra?
Rudra: I was just thinking how quickly time passed isnt it? Just few months back I had proposed you for marrying me and you took 6 long months to finally say a Yes..!! I hope you are firm with your reply Khushi. I mean.. now that we are engaged, I think we shouldnt delay with the marriage.

Khsuhi: Kyon? Yakeen nahi hai ki main Shaadi karungi? (Why? Dont you believe I will marry you? )
Rudra: (Chuckled): What if something happens and you deny? I will go crazy you know. .
Khushi: (Smiled): Dont worry .. We have a Dr at home. Payal will treat you well.

They both shared a laugh and the family gathered for a family photo. It was Aman Mathur who clicked this picture with Khushi and Rudra standing beside each other and smiling while the other family members joined too. He did scan that picture for some seconds in his camera and wished there was someone else beside Khushi in Rudra's place. But he knew it was next to impossible now.

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Khushi removed all her jewelleries and placed them aside on the dressing table while Payal helped her in selecting her night dress..Khushi seemed to be very quiet today.

Payal: Can I ask you something Khushi? I need an honest reply though.
Khushi noded her head asking her to shoot her doubt.

Payal: You agreed to marry Rudra and got engaged to him too but.. But do you LOVE him?

Khushi's expressions changed all of a sudden as she never expected Payal to ask her this. She admired her engagement ring in her finger. Payal came and hugged her from behind.

Payal: I dont want to spoil your mood baby but its important for me to know because Rudra is my Brother and you are my best friend. I want you both to be happy. And you both will get the desired happiness only when you both share that LOVE equally.
Khushi: Love cannot be created artifically Payal. It just happens. I may not Love Rudra now but I am sure, once we marry, that love will eventually come up and things will go smoothly after that . Its not necessry that you start loving a person before you marry. It can develop even later if not now..

She moved Payal aside and then got up from the Bed to change into her night suit. Payal did get her answers. Khsuhi may not tell anyone clearly but even after these 3 years, she still loved someone else.  That someone who had left her forever giving her bad memories..!!

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Part 42

AR’s current CEO Khushi entered the office with a bright smile like a sunshine. It was a known fact that Khushi was always seen with a smiling face whenever she entered the office. After Arnav’s death she had been lamenting over the insecured yet cursed life of hers. But sooner than expected her retrieval from the grief really stalled everyone at office too. Her Past did reflect on her face when someone talked about Arnav Singh Raizada to her, be it any Client or any one from the Office Staff. The past was deep enrooted inside the core of her heart but after the engagement with Rudra she thought of giving herself a chance again.She was living her life after a long time and this was worth for all her struggles she suffered. Earlier the office itself had brought her so many sick memories but now the one look at the bright shining ring in her left hand vanished all those within a blink of a second. It’s  her second life that God  has blessed her and she will utilize it to the fullest.

Khushi paced herself towards Aman’s cabin instead of hers. She had to convey her plans to him before leaving the office. As she entered into the cabin without a knock she found AMan shocked at the sudden uninvited appearance of hers inside the cabin. He dropped his mobile amidst the serious talks to someone who was on the other end as if her appearance had really startled him.

KHushi : Hey AMan.. I am sorry . I should have knocked.
Aman :Uhh.. Its ok Khushi.. You don’t have to be sorry.. You have the right to enter my cabin anytime.
Khushi (twitching eyebrows) : I think you were on a very personal call? Any Girlfriend?

She teased him walking towards the chair assuming Aman was talking to his girlfriend or someone of that sort. As far as she knows AMan was not in any relationship with a girl as he was more concentrating on getting his sister SHeetal married  who wasn’t agreeing to him. Aman smirked at her and picked the mobile in his hand without hanging up.

Aman : Yes.. a  very very personal call.
Khushi : Wow.. Aman.. I was already very happy today and you doubled my happiness now.

She squealed in delight surprising AMan.

Aman : What happened ?Whats special today ?
Khushi (Smiling) : Rudra has planned for a surprise Lunch today. He wants to spend some time with me talking about our future which I think is right. Afterall we are engaged now. What do you think?

Aman faked a smile and nodded in happiness.
Khushi : I came to tell you that I wont be able to attend the meetings today. If you don’t mind can you handle those with Akash.
Aman : Sure.. don’t worry about that.. You enjoy the date..

KHushi  stood up smiling and thanked him. She bid a good bye to him and left the cabin. AMan waited for her to move out and then looking at his mobile he sighed in disappointment and continued his talk.

Aman: (On call): Uhh.. You okay?

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Rudra came to drop Khushi back home after the Movie which they had been together to see today evening. The Raizada family welcomed him inside and made him comfortable on the Couch while Khushi stood before Nani who was now talking to him.

Nani: Rudra , so what are your plans for tomorrow?
Akash: Dont ask him anything Daadi. He is booked for till the weekend. He is going to Auckland for some Business Conference. For 2 days.
Rudra: Haan Nani. That COnference is really important. I cannot even send anyone else in my place. Though it will be hectic I have no choice..
Payal: But Bhai why dont you take someone along? You will get some company too. At least you wont be bored.
Nani: She is right Rudra. Take someone along.
Payal: Why not Khushi?

Everyone seemed to be blank when Payal suggested Khushi's name. Rudra and Khushi stared at each other and then back to the family.

Khushi: No. I wont go.. Its not good. Let him take Uncle.
Payal: But why Khushi? Look, you both are engaged now and none of us have a problem with this. Infact just before you both came , we all were talking about you too only. You guys really need some free time for knowing each other better before marriage.
Khushi: I know him Payal. Since 3 years I know him. What else?

Seeing Khushi denying, Nani held Khushi's hand in assurance..

Nani: Khushi bitiya, she is not telling anything wrong. You are already pressurised with so much work and responsibilties here. You deserve a break and if thats one with Rudra, then nothing like it. Just dont think about us, we are happy if you go with Rudra and spend some time. We all trust you both.
Akash: And dont worry about work. Me and Aman will manage everything here.
Khushi (Still denying): But Akash, tomorrow? Thats impossible..
Akash: Not really. I will book your tickets and you already have a Long term Business Visa stamped on your Passport. What else is needed..

Khushi just sighed and turned back to Rudra who was waiting for her reply now. The family was so coperative in this matter.

Rudra: No compulsion Khushi, I wont feel bad if you deny.
Khushi closed her eyes for some seconds thinking if she really had to do this and finally she took a decision.

Khushi: I am coming along.

The whole family happily cheered at her reply and Payal hugged Khushi tight kissing her cheeks .

Payal: Thanks Baby, you made my day .
Khushi blinked her eyes and smiled at her but somewhere she still wasnt sure why she said a YES. ? She felt like this place Auckland and the Conference here was attracting her for some reason and trying to get her there as if she had some precious thing at this place which she needed to see..!!

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2 Days Later - Auckland

The Air journey was hectic and the Jet lag made her sleep immediately after she checked in her room that night. She woke up late the next day and was brushing her teeth when her door knocked and she asked the person to come in. It was Rudra with her Morning Coffee tray..

Khushi (Raising her eyebrows and moving the brush aside): You? Why did you get it?

Her words were not much clear as she still hadnt finished brushing her teeth. He gestured to her that he didnt get what she said.She went into the bathroom and finishing washing her face, she came out wiping it with the Towel.

Rudra: Okay dont be shocked that I got this inside. The room service was out and I just took the tray from her. Thats all.
Khushi : Thanks.
He handed her the Coffee mug and she switched her laptop On to check if she had any emails. Official emails.
Khushi: What about the conference? When is it ?
Rudra: Evening. Till then I am all your slave ready to take you out.
Khushi saw him bending before her like a Slave and she chuckled patting his back asking him to stand up again.

Khushi: Nautanki..!! You werent like this before haan.. What happened after coming here? Guess the Auckland's romantic Air has goten inside you ...
Rudra: If you think so! (They toasted the Coffee mugs and then both sat on the Couch having their morning Coffee's.)

Khushi: Did you message Aman about we coming here? I personally didnt get time.
Rudra: No Khushi. Even I didnt. But Akash is there. He will convey..
Khushi: Hopefully!!
Rudra: Okay then where are we going today?
Khushi: Nowhere Rudra. You concentrate on your presentations that you have to give today evening in the Conference. The city is not running anywhere. We will do some sight seeing tomorrow.
Rudra:  (Pinching her cheeks): Such an understanding Fiancee you are.. Sometimes I wonder how couldnt Arnav fall in Love with you ?

This was the biggest mistake Rudra did in talking about Arnav before her. The smile on Khushi's face had gone off and she kept on looking in Rudra's eyes with tears. Rudra felt like a Jerk for even commenting something like this. He immediately extended his hands to hold her but she stood up looking aside.

Rudra: Khushi sorry. I didnt mean that. I was..
Khushi: I need to have Shower Rudra . Would you mind seeing me later. Please?
Rudra: Dont avoid me because I hurted you Khushi. I really had no such intentions.
Khushi: Please Rudra. Just leave me alone for sometime. I promise I will be better..
Rudra agreed and then wiped the little drop of tear from the corner of her eyes.
Rudra: And dont cry!! Atleast not for that man!!

Khushi noded and closed the door as he left the room. She leaned behind at the door and closed her eyes, sitting on the floor remembering those innumerous times her husband had hurted her in the name of the revenge.!! However strong she would show herself before the family and friends, she can never deny that somewhere deep inside her heart she really was going through Hell even when that person who made her like this miserable was no more with her.

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Shopping Mall - Auckland

Before leaving for the Conference, Rudra had dropped Khushi at a Shopping Mall near to her Hotel where she can spend some time in buying gifts for everyone. She had brought something for everyone from the family and she still had an hour free with her till Rudra comes back to pick her . She scanned around thinking how to spend her time and there she found the Store of Rudra's favourite Suits Brand. She thought of checking some suit for Rudra till then. She entered the store and the lady guided her to the respective Sales agent. Khushi was looking out for some good suits when a small boy who hardly had learned to walk and just looked of a year and half old, came running towards her and caught hold of her feet. She happily leaned at the baby boy and tried to pick him up but he was not ready to come in her arms. He ran away from her but Khushi's attention was only on him to see if he was really getting back to his parents or not. He ran some feets towards a man who was probably searching for him and caught hold of his feet . The man turned behind only to Shock Khushi completely and picked the baby in his arms talking to him in a very sweet childhish tone.

"Aarav, paapa ko chodke kahan gaye the? Paapa aap ko kabse dhoond rahe the.." (Aarav.. Where had you been leaving Paapa alone? Papa was searching you)

He caressed the baby and kissed his jaw purposely pricking his beard on the baby boy's cheeks who inturn was laughing and pushing him back to avoid his actions.

Khushi dropped the Bags from her hand seeing this man who had every feature of her husband Arnav Singh Raizada and yet he had many differences too. He was in a Casual Blue Jeans and white T Shirt which had tucked in, a stylish watch which her husband never wore because he never liked watches. And most importantly this man had specs which hide his beautiful mysterious eyes from the rest of the world. Khushi had not even able to come out of this scene that the next moment she saw a Beautiful young girl in a Frock coming towards  this man and the baby with a Suit in her hand. The baby started hopping seeing the lady but she didnt take him in her arms.

Lady: Aarav 2 minutes beta, mumma's hands are full ..

She checked the Black Suit on the man and asked if he liked it. He noded and she asked the Salesman to pack the Suit. She then removed a Digital Camera from her Purse and then asked the baby to kiss this man's cheeks while she kissed the other one and took a snap from that Camera holding it right before them.  That one scene kicked Khushi's mind making her realise they were a couple and that baby was their baby probably.

After the photo was clicked, the lady pinched the man's cheeks smiling.

Lady: Sorry Jaan but ek photo toh yahan banti hai. Hai naa?

The man agreed and passed baby Aarav in her arms while taking the bags from her and they left at the Billing Counter. Khushi was speechless. She couldnt believe she was really witnessing this scene. Her heart was still beating rapidly and told her that he was not any unknown person. He was her Arnavji. He had to be her Arnavji , no matter how much difference there was in his looks and appearance, no matter he had another beautiful wife and a one and half year baby, he had to be Arnavji because looks can deceive, her eyes can deceieve her but not her heart!!

Till she could decide what she had to do, the couple had left the Mall and she found no signs of them even after searching the entire floor.

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Part 43

Mall - Auckland

Rudra saw her searching someone in the Mall very anxiously and he thought she must have seen him entering this place and hence looking for him. He quickly went behind her and closed her eyes with his hand just to tease her a bit. The moment she felt some hand closing her eyes , she held it and turned behind.

Khushi (Turning behind): ARN..

She thought it was her Arnavji but seeing Rudra before her who was watching her with confusion to know what she was going to call him, she lowered her eyes and moved back.

Khushi: Sorry.. I ..
Rudra: Main do ghante ke liye chala kya gaya, tum toh mujhe miss karne lagi.. !! (I had just been out for two hours and you started missing me? )

She didnt reply but coninued looking down still thinking if she had actually seen Arnavji or not?
Rudra (Purposely speaking to himself): Chalo Rudra beta.. Pata toh chala ki koi tumhe itna miss toh karta hai. (Baby Rudra, at least I came to know someone misses me so much) Khushi (Composing herself): Take me back to the Hotel Rudra. Please.
Rudra: Sure. But anything wrong? You dont seem to look happy.
Khushi: I am fine.

She walked ahead towards the exit and Rudra followed her thinking she was hiding something from him..

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Hotel - Auckland

Khushi was talking over the phone to Anjali Bhabhi back in Delhi while Rudra was waiting for her to finish..

Khushi: Haan Bhabhi. I have shopped everything you told me. And even for Pari  (Shyam and Anjali's daughter) I have taken some good western clothes for her.
Anjali (On Call): Arre waah Khushi. I never expected you to spend so much time shopping for all of us. How was the Mall? It must be very big. Hai naa?

The rememberance of the mall showed flashes of her Arnavji too with that unknown girl and the baby whose name she heard was Aarav. Was it just a coincidence that the baby was named Aarav or was it because he was Arnavji's Son only and the lady his wife?

She closed her eyes not wishing to think anything  more on this topic. First she had thought of sharing this incident with Rudra but later she gave up because she didnt wanted Rudra to think she was still hallucinating Arnavji like before!!

Anjali (On Call): Hello? Khushi? You There?
Khushi: Haan Bhabhi.. I .. I am here..
Anjali: Okay wait a minute.. Your Bhai Shyam wants to talk to you.!! Take..

Anjali passed the phone to Shyam who was really eager to talk to her. There was a lot of changes in Shyam 's behaviour towards Khushi after Arnav's absence in her life. Firstly because Khushi worked on that same Joint Project of Gupta's and Raizada's which once Arnavji had assigned her after she had become the Board of Director of AR. But though her Arnavji wanted her to misuse her position and ditch that project so that Shyam and his family comes on road, turning his financial status to zero, she never did that. She could never cheat anyone and though her relationship with her brother was never good, she still did not harm him and his project. She promptly worked on it and also gave good results. These were the days when Shyam started seeing her goodness and slightly realised his mistake. He started treating her good, like talking to her, caring her but probably it was too late. She had no hopes, no demands from anyone and hence even when he had fully turned out to be a Best Brother now who wanted his sister to be with him, she never bothered much. She kept herself aloof from her Bhai like he did with her before. These 3 years he always waited for her on the Rakhi day so that she comes and ties him Rakhi but she always kept ignoring it and never gave him the opportunity to get the Rakhi tied on his wrist by his sister, just like he avoided her all these years from tieing the Rakhi. This was noticable to everyone in the family but no one advised her anything because Shyam did deserve it for what he did with her. If Shyam hadnt accepted the marriage proposal of Arnav's and had fought for his sister's rights, today her life would have been much better than what she was leading today.

Shyam took the phone from Anjali to talk to Khushi and know how she was..

Shyam: Hello? Khushi it must be cold there. Dont forget to wear warm jackets. I hope you carried a few from here?
Khushi: Jee..Uhh.. I am getting a call , I will call you all later. Bye..

She cut the call not wishing to continue her talks further because it was not her Bhabhi on call but her Bhai whom she avoided as much as she could. She placed the phone on the bed and sat on the Couch looking at Rudra.

Rudra: Its high time you forgive him Khushi. He is your brother afterall.
Khushi: (Ignoring it ): You were telling me something about our tomorrow's plans.. Where are you going?
Rudra realised she didnt wish to talk anything about Shyam and hence he too didnt cut her words.

Rudra: Ohh haan.. Tomorrow I have a meeting in the Ahuja's office here in Auckland. Just a half an hour work. Will you join me there? And the we can leave together for Lunch and some final shopping. Because our flight back to India is at late night tomorrow. We have the whole day with us after the meeting. What do you say?

Khushi had no mood to go out after what happened in the mall. She herself had so many doubt haunting her mind but she couldnt deny Rudra. Afterall he was making all the attempts to be a good partner to her, she should start somewhere. She agreed.

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Next Day - Ahuja's Office

Rudra was busy in his meeting while Khushi was sitting in the Lobby waiting for him to come back when suddenly her eyes fell on the Photo of a lady holding a baby in her hand in the adjacent cubicle. The lady in the picture was the same one whom Khsuhi saw in the Mall yesterday with Arnavji. She quickly got up and walked to that Cubicle picking the photo frame in her hand. Even the kid she was holding was the same by Aarav. SHe looked aside to see if she can ask whom does this photo belong.  Another lady from the staff was walking by when Khushi stopped her and asked her whose cubicle it was.

Lady: This is Ruble's cubicle I guess. Not much sure because I joined recently.
Khushi; RUBLE? And this lady and the baby?
Lady: Must be his Wife and Son. I am not sure.
Khushi's heart ached with this truth but she will believe nothing this time until she knows the full truth.

Khushi: Is he around? I mean Ruble?
Lady: I have no idea. You can check the attendance sheet at the reception Maam.

Saying that the lady left and Khushi kept the photo back on desk and rushed to the Reception. From there she came to know that Ruble was off today from work and she pleaded the receptionist to give her his address as she wanted to meet him urgently. It was against the rule but she was still given it as the Receptionist knew Khushi had come here to this Office along with their Client Rudra. Khushi after getting the address didnt wait any second more and hiring a CAB she thought of meeting this man whoever he is. All she hoped was this RUBLE turns out to be her husband ARNAVJI..

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She closed her eyes to pray to her Devi Miayaa reaching before the house and then with full courage she knocked the door. It took almost 2 to 3 minutes for someone inside to open that door for her and there she frozed once again seeing ARNAVJI standing before her in the same changed appearance. He was in a Maroon T Shirt and cool blue Jeans, his hair disheveled, Specs bridging a gap for her to meet his eyes directly and read them. She clearly noticed the way he gulped down seeing her before him but his expressions didnt change a bit on face. Infact he had still got the audacity to ask her who she was? He was holding the same baby Aarav in his arms whom he was feeding the baby food probably when she knocked the door.

Ruble: What can I do for you?

Khushi's eyes moistened when she heard this voice after 3 long years. Her heart was thumping again and she felt herself to be alive for the first time in these 3 years. She was continuosuly watching his face without even blinking but her attention was diverted when the baby started kissing his cheeks and making sounds as he was really hungry.

Ruble carressed Aarav who leaned on his shoulder and closed his eyes feeling sleepy too , wrapping arms around his neck.

Ruble: I am speaking to you. Who are you?

There was a change in his tone now as if he was trying to be strict enough in getting a reply from him. Was he her Arnavji? Or was he the father of this baby whom he carried in his arms? Was he purposely pretending not to know her or was he really unaware of who she was ? She had a doubt on everything and hence she lied too.

Khushi: Your wife.. I mean. I am new to your neighbourhood. I wanted to meet your..your wife.

Ruble was trying to analayise something and was quiet for few seconds.
Ruble: She is not at home. She will be back soon though.  You..

Before he could complete the sentence asking her to leave or come later, she walked into his dark den. Without hesitation she stepped inside and he kept on looking at her. The baby was resting in Ruble's arms as he continued looking at her wondering how can she intrude in his house like this.. Khushi scanned the house once and all she could see was his picture with the sam baby all over. And also with that lady in one or two of these pictures. Just felt like they were a happy family which once she expected to have with him. She felt dejected noticing all this. Ruble was still standing at the same door just looking at her and reading what she was trying to capture here. Aarav started mumbling something and licking Ruble's cheeks which didnt go unnoticed by her. She with heavy heart came to them and touched the baby's soft cheeks and Aarav tried to catch hold of her finger and suck it. Ruble by now was numb and rooted at this place noticing her reactions.

Khushi: The baby is just like you.

Was she praising? Or was she commenting him?

Ruble:  (Stepped back maintaining distance from her): Uhh you should leave. I am busy feeding the baby . SO please..

He pointed towards the door gesturing her to leave. She had tears formed in her eyes. She gulped the lump of tears formed in her throat giving him one final look. She did not wanted to conclude anything. She didnt wanted to know if he was Ruble or Arnavji. She wanted to admire this face again and again and never leave this place because she was still feeling her heart beating the same way which did when she was near her Arnavji. She believed her beats. She believed her heart will never ditch her in this matter.But she didnt wanted to conclude either.

Ruble walked to the door and stopped her waiting to close the door once she was out. He didnt find her interested in moving out though. Seeing this, Khushi with heavy heart walked outside without even turning back to him again. Something was wrong. She knew she was doing wrong by leaving like this. She collided with a lady who was coming in her way while leaving out and she was the same girl from the Mall. Both of them looked at each other for few seconds and Khushi knew she would never be able to hold her cries any longer. Khushi rushed outside the gate towards the Cab and asked the Driver to take her away from here . The Car left while the girl who was Aarav's mother stared at Ruble who was still standing at the door. Their eyes met and she knew what had to be the outcome of this scene she just witnessed.

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Part 44

Auckland

She kept on knocking the bedroom door but to no use. He was not ready to open it and that was making her more worried.

Lady: Bhai Jaan.. Bhai.. please..Open the door .. Please Bhai.. For me!!

There was no reply from him and that scared her to death. Luckily Aarav was engrossed in playing with his toy car and she only had to concentrate on her Bhai .. She quickly grabbed her phone and made a call.

"Hello.. Aman?"

Aman: Avni.. Hi..
Avni: Aman come back home..Bhai.. Bhai again has got the attack and he has locked himself in the room. I .I am worried Aman. Please..
Aman: What? Attack? Damm!! Dont worry.. I..I will be back in few minutes..!!

Avni cut the call and started banging the door again. There was no sign of Him opening the door and she knew this wont be good for him. Arnav Singh Raizada who was pretending , hiding all this time from his wife, Khushi , here in New Zealand so that she is freed from him and his shadow, so that she starts a new life with someone who really deserved her and gives her all happiness in life which she never got from him , had today finally felt his world collapsing seeing Khushi before his eyes. Only he knew how difficult it was for not revealing any expressions on his face when she tried to read him, only he knew how impossible it was for him to not touch his wife who was standing just a feet away from him, only he knew how much he had cursed himself for ruining her life all the way long because of his deeds and today when he still saw those memories of their days spent together in her eyes when she was looking at him, he felt like hurting himself more and ending his life for not been able to make her forget himself. The memories of their 4 months of marriage where they lived together as husband and wife was once again piercing his heart and soul and the reason for his panic attack which he started suffered majorly 3 years back after leaving his wife forever, claiming himself to be dead. Only he knew how difficult it was to decide everything at such a short time of breaking all the ties with his wife Khushi for her good and leaving the country forever. Never in his thoughts he had imagined that God probably was not happy with this decision of his and hence had made him face that deadly accident in Delhi where he lost the control of his break failed Car. If he hadnt jumped down the Car on time, he would have toppled down the cliff and his life would end forever. He got major injuries but he didnt wish to waste his time in getting to the Hospital and treating himself. This accident had made his plan more easier. In the eyes of the world, he would not be alive after facing this mishap and thats what gave him an opportunity to hide for a day or two in a remote place until his condition was fine and then with the help of his old tie ups with some Aircraft Company, he managed to reach to New Zealand where he knew his sister Avni was practicing her Profession.

He had faced quite a difficult time initially reaching Avni.. Only he knew how hard it was for making her understand that he wasnt here for hurting here anymore. He only wanted to see her once and ask forgiveness for everything that he did with her in childhood. Though it was not exactly his fault, though he had no choice then and for the safety of his little sister, he had to ensure she gets out of his life. When Avni met him all of a sudden at this house she angrily lashed at him for even coming here. She already had heard the news from Aman Mathur that her brother had met a brutal accident and was not alive. She didnt think once for screaming at her brother for doing all the wrong with his sister and also with his wife.. She had showed him what his right place was.. She had cursed him for not even getting place in Hell because even that place wasnt worth it.. That time he faced his first major Panic attack and collapsed on the ground. It was Avni who in fear took him inside with the help of her neighbours and since she was a Dr, she treated him in her house. She knew he just suffered a mild Panic attack and that was probably due to the fact that he was been rejected by everyone in his life. She didnt think twice before calling up Aman Mathur the next day because it was necessary for him to know that his best friend was alive.. When Aman had come to know about this, he wished to let the whole family know but he stopped himself from doing that . An unknown fear striked his mind and he first thought of meeting Arnav in Auckland and checking why did he land there after his fatal accident here.

Aman came to Auckland taking the next flight and met Avni who told him Arnav was not in a good condition. Since the time he was here, he had been facing serious Panic attacks where he screamed his wife's name , wanting to be with her, and messed with the things kept around him in the room. His head ached like this was the end of his life and only after injecting him with several medicines, and hours of sleep he was able to come out of such attacks. Aman never had seen or heard  Arnav ever facing all this before. This was the first time. Aman had thanked her for helping Arnav in this condition but she shoved off that thought from Aman of thinking that she was doing it because she was his sister. This was her profession which made her save his life and treat him. She was a Dr afterall. She can never differentiate in treating people she hated and the ones she loved..

Aman and Avni had met each other even before this. Aman was the only one who knew why Arnav had ditched his sister and thrown her out of his life. But since the time Avni was out from the Raizada family, Arnav had asked his School Friend Aman Mathur to ensure his father and he takes care of this girl no matter what. It was Aman's father who had helped Avni get admission in a boarding school and since then her life started taking a new turn. The promise that Aman gave Arnav then of not letting Avni know about the real reason was binding him till today. The 8 year old Avni who loved her brother immensely started hating him for what he did with her. She started hating relationships. She grew up on her own with the blessings of Aman's father and after his death it was Aman who helped her continue her studies and take up the Doctor's profession which not only suited her but was her dream too. She rarely had a knowledge that whatever money was used in all her education was the one which her bhai provided to Aman's family. She was not even told that until this day when Aman came to Auckland and was told by Avni to take Arnav from here forever as she didnt even wish to see his face. He was not worth to be called a Brother. Aman lost his temper that day and broke every promise that he had given to Arnav and told Avni the truth on why she was been thrown out of the house at such a small age and how that same brother pleaded to Aman's father's to take his baby sister's responsibility though all the payments related to her education and stay will always be done by him personally.

Avni broke down by this truth of her life which till now was always a secret for her. Her next meet with her brother was quite emotional. She was still maintaining some distance from him because he had still given her enough hurt and pain since her childhood by keeping her away from him. He was her only family until now and she was devoid of his love always. When Arnav was back to his normal consciousness he joined his palms begging for forgiveness from her for not allowing her to get his love from so many years. She couldnt see him so weakened. She hugged him tight and he cried like a baby in his sister's arms asking her to forgive him if possible and that he will not disturb her life anymore. He will not bother her by staying with her and disturbing her normal routine. He will find some other place for his accomodation and  just like she was been kept aloof from him, he will bear that same punishment now by isolating himself from everyone. Aman did ask him to return back to India and stay with his wife whom he had started loving . But Arnav denied. He told Aman he didnt deserve his wife. She deserved a life without him. Only then she will be happy and she will get her desired respect. Aman thought it to be his foolishness but Arnav was adamant. He was dead in the eyes of the society and he preferred staying so. Aman and Avni were not happy with this decision of his but making Arnav forcibly do anything against his wish now could be risky because he was still recovering from the panic attack. So Aman and Avni decided to agree to his words. They knew he will no longer be able to stay without Khushi because he had started loving her and a day would come when he will come back to her. They just hoped that day wasnt too far. The condition of the AR Business was discussed too and Arnav suggested Aman to ask Khushi take the incharge. This would not only keep her busy in work and away from his memories but will also align her life in the right angle. Thats why Aman after returning back to Delhi proposed Khushi one fine day to join AR and take over Arnav's responsibilities.

There Khushi started a new life in Delhi holding on to the new responsibilties which once she wanted to do for her husband working with him. Everything was the same but the position and place of her husband could never be taken by anyone there, not even her. Arnav's condition in Auckland was worsening. He was devoid of sleep. The initial few months he did suffer from some minor panic attacks again and that was all because he had lost the most important relationship of his life, his wife. Sometimes he wished to pick the phone and dial her but he controlled his mind not allowing himself to be weak because this wont be good for Khushi again. She had just started leading her life as per her desires, managing all her duties and if he returns back to her, she will not only stop giving attention to her work and concentrate day and night again on him but will also forgive him in no time for all the ill he did with her. That would never be called his repentance. He had no plans to win her love because a man like him never deserved it. All he deserved now was lonliness , hate and curses from everyone..!!

Avni was finding it hard in the initial few months of her life to handle her brother who had lost the strength and the desire to live life. He had started taking sleeping pills to get sleep but was still never able to find peace. He had started drinking a lot but Avni made him leave that too. She took her promise from Arnav that he will never consume alcohol or get addicted to any kind of drug. He was reluctant at the beginning but later he agreed to it. Avni and Aman who were always good friends until now also started to develop feelings of Love for each other and that didnt go unnoticed by Arnav . He wanted to see his sister happy and no one other than Aman will be able to do that . The Soft corner and concern that Aman had for Avni was clearly noticable and on Arnav's insistence, Aman agreed to marry Avni only if she was ready for it. They married ritually in Arnav's presence in Aman's next visit to Auckland and since none of the family members were aware of Avni's presence in their life still, they thought of keeping it a secret again for some more time. Because they didnt wanted Khsuhi to know this anytime that Aman is married to Avni or else the truth of her existence will come out before all and that will give a Plus point to Arnav's character which Arnav didnt wanted to happen. The wedding of Aman and Avni was hidden and Aman only visited Auckland to meet his wife and friend Arnav once every month. Even this marriage didnt change much in Arnav's life. He was still facing all odds especially healthwise. There wasnt a day when he didnt hallucinate his wife Khushi and wished to be with her. The news of Avni being pregnant gave him a little solace seeing so much happiness in his sister's life. And then finally he diverted all his time and attention in taking care of his pregnant sister. Aman wanted to spend time as much as possible with Avni but then the responsibility of AR and also the numerous questions he would have to address when the family and his own sister Sheetal will keep asking him on why he was leaving Delhi for such a long time did bind his legs. He thought of going to Auckland for a long term of 1 to 2 months during the time of Avni's delivery and he knew Arnav will leave no stone unturned in taking care of his Sister Avni.!! So he was little tension free in that matter. Months passed and finally Avni gave birth to a cute baby boy whom she named as Aarav, as she was very fond of her Bhai Jaan Arnav. This little baby Aarav gave Arnav a reason of living again and giving all his love and attention to him. The baby initially reminded him of "AASHI" , the name which Khsuhi had decided for her and his girl child. Though the whole day Arnav still found peace taking the baby in his arms, his nights were still unpleasant. He already had taken up a job in a small firm ensuring no one knows him to be Arnav Singh Raizada there. Though he was reluctant to go out in the public and work at the beginning in the fear of being noticed and recognised, he still had to do this because he didnt wanted to use any money from the savings of AR that he had earned until now. So he changed his name to Ruble for the Job sake and started working there , a very low profile work which would though be very unworthy for a Business tycoon like him , he still took it up for diverting his attention . There was nothing in this world that he could do to forget his wife Khushi. He wanted to be with her and share his rest of the life giving her immense love and happiness but after coming to know from Aman that she said a YES to Rudra's marriage proposal broke him apart once again.

That same night he once again got a panic attack when he saw his wife staying happy and giving Rudra all the rights which once only belonged to him. He was shattered to the core when he saw the engagement video on the TV where Khushi happily exchanged rings with Rudra and posed for the Camera's before the media. That day he realised what he missed. That day made him feel he had lost everything precious he had in his life. That panic attack was really worse that night but Avni's medication and Aarav's hug to him made him calm down. That night Avni made a resolve to sort this matter once for all. She was dialing Khushi to tell her everything but Arnav didnt allow her to. He stopped her from letting Khsuhi know what the truth is.. Avni fought with him because this was not right. When Arnav was alive, Khushi's marriage with someone else was wrong ritually. But Arnav made her remember that according to the world, he was dead and there was no point in digging the old graves now. Khushi's happiness had started taking a new turn and he didnt wish to interrupt in that. When in past 3 years he didnt go back to her then why would he go now when she had planned to settle down her life and remarry? He will never let that happen.

Since that day of Khushi's engagement till last night everything was still fine but today when he saw Khushi before him, he couldnt hold on to his control . He wanted to take her in his arms, hug her and beg her to accept him back in her life but when he couldnt do any of this and saw her tears, realising he was still the reason behind it, he felt suffocated. The moment she left that house, he had locked himself in his room and was trying to ease his headache which was becoming worse minute by minute. This was the symptom of the next panic attack he was due to get.

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Part 45

Auckland

Aman pushed the door open of the bedroom and both Avni and Aman rushed inside to see if Arnav was fine. They saw Arnav sitting on the floor with his back touching the bed edge , his palms pressings his forehead to ease the severe headache he had which was one of the sign of his panic attack and his body was shiverring continuously. Avni quickly fetched his medicines while Aman made him get up and rest on the bed.

Aman couldnt see Arnav in this state. He was still better from past some days until he came to know that Khushi was here in Auckland. Yesterday when Arnav and Avni had come back from the mall and were checking the pic that they clicked, Arnav saw Khushi watching him at the background. He was shocked and confused on how Khushi can come here. Thats when he had asked Aman if he knew about it. AMan who also had come to Auckland almost the same day when Khushi and Rudra were here, on there text of going to London for some work. When the distances between Arnav and Khushi grew lesser in terms of miles, Arnav realised he had to hide himself from her until she goes back from this place . Thats the reason he didnt attend his Office today and chose to stay home to take care of Aarav.

Avni injected Arnav and he closed his eyes as sleep overtook all his pain. She sighed in relief sitting next to her sleeping Bhai and carressed his face shedding tears.

Avni: Its my fault, I shouldnt have gone to the hospital leaving him alone.
Aman  placed a hand on her shoulder giving her some strength.
Aman: Avni you dont have to blame  yourself for this attack. None of us expected Khushi to find him here. This cannot be more than a coincidence that she came here and saw him.
Avni: I met Khushi for the first time today Aman and even if I wished to hug her and tell her how Bhai was missing her in life and was living a hell without her presence but .. but Bhai's promise didnt allow me to do this. I so wish to make things right in his life but. I cant..

She started weeping on Aman's shoulder who carressed her and asked her to calm down. He too wasnt happy with the decisions Arnav took to be hidden from his wife.
Aman: You think she recognised him as Arnav ? I mean will she believe he is Arnav or a complete different identity?
Avni: If she felt his heartbeats, and if she still has some love hidden inside her for Him, she will recognise him Aman.
Aman: I hope she doesnt turn back here. If she does and tries to find out everything this time,we wont be able to hide Arnav any longer.

Avni gave a blank glare to her husband Aman and then prayed to God that everything goes fine with Arnav at least now. He was already suffering a lot without her from past 3 years.

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Hotel

Rudra had already asked her hundreds of questions on why she went off that Office suddenly without informing her. He cared for her and was worried that she will be lost but seemed like Khsuhi was totally in a different world.

Rudra: Are you even listening to me Khushi?
Khushi was still not in a mood to divert her attention from today's incident, his face, his eyes, his expressions, everything revealed only one thing. He was her Arnavji. He could deny his identity but what about the heart that beated in sync with hers when she came before him? What was he trying to prove? Was he married to someone else? Was that baby really his? Did he lose his memory? She had numerous questions running in her mind and she desperately needed answers. Letting Rudra know it at this point of time was not good because that may lead to complications .

Rudra was little angry seeing her ignoring him for no reasons. He got up.

Rudra: When you out of your thoughts then just call me. And pack your stuffs because we have to leave in few hours for the Airport Khushi.

He left her room while the thought of leaving this country without knowing the full truth of her Arnavji made her feel more weak and terrible. She was not ready for this.

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Avni's House

The dark roads where Khushi was walking alone not realising where these road was taking her, suddenly felt some yellow right approaching her from behind. She hardly cared. The tears in her eyes and the remorse of being hurt by her Arnavji again and again was erasing every fear of being risking her life walking on the middle of the roads. The Vehicle approached her and in seconds it hit her body rashly , crushing her below it. Arnav Screamed her name aloud witnessing this scene in his dream which probably was not less than seeing it happening for real. Sweat covered his body along with pain in his head still. Avni and AMan rushed to him because it was impossible for him to get up like this even after injecting him the sedatives which should have given him a proper rest of 4 hours minimum. This was the effect of his wife and her pain inside him. He was devoid of sleep from the time he came here to Auckland. He kept taking sleeping pills every night to erase off the ill thoughts which came in his mind about his wife. He frantically got up from the bed opening the drawers with shiverring hands finding some pain killers to ease off his headache . Aman stopped him.

Aman: ASR calm down. You need rest.. Just relax..

Arnav pushed him back and continued searching for the medicines .. Sometimes it was difficult for both Avni and Aman to handle Arnav in this condition. He had no control over himself when he is facing such panic attacks. The little cry from Aarav who had crawled in this room needing attention and instead of going to his real mum and dad, he had  always found happiness in his Uncle Arnav. She wrapped his tiny arms on Arnav's feet and all the untamed actions of Arnav came back to a halt. He picked Aarav in his arms who hugged him wrapping his hands around Arnav's neck and leaning his head over Arnav's shoulder. Arnav's shiverring was gone and he could feel he was alive once again in the solace of this kid.

He carressed Aarav softly and Aman with Avni made Arnav sit back on bed ..

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Hotel

Khushi's bags were packed and she was still in a dilemma if she had to leave like this without meeting her Arnavji again and proving herself that he was alive. The person she met today was her Arnavji. She wanted Answers from him on how can he hide such a big truth from her and fake death, he wanted to know why he married someone else again when he had a wife? She wanted to slap this man for making her suffer so much that she had no space even for pain in her heart now. She couldnt leave things unsolved this time. She will never allow him to win over her this time because he was at fault and she promised herself to make him realise that.

When Rudra came to her room , he found it open and the packed bags on the bed but Khushi was not there. It shocked him again. Where was she? They just had an hour to leave for Airport and she  was again gone somewhere ?

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Avni's House

Avni: Bhai please .You have to come with me to the Clinic because we have to perform some tests. Its a regular check up thats all. The medications are not working properly on you and we need to make sure some additional tests are done to know if we need to change the medicines
Aman: She is right ASR. Dont think about anything else than this now.
Arnav: I am not bothered if the medicines are working or not. I neither care how long I will suffer from these attacks.. I just know one thing and that is to ensure Khushi doesnt come back here to see me..

He continued packing his bags but Aman stopped him in anger.

Aman: Enough of running ASR. What is wrong with you? Why are you doing this to yourself. ? Didnt you understand how she is suffering still without you in her life?
Arnav: She has Rudra now and I know he will keep her more happy than me (He gulped his pain and tried not to moist his eyes)
Aman: No one but you can keep her happy ASR. I know that. Infact everyone knows that. And do you realise it morally wrong to get her married to someone else when her husband is alive ?
Arnav : I am dead for her.!! m
Aman: But she still has kept you alive in some part of her heart ASR. Thats the reason she doesnt concentrate fully on Rudra. If she came here in Auckland it was only because she was forced to come with him. Doesnt mean she is accepting Rudra in your place.

Avni interrupted them.

Avni : Stop arguing you both. And BHai you have to come with me now to the Clinic for the tests or else I will call a bunch of Dr here and make them treat you.

Arnav was not happy with this but he couldnt deny Avni and agreed to go with her . He just hoped by the time he is back home, he will get the news through Aman that Khushi and Rudra have started back for India.

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After some 3 hours finally they came back home with Arnav still not in a good condition. How can he be fine when he knew his Khushi was just few miles away from him and was returning back again to India leaving him in the world of darkness again? Aman was out with Aarav still to get the medicines prescribed for Arnav. Avni and Arnav came inside with Avni supporting him as he had clutched her shoulders while walking in. She turned the lights On only to get another shock. Khushi was standing right before them holding the same Diary in her hand which belonged to Arnav's mother. That was the only asset he had carried all the way from Delhi to Auckland with him. The only missing piece from Khushi's life which she had tried searching the entire Raizada Mansion and not been able to find it anywhere thinking where can it go? She suspected later that Arnav while leaving this house might have taken it with him. And that was the sole proof she wanted to search for coming into this house secretly , from the backside kitchen door which luckily was left half open . All these years Arnav had preserved this dairy of his mother like a holy book which he scanned every time he felt lonely and missed his Maa along with his wife thinking how much pain both the ladies suffered in their life. He could do nothing for his Maa but he did everything for his wife to make her life better without him. Khushi's expressions were clear cut frustrated and angered and she didnt break the eye lock with him until he managed to understand what was going to happen next. He was Arnav Singh Raizada afterall and he could manipulate the situation easily yet trying to hide his identity.

Avni on the other hand had also realised Khushi had made her guesses but that didnt mean she will allow her to yell at her brother at this stage. His health was not good yet. If just meeting her once he could have a panic attack today then what can happen if she will hurt him by words and actions  ? She can never let it happen because her Brother needed peace of mind and some good rest to be normal again. So she thought of handling the situation in her ways. She

Avni: (Faking anger): What the Hell are you doing here? How did you enter in? Before I call the POlice and ask them to take you out, just leave us alone.

Khushi didnt move and nor did she move her gaze from Arnav who was still standing cold.  She was just waiting to see how far he goes to avoid her.

Avni (Stepping towards her ): Didnt you hear? I said GET OUT DAMMIT!!

She was dying to hear one word from him. For the first time in life she wanted him to scream at her in the same way he did before , making her belief much stronger that YES HE WAS HER ARNAVJI.

Arnav was still very cold because she had no idea how Khushi  found that diary?

Avni was surprised when Khushi was not even giving ear to her anger. She didnt wish her brother to take any more stress. He had just suffered a Panic Attack some hours back and if Khushi continues to be here before him ,he will be suffering more because Khushi only was currently the sole reason of his lonliness and darkness in life.

Khsuhi (Gulping down and looking at Arnav still): Toh aap Ruble nahi.. Arnavji hai? (So you are not Ruble but Arnavji)

THat name "ARNAVJI" got more memories in his mind and heart which started pricking him again because he hated those days when he hurted her. He wanted to show her he was not her husband but his heart wanted to tell her all her guesses were true. But he will never let his heart over rule his brain this time . Avni clutched Khushi's arms in anger , trying to drag her out. Though she didnt wish to do this, she had to for her brother.

Avni: Enough of claiming Ruble to be someone else.  Get Out of my house now..

Khushi forcibly stopped reaching near Arnav and clutched his shirt in anger pulling him.

Khushi: Why are you doing this Arnavji? Why are you hurting me again so much? Arent you satisfied seeing me in this condition? Why?

She started shaking him but he didnt utter a word. He wanted to wipe her tears desperately but this wasnt right now.

Avni angrily held Khushi's hand again.

Avni: Stop all this at once or else I..

Before she could complete that sentence, khushi raised her hand on Avni which Arnav luckily Stopped before she actually slaps her.

Arnav (Angrily  pinning Khushi's hand at her back ): If you dare to slap my sister.. I WONT TOLERATE Khushi.!!

He quickly registered what mistake he did by uttering these sentence. He called her "KHUSHI". If he was Ruble, how did he knew her name is Khushi? The moment he confessed this, Khushi freed that same hand and slapped his cheeks hard.  The slap was really intenseful and he deserved that from her, Infact this one slap was not enough for him. He would get his remaining shares very soon but only after he confesses to her the whole truth. The truth which not just dreaded her life but also made him suffer so much.

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Part 46

Arnav (Angrily  pinning Khushi's hand at her back ): If you dare to slap my sister.. I WONT TOLERATE Khushi.!!

He quickly registered what mistake he did by uttering these sentence. He called her "KHUSHI". If he was Ruble, how did he knew her name is Khushi? The moment he confessed this, Khushi freed that same hand and slapped his cheeks hard.  The slap was really intenseful and he deserved that from her, Infact this one slap was not enough for him. He would get his remaining shares very soon but only after he confesses to her the whole truth. The truth which not just dreaded her life but also made him suffer so much.

He had not even come out of that pain on his cheeks that she started pulling him holding his collar.

Khushi: Why Arnavji? Why did you do this? How can you fake your death and stay away from your family? I know you hate me, but what wrong has your family done to you that made you take this step ? Is this what Arnav Singh Raizada is? Hiding from his own family like a coward?

She left his collar almost pushing him back. Avni was very disturbed that the truth was out this way. Arnav's silence was neither helping Khushi get her needed answers nor was allowing her to calm down and feel happy that Arnavji was alive.

Khushi (Showing him the diary of his Maa): Only keeping your mother's memory safe in your heart wont let you get peace Arnavji. You will never get the desired peace of mind until you earn it for you. Do you even realise your mistakes? Have you even tried to know what your family was going through when you were busy here spending time with your sister? I know you had wronged her too and hence she deserved your presence back in life. But your family? You had a whole bunch of people who loved you immesely Arnavji. They almost died knowing about your accident. Cant you feel what pain they must have gone through?

Arnav gulped down all the pain he was carrying inside and took a step towards her.

Arnav: Khushi ...

She pushed him back again with both her hands not allowing him to speak.

Khushi: Not a word Arnavji. You will not utter a word today. You dont deserve to give me any explanation because the act you did is unacceptable. You always did what you felt is right , not caring anyone's feelings but this time what you did none of us can ever forgive you for that. Shedding off all the responsibilities from your shoulder you havnt done anything to be proud of Arnavji.. I pity on you for even taking such a filthy step. This was never expected from you. Sunna aap ne? You wish to stay away from all of us? Then stay here. Do not even think of returning back because we all have forgotten you. None of us need you back in our lives because you dont deserve to be a part of it. You ended everything 3 years back by this senseless plan .. And today I am putting a full stop to it from my side. I hate you Arnavji. I hate you even more now.!!

She waited for a second or two staring at his hurt face. It was so hard to hear those 3 words from her . She hates him? She really hates him? His eyes were moist and so where hers but she didnt wanted to make this moment difficult for her. She stormed out of that house even when she was been called from Avni who followed her till the door. Khushi continued walking outside , on the road, forgetting everything. She had no idea where she was going and neither did she bother about the vehicles that passed from beside her. Tears were continuously rolling down her cheeks and she didnt had the strength to wipe them either.  Her Arnavji was alive.  ? Her Husband was alive? How could he cheat his family and wife to this extent for 3 long years? For once didnt he wish to return back? Till now she had forgave him for every deed of this, but will she ever be able to forgive him for how he played with everyone's life 3 long years?

She had no idea how dangerously close she was to hit the truck coming from behind. When the truck neared her slowing the speed, she heard the horn and jerked with the fear of being hit again but a pair of strong arms whirled her and she was safeguarded from meeting an accident. He would save her innumerous times from death not allowing her to harm herself. As she calmed her breathe down, Arnav scooped her face in betwen his palms but in anger.

Arnav: Dikhai nahi deta? Yeah phir behri hogayi ho? Kyon baar baar apni zindagi khatre mein daal deti ho ?? (Cant you see? Or are you even deaf now? Why do you always risk your life in the hands of death? )

She pushed him back again not caring they were on the roads and not fighting inside home.

Khushi: Kisne haq diya aapko mujhe chune kaa? Kisne haq diya aap ko mujhe bachaane ka? Dur rahiye humse.  (Who gave you the right to touch me? WHo gave you the right to save me? Keep distance from me..)

Arnav clutched her arms again in frustration.

Arnav: Tumhe bacchane ke liye mujhe bhagwan she bhi permission lene ki zaroorat nahi hai.. Samjhi tum? Apne aap ko chot pahuchaane ke baare mein sochna bhi mat kyonki main aisa hone nahi dunga.. (I dont even need permission from God to save you. Did you understand? . Dont even think of hurting yourself again because I will never let it happen)

Khushi : Kho chuke hai aap woh haq Arnavji... Mujhe chune ka, bacchane ka, aur meri parwah karne ka haq aap 3 saal pehle hi kho chuke hai. Khushi milti hai naa aap ko humme aise sataane mein? Hum se dur rehne mein? Toh phir yahi sahi. Nahi chahti main ki aap humaari zindagi mein wapas aaye.. Chale jaayiye humaari nazron ke saamne se.. Nafrat karte hai hum aapse..Bahut Bahut Nafrat!! (You have lost that right Arnavji.. To touch me, to save me and to care for me.. You have lost all these rights 3 years back.. You get happy troubling me and staying away from me right? Then do it.. I dont want you to come back in my life ever again. Go away from my eyes .. I hate you.. I hate you a lot..)

She stopped a Cab and drove away from this place wiping off her tears while he stood there all numb. Avni who by now had reached this place tried to hold her brother but he was totally shattered. His condition was almost the same like he had when he came to Auckland 3 years back..

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Hotel

Rudra had already guessed something was majorly wrong with her when she entered the hotel room all dejected. Their flight was already missed and he could do nothing about it. The moment she entered inside, she collapsed on the floor shocking Rudra . He shook her once , patting her cheeks and sprinkling some water tried to wake her up. SHe opened her eyes but she was no more the same Khushi he knew. She was like the old Khushi who had got the news of her husband been dead 3 years back and she was going through that same pain today once again. Rudra made her sit on the Couch and he took a seat beside her .

Rudra; You are scaring me Khushi . Where had you been? And why are you so dull ? Kya hua hai Khushi?

Khushi closed her face with her palms crying her heart out and mumbling "Arnavji Zinda hai Rudra..He is alive.."

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The night had just started. It had been 2 hours that  Rudra was been informed by Khushi about Arnav being alive. He had many questions in his mind regarding this and he wanted to speak to her and try and get information on what had happened, did she see him? DId she meet him ? Was she sure of this ? And much more but Khushi was not even moving an inch. Her head had fallen backside on the couch and she had her eyes opened, widely staring at the ceiling remembering each and every moment they shared today. Right from the time she had seen him entering that house with Avni holding his arms till the road scene where she denied him having any rights on her.

Her Phone rang and Rudra could see she was not even acknowledging it. He answered the call on her behalf as it was Aman's call. Before Rudra could even utter a word, he was stunned to hear the sentences from Aman and he quickly looked at Khushi who was still not paying any attention. He cut the call and then shook her a bit.

Rudra: Arnav is hospitalised. We have to go there. .

How much ever she denies that she cares for him anymore, her heart didnt allow her to take things lightly.

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Hospital

Aman was been informed about everything that happened in his absence today. How Khushi had come to know the entire truth and how she had fought with Arnav and left back. When he had returned back home with Aarav, he had seen Avni trying her best to find Arnav's sedatives because he wasnt able to breathe normally as the grief and anger inside him was overpowering his nervous system again. Khsuhi's hurtful words brought out the intense emotions out of him which made him destruct the things coming in his way, punch the wall in anger because he wanted to calm the feeling of guilt and inside him for being the reason of Khushi's tears again. He was actually in the verge of suffering from another Stroke . Aman and Avni finding no way to treat him here, took him to hospital where a team of Doctors could take care of his problem. And thats how Aman thought of clearing every air not hiding anything more from Khushi, whom he knew will be very angry if she comes to know even he was equally involved in hiding the truth.

When Rudra and Khushi entered the hospital, they saw Aman supporting Avni who was crying helplessly seeing her brother in this condition. Seeing them together and joining the dots like how can Aman be here and what relation can Avni share with him, she realised how Aman was the culprit too in this situation. Aman quickly moved Avni aside and rushed to Rudra and Khushi but she didnt allow him to speak anything today. She walked away from him and straight to the Doctor who had just come out from the room where Arnav was diagonised.

Aman felt bad that she was ignoring him but he knew he deserved it. He and Rudra followed her.

Dr: He is Psychologically affected. We have given him some pain killers which has relaxed his nervous system but this is all temporary. He is going through a serious face of dejection . He is heartbroken and that madness is killing him from inside. He needs love and strength from his close ones.

Khushi almost skipped a heartbeat knowing his condition. He needs LOVE And STRENGTH from his close ones? Who else than her should be close to  him? But will she ever be able to love him again?

Avni: Dr.. Do Something.. I cannot see Bhai like this..
Dr: Then call his wife.!! I have seen such cases Avni.. I know what his past is but trust me only his past can cure his problem. He may be running away from his past but till he stops doing that, he will never attain peace back. His wife is the reason for his mental disorder and only she can treat him back to good.

Each and every word the Dr uttered was piercing Khushi's heart. She wished all this was false. She wanted Arnavji to be fine but never by her support. She has nothing left inside her to give him .. Definately not after these 3 years wherein she did her best to forget him and their past..

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Part 47

Hospital

Khushi was sitting on the Bench alone before the Private Ward where Arnav was shifted and was still unconscious under the sedatives effect. The Dr's every uttered word was piercing her heart. Her Arnavji needed Love to get cured from this situation and that too by none other than his Wife whom he always hated in life. This was such an irony. When she wanted to shower that love on him, he always ignored her and now when she had nothing left inside her to give him, he was in need of it. Tears rolled down her cheek imagining how her life had suddenly taken a new turn again and just like everytime, even today she was been asked to give this sacrifice.

She was still in the same thoughts whilst Aman was making Rudra understand everything on what basis they had to hide Arnav's living status. Avni came and sat next to Khushi. She too was not out of this fact that her brother was suffering so much.

Avni: Bhabhi..(She slowly whispered and Khushi gulped down hearing that designation for her.)

Khushi immediately got up to leave and Avni  held her hand to stop her.

Avni: Bhabhi please.. For once at least listen to what we have to say..!!
Khushi angrily shoved her hand off and turned back.
Khushi: Bhabhi? On what basis you are calling me by this name Avni? You hide your brother from 3 long years allowing his wife to get engaged to someone else and now when he needs his wife back, you are trying to impose his rights on me again?

Aman and Rudra came there seeing Khushi in anger and out of control..

Aman (Trying to hold Khushi): Khushi please relax..
Khsuhi (pushed Aman): You dont even talk to me Aman.. You lost that right to even advise me..(she immediately clutched Aman's collar in anger).. How could you Haan? How could you hide my Husband being Alive? You wished to support me at every step of my life being my Good friend and Philosopher right? Is this how you maintain friendship? I wish to just slap this face of yours Aman.. I am so much angry on you..!!

Rudra and Avni didnt interfere though they wanted her to calm down..!!

Aman (With tears in his eyes seeing Khushi in this state): Khushi, Arnav told me to hide ..
Khushi: And you obeyed him? He will ask you to kill me one day and you will do that for him Aman? Why didnt you use your brain that time and advise him how wrong he was? You are his best friend and you should have sorted out his problems rather than messing his life more and more.!!

Aman had no reply to this. He kept his head low and continued taking the blames from Khushi because he deserved it today.

Khushi: And you married Avni? You have a one and half year old Son Aman? How could you hide this from all of us? From your own sister Sheetal who still wishes her brother to get married first and only then she will sort her life. You ditched her too? For whom? Such a friend of yours who couldnt even take his own responsibilties?

Aman: Khushi, Arnav thought my marriage with Avni would reveal his secret too. You have no idea what he was going through all these 3 years. He was dying every single minute without you but never wanted to get you back in his life because he wanted to free you.. Thats what you asked from him, didnt you?
Khushi : I asked freedom? I never did that Aman..!!
Aman: You did.. The moment you faced that accident and Arnav took you in his arms, you pleaded him to free you from the revenge..

Khushi remembered that day and then gave her justification.

Khushi: But that didnt mean I wanted to be free from him. I was his wife  Aman. I loved him immensly.
Aman: Then why did you say you Hate him in the Hospital. I dont think you were fully conscious when you said this but those words still pricked him. He felt defeated when you screamed you hate him and wanted him to go away from your life. You have no idea how he felt that day. He decided to leave you forever that day Khushi. But he knew you will never allow him to go away and your love for him will make you forgive him. He never wanted that because he thought he doesnt deserve a good soul like you. He didnt fake any accident. That was true. But he survived and infact even got a chance to remain dead for his family so that you can forget him easily. !!

Khushi was stunned with the truth behind Arnav's death mystery..

Aman: Nothing was right after that Khushi. He came to seek Avni's forgiveness and thats when he got his first Panic attack.

Aman told Khushi everything what had happened after that.. How Avni gave him a call and informed him that Arnav was alive, how Aman tried convincing him to return back, his frequent panic attacks, his negligence in taking care of himself, how he cursed himself for all the odds he did with his wife, how he spent sleepless nights without her, every bit of his past 3 years were shared with Khushi and Rudra which made her even more restless. She was in big turmoil today unable to decide what action she had to take from her end.

Aman joined his palms before Khsuhi in a pleading way which really pricked her again .

Aman: Forgive us Khushi. We all have done a major sin with you but we really apolozise for everything . We did it for your happiness though we could hardly give you any by doing all this.

Khushi turned her gaze aside not wanting to forgive them. The Dr came out from the Private Ward.

Dr: Aman. He is conscious now. You can meet him..

Avni happily rushed inside to see her brother while Aman was just standing before Khushi and reading her expressions.

Aman: Wont you come in?

She didnt meet Aman's eyes and walked off that Hospital. All she waited until now here, was to know if Arnavji was fine. She had no intentions to meet him. She left the Hospital followed by Rudra who couldnt let her be alone at this stage.

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Avni's Home

Arnav felt a stab in his heart knowing his wife had come in the hospital but he left from there without even meeting him .That showed she hated him now and this hate can never be changed. Aman was packing Arnav's bags without even taking a word from him.

Arnav: I am not going anywhere Aman. Dont waste your time.
Aman; You just shut up Arnav. This time you will do what we want you to do. Enough of hiding and wasting 3 years of life leading it in darkness.
Arnav: Aman stop it.

He said snatching some shirts of his from Aman's hands throwing it aside .Avni who had just entered the room with Arnav's medicines saw that.

Arnav (Angrily ): Didnt I say I am not leaving anywhere? You guys wish to go to India then leave. I am not.
Avni: Then what do you intend to do sitting here ? Plunge yourself into hell again? What are you doing Bhai? Cant you see and judge whats happening? We have done enough wrong but not anymore. PLease..

Aman placed a hand on Arnav's shoulder and tried to calm him down.

Aman: ASR, your family has come to know that you are alive and with Avni. They have every knowledge why you did this. There is no point in staying here. Your identity is out. You belong to Delhi with your family not here. Please understand.
Arnav: Who told them ? (he asked angrily)
Avni: Khushi Bhabhi..!!

Arnav fisted his fingers because he didnt expect Khushi to do this. Why was she letting everyone know about he being alive? She hated him then why was she digging her own grave by welcoming her in India? Aman and Avni tried to make him understand how his presence in India was required now but he was not ready to alter his decision because he knew his presence would irk everyone. But finally he agreed to start back only because Aman gave him Khushi's promise stating if anything wrong happens to her now, he would be responsible. He also made Arnav realise that as of now, Khushi's state isnt stable to decide anything for future. Staying apart wont help them both because neither will she be able to live a new life and nor can she handle her present alone. What if she does something to hurt herself? Giving all these little excuses , Aman and Avni could finally make Arnav agree to start with them for India in a Private Jet.
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Auckland Airport

It was obvious Rudra and Khushi were travelling with Aman, Avni , Aarav and Arnav in their Private Jet back to Delhi. This had to be difficult for both Arnav and Khushi. She had abandoned her husband no matter what reasons he had for getting seperated from her like this. She doesnt love him anymore, thats what she tried repeating in her mind again and again so that she remembers what he did with her and how he doesnt deserve her in his life back. She maintained her gaze low as she entered the Jet where Arnav, Aman and Avni were already seated. Her heart started beating erratically knowing she was so close to her husband again but she ignored all that and took a seat away from him . Rudra was unsure where he had to sit but she holding his hand and gesturing him to sit beside her cleared everything. She is no more receptive to her husband's presence and keeps looking outside the window. Arnav felt a pang in his heart seeing not even looking at him once. He deserved that, didnt he? He remained silent and turning his gaze back to Aarav who was wanting his attention, he just smiled kissing his tiny thumb.

There is a saying "I Love you so much that it hurts" and these two were facing the same problem. They had covered their love behind masks and were hurting themselves. The silence was killing them both but none of them even pretended to make an attempt to talk to the other. Rudra kept on asking Khushi if she needed anything and she just kept denying. She wasnt even happy to eat anything. There was a time when she knew he hated her and she still loved him immensly and today it was just the opposite. She felt he had some feelings for her now knowing how he spent his past 3 years without her, but instead of welcoming him back in her life and giving him that place of her husband again, she was distancing herself because he had done enough damage with her to even beg for her pardon.

She had tears in her eyes and wanted to  wash her face before anyone could witness it . Rudra was asleep and Aman and Avni were busy talking to their Son Aarav. She didnt wait to see in the direction of Arnav's seat and walked off to the Washroom. The door was locked from inside and the moment she thought who could it be, Arnav came out. Their eyes finally met again and breathes halted. Arnav's red and pluffy eyes clearly revealed he was facing the same problem like she did .He wanted to hide his tears from Avni and Aman and hence was hiding here for some time to compose himself again. The turbulance made them lose their balance and before she could fall down , he pinned both his hands, locking her in between his arms. Their eyes continued reading the other's worry and their hearts talking to each other because there was hardly anything expected from their mouths to speak out.

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Part 48

The turbulance made them lose their balance and before she could fall down , he pinned both his hands, locking her in between his arms. Their eyes continued reading the other's worry and their hearts talking to each other because there was hardly anything expected from their mouths to speak out.

He knew what she was going through. Confusion , pain, anxiety, lonliness, anger, she had been feeling everything at this point of time. He could even tell what she wanted from him. She needed time. She needed time to accept the fact that her ARNAVJI was alive. She needed time to come out of that grief which she undergone for 3 long years. She needed time to settle her current status with Rudra and think about fix her marital issues. She wanted time to make him realise what he did was wrong and without a proper redemption, she had no plans to accept him back in her life. But in all this what he missed to understand was if she still loved him the same way like she did before? May be he was over expecting. But this was the only answer he didnt wanted to judge at this point of time.

Khushi wasnt far off in reading his feelings at the moment. He had the same impatience level in knowing her replies. He was the same old ASR who only knew his ways of dealing things and relationships. He did nothing good in freeing her from those ties earlier. And if he thinks he was right, then why was she reading the need of Love in his eyes? Shouldnt he just ignore her still? Shouldnt he hate her or pretend to hate her still so that she moves on in her life? If he spent sleepless nights in the past three years and was thinking he had enough of pain and repentance then he was wrong because like him even she had spent such nights and for a woman its not easy to forget their first love. She read his anticipation in knowing why she was ignoring him now ? SHe read in his eyes the need of answers from her, what their status would be once they return back to India? She could easily acknowledge the fear in his expressions of expecting the worst outburst from her once this ice of silence melts between them. She knew that he was aware things wont be easy for him from now on.

Another turbulance hit them and she was on the verge of hiting her head behind. He quickly moved his palm behind her head, inbetween her and the flight wall making her safe from the upcoming pain and inturn bruising the backside of his palm. This pain was nothing for him though it pricked her 1000 times knowing it was because of her. She wanted to hold his hand and soothe that pain down but their relationship was too diffcult now for such gestures. She moved her gaze down as he slowly unpinned her and then she walked off towards her seat without even uttering a word. Her silence was killing him or was his indifference  killing her ?That was still to be sorted out by both.

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India

They landed at Delhi International Airport and Khushi was the first one to get down followed by Aman who stopped her going some distance away from Arnav and Avni.

Aman: Khushi one minute. I wanted to clear out some things before we actually get back home.
Khushi: You think I will even want to talk anything about it Aman? Now that THE ASR is back in India, I dont think my advise or my Point of view is needed anymore in between us.
Aman (Angrily): Khushi what the hell are you saying? Arent you happy he is alive and back here?

Khushi's eyes immediately teared up with that statement. She stepped towards Aman once in anger fixing her eyes in his.

Khushi: I would have been happy if he would never hide himself from all of us. What he did was an act of cowardness which was not expected from a man like him, Aman. Dont expect me to be part of any more drama now.

Aman gulped down the little embarrasment he felt because each word Khushi said today was so true. She left without waiting for his reply because even if Aman had one, she didnt needed it. Arnav was watching all this from far though he couldnt hear much as Aarav was not allowing him to concentrate. Khushi had called for a Seperate Car for her not wishing to join these people in their Drive to Raizada Mansion. Rudra followed her and both started off from the Airport.

After crossing almost half the distance from the Airport she asked Rudra to stop the car and got down. She walked alone till the edge of the Bridge and continued looking down at the still water of the Pond. Rudra could understand what she was going through. He got down the Car and then stopped behind her to comfort her but she bursted out crying.

Rudra: Khushi? Whats wrong?
Khushi: (Sobbing):  I dont know Rudra. I am just messed up. I have no idea what I need to do. I dont know if I should even go back home.. That same house where again Arnavji would be a part of it. Not that I am against his stay there , its his house, his family but I am not comfortable anymore. I am not understanding what I have to do Rudra. Why did it happen with me? Why am I still suffering?

Rudra felt extremely bad for what she was going through.

Rudra: Khushi no one is pushing you to accept things . Just stay calm, and take your time to decide. I am sure whatever you think will be for everyone's benefit. You never harmed anyone, all this is just a phase and it will pass again with a matter of time. As of our relationship. let me be clear Khushi. This relationship doesnt mean anything now. Its neither legal to tie up a knot or even call each other fiancee because you are still married. You have a husband who is still alive and we cannot change that fact.

His throat ached gulping down his emotions and Khushi was realising every bit of it. WHere has her husband landed her ? Why did he complicate all relationships to this extent?

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Raizada Mansion

It was obvious the family was aware of everything about Arnav and also about Aman and Avni relationship. None of them could even think Aman can hide such a big fact from all but they didnt wish to argue or offend the couple here and complicate things more. They were ready to accept Aman and Avni wholeheartedly for the support and care they always provided Arnav in these 3 years. Arnav's mental condition was also very well made aware to the family and hence no one among them had any plans to hurt him because they were happy he was back. They were contended that their Son was alive and they needed nothing more. Though even they had no idea where all this will lead to for Arnav and Khushi now, they just hoped time will erase every bitterness and develop their marriage again but this time only if Khsuhi was happy to accept. No one can ever think of forcing Khushi to accept Arnav in her life.

When Arnav , Aman , Avni entered the house with Aarav, there was a lot of tears shed when his family met him. Nani was crying in Arnav's arms hugging him tight but without even uttering a word against his plight to Auckland. THey were unhappy in many things but none of them complained. Akash welcomed his Bhai too though Payal was very much affected today. She had no idea what her reactions towards Arnav Singh Raizada should be. She knew this man had hurt Khushi all these years and now when Khushi was finally settling with Rudra (Payal's brother), this man was back to claim his right on her and give her more pain. Payal was the only one among all here who didnt welcome Arnav and he too had expected the same from her. Their relationship dynamics were worst than before at least from Payal's side.

Shyam had fisted his fingers in anger seeing Arnav back because this time he too had changed. He knew Arnav's arrival can make a lot of difference in every relationship today and since he had realised the love of his sister Khushi, he didnt wanted her to be hurt anymore. Anjali caught his hand asking him to be calm and not create a scene here. Shyam was very keen in knowing where Khushi and Rudra were because they had not come along with Arnav and Aman. Sheetal Mathur was the last one to greet Arnav and she weclomed him with a lot many tears and a hug which was shocking to not just Arnav but the entire family who were witnessing this scene.

Arnav moved her back maintaining his distance from her but he was late. His Wife Khushi had already seen everything standing at the door.

Sheetal (Crying ): ASR you have no idea what happiness you gave me by coming back.

Aman and Akash just looked at each other once because they were the ones who knew what Sheetal and Arnav shared in the past. It was such a shame that Sheetal was not even caring she had to welcome someone else too .. And that was Avni, her Bhabhi now..

Arnav didnt speak anything because by now even he was aware that Khushi was back home with Rudra. Payal rushed to her and cupped her face.

Payal: Khushi? Kaisi ho?
Khushi faked a smile moving Payal's hand aside and looking at her family who were engrossed in welcoming Arnav. She walked straight upstairs and Arnav had no doubt where she can go. In their room. But does it mean he will have to answer all her questions now? Will she raise all her doubts and anger on him? Was she waiting for this moment when they reach home and she can burst all her frustration?

Avni and Aarav were equally given attention and Payal was talking to Rudra expressing her worries to him about Khushi and his relationship.

Aman realised Arnav should be in his room now because there can be chances, he and Khsuhi talk and sort things out. So he asked Nani and the family to allow Arnav some rest. They allowed Aman to take Arnav but he didnt move.

Arnav: Avni?  (he was more worried for her because she was new to the family and also to this house )
Avni: Bhai I am with them. Dont worry about me.
Aman: (To Arnav): Avni and Aarav will stay here for some days Arnav. The family needs time with her equally like they do with you. So I will take Avni back in some days. Not now.
Arnav: No Aman. You both have already stayed away from each other because of me in the past 3 years. Enough of devoting time for me . Just concentrate on your relationship.
Avni : Bhai. No arguments . I told you I want to stay here with everyone. When I and Aman have np problems why are you forcing us ?

Arnav didnt argue. Aman was coming to drop him towards his room but Arnav stopped him/

Arnav: I havnt forgot my room Aman. I will manage. You too take some rest today.
Aman: I will.
Sheetal was just watching all this. Arnav gestured Aman towards her and asked him to convince her too about this sudden marriage of Aman and Avni. He didnt want his sister to face issues with Sheetal now. Aman asked him to leave all this tensions and get rest. He left back to his room and everyone then concentrated back on Aman and Avni to know their part of life with Arnav in the 3 years.

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All this was so new and difficult for Arnav. He was back in the same house which he had left years back for someone else. He opened the bedroom door . She was packing her stuff , her clothes , her books, everything was been kept on the bed and she was still sorting them to take it out of here. That scene shook him again. So she didnt wish to stay with him in one room? Yes. Thats what it meant . He could feel she was doing this with much pain. He knew she had seen him entering and was still doing all this without even looking at him. Did he want this to happen? Can he see her staying in the same house but not with him? Does he even deserve her to be with him? There were many doubts but he had no time in clearing them off as of now. He walked to her. She was at the bed picking her dresses to take them off here but he caught her hand which was very very shocking to her. She knew her lines and so did he but none of them struggled to get away from the other at this point of time. Their eyes met again and he could only read some more grief in hers wanting to know why was he stopping her?

Arnav: (Gulping down his pain):  You dont have to do this. This room belongs to you. I already had left it years back. Its no more mine.
If anyone has a right to stay here, its you. Not me.


This was the first time he was holding her hand so possessively after his comeback. But did she have those feelings still alive inside to acknowledge it ?Probably not. She didnt even realise when he was out of the room. She had no idea where this relationship with Arnavji was taking her from now on. And she neither had good hopes from her fate because her fate had always ditched her.

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Part 49

Shifting to a New Room in the same house was hard for Arnav, but it hardly mattered considering the pain he would give Khushi by staying in their bedroom. THis house, this family everything seemed to be new for him today because of the 3 long years he spent without them. He knew the family was just accepting him again without making much fuss because of his health. They loved him and wanted him to be fine soon. He had his lady love in the same house, right before his eyes but will he be able to avoid that pain of seperation from her? She hated him and not ready to forgive him at any cost. This was enough to prick his heart more than before even if thats what he always wanted her to do. He had complicated many things in these 3 years , he knew his decision of leaving his Khushi and family and going Abroad was not wise. He had realised what a mistake he did by eloping so far. But it was necessary . He wanted Khushi to forget him and lead a better life. He knew it was hard for her because she loved him immensely. But after what he did with her in those 4 months of marriage, he couldnt expect Khushi to forget all those mistakes and forgive him because he was not worth it . He had not left any way untried to make her feel low, humiliated, shattered , longing for his love and attention. He had made her suffer for some one else's deeds . What did he get in doing all that? In turn , he himself started falling for her . Though that process was very slow it was still happening. He himself realised he was in Love with her when she committed suicide. How on earth was he supposed to put things back in its place? Like anyone else could have done in such situation, even he would have changed his behaviour towards her, being good to her, taking care of her and winning her love. But was that enough ? According to him, it wasnt. He wanted to punish himself and thats why he left her alone. Arnav Singh Raizada was not a coward but he chose to be one for her hoping she would forget him one day and lead a better happy life without him . It was only later that he had realised through Aman, how wrong his decision was. Khushi had changed herself completely. Her bubblines was snatched by maturity and she had almost forgot to smile. She never showed her pain to anyone but he knew how wrong he was in making her go through all this again. He closed his eyes sitting on the Couch and leaning his head behind he thought of erasing these thoughts from his mind, only if it was so easy to do.

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Her Arnavji was just few feets distance from her but she could never cross that boundary. Her Arnavji whom once she loved had given her more bitter memories by leaving her alone as his Widow and settling himself in some other country. That love she had for him was buried deep inside some part of her heart and she herself didnt knew if she would ever be able to find it in her again. Not that she hadnt forgot the Dr's advise. She knew Arnav needed care and love and he will be getting every bit of that but not from her because she was Loveless for him.


Even though Anjali and Shyam were inside her room to meet her, she couldnt concentrate on them. It was then that Anjali sat beside her and cupped her face to get her attention

Anjali: Khushi. What are you thinking  ? Are you alright ?
Shyam: (Scanned the room): I hope he is not staying with you here
Anjali: Shyam please. Dont complicate things. Calm down.
Shyam: How can you expect me to calm down Anjali ? Cant you see what he did with Khushi? He is responsible for all her tears.
Anjali ( In anger) : And you? Arent you responsible ?

There was  silence in the room. Khushi was only looking down acknowledging her Bhabhi's comments

Shyam: What?
Anjali: Haan SHyam. Even you are responsible for everything that she is facing today. It was you who agreed to get Khushi married to Arnav. And then  not to forget, you never treated her good until that accident  which she survived. Only seeing her helping you in your dream project, you started understanding her worth and changing your attitude towards her. Otherwise you were no less than what Arnav used to  be with her.

Shyam felt disgusted but he couldnt deny every word Anjali uttered was true. Though Khushi was still quiet and not ready to speak a word on this topic or Arnav's.

Shyam: I know. I have done enough Sins towards Khushi and I apolozised to her many a times for that. Hope one day she forgives me. But as of now, I am not going to let her stay here with that man. I couldnt protect her before, but now things have changed and I will never let Arnav hurt my sister in any way. Just pack her bags Anjali, we are taking her back ,

Khushi: I am not going anywhere!!(She commanded surprising both Anjali and Shyam)
Shyam: Why? See Khushi, I know you dont like to stay with me either, but its far better than being here. He has done enough for you to suffer. Why do you think he is here? He is back to trouble you the same way like before .He can never see you happy . He knows  Rudra can be a better husband to you but instead of backing off and staying where he was at the present, he came again in your life to spoil it. He can never see you happy.
Khushi felt a pang in her heart at that statement. Was this true? He really was back because he wanted to trouble her again? She had read his eyes. This was not his intentions and moreover she knew Aman and Avni had forced him to come back otherwise he wasnt even ready.

Anjali: Shyam is right here Khushi. You dont need to be here. Do you want to stay with that man again?
Khushi: Bhabhi please leave me alone. I am not in a position to decide anything at this point. Please.

SHe begged for getting sometime for herself. She needed to be alone and decide what had to be her next actions. They left and she locked her room door not wishing anyone to disturb her. She walked to the closet and opening the drawer she took out one of their picture together. It was their wedding reception photo which was arranged in Gupta house by her brother Shyam. She walked to the French door looking at the Sudden rain which had started pouring out heavily. She admired the photo, touching it with her fingers and drops of tears fell on it in no time.

She definately decided to stay away from him but why was her heart aching so much seeing him in pain?

Though they were in different rooms , their thoughts did communicate with each other's heart. It was possible only because their heartbeats were in Sync.

Khushi: Chahkar bhi main Aapse dur kyon nahi reh paati ?( Why cant I stay away from you? )

Arnav was getting drenched purposely in the rain water outside, leaning against his Car at the parking. Not that he wasnt aware of her present feelings and their little heart to heart talk though being away.

Arnav: Shaayad mere dil tumhe pukaarta hai (Because my Heart still calls you)

She sat on the floor hiting her back to the French door and tears pooling her view.

Khushi: Par in aankhon mein abhi bhi nafrat dikaai deti hai (I can still see hatred in your eyes for me)

Was this even true? The revenge that he planned from her was destroyed by him years back. And what remained now was only intense pain in his heart.. The pain of love.

Arnav: Kyon ki mohabbat in mein dard bankar rehti hai (Because my Love resides deep inside me in the form of pain)

She hugged that photo , pressing it close to her heart.

Khushi: Kaash main aapse nafrat kar paati..(Wish I could hate you.)

He never wanted this. He doesnt want her to hate him. But that was his fate now. He closed his eyes allowing the rain to mix with his tears hiding it from the world.

Arnav: Kaash main tumse .... MOHABAT kar paata..!!! (Wish I could.. LOVE YOU)

They spoke their heart out to each other in the form of this  telepathy and hopefully a day would come soon when the distances betwen them would reduce.

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Payal and Avni had met each other after a span of years wherein Payal had no contacts with Avni. THough the present situation around them was so messed up, Avni tried to make an effort to talk to her friend Payal while she was in the Kitchen cooking. Initially Payal was very angry on her for hiding such important facts of her life from them but as Avni started explaining her how she wanted things to be sorted in her life first and then come in the front, Payal eased up . They discussed almost every part of their life , personal and proffessional. And finally what they had to discuss was about Arnav - Khushi - Rudra. This topic did lead to a small argument between them as both of them were supporting their respective brothers.

Payal: I have seen him behaving like an animal with Khushi. How can you even think of uniting them again Avni?
Avni: He has changed Payal. I have lived with him all these 3 years.
Payal: Changed? Anyone can change like that after behaving so worse? You know why he changed? Only to get Khsuhi back as he cant see her happy with anyone. He was and he is that possessive for her still.
Avni: No Payal. He never wanted to come here but he still did for me and Aman.
Payal: Whatever he does is only for himself Avni. You can never see it because he is your brother. How can you forget what he did with you when you were 8? He threw you out of this house.

Avni: To save me !! (She screamed in anger)
Payal: Excuse me? To Save you? Whats that suppose to mean?
Avni: Yes Payal. You have no idea what he was going through when he took this decision. I was too young to understand it that time. Shashi Gupta had planned to kill me after Mumma died because I was the nominee of all her wealth. To safeguard his little sister, he threw her out of the house because unless he did that, she would never leave the hands of her big brother. I was his soul Payal. ANd he had to leave his soul, to show the world that he ended every relationship with her in the greed of claiming all my wealth. He put his life at risk so that I could be saved. He told Aman's father to take care of me and since then, everything that was spent on me for my food, eduction, every single money came from him, because I was his sister. His Blood Sister. !!!

Avni was literally crying while telling this truth and Payal was holding her breathe hearing all this. She consoled Avni and then was successful in making her calm down.

Payal: His good deed towards you cannot make him clean in Khushi's eyes Avni. He was totally opposite for her. I know it was Khushi's father's fault but he had no right to revenge Khsuhi for that.
Avni : Its not easy to see your mother committing suicide before you and you could do nothing about it Payal. Thats what he faced because of Khushi bhabhi's Father. Just imagine what kind of hatred he had for that entire family? Its easy to say he did wrong Payal. but its hell to live that life which he did ALL ALONE.. Right from his childhood after Maa killed herself, Dad was sentence for lifetime imprisonment, and I was made to leave this house, he was all alone fighting for the pain that our Maa suffered because of that family. He alone fought with that SHASHI GUPTA and ensured he could get everything back what we had lost. I wont say he did good with Khushi bhabhi, but it didnt take him long to realise he was wrong too. He Loves her Payal and this isnt fake. He will never show it to anyone, not even to Khushi herself, because he thinks unworthy of her love. Dont you think he deserves a chance to get that love and his family back?

Payal was tongue tied. She had nothing left to argue.

Avni: But its no use of we talking about it. Finally the ball is in Khushi's court now.Its her wish to either accept him or reject him and we all will have to agree to her decision no matter how worse it is for Bhai!!

She wiped her tears and left the kitchen. Hardly both the girls knew their talks were overheard by Khushi who was hiding herself behind the pillar.

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Part 50

He didnt like the extra care which everyone in the family were showing him in terms of his health, his comfort and most importantly the need in everyone's eyes to make him feel homely. But was it even possible now? He was in his own house yet there was nothing to be called as his here. His eyes scanned to look for Khushi as he knew she would be the last person among the family members to actually come and make him feel at home. She wasnt wrong, she was just hurt. And he was the reason behind that pain of hers. He saw her coming out of the kitchen making the milk bottle ready for Aarav. Avni was just going in the kitchen to do the same but Khushi stopped her and passed the bottle.

Avni (Smiled): Thanks.

Khushi passed a weak smile but didnt utter  a word. She was still unhappy with Avni and Aman's ways of handling the situation in the past related to Arnav's fake death. Aarav was very much attracted to his Maami and was willing to go in her arms but she retorted.

Avni: (To Khushi): Whats Aarav's fault in all this? Cant he get your love? I know we have hurted you but will Aarav too pay for it?

Avni made Khushi emotional and she gave up her ignorance at least towards Aarav and picked him in her arms. There was a smile on Arnav's face who was sitting at the table sipping his morning juice. KIDS.. She always loved to have kids, didnt she? He remembered how many dreams she had seen of having her own child from him and that too  a baby girl. AASHI..Thats what she wanted to name their child. He immediately came off his thoughts when he saw Khushi nearing the dinning table . She didnt meet her eyes with him even for a second. She fixed her gaze on Aarav whom she was holding in arms and he was busy playing with her dupatta trying to study it probably. He had clutched her dupatta so firm in his grip that everyone were surprised to see how easily Aarav was getting attached to Khushi.

Akash (Smiled taking his seat beside Arnav): See bhai.. How Aarav is studying the fabric. That shows he will be following his Maamu's footsteps  in Fashion world.

Everyone chuckled at Akash's thought except Khushi and Arnav who finally shared a glance of each other and she sat opposite to him feeding Aarav the milk from the bottle. Aman Mathur walked inside the same moment and was happy seeing the family finally uniting slowly and helping Arnav to connect back to this house. He knew it would still take months to get Khushi too involved in all such moments. Especially the ones connected to Arnav.

Avni: Aman?
Aman: Hi.. Uhh.. I was leaving for work so thought of checking ASR..
Nani: Still ASR? Stop checking him and start concentrating on Avni and your baby Aman. They deserve your attention. They have never got your full time in all these years, at least now when you have got a chance to keep them happy, you shouldnt be wasting it.
Aman (Smiled and agreed to what Nani said): I know Nani. But its Avni's decision to stay here for a while and I dont wish to interrupt in that . Because other than a Wife and a sister, she is a doctor too and she knows Arnav's condition better. She knows how to treat him if incase he gets some mild attack again.

There was a sudden silence spread in the room because of Aman's words but what he said was so true. Arnav was still not completely out of his health issues and Avni's presence would just make things better around. Khushi was nervous too realising what this meant but she didnt wish to share her gloomy expressions by anyone sitting here, especially the person who was responsible for it.  She quickly handed Aarav back to Avni and got up ..

Khushi: Uhh.. !! I have to leave for work Nani.. I will wind up soon and be back.
Nani: Wind up? What do you mean?
Khushi (Lowering her eyes ): Uhh.. I am.. I am resigning from the Board. I think the more capable and the real owners of the company are back , so I dont have a need to continue.!!

Everyone were shocked with her intentions.

Aman: Resigning? What are you saying Khushi? How can you just? I.. (He was speechless not understanding what to advise her)
Khushi: Lets take this further in the meeting Aman Mathur. !!

Saying that she picked her purse from the table to leave but  Arnav caught hold of her wrist stopping her. She met his eyes and so did he.

Arnav(Stood before her): You are not resigning !! And this is not an advise.. But an order.!
Khushi (Angrily): You have lost the right to order me!!

She tried to free her hand but he caught it more firm not letting her slip off so easily. Everyone were surprised to see Arnav and Khushi behaving like this so openly before the family.

Arnav: As a Husband, I may have lost the right, but not as a CEO. Arnav Singh Raizada may have changed his motives, but not his ways of handling things. Everything and everyone will remain as it is Khushi. I dont want any changes in AR Business structure. Hope I made this clear!!!!

He left her hand and walked back upstairs while she kept on staring at him. What was it? He was trying to control her decisions ? Again ? She had missed this arrogancy in him for years and she found it back today. She knew it was necessary to get his old self back because until then he wont be fully cured. Without uttering a word to anyone present there, she left for her Car and Aman followed her  gesturing Avni to handle Arnav and he will take care of Khushi by then..

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AR Office

She stopped in anger and turned around to meet Aman's eyes.

Khushi: Stop following me Aman. Please. .
Aman: I wont until you listen to what I have to say..

She folded her hands and then replied back.

Khushi: Theek hai.. Tell me.. What is it?
Aman: Your resignation. You cannot do this Khushi. It took years for you to get AR to this stability. And now you wish yo quit?
Khushi :I made it stable? No Aman.. I never did that.. It was always Arnavji who got it to heights where it is now. I know it.. The ideas that you kept popping in me after Arnavji left, were all his. He was always the one to guide me through you to handle AR and I did it. Thats it. Now that he is here, I am no longer interested in running the business. I am good at home.
Aman: HOME? For what? See your Arnavji.. Stay with him and take care of him day and night ?Is this your plan?
Khushi: Stop it Aman..!! You crossing the lines now!!
Aman: (Sighing): Fine. I know you dont trust me anymore and neither do you think I have a right to advise you. But please hold this step for some more time if you can. Because ASR is not fully prepared to take up his CEO position again. I hope you know about his condition and wont let him alone in this battle ..

Khushi (Angrily): I never left him alone in any battles Aman. Neither in personal life nor in the Professional. It was he who ran away. Not me.!!
Aman: He didnt run away Khushi .. (He paused meeting Khushi's eyes).. He avoided you because he doesnt think himself to be fit for you. His ways were wrong , I know. His past didnt let him find love and peace in his growing age and when he thought he can earn it at least when he realised the need of it, you revealed your hatred to him and he was sentenced to live in Hell for the rest of these years. I know he hardly took any right decisions with respect to you, but you will find all that guilt and need for you, if you look in his eyes even now.

Khushi turned around not wanting Aman to notice the glimpse of Love rising again for her husband.

Aman: I said what I had to. Now to accept him or reject him is all your decision, no one will interfere. I can only ask your  support in curing his health issues and making him the Arnav Singh Raizada , he was before. !! Thats all.

He left from the lobby leaving Khushi alone to decide this. Aman's request, pleads were all valid and justified. It was only that she was scared to take any step from her end to break this ice between her and Arnavji. She could neither forgive him nor could she punish him more because she knew it somewhere how much pain he too was going through from within.

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Evening - Temple

It wasnt new for her to come to this Temple and seek some peace of mind, putting forward all her worries towards Devi Maiyyaa's feet and requesting for answers. But something was unusual today. When she closed her eyes joining her palms before the Idol, flashes of their past together and their present haunted her mind. She needed answers from Devi Maiyaa on what has fate planned for them? She opened her eyes and then with heavy heart walked towards the Priest who was busy giving others the prasad. She bowed her head again taking the Puja Thali in her hand and thats when the sindoor from the Thali glued to her forehead partition indicating what Devi Maiyaa wanted. The Priest smiled seeing at her.

Priest: You are very lucky bitiya that you got the Sindoor as the blessing from Devi Maiyya. Long live your husband and your relationship with him.

She had tears in her eyes again as she touched her partition. Sindoor? She never applied it since the time she came to know about Arnavji's sudden accident. Though he was back now and she had the rights to wear her Mangalsutra and Sindoor again, she never wanted to give it a thought. But this blessing from Devi Maiyaa directly in this form only made her rethink what was in store for her and Arnavji in future. She turned behind and saw Arnavji standing right before her. She had no idea what he was doing in the temple. She knew he never believed in almighty God. So he can never be here without a reason. His eyes scanned the sindoor on her forehead which she really couldnt hide it from him. He had wtinessed the whole scene. He knew she didnt apply it purposely and that somewhere  pricked his heart. Gone were the days when he would see her adoring herself, flaunting herself in the mirror , watching her Sindoor and Mangalsutra for hours only because she loved and respected that relationship status.

Another Priest came forward and extended the Thali of Diya before them to take the blessings. Their stance broke but Arnav remained rooted on his spot not taking the blessing while Khushi gave him a blank look and extended her palm to take the blessing circling it above the burning Diya. She didnt concentrate properly there which made her burn her finger which touched the lighted flame. She flinched with pain and traces of worry formed on his face too. He quickly tried to hold her hand and  ease her pain but she moved her hands back not letting him do this. Their eyes met again and so did their hearts started beating in sync feeling this turmoil between them not letting them either come close nor go far away. He knew it must be painful for her hence without giving a second thought he caught her hand. She struggled , he increased his grip making her give up before his stubborness. His eyes scanned the little bruise on her finger which was fresh and needing attention. He leaned his face towards her hand and blew air on her bruise making her close her eyes instantly. He saw that but repeated his actions again to make her feel better which she did in few minutes. Words werent necessary between them to communicate. These days their eyes spoke everything. When she realised the pain was gone, she opened her eyes and looked at him.  She didnt had to confirm it, she already had guessed he was staring at her still. His eyes questioning her if she was okay and she had nothing to reply.

Arnav (Looking in her eyes but NOT actually speaking): Kya kar diya Khushi tumne mere saath. Itni koshish ki maine.. Itni zyaada koshish ki tumse nafrat kar sakoon, par main tumse nafrat kar hi nahi paaaya. Main jab bhi tumhaare paas hota hoon, humesha tumse dur jaane ki jaldi mein rehta hoon. Lekin jaise hi tumse dur jaata hoon, humesha tumhaare paas aane ka khayal aata hai. I dont need anything else Khushi.. I dont need anything else but you.. (What have you done to me Khushi.? I tried so much to hate you, but couldnt. Whenever I am with you, I always be in a hurry to go away from you. And the moment I am far off, I always think of coming back to you. I dont need anything else Khushi. I dont need anything else but you. )

Though he didnt utter anything to make her hear what he said, she still could feel it in the gust of air that was blowing between the two.
She slipped her hand off his and walked off that temple hurridly without even turning back. Arnav kept staring at her for long and then realised what he was here for. He removed his mobile and dialed the number..

Arnav (on call): I have reached. Where are you?

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Part 51

Temple

Rudra entered the premises of the temple and saw Arnav standing at the pillar waiting for him. He had expected Arnav to come here on his invitation because somewhere he had started to manipulate the relationship complexities between him, Arnav and Khushi. Rudra just wanted to clear off all this before its too late. Arnav and Rudra never shared any good rapport with each other. If he was north , then Rudra was south. If there was not even one trait which Arnav had to impress his wife, Rudra had every possible qualities in him which can make Khushi smile and happy. Somewhere this made Arnav feel insecure for Khushi right from the time his wife had met Rudra. He always felt jealous seeing Khushi smiling with Rudra and feeling good in his company. Rudra was not the only one in the list, Arnav was insecured with anyone who would make Khushi feel happy and contended. And this was not because he couldnt see her smiling , it was because he hated himself  somewhere deep down his heart for not being one among these people who could make his wife Smile by heart.

Rudra and Arnav walked towards the backside of the Temple and stopped for discussing.

Rudra: How is your health now?

Arnav never liked when someone asked him about his health. Not because he was conscious about it, but because his wife never asked him once about it even though she knew what was the sole reasons of his panic attacks. It was only her whom he expected to ask and worry about his health. Rest all were blacklisted from even speaking about it unnecessarily.

Arnav: I dont have much time Rudra. So instead of wasting our precious time, lets come to the point.
Rudra: (Sighed): Khushi. !! I came here to talk about her.
Arnav didnt speak a word because he was afraid to do so. Khsuhi was his wife. And someone else wanted to speak to him about her. And that someone was no one else but his wife's current fiancee. But who gave that person a right to be her Fiancee? It was he who hide all these years in Auckland wishing good future for his wife and hence she got engaged to Rudra. So technically speaking, everything was HIS fault. Not HERS..

Rudra: You know we got engaged when you werent here. And. and..I am not asking you to accept it or acknowledge our relationship. Its just that I .. I want khushi to be happy. Whatever you shared with her was 3 years back and that too hardly for 4 months, thats all she stayed with you. But She was with me from past 3 years and thats not less. I know her well and so does she.. I dont know what made situations to get you back to her, neither do I believe all this can be just a coinicidence. Whatever has happened or whatever should happen, I dont care Arnav. All I want is Khushi to be happy. And remembering the past and realising the present I dont think she is happy with YOU.

Arnav had a lump of painful tears formed in his throat which he gulped down looking straight in Rudra's eyes allowing him to continue.

Rudra: Dont take me wrong Arnav. But this is the fact. We all have noticed it. Not just me but everyone from your family have seen Khushi even worst than before. She at least used to smile but now not even that even after you have come back in her life. What is that suppose to mean?

Arnav (Angrily gulping down his feelings): I said .. Come to the Point.. Rudra..!!

Arnav still didnt wish to judge Rudra's thoughts about his come back. All he wanted to know was What the conclusion was according to him.. Rudra was little nervous to utter this but he still did..

Rudra: Back off from Khushi's life!!

The two men kept looking at each other trying to decipher each other's thoughts as this statement was ringing in their ears like Harsh bells. If it would have been the OLD Arnav Singh Raizada, Rudra wouldnt have been alive after uttering this but since things had changed, Arnav had changed, he didnt react to this statement.

Arnav: Hogaya?

Rudra was confused. What does that mean? Was he not moved? Was he not going to decide anything? Arnav just kept walking away from that place without giving any reasons or justifications to Rudra on what he asked for. Rudra followed him and continued speaking..

Rudra: ASR, you will have to think about this. You always saw Khsuhi in a revengeful way, and now you stayed away from her to show the revenge had ended and you wanted her to be distant from you. Then what is the problem? Why cant you free her? She doesnt need you . She is unhappy with you. Cant you see that?

Arnav was not giving a ear to Rudra's words. Everything seemed so strange. Once he had wanted the same thing what Rudra was asking him today but seemed like he had no courage to realise and act upon it since the time he had returned back to Delhi to his family.. To his wife..!! He got inside his Car and even when Rudra was banging the window asking him to listen , Arnav drove back from that place without giving any answers to him.

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Raizada Mansion

She gave the Prasad to everyone and then with her finger, she also fed some to Aarav who was licking it gesturing how much he liked it. Khushi leaned and kissed his cheeks once and thats when Avni saw her Sindoor . But Avni had no courage to ask it ,Even others did notice it but none of them questioned her. It was only Avni's constant gaze at Khushi's forehead which made Khushi realise what everyone were looking at. She was nervous and very much uncomfortable but she didnt speak a word about it either. Thats when He entered the house like a storm just like the old days. Avni was little surprised seeing his facial expressions and before she could ask him anything, Arnav stood before Khushi.

Arnav: Tumse baat karni hai. Abhi.. Issi waqt..! (I want to talk to you .Right now..)

He was acting like the old times, she could sense that. Should she deny? What was it that he had to talk? She had no idea. He seemed to be fine till they met in the temple. When she didnt respond anything, he caught her hand and dragged her with him. The family was stunned with his behaviour and they so wished to stop him but no one could. They felt this talk was necessary just to break the ice between them. And if by any chance, it exceeds , then they will interrupt for sure.

Khushi was hell angry on Arnav for behaving with her like old times and the moment they came to her room, she shoved his hand off hers and spilled fire at him with her eyes.

Khushi: Humme laga tha ki aap ki batameezi kuch kam hogayi hogi. !! Par shayad hum bhool gaye the ki insaan kitna bhi badle, apni fitrat nahi badal sakta. (I had thought you have stopped misbehaving But guess I forget, whatever changes a person may go through, he doesnt change his nature!! )

He was hurt with that but he didnt care. He calmed his anger down which wasnt good for him at this point of time and then came straight to the point.!!

Arnav: Nafrat karti ho naa mujhse? Mere ateet , mere aaj se? Honi bhi chahiye. Maine tumhe itna dard pahunchaya hai ki main khud chahkar bhi usse kabhi nahi mita sakta. Main jaanta hoon tum pareshan ho iss baat se ki Zindagi wohi laut aayi jahan se tum dobaara kabhi gujarna nahi chahti thi. Haq hai tumhe, khush rehne ka, kissi se pyaar karne ka aur kissi ka pyaar apnane ka. (You hate me, dont you? My past, My Present? Actually you should hate me. I have given you so much of pain that even if I wish I can never soothe it down. I know you are confused why life has brought you back to the same place where you had started from. You have all rights to be happy to love someone and to allow someone to love you. )

Khushi was clueless what he meant by saying all this to her now.

Arnav (Continued): Main tumhe qaid nahi karna chahta Khushi. Naa Iss Ghar mein, naa iss pariwaar mein aur naa apne Dil mein.!! (I dont wish to cage you Khushi . Not in this house, not in this family and neither in my heart)

Her heart was beating frantically realising what he wanted to tell her further.

Arnav: Rudra se mila tha main aaj. Woh tumse aaj bhi pyaar karta hai  Khushi. Apnana chahta hai tumhe. Maine tumhe dhoke mein rakha jis wajah se tum ne Rudra se sagaai kar li. Bahut dekh liya tumhe aise sab ne. Ab aur nahi. Apni wajah se main tumhe aur barbaad hote hue nahi dekh sakta. (I had met Rudra today. He loves you even today. He wants to make you his. I kept you in dark which made you get enagaged to Rudra . You have seen enough till now but not anymore. Because of me I will not like you wasting your life anymore.)

She had tears in her eyes but she was holding them because he was not worth seeing them yet..

Arnav: Thaam lo Rudra ka haath Khushi. (He himself gulped down saying this to her).. Shaadi kar lo Rudra se.. Main tumhe humaare iss bandhan se azaad karta hoon.. (Hold Rudra's hand Khushi. Marry him. I will free you from our relationship)

The moment he said this,  she raised her hand on his cheeks and slapped him hard on his cheeks. This wasnt the first time he got such an intenseful slap from her. But he did such things to deserve such punishments. Her tears started rolling down with his words and her palm itself paining making her realise how painful that slap must have been for him. But today she wont remain quiet .

Khushi: Azaad? Aur kitni baar aazad karenge humme Arnavji? Aap ne humme tabhi kho diya tha jis din Hospital mein humme akela chod kar aap apno maut ka sauda karne chale gaye.!! Kho chuke aap humaare pati hone ka haq jis din aap ne khud zinda hote hue humme kissi aur ka hojaane diya.. Lekin phir bhi, kuch tha Arnavji.,. Kuch tha hum dono ke beech jisne aaj bhi mujhe iss rishtey mein jod kar rakha tha .. Par aaj itni gandi baat keh ke aapne woh bhi tod diya. (Free? How many times will you free me Arnavji? You had freed me the same day you left me alone in the Hospital after accident and left for faking your death. You lost all the rights to be called as my husband when you could see her getting engaged to someone else when you were alive. But still . There was something Arnavji which kept me binded in this relationship. But today you broke even that bond. )

Arnav felt pity for himself and for her too. She angrily clutched his collar shaking him a bit.

Khushi: Kaise pati hai aap Arnavji? Aapne humesha humme unn galtiyon ki sazaa di hai jo hum ne ki bhi nahi. Humse shaadi apne matlab ke liye ki, humme chod kar chale gaye, woh bhi sirf iss liye kyon ki aap ko laga aap humaare layak nahi hai. Kabhi humse poocha hum kya chahte hai? Poocha kabhi humse Arnavji ki hum aaj bhi aapse pyaar karte hai bhi yeah nahi? (What kind of husband are you Arnavji?You always punished me for sins I never comitted. You married me for your revenge, you left me because you thought I dont deserve you anymore. Did you ever ask me what I wanted? DId you ever ask me if I still loved you or not? )

She shook him again holding his collar and Arnav was startled. What did she mean by this?

Khushi: Kyon Arnavji? Kyon hai aap aise? Kyon humme har baar aap ko yeh ehsaas dilaana padta hai ki hum aap se pyaar karte hai. !! Tab bhi karte the jab aap humse nafrat karte the.. Tab bhi jab aap humme chod ke chale gaye aur aaj bhi jab aap wapas toh laute hai par shayad sirf iss liye ki kissi aur ke baaton mein aakar aap humme chodhne ki baat soche.!! (Why Arnavji? Why are you like this? Why everytime I have to keep making you feel how much I love you. ? I loved you even then when you hated me .. Even then when you left me alone for years and even now when you have come back to me. But guess you have returned back to me only to leave me forever coming in someone else's words.)

Arnav couldnt stop his own tears after such a long intenseful confession from his wife . She LOVED Him stil? Even after everything he did with her? He knew it , didnt he? But did he want the same? No. He didnt wanted her to love him anymore becuase he thought he wasnt worth it. But he cannot change someone's love. He had tried making her hate him 3 years back, when it didnt happen then how can it happen now?

Arnav cupped her face wiping off her tears from his thumb.

Arnav: I dont deserve you Khushi. I really dont. My sins are way par than your goodness. We are two opposite polls who can never meet. I dont have that confidence that I can love such a pure and innocent soul anymore whom I just treated like a waste in my life.!! I dont deserve you. !! I dont..!

The moment he completed his words, she shoved his hands off her face and moved back.

Khushi: You are no one to decide if I deserve you or not. Aur haan. Though I can never think of anyone else in my life at your place, doesnt mean I will allow you to be there too .You will have to redeem yours Sins Arnavji. I dont know how long will it take but until then I dont think I can accept you either. And if you still feel we should be getting seperated, I am ready for it. But dont expect anything more than that. This one relationship have given me enough Scars to even think of getting tied again in it once more with hopes.

SHe stormed outside the room without waiting to get any more acknowledgment from him. Today he had gone way ahead in messing things up but in all this mess, she did clear one thing to him. She Still LOVED him and she always will.!!

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Part 52

She loved him ? She still loved him? Even after all the harsh sufferings she had to go through because of him, she still loved him? He fisted his fingers and hit the wall not caring for the pain it would give him. He was tired of this mess which he himself created between them. He did all for seeking some happiness for her but what happened? Everything was back to square one. This seperation leaded to nothing except some more bitter memories, relationship complexities and tears from his wife which he wanted to stop forever. His head started spinning badly and he wanted to ignore it. His hands were shiverring now and his body temperature dropping but he didnt care. He clenched his jaw remembering her words.

"Kho chuke aap humaare pati hone ka haq jis din aap ne khud zinda hote hue kisi aur ko humaari Zindagi mein aane diya" (You lost all the rights to be called as my husband when you could allow someone else to enter my life when you were alive. )

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Kaise pati hai aap Arnavji? Aapne humesha humme unn galtiyon ki sazaa di hai jo hum ne ki bhi nahi." (What kind of husband are you Arnavji?You always punished me for sins I never comitted. )

'Kyon humme har baar aap ko yeh ehsaas dilaana padta hai ki hum aap se pyaar karte hai. !! Tab bhi karte the jab aap humse nafrat karte the.. Tab bhi jab aap humme chod ke chale gaye aur aaj bhi jab aap wapas toh laute hai par shayad sirf iss liye ki kissi aur ke baaton mein aakar aap humme chodhne ki baat soche.!! " (Why everytime I have to keep making you feel how much I love you. ? I loved you even then when you hated me .. Even then when you left me alone for years and even now when you have come back to me. But guess you have returned back to me only to leave me forever coming in someone else's words.)

"You will have to redeem your Sins Arnavji. I dont know how long will it take but until then I dont think I can accept you either. And if you still feel we should be getting seperated, I am ready for it. But dont expect anything more than that. This one relationship have given me enough Scars to even think of getting tied again in it once more with hopes."

By remembering this confession from Khushi, Arnav's health was deteriorating but he hardly cared for it. He knew his fear of losing her by staying away from her was the reason for his Panic attacks but today even when she was so close to him, the distance between them, the verbal fights between them was not helping him much to cure. He was losing his balance and falling off when he felt someone holding him. Beads of sweat formed on his forehead with the lack of oxygen intake but the moment he saw her holding his arms, everything felt at the right place. Khushi was coincidently back in this room to take her mobile which she had left here. She never witnessed any of his panic attack before but seemed like tonight there was a beginning of it. Every pain he went through at this moment was hurting her , pricking her like hell and she was in no terms of leaving him alone at this hour.

Khushi: (Holding Arnav who was still shiverring and trying his best to control that attack): Arnavji? ?(Tears pooled in her eyes as she found him holding her hand tight)

She wanted to support him and make him feel better no matter what they shared at the present but seemed as if he didnt wish the same .He was dragging her towards the door again , though his steps were not accurate, though he had to make severe attempts to use that much of strength in walking, he still didnt give up trying. He wanted her to leave him alone. He wanted none of them to interfere in his health issue tonight because probably he liked suffering alone. He got her till the door pushing her gently outside mumbling a harsh "Get out" but she didnt actually obey his commands. When he tried locking the door once she was out of his room, she pushed the door back open. He tried to shout back at her for not obeying him but his headache wasnt letting him do so. He pressed his forehead to bear the pain which was killing him from inside. She ran inside towards the drawers to find his medicine. She knew that was his only way of cure. She didnt find anything. She screamed for Avni to come and help Arnavji but her voice was breaking with the tears inside her  seeing him so much in pain. She finally found a pain killer in the other drawer and popping it out she came to Arnav with a glass of water.

Khushi: Arnavji.. Just take this. You will be fine.

Her assurance was enough for him to realise she will never allow him to suffer this pain again. But did he want this? Wasnt this pain a way to hurt himself? This was his repentence phase and this pain was the only way which could make him feel he was being punished. He shoved off her hand dropping the medicine from her hand but luckily she held the glass of water firm . How adamant a man can be ? She picked the tablet and this time she forcefully made him take inside his mouth, before he could spill it out, she made him gulp the water which he did and in anger of being taken care by her, he threw the water glass down on the floor. But luckily the medcine was already inside him and would work soon, taking him out of this pain.

He was collapsing on the floor because she couldnt use all her strength in holding him for long. Before he could hit his head on the floor , she supported his shivering body making his head rest on her lap as she sat down on the floor taking the support of the bed behind her.

Arnav: Maa..

His eyes were closed and probably he didnt even realise he was sleeping on her lap and that too on the floor. His innocent yet painful voice calling out his Maa only made her cry more at his state. He never even uttered this word "Maa" all these years, even before his wife because he wanted to act strong and not dig the scars of his past which could affect his present. But tonight she had witnessed the kid inside him who wanted his mothers solace to come out of his pain which his own wrong deeds had gifted him. She fisted her fingers not wishing to show any mercy on him. What she had done and was doing was more than enough for him but the love inside her didnt allow her to be calm. He whispered her name "Khushi" in no time holding the end of her dupatta and trying to ease himself from that panic attack, which broke all her strength and she caressed his face as softly as she could to drift his attention from that pain. He could feel his mother's warmth in her fingers as she eased his headache by pressing it gently for innumerous time. There was nothing in this world which could compare the affection which a mother and a wife can give a man and Khushi was just demonstrating the same.  Her tears falling on his face which she wiped off before he could even feel it and get distracted. Everything changed calm after that as he drifted into a peaceful sleep and she dozed off too , not before ensuring he was completely out of that panic attack.

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Morning

The early sunshine disturbed his sleep hiting his eyes directly from the wide opening of the French door curtains. He rubbed his eyes and realised he was not on bed but the floor. Without wasting a second, he sat on the floor and scanned the room to know what had happened last night. Right from her confession of love till the way he collapsed on floor , in her lap while his attack flashed before his eyes and made him feel extremely guilty for getting yet another favour from her when he clearly didnt intend to. She deserved to be treated well and he was only pushing her into the valley of pain by showing his weak side.

He sat on the bed edge holding his head which was still aching partially and thats when the door opened and Khushi came inside with some of his clothes in hand. She did see him once and then without even uttering a word she kept the clothes on bed and then dialed down in the Kitchen.

Khushi (On call): Maria get Arnavji's Bed Tea.

Cutting the call giving a crisp order to their maid she walked back to the bed and then one by one she started arranging them in his closet . What the hell was she doing ? Seemed like things and situations had shifted 3 years back when they were husband and wife and she did all this for him. She went out without talking to him and after she had finished arranging some of his clothes in their room. He didnt know how to react and what to ask her. Soon Maria came inside wishing him a good morning and placed the tea before him. Khushi came back in the room with few more of Arnav's stuff and stopped Maria.

Khushi: Maria, I have some of his Suits for the laundry. Collect them from me in an hour and send it for Laundry.
Maria: Yes Maam.

Arnav was again confused with her behaviour. The moment Maria left, he got up and blocked Khushi's way towards the closet .

Arnav: What is all this Khushi ? Kya kar rahi ho tum? Why are you keeping my clothes in this room? I told you , this room may have belonged to me earlier, now I am not going to own it again. You dont have to leave this room making me stay here.

Khushi moved him aside and walked back to the closet keeping the rest of the things.

Khushi: No one is leaving this room. Neither you nor me.

She didnt seem to be kidding for sure but her answers were confusing him. He knew staying under one roof was still okay for her, but staying in one room ? Again?

Arnav: (Turning her around holding her arm): Yeh kya bachpana hai Khushi ?
Khushi shoved her hands off his moving back.
Khushi: Bachpana? Kaisa bachpana Arnavji? Pati patni humesha ek hi kamre mein rehte hai. Aur hum bhi wohi karenge.
Arnav (Completely shocked with her words): Khushi stop it okay.? Just stop all this nonsense and let things be as they are. Dont complicate it more.
Khushi: I am not complicating. I am simplifying them unlike you. We are staying togethere here and thats final.

She was about to leave but he caught her and pinned her back to the same closet.

Arnav: Have you lost your mind ? Dont you remember what all I did with you ? How can you so easily think of living with me again then? Or was it my panic attack which made you feel pity? If it is so, dont be .I know how to handle myself and I feel good when I stay away from you. Get that?

Khushi gulped down her feelings and didnt fear responding him back.

Khushi: Agar aise baat hai.. Toh I forgave you Arnavji..
Arnav was dumbfounded.

Arnav: What?
Khushi: You heard it right .. I forgave you for all the sins you did on me all these years. If you feel better staying apart from me , means staying with me you will feel suffocated and caged. Isnt that the right way to punish you then? Aap ki sahi sazaa humaare saath rehne mein hai Arnavji.. Naa ki humse alag.

Arnav : Dont be mad Khushi. I dont accept this forgiveness. You hear that? You deserve to be happy dammit. !!
Khushi (Interrupted him again): Then make me happy. Give me my share of happiness Arnav which lies somewhere only in you. Make up for all the moments that I missed right from our marriage day. Will you ?

She could clearly read a shock on his face and confusion in his eyes. The step which she took now wasnt that easy for her. But the last nights Panic attack which he got before her, made her understand everything. She never thought the effect of being away from her would break him to this extent. She had to bring a stop to his health issues and according to the Dr it could happen only when he stays with her, gets his share of love and care which he always wanted though never voiced out. She wanted to solve their relationship because she knew he will never make an attempt himself because the madness in his thoughts that he can never keep her happy was not allowing him to change and confess his love to her. So this time she will ensure she will take a lead again and sort everything back to normal.

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Part 53

"Then make me happy. Give me my share of happiness Arnav which lies somewhere only in you. Make up for all the moments that I missed right from our marriage day. Will you ?", her words still echoed in his ears in between the silence that spread in the room between them..

Arnav: You are making a mistake Khushi.. You Dont have to do this!!

He wanted her to understand there was nothing left in their relationship after what he did all these years..

Khushi: Its your opinion Arnavji.. And I am not doing this for you.. Enough of the sacrifices I always kept giving for you. The decision to be your wife again and live together is purely for my own benefit. You screwed my life marrying me, torturing me and then throwing me out when you felt its all over. This is a chance I wish to give not you, but myself to get all the respect back that I kept losing marrying you. Neither am I giving you time to decide nor asking you if you happy with my decision or not. This is an Order. We will stay together as Husband wife once again and if  you have a little guilt and repentance for what you did with me, then this is the only chance for you to make things right between us.

Arnav was speechless with her confession. She wished to give their marriage a chance? He kept staring at her face. This time she was really not going to be smooth in their relationship. He had stabbed her heart with the knife of his hate, her wounds were still fresh but even after that she wished him to dress her wounds forever?? He can never understand her. Her simplicity and  patience were her strength and only she can take such a drastic step to ammend their relationship..

Khushi: Ab ghoorna bund kijiye aur Chai pee lijiye..!! Thandi ho rahi hai..!! (Now stop admiring me and drink the tea. Its getting cold)

She forwarded the tea towards him and left the room. Arnav had mixed feelings at this moment. THough everything was changing back to normal he was scared if he will be able to handle Khushi's decision and sort things between them.

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Kitchen

It was not strange to find Khushi in the kitchen early morning making breakfast for everyone but what surprised Payal today was that she was making Arnav's bread toast ready first. Payal came there and stood behind her.

Payal: I cant believe this Khushi. You are still willing to do all this for him?

Khushi didnt respond but continued making Arnav's juice ready.
Payal: What happened last night Khushi? We all saw how he dragged you to the room.. What did he say? Why was he so much angry?

Khushi: Nothing Payal.
Payal (Turned her around): Dont lie. I know something was majorly wrong with him last night. Not fully Khushi but still I am aware of his anger and the way he tortures you.
Khushi: Yes he did that Payal. But 3 years back. Yesterday it was different. He wanted to sort some matters between us. There was no torture!!!
Payal: Which matters? Had it anything to do with Rudra?

Khushi: Yes.. I expected Rudra to talk to me first if he had a problem than speaking directly with Arnavji.. He knows what Arnavji's medical condition is and still he took this step? I am shocked. !!

Payal: Why are you blaming Rudra? What did he do Khushi?
Khushi: (Looking at Payal ):  Rudra asked Arnavji to leave me forever..!!

Payal: (Sighed ): I knew this would happen one day. So what did Arnav say?
Khushi (Angrily): You arent shocked?
Payal: Honestly speaking Khushi, I am not shocked. Infact I am happy he could utilise that courage and speak to Arnav on making you free. That shows how much he cares for you.
Khushi: Yes he does care for me Payal. But on that grounds I would have respected him to come and talk to me if he had a problem. WHy Arnavji?

Payal was quiet but not Khushi.

Khushi: Arnavji got a mild Panic attack again last night. His health worries me Payal. I cant see him like this. Rudra didnt do right.

Payal : Wait a minute. You supporting Arnav over Rudra? That man who never cared for you is still worth your love Khushi?
Khushi : He is still my HUSBAND .. Thats all I know.
Payal: (Sighed in frustration): And Rudra ? What about him?
Khushi picked the tray of Arnav's breakfast in her hand and then looked at Payal again

Khushi: I am going to meet him and your father asking forgiveness from them. Whatever ties we were connected with, have to be broken because the knots of my marriage with Arnavji is still intact .. I agreed to marry Rudra thinking Arnavji was no more in this world. But now that he is back, I dont think I will ever be able to leave him at this stage. I am sorrry Payal. I am really Sorry.

Payal was very much upset with Khushi's decision. Being a sister, she wanted Rudra's happiness too which lied in Khushi somewhere and the decision which Khushi took today just messed it all. Payal left back to her room and Khushi pressed her eyes shut for bearing the pain Payal was going through. But she cannot feel weak now. She will have to get things back into control which will benefit everyone.
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AR Office

Khushi : No Interviews Sim. Strictly keep the media away from having any conversations with Arnavji. I dont want it.
Sim: Right Maam. But . Uhh. Should I still ask ASR once? May be he is interested in this?
Khushi (Getting up from her chair ): Who am I Sim?
Sim (Confused): You are my Boss Maam.
Khushi: Who am I to Arnavji?
Sim: (Gulping down seeing this level of anger for the first time in her Maam) : His.. Hiss.. Wife.
Khushi: Right.!! So I will decide what is good for him and whats not. Arnavji will not give any statements to the Media about his comeback or What he did past 3 years . Am I clear?

Sim noded hurridly and moved towards the Cabin door to leave but she stopped seeing Arnav Singh Raizada before her. She gulped down her fear as she knew her main Boss had heard it all. Khushi was also surprised to find him at Office but she maintained her calm. Sim wished Arnav and left the cabin. Arnav entered inside. There was always a sense of uneasiness which Khushi felt when she took decisions on his behalf. She expected him to ask her how could she take such a decision but nothing like that ever happened.

Arnav placed a file on the table having some cheques inside it. She had a look in it and then back to him.

Arnav: Your signatures are needed. I have checked the Invoices of these Imported Fabrics.

Khushi passed the file back to him not signing the cheques at all.

Khushi: I have signed the Legal papers of handing back the financial responsibilties of AR to you. My role here will remain as a Board of Director only from now on. The CEO position comes back to you.
Arnav (Sighed as he expected her to do something like this): Not needed. I am still not medically fit to take up the role and manage it full fledged. Manage the finance Khushi.
Khushi : I never needed the money Arnavji!! Neither then  nor now. So Stop doing such unnecessary favours on me and take over your responsibilities both professionally and PERSONALLY..!!

She picked her laptop and walked out of the cabin for her next meet with the Board on deciding some future projects.!! Arnav pushed the file back on her desk in anger. Why was she doing this? He wanted her to continue being in the same position , she was in his absence. It was her right to be here and handle the business because she gave her 3 important years into it . But guess she was not much interested in all this. She was clear in her intentions and her demands from him as her husband. But was it so easy for him to accept all this again?

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Talks with Rudra and his father was not easy for Khushi. She had to convince them that divorcing Arnavji was next to impossible. She can never think of leading a married life with someone else when Arnavji was alive. Thats because somewhere she still loved him no matter what wrong he kept doing with her. Rudra was dissatisfied and he turned his face away from Khushi not wishing to even see her or forgive her for this decision. It was hard for Rudra's father too but he could consider putting his own daughter in Khushi's place and then thinking from her prespective. He felt she did right and hence forgave her immediately asking her to take care of her marriage and stay happy. Hugging Mr Sharma, Rudra's father and taking his blessings, she walked out from their house back to Raizada Mansion. She knew a small confession was still remaining from her end towards her family there.

When she told everyone in the Raizada family about her talks with Rudra and his father, they all were absolutely tongue tied. They had seen Khushi becoming strong  after Arnav left her 3 years back but her real strength was seen today when he had returned back in her life. Seemed like she had promised herself to set everything right in their lives now .

Khushi: All my decisions are incomplete without the blessings of this family Nani. You are the elder here and I want to know it from you if you think my Stand is right or wrong.
Nani: Khushi .. We love you and CHotte equally here. You both mean the same to us. We cannot sacrifice one's happiness for the other. We have seen Arnav hurting you even when you loved him immensely. The decisions you taking today is only because you still Love him and want him in your life. But how can you forget everything so easily Khushi? None of us are so selfish here to see you burning again in the same flames of past. We wanted you to move on in life and get everything that you deserve.

Khushi: I havnt forgot that painful past Nani. But till when will I keep lamenting over it? I want to live my life now on my own terms. I dont know if I deserve Arnavji or not. But whenever I think of my future, I always see it in this house, around this family with Arnavji as my husband. I have no regret in being his wife for lifetime.

The family was impressed with her decision. Nani hugged her, wiping her tears. Avni's happiness was out of the world today. She quickly hugged Khushi thanking her for giving this surprise and then kissed her cheeks.

Avni: Bhai is very lucky Khushi Bhabhi to have you..!!

Khushi smiled and her eyes shifted towards Arnav who was standing with a grinning Aman at the corner. He was watching Khushi with still an expression of shock for becoming so brave and bold suddenly. Avni rushed towards Arnav and hugged him too.

Avni: Bhai say something. You have recieved such a great news . Bhabhi wants this marriage to work Bhai..!!
Arnav: Pehle mujhe sirf Shaq tha .. Par ab yakeen hogaya hai.. (He said not leaving his eye lock with Khushi).. She needs a treatment!!

Avni's jaw dropped hearing that but Khushi was still looking at his face from some distance.

Arnav: (Seeing Avni): Ask her to stop favouring her Jerk husband. Forgiving him is on one side and continuing this marriage is on the other. She is risking her life again for the later.

Aman and Avni were left bewildered seeing Arnav leaving such a golden opportunity of woeing his wife back. Arnav left back to his room while Khushi kept on staring at him for a while. Her decision did evoke some kind of confusion in her husband but what was important at this point was the fact that he was coming back to his own self. The ASR in him was slowly unleashing which was good for his health if he can control that side to a needed level.

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He didnt know when he dozed off changing into his night suit  after the Dinner with the family. He was thinking about his Wife's confessions to the family and sleep overpowered his conscious mind. The sound of the door made him open his eyes again. She was in a Green Anarkali now closing the door, locking it from inside. He realised he had to leave the bed giving her space to sleep. He started getting up.

Arnav: Main wahan Sofe pe sounga. (I will sleep on the bed)

Khushi: (Stopping him): Koi zaroorat nahi.. Aaj se aap Bed pe soyenge.. (No need. From today you will sleep on the bed only)

Arnav: Main Wohi sounga..(I will sleep there..)

Khushi (angrily): Nahi.. Aaj se aap yehi Soyenge..(No..You will have to sleep here)

Arnav: Tumhe mujhe bataane ki zaroorat nahi hai ki mujhe kya karna hai.( You dont have to tell me what I have to do)

Khushi: Zaroorat hai Arnavji..Aap ke decisions hum dekh chuke hai aur unka nateeza bhi.. Ab aap wohi karenge joh hum aapke liye decide karenge.. !! Samjhe aap..( Not needed Arnavji.. I have seen your decisions enough and also their outcomes. Now you will do what I will decide for you. Did you understand? )
Arnav: What The!!

She didnt care his What The.!! How can she do all this ? He cannot see her sleeping on that Couch and hurting her back. This was her room now. Why would she sleep anywhere else than the bed? He took the medicine kept by her on the table while thinking all this when she came out changing into her night salwar  SURPRISING him yet again by sitting at the other side of the bed and adjusting the Quilt .He blankly stared at her which she knew and looked at him once.

Khushi: Kal Subah Mandir jaana hai humme. Toh ab Sojaiye Arnavji..  Good night.!! (We have to go to temple tomorrow Morning. So sleep now Arnavji.. Good Night)

She slept on the other side of the bed turning her back to him and he was just trying not to faint. She didnt mind sleeping on the same bed with him ? So what if they were husband wife? They still didnt even sort anything yet and she was behaving as if they were married happily from past 10 years..And Temple? What was in store for him there now?

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Part 54

Was she torturing him wearing that Red Saree? He thought so. Getting up from the bed he kept on staring at her for a while as she neated her Saree looking at the mirror. She looked marvellous. She had no flaw in her, neither in appearance nor in her character. She was everything a man would love to see in his wife. His admiration was not hidden from Khushi who had seen him watching her .

Khushi (Turning to him): Aap ko nahi lagta aaj kal aap kuch zyaada hi ghoorne lage hai humme?  Ghoorna bund kijiye aur taiyaar ho jaaiye. Mandir jaana hai. (Dont you think these days you admire me a lot? So stop oogling at me and get ready. We have to go to temple)

She ordered him again and he came out of his reverie. Does she think he will dance on her commands? Well not that he wont. But he didnt wish to let her know that he was ready to do anything she wanted from him.

Arnav: I am not going anywhere. Tumhe jaana hai toh tum jao. (I am not going anywhere. You wish then go yourself )

He got down the bed and wore his slippers. Before he could take a turn to the washroom she blocked his way.

Khushi: Aap aa rahe hai Arnavji. You cant deny. (You are coming Arnavji.. You cant deny)
Arnav: Give me one damm reason of accompanying you to the temple. I will come.

His reply was clear and so was her decision.

Khushi: Your wife needs you to come with her. Isnt that enough reason to join me?

WHY? Why she blackmailed him uttering such emotional words. These days he was too weak to even ignore such statements and especially from her. He  moved her aside and without responding anything back. He didnt needed to do it as she already had got her answers . He was coming with her and thats what she wanted.

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Temple

He didnt expect his family to be here. He was walking with Khushi inside and didnt mind asking her his doubts.

Arnav: When they were here, why did you need me?
Khushi : I am married to you , not them Arnavji. They being with me and you joining me here makes a huge difference .

He didnt liked to be given so much of importance. He stopped finishing the stairs .

Arnav: Finish it. I am waiting here.
Khushi: Aap ko humaare saath chalna hoga Arnavji. Please. (You will have to come with me inside Arnavji.. Please)
Arnav: But?

She didnt wait to hear his denial. Holding his hand she dragged him to the Altar while the rest of the family were confused because even they didnt knew why Khsuhi asked them to come here ? They stood before the Altar of Devi Maiyaa and she passed the Puja Thali to the Priest .

Arnav (Shoving off her hand): I dont believe in this Khushi. You know that. Dont force me because you want it to happen.
Khushi: I am not going to ask you anything which is out of your scope Arnavji. Hum jaante hai aap ko Devi Maiyaa pe bharosa nahi hai. Par kya yeh sach nahi ki jab hum Accident ke  baad hospital mein the , aur Dr ne humaari bachne ki umeed bahut kam dikaahi thi, tab aap  ne issi Devi maiyaa ke saamne Hospital mein haath jode the.. Minnate maagi thi ki humme Zindagi de de? ( I am not going to ask you anything which is out of your scope Arnavji. I know you dont believe in Devi Maiyaa. But isnt it true that when I was hospitalised, and Dr's had left the hope of saving me, you had joined your palms before Devi Maiyaa Idol and asked her to return my life?)

How did she know this? It was something which only he knew and probably Aman too who was  there with him that time when Khushi was in ICU.

Khushi :(Seeing his confused face): Humme Aman ne bataaya tha..(Aman told me)

He looked at her again. How does she read his mind so easily? Why was she so good ?Why was she so much into this relationship which still wasnt benefiting her in any way?

Arnav: What do you want ? (he had to know this. )
Khushi: Wohi jo humaara hai Arnavji... (I need whats mine Arnavji )
Arnav (Angrily): Khushi stop circling the bush and tell me clearly. Why are we in the temple?

The priest came by then and handed her the Puja Thali back with the Sindoor as the Devi Maiyaa's blessings. She held the Sindoor dibbi before him and  looked in his eyes. The family had now guessed what she wanted and they were happy that she volunteered this stage in their life.

Khushi: Hum ne Sindoor lagaana aur Managalsutra pehanna chod diya tha jab se aap ki zhooti Accident ki khabar aayi thi .. Par aaj hum iss rishte ko dobara puri imaandari ke saath apnana chahte hai. Aap manaa nahi kar sakte Arnavji. Kyon ki kahi naa kahi aap bhi yeh maante hai ki hum aaj bhi aap hi ki patni hai. Toh uthaiye iss Sindoor ko aur bhar dijiye humaari maang!! (I had stopped wearing Sindoor and Mangalsutra since the time you fake your accident and left this place. But from today I wish to fulfil this relationship with full trust and loyalty Arnavji.. You cant deny me.. Because somewhere in your heart, you still take me as your wife. So take this pinch of Sindoor and fill my partition.)

Arnav was stunned. How can she take this step so easily? Does she even realise what she was asking him to do? Filling her Maang with Sindoor and tieing the Mangalsutra on her neck again will bind them again forever. Did she really wanted this?

Arnav: I cant believe this. How can a girl repeat the same mistakes she did in her past. That time I didnt give you any option Khushi, but this time, I am still asking you.. And probably the last time. !! Do you really wish to be my Wife again? Have you forgot the pain I gave you? Those miserable days right from the day of our marriage when I left you alone on our first night till today , I havnt given you anything except solitude and you still wish to continue this marriage in a proper way ?Its foolishness!

Khushi : You Dont have to count my miseries or your Sins. I know what I am doing.

Shyam and Anjali who had just stepped in the temple, as they were little late due to traffic were shocked witnessing this scene. Anjali quickly came there to Khushi and shook her once.

Anjali: What is wrong with you Khushi? Why risking your life again with this man?
Shyam: Rani Saheba is absolutely right Khushi. You dont need to do this. He is not worth you.
Khushi (Angrily ): Let fate decide who is worth for me and who is not. I have taken my decision of accepting Arnavji back in my life in that same place which he left 3 years back and in no circumstances I am going to change my mind.

She was adamant in her decision. While she was still being convinced by Anjali and Shyam, Arnav took a pinch of Sindoor from the Dibbi and before she could even turn and look at him, he filled her partition with the sacred Vermillion , marking her as his wife again, before her Devi Maiyya and their family. She was touched when he did this for her .. Their eyes met and without breaking that eye contact, Arnav picked the Mangalsutra from the Thali and very gently tied it across her neck. She closed her eyes gulping down the lump of tears formed in her throat for letting this happen. They both had flashes of their actual  marriage day when he did this all only for revenge.. But today, every knot he tied of her Mangalsutra, he promised to protect her from all evil, to love her till his last breathe and to fill her life with utmost happiness fulfilling every single dream she saw till now and will see in future.

There was nothing else left for the family to say..They walked together to take the elder's blessings and then headed towards Raizada House once again taking a heap of memories with them.

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Raizada House

After coming back from the Temple, Arnav headed back to his room unable to be with the family any longer and share their over happiness .. He wanted to be alone for some time and no wonder he wasnt allowed that as Aman barged into his room to congratulate him officially .Without wasting time Arnav clutched Aman's collar..

Arnav (Holding Aman's collar) : Who the hell asked you to tell Khushi I prayed for her ?
Aman: Uff.. !! Tum abhi bhi ussi pe atke ho ? (You still stuck on that matter?) Come on Arnav.. Think about future not the past. Okay?
Arnav (Angrily): Aman you know I dont deserve her.
Aman: You didnt!! I know. But Now You genuinely do. So instead of being so arrogant and showing that Khadoos face and stubborn looks to Khsuhi, start being a little romantic husband. She is so sweet to get you back in her life. Abhi toh samajh jao ASR.

Arnav: (Leaving Aman): I cant believe this. EVen you taking her side?
Aman: Itni problem thi then why did you fill her maang with Sindoor then? Nahi karna tha.. (If you had so much of Problem then why did you apply SIndoor to her. ??You shouldnt have done it ..)

Arnav knew Aman was teasing him.

Aman: Kho gaye the tum ASR.. Apni Patni ke pyaar mein.. (You were lost ASR.. In your Wife's love)
Arnav : Shut up Aman..!!
Aman: Mujhe toh Shut up kar sakte ho Arnav.. Par Khushi ko kaise karoge? She is on full swing to make this marriage work.(You can Shut me up Arnav.. But what about Khushi. She is on full swing to make this marriage work)

Arnav knew what Aman said wasnt wrong. Khushi was really trying her best to do everything that can save their relationship. Avni came inside with Aarav in arms..

Avni: Ohh!! I thought you went back home. (She said looking at Aman)..
Aman (Smiling): How could I go without meeting you. Waise aaj itna KHUSHI ka din hai.. toh main soch raha hoon, I should stay here tonight.!! (How could I go without meeting you?  Since its such a Happy day today, I am planning to stay here tonig
ht)
He lovingly took Avni towards him before Arnav who turned his face towards the other side.

Arnav: Just get out of my room if you plan to get so romantic Guys. I am least interested in watching it here..
Aman (Chuckled): Really? I will wait for that day when you and Khushi be in our place. Then I will tease you more than this..
Avni (Hit Aman's hand gently ): Stop it Aman.. And BhaiJaan.. Would you mind looking after Aarav for some time? I have to assist Nani in making Carrot Halwa..

Arnav could never deny.. He took Aarav in his arms and Aman and Avni left the room.

Almost some minutes passed when Khushi entered the room with some jewellery box in her hand. She saw Arnav playing with Aarav on bed who was busy with the toys surrounding him. Khushi never saw Arnav so much engrossed with any child like he was with Aarav. Not that she had a problem. She was infact happy that there was someone in this world who actually got his true love. She came in and he saw her opening the closet and keeping the box in. He wanted to ask her what the box contained and who gave it but he zipped his lips as he didnt wished to talk anything unnecessary to her. But she being his wife had noticed that confusion on his face through the mirror.

Khushi: Nani gifted me a Necklace for our marriage!!

Arnav (Caressed Aarav who was sucking his thumb..): I didnt ask ..
Khushi: You can lie but not your eyes Arnavji.. At least not from me..

She sat on the recliner sorting some sarees which needed dry cleaning.

Arnav: Aise toh bacche bahut pasand hai tumhe.. But I never saw you playing with Aarav..(You love kids , dont you ? But I never saw you playing with Aarav)
Khushi: Aap hi ka bhaanja hai..!! Naam ke alawaa seerat bhi aap hi ki hai..!! Aarav ko pyaar karne se bhi darta lagta hai.. Kya pata uss mein bhi aap hi ke gunn aaye ho ? (he is your nephew finally. Like name he also has your characteristics.. I feel scared to love him.. Who knows even  he wont like me doing it like you do)
Arnav: What the!!

He couldnt believe she just said this. Did she think Aarav is just like him in all ways and if she loves him, he wont accept that love or return the same back to her. ??

Arnav: Come here .. And handle him Khushi.. I have to make some calls.

She didnt respond and continued doing her work. She was really acting Dominant these days especially towards him..

Arnav : Biwi ho naa meri.. ? Toh Technically Aarav tumhaara bhi kuch lagta hai Khushi..!! (You are my wife right? So Technically Aarav is related to you too Khushi)

Ohh!! So finally he agreed and accepted she was his wife .. She passed him a serious look and then came back to the bed. She sat beside Aarav and Arnav finally moved his thumb out of Aarav's tiny fingers who was holding it to suck.

Arnav: (Seeing Khushi): Aarav ko sambhalne mein itna naatak.. Aashi ko kaise sambhalti? (So much nuisance in handling Aarav.. How would you handle Aashi then?)
Khushi (Angrily): Aap Aashi ka naam na hi le toh accha hai Arnavji.. You dont have that right now..(Dont you take Aashi's name Arnavji.. You dont have that right now)

That surely angered him now..

Arnav : Then take my initial out from that name,..!! Main koi aur naam Soch lunga for my daughter.. (Then take my initial out from that name. I will decide some other name for my daughter)
Khushi: Jee nahi.. Humaari beti ka naam Aashi hi rahega aur usse sabhi yehi bulaenge siway aap ke.. Kyon ki Aashi bhi aap se naraaz hai.. Jaise hum hai.!!  (Never. Our daughter's name will be Aashi only. Everyone will call her that except you. Because Aashi is very angry on her father. Just like I am)
Arnav : Right..!! Jaisi Maa.. waise beti.. But dont you dare make my daughter like you.. !(Right? Like Mother.. Like Daughter. But dont you dare make my daughter like you )
Khushi: So that you can make her like you? So much egositic?

Arnav stepped towards her making her walk back and hit the wall.

Arnav (Gritting his teeth): Bahut badi Ego hai meri aur wohi mujhe woh banaati hai jo main hoon.. Arnav Singh Raizada.. (I have a very big Ego in me Khushi.. ANd it makes me what I am..Arnav Singh Raizada)

Suddenly there was a silence spread in the entire room as the couple realised what was happening. They were talking about Aashi.. their baby who still didnt even exist in this world. They were fighting for her when she wasnt even in a process to be born .. Aarav seemed to be enjoying their little fight and probably this was the first time Aarav was seeing his Maamu pinning his Maami at the wall and explaining her what Arnav Singh Raizada is..!!

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Part 55

Arnav stepped towards her making her walk back and hit the wall.

Arnav (Gritting his teeth): Bahut badi Ego hai meri aur wohi mujhe woh banaati hai jo main hoon.. Arnav Singh Raizada.. (I have a very big Ego in me Khushi.. ANd it makes me what I am..Arnav Singh Raizada)

Suddenly there was a silence spread in the entire room as the couple realised what was happening. They were talking about Aashi.. their baby who still didnt even exist in this world. They were fighting for her when she wasnt even in a process to be born .. Aarav seemed to be enjoying their little fight and probably this was the first time Aarav was seeing his Maamu pinning his Maami at the wall and explaining her what Arnav Singh Raizada is..!!

Khushi: Nikaal ke fek dijiye aise Ego ko joh apne patni se yeh nahi confess kar paaye ki aapke dil mein kya hai. (Then remove this Ego off you and throw out because if you cant confess to your wife what your heart wants , its of no use )

She moved him aside and picking Aarav in arms she took him outside the room. Arnav stood there watching her till she left and then raised his eyebrow thinking what she meant . Confess? What should he confess ?How sorry he was for making her what she is today?

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The night was  very uneasy for both. Technically this was their first night together in one room after 3 long years because he fulfilled the little marital bliss of tieing the Mangalsutra and applying the Sindoor to her today in the temple. Avni and Aman along with the rest of the family had decorated their bedroom with candles and flowers which was so much embarrasing for Arnav specially. When Aman told him about  this special treatment he didnt mind yelling at him for doing such unncessary things.

Arnav: Its so Ackward Dammit and its not the first time we are going to stay in that room together. Why cant you understand?
Aman : You have to understand ASR.. Everyone is happy here that you and Khushi are finally back together as a couple. Everyone knows you have changed and thus they expect you to be a good husband henceforth and take care of your wife. This is all just the start of it. I dont think we did anything wrong.

Arnav: (In frustration) : You guys are sick . I am not telling this for myself but for Khushi. It will be difficult for her Aman. I dont want her to remember our actual first night in this house and weep over the fact that I wasnt there with her that night
Aman (Sighed): I know.. So this time we are giving you a chance to erase that memories from her heart and create new ones. Samjhe Buddhu?
Arnav:  Forget it. You will never understand ..

He turned aside to leave but saw Khushi standing there with his medicines. No doubt she had heard it all. She pretended not to be bothered of all this and popped the tablets coming to him.

Khushi: Iss raat bhi bahar jaane ka iraada ho toh pehle hi bata dijiye.. Hum aap ka wait nahi karenge.. Jaise tab kiya tha.. ! (Even tonight do you plan to spend  time out of this house then let me know. I wont wait for you unlike I did the first time)

Her words pricked his heart for behaving so bad with her right from their day of marriage. How could he forget he had spent the night in their Outhouse just to avoid his newly wed wife and when he came back the next morning, Sheetal Mathur was already there to ignite the fire of jealousy in their relationship.

Arnav (Taking the medicines from her): Insaan apne past se bahut kuch seekhta hai Khushi .. Toh iss baar agar main naa aun, toh lights off karke.. Sojaana. !! (People learn from their past Khushi. So this time if I dont come , turn the lights off and sleep . )

He gulped the medicines with the water while she still waited for him to finish.

Khushi: Toh aap aaj bhi wahi karne waale hai? Outhouse mein rahenge? (So even tonight you will repeat the same? You will stay in the Outhouse?)

He didnt reply but tried to walk away..

Khushi: Toh theek hai.. Hum bhi wahi rahenge.. Aap ke saath.!! (Fine then. I will come with you ..)

That sentence stopped him right on the spot and turn behind. He was so much confused why the hell was she behind him to this extent.

Arnav: Khushi..!! Just Stop this Okay?
Khushi: You stop it Arnavji.. I thought after today's temple scene, there will be some change in our relationship dynamics. But you are still "PRETENDING" to be the same. Why? Stop running away. It will give you nothing this time. Aage.. Aap ki marzi.. (Rest is all your wish)

Saying that she left back in the kitchen while Arnav stood numb with her advises. He didnt wanted to run away from her. He felt staying with him will make her more weak and  hence he was ignoring her all the time. But if this is not what she wants , then probably it was best to make her feel better and relieve some stress of hers , acting upon her advices.

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Arnav was just wasting time downstairs because he still feared to fall weak before his wife who had already left for their room giving him a stern look as she climbed the stairs. It had been almost half an hour that Khushi had retired to the room while Arnav was still passing time alone watching the news on the Television. Avni and Aman were sitting on the opposite couch looking at Arnav's reactions. They both just decided to keep an eye but never get in between this couple or guide them. It was fun to see Arnav controlling his urge to get into his room and it did happen finally. He got up from there and followed the stairs towards their room. He got inside and the entire decoration just thrilled his soul. Such a perfect atmosphere it was with the cold breeze making its way inside from the French doors, the candles half burned and the scent of the roses scattered everywhere on the floor. He turned at the bed and found her sleeping cozily without bothering about he coming here tonight or not. Or may be she was sure he would come and hence she just slept off because there was nothing else left for them.

He changed  into his night suit and coming back in the room , closed the french doors, shut the curtains and then blew the candles off. Some rose petals on the bed did tickle her face and he gently moved them away, covering Khushi with the quilt  later. She was too much  in a hurry probably and forgot doing this . Taking his side , he turned to the opposite side and closed his eyes too . Sometimes only time can heal things and so was their condition. Only the coming days can finalise how they both can reduce the distance between the two.  She opened her eyes as soon as she felt him sleeping beside. So as expected he was here. Though he would never accept it that easily but she knew, somewhere he was just battling his own heart and mind for making all the impossible things possible for her. Its just that she wanted to see who wins this time. His heart or his mind..!!

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Next Day - AR office

Khushi was in her cabin checking some financial budgets for the upcoming Shoot of their designs when suddenly she heard the door knocking and Rudra coming inside. She didnt hoped to see him here. She got up from her chair asking him to get inside. After a short pause  he told her what his purpose of visit was. He was leaving to Melbourne.

Khushi: Melbourne? So suddenly? Payal didnt tell me anything.  When did you decide it Rudra?
Rudra :There is nothing for me here Khushi. And I dont think my feelings will still allow me live here like before.

He scanned the Mangalsutra on her neck and the sindoor which even she felt a bit strange to face him with. But this was all fate that made such decisions for them, didnt it? She clutched his hand to explain.

Khushi: Sorry Rudra. I know what it means to face such a day where you have to forget one person and move ahead in life. I did hurt you unknowingly by getting back to Arnavji but this is what was right.

Rudra (Holding her hand and nodding affirmatively): I know. Dont feel bad for that. You got your true love is all I ever wished. At times I did  get a bit selfish but couldnt help. I thought may be there is a possibility that I can get you back but when Arnav Singh Raizada is my competitor for winning Khushi, I know I have to lose. No one can win his love in your heart .

Khushi's throat dried feeling immense pain for Rudra . Suddenly the door was opened again and Arnav got in. He was startled at first to see Rudra holding Khushi's hand and both in such an emotional state. But the next minute he just brushed off that uneasiness and was sorry for entering at the wrong time.

Arnav: Uhh!! I didnt knew you are busy (he said looking at Khushi who was completely shocked with his calm behaviour even after  seeing her holding Rudra's hand).. When you done just send me those designs for approval.

Saying that he left back from there staring at Rudra for some seconds whom he currently didnt wish to talk.  !!

Rudra :(Chuckled softly seeing Khushi's widened eyes on Arnav's cool reactions): Traces of change is so much visible in him. I dont doubt your love Khushi. I am confident ,you will get your husband's full love and respect very  soon. He is a different man now, isnt he?

Khushi just passed a weak smile..

Khushi: All the best Rudra. I wish you success in whatever you want to acheive and will pray that you get your True love very soon. You deserve the best and that best is definately not me.
Rudra (Gulping down his feelings): True..  Because this best girl is already someone else's.. You and your Arnavji were meant to be together.. Fate played with us all and hope it doesnt play anymore with us.

After a painful conversation, Rudra finally said a Bye to Khushi and left the office .He had a flight to board today. Khushi entered Arnav's cabin with the designs. He seemed to be sitting half on the table checking some files. He took the designs from her as she came in and started looking at them.

Khushi: (Little angrily): I cant believe this. !! Where is that Angry possessive Arnav Singh Raizada who never liked his wife talking to another man?
Arnav (Not looking at her): You wanted me to get rid of that Possesive husband..Now what happened? When he is changed you want that side of his back in action?

She was silent and continued staring at his face.

Arnav (Seeing her): It took me much time to modify Khushi. I cant be the same again. At least not the one who didnt trust his wife. So I am.. what I am today.. Take it.. Or . Leave discussing about it..!!
Khushi: What if I say I want that old possessive and obssessed husband back .. At least in limited terms.. Like the one you were earlier. Even a man's presence around your wife would make you lose your mind. I want that husband back. I want to enjoy that security you unknowingly gave me by creating a distance between me and the other men. I want to enjoy seeing you getting over possessive about anyone else eyeing one me or becoming over friendly. This.. casual behaviour of ignoring and giving space to your wife doesnt suit you Arnavji.. That was your special characteristic which differentiated you from the others. Keep it intact .

He was totally stunned with her demands. Keeping the file aside on table he stared in her eyes laughing at her talks. She had never seen him laughing like this unlike today. A smile crept her lips too seeing him and she waited to know what wrong did she ask for which made him laugh to this extent.

Arnav : (Holding his laugh): You amaze me Khushi.  Because knowing your demands , I doubt on your brains if they are functioning properly or not. Ek baat batao.. You used to hate me or love me earlier?
Khsuhi (Replied instantly ): Both!!

His laugh stopped completely with that truth. None of them left the eye lock.

Khushi: There was always a thin line between my Love and Hate for you Arnavji.. I loved the good features of this beast ..
Arnav : And I hated every good features in the Angel like you.

There was a silence again as they kept on deciphering what they meant and wanted to convey..

Khsuhi(Smiled sarcastically): So I loved the Beast and you hated an Angel then . !! Par ab? Do you still hate this Angel?

Her question was direct hit on his heart and how he wished to tell her what was pricking him from such a long time.

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Part 56

Khushi: There was always a thin line between my Love and Hate for you Arnavji.. I loved the good features of this beast ..
Arnav : And I hated every good features in the Angel like you.

There was a silence again as they kept on deciphering what they meant and wanted to convey..

Khsuhi(Smiled sarcastically): So I loved the Beast and you hated an Angel then . !! Par ab? Do you still hate this Angel?

Her question was direct hit on his heart and how he wished to tell her what was pricking him from such a long time. But was this easy for him ? Just to pour his heart out ? The time to confess anything to her had passed already. They had been married 3 years back and he was still battling with his heart and mind to allow him take a wise step but  may be this wasnt still the right time here. He moved forward from the table towards her.

Arnav: Har baat ka jawaab dena main zaroori nahi samajhta. (I dont wish to reply all your questions)

He was avoiding it and leaving but she blocked his way.

Khushi: Humme jawab dena zaroori nahi hai toh phir kisse denge? Hum jaanana chahte hai Arnavji.. Kya aaj bhi aap hum se nafrat karte hai? Kya aaj bhi aap ko iss baat ka ehsaas nahi hai ki aap humare zindagi mein kya mayne rakhte hai? (If you wont answer me then who else Arnavji? I wish to know if you still hate me.? I want to know if you realise what importance you hold in my life.?)

Arnav (Sighed with her raging questions): Kya karogi jaankar? (What will you do knowing this?)
Khushi: Woh hum baad mein sochenge!! Pehle aap yeh bataaiye ki kya aaj bhi aap humme pasand nahi karte ?  (I will think that later. First tell me if you like me or not?)

Arnav: (Interrupted her before she could raise few more ): Karta hoon tumhe pasand. Bahut pasand karta hoon tumhe Khushi.. Infact humesha se karta tha par bus iss baat ka ehsaas tab hua jab tumhe khone ka darr  in aankhon mein tha. Par nahi bol paaya. Koshish ki thi maine ki tumhe bata sakoon par har baar yeh sochkar apne aap ko rok liya ki main tumhaare layak hi nahi hoon. Naa kabhi tha.. Aur naa rahunga Khushi. Iss baat ki aadat maine daal di hai aur shayad tumhe bhi daalni chahiye. ( I like you .. I like you very much Khushi. Infact I always liked you but I realised it then when I feared to lose you forever. I could never tell this though I tried many a times but always backed off thinking I am not fit to be yours. I never was and neither will I be in future. I have accepted this fact and so should you )

With this comment and little exposure on his own thoughts about their relationship, Arnav left the cabin. Khushi kept on staring at him for sometime and then sat on the couch leaning back. Why was it so hard for him ? His anger might have mellowed down in all these years but not his fear and insecurities of getting his wife back in his life.

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When he came back from work , without any wait he sat on the recliner and leaning back closed his eyes. His head was aching. He just hoped this wasnt a symptom of another panic attack, though the chances were fewer as he had nothing to panic for these days. He had got his wife back , even if he wasnt showing it off to her, he was still relieved with the fact that she was again His. Avni came inside the room and saw him resting.

Avni: Bhai? Are you not feeling well? Whats wrong ?
Arnav: Headache.
Avni: Ohh! Let me get some oil . Massaging your head will ease it down a bit.

Arnav didnt deny , he closed his eyes again as she left outside to get the Oil probably . After almost 10 minutes he felt her fingers inside his hair , massaging  his head with the warm oil. It didnt take long for him to realise whose fingers those were . He knew her touch from long years. How could he forget that day when his head was aching similarly and he had asked Maria to press it for him but instead his wife massaged his head almost putting him to sleep on that Couch. He quickly caught her hand and turned behind. Khushi was looking at him.

Arnav: I asked Avni to do this.
Khushi: She is feeding Aarav. Now stop arguing and let me help before this headache leads to something else.

She pressed him back to the Recliner and started masaaging his head.

Khushi (Mumbling): Rassi jal gayi par bal nahi gaya (The rope burnt away but not its strength. )
Arnav (Smiled closing his eyes): Sunaa maine ( I heard)

Khushi: Sunaa naa? Toh samajh bhi lijiye.!! Har baat mein humme tokna bund kijiye ..
Arnav:  Stop ordering me

He argued again but keeping his eyes shut and allowing his wife to ease his headache. She didnt open her mouth after that and continued massaging his head. Just like last time even today he was asleep in no time on the recliner. She could read it from his face that the headache was gone and he was better now .She washed her hands and then realised he was still wearing his shoes and socks. Kneeling slowly she freed his  feet from the shoes. He was so much in deep sleep that he didnt even realise it . Shutting the French doors and the curtains, she allowed him take this nap and left downstairs.

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Avni ,  Payal and Khushi were sitting in Avni's room discussing about the next days Karwachauth preparations. This had to be a big day for Khushi because this was her first Karwachauth. Earlier after marriage, she had fasted for him on Teej but until Karwachauth came, he was  already dead for this world and she never got this opportunity. The ladies were deciding what to wear and most importantly Payal was once again back to her understanding level and bonding with Khushi which lacked since the time Arnav had returned back in their lives. She did feel bad that her brother Rudra was leaving the country the next day but she was happy that it was still on a good note. Rudra and Khushi were probably meant to stay as friends only unlike Arnav and Khushi whose bond seemed to be out of this world. They were couples, married and having immense love too but  communication lacked, especially from Arnav's side but all knew that as time passes, even that barrier would be erased and they will start their life properly like every other couple in this world.

Avni: Aman has promised to stay here tomorrow with us.
Payal: Aww. How cute. I have strictly told Akash not to eat before me tomorrow, I feel so hungry otherwise.
Avni (Chuckled) : My case is the same. But this Aman is very notorious, he always keeps irritating me by ordering my favourite food for Lunch  and he eats it all alone teasing me.

Khushi was playing with Aarav who was sitting between them on the bed.

Payal: Khushi.. Does Arnav know what day is tomorrow and that you are fasting?
Khushi : I dont think so .But thats fine, I dont want him to know either. He wont believe in all this so easily.

She kissed Aarav's cheeks who was trying to hug her now wishing she could take him in arms. She did that in no time.

Avni: (Smiling): He does the same with Bhai too. Guess he likes the warmth of his Maamu and Maami.
Khushi had a small smile on her lips knowing that. Aarav suddenly started hopping in Khushi's arms seeing someone behind her. She turned around. Arnav was inside the room  and Aarav was very desperate to go to him. He was making all kinds of sounds to show his happiness in seeing his Maamu. She  handed Aarav to him.

Arnav: Avni, tumse kuch baat karni thi., (Avni.. I wanted to talk something to you)
Avni : Haan Bhai Sure..  (yes Sure Bhai)

Khushi didnt wish to interrupt here. She and Payal left the room in no time.

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The next morning was quite a blissful one because Khushi had woke up early  to start this Karwachauth day visiting the temple. But seemed like she will have to go alone because Arnav had left early for work. She had planned to take an off today as it would be quite tiring if she works at office while observing this strict fast. She just hoped Arnav returns back home on time, before the moon rises so that she can complete her fast successfully. Her day passed in going to the temple, preparing for the evening Puja at home and making sweets and food for everyone's Dinner which had to be special. Anjali was called too in the evening with Shyam to break her fast here in Raizada House. Nani was very happy seeing the smile on Khushi's face which was so pure and from her heart. Words were always less to praise Khushi's dedication towards her wife and Bahu's role. She had always fulfilled it without any demands. It was finally evening and Khushi was ready in her new Red Saree and a little hair style change which Avni did it on her.

Khushi: Avni I am not a bride. Why are you dressing me so nicely?
Avni (Pinning Khushi's hair) : I couldnt do this in your wedding, so let me do it now.
Khushi (Smiled briefly remembering her wedding day): Did  you call up Arnavji and inform him to come soon?
Avni : Why will I do it? He is your husband, I just told AMan to come early.

Khushi knew what she hinted at. Avni wanted Khushi to call and invite her husband soon.

Khushi : Forget it. If he knows he will come home. I wont invite.

She looked at herself in the mirror and adored her Sindoor for some seconds. Avni hugged her from behind looking in the mirror.

Avni: You are looking extra gorgeous today. Hope Bhai falls flat seeing you when he comes..
Khushi : High hopes Avni.. He is Arnav Singh Raizada.. The only man on this earth who can never praise anyone, forget falling for his wife's beauty.
Avni: But he has changed Bhabhi. Infact not little but a bit too much. He will definately keep admiring you all the time if not falling flat.!!
Khushi: Stop flattering me. Come. Lets check the other preperations.

Avni: Uhh Yeah.. 2 minutes, I will come. But before that let me capture my beautiful bhabhi in my camera.

She picked her mobile and clicked Khushi's picture in seconds.

Khushi: Done? Ab chalo..

Khushi left and Avni quickly sent that same Picture on Arnav's mobile as an MMS with a special message.. "Aapka intazaar ho raha hai Bhai.. Jaldi aayiye..!!" (Your wife is waiting for you Bhai.. Come soon!! )

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It was hard to say what was going  in Arnav's mind and heart seeing the beautiful picture of his wife on his mobile phone. Good he wasnt driving because if he would drive, by now there was surely chances of his car accident. That as the effect of her image. He stroked the mobile screen with his thumb which didnt go unnoticed by Aman who was driving the Car back home.

Aman (To Akash who was sitting behind): Akash, aaj mausam kaafi suhaana hai naa? (Today the weather is so nice, isnt it)
Akash (Looking at Arnav and his phone screen): Right Aman..  Biwi ki photo dekhne ka hai bahana!! (Right Aman.. Its time to admire wifey's pic)
Arnav:  What the!! Will you guys stop teasing and just DRIVE?
Aman: WHo said we are teasing you? We know you dont care. So what if you were just lost in Khushi's picture. We know this isnt going to last longer. The moment you will reach home, all that "Akdooness" (Stubbornness) will be back on your face and all words / praises / compliments will remain glued in your heart ..!!

Akash: Agreed AMan.. Bhai should be expressive. One or two praiseful statements wont harm Bhai. Infact Bhabhi will be impressed.
Arnav: You guys DONE?
Aman (Sighed): Forget it Akash.. Just zip your lips and thought , ASR doesnt need tips from us!!

Akash and Aman winked at each other while Arnav continued to admire Khushi's photo ..

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Raizada Mansion

He dropped the laptop bag on Recliner and planned to get changed when his eyes fell on the Blue Satin Kurta which was placed on bed for him. No way , he thought. He doesnt like wearing Kurta's, Khushi knows that doesnt she? But today was her day and he didnt wanted to disappoint her. Picking it up he rushed to the bathroom to get changed. He came out in some minutes battling with the button of the Kurta at the front. This was so uncomfortable like he expected it to be.

Arnav: (Murmuring to himself in the mirror): Pata nahi kaise pehante hai isse? (God knows how they wear this?)

Suddenly he saw his Wife in that same Red Saree coming before him and assisting him to button it up. He stood numb because of two reasons. One was his wife's beauty and second her willingness in helping him button the kurta. She never met his eyes and glued it to the button until she was done with it.

Khushi (Looking at him): Aise pehnte hai isse..!! (Its to be wore like this)

There was an intense eye lock between them as they kept on staring at each other. Their distances was fading and both had realised it.

Arnav (Coming out of the stance): Kya ajeeb kapde hai yeh? Jitni baar ghumta hoon lagta hai ki gir jaayega.. ( How uncomfortable it is. Whenever I turn around , feels as if it will fall down. )
Khushi (Holding her laugh): Toh Sambhaliye Arnavji.. Aap Aarav jitne chotte nahi hai ki apne pehne hue kapdo ko sambhaal nahi paaye!! Aur waise bhi kuch hi der ki baat hai fir aap isse nikaal sakte hai.  (Then handle it properly Arnavji.. You arent small kid like Aarav unable to manage your wore clothes. And as it is, this is a matter of some time after that you can take it off)

Arnav: I wish that time comes soon.

Khushi sighed seeing his fake concerns on wearing this Kurta and started folding the other stuff placed on the bed.
Maria got the coffee inside and seeing Arnav in that Kurta she was impressed too. She saw Khushi and showed her happiness seeing this change in Arnav.

Maria: Coffee Sir..
Arnav: Uhh!! No thanks. I dont want..
Khushi: why? You always have coffee when you back home then why not today?

Arnav didnt reply , he just didnt wanted to lie to her and hence left the room before she could doubt on him.

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Part 57

Raizada Mansion

Khushi was making her Puja Thali ready along with Avni, Payal and Anjali. A lot was already revealed on her face tonight because this was such an auspicious day for her. For the first time she was doing this Karwachauth which is probably every Indian woman's dream and duty to fulfil for the betterment and long life of her husband and his family. She could hear the men laughing sound from the Living room. They were talking about some funny part that happened in office. Khushi saw her husband Arnav sitting amidst everyone but not much in smiling terms, and most importantly he looked stressed.

Avni gave Khushi  a soft push to get back her attention on decorating the Puja Thali.

Avni (Whispering in a teasing way): Kya baat hai Bhabhi? Koi problem hai? Aap baar baar bahar kyon dekh rahi hai? Bhaiyaa kahi bhaag nahi jaayenge!! (Whats wrong Bhabhi? Any problem? Why are you again and again looking outside? Bhai wont be running away. !!)

The ladies gigled at Avni's comment but Khushi just sighed.

Khushi: He seems to be tired and upon that he has to wait till all this finishes before taking rest. I think I should hurry up.
Avni: Your one look is enough for  him to feel refreshed again and dont worry he is already gaining that from his phone.

Khushi was confused what she meant by that.

Khushi: Phone?
Avni : Hmm. Tonight, just check his wallpaper. You will come to know all.

She gigled again and tried to move but Khushi blocked her.

Khushi: Be clear Avni.. What is there on his wallpaper?
Avni: uff!! You still didnt understand? ( Khushi genuinely noded a No)... Remember I clicked your picture in this Saree some time back, I had messaged the same to Bhai and he liked it so much that its his mobile wallpaper now. I dont know how long he will keep the same because you know he doesnt like showing his love. May be he must have changed it by now but still give a try finding because Aman told me how lost he was while they drove from Office to home.

That truth changed Khushi's expression for some seconds thinking can this even happen? Arnavji and admiring her picture? Keeping it as wallpaper on his Business mobile? But suddenly she came back to normal and continued doing her work which suprised all the 3 ladies.

Avni:  Khushi Bhabhi.. I gave you such a great news and you are not even moved?
Khushi: Its unbelievable Avni. I know Arnavji more than you. He can never do these kind of antics like a College boy lover. He is too rough and stubborn to even pour his heart out . I cant believe he did this. And even if he did, whats the use of it when he cant even let me know.? Woh humse aaj bhi pyaar nahi karte. Bus fikar hai unhe humaari . Aur kuch nahi. (He doesnt love me still but just cares for me.  Nothing else)

Avni was not happy  with Khushi's thoughts. She was about to defend her Bhai but thats when Arnav came inside .. Anjali like Payal had started to accept Khushi's decision but she could never forgive him for all that he did with Khushi earlier, anytime soon.

Payal: Think of the Devil and the Devil is here .

She purposely teased him though she knew that this devil has changed a bit these days unlike before ..

Arnav: (To Payal): WHo asked you to think about the Devil? You have such a charming husband, think about him Dr.!!
Payal's jaw dropped seeing him arguing in the same way like he did earlier.

Payal: What is this Dr Dr haan? I have a name if you havnt forgot and very importantly I am your Brother's wife now. Cant you just  call me Payal?
Arnav: Doesnt suit you. Dr or Mrs NGO is fine with me. Now if we are done with your naming ceremony then go outside  because Akash wants something .

Payal (Sighed): You still dont like me, do you?
Arnav : I thought you have realised it by now ...

Avni chuckled seeing them arguing for no reason. Even Khushi was surprised because she did see traces of that old ASR and Dr Payal relationship back in them which was worse then but light and funny now. This was the normal Arnav Singh Raizada she was finding in him since he returned.

Payal frowned at him and left outside. Anjali too followed her to check if her daughter Pari. Avni and Khushi were the only ones present there with Arnav. He stared at Khushi for some seconds until she got back to her work and Avni came to him.

Avni: You needed something Bhai?

Arnav pressed his head with his fingers nodding a No.

Arnav: I came to ask where is Aarav?
Avni: Aarav is with Nani but Bhai is your head aching? (She asked in worry which  even caught Khushi's attention)
Khushi: Why wouldnt it ache? He didnt even had his Evening Coffee today. Now I am making one and I dont need any excuses of not having it.

She started boiling the milk but Arnav and Avni looked at each other and then back to Khushi.

Arnav : I said I dont want anything. Dont waste your time in making that coffee. Just finish your so called Puja fast. The moon is already out in the sky..!!
Avni (Happily): What ? The moon is out ? And you are telling us now? Anyways.. lets hurry up now.. Come Khushi bhabhi..

Avni rushed out with her Puja thali but Khushi was still not understanding  what was happening? Was Arnavji hiding anything from her? She looked at his face once. His eyes could reveal everything and hence without much interactions, he followed his sister outside just to escape his wife's doubts getting cleared.

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He came back to  his room at the Poolside to make a quick call. At least he will be saved from his Wife's suspicions but  she had followed him here and was demanding the answers.

Khushi: Aap ne bhi wrath rakha hai? (You keeping a fast?)

He stopped at the poolside holding his breathe thinking how did she guess that ? Turning behind he met her eyes and could easily see how shocked and hurt she was.

Khushi: Ab jhoot bolne ki zaroorat nahi hai Arnavji.. Hum ne aapke office mein phone kiya tha. Apne aaj Lunch nahi kiya. Toh please koi bahaana mat  banaiye ab. (Now please dont lie to me Arnavji.. I had given a call to your Office. I came to know you didnt had Lunch today. So dont make any excuses.)

Arnav: Haan. Rakha maine wrath. Aur mujhe koi bahaana yeah jhoot bolne ki zaroorat nahi hai Khushi. Bus issi reaction ke wajah se maine tumse yeh baat chupayi. (Yes . I am fasting. And I dont need excuses to give you Khushi. I didnt tell you this because I knew you would give the same reactions.)

Khushi was  baffled with his reply. He really fasted? The whole  day ? Without even water? Does he even realise why he did this? She had many questions running in her mind and looking in her husband's eyes she was already getting her answers but this time she wished to hear it from him too.

Khushi: Kyon? Kyon rakha aapne yeh wrath Arnavji? (Why? Why are you fasting Arnavji?)

That was a direct question but it wasnt necessary that Arnav Singh Raizada replied directly without beating round the bush because he was very weak in expressing his emotions yet.

Arnav:  Maine tumse kabhi nahi poocha ki tum yeh wrath kyon rakh rahi ho.. Tumhe kyon jaanana hai maine wrath kyon rakha? (I never asked you why you fasting for me. So why do you want to know now?)
Khushi: (Angrily): Mazaa aata hai naa aap ko baatein ghoomaake jawab dene mein? Mat kijiye aisa Arnavji.. Humme takleef hoti hai.. !! (You like twisting your words while responding back to me right? Dont do this. I feel hurt)

Her eyes moistened as she neared him taking few long steps, still not breaking the eye lock between them.

Khushi: Hum ne aapke sukh, samrudhi aur lambi umar ke liye wrat rakha hai Arnavji.. Hum sirf aap ke saath khush rehna chahte hai . Humesha Humesha ke liye.. Aur hum maante hai ki yeh wrat rakhne se woh humesha aur bhi lamba hojayega.. Aap itna bhi nahi samajh sakte? Aap ko sugar ki beemari hai..Aap ko kya zaroorat thi pure din bhooke rahne ki? Aap ko apni bilkul bhi fikar nahi hai naa? (I wish happiness, prosperity and long life for you by doing this Wrat Arnavji.. I want to stay happy with you. Forever.. And I believe this Forever will be more Long if I fast for you. Why cant you understand? You are diabetic. Why did you starve the whole day for me? You dont even care for your health naa?)

She raised her hands to push him in anger but he caught those hands and made her look in his eyes, giving a pause to her reactions.

Arnav: Aur maine yeh wrath iss liye rakha ki aane waale har janam mein mere liye yeh wrath rakhne ka haq sirf tumhe mile. Aur kisi ko nahi .. (And I kept this fast  so that in every coming births only you should get the right to fast for me.. Nobody else)

Khushi' s breathe hitched with this confession . Her arms had stopped struggling and rested quietly in his hands. Her eyes had stopped blinking for long duration as she was busy capturing every bit  of her husband's glance and her throat went dry releasing no voice.

Arnav: Koi kissi se itna pyaar nahi kar sakta jitna tum ne mujhse kiya hai Khushi. Main ek baar iss pyaar ko kho chuka hoon par iss baar  nahi khona chahta. (No one can love anyone to this extent like you do to me Khushi. I have already lost  this love once but not this time)

She was surely going to get a heart attack now if he keeps this conversation continued.  Her body was feeling weaker and getting colder , not by the cold air that was blowing tonight but by the feelings he shared with her which were just out of this world.

Arnav: Yakeen nahi aata ki tumhaari Devi Maiyaa ne tum jaisi Angel ke liye mujh jaise shaitan ko chuna. Shayad unhe yakeen tha ki koi iss shaitan ko insaan bana sakti hai toh woh sirf tum ho. Ab jab yeh galti ho hi gayi hai unse toh aaj main uss galti ke liye tumhaari Devi Maiyaa se shukriya kehna chahta hoon. Tum meri zindagi ki sabse badi jeet ho Khushi. Ek aisi jeet jisse paane ke liye maine kabhi koshish hi nahi ki. Par aaj karna chahta hoon. (I dont believe this that your Devi Maiyaa made such a huge mistake of selecting a Devil for an Angel like you. Guess she had believed that only you can change the Devil like me and transform into a Human. Now that she has made this mistake already, I wish to thank your Devi Maiyaa for that fault. You are the biggest Win of my Life  Khushi. A kind of WIN for which I never strived to get but today I want to earn you )

Her ears were getting deaf now. She was unable to accept even an alphabet what he told her. No one would ever  like to be disturbed in between such romantic confession but she hoped someone comes and intrude them because she was feeling terribly nervous tonight to face this moment which her Arnavji was promising to make remarkable for both of them.

Arnav: Mujh jaisa insaan jisse sapne dekhne se bhi darr lagta tha aaj kal har waqt, kabhi khuli aankhon se toh kabhi bund aankhon se sirf ek hi chehra dekhta hai.. Dard mein , khushi mein bus ek hi naam yaad karta hai.. Hosh mein .. behoshi mein sirf ek hi ka khayal rehta hai.. Woh Chehra TUM ho Khushi.. Woh Naam TUM ho.. Woh Khayal TUM ho.. !! ( A man like me who always feared to dream , these days with his eyes open or closed sees only one face.. In pain or happiness remembers only one person, in consciousness or unconsciousness thinks about only one girl.. That Face is YOU khushi.. That Name is You.. That Thought is YOU.)

Was he planning to kill her by such sugar coated talks? Was he even Arnavji? Or his duplicate? Did he read any romantic book at office to bear the cravings while fasting? May be Yes, thats why he was really behaving something which he wasnt until now. It was very  easy for Arnav to feel her body temperature dropping down and her cheeks getting redder almost every second

Arnav: FINALLY.. Tumhaare Arnavji ko tumse Pyaar ho hi gaya Khushi. I.. I love you..!!  (FINALLY..!! Your Arnavji fell in Love with you Khushi. I love you)

Sweat beads formed on her forehead and within next few seconds she closed her eyes, falling straight in his arms, unconscious..!!

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Part 58

Water was sprinkled on her face which made her open eyes slowly and as expected , the first person she saw was her husband Arnavji. The same man who had just confessed to her that he LOVED her. The same man who had crossed all his limits and control to make her understand that she always affected to him no matter how much he kept ignoring this fact.  The worry on his face seemed to ease down as he realised nothing major was wrong with his wife. He helped her sit on the bed where he had made her lie down when she fainted in his arms at the poolside.

Arnav: Tum theek ho? (You okay?)

She scanned the room. They were just  two of them and no one else to disturb. She flinched when he patted her cheeks softly which surprised him too.

Arnav: Kya hua? Main bus check kar raha  hoon ki tum puri tarah se hosh mein ho bhi yeah nahi.  ( What happened? I was just checking if you fully conscious or not)
Khushi (Stammering): Hoshh? uhh.. .hum.. behoosh hue the? Kab? Kaise? ( I wasnt conscious? But How? Why? )

Her innocence had always captured his heart and today was no different.

Arnav: Bhool gayi yeah yaad karna nahi chahti?  (Forgot or dont wish to remember? )

Khushi gulped down remembering his confession  some time back which had made her faint because so much love was dripping in each of the words he uttered to her that time. She moved away from him and towards the other end of the bed to get down.

Khushi: Yeh aap kya bol rahe hai? Humme kuch nahi pata. Hum.. hum puja ki thali leke aate hai. (What are you talking? I have no idea.. I.. I will get the Puja thali.)

She ran towards the door.

Arnav :Khushi? Khushi .. Wait..

He tried stopping her but she ran downstairs not giving ear to his commands. Only she knew how hard it was for her to act all normal even after hearing such a beautiful confession from Arnavji.. He really had broke even her record today. When she had proposed him on the Holi day, she could never narrate or express her emotions and feelings so beautifully like he did today. He loved her? Her Arnavji was in Love with her? She was in the same thoughts while entering the small Mandir at home which made her bump with the door. She hissed in pain rubbing her forehead. Avni and Payal who were inside came to her rescue.

Payal: Khushi? Are you okay? Dhyaan kahan hai tumhara? (Khushi? Are  you okay? Where are you lost ?)
Avni: Aur bhai kahan hai? Aap ne wrat todaa yeah nahi?  (And where is Bhai? You broke the fast?)
Khushi (Stammering again): Haan.. Woh.. Hum.. Puja ki thali lene aaye hai.. (Yes... I.. I mean I came here to take Puja ki THali)

Saying that she rushed inside and picked the Puja thali in her hands and left back towards her room for completing this wrat.

Anjali: Something is fishy.. How could she forget the Sieve?  (The netted plate used to see the reflection of the moon from)
Avni: Ohh.. Never mind.. She and Bhai are totally in a different world today. I  will give it to her.

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Khushi came inside the room with her hands shiverring while she held the Puja Thali properly in place. She was relieved that Arnavji was not in the room. That might give her a chance to arrange everything on the Puja Thali and be prepared for the next rituals. She started decorating the thali with the items when suddenly she felt her heart beating rapidly again. Her Arnavji was back to her.

Arnav: Main madat karu? (Should I help? )

Her heartbeats raced more speedily and  she was afraid that he might hear them too if this continues. She tried her best not to turn back and mind her own work because that moment would be more ackward. Even she was loss of words currently and could hardly think of any response. Her silence affected him, irritated him. In seconds he stood just  a feet away from her.

Arnav: (Whispering): Khushi tumhare haath kaap rahe hai..!! (Khushi your hands are shiverring)

She stopped making any movement but didnt turn around. He didnt had to tell her she was shiverring, she knew it. And both of them also knew Why it was happening. But was Arnavji teasing her? Getting teased by him was so new. She held her breathe and picked the thali in her hand , trying to leave but he was way too fast for her. He snatched the thali from her hand . She tried to get it back but he didnt allow her to even touch it.

Khushi: Arnavji, yeh kya mazaak hai? Dijiye.. ! (Arnavji.. This is not a play)
Arnav: Tumne Jawab nahi diya.. Pehle Jawab do phir Puja ki thali milegi.. (You didnt reply me yet.. First give me your reply and then get the Puja Thali back)

She was once again tongue tied. Their eyes met and  this time none of them were in any hurry to break that eye lock. There was so much of love brewing between them tonight and it was all because of Arnav's special confession and that too on the lovely occassion of Karwa Chauth. He first surprised her by keeping the fast and then he confessed  that he loved her. Was there anything else she could ever want from Devi Maiyaa now?

Suddenly they heard some coughing sound which broke their stance. Khushi got a chance to snatch the  Thali from him. Avni came inside smiling as she already had heard and witnessed a lot of change in her Bhai's behaviour tonight. First he admiring his wife 's photo on way home and then now what was happening here at  the Poolside was more interesting. She passed the Sieve to Khushi telling her how she forgot to collect it down.  Khushi thanked her. Arnav was also concentrating everywhere except the ladies because he didnt like being caught by his own sister while he flirted with his wife.

Avni blushed seeing Khushi and Arnav's nervous expressions and then left them alone to finish the ritual. Arnav took a sigh of relaxation and turned back to see Khushi. She was already standing right beside the pool, watching the moon from the Sieve which Avni gave her. He didnt wanted to break her attention. It was better if he breaks her fast soon before she falls unconscious again. He stood before her. She lowered her eyes from the moon to see her husband who was standing right before her through the Sieve. There was a sense of contentment in his look. This was the first time she was fulfilling all such traditions with him. After a short span of time she moved the Sieve aside and circled the Puja thali before him. Applying the Tilak on his forehead, showering some rice petals on him, she then leaned down to take his blessings. He stopped her before she could touch her feet for long and made her stand straight again. He took the glass of water and made her drink it breaking her fast finally. She gulped the water down her thirsty throat feeling much better. Cutting a small piece of the sweet that was kept in the plate he tried to feed her but she stopped his hands and moved them to his lips. He understood why she did so. Even he was fasting for her and she wanted his fast to break too now as it was really high time he eats something.

Khushi: I will serve the food down. You have to take medicines too after that aur woh bhi Double dose because you skipped the morning ones..

Arnav couldnt believe this. Was she planning to ignore his confession? She left the poolside whereas he stood there for some more time thinking about this evening. This was the best day for him because once for all, he atleast could open  up his feelings for her.

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The Dinner was quiet. Arnav and Khushi were sitting opposite to each other . Both did give short glances to each other but only when the other was not noticing it. Avni had already told Aman how her Arnav and Khushi were spending some light moments at the Poolside today. Though none of them could even think that Arnav had confessed his Love towards Khushi. Sometimes even Arnav didnt feel that he did something like this. The main reason was that Khushi was not reacting at all in that direction. She just fainted in his arms and since then she was  just ignoring his concern, his soft side. Was that too much for her to bear?

After the dinner was done, everyone left back to their respective rooms. Khushi with Avni were clearing the dinning table when suddenly Khushi's eyes fell on the mobile which belonged to Arnavji. He had forgot it here. She was about to give it to Avni so that she can return it to Arnavji but something stopped her .She remembered what Avni had told her sometime back. Arnavji had made her Red Saree picture as his wall paper. Was it still the same ?She needed to know. She quickly pressed a button of the mobile and the screen lighted. A blush crept her lips as she saw her picture on his mobile screen. This was such a long journey they had travelled. There was a day when he wasnt even picking her calls if  she dialed him because he hated her and today he was almost giving her picture the right to share such a big space on his phone. It was so true. Love can change anyone and anything. Today her Arnavji proved it .Not just by his actions but also by his words. His confession was still ringing in her ears but she didnt wanted to acknowledge it . Why should she?

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Arnav searched his mobile in his room but couldnt find it anywhere. Realising he must have left it at the Dinning Table, he was about to get down when Khushi entered the room and passed him the mobile. For a second, he wanted to know if she had seen the wallpaper. But she didnt make any such expressions neither she questioned him about it. She took her night dress and left for changing. He didnt know how to react?? After his confession except faiting, then shiverring, then stammering for while, she hadnt shown much seriousness to that topic. He didnt expect her to change her behaviour totally. He had given her immense pain all these years, she will take time to come out of it. But he was satisfied that he finally made the right attempt and confessed his love for her. At leaast that wont burden his heart now. The night passed like usual with no much conversations between them

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AR Office - Next Day

Sheetal Mathur came inside the cabin of her brother Aman who alongwith Arnav was discussing some Project funding. It was shock for Aman to find his sister here but Arnav was as normal as he could be.

Sheetal: Hi boys..!!
Aman: Sheetal? What are you doing here? If you needed anything , you could tell me.
Sheetal: Why Aman? Only because I am no longer a member of the Board here, doesnt mean I dont step at this place .

Arnav took the files in his hands and got up.

Arnav :Aman.. We can discuss this later. You carry on...

Sheetal (Blocked his way): ASR wait.. I didnt come here for Aman.. I came here for you. To see you..
Arnav: See me? Mujhe kya hua hai?
Sheetal: You asking me this? Strange..!! Well if  you want to know it then let me clear enough. When  you came back after 3 long years, I had expected you to know the reality of people around you. These people who were so close to you in terms of relationship have always stabbed you from behind and the ones whom you never cared for always were your well wishers.

Arnav: Sheetal be clear..!! I dont like discussing things which I dont understand.
Sheetal: Fine.. Let me be clear enough then. You married that Khushi again? Even after knowing what she did with you in your absence? She didnt even care to live as your widow Arnav.. SHe got engaged to that Rudra and was moving on in life. And I.. I always waited for that day to come when I get some news about you. I felt you were alive somewhere because we never found the body after your accident. I couldnt even stay in this company for long because without you, leading my days here was impossible. But what happened at the end? You again selected her over me. Why Arnav? Why did you this?

Arnav now realised what she meant and why she was  so much angry. Aman was very furious by now.He dragged Sheetal towards the other side.

Aman: Stop it Sheetal. Dont brainwash Arnav. Khushi and Arnav were always husband and wife no matter what. And the engagement that she did was for the family, if you arent forgetting.
Sheetal: You stop being her Lawyer Aman.. I dont need any explanations from you. .

Aman was quiet because Arnav came there.

Arnav: I dont care to explain you either Sheetal. But I will not tolerate anyone pointing my Wife.!! You want to  know why Khushi was, is and will be special to me always right? Then come with me..

He caught her hand and took her out of the cabin. Aman didnt follow. He felt it was better if they both handle this alone and close this topic once for all.

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Part 59

AR Office

Sheetal and Arnav's argument in Aman's cabin could have been overheard by others from his staff and this was the reason he had dragged Sheetal to his cabin on the top floor.

Sheetal: ASR you have got blind in her fake love. She is misguiding you. You are misleaded from your path. You wanted revenge and hence you got married her. You tortured her with all the possible ways, you made her go through hell. You gave her what she deserved for being the daughter of that man who ruined your entire family, who was the reason of your mother's death. It was over after that accident she met that day. Your revenge was over and so was your marriage when you left her and fled to Auckland. She cried for you , but how long? Few months ? years and then what ? She agreed for marrying that Rudra. Why? Because she wanted to forget you. Because she wanted to live  again a life without you. Then why ASR? Why did you again bring her into your life? Do you think she loves you still? No she doesnt. She just wants to give you the same pain she went through all these years. You re-marrying her, giving her every rights of a wife will not change her motives. She is not going to love you anymore. Being a girl ,I can read her eyes, I know it ASR.. Just forget her. Just leave her for once and all . Start a fresh life. Please..

She shook Arnav who was quietly listening to whatever Sheetal had to say today. Once she was done, he shoved her hands off his.

Arnav: Cant believe it Sheetal. I just cannot believe you can even think so. Look at me.. Cant you see any change in me ? Do you even know why I changed? What made me forget every revenge and flee to some place where I can be away from my past? Sheetal, I changed the same day I saw Khushi giving up her life because of my tortures. I felt breathless when she met my eyes while coming before the truck. I could feel my life was ending as I saw her falling lifeless on the road in pool of blood. I had seen my Maa ending her life too but the fear that haunted my mind and heart when Khushi tried the same act was more threatning. I realised it that day what Khushi meant to me. I wanted to correct my mistakes. I wanted to give her all the worldly happiness which she deserved but when she asked her release from me in her semi conscious state in the hospital, I broke down. I felt the depth of her pain which I had never wished to realise in the 4 months of our marriage. I left Khushi and my whole family in the hope that atleast now she gets the happiness she deserves. Staying apart from her for 3 long years was never easy. Mental trauma, panic attacks everything followed one by one because however hard I tried to keep my mind away from her, my heart needed her. I would have still never come back if she hadnt seen me in Auckland. But I believe we meeting each other there had a reason. And that reason was our LOVE. The Love which always existed between us even after the miles of distances that kept us seperated. Why should I want her cry for me forever? I never gave her any happiness. She was bound to restart her life with someone else because she had every right to be happy. I am not comparing you and her. You waited for me Sheetal thinking I might be alive somewhere but I guarantee you, if you would have been in my Wife's place, bearing all those tortures from me, even a month wait from your end for your husband would have been impossible. Khushi just didnt fulfil her duties towards me, she accepted my family, she handled my business, she managed all my responsibilities in my absence and doing this needs enough of mental strength. Its easy to become a wife .. But its tough to handle her duties knowing there was no meaning left in that relationship and role Sheetal. No  one in her place would have ever done what Khushi did.

Sheetal was blankly staring at his face , hearing his thoughts.

Arnav: We re-married and that day I promised myself to give her everything I can. I didnt confess my love so that we become a proper husband and wife and stay happy forever..I conferssed because I just  wanted her to know I LOVE her.. I knows my sins are not so small for Khushi to forgive me so easily..Her presence in my life is enough for me .. I dont need anythign else..

Sheetal: (Gulping down her tears): Love, relationship, bonding ,all these were never in the dictionary of the ASR I loved. You are right .. My ASR has changed. You are not him.

She wiped her tears and left his cabin. Neither Arnav stopped her nor there was anything left between them to be discussed.

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Raizada House

There was a difference noticed in Khushi's behaviour since  the time they had come back home from Office. Initially he ignored it thinking she would be alright but her mood was getting worse, not on others but to herself. Seemed like she was not concentrating on anything today. Even in the kitchen when she planned to boil milk  for Aarav, she unknowingly warmed water and filled the bottle with it. It was Arnav who had come into the kitchen for keeping his Coffee  mug back who noticed it and pointed it out. He tried to ask her if there was anything wrong but she remained quiet. He finally decided to make her speak it out rather than burying it inside her. After their dinner was done she was back in the bedroom when she heard him talking to Aman over the phone. He probably had no idea she was back in the room.

Arnav (On call): Aman things are just getting better between me and Khushi. But I never thought my past would keep coming before me so often that it will be so difficult to concentrate on my present. I can understand what Sheetal is going through. But ...

He saw Khushi from the mirror and stopped speaking.

Arnav : Aman.. I will call you back. Yeah.. Bye..

Khushi by now had  guessed what conversation was going on between Arnav and Aman. She gave him a cold look and then started neating the bed placing the Duvet on it. He saw her fiddling with the ends of the Quilt thinking something deep. He took the quilt from her hand and placed it aside. She tried to move away from him but he stopped her and made her sit on the bed.

Arnav: Whats wrong ?

Khushi's eyes  teared looking at his face only scaring Arnav even more.

Arnav: Khushi ? Kya hua? Kisi ne kuch kahan tumse ?
Khushi: I always lived in my pain , my grief .. I never thought about her. How can I be so selfish. ?
Arnav (Confused): Selfish? You are not selfish Khushi. Whom are you talking about ?
Khushi: Sheetal. !! (She looked in his eyes)

Arnav initially was surprised why she was talking about Sheetal and later everything started falling into place . He angrily stared at her face.

Arnav: You overheard mine and Sheetal's conversation today at Office?

She didnt reply and that was enough for Arnav to know what was wrong with her. Since she heard their talks , her mood was off since then.

Arnav: Khushi.!! Thats my past now. Dont exagerrate it for no reason.

Khushi: But Sheetal loved you too Arnavji.. And being a girl I know what it means loving someone and getting nothing in return. I will pray to Devi Maiyaa that in next birth, she gets her desired Love which is .. (She was about to complete her sentence when Arnav placed a finger on her lips stopping her uttering anything further)

Arnav: This birth.. the next and the next.. you know whom I belong to .. There is no point in making such baseless prayers. It wont be fulfilled.

Arnav got up from the bed .. Even Khushi was raged now with his replies.
Khushi: You played with two hearts Arnavji and you broke both.
Arnav (Little raged): I know.. Just that one revenge which I planned on you made me break two hearts. Yours and Sheetal's..  Happy ? This is what you wanted me to confess?

Khushi: Why are you getting angry? This is the fact.
Arnav (Throwing off his phone  on the bed): It is a fact Khushi. And if I am so bad, I dont understand why your Devi Maiyaa kept me alive after that Car Accident 3 years back?

The moment he uttered this, she slapped his cheeks in anger. She never can control herself when he talks and wishes about his death. But Arnav Singh Raizada was not a personality who can take this slap so lightly today. He angrily gripped her hands and pinned her to the wall.

Arnav: How dare you Khushi.. ?? What do you think of yourself? You didnt acknowledge my love confession and upon that now you are supporting that Sheetal now? Dont be so generous on her and rude to me. Dont make me change to that beast again for no reason.
Khushi: There is a reason Arnavji.. You changed so much for me in all these years but what did I do? I agreed to marry someone else..If you hadnt returned back, I would have married to Rudra by now . I .. I didnt wait for you like Sheetal did Arnavji.. I always said I loved you right ?Then how could I do such a big sin? Sheetal's love is far more better than mine. It was my mistake Arnavji.. All my mistake and I am still guilty for that. I got engaged to Rudra, I allowed some other man to put me the ring on that finger whose nerve is connected to my heart, when I clearly knew that my heart only beated for you. How could I do this? How?

She started sobbing in his arms and his heart melted for her again. All the frustration that he had in his mind was off the room and he quickly soothed her down making her sitting on the bed and himself kneeled down before her. He took her hands in his and pressed it gently.

Arnav: Khushi I was a beast for you and it was natural to hate me. Dont be guilty for it .Anyone in your place would have taken this decision much prior than you did.
Khushi: You wrote that note purposely before that accident? Hai naa? Such hurtful words they were Arnavji.. You almost cursed me to remain incomplete my entire life. I still remember each and every words that you had written in it. I kept reading that note almost everytime I remembered you. It gave me a new direction to lead my life, a new path where I wanted to walk without you, so that  if you were seeing me from somewhere , I would show you how wrong you were by wishing so bad for me.

Arnav: Khushi I dont know if you will ever believe this. But I had started loving you much before than I myself could realise what that feeling is. I was fighting within myself to prove that I was right hating you. But everytime I tortured you , it pained me more than you . And the final nail was the day of your accident when you wanted me to leave you forever. I thought only this will give a closure to your life and hardships. This was not a new feeling Khushi. It just took so many years for me to express it in words before you.

Khushi was moved by his confession again. She kept staring at him.

Arnav: And Sheetal..!! She was the only one I had in my life when I was alone. She and Aman.. But I never considered her more than a companion Khushi. I never loved her. It was you who made me feel what Love is. What I had with Sheetal was unanimate and moreover it was always a compromise for Sheetal. I gave her nothing except the tag that she was my Girl friend. I still realise her heart is broken by me but I am sure she will know there is nothing left in our relationship. Things and life has moved on. But know what Khushi? You will never understand my point of views on this topic because your head always revolves around morals and values. You are that pure soul who just knows whats right and whats wrong. So dont think much. You need some sleep.

He made her lie on the bed and caressed her hair for sometime till she closed her eyes. He then stood to get up and leave but she caught her hand asking him not to go anywhere. He sat beside her again and waited till she dozes off completely.

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Part 60

The morning sunlight hit Khushi's eyes forcing to wake up from her sleep. No wonder she felt her head spinning. She opened her eyes and pushing the quilt aside sat on the bed scanning the room. Her Arnavji was not there. She remembered what conversation they had last night and how he eased her tension down confirming what he shared with Sheetal was never love. He understood the meaning of Love only when his wife entered his life. The thought itself was warm enough and cheerful to make Khushi's morning beautiful but the question was, where was Arnavji?

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Kitchen

Payal was shocked seeing Arnav in the kitchen , happily making tea..She purposely walked in.

Payal: Two mugs? Aarav kab se Chai peene laga?

Arnav didnt turn around. Her voice was enough for him to recognise .

Arnav: Pehle sirf shaq tha mujhe, ab yakeen ho gaya hai ..!!
Payal: Kya? (She asked in confusion)
Arnav: You have a pea sized brain Dr.. How did you clear your medical exams? Or did your father Dr Sharma helped you get fake certificates?
Payal (Fuming in anger): Dont mess with my degree..!! If you dont believe I am a real professional Dr, its your problem .Not mine.
Arnav: Right.. So If I am making two cups of Tea , its my problem. Who are you to interfere and make such a silly guess that the second mug is for Aarav? He is a one and half year old kid Dr.. Why will he have tea?

Payal then realised on what context he called her brain as pea sized.

Payal: You love only yourself Mr Arnav Singh Raizada and after that you love your sister's Kid. So why will you prepare Tea for someone else ? You have maids for that.
Arnav: (Pouring the tea in the mugs): Its  for me and my wife.. But you are too innocent to know that because I am sure Akash might have never done this for you. So stop feeling jealous Dr. And guess what..Its not Akash's fault either, Biwi agar Payal Sharma jaisi ho toh pati romance hi bhool jaaye!!

Teasing her , he satisfied himself and left the kitchen with the tea cups. Payal dropped her jaw because she never knew he can  throw such a bad joke at her. But on the other hand, she felt contended that he was making efforts in winning his wife Khushi who was the only one girl,  who could LOVE a devil like him.

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Khushi looked at the door which  opened and her Arnavji came inside with two mugs of Tea. He smiled weakly wishing her a good morning .This was unusual that he was getting the morning tea for her.

Arnav: How's ur headache?
Khushi: Excuse me? How did you know my heads's spinning?
Arnav handed her the mug  and sipping his tea, walked to the closet.

Arnav: If you keep shedding  bucket  of tears every night before sleeping, what else you expect to happen then?

She immediately raised her eye bro w. Was he teasing her ?
Arnav: Anyways.. Dont think I am going to do this favour  of making tea for you every morning.  I woke up early so thought of utilizing the time, thats all.
Khushi: (Little surprised): Why  Arnavji? If a wife can make tea for her husband every morning, cant her husband do that for some days?
Arnav: (Handing her the mug) : Toh tum mujhe apna pati maanti ho?
Khushi (Confused): Haan

She sipped the tea once which was really mindblowing. Her husband was good at making tea.

Arnav: Pati maanti ho toh pati ki saari baatein bhi maanani chahiye.. Uske har sawaal ka jawaab bhi dena chahiye.. Right?

She didnt know what he was hinting it exactly.  She listened to every command and demand of his .Then why was he asking her that?
Khushi: Saaf saaf bataiye naa. Itni paheliyaan kyon bujha rahe hai aap? Hum ne aapke kaunse sawaal ka jawaab nahi diya hai?
Arnav looked in her eyes for some seconds. She really was so innocent at times. Was she forgetting that she never replied to his love confession or was she doing this purposely?

Arnav (Sighed): Forget it .. Why is it so hard to read a wife's mind ? When husband doesnt expect anything , wives does everything  to keep them happy and when a husband starts expecting, wives ignore everything .. Isnt that silly?

She still had no idea what he meant. She quickly touched his forehead once ..

Khushi: Aap bimaar hai kya? Kaisi behki si baatein kar rahe hai?
Arnav: (Holding her hand): Bimaar hoon nahi hojaunga agar tumne apne dimaag pe zor nahi diya toh.. Socho Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada.. Socho..!! But baadmein.. Abhi hum dono ko meeting ke liye taiyaar hona hai.. We are getting late. FInish this Tea and go for bath lazy bones.!!

Teasing her as if she is a kid, he got up from the bed and walked to the closet to pick his Suit . Not to mention, he also chose an elegant blue saree for Khushi and placed it on bed . She was still finishing the tea and watching his antics.

Arnav: Yeh colour bhi tumpe suit karta hai..

She cocked her eyebrow again . Since when did he started noticing what looks nice on her ? Was he flirting? Was this really her Arnavji  ?

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AR Office

By now Khushi had already guessed what response he wanted from her. Though Arnavji didnt ask her directly, she could undertsand he was waiting for a simple YES from her end which could erase off all the distances that they shared at the moment. Not that she was hesitant anymore to forgive him and start afresh but still she was jusy interested in testing his patience to show him she went through the same when he ignored her in their first phase of marriage. She dropped the pen for the 3rd time while concentrating on the Presentation that her Arnavji was giving in the Conference room to all the members of the board, only getting every board member's attention back on her , including her Arnavji's. She was nervous once again as she picked the pen from the floor and looked at Arnavji who was watching her from the other corner, smiling weakly , as if knowing the reason behind this pen falling. She looked at the Projector screen again showing she was concentrating on whatever was happening here. Her facial expressions never matched her inner feelings today which didnt went unnoticed by her Arnavji. But he too diverted his gaze back on screen continuing his speech.

She thanked Devi Maiyaa that the lights were dim for the presentation in this room and her red cheeks were not  noticed by anyone. But what will happen when the meeting will be over ? Will she be able to hide her blushes? Ofcourse not .!! The moment she thought this, the lights were turned on as the meeting was done. Everyone were packing their stuffs to leave the room. SHe scanned the people around and then repeated the same, packing her stuff. But before she could do that comfortably, she saw her Arnavji nearing her chair .Dhak Dhak's increased and instead of cooling down, her cheeks grew crimson red again.

Arnav didnt even wait for Aman and Akash to reach the Conference room  door but leaned a  bit on his wife's chair which she was occupying at the moment. Khushi's eyes grew wide open with his gesture.

Arnav: Dhyan kaha hai tumhaara Khushi? (Where is your attention Khushi? )

Khushi: Kahan matlab? Ofcourse meeting pe, project pe , aur kahan? ( What do you mean by where? Ofcourse my attention is on the meeting, on this Project, where else?)
Arnav: Toh Mrs KHushi Singh Raizada jhoot bhi bolti hai? Aur woh bhi itni safaai se? Wow..!! I am impressed... (So Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada even lies? And that too with so much perfection..? Wow .. I am impressed.)

He moved back and sat on the table just next to her chair , still not allowing her to get up and walk out as the meeting was over.

Arnav: Agar aisa hai toh batao ki humaare iss project ka budget kitna finalise hua hai? (He passed her a lopsided smile continuing his talk).. Sunna toh hoga naa? ( If it is so , then tell me what budget is finalised for our next Project? I am sure you must have hearr it..)

She was tongue tied. Budget? How can she answer this because his guess was right. She never concentrated on the meeting today but her super cute presentor Arnavji who is looking extra handsome these days.. !!

Arnav: Kya hua? Yaad nahi? Yeah phir aisa toh nahi Mrs Raizada ki aap kissi ko ghur rahi thi? Aap ka dhyaan meeting pe kam aur kissi aur pe zyaada tha ? (She gulped down the uneasiness because she knew he caught her.) .. ( What happened? Dont remember? Or is it that Mrs Raizada was admiring someone and never concentrated on the meeting? )

Pushing him back and getting up from the chair she started collecting her files kept beside him.

Khushi: Kaisi betuki baatein kar rahe hai aap? Hum aap ko kyon ghurenge?
Arnav (Stopping her from picking the files): Maine toh apna naam liya hi nahi..!!
She was tongue tied again.
Khushi: Arnavji chodiye..

She tried to check her surroundings as she didnt wanted anyone to notice this scene .. She was being too professional.

Arnav (Passing a smile again): Yeh look pehle bhi dekhi hai maine.. Tum aise react kar rahi ho as if tumhaare pati ne nahi kisi aur ne haath pakda hai Khushi. Relax.. Main tumhe khaa thodi jaaunga.!!
Khushi knew it was very hard to get off his grip when he was so much in mood of teasing her. She too went with the flow .

Khushi: Aap humme impress toh nahi kar rahe hai naa Arnavji?
Arnav : Tum impress ho rahi ho ? (He questioned her back)

Again he superceeded her by his naughty talks and she was all the more shy.

Khushi: No.. It was easy to impress that innocent Khushi earlier, not now. Try some other techniques Arnavji, shayad aap ko aapke confession ka jawab mil jaaye!!

Passing a confident smile, she was able to get her hand off his and picking the files, she left the conference room. Arnav kept on looking at her attitude. Now thats the wife he deserved, always ready to throw a challenge on him. So she wanted him to impress her. !! Wasnt that too interesting. For the first time Arnav SIngh Raizada had to work on such a simple yet complicated case of his life.

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Night

He was just back in his room after a short business talk with Akash downstairs . He saw Khushi admiring the small woollen sweater she had bought from the market today. She was so much engrossed in it that she didnt ackowledge his presence at all. He had to sit on the bed and clear his throat to get her attention.

Khushi (Seeing him): How is this sweater?
Arnav: Strange!! Abhi tak confession ka jawab diya nahi aur baby ke liye kapde kharidna bhi shuru kar diya?
Khushi was blushing again but she controlled her desires and tried to talk to the point.

Khushi: Its not for our baby.. THis is for my friend's baby who is just a month old . I am going tomorrow to see my friend who is just back from her Mayka in Nainital.

He leaned back on bed , resting himself on the elbow and started checking the sweater ..

Arnav: Baby boy? or Girl?
Khushi: Boy.. Thats why Blue!! Aap ko accha laga?
Arnav: Hmm. Pack karein?

He showed willingness in helping her pack this sweater which was very thoughtful and surprising too because he never did such things before. She and Arnav both gift wrapped the sweater and made it ready for the next day.

Arnav: When are you going to see your friend?
Khushi: Tomorrow evening. After office.
Avni who was at the door had heard their conversation and she purposely came inside to poke them more..

Avni: Good Bhabhi.. Aap ko jaana chahiye.. Waise kehte hai naa .. Expected mothers should see and play with as many kids as possible so that their  baby also becomes active when born.
Khushi and Arnav both raised their brows having the same question in mind which Khushi raised first to Avni..

Khushi: Expected Mothers Avni..!! And I am not expecting..
Avni (Sitting between Arnav and Khushi and wrapping her arms on their shoulders. ): So what? Bhabhi aap kabhi toh expected hogi naa?  Aur jaise aaj kal aap dono blush karte hai, ek dusre ko tease karte rehte hai... I think that day is not far..!! Kyon Bhai?)

Both Arnav and Khushi were
too embarrassed to speak. Khushi tried making some excuse to leave the room but Avni didnt allow her to .

Avni (Holding her ears): Okay okay.. I am sorry.. But kya karoon.. Aadat se majboor. Accha lagta hai aap dono ko ek saath tease karna.. I will leave..!! Good night..

She hugged her brother and then her Bhabhi and left the room leaving two innocent shy people handle each other alone.!!

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Part 61

She was watering plants at the Poolside early morning when his eyes opened after a peaceful sleep. Her eyes fixed on the plants as she took baby steps towards each of them and watered. He moved the Duvet aside and stretched his arms getting down the bed  wearing his slippers. His plants didnt need water to grow, her smile was enough to do that. He leaned his body at the French doors , folding hands on his chest and admired her innocent beauty. After some minutes she felt his presence just around her. She looked at the side and saw him sowing a small bud in the empty vase. His fingers dipped in the wet soil but seemed like he was happy doing this after a long time.

Arnav: I missed doing it all these years. (He stopped and met her eyes).. Thanks for keeping these plants alive in my absence.

Khushi never thought he would thank her for this reason too. She passed him a bright smile and then kept watering the plants.

Khushi: Initially I was scared to treat these plants myself. You never allowed me to even touch them before.. But after you left me, they were my only companion.

She wasnt complaining or pointing his mistakes, she was just telling him because he ought to know that.

Khushi: Every day I spent my maximum time here, sometimes talking to these plants and the rest of the time , watching my shadow in your pool hoping to see you next to me someday.

Arnav's throat ached as he gulped the lump of tears down feeling the pain she might have gone through with his sudden absence.

Arnav: Bahut taqleef di naa maine tumhe? (I  hurt you a lot, didnt I? ) I didnt leave even a single chance to make your life bitter. I dont know if serving you my entire life will be enough to wash off all my sins Khushi. I deserve more punishment.

Khushi turned the water pipe off and came to him.

Khushi: I thought the same Arnavji.. Whenever you tried to sort things between us after your return, I thought it was too less punishment for a man like you. But then I realised something else too. Whenever you were hurt, I could feel the pain, whenever you stayed away from me, I felt restless. Whenever you said  a sorry to me, I felt the humiliation inside me. I tried to hate you Arnavji.. But everytime you came near me, my heart started beating faster. Aisa kyon hota hai Arnavji ki jab bhi hum aapke paas hote hai, humaari dil ki dhadkane badhane lagti hai? Kyon? (Why does it happen Arnavji that whenever I am near you, my heart beats faster? Why?)

Her question was simple yet very complex for Arnav to decipher it  and respond back. But he tried to let his heart out  again today.

Arnav (Cupping her cheeks): Woh iss liye Khushi.. Kyonki jab bhi hum ek dusre ke paas hote hai, humaari dil kidhadkane ek hojaati hai. Joh main mehsoos karta hoon.. Tum mehsoos karti ho.. Hum chahkar bhi un dhadkano ko ek hone se rokh nahi sakte Khushi.. Koshish ki thi humne ..Par nahi kar paaye.!! (Thats because Khushi.. Whenever  we are around each other, our hearts beats together in sync. I feel it.. You too feel it.. And even after innumerous attempts to ignore those syncing of heartbeats, we could never do anything)

Her eyes teared again because of this beautiful confession. But she didnt wanted to spoil the moment with such teary mood. She wiped her tears off and moved aside.

Khushi: Aap Love Guru kab se bangaye? (Since when did you became a Love Guru?)
Arnav (Little confused): Love what?
Khushi: Guru.. !! Professor Arnavji.. Dil.. Dhadkan.. Pyaar.. !! Inn sab cheezo se aap koso dur the.. Teen saal mujhse dur kya rahe, line pe aagaye..!! Accha hai..!! Lagta hai aap ko puri tarah se badalne ke liye, kuch aur saal aapko dur rakhna hoga..!! (Guru..!! Professor Arnavji.. Heart.. Beats.. Love.. !! You were always far away from such feelings. Just those 3 years you stayed away from me, and you have learnt enough about true love. Guess for getting you completely On track again, I should keep you away from me for some more time.)

She gigled heartily. She enjoyed teasing him these days. But this time he didnt keep quiet.!! He gripped her wrist pulling her back to where she was before. His face had perfect intensity which proved how much he disliked her statement.

Arnav: Dobara aisa kabhi mat kehna.!! Tum soch bhi nahi sakti meri kya haalat thi jab tum mere paas nahi thi. !! Har waqt sirf tum nazar aati thi Khushi. Sar itni zor se fatata tha ki aisa lagta tha sab kuch barbaad kar doon. Won 3 saal mere liye 3 janmon ke baraabar the aur main dobara unn lamho ko jeene ke baarein mein soch bhi nahi sakta. Itna dard, itni taqleef tab bhi nahi hui jab maa mujhe chodke gayi thi jitni uss waqt hui.. !! Agar Avni nahi hoti toh shayad main aaj yahan tumhare saamne zinda nahi hota..!! ( Never say that  again. You cannot even realise what I was going through in those 3 years. Everytime I could only see you before my eyes. My head spinned so badly that I wished to destroy everything that came in my way. Those 3 years were like 3 births for me and I will never even think of living that kind of life again. I never felt this much pain even when Maa left me alone in this world. If Avni wouldnt have been with me , I would not even be alive today. )

She had pricked his wrong nerves, she know. But that doesnt mean he will keep talking about his death.!! The moment he completed his sentence, she slapped him gently on his cheek..! !

Arnav :(Angrily): What The!!
Khushi: Phir se aisi baatein? Hum ne kahan hai naa Arnavji.. aisi baatein huumme acchi nahi lagti.. Mat kijiye ..( Again such painful talks? DIdnt I tell you how much I hate talking and listenting about such things Arnavji? )
Arnav (Angrily): Toh tum bhi mujhse dur jaane ka khayal mazaak mein bhi apne dimaag mein mat lana. (Then even you dont dare to even think of going away from me anytime.)
Khushi: Theek hai.. Maaf kijiye..!! (Okay.. I am sorry.. )

She held her ears asking a Sorry from him and all his anger was drowned in the pool.

There was a minute  of silence and she still maintained the same position of holding ears and looking in his eyes. A smile crept on his lips as he saw her pleading eyes asking for forgiveness..

Khushi: Arnavji.. jaldi. My hands are aching.!!
Arnav moved both her hands off her ears lovingly. She was absolutely thrilled when he did that himself.

Arnav: Maaf kiya..!! I am linient in forgiving people these days unlike you.

He pinched her nose and moved back inside putting her in another confusion. Why did he say unlike her? She too forgave him, didnt she? And he knows that  too. But if he was pointing to the confession that she never responded back, then she knew the right time was nearing. He had waited long enough though not like she did all these years but seeing Arnavji waiting for one YES from her was so torturing. !! If he keeps giving her so much love and care every minute, the day was not far when she will confess her  love too.

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Evening

Khushi after much much efforts could finally find a pretty saree for tonight. She drapped the Orange saree and was brushing her hair looking in the mirror when Arnav was back from work. Not to mention, Khushi had purposely taken an Off today and hence after the morning's lovely conversation with her husband at the Poolside, she didnt meet him properly as he left early for work. Seeing her in the saree and looking extra gorgeous, Arnav couldnt stop his heart from beating fast and waited at the recliner, admiring her beauty. She was his energiser and the more he admired her, the more blissful his day passed. First he thought she was getting ready for him but then he remembered what the real reason was. No doubt his smile vanished.

Arnav (Clearing his throat): Uhh.. Ek baby se milne ke liye itne nakhre? ( So much extra efforts in enhancing  your beauty, just  for meeting a baby? )

Khushi dropped her jaw because she never expected him to say this. She scanned herself from top to bottom once in the mirror and then turned around.

Khushi: Arnavji.. Its not my fault if you find me extra beautiful these days. I was always like this. But you never noticed it  before..
Arnav (Kept his bag on the recliner and came to her): You think I never noticed before?
Khushi (Raising her brow): You did? When?
Arnav: Right from the time I asked your hand in marriage from Shyam till the time you felt unconscious in my arms after your accident. Every single minute I have noticed you Khushi. Pretend karta tha to hate you , ignore you, but it was difficult. !!

Khushi was touched with his words. Such a  strong will power her Arnavji had not to fall for her charms even though he noticed her, admired her so much those days.

Arnav (Clutching her arms): But leaving all that apart, Now I am jealous!!

Her brow's raised high again.

Khushi: Jealous? Kis se? (From? )
Arnav: The baby.!! I hope you are not planning to carry him in your arms.
Khushi: (Giving a bright smile): Ofcourse.!! How can I resist carrying the baby.? I Love babies.And guess this would be the first time I will carry a baby boy of hardly a month in my arms. Hayee..

Arnav : Good that we both want a baby girl and not a boy. Or else you would never leave a chance to ignore your Arnavji after the baby boy is in your arms.
Khushi was very innocent again. She had no idea what her husband and she were discussing so openly.

Khushi (Pouting): But what if we get a baby boy Arnavji? I will be still very happy .
Arnav: Hmm. I will be happy too .But that doesnt mean you will ignore me. I need more attention. Samjhi?
Khushi: Sochenge!! (I will think about it)

She gigled and seeing her so happy ,  a smile crept his lips too. Suddenly they both realised what they were discussing. Arnav tried being unaffected with such discussions because this was their future.. A happy and prosperous life full of love and relationships. He was having fun talking about it but Khushi was very shy and nervous. She turned around and started brushing her hair again , trying to hide her eyes from his. Seeing her smiling was always a  bliss but seeing her blushing like today was more than that. He quickly removed his Phone and switched the camera On. Before she could even realised ,he wrapped his arms around her and took a selfie picture. Their first SELFIE picture and that too by Arnav Singh Raizada himself. She was more than amazed to face him yet she didnt miss the smirk on his face.

Arnav( After taking the pic): Just capturing these moments to show it to our baby in future. I want our baby to know what our first reactions were when we discussed about him / her.

Her jaw dropped. She was getting romantic and shocking surprises from her Arnavji which were so unexpected. She touched her cheek and smiled.

Arnav: Khushi tumhe late ho raha hai.. Pati ko ghurne ka kaam tum ghar aake bhi kar sakti ho..!! (Khushi you are getting late. You can continue admiring your husband after coming back home)

She came out of her reverie. He didnt wanted her to be more conscious and hence bid her bye and left for his evening shower.

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Part 62

She had many moments to share with Arnavji today on how she felt taking her friend's baby boy in arms and that too a few weeks baby. She got down the car and entered the house. Avni and Payal were sitting at the couch with Aarav. Khushi rushed to them not before scanning the house once to check if Arnavji was anywhere near.

Avni: Hello Bhabhi.. How's your friend and her baby?
Khushi: They both are good. Where is Arnavji?
Payal: Where will a Lion be other than his Den?
Avni (Chuckled at that statement): Yes .. And especially when his Lioness is not around. You know he hardly interacts with the family unncessarily. We didnt see him down since you left.

Khushi should have smiled and blushed seeing them teasing her but she inturn worried.

Khushi: Kya? He didnt come down from past 3 hours and none of you checked if is fine?
Avni: Khushi bhabhi, relax.. Bhai is much better from before. You are simply worrying.

Khushi didnt wait a second more to hear their assurances. She ran towards her room and pushed the door open. The lights were Off which scared her even more. It was night, why didnt he light the lamps? Where was he? She turned the switch buttons ON but none of them worked except few dim ones, enough to scan the room. She was startled to see a small gift box placed on the bed unattented with a balloon tied to the wrapper reading "Open this". Did Arnavji do all this? But where was he? She wanted to look for him but also to open this gift as the baloon commanded. She hurridly sat on the bed and started unwrapping the gift slowly. She opened the box and was amazed to see the gift for her inside. It was his Maa's pearl necklace. How could she forget this necklace? It belonged to his Maa and when Nani had gifted it to her when they were initially married, Arnav had snatched it off her hands, yelling at her that she can never owe any right on this peice of his mother's belongings. Today holding the same pearl chain in her fingers was such a bliss but her mind was still oscillating whether this was true or just her imagination. Arnav was standing at the Poolside French door observing her reactions. He knew her first reaction would be shedding tears and he was right. She felt his presence there and turned to see him. He was leaning at the French door, hands folded at his front and a small smile maintained on his lips as he saw her.

Khushi: Arnavji... This is.. Its the same .. You..

Her throat was too heavy to speak and he knew that. He came to her and gently took the necklace back and tied it around her neck. She touched her pearls as he tied it looking constantly in his eyes.

Arnav: Today my Maa will be very happy Khushi. She will be showering her blessing on you, on the same girl whom her Son loves more than himself.

His talks were always sugary and she really doubted if he was diabetic still.

Arnav: This necklace has now reached its real owner. All these years, it was lying lifeless with me. Today it got its life back Khushi. I am sorry for not allowing you my Maa's blessing before.
She gulped down her tears holding her hands

Khushi: Dont be Sorry Arnavji.. I know why you always kept this safe with you and didnt allow me near it. Even though I may not be directly related for everything, but I am still the daughter of that same man who is responsible for all the odds that you had to face in childhood. You might have forgiven me long back Arnavji, but in real sense, I can feel it today. Thank You.

He smiled weakly  and so did she.

Khushi: So this is the surprise that made you stick to the room for 3  long hours? You know when Avni told me you didnt get down from here, I was worried. I thought you got that panic attack again. But thanks to Devi Maiyaa that I was wrong. Never do this to me again.
Arnav: Never. !! But I have a condition.
Khushi (Confused): Condition? Kya Arnavji?
Arnav: First promise me you will agree.
Khushi: But how can I agree without knowing what the condition is.?
Arnav: Apne Arnavji pe bharosa nahi? I will never make you do anything which you wont be comfortable with.
Khushi (Sighed): Okay. I promise. WHat is the condition?

Arnav: I remember you have a Salman Khan's big poster hung on the wall at your Mayka..!!

Khushi suddenly recollected the day when he had seen that Poster in her house years back . How furious he was to see her photo beside her favourite actor's poster. She noded in agreement.

Khushi: Haan Hai. Toh?
Arnav: Toh..!! Condition yeh hai.. Ki usse nikaal ke wahan kisi aur ki Photo lagaani padegi.!!
Khushi: Kisi aur ki? Kis ki? (She purposely teased)
Arnav (Sighed in frustration): Khushi yeh bhi bataana padega? (Khushi will I have to tell you even this?)

She gigled hearitly. Her Arnavji might have had a mjor change in his attitude compared to past but this jealousy in him and possessiveness will never change. And she loved him this way. She quickly came to him and pinched his cheeks.

Khushi: Arnavji.. !! You are late in demanding this.!! I have alraedy changed the picture.
Arnav: Kya? really?
Khushi: Hmm. You can go home and check. You are been replaced there beside my picture instead of him. !! Long back.

Arnav's happiness had no bar. Not that he had a problem if she liked any celebrity. All he wanted is that his place should be the toppest among all in her life. !!

Khushi: I will go down and assist the ladies for Dinner.

She was leaving when he suddenly caught her hand and stopped her.

Arnav: Lets eat out!!
Khushi: Out?
Arnav: Hmm.
Khushi (Smiling): Good idea..!! I will inform everyone..

He pulled her again..

Arnav: I meant just YOU and ME.. !! Koi aur nahi!!

Her heart skipped a beat as he confidently told her what he planned. Dinner? Just with Arnavji? She never had been out with him for such private dinners.

Arnav: Chalogi naa?
Khushi (gulped her nervousnes): Woh.. Uhh.. Arnavji. Par..
Arnav: Khushi careful..!! You know I hate to be denied!!
Her jaw dropped again .Was he demanding? Before she could even ask him the same, he read her mind and replied back..

Arnav: Yea Right..!! Thats your Arnavji's demand. Wear a Saree and meet me downstairs in few minutes.!! Make it quick because I am very hungry!!

Passing her a winning smirk he left the room. Here Khushi's heart was beating louder. She could sense a DANGER in going out with her Arnavji..!! Not because she feared him anymore.. But because she feared the Lovey Dovey husband he had changed into. She just hoped not to act silly before him due to this uneasiness inside her.

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The ambience was perfect. It was not classy or  as per his standard. It was a small restaurant at the outskirts of the main city. She was amazed when he parked his vehicle here and asked him how did he select this place. He told her how he knew every little favourite place of hers which she loved to visit in her free time. This was one of the place where she always gave her Birthday treats to her college friends. Khushi was impressed. On bugging him more on this topic she came to know it was Shyam who told him all this. Now that was once again surprising.

Khushi: Shyam bhai? He told you ?But when did you meet him? And you both dont go well with each other.. Then how?
Arnav: Khushi actually your brother had some serious concerns about our relationship this time unlike before. He wanted to talk to me and we met outside. I know me and him never got  well along because like you , I hated your brother too. But Khushi this time its not just me who has changed. Shyam too has undergone a lot many changes. He is your step brother, he never gave you the love you deserved but all this changed when in my absence you assisted him in his Project. He has started seeing his responsibilities towards you now. And thats what made him worry if I will again spoil your life after this re-union of ours. We discussed a bit and then both of us were sure that this time, none of us is going to hurt you. All you will get from me and your Brother will be LOVE and always LOVE. !!

Khushi's eyes were moist again.

Arnav: ( Holding her hands): I think Khushi, you should forgive Shyam..!! He needs his little sister just like you needed him as an elder brother.

She noded in affirmation. In these 3 years after her accident, she had avoided Shyam everytime but now she will accept his apology too.

Arnav: Ajeeb baat hai naa.. Ab toh Bhai ko bhi maafi mil gayi.. But your Beloved Arnavji is still awaiting your response for his confession!!

Her heart started beating fast again . She could see a tinge of naughtines in his eyes seeing her present state . She quickly moved her hands off his and changed the topic..!!

Khushi: Someone was too hungry a while ago!! Intazaar kijiye Arnavji.. Kisi ne kahan hai ki Intazaar ka fal humesha meetha hota hai. !!
Arnav (Sighed in disappointment): Huhh!! Wait is all I have to do now!! Come!!

They had a lovely Dinner together. Though the talks were restricted only to their family and business matters, there wasnt a second when he didnt admired her. This felt so nice. Initially when he was a Devil and he still had some kind of feelings and attraction for her, he had to mask it behind his Devilness but today there was no such things. He knew he loved her immensely.. She knew her Arnavji loved her .. Whose permission did he needed to admire his beautiful wife. There family wasnt here to disturb them, there  was nothing which could spoil their moment today. After Dinner ,he took her out for a Long drive and then they had a small fun time having her favourite ice cream from the parlour!! Everything was perfect tonight and both knew it. After a lovely 3 hours outside and together, they reached back Raizada Mansion. Khushi was very quiet in the car . He practically had to make her  realise they had reached. They got down the car and Arnav gestured her to walk with him towards the door but she seemed to be in no mood to get in. She leaned herself at the car door  looking at him..

Arnav: Kya hua? Ghar jaane ka mood nahi hai? (Whats wrong ? Not interested in getting back home?)

She didnt speak anything but kept admiring his face. He was little confused on her behaviour . She was fine till now , then what happened all of a sudden?

Arnav: Khushi speak something dammit!! I am worried ..!!
Khushi: I LOVE YOU ARNAVJI.!!

This was her reply.. The reply which he felt like waiting from ages. It was not shocking to know that she Loved him.. He knew that ..Everyone knew that since they were married. But this love was always one sided then.. The day of Holi when she had proposed him and confessed these 3 words, he was in  a dilemma , he wanted to hurt himself not making her fall for himself because those days he didnt consider to be worth her. But today, things were different. Their relationship was different. They had crossed all the odd barriers and had come to this stage where both felt for each other the same. He had no idea how to react ..Before he could think of even blinking his eyes, she cupped his face with her hands and repeated the same.!!

Khushi: Yaad hai Arnavji on the Holi day I had told you something.. "Agar aaj humaari har pareshani, har taqleef , har dard ki wajah aap hai, toh humme yakeen hai ki aage chalke aap hi humaari har khushi, har sapna aur har muskurahat ki wajah banenge."

Yeah he remembered each and every sentence of that confession. He kept staring at her face.. She smiled.

Khushi: Aaj woh din aa hi gaya.. !! Aaj aap humaari har Khushi.. Har Muskurahat .. aur  har sapne ki wajah hai Arnavji..!! Hum aapse Pyaar karte the.!! Karte hai.. Aur Humesha karte rahenge!!

Arnav needed nothing else after this. He was considered worth of her love . What else will he ask for?

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Part 63

Few Months Later

Arnav: Dont you have decency to knock other's bedroom before entering ?

His question was straightforward but Payal was so much unwilling to answer that with ease.

Payal: (entering in): Your wife is downstairs Mr Raizada and I didnt enter this room willingly. She asked me do so. Infact she requested me to do so. You know how much I hate treating you, dont you?

Arnav frowned at her and got the same response back. He sat on the recliner extending his right arm forward to show her the sleek cut on his finger. A pink peice of cloth was tied on it to stop the blood flow and not to mention Payal was well aware whose peice of dupatta was torn to bandage him temporarily. SHe touched the knot of that cloth to take it off when he flinched and moved his arm behind.

Arnav: Damm!! Dont touch that..
Payal: Excuse me!! What I am supposed to do then? Why cant I take it off?
Arnav: Because Khushi tied it.!! If you have to do something then just wipe off these extra blood stains from the palm. I will manage the rest.

Payal was lost the very next moment he said this. She remembered how years back, when Arnav had married Khushi for  revenge and was making her life hell, Khushi had uttered the same dialogue when Payal was treating her leg which had the glass peices pricked in.

"He tied it Payal.. Dont take it off please..Its the first time he actually helped me coming out of pain Payal", were the dialogues Khushi had uttered when Payal had tried to touch the handkerchief that Arnav had tied on Khushi's feet. And today exactly the same was happening but this time Arnav was in Khushi's place..

Payal (Coming out of her thoughts): You both are really mad.!! I dont understand what makes you both so alike each other at one instance and opposite the next!!

Arnav: You will never understand it either. Your brains are already full to learn anything new.
Payal: (Getting up): Uff!! You know how much I hate you for this Mr Raizada.. If I am ever tolerating you then its only because of Khushi..
Arnav: Me too. I cant explain how I wish to brain wash Khushi against you, but alas..!! SHe is too good  to be taught bad.!!

"Arnavji?" , she angrily screamed from the door. Finally!! She came.. he thought. He was missing her so much.!! Khushi came inside the room with a special Haldi Paste which she had made to help recover Arnavji's fresh wounds..!!

Khushi: Will you ever stop fighting with Payal and help her treat you? I sent  her to bandage the wound and you started arguing?

Arnav: No one can treat me as good as you.. You know that.. Then how could you send this NGO Dr to me Sweetheart?

Payal's eyebrow's twitched hearing that lovely word whereas Khushi was already red blushing hard.

Khushi: Arnavji.. Please.. (She gestured him that they were not alone in the room to act so romantic.. )

Payal thought of clearing some air here before Khushi totally turns crimson red..

Payal: Khushi, next  time dont ask me do this. Now you sit and bandage your Arnavji, I am going off. Bye..
Arnav: Close the door before you leave Dr. And knock before you enter again..!! Its a LAST WARNING..!!
Payal (Stopping again): WARNING? Ohh really Arnav Singh Raizada ? What will you do if I dont follow?
Arnav: Pretty simple!! Akash will be working late for the next coming weeks.. So think wise and follow what I ask!!

Khushi gigled seeing Payal's furious expressions as she left the door closing it as ordered..!! The moment she was gone, Arnav pulled Khushi towards him on the Recliner..

Arnav: Itni der kyon lagayi? (Why were you so late to come ?)
Khushi: To make this paste!! Show me your hand.. I will apply it .!!

He lovingly extended his hand towards her. She untied the knot of her dupatta that was tied on his finger and he kept admiring her dressing his wounds..

Khushi: I told you not to help me with the cooking. But you never listen to me. Agar kuch ho jaata toh?
Arnav: (Moving her hair strand behind ear): Toh? Kya ho jaata?

She didnt allow him to neat her hair and tilting her head back.

Khushi: Arnavji.. Stop ..
Arnav: Now whats wrong? Payal has gone.. There is no one here except you and me..!!

Khushi kept her gaze fixed to his hand which she was bandaging.

Khushi: Arnavji.. Aap bimaar hai..
Arnav: So? WHo said an injured person cannot be romantic?

She gigled at his thoughts and kept applying the haldi paste on his wounds.. The more she ignored his talks, the more he loved teasing her. He dipped his other hand into the haldi paste and applied it on Khushi's nose..

Khushi: Arnavji.. what are you doing?
Arnav: Apni biwi ko Haldi laga raha hoon. Tumhe problem hai? (he applied some more again to her cheek)

Khushi by now had finished bandaging him. She knew how playful he was these days with her. She dipped her fingers too in the paste and applied on his face.. He didnt expect that..

Arnav: What The..!!
Khushi: (Chuckled) : I am just  applying some haldi to my husband.. You have a problem with that Arnavji?
He smirked and got up from the recliner.. She moved back and in seconds, started running towards the poolside.. Her motto was to be saved from her husband who was fully prepared to win over her in this colouring game.!!

Everything had changed between them since the time she replied to his confession. They loved each other immensely and wanted to spend their rest of lives together like this. There was no place for any differences,  revenge, ego and pain between them. Only love existed. On Arnav's advise, Khushi had forgiven SHyam. She had always yearned for Shyam's love and care as a brother which was over showered now by him. She always made a point to visit Shyam and Anjali bhabhi at her Mayka at least once a month. Sometimes she even stayed with them for a night or two if they forced.

Her love cured Arnav's panic attacks too. Since the time she started loving him and taking care, he kept getting better.. The family was more than happy to see this progress in him. He was the same old Arnav Singh Raizada with all those traits that could bend the whole world before him, but he was the opposite with his wife and family at home. A grand Bidaai ceremony was kept for Avni and Aarav so that they too can live with Aman in his house, afterall that was Avni's sasuraal now. Arnav missed his baby sister and Aarav just like they did . But distances were never a major concern for them. Whenever they felt like meeting, they always had a gala time partying with each other. Sheetal had left abroad for trying her luck in an independent Business. She wanted to stay away from ASR as much  as possible just like Rudra did by travelling back to US after breaking the engagement with Khushi. Arnav and Khushi just hoped soon these two find their respective partners too and get their desired share of love.

Khushi from the Store room had taken out Arnav's Maa's photo and framed it. She also hanged the same on their bedroom wall. Arnav had objected because memories had always made him weak. But it was Khushi who made him realise if the memories are good, they will never haunt. Every morning the couple took blessings of Arnav's Maa and started their day with. Khushi had resigned from the Board of Directors after she successfully completed the project she was leading. She wanted to stay as a housewife because that too was a much responsible work for her. She had a whole family to take care of . Payal was a Dr and hence she could not spend much time home relaxing and taking care of the entire family. So it had to be Khushi who was more than happy to take this role.

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A year later

Khushi was surprised how come Arnavji had not stopped her from staying one night with Shyam and Anjali this time, like he did always. She was just more than curious to know why he sounded so happy and cool when she told of spending the last night in her Mayka. He didnt even speak on the phone for long saying he had some early morning meet and hence needed to sleep early. Payal had warned her once that the day a husband starts accepting his wife's stay at her Mayka happily, means its the start of their love fading. But Khushi can never accept that. She knew how much her Arnavji loved her but she had decided.. She will reach back home before he starts for his meeting and will confront him why he acted so indifferent last night. She got down the car and without meeting anyone else, rushed into their room.

She was startled seeing the room decorated with balloons and photo frames of cute babies on their walls. Was it their bedroom ? Suddenly a pair of arms clutched her arms from behind whispering in her ears..

"Good Morning would be Mommy.!! "

She turned around to see Arnavji and as expected her face was full of surprise and confusion.. He cupped her face giving her a most happiest smile.

Khushi: Mommy?
Arnav: Hmm.. Sounds big? Then how about Mom? Or .. umm. Mumma?
Khushi : Arnavji what are you talking? I am not understanding.. Be clear.
Arnav (Sighed): Gosh!! You cant be that naive dammit!! I thought seeing these babies pictures you will understand yourself Khushi.. You are pregnant sweetheart.. 3 months!! Remember we had got your regular check up done 2  days back. I got the report yesterday and the Dr gave me this news..! You dont even realise how happy I was.. And I wanted to share this news with  you but with some preparations.. Thats why when you insisted of staying in your Mayka last night, I didnt deny.!! The whole night I was just decorating our room to welcome you..

Khushi was blank.. Pregnant? She was excited.. nervous.. confused.. happy.. and frigtened at the same time.. Arnav could understand her reactions and he just soothed her down caressing her cheeks gently.

Khushi: I.. I am .. We.. parents?
Arnav: hmm.. Our Aashi is coming soon in this world. To complete our family..!!

What else was needed for Khushi after knowing how her Devi Maiyaa had blessed her with the world's biggest blessing and responsibility.! Arnav quickly picked her in arms and carried her to the bed.

Arnav: So now Mrs Khushi Singh Raizada.. No more work.. Just ample of rest. !! You get that?
Khushi: But Arnavji.. !!
Arnav: No ifs and buts.. From today you will have to strictly obey all my orders and do everything I ask. Timely eating, timely check ups, timely sleeping and timely taking medicines. Thats all you have to do..  Its our first baby and I dont want to take risks. Dr has told we dont see any complications at the moment but you never know.. I have seen some examples where there are last minute issues and troubles .I want to avoid all that. Is that  clear? And yes .. we have that NGO Dr too at home to  take care of you. She might be arrogant to me but I know she will give her best for you and this baby. So we dont have to worry much..!

Khushi was just observing Arnavji.. He was such a perfect husband any girl would dream of and for sure he will be a good father too seeing the way he was worried for her pregnancy.

Khushi: Arnavji.. Thank you..!! The way we got married and our immediate life after that.. I never thought such a day would even come when I will be expecting our child!!
Arnav: (Embracing her): Its your efforts and love Khushi which has blessed us with this day..!! So I should be thanking you. You have given me everything .. A wife to love and now a family too whom I can call as my own!!

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3 months later

Arnav: You want What?
Khushi: Rasgulla and Jalebi.. ANd that too topped with Vanilla icecream!!

Arnav's eyes popped out with her sudden demand. He turned the lamp ON to check what time it was.

Arnav: Khushi, its 02:00 am .. We cannot get all this now.. Sleep. I will get it tomorrow morning for you. Okay?
Khushi managed to sit on the bed pushing the quilt aside..

Khushi: Nahi. I want it now.. I cant sleep till I taste it..
Arnav: Khushi Now? Really? Baby where will I find such a wierd combination at this hour?
Khushi: Wierd? You called it wierd Arnavji? Do you even realise its not me who is demanding it? Its your BABIES inside me who keep making such demands.!! Cant you do this much for us?

Her eyes teared and Arnav had no intentions of spoiling her mood at night. He wiped off her tears first.

Arnav: Khushi you know what? You never blackmailed me until your pregnancy began.! I am just hoping this stops after the babies are out  or else you three if get together will get the hell out of me someday..!
She chuckled caressing her stomach ones..

Khushi: Aww.. Our babies love their mumma very much but not more than their father. I assure you that. Now go fast and get my dish. I am hungry!!
Arnav: Yes Sweetheart..!! I am going..!!
Khushi: Take the Umbrella .. it must be raining outside!! (She gigled)

Arnav left the room picking his car keys. A woman has so many demands and mood swings in her pregnancy. THis was the only time when they could make their husbands dance on their fingers, he thought!!

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The months passed quickly and Arnav and Khushi were blessed with twins. One healthy boy and one beautiful girl. THeir family was more than complete now. They named the baby girl as Aashi , which they had already decided and the boy was named as Khushav. Both the babies named combining their parents name. Khushav was demanding and everyone knew he will have the same traits like Arnav when he grows up. Aashi was naive and simple just like her mother was. She was Daddy's girl and apple of his eye. It  was like seeing their own childhood as they raised these kids with full love and affection. Who had thought the same man who married an innocent girl to revenge her for his mother's death, today would give her everything that she always dreamed of. She was his soulmate and will remain so even for the next coming births. Afterall She Ought to be His.!!

THE END