Khushi’s POV
“My professional life is shining but my personal life is doomed from long. I was in a depression, Arnav. How can you expect me not to be? The man I called my father wasn’t remotely interested in me but my money. He was controlling me all of my life so that I do things as per his choices. And then, your sudden departure, left me yearning for I don’t know what...” A lone tear rolls down my cheek but I don’t break this eye lock with Arnav as I continue.. “All I know is that I can’t sleep either and I am done attending the sessions with my psychologist who only thinks I am not ready to let you go from my life…”
I pause assessing his expressions which are as blank as they were when I began explaining him my situation.
“And you know what the main problem is?” I ask, swallowing the painful knot of tears at the back of my throat. “I think… I think she is right. I can’t move on. I don’t even know if I want to move on.”
I expected Arnav to at least stare at me with hope but he has no expressions on his face even now. He just keeps looking in my eyes blankly.
“Say something..” I urge, and I am about to hold his hand when Arnav retreats. He gets up from the couch.
“The cab is down, I should leave.” He says glancing at my phone screen which shows the live status of the cab.
He is leaving? Like seriously? I admitted the most difficult feeling I have for him and instead of helping us come out of this situation which we both are equally facing, Arnav is walking away?
I look down, losing that hope, feeling completely out of place and weird for confessing all this to Arnav or learning about his state which is not very different from mine, when I feel his touch. Arnav sits again next to him and cups my cheeks. He raises my face to make me look into his teary eyes.
“You and I are flooding with too many emotions right now, Khushi. We have met after a long gap. Time and again, you have affirmed that you don’t love me. So, this could be just because you are overwhelmed seeing me again, or because of losing me when you probably needed me the most after knowing the reality of Shashi Gupta. Let’s not take a call tonight.”
“Then when should we take a call on this? When we stand before the judge during the final hearing of our divorce?” I mock.
Instead of getting angry, he smirks.
“Depends,” Arnav says, shrugging. “We have a few months left until the final hearing of our divorce.”
I am about to argue when he cups my face harder, almost bringing it closer to his and I forget everything as he continues to speak.
“I was.. I am and I’ll always love you, Khushi. It is YOU who have to analyze your feelings for me and take a final decision. This time come back to me only when you realize its love. If it is anything less than that, we’ll be happily parting our ways forever, no matter how much I want you in my life. Am I clear?”
I don’t think I can respond to that. He is being very straightforward about his decision this time. The ball is in my court. But there are still many secrets between us and the only person I want to know them from is him. My phone rings harshly. Arnav leaves my face and picks the call on my behalf. It’s the driver’s call whom he asks to wait downstairs and then disconnects the call.
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Oh wow! Cannot wait for the full update. In reality I am not sure whose court the ball is in. Looks like it is moving back and forth. Your words so powerful and filled with emotion. I almost could pitcurize him holding her face. This is ....now words to describe what I feel.👏Fiddy
ReplyDeleteNice Precap.Arshi must give their relationship a chance. Both need each other and must understand each other importance in life. Arnav is right too in his own way. Waiting for Khushi's answer.
ReplyDeleteThis story is getting intense . Arshi's relationship is getting complicated. When Arnav and Khushi both love each other so much why Arnav is talking about separation. It's hurt but that's what true love is. Now Khushi has to make a decision.
ReplyDeleteWanna say just 1 thing....
ReplyDeleteWhat the f*** Mr Arnav!
What the hell!
His behaviour and talks......
Totally uncalled for....
No offense though.
Oh wow fantastic I cannot wait for the full update 🤗☺🙂
ReplyDeleteFabulous Precap...
ReplyDeleteKhushi is Talking Her Mind, But Not Her Heart.....
Arnav is Right At His Place. He Loves Her and Expect The Same From Her.....
Hope This Communication Will Help HER To Take A STEP AHEAD For Their Relation........
Okay.. this was something totally unexpected.. I kinda was expecting more of emotional and love filled scene between them after the confession.. but this was too practical from Arnavs side.. I know he's right in his place as he is insecure if Khushi really loves him or just sympathies with him.. but I was expecting more of hugging and staying together the night just to get the needed sleep they had missed without each other.
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As this is just the precape, i don't wanna judge arnav now only neither the upcoming scenarios. Anything can happen. But im hoping to see them together.
ReplyDeleteWhy arnav is being so rigid and denying and pushing things so far and so hard. Khushi is telling him that she is taking medical help to sort out herself and now if she is pouring her heart out to HIM, only him that it means that -which he himself has been wanting and aknowleged above the same- he is needed and valued. That she trying to sort their relationship, her feelings and their future only. What arnav was asking to her, Khushi was doing exactly without him asking. Arnav is in denial mood and im afraid in that he will cause more damage again and cause him loss.
ReplyDeleteI like that Arnav is being sensible here. Because khushi didn’t say she love him. She still hasn’t figured what she feels for him. And Arnav cleared his feelings for her too. That’s a good thing I guess. Now it feels like story is moving forward.
ReplyDeleteArnav insecurity is correct on his part but that shouldn't mean k khushi's confessions and progress towards him or regarding him meant nothing. I thought he will be on cloud nine listening khushi's this part and sad about the revelation of her need of taking psychological help but he left me surprised just like khushi. He didn't react the way i expect not even a bit. Being cautions and unsure is understandable on his part but same goes for khushi also. Only and direct "I love you arnav" from khushi is wrong and illogical. They are being divorced and are on the verge of getting separated forever so in such circumstances khushi's emotional attachments confessions is a big thing . it means that this can result in different fruitful ways benefiting both of them especially arnav. Here arnav's support is needed and required. He should support her in clearing her mind, heart and all the confusions as she had showed her interest for that rather than expecting a full flash direct love confession while being on the verge of divorced. Its time for Arnav to show his love and desperateness tow ards her and their relationship.
ReplyDeleteI hope this will happen in the full update.
I think now the confession box is going to open,and it will really bring them closer ,a story about conversation and confession will be so beautiful ,i have never thought that ,and it's good that you are posting only one story at a time because it is really connecting us with the story
ReplyDeleteFabulous
ReplyDeleteThank you Madhu! Happy Deepavali to you!...
ReplyDeletePlease update soon am so into this ff 😻
ReplyDeleteThank u madhu for this surprised precap....feeling happy...happy Diwali.....God bless u dear....
ReplyDeleteI don't understand this Arnav. On one hand he is stalking Khushi and can't sleep because of his love for her and when Khushi is finally giving in to his feelings he's acting all practical and nonchalant as if he doesn't really have any issues and is strong incase they get divorced. Come on man the woman you were yearning for till the last second is confessing to you about her feelings of how she also can't let u go and this is how u react?
ReplyDeleteArnav seems very nonchalant here, which is out of place.
ReplyDeleteNot done arnab noy done man
ReplyDeleteEven with one fiction(story) we can’t even get a regular update. 😒😒😏😏😏
ReplyDeleteTruly said , khushi need to realize her feeling and confess it
ReplyDeleteAnd it takes time. You can't feel spontaneously. It happens bit by bit if it is not love at first sight. It is a feeling not a coin to switch in a blink whenever wishes to.
DeleteKia hoa madhu ji almost a week but not a single update yet?
ReplyDeleteReally excited for whole update
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