Chapter 3
Khushi’s POV
“Dad, you can’t do this to me. He is blackmailing you, call the cops. What is there to worry? Let them deal with him and…”
Before I can rant further, Dad grips my arms.
“You married him?”
“I.. I didn’t want to marry him. I thought it was..”
“You married him because you wanted to fly to US and pursue modelling?”
Fine. If he wants the truth, I’ll give him one.
“Yes. That’s been my passion all long.. You know how much I..”
“That’s it then” He leaves his grip from my body. “You chose your path Khushi, not me. You made a mistake not verifying whom you tied a knot with… I didn’t push you to him. Had you listened to me, you wouldn’t have been in this mess.”
I’m enraged by his explanation.
“Had I listened to you, you would have got me married to your friend’s son to expand your business, Dad.”
“That was far better than what ditch you have landed now…”
“Seriously?” I shout. “Let me tell you what was better for me. Pursuing my dream career was better for me which you didn’t let me to and this is why I had to take that harsh step..”
“That was a foolish step Khushi.”
Maybe he is right.
“Fine.. But then One mistake from your daughter and you are abandoning her, Dad?”
“One mistake?” he scoffs. “All these years you’ve been doing chain of mistakes Khushi and I kept on hiding them from the world but not anymore.”
“I am your only daughter.. You’ll let me go with an unknown man? We don’t even know what he would do with me..”
“He wont..” Dad swallows. “I’ll have my men secure you. When Arnav called me up last night and told me he married you, I already started doing my homework. He’s suddenly rich and has everything that you always desired in life. If you don’t go to him now, he will bring us all down. He can.. Trust me when I say this, he can..”
My body burns in anger at that thought.
“For now, lets show him we have agreed to what he wants. I’ll have my eyes on you and its not that he is stopping us from meeting. We’ll stay in touch. You won’t be alone there. I’ll speak to Arnav and make sure someone you know and are comfortable with, stays in that house with. Just give me a day to fix this..”
“And then?” I shout. “How long will I have to stay with him?”
“As long as I don’t find a solution to this problem.”
“I can’t” I snap. “I can’t blindly wait there for you to find a solution while he treats me like he hates me..”
“Then don’t make him hate you.. In fact don’t do anything that can aggravate the situation Khushi. Just give me some time to handle this my way. Please..”
I don’t like what dad is suggesting me but do I have a choice?
“Fine.. But if he does anything to hurt me, you are responsible too Dad..”
Dad gapes at me in horror but I don’t let him a chance to argue and walk out. I march straight to Arnav’s car where he is leaning to and checking his watch.
“You are five minutes late..” Arnav mocks.
“Seriously?” I yell. “So what will you do now that I am five minutes late? Kill me?”
I expected him to debate over that because once there was a time when he didn’t like when I used any word linking me to death. But this time, instead of being angry on me or hurt, he grins. Has he really changed so much or is he just pretending it?
“Even God don’t kill the demons that easily, Khushi. Then who am I to kill you?”
“You called me a DEMON?”
“Ooops.. You are more of the Vamp kind.. Attractive..” his gaze lingers on my face. “dangerously seductive too..”
I swallow the anger bubbling inside me. He is demeaning me at every instance and I can’t do anything.
“Lets go before I change my mind and go back to my father..” I warn him but even that doesn't bother him. He laughs.
“Your father has thrown you out, Khushi. He’s abandoned you. There’s no F*cking way he is taking you back in that house.. So chill.. I am taking you home. You’ll have shelter.. don’t worry..”
God!! What is wrong with this guy? How can he use such hurtful words for me?
“But where’s your begging, darling?” he adds and my eyes pop out. Begging? He wants me to beg?
Arnav exhales audibly.
“I told you by the time we finish this meet and greet with your father, you will be begging to take you home with me. So… BEG”
I grit my teeth.
“Don’t want to beg?” He coolly asks. “Okay, then how about you plead me at least because without that I am not taking you anywhere..”
“plead my foot” I am losing my patience now. “I have other places to go if my father abandons me or if you aren’t interested to take me back to your home. So go to hell Arnav Singh Raizada.”
I turn around and keep walking to the gates. I am very agitated right now and hoping him to follow me, stop me and drag me back to his car but I reach the gate and even now he is not anywhere near me. I turn around and watch him waving at me as if he doesn't mind if I walk away. But wait, where will I go? Sheetal? Yes… She is the only one I have at the moment who can help me. I didn’t see her after I fainted in the temple knowing I married Arnav. I don’t even have my phone so that I can contact her. But of course, I know her address so I quickly wave at a taxi and get inside.
It is only when I get down from the Taxi that I realize I don’t even have a wallet. Sheetal will have money. I ask the driver to wait and then take the elevator to Sheetal’s apartment. I knock, ring the doorbell and keep banging the door but no one opens it. That’s when her neighbor tells me that Sheetal has left for Australia. Seems her father was ill and she was immediately called home. According to the neighbor, by now Sheetal would already be mid-air as her flight has taken off hours back. Shit!! What will I do now? The driver is waiting for the money. I don’t know what to do. It’s a very embarrassing situation that I have to ask for Sheetal’s neighbor to lend me money faking that I forgot my wallet. I promise to pay her soon and then get down and pay the driver. I have some money left but its not even enough to buy me a proper meal. And… there’s no sign of Arnav Singh Raizada. Does my father even know he didn’t follow me? And that I am left nowhere to go? How could I beg or plead to Arnav to take me home and why? Only because now he is my husband? Never! That’s not happening even in my dreams.
I didn’t eat anything since morning yet I keep wandering in the shopping mall next to Sheetal’s home to spend some time there so that I could think what to do next? I use the money to buy some water bottles and a small burger which does nothing to satiate my hunger. Enough is enough. I hate that man for treating me like this. For making me homeless all of a sudden…
I keep strolling in the mall, until I feel exhausted. I sit at the corner table of the Food Court where I doze off.
“Ma’am” someone touches my shoulder and I jerk.
It’s a woman staff working at the mall. It’s so silent around me that I wonder how long did I sleep there?
“The mall is closing down. You’ll have to leave.”
Leave? Where will I go? I ask the time and she tells me it’s 11:00 pm. Its night already? My stomach growls and I have no energy left to even walk. Yet I come out of the mall, and look around. No vehicles to even take me back to my father’s home and to be honest I don’t even have the guarantee he will let me in. But I’ll at least be safe there. But how will I go? I can’t walk. I decide to wait until some vehicle is around to give me a lift back to Gupta mansion when it starts raining.. Great!! Just F*cking great… If I was shelter less, hungry, exhausted so far, now I am even drenched and cold and shivering. What a life.. Never in my dreams I imagined myself in such a helpless state.
I sit there on the stairs of the Mall, letting the rain soak me when a posh car parks before the stairs. I have no energy left to even raise my eyes and see who gets down from that car. I can only see his shoes as he walks towards me and when he stands two feet away from my curled shivering body, I look up. It’s him.. The man I married.. Arnav is in the same suit he wore this morning and is now equally drenched like me.
“Happy?” I mutter. “Happy with my state or is there anything left for me to go through for today?”
His eyes bore into me as I shout at him. Only when I think he might again have a fitting reply to that, Arnav bends down and carries me in his arms. The moment he touches me, I freeze and wriggle to get off his hold but nothing stops him from carrying me and taking me back to his car.
“I am not going anywhere with you, Arnav. Because I am not begging neither pleading. I am a woman of my own will. I can break but I’ll not..”
“Bend..” He completes it for me and I am shocked. He still remembers everything about me.. All my dialogues, my tantrums.. everything?
“Put me down, I am not coming with you..”
He puts me down when we reach his car and then pins me to it..
“Look at yourself Khushi.. Just look at your damn self.. Where has your stupid ego landed you?”
“My ego didn’t land me here.. My self-esteem did.. You asked me to beg.”
“Then what else should I have asked you to do? Kiss me? Would you have done that?”
How sick of him.. What has he become? He wasn’t like this..
“You are a cheapster right now..” I blurt..
“That far better than being innocent and docile, isn’t it? Thankfully, its you who taught me that…”
I did? He means I am the reason of his present arrogance and nasty attitude?
“You shouldn’t have attended my class then… if I was teaching all this rubbish. Why did you?”
He gives me a heated glare and that’s when I realize our bodies have pressed against each other leaving no gap for even air to pass between.
“I was foolish then,” he answers. “But you know what’s the only similarity between the Arnav I was then and the man I am today?”
I don’t want to know but I am curious.. Arnav leans closer and I am thinking of how to defend myself if he does something I don’t like.
“The similarity is … even six years ago the only thing in my mind was you… and you are still the only reason why I breathe.. The only reason I want to survive… to bring you on your knees and strip your baseless ego from your mind, heart and body..” Arnav whispers in my ears cupping my jaw.
His determination makes me shiver but soon enough he leaves my jaw, opens the car door and puts me in and then drives us back to his home..
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I don’t realize when he leads me in his house, holding my hand and then calls some woman whose name I overhear as Suman who takes me back to the same room where I slept last night, which has a closet full of my clothes. I am so tired and hungry that I don’t mind when Suman helps me pick the clothes for tonight and she also fills the tub and helps me to get inside it. I want to feel clean too. I want to wash my hair and my skin. She lets me bathe alone and when I come out wearing a bathrobe, hot food aroma fills my nostrils. It’s my favourite food and I cant resist. She serves me in my plate and without another thought, I start eating. My stomach keeps growling still until I eat well and then the sane thoughts start running in my head again. Why is Arnav serving me such delicious food? Why is he having an assistant for me to take care of me when all he does is hate me? Or just like I thought earlier, is he only pretending to hate me? Too many thoughts to ponder upon but I cant think now. I want to sleep. But the very thought of Arnav and me sharing the bed, or he touching me without my will scares me again.
“You can go to sleep Ma’am. Sir said he will be sleeping in his room,” Suman mentions.
“His room?” I repeat. “This is not his room?”
“No, Ma’am.”
Thank God. I take a sigh of relief and though it confuses me why would he keep our rooms separate if he wants to torture me, I still don’t ponder much. Once Suman leaves with the food trolley I lock my bedroom and go to sleep. In seconds, sleep takes over..
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The sharp sound of the closet door wakes me up and I almost jerk on the bed seeing Arnav in my bedroom. It’s morning already.. He’s dressed in another suit and probably is ready to go somewhere.
Taking out a green dress from the closet, he keeps it on my bed, his gaze never leaves mine. No good morning, no how are you doing or anything.. He is cold and just the way I don’t like him anymore..
“Wear this today,” he says. “We have our reception party today evening. The Designer will be here to help you pick something nice and also do your hairdo..”
Wedding reception?
“You think you’ll command me and I’ll do everything as you want?” I challenge.
“yes” He nods without any delay that zips my lips and turns to leave.
I get down the bed.
“Look, Arnav. You can’t force me to…”
Before I can complete that sentence, Arnav turns around and throws a bunch of cash on the bed, just beside me.
“What the heck are you doing?” I snap.
“You don’t know?” His sharp voice is domineering. “Money rules. You said that one day, didn’t you?”
I did. Yes.
“You taught me Money just doesn't rule the mind, it rules the hearts too, Khushi. And you were right.”
He walks to me and emotions choke in my throat in the form of suffocation.
“This same money has made me heartless like you were six years ago.”
“I wasn’t heartless,” I snap. “I was thinking practically.”
“Fooling a man that you love him and then ditching him at the last moment is practical for you?”
“I never said I loved you, Arnav.”
Now he goes mad. Gripping both my arms, Arnav hauls me to his body.
“Do you let anyone touch you intimately, even if you don’t love him? Because if that’s what you do, then I did the worst thing by marrying a woman like you.”
Gosh! It hurts. His words prick something in my heart, but most importantly it makes me feel cheap which I am not. Did my past encounters with him gave him that impression? He has framed a dark image of me in his mind which might be true to some instance as I’m aware I didn’t do justice with him in the past, but the way he is bringing it all out now, makes me nauseas.
To be Continued.
NEXT PART
Note: I stopped right at the precap I posted but couldn’t do more tonight. Also, I do see a lot of reviews from my readers related to this fiction, which I totally appreciate. The story is harsh.. I agree.. Stereotype… repetitive… playing with marriage.. etc etc.. I still hope to do justice with it someday.. All I want to say is I have just begun this.. A lot to happen yet.. a lot to open up. Both are flawed here.. If Arnav was good before, his actions now are not right. If Khushi was flawed before she is still the same and yet…there is a story I wish to share in the form of Rabba Ishq Naa Hove Season 3.. If its too much negative and illogical for you, please skip reading this. I’ll bring more good works in future for you all, once another fiction of mine completes here on the blog. Thank you.
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A Valentine Romance.
Reva could never muster her guts to admit her long-held feelings for her best friend’s elder brother, Rishabh Dixit. Finally, when she decided to do so, she discovered that this dashing charmer had already been taken and was now totally off-limits. But it’s Valentine’s week, and Reva couldn’t help falling in deeper love with Rishabh as the fire within her defied to cease. Will Reva act on her love for Rishabh, or will she keep these feelings hidden in her heart forever? Is Reva the only one holding secrets or does Rishabh have something up his sleeves too?
“You’re my sunshine with the eyes of Dove, I’ll never stop chasing until, you Feel My Love.”
Feel My Love is a Short Standalone Valentine Romance with a Happily Ever After.
eBook Releasing in Amazon Kindle on 14th February 2022.
Reva could never muster her guts to admit her long-held feelings for her best friend’s elder brother, Rishabh Dixit. Finally, when she decided to do so, she discovered that this dashing charmer had already been taken and was now totally off-limits. But it’s Valentine’s week, and Reva couldn’t help falling in deeper love with Rishabh as the fire within her defied to cease. Will Reva act on her love for Rishabh, or will she keep these feelings hidden in her heart forever? Is Reva the only one holding secrets or does Rishabh have something up his sleeves too?
“You’re my sunshine with the eyes of Dove, I’ll never stop chasing until, you Feel My Love.”
Feel My Love is a Short Standalone Valentine Romance with a Happily Ever After.
eBook Releasing in Amazon Kindle on 14th February 2022.
Awesome Update. Arnav loves Khushi but can't forget the pain but also can't see her suffering. Khushi did wrong but Arnav is also behaving like heartless though he cares for her a lot. Now what will happen at the reception. Thanks for the Update😍😍
ReplyDeleteI think if we go by moral lens the whole plot of ipkknd the lavanya track, arnav man handling khushi, contract marriage etc etc were so wrong, but fiction is about flawed things is society it need not to be morally correct ut is figment of imagination made for entertainment purposes and writers have the liberty to express in any way they like, so keep writing in the way you have planned this story, looking forward to how it unfolds❤️
ReplyDeleteLovely update x cant wait to read more
ReplyDeleteIts humiliating and down right degrading.
ReplyDeleteI like the way the story is progressing. At first I thought Khushi was wrong but Arnav isn't right too now. You continue this story the way you want to. Khushi did choose a wrong way for persuing her modelling career. Arnav used to love Khushi a lot but now he is just burning in agony and pretending unaffected. He called Khushi a vamp demon yet attractive and seductive. Arnav made Khushi homeless too and want her to beg. So much rude he has become. Khushi's condition is also terrible without food and shelter. By giving Khushi the same pain won't make Arnav's pain and suffering less. Arnav loved Khushi that's why he remembers everything. He is rude yet caring and can't see Khushi in pain. Hope in the wedding reception Arnav don't humiliates Khushi . Khushi never loved Arnav but still came close to him. It was her immaturity. She didn't realise her feelings. Hopefully she will regret one day for her wrong doings.
ReplyDeleteWell, your writing is fantastic. But seeing the same love-hate marriage is difficult. Yet will give a read
ReplyDeleteSomething big had to happen between these two which khushi doesn't get and that hurt arnav gravely
ReplyDeleteAmazing 😍😍😍. Please update soon
ReplyDeleteAmazing..
ReplyDeleteMadhu I have faith that you are setting the stage up for something that will blow our minds at an emotional and romantic level as always. As I said in the last update am wrapping my head about this plot but am confident you will lead me through and get me to understand the pain in your writing for Arnav and the cluelessness in Kushi.
ReplyDeleteLoved to read waiting to see further update
ReplyDeleteHi Di!! Please continue the story the way you have planned. I have a good feeling we are in for a great story just like all the other ones. Keep it going!!
ReplyDeleteYet I come out of the wall,... I think you just misspelt... I love your writing so thought to correct... No other intention
ReplyDeleteFantastic ❤ update
ReplyDeleteMadhu, even if it is the same love-hate-marriage concept, I know you will make it unique in its own way with your awesome writing and as always this story will be great, pls continue as planned - realitytruth
ReplyDeleteKhushi's being practical is not bad but you shouldn't lead anybody if you are feeling that person is getting too involved.. Arnav is hurt than too he cares for her.. amazing story.. already in love with it.. bring it on Madhu..
ReplyDeletePlease write it in your own way as planned and don't change the story line madhu.dont give into negative comment.its a lovely story.thank you and god bless you for always giving us beautiful Stories
ReplyDeleteSuperb...... Waiting for the story to unfold
ReplyDeleteI love this fiction…please don’t stop it Di….
ReplyDeleteNice update..
ReplyDeleteSo khushi's dad is trying to find a loop hole or trying to save himself by sending khushi...
Seems something really bad happen in the past which made arnav like this toward khushi...
Looking forward
You should learn from constructive criticism you get from your readers instead of asking them to skip reading or not to read. Your stories are too much repetitive from last few years and all ends in a very similar ways. Honestly the way you write intimate scenes makes it look cheap not romantic. I think you are stuck now and not able to grow anymore. Instead of ignoring your critics and defending yourself it's better to introspect sometimes. You don't do proper justice to your characters. No matter what happens, how much flawed characters are you always end all stories in goody goody ways which many times feel so unreal and illogical.Everything is becoming so fickle in your stories and all stories are becoming teen fictions when actually it should have been something different considering the experience you have. Its so unbelievable to see you stuck in writing so much fickle teen stories. Nothing wrong with such dumb pleasures if you have too much time to waste and don't have better options. I used to read your stories but will stop now. Its not worth it anymore.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your constructive criticism dear. I'm Grateful that despite all my repetitive flawed characters, fickle stories, cheap romance, unreal and illogical plots, you spent so much time to read them.
DeleteSure you'll find great works out there instead of wasting your time on my blog. All the very best to you.
Meanwhile I'll use all my experience, time and energy in doing what I like doing. I am not against improving or learning and bringing new sensible plots before my readers, it's just that I am also a human and have my limitations. I can be repetitive and I can continue writing flaws in my characters and still give my fictions a happy ending. It's my call as a writer and your call as a reader to read or not.
Thank you so much for sharing your valuable inputs.
🙋♀️🙋♀️ I am there to read the books..... I dont find the story harsh.... it's lovely story. .... More harsh and torturous story I have read on whatpad and inkitt....... this story is far from harsh.... plz continue....
ReplyDeleteJust love your updates.. different concept.. I don’t find story harsh .. plz keep going they y want shape.. l like story to be more dark 😜 plz continue with with your thoughts.. ❤️
ReplyDeleteVery interesting update. can't wait for the next update.
ReplyDeleteIts an interesting concept. Both Arnav and Khushi have their flaws. Why some readers have to jump to a conclusion so soon without knowing what the Writer have in mind about the story. Madhu your stories are always something different and interesting, always with an awesome ending which I love it. Superb update
ReplyDeleteLovley update. Love all your stories.
ReplyDeleteWonderful fabulous update dear next part soon
ReplyDeleteAwesome... Just keep writing in your style Madhu dii... You don't have to change the plot or your writing style we r with u and we know if you bring this up it will be worth reading.ignore the hatred and keep writing.you will Rock like always.
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